#chronic illness livin

[shayweasel]

I hope your not the first in line

You don’t want to go to the ER in general. You don’t want to be here. But somehow you ended up here. There are a bunch of people in the waiting room. All waiting for help. I’m just the one sitting off to the side. An elderly lady checks in and sits in the waiting room chair. And within five minutes she’s taken back. And sadly I know a lot abii ok it that. I almost feel guilty that I’m so glad…

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#autism #changed my life #chronic illness #chronic illness livin #epilepsy seizures #family #happy #health #how to have a caregiver #it gets better #not the same #spoonie #spoonie blog #spoonie problems #spoonie strong #stand up #stress #time for a change

[lvsamine]

(( It is day 4 (5?) of still being catatonic due to fibromyalgia problems and having absolutely no energy to do anything, I still have barely payed attention to what’s happening here because even that feels extremely overwhelming and I feel so bad for being so absent but my brain and body are actively sabotaging me and I’m not sure how to fix it!!

Tomorrow I’m really gonna try to at least be present here, maybe get out a reply and/or headcanon if we’re feeling okay enough?? No promises but I’m gonna try my best. ))

#thank u for ur patience im really trying to just Exist at the moment #sorry for all the ooc lately but it's all i can manage #love livin that Chronic Illness Life #ooc; #tbd

[swordsonnet]

three facts:

1) good omens s2 drops at 2 am tonight in my time zone.

2) according to neil gaiman, the whole season is about 5 hours long.

3) i have zero obligations tomorrow (livin' that chronic illness lifestyle).

someone please tell me that staying up until 7am to watch the whole thing all at once is a very bad idea.

#i mean. i dont *think* i'm going to do that #hell i don't even think i *can* do that #because my chronic fatigue makes doing anything (even watching tv) for 5 hours straight kinda impossible #but. i sure as hell am tempted to watch the whole season immediately #good omens

[queercremation]

Having adhd while being chronically ill is interesting sometimes to say the least

I'm laying here in bad stomach pain from eating pizza that's typically safe, meanwhile my heads just playing "livin' in the sunlight, lovin' in the moonlight" (by tiny tim) on repeat from fucking spongebob

#im just amused by this one #chronic illness #adhd #adhd jokes #disability jokes

[localstonerstripper]

Lol the list of my prescription medications just keeps getting longer

#love livin w chronic illnesses

[umflowers]

i had a good-looking (?? fuck only knows in masks but he was like 6′1″ and young and presumably handsome) give me a look as he was picking out condoms at the grocery store this morning and i... i was taking stool softener off the shelf

#livin' that chronic illness life #spoonie problems #my life man /facedesk #personal

[forgetthinking]

Somebody once asked me how important music was to me. I answered that I *needed* music - without it, I would die. Being someone who worked in healthcare, they took it far more gravely than I intended it to be! Strange, then, that since that conversation I have come to realise the truth of my words. Music literally does keep me alive. But mostly music with other people. Composing and playing I can do alone, and it helps, but directing choirs and teaching kids both give me that essential mental boost of endorphins that nothing else seems to in quite the same way. When I have a break from these things, I go downhill mentally at rather an alarming speed. Music helps me forget about the bad stuff long enough to actually want to stay alive.

#music #life #depressed #depression #chronic illness #livin #coping #struggling #pain #self care #self love #diabetic #diabetes #stress #anxiety #fear #panic #musician #choir #singer #singing #teaching #living #piano #piano player #composer

[sixam-skies]

I convinced myself I didn’t want this game and then it was 1/2 price. It’s good to have something I can play in bed, livin’ that chronic illness life.

#nonsims #immortals fenyx rising #switch #mythology

[shayweasel]

It gets worse but you handle it better.

Life is weird and I’m ok with that. I think so anyway…. I have a habit of not wanting to say things are bad. It’s a good habit to have but not always a helpful one. It’s not like I deny that things are happening it’s that I don’t want to bother people with things. I think sometimes I’m doing great! I’m stable and then my body decides that it doesn’t like that and I trip and fall and leave a…

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#awareness #awkward #be you #beauty #change #changed my life #chronic illness #chronic illness livin #corn allergy #eds #fantastic #food allergies #gastroparesis #gluten free #happy #health #healthy #it gets better #knowing #let it out #life #loving #north carolina #nut allergy #over sharing #pots #problems #spoonie #spoonie blog #spoonie problems

[mermaeids]

wow is this what being a healthy person feels like?? y’all have it so good

#i have one (1) day once in a blue moon when i feel this good and this is it #tomorrow will be Pain x 10 but right now??? #livin is easy #jules.txt #chronic illness tag

[septic-dr-schneep]

damn we out here livin that chronic illness life haha, i hope you're feeling better than me, i can't move my back XD take it easy

Yeaaaah, Chronic Illness Buddies 👌 It’s my hip and my neck/shoulder messing me up XD You take care of yourself too! Lie down if you can!

#not youtube related #health and fitness #answered ask #spicydanhowell

[amlorr94]

Yesterday was my birthday and I have a lot of thoughts about that

On Saturday I had the incredible opportunity to see Hamilton on Broadway and it gave me a lot of feelings. The first act in particular, but let’s start with My Shot. Damn, it fanned a spark into a flame in me and I felt everything. Now, I’ve listen to the Hamilton soundtrack more times than I can count. Every lyric of every song is memorized so deep within my bones. However there was something about seeing the show that made me relive the experience of hearing the lyrics for the very first time.

“I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory When’s it gonna get me? In my sleep, seven feet ahead of me? If I see it comin’, do I run or do I let it be? Is it like a beat without a melody? See, I never thought I’d live past twenty Where I come from some get half as many Ask anybody why we livin’ fast and we laugh, reach for a flask We have to make this moment last, that’s plenty”

I live with a chronic illness and that’s nothing new. While I am generally healthy I’ve had brushes with death, I’ve had death take people from me. My panic attacks manifest as the idea of life and death and time - No matter what’s *really* going on that’s causing my anxiety, the physical manifestation of my panic attacks come about as the fear of time, of death, of what comes next, if you will.

It’s the line in Hamilton that probably resonates with me most:

I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory When’s it gonna get me? In my sleep, seven feet ahead of me?.... Is it like a beat without a melody?

Lin-Manuel, get out of my head!

See I never thought I’d live past twenty Kids like me, they get half as many (rewrite lol)

It reminded me I’m not, nor have I ever been, the only one who’s mind won’t shut off. I’m not the only one who thinks about this existential stuff on the regular. And instead of being afraid of it, I need to make the most of my time here. I need to write, I need to live, I need to try.. like tomorrow won’t arrive, like I need it to survive, every second I’m alive.

Twenty-Five. I turned Twenty-Five yesterday. Twenty-Four was terrible. The ground beneath me was so rocky and unsettled, I could barely feel it. If it wasn’t one thing, it was another. When one challenge was out of the way, the next one was right behind it, ready to teach me something new. Be the end of that year I was exhausted, depressed, and angry. This year I am ready to move on. I am ready to be happy, finally. I’m ready to rediscover who I was. Not sad and cynical, but optimistic and in love with glitter.

For my birthday I went to the Kate Spade store for my very first KS bag. As I walked around the shiny, clean, pink, classy store, I fell in love with everything I saw. Every kitten heel and flat, every bag, coat, earring. Every cute little quote. It reminded me who I want to be. A force to be reckoned with. A sparkly, happy, hard working woman who radiates light and joy. I used to be her and I will be again. Time to make a vision board.

It’s been a weekend of celebrations, a weekend of enlightenment, joy, love and champagne.

Here’s to a year of more joy and champagne.

#Champagne #Birthday #Hamilton #My Shot #lin manuel miranda #25 #Kate Spade #vision board #Diary Entry

[livinhealthee]

The problem with most holistic wellness coaches is that they only focus on the physical aspect of health. They don't address the spiritual aspect, which can be just as important for your overall wellbeing. Our health care system is broken. Doctors are focused on prescribing medication to treat symptoms, not the underlying cause. Americans spend more money per person for healthcare than any other country in the world, yet we have higher rates of obesity and chronic illness than most developed countries. How can this be? The problem is that our doctors aren't trained to identify or address root causes of disease, they're trained to prescribe drugs that treat symptoms. This approach leaves patients with a cocktail of medications that often have dangerous side effects and don't work long term anyway! With LIVIN HealThee you get a holistic wellness coach who will walk alongside you every step of the way; helping you transform your life through diet (food), exercise (movement), and spiritually rooted disease prevention (God's way). We help clients eliminate unhealthy habits while also preventing future problems by addressing their spiritual needs as well." All of our services are rooted in "Whole Health", the whole person and the whole picture of health based on the root, not the symptoms an individual may be experiencing. Our alternative solutions (not just wellness) are based Eastern medicine (diet, exercise) combined with Spiritual Roots (the way you think, speak and act opposed to how God thinks speaks and acts.) That is what LIVIN HealThee... because it's about living WHOLE!!! If you are interested in hearing more, please DM me or schedule a wellness call via the link in my IG bio or access www.freewellnesscallwithcoachmelonie.as.me/ #livinghealthy #healthyliving #diseasefree #diseaseprevention #chronicdisease #coachmelonie #easternmedicine #spiritualroots #spirituality #christianwomen #christianwoman #healingwomen #healingwoman https://www.instagram.com/p/CUFol-sgPS8/?utm_medium=tumblr

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[gogonyanta]

米ヒップホップ名盤のストリーミング有無早見表

"名盤"とは何かを悩みだしたら面倒臭いので、ここは専門誌The Sourceが1998年に100号が出たことを記念して選出した"Top 100 Best Albums of All Time"を基準にした。NAVERにまとめている人がいて都合が良かっただけだけど。この記念号による"オールタイム"とは1984年から1998までとなる。

・ 太字がストリーミングにないもの。ABC順。

・ストリーミングといってもアップルミュージック調べのみ。スポティファイ、タイダルは知らん。

・今今このエントリーを見てるお前が今西暦何年なのかどこの国か街かは想像もつかねぇけど、情報は日本アップルの2018年7月16日時点のものでしかない。

2Pac - Me Against The World [1995] - 5 Mic 3rd Bass - The Cactus Album [1989] A Tribe Called Quest - The Low End Theory [1991] - 5 Mic A Tribe Called Quest - Midnight Marauders [1993] A Tribe Called Quest - People's Instinctive Travels And The Paths Of Rhythm [1990] - 5 Mic Above The Law - Livin' Like Hustlers [1990] Beastie Boys - Licensed to Ill [1986] - 5 Mic Beastie Boys - Paul's Boutique [1989] Big Daddy Kane - It's A Big Daddy Thing [1989] Big Daddy Kane - Long Live The Kane [1988] - 5 Mic Biz Markie - Goin' Off [1988] Black Moon - Enta Da Stage [1993] Black Sheep - A Wolf In Sheep's Clothing [1991] Bone Thugs-N-Harmony - Creepin On Ah Come Up" [EP] [1994] Boogie Down Productions - By All Means Necessary [1988] - 5 Mic Boogie Down Productions - Criminal Minded [1987] - 5 Mic Brand Nubian - One For All [1990] - 5 Mic Chill Rob G - Ride The Rhythm [1989] Common Sense - Resurrection [1994] Cypress Hill - Black Sunday [1993] Cypress Hill - Cypress Hill [1991] Das EFX - Dead Serious [1992] De La Soul - 3 Feet High And Rising [1989] De La Soul - De La Soul Is Dead [1991] - 5 Mic Diamond And The Psychotic Neurotics - Stunts, Blunts & Hip Hop [1992] Digable Planets - Reachin' [A New Refutation Of Time And Space] [1993] Digital Underground - Sex Packets [1990] DJ Jazzy Jeff & The Fresh Prince - He's The DJ, I'm The Rapper [1988] DJ Quik - Quik Is The Name [1991] The D.O.C. - No One Can Do It Better [1989] - 5 Mic Doug E. Fresh - The World's Greatest Entertainer [1988] Dr. Dre - The Chronic [1992] - 5 Mic Eazy-E - Eazy-Duz-It [1988] Eric B. & Rakim - Follow The Leader [1988] Eric B. & Rakim - Let The Rhythm Hit 'Em [1990] - 5 Mic Eric B. & Rakim - Paid In Full [1987] - 5 Mic EPMD - Business As Usual [1990] EPMD - Strictly Business [1988] - 5 Mic EPMD - Unfinished Business [1989] Fugees - The Score [1996] - 5 Mic Gang Starr - Daily Operation [1992] Gang Starr - Step In The Arena [1991] Geto Boys - Grip It! On That Other Level [1989] - 5 Mic GZA - Liquid Swords [1995] Heavy D & The Boyz - Living Large... [1987] Ice Cube - AmeriKKKa's Most Wanted [1990] - 5 Mic Ice Cube - Death Certificate [1991] - 5 Mic Ice-T - O.G. Original Gangster [1991] Jay-Z - Reasonable Doubt [1996] - 5 Mic Jungle Brothers - Done By The Forces Of Nature [1989] Jungle Brothers - Straight Out The Jungle [1988] - 5 Mic Just-Ice - Kool & Deadly [1987] Kool G Rap & DJ Polo - Road To The Riches [1989] KRS-One - Return Of The Boom Bap [1993] LL Cool J - BAD: Bigger And Deffer [1987] LL Cool J - Mama Said Knock You Out [1990] L.L. Cool J - Radio [1985] - 5 Mic Lord Finesse & DJ Mike Smooth - Funky Technician [1990] Main Source - Breaking Atoms [1991] - 5 Mic MC Lyte - Lyte As A Rock [1988] MC Shan - Down By Law [1987] Mobb Deep - The Infamous [1995] - 5 Mic Nas - Illmatic [1994] - 5 Mic Naughty by Nature - Naughty by Nature [1991] Nice & Smooth - Nice & Smooth [1989] The Notorious B.I.G. - Life After Death [1997] - 5 Mic The Notorious B.I.G. - Ready To Die [1994] - 5 Mic N.W.A - Straight Outta Compton [1988] - 5 Mic Ol' Dirty Bastard - Return To The 36 Chambers [1995] Onyx - Bacdafucup [1993] Organized Konfusion - Stress: The Extinction Agenda [1994] OutKast - ATLiens [1996] Pete Rock & C.L. Smooth - Mecca And The Soul Brother [1992] The Pharcyde - Bizarre Ride II The Pharcyde [1992] Poor Righteous Teachers - Holy Intellect [1990] Public Enemy - Fear Of A Black Planet [1990] Public Enemy - It Takes A Nation Of Millions To Hold Us Back [1988] - 5 Mic Public Enemy - Yo! Bum Rush The Show [1987] Queen Latifah - All Hail The Queen [1989] Raekwon - Only Built 4 Cuban Linx... [1995] - 5 Mic Redman - Whut? Thee Album [1992] The Roots - Do You Want More?!!!??! [1995] The Roots - Illadelph Halflife [1996] Run D.M.C. - Raising Hell [1986] - 5 Mic Run D.M.C. - Run-D.M.C. [1984] - 5 Mic Salt 'N' Pepa - Hot, Cool & Vicious [1987] Scarface - Mr. Scarface Is Back [1991] Schoolly D - Saturday Night!: The Album [1986] Slick Rick - The Great Adventures Of Slick Rick [1988] - 5 Mic Smif-N-Wessun - Dah Shinin' [1995] Snoop Doggy Dogg - Doggystyle [1993] - 5 Mic Souls Of Mischief - 93 'Til Infinity [1993] Special Ed - Youngest In Charge [1989] Spice 1 - Spice 1 [1992] Stetsasonic - On Fire [1986] Too $hort - Born To Mack [1987] Ultramagnetic MC's - Critical Beatdown [1988] - 5 Mic Whodini - Escape [1984] Wu-Tang Clan - Enter The Wu-Tang [36 Chambers] [1993] - 5 Mic X Clan - To The East, Blackwards [1990]

オールタイムベスト100選から抜け落ちてる5本マイク盤(wiki)もまとめてみた。参考はこのブログ。

2Pac - All Eyez On Me [1996] Bun B - Trill O.G. Dr. Dre - 2001 [1999] Jay-Z - The Blueprint [2001] Kanye West - My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy [2010] Lil' Kim - The Naked Truth [2005] Nas - Stillmatic [2001] Outkast - Aquemini [1998] Scarface - The Diary [1994] Scarface - The Fix [2002]

タワーレコードのバイヤーが選ぶ100枚という企画があり、1990年から2014年まで比較的最近の作品から選出されていたので、上の2つから漏れたアルバムのみを抜き出した。

2 Chainz - Based On A T.R.U. Story [2012] 50 Cent - Get Rich Or Die Tryin' [2003] Arrested Development - 3 Years, 5 Months and 2 Days in the Life Of... [1992] A$AP Rocky - Long Live A$AP [2013] The Beatnuts - The Beatnuts: Street Level [1994] Big Daddy Kane - Taste Of Chocolate [1990] Big Sean - Finally Famous: The Album [2011] Black Star - Black Star [1998] B.o.B - The Adventures Of Bobby Ray [2010] Busta Rhymes - The Coming [1996] Camp Lo - Black Hollywood [2007] Da Bush Babees - Gravity [1996] DJ Kayslay - The Streetsweeper Vol.1 [2003] DJ Shadow - Endtroducing [1996] DMX - It's Dark And Hell Is Hot [1998] Drake - Take Care [2011] Eminem - The Eminem Show [2002] Fabolous - Street Dreams [2003] French Montana - Excuse My French [2013] Funky DL - When Love Is Breaking Down... [2000] The Game - The Documentary [2005] Ghostface Killah - Ironman [1996] Gravediggaz - 6 Feet Deep [1997] Gucci Maine - The State Vs. Radric Davis [2009] Heavy D & The Boyz - Peaceful Journey [1991] J. Cole - Cole World: The Sideline Story [2011] J Dilla - Donuts [2006] Jeru The Damaja - The Sun Rises In The East [1994] Juicy J - Stay Trippy [2013] Jurassic 5 - Quality Control [2000] Kanye West - The College Dropout [2004] Kendrick Lamar - Good Kid M.a.a.D City [2012] Large Professor - The LP [2009] Lauryn Hill - The Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill [1998] Leaders Of The New School - A Future Without A Past... [1991] Lil Wayne - Tha Carter III [2008] Little Brother - The Minstrel Show [2005] Lord Finesse - Return Of The Funky Man [1992] Lupe Fiasco - Lupe Fiasco's Food & Requor [2006] M.O.P. - Firing Squad [1996] Method Man - Tical [1994] Migos - No Label II [2014] Missy Elliott - Miss E... So Addictive [2001] Mos Def - Black On Both Sides [1999] N.E.R.D - In Search Of... (New Version) [2002] N.O.R.E. - N.O.R.E. [1998] Nelly - Nellyville [2002] Nicki Minaj - Pink Friday [2010] Nujabes - Metaphorical Music [2003] O.C. - Word...Life [1994] Obie Trice - Cheers [2003] Odd Future - The Of Tape Vol.2 [2012] OutKast - Speakerboxxx/The Love Below [2003] Pete Rock & C.L. Smooth - The Main Ingredient [1994] The Pharcyde - Labcabincalifornia [1995] Puff Daddy - No Way Out [1997] Pusha T - My Name Is My Name [2013] Q-Tip - Amplified [1999] The Roots - Things Fall Apart Run DMC - King Of Rock [1985] RZA - Digital Bullet [2001] Schoolboy Q - Oxymoron [2014] Slum Village - Fantastic, Vol.2 [2000] T.I. - King [2006] Timbaland & Magoo - Indecent Proposal [2007] Tyler, The Creator - Goblin [2011] Warren G - Regulate...G Funk Era [1994] Wiz Khalifa - Rolling Papers [2011] YG - My Krazy Life [2014]

#us_hiphop

[ironicbaking]

Chronically ill w a herniated disc and bruises from my mom beatin me up but I’m out here livin my BEST life

[umflowers]

livin' that chronic illness life is having to take your thigh-high medical grade compression stockings off in the middle of a workout because hello ibs, and then yanking them back on through the tendonitis in both hands to finish leg day while your less sore kneecap makes an alarming grinding noise that you ignore ofc

#chronic illness #spoonie #spoonie life #ibs #fibromyalgia #lymphedema #personal