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horikou · 2 years

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hey bestie i'm here w/ a reqs >:3

so could the reader be ftm, pronouns of he/him plz! genre fluff/crack, and could the plot be how each of the blue period characters would take you out on a date? headcanaons please! have a great day hun, love ya! <3

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐑𝐓

pairing : various blue period characters x male reader (ftm)

summary : just a headcanon where you dating our beloved blue period characters

type : fluff / headcanon

warnings : smoking, dysphoria

note : OKAY SO!! i didnt read the "take you on date" so this headcanon is more of general dating headcanon aaa, im so sorry!! this might not turn out that good because im not experienced on writing ftm reader, so this might be more of a male reader but i tried my best albsosjs so i hope you like it zeph ! this might be a bit ooc since i havent rewatched bp for a pretty long time hshshs </3 (new: this is very old and its very shitty im so sorry)

YATORA YAGUCHI

very very sweet boyfriend.

if you had problems with your grades or a subject you dont understand, he will helped you with it.

boy, he is smart, im jealous.

anyway, he never really told you about what he always do on very early morning, but you somehow find out.

you would scold him for smoking, and he would apologise by hugging you or a peck on your cheek.

" im sorry [name] i promise i wouldn't do that again, pls don't tell my mom " yatora said as he peck your cheek.

a comforting boyfriend.

everytime you feel sad or dysphoric, he will be there for you, cuddling you, maybe even watch movie or something.

comfort kisses all over your face.

he will not push you to tell him what makes you felt this way.

" it's okay [name], im here with you now. "

he has a whole sketchbook full of drawings of you.

he was scared when you found this book and will think that he's creepy, but it seems like you loved the drawings so much, he was glad that you liked it — instead of being creeped out.

RYUJI AYUKAWA

(im gonna use they/them pronouns for yuka, since yuka is genderqueer based on lgbt characters wikia)

you both always there for each other.

when you felt dysphoric, they will be there to comfort you.

when yuka feel sad (mainly because of their family problems) you will be there for them.

both of you are kind of similiar in some way.

and that makes you guys closer.

you guys understand each other feelings so well.

shopping date with yuka !

when you guys on a date, you two will mostly go shopping.

yuka will choose your clothes and you will choose their clothes.

" [name] ! try this one out ! "

yuka taste on clothes are so good you cant change my mind.

yuka has an instagram account (over 120K folls if i could remember) and there are many posts of theirs that has you in it, mostly selfies while on date.

yuka has an instagram story highlight dedicated for you only.

their grandma loves you so much.

she sometimes asked you — when you are visiting yuka — some questions that mostly flutter you.

she also sometimes saying that she can't wait to see you and yuka married.

" when are you two will get married ? "

" i can't wait to see yuka marrying you, a handsome young man, in the future. "

i got doraemon stan by me 2 flashback aaaa—

HARUKA HASHIDA

strange but lovely guy.

you probably met in an art museum or tokyo art institute.

dates mostly eating/buy drinks first at a cafe or restaurant, and then went to an art museum or somewhere calm.

you know that he has a weird fetish on art, but you thought that its unique.

hashida definitely hiding something in him, like how he express his arts, you know that there is something going on with him.

you always ask if he's alright and he will said like,

" im okay, no need to worry about me, [name] "

and laugh it off.

i havent read the manga yet but im sure there is something going on with this dude.

whenever you feel dysphoric or sad, he will let you talk about it and listen to you, if he can, give an advice or comfort talks.

if you dont want to talk about it, its fine to him.

he looks like a cuddly guy to me.

he probably will went to you from behind without you knowing and just hug you out of nowhere to scare you.

" ah, sorry love, didn't mean to scare you like that~ "

he knows what he just did.

teasing you like alot.

he let you braid or do his hair, he likes it when your hand caressing his hair, its comforting.

YOTASUKE TAKAHASHI

first week when you guys started dating is kinda awkward.

he is pretty shy, but also kind of blunt.

he often says things from his head without explaining the other what he meant.

he is scared if he accidentally said something that doesnt sounds like what he meant to you.

he is scared to accidentally hurt your feelings :(

he is pretty bad at showing his feelings, and you understand.

he mostly shows affection by holding hands or hugs.

he is still shy about kissing you.

when you felt dysphoric or sad, he panicked.

he is bad at comforting and he doesnt know what to do.

he ended up just hold your hands the whole time while either you talk about what happen or cry out your feelings.

" im sorry if i am.. bad at comforting you, i will do better next time "

doesnt really enjoy pda, but holding hands are okay for him.

its hard for him to say " i love you ", so he will caressing your hand with his thumb — while holding hands — three times, meaning that he loves you and he is there for you.

his mother is very sweet to you.

she sees you like her child (or in law).

him and his mom often talks about you on dinner.

mostly saying things like,

" isn't he the perfect guy. "

" im glad that he and you are doing well with your relationship "

" he is such a gentleman is he? "

and my man yotasuke right here, just nod with a red blushing face.

MAKI KUNAWA

shes very sweet and caring.

if you feel sad or dysphoric, she will give you a lot affection.

like, hugs, kisses, comfort talks, and she also gives you some foods.

" let it all out [name], its okay "

lunch dates!

everytime its lunch time, you two will meet at a spot and have lunch just the two of you.

she often share foods with you.

she is pretty emotional and lack of self confidence in her abilities because her sister.

you are one of those people that maki feel comfortable to when she talks about her life.

you compliments her a lot from her arts, or things that she did.

your compliments always made her days better.

i love her sm ksbsks i want to hug her so bad.

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universallywritingoneshotsgiant · 3 years

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Written in the stars Chapter One

@richardarmitagefanpage @astrovian @queenoferebor @armitageuniverse @armitagedaily @armitagedaily @armitageadoration

Freya Jane armstrong was huge fan of the Hobbit and the author J.R.R Tolkien she had everything of his from his famous writings such as THE LORD OF THE RINGS to THE HOBBIT. Freya became intrigued by the way he created such worlds. And this inspired her even more as she had began to write a Throin fanfiction as he was by far her favourite clearly.... because it was played by her idol ACTOR RICHARD ARMITAGE.

Freya was sat on her couch reading the book of the Hobbit when the itv news came on. And her head instantly jerked up when she heard that there was to be a premiere of the first part of Peter Jackson's trilogy. Richard had spent 18 months, in New Zealand, now he was returning to the place where he trained as an actor. She watched intensely as the news presenter then broke that a member of the royal family would coming, Freya had an idea of who that could be .... HRH THE DUKE OF CAMBRIDGE PRINCE WILLIAM Freya Jane was excited at the prospect of seeing the prince at the premiere because she loved him and Catherine eversince their wedding, in 2011. Now it was 2012 and it seemed that the duchess of Cambridge wouldnt be able to make it because she found out she was pregnant with her first child.

So, it was just going to be Prince William meet king the on screen dwarf prince of Erebour THROIN OAKENSHIELD.

Freya logged onto the one ring net where she had to answer a few questions based on the film. Freya thought " this will be easy just a couple of questions"? As she went though the questionnaire of the Hobbit she preyed to god that shes girl all of them right.

" what's the name of bilbos mother"?

Instantly freya pressed Belladonna took baggins.

And as she went though them she felt the dreaded feeling that she might have her Hope's dashed just as easy.

By now Freya Jane waited for the conclusion of the test. Instantly popped up an email in her inbox saying that she had won one ticket to the THE HOBBIT: UNEXPECTED JOURNEY ROYAL PREMIERE the fact that it was royal made it all the more special for Freya.

The date was announced as December 12th 2012 at 7.30pm.

Freya has now got the chance to meet Actor Richard Armitage.

Everytime she dreamt of him she grew needy for him almost hungry for him.

Freya Jane was only 29 at this point she knew that if she was to find her soulmate at the premiere (highly unlikely) then she knew it was for good and for keeps. She had never had an interaction with Richard armitage except for this.

PREMIERE NIGHT

It was the day of the premiere and Freya had everything ready but she had her head full of him .... her idol Richard Armitage. She secretly dreamt of him last night .... seeing him for first time she dreamt of him .... half naked. His biceps rippling as he stood at the Kitchen Counter this made her instantly turn on. But as soon she woke up she saw him again lying next to her ... in her bed. Smiling at herself she sleepily rubbed her eyes and went into the kitchen to make a cup of coffee. Ollie and Poppy were coming today they weren't Tolkienrians like she was .... she loved everything to do with his world how he came up with the Shire and the Middle - Earth land of Erebour.

It intrigued her to find more it intrigued to read a lot of more of Tolkien. She followed Richard on Instagram but sadly he never got chance to reply.

So remember him she read the short stories as well as The Hobbit of Tolkien's work. She explored the ideas of his so she could do rejoin the ideas together to recreate her own story of The Hobbit.

She imagined a world that was fair and kind though perhaps not to the elevan King ..... King Thundrail. She was squealing inwardly at the sight of Richard Armitage standing there in front of her.

It was 12.00 when poppy and Ollie arrived to spend their christmas with Freya Jane (as they usually did) . Freya answered the intercom. " hey you too ... come on up"! Said Freya happily.

Poppy was bouncing up the stairs and greeted her best friend with a hug Freya Jane reciprocated and gave her the biggest hug back. " Boy am I glad you're here"! Breathes Freya! Poppy looked on puzzled at Freya and questions her.

" why? How come"? Asks Poppy quizically

Freya answered " I'm finally going to meet him Richard Armitage"! Bursting into laughter Poppy rolled her eyes. Poppy responded " Jesus no you haven't"! Freya nodded smiling.

" yes I have I won a ticket"! Responded Freya happily. Poppy nods " oh I see .... have you decided on your costume for the evening"? Freya nodded viciously and repiled " yes I have it came a few a days ago ooh its beautiful"!

Freya Jane lead poppy into her bedroom where she opened her wardrobe up to reveal a dress bag bringing it out she held it up and unzipped it so Poppy could see the dress.

" I'm wearing this tonight"! Poppy repiled " yes but arent you a bit covered up"? Freyas mouth fell open she felt her heart hard against her chest, "oh please popp! Don't spoil it"! Ollie walks into the spare bedroom net door and popped the cases inside coming out he shut the door behind him sneaking his head around the door seeing the dress that Freya Jane was going to be wearing tonight.

" Oi you .... girls only zone"! Laughs Poppy.

Freya shook her head at them and responded " the more opinion I have on this the better ... what do you think Ollie"?

Ollie answered freely....

" I think you'll look beautiful in whatever costume that is"!

Freya laughed " Thanks for that Ollie b...but shouldn't you be saying to popp"!

Freya hung the dress up on the wardrobe door ready for a bit later. " omg I cant believe I'm going to meet him tonight"! Thought Freya Jane. She asked Poppy to braid her hair. And she gladly repiled and started by brushing it.

" you know I'm not a fan of Tolkien right! But I'm glad your achieving your dream of meeting your prince charming"! Said Poppy as she brushed freyas long ginger hair.

" by Prince Charming I take it you mean Richard"! Sais freya slowly declining her head.

" exactly"! Spoke poppy in short.

Freya Jane repiled " I want my makeup to be minimal"!

Poppy questioned it " but why? You want Richard to fall completely in love with you don't you"?

Freya nods ....

" well yeah course I do .... but he may already have a girlfriend"!

" Tosh"! Responded Poppy frowning.

Suddenly it came for big moment to get the dress on, poppy helped her into it and she slipped into her black pumps on. She didnt want to be dwarfed by Richard.

" You more elevan"! Sighs poppy standing back.

Chuckling Freya Jane responded " Very Funny"!

Poppy slowly opened the bedroom door to slowly reveal a beautiful dwarf Queen under the mountain.

Ollie was shocked at the sight of her standing there in that the gown ahead of the premiere.

" beautiful Freya"! Nodded Ollie smiling.

Just as Poppy sat down freyas intercom buzzed it was 5.30PM.

" hello who is this"? Asks poppy.

The voice answered " my Name is Tom madam driver to Mr Armitage"!

Poppy shoots a look at Freya mouth wide open.

" who is it"? Asked Freya.

Poppy answered " he says hes name is Tom driver of Mr Armitage"!!

Freya shook her head " press the button"!

Poppy pressed the button to let the driver up.

Tom approached Freya's door,

Poppy said " so you're Tom! Driver to Richard Armitage"!

Tom nodded and smiled at her.

Freya appeared

" hello Tom! What can I do for you"? Questions Freya smiling.

Tom answered " Are you Miss Armstrong"?

Freya nods

" yes I am why"? Asks freya.

Tom answered (coughing) " hum! Excuse me but Mr Armitage would very much requests you as his plus one accompany him to the premiere"!

Freyas eyes widened ....

" I beg your pardon! ..... He wants me to accompany to the premiere"! Said Freya laughing.

Tom nodded " yes madam! He'd very much like your Company"!

Freya repiled " at what time"?

Tom answered " 7.00 on the dot madam goodevening"!

With that Tom was gone and left Freya Jane drumstuck on the doorstep in perfectly white Queen Under the Mountain gown with Cape.

Turning around to face Poppy and Ollie she said laughing " did that really just happen"? Pointing back at the door.

Poppy chuckled at her friend, " yeah I would certainly say that just happened"!

Suddenly it hit her (Freya Jane) that she was going to accompany her idol to the premiere of the first part of the trilogy The Hobbit: a unexpected journey it felt an entire lifetime that shed been dreaming of this moment .... to beside him.

~~~ 2 hours later ~~~

Freya was walking around feeling her stomach churning inside she tried desperately not to scream. She did not sit down thinking she crease the dress train. " omg omg Richard's coming"! Freya knew she was fangirling over him his warm lean body so intensely close to hers. She felt herself go on, " oh god no not now not right now"! Thought Freya Jane Poppy noticed her blushing she knew that feeling. " omg your swooning over him so badly that your litterly wetting yourself"! Freya knew she was damp down there, she bit her bottom lip, to stop the intense feeling surging though the heat raising in her core .... for him. suddenly the buzzer went Poppy rushed out onto the balcony, " oh my G..god"! Richard pressed Freya's intercom. Freya stopped swooning and fangirling instantly then ......

(Knock *knock)

poppy burst past Freya and opened the door to reveal a tall dark haired man about 6'2 wearing a tuxedo. " You must Richard Armitage"? inquired Poppy smiling, Richard smiled " yes I am.... is Miss Armstrong here I was told this is her house"! Poppy turned to face her, " Freya my lady! prince charming is here"? freya blushed red at Poppy embarrassing her in front of him, Richard saw her his mouth opened slightly " wow ... you look stunning"! Complmented Richard. Freya blushed again, " thankyou"! She repiled quietly. Richard turns to the side and repiled " Shall we my lady"? Happily freya slips her arm though his and they started to walk down the hall together.

" Hum! Out of interest... why did you choose me to accompany you"? Freya asked.

Richard answered " because I saw your Instagram and how dedicated you are to Tolkien ... you are beautiful"!

Freya choked out " oh well .... I'm not really it's just this costume that's done the trick"!

Richard shook his head smiling down at her " Nonsense Miss Armstrong you are truly beautiful if I may say so"!

Freya Jane disnt try and persuade him otherwise this time. She smiled widely " thankyou again Richard or is it Throin now"?

Richard chuckled at her statement and responded " it's Richard! I'll take the Prince Charming bit if you like"!

Before long they were walking downstairs her bounced she stepped lightly down the steps trying hard not to trip.

They got to the bottom step and everything seemed fine, Freya smiled fondly up at Richard, lead to the waiting car which was being chufer driven .... by Tom.

" my lady! Said Richard smiling, as he held the Cape train as Freya climbed in, she fastened herself in, Richard meanwhile was carefully placing the cape train next to her. Carefully shutting the door, Richard walked around to his side. The cold night air blew in briefly as Richard bent himself in, freya smiled but perhaps as a mistake .... let out a giggle.

" I'm sorry its just the way you had bend yourself in then it was like you were a contourist or something"! Giggles Freya.

Richard places his hand on his heart and said " it was my fault I grew so tall but it was partly my mums you see she kept feeding veggies so that's why I'm so tall"! Responded Richard with teasing smile. Freya looks at him aghast and responded " how can you blame your mum? Shes lovely .... I haven't met her yet... but I'm assuming shes lovely if your anything to go by"!

Richard smiled again chuckling thinking " God this young woman is beautiful... how can she not have a romantic love interest .... please let it be shes single .... shes the one the heavenly angel I've been waiting for ....the rose I've been waiting to see"! .

Richard's heart was beating thick against his chest, pounding as if it were a war drum like in a battle he just felt his chest get tighter every second they drew close to getting nearer each other.

Freya Jane looks over at Richard and asks " you must be looking foward ... to this"!

Disturbing Richard from his solitary reverie he shot his head her way shaking it.

" Pardon? What was the question"? Asks Richard sweetly.

Freya chuckled " hehe! Oh Richard your so cute! Her brain thought " whoops perhaps I shouldn't have said that"! I said you must be looking foward ...to this the premiere"!

Richard nods and smiles " I'm sorry I was distracted by you and how beautiful you are"! He admitted then thought " My God could it be possible .... am I really in love with this truly beautiful jewl"! Freya giggled " what's the matter"? Concern etched on her face, you arent nervous are you"? She asks patiently. She could never get tired of looking at that beautiful handsome clean shaven face with that glittering white smile.

Richard shook his head and repiled " good heavens no I'm not nervous! I've done it thousand times before"!

Instinct kicked in, and Richard felt his right hand wonder a little over to Freya's left, freya felt his warm hand touch her fingers, she gripped them lightly Richard looks intensely at her, Freya thought "omg omg I'm actually holding his hand"! Her hand shook slightly she took hold of his in hers. Richard's own thumb cressed her own small thin thumb. She couldn't stop smiling at him.

" Right we're here .... come on! Are you okay with the flashing cameras"? Asked Richard goncern etched in his deep blue eyes shining brightly as he went to go to her side. He opened the door for her he held his hand for her to take. "Come my lady"! Said a smiling Richard as he showed her arm. She gratefully took his arm and gave him a wide smile her white teeny beaming up at him.

They slowly proceeded up the Green carpet together she was vip badge which meant she could walk in with Richard on her arm, Richard and Freya Jane stopped to have their photo taken all the time Richard gently squeezing freyas hand as she got nervous at the press attention.

" oh look theres Sir Ian and Martin"! Pointed out Richard showing her to them. " hello Richard mate and who is this beauty"? Martin asked looking directly at Freya Jane. Richard coughed " oh hum! Martin this is Freya Jane my plus one this evening Freya this Martin and Sir Ian"! Freya freely shook their hands " it's a pleasure to finally meet you"! Looking at martin she said " although I get the feeling you shouldn't be here Dr Watson"! Martin laughed " ah you know Sherlock Holmes then with Cumberbatch as well ... hes around her somewhere I'm sure you'll come across him"! Sir Ian carried on chatting on with Freya.

" you look absolutely beautiful my dear"! Complemented Sir Ian. Freya gave a nervous giggle " oh no Sir Ian I'm not really the shining star....this is Richard's night I'm merely his support"! She confessed shyly.

Richard was off signing autographs and chatting with fans and taking selfies of which she didnt want to part of. She continued chatting to Sir Ian " how are you feeling about meeting The Duke of Cambridge"? She asked innocently. Sir Ian laughed " oh well I've met the Queen so her grandson shouldn't be too much of a problem"!

Freya Jane quickly said " oh I see! Is that when you were knighted"? Sir ian mckellen nodded and answers shortly " yes my dear it was"!

A second or two later Lee Pace An American actor appeared Spotting Richard he made a be line for him, " hey ya buddy! How are you this evening"? Asked Lee at his friend and co - star Richard freyas date.

" I'm well thankyou Lee! Have you met my plus one this evening"? Lee's eyes widened in anticipation " heaven's a plus one! Where is she then"? Richard spun around to pointed toward her standing there Freya never caught Lee admiring her, " Lord! Richard shes goregous"! Complimented Lee, Richard gave a short laugh .....

" thanks but I'm warning you keep your elvish fingers off her shes my Queen ... not yours"! Said Richard in a Throin like voice. It went on for a about an hour. Freya turned her head then she saw them .... Richards parents Mr and Mrs Armitage that's what she'd always call me because she disnt know them in person. As they made their way up the green carpet Freya gave Chris Armitage Richard's eldest brother a small smile. Chris had heard that his younger brother was bringing someone to the premiere but never did he Imgaine she would be .... that beautiful. She gave him a small wave and mouthed " hi"! He mouthed back smiling at her knowing his brother was a real gentleman when it came to choosing his women. " hello"! He mouths back reciprocated with a small wave. Chris's wife came over to stand to next to Freya Jane in her white Queen like Gown for the evening. " hello you must be Freya Jane oh my brother in law has told us all about you .... he speaks so highly of you he says " you're very beautiful"! She quoted him.

Freya Jane shook her head " oh no Richard's overreacting I'm not beautiful .... I'm advantage young girl from lincoln originally"! The young ish woman looked at her and taking a step back she said " oh no! Rich is completely right you are a beauty"! Freya giggled " Thankyou"!

" Aren't you going to meet the crowd Freya"? Asked Ava chris 's wife concerned she'd miss out, " oh no this is Richard's night I don't want or wish to take the light off him"! Just a little while later Richard returned to Freya's side. Planting a kiss on her cheek and offering her his arm again she smiles and accepts. " hello Ava! How are you sister"? Asked Richard smiling giving her a tender kiss on the cheek. Ava answers " I'm alright Richard! You just look after this young lady shes going to need you"! Ava instructed her young brother in law.

Chris came over , panting Richard on the back " hello little brother congratulations on this you've done a cracking job ...well done"! Clapped chris. " Thankyou big brother! However I cant take all the credit"! Freya giggled " yes you can Richard! You play a brilliant Throin a better one then in the book"! Richard slid his hand around freyas waist forgetting that she has a very long train. " sorry"! He whispered in her ear, then came to the most important people in Richard's life besides Freya .... his parents ..... Mr and Mrs Armitage.

" hello mum, dad may I introduce Freya Jane Armstrong isnt she a beauty"! Richard winked at her Freya laughed. By this time Mr Armitage came foward and shook her hand .... " nice to meet you Freya your looking incredible this evening"!

Freya laughed shortly " thankyou! Mr Armitage its erm supposed to be the Queen under the Mountain but it's more elvish looking"! Richard's dad smiled warmly and responded " oh no my dear! Call me John! And that over there is my wife Margaret"! Mrs Armitage turned as she heard her name mentioned by her husband, " Margaret darling! This is Freya Jane our son's plus one for the evening"! Margaret shook freyas hand and kissed her on both cheeks " I'm very pleased to meet you Freya Jane your looking incredible better than me"!

" rubbish Mrs Armitage you look amazing! What a star you've raised as a son you must be the proudest mum in Leciester"! Margaret smiled incredulously at Freya observation " yes I am incredibly proud! Though it nearly killed me to get him into drama school"! Freya giggled " oh I know the feeling ... my mum Jane practically had bankrupt herself to put me on the course I was studying at the time before I moved here that is"! Margaret instantly liked her. John was takking with his younger son. " my congratulations son incredible job .... shes a beauty"! Commented John smiling. Richard looked over at Freya who was still chatting with Margaret"! Freya looked around armitage Clan, " excuse me Margaret! Sorry mrs armitage where's the little Guy"? Margaret laughed affectionately and said " please call me Margaret! Abe is staying with friends up in leciester he wanted to sit this out ... bless him"! Freya nodded simply.

" and just what are you and my mum plotting"? Asks Richard playfully at Freya as he bent to carry her train over his arm. " you really don't have to ... I'll walk with it honestly its fine"! Richard chuckles " no allow me! I do not want you tripping"! Freya rubbed his back gently with a affectionate rub on the back. He tried hard to arch bsck into it.

Just then came Peter Jackson and his daughter Katie who stars in the film, " hello again Mr and mrs armitage"! Said the director, john and Margaret greeted him with fond affection they first met him when they went over to New Zealand to see Richard shoot.

" I'm so interested in Tolkien's world! I love him I've read practically everything of his"! She laughed with ava Richard's sister in law, all the stars had made their way to the theatre with their families, even grahame McTavish brought his little girl with him, even she was a big fan of Richard.

As they made their way up to the theatre Grahame's little girl spotted Richard and gave over and hugged his legs. " hello Richard"! Said the little girl about 8 years old.

Richard looked down at the little girl, she looked up at him and giggled " I thought you were a dwarf"! Laughed Daisy.

Richard smiled and bent down to her level, he held his arms out to give Daisy a hug, " I am in the film though"! Daisy pulls back laughing and joking " your like the giant in Jack in the beanstalk"! Richard chuckles " ooh bless you! I bet you cant wait to see silly daddy on the big screen"! She laughs at him. Graham McTavish, valls daisy back, " come on now you leave Richard to it"! Graham laughs, Richard gently rubbed daisy's arm. Getting hold of Daisy's hand Graham followed Richard into the auditorium. Daisy was scared of the dark.

" Daddy! I'm scared"! Admitted Daisy shaking, Richard turned back put out his hand, " daisy bab! Come on walk in with me I wont let the orcs hurt you I promise you"!

Daisy ran foward taking hold of Richard's warm right hand. He held tight as he and Freya descended down the low steps to the front of the auditorium, Margaret was struggling to see the steps even though it was dimly lit. Freya let go of her plus ones arm and turned to see Margaret above her on the step above her.

" Come here Margaret! Give me your hand"! Says Freya. Margaret reached out for the young woman's hand, " are you alright love"? Asked her husband John concerned for his wife, Margaret repiled " I'll be fine Freya'll help me won't you"? Questions Margaret, freya Jane smiles " yes I.wont let you fall, " being old comes at a Price Freya hehe"! Freya shrugged it off and repiled " stop it! Your not old your as young as you feel"! Margaret laughed " ooh if only that were true"! They continued down the last few steps to the bottom, as Freya gently guides Margaret to her seat between Richard John one side and Margaret on the other.

" ooh freya I think this is your seat"! Said Margaret smiling. Freya insisted " no you should be by your son! I'll sit next to you besides I can see him from there anyway"! Margaret waited as Freya flipped the seat downward for her. " Thankyou Freya Jane"! She took the seat next to Margaret.

Surprisingly Margaret quite enjoyed the Company of the young woman as did Richards dad John. Everyone was getting settled ready for the movie to start when they heard screams and cheers from the crowd. Freya thought "Prince William"! . She'd be right because he was here, as he made his way into the auditorium everyone settled. The movie started.

~~~ Three hours later ~~~

The film had finished and everyone stood up to applaud the cast, and crew. Richard was taken aback completely by Freya's costume he only wished he could kiss her, during the break Freya stayed seated talking freely with Ava and Chris Richard's brother.

" I can see my brother's deeply in love with you"! Commented Chris. Making freya Jane blush, ava smiled " yes I think so too"! She reciprocated to her husband's comment. Just then Richard returned and back down ready to watch the rest of the movie, taking freyas hand he gently entwined his fingers though hers. " There that's a lot better"! Laughed Richard.

The movie started again it was the concluding part of the Hobbit where Throin and bilbo see the Mountain from the Carrock. " oh dear god! This is scene always makes me cry"! Whispered Freya in undertone. Richard looked puzzled at her, " why my angel Throins alive isn't he"? Questioned Richard, freya Jane answered " yeah only just .... though"! Lee pace watched on seeing his friend so in love made Lee really jealous because Freya was so beautiful. It was at this point that Richard took her hand and kissed the back of it. She smiled affectionately at him.

The movie restarts.....

The eagles start to carry them down to the Carrock where Throin is lain injuried Freya Jane felt a tear run down her cheek, Margaret passed her a tissue from her black clutch. " Thankyou Margaret"! Responded Freya, Gandalf comes in and brings Throin back to life, with this .... freya Jane breathes a sigh of emotional relief.

" thankgod for Gandalf"! She breathed Richard looking at her momentarily smiling taking her hand and kissed it.

The film ended with Bilbo saying " is that what I think it is"!

Throin smiled ... " our home"!

Freya smiled at Richard as if she'd have him the world. He stood to get hold of her hand holding it she pulled herself up from the chair.

The security lead them out of a private doorway to the stage where it was situated you could see for miles across London.

Richard snapped up the chance of asking Peter Jackson whether Freya Jane could be on the stage platform with him. Peter agrees ....

" yeah course bring her on ... I'll introduce as a new character ... Richard interjected " she insists she not an elf by the way"! Peter laughed.

Richard smiled and turned to walk back to take freyas arm ready to walk out onto the balcony with him. He was so excited to let the world know he had a date for the evening he was really keen to get know her over a few drinks.

" what's going on"? Asks freya Jane worriedly

" Peter wants you to come out with me"! Says Richard sweetly smiling. Freya Jane smiled she took her hand.

She squeezed his hand and they were called out one by one.

The last two was Richard and Freya.

" Please welcome the leader of the Company..... Throin Oakenshield and his plus one Freya Jane. She gripped her dress at the side and walked out beside Richard. They both were beaming at each other she put her up her right hand and waved out toward the crowd below them.

All the cast waving and laughing with each other. Peter gave one of them one of the cast the chance to explain what it meant to them to be bringing it home to London.

Richard kisses her head and left her side as he picked up the mantle and spoke about how much it meant to him to being it back to London.

As he spoke... Freya Jane felt a strange feeling that she regnoised as a need for him. She had for so long not wanted anyone but she knew she couldn't shake it off.

After the long awaited appearance on the balcony window the Cast and Crew made their way to the awaiting cars to transport them to the hotel for the afterparty of the premiere. As they headed out into the cold winter air Freya clutched at her cloak to keep her warm, Richard grabbed her and wrapped her arm around her waist and lead to the car.

" are you feeling okay"? Asked Richard smiling down at her, Freya Jane smiled " of course I am!!! Just cold"! Repiled she, as if he spare her the cold whether. Richard took off his jacket placed around her shoulders, they were walking arm in arm down the steps when John Richard's dad turns round and sees his younger son laughing and giggling with Freya.

" no I'm fine honestly"! Protested freya but Richard could see that she wasn't. " no I'm afraid I have to insist"! He responded to her protest, slipping his jacket off he placed it around her shoulders.

Richard quickly goes to stand to shield her from the media cameras as he unclips the Cape train that was clipped around her shoulders.

Freya watched on as Richard made quick work of the ties. And then he carried over his arm.

Lee Pace walked past with hands in pockets.

" oh my! Richard what a gentleman"! Lee smirked. Richard smirked at his co star ... " thank you for that mate"!

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arronjustin · 4 years

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Lover Album Review 2020

Hello, I hope everyone is doing good! How’s the Rapunzel-ing going on?

I just got an email from work confirming about my termination. Great! Keep the good news coming! It keeps getting worse. I just hope that I’ll get my unemployment insurance and the stimulus check. If not… I don’t know. Have faith!

Anywayyy… Soon you’ll get better! We’ll get better! Soon! Just like what Taylor said. Speaking of Taylor Swift… In times like these, when you’re in a quarantine, bored, or sad, she’ll be there to help you fight it thru her songs. Yes T. Swizzle, our queen, our hero haha! I have a lot of time so I am going to make a review of her 7th album, Lover. This is a review from a lover (no pun intended :))) or a fan so this will be like 100% good vibes. Negativity is not allowed here. No rats allowed here. This is a review from a fan that played the album a hundred times already or should I say a million times hehe. This is a review from a fan, not a musician or an expert from the industry so this is a jargon-free review haha! So here we go! And this is gonna be quite long so patience my friend.

“Welcome to bridge city!”. If your town needs someone to build a bridge, just message Taylor. All the bridge parts in this album are phenomenal. If Red is a TS autumn album, definitely Lover is for summer. It’s perfect that she released it summer. What confused me is, why it got snubbed at Grammys? Why? How? Or at least give the Grammy to Norman Fucking Rockwell! Ugh. Going back to the topic… Lover is like the summation of all her past albums but mostly from 1989 and Reputation. She also introduced new sounds due to new collaborations in writing and producing. From her past pop albums, mostly it’s just with Jack Antonoff and now she’s with Joel Little also. I was expecting a deluxe/extended version of the album though! 18 songs are not enough haha!

*FYI, Taylor brought back the 80’s music in the industry with her album 1989 (2014). She’s the one who started it. The rest just followed. I’m not starting a fight here haha!

I Forgot That You Existed – This song is really a good opening. A feel-good song. The perfect song when you wake up. Also I think, this song will be a good single. The music video can be like, walking on a field or like just biking on the street with a sunny weather haha! With this song, she wants us to know that her dark era (Best comeback & tour ever! Like ever.) is done and that she’s completely over with this DJ (I forgot his name jk. ) who had a show that nobody came haha jk!

Cruel Summer – Best song ever. I mean, aside from All Too Well and Our Song haha! … And Getaway Car. Damn, don’t ask me about her best song coz I’m not sure if can answer that. Because they’re all good! They’re the best. Same with asking me her worst song! My answer will be forever N/A! Anyway, no doubt that this song is the continuation of Getaway Car. Try to put this song next to Getaway Car, I’ll give you $100 if you disagree. The closing beat of GC really fits CS. Let’s talk about the bridge of this song. It’s a masterpiece. This bridge is so good that in the future it can be like historical where students study it for their literature subject hehe. It’s so good that Taylor even repeated the bridge at the ending. If you’ll be reading this Taylor, please release this as a single! Pretty please with sugar on top! When you didn’t release Getaway Car as a single, I got sick. I can’t talk, eat, and even move due to frustration haha jk! But please! Release this on summer! Music video ideas? Just PM haha! Would it be cool if the music video will start at the last part of Getaway Car?

Lover – The first time I heard this, I was like… I wish I have someone right now to dance on this song. Are they married already? Engaged? Definitely, my wedding song. No Lover, no wedding haha!

The Man – This should be the first single in my opinion. The message is perfect and it’s catchy and unique. But I guess, they released Me! because it’s good for all ages.

The Archer – I don’t know but this song makes me really sad. The saddest track 5 song. And I think this track 5 song is kind of different compare to others coz this is about all your struggles in life, not just with a heartbreak? Well, that’s my interpretation haha! Please don’t kill me if its different from yours.

I Think He Knows – Yeah I know, another great song haha! I mean duh, they’re all great. I don’t need to tell it. Everytime I hear this song, Janelle Monáe keeps popping up from my head. She can have this song!

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince – When I first saw the title I was like, is this a Fall Out Boy song? The first time I heard it, this is a good OST!

Paper Rings – Cute song. Another song that is perfect for OST. A rom-com movie!

Cornelia Street – The storytelling here is really good (Shout out to All Too Well again!) especially when you’re familiar with the place. I even tried to listen to it while walking on the street of Cornelia haha! Then it rained jk. Now I just need to rent a place in Cornelia street. Typed it casually in my room. Not my car. No pun intended hehe.

Death By A Thousand Cuts – This is like Look What You Made Me Do part 2 due to the horror vibe that I get from this song haha! The title and the my, my part along with that background sound that you usually hear in some horror movies. But the guitar part in the chorus makes me want to cry from being heartbroken and how life can be beautiful haha! When the album got released, this song was on repeat.

London Boy – Now everyone wants a London Boy and boys from London couldn’t be more proud of themselves. I hear This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things in this song.

Soon You’ll Get Better – Let me get a tissue first before I start with this song. Jk. I didn’t cry after hearing this song for the first time but I got headache due to resisting it hehe. If this song didn’t do anything for you, you’re a monster, a rat. :))) BTW, it’s so nice to hear Dixie Chicks again after a long time. I love their version of Can’t Hurry Love haha!

False God – Sexy saxophone hello! I feel like it’s a grown up song that’s why I cant relate haha! A coat and tie song. You know what I mean? Don’t worry, me too. It’s a sexy song, a date song. Like a good background when you’re having a dinner date (in NYC) and the next deed after that date. *Insert devil emoji.

You Need To Calm Down – I failed to calm down after seeing the music video of this. Queens everywhere in the music video. The message and video are indeed powerful.

Afterglow – When you want to emote, this song will help you. Feel free to do an interpretative dance. This will help you to calm down and be relaxed after what You Need To Calm Down served us.

Me! – Yes with the exclamation point! This song never fails to startled me especially after playing Afterglow. The silence and then suddenly… “I promise that…” haha! Like, WTF Taylor stop scaring me haha! But I won’t really forget the excitement I had when I was waiting for the release of the music video and the feeling of seeing it for the first time. Priceless. Definitely, this will be the encore song for the tour!

It’s Nice To Have A Friend – Is this about wedding? But what I’m really sure of is that this song is perfect for winter. You’re inside your room next to your window drinking hot chocolate watching snow fall, confirming if all snowflakes are really different from each other and this is your background music.

Daylight – I lost count already on how many times I used this song as a background music for my sunrise/sunset Instagram story. I agree with you Taylor, you are what you love. And the Red reference, brilliant! You know what, even until now I still can’t decide which closing song is the best. Clean or this? Or Begin Again? Here we go again… I. don’t. know. Coz they’re all great haha! Is it just me because I’m a Gemini or is it really hard to decide which one is her best song because all of Taylor’s songs are so good and incomparable!

Andddd we’re done haha! Reading is fun! Right? Haha! Stay Safe!

*This is originally from my WordPress.

@taylorswift @taylornation

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asianjeremyheere · 5 years

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ive been putting off writing a whole big spiel about how much bmc means to me because its hard to articulate and im very long-winded but its closing day and i posted a shortened version of this on instagram but decided that didnt say enough so here we go!

be more chill was the fifth musical i ever listened to and the first one that wasn't recommended to me by someone else. i found it on my own and listened to it for the first time through with my best- and at that time, only close friend (who stuck with me and all my dumb overanalysis and celebrated the broadway run with me and sent me photos of the swings and responded everytime i sent her photos of the swings and listened to me try and learn the new runs in more than survive and and and etc.). it immediately appealed to me. as a show (especially the broadway/3.0 version) it feels like it's literally just pandering to my interests at this point and i mean that in the best way possible. a compelling sci-fi/magic realism story with flawed-but-not-irredeemable characters that i can actually see myself represented in, and set to a score and orchestrations that's basically the epitome of my music taste? a protagonist that's simultaneously super relatable while also not being bland or vague? an antagonist that's complex and interesting? side characters with depth????? and it has a good message!!!

it was exactly the kind of show to keep me interested in musical theatre, and probably just what i needed at that point. i found it after what was probably the shittiest year of my life, just in time for it to be a constant while things got better. im in a way better place now, and it has been there along the entire better part of that.

and beyond all that im. so so grateful for the sheer amount of diversity in the cast and the crew and the creative team and the fanbase because to see such a wide range of people telling this story thats like... a genuinely good story! something that isnt focused on being 'x' is good and its needed. its good rep!!!! and like god knows some of us need that right now, especially in an industry like broadway!! its been INCREDIBLE being asian and watching as bmc gave us asian characters that arent stereotypes and are actually well-written character that are passionate about the things they love, and are comfortable with themselves and their identity and their individuality, AND giving us three (?) nights with an asian leading man that whos story didnt revolve around being asian and THEN giving us four (?) nights where an asian character came out as bi on a broadway stage and actually SAID the words "im (totally) bi" on a broadway stage (a very sincere thanks to troy iwata especially for that RANGE because man i went feral everytime i knew that was happening ON BROADWAY!!!!) and like... thats just from my perspective and i cant speak for anyone else but like. watching this show grow and develop and get big while also keeping up such an amazing level of fan interaction has been truly amazing and im repeating words a lot because im tired and sad but i just love this show so much and im so so happy that it made it as far as it did and that i got to like. bear witness to it and be a part of its whole journey and im really excited to see what else is in store for the show and for everyone else.

#i am very emotional right now.#i actually wrote this like three days ago for uhhh ig so i wouldnt have to write it all out while being sad but uhhh #i had to cut it down bc i hit the caption character limit so technically this is an extended version #and also a more emotional version because more people on here Get It and wont make fun of me for being sad #anyway thanks bemorechillmusical ur going down in history and im very proud #be more chill #bmc #long post #im actually a little surprised its shorter than i expected. also sorry its not under a cut i was gonna do that but im on mobile rn

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sehunsmuabrows · 6 years

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Conflict of interest // Kim Junmyeon

Pairing: CEO! Junmyeon x Chairman! reader (feat. Kyungsoo)

Genre: Fluff -ish, angst

Words: 2,165

Summary: You’ve spent your whole life preparing to enter the business world. Through blood, sweat, tears, and a little bit of nepotism, you land the stable yet stressful job of Chairman of the board at a large technology company. Your career means everything to you, but its all put at risk in the hands of the love of your life, his father, and a greedy politician.

Part I | Part II

You wake up confused, head laying on a pile of folders. Your office was dark and silent, you assumed everyone must have left, since it was much quieter than usual. The digital clock on your desk told you that it was 1:37 AM. You slightly regretted sending your secretary home early, since he would have made sure you left the building. You stopped regretting once you remembered exactly why you were avoiding going home today. You scrunch your nose in disgust remembering that your new parentally mandated boy toy was going to be hanging around for a while. Your parents had been pushing for you to get married for years now, setting you up with various successful bachelors, but they all ended up thinking you were a stuck up prude and walking out, not that you minded. You jumped in your seat after hearing a sudden voice.

“How was your nap?” Junmyeon said from the seat right across the room, his face only slightly illuminated by the brightness of his phone as he scrolled through it. How long had he been sitting there? You clutched your heart trying to recover from the sudden appearance.

“When did you get here?” you asked, standing and walking towards Junmyeon, who still hasn’t looked up from his phone.

“A little while ago, I heard you mom bragging to mine about how she found some politician for you and that it was going well between you, so I figured that you’d be cooped up in here all night” He smiled mischievously, he knew exactly what was going on with you. You sighed loudly and nodded, before you could say anything Junmyeon’s phone was in your face. “So this is him? Seems a little boring”

His screen was on Kyungsoo’s Instagram, where there were mostly pictures of him with other political figures, other people’s dogs, and books.

“I wouldn’t know, I never had a full conversation with him, but according to my parents we’re basically engaged” You shook your head, thinking about how adamant they had been that he was the one.

Junmyeon grunted, clearly irritated about the idea of you being engaged to someone else. You raised an eyebrow at him, brushing off his irritation.

“Good thing i’m an adult and they cant make me do anything. But one day we’re going to have to tell our parents about us” You moved back to your desk to collect your things and re organize your desk.

“I know, we’ll have to eventually, but you know how my dad is. Everytime he talks to you I get scared out of my mind, he hates you.” you nod at his words, you knew that much, his dad has disliked you since first met him. Junmyeon and you were in rival schools in highschool, you were neck and neck in every category. And for you it was debate. Junmyeon’s dad had come to watch him debate, since it was the city championships. But he was unlucky enough to be challenged by you. Junmyeon lost, mostly because you had better arguments, and partly because he was more than a little attracted to you and got distracted from his central points. Later on, your father had become a major shareholder and Junmyeon’s family company, and when he retired, you took his place as chairman of the board. Before Junmyeon had become the CEO, you worked with his father for a few years, getting into a relationship with his son (secretly, of course) sometime around that time. You clashed with him countless times when he was CEO, over staffing, promotional tactics, day to day operations, the fight never ended. He probably wished you were dead at some point because of how many plans of his you had blocked from moving forward. You chuckled, thinking back on how things were. Once you had your bag organized and ready to get home, you walked back towards Junmyeon slowly, watching as his breath hitched. You made him nervous. Well, you made everyone nervous but he was extra fun to mess with.

You grabbed his tie, straightening it out and tightening it, “I don’t mind a little conflict, you don’t have to worry about me.”

You weren’t very fond of Junmyeon’s dad, in fact he was your arch nemesis at some point. But after getting serious with Junmyeon you realized that if you ever wanted a future with him, you needed to have a better relationship with his dad. But five years flew past, and your relationship was just as good as it had started. You knew that he valued his relationship with his father and you didn’t want to cause an issue, so you left the idea alone.

You felt his finger push your chin up, urging you to look into his eyes. “I want to go public and all, but I just don’t know what he would do, he can be really shady sometimes.” you scoffed, playfully rolling your eyes, wondering if he forgot who you are.

“It’s too late at night for this, I should head home, do you have work left?” you said flippantly, ignoring his previous statement. Junmyeon seemed okay with it, almost relieved.

“Nope, I was waiting in here to give you a ride home”

“I have a car”

“I know but I wanted to give you a ride”

“But then how would I get-”

“I’ll pick you up in the morning too” He smiled slightly, before grabbing your purse out of your hand and tugging you out of the room. You realized that he wouldn’t give up on driving you, so you just went with it. There were a few employees left in the building so you kept a safe professional distance between the two of you the whole walk to his car. He drove a strangely modest car for someone who makes 3 million dollars a year. He grew up wealthy, surrounded by nothing less than the most luxurious items anyone could ask for, but here he was driving around in a light blue Honda civic.

You were a bit of a car person, so his choice of vehicle baffled you. But you had to admit that his car was better for sneaking around than your Aston martin One-77. You hopped into the passenger's seat of his car, you immediately started collecting the trash from around your seat, storing it in one of the plastic bags that you had left in his glove compartment for this reason. Junmyeon drove out of the parking lot, heading into the opposite direction of your house. You looked at him incredulously, it was much too late at night for him to play these games with you.

“Junmyeon, turn around, my house is the other way.” You said sternly, wanting nothing more than to sink into your bed and isolate yourself. You felt a little bad for being so irritable with him, but your parents were being even more imposing than usual, and you had no outlet for your anger.

Junmyeon shot you a look from the corner of his eyes, “I overheard your mother saying that Kyungsoo was going to surprise you when you got back to your place, so we’re going to mine.” you rolled your eyes so dramatically that it hurt. Kyungsoo had been showing up almost everywhere you went for about two weeks, and you were positive that your mother bribed your secretary into giving up your schedule. But you didn’t think that he would wait in front of your door for 6 hours.

“He’s not going to be there, trust me, I was supposed to leave work hours ago. ” You told him, urging him to turn the car around. Eventually, you convinced him that Kyungsoo was much to busy and important to be waiting for you to get home at 2 am and he drove you back home. You noticed that Junmyeon was getting really antsy as he pulled into your driveway. Looking back and forth between you and the front door of your house subtly. You cracked a smile, almost laughing at his coy act.

“Would you like to sleep over?” you asked playfully, despite already knowing the answer. He quickly turned off the engine and unbuckled his seat belt.

“Yes, please” He responded sheepishly, facing towards you again. You failed to hide your smile, feeling especially infatuated with him at the moment.

You stepped out of the car, instantly remembering the six inch heals that had been killing your feet all day. Your smile faded quickly as you hustled to the front door, digging out the keys from your bag. You fumbled with the key, getting more and more irritated by the millisecond. Junmyeon grabbed your hand and put the key into the lock, making you realize that you had been shaking.

When the door was unlocked, you felt yourself be lifted from the ground bridal style. Junmyeon kicked the door shut with his foot, making a large thumping sound. He set you down onto the couch, kneeling in front of you to take your shoes off, but you moved them away.

“I can take them off myself, just get ready for bed” you shook him off, prying off your shoes yourself, throwing them at near the front door, where your all of your other shoes were stationed. Junmyeon simply shook his head, leaning towards you to give you a kiss on the forehead before you heard an abrupt cough from the other side of the room.

You turned your head towards the voice in shock, almost hurting your neck with the sudden movement. Kyungsoo was sitting at the coffee table across the room, staring at you with an unreadable expression.

Junmyeon stood up abruptly, angry that the man had made his way into your home without a welcome. You tugged him back as quickly as he stood, trying to contain the situation as best as you could. “I see the rumors were true, how scandalous” Kyungsoo crooned as he stood up, folding the paper that he had in his hand. His mouth twisted into a smile as he walked towards you both. It took a significant amount of strength and effort to hold Junmyeon back.

“What the fuck are you doing inside this house?” Junmyeon seethed at him

“I was invited and encouraged to wait here as long as possible, her mom gave me a key” he said smugly, irritating you in more ways than one.

“I appreciate your… diligence, but as you can see, me and Mr. Kim are preoccupied and I would appreciate your discretion, so could you please leave?” You said as professionally as you possibly could.

“And why would you possibly need me to keep my mouth shut? You’re both adults, nothing illegal here” He shrugged, maintaining his smug expression, as if he already knew.

“Shut up and go dude, it’s none of your business” Junmyeon snapped at him, but Kyungsoo was unfazed.

“Is it because your daddy wouldn’t like it? Or because you want to stay on the market a little longer?” He faced Junmyeon this time, ignoring his previous statement. His words stung. You would be lying if you said the thought hadn’t occurred to you. You had been dating for 5 years, and you were still his little secret. Sometimes you wondered if you were the aspect of his teenage rebellion that he just forgot to let go of. Even so, you tried to be understanding. The hurt must have been clear on your face, since Junmyeon became very apprehensive, reaching out to your shoulder. You flinched away from his hand without realizing.

“I guess I hit a nerve” Kyungsoo chuckled, looking at your glossy eyes.

“You little sh-”

“Get out, both of you. This is my house, in case you forgot.” Kyungsoo strode to the door swiftly before turning back towards Junmyeon, who hadn’t left your side.

“I recommend you sort yourself Mr. Kim, I have a feeling you won’t get to waste her time for much longer” His words felt like a punch to the stomach. you watched him walk out of the front door silently. After he left, Junmyeon was in panic, ruffling his hair and pacing around your living room as if it was his own. The whole situation hurt your pride and you wanted nothing more than to run away at that moment.

“I thought I told you to leave.” Your words came out harsher than you expected. Junmyeon turned back to you, surprised at your tone.

“What?”

“I want to be alone tonight, I’ll see you at work tomorrow” You shrugged, walking toward the stairs that lead to your bedroom. You were expecting Junmyeon to question you, but he left it alone. You heard the door slam shut as you walked up the stairs, letting you know that he was gone, and for once you were grateful for that.

Next>>>>

#exo #Suho #junmyeon #ceo #ceo au #fanfic #fanfiction #angst #fluff #kpop

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aquacai · 6 years

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compilation of bts/army tweets i retweeted but doesn’t actually appear on my profile (TWITTER WHY)

TEXT POSTS:

Namgi are actual prodigies, how did bang pd just casually pick em up like that

ARMYs give BTS amazing promo but it only works cause...

And just in case anyone doesn't know, we call K-army "diamonds" because...

namjoon: i made espresso!! jungkook: i wanna try it namjoon: u hate bitter coffee

seokjin couldnt give less of a shit!!!!

Hoseok is Rock Lee

We have faves that are so willing to educate themselves...

I actually adore the final verses of The Last so much.

Hobi’s pseudo-triple entendres

why is this something i feel like rap line does in the studio

the funniest part of this run ep was when taehyung said...

BTS teletubbies @ MBC Gayo 2017

every update this year

top three betrayals are bighit not releasing tony montana feat jimin...

When I first began to fully get into BTS, I had a pretty jaded view...

Dear BTS 2013, its ARMY 2018.

MY DNA

*Yoongi's dating rumour*

this episode (run ep. 46) was so full of innuendos

fake trans on jin’s supposed feelings about the SIN separation

whoever is directing run should be reigned as the nation's hero...

What do you call a company that surpassed and outsold the big3?

bts are the definition of hyping ppl up for doing the bare minimum

an actual conversation that happened (run bts ep 46)

suran suga again and army

So I suddenly remember when Namjoon said these during Wings Tour The Final...

She was pushed by another members of staff while doing namjoon’s makeup

I WAS IN THE SHOWER BLASTING BTS AND ONCE I GOT OUT...

to the female staff who consoled jimin and keeps saying “you didn't mess up”...

they went from pardon to what was that

What happened at the first two episodes just made me respect Namjoon more.

on a serious note, it would be nice if when bts gets a special someone...

Next time during BTS concert, instead of screaming “encore encore”...

yall ever wanna think about how namjoon said that jimin needs lots of love and attention and thats probably why he shared a room with hoseok bc thats what exactly hoseok gives him

if I have any feeling towards BTS thats stronger than Love then it's RESPECT

the reason Jin was going on and on with his (R)evolution (E)volution (D)rop in the ocean thing might be because he was "hinting" at Youtube Red

one day, there will be a last...

namjoon came to post a selfie and left with a dating scandal

remember when hobi said “i wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for bangtan”...

Namjoon admitting that he’s also “just a kid” ...

"The reason I make music is because, after all, I am also afraid of the world."

Yoongi's scalp is braver than any US marine

Sometimes we forget that Namjoon is also just trying to figure out the world.

PUMA fansign: thank you for making music that changes the world

Everyone has a musical preference & enjoy when their artists reflect that.

let me talk about taehyung and how amazing he is as a friend

i like when seokjin shares stuff about his childhood, we get to know his orijin

BTS is also for redefining masculinity (hiphop is their way of life)

from humble beginnings to legends

burn the stage makes me realize that whenever rm post photos of nature ...

what exactly makes namjoon the sexiest for me ...

the reason seokjin’s chest and shoulders are so wide

Bighit: O! R YU DEAD, 2?

"What's your favourite song currently?"

the mask guy: u didnt bring anything to exchange so i cant help u

namjoons exchange [in the Fake Love Teaser 1] is so funny to me...

here are some of my favourite joon interviews

"How did you join BTS?"

jin: i’ve been doing it for 4 years

I hate it when people say armys have two brain cells like bold of you to think we even have a brain (sarcasm lol)

i’m a new generation anpanman

When the Billboard news was released this morning... (wisha)

interviewer: so what are your goals?

sometimes i still think about how the fanchant of cypher pt4...

"Hoe calm down, my shoe lace is untied"

“itʼs ok, we all found bts when we needed them in our lives the most”

i’m so sorry but it’s fake love

i want to see the world from taehyung’s view

just for youuuu

i love that taehyung is never anything but proud when talking abt the fact that he’s gained weight

i bet taehyung gives the best hugs

Our bomb is like a permanent reminder...

remember when we were like omg hixtape‘s mv gonna have bomb ass choreography lmaooo

no but it's so cute bts call it family pictures and not group pictures??

there's an undeniable sexual energy between yoongi nd every trophy...

bh staff: describe yourself in one word

jin: man, blowjobs sure are a mouthful (incorrect bts quotes)

THREADS:

I came across the Deloitte 2018 Media and Entertainment Industry Outlook

hoseok is one of the best dancers in the industry...

meaning behind whalien 52

KPOP101 LESSON 8: THE MINIMALIST ART OF THE KOREAN BALLAD

getting people flustered is hoseok culture - a thread

MY TOP 10 BTS SONGS (by KommonSense)

an explanation of rap lingo BTS use in their lyrics: a thread

I have some free time so like for an unpopular opinion. (hobybIo)

My Favorite Soft BTS Moments - A Thread! (odie)

Burn The Stage made me feel extremely vulnerable. (Aileen)

as Kings of Korean History [A thread] (KommonSense)

a thread of my favorite bts-related tumblr posts

Why and how the BTS rapline's experience with rap mirrors that of OG rappers

Everytime a BTS member was supportive of the LGBT community in any way

Namjoon (RM) Owning Up to His Mistakes

odie

Bangtan dancing styles thread

hoseok is one of the best dancers in the industry

Sky’s experience as a veteran ARMY

Jimin’s gliding technique (more threads on his dance technique)

analysis of how well DNA is structured as an EDM-pop song

I took a closer look into BTS’ intro Serendipity

Park Jimin is one of the most graceful and beautiful dancers in the industry

ok newbie kpop stans, welcome to history class (fandom shit)

An Introduction for the New, the Confused, and the Curious

BTS introduction thread

Science & literature are intrinsic to understanding how BTS and ARMY

how Singularity choreography coincides with lyrics

WHAT BTS ACTUALLY SAID - A MEGA THREAD

BTS song recommendations based on genres: a thread

rap line’s verses analysis

Mnet Comebackshow (LY:Tear) pre-recording review - THREAD -

"remember when" (BTS edition)

I'm watching a BTS music video and I don't know what the hell is going on, a thread:

LY: TEAR - MUSICAL ANALYSIS.

You know why I never will trust or listen to people who say "I left because of the fandom"

Type out what the bighit intro sounds like

Tyra Banks and her biological sons; a thread:

a thread about how BTS uses their music in their storytelling

for hot100, bts did what fans suggested

"Silly Little Trivia: Literal Choreography" thread for Fake Love

UNDERSTANDING BUniverse

BTS showing LGBT+ representation and support, a thread (this, too)

BTS meets Western standards of “cool” established by 1960s music, particularly rock ethics

BTS’ success: human brand x fan relationship

to celebrate bts festa, here is a thread of army stan twt’s best moments

MEME PICS/VIDS:

Jimin in the Danger mv

save Cook-Jin

Hope as mom : can you even get in any college with these grades?

Namgi & their annoyingly jumpy kids

IM WHEEZING JIN DID IT AGAIN

Everything makes sense noW (spider bite, cooky bite)

when they let you love them

When you need to wake em up

coming soon: Kim Seokjin only wanted a boyfriend

salt baes

EXPECTATION: "We aren't talking about BTS enough!

summary of run bts ep 46

i-armys and k-armys (suga’s ghost patting the clay)

Heaviest objects in the entire universe

"You will witness taehyung and jin fighting"

The battle of the year.

Hangsang with my thug

"Tangina mo," - J-Hope, 2018

choose your mineral water.

We all know... K-ARMYS & I-ARMYS

so who is giving them the candy?

I AM FUCKING DYING LAUGHING AT THEM IGNORING ALL THE KNOCKING IN THIS SCENARIO

I got bored and made ART

remember when namjoon asked for armys to edit him in because he missed the group picture with halsey

me listening to bts album skits

hoseok: hangsang with my thugs || his thugs:

we're finally getting the country comeback we deserve

fixed Jimin’s shots in LY:Tear

jungkook: made before i was born

this is what your food looks like inside the microwave

is this a theory?

is this an invitation?

He returned from the war

avatar Jimin

Yoongi and JK’s muffled convo

im just trying to take a nice screenshot....

ah yes, the four elements: fire, earth, water and snickers

Tyra Banks: The BTS ARMY is devoted and crazy (in a good way!) xD

BTS [MV] - You Will Never Do a Live Alone

the nation's #1 producer & bts' hype man

namjoon: you. me?

jungkook when he first met joon

fierce lil meow meow

RM spinebreaker???

this looks like rap line were a group of friends who stuck together...

V was written all along in Jimin’s tweet lol

jwimin-ssi

Hangs out with Tyra Banks ONCE...

learn the alphabet with BTS

TRANS:

When Bighit said they’ll donate 3% of LY album sales, u guys mocked us...

Kim Seokjin strange points

k-netz’ reaction on the Suga-Suran dating scandal

"Can bangtan fans please not get swayed by rumors?”

BTS trainer instagram re:B.T.S.

Music critic Kim, Youngdae nim’s MINI REVIEW on “Face Yourself”

Music critic Kim, Youngdae nim’s MINI REVIEW on “Euphoria”

bang pd and namjoon about his post supporting macklemore's song 'same love'

Konkuk uni student who became Seokjin's fan after speaking with him

I'm a multi-fan, I watch and listen to many idols, but I'm truly scared of BTS

an older woman(non-celebrity) admitted how much she loved BTS

So many warm teas in this article wrote by producer/musician Seiji Kameda

#LOVE_YOURSELF_轉_Tear Album HYYH Notes Translation Thread

180518 Love Yourself 轉 Tear - Thanks To Translations

“The lyrics in BTS’ album are so great Huge congrats to receiving at BBMA ”

response to #1 Billboard 200

BTS 2018 Festa Member’s profiles

VIDS:

KBS Happy Together 3 - Spring Day sung in karaoke room

imagine being this close to sunshine

Ashes - Lim Jeong Hee ft. BTS (2011)

kook's carelessness brought out his sunshine laugh just like that

Remember when bts proved to armys that they are all really spiderman

that time the cameraman was filming bts and jungkook started telling him...

i still get so soft over this the way jin hugged taehyung...

Seokjin killed it in this part in boy in luv

the sound of their footsteps is so satisfying omg

Remember when Jin and Ken met on a year end event rehearsal and they just...

Jungkook’s ‘yes’ and smile when Miri jumped through his arms...

seokjin and his interactions with camera men

Remember when Yoongi & Namjoon sang the high notes in Young Forever...

look at the difference between taekook and jinkook’s handshake lmao

this dance break has a special place in my heart :')

remember when Taehyung accidentally cut his real hair...

Nver forget that iris stevenson was the first one to believe in taehyung...

did yall notice that fdjghgd i’m shaking (run ep 46)

To remember the great SiN/YoonJin moment...

the wings era might be over but this snippet of each member’s solo songs...

Yes, Mom. This man right here. I love him. No more questions?

this is the best video of jin to ever exist

here’s jungkook having fun dancing to mama and lie

slush ft. jin

tell me why is it so funny that yoongi only opened 1/10 of his door n went back so fast

nothing but respect for my choreography leader

when jungkook opened the window well aware that it was raining

what makes you laugh? seokjin’s face

Bringing this back when taehyung was dancing nae nae...

SOMEBODY GIVE THIS BABY BLANKET AND BED...

i love this performance so fucking much!!!!

your ultimate mood booster (hobiiii)

HOLY SHIT MIN FUCKING YOONGI DID THAT

susko sobra ung bucket hats

THE WAY YOONGI AND HOSEOK SAY "RM" TOGETHER

remember when seokjin and hoseok were recognized by fans in america

jungkook imitated namjoon's finger heart and wink in a cute way

A compilation loop of Hoseok sneezing because it’s cute. Bless you!!

remember when jimin was hyping about their concert but hoseok

Hoseok left the group during Trainee days

heres 12 seconds of yoongi doing That Scream™ ...

this is what happens when you openly listen to bts without prejudice

when i say i want a rock song, i want THIS.

When Jungkook couldn’t pronounce Army bomb because of his Busan accent

U kno the thing joon does when he finds something?

reminding all of you that the special talent yoongi prepared is... imitating a doorbell

Here's a compilation of musicians getting shook by the sudden change to major in Jimin's 'Lie'

He actually blew a kiss how adorable

The fanboying level on this video is just

Hoseok doing background vocals/harmonising in Let Go (??)

...namjoon literally gets amused at the toy which blows a ball in the air...

NAMJOON DROPPED THE MIC HE WAS HOLDING AND JIN...

Lie rough instrumental

rough draft of Autumn Leaves, Young Forever, Wings (RM), Wings (JK)

Joon’s voice in the BBMA nomination teaser

Jin's reaction when I (sky) told him I brought him a present...

why BTS was nominated for BB TSA 2018

taehyung was fighting back his tears when they won TSA at 2017 BBMAs

Yoongi forgot his lines in Ma City and he just...

mannequin Tae

Bangtan ended ALL fashion weeks tonight !! (4th muster japan)

members cheering jimin up, wings tour macao

RM’s ending ment, Wings Tour the finale (Day 2?)

never forget bts' iconic reaction when they won their first daesang

When Jin was bowing, Jimin held him down and Jungkook immediately ran to sit in front of him.

jimin and seokjin debating whether dolphins could breathe underwater

look at tae's reaction when bang pd's voice broke

interviewer: what?

“DonT FiGht, Dont Fight!” :(((

RM: “we want to focus on our career”

Q: what's your favorite thing about yourself? yoongi: ᶤ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᵖᵘᵖᵖʸ

WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT HOW JOON TRIED TO DO THE LIL DISNEY WAND THING WITH HIS FINGER IM HURTING

jungkook’s closeups

BTS with Ciara at the BBMAs 2018

don’t ever forget that seokjin is one hell of a snowboarder

“the reason why bts, who was not supported by big agencies, succeeded, is that they tried to read the world and to breathe [with the world] together”

this is what happens when u leave namjoon and jimin alone together

this video of seokjin being hype then instantly stops when his manager look at him will never be not funny

LMFAOOO WAIT TAEHYUNG AND NEYO WERE JAMMING TOGETHER

An exclusive interview with #BTS ! (MBC News)

i love this version of airplane pt. 2 so much (jk+jm part) (jimin mode~) yt link full

john cena getting asked whats his favorite song off love yourself tear

The female staff who video tapes BTS bangtan bombs is amazing

WHAT THE FUCK JUNGKOOK LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE SEOKJIN...

Q: Please say something to international ARMYs

awake (short harp cover)

airplane pt. 2 dance cover

compilation of yoongi stuff in raps

wHY IS JUNGKOOK LIKE THIS

the way he said "what's your name?" and shouted "michelle!"

full vid of the two links above

#ISeoulU bts vid 2015

Tyra Bank’s music vid for Fake Love

vmin in sync is scary

fake love original choreo

jungkook said ‘mic drop!’ after he stepped on the wire and made the mic fall

tae acting in euphoria

puppy jungkook is still the most ᵘʷᵘ :(

hobi jk mirror dance with finger heart (mcountdown)

ONEW WAS THROWING CONFETTI AT TAE PLEASE THATS SO CUTE

Look how Jiminie gave the trophy to Yoongi cuz baby boy knows

tae: so show me army: i’ll show you~ {music core)

minho and tae hugging (music core)

tae’s aegyo in board game run ep

look at taehyung acting all cute in the back

when seokjin goes like (•3•) its the cutest thing ever

wow jimin was that an accident

YOONGI REALLY IMITATED HIM IM SKFJDJ

What 시 (si; hour) is it?

SUGA: honestly, I rlly liked pro-wrestling

a fancam of taehyung spilling his water on his face

ARMY giving hobi a flower with his face on it (fansign) (180603)

BTS: *on their way to a very serious interview on one of Korea's biggest news channels*

yoonkok instant hug BV S1

sunud-sunod na aegyo in anpanman outfits

jungkook pulled off straps and threw down two straps then taejin picked them up

legends say this is the closest rep of how hoseok looks in real life

Kihyun really had the courage to throw confetti in yoongi's face tho

52 year-old man is a director of a company in Japan dancing DNA

I stan a king of fan service he's so adorable!

when taehyung was fake crying and jimin came & softly hugged him from behind

this or that game

jk imitating his hyungs (180607 fansign)

HOW UNSEE THIS IM LAUGHINF SO HARD shkhhh (awake)

biggest mystery in kpop - who's collecting who in the background??? (taejin?)

SEOKJIN ENDED THE PERFORMANCE DOING A FINGER HEART... 180607

hopekook's modified mirror dance 180607 mcountdown

jk reacting to ariana grande bbmas 2018

Look a joonie :( look at him go :(

REMEMBER WHEN HOSEOK SAID HE WAS CLINGY WITH YOONGI (BV2)...

noona fan giving hobi and jimin “allowance”

namjoon drunk-tweeting?

carbonara

LOOK AT LIL MEOW MEOW GO (basketball)

look at jimin’s reaction when a noona gave him a finger heart

they had to throw the yellow cloth at the finish of the performance...

OTHER PICS:

tae being so accepting in star king ;w;

i may be not here since 2013, but im still lucky to witnessed yeontan's lil growth

remember when bangtan was running late for their show...

NAMJOON’S REPLY TO THE SELCA JIN POSTED OF HIM...

hobi and his hearts

ep 1& 2 of B.T.S. has at least cleared up 2 main issues in this fandom

RM has a little #WednesdayWisdom from Burn The Stage.

This photo is a complete mess.

yoongi’s kind of humor is my favorite

Their biggest dream isn’t to break records, its to stay together for a long time.

They recorded their interviews for the documentary when they did Gayo track 15

what jimin said here was really interesting and great

the most powerful twins

They decided not to blur these faces of people who's behind BTS’ success.

BTS calls their staff with nicknames, noona or hyung...

it really went from edits to jungkook actually saying it

IM CRYING BIGHIT PAID FOR YOONGIS TUITON :((

LMFAO at none of them even touching the salad

tae’s uneven eyelids

when jin got allowance from his dad to buy steak...

LOOK AT YOONGI RUN SJDNDNDNDN

give me a better photo transition I'll wait #euphoria

love yourself 起 wonder (2018)

jin being peymous even pre-debut

THIS STILL GOTTA BE THE FUNNIEST THING JOON HAS EVER SAID

the most remarkable twins in history

a turkish tv show asked for ppl to send in pics w their siblings and someone sent in jin and jimin

taehyung’s a legend that listens to music on his laptop on the go

onigiri yoongi

MY MOTHER CAME INTO MY ROOM AND ASKED IF JIMIN IS MY BOYFRIEND

jung hoseok aka the king of mirror selcas

Tiny bestfriends vmin who have been inseparable since kindergarten AU

old bts pics I still can't believe exist: a thread

yoongi at namjoon's graduation (w/ hoseok)

I COMBINED TAEGI'S PICS TOGETHER AND OH MY GOD SJSB

"i put sticker on my carrier" yeah ryt

oh nothing just seokjin casually putting his LG G7 ThinQ at his jacket pocket

He show his flower uwu

taehyung accidentally becoming a meme on diplo's snapchat

Never forget Jungkook's Hongdae adventures

THANKS JIN for not killing jungkook

liam’s post of namjoon :D

that one time namjoon tweeted a picture of them with the caption of “we are all fools”

A 59-year-old friend of mine talking about Love Yourself:Tear

I was worried because I thought yoongi kept doing some kind of gang sign but--

This has to be the best reaction to a non-fan of BTS...

when you are sitting beside BTS but mcflurry ice cream is life

why is this exactly what all of their mixtapes sound like

dispatch - yoongi, fake love

taehyung’s chubby cheeks when he smiles

taehyung and his tea

OMFGGMFM LOOK AT Tyra Banks when boys went up for their award she’s a whole Mood I love her

BTS FESTA 2018 prediction

carry him again, jin

I KNEW THEY WERE GONNA CLOWN HIM

top10 mistranslations betrayal

Yoongi doing ᵗʰᵃᵗ smile

wide open yoongi

brigada eskwela stairs album art

jin flower petals (fansign)

namjoon vs svt jihoon

yoongi continuing his lil meow meow agenda

These two cuties just melted my whole heart (tae and tanie)

So... are we gonna talk about how they drew one stickman thicker than the rest

Low key promoted BTS the past 3 weeks in our hospital...

The exact same cat, same plant & same island taken 1 year apart. (ARMYSelca)

yoongi bunched up(?)

#bts #twitter #my post

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i think you should totally just write a love letter for donghan... can that be my ask? - 🍥 anon

i think it will be a bit too embarrassing to write a love letter so i shall just write whatever comes to my mind!

the first time i saw donghan, i think it was on twt where people were still speculating who is gonna be on the show and stuff (and i was curious because some of the people they said were people i was very interested in) and i saw a photo of him~ when i saw him i was like wooooOOOO he’s a beaut! my two other friends and i were looking up the people we saw and i think i found his instagram and just absentmindedly follow him? because i remember later on my friend sent me his ig and i was already following him and i didn’t know him before that so... yeah thats the only how i saw it lol (he was the first pd101 boy i followed on ig! i followed him when he was at like 10k followers heh kenta was second~) on the things i aw on twt about him i saw that he was a part of busking group D.O.B so i just searched for their videos to peep them but i ended up watching all the donghan focused fancams from this fansite because ??? idk lol they danced really well and i was there for donghan so naturally i watched his fancams and he was a great dancer so i just watched all the videos swdeswdeanywho! the one video i remember looking at on his ig and thinking “yes this is the one i shall stan” (i think i even said it to my gc lmao) was the video with the chicken filter that he deleted now :( BUT I THOUGHT HE WAS OLDER TBH donghan did not look like he was a 98 liner i thought he’d be like 96 or 95? so when his profile was released i was very shocked he was a 98 liner lmao when the naya na video was released i was scared that he wasnt gonna get screentime on the show because i didnt see him much in that video but the first ep came out and he got decent enough screentime? i was excited but of course lmao mnet doesnt like happiness and he was barely seen for the rest of the eps after that until the like last one or two before he was eliminated. i remember in episode one when he was talking to ong i was like damn donghan probably gonna be up that guys ass (little did i know that i was wrong lmao) but also after episode one (or was it two?) a lot of g/g stans were hating on donghan and saying theyre gonna anti him because of something he said and i will never not be angry about this and how rude they were to him about something as stupid as this. you know what he said? donghan said that he likes the boys visuals more than the girls visuals. yes, he got a lot of hate for saying that lmao i remember some i/o/i stans made threads with their caption as something dumb like “since that ugly pd101 boy thinks that i/o/i are ugly heres a thread on blah blah blah” like he didnt say he was ugly he said he liked the male visuals more. it just really bothered me that because he, a as guy, said that he liked the guys looks more, people were hating on him because ?? he should only think girls are pretty?? he didnt say anything to condescend the girls he didnt call them ugly or anything like those stans were implying but yet still they called him a crackhead, ugly, stupid, said they hate him, would anti him an all those things because he said he think the boys are more attractive. idk where im going from this lol but i really love and adore donghan! everytime hes clingy and affectionate to the members it just makes me feel so... happy? i personally am not that touchy with people so i see it as someone who is really comfortable and adore those around them so it warms my heart to see donghan so comfortable with the other members. even with D.O.B’s leader he was really clingy with him and i think thats what really brought me in man, i lOVE seeing it makes me so happy to know he has people he feels comfortable to be around. when he made it into the 35th position i was so thankful but when he said that he was thankful to be given the chance because he ‘didn’t want to leave the hyungs and friends he made’ on the show it really made my heart feel heavy because he barely made it into the top 35 and i saw how fans were acting to get their faves to debut i just had a strong feeling he wasnt going to make it ESPECIALLY because he has a lot of overseas fans in japan and china but they couldn’t vote for him because intl fans couldnt vote. when he was eliminated i didnt cry at first cause i kinda expected it (dummy head went and liked a photo on ig before the eliminations was aired) but after a while i was thinking about what would happen to him, if he would debut because i didnt know of any other trainees besides the ones on the show but sungwook changed paths to a model so i only knew him and daehyeon and i didnt know if oui had more trainees? so i was like, how much longer would it take for them to debut? would he have a successful debut? then on arirang radio with him a daehyeon he said that they were planning to debut early next year and i had hope for that (not really JBJ at the time like idk JBJ was so much of a dream come true i didn’t think it was possible lol it was too good to be true) but then he debuted in JBJ and im seeing so many people love and support him and im so happy for that like thats all i wanted lol i just wanted him to be supported on pd101 which he did get! but it was like, people didnt stan him you feel? they knew of him and liked his dancing and thought he was handsome but they didnt really give him actual support? i hope that doesnt make me sound ungrateful for the support he did get because i am so ever greatful!! but im even more grateful to see him being loved and appreciated while he is actually living his dream! i love donghan soooooo much he means the world to me and i would hate to see him sad so im sooo ever grateful people gave him the chance to be in JBJ with the members who care for him! at one point i felt a lil sad that i couldnt do anything for him like during pd101, i couldnt go out and put up banners, i couldnt give out flyers, i dont even live in korea and i cant even speak korean i felt like i couldnt do muh to help him and it made me feel like a bad fan lmao but i did get a few anons talking to me about how much they love him and that i got them into donghan and it made me feel soooo happy that i couldve given him just that little much~ i love love love donghan i want nothing but the best for him and if i ever could meet him.... i dont even know what id do lmao id love to tell him how proud i am of him and that im so glad hes gotten to where he is now but id also like to tell him that i loooooove him and would gladly die for him and even be his wife if he asked heh ;)

#THIS IS SO LONG IM SO SORRY LMAOOOOOOOOOOO #me being a whole loser #long post #text heavy #i hope all of this made sense hahaha #Anonymous

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drinkingcoffeewithtears · 6 years

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“Papa”

published: Jan. 19, 2018 - 5:51 am

When I think of the ideal “tall, dark and handsome”, my papa immediately comes to my mind. Married to a gorgeous woman (my mama beth) inside and out and father of three talented kids (chos), his life seems to be not like that in the movies but he only ever had one dream, which is to have his own happy family. Here are 10 things you should know about my papa:

1. My dad is the reason for my high standards. If i can’t find a man who is willing to be as extra as my father, he ísn’t for me. Pero dati yun! Bumaba na standards ko lol. Ahhaha. Anyway, that's the main reason I have unrealistic expectations about love. I can see my parents are forever. They were just so sweet to each other. It gave me hope; that it is indeed possible to grow old with someone.

2. After work, when everybody’s in the living room, my father used to start the conversations first by telling stories about his friends, histories, and his random moments with strangers, talking about 80’s music and political views (which sometimes I can’t relate).

3. My dad loves gardening and planting stuff.

4. He’s generous! Swear! (dami nyang kwento about making other people happy and one of my dream is to make my dad’s story as a book, kaya everytime na magkwekwento sya, sinusulat ko na sa notebook ko para di ko makalimutan ahhaha)

5. My dad knows Bisaya! He was born at Davao but grew up in Pangasinan. He was ¼ Spanish so I’m 1/8 hehehhehe.

6. We have this ultimate passion for movies and films together with my brother and he’s 51 years old but he still cries when watching a heart-melting scenes in movies and even any other Disney Animation Movies. XD

7. My father is conservative.

8. His motto in life is “money can’t buy happiness”

9. He’s good at playing basketball, volleyball, golf, table tennis, lawn tennis, chess, dart, football, badminton, swimming, dancesports, ballroom etc.

10. This words by @iciclemelton says it all but i cant thank him enough for the way he provides for us.

"The admiration I have for this man stems from the way he shines: to face a job daily that eats at his soul, yet as he comes home to his family he lets it all go".

Hope to be half what my father is one day, we have our differences but I couldnt be more proud to see him as my father. Wish you could read this but you didn't have an instagram acc (he was asking me to make him one hahah!) He's not just a great artist, he's a beautiful human inside and outside.

#dad father papa filipino philippines art artist admiration happy dream beyond

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grinninglikadevil616 · 5 years

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Im so freaking frustrated, if you are an indian swiftie you'll understand this.

Just after she announced her album i have been looking to order everything Lover, ive legit been going on amazon Every. Single. Day. And. Night. Looking for Lover because i so so so badly want to get the physical copy 😭😭😭😭😭 i have been a swiftie since the motherfucking Fearless Era!!!! Thats 12 years you guys and i have all her cd's, *there was a store here that used to stock up music cd's but its shut down now* and with that my soul is drifting into Oblivion.

And to make matters worse, taylor in her live stream showed us what the journals will contain and it will have her REAL JOURNAL ENTRIES!!! 😭😭😭😭😭 Tbh ive never felt so frustrated until today, i want the cd i want the journals but fucking hell there is no other way to get them except from international sites. Now i am a student, which means i am unemployed, which means no 💰💰 in my wallet. but i still want to get her stuff man why is this so annoying. Ordering from her site will levy a hefty custom duty on each product making it a hundred times more expensive.

There is no way you can get Taylor's merch, anything related to Taylor in India and this should change. Its not even funny, i cant live off seeing instagram posts of her journals and people going gaga over it *for the right reasons* and then having this feeling that i cant own them because Amazon sucks, and custom duty sucks. I am not a get the digital music type fan and sit still, that too but i need to have the stuff taylor puts out because i like to support my girl and have something to hold onto. Do you know what i mean? I legit clutch her reputation cd everytime i feel like i need to be a badass thats how much power taylor's music has over me.

And cherry on top of the fucking cake, her collab with Stella. God knows if i will ever be able to support Taylor with that. Jesus this so so fuckin sucks!!!

@taylorswift @taylornation

#lover #taylorswift #taylornation #indianswiftie #swifties

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she-rules-her-own-world · 5 years

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Stuff I want to tell you

Idk when I will post this. So I'm gonna start labeling days. Idk if you will read this. But it's gonna be stuff that I was excited to learn.

5/31/19 (day 1)

I bought two cords today. An vga to HDMI and a VGA to display port. And the display port one works! I can plug my surface into the old af monitor!!! It worked, it was awesome!!! I was so excited to tell you that I have a cord for our surfaces to connect to old electronic stuff. :). However the VGA to HDMI cord didn't work for the switch. I'm not sure why but it wasn't. And it didn't work for my mom's computer. So that sucks :/ but whatever I will return the HDMI cord. Lol I also learned that you can't plug a VGA to HDMI converter into a computer that has a VGA port... Lmao. It shuts the computer down. It didn't shut down just mine. It shut down my dad's too.

I don't work till the evening tomorrow. But I get to go in in the morning and take photos. :). I'm excited. Lol. I get more hours at work.

I bought wine today. Arbor mist sangria and Merlot. The blackberry Merlot was really good.

My dad made me a Paracord strap for my camera. So I don't have to wrap the one around my wrist. It looks like a bracelet but it connects to the camera!! It took a lot of fanagaling to get it to work lol. But dad and I are both problem solvers so it worked out in the end!! It almost didn't.

6/1/19 day 2

I woke up yesterday at 5 not being able to breath. Like a tight chest. And it sucked. I'm having it a little bit again today. I was told that it's probably anxiety and that doesn't surprise me. I'm stressed about moving out there. Taylor said I shouldn't worry about it. However she told me that if we break up that I shouldn't move out there. I don't really have that option.

I still think that you would rather be with her than me. So I'm not looking at a very bright outcome. Woo. :(

It was ridiculously slow at work today... they told me not to come in, but if i really wanted the hours they would have found something for me to do (aka dusting... something that i shouldnt do because i like breathing) so i didnt go into work.

I started reading the man who only loved numbers. I really liked one quote from it because i thought it definitely was you.When asked how Graham had so much time for what he did he replied “There are a hundred and sixty eight hours in every week.” i like graham. I also really like Erdős lol

i dont know what to do with my time. idk who to talk to. I feel bad for messaging taylor with little stuff that i found funny ( “ When did the misfortune of birth overtake you?”) idk about being nerdy with you because you appreciate it. anybody else i feel like im bugging them... :/

I still cant post this... it would be breaching no contact... because technically it would be contact... I guess we should have clarified that... I want to post it. I want you to read it. but idk if either of those will happen before the 30th... maybe i will post it on my birthday... it will be my way of contacting you. I want to talk to you then... but idk if thats a good idea... I told taylor about me worrying about you getting back with her, and she was like i dont think that she will accept him back if he wanted to... but who knows.

I was gonna read time travelers wife and then decided that probably wouldn't be a good idea in my given situation.

I guess I should also say that I haven't been wearing the rings since Wednesday? Yeah. The first day of so called break.

Its been weird not wearing them... :/

If we come back together. I think we should start a new. But idk if that can really happen. Once I'm comfortable with somebody the only way I become uncomfortable around them is through a terrible break up. Which I'm still scared is going to happen. I'm scared you are going to go back to her. At the same time I'm scared I'm almost sure of it that you will. I'm mind washing myself so if you choose anything different i will be overjoyed. But if you choose that path i won't be devastated but understanding and probably still super sad. :(

6/2/19 (day 3)

Everytime I come on here. I hope you posted. I don't know what I want. Lol. I don't want to see you post but at the same time I do. I want to know what's going on in your mind.

Also every time i come on here I think fuck it. I will post it today. And thats been the past three days. I think I will post it on my birthday. But that is still 3 days away. I want to talk to you that day. But idk if I should... :/

We went to Midland today. I bought a beanie boo that I didn't know what it was gonna be. It was a little statuette. I was hoping for the panda. I got a monkey instead and he is adorable af. Lol.

6/3/19 day 4

I went to work today. It sucked. So many phone calls. I got to take a break and talk to Taylor for a little bit though. I love her so much.

She was telling me that her and Craig are going through a rough patch too. But they are gonna take it slower. But she doesn't know what that means and she is freaking out. Lol. But I think they are gonna be fine. I feel so bad for her. Mostly because idk how to help her.

She told me that you are doing better. But that was it. Lol she said you were vague. Which doesn't surprise me. Because you know she is gonna talk to me. It kinda worries me that you are doing better. It worries me because it makes me think that you want to go back to her. Which may not actually be the case. I told one of my coworkers part of this story and they were like she probably isn't going to want him back.. and then you would come to me and I would be second choice again. So if that were to happen. Don't tell me. I don't want to be with you if you would rather be with her. That isn't fair to me. I want you to be happy. And I know you would be happy with either of us. I keep pushing you to her. Idk what that means for me. I'm not sacrificing my own happiness for your. I'm sure I will find somebody else. But it won't be the same. Taylor jokingly said we should get together.(like Taylor and I) And I agreed lol. We are better together.

I regret how this turned out. I'm not regretting the whole thing. But the presense of me ruined a relationship. I regret that. You were happy. I regret the stepping Stones that led to this disaster. I like this disaster. But I don't think it should have happened the way it did. And that's what i regret.

6/4/19 day 5

I'm gonna post this today. Will you read it? Idk. I would hope so. But I know in posting this it will affect you in some way. I want you to know what's going on in my head during this break lol.

I made my birthday cake today. It's a summer sangria cake. I think it turned out fairly well lol.

I'm so tired and I hate it. Idk why. I'm always sleeping. I think it's because I'm bored. I colored the other day. I know you saw this. Lol. Because you liked the post. I wasn't sure that liking posts on instagram was no contact. Taylor agreed with me that it is contact. But we never really had any terms for no contact. Just for the break. Did she tell you that her and Craig are basically going through the same thing. It's crazy. But they are still talking. They are taking it slower. They don't think they love each other. (Taylor does but she isn't going to tell him). They think they rushed their relationship... Idk.

I dislike being at home. I miss the city. I miss being busy and being able to walk places... Soon enough I will be.

I don't remember if I told you but I haven't told my parents/sister in fear they are gonna talk me out of moving there... I think I told you that...

#day one #day two #day three #day four #i hate this #i miss you #im trying #i love you so much #day five

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