#content warnings for sex violence self harm and general angst

[canisalbus]

What if I told you that RoobrickMarine went and wrote an entire novella starring my 16th century dog couple? It's very canon-adjacent, well researched and thoughtfully put together, has inspired me a ton during these past months and it's now publicly available at AO3. I highly recommend it.

✦ Separation ✦

#content warnings for sex violence self harm and general angst #six chapters 41K words #people who have asked for longer stories of these two please give this one a look #I've watched this unfold since late may? early july? and it's been an exciting experience #I'm not a writer I think it's better than what I could've come up with #honestly though the way he managed to get inside Machete's and Vasco's heads was uncanny their mannerisms and thought processes are spot on #some of the events aren't canon but they might as well be #and most of the background details and backstory tidbits are accurate believe me he's very well versed on their lore #big history nerd so the worldbuilding is intense #you get to meet the dog pope #there's saint sebastian #roommate hijinks #it gets kind of bleak at times though so be mindful of that #it's not all fluff and good feelings #Separation #Heinaven #RoobrickMarine #own characters #own art #artists on tumblr #CanisAlbus #Vasco #Machete #anthro #sighthound #dogs #canine #animals #if you end up reading the whole thing it would be really sweet if you left a little comment as a thanks for his hard work

[elix8r]

Rare and Pure (cbg)

PAIRING: choi beomgyu x fem!reader

GENRES: angst (it's really distressing at parts), smut, a teaspoon of fluff, werewolf!au, friends to lovers, mates, accidental lover

WARNINGS: this story contains some dark themes so pls beware! profanity, unrequited love, kidnapping, drugging, dubcon? its not sexual, abusive behavior, implications of murder, choking, descriptions of blood, violence, drinking, mates, talk of death/dying, IM SO SORRY RIIZE ARE WRITTEN AS THE EVIL GUYS ESP WONBIN RIP, sexual content: multiple sex scenes, unprotected sex, drunk sex, knotting, cumming inside, rough sex, biting, marking, oral (f receiving), fingering, handjob, bulging, breeding, choking

SUMMARY:

“But to love something despite. To know the flaws and love them too. That is rare and pure and perfect.“ - Patrick Rothfuss

Choi Yeonjun was the love of your life, the one you were unequivocally sure the Moon Goddess had chosen for you. His younger brother, Beomgyu, on the other hand, didn't even register on your radar as mate material. But fate, as it often does, had other plans. One night was all it took for your entire life to flip around as you found yourself accidentally mated to your childhood friend. Now, you're left grappling with the emotional wreckage of it all as you are not only struggling to feel the unbreakable connection that mates are supposed to share with Beomgyu, but you're also dealing with the harsh reality that your dreams of forever with Yeonjun will never come to fruition. It's a bitter pill to swallow, and it's forcing you to reevaluate your very sense of self. Your wolf clearly had some serious explaining to do.

WORD COUNT: 21.5k

AUTHOR’S NOTE: i know this story took so long but thank you to everyone for waiting! i really went through it writing this cause it was a rollercoaster of emotions but it's truly my baby and i adore this story so much so i hope you guys enjoy it and was worth the wait! beomgyu is a sexy lover here and an even sexier wolf (rawr xd) so hope that's exciting for you guys and i'm so sorry but i literally put names of groups into an auto generator machine to pick who was going to be the villain and it chose riize so i'm so sorry for their depictions cause they are despicable here but know i meant no harm and i adore them it's all just for the story! anyways hope you guys have fun reading it and please give me some feedback! Happy Holidays!!!

You felt conflicted coming to this conclusion because you genuinely loved the girl, but you couldn't help but blame your current predicament on Huh Yunjin and her family's recent move to your town.

New families were rare, especially as it meant they would become new members of the pack. However, an old and close friend of the Alpha had decided to relocate, prompting a warm welcome and an invitation to join the pack. When you heard that the new family had a daughter your age, you eagerly volunteered to give her a tour.

The family was to move into the vacant house on the other side of the neighborhood. And on that day, you excitedly watched the moving truck arrive from your window, clutching a box of cookies lovingly baked by your mother for the new family. 

Your family held a prominent position within the pack, with your father serving as the Beta and every bit of you exuded that high status. Being an only child furthermore assured you to grow up to be confident and bold, but you also tried to be welcoming to all which made it easy for you to make friends. It seemed though, that Yunjin was quite the opposite of you as she was quieter and less outwardly exuberant, but she still was quite friendly and happy that you were showing her around.

"So that's the pack house, and since your dad is close friends with the Alpha, I'm sure you’ll be over sometime soon.” You flashed her a wide smile, concluding the tour as you both headed back to your house. Yunjin appeared a bit overwhelmed, understandably so. She had just moved to a new town, knowing no one, and you had bombarded her with information about the pack and the town within an hour.

"Oh, and next door is my house! You're welcome anytime; just come over, and we can hang out. Right next door is my best friend Taehyun's house. He’s away right now, but he’ll be back soon, and I can introduce you two. I’m sure you'll get along!" A grin spread across your face, thinking about your best friend whom you hadn't seen in a while.

Taehyun had left for a trip with his father and a few pack elders a week ago, focusing on improving his tracking skills. However, he would return soon, and you were confident that he and Yunjin (along with the others in your friend group) would hit it off, so you were eagerly anticipating everyone meeting. From the hour you had spent with the girl, you could already tell that she was going to be a great addition to the pack. 

"Wow, thank you so much. I was honestly nervous about moving because I've never had an easy time making friends, but I feel really lucky to have met you. You seem to know everyone and everything." Yunjin smiled appreciatively at your kind offer, and you beamed back at her. However, before you could say anything else, the front door of the pack house swung open.

His scent reached you even before he came into view, instantly stirring up a swarm of butterflies in your stomach. Choi Yeonjun had captivated you since the moment you met him, and you were certain that you were in love. The word "perfect" was the only one that could adequately describe the oldest son of the Alpha. Your heart ached in his presence, and you knew that this was no fleeting crush like the ones you had experienced before. This was love, a profound and all-encompassing emotion unlike anything else.

"Hey, Y/N!" The combination of his voice and smirk threatened to make you weak in the knees, but you managed to maintain your composure as you smiled back at him.

"Hey, Yeonjun! This is Yunjin. She's the daughter of the new family in town, and I was just showing her around." Yunjin revealed earlier that espite their fathers being close, she had never never met the rest of the Alpha’s family. Yunjin greeted Yeonjun with a shy smile as he extended his hand for a handshake.

"Oh yeah, my dad mentioned that. He was pretty excited that his old friend and his family were joining our pack. Well, nice to meet you, Yunjin. I'm Yeonjun, the oldest and the only Choi kid important enough for you to meet. Don't worry about Soobin and Beomgyu, you're better off not even meeting them." You silently agreed with him, although your biased opinion was clearly influenced by your feelings for him. Yunjin seemed to relax further with his warm welcome and playful introduction.

"You're really lucky to have Y/N showing you around. She's like a celebrity in our pack. She knows everyone, so if you ever need anything, she's your best bet." He smiled at Yunjin and playfully nudged you. "Well, I have to go bring Beomgyu his clothes. That stupid bastard decided to go for a run without taking anything, and we're literally supposed to be going over to Elder Kwan's house for dinner in a couple of minutes. You know how my mom would kill him if he showed up in his wolf form. Anyways, it was nice meeting you, Yunjin. Y/N, I'll see you tomorrow at the meeting." With an affectionate ruffle of your hair, he waved goodbye and left.

Despite your efforts, Yeonjun seemed oblivious to your feelings, treating you more like a sister than a lover. Yet, you remained convinced in its belief that a deeper connection existed between you both. The inexplicable emotions that surfaced whenever he was near convinced you that destiny had intertwined your paths for a reason.

"Wow, he seems really nice," Yunjin commented, her tone subtly shifting. In retrospect, you should have picked up on the change, but you were too captivated by Yeonjun's presence to notice. Unfortunately, your obliviousness would soon come and bite you in the ass.

Several weeks had slipped by since your new friend, Yunjin, had made her entrance. Your hunch had proven right – she seamlessly melded with your well-established crew, like the missing puzzle piece you didn't know you needed. Initially quiet and reserved, she shed her timid shell bit by bit, especially as you all hung out more. Just yesterday, she had even joined in on a run in full wolf form with everyone which sure helped tighten the bond that had been growing stronger. 

If you could have it your way, you would currently be with them at the local movie theater where you knew everyone but you were. Yet, reality had you poking at your food, stealing subtle glances across the table at your crush, whom you had strategically sat down in front of.

Even before you were born, it had been a tradition for your family to go over to the pack house and have dinner with the Alpha’s family every first Tuesday of the month, and so here you were. 

"Ok well, I'll get the dishes, and if you kids could help clear the table for dessert, that would be helpful," your mother said, quick to get up and head towards the kitchen with a couple of plates in her hand, prompting everyone else to follow her directions.

"Dinner was amazing as usual," your dad kindly thanked the Luna. "We have a couple of things to talk about regarding the matter we discussed earlier, so we'll be in the office." Clearly, he was trying to make the conversation confidential, but your dad wasn't the best at keeping secrets, and you (and probably the boys) had already caught on to what he was referring to. It honestly wasn't that hard to figure out, considering it had been the only thing anyone in your pack had been discussing recently.

Rumors had been circulating around that an unfamiliar pack was closing in on the town your pack had been inhabiting for over a century. Sightings of rogue wolves have also been on the increase, which explained Taehyun's unexpected tracking trip. While this didn't necessarily mean that your pack was in immediate danger, it was crucial to remain cautious. Precautionary actions, such as doubling up security around the borders, had already been taken, and the pack's council was now prioritizing finding out who exactly was approaching their territory and their intentions.

As you watched your dad and the Alpha head towards the office, out of nowhere, a voice caught you off guard, forcing you to take your eyes off of them. "Hey, can you come to my room after this? I need to talk to you about something."

Beomgyu, despite being the same age, had always been the Choi boy you were the least close with. While you still had a strong bond with him from being raised as pups alongside one another, your relationship with Yeonjun and Soobin was undoubtedly stronger. So, hearing this request from Beomgyu surprised you.

"Why can't you just tell me here?" You questioned him while taking plates back into the kitchen where your mom and the Luna could be seen washing the dishes while engaging in an animated conversation.

Beomgyu followed closely behind you, also holding dishes in his hand. "I just can't. Just come upstairs with me, please."

You frowned a little, trying to figure out on your own what was so important that Beomgyu had to speak to you in private. However, you had to admit that you were a bit curious about what he had to say, so you gave him a small nod. "Ok, fine."

As the two of you made your way towards the staircase, Soobin must have noticed and halted you and Beomgyu. "Where do you two think you're going without even helping us finish cleaning up the table?"

"Ugh, fuck off Soobin, we already helped. We'll be back when Mom brings out the pie," Beomgyu retorted, rolling his eyes. But before he could take another step, another voice stopped him.

"Wait, seriously what are you guys up to?" Yeonjun's eyes sparkled with curiosity at the unusual sight of you two heading off on your own. Normally, he and Soobin were part of the group.

"It's none of your business," Beomgyu replied, clearly annoyed at all the questions.

"Hold on, I want in on whatever you two are doing. What's with all the secrecy?" You, too, grew increasingly curious about why Beomgyu wanted to speak to you privately, excluding his older brothers from the conversation.

"Oh my god, it's just between me and Y/N. Seriously, fuck off," Beomgyu's patience was wearing thin, which was no surprise considering his brothers often had that effect on him.

"Just you and Y/N? And you're going to your room? Hmm, sounds a little–" Soobin's insinuation was cut off by your swift response.

"Jesus, Soobin. It's nothing like that. We'll be back quickly," you assured him, not wanting to entertain any unnecessary assumptions being thrown, especially in front of Yeonjun. He could get the wrong idea. So with that, you swiftly turned around and headed to Beomgyu's room, leaving Soobin and Yeonjun behind.

"Fucking Soobin and his nosy ass," Beomgyu muttered in annoyance as he followed you into his room. You were familiar with every single room in the pack house, including his, and as always, it looked exactly as you remembered. Impeccably clean, which never failed to surprise you. It was also unsurprising that his warm and woodsy scent was intensified in his room. However, you sensed that this did trigger a strange reaction from your wolf, but you pushed her aside, ignoring her peculiar behavior (which she had been having more frequently recently) and without even asking for permission, you plopped onto his neatly made bed.

"Ok, now what was so important that you needed to talk to me alone?" you inquired, watching as Beomgyu closed the door and settled into his desk chair.

"I like your friend Yunjin, the new girl," Beomgyu stated plainly, and the random confession had you sitting up straight in surprise.

"What?" You gave him an incredulous look, still processing why he had brought you all the way up here to reveal this information.

"She’s hot and I’d like to get with her so I need help from you," he replied matter-of-factly, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

You continued to give him a confused look with a hint of disgust at his words, but you gathered up your thoughts to respond. "What the fuck, Beomgyu? Did you drag me all the way up here for that? I mean haven’t you already met her? And what would I even get out of helping you with this?"  

“Yeah, I’ve met her briefly a couple of times cause of our parents but like I need someone on the inside to you know, scope out her feelings and like maybe put in a couple of good words about me.” His persistent nonchalant expression and tone struck a nerve, aggravating you further, especially since he hadn't addressed how this would benefit you.

"Beomgyu, I’m not doing that for you. There are at least ten other guys I'd consider trying to set her up with before even considering you. If you're so interested in dating her, my suggestion is to just go and ask her out like any normal person would." Rolling your eyes, you stood up, intending to leave the conversation. However, his next words halted you in your tracks.

“I’ll help you with Yeonjun.” 

It was obvious that growing up together had given him an edge in understanding you too well. Those five simple words were all it took for you to reluctantly agree to assist your childhood friend in pursuing the new girl in town.

In the midst of blaring music and flashing lights that seemed determined to trigger a headache, you found yourself in an obnoxiously loud club on a Saturday night. This was the last place you would have willingly chosen to spend your evening, but circumstances had led you here. When you initially agreed to assist Beomgyu, you envisioned a more thoughtful and gradual approach to make Yunjin develop feelings for him. However, your expectations were shattered earlier when Beomgyu unexpectedly appeared at your doorstep, barging in without a second thought and heading straight for your room.

You were aware that some of your friends had plans to hit the nearby club tonight, an invitation you had initially declined. Your preference was to stay at home, engrossed in the pages of the new book you had recently acquired. But Beomgyu seemed to have other plans, disregarding your intentions the moment he stepped into your house. Apparently, he had caught wind of the possibility that Yunjin might be among those venturing out for the night.

"Sure, I knew she was going out," you shrugged, your attention split between applying makeup and addressing Beomgyu, who had made himself comfortable on your bed.

"You knew? And you didn't tell me? Come on, Y/N, I thought we had some kind of agreement!" His sigh carried a tinge of exasperation, clearly disappointed by your perceived negligence.

"Apologies for not realizing I was your designated Yunjin-schedule informant. That's bordering on creepy, by the way. And I thought that we were going to take things slow. Plus, why do I have to tag along? Since you're in the loop now, can't you just go by yourself?" Despite your rapid-fire inquiries, you continued meticulously applying your makeup. 

"Do you not remember? That's exactly why I came to you. I need help seamlessly integrating myself into her life, making it seem natural and subtle. Take tonight, for example! I'll play it cool, like I had no clue she'd be here. You'll join our conversation, kick-start it naturally, and then gracefully bow out, leaving us to continue. It's a flawless plan, trust me. Plus, seeing you actually putting in some effort to make this work will make me more motivated to help you with my brother." Beomgyu, as usual, carried on with his chatter. To be honest, you found the plan a bit nonsensical, but considering what was at stake for you, you ended up donning that cute new outfit you had been saving for a different night out. Before you knew it, you were in Beomgyu's car, en route to the club.

Normally, you wouldn't mind a night out at a club like this, and you would typically have agreed without a second thought. Lately, however, you had felt more inclined to stay home, and the odd behavior of your wolf throughout the week made you hesitant to introduce alcohol into the mix. Nonetheless, since you were already here, you decided it was a good opportunity to let loose a little.

Amid the deafening music, Beomgyu's voice rang out, "So, have you spotted them yet?" You leaned against the bar, waiting for your drink.

Surveying the crowd upon your arrival, you had even tried to identify them by scent, but the throng of people made it challenging. "Not yet, but let's move around. I'm sure we'll be able to find them soon." With one hand gripping your vodka lemonade, you and Beomgyu started moving around, staying close to make sure not to be separated within the bustling club. 

Out of the corner of your eye, a familiar face caught your attention, instantly recognizable. "C'mon, I found them!" You hurriedly exclaimed, gesturing in the direction of your best friend, dragging Beomgyu along.

Taehyun's eyes widened as he spotted you approaching. "Y/N, I thought you were staying in tonight? You should have texted!" Beomgyu emerged behind you, and Taehyun's surprise morphed into confusion. "Oh, and you brought Beomgyu along?"

It wasn't that you and Beomgyu weren't on good terms or weren't friends, but the sight of the two of you together wasn't a common occurrence unless it involved family matters. After all, you both had different sets of friends. So, your unexpected duo not only grabbed Taehyun's attention but also that of a few others in the group.

“Yeah uh I ended up changing my mind and he was heading out too so I just grabbed a ride from him.” You brushed off his question lightly before scanning your eyes around your group of friends, looking for a specific face. 

It appeared Beomgyu was on the same page, as you felt a gentle nudge from him. "Did Yunjin come out with you guys?"

"Yep, she did! She's just in the restroom and will probably be back soon." Kazhua, your other close friend, greeted you with a tipsy smile before she resumed engaging in lively conversation with her boyfriend, Kai who spared you two a wave.

Thanking her, you felt a sense of relaxation settling in as you basked in the company of your friends. The drink in your hand was starting to take effect, lifting your spirits and making you feel lighter. Observing Beomgyu from beside you, you could tell he was loosening up as well as he seemed to be engaging in friendly banter with Taehyun. Seeing them dab each other up as if they were best bros had you rolling your eyes.

"So spill the beans. What's the real deal here between the two of you? I’m obviously not buying your story and getting a ride from him wouldn't lead to you sticking together even when you found us. Are you guys seeing each other? I swear, I won't say a word to anyone if you are!" Chaewon slung her arm around you, her eyes playfully dancing as she gestured towards Beomgyu.

A puzzled expression creased your pretty face as you processed her question. Chaewon was probably your closest friend after Taehyun, and she had a knack for uncovering every detail about your life. However, her insinuation of a romantic connection between you and your neighbor had you almost freezing from surprise. You couldn't afford to give the impression that something was brewing between you and Beomgyu, especially when your mission tonight was to make Yunjin notice him. Plus, there really wasn’t anything happening between the two of you.

"Wait, hold on a second. Jesus, Chaewon. Seriously, it's not what you're thinking. I promise it was just a ride," you replied, attempting to brush off her inquiries. Yet, the skepticism in her expression told you she wasn't entirely convinced.

"Well, that's not what Soobin said." You inwardly cursed, momentarily forgetting that Soobin had been recently seeing Chaewon. It was clear that he had shared how he and Yeonjun had caught you and Beomgyu sneaking off alone upstairs to his room. 

"Jesus fucking Christ, Soobin. You need to tell him to mind his own business. And seriously, he's just trying to be a pain in the ass. I promise you, there's absolutely nothing going on between us. If there were, I would've been the one to tell you, and not leave it to Soobin to play messenger." Your fervent response finally seemed to ease Chaewon's suspicions, as she nodded in understanding.

"Alright, I believe you. But remember, even if there's a hint of something happening, you better let me know and give me the details. I don’t want to have to rely on Soobin of all people to get all my juicy gossip from," Chaewon's playful yet determined expression made you chuckle. Just before you could respond, a familiar voice caught your attention.

"Y/N! Oh my god, you're here! I thought you said you weren't coming out?" Yunjin's excitement spilled over through both her voice and her actions as she enveloped you in a warm hug.

Clearly, a few drinks had loosened Yunjin up; her eyes carried a playful glint, and her usually composed demeanor had given way to lively energy. Amidst her effervescence, you were also able to catch a glimpse of Beomgyu's eyes lighting up with eagerness upon spotting her. Lost in the thrill of finally locating your target for the night, both you and Beomgyu had failed to notice that Yunjin hadn't returned from the restroom alone.

"Hey, Y/N," a familiar voice greeted you from behind her presence, and a flurry of emotions erupted within you as your heart raced in response. Despite the time that had passed, you were still defenseless against the effect Yeonjun had on you.

"Hey, Yeonjun! I had no idea you were joining us tonight," You managed to regain your composure, your voice finally steadying as you exchanged greetings.

"Yeah, I mean I just came with Changbin and a couple of the other guys, but I stumbled upon her when she was wandering around lost, trying to find her way back to your group. Naturally, I couldn't resist lending a hand. You know me, I never leave a helpless pretty girl alone." A quick wink from Yeonjun, and you could see Yunjin's amused giggles in response.

Yeonjun's reputation as a major flirt wasn't a secret, but witnessing his overt flirting with your new friend right before you stung a little. Though you did your best to brush it off as his usual playfulness and quickly put on a wide smile in return.

"Well, thanks so much for returning her to us safely," you playfully retorted, echoing his tone. You then quickly downed the last of your drink, hoping to mask the twinge of anxiety that the sight of their interaction stirred within you.

As Yeonjun weaved his way through the group, your gaze remained fixed on him. Like always, you were unable to resist your attraction towards him, but this time, you were far from oblivious. Quickly noting the close proximity he maintained with Yunjin as they navigated around the table, a small frown formed on your face. When’d they get so close?

"Hey, when did you arrive? Changbin could've given you a ride along with me if you had mentioned you were coming," Yeonjun greeted his brother. However, it was evident that Beomgyu's attention remained steadfastly fixed on Yunjin, his focus unyielding even as his brother spoke. Maybe your initial assumptions of his interest in your friend were wrong. With the look he was giving your friend, it seemed that maybe there was more to the attraction than just physical.  

Recognizing the opportune moment to step in and work your magic, you decided to make your move. Yeonjun appeared engrossed in conversation with his brother and your best friend, giving you the chance you needed. Swiftly, you moved over to where Yunjin stood and linked arms with her. With a clear plan in mind, you guided her away to the bar, seeking both a private conversation and a refill.

Once at the bar, you ordered drinks for the two of you and then turned your attention to Yunjin. "So, how's the night treating you? Are you enjoying yourself?" you inquired with a friendly smile.

Yunjin accepted the drink gratefully, seemingly oblivious to your underlying motives. Her smile lit up as she responded, "Honestly, I'm having a blast, especially now that you're here!"

"Aww, that's great to hear! Is everyone being nice to you? How are you liking the club? Anyone catch your eye?" You smoothly slipped in the last question, hoping to naturally lead the conversation towards Beomgyu. 

Though a pang of guilt tugged at you for manipulating your friend, you reminded yourself of the agreement you'd made. The possibility of finally attaining your desires was too enticing to let pass, and after all, if Yunjin genuinely fell for Beomgyu, was it truly manipulation on your part?

Yunjin's laughter tinkled in response to your questions, and she leaned against the bar. "Everyone's been wonderful, and I really appreciate you welcoming me into your friend group. As for the club, it's incredible. Back in my previous town, we had nothing like this, so this is a whole new experience for me." After a sip of her drink, she looked at you, and you eagerly awaited her response to your previous question.

"I’m not going to lie; everyone in this pack is ridiculously good-looking, so naturally, they've all grabbed my attention in some way. But, I have to admit, there's someone who's been on my mind. It's still way too early to say, and I'm not in a rush to find a mate, but I've never felt such a strong connection with someone this quickly. I can't help but wonder if he might be the one the Goddess has in store for me." Her words instantly grabbed your attention. If there was a possibility that Yunjin had already discovered her mate within the pack, it could complicate your task of steering her towards Beomgyu. 

Eagerly, you pressed on, "Come on, you’ve gotta tell me! I know all the ins and outs of this pack. Depending on who it is, I could probably give you some insights—whether they're a catch or a red flag, especially if you feel they could be the one." Your enthusiasm prompted Yunjin to consider sharing, and as you leaned in, she relented.

"Alright, alright I guess it wouldn't hurt to get some female insight, but since the first time you introduced us, I think I've kind of felt something with Yeonjun." Her words hit you with unexpected force, instantly hardening your face. 

Despite witnessing their interactions with one another earlier, it was apparent that you had been more preoccupied with your own infatuations for the older boy that you hadn’t even had the chance to realize the possibility of her attraction towards him– the very person you had been secretly in love with for what felt like an eternity. 

She remained oblivious to the quick shift in your expression as she carried on. "Like I said, it's definitely too early to make any conclusions, but I genuinely believe there's something special with him. Even today, running into him had my wolf practically giddy, and that has to mean something, right? Every time we bump into each other, which seems to happen a lot lately, we just click effortlessly and I just feel like I could talk to him for hours. He's so cute, and I kind of sense he might be dropping hints of interest, so fingers crossed, right?" Her animated enthusiasm while discussing the boy tugged at your heartstrings, filling you with a sense of despair.

"Yeah, he's a great guy," you managed to mumble, though the green monster of jealousy began to rear its head within you. "Just be cautious, though. Yeonjun is a fantastic guy, but his reputation with girls isn't the best. He's known in the pack as a bit of a flirt, and he hasn't really had many long-term relationships. Honestly, there have been plenty of girls who've come and gone, so I just don't want to see you get hurt by him."

Your words weren't entirely false; Yeonjun did have a bit of a player reputation within your community, but it wasn't as extreme as you portrayed it. It had mostly been a phase during his high school and early college years. Now that he was out of school, he appeared to have matured and settled down. Nonetheless, it had been a while since you'd seen him seriously involved with anyone, so witnessing his connection with Yunjin had you wanting to go back home and cry. 

Her expression briefly faltered, but a determined smile soon replaced it. "Well, maybe he just hasn't met the right person yet! Thanks for the heads-up on his past, but I'm not easily discouraged. Honestly, it's better than hearing he's an asshole or mistreats girls. Who knows, maybe I'll be the one to change him!"

"Well, there are plenty of other great guys in the pack you might not have had a chance to get to know yet. Keeping your options open might not be a bad idea, especially since you mentioned you're not in a rush to mate. You know Beomgyu, right? He's an awesome guy, and I think you two would really hit it off. Actually, let’s go find him!" Without waiting for her response, you eagerly take her hand and lead her back to your group.

But as you returned to the group, your intentions to subtly steer her closer to Beomgyu were abruptly interrupted by Yeonjun's appearance. "Hey, I was looking for you. I found the guys I mentioned earlier and I want to introduce you to them," he said, his focus solely on Yunjin as he guided her away from you, towards his friends who were on the dance floor, making you feel invisible in the process. The way he looked towards Yunjin confirmed everything you needed to know.  

Beomgyu appeared engrossed in an animated conversation with Taehyun and Jeongin when you hurried back to the group. Without a moment's hesitation, you seized his hand and pulled him away from the others, heading back toward the bar with a sense of urgency in your steps.

"What the fu—" Beomgyu began, but he stopped short as he took in your distressed expression.

"I think Yeonjun is Yunjin's mate," was all you managed to say before tears you had been suppressing welled up and trickled down your cheeks.

To outsiders, it might seem overly dramatic to cry over a guy, but Yeonjun wasn't just any guy to you. He was the one you had been in love with for as long as you could remember, and now it felt like your world was crashing down. You might have been labeled naive or unrealistic, but that didn't change the fact that it hurt like hell. Witnessing Yeonjun's face light up in a way you'd never seen before, all because of a girl who wasn't you, was a heart-wrenching reality. Beomgyu seemed to grasp this as he reached out, pulling you into his arms.

"How do you know? Did she say something?" Beomgyu's usual teasing tone, often centered around your crush on his brother, disappeared. He now spoke with genuine concern, understanding the depth of your feelings for Yeonjun.

All you could manage was a nod against Beomgyu's warm chest. The two of you remained in that embrace for a minute, an unusual scene not just because it was unprecedented between you two but also because it was happening in the middle of a club.

Finally, you stepped away from the hug, your eyes, which were gradually drying, locked onto Beomgyu. "She mentioned feeling a connection with him since the first day they met. She even said she thinks he might be her mate. But I wasn't sure until I saw how he looked at her. He's never looked at me like that. I'm sorry, Beomgyu. I really tried to tell her about you, but it seems like she's only got Yeonjun on her mind."

Beomgyu's response was unexpectedly understanding. "No, no, don't apologize. It's totally fine. If anything, I'm the one who should say sorry. I dragged you here today, and it's clear that your feelings for Yeonjun are on a whole different level than the physical attraction I had with Yunjin. I'm sorry about all of this, Y/N," he added, shaking his head.

"Hey, let's grab a drink and talk about something else. We're already here, so we might as well make the most of it and distract ourselves from those two." The idea of shifting your focus away from what had just transpired was a welcomed one, and you didn't hesitate to nod your head to accept his offer.

It all began quite mildly with vodka lemonades, but it quickly escalated into a flurry of shots, with each one sliding down your throat. Before you knew it, you found yourself intoxicated beyond your usual limits, a sensation that didn't bother you in the least. Beomgyu was on the same wild ride, and it seemed that both of you were in a state of inebriation that you rarely reached.

The club's atmosphere was electric, with the deep bass of the music reverberating inside you. Your sweaty bodies drew nearer and nearer to each other, and soon, you felt as though you were moving as one. It was a level of closeness you had never experienced with Beomgyu as you had never seen him in a romantic light. Undeniably, he was one of the most attractive people you knew (the entire Choi family seemed blessed in that department), but your heart had always belonged to the eldest Choi brother. However, in this moment, with a shattered heart and a new perspective, your childhood friend had taken on an entirely different allure which definitely explained the position you were currently in.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck!” You were practically screaming as Beomgyu increased the speed of his thrusts. 

Having sex in a grimy club’s bathroom with your next-door neighbor was definitely the last thing you expected this night to take you, but here you were with your pants down panting into Beomgyu’s mouth as you felt all of him inside you. 

While you weren’t practically sure when you moved from dancing on the dance floor to fucking in the bathroom, you definitely didn’t mind though, as you were getting your mind absolutely fucked out. You weren’t sure if it was the multitude of alcohol you had consumed or the after-effects of finding out about Yunjin and Yeonjun’s connection with one another, but your body seemed to be at an extreme high with the way you were feeling Beomgyu everywhere on your body. It was different from any other sexual experience you’ve had with other wolves and the way your body responded to his was automatic, as if you were perfectly tailored for him and him only.  

With one hand on your breast, while the other was in your hair, pulling your head back to get easier access to your neck, Beomgyu also couldn’t help but feel a similar high. He’d never thought that seeing your fucked out expressions under him would give him this amount of pleasure, but now that he’s experienced it, he didn’t know if he would ever be able to stop thinking about it. You felt perfect around him and smelled so enticing, it was stirring his wolf to absolute madness. No matter how deeply he attempted to bury his nose in your throat, it was not enough. His wolf was screaming for something more. He needed to taste you and he knew exactly what he needed to do. 

Pain exploded within you while you reached your peak and the the dynamic between pleasure and pain was almost too much for you as you felt your knees buckling while you felt yourself sliding down the stall’s door before Beomgyu caught you. 

Without hesitation, Beomgyu had bit you right where your shoulders and neck met, ensuring his claim on you. And before you could process what was happening, your wolf took over to reciprocate the act, completing the mating process. 

A lingering pain held you both in place, your teeth still sunk into each other's skin. Then, like a sudden, undeniable realization, it hit you with the force of a freight train. You and Beomgyu had just marked each other, forging an irreversible connection that would permanently link your fates.

Beomgyu still seemed to be in a daze, his bite unrelenting, and panic coursed through your intoxicated body. With a sudden burst of force, you pushed him away, and at last, he released his grip. As he took in your disheveled appearance and the newly marked skin, the weight of his actions seemed to hit him like a ton of bricks, his eyes widening in realization.

"Fuck! What the hell did we just do?" you screamed at him, hastily pulling up your pants and bolting out of the stall. Beomgyu followed, his words stuttering in his panic. "I-I don't know, shit!"

You dashed to the mirror, inspecting your neck, and what you saw made your heart sink. The bite was deep, and you could make out every detail of his teeth. A trickle of blood ran down your shoulder, and you winced in pain as you carefully traced the mark. Turning around, you pulled his shirt to the side to examine his neck, finding an almost identical bite mark, mirroring your own. There was no denying that the two of you had permanently claimed each other.

Panic was overwhelming, and the alcohol only added to the haze that clouded your thoughts. You rushed out of the bathroom with Beomgyu hot on your heels, shouting your name as you weaved your way through the growing mass of dancing bodies, which seemed to have multiplied in the last hour.

Your desperate attempt to reach the front door came to an abrupt halt when you accidentally collided with the last thing you needed to see tonight. Before you could turn and find another route, you found yourself facing the one scene that would shatter your already fragile state.

Yeonjun and Yunjin were passionately entwined on the dance floor, their lips locked in a heated kiss. Before you could react, they both noticed your distressed presence. "Y/N?" Yunjin called out.

Overwhelmed by the whirlwind of emotions and events, you couldn't fully deduce on how to react, and you felt your eyes burning as tears blurred your vision. Beomgyu had finally caught up to you, but his arrival only served to intensify the situation. Yeonjun, with his keen senses, quickly picked up on the extremely potent mix of your and Beomgyu's scents that wafted in the air, which were a telltale sign of what the two of you had been up to. His eyes zeroed in on the glaringly obvious marks adorning your bodies, and it didn't take long for all hell to break loose.

The four of you, engulfed in a mix of panic and anxiety, made your way back to your house, with Yeonjun demanding answers (mostly from his brother) and Yunjin attempting to soothe your distress. The pack house soon descended into chaos as the news of the marked bonds and the events at the club spread like wildfire, rousing everyone from their beds. Elders were urgently summoned to the house, while your parents anxiously paced, demanding answers from you and Beomgyu.

The two of you sat on the living room couch, with Beomgyu providing a more coherent account of the events (with many details omitted), while you remained in a trance, barely able to respond to anyone. Yunjin stayed by your side, holding your hand in a gesture of comfort, though it provided little solace amid the overwhelming situation.

"It appears that what has been done cannot be undone, especially considering the mating ceremony appears to have been finalized. I am afraid that the two of you are now bound for life. I'm sorry, but I believe there's little if anything, we can do about the situation." Elder Kwan finally concluded after what felt like an interminable wait for the Elders and your parents to reach a resolution.

"In a way, it might be comforting to know that the Moon Goddess is never wrong in her pairings. So, regardless of the circumstances, it appears that the two of you were destined to be mated. I understand you're both quite young, and it's not typical for wolves your age to be mated, but it was inevitable. Congratulations," Elder Lim added, and with that, everyone except your parents began to make their way out of the house.

Five days had passed since that life-altering night. Five days since you had last seen Beomgyu and five days since you had left your room.

"Miserable" hardly covered the depths of despair you found yourself in. Countless people had come by your house since the news of your newly mated status had spread, but you remained invisible to them all.

Initially, after the elders had delivered their verdict, your father had nearly lost control. He had launched accusations and screams at Beomgyu, accusing him of coercing you into this situation. However, you had sternly explained to your father that you were equally responsible for what had occurred, and that had managed to calm him down. Still, he struggled to approach you. However, you couldn't really blame him, as he had received no warning that you had even found your mate before you arrived home fully mated and marked. Your mother, on the other hand, was more sympathetic to your plight and made efforts to coax you out of your depressive state.

"Honey, you have to go see him. I know you're hurting inside, and staying cooped up in your room isn't helping anyone," she urged, fully aware of your inner turmoil. Your wolf had been howling for its mate since you separated from Beomgyu, and she was beyond furious with you for keeping her away from her mate as she was now unresponsive.

"I can't," you muttered, shaking your head.

She sighed and ran her fingers through your hair, attempting to provide some comfort. "Well, at least go see Taehyun. He's been here every day, and I can't keep turning him away. He's worried sick about you."

You were aware that Taehyun had been coming over daily to check on you, and while you felt terrible for ignoring him and the rest of your friends, you hadn't had the courage to face anyone during the past few days.

“C’mon, he’s right next door. He’s your best friend, maybe you’ll feel better getting out of your room and seeing him. It’ll get your mind off of everything, Y/N, it’s not healthy bottling all of this in.” 

Your mother's persuasive words finally prompted you to reach for the front door of your house. As you stepped outside, a wave of regret washed over you. Beomgyu's scent was the first thing that hit you, an intoxicating blend of cinnamon and wood that made your body hyperaware, almost weakening your knees. 

Beomgyu was about to get into his car when he spotted you emerging from your house. Five days had felt like an eternity for his wolf, and just the sight of you had him jumping with excitement. An awkward silence settled as the two of you locked eyes, and your gaze was drawn to the very visible mark on his neck, an immediate reminder.

"Y/N..." Beomgyu began, but the words seemed to escape him, and he didn't know how to continue.

Your wolf, who had been avoiding you and resisting your attempts to connect, suddenly sensed Beomgyu's presence and started to stir, eager for you to reach out to him and reconnect her to his wolf.

"Hey, Beomgyu," you managed to say, your voice trembling with the tension between you and Beomgyu.

"I'm sorry," you both blurted out simultaneously, heightening the awkwardness. Beomgyu decided to bridge the gap between you by moving closer.

"I'm sorry, Y/N," Beomgyu's voice held a sincere tone, his eyebrows furrowing with concern.

You shake your head, knowing fully that none of this was his fault alone. “No, don’t be sorry, we both did this to us. If anything, I’m sorry for shutting you out, I just needed some time. I’m sure your wolf was losing his mind.” 

He nodded and offered a small smile. "I get it. Everything happened so fast. I don't blame you for needing some time away to process everything. Are you okay?"

This time, it was your turn to nod. "I guess. It's still hard for me to wrap my head around the fact that you're my mate. But, like Elder Lim said, it was bound to happen anyway, so there’s no point in resisting it."

"I'm really sorry about Yeonjun," Beomgyu said, feeling a twinge, knowing his mate previously held deep feelings for his brother and hoped to be mated to him. "I know I probably wasn't the Choi brother you were hoping for, but I understand how much you liked him. You'll need time to get over that."

Seeing Beomgyu in such a mellowed-out state was odd. Since you were young, Beomgyu had been known as the mischievous pup of the pack. Most wolves typically outgrew that role, but he seemed to carry it with him even to this day, which was one of the reasons you had difficulty seeing him as mate material. To witness this more restrained side of him was almost unfamiliar.

"Yeah, thanks. I mean, seeing Yeonjun with Yunjin and then immediately getting with you definitely forced me to move on quick," you acknowledged. Still, a lingering question had been eating at you and had contributed to your recent depressive episode.

"Do you feel it?" you asked Beomgyu, and his eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

"Feel what?" He was clearly puzzled.

"The connection. We've been told our whole lives that when we meet our mate and become mated, we'll experience this indescribable link that makes us feel complete. I don't know if knowing you my entire life has dulled that rush of feelings that most mates have. While I definitely feel my wolf yearning to be with you constantly, aside from that, I don't really feel anything. I'm sorry for being so upfront, but I need to know if I'm the only one feeling this way, and if it's my issue, or if you're going through the same thing?" Your candidness left Beomgyu quiet for a moment, and you instantly regretted it. Your wolf chastised you, and now you were panicking, worrying that you had been too blunt and might have hurt his feelings.

You’ve made him mad and now he’s not going to want us anymore. After five torturous days of not being able to be with him, the second we’re reunited, you’ve fucked it all up. 

Before you could react and apologize to rectify the situation, Beomgyu spoke up and you felt your heart drop. "I don't feel it either."

His admission cut deep, and you felt a pang of hurt. Even though you had admitted that you didn't feel a strong connection with him, it still stung to know that your mate, to whom you were now permanently bound, didn't desire you in the same way that most mates did. You wondered if the elders were wrong, and perhaps this union wasn't truly meant to be.

"Fuck," you muttered, letting out a deep sigh. You were at a loss for what to do now and wanted to crawl back into your bed.

"But I don't think that necessarily means we're doomed," Beomgyu continued. "I believe in what the elders said, and I don't think being mated to you was a mistake. My wolf was driving me insane because we were apart," he admitted, and you nodded in agreement. "While we personally might not feel it yet, I think it's a good sign that at least our wolves are sensing the connection. We probably need some time, and I'm willing to do whatever it takes for us to make this work."

His words instantly provided you with a sense of comfort. Knowing that he was taking the situation seriously and was willing to put in the effort gave you hope. But it was still a bit disheartening to realize that you had to work on developing the connection with him that other mates seemed to naturally have. 

Why couldn't things be easier for you like you were raised to believe they would be?

A month had passed, and you and Beomgyu had more or less fully accepted your situation. The pack had moved on from their initial curiosity and nosy questions, finding other topics to focus on. Gossips about your status and unconventional mating circumstances had faded away, allowing you a bit more peace.

Most days, you found yourself in the company of Beomgyu, attempting to forge some kind of bond. While the effort felt forced at times, you were determined to create a connection, if only to alleviate the persistent fear that you might never truly connect with him. Despite spending time together, it seemed that the two of you had yet to break through anything beyond the surface level.

“Take it, take it like the slut you are.” 

In truth, any attempts to cultivate a deeper, more complex relationship between you and Beomgyu, that extended beyond being family friends, often got derailed by your strong physical bond, or rather, just horniness (seriously you felt like a teenager again with the constant need to take each other’s clothes off). The irresistible need to be intimate often overshadowed the potential for emotional depth, leaving your efforts to form a more meaningful connection feeling like a constant struggle against the physical desires that seemed to take precedence. In other words, it was now really fucking getting on both of your nerves. 

Like, of course, you were aware and taught that mated wolves, especially newly mated ones, carried a need to be around one another and to breed as it was instinctual for your wolves to create offspring, you never would have guessed it’d come down to the constant need of being filled by him 24/7. 

“Shit!” You had been screaming in pleasure for a couple of hours by now and it seemed like there was no indication that you nor Beomgyu were ready to be stopping anytime soon. Stamina like this seemed to also be a gift that came with your newly mated status.

“Beomgyu please, please, please!” You chanted as you clawed at the sheets. 

Your once perfectly made face was now absolutely soiled as remnants of mascara, sweat, spit, cum, and tears were littered all across. Honestly, you couldn’t have been more grateful that your parents were away on an important trip outside of town with Beomgyu’s parents. There was no doubt in your mind that your poor mother (his too) would drop dead the second she got wind of how you had been spending the last few days.

“Keep fucking you yet you stay tight as a virgin like you were perfectly made for me and only me,” Beomgyu growled out as his hips snapped harder from behind you while his grip tightened. There were no doubt bruises in the shape of his fingers were forming around your waist.

You knew you were closing in on your third orgasm of the night as you felt the splintering sensation you were very well aware of reaching its boiling point. And as if he knew, a pinch to your clit was all it took for you to be crumbling down. Lightheadedness instantly came as everything around you seemed to turn white and you knew your body went limp, but that of course was no deterrent for Beomgyu as he continued to pound himself into you before finally reaching his peak. 

Pulsing inside of you, you felt the familiar ache of your walls expanding as Beomgyu came. His dick continued to swell past its normal size as ropes of his cum continued to paint your walls. Your soft whines and his deep pants were now all that filled the room.

“Fuck, sorry I don’t think it’s going down anytime soon, hold on.” Beomgyu adjusts you to where the two of you can comfortably lay on your sides whilst waiting for his knot to go down.

With how much he came (so much that even with the knot, his semen escaped down your thighs) and with how tightly he was plugging you, there was no doubt in mind that your wolves were making it their mission to have you bred as soon as possible.  

Suddenly bangs rained down Beomgyu’s door. Instantly you jolted at the unexpected intrusion which had you clenching around Beomgyu’s still rock-hard cock pulling a groan out of him. “Are you two fucking done now? Jesus Christ other people live here selfish bastards!” 

Clearly too occupied by your pleasures, the two of you must have not heard anyone else coming into the house. 

“Fuck off Soobin!” Beomgyu yells in response to his older brother as your face heats up at the realization that he’d probably heard everything.

“You think he heard everything?” You try to turn your head towards Beomgyu as you ask, but quickly realize the position the two of you were in wouldn’t allow you to face him.

His knot still felt like it wouldn’t be going down anytime soon which meant the two of you were stuck in a spooning position for a bit. 

"Probably, but I don't care. It's Soobin; I've caught him with Chaewon more times than I'd have wanted to, so he's in no position to bitch." His voice is muffled as he nuzzles his face deeper into your hair and neck.

After what seemed like an eternity, likely the longest it's ever taken for his knot to go down, the two of you finally managed to detach and clean yourselves up a bit before bracing yourselves and leaving the room.

Of course, the second your feet hit the bottom of the stairs, your embarrassment tripled as you realized it wasn’t just Soobin present in the house.

“Y/N!” Yunjin's excited voice greets you as she runs up to give you a hug.

You hadn't seen her since the night at the club, and while you hadn’t intentionally avoided her, the part of you that wasn’t quite ready to face her yet lingered beneath the surface. It wasn’t her fault for what had transpired; she had no inkling of your feelings for Yeonjun (which she still didn’t know) and had no say in choosing her mate, just like you. However, witnessing her with Yeonjun only solidified your own emotional hurt. 

Over the course of the month, you learned from Taehyun that she and Yeonjun had decided to get together, though taking it slow and not rushing into mating. But nevertheless, it seemed that they (along with everyone in the pack) were well aware that they were indeed true mates, confirmed by the elders just as you and Beomgyu had been.

“Hey, Yunjin how’s it been?” You reciprocated the hug nevertheless though as she was still your friend, but over her shoulder you got a glimpse of Yeonjun and the sadness in your heart that you’d been working hard to mend seemed to ached a little.

He looked good. Great even, which you decided to attribute to finding his mate. There was almost a bright glow around him and he just looked so happy. They hadn’t even been mated yet and Yunjin was already making him light up like that.

She responded to you, but your mind was elsewhere as you looked at Beomgyu, who was bickering with Soobin about something. He didn’t look any different. Where was his glow? Frowning at the realization that yet again there was another thing that you and Beomgyu’s relationship lacked in comparison to others.

Chaewon must have noticed how you had suddenly gotten upset as she interjected herself between you and Yunjin cutting the other girl off. “Hey, so sorry Yunjin, but I totally forgot I have to ask Y/N about something.” And she took your arm and dragged you away to the bathroom.

As soon as the bathroom door closed, Chaewon enveloped you in a hug, offering comfort. “You okay?”

You sighed deeply, sinking into her embrace. “I think something's wrong with me. Something’s not right with me and Beomgyu.”

This admission was the first time you vocalized your concerns. For a month, you’d kept it hidden, not disclosing it to anyone, not even Taehyun or your parents. It was a weight you carried, feeling like a failure—a broken wolf.

Chaewon pulled away slightly, a mix of concern and confusion on her face. “What do you mean? I thought things were going okay. I mean, we all heard you two upstairs.”

You shut your eyes tightly, fighting back tears, shaking your head with a sense of dejection. You were beyond feeling embarrassed at what they probably heard. “That's the issue. It’s purely physical between us. Every time we’re together, it’s just about that, but beyond fucking, there’s nothing. He’s still just the Beomgyu I grew up next door to, not my mate, not the love of my life.”

Her gaze softened, understanding the gravity of your words. Mates sharing a deep connection was foundational, and your experience seemed to deviate from that norm. No wolf was ever taught that there was a possibility of what you and Beomgyu currently had. 

“Oh sweetie,” Chaewon dragged you into a tight hug again. “Have you talked to Beomgyu about this?”

You affirmed with a nod, "Yes, we're both aware that something isn't right, and we're genuinely making an effort. We spend time together almost every day, trying to bridge the gap, but it's been a month and we haven't felt any change."

The two of you stayed in a comforting silence, wrapped in each other's arms.

"Oh, Y/N, I'm so sorry," Chaewon's words carried genuine empathy. "I'm sorry about Yeonjun too. I know how much you liked him. We all did, and it wasn’t in a childish crush way. We all saw your feelings were real. I'm truly sorry for everything that has happened in the past month."

You've felt like all you've done for the past month was cry, and you despised it. Yet, as Chaewon spoke, tears still found their way down your cheeks. While you appreciated everyone's sympathy, a part of you wished those words could make a difference.

"Thank you, really. I just feel terrible that Yunjin’s kept in the dark about everything. I'm not deliberately avoiding her or holding any anger toward her. It's just that I need some time. Seeing her with him hurts a lot and it adds to the strain I feel about everything with Beomgyu. It's nobody's fault." You sniffled, pulling back slightly to wipe away your tears. Yeonjun was never yours to begin with, yet why did his presence still hold such a grip on you, even after finding your mate?

“Have you talked to anyone else about this?” Chaewon inquired, and you shook your head in response.

“I think it’ll really help to talk to Taehyun. He always knows how to make you feel better,” she suggested, her understanding evident. Taehyun was your best friend, and at this point, you felt unable to keep everything bottled up. You longed for the comfort only your best friend could offer.

With a nod at her suggestion, you decided, “You’re right, I think I’m gonna go there right now.”

With that, you attempted to compose yourself, ensuring you didn’t look like you'd been crying, and together, you both headed back out to rejoin the group.

"Hey guys, I think I’m going to head back. I need to do something," you announced to the group, who seemed engrossed in watching something on TV.

“Are you sure? We just put something on. We were thinking of maybe a movie night?” Yeonjun’s voice almost tempted you to stay, but you resolutely shook your head.

“I’m sorry, guys, maybe next time?” You hoped this would appease them as you exchanged another hug with Yunjin who genuinely seemed disappointed that you had to leave so soon before bidding them goodbye.

“I’ll walk you to the door,” Beomgyu offered, rising from the couch, and together, you both began heading towards the front door.

“Are you okay?” His voice was filled with concern as you started putting your shoes on, he could tell that you'd been crying.

“Yeah, I just need to talk to Taehyun about something,” you responded. 

He noded, but before you could turn the handle, he reached out, taking your hand. As you turned to face him, he gently cupped your face in his hands and gave you a small kiss.

“Just call me if you need anything, okay? I don’t want to pry or anything, but I can feel how heavy your heart is,” he said softly. Your eyes widened slightly at the confession, but you decided against saying anything and just gave him a single nod before opening the door.

Chaewon's advice definitely seemed to help, as confiding in Taehyun turned out to be exactly what you needed. He attentively absorbed every detail as you poured your heart out to him. Initially, he was upset that you hadn't sought his support earlier, leaving you to face everything alone. Yet, he swiftly took it upon himself to lift your spirits. The next day, he suggested a trip downtown, which was only just outside of your pack’s territory. This seemed to work wonders, as genuine laughter bubbled up from within you—something that had been rare lately. Sharing an ice cream with Taehyun, you both joyfully wandered around, enjoying each other's company.

The weather was scorching hot, and even in your minimal attire of a thin tube top and shorts, sweat was trickling down your neck. It was the first time you hadn't felt self-conscious about displaying your mark, and you were glad you'd decided to change into what you were wearing now instead of the thicker and longer shirt that would have covered it.

"Hey, let's head over there. Didn't you mention you still needed to get something for Chaewon’s birthday?" you suggested, tossing out your empty ice cream cups before leading Taehyun towards a small shop. However, as you reached for the door, it swung open abruptly, knocking you down with force.

"Fuck," you groaned as pain shot through your bottom from landing on it. Taehyun rushed over to help you up, but before he could reach you, a hand extended in front of you. Looking up, you met the gaze of a good-looking boy about your age. You decided to take his hand, allowing him to assist you to your feet.

"I’m so sorry! I didn’t realize someone was behind the door. Are you alright?" His voice was filled with genuine concern, but his unfamiliar scent put your wolf on edge.

As you're about to respond, Taehyun interrupted, examining you to ensure you were not seriously hurt. "You good?" 

"Yeah, I'm fine," you assured him. Turning back to the stranger, you offered a smile. "You're good, it's not your fault. You couldn't have known someone was behind the door." Your smile aimed to reassure him.

"I still feel terrible. Can I do something to make it up to you?" His offer seemed polite, but something about his demeanor raised your guard, and you quickly declined with a shake of your head.

“No, I’m fine, seriously. Don’t worry about it!” You forced another smile, eager to leave the situation and enter the store.

“Can I at least get your name? I’m Wonbin. I’m new around town, so maybe I’ll see you again?” His insistence was making you more uncomfortable, and your wolf was now screaming at you to distance yourself from this stranger.

Taehyun from the side could see the lingering looks that Wonbin was giving you that was obviously making you increasingly uncomfortable so he stepped in, creating space between you and Wonbin. “Back off, man. Can’t you see she’s already claimed?” He pointed to your neck, where your mark was visibly displayed. 

Though Wonbin's eyebrows twitched at Taehyun’s assertive comment, he quickly returned to a friendly demeanor. “Sorry about that. I didn’t realize you were her mate.”

“We’re just friends, but her mate wouldn’t be pleased to know you were hitting on her like that.” Taehyun's tone lacked warmth, and although you and Beomgyu were dealing with your issues, Taehyun was right—Beomgyu definitely wouldn’t appreciate someone else showing interest in you.

Despite Taehyun's words, Wonbin remained unaffected, shamelessly continuing to look you over, making you regret your choice of clothing. His previously friendly smile now twisted into more of a smirk, worsening your anxiety. It was clear that even knowing you were already claimed didn't deter his interest in you.

 “Well, just so you know, If I were her mate, I wouldn’t let her out of my sight. You never know what dangers are lurking around, waiting for the right chance.” Wonbin gave you one last look before walking away, leaving you with a chill running down your back.

You hadn’t felt this type of fear in a while and one thing was for sure— there was nothing friendly about him, and you sensed that you’d now been singled out as a target.

The moment you returned from your trip to town with Taehyun, an urgency drove you straight to Beomgyu's doorstep. Your body acted before your mind, taking you to his house and knocking before you even registered your actions. Your wolf, still reeling from the unsettling encounter with the stranger, sought comfort and solace from Beomgyu's wolf.

"Hey, I didn’t know you were coming over–" Beomgyu's greeting faltered as he observed your distressed state. His concern was evident as he furrowed his brows. "What’s wrong? Did something happen?"

Without uttering a word, you sought refuge in his embrace, initiating a deep hug that immediately brought a sense of relief. The whole experience had left you deeply unsettled. In the past, such attention from a stranger might have been flattering or easily dismissed. However, everything had changed since discovering your mate. The incident made you feel queasy, and the only solace you sought was from your mate's comforting presence.

Your voice muffled against his chest as you responded, "There was a wolf."

Beomgyu's body tensed in response. "What? Who was it? What did they do? You’re not hurt, are you?" He gently pulled away from the hug to check for any signs of injury.

“No, he didn’t hurt me, but I've never felt this uncomfortable before. He claimed to be new in town so I didn’t recognize his scent, but beyond that he just seemed off. Even with Taehyun there, I felt unsafe. It’s like something was off, and it’s making my wolf extremely uneasy. I don’t know if it’s because I’m mated to you now that any unfamiliar wolves set her on edge, but it wasn’t a good feeling,” you explained truthfully. You knew Beomgyu would eventually pry it out of you or find out from Taehyun so hiding it would serve no purpose.

As Beomgyu's body emanated more heat, you sensed a surge of anger brewing within him. It was as if your own emotions were mirroring his, an unfamiliar sensation.

“Fucking hell, I should’ve been there with you,” Beomgyu's wolf angrily chastised him, irritated at not being there to protect you.

Shaking your head, you replied, “He didn’t actually do anything. Taehyun made sure of it, and I don’t think he had violent intentions, but he made me extremely uneasy.”

“Who was it? He should've known you're already mine, your mark’s on full display and there’s no way he couldn’t smell me all over you. Fucking douche,” Beomgyu's readiness to confront the situation was palpable, but you swiftly placed your hand on his chest, urging him to stop.

“Hey, it’s fine. I’m here in your arms right now, and I already feel better. All I need is you to be here with me,” you assured him. 

The unease had dissolved from within you, and you had a feeling it vanished the moment you were enveloped in his embrace. Your wolf found solace in knowing that safety lay where your other half resided. For the past month, you hadn't entirely found relief in Beomgyu despite knowing he was your mate. However, in this time of distress, you felt a sense of safety in him.

“Are you sure?” Beomgyu was still upset that an unknown wolf had made you so uncomfortable, but your reassuring gaze calmed him.

“I promise. All I want is you right now,” you tenderly said, leaning in to connect your lips before he could respond.

You could still feel his anger but as he slowly moved his lips against yours, reciprocating your action, it seemed to be overtaken by a stronger emotion that indicated that he wanted you just as much as you did. 

Quickly, the two of you wasted no time going up to his room and the second his door slammed, you were stripping out of your clothes. 

“Shit, baby everytime I see you I can’t believe how fucking perfect you are,” he cupped one of your breasts in his hands pinching at your bud releasing a moan out of you. 

“Says you.” You responded before reconnecting your lips together. 

As the two of you fought for dominance with your tongues clashing against each other, you helped him undress. Hands quickly reached down to his pants and with one swift motion you push his pants along with his undwear down while he swiftly took his shirt off. Lips attached again and your hand reached down to touch his hardened cock. Swiping your thumb against his head and spreading his pre-cum around the shaft as you wrapped your hand around his member, before giving it a good jerk. He hissed.

“Fuck, your hands are so soft.” As your hands tugged at his dick at a faster pace his lips attatched to your neck kissing over the mark that he was responsible for. It was a spot that was much more sensitive than anywhere else and you shuddered.

“I need you so bad,” you whimpered as he lapped over and over at your mark, making you pant. You knew he was making an emphasis on covering you with his scent due to what happened today. 

With your whine you were pushed back into his bed and Beomgyu’s hands grabbed ahold of your thighs keeping them open. You knew you were incredibly wet and the sight of Beomgyu before you had you growing even more inceasingly so. He started slow on your thighs, kissing the insides of them, but it wasn’t enough.

“Beomgyu, please.” You begged wanting more than what he was teasing. 

“Use your words princess, what do you need?” You knew he was dragging this on as he loved seeing you beg. 

“Please, I need your mouth,” you begged again. At this point, you knew you had to be dripping and you were growing increasingly frustrated. He was kissing and lapping at everywhere but where you needed him most.

His hot breath ghosted over your core and you shuddered. “I think you’re going to need to be more specific than that.” He was toying with you and you couldn’t take it anymore.

“Please, I need your mouth on my clit,” you finally gave in and you could see him smirk in satisfaction before diving in. 

Like a starved man, Beomgyu doesn’t hold back as he devoured your pussy. Your back arched as all sound from you seems to have been dissipated due to the overwhelming pleasure you were instantaneously given. His tongue gracefully lapped at your slit, parting your lips as his nose buried itself into your clit. 

“Fuck,” is all you could manage as your hands reached for his hair, pushing him deeper into your core.

As he continued to make out with your pussy, his finger made its way inside of you and slowly started puming in and out. The sounds you were making were music to his ears, encouraging him to continue adding another finger and slowly start increasing the speed of which his fingers were fucking you. His lips were now wrapped around your clit and you knew you were so close to reaching your peak. 

“I’m so close,” you mewled out as you felt the familiar feeling rippling within you. And before you knew it the hot blinding light exploded as you loudly moaned his name. 

You could see even in the dim light Beomgyu’s lower face glistening, covered in your release as he gave you a smile. Climbing up the bed he hovered over you and leaned in for a kiss and despite just having an orgasm, your body was screaming for another as your tongues clashed with each other. His hardened dick was felt against your stomach before he reached down to line himself with your drenched pussy. 

He rubbed himself against your slit, covering his length in your juices before fully inserting himself in you. 

“Fuck,” he hissed and without giving you a second to adjust, he pummeled himself in and out of you. 

You were sensitive from your previous orgasm, but you couldn’t care less when the pleasure you were experiencing was the only important thing in your mind. His thick cock was bruising your cervix as he wasn’t holding back, using the strength of his wolf to his advantage. 

“Shit, Beomgyu! You’re so deep right now,” you wailed out as you held tight to his shoulders. His headboard was banging into his walls as Beomgyu moved at an unstoppable pace. 

“Yeah, feel me here?” He gave you an almost smug look before pressing a hand down on your stomach, right where his cock was slightly bulging out from. 

“Yes, yes, yes!” You screamed out, raking your fingernail deep into his back. 

He grabbed one of your legs and pulled it up, hooking it on his shoulders and as if it was possible, you felt him even deeper within you. Tears were forming in your eyes at the overwhelming pleasure you were feeling and with the change of position, he seemed to be thrusting even harder and faster in you. 

“My pretty cock hungry mate. No one can fuck you like I can, can they?” You shook your head.

“No, only you!” You cried out. You could feel yourself once again getting close to reaching that peak.

“Fuck, you feel so good, should just breed you full of my pups.” Beomgyu panted out as one of his hands made its way around your neck. “Maybe then all these other wolves will know you’re mine and mine alone.”

“Please, Beomgyu! Please breed me!” The fingers wrapped around your throat squeezed just the right amount and you knew you had just reached your peak. As if someone had cut out all noise, a ringing in your ears was all you could hear while your eyes rolled to the back of your head while you let out a sob. 

Beomgyu panted above you as he animalisticly snapped his hips into yours and before you knew it, you felt warm spurts of his cum coating your insides as the familiar swell of his cock started to expand your walls. “Fuck!”

His body collapsed on top of yours, sweat mixing with one another's as the two of you attempted to catch your breath. 

"You're fucking incredible," Beomgyu panted out before planting a kiss on your forehead.

His compliment made your face hot, and for the first time in your relationship, warmth spread through your heart. The flutter of butterflies in your stomach made you break into a smile, it was something you could easily get used to.

"Y/N, you gotta wake up right now," your eyes fluttered open at the your mom’s voice. It couldn’t possibly be morning already.

"What’s happening?" You asked, still half-asleep and trying to process.

"It's serious. Y/N, hurry up and get dressed," the urgency in your mom's tone jolted you awake; you could sense something had happened.

“What’s wrong?” You tore the covers off, scrambling out of bed. Though still drowsy, you were more alert, grasping the urgency once you caught a better look at your mom's furrowed brows and the scent of her almost panicked state.

You hastily threw on whatever clothes were within reach, disregarding your appearance, as you hurriedly followed your mom. She hadn’t explained the urgency behind dragging you out of bed in what still appeared to be the dead of night, judging by the darkness outside your windows.

“Come on, everyone’s at the pack house.” Her statement heightened your worry.

Upon entering the grand house, your senses were immediately assaulted by a wave of intense emotions. It seemed every significant pack member had gathered, their expressions lacking the usual hope. Your eyes sought out Beomgyu, and without hearing a word, you sensed his seething anger. It felt as though the heat of his fury was emanating through your body, causing your wolf to whimper in concern, fearful of what might have happened. 

“Apologies for summoning you in the middle of the night, but an urgent matter has arisen that allows us no time,” the Alpha addressed you, attempting to maintain his customary warmth. Yet, even he, never known for a quick temper, struggled to contain his anger.

“What’s happening?” Confusion and concern intensified within you.

“Did you happen to come into contact with a wolf not familiar to our pack recently?” Your body tensed, a sinking feeling dawning upon you.

You nodded, prompting a heavy sigh from your father and a deeper furrow of anger in Beomgyu’s brows. You could feel he was inches away from snapping. 

“He's the son of the Alpha from the pack we've been having border issues with. As you know, their aggressive advances toward our territory have caused us much trouble. Tonight, their Alpha visited me. The wolf you met has claimed you as his mate and is challenging Beomgyu for you.” Your wolf, previously attempting to stave off full panic, was now in a state of distress at the Alpha’s revelation.

Scanning the room, you sought confirmation from the others, hoping the Alpha's words were a joke, but the serious expressions mirrored the gravity of the situation. Even Yeonjun and Soobin, typically lighthearted, wore stern expressions that also seemed to showcase anger, affirming the truth in the Alpha's words.

“That bastard is trying to rip you away from me, daring to claim you as his true mate despite knowing he’s absolutely irrelevant to you,” Beomgyu's rage surged, an overwhelming force that felt utterly foreign and shocking. It was so intense, you were sure you could almost feel your body resonating with his, flames of anger igniting within.

“I’m going to fucking kill him. How dare he even think he has a chance with a wolf already claimed. He's just sealed his own fucking fate.” Fiery fury blazed in his eyes, each word seething with intense emotion.

His father attempted to calm him, reaching out, but Beomgyu shrugged off the gesture. “Son, calm down. We need to approach this wisely.”

But Elder Kwon's voice cut in before Beomgyu could respond. “The young wolf's anger is justified. Their claim on Y/N not only threatens him but our entire pack. If they can take Y/N from us, it’s an affront to our pack's strength and unity.” 

“How is his claim even valid? He probably just saw Y/N and felt attracted. There is no way there's any substance to what he’s saying. If anything, they’re probably using this as a pretext to declare their official threats to us, especially after learning that Y/N is from our pack,” Yeonjun's voice sliced through the tension.

The foreign pack’s aggressive moves had put everyone on guard. Your pack hadn't faced conflict or been attacked for decades, so the mere possibility made you feel queasy, especially since you were now at the center of it.

“She’s our Beta’s only child and the mate of one of our Alpha’s sons. She’s an integral part of our pack. This is practically a declaration of war,” Soobin's words resonated with the weight of truth. The fear gripping you was entirely justified.

“Is there a chance they could take me?” The question trembled in your voice, your anxiety reaching its peak. The thought of being taken away from everything you knew and loved was terrifying.

Instantly, Beomgyu shook his head, “No.”

The looming threat of losing you, his true mate, to an undeserving wolf ignited a tempest of emotions within Beomgyu's wolf. Despite the initial hurdles that shadowed your relationship, the irrefutable truth stood firm—you both were irrevocably bound as mates and just the thought of being torn away from you sent tremors of despair through his every fiber. Even if the path towards love was veiled in uncertainty and required time to blossom, Beomgyu was resolute in dedicating himself wholeheartedly to nurturing that sacred connection. He grasped the significance of the invisible yet unbreakable tether that bound you both, a connection he was willing to fight for, no matter the cost.

Instances of mates being torn apart from their true mates only heightened the gravity of the situation. You knew, with absolute certainty, that you'd rather face death than endure that fate. Love or not, Beomgyu was still your familiar comfort, far more meaningful to you than Wonbin could ever be. 

In a moment that felt like an eternity, for the first time, your heart didn't ache for Yeonjun as it usually did. Instead, it was a yearning so profound, so raw, that it cut through your soul. It wasn't Yeonjun’s face, which you had been for all your life so used to searching for; it was Beomgyu's. The tug of longing, the deep yearning for him, was an unfamiliar yet undeniable ache in your chest. For the first time in your existence, it wasn't the past or the ghost of an unattainable love that haunted you, but the urgent, desperate need for Beomgyu's reassuring embrace. 

The undeniable truth etched itself into your very being, Choi Beomgyu was your true mate.

The tension in town escalated following the indirect declaration of war against your pack. Border patrols were heightened to unprecedented levels, and Taehyun's father took extra precautions, stationing wolves around your house each night for added protection. However, their presence seemed somewhat redundant, as Beomgyu hadn't left your side since the threat emerged. Initially, it was a bit awkward for both your father and Beomgyu to essentially cohabit, but your parents understood the necessity for you both to be together, especially given the looming danger. They found solace in knowing that Beomgyu would go to any length to safeguard you, choosing that assurance over the fear of losing you indefinitely. However, this didn't mean there weren't moments of awkwardness amidst this tense situation, especially as you and Beomgyu had a hard time resisting each other. 

The concerns about the struggles you and Beomgyu faced in establishing a solid connection seemed trivial now that the undeniable bond had finally revealed itself. It was an unfamiliar sensation, trying to adapt to the newfound ability to sense almost every emotion and vibration of his wolf. It was as though the two of you operated as a singular entity, connected on a level that transcended the ordinary. Love, however, didn't feel like the right term to define what you shared with him at that moment. Though you were sure you were going to get there one day. 

"So, any plans to move in together?" Taehyun's casual inquiry hung in the air as you and Beomgyu nestled together on the couch. From his spot on the opposite sectional, Taehyun hinted at the subtly crowded atmosphere, though the vast expanse of your home made the idea of it being cramped somewhat absurd.

Across from you, Yunjin and Yeonjun were absorbed in their own world yet half-attentive, mirroring your cozy scene. A few months ago, witnessing such a scene would have been torturous and utterly heartbreaking, but as if by some enchantment, the love you once held for the older boy seemed almost erased, leaving you indifferent to their current affectionate bond. Your wolf, usually alert and sensitive to such moments, was preoccupied with Beomgyu's wolf, showing little interest in Yunjin and Yeonjun. 

Surprisingly, you found yourself content that Yeonjun's mate was someone you genuinely approved of. Yunjin had seamlessly integrated into the pack, not solely as Yeonjun's unconfirmed mate but also because she was genuinely cherished by everyone. Any previous hesitance toward her had vanished, allowing you to interact comfortably like you had previously done with her without any lingering heartache. She was back to being a cherished friend of yours. Now, you could say with no hesitation that the only person occupying that part of your heart was Beomgyu.

Kai had also joined in tonight since his girlfriend was away, and Chaewon was also present but without Soobin as he was on border patrol. The gathering at your house started as a game night but quickly turned into a casual chat where discussions veered towards anything and everything. Though, the topic of Wonbin and his pack remained untouched throughout the evening. It wasn't just to avoid irritating Beomgyu; it was a sensitive matter that threatened the pack's stability. With the pack being the core of their lives, everyone was cautious not to stir up a topic that could bring tension. Moreover, you were Wonbin’s primary target, a valued member of the pack, making it an uncomfortably sensitive subject.

“I mean, we've definitely thought about it, and our parents are certainly more enthusiastic about it than us. But I don't think we're quite ready to take such a big step in our relationship just yet. Maybe soon, but not at this moment.” While you were growing more comfortable with everything, neither of you felt an urgent need to rush your relationship. If it were up to your wolves, though, you'd probably already be living together and starting a family.

“Your poor dad, Y/N. Having to witness his only child being taken away by Beomgyu of all people...” Kai's sympathy for your dad was evident, and everyone seemed to nod in agreement. It was no secret that Beomgyu had always had the reputation of being a bit of a naughty boy since he was young and wouldn’t be the first pick of mate for any parent. Even Beomgyu seemed to be aware and acknowledging his reputation as he nodded along.

“No, seriously, your parents are much stronger than me. You two have no self-control around each other. The number of times I’ve heard or even walked in on you getting your back blown—” Chaewon's candidness left you shrieking in embarrassment. Her lack of filter was well-known, but it was still mortifying. Beomgyu, on the other hand, found it more amusing than shameful, chuckling along with the rest of the group at your reaction.

“Ah ah, harder Beomgyu harder!” Taehyun joined in on furthering you humiliation and you were burning up with embarrassment.

"Oh my fucking God, cut it out!" You practically screamed, setting off an even more exaggerated response from the group, clearly relishing your reaction. "You're all absolutely horrible!”

"Hey babe, it's alright, they're just joking and I mean they’re not wrong," Beomgyu chimed in, unintentionally worsening the situation. The feeling of betrayal stung, and you gasped, pulling yourself away from his comforting embrace. Marching across the room, you headed straight for where Huening Kai was seated, letting out an audible hmph.

"Wait, no, come back! Fuck, I'm sorry!" Beomgyu rushed to apologize, attempting to coax you back into his arms, but you were resolute, settled in your place beside Huening Kai.

"Whu psh," Yunjin mimicked the sound of a whip cracking. "Beomgyu, you're so whipped! You should see your face right now, like a puppy who just lost its favorite toy."

Beomgyu shrugged dismissively at her comment, though he knew it held a grain of truth. "Well, I don't think you're in a position to judge, considering you're practically glued to my brother like a koala."

Just as their banter threatened to escalate, Yeonjun intervened, offering reassurance to soothe the embarrassment festering within you.

"Hey, hey, Y/N, it’s totally fine. I mean, that’s expected of mates, especially newly mated ones. Plus, you guys are young, so it's no surprise the hormones are raging," Yeonjun smiled warmly, trying to ease the tension. But even with his attempts, you remained visibly flustered, arms tightly crossed in a self-defensive gesture.

“Yeah, Yeonjun’s right, they're just as bad as you guys, and they haven’t even claimed each other yet!” Taehyun gestured towards the other couple in the room, diverting attention to them.

“Yup, you two are equally disgusting. I mean, where’s the decorum? Shit, the kitchen is literally where people cook!” Yunjin's embarrassed outburst broke the tension, finally eliciting a chuckle from you amidst the teasing.

Riiing Riing

Amidst the loud laughter, the unmistakable sound of a phone ringing caught everyone’s attention.

“Hello?” Yeonjun answered, but his previously lighthearted expression turned dark as a scowl appeared on his face. “Okay, we’ll be right there.”

An uneasy hush fell over everyone as they looked to Yeonjun, waiting for an explanation.

“Dad just called. There’s something happening at the border, and they need backup,” Yeonjun announced, his words instantly casting a shadow of concern over the room. Instantly, a frown etched across your face, the mirth from moments ago evaporating in an instant.

There hadn’t been any recent issues, but the news of trouble at the border stirred an unsettling feeling in your heart, shared by everyone in the room. It could be nothing more than a rogue stray, but the possibility that it might involve Wonbin's pack left a heavy weight in your chest. You could sense Beomgyu's heartbeat quickening, mirroring your own unease.

“I’ll go with you,” Taehyun volunteered immediately with no surprise as this was exactly what he had been training all summer long with his dad for.

Before Beomgyu could voice his offer, a surge of dread enveloped you, prompting an immediate response. You shook your head in refusal. 

“I’ll go too.” The words escaped your mate's lips, causing your heart to plummet. Meeting Beomgyu's gaze, you silently begged him to remain by  your side.

“It’s okay, it’s probably nothing. We’ll be back by tonight, I promise.” Beomgyu assured you, though his wolf howled within him at the thought of being away from you. He understood that if this situation extended beyond a rogue threat, his absence would be his way of ensuring your safety.

“I’m going with you guys too,” Chaewon chimed in and you quickly whipped your head to face her.

“Okay, then I’m going too,” you insisted firmly, but instantly you saw everyone shaking their heads at you. Everyone understood the potential risk if you were near the border.

“No, you're not,” Beomgyu countered firmly, his concern evident in his furrowed brows. His tone left no room for negotiation.

“Yeah, Y/N, he’s right. It’s probably nothing, but it’s better not to risk anything,” Huening Kai added, his expression showing traces of unease.

But they needed to understand that staying within the confines of your home didn't offer solace while everyone you cherished, including your mate, ventured out, putting themselves at risk for your safety.

“Seriously, Y/N, Dad didn’t sound too concerned, so it’s probably nothing serious. Just stay here with Yunjin and Kai. We'll return soon,” Yeonjun offered a small smile, hoping to reassure you, but your expression remained tense.

You scanned the room, seeking reassurance, until your gaze locked with your mate's. Through that silent connection, his presence offered solace. “It's alright, I'll come back.”

With that, he held you tightly in his arms, and your wolf instinctively sought comfort from him, silently pleading for him to stay. The reality of your friends not allowing you to join them weighed down on you. So, with a heavy heart, you reluctantly let Beomgyu go, sharing a deep kiss before he departed. Your eyes followed him until he vanished behind the closing door, leaving a lingering unease within you.

“Hey, it’s gonna be fine,” Yunjin offered a tight smile, trying to reassure you, though you sensed her own unease. You nodded, attempting to brush off the worry. Your wolf was probably being dramatic at the fact that she had to part with her mate. 

“How about we put on a movie or something to pass the time while we wait for them to get back?” Huening Kai's suggestion sounded like a good distraction, and you nodded, eager for anything to take your mind off the constant worrying about Beomgyu and the others.

“Okay, you guys can pick something. I’ll go make some popcorn then,” you decided, heading towards the kitchen pantry to grab popcorn and a few other snacks for Kai and Yunjin.

From the living room, you could faintly hear your friends discussing which movie to pick for the night as the popcorn started to pop in the microwave.

Beep Beep 

The microwave's alert signified that your popcorn was ready, but as you reached to open it, a surge of raw fear seized your body, sending shivers down your spine. Your wolf was all of a sudden howling at you to flee, a visceral warning that someone who shouldn't be there had somehow made their way inside your house.

"Kai? Yunjin?" Your voice trembled with audible panic, but your calls went unanswered. Their noisy chatter from earlier seemed to have dissolved into an eerie silence that gripped the air.

Then, without warning, an ominous white mist began to seep into the living room, thick and suffocating. The acrid smell stung your nostrils, and your eyes stung as tears welled up. Your wolf's urgency to escape pulsed through you, but a chilling sense of paralysis rooted you to the spot. Your body refused to respond, leaving you helpless as you collapsed, feeling every second in excruciatingly slow motion.

The thickening smoke enveloped you, obscuring your vision and suffocating your senses. Panic seized your chest, your heart pounding in sync with the rapid beeping of the microwave. Then everything went dark.

Your dry mouth was the first thing you noticed upon waking up. The unfamiliar brown-walled room raised alarm bells in your head. Memories of what occurred before being knocked out rushed back, triggering a surge of panic as you surveyed your surroundings. You had no idea where you were.

Ignoring the ache in your bones, you threw off the covers and dashed towards the door. It was locked tight, the doorknob refusing to budge. The room, while not overly small, contained nothing except a bed. Above it, a window beckoned, and you hurriedly made your way there. Yanking back the curtains, your optimism crumbled at the sight of metal bars barricading any chance of freedom through the window.

“Fuck,” you cursed in realization of your entrapment. Where the fuck were you?

The room offered nothing that could be use to your situation, leaving you frustrated and eager to try the door again, hoping against hope for a miracle. As you approached, the doorknob began to jiggle, sending a rush of fear through you. It was an unsettling feeling, not knowing who might be on the other side. And unfortunately, your suspicions were confirmed as the door swung open to reveal the last person you ever wanted to see.

Wonbin strolled in, a smug grin adorning his face as he met your startled gaze. “Took you long enough to wake up. I asked them to go easy on the wolfsbane, but clearly, those fucking idiots didn't listen.”

Wolfsbane. It all clicked into place—how you'd been incapacitated so swiftly.

“Wonbin, where the fuck am I?” Your voice held an edge, reflecting the anger brewing within you at the precarious situation.

“What do you mean? You’re at our pack house. We rescued you,” Wonbin retorted with an overtone that seemed patronizing, further fueling your fury.

“Rescue me? From my pack, my home, my friends, and my mate?” Your tone sharpened as you mentioned Beomgyu, causing Wonbin's grin to vanish, replaced by a scowl.

“Don’t fucking talk about him. He’s not your mate. You’ve been brainwashed by your pack,” he spat, visibly agitated by your defense of Beomgyu.

“You're fucking insane! I don’t even know you! Beomgyu is my mate, not you stop being delusional. I want to go back to my pack!” Your voice rose in indignation. The audacity of Wonbin to make such baseless claims incensed you beyond measure.

“No,” Wonbin growled as he lunged at you, wrapping his hand around your neck tightly as he pushed you against the wall. “You belong with me so stop resisting it, I know you feel it too. It wasn’t fucking easy getting you here so stop being an ungrateful bitch and be thankful that we saved you.” 

The grip he had on your throat was tight and choking you as you felt your eyes water while your air was constricted. You clawed at his arm in hopes for him to release you. “Stop, please.”

As if he was in a trance, the angered glaze over his eyes snapped back to reality and once he realized what he was doing to you, Wonbin instantly let go, making you fall to the floor gasping for air.

“Oh shit, fuck. I’m sorry I didn’t mean that,” he leaned down to check if you were okay but you quickly took this chance to head butt him on his face and bolt out of the room without even sparing him a second. 

“Fuck!” Wonbin screamed out, no doubt you had atleast done some damage to his face. 

With adrenaline surging through your veins, you dashed out of the room and bolted down the stairs. But any attempt to strategize your escape was cut short as, upon reaching the staircase's base, you were confronted by a cluster of young men—undoubtedly members of Wonbin's pack.

“Don’t let her escape!” Wonbin’s enraged shout echoed behind you, his fury palpable.

Taking advantage of your head start and their initial surprise, you made a beeline for the door. The only thought in your mind was to reach the outside and change into your wolf, but the exit seemed impossibly far. The pack members, larger and swifter than you, quickly closed in from both sides, effectively blocking any route of escape.

“No, get your fucking hands off me!” You screeched, clawing at them to release you, but to no avail, their hold on you was unrelenting as they carried you back upstairs. 

“Fucking bitch got me good,” Wonbin raged, the fire in his eyes blazing fiercely. Blood streamed down his face, evidence of your attack that had left his nose crooked to one side.

They forcefully escorted you back to the room, hurling you inside and slamming the door shut, leaving you alone with Wonbin. Fear gripped your entire being, realizing the extent of his anger from your attempted escape.

“Please, I just want to go home,” you pleaded desperately, tears brimming in your eyes. The unfamiliar surroundings and the presence of strangers sent a shiver down your spine. All you wanted was the familiar warmth and safety of your home.

“I told you, this is your home now. You’re being fucking ungrateful, I saved you!” his voice seethed with frustration. His agitation was palpable, and you sensed he was on the brink of losing control.

How had everything spiraled into this nightmare? How could a chance encounter with someone lead to being kidnapped?

“Wonbin, I know there's nothing between us. You can't keep me here; I'm not your mate. You need to let me go,” you pleaded, but it seemed like your words fell on deaf ears. Wonbin was fixated on the idea that you belonged to him, despite the fleeting and insignificant nature of your prior interaction.

“Stop denying it! The moment I laid eyes on you, I knew you were meant for me. My wolf connected with yours in a way I've never experienced before!” His voice resonated with fury and desperation.

Your tears flowed freely, a mix of frustration and fear consuming you as you felt utterly powerless in the situation. “You can't force feelings that aren't there! My pack is going to find me, and when they do, Beomgyu is going fucking kill you, you sick bastard!”

The next few moments unfolded in a surreal, almost cinematic manner, as if you were a mere spectator to your own life rather than an active participant. Wonbin lunged at you once more, his hand aiming for your neck. However, instead of tightening his grip, he swiftly turned your head to the side and sank his teeth into the exact spot where Beomgyu's mark rested on your neck.

A searing, blinding sensation shot through every nerve of your body, rendering you immobile. The agony you experienced was a stark contrast to the previous marking by Beomgyu; this pain wasn't the sweet, intimate agony you had felt with his mark. No, this was an excruciating torment, as though molten metal had been poured onto your skin, scorching it raw. The agony consumed you, leaving you helpless to do anything but unleash piercing screams, tears cascading down your hauntingly contorted face. Each moment felt like an eternity as the intensity of the pain grew, until finally, darkness engulfed you, mercifully offering respite from the overwhelming agony.

You couldn’t determine the length of your imprisonment in this grim place. It felt like days had passed, though it might have stretched into weeks or even months, but you had lost track. Your state resembled catatonia; Wonbin entered your cell multiple times a day, urging you to eat and talk, but your responses were nonexistent. Your weakened body struggled even to sit up, let alone engage with Wonbin's twisted fantasies.

Wonbin's bite had inflicted a devastating toll on you, seemingly killing you both physically and mentally. Once filled with the vibrant energy of your wolf, you now felt a void. Every attempt to connect with your wolf ended in pitch-black emptiness, as if she was never even there in the first place. You were convinced that Wonbin's bite had killed her, leaving you on the brink of succumbing to a similar fate. The wound from his bite festered, refusing to heal and instead spreading its infection throughout your body. Pus oozed from the site, signaling your deteriorating condition. Your body showed signs of impending demise, resembling a shadow of your former self, and the loss of appetite only exacerbated your bleak situation. Desperation for survival eluded you; your spirit had dwindled to a mere spark in the face of such overwhelming torment.

“Y/N, please, you have to eat,” Sungchan pleaded, his voice laced with concern. He had been tasked with delivering your meals every day, but his efforts to persuade you to eat felt futile, a recurring conversation that had lost its impact.

You turned your head to face the tall boy. Sungchan was kind, and in a different circumstance, you might have found friendship in him. Yet, in this grim reality, he was undeniably tied to Wonbin and his pack, making it impossible to separate the two in your mind.

Shaking your head weakly, you whispered, “I don’t want to die here.”

His brows furrowed in genuine worry, “You’re not going to die.”

With a bitter laugh that drained you further, you retorted, “Yesterday, one of your elders and your Alpha were here to check on me. I heard them talking outside. They said I was dying. It won’t be long now, I suppose.”

“We’re not going to let you die. Just eat, it’ll make you feel better,” Sungchan persisted, his tone tinged with helplessness. He attempted to convince you, although deep down, he knew their efforts might be hollow at this point.

“You know that’s not true.” Your voice was barely a whisper, filled with a longing to see your pack one last time, to find solace in Beomgyu's warm embrace before dying.

Sungchan grappled with conflicting thoughts. He had no firsthand experience of having a mate, but seeing your deteriorating condition made him question everything. In the beginning, he believed his friend's claims, but the more he witnessed your decline, the more he realized the falsehoods in Wonbin's assertions. How could you possibly be Wonbin's mate when you only got worse ened the longer you were under his control?

“Can I ask you for a favor?” Your question interrupted his thoughts, causing Sungchan to startle slightly. He nodded slowly, his expression reflecting uncertainty about your request. “When I die, can you tell Beomgyu that this wasn’t his fault and that I love him?” With that, you turned away, settling back onto your bed.

Sungchan’s eyes filled with tears at your words, feeling the weight of your words settle heavily upon him. 

You were sure it isn't time for breakfast yet when you're awakened, and from what you can see through the crack between the curtains, it's still the middle of the night.

"What's happening?" You croaked, your eyes adjusting to the light. Before you stood Sungchan, accompanied by Anton, another one of Wonbin’s pack mates, though you haven't been as acquainted with him as you were with Sungchan.

"You have to be quiet. Here, wear this," Sungchan instructed, handing you dark clothes. He and Anton turn around, offering you privacy to change. You hesitated, but complied.

"What's going on?" You repeated once you were changed, utterly confused by the unexpected turn of events.

“We’re getting you out.” Anton revealed. 

The words seemed surreal, and your disbelief was evident on your face, prompting Sungchan to reaffirm what the younger boy just said. "Yeah, we're going to help you return to your pack. Back to your mate," Sungchan whispered to you.

Your eyes widened, but you were not entirely convinced. Just hours earlier, there was no sign that Sungchan would fulfill your wish to return home, so you remained cautious.

“We have to be really quiet, though. The Alpha and Wonbin are both on patrol duty alongside a couple of the others, but Eunseok is still next door, so we have to be careful.” You were still reeling with the fact that this seemed to be happening, but you didn’t hesitate to nod.

The three of you then quickly made your way out, moving stealthily down the stairs, holding your breaths, hoping there were no creaks to wake up Eunseok. It felt surreal when you reached the back door, and when Anton opened it, fresh air greeted you, bringing tears to your eyes. 

“Through the back part of the woods, there are only two patrols tonight, so that’s the route we’re going to take. It’s going to take a little longer, but we can’t risk getting caught at all,” Sungchan informed you of the plan as the three of you navigated through the woods, staying vigilant, taking in your surroundings in case anyone was out in these areas. 

“You’re wearing Sungchan’s clothes, so hopefully his smell masks you enough to not stick out to anyone. Sorry if it’s stinky,” Anton chuckled a little, attempting to lighten the situation. However, you frowned, realizing you couldn’t detect his scent or any scent at all, even when you pressed your nose firmly against the sweatshirt. It dawned on you that your wolf might have truly perished, leaving you unsure if you could even transform anymore.

“I’m sorry, Y/N.” After a somber silence, Sungchan broke the quietness. “I really thought you were Wonbin’s mate. The way he came to us after meeting you had everyone convinced that he really had found his mate.”

Anton nodded, a pained expression on his face. “Yeah, we were blinded by our loyalty, too caught up to realize he might’ve been mistaken. We thought you had been stolen from your true mate when, in reality, we were the ones stealing you from yours.”

Your heart ached with the realization of the damage Wonbin had caused, dragging innocent people into the turmoil created by his misguided infatuation. “I can’t say that I can fully come to forgive you guys, but thank you for saying that. I know that ultimately, Wonbin is to blame, and you were acting in response to your loyalty towards him, but I think there are irreversible consequences due to what happened. I can’t feel my wolf.”

Anton gasped, turning towards you in disbelief. “What do you mean?”

“She’s been gone since Wonbin bit me, and no matter how much I’ve called out for her, I’m just left with coldness. I think that’s why I’m dying. I can’t smell anything, and I’m not even sure I have the strength to turn, if I can even do that,” you explained, feeling the despair of being stripped of the essence of your being.

“Maybe she’ll come back once we get you back. I’m sure of it,” Sungchan offered in a faint attempt to provide hope.

You offered back a tight smile, but you weren’t as optimistic as they seemed to be. 

"Okay, once we pass this tree, we'll likely be in range for the patrol guys to hear or catch our scent. Anton and I will handle them; while we're distracting them, you need to circle around through those trees and start running. This is as far as we can take you without raising suspicion," Sungchan explained the plan, making your heart race knowing how close you were to making it back home.

"Thank you both for doing this, and I'm sorry Wonbin dragged you into this mess." Even though you knew they weren't entirely innocent in your capture, you couldn't shake the guilt over how Wonbin's selfish desires had caused such chaos. Returning to your pack, you knew they wouldn't let Wonbin's pack get away with what they'd done. There was likely going to be war waged between the packs, especially once they see Wonbin’s mark on your skin. 

"I am genuinely so sorry for everything, Y/N and there’s probably no chance we'll meet again, but I hope you get better," Anton said, offering you a final smile before they leave, heading towards the patrolled area.

From behind a large tree, you could faintly hear Sungchan and Anton making noises, signaling your cue to start running along the path they'd instructed.

You were exhausted, each step feeling like your last as fatigue weighed heavily on your body. However, the thought of reuniting with your pack pushed you to take one more step until you seemed to have reached a main road. Keeping your pace, you kept going, not knowing exactly where you were, but you knew the further away you were from Wonbin, the safer you were. 

You didn’t know how long you had been running but you knew you had reached almost the end of what your body could withstand with hour your vision started to cloud with black spots, and breathing became harder and harder. Then, a flashing bright light caught your attention, sending a bolt of fear through your already exhausted frame. Had they finally caught up to you?

Instinctively, you swerved to flee, but unexpectedly collided with someone, the impact forcing the air from your lungs. “Oof!”

“Y/N?” The voice that uttered your name was tinged with astonishment and disbelief

Looking up, as you recognized the face, a strange mix of relief and exhaustion enveloped you. Your body, sensing safety, began to shut down, pushed beyond its limit.

"Hey, I need backup over here!" Taehyun's dad's urgent call resonated through the air, likely directed to the other members of the patrol. He turned back to you with reassurance. "Y/N, hey, I've got you. We've got you. You're safe now," were the last words you heard before everything went black.

A sliver of bright sunlight peeked through the curtain, momentarily blinding you as your eyes fluttered open. The events of the past few days flooded back into your hazy consciousness, almost convincing you that it had all been a terrible nightmare. But as you attempted to move, your body protested with searing pain, a stark reminder that Wonbin's kidnapping had been reality.

Beside you, a figure in the bedroom chair stirred, catching your attention. "Y/N," Beomgyu blinked rapidly, trying to fully awaken at the sight of you. Instantly, waves of emotion surged within you, and tears streamed down your face. You were home.

"Shh, baby, it's okay." Beomgyu hurried to your side, enfolding you in his comforting embrace. His hand gently smoothed your hair as you sobbed into his reassuring warmth.

"Is this real?" You managed to ask through your tears.

"Yes, it is. I'm here," Beomgyu reassured you, holding you close until your emotions began to settle. "I'll go let everyone know you're awake. I'll be back."

Sniffling, you nodded, watching him leave the room. Yet, as you waited for Beomgyu's return, you couldn't shake the realization that your wolf had not returned. Sungchan's hopeful assumption that she would come back once you were reunited with your mate seemed to be disproved, leaving you feeling the absence of your essential part.

As Beomgyu re-entered the room, your parents followed closely behind, their emotions palpable as they laid eyes on your awakened state. Your mother dissolved into inconsolable sobs, her hands shielding her tear-streaked face, while your father, fighting back his own emotions, enveloped you in a tight embrace.

“Honey, I'm so sorry,” your father murmured, his embrace filled with both relief and regret. “We searched everywhere for you. They covered their tracks meticulously, even masking their scents with wolfsbane. It was impossible to trace.”

Beomgyu nodded in agreement, his expression tinged with restrained anger. “Every lead was a dead end. We knew their pack was nearby, with the way they had been causing trouble with us regarding the borders, but they hid you well. We did everything to find you, but they were one step ahead. It was well-planned, and I'm sorry we couldn't rescue you sooner.”

You observed the simmering fury behind the controlled facades of your father and Beomgyu. You knew they were suppressing their rage for your sake, but now that you were returned, they wouldn't hold back against Wonbin's pack.

“Sweetheart, what have they done to you?” Your mother's heart-wrenching words pierced the air as she took in your weakened state. The contrast from your healthy and vibrant self before your capture to your current frail appearance was stark. You looked drained and sickly, hollowed out by the ordeal. Despite the bandages concealing Wonbin’s bite, you felt the continuous deterioration within your body, an unrelenting decay.

“Wonbin, he-” You choked on the memory of the abuse inflicted upon you. “He marked me, tried to claim me, but my wolf rejected it. In the midst of it, I think... I think it killed her.”

Your mother's gasp reverberated through the room upon your revelation. “I can’t reach her. I can’t smell, hear, and I don’t think I can shift right now.”

Beomgyu huffed with suppressed anger, visible veins bulging in his neck as he struggled to contain his rage. His wolf seethed, enraged at the state his mate had been returned in. Despite your reunion, his wolf remained unable to feel yours. His desperate howls for her went unanswered.

“We’ll call the Elders; they’ll know what to do. Don’t worry about that now, focus on getting better,” your father attempted to reassure you, though uncertainty lingered in his voice.

“Yes, later we’ll discuss this with the Alpha and the Elders. But rest for now; you need it. Beomgyu will stay with you, he’ll make you feel better” your mother addressed your mate, receiving a nod confirming his intention to remain by your side. Beomgyu had made it clear he would never let you out of his sight again.

You nodded at your parents as they hugged you tightly, your mother holding back sobs before leaving you to rest. The room fell into a solemn quiet, only disrupted by the sound of Beomgyu's stifled sniffles. As you turned to him, you noticed tears streaming down his face. The once fiery anger in his expression had given way to an overwhelming sense of devastation.

“I’m sorry, Y/N. I’m so sorry, I couldn’t do anything,” he said, kneeling beside your bed. A closer look revealed how much he had been affected. His vibrant features were now pale and worn out, the usual sparkle in his eyes replaced with a hollow emptiness. He seemed sleep-deprived, his exhaustion etched into every line of his face. Your heart ached at the sight of him.

“Oh, Beomgyu, it’s not your fault,” you reassured him, reaching out to cup his face and wiping away a tear.

“But you are my responsibility. Mine to cherish and mine to keep safe, but I failed you in every way a mate can. Now you're bearing the consequences. I feel like a part of me was ripped away and I ache, longing to feel you again, but I can’t. I can’t imagine what you went through, what you’re going through right now,” Beomgyu's words were heavy with guilt, taking on responsibility for your suffering even though it wasn't his fault.

"Baby, it’s not your fault. Wonbin’s the only one to blame for everything, you can’t put that on yourself," you reassured him, gently urging him to come up onto the bed. "Come on, let’s sleep. I think we both need it."

As the days slipped by in a blur since your awakening, the constant stream of visitors revealed a spectrum of emotions, from guilt to sadness, from your friends. Meetings with the Elders and the Alpha became routine, although you struggled to remain engaged for long as fatigue often overcame you, urging you back to rest. Despite everyone’s best efforts, you didn’t seem to be getting better.

"We know where they are, why can't we just go after them?" Beomgyu's frustration echoed in his raised voice, pacing the room in agitation. With each passing day, his impatience grew regarding the lack of decisive action.

"We can't risk a war," his father stated with an exhausted sigh, understanding his son's sentiments all too well. As much as he empathized with his son's anger and the injustice done to the family, his role as Alpha demanded a broader perspective. You were now part of his family, and the assault on his loved ones evoked a deep sense of anger and distress, but his responsibilities to the pack weighed heavily in decision-making.

“She's your fucking daughter-in-law, my mate, and you're just going to let them get away with what they did to her?” Beomgyu's anger surged, directed at his father, causing Yeonjun to stand and attempt to calm his younger brother.

His father, burdened by the weight of leadership, sighed deeply, trying to maintain composure amidst the escalating emotions. "They will face consequences, but we must proceed with caution. We can't rush into a conflict," he tried to reason, his tone strained with the gravity of the situation.

Beomgyu, consumed by fear and anger, felt a surge of despair. "Clearly not! Stop being a fucking pussy and hiding behind diplomacy! She's dying, and if she goes, I know I will too. So I hope you don’t regret not acting then," he raged before storming out, leaving behind a stunned silence.

He made a beeline for the house next door and straight to your room, knowing your fragile state. Seeing you weakened and still without your wolf, his heart ached with a raw intensity. He wasn't just fighting for justice; he was fighting for your life, aware that losing you now would shatter him beyond repair. 

The atmosphere in the room was heavy with unspoken sorrow as Beomgyu settled next to you. His presence brought a fleeting comfort that momentarily eased the weight of your pain.

“How’re you feeling?” His voice was tender, his concern evident in the way he gazed at you.

You managed a faint smile, making room for him under the covers. “I’ve been okay, just the same. My shoulder hurts a lot, but I think I’m kind of used to the ache now.”

As he joined you in bed, you nestled into his embrace, seeking solace in his warmth. His arms enveloped you, offering a sense of security in this uncertain time. The quiet moments with Beomgyu were the highlights in your otherwise bleak days, and you cherished this closeness.

“I promise you’ll get better, I’ll do everything I can,” he murmured softly, his words filled with sincerity even as the harsh reality loomed over both of you. The hope for a recovery seemed dim, despite the Elders' efforts.

“It’s okay, Beomgyu,” you replied, your voice quivering with emotion. Tears threatened to spill, but you held them back, looking at him with a fragile smile. The weight of the situation hung in the air, and both of you knew the inevitable truth. Yet, in that moment, you found solace in each other’s presence, clinging to the love that bound you together.

In the quiet of the room, hearts heavy and minds burdened, you held onto each other, hoping against hope that love would somehow conquer the devastation. As sleep enveloped you, you both prayed for a miracle, for anything that could piece together the shattered fragments of your world.

The night laid still, marked only by distant owl hoots, yet you jolted awake, an unusual occurrence for you to rise before dawn. Reaching out beside you, your hand met nothing but cold sheets. Beomgyu was gone.

You scanned the room frantically, hoping to catch a glimpse of him, but there was no trace. Fumbling for your lamp, you sought the solace of light to offer some clarity. His absence in the dead of night was unfamiliar and unsettling.

As you contemplated getting out of bed, the door creaked open. Your body tensed with uncertainty, until the form of a familiar, colossal beast emerged, its fur as dark as the night itself. Relief swept over you momentarily, recognizing the distinct wolf form to be none other than your mate. However, as the figure drew closer, a viscous liquid dripping from their fur became apparent, sparking fear in your eyes.

“What happened?” You instinctively reached for his fur, panic setting in as you saw your hands smeared in crimson. You inspected every inch of the wolf's body, but there's no clear source for such an amount of blood, easing your immediate concern yet deepening your confusion.

“Beomgyu, whose blood is this?” You implored, meeting his glowing blue eyes, yet you received no response. He ignored your inquiries, seeking solace in your embrace as his massive wolf form pressed against you, compelling you to encircle your arms around his colossal figure.

“Please, babe, what happened?” You pleaded once more, urging him to meet your gaze. He let out a faint huff before finally shifting back into his human form, standing bare before you, his body coated in blood that seemed inexplicably present, prompting a surge of concern. 

He pulled you into a tight embrace, unconcerned about the blood smearing everywhere, and you reciprocated, though his words sent a shiver down your spine. "Wonbin, we took care of him and his pack."

His revelation chilled you to the bone as the implications sank in. "What do you mean? Beomgyu, what did you do?"

“We couldn't just stand by after what he did to you. We went after him tonight. You don't need to worry about them anymore.” You felt a mix of relief and confusion, wanting more clarity.

"Who's 'we,' and what exactly happened?" You broke away from the hug, studying his eyes and blood-spattered face.

"Me, Taehyun, Chaewon, and Yeonjun went out tonight. Taehyun had been tracking Wonbin's every move and knew he was on patrol. We ambushed him, and he gave a good fight, but I think he underestimated me. He got what he deserved, left his head at his dad's doorstep. That should be a message to them. If they're smart, they'll know not to provoke us again, or they'll lose more than just him." His words filled you with both awe and dread, knowing your friends risked their lives to gain justice for you.

“Beomgyu, you shouldn't have risked it. Your dad is going to be furious. He doesn’t know, does he?” Your voice was fraught with concern, aware of his father's adamant stance against taking any action until he understood the situation completely.

He shook his head, seemingly unperturbed by his father's potential reaction. “He’s probably finding out now. Yeonjun said he’d handle him, but honestly, I don't care about the consequences. Wonbin needed to pay for what he did to you, and if I get punished for that, then so be it.”

“So it’s really over now?” you asked, feeling a surge of relief.

Beomgyu nodded, and a sob of relief escaped you. You surged toward him, wrapping him in a passionate kiss. Emotions from the tumultuous days surged through both of you, an overwhelming mix of love and relief, as if you were making up for the lost time. The kiss was intense, as if he had been deprived of you for an eternity.

His hands play with the hem of your shirt, the only thing you were wearing to sleep along with your underwear, and unable to stand his teasing, you to rip it off of you. Your bare body presses against his as you reconnect your lips. Both your hands roam all over each other’s bodies, unable to get enough of one another. 

"God, Y/N, I'm in love with you," his voice trembled with an intensity that made your heart skip a beat. It was a revelation, a confession, delivered with such raw emotion that it brought a swell of emotions flooding through you. Your eyes welled up with tears as you realized the depth of his feelings, and your heart soared at the sheer overwhelming love he was expressing. 

"I love you too," you managed to whisper back, your voice choked with emotion. 

You leaned in to connect your lips again. Unlike any other times where the two of you were just fucking, this felt different. This shared love between you changed the very dynamic that surged between the two of you. The way Beomgyu moved inside of you wasn’t just to chase the feeling of mere superficial pleasure, instead the slow pace and shared kisses brought on beyond anything you had previously felt. It was a true form of unadulterated love and as the two of you reached your peaks together, you knew all too well at that moment that this was rare, pure, and dare you say perfect love found between you and him. 

Still swept up in a euphoric rush that felt endless, Beomgyu sensed a deep understanding of his next move. Guided by his wolf’s instincts, but now with complete clarity unlike before, he acted with determination. His bite landed directly on your marred skin where Wonbin had forcefully marked you, signaling a symbolic reset in you and his connection.

Your breath hitched as his teeth grazed your skin. Although the previous marking had been excruciating and left you raw, Beomgyu's bite seemed to bring an unexpected sensation. It was as if his action was a remedy, a healing touch that started to mend the shattered pieces within you, making you feel whole once more.

And the next morning, the second you woke up, a radiant smile graced your face brighter than the morning sun at the realization. You turned towards your mate, excitement twinkling in your eyes, and exclaimed, "My wolf's back."

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BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA ꒰ dabi ꒱

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⿻ last updated: jan. 09, ‘23

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cw. AFAB FEM reader (referred to as ‘wife’ ‘daughter’ and 'my lady’), royalty au, prince todoroki touya, arranged marriage, no quirks, historical setting, perceived unrequited love, fictional contraceptives, horseback riding, fluff, angst, protected vaginal sex, vaginal oral sex (reader receiving), dubcon, strangers to lovers, loss of virginity, hurt/comfort, canonical child abuse, bathing together, outdoor sex, talk of not having children/preventing pregnancy

leather cushions. ──── 6.7k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ touya hates the couch in the living room, but for you, he’d sit on it every second of the day.

cw. smut. quirkless au, college au, roommates au, best friends to lovers. shitty frat/rich boy!keigo, reader tells keigo no & he ignores it, soft, sweet, consensual sex w touya.

♡ legacy of hurt. ──── 4.5k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ touya has enclosed his heart behind a thick wall with refusal to let anyone see it. but you are an unrelenting storm, and damned by your persistence, even the strongest cliff can break if weathered enough.

cw. NSFT, GN reader, friends to lovers, Dabi POV, pre-LOV, implied PTSD, mention of child abuse, angst, hurt/comfort, blood (he cries during sex), spit, unprotected sex, emotional sex, no power dynamic

secrets. ──── complete

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ Life isn’t a fairy-tale and you find your soulmate through unconventional means.

cw. angst, smut. soulmate au. death mention, violence, spoilers (?) – set in PLF arc, abuse mention (not directed at reader)

she washes all of my wounds for me. ──── 15.2k

⌜ ୨୧ ⌟ “I called you by your name. Is that okay?”

“I don’t know.”

And it isn’t because he doesn’t want you to know his name. He’s already announced it to the world. Of course, you’re going to know it. It certainly isn’t because he hates the way your lips so easily form the two syllables. It isn’t because he no longer wants to associate himself with the name.

He’s simply afraid of his greedy soul becoming attached to the way you somehow manage to make something that used to cause his skin to crawl to now bring his heart a peace he’s never known before he saw your face.

cw. fem!reader. Smut (18+ only, minors DNI), fem reader (AFAB anatomy, femme pet names/pronouns), major spoilers for manga chapter 290, heavy religious imagery of angels/gods/heaven, one (1) instance of sir kink, so so much hurt/comfort, several mentions of past family abuse and trauma, mild blood and gore (Dabi tending to new burns/scars), verbal argument that has Dabi breaking furniture (reader does not get hurt) and being an overall asshole, alcohol use (Dabi is drunk and emotional), soft desperate-to-be-loved-but-too-scared-to-ask Dabi, oral and fingering (f!receiving), unprotected sex, creampie, very soft and emotional smut

soft interlude. ──── 1.4k

cw. AFAB GN reader (called ‘angel’ once), NSFT, established relationship, fluff and smut, bath sex, vaginal fingering (mostly clit stimulation; reader receiving), heavy petting, quirk use

unprofessional. ──── 5.1k

cw. smut. modern / business au. fem! reader, blow jobs, cum swallowing, humping, natsuo walking in on yall lmao, unprofessional work relationships, ceo’s son! dabi aka touya

#⨳ 𓏲˖ 📓 ˖ ࣪ recs archive ָ࣪ 𓏲⋆. #⨳ 𓏲˖ 🖋️ ˖ ࣪ recs ָ࣪ 𓏲⋆. #🖇️ ˑ ִ ֗ my hero ! #﹙ ❀ ﹚— touya #dabi #todoroki touya #todoroki toya #dabi x reader #dabi x female reader #dabi x afab reader #dabi todoroki

[bug-decal-kissing]

Hey friends!

A new work, if only the stars could hear my love for you, by confetti_punk, was published today, with 1/1 Chapters released! It has a rating of General Audiences and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "ProhibitedWish, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, sappy till the hurt, Bittersweet, this is just a silly idea i had dont think too much into it tbh, A little ooc maybe?, idk scarab is just more passive then i usually like him to be, Emotional Hurt, fellas is it gay to go stargazing and cuddle together?, i love these dumb emotionally repressed old men so much guys, im so tired, had a migraine the whole to i wrote this but its okay cause im a brave boy"

You can read it here:

YESSSSSS A SOFT MOMENT BETWEEN THEM, IT'S DELICIOUS <33333 Prismo is so lonely and touch-starved; I think he needs,, a cat/silly BUT THAT ENDING AAAAAAGH AA NOOOOOO IM GOING TO THROW UP DONT DO THAT TO THEMMMMMM WAAAAAGH/pos

A new work, Party for a New Wishmaster by phoenixash234flames, was published today, with 1/1 Chapters released! It has a rating of Teen And Up Audiences and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "Implied Sexual Content, POV First Person, scarab pov"

You can read it here:

Orbo finds out what gay people are/j Prismo is so SMITTEN for Scarab and Scarab is so SMITTEN for him too, it makes me want to eat my walls/pos

NSFW works are below the cut :].

The Beginning is the End is the Beginning, by grylos, was updated today, with 13/? Chapters released! It has a rating of Explicit and Graphic Depictions Of Violence, and Rape/Non-Con, with additional tags "Genocide, Slavery, Sexual Slavery, Bombs, Suicidal Thoughts, Sad, Happy Ending, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Backstory, Slow Burn, Child Abuse, Past Abuse, Physical Abuse, Explicit Sexual Content, Corruption, Consensual Non-Consent, Rape/Non-con Elements, Self-Harm, Grooming, Oviposition, Bugs & Insects, bug sex, Cannibalism, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Suicide Attempt, Dismemberment, Violence, Blood and Gore"

You can read it here:

Baby's first (real) job <3 Amnion is my little guy now they are so sad and I think they need a nice blanket and then everything will be okay /j Helen is both cool and terrifying I want her to leAVE SCARAB ALONE HE DID NOTHING WRONG YOUR HONOUR </3

#prohibitedwish #prohibitedwish fics #the beginning is the end is the beginning #if only the stars could hear my love for you #party for a new wishmaster

[risuola]

─⁠☆ i write and create graphics myself so don’t steal, don’t copy, don’t plagiarize, pretty please

─⁠☆ don’t repost on any other sites, do not turn my writing into tik toks or videos, don't translate into other languages and recommend on other pages

this blog contains nsfw topics, you enter at your own risk. 18+ contents are tagged as such — minors do not interact with nsfw. please, please, please read warnings so you don’t get triggered or offended

─⁠☆ generally, i do not take requests, but I do take suggestions. if you have ideas, fantasies or thoughts that you'd like to explore through my writing, i’m open to know — send them through the Ask Me! box

─⁠☆ don't message me, don't spam me if i don't write what you asked for. i'll write what i find interesting, not what i'm requested to write. this blog is my creative space and i'm not creative if i'm forcing myself. i also may interpret your idea differently than you had in mind, so don't get mad at me if that happens

i'm an adult, i have my life to live so please, don't expect me to post here daily or regularly. there's no schedule.

─⁠☆ english is not my first language, so errors may occur

─⁠☆ be kind and cultural, constructive criticism is welcome, pointless slurs are going to be blocked. i’m too old to get offended by most things, although I want this to be a safe space for myself and everybody else

WRITING:

─⁠☆ i work under assumption of a reader being a young female, age not specified unless it’s important to the plot ─⁠ visual characteristics such as hair length or figure may be briefly mentioned but generally, i try to leave them open for reader’s imagination. gender neutral reader might occur.

─⁠☆ i like writing strong female characters ─⁠ i'm not the one to write helpless, good-for-nothing, extremely weak women. i like when women have some balls, so if you're into stuttering, super-shy reader, always blushing and looking down ─⁠ this blog might not be the best place. although, such characters might appear once in a while if that's what i find fitting in the story

─⁠☆ this blog is multifandom — i'll write for whichever fandom I please. now it's mostly jujutsu kaisen and naruto characters

─⁠☆ all of the characters I write for are adults ─⁠ if in the fandom, character is a minor, he'll be considered only for fluffy/platonic pieces (eg. Yuji, Megumi). no nsfw for minors. reader is always an adult as well

─⁠☆ for Sukuna I generally write under assumption of him being his own person, having his own body

─⁠☆ my page contains smut, fluff and angst writings, sometimes they are one shots, sometimes series, i do write headcannons and thirsts. it might get dark, it might get violent ─⁠ I love a little bit of drama

this blog might contain topics such as: threesome, dub-con, heartbreak, violence, bloody scenes, heavy angst, self-harm, hurt, abusive behaviors ─⁠ again, read warnings!

I DON'T WRITE:

─⁠☆ male reader, character x character

─⁠☆ scat/piss/vomit kinks, heavy misogyny, r*pe, mommy kink/dom reader, feet, lactation, pedop*ilia, pregnancy sex, period blood kink, real siblings or character being reader's real parent

MAIN PAGE | masterlist

[howdidthisevenhappenanyway]

actually I’m going to do a rec list seeing as ao3 is down and also there have been quite a few hickups recently so maybe people will find it useful in the future

this year my favourite quantum bang story was absolutely a story called OB-1 by sunryder

Title: OB-1

Author: Sunryder

Fandom: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy

Genre: Angst, Family, Kid!fic, Science Fiction

Relationship(s): Gen, background pairings

Content Rating: PG

Warnings: Discussion-Child Abuse, Discussion-Sexual Abuse, Discussion-Slavery, Self-Harm

Author Note: In the grand tradition of The Clone Wars cartoon, the moral of this story is: Never mistake the obedient choice for the right one.

Word Count: 79,685

Summary: For over a thousand generations, Jedi Knights have been the guardians of peace and justice in the Galactic Republic. Force-sensitive children are brought to the Jedi Temple and there taught the ways of the Jedi. Throughout their youth these children undergo many trials, the last of which is to be chosen as an Apprentice before they turn 13. Despite his skill and talent in the Force, Obi-Wan Kenobi has been caught fighting another Initiate and deemed too angry to become a Jedi Knight. The Youngling has been expelled from the Temple to join the Agricorps instead…

(my synopsis: ob-1 is waylaid by a droid oc who will steal your heart before he headed off to bandomeer and that droids intervention not only prevented a lot of pain for Obi-Wan but also leads to a lot of very positive changes for the Jedi Order. it’s a case fic with a heart of gold)

jillyjames writes some really great sentinel fusion stories and tony dinozzo of ncis is her unicorn. my favourite of her sentinel works is by far a MCU crossover called Stick Around and its sequel Demons. The battle of new york scene remains one of my favourite fanfic action scenes i’ve ever read.

Title: Stick Around (prequel to Demons)

Author: Jilly James

Fandom: MCU/NCIS/The Sentinel

Genre: Romance, First Time, Contemporary, Crossover, Fusion, Sentinels Are Known AU

Relationship(s): Tony Stark/Tony DiNozzo (aka Dominic Rossi), Other Minor Pairings

Content Rating: NC-17

Warnings: Canon-level violence, explicit sex

Author Notes: I’ve taken liberty with the location of the FBI offices in NY—if you even can take liberties with the location of something in a fictional universe. Also, Tony DiNozzo’s name is Dominic Rossi, though he was born Tony DiNozzo. The reason for this is explained in the story. I just can’t do two people named Tony in a relationship. It’s too confusing.

Challenge: Written for the Little Black Dress Challenge on Rough Trade, July 2018.

Word Count: 24,079

Summary: In the aftermath of the battle of New York, Nick Fury recruits a sentinel to be the new handler for the Avengers. Dominic Rossi doesn’t want the gig, but Tony Stark thinks he’d like it if Dom stuck around.

she has also been writing some of the best Fox911 fanfic and singlehandedly brought me and many others into the fandom when she wrote a 911 fic for the quantumbang a few years ago. I don’t think I can choose one favourite so I encourage you to just go through the navigation of her site lmao

another fandom she brought me into with the power of fic was teen wolf with this really lovely fic. I was drawn in by the Lenny Kravitz casting of her OC and stayed for the hot pairing of mature characters.

Title: The Dark Road

Author: Jilly James

Fandom: Teen Wolf

Genre: Drama, Paranormal

Relationship(s): Gen. Minor OFC / OMC, vague hints of future Peter Hale/Noah Stilinski

Content Rating: R

Warnings: Canon-typical violence; Death of Minor Canon Characters; Murder; Character Bashing. References to hunters being raging bigots and committing terrible crimes, also references to atrocious canon events (Hale fire, everything Kate).

Word Count: ~34k

Summary: When the Hale house burned, most of his family died, and his new alpha left him for dead, one member of Peter Hale’s pack refused to leave him behind.

one more before I go clean my fridge.

ellywinkle has some great adventure stories, I love this ncis/stargate crossover:

title: Trust Issues

Author: Ellywinkle

Fandom: NCIS/Stargate Series

Rating: R

Warnings: Character Bashing, Death – Major Character, Discussion – Murder, Discussion – Torture, Kidnapping, Murder, Slavery, Violence – Canon – Level

Genres: Alternate Universe, Canon Divergent, Crossover, Established Relationship, Science Fiction, Slash

Relationships: John/Rodney, pre-Ronon/Tony

Word Count: 78,112

Author Note: This starts during the NCIS episode Dead Air. The Stargate Series are AU, so don’t waste a lot of time trying to sync the timelines. Also, DADT has already been repealed, because I refuse to mess with that. Thanks to Jilly James for help with the art. The line about attraction to your brother’s spouse was completely for her. While I have seen many stories use avatars for Atlantis, Keira Marcos’ Lantean Legacy was the first time I had seen it adapted to individual ships in Stargate. I hope my Alex lives up to that standard.

Summary: While taking voice prints for a case, Special Agent Tony DiNozzo stumbles across a kidnapping. His trust in his team is shattered when his expected rescue never appears. Now he finds himself forced to use every skill he has to keep himself and his fellow victim alive as he is thrust into a universe that is much larger and deadlier than he ever imagined.

#fic ​rec list #rec list #fanfiction #star wars #obi wan kenobi #original droid character #tony dinozzo #tony stark #peter hale #rodney mckay #the sentinel #ao3 #quantum bang

[s-o-starscream]

Northwind Quarter AU Introduction

Hello and welcome to the Northwind Quarter/Pirate Bay AU blog. What is this blog about you ask? Northwind Quarter is a Transformers/Humanformers AU set in a pirate themed historical fantasy setting. Most of the characters and story beats are inspired by Transformers Prime, though there will be some extra faces from other continuities.

Synopsis:

This AU follows Starscream, a fearsome pirate granted immortality by Primus. His life is sustained by his own heart, which has been locked away in a treasure chest, so long as the heart persists, so does Starscream’s life. He can come back after death, and regenerate his body, though it takes a heavy toll on his psyche.

This story will focus on Starscream’s life, and the people he meets, his friends, lovers and enemies.

Some warnings:

-This AU will contain a lot of suffering for poor Screamer. It heavily features and depicts GORE, VIOLENCE and ABUSE. There will be discussion and depiction of sex, as well as sexual abuse and rape in certain instances. If that is not your thing we heavily encourage you to block any trigger warning tags that contain these topics.

And we strongly encourage minors to avoid the more mature tags.

-This is not a ’Starscream is an innocent angel who did nothing wrong’ type of story. He suffers far more than he deserves, yes, however we recognize Starscream as a morally complex and grey character, and this story will be an exploration of that. We want to see no ’oh he deserves it’ in the interactions.

We will try to cover these darker topics with as much tact and respect as we can.

-Megatron features heavily as the antagonist of this story, and he does some very morally reprehensible things. If you dislike or are uncomfortable with Megatron being portrayed as an abuser, this isn’t the blog for you. Simply block and move along, no starting shit in replies or asks.

-This AU features a LOT of romance and relationships. We will provide a list below.

There will be a tag list and trigger warnings further down, please read carefully and curate your experience.

Ship list:

Starscream/Knockout/Breakdown/Skyfire/Wheeljack/Shockwave/Soundwave (yes, all seven of them in a big ol’ polycule, Star deserves six boyfriends)

Megatron/Starscream (In an unhealthy and abusive dynamic, sorry no cute moments for these two)

Optimus Prime/Ratchet (the old codgers in love)

Arcee/Slipstream

Windblade/Chromia

MODS:

Mod Toon Intro:

Hiya, name’s Toon! My main is @toon-topaz

I’m 20 years old and my pronouns are she/they. I’m one of the evil masterminds behind this AU. What can I say, Starscream is really fun to draw get beaten up hehe.

You can find posts made by me under #mod toon and my art will be under #toon’s art

Mod Chip Intro:

Hi, my name's Chip, I'm 23 and I never learned how to read. I use They/Them and my tags are #mod felonic and #mod felonic art

Find me @felonius-glitch where I draw and just vibe!

I'm just your average Starscream Whump enjoyer who likes to feed this au Angst (and fluff) Fodder!

TAGS N’ TRIGGER WARNINGS:

#pirate bay au- general tag for the au

#not pb - content unrelated to the au #pb constellation - ship tag for Starscreams polycule

#mod toon - posts made by Toon, art tag is #toon’s art

#mod felonic - posts made by Chip, art tag is #mod felonic art

#whump - Starscream suffering

#fluff - cute and fluffy stuff, nothing angsty in here

#nsfw - general nsfw tag for sexual topics and extreme gore

#gore - stuff involving gore

#tw SA - Sexual assault trigger warning, block this tag if you don’t want to see discussions of that stuff

#tw eyestrain - images that may be hard to look at for photosensitive folks

#tw death / #tw death mention - Anything involving or mentioning death (which is a lot for this au)

#tw abuse / #tw abuse mention - If y'all wanna see #whump but don't wanna see any mentions of the actual abuse! #tw sh / tw suicide - For mentions or depictions of self-harm or suicidal tendencies #Q-tlass - queue tag That's all for now, hope you enjoy our self indulgent lil AU :D

#transformers #pirate bay au #transformers au #tfp #transformers prime #starscream #intro post #Q-tlass

[kakuchosindigenouswife]

Rules and Guidelines

- Xsaq’wa, welcome to my blog. Here are some guidelines and rules :)

- My main blog is @it-me-dio

- This blog is a mix of NSFW and SFW. If you are under 17 please don’t request or read any of my NSFW writings. Content warnings will be posted on my NSFW stories.

- This is a character x reader blog. I don’t write for ships.

- DNI if you are racist, abelist, islamophobic, xenophobic, pro life, etc. If you exhibit any of this behavior you will be blocked.

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Requesting rules

- Requests will only be accepted when the box is open

- I have a life outside of this blog so please be patient with me if I don’t get to your request as soon as I receive it

- I do not have to take any and every request. I can deny a request for any reason.

- I write fem/AFAB and gn/AFAB readers. I do not write for trans or male readers. I am a cis woman and I don’t feel comfortable writing for those communities since I have never had their experiences in life. I understand how much representation means and I don’t want to write anyone in a way that could be deemed offensive. Trans and male readers are welcome to read my content though :)

- I also do not write for white readers. White readers are welcome to read my works but please do not request that I write a white reader. This blog was mainly made for BIPOC to have a place to read things that apply more to themselves than generic x reader fanfics

- The fandoms I currently write for are: Tokyo Revengers, Demon Slayer, Jojo’s Bizzare Adventure, One Piece, and Jujutsu Kaisen, DC (mainly Jason Todd and the Battinson), The Witcher

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What I’m comfortable with:

- Angst

- Fluff

- Smut

- Breeding kink

- Unprotected sex

- Spanking

- Hair pulling

- Edging

- Overstimulation

- Rough sex

- Thigh riding

- Light BSDSM

- Pregnancy

- CONSENSUAL non-con

- Age gaps (as long as it’s 20+ reader with an older partner. Example: reader is 20 and partner is 35)

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What I’m not comfortable with/characters I won’t write for:

- Anything fetishizing a culture or race, again this is a safe space for BIPOC to be represented, not exploited

- Any sort of glorification of drug or alcohol addiction

- Abuse or abusive/toxic relationships

- Any sort of sexual violence (R*pe, SA, Human trafficking, etc.)

- Blood play

- Scat

- Piss

- Incest/stepcest

- Pedophilia

- Suicide

- Self harm

- DDLG or anything where reader acts like a small child

- Any kink involving things associated with small children or animals (I.e. pet play, diaper fetishes, etc.)

- A/B/O dynamics

- Yandere

- Any character who does not have a canon timeskip where they are over the age of 18

- Kisaki Tetta (he’s gross and fuck his eyebrows)

[little-peril-stories]

Contents/Warnings - The Queen of Lies

Masterlist | Story Intro | Mood Board | Vibey Song Lyrics | Ao3

This is a complete list of content warnings for The Queen of Lies. This entire post is nothing but potentially triggering content, plus it contains spoilers for the whole story. The farther your scroll, the more spoilery it gets. Interact at your own risk!!

UPDATED: APR 11 2024

MAJOR WARNINGS [either they are potentially very triggering or just generally present throughout]

angst, fear, swearing/explicit language, lady whump, guy whump,  abusive law enforcement, prison, torture, abusive relationship where the husband is the perpetrator of violence, infidelity/extramarital affair, nudity, sex [2], discussion of self-harm [3], outdated/problematic/ableist language [4], bullying [5], character death [6]

CHAPTER-BY-CHAPTER WARNINGS [here be spoilers - vague]

I will not be tagging every chapter for: fear, angst, swearing. They are almost always present.

The Whipping Post: prison, flogging, abusive relationship (implied), restraints, blood, lady whump, guy whump

The Constable and His Wife: icky gender dynamics, blood, immediate aftermath of flogging, lady whump, guy whump

Worthwhile: restraints, aftermath of flogging, painful wound cleaning, insincere/sarcastic death wish

The Looking Glass: abusive relationship (discussed, not explicit or detailed)

The Boy in Chains: blood, injury, restraints, abusive law enforcement, guy whump

Real: blood, injury, restraints, abusive law enforcement, guy whump

Stealth and Secrets: blood, injury, restraints, neglectful law enforcement, illness (minor), guy whump

I Never Even Knew Your Name: blood, injury, restraints, abusive law enforcement, illness (it’s getting worse!), abusive relationship, lady whump, guy whump

Liar: blood, injury, restraints, abusive law enforcement, guy whump

Retribution and Regret: abusive relationship, gaslighting-adjacent emotional manipulation, trapped in a locked room, lady whump

Worthless: blood, injury, restraints, abusive law enforcement, guy whump

The Queen of Lies: arson, restraints, stress position, guy whump

Faith and Freedom: blood, injury, illness, guy whump

Dawn: leftover blood, injury, illness, guy whump from previous chapters; two traumatized and awkward people being traumatized and awkward

Hope and Healing: injury, nonsexual nudity [1], guy whump, reference to abusive relationship

The Drop, part 1: lady whump, being chased, being threatened, being robbed/mugged (sort of)

The Drop, part 2: injury, blood, self-blame/victim-blaming, lady whump

The Mark of Thieves: injury, blood, lady whump (leftover), nudity [2]

The Stranger: lady whump, being threatened

Trust and Treachery: police, lady whump (sort of?), guy whump, guns (not fired)

What Did He Do To You?: police, restraints, abusive relationship, explicit violence against a woman perpetrated by a man, self-harm (discussed explicitly but the injury was not self-inflicted) [3], death mention, lady whump, guy whump

A Worthless Criminal Condemned: grief, panic attack, hopelessness

Her Speech is Nothing: asylum [4], outdated/problematic/ableist language, icky gender and power dynamics, death mention, lady whump, betrayal, statements by the antagonist that allude to sexual assault and fall into both ableism and victim-blaming

The Madwoman: asylum; outdated/problematic/ableist language; feelings of humiliation, hopelessness, and helplessnes; bullying [5]; uncomfortable nonsexual nudity [6]

The Madman: man intimidating a woman/woman feeling threatened, outdated/problematic/ableist language, mention of the asylum, SA mention (it never happened), false accusations

Nullum Magnum Ingenium: asylum, outdated/problematic/ableist language, bullying [5] that includes food-related taunting as well as Victorian-style slut-shaming and sexist language, feeling humiliated, drugging/sedation

You Came For Me: asylum, outdated/problematic/ableist language, restraints, lady whump, drugging/sedation

[I can’t make up my mind about this chapter title]: kidnapping, restraints, discussion of the asylum, mention of abusive relationship, death mention, guy whump, undressing and it's kind of awkward

[or this one]: kidnapping, restraints, mention of the asylum, death mention

Leap of Faith: kidnapping, restraints, death mention, mention of abusive relationship

Mine For Yours: kidnapping, restraints, death mention, mention of abusive relationship and returning to abuser, guns

What Light Through Yonder Window Breaks?: slight fingernail whump, water peril, blood/cut, death mention, mention of abusive relationship, being pursued

Tempt Not a Desperate Man: betrayal, restraints, death mention, mention of abusive relationship, toxic masculinity hero complex bullshit

Some Consequence Yet Hanging in the Stars: blood, guns, gunshot wound, worry for loved ones, attacked/jumped

Put Not Another Sin on My Head: blood, guns, physical violence/fighting, a particularly nasty ableist remark from the antagonist

[unnamed chapter]: restraints, death mention, mention of abusive relationship, burns

Fortune's Fool: restraints, death threat, mention of abusive relationship and returning to abuser, toxic masculinity hero complex bullshit, blood, firearms, guns, gunshot wound, unknown fate of loved one, major character death [7], hypothermia, kinda-sorta left for dead but not exactly

I Defy You, Stars: restraints, death mention, toxic masculinity hero complex bullshit, intentional manipulation/deception, outdated/problematic/ableist language, injury (recovering)

Love's Heavy Burden: death discussed at length, grief, injury (recovering)

As Boundless as the Sea: injury (recovering), death mention

FOOTNOTES/FURTHER EXPLANATION [here be spoilers - specific]

[1] She gets naked for a bath but isn’t super comfortable being looked at; unfortunately for her, there’s nowhere else for him to go lol.

[2] Our protagonists take their relationship to the next level! And it involves taking off their clothes!

[3] To prevent Baden from blaming Will, Bree claims she cut open her own arm (she didn’t) in an act of self-harm; the implication is that it was a suicide attempt, but it never actually happened.

[4] Baden thinks Bree is mentally ill, so he has her committed to an asylum, which at the time would have been called a ‘lunatic asylum,’ an outdated term for a mental health care facility. The asylum is a frightening and traumatizing place for Breanna while she’s there due to fear, dread, hatred of being trapped, and use of restraints (mechanical and chemical).

[5] One of the nurses at the asylum is a bully who takes an immediate dislike to Bree. Her taunts centre around the fact that Bree had an affair with a wanted criminal and sometimes use sexist and sex-shaming language. One of her comments also centres around how much Bree is eating at dinner.

[6] Another awkward bath, this time in the asylum so it's extra uncomfortable.

[7] Baden dies. :)

#lps the queen of lies #lps content warning #this post is nothing but potential triggers

[this-world-of-beautiful-monsters]

do you have any tmnt leo angst fic reccommendations? preferably rottmnt or 2k12 because goddamn i love angst

I have...a lot, actually.

TMNT 2012

Youth by leones - Leo deals with the aftereffects from a lifetime of trauma and betrayal at his father’s hands (tw underage rape/noncon, molestation, self-worth issues, unhealthy relationships, unhealthy coping mechanisms, underage sex, beauty standards, sexual abuse, body image issues, manipulations, and suicidal implications)

Surrogate by leones @leonsi - Leo takes on too many burdens too young, and has to deal with that as his siblings grow beyond him (tw bad parenting, alcoholism, eldest daughter syndrome, and self-worth issues)

The Chronicles of Karai Getting Her Shit Together by Crowdog @crowdog - An AU where Karai heads to the farmhouse after season 3, and quickly grows into something magnificent from there. Excellent Leo, Karai, and Leorai content. (warnings for self-harm, underage, noncon, childhood poverty, imprisonment, molestation, and violence)

Stained Bandages by Sanjuno - A dark and bloody story about what happens when Splinter pushes Leo too far (warnings for violence and implied molestation)

A Son for a Daughter by sleepingseeker @sleepingseeker - Splinter makes a bargain, and Leo pays the price (tw rape, abuse, torture, mutilation, self-esteem issues, family dysfunction, and general dead dove fuckery)

Severance by @sleepingseeker - An AU for A Son for a Daughter where Karai and Leo run away together (tw past rape, past torture, trauma, family separation, injury recovery, nightmares)

Panda Wolves by Crowdog @crowdog - In which Leo has a boatload of trauma that is dragged into the light by a string of mysterious events (warnings for molestation, rape, self-hatred, victim blaming, nonconsensual drug use, violence, and incest)

Bro, You Literally Got Hit By A Bus by emmals16 - An epic angstfest with plenty of tortured Leo & Mikey to warm and torment your heartstrings. (tw injuries)

The Faults of Our Father by runawaydirtbag - Leo tries to come to turns with the darker sides of Splinter’s legacy (warnings for discussions of past molestation and rape)

Chain Of Command by TurtleQuest - A vicious little story where Leo’s brothers turn on him in the worst way possible (tw turtlecest, noncon, imprisonment, and sex slavery).

soft words and even softer blankets by leones @leonsi - Leo is struggling to bear a seemingly impossible weight, but at least he doesn’t have to bear it alone (tw mental health and self-esteem issues)

turtles all the way down (and down and down and down) by leones @leonsi - Leo’s mind is his own worst enemy (warnings for mental health issues, violent thoughts, and inaccurate portrayals of OCD described as such by the author)

Control by leones @leonsi - Leo seeks power over his life and body, but at a dangerously high cost (tw eating disorders, starvation, self-loathing, self-esteem issues, mental health issues) 

Release by Blackdragon - Leo and Raph try to deal with the fallout with the Invasion together (warnings for mentioned injuries, trauma, and turtlecest)

Haunted by Kiraynn - Leo struggles to recover from the unthinkable with Raph’s help (warnings for past rape and turtlecest).

please be proud by leones - Leo just wants someone to see how far he’s trying to come (tw unhealthy coping mechanisms, mental health issues, self-harm, suicidal thoughts)

Castaway by FearlessinBlue for EchoKazul - A nameless servant of the Foot Clan stumbles his way into the arms of a family who thought him long gone. (warnings for apocalyptic settings, violence, identity issues, and past torture/abuse)

Old Book, Clutter by Anonymous - Leo looks through pieces of the past in the wake of a devastating loss (warnings for grief)

Ripped at Every Edge (Masterpiece) by Dont_Feed_Da_Elves - Leo wrestles with guilt and grief in the aftermath of his failure with Karai, pushing him away from his family (warnings for violence, self-loathing, injuries, and bullying)

My R by cxlesstial - Leo struggles to find a reason to live, and discovers he’s not the only with that problem. Accompanied by this amazing video, and followed by this one (general tw mental health issues, heavy discussions of suicide, grief, self-loathing, heartbreak, and suicide attempt)

“Snowflakes” from Chruściki! by leones @leonsi - Leo does his best cope when a dark memory comes slithering back (tw trauma, triggers, self-esteem issues, and mental health issues)

“Candles” from Chruściki! by leones @leonsi - Leo deals with grief, pain, and responsibility in his own way, but he doesn’t have to do by himself (tw self-harm)

“Coming home” from Chruściki! by leones @leonsi - It’s hard to love someone who doesn’t know how to stay (warnings for feelings of abandonment and mental health issues)

“Family” from Chruściki! by leones @leonsi - Leo has to cope with finding himself alone on New Year’s Eve (warnings for loneliness and feelings of abandonment)

relax. by leones @leonsi - A dark reality where Leo is forced to endure the unthinkable after he and his brothers have to seek refuge with Usagi (tw underage rape/noncon, victim blaming, internalized victim blaming, emotional manipulation, sexual abuse)

“Porcelain Doll” from you're poison (i don't want to break these chains) by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Drabble set during relax. (warnings for underage rape/noncon)

Equal Exchange by starsonthewalls - Leo masters Healing Hands, but not without a cost (warnings for health issues and family dyfunction)

Tick Tick Tick by MoTexas55 (CupNoodles55) - Leo does his best to cope after waking up from his coma. It’s not going well (tw injuries, self-esteem issues, and trauma)

Filters by Anonymous - 2018 crossover! Leo and Leon cope with switching bodies and the weight of each other’s scars (tw trauma, fear, mental health issues)

A Dark And Haunted World by kalachelone - In the aftermath of everything, Leo and Donnie stay sane together (warnings for turtlecest, trauma, and implied character death)

Alpha by NeatTea, orphan_account - Leo wants to keep his family safe, but that means deciding who counts as “family” (tw abuse and graphic violence)

Blood Moon by sairoone - A lost turtle tries to put himself back together (tw violence, amnesia, and manipulation)

Ronin by Lexifer - Leo has almost nothing left, except for Karai. Perhaps that will be enough (tw implied character, violence, suicidal behavior)

Broken Cycle by sleepingseeker @sleepingseeker - Leo struggles with the weight of inherited impulses (tw mental health issues, violent thoughts, and implied past abuse)

after this first time by cptsuke - The fallout from Leo’s first kill (tw trauma, blood, violence, mental health issues) King of the Wasteland by Alessa_DC - Leo has a lot of things after the world ends, but not what he needs (tw apocalypse, amnesia, slavery, identity issues)

“I can’t” from Firebird Scratches, TMNT 100 Themes Challenge! by Firebird Scratches - Leo makes a sacrifice, and his family can’t pick up all the pieces (tw character death, violence, injuries)

“Heal” from Firebird Scratches, TMNT 100 Themes Challenge! by Firebird Scratches - Leo and his family deal with an impending loss (warnings for graphic medical issues, grief, and implid character death)

“Brainiac” from Firebird Scratches, TMNT 100 Themes Challenge! by Firebird Scratches - Leo does his best to take care of his little brother (tw mental illness and drug use)

Out Of Hell by Kareh - Leo is alone, and changing too fast to stop it (tw body horror, separation from family, the apocalypse, identity issues, mental health issues)

More Like Me (And Less Like You) by Kareh - Leo deals with guilt over things he can’t control, and learns that he’s not as alone as he thought (tw child abuse and self-hatred)

“E is for Eigne” from The ABC's of Turtle Tots by PrinceyAtNight28 - A fun day out for a young Leo and Mikey turns dangerous (tw injuries, guilt, and probable childhood trauma)

Prognosis by servantofclio - Leo and Donnie confront the ramifications of Leo’s injuries (tw for recovery, trauma, and internalized ableism)

Of Burdens and Failures, and Impossible Choices by fireworksinthenight - Leo protects his brothers, no matter the cost to him or them (tw injuries, explosions, recovery, and self-sacrifice/suicidal behavior)

Aggressive Empathy in the Abyss (AEITA) by Gemma Winchester (PrincessGemma12), PrincessGemma12 - Leo deals with the horrors of the past even as he finds love in the present (tw turtlecest, past underage rape-noncon, trauma, explicit sexual content)

Deadweight by MorikoTheHalfAngel - Leo and his family navigate the slow, painful path of recovery together (tw injuries, trauma, mental health issues, panic attacks, and nightmares)

Dog Days by runawaydirtbag - Leo struggles with his mental health and receives assistance from an unlikely source (tw depression, mental health issues, light ableism due to misunderstandings, and internalized ableism)

If it makes you happy by samstoleaburger - Mikey comforts Leo after a shitty day (tw self-esteem issues and discussions of family dysfunction and bullying)

Broken words - Leonardo by blackdragonsama - Leo is falling, and the person who catches him may be the refuge he wants, but not the one he needs (tw turtlecest, unhealthy relationships, explicit sex, and intense suicidal thoughts/behavior) There is explicitly suicidal imagery in this related piece of art, while there’s gore, suicidal imagery, and tcest in this one.

Analgesia by @sleepingseeker - Leo does his best to help Raph in the aftermath of their latest trauma (tw injuries and past violence)

Irrevocable Trust and Favorite by @sleepingseeker - Leo and Splinter make very different decision in similar situations (tw character death, violence, and sacrifice)

Have Mercy by @sleepingseeker - Leo can’t resist; doesn’t want to (tw implied violence)

Splintered Ties by @sleepingseeker - Splinter is slipping away from Leo in all the worst ways (tw for verbal issues, memory issues, mental health issues, sickness, impending character death)

Yin/Yang by @sleepingseeker - Leo and Karai fill each other’s thoughts (tw suicidal thoughts)

Last Request by @sleepingseeker - Leo is forced to confront a terrifying loss (tw character death and violence)

Recovery by @sleepingseeker - Recovery extracts a high price for Leo and Mikey (tw drug addiction)

hands under blankets by obsceno - Donnie helps Leo come to turn with their relationship (warnings for turtlecest and self-doubt)

quietude by obsceno - Donnie helps his older brother keep himself together (tw panic attacks, mental health issues, and implied turtlecest)

Special by Anonymous - Leo and his family struggle to deal a lifetime of trauma (tw grief, self-esteem issues, past violence, and trauma)

An Eggplant Among Pickles by Crowdog - When Leo enters a relationship with his brothers, it leads to some very unusual revelations (warnings for turtlecest, body image issues, explicit sexual content, self-loathing, insecurity, and dubcon)

Empty Fish Tank by Gwydion - Leo tries to care for a brother who doesn’t remember him (tw implied character death, memory issues, mental health issues)

Blue by @pachkko - 2018 crossover! One Leo gives another advice about surviving leadership (tw self-doubt)

Do you feel it? by Riu_wiu - Raph forces Leo to come to terms with some incovenient feelings (tw turtlecest, guilt, and possible dubcon)

By Your Side by Kiraynn - Leo wrestles with his sense of failure, while Raph offers his own form of help (tw injuries, past violence, turtlecest, trauma, and self-worth issues)

Shame by WeeWooManiac - Shredder captures Leo and subjects him to an atrocity (tw rape, victim blaming, internalized victim blaming, violence imprisonment, nonconsensual drug use, torture)

The Poisons Of A Grudge by WeeWooManiac - An extension on Shame. Leo fights to keep his life and sanity during a brutal captivity (tw rape, manipulation, humiliation, injuries, torture, victim blaming, internalized victim blaming, violence imprisonment, nonconsensual drug use, blood)

Whumptober 2021 Prompt Collection by FluffyAngstWriter - A collection of brutal Whumptober stories, centered primarily around Leo (tw gore, imprisonment, sickness, delirium, mental health issues, starvation, torture, mind control, sleep deprivation, panic attacks, nightmares, drowning, trauma, major character death)

stranglehold by samchiaro - A deeper explanation of the damage Shredder did to Leo’s throat (tw violence, permanent injury, and fears of death)

Play Pretend by blackdragonsama, Elphaba-Fae - Leo and Raph don’t know it yet, but they’re trapped in the same hell, and it’ll take a fresh horror to bring them together (tw rape, molestation, blood, manipulation, turtlecest, violence, torture, and imprisonment) Similiar warnings for the related art.

Deepest Darkest by FormlessVoid, with this art by 10yrsy - Leo has faced down his fears, but that doesn’t mean they’ll just leave him alone in the aftermath (tw nightmares, feelings of abandonments, fears of loss, trauma)

Leorai Week - Day One - Injured by SleepingSeeker - Leo and Karai move through their latest stage of their strange and wicked dance (tw violence, injuries, blood, unresolved sexual/romantic tension)

Foot Turtles - Beautiful Crime by Rinnegades AMVs - A video, but one of the best turtle-centric angstfests I’ve ever encountered (warnings for mind-control and canon-typical violence)

jade green eyes turned white by subtlyfailing - Leo’s brother is lost, and everyone is falling (tw mind control, violence, blood, verbal abuse) Everything is Fine (Even When It's Not) by CamsthiSky - Mikey is there when Leo wakes up from his latest injury (tw injuries and past violence)

Into The Fire by staringatstars - Leo and Mikey struggle to survive a so-called refuge (tw violence, abuse, imprisonment, poison, fears of death, manipulation, torture, trauma, memory loss, and homelessness)

The snow was beautiful, so beautiful by I follow the moon (lazy_lily) - Leo’s thoughts as he approaches what might very well be the end (warning for violence, fears of death, injury)

Into Calamity by MorikoTheHalfAngel - In a world where Splinter found them young, Leo and his brothers struggle to survive and endure (warnings for torture, violence, abuse, loss of identity) “You don’t have to face this alone.” by leos-wormstache @leos-wormstache - Raph helps Leo confronts the scars of facing his fear (tw trauma and fears of loss)

Solo by fireworksinthenight - Leo fights alone to save the ones he loves (tw violence and interrogation)

I Promise I'm Trying by Crowdog - As Leo’s relationship with Karai builds, he has to deal with the inevitably of revealing a carefully held secret (tw internalized transphobia, health issues, and imprisonment)

As the Chalk Faces Smile by @nicocentrifuge - Based on this art from the same creator. Leo tries to take care of his family after the end of the world, but it might require more sacrifice than they can bear (tw explicit underage rape/noncon, graphic violence, apocalyptic imagery, torture, prostitution out of desperation, and general misery)

back when heartbeats hadn't hurt by jellyu - Raph and Leo have it out in their own painful, messy way (tw underage drinking and family relationship issues)

Limited Peak by renrenssecretaccount - Leo loses his liberty, and his mind soon follows (tw torture, manipulation, abuse, rape, dehumanization, experimentation, death, and brainwashing)

TMNT 2012 Fan Comic! by @mintyisdrawing - Raph makes a request that Leo won’t obey (tw destruction, self-sacrifice/suicidal behavior, loss)

This Leorai art by @candycornvampirequeen - Leo falls in love at knifepoint (warnings for weapons)

Calm down. Just Relax. by @ringingt - Raph demands more than Leo might be willing to give (warnings for turtlecest and dubcon)

“Colors (Leonardo)” from Visions: One Word Prompts by Gemma Winchester (PrincessGemma12) - A collection of sentences from a larger story, tracking Leo’s life through different realities (warnings for violence, trauma, and animal cruelty)

“Beat (introspection)” from Fleeting Thoughts - A TMNT Drabble Collection by whisper_norbury, Whispering About The Ninja Turtles (whisper_norbury) @whispering-about-the-tmnt - Leo faces down his inner demons (warnings for mental health issues)

Monster by CityFallArc (orphan_account) - Leo wakes up from a dream to find himself in a nightmare (tw past violence, character death, brainwashing, and self-loathing)

Emotional Support Turtles by hushbats - Leo’s brothers help keep him together when he can’t do it himself (tw mental health issues and depression)

We Are Not Responsible For What We Have Come To Be by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo and his family walk a dark path to save someone they love (tw imprisonment, mutilation, discussions of rape, torture and experimentation)

The Nature Of The Wind by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo makes a dark bargain with far-reaching repercussions (tw rape/noncon, emotional manipulation, violence, torture, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, self-mutilation, trauma)

Bye, Bye, Baby Blue by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - A collection of Summer of Whump stories centered around Leo (tw rape, mind control, abuse, torture, manipulations, horror, self-harm, suicide, gore, trauma, self-loathing, self-hatred, mental health issues, graphic violence) Kappa and Lamia by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - A collection Leo-centric and Karai-centric stories, with plenty of angst for both (tw for rape, violence, underage sex, mental health issues, suicidal thoughts, self-harm, slavery, abuse, manipulation, and a lot of other stuff)

“Blue” from ABC TMNT by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - The story behind Leo’s mask isn’t what you’d expect (tw for blood, violence, and discussions of torture)

“Flood” from ABC TMNT by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo struggles to protect his brothers in the aftermath of a catastrophe (tw harm to child, destruction, and violence)

“Red” from ABC TMNT by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Raph and Leo have different opinions on the new state of things (tw rape/noncon, imprisonment, torture, violence, abuse, mind control, past self harm, mental health issues, and turtlecest)

“Unspeakable” from ABC TMNT by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo is stolen–not for very long, but long enough to leave devastating damage

“Jealousy” from ABC TMNT II: Out Of The Ooze by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Slash has a specific reason for wanting Leo dead, and it’s not pretty (tw for nonsensual touching, attempted rape, turtlecest, verbal abuse, and heavy violence)

“King” from ABC TMNT II: Out Of The Ooze by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo wants to protect his brothers, but who will protect them from Leo? (tw rape, turtlecest, slavery, torture, abuse, mental health issues, memory loss, out of character behavior, past violence, grief, trauma, manipulation, implied nonconseaul bodily modification, mental health issues, mind break, and suicidal thoughts)

“Snowfall” from TMNT ABC III: Lives And Times Of The Turtles by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - The past grabs Leo with both hands (tw flashbacks, injury, trauma, and past violence)

“Heartbeat” from TMNT ABC IV: Turtles Forever And Ever And Ever by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo’s family tries to bring him back after the Technodrome (tw near-death experiences and self-sacrifice/suicidal behavior)

“Intruder” from TMNT ABC IV: Turtles Forever And Ever And Ever by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo tries to confront his own demons while helping a friend handle theirs (tw past abuse, nightmares past violence, and trauma)

“Journal” from TMNT ABC IV: Turtles Forever And Ever And Ever by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo gathers all his ugly little feelings in a place where no one can see (tw self-loathing, self-esteem issues, sacrificial/suicidal tendencies, self-hatred, mentions of alcohol abuse/alcoholism, death, trauma, injury, nightmares, PTSD, discussions of violence, nightmares, self-harm via overexercise, and general mental health issues)

“Mantra” from TMNT ABC IV: Turtles Forever And Ever And Ever by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Saving Leo’s loved ones has a price (tw self-harm, blood, injury, health issues, deception, discussions of death and violence, nonconsensual mind manipulation)

“Tongues And Blushes (Pink)” from Covered In The Colors, Pulled Apart At The Seams by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo receives a poisonous kind of love (tw explicit sex, underage rape/noncon, and self-harm)

“I am forbidden to see,” “Stay with me,” “I sat down and wept,” “His vanity requires no response/ And makes a welcome of indifference,” “He wept. He promised ‘a new start.’,” from - Leo-centric stories from my larger connection (general tw include slavery, memory issues, imprisonment, mental health issues, self-loathing, self-destructive/suicidal tendencies, mental health issues, amnesia)

“I need your discipline (I need your help)” from The House Of The Rising Sun by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Mikey tries to help Leo, and the result is extremely angsty porn (tw consent play, heavy kink and NSFW, turtlecest, self-esteem issues, self-harm through pushed limits, self-sacrifice/suicidal issues, mental health issues)

“God, It’s Brutal Out Here” from Midnight Whispers by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo’s perspective in the final moments of his fight with Shredder (tw violence and fear of death)

“Lillith's Burdens” from Midnight Whispers by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Parasitica leaves ugly gifts (warnings for forced pregnancy, body horror, egg-based abortions)

“Where The River Of Tears Leads” from Midnight Whispers by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo’s brothers are gone, and all his friends can do is watch him crumble (tw suicidal behavior and major character death)

“This Strange Old Ghost Of Mine” from Midnight Whispers by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo has a strange relationship with one of his ghosts (tw threats and discussions of past violence, grief, and trauma)

“The Dark Meaty Bits” from Midnight Whispers by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo decides Donnie needs to teach him something new (tw trauma and discussions of violence and death)

“Kiss Me Crimson” from Midnight Whispers by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo keeps together by picking himself apart (tw self-harm and mental health issues)

“Terrible thing, you beautiful thing” from It's your Candyland where dreamers dance (And I promise that it's safe) byThis_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo doesn’t remember much, except for Karai (tw for mentioned self-harm, mentioned character death, dubcon, and mind control)

“And I'd give it to you a hundred times over” from - It's your Candyland where dreamers dance (And I promise that it's safe) by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo and Karai have a show to put on (tw for underage rape, mind control, and self-loathing)

“Stargazing” from Bitter Winter Nights by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo wrestles with dark fantasies (tw suicidal thoughts)

"See You Soon." from Bitter Winter Nights by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - Leo has an ugly encounter (tw threats of underage/rapenoncon)

“With Snow Outside” from Chapter 4 of We All Need Someone To Lean On by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - The cold debilitates Leo more than other people (tw flashbacks and trauma)

“Broken Promise” from i'm bitter (you're still in my head) by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters - A promise Leo would never have been to keep (tw injuries, turtlecest, self-sacrificial/suicidal issues)

TMNT 2018

Two Turtles, a Hippo, And No Free Will Stuck In a Room. by orphan_account - - Hypno wins, and Donnie and Leo pay the price (warnings for underage rape and turtlecest)

Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 5, Chapter 7, Missing Pt.1, Chapter 11, Missing Pt.2, Chapter 15, Chapter 18, Chapter 20 from if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones by sonicthehedgehoglover2 - Leo-centric stories from a larger angst collection (warnings for violence, blood, injury, sickness, seizures, and family conflict)

Till I Die (It’s DIY) by ace_returney - Raph doesn’t catch Leo when he falls, and when Leo realizes the full extent of the consequences it’s terrifying (tw injury, violence, and suicidal thoughts)

No One Notices by Anonymous - Leo is alone in more ways than one (tw self-loathing, mental health issues, self-hatred, self-confidence issues, blood, gore, self-harm)

Ten Thousand More by renawaywithme - Leo does what’s necessary to protect his brothers (tw violence, blood, and prejudice against mutants)

Red Echoes by GoblinCatKC - Leo’s scars from a terrible experience go deeper than anyone knows (warnings for self-loathing, violence, underage rape, underage prostitution, torture, imprisonment, manipulation, victim blaming, trauma, and abuse)

Red Lessons by GoblinCatKC - Sequels from Red Echoes. Leo can’t keep his dark secrets from his family for long (warnings for self-loathing, violence, past underage rape, underage prostitution, past torture, past imprisonment, manipulation, past victim blaming, trauma, abuse, and turtlecest)

Winter by ihaveathingforpink - Leo and Donnie take care of each other in their own ways (tw very mild health issues)

Bloodied Sword by blozinxz - Leo seeks refuge with Usagi after a fight gone terrible wrong (tw blood, trauma, and discussions of death)

A Thought by Iamacarrot - Leo engages in a particularly painful form of introspection (tw self-doubt, self-loathing, self-esteem issues, mental health issues)

Fallen Soldiers by Byrdybyrd - Leo’s body is intact after his fall, but his mind isn’t as lucky (tw PTSD, vomiting, night terrors, nightmares, trauma)

The Dangers of Mysterious Powders by blozinxz for Luescris - An encounter with a strange new enemy sends Leo spiraling into the dark (tw hallucinations, crying, self-doubt issues, self-esteem issues, self-hate, imagined verbal abuse, violence, and family relationship issues)

Bloody Chicken by PrincessFreak - Donnie finds an unusual method to try and deal with Leo’s issues (tw graphic self-harm, turtlecest, blood kink, graphic sex, unhealthy coping mechanimss, and unhealthy relationships)

The Collector by leospigtails - A strange visitor from another reality brings Leo face to face with his darkest possibilities (tw nonconsensual bodily modification, major character death, violence, turtlecest, and selfcest)

Other by VenusTheMarvelTurtle - Leo wakes up in a strange and frightening place of dark refklections (tw mental health issues, graphic violence, turtlecest, selfcest, graphic underage rape/noncon, past molestation, mental health issues, mind manipulation, and experimentation)

Cigarette Smoke by SaschaR - Leo tries to help his brother deal with ugly shards of the past (tw past underage rape/noncon, trauma, smoking)

What Else Do You Have Recorded? by arachnid_writes - Donnie forces Leo to confront everything he’s been hiding (tw self-loathing, self-esteem issues, nonconsensual recording, self-hatred)

shellshocked by redhairedmuses - Leo tries to survive and recover from a brutal injury at Shredder’s hands (tw injury, violence, brutality, and trauma)

three o'clock in the morning by agotdamnclown - Leo’s mind pulls him into a dark and ugly spiral (tw self-doubt, self-loathing, overthinking, insomnia, self-esteem issues, mental health issues)

Armor by blozinxz - The Shredder takes on a new host, and Leo is caught in its path (tw manipulation, self-doubt, identity erasure, possession, mind control, identity issues)

Stripped Bones by GoblinCatKC - Leo finds an unusual solution to childhood hunger (tw poverty, gore, dead dove content, harm to children, violence, starvation, family issues, selfishness, animal death, blood)

Twin Thing by HolyMangos - Leo and Donnie make the slow, but necessary journey to an understanding (tw child endangerment, home destruction, and relationship issues)

superfight by swordfright - Leo tries to put things back together after a fight with Donnie goes too far (tw dysfunction, troubled family relationship, and discussions of disability/internalized ableism)

Like Father Like Son by eternalglitch - Leo is snatched away from his family by someone determined to break him by any means (tw violence, mental health issues, abuse, manipulations, identity erasure, torture, self-loathing, abandoment, guilt, grief, self-esteem issues, and self-hate)

Bad Input by technofantasia - Leo tries and fails to come to terms with an agonizing loss (tw violence, mental health issues, and major character death)

submarines and stubborn love by guide_to_the_galaxy - Leo will go to any length to keep someone he loves safe, even his own self destruction (tw injury, self-sacrifice/suicidal tendencies, mind control, blood, violence)

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[roobgumball95]

alright, here’s all my fics in one place so i can just pin one post (i’ll add to this as i write more 👀)

REMINDER: i changed my user on ao3 to roobtheboob

HAIKYUU FICS:

(all of these are iwaoi)

Perpetual-Foot-In-Mouth Disease Ft. Iwaizumi Hajime (23k)

warnings: iwaizumi being absolutely stupid. a dumb boy. so dumb.

God’s Gift to Women (2k)

warnings: none!

The Way He Looks At You (3k)

warnings: none!

The Stars Brought You Back (For a Moment) (1k)

warnings: my shit writing! and i guess death/aftermath of war

Can I Tap You in the Taphouse? (4k) (ongoing)

warnings: angst angst and more angst (if i ever get around to fucking finishing it😋😋)

To Catch a Kumo (9k) (ongoing)

warnings: violence/death (ITS A SPIDER-MAN AU OK)

Some Boys Do (7k) (ongoing)

warnings: homophobia/just general angst

Blueberry Milk (2k)

warnings: none!

STAR WARS FICS:

(all of these are thranto)

Thrantovember 2022 (42k)

warnings: listed in each chapter <3

Unfixable (1k)

warnings: suicidal thoughts, hurt no comfort

Mission Erectable (1k)

warnings: eli vanto thirsting over thrawn (as he should tbh)

Love Me (1k)

warnings: angst, but it’s hurt/comfort :) kinda

Blue Face, Blue Balls (2k)

warnings: extremely thinly veiled sex scene, my shit writing, etc

Stupid Geniuses (1k)

warnings: none!

Real Men Don’t Need Spoons (1k)

warnings: light descriptions of being sick

Beholden (To Thine Own Body) (1k)

warnings: implied/referenced self harm

Illicit Affairs (2k)

warnings: borderline child abuse (implied)

How To Embody HR Violations (3k)

warnings: implied/referenced sexual content

Limitless Ammo (7k)

warnings: implied violence but offscreen

The Name of God (Sounds Like Yours) 8k

warnings: graphic depictions of violence, homophobia

Butterfly Effect (3k)

warnings: impoverished baby thrawn moment

The Unfinished (5k)

warnings: warnings by chapter bc they’re all just little ficlets i’m never touching again

And Burn the Rest (1k)

warnings: graphic depictions of violence, That’s Not A Normal Relationship Dynamic

Bathe and Drown (2k)

warnings: the Big Sad

How To Embody Fraternization Violations (1k)

warnings: implied sexual content

#iwaoi hell #iwaoi fic rec #kumo iwaoi #iwaizumi hajime #oikawa tooru #roob’s fics #iwaoi fanfic #ao3 #haikyuu #hq #thranto #thranto fics #star wars

[bug-decal-kissing]

Hey friends!

A new work, Christmas' Intoxicating Concoction of Emotions by Fluffyerflame, was published today, with 1/1 Chapters released! It has a rating of Teen And Up Audiences and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "Fluff and Angst, Light Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Mutual Pining, Enemies to Friends, Complicated Relationships, Non-verbal confessions, Denial of Feelings, Acceptance, Both Of them Are Dumber Than a Bag Of Rocks, Christmas Fluff, Christmas Party, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Prism Has Anger Issues, This is Only Slightly Self Indulgent, I had a moment of weakness don't look at me, Not Beta Read, Sickfic, only for a little though"

You can read it here:

Shifting Jewels, by DrakianDH, was updated today, with 3/5 Chapters released! It has a rating of General Audiences and Graphic Depictions Of Violence, with additional tags "another one, i'm back again!!!, Prohibited wish - Freeform, scarab the god auditor - Freeform, prismo the wishmaster - Freeform, I got a beta we live like how Prismo came back!, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hurt, Emotional Hurt, How Do I Tag, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, I'm Bad At Tagging, I'm Bad At Summaries"

You can read it here:

Time Room Shenanigans + More, by DrakianDH, was updated today, with 5/? Chapters released! It has a rating of General Audiences and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Fluff without Plot, Oneshot Prompts Challenge, One Shot Collection, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Light Angst, Angst and Feels, Alternate Universe - Human, Kinda, It's really just a big collection or random stuff I made for January's Writing challene, frick spelling btw, Prohibited wish - Freeform, PWish, No Plot/Plotless, Some Plot, Maybe - Freeform, idk - Freeform"

You can read it here:

NSFW works are below the cut :].

A Taste For Him, by ineedlemonade, was updated today, with 2/2 Chapters released! It has a rating of Explicit and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Oral Sex, Trans Male Character, Manhandling, Smut, Not Beta Read, Shameless Smut, Multiple Orgasms, Non-Human Genitalia, Mildly Dubious Consent, Hair-pulling, Masochism, Dominant Bottom, BDSM, Exactly What It Says on the Tin, Gay Sex, Collars, Tentacle Dick, Foot Jobs, Kinda?, Dom/sub, Now it's an overtone, Implied Consent, Begging, Punishment"

You can read it here:

The Beginning is the End is the Beginning, by grylos, was updated today, with 11/? Chapters released! It has a rating of Explicit and Graphic Depictions Of Violence, and Rape/Non-Con, with additional tags "Genocide, Slavery, Sexual Slavery, Bombs, Suicidal Thoughts, Sad, Happy Ending, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Backstory, Slow Burn, Child Abuse, Past Abuse, Physical Abuse, Explicit Sexual Content, Corruption, Consensual Non-Consent, Rape/Non-con Elements, Self-Harm, Grooming, Oviposition, Bugs & Insects, bug sex, Cannibalism, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Suicide Attempt"

You can read it here:

A new work, Distraction by gatoestupido, was published today, with 1/1 Chapters released! It is Not Rated and Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "This Is STUPID, My First Fanfic, Adventure Time References"

You can read it here:

Nirmata, by DatWheatleyBoi, was updated today, with 15/15 Chapters released! It has a rating of Mature and Graphic Depictions Of Violence, with additional tags "Post-Canon, Enemies to Lovers, Slow Burn, Character Study, Prohibitedwish is real, Action/Adventure, Detectives, Slow Romance, Adventure time but for gods, Trauma, Psychological Trauma, Mild Gore, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Implied/Referenced Character Death, morally gray characters"

You can read it here:

A new work, Cuddlebug by TJade, was published today, with 1/1 Chapters released! It has a rating of Explicit and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "Smut, Teasing, Guilt, Lust, Oral Sex, Fingerfucking, Non-Human Genitalia, Frottage, Sex Toys, Awkward Sexual Situations, Awkward Boners, Orgasm Delay, Fantasizing"

You can read it here:

#halfway through writing comments my compter started stuttering and CRASHED #AND NOW ALL MY WORDS ARE GONE #im going to eat a healthy portion of lead :]/j #prohibitedwish #prohibitedwish fics #a taste for him #the beginning is the end is the beginning #christmas' intoxicating concoction of emotions #distraction #nirmata #shifting jewels #time room shenanigans + more #cuddlebug

[goodomensbingo]

Heaven and Hell would like to extend their favorably inclined and ominous congratulations to all you mortals who dare to have a good time participate in this event!

The Mod Team would especially like to congratulate @brokencasbutt67-writer​ on their first blackout!

You demonstrated a keen sense of perseverance and determination. The Mod Team couldn’t be prouder of your achievements! So we prepared this masterpost to showcase the fruits of your labor!

Read the whole collection of work as a series

✘   Pear Rating: General Audiences Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley Tags: Food Fight, Marriage Proposal, Fluff, Kissing Word count: 900

✘   Sensory Overload

Rating: General Audiences Archive warnings: None Relationships: None Tags: Sensory Overload, Meltdown, Light Angst Word count: 1K

✘   Love to Make You Smile   Rating: General Audiences Archive warnings: None Relationships: Beelzebub/Gabriel Tags:Smile, Fluff, Kissing, Love Confessions Word count: 600

✘  Window shopping

Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley Tags: Top Aziraphale, Bottom Crowley, Smut, Semi-Public Sex, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Alpha Aziraphale, Omega Crowley Word count: 900

✘  Sex through the ages Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Beelzebub/Gabriel Tags:Smut, Fluff, Running Away Word count: 2K

✘  Vulrenable Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley Tags: Smut, Bottom Aziraphale, Top Crowley, Aziraphale Has a Vulva, Fluff, Kissing, Car Sex, Titanic References, Holding Hands Word count: 2.5K

✘  The Right Time Rating: General Audiences Archive warnings: None Relationships: Beelzebub/Gabriel Tags: Light Angst, Fluff, Depression, Cuddling & Snuggling, Spooning, Forehead Kisses Word count: 1K

✘  Mouth Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley   Tags: Baker Aziraphale, Blow Jobs, Kitchen Sex, Food Sex, Bottom Aziraphale, Top Crowley Word count: 1.4K

✘  Care for me Rating: Teens and Up Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley   Tags: Sick Aziraphale, Fluff, Naked Cuddling, Bathing/Washing, Cuddling & Snuggling Word count: 1.5K

✘  Halfway to heaven Rating: Mature Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley   Tags: Angst, Kissing, nightclubs, Love Confessions, Unrequited Love, Smoking, Implied Sexual Content, Grinding, Alcohol Word count: 4.9K

✘  I’ll be your umbrella Rating: General Audiences Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley   Tags: Nightmares, Light Angst, Fluff, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rain, Noah's Ark Word count: 900

✘  A temporary solution Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley   Tags: Female Crowley, Intercrural Sex, Smut, Aziraphale's Flaming Sword, Menstruation Word count: 1.1K

✘  How do you like your eggs? Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley   Tags: Alpha Crowley, Omega Aziraphale, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Kitchen Sex, Bottom Aziraphale Word count: 900

✘  Midnight trips Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley   Tags: Female Crowley, Smut, Spanking, Vaginal Sex, Sub Crowley, Dom Aziraphale, Biting, Aziraphale's True Form, Wine, Minor Violence Word count: 1.6K

✘  Welcome home Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Beelzebub/Gabriel Tags: Biting, Sharing Clothes, They/Them Pronouns for Beelzebub, Beelzebub Has a Penis, Grinding Word count: 900

✘  Hell in the hallways Rating: Mature Archive warnings: None Relationships: Beelzebub/Gabriel Tags: Angst, Fluff, Alternate Universe - High School, Panic Attacks, Bullying, They/Them Pronouns for Beelzebub, Nonbinary Character, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Cuddling & Snuggling, First Kiss, Love Confessions, Kissing, Scars, Holding Hands, Hugs, Running Away, Crying, Depression, Minor Violence, He/Him Pronouns For Gabriel, Sleep Word count: 13K

✘  Orlando Rating: Teens and Up Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley  Tags:Female Aziraphale, They/Them Pronouns for Aziraphale, pregnancy, Miracles, Fluff, Coming Out, Nonbinary Aziraphale Word count: 700

✘  Hero of War Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Beelzebub/Gabriel Tags: Soldier Gabriel, Shooting Guns, Murder, Cuddling & Snuggling, Fluff, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst. Song: Hero of War (Rise Against). Four Horsemen, Suicide Word count: 1.2K

✘  Straps Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley Tags: Female Crowley, bra, Possessive Aziraphale, Smut, Biting Word count: 700

✘  Good Friday Got Better Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships: Beelzebub/Gabriel Tags: Christian Holidays, Easter, Good Friday, Smut, Fluff, Kissing, Cuddling & Snuggling, Fallen Angel Gabriel, Marriage Proposal Word count: 1.5K

✘  Do Me a Favor Rating: Explicit Archive warnings: None Relationships:  Aziraphale/Crowley Tags:Wings, Wing Grooming, Smut, Victorian, Hand Jobs, Secret Relationship Word count: 1K

✘  A New Nest Rating: General Audiences Archive warnings: None Relationships:  Beelzebub/Gabriel Tags: Adoption, Fluff, Adopted Children, Nesting Word count: 2.1K

✘  Make It Stop Rating: Mature Archive warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships:  Aziraphale/Crowley Tags: Violence, Alternate Universe - High School, Child Abuse, Physical Abuse, Homophobia, Stabbing, Bullying, Protective Crowley, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Tattoos, Kissing, Crying, Angst, Holding Hands Word count: 5.3K

#Gob #goodomensbingo #masterpost #blackout #brokencasbutt67-writer

[gameofdrarry]

Wizards Hearts Recs: Dark!Fic

Wizards Hearts was a four-month-long Drarry reading fest. Players were given a playing deck of 52 tropes, and were asked to find 52 different fics to read and comment on to fill their decks. To prevent the same few fics from being read, fics were restricted to only being used for the game three times before being considered ineligible for further points. The tropes and submissions list can be found here.

Check out the masterlist of fics for this trope below the cut!

📜 REVOLVEVLOVER by firethesound, zeitgeistic Rated:  Explicit Words:  46324 Tags: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Explosions, Camping, Assassins & Hitmen, Post-Hogwarts Summary:  The work Harry does is justifiable. It’s justice. He works for his country, and his country is a republic—the magical side, anyway. It’s not laudable work, it’s not work he’s proud of, but it’s necessary work. Harry has always taken the necessary jobs that no one else has the stomach for. It’s just that he’s never deciphered a kill sheet and seen Draco Malfoy’s name on it. ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 Railway Lands by maelipstick Rated:  Explicit Words:  65012 Tags: Not Epilogue Compliant, Harry/Draco - Freeform, Junkie Death Eater Repair Kit, Kings Cross Summary:  Draco finds his own way to cope with being a failed Death Eater at Voldemort's headquarters. Voldemort finds a way to destroy the wizarding world even after his death. Harry is trying to hold the world together while his mind quietly comes apart. Warnings for graphic drug use, depression and suicidal ideation, Draco being an arsehole, sex work, criminality, non-con sexual situations, shifting POVs, ofc werewolves, self neglect and self harm, general unprettiness, unplanned parenthood and references to other works of fiction. ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 Wolves and Lambs Look Not by LowerEastSide Rated:  Mature Words:  3328 Tags: Major Character Death, AU after OotP, Angst, Minor Character Death, Dark Draco Malfoy, POV Draco Malfoy, POV First Person, Switching, Dark Summary:  "I perceive that goodness and justice have dwelt in your heart: we could not live together." ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 Forgive Those Who Trespass by Lomonaaeren Rated:  Explicit Words:  135889 Tags: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Denial, Mutilation, Horror, Body Horror, Psychological Horror, Torture, Muteness Summary:  Harry Potter was convinced he had an ordinary, if inconvenient, life. Then Ron and Hermione vanished in the Department of Mysteries. And the only person who may know where they are is a mute Draco Malfoy. ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 His Enemy’s Fall by Elfflame Rated:  Mature Words:  23291 Tags: Community: ownficfest, Dark!Harry, Bottom Draco, Top Harry, Dark fic Summary:  Harry finds himself getting closer to the Malfoys as his world begins to fall apart. ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 Blue Sunny Day by firethesound Rated:  Explicit Words:  26122 Tags: Creature Fic, Dark Comedy, Awkward Sexual Situations, Vampires Summary:  Years ago, Harry Potter disappeared from the Wizarding World. When Draco spots him at a club in Muggle London, well, he just can't resist the opportunity that presents itself. ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 Servile by calrissian18 Rated:  Explicit Words:  68511 Tags: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Rape/Non-con, Lots of Character Death - Nothing Major, Historical References, Violence, Torture, Slavery, Rape, Not Your Average Bear... Slave!fic, Alternate Universe - Voldemort Wins, Major Character Injury, Erectile Dysfunction, Past Relationship(s), Pining Harry, Jealousy, Intense Self-Doubt, Original Characters - Monsters - Creations, Bottom Draco, Dry Humping, ALL THE SCARY WARNINGS DO NOT REFER TO THE HARRY/DRACO Summary:  “I would love anything you gifted me, My Lord, but this,” silver eyes, the same shade as the dragon that marked Harry's arm, glinted in his direction under the Death Eater’s hood, “is exquisite.” ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 When Death Comes Calling by MysticKitten42 Rated:  Teen and Up Words:  2569 Tags: Dark Magic, Dark Mark (Harry Potter), Grim Reaper - Freeform, Invisibility Cloak (Harry Potter), Master of Death (Harry Potter), Sectumsempra (Harry Potter), Experimental Magic, Trust, Enemies to Lovers, Getting Together, Boys Kissing, Auror Harry Potter, Rule Breaking, Angst with a Happy Ending, Halloween, Samhain, Harry Potter Epilogue What Epilogue | EWE, Community: hp_creatures, HP Creature Fest 2020 - Quarantine Creature Comeback Summary:  It’s All Hallows’ Eve and as Harry investigates a string of seemingly related deaths, there’s one he hopes to prevent. He looks over Harry’s shoulder and Harry turns too. They both see it, the dark translucent figure making its way to shore. ~ Or ~ Getting together in the face of Death. Literally. ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 Ever Fixed Mark by shealwaysreads (onereader) Rated:  Teen and Up Words:  1085 Tags: POV Draco Malfoy, POV First Person, Dark Harry Potter, Sort Of, The Ministry of Magic (Harry Potter) is Terrible, Ministry of Magic (Harry Potter), Morally Grey Harry Potter, Revolution, Morally Grey Draco Malfoy, Spy Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter Epilogue What Epilogue | EWE, Post-War, BAMF Harry Potter, Magically Powerful Harry Potter, Powerful Harry Potter Summary:  In which Harry decides to burn the world, and Draco watches on with adoration. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove. O no, it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken Shakespeare, Sonnet 116 ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 You are a Runner and I am My Father's Son by charlotteschaos Rated:  Explicit Words:  14908 Tags: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Angst, Dark, Drama, Explicit Language, Character Death, Sexual Content Summary:  Harry had hoped that he'd only see one war in his lifetime, but this new war was much more subtle--a war on liberty where the Ministry controls the choices of its citizens in order to protect them from The Muggle Threat. ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 I love you by curlee_cue Rated:  Explicit Words:  18500 Tags: Language, Sex Summary:  Harry knows what love is. It’s something that grows. Something that adapts. Something that sometimes needs a little help along the way. ❤️ Read on LJ

📜 No More Desperate a Creature by glitteringvoid Rated:  Mature Words:  29724 Tags: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Heavy Angst, Temporary Amnesia, Suicide Attempt, Blood and Violence, Murder, Hospitalization, Dark Harry, Morally Grey Draco Malfoy, Violent Thoughts, anger issues, Internal Conflict, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Established Relationship, Trust Issues, Intrusive Thoughts, Dark Magic, Elder Wand (Harry Potter), Mind Manipulation, Invasion of Privacy, Euthanasia, (discussions of it), Domestic Fluff, Drowning, Loss of Control, Coma, Diary/Journal, Hopeful Ending, POV First Person, POV Third Person, POV Outsider, POV Multiple, Mental Instability, H/D Hurt!Fest 2020, Psychological Horror, Guilt, Therapy, Jealousy, Nightmares Summary:  Harry Potter thought he had finally left the war behind (with the exception of a few particularly stubborn nightmares that still wake him up, every now and then). He loves Draco Malfoy (and who saw that coming, back in Hogwarts?), loves the life they built and the future they are looking at. He doesn't yet know that everything he holds, everything he fought so hard for, could be gone very soon. He doesn't know that the war isn't as neatly tied up and won as he thinks. Harry thought he was done with dark times and suffering. Harry thought wrong. ❤️ Read on AO3

📜 Through His Teeth by dicta_contrion Rated:  Mature Words:  2820 Tags: Post-War, Dark, Bruises Summary:  "C’mon then, Potter. Don’t tell me there’s nothing you’ve ever wanted to do to this body.” ❤️ Read on AO3

#dark fic #dark harry #dark draco #drarry #drarry recs #game of drarry #wizards hearts #wh masterlist

[love-bokumono-fics]

Trope Tuesday - AU's!

I don't know about you, but a always enjoy a fun AU, particularly when they take something we know and love and put such a creative twist on it. An AU can be anything from a minor divergence from canon, to a complete shift in time and location and character dynamics.

Today we'll look at some of the AU's that the fandom had created!

One Missed Call - by durotos; Completed, 1/1, <1k; Retail AU

Rating: General Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M

Fandoms: Friends of Mineral Town

Relationship: Claire the Farmer/Cliff; Characters: Claire the Farmer, Cliff

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Retail, Alternate Universe, Awkward Flirting, two shy people attempting to have a phone conversation, Fluff, Budding Love, yes I still use a flip phone

Summary: Claire is roused from her sleep when her phone alerts her that she has a missed call. She snaps awake when she sees who it is from. Sappy, happy fluff. Modern AU, Retail AU.

Side Effects - by Measured; Completed, 1/1, 13k; Soulmate AU

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M

Fandom: Trio of Towns

Relationship: Farmer/Ford; Characters: Ford, Female Farmer, Ensemble

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending

Summary: When Ford meets her, the world becomes brighter. Literally.

Island of Sanctuary - Mai_Blade; WIP, 1/?, <1k; Zombie Apocalypse AU

Rating: Not Rated; Archive Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death; Category: F/M

Fandom: Island of Happiness

Relationships: Reader & Other(s), Other Relationship Tags to Be Added; Characters: Reader, Other Character Tags to Be Added

Additional Tags: Reader-Insert, POV Multiple, Multiple Pairings, Angst and Tragedy, Blood and Gore, Alternate Universe - Zombie Apocalypse, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Don't copy to another site, mentions of bullying, referenced suicidal feelings

Summary: An island is a piece of land surrounded by water, a thing separate from the mainland. Fate brought you to an abandoned one, and you've helped bring it back to life. When the dead walk the earth, the island you call home becomes a defensible place, a refuge. A sanctuary. But. Even here, death comes.

Seedlings & Hammers - by MOcarina; WIP, 1/1, 2k; Modern, Urban AU

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Categories: F/M, Gen

Fandoms: Harvest Moon 64

Relationship: Claire the Farmer/Rick; Characters: Rick, Claire, Ann the Innkeeper | Ran, Gray

Additional Tags: the makerspace au no one asked for, Urban Farming, Meet-Cute, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Community Garden, non-profit, Eventual Romance

Summary: Claire is an enterprising newcomer to Flowerbud City working for a non-profit and meets a man with an inventive streak who can help her get her new initiative off the ground white trying to figure out his own dreams. A makerspace/community garden AU in the HM:64 world.

Tear You Apart - by indoorsy; Completed, 1/1, 7k; Soulmate AU

Rating: Mature; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Category: F/M

Fandoms: Friends of Mineral Town

Relationships: Claire the Farmer/Brandon, Elli/Doctor Trent | Torre, Claire the Farmer/Doctor Trent | Torre; Characters: Claire, Brandon, Doctor | Trent, Elli | Elly

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Angst, So much angst, Drama, Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Unrequited Love (Kind of), Some Supernatural Elements, Sex Pollen, Dubious Consent, Mutually Dubious Consent, Cheating, But not on purpose, Non-Explicit Sex, Suicide Attempt, yes his name is still Doctor

Summary: Claire had grown up believing in the prospect of soulmates as something incredibly joyous. It sounded just like a fairytale – like the ones her grandpa would tell her about the goddess in the pond – except, somehow, this one was true. A first touch that would ignite your skin, fill you with dizzying euphoria, and magnetize you to one another – it sounded like a divine blessing. But now Claire knew it was a curse. - Your soulmate isn't always the one you are meant to love, but that doesn't mean it won't hurt like hell.

Excuse me, do you want 10 thousand dollars? - by kurikku; Completed, 1/1, 7k; Fake Dating AU

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Category: F/M

Fandom: Trio of Towns

Relationship: Holly | Nanami/Wayne; Characters: Ford, Daryl | Darius, Hector, Stephanie, Carrie, Brad, Lynn

Additional Tags: Fake/Pretend Relationship, Alternate Universe

Summary: Wayne was offered an absurd deal of $10,000 if he was to pretend to be Holly's girlfriend for a week. Sounds easy and harmless, right?

In Good Taste - by Nenalata; WIP, 1/?, 4k, Chef AU

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M

Fandoms: Animal Parade, Trio of Towns

Relationships: Holly/Chase, Kasey/Luna; Characters: Chase | Chihaya, Holly | Nanami, Maya | Mai, Hayden | Harper, Kasey | Yuuki, Luna | Ruumi, Julius | Juri, Candace | Kotomi, Angie

Additional Tags: AU, Restaurants, Chef AU, Alcohol, Rivals to Lovers, what else do you expect with Chase, Crossover, Teenage Rebellion, coming a decade too late I suppose, Cooking, Just a Lot of Food and Fluff, Not-Great Parental Relationships, People Interrupt Holly A Lot, Romance

Summary: “Top show, Holly! Even pro chefs have a tough time with legend class. You could have probably been successful as a full-time chef. Actually, it’s kind of a shame you didn’t become one.” "It's not so simple or easy a job that anyone could take it up on a whim and hope to succeed. What do you know of cooking? Running a kitchen? Have you any idea how to manage a business?" Holly has dreams of soufflé and meuniere, not Silkies and manure. The trio of towns is no place for her. She has bigger fish to fry on Castanet Island.

Chemistry for Beginners - by Lady_Malvence; WIP, 46/?, 72k; College AU

Rating: Explicit; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Category: F/M

Fandoms: Story of Seasons (2014)

Relationship: Klaus/Minori | Annie; Characters: Marian, Iris, Other Harvest Moon characters, Giorgio

Additional Tags: Romance, Fluff, Alternate Universe - Romantic Comedy, Explicit Sexual Content

Summary: Reagan (Annie/Minori) was making her way to her new chemistry class when she found herself hopelessly lost. Frustrated and not looking where she was going she literally ran into the man that will change her life. A/U

Harvest Moonshine - by Nenalata; WIP, 4/10, 11k; Bootlegger AU

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M

Fandoms: Grand Bazaar

Relationship: Amir/Anita; Characters: Amir, Gretel | Anita | Marl, Felix, Antoinette | Enju, Original Antagonist Character(s)

Additional Tags: Alcohol, bootleggers AU, Tax evasion, mild violence, Mild Language, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Political Intrigue, Renounced-ier Future, Implied Sexytimes Easy to Ignore if That's Not Your Thing, Painstaking Descriptions of Banking, Slight Canon Divergence, Blackmail, It's Still a Romance Though Don't Worry

Summary: In the eyes of Zephyr Town, Anita is a hardworking farmer who is doing remarkably well in the bazaar. To those in the know, Anita is who you see when you're thirsty and need a good strong drink from her less-than-legal liquor side business.

What You Want - by your_blackheart; Completed, 1/1, <1k; High School AU

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings; Category: Multi

Fandoms: Story of Seasons, Harvest Moon DS Cute, Tree of Tranquility, Animal Parade, Grand Bazaar

Relationships: Angelo/Pony | Jill, Angelo/Klaus the Perfumer; Characters: Pony | Aya | Jill, Angela the Farmer | Akari, Klaus the Perfumer, Angelo | Agi

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - High School, Self-Harm, Underage Smoking, Pining, Unrequited Crush, Platonic Female/Female Relationships, Platonic Relationships

Summary: Crushes are an absolute nightmare, but it only makes things worse when your crush has a thing for one of your teachers. Jill silently muses over what she wants as she awaits the period bell. It's a good thing there's someone around to smack her out of her daydreaming.

#tag tuesday #harvest moon #story of seasons #friends of mineral town #trio of towns #harvest moon 64 #animal parade #grand bazaar #sos1 #tree of tranquility