#i want to meet him have a conversation

[kinyeee]

There was a time in my live, when I would come across posts about how some person LOVE their idols. I thought there is no way they really love, love this person, they don't even met once and they don't about their existence. How can you love someone you don't really know personally?

Then I got into KP fandom and "met" Bible... Now I can say I do love him a lot even though we never met, I've never seen him with my own eyes. There was never any actor, idol any famous human being I could say I have a crush on. Until now.

Like what the heck. How can I feel so strong emotions towards someone I didn't met? Is this an empaths thing? Am I projecting my own fantasies about them?

Recently this feelings are messing with my head and I don't know if this is normal. I haven't felt this sort of connection with any known person I liked and was a fan of.

#i dont understand it #its stupid #but i need to understand my feelings to be able to live normally #but everytime i see this man in my instagram or here i just cant #i can say its a crush #but ugh #how is this possible #i want to meet him have a conversation #talk a little #the worst thing is that i deep down know i wont be able to do that #and why it hurts so much #i feel like an insane person that is obsessed #im stupid #maybe there are some suppressed emotions that are inside me and want the get and choose my only weak point #the stuff that is occupying my head for last few months #toughts at 4 am #ive cried and feel worse and better at the same time #i wonder if anyone read my struggles #leave 🖤 if you did

[puppetmaster13u]

I cannot stop thinking about @phoenixcatch7 's lovely Au. And I can't help but to think about like, the Justice League meeting Robin for the first time. Giant puppet boi and his tiniest lil baby boi ever who was hidden... somewhere, they aren't sure where the kid came from.

#The cloak blocks it but Dick is holding onto Bruce's finger #Possessed doll au #batman au #dick grayson #robin #batman #Bruce is definitely not nervous about introducing Robin and there's no proof that he may have been so #Lil baby is excited to swindle more snacks from more people #Especially since Alfred said no more sugar- for both him *and* Bruce #Half of the league don't want to think about the fact that their terrifying member apparently has offspring #Might be how the conversation starts that he admits he can't have kids like people lol #Gosh I should draw them meeting Alfred at some point lol

[howcouldtheyletmebeanadult]

So...

holy shit this conversation, i have. so many thoughts.

i'm like, 80% sonic is gonna face some kind of betrayal from either dread or nine

#nine because he is the most important variant obviously so his betrayal would hit harder #also because he wanted to use a shard to create his own perfect world. and sonic needs them to fix his #also also because it's likely fixing sonic's world would make the shatterverse dissappear #and with nine having researched the shards i find it likely he could be the one to find out about the consecuences of fixing the cristal #and i doubt he would be a fan of the whole dissapearing to instead become a part of someone else thing #plus he was the one named during the conversation about the people from the shatterspaces #and in the trailer for s2 we had images of him implying he would meet the other tails #i'm not saying he's gnna be EVIL but he might be against sonic at some point #and in the case of dread #WE the audience know he's selfish and only cares about himself and his treasure #but neither his crew nor sonic found out about that #i find it unlikely they would just let him get away with using people like that #so at some point he's gonna have to do something that outs him as the ruthless person he is #plus he is OBSESSED with his shard. why would he let sonic keep it #we know the council gets hold of his shard at some point #so maybe they loose it on their first appearaence this “season” and then he cooperates to get his shard back #but when the moment comes to let sonic have it (after recovering the shard) he steals it or something #sonic prime #sonic prime season 2 #sonic prime spoilers #sonic prime season2 #sonic prime s2

[katimanki]

Some Byler flirting on the Wheeler's roof for BylerDay 2023🥰

I made a speedpaint for this👀

I recorded about 3,5h of footage of the process. I didn't record everything(like the bg, the hands, fixing mike's face etc.) and I cut some parts where I was messing up a lot or was just being super slow. Very impressed with myself for getting this done so fast and also for once recording most of it. I usually don't even bother recording because I am so slow🙃 (speeding up the footage really fucked up the quality at the shading part but oh well)

#byler #byler fanart #bylerday2023 #they had a meeting at the wheelers about apocalypse attack plans #will and jonathan are staying at the wheelers for now because the cabin can't fit all the hopper-byers #will wanted to empty his head outside and look at the stars. he made jonathan keep nancy out of her room so he could climb from her window #onto the garage roof and have some peace and quiet #but mike of course had to find him and he brought will his leather jacket because he knew will would be cold and he hadn't worn long sleeve #and then awkward flirting happens until jonathan interrupts them to inform nancy want her room back #(of course they could stay on the roof but then their conversations would be eavesdropped)) #myart #shitbyme #stranger things #what I don't understand is how I can draw will on one try with no reference and he turns out good but I draw mike 10 times with 7 reference #and it still doens't look good #like I've drawn mikes face more??? so how do I still suck at it💀

[itsalwaysforyou]

just remembered a wip i had which was jay at uni meeting normal people and desperately trying to act cool and normal whilst internally screaming about being in a whole new place with all new people and not having his gang with him

#i only wrote one scene where jay meets one of his flatmates #and he’s trying to make casual normal conversation & asks her who her parents are #bc that has always mattered! on the isle or at auradon prep your parentage was also a Conversation Starter #and the girl is just like ……what. why do you want to know that #but she tells him and jay makes it into a joke like hehe oh yes i met them at a soirée once. amazing company #and the girl is like ok who are YOUR parents. knowing full well who he is #and jay says that his dad fosters puppies. and the girl says that sounds like a good life and he’s like ohhh just the BEST #i really. love exploring jay at uni i’ve written a couple of things i’ve never finished #like!!! for the first time for years he’s well and truly all alone!!!! #and at least the isle & ap had similarities. uni is just full of very normal people who don’t particularly give a shit #and jay who is like THE guy who cares about everything so much all the time and how people are reacting to him and he’s desperately trying+ #to be so cool and unbothered whilst trying not to revert to his isle tactics regarding people who may be threats #just. being somewhere so so new. with no one he knows. everyone else is so far away. and jay is missing his gang like he’d miss+ #his body parts. and it’s like. jays always buried his own emotions & hurt so he can better protect his gang #and now he has no gang to protect #and he is just laid absolutely bare. and also constantly stressing about not being there for the others #i just think he’d have an absolutely awful start to uni <3 #descendants #jay son of jafar

[karizipan]

ermm scanned some stuff... some of the orv in my sketchbook + tidbits of my silly merfolk yjh au

#rb #orv #MY OLD DRRR REVIEWER CAME HANDY👍👍👍 just cut up the bits about disaster once I read it bc I went wow this is yoocroft core! #specially the human damage <- disaster bit... God bless my notes! #okay talking abt merfolk au emmm #I made this. bc i got so sick of the mermaid Kim Dokjas I kept seeing on Twitter iwhwkw he does not have enough swag to be qualified that #<- maybe as a squid beast thing yeah but mermaid? no #Anyway I wanted to base yjh off a mythical creature like a selkie or narwhal but I just settled for some breed of shark (yet to be decided) #I first thought of yjh appearing washed up ashore somewhere and hsy and kdj find him and it's meet cute. just like little mermaid silliness #but i thought of a funnier way of them meeting 🤷‍♂️ #cute yoohankim au meetup! your friend threw a harpoon at me 😍 #<- injuries galore happened on that fishing trip... Jhw got bitten... leading to that conversation between her and kdj... #yjh is able to turn into a human but it depends on how much power she's reserved and it's under a limited time before she turns back #<- this leads to hankim saying if they're sure yjh isn't actually a siren

[todayisafridaynight]

seeing info only about the kiryu and majima statuettes but absolute radio silence on the ichi one is utterly sending me. Theyre hiding the fact theyre gonna make ichi pale as a cracker again

#snap chats #theyre in the lab making a skin tone with melanin in it for once im SCREAMING #JUST LET ME SEE MY BOY PAINTED LET ME SEE HOW BAD THE DAMAGE IS #whether i spend $150 is entirely dependent on if ichi is pale or not and im so serious its why i didnt get his plushie #anyways i got hate crimed today i was getting lunch with my dumbass friend WHICH. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I DO #CAUSE WE JUST SIT IN DEAD SILENCE AND SHES TERRIBLE AT CONVERSATION RIGHT anyway. #we were getting lunch and her prof ask her like ‘oh are you on a date <3’ like prof i would rather kms !!!! then go on a date with this gir #literally my biggest fear i hope people dont think we’re dating id actually drop out #‘snap you make her sound awful’ because she is and i dont feel bad about bullying her anymore NO LISTEN #WE WERE PLAYING Y7 LAST NIGHT AND SHE BUTT DIALS HER FRIEND. LIKE A DUMBASS. #AND DEADASS ME AND HER FRIEND JUST TALK ON HER PHONE ABOUT HOW MUCH SHE SUCKS.. WHILE SHES SITTING RIGHT THERE. #i felt so validated cause everything he was complaining about id complain about like oohhhh my god i should meet him #hes the guy that called me that invincible character. and mystery man. i think i talked about this already wait— #ITS STILL FUNNY TO ME IDC ive never felt so seen in my life. why an i friends with this girl idk we’ll figure out one day #right now i want. ichi statue to be real and tanned #ok bye i have class soon

[sqlmn]

Ananza is the wind deity, though she's not the first with that honor. Originally the elder gods selected a man as their wind deity but after he witnessed Oh and Fulj being punished he requested to relinquish his role. Basically asking them for a mortal death rather than immortality. They obliged since the deities exist to help humans and a miserable deity won't do the job properly so no need to keep a deity bound to a task they don't want to do.

So Ananza was selected as a replacement. Fulj has no recollection of the first wind deity and Ananza has already been told by the fire deities that it wasn't Fulj's fault but she was the final straw for the former wind deity. So, Ananza doesn't hold any dislike towards Fulj and actually really likes listening to her talk. Ananza loves to dance and wander around her city so when Fulj stops by to visit, she listens to Fulj's adventures while they roam the city.

Because there are two fire deities and one can stay in their city while the other wanders and because Fulj no longer has a city to be focused on, the three like to visit the other cities to check in. Ohime and Ohiwe really like to visit Ananza while Fulj prefers to visit Ymber. While Ananza likes Ohiwe, Ohime, and Fulj, she really isn't fond of the ice deity or Ymber. She doesn't like to scramble for topics and ice/Ymber don't start conversations enough so it's a bother to Ananza to try forcing friendliness. She loves light hearted stories though and Fulj and the fire deities excel at that type of story.

(Ohime and Ohiwe sometimes call her Nana and on that note it's lore in the tags time)

#the daily life of a deity sucks #also fwiw ! deacon doesnt really tell anyone but he really wants to meet the wind deity #because he might have lost his mom at a young age but she was originally from the city of wind and had wind magic #so he would watch his mom dance either solo or with his dad and it was always fun to him to watch how happy his mom was #so when he was told it was a dance she learned when she was a child he doesnt think much of it #but he sees ohime trying to show ymber a dance he was finally getting down and then ohime pauses #cause hes trying to remember and deacon is like oh you clap three times not two #and both ohime and ymber are staring at him like what did you just say #and deacon is like yeah uh you do the claps but kinda like this in order to keep the flow free and light #and ohime is just smugly looking at ymber saying oh ? really? youve been teaching him dance moves? #and ymber is just hey dont look at me so ohime is baffled and then fulj has? #and deacon says he learned of it a while ago from someone else haha sorry if hes wrong it could be wrong #thats why ymber asks him later about it and finds out deacons mom was originally an ananza follower #and is like huh wild while ohime is now plotting how to get ymber and deacon on a vacation to see ananza #and honestly i really just want to have deacon meeting ananza now and being in absolute awe of the deity #because THATS HER YMBER THATS THE ONE MY MOM WORSHIPPED #and ymber is able to be around deacon and ananza while they converse and that #helps ananza realize ymber isnt as cold and distant as she thought he was - fascinating #and also she likes deacon who holds her in such reverence despite being ymbers follower

[hetyra]

I can’t get over the way Kaeya says   "...Ah, I see you have other things to do with your time." if you talk to him while he’s still in Port Ormos.

The way he stutters. The audible inhale before saying “see” as he tries to regain composure.

I don’t think Kaeya’s as okay as he’s pretending to be.

#I think he might have been hoping we could distract him from his own thoughts #it also makes me think his comment about the atmosphere was him trying to hide how uneasy he was #and thats also why he so suddenly had to leave #he might not have actually been meeting the merchant but rather he was just trying to get away from the conversation #he finally got to talk about his heritage in an environment that felt safe to do so only to then learn another thing he has to keep secret #I don't imagine him wanting anyone in Mond to know what he just learned - especially not Diluc #Kaeya Alberich #Genshin impact

[kitkatt0430]

Herobard introducing Barry to Robern in the future, who is not yet aware of the utter shenanigans Eobard has become entangled with in the past

Robern - *definitely recognizing Barry from Eobard's 'pictures from the past that he very definitely did not take himself' that Robern damn well knows Eobard took himself* Eobard Thaddeus Thawne.

Eobard - *innocent expression*

Robern - What the fuck did you do? Did you break the timeline???

Barry - *O_O* It's nice to meet you?

Robern - Oh, yes, sorry. It's nice to meet my brother's boyfriend, the Flash from 200 years ago. *turning passive aggressively towards Eobard*

Eobard - I have not, technically, broken the timeline. I admit, the timeline has been broken. But I, technically, was not the one who did it.

Barry - Though the person who did was, interestingly enough, also called Eobard Thawne.

Robern - I'm sorry, but his nonsense is your problem now.

Barry - *nodding* I'm okay with that.

Eobard - I am so wounded, only Gideon loves me.

Gideon - I feel like this is the perfect moment to pile on.

#kitkatt0430 rambles #incorrect quotes #eobard vs eobard #herobard #eobarry #eobard thawne #barry allen #robern thawne #barry x eobard #look I just really want Robern and Barry to meet and for Eobard to realize that this may have been a mistake they are ganging up on him now #Gideon piling on as the middle sibling should #though depending on when this conversation potentially happens when I finally write those two meeting #barry may not actually be aware of eowells yet #also up in the air about eobard's middle name #couldn't remember if I gave him one already or not

[butchriptide]

Urges to script out a small comic piece as a partial rewrite/reimagining sort for arc 2's epilogue, versus the fact that I will likely never actually finish it...

#I think the peacemaker resolution is actually incredibly interesting #like I know people say it ruined the morals of arc 2 and such but I think it's more fun to meet the narrative where it is like. #really asking the question what does this mean if there is never a chance for the dragon to be turned back? #is this just a type of murder? would people have reacted differently if they had killed darkstalker in a more straightforward manner? #the books like to treat a lot of the magic as a study of a character's relation to identity; e.i tourmaline choosing to become ruby again #because she IS ruby now. we don't get a POV for her so we don't know if she mourns losing her life as tourmaline #but she makes the choice because her life as ruby is much richer. ruby is a mother and tourmaline isn't ruby is queen and tourmaline isn't #I believe tui stated outright that to reverse the peacemaker enchantment would simply result in darkstalker dying altogether #so if there's no way for him to come back... #it's interesting !! it's even more interesting the idea of the after effects on the characters themselves #also I get to live in the reality in which they intend to tell Winter. because god I hate the epilogue for how it shafts him. #they'd tell him !!! they trust him !!! i know this I know them better than Tui did writing that epilogue !!!! believe me please god !!!! #anyway I specifically want to script out a conversation between Kinkajou and Qibli #I think they'd have interesting things to talk about on the matter

[ivyithink]

downsides to discussing the conditions of the treaty while taking a walk outside

this is once again a piece for cringetober 2023 (some info about it under the cut on this post!)

this prompt: day 9 — crossover ship/rarepair!

I’m not particularly into crossover ships, but i do have more than a dozen rarepairs, at least, and I obviously wanted to draw them all, BUT… this mental image compelled me… as with most of my tlk pieces at this point, they are michela’s (@kingslionheart) fault in some way, shape or form. your one tag is to be blamed for this, i hope you are happy about giving me even more brainworms about tlk…

#my art #the last kingdom #tlk #I now mostly see them as just a missed opportunity for a fascinating tentative friendship BUT ALSO #have you SEEN constantine??? I think it’s safe to assume everyone who meets him develops a crush immediately sooooooo #you can do what you want with these two I’m all for it #and obviously ‘my friend’ is the gayest way to call your conversation partner #if you know what i mean (if you grew on the sort of media I grew up on) #tlk alfred #tlk constantine #and #cringetober 2023 #of course #giving me the opportunities to draw stuff I probably wouldn’t otherwise (or not right now at least) #and I’m sorry for my handwriting i hope it’s readable

[upsidedog]

before she and her mom moved into forest hills, max had a rule about lucas not calling her house, she would call him when she could. and more often than not “when she could” was the middle of the night. lucas was obviously not crazy about this, but he knew enough about max’s home life to figure the slap on the wrist he’d get for one of his friend’s calling late was disproportionate to whatever would happen if neil or billy caught max. max was never caught, lucas’ parents slept through the phone ringing the first two nights, but the third night the ring woke them up and lucas’ nonexistent volume control gave him away. his mom got up to tell lucas to get off the phone, but when she arrived at his door it was immediately clear lucas wasn’t talking to one of his party members. he was audibly nervous and throwing out shy compliments left and right. he called his mystery friend pretty, then apologized a moment after. “oh sorry, how about beautiful? handsome? cool? tubular?” he laughed, they agreed on cool then continued their conversation about video games. he was so respectful and kind and smitten and sue wanted to be upset but honestly couldn’t have been more proud of her son. she just went back to her room and explained it all to charles, they’d have normally been more strict about that sort of behavior but it was so sweet and lucas was such a little gentleman, it reminded them of the start of their relationship, if they’d called him out he’d just get more secretive. so they let it slide, shook their heads and laughed whenever they overheard lucas’ scrambling for the phone at two in the morning, exchanged glances when he alluded to the “cool new girl” he may or may not have liked and when he introduced them to his mystery caller sue cashed in her bet for what her personality would be like. after the summer starcourt mall burned down they stopped hearing ringing in the night, mystery caller stopped showing up around the house, but again, lucas was grown, he would come to them when he was ready.

#stranger things #lucas sinclair #max mayfield #lumax #sue sinclair #charles sinclair #sue and charles FOR THE WIN btw #one of the kids needed two normal parents and they said US #beloved hc is that their nickname for max is mystery caller and before lucas and erica are up when they’re making breakfast charles will do #a silly little deadpan game show voice and make fun of the parts of conversations they overhear like ‘lucas sinclair we have a mystery #caller on line two and she wants to argue with you about atari for three damn hours while your parents try to sleep’ and sue laughs and #loves him because they love each other and are happy #also sue won the bet on what max would be like but she was wrong max was just unbelievably nervous the first time she met them - she #introduced herself as maxine and was so overly polite lucas was genuinely worried #ok i’m done now peace and love #oh one more tiny thing i think max did get caught 1 single time but susan backed her up and took the phone and pretended max was talking to #her dad - bc i interpret her as generously as possible and think susan would love lucas dearly and post season 4 be so so happy to meet him

[under-no-disguise]

So since the overlap beween MCRP and Critrole fandom is decently big, why not bring my other favorite pirate into this...

Kingsley Tealeaf would set one foot in the recruitment office and immediately inform them that he thinks the faction system is stupid.

They expect him to choose between having a good fight, making a name for himself, having a lot of stuff and treating his crew like family? That's all important parts of being a pirate, they're quite screwing the whole thing up in his opinion!

#critical role #pirates smp #kingsley tealeaf #also I want him to meet Martyn so they can have a conversation about Eyes and such #after everything his soul has been through King gets to look through the 4th wall a bit. as a treat.

[only-one-brain-cell]

Headcannon that Spencer has his own collection of Converse all in different colours, he only wears black to work because imagine if he came in with yellow converse on.

#criminal minds #spencer reid #actually not the strangest thing hes done #he wants to keep it semi professional so black it is then #him and Penlope meet up for coffee one day and she’s in schock when he wakes up to her with bright yellow converse on #she would love them #now I’m just thinking about them getting coffee together I love their friendship so much #the caffeine addicts of the BAU no they don’t have a problem

[ceruleanfuckup]

So I had a fantastic date tonight.

#it was a gym date and the first time we were meeting each other so i was nervous about it but it turned out to be really really nice #he's new to the poly stuff and the way that he spoke about it told of an emotional and intellectual intelligence that was so fuckin hot #he's really cute and we have a kind of shocking amounts of crazy passions that are exactly the same #he can quote scott pilgrim as much as me #he has dice tattoos #he got really excited when i gave him the origami ball i made while bored in a meeting today and wouldn't stop fidgeting with it #we got dinner afterwards and talked a lot about a lot of different things about each other and it was just really nice #and he told me i have the prettiest brown eyes 🥺 #he also said that he showed his husband my pictures and he was like 'damn he looks like he has a strong stomach.not abs but like a strongmn #and i got SO EXCITED #i pointed out my gym crushes to him because i wanted to test the jealousy waters and he reacted very well #he answered my questions with a level of thoughtfulness and contemplation that i felt deeply attracted to #i just think I'm going to fall for him really hard and I'm very very excited about it #my love life has been... lackluster recently for a lot of different reasons #and I'm so fucking excited to have someone that i can be excited about who is just as excited about me #I've been craving that for so long #I'm just thrilled and looking forward to the next date #we're going to be talking a lot #I'm gonna be a little sad for a second. the person who i thought was my stream of consciousness has shown me that he doesn't really care #and that's been hard for me to come to terms with. we haven't even had a conversation about it #but he's been the only person that I can tell things to when i get excited about something #and i don't feel like i have that. so I'm writing in a Tumblr post about this because I don't feel like i have anyone #to get excited with me about things #hopefully that will change soon. I'm very hopeful about him. #just please. whatever deity is out there. please let me find some happiness here. i have been craving and wishing for way too long #personal #edit: another very very good sign is that he's much smaller than me and a trans man who is getting back into the gym #but he didn't seem intimidated by my size and was even comfortable taking flexing selfies with me after. #if existing around me or in that setting triggered any physical insecurities #he didn't show it. which was a big change from the ball of anxiety i saw when walking into the gym. I'm just impressed in a few ways