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dear-mrs-otome · 2 years
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I can't with this man. Oni. Ayakashi. Whatever. Not only does he:
1. Find Yuno amnesiac and with no clue who she is or he is and decides for shits and giggles to lie to her and tell her they're together BUT ALSO
2. He tries at first to say they're mates and when she's confused as fuck has to remember oh right humans don't use that term uhhhh and scramble to say we're a couple, in love etc
You know he's sitting there so smug thinking to himself, NAILED IT 😈
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coryosbaby · 6 months
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we (8 billion people) are begging for dom fem reader and coryo dynamic. Why she always gotta be sub like my dom ass would slap the shit out of him ong
ʙᴇɢɢɪɴ’ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀ ᴋɴᴇᴇꜱ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏᴘᴜʟᴀʀ !
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Synopsis: Coriolanus will do anything to get to the top, right?
Content warning . power dynamics, loss of virginity, face riding, multiple orgasms, marking, sub!pussydrunk! Coryo, dom! Reader that’s a lil fucked up
notes: me when coryo has hair real . This kinda sucks I’m sorry
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When you see Coriolanus Snow, you see a desperate man.
A boy, actually. You see a boy. A desperate, handsome, power hungry boy. You can see it in the way he towers over his peers in a sort of fake dominance, the fauxness behind his sugary sweet words directed to anything or anyone in a higher position— some even directed towards you, when that blush isn’t flushing his cheeks with a feral intensity.
As the daughter of Dr. Gaul, it’s quite easy for you to advance some of your friends in their studies. You are not only her daughter, but in a position of power yourself. You know people— and Coriolanus knows that. You aren’t dumb. You can tell by his eyes, the empty, icy blue orbs not quite telling the truth.
Coriolanus, in a way, is just like you.
Maybe that’s what intrigues you so much about him. Besides that pretty smile, or those golden curls or those muscles that make you drool, you admire his determination. You know about his poorness (not all know, but some do, as Dean Casca Highbottom once quoted to him), and you know one will go far to satiate their own greed.
It’s just a matter of how far.
Coriolanus walks into your lab crying, one day.
Not obviously. It’s subtle, as you demand he sit down and take off his shirt so you can stitch up his wounds. Your hands graze it softly, and he winces.
“Does it hurt?” You ask him, even though you already know the answer.
He lets out a shaky breath, his hands clenching at the seat.
“Yes.”
An honest answer. He must trust you.
You hum, beginning to work on his wound with taught precision. Looking at him now, his jaw is clenching tightly and the boy is shaking so much you fear he might break.
“I killed someone.”
He states it in a remorseful tone, the tone of someone weak and pathetic.
“Someone in the games, if I’m correct?”
He turns to look at you in surprise, as if you didn’t have access to your mother’s decision of allowing him to walk in there and save his friend Sejanus. He says nothing, then. He sniffles, and cries silently.
“You know,” you state, beginning to stitch him. “I’ve killed someone too. Someone I needed to kill.” You smile, remembering the one time a student who was threatening to take your place mysteriously fell into the pit of snakes. “It was necessary.”
Coriolanus tries to stay nonchalant, but you can see the way his shoulders tense. He doesn’t say a word, so you continue.
“Was it necessary to kill the person you killed?”
He looks down at his hands. Caked with blood, knuckles drawn taught. You want to bite them.
“No,” Coriolanus answers slowly. “No, it wasn’t.”
Maybe there’s more darkness to the boy than you originally thought.
You speak to him in a much lower tone now.
“Maybe it was. You just don’t know it.” And then, “There are a lot of things certain people can do to get to the top, Coriolanus.”
Your insinuation doesn’t go unnoticed. He moves his head to look at you.
“And what would that be?”
Typical. Someone so power hungry that his head turns at the mere mention of an opportunity. You’ve got him right where you want him.
You finish up his stitches. You move around to his front, your short red skirt all of a sudden incredibly suffocating as he looks up at you with something utterly pathetic in his gaze.
“How far are you willing to go, Coriolanus?”
And that’s when, a few moments later, you get your wish: that skirt, oh so suffocating, is strewn on the floor, Coriolanus’ big hands massaging the skin of your thighs as you straddle him. Your lips press against his in a hot and heavy kiss, your tongue massaging his lips with fervor. He may be doing this for advancement, but the blonde wants you nonetheless. You can see in the way his hips grind up, the way he lets out desperate whines as you lick up his tears with your tongue. Pulling away from him, your cunt clenches when he tries to push your body down onto his crotch.
“No, Coryo,” you demand, though your voice is desperate. “I want you on the floor, okay? You’re going to taste me first.”
He hesitates, his eyes darting to your lacey panties and then to the colorful tiles.
“… the floor?”
He seems nervous, jittery. It’s not as if he’s afraid of getting dirty, or something.
No, this is something else. In the way he nervously twiddles his fingers, the way his bottom lip catches in between his teeth. It’s not as if he wants to stop— it’s more so that he’s inexperienced.
And then it hits you.
Coriolanus snow is a virgin. This big handsome boy, beautiful and delicious, has never done had sex before. He’s never felt the touch of a woman, never eaten pussy or got his dick sucked.
And for some reason, that makes you want him more.
“Oh,” you coo to him, soft. “Coryo, you’ve never done this before, have you?”
His face turns dusty pink, but he tries to deny, deny, deny.
“What? No! Of course I’m not. I’m just..” he looks at the floor, his lie clear on his face. “The tiles are cold. Dirty.”
“You’re caked with blood and sweat, sweet boy. I’m sure the tiles will be fine.”
He looks away from you, his lips drawn up into a pout.
“I’m not a virgin.” He states, merely to himself. You raise a brow, an amused smile playing on your lips as you move farther away from him.
“Then why don’t you come and eat my pussy, baby?”
His cock strains against his zipper, and you swear you can see it twitch from where you’re standing. He gulps, and with a submission you would’ve never expected, the boy drops to his knees on the tile and makes his way towards you. His shirt, unbuttoned, shows the pretty lines of his chest and his rippling back muscles, and when he gets to you, he stops at the front of your still standing knees. Satisfaction wades through you when his hands move up to the waistband of your underwear and yanks them down with shaking hands. Your smell hits his nose, makes his head tilt back as he lets out a throaty sound in the back of his throat. His tongue laves over the skin of your inner thigh, his hands going around the back of one of your knees to pull you close. You spread your legs to allow him access, your pussy lips drenched with arousal as his breath laves over you.
“Go on, Coryo,” you urge. “You want me to put a good word to my colleagues, yeah? So you better do a good job.”
He moans, his tongue finally slipping in between your folds as he tastes you. He’s messy, sloppy, and it’s good but it’s not good enough.
“God. I thought you were experienced? Huh, Coryo? Don’t you wanna make me feel good? Are you even fucking trying?”
He pulls away from you, shame in his eyes as you scold him. He pleads, his lip wobbling, his arms holding onto your legs.
“Please, I’m sorry. ‘M so sorry. Teach me, please…”
He tries to press a kiss to your cunt, but you kick him away with your foot. He falls to the ground, helpless.
“Lay down—I don’t care if it hurts your back. Don’t make me tell you twice.”
He does as he’s told, all sweet and sweaty and bloody. His back hits the tile, injured but he ignores it when he watches you tower over him. You move down, pressing your knees on either side of his head. He grabs your thighs to place his mouth back on you, but you grab his golden curls in your hands and yank him back. He groans in pain, his feet kicking in a sort of pleasured resistance.
“You use your mouth when I tell you to, coryo,” you scold, watching the way his eyes flutter and only focus on your dripping pussy. “You do what I say. If I guide your head, or press myself down at a certain spot, you go along with it. Do you understand me?”
He nods, desperate to get his mouth on you, his cock thrusting into the open air.
“Good. Now, go slower. Stick out your tongue.. wider… therrre you go, baby.” His eyes focus on that one spot, his tongue hovering right over your clit. He must have read up on this a time or two. You press him closer, shoving his face into your heat as his tongue hits the swollen bud. “You see that? That’s my clit. Yeahh, stick your tongue right there…”
He groans, the taste of your sweet slick making his eyes roll back. His palms splay across your ass, digging crescent moons into the skin. You move your hips in a circular motion, giving Coryo the impression to move his tongue that way. He’s a smart boy, so he knows exactly what you’re communicating to him. His tongue moves in slow, languid circles, your slick already dripping down his chin. You can’t help but give into the pleasure he’s giving you for a moment, riding his face like your life depends on it before slowing down and stopping.
“Good, coryo. You’re being such a good boy. But you need to move your tongue down. You don’t want to play with my clit too much, because I’ll cum quick if you do.”
He makes a noise of understanding, moving his tongue down to your hole. It’s much funner this way, he thinks. The tip of his tongue can gather up the awaiting slick that’s spilling out of you, it makes your taste all the more prominent. You give him some room to experiment now, letting him move his tongue in between your clit and your hole. He catches on, and if you didn’t know any better you’d think he was experienced now— he’s a natural learner. Your hips grind down into him, and when he tongues your hole you use his strong nose to grind lazily against. Coryo can only breathe in your slick, his brain becoming fuzzy from his lack of air. But it’s okay. It’s okay because he’s doing good.
You can feel yourself getting close, the languid strokes of his tongue making your legs shake. You hump against his mouth, your head thrown back.
“Gonna cum,” you say to him. “Gonna cum on this slut mouth.”
He groans, his jaw working even harder now. He focuses on your clit more, save for the few times that he slurps up the slick from your hole. Your orgasm is fast approaching, your body drawing up tight.
And finally, you’re cumming on his mouth, moans spilling from your lips and Coryo’s. He’s desperate to catch all of your cum onto his awaiting tongue, his legs still moving around as he consumes you like a man starved. Your eyes roll back and you grind your hips against him as you come down from your high. Coryo pulls away once he’s satiated, looking up at you with his chin coated in slick.
You sigh, pulling your hips back to give him some air. You move your body off of him, going to your knees to watch his pussy drunk face still follow your cunt as you move. You want to return the favor, now. It’s only fair.
But looking down, you notice a wet spot soaking through Coryo’s pants.
He lifts himself up on his elbows, looking from his crotch to you. He flushes, apologies spewing from his wet lips, shaking his head.
“I tried not to. I really, really did. ‘M so sorry.”
He tries to reach out to touch you, but you just move away and down to his crotch. You unbutton his jeans, and he lets you. You look down at his red briefs, watching the white stain peeking through.
“Oh, baby. You just couldn’t help, it could you?”
You mock him, your hand palming his shaft. He lets out a whimper, his head falling back against the tile. He knows it’s too much, but he isn’t stopping you. You pull his briefs down, and boy is he big. Thick and long, all pretty and red with cum dripping down to his balls. Your mouth waters, but you figure that can wait another day. His seed can be used for other things.
You flutter your lashes at him, your hand wrapping around his shaft, jerking him to hardness again. He’s got this look, contorted and pained and pleasured at the same time. You straddle his meaty thighs, your cunt lips brushing over his cockhead, and he gasps.
“W-Wait—“ he starts, choked. “It’s.. ‘S too much—“
“Then why are you hard again?” You tilt your head at him, your movements paused because he didnt give you full permission. “Don’t you want my warm, tight pussy? Don’t you want to make it to the top?”
And that gets him going, his arousal for you and power and riches. He nods, eyes rolling back as you sink down on him. The cum from his last orgasm coats your walls and makes it easier to fill yourself up, warm white streaks dripping down his cock again.
“Oh.. oh my god,” his mouth drops open, and you’ve never heard a boy so vocal. “Please… I want it, I want it!”
You know what he’s asking for. Your stilled hips are non moving, letting him stretch you and sit heavy inside your cunt. You smile, moving your hips just a bit, letting him feel your gummy walls sucking him in. His mouth is in the shape of an o, his hair messy and disoriented. He tries to grab your tits, your hips, and with a surprising force your palm strikes his cheek haughtily. He cries out, his thighs shaking, his hips thrusting up.
“No touching,” you demand. “You don’t get to do that. Give me your hands.”
He lets you take them, and you push them far over his head as you begin to work your hips harder, faster. His balls make plop plop plop-ing noises as they hit your ass, quivering and begging for you to let them empty inside you. You move down to his neck, leaving purpleish bruises over his skin, marking him as yours. You let go of his hands so you can rest your hands on his torso, and his hands move up. Not necessarily to touch, but to hover over your tits bouncing through your tight fitted shirt. You give him permission, just a moment, to squeeze the soft skin in his hands, give them a teasing, bold little slap. You breathe shakily, his cock filling you up in ways no other has. You watch as Coryo’s head tilts back, and you know he’s close.
“Gonna cum?” You taunt, your nails scraping against his chest. He groans, nodding. “Gonna fill up my tight little pussy? Cmon, give it to me, I know you want to.”
And when he spills into you, rope after rope of warm, hot cum filling you to the brim, you let out a cry. His fingers find your clit— he’s thought this through, hasn’t he? He rubs you until you’re seeing stars and clenching around his overstimulated cock with a loud sob. He moves up to kiss you hot on the mouth.
“Did I do good?” He asks.
You smile, your hand threading your hands through his hair as you both relax against each other.
“You did very good, Coryo. I’m so proud of you.”
He breathes out a chuckle, shoving his face into your neck. You wrap your arms around his shoulders and he winces. His wound has been withstanding a lot of pressure.
“You probably want to put some ice on that.” You suggest to him. He shrugs.
“The tile was cold enough.”
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etfrin · 3 months
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❝ꜱᴏᴜʟꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴜꜱʜ❞ — chapter twenty-four | coriolanus snow
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「ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ:」 NSFW | murder, getting away with murder, minor character death, pinv sex, unprotected sex (wrap it dumbfucks), riding, fingering (f. receiving), hints of edging, blood kink if you squint, creampie, virgin! Coryo lossing virginity | lmk if I forgot anything
「ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ:」 young! Coriolanus Snow x fem! Reader
「ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ:」 the end
「ᴀ/ɴ:」 the last chapter! I probably won't do an epilogue, i am not entirely sure on it yet! But this wraps up their story!! I hope you guys liked it! Make sure to reblog and give ne your feedback!
beta read by an angel (TRUTH) @nowitsmissing
thank you to everyone who was on this journey with me... I love you guys!
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Coriolanus finds Lucy Gray near the hanging tree. It was nearly evening. Lucy Gray's eyes were red. Coriolanus ignored the pity he felt. Soon, Lucy Gray would join Sejanus Plinth.
“Lucy Gray,” he hissed, taking her attention away from the tree.
“You'll need to leave,” he said, his voice faking desperation, “to the North. Sejanus would have wanted that.”
“What about you?” Lucy Gray asked, “What about the Covey?”
“The Covey will live, Lucy Gray, you know that. They're strong. They're survivors,” he replied, “as for me, I wish to leave with you. I can't stay in the place that took my friend.”
Coriolanus' eyes quickly filled with tears as soon as he finished. “It's all my fault,” his lips utter, “if only I could have stopped him.”
Lucy Gray looks at him, her face stricken with grief. She doesn't say anything but lets the tears fall down her cheeks. She pulls Coriolanus into a hug.
“The Peacekeepers will look for me, I'll stay in the cabin for the night,” Lucy Gray said. There was a cabin, near the lake, over the fence of the district. Nobody ventures that far except the Covey. Coriolanus and Sejanus only found out about its existence due to their connection with Lucy Gray.
He remembered all the moments he spent there with the Covey. It would be a good place for Lucy Gray to perish. Around all the greens and the music of mockingjays inside the forest.
“I'll meet you there tomorrow in the morning with supplies,” he said, holding Lucy Gray's hand, even giving it a friendly squeeze. He was afraid he was overselling the act but Lucy Gray was too sad to notice how over-the-top friendly Coriolanus was acting.
Lucy Gray nods and turns to leave. Her legs were shaky as she walked. Sejanus and Lucy Gray had to keep their relationship a secret for obvious reasons. But everyone would point at her for the mayor’s daughter's death. It didn't end with Sejanus Plinths' death. It won't because the mayor is trying to root out every single rebel, and surely he won't keep alive the girl his daughter hated so much.
Coriolanus finds his way back to the base. It's night by the time he returns. He climbs up the stairs and walks down the hallway to reach your room. He knocks and waits for you to open the door.
You do.
Coryo tried his best not to get distracted at the sight of you. You were looking so pretty. You look beautiful to him all the time. “Hi,” he gasps out.
“Hey,” you smile, giving him space to walk inside the room. Peacekeepers knew by now that something was going on between him and you. They knew better than to gossip about it though. It was clear you had the power to do anything you wanted. And everyone knew not to mess with someone from the Capitol.
That is why Coriolanus knew even if he spent the night here. He won't get in trouble. He pulls off his Peacekeeper uniform and wears one of the big, oversized sweatshirts you bought from the Capitol. The softness of the fabric makes him shy. He felt like a boy again. It was a feeling he never thought he would enjoy. For a moment, he could pretend he was in the Capitol, in his home, before the games had ever happened.
“You look comfy,” you tease him, as you find your home in his arms.
“I am,” he murmurs, his lips kissing your temple.
“I talked to Lucy Gray,” he informs you, “You were right. She's going to the north and she'll stay in the cabin for the night.”
“Hmm,” you hum, as you nuzzle your face into his shoulder, your lips pressing soft kisses to his pulse. Your arms around him, and his arms around you. Both of you caging each other. The heat of both of your bodies mingled into a pleasant warmth.
“Well, then my revolver will come in handy soon,” you whispered, a bit tired.
“They let you bring one here?” He questions.
“Special privileges,” you replied.
Any other day Coriolanus would feel jealousy pulling at his heart, a frown formatting on his face. Today, he just… didn't care. He didn't care that you had more benefits than him. He didn't care that you lived better than him.
You're his.
Could anything be better than that?
He doesn't think so.
“Typical,” he said, his head now on your shoulders.
“Uh huh,” you add, “Stay the night.”
“Of course, dove.”
You lay down on the bed beside him. His arm was thrown over your waist, and your legs tangled with him. You gently let your nails scratch at his buzz cut. He sighs, relaxing from your touch.
“Tomorrow is a big day,” you remind him, “We'll have to finish everything by noon and catch the train in the evening.”
“We?” He questioned.
“I talked with Dr. Gaul,” you revealed, a bit hesitant, “She wants you back.” You frown, “Don't let the news deter from our plan Coriolanus, it's important we leave no strings behind.”
Coriolanus blinks, trying to take in your words. A smile splits on his face. He couldn't believe this, he had thought he would have to wait for months before Dr. Gaul let him get back to the Capitol. Snow thought she would be petty like that. But you somehow managed to convince her otherwise. It was shocking, to say the least.
“I will go to the Capitol with you tomorrow,” he said. He repeats, “I'll go to the Capitol with you tomorrow!”
You giggled, “Yes, Coriolanus. You thought I would leave you behind? It took some… it doesn't matter. We'll have our happily ever after.”
“I can't believe it,” he whispers, his eyes shining with joy, even with the darkness of the room, you could see his eyes sparkling.
“You should,” you whispered, “now sleep, darling. It's a big day tomorrow.”
Coriolanus couldn't believe it. He pressed your lips against yours. “Thank you,” he lets out, “I love you.” Coriolanus takes your hand, and presses a kiss to your wrist, on the number tattooed on your skin. “I love you, my dove,” he whispered.
“I love you too, pretty boy,” you whispered.
Coriolanus pulls impossible closer as if he were trying to mold both of your souls together. “I am glad you're mine,” he said. He kissed your forehead. “You're mine forever,” he whispered, a hint of darkness, and obsession creeping into his voice.
It made you bite your lower lip as you heard the possessiveness in his voice. “I know,” you replied, “You're mine too.” You add, your voice muffled as your face was pressed into his chest, “Nobody can take you away from me ever again.”
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In the morning, both of you quietly wake up in each other's arms. Coriolanus yawns, “Good morning, dove.” You hum something Coriolanus couldn't hear in reply.
It was so early that the sun had just begun to rise. However, he could hear the sound of rain. Coriolanus quickly gets out of the bed. He softly pats you on the cheek, smiling as you continue to fight the battle against sleep.
“See you soon,” he whispered, taking the revolver you had in your drawer and walking out of the room. He finds himself on his bunk bed, everyone else is sleeping, and he quickly begins to pack things inside of his bags. The supplies he told Lucy Gray about. When he is done, he briefly stops by in front of Sejanus Plinth's bed.
There was a box in which Sejanus Plinth kept his belongings. Coriolanus opens it to find letters, medicine, and two photos. One of Lucy Gray. Another was of Coriolanus and Sejanus, a photo taken from the time during the broadcast of the 10th Games. It seemed like yesterday.
Coriolanus Snow had no explanation for the tears that fell down his cheeks. Sejanus Plinth was dead. Snow had given Dr. Gaul the gun, and you made her pull the trigger. It's in her hands the blood of Sejanus truly was. Not on him nor you.
Coriolanus wipes his tears away. “She's coming soon to you, buddy,” he whispered to the picture. He wondered if Sejanus would thank him for his next actions, or curse him. Coriolanus doesn't think about it much, he leaves.
Soon enough, he reaches the cabin. “Lucy Gray,” he calls out. Lucy Gray opens the door, giving Coriolanus a polite smile. Lucy Gray lets him inside. He enters, looking around the old cabin he has been inside of many times. Coriolanus sets his bag down. Wondering about what he should do next. Should he wait for you? Should he take out the gun and shoot now?
Before he can decide his next actions, Lucy Gray pulls out a knife. “I think I’ll go dig up some Katniss since we got the fire going anyway. There’s a good patch by the lake.”
“I thought they weren’t ready,” he said. Katniss was another word for swamp potato. It grew around here, but just a few days ago Lucy Gray told him it wasn't ready for harvest.
“Two weeks can make a lot of difference,” she said.
“It’s raining,” he objected. “You’ll get soaked.”
She replied, “Well, I’m not made of sugar.”
Coriolanus lets her walk outside. It was a form of mercy, trying to give her some time to run. He knew that Lucy Gray's survival instincts were good. That was the only reason she had survived the arena.
But she won't be able to survive him.
Coriolanus follows her trail after a moment passes. She wasn't down the lake as she promised, but her footsteps were towards the forest. Coriolanus smirks as he takes the revolver out, and gets the gun ready for a shot.
“Let the hunger games begin,” he whispered, “may the odds be in your favor.”
Coriolanus continues to follow her trail quietly and quickly, using the training of being a Peacekeeper. His gun pointed in front of him, ready to be shot the moment he saw her. “Lucy Gray,” he calls out, his voice warm as if he wasn't going to murder, “Where are you? We need to leave soon.”
“Lucy Gray!” He turns when he hears footsteps and shoots, hoping not to miss. The shot met with flesh, the sound booming in his ear, much more overwhelming than the tap tap of the rain. He walks towards the body that is now in front of him. Red blood mixed with the rainwater on the ground, staining the greenery around them.
He shot her right in the chest.
Lucy Gray was dead.
She joined Sejanus Plinth in the afterlife and will spend the rest of eternity cursing Coriolanus. Snow couldn't find himself to clear. He felt relieved. No one can drag him down now. The only way for him was to climb the ladder and reach the peak. Coriolanus uses his feet to turn her dead body around. There was blood dripping down her lips, her dress red and her were nearly closed. She was nothing more than a dead body. Gone was the songbird.
Now it was time to get rid of the body.
He was grateful that the rain would cover the tracks. But he had to be careful as it was easy to slip and get hurt himself. He drags the body without any rush, he thinks of you, waiting in the cabin for him to come back. Both of you will go back to the Capitol. Snow will be together with his family, in the future you'll also become his family. Everything was going to be fine.
This was nothing but a simple stepping stone.
He could feel his arms getting tired but he continued to drag the body by her arms until he reached the edge of the lake. There was a boat. He wondered briefly if he should just take her on the boat and cross to the middle of the river to let her drown. But decided that it would be too much trouble, and pushed her to the river. A big splash occurs. And he could see Lucy Gray slowly but surely falling to her end.
Lucy Gray was gone from this world forever.
He throws the revolver into the river as well. The body would decompose in a matter of days. Everyone would think of her as a traitor. Even if the Covey comes to visit the lake again, they'll never know it's their beloved Lucy Gray's grave.
Coriolanus Snow reaches the cabin and opens the door to see you holding a Peacekeeper’s gun. The same gun he had used to shoot Mayfair and Billy Taupe. “Guess Spruce hid it here,” you grin at him. You were slightly wet from the rain, unlike him, he was soaking wet.
“Yeah,” he lets out, his shoulders relaxed, his face mirroring your smile. “We'll have to throw those in the lake too.”
You chuckled, “Let's not leave any stones unturned.”
Coryo couldn't take it anymore, the adrenaline was too much. “We won't,” he said, as he walked towards you until your back was on the wall. He takes the gun from you and throws it to the side. Neither of you flinch from the loud noise, the two of you too focused on each other instead. He closes the space between the both of you.
“But for now, I want you,” he adds, “No- that's not right. I need you, here.”
He doesn't wait for a reply. He crashed his lips to yours. You find yourself kissing him back. Your tongue exploring his mouth, he sucks at your bottom lip. Not caring that his teeth are digging into your flesh too harshly, that he's responsible for the coppery taste that occurs while you continue kissing.
“You sure?” You gasp as you break the kiss. A string of saliva connecting you both. Coriolanus doesn't reply, he finds his solace from the taste of your skin. He pressed his lips to your neck, sloppily kissing down your pulse. You softly moan, tilting your head to give him more access.
Coryo takes full advantage of that. He was going to claim you any way that he could. Carving his initials on your skin wasn't the only way after all. Cumming inside of you, giving your pretty red hickeys, the print of his fingers on your hips, even the soulmate tattoo you have on your wrist. All these are ways for him to fucking own you.
And own you he shall.
He bites onto your neck as if trying to tear out your flesh. He wants to consume you, soul and all. You cry out, your back arching. Your hips meet his, and he presses his hard bulge against you. He finds himself in between your legs. Your clothed cunt against his denim-cladded cock. You begin to grind against him, as he continues the assault on your neck.
The teeth mark he placed on your skin will remain for days. It will bruise on doubt. Coriolanus didn't have it in him right now to be gentle. He was too fucking drunk on you for that. All of his desires were rushing through, breaking his walls and overwhelming his mind.
“Fuck,” he curses as he realized his lips are red from your blood. His bites had broken your skin and now tiny droplets of blood were forming. He licks them all up and murmurs an apology. He pressed his lips on yours, painting your lips the same shade as his and making you taste yourself. His hips had slowed down the grinding against you.
He steps back and begins to undress. He lets his t-shirt and jeans fall to the ground. He takes his thick cock out of the confines of his boxers. He grips the base of length, trying to control himself as he watches you follow suit.
He pulls you against him again and nods his head towards the floor. You understand his intention and lay down. He bites his lip, sudden nerves overcoming him. He doesn't know what to do despite the raunchy stories he has heard from his fellow Peacekeepers.
Is he supposed to hold your hand or your hips? Should he just push in? Isn't he supposed to prep you first? Or are you wet enough? Fuck… it wasn't the first time he was intimate with you. He hadn't gone all the way but he was familiar with your body. But most of the time he was overwhelmed with his desire to think about what to do or not to do. This time his mind was clear, he was focusing solely on you and he wanted you to experience nothing less of ecstasy from his touch.
“Coryo?” you question, bringing him out of his internal monologue. “Is there anything wrong?”
“I-” he doesn't want to admit, but he knows he has to, “I don't know what to do right now.”
“You can do whatever you like. I'll tell you if you mess up, sweetheart.”
“I know,” he sighs, his eyes on your tits, he licks his lips, “but I am-” He swallows, trying to explain, “I want you. I don't know how to take you. Everything feels like too much or too little.”
You sit up. You gently cradle his cheeks in your hands. “We have all the time in the world, Coryo. What do you wanna do first?”
“I-” He doesn't form a full sentence, instead he kisses you. His hand is on your nape and another trailing down your body as he softly nips at your lips. He dips down his hand in between your legs, he pressed his palm onto your cunt. He lets himself be coated by your arousal. His breath hitches as he feels your heat in such an obscene way.
“Oh,” he whispered as he pressed a single finger inside of your walls. “I missed this.” He remembers the night when he first felt your tight, slick walls like this. He was rough that night, a bit mean too. Coriolanus wasn't going to be the same today. He plans to worship you.
He begins to slowly thrust his index finger inside of you. His head on your shoulder, his lips kissing any inch of skin he could find as he continues to stretch you out with a single finger. Then he adds another one, he was met with resistance, but he pressed his thumb to your clit. That makes you gasp, your cunt squeezing around his fingers when his thumb begins to draw small circles on the bud.
“Relax, dove,” he whispered, giving you goosebumps.
He doesn't begin to move his fingers even when you whine impatiently, your walls twitching around his digits. Once he deems that you're relaxed enough, he begins to slowly push inside of your pussy, as deep as his fingers could reach. He was trying his best to get you ready for his cock.
His fingertips begin to press into your walls, trying to find that one spot that would get you drunk on him as much as he's drunk on you. He knows he found the spot when he feels your walls pulse around his digits like it had a heartbeat of its own. You gasp his name and he smirks. He whispers to your ear, “That's it, huh?”
“Yes!” You moan, “Faster!”
Coriolanus Snow obeys because he can never say no to you. He begins to fuck his fingers inside of you faster, slipping his ring finger inside of you as well. He thrusts his digits fast and hard, he groans as he sees your pussy stretched to accommodate his long digits. He keeps his fingers slightly curved so that with each thrust he would press into your g-spot.
“Fuck, fuck, you're so pretty.”
Coriolanus couldn't be sure if he was saying that to you, or your cunt. He continues to keep up his speed, the sloppy, wet sounds of your pussy louder than of the rain. Coriolanus could hear you moan his name as he feels your pussy get impossibly tighter around his digits before your walls begin to spasm all over, locking his digits in. He doesn't pull them out, instead, he continues to press hard onto your spongy pleasure spot until you whine his name.
Your juices were now all over his fingers. He didn't waste a second to taste them. He looks into your eyes as he licks his digits clean. He runs his tongue between the spaces of his fingers, making sure he doesn't miss a single spot. When he's done, you pull him in for a kiss. You moan into his mouth as you taste yourself, you find yourself in his lap, his back pressed to the wooden floor.
Your hand pulls at the dog tag he wore. You use the necklace like a leash, pulling at it like he's a dog you're commanding. You wrap your fingers around it, your thumb caressing the metal pendant. “You're mine,” you whispered in wonder, “You taste of me.”
Coriolanus nods, agreeing to whatever you say. He just wants you! That's it. Ruin him. Ruin him for everybody else forever! You have that power. Take it and use it, that's all he wants.
You raise your hips, taking his cock in your hand. You pressed his tip against your clit, you gasped as you slowly began to rub his cockhead against your pearl. His pre-cum coating your bud, and soon all over your cunt. You were teasing him every time you let his cockhead get near your slit, but you don't let him slip inside of you. He lets out a whimper when you do it again.
Coriolanus finds out how easily he could make you. He switches the position within a split second, his hands on your hips as he uses his weight to press you down. You don't fight back. He growls out your name, his eyes flashing in annoyan
“Please-” he whines, “stop teasing.”
“Make me,” you smirk.
Coriolanus finds out how easily he could make you. He switches the position within a split second, his hands on your hips as he uses his weight to press you down. You don't fight back. He growls out your name, his eyes flashing in annoyance as if in retaliation he kisses you roughly.
“Don't-” kiss, “Play-,” kiss, “With-” kiss, “Me.”
“Not when I have waited for you for so long,” he adds.
His fingers pressed into your flesh. He gets a hold of his length and pressed it to your slit. “Can I?” He asked you, he wanted your permission. He needs your ‘yes’ before he takes you as his forever.
“Of course, Coryo.”
He begins to push in his tip, his length slipping inside of you with ease. He gasps as he feels your warmth all over his cock. The feeling is so overwhelming that he has to stop midway to not cum right away. He squeezed the base of his dick before he continued to push inside of you again, slowly inch by inch. He breathes through his mouth, his eyes closed as pleasure fills every corner of his mind. You felt perfect.
“You feel so good,” he whines.
His cock twitched inside of your walls. He bites the inside of his mouth, trying to use pain to distract himself from the mind-blowing pleasure. Meanwhile, you clenched your pussy as if to see how much his cock had stretched you. The two of you gasped from the feeling.
“Fuc- ah!”
Coryo pulls out a few of his inches and begins to thrust in. You moan out, feeling pleasure in your veins and seeing stars in your eyes. Snow's hands were on either side of your head as he balanced himself above you. His dog tag dangles in front of your lips as his hips continue to move. You wrapped your legs around his waist, pushing his cock even deeper into you. Coriolanus lets out a groan from the feeling.
“I won't be able to last long,” he admits, his cheeks getting red. Despite the overwhelming pleasure, he couldn't help but feel ashamed about how heavy his balls were with cum ready to be released inside of you.
“You will,” you whispered your hand on his nape. You squeeze it. “You will last as long as I fucking want, Coriolanus,” you said to him, pulling him down to meet your lips. The kiss was messy and open-mouthed. Another hand of yours was on his shoulder, your nails digging into his skin. You were marking him in your own way. With long, red scratches.
Coriolanus slows down, ready to please you however you want. You moan into his mouth and he eats the sound up. Coriolanus thrusts his hips faster, unable to truly control himself. How could he when you made him feel this good? He couldn't decide on the pace. He wanted this to last hours. He wanted to cum.
He kept switching between fast and slow until he found himself with his back on the floor. You are on top of him, your hands holding his hands above his head. “Be a good boy,” you said to him before you began to ride him.
You grind yourself against his cock, letting his cockhead kiss your spongy spot with each movement of your hips. Your arousal was coating your thighs and now it was on his skin as well. You were so wet and messy. Coriolanus loved it. You use one hand of yours to play with his balls. Coriolanus could feel his eyes rolling back.
“Don't- I-” he cries out in bliss when you squeeze his balls gently. You hush him with a kiss, your hips moving according to your will. You had set the perfect pace. It wasn't too much for either of you, letting the pleasure be prolonged.
He knew you were close with the way your push was contracting on his shaft. He knew you were close because your eyes were closed and fuck, you were cock drunk on him. He knew you were close because you had slowed down, and now rocking your hips back and forth. The hold you had on his hands had loosened. He breaks free without a fuss and places his hands on your hips.
He begins to push his hips up, fucking his cock into you. You whine, your eyes opening as you see him take control again. His teeth pulled at his lower lip, silencing his groans as he continues to fuck into you in this position. You use one of your hands to rub at your sensitive clit, feeling yourself getting closer to the edge.
You tense, your pussy tightening around Coriolanus’ cock. Your only warning was the moan of his name as your cunt begins to spasm around his dick. Coriolanus lets out a deep groan, his lower lip bloody from how hard his teeth dug into the flesh. He fucks you throughout your orgasm.
“Get off,” he whines, “I can't cum inside of you.”
“Do I look like I give a fuck?”
Coriolanus doesn't realize he's coming inside of you until he feels like jelly. He had stuffed you full of his thick, hot cum without a warning. But you had already stated you didn't give a fuck. So he supposed it didn't matter. All that mattered was that he had you now.
Forever.
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Hours later, you and Coriolanus find yourself at the train station. Ready to go back to the Capitol, once and for all. Commander Hoff had personally come to escort you both.
Coriolanus was about to enter the train. You were already inside. But Commander Hoff stops him, “Son.” Coriolanus stills, waiting to hear what Hoff has to say.
“Don't let her go. You don't know what she had to keep you safe.”
Coriolanus looks Commander Hoff in the eyes and nods. “I won't,” he promises, knowing damn well he will keep it with his life. Coriolanus gets inside the train after saying goodbye. He stops before he opens the door to the cabin you were sitting in. He pulls up the sleeve of his shirt to look at his wrist. He grins as he sees the scar reverted to the number most important to you.
It was today's date.
Coriolanus slides the door and walks to his future.
Coriolanus walks to you.
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I'm his what? (Charles Leclerc)
Despite the initial uncertainty, your and Charles' take on the baby shower was perfect for you
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The concept of baby showers had always left you a bit on the fence. While you didn't have anything against them, and rather enjoyed gifting the parents to be and celebrate the new addition, you were fortunate enough to be able to sort things out on your own. Like so, you and Charles went back and forth with the idea of having a traditional baby shower, deciding to give your own twist to it, the idea coming from one of your appointments when you noticed an association that helped new parents and was calling for any donations anyone could do. So, while you welcomed any gifts your guests wanted to give your family, you also encouraged them to donate something they could to the cause, having also decided to know the gender beforehand as you had grown irritated of people trying to guess what you were having. At the end of it, you and Charles wanted to have a gathering with your close family and friends to celebrate and welcome the new baby boy into the family.
"Do you think it was a bad decision?", you asked Charles as he helped you tie the bow in the back of your dress, "I just didn't want to make a big fuss, like, I already had people throwing guesses left and right, because my bump was too big or too small, because I looked like I was having twis and people calling me out for a fake pregnancy, I-, I just needed it to be low-key", you turned to face him, desperately wanting some reassurance.
"Amour, it's what you felt most comfortable with, right?", you nodded and he proceeded, "it's what we wanted, right? To gather everyone important for us in a comfortable setting. If anyone has something to say or point out, then it's they're problem, not ours. I want you to be comfortable, and if there is ever a moment that you don't feel it, you tell me and I'll deal with it. I don't care if I have to tell everyone to leave right then and there, because I'll do it if it means you're okay, that you're both okay. Is that understood?", Charles asked sincerely, the assertiveness in his voice clear as you had dealt with difficult and uncomfortable situations more times that he would've hoped just because you didn't want to seem rude.
Sighing in awe of him, you pecked his lips, holding his face between your hands, "understood, I love you", you smiled, kissing his lips properly before parting, holding his hand as you both walked dowstairs.
Greeting the catering team that had dropped off the food for the last time, you thanked them for their beautiful work before you headed to the garden. The sunny day had a certain breeze, making the outside temperature cool enough for you to be okay with having to stay in garden since the pregnancy had left you a lot more sensitive to the temperature.
People started to arrive, Pascale greeting you while she gushed, "chérie, you're glowing!", she kissed your cheek, "look how gorgeous you are! How's little one treating you?", she questioned, asking silently for your permission to touch your bump, smiling when you nodded. "He's been behaving okay, usually Charles is able to calm him down whenever he decides he wants to kung-fu fight in the middle of the night", you giggled with her.
"Yes, maman. Do you know Charles, do you remember him? Your son you seem to have forgotten about?", he teased his mother, kissing her cheeks once she stood up straight, flicking his ear, "how could I forget my most demanding son? It's not my fault one of my amazing daughters in-law is giving me a little grandson and she's an angel", she poked him back, "are you all good, dears? Do you need help with anything?", your mother in-law asked, "no, everything is sorted out, thank you. Just enjoy yourselves, yes?", you said, ushering her and greeting Arthur, Carla, Charlotte and Lorenzo who arrived following their mother.
"Hi, gorgeous mama, how are you?", Charlotte asked, greeting Charles as well, "I hope this one has been treating you well", the brothers teased Charles. Shaking your head while chuckling, "how do you people think Charles is like? I'm all for a little fun and games, but I also feel the duty to tell you that he has been incredible. He's supportive, he's been there everytime I cried about something stupid, everytime I needed to eat something, every appointment he could, and he's rubbed my feet everyday. He's the best", you gushed at Charles, not missing the way his cheeks blushed, "it's what I can do, that's barely worthy of mention", your husband mumbled, being shushed by you kissing his lips, hugging him close to you, "you're the best papa ever", you mumbled against his lips, "and you're still the most lovey dovey couple I've ever met! Oh, those look nice!", Arthur said, fake puking before seeing the food on the table.
You walked along with Charles, picking at some of the food and drinks and greeting the people arriving, eventually getting tired, "I think I'm going to sit, my feet are hurting a little", you patted Charles' chest, hoping he'd stay in the conversation he was having with Joris, "I'll go, too", he said, placing the cup he was drinking from in the table next to him, following you to the set of chairs where Francisca, Pierre and Pascale were chatting, "here, hold my hands", Charles urged you after he tapped the chair to make sure it was well settled on the grass, "Charles, mate, I'm here! My wife is here and your mother is here, do you think we would let her sit wrong?", Pierre scrunched his eyebrows, wondering why Charles was fussing so much, "the grass could be softer on some places and the chair could have the legs unsupported. And, besides, I wanted to sit, too", he said, sitting in the chair next to Pierre so you could rest your feet on your husband's thighs.
"There was this time that Charles only fell asleep on my chest, and I remember cursing about it because I was so tired and, like, we had a perfectly good bassinet for him. But I also remembering wanting him to sleep on my chest when he was older and he was too big for it", Pascale shared, "it truly goes by incredibly fast, and you should enjoy all the moments, even if the ones where you don't see as good because in retrospective, you will miss them".
"Oh, according to my mother, I had trouble sleeping. She could hardly leave the room before I started wailing out", you blushed, "I hope that what goes around, doesn't come around", you chuckled, "but even now I don't need much sleep, maybe that's an advantage", you shrugged your shoulders, "not so soon, Y/N. From what I know from my sisters in-law", Francisca began, "no advantage is functional in the newborn stage", she cringed.
You had been chatting with them when you noticed a board with what looked like a calendar, "what is that?", you pointed, seeing Charlotte adjust her shirt before she walked to stand next to it, grabbing the board and asking Lorenzo for help as they propped it on a chair sp you could see it.
"I know you didn't need all of those things people do, but this one is actually funny and we have some funny answers", she chuckled, allowing you to read the cards. Confirming your theory, it was indeed a calendar of the month you were supposed to be due, all of the dates containing not only the day but also the time they thought your baby boy would be born, along withtl their measurements.
"Who wrote this card here? If my baby is that big, I'm going to be knackered!", you yelled, holding a card with the measurements you were sure belonged to a baby with at least six months. Looking around, your husband's bestfriend kept trying to hold his laugh, failing when he saw the shocked expression on your face, "Charles has a big head, and quite frankly, so do you!", Pierre teased you, earning a flick of his ear from you as soon as you approached him, "you think that's funny? I've been growing bones and organs in the last few months, so, until you do such thing, no talking about the size my baby boy's head", you threatened, "since when do you call Charles your baby boy?", he wondered, "I'm talking about baby Hervé. I know and recognise Charles' head is big, I have eyes", you muttered.
A while later, Charles went to the bathroom and when you noticed it, the song you had both danced at your wedding playing in one of the outside speakers, your husband coming from behind you, "may I have this dance?", he asked, stretching his hand so you could take it, "Do people even dance at baby showers?", you whispered, getting up and lacing your fingers in his and going to the bit where there was pavement, doing your best to embrace eachother given that your bump was growing everyday, "Hervé's baby shower was never going according to tradition, was it?", Charles kissed your forehead, "and besides, we haven't danced together in a good while, and I love having you two close to me", he said, allowing you to cuddle as close to him as humanly possible, "are you enjoying your day?".
You swayed as smoothly as you could, forgetting all about the family and friends all gushing and commenting about how cute you looked, "it's our day, my love. I know you sometimes feels a bit apart because of how this works, but we couldn't be any luckier that you're here for us, that you're Hervé's papa", you smiled, caressing his cheek wirh your hand, "you're a loving, empathetic, honest and kind man, and I couldn't do this adventure into parenthood with anyone but you", you finished, kissing his lips lovingly.
Wiping the tears on your eyes, Charles' hand then travelled to your bump, "I wouldn't do this with anyone else either. You are the love of my life and the one making one of my biggest dreams come true, and I'll spend every day of my life to show you how grateful I am for you and how much I love you", you offered, laying your head on his chest.
"Look at them looking so cute, seems like yesterday they were two idiots in love and everybody but them saw it, and now they're having a kid", Lorenzo pointed out, earning a nod of agreement from Pierre, "it's a good job they had us to set them up".
"Don't think I've forgotten you all but wished my body would fall apart after having this kid, Pierre. I've just stopped contemplating wether or not you're still his godfather. Don't make me rethink it again!", you taunted, "I'm his what?".
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on the topic of dad!skz. dad!minho picking out a itty bitty kitty halloween costume for his baby girl with the softest little cat ears, a floofy tail and he finds a little makeup pen that he researches and researches to make sure it's okay to put on her skin because he wants to draw whiskers on her but not if it's going to hurt her!!!! and he walks home with the biggest smile on his face and gets home so excited to show you what he bought - only to see you putting your daughter into a puppy costume you bought earlier that day.
the days leading up to halloween are spent with bickering over which costume she should be in (minho almost foaming at the mouth because cats are his thing how can his daughter n o t be in a cat costume) and on the day she ends up in???? (this is where you come in bc i really can't think of denying minho anything)
Seungmin is behind this. Somehow, Minho hasn’t really figured it out yet. He just knows it’s his fault because who else could have convinced you of this?
“Ha-ha. Very funny.” He says with the most humorless expression on his face. “Where he is?”
You furrow your brows. “Who?”
“Ah, come on. What other puppy do we know?” Minho gestures at his daughter on the ground, ironically chasing her fake tail.
It clicks, and you can’t help but laugh. “Minho, you’re joking.”
Blank face. He’s not even joking a little bit. Sighing, you stand up from the couch, walking right past him towards the kitchen.
“Think what you want, Minho, but I do have the ability to make my own decisions.”
When you get into bed that night, you don’t face him. Rolling over to stare out the window instead.
He really didn’t think that you’d be this mad about it. More than anything, Minho thought it was a silly joke. Like ha ha ha, Seungmin weaseled his way into dressing his daughter as a dog. Did he do that with Jisung’s daughter, too? Changbin’s boys? It’s so in character that it was easy to just believe it.
But he can tell with how you’ve acted with him since he got home — only really talking to your daughter, insisting on doing bath and bed by yourself — it was a stupid thought that he shouldn’t have ran with.
“Hey.” He rolls on his side towards you, a hand on your shoulder. “Come on, talk to me.”
“I’m tired, Minho.” It’s a lie — the bed is shaking with how jittery your legs are.
“I’m not going to drop it.” Minho says plainly. “You know that.”
With a sigh, you sit up, knees to your chest. Not really looking at him and instead fiddling with your sweatshirt. “Fine. It made me mad that you reacted like that to her costume.”
Minho smiles sadly, reaching for your hand. If you keep playing with that thread, you’ll ruin that shirt, and he knows it’s your favorite thing to sleep in as the weather turns. Though reluctant, you let him take your hand. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have treated it like a joke—“
“She looked really cute and I thought you would really like it.” There’s a cry catching in your throat, one that you’re desperately trying to swallow down. Minho’s heart shatters when he hears how much it upset you.
Bringing your hand to his lips, he slowly presses his lips to your palm. Peppering them around the hand; the tops, the wrist, over your wedding ring. “She did look very cute.”
“She always looks cute.”
The way you say it, with such a pout, makes Minho giggle a little. He shuffles in the bed, lying his head on your knees to get a better look at you. “It’s because she looks like you.”
Ah, there you go. The corners of your lips peeking up before you remember why you’re so upset. “Stop with that cheesy bullshit—“
“It’s true! If she looked like me…sheesh.”
You move too quick for him to catch, grabbing the pillow you’re propped up on and hitting him with it. Minho tries to pull it from your hands, ready for revenge, but you won’t give.
“Say that again and I’ll hit you HARDER next time.”
“Oooooh, so scary. So big and tough with your pillow, huh?”
Minho gives up on trying to take your pillow.
And grabs one of his own.
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It’s your turn to walk into a surprise. Less than a week left until Halloween, and there’s your daughter. Sitting in the high chair as her father, your husband, delicately traces lines from her nose.
“What is this?”
While Minho is still, it makes Jisung jump. The baby in his lap crying from the sudden movement. “Sheesh, knock next time.”
Your brows raise. “It’s my? Home? What’s going on here?”
Jisung looks from you to Minho, spinning the baby is his lap around so you can see. A pretty little heart painted on the tip of her nose, teeny whiskers across her face. The costume she’s wearing identical to the one your daughter has on, only a few sizes smaller.
“Doesn’t she look so CUTE?” Jisung is so giddy, cooing as he bounces the baby on his knee. “We wanted her to be a pumpkin, but then Minho came over and said he got her something—“
“We haven’t decided on a costume.” You say sternly, looking at your husband.
“Yet.” Minho’s eyes flick up to you. “You haven’t seen her as a cat yet.”
You huff, crossing your arms. “Nothing is going to steer me away from—“
Your heart leaps from your body. Never have you seen something so precious, so tiny. Her nose is pink, the whiskers twisting out to just about her mid cheek. Her eyes light up when she sees you, babbling on and on as she reaches out for you.
“Oh, look at you.” You coo, quickly gathering her in your arms. She giggles, snuggling into your shoulder. Her little headband brushes softly against your neck. Oh, you could cry.
Minho looks a little too smug for your liking. “So what were you saying about not steering you—“
“Shut up.”
///
“You really liked the cat costume—“
“But, Min, the dog—“
“She just looks so cute as a cat. Come on, baby, you have to see it.”
“And she doesn’t look cute as a dog?”
“Of course she does! I’m just saying—“
Jisung is in his office, windows shut, and he can still hear the two of your bickering from the other side of the fence. There’s no hard feelings there, just the two of you are too stubborn to give up. Cat, dog. Dog, cat. Over and over and over—
Sighing, he pushes himself up from his computer chair. Grabbing the car keys from his bag and leaving with a quick goodbye kiss to his partner and daughter. Just a teeny little errand.
You answer the door, Minho meowing obnoxiously somewhere inside the house. “Hey, Jisung—“
“It’s my turn to pick.” He forces a plastic bag in your hand before turning around and leaving. Even after you call after him, your voice fading as he walks the short distance back to your house.
You open the bag, the costume still perfectly in its wrapper. Soft, tan fur decorates the onesie. A hood to cover her teeny little head and keep her warm.
You throw it to the side. A lion, really? What a silly choice, so basic. It’s her first halloween, you’re not going to waste it on something like this.
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She went as a lion.
hehehehehe
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beskarandblasters · 5 days
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Clipped Wings
Tow Truck Driver!Ezra x F!Reader
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Summary: After being led astray by your friends, you’re stranded out in the woods with a flat tire. But when you can’t afford to pay the tow truck driver, he offers an alternative method of payment.
Word count: 2k
Warnings: modern AU, Ezra has both arms, reader is able-bodied, dubious consent, oral sex (M receiving), semi public sex, vaginal sex, pull out method, cum eating, praise kink, pet names (birdie), no use of y/n
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You should’ve known this was a bad idea. Your “friends” always fuck you over. You should’ve known this party was a front the second you turned onto this dirt road. There’s nothing around for miles, just trees and the stars above. You glance at your phone– barely any service, and contemplate calling your friend, Becca, again. It’d require you to swallow your pride, to beg for the real address, to reveal how desperate you are to fit in. 
You just don’t have it in you. 
Fuck it. 
But when you put your car in reverse and back down the road, it doesn’t… feel right. You glance out the rearview mirror. You didn’t hit anything. But a beeping sound from the dash catches your attention, along with a flashing yellow signal– Low tire pressure. \
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
You hastily leave the car and search for which tire it could be. It’s worse than you anticipated. Your back tire on the passenger side is flat. And now your car is completely undrivable. You don’t have a spare or a patch kit in your trunk either. You can already hear your dad’s words ringing through your head; You know better. Be prepared. 
God, you feel like a fucking idiot. 
You dash back to the front of your car, reaching for your phone in the center console. As fast as your fingers will type, you search tow trucks in the area, hoping for one not too far from wherever the fuck you are. You click on the first place that comes up– Green’s Towing Company, praying your phone’s signal doesn’t drop mid-call. 
“Green’s Towing Company, how may I be of service?” a man’s southern drawl says over the receiver. 
“Yes, hello. My car has a flat tire and I’m stranded.”
“And you ain’t got no spare? Or a patch kit?”
Now’s not the time for a fucking lecture. 
“Nope. It’s your lucky night.”
The man chuckles and says, “Boy you’re in a pickle, aren’t ya? Where are you located?”
You pull the phone away from your ear to look at the address Becca texted you, reading it back to him. 
“Oh, you’re quite a ways out. I’m afraid it’ll take me some time to get to you.”
“Oh… How long?”
He sighs and says, “Probably a good hour or so. I just have to gas up my truck before I leave, birdie. Are you safe? Are you alone?”
“...Yes, I’m alone.”
“Stay in your car and wait for me, birdie. Be there as soon as I can.”
He called you that nickname twice now. You don’t even know this guy.
“Okay. Bye,” you say, hanging up the phone and groaning. What a fucking disaster this is. But you do what he says, sitting in your car until he can reach you. He had such a peculiar accent, and you spend the next hour thinking about him, where he could be from, and what he looks like. Maybe he’ll be cute. God, now’s not the time for a fucking meet cute. 
You grab your phone and block Becca’s number, truly fed up with her shit ever the stunt she pulled tonight. You’d rather be friendless rather than friends with a bunch of fakes. 
A red light in your mirror startles you, causing you to jolt and look up from your phone. It’s the tow truck, backing up to your car. You get out and shut the door, waiting for the man to come and greet you. It’s an emerald green truck with the words Green’s Towing Company painted on the door in a yellow font. But seeing the truck makes you remember one important detail– You never asked what the price would be. 
“What do we have here? A wounded little birdie?” the man says. That fucking nickname again. He walks over to you and gestures to the pathetic remnants of your tire. Upon seeing him, you find that your suspicions are correct. He is cute– messy brown hair with a strange blond patch on the right side of his forehead, brown eyes, and a magnetic smile, his face illuminated with red from the brake lights. 
You shrug, unsure of how to respond to that. 
“Looks like somebody clipped your wings…” he says, crouching down to look at your tire. 
“I guess?”
He looks up at you and says, “Where are my manners? I never introduced myself. The name’s Ezra.”
He stands and extends his hand out, offering a handshake. You give him your hand reluctantly, finding him a little offputting for reasons you don’t understand. You tell him your name and he repeats it to him a couple of times. 
“Well let’s get this show on the road, birdie,” he says, starting to walk back to his truck. 
“Wait!”
He turns and raises an eyebrow, waiting for you to continue.
“I never… asked how much this is going to be.”
“Where do you need to be towed to?”
“Um, my dealership, and then I need to be dropped off back home.”
You give him the addresses for both and he does some mental math, muttering under his breath before coming up with a price. 
“About three hundred or so.”
Fuck. You didn’t budget for this at all. God, this is a fucking mess. 
“Oh…”
“Is there a problem, birdie?”
“I, um, didn’t think it was going to be that much…”
“Oh, I see. You’re in quite the predicament here.”
“I’m sorry for wasting your time. I can call someone else.”
“Hang on now. You’re not gonna find someone else with fair prices like me.”
“...No?”
“No. Plus, I can’t leave you out here alone for Kevva knows how long, birdie. Precious little things such as yourself can’t be left unattended.”
“What do I do?” you plead, feeling the tears welling up in your eyes. 
“Hey now, don’t get distressed. We can work this out.” 
He takes a step towards you, placing his hands on your shoulders. An unsettling smirk graces his face and you can’t help the feeling like you’re not going to be able to say no to whatever he offers you. 
“How?”
“With that pretty little mouth of yours.”
Your heart sinks to your stomach. Somehow you knew he was going to suggest something like this. You could say no. You could call another tow. But you think about what he said about the others’ pricing, your phone’s weak reception, and what time it must be already. 
It can’t be that bad. You’re attracted to him already. And besides… What other choice do you really have? 
“Okay,” you say, closing your eyes as a single tear rolls down your cheek. He wipes it away with his thumb, telling you, “Good girl. Let’s head to the front of the car, birdie.”
He lets go of you and walks to the front of your car, leaning against the hood as he takes his cock out of his worn-out, earth-toned pants. You follow him and fall to your knees, sinking ever so slightly into the dirt beneath you. He strokes his already hard cock, pre-cum beaded up at the tip. 
“Be a good girl, birdie,” he reminds you. 
You look up at him, opening your mouth and taking his cock inside. He curses under his breath, reaching a hand out to caress your cheek. You swirl your tongue in between the tip of his cock and his foreskin, wrapping your hand around the base. You keep your eyes on him, watching for his reaction and making sure you’re doing a good job. Saliva mixed with his pre-cum slides down his shaft, making his blowjob wetter and sloppier by the second. The surrounding area is filled with the sounds of the forest, Ezra’s strained moans, and the wet squelching sounds of your mouth. 
“Shit, birdie, that mouth feels heavenly,” he praises, voice dripping with arousal. 
You hum into him, sending a vibration down his shaft. He shivers in response, head thrown back in pleasure, Adam’s apple bobbing up and down in his throat. You take your other hand and cup his balls, bobbing your head up and down as you work to send him over the edge. He tastes salty, with an undertone of sweat, but you’re not complaining. His forehead shines under the moonlight, stray curls sticking to his skin. He lets out another mangled groan, letting you know he’s close. You keep your tongue flat against the underside of his cock, sucking in your cheeks and going faster. 
“Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit.”
Just when you think he could cum, he stops, gripping either side of your face. He pulls his cock out of your mouth and you look at him with a puzzle expression. 
“Did I do something wrong?”
“No, no. Quite the opposite,” he pants. 
“Then why did you stop?”
“My sweet girl,” he smirks, brushing his calloused thumb over your cheek. “To reward you.”
You freeze, waiting for further instructions. He slides out from in front of the car, taking a place behind you instead. 
“Stand up for me, birdie.”
You stand from the ground, goosebumps pricking your skin in anticipation of what he’ll do next. 
“And bend over for me like a good girl.”
You bend over the hood of your car, cool metal pressed against your cheek. He hikes up your skirt, taking a moment to cup your ass with his large hand. 
“You’re absolutely ravishing, birdie,” he says, pulling your panties to the side. 
Your cheeks heat up at his praise but soon enough it feels like your whole body is set aflame as his cock enters you. Your breath gets caught in your throat as you adjust to his size, writhing against the hood of your car. He grabs onto your waist, railing into you at an unforgivable speed. The force of his hips slamming into you has you moaning and whining, getting ready for the undeniably large orgasm you’ll have. 
“So wet. So pretty. So perfect,” he praises, gripping your waist tighter. 
But at this point, you’re well past complete sentences, only responding in the form of a whimper. 
“No, no. Use your words.”
“It feels so fucking good,” you whine in between labored breaths. 
“That’s right, birdie. Tell me how good my cock feels.”
“Mmm, it’s so big, Ezra,” your voice high pitched as your orgasm draws near. 
“Say my name as you cum,” he commands. 
“Fuck, Ezra. I’m gonna cum,” you cry out, coming undone around his cock. 
He fucks you through your high, stars in your vision joining the ones in the night sky. Your moans ripped through the stillness of the forest, cunt clenching and releasing him erratically. 
“Good girl,” he praises, holding off his orgasm for as long as he can before pulling out and painting your ass with his release. “Shit,” he sighs. 
His hand slides over your ass, collecting his spend. “Turn around.” You face him, taking note of the wild look in his eyes. “Open.” You open your mouth and take his fingers in your mouth, licking the cum off of them. You put on a show for him, sucking obscenely as he praises, “Such an angel, birdie.”
He cups your chin, brushing his thumb against your soft skin as he sighs. Your exhaustion hits you all at once and your eyelids flutter close. 
“Wait for me in the truck, birdie. I’ll get this hooked up.”
“Okay,” you sigh. He squeezes your chin one last time before letting go. 
You walk away and open his truck door, hopping in the passenger seat. You lean against the chilled window. With your breath fogging up the glass, you begin to drift off to sleep as you recount the night’s events. But you can’t help but wonder… What the fuck just happened? 
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• FAKE GIRLFRIEND •
• PART ONE
• PART TWO
• Gojo Satoru x Reader
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It was a sunny Friday morning on the Jujutsu high school campus, where the four friends were on their break happily chatting about different youth topics.
Everything seemed to be going completely normal until the young y/h notices her close friend Satoru somewhat distracted and not with his smiling and joking personality.
Clearly noticing that lack of spark in his best friend, he decided to gently ask.
-"Gojo, what has you so distracted this morning? Usually you would have already made at least 3 different jokes" And the young woman was not lying, it was normal to see Gojo joke or chatter about something or simply laugh loudly, so finding him in That state was very strange.
After y/n had asked that question, Geto nodded agreeing with the young woman and said
- "It's true, what's happening with you?"
Gojo, who was absorbed in his thoughts moments ago, now faced the expectant gaze of his friends.
Scratching his hair nervously, he understands that it is time to declare what has kept him so silent.
-"You see, it's something about my father, he said something so stupid - he says trying to control his bad mood as he remembers - "he said I should take my girlfriend to my family's celebration this weekend"
As soon as you heard Gojo and girlfriend in the same sentence you feel a little disappointed, since you always felt something for your best friend, the white-haired one, but you never did anything to confess it, because everyone knew about the reputation of a womanizer that he has and you didn't want to ruin the friendship you've had since They were kids.
Shoko noticing your small disappointment (she was the only one to whom you had confessed your feelings for the young man of the Gojo clan) decides to ask to lighten the situation.
-"We could have the honor of knowing who the unfortunate one is, who is "Does your girlfriend call? Because as far as I know you've never had a girlfriend and the one that lasted a day and a half doesn't count" the young woman accused with a smile on her face.
At this question you and Suguru smile in attendance, although your smile was incomparable to that of Geto who was ready to laugh at the situation.
Gojo scratches his hair again more nervously and avoids your gaze
- "Well there's the problem (he sighs ready to give his statement) he thinks that you and I are a couple"
The black-haired man and the brunette burst out laughing but instead you You are completely reflected, on the one side you felt happy because you always wanted to have a relationship with the young man, but on the other sidd you are scared that the mere thought of being in a relationship with you is what has Gojo so disappointed.
So without thinking much you ask the white haired boy.
-"And what did you say to your father?" If you analyzed it a little, you would notice the desperation in your tone.
The three young people were waiting for the sky-blue eye's response.
-"I told him if I would take you to the party this weekend," he says, already showing his smile.
-"WHAT!? Did you go crazy Satoru? Are you lying to your father" and you couldn't blame his father since you and Gojo were inseparable and several times they have confused you with being a couple, but this time it was different, very different.
-"Don't worry, y/n, we just have to pretend that we are a couple for this weekend and everything will be fine," said the white-haired man, trying to reassure you. He is the same again, downplaying the matter, you respond
- "But it's totally different, plus it was just once to get those free sweets on Valentine's Day!!"
Shoko and Geto only exchanged funny and expectant glances because they both knew things and understood where this whole thing would lead.
-"Pleeaase Y/n just for this weekend" Gojo said in a pleading tone.
You decided that you would ignore your feelings, although that would cost you dearly later, or at least that's what you thought, and you would help your friend this time.
You sigh exhausted and nod saying
- "It's okay Toru, you win"
The white-haired boy smiles and jumps to hug you, which caught you quite off guard and a small blush that you tried to hide appeared on your face.
"Then get ready because tomorrow at eight pm I will have to pick you up to go to the party"
You nod and when you were going to answer the bell rings indicating that they should go back to class, the two sorcerers get up and say goodbye, leaving them alone.
Shoko, who notices your sadness no matter how much you try to hide it, says
- "Everything will be fine Y/n, it's just a party and maybe you won't even meet his father, you already know what their relationship is like"
if you knew that and that wasn't it. What worries you so much, but that you didn't want to hurt yourself by playing with your feelings, you felt like you were deceiving yourself.
You sigh and nod
- "It's just a party, what could go wrong?"
You clearly had no idea what that Saturday night would bring you.
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When We Were Young Masterlist Summary: One Direction help James get to work.
“Hey man, hey mate..it’s me. Listen..I’m in a real bind traffic-wise, I know you’re in town, is there any way you’ll just be able to help me get to work?...Ugh are you serious?..Alright…yeah I’ll see you in two minutes okay” James spoke into his phone whilst sitting in the driver's seat of the car.
The passenger's side door opened and James greeted Niall “Hey man..thanks..thanks for this..I really appreciate it. The traffic...”, James was interrupted with the back door of the car opening with Louis entering, “James”.
“I only need one” James tried to explain but YN, Harry and Liam followed behind Louis and began to get comfy in the backseats, “I really don’t need everyone...Waaw” James said whilst looking confused at the entire band sitting in the car. Despite YN and Louis not being on the best of terms right now, since they broke up, they both put their media training to use and wear their best fake smiles as they were told they had to sit next to each other, to avoid fans and press thinking they were anything but civil right now.
“The more the merrier right?” Niall asked James.
 “I guess, I guess..yeah, alright”
"Make sure you get your belts on" Louis spoke next to YN as he reached for his seatbelt behind him. There wasn't much room in the back so YN was squished between Harry and Louis, so she leaned forward in her seat, one for more space and two so she could avoid looking at her ex-boyfriend.
"If anyone needs a wee-" James said.
"I need a wee" YN joked, hoping James might stop the car to allow her to change spots.
"Hold it" James instructed, making YN pout "Do you mind if we listen to some music"
From her place between Louis and Harry, YN began to shout “One, two, three”
The whole band and James began to sing…
You're insecure, don't know what for You're turning heads when you walk through the door Don't need makeup to cover up Being the way that you are is enough
Everyone else in the room can see it Everyone else, but you, ooh Baby, you light up my world like nobody else The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell You don't know, oh-oh You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see You'll understand why I want you so desperately Right now I'm lookin' at you, and I can't believe You don't know, oh-oh You don't know you're beautiful, oh, oh-oh That's what makes you beautiful
As YN wiggled back slightly because she could feel her seat getting warmer, she could feel Louis' eyes on her but she choose to stay looking in front before she spoke.
“Who the hell put my seat heater on…stop it boys" James and Niall laughed hysterically in the front “My ass is on fire” YN continued, but Louis was quick to turn to look out the window with a smirk on his face.
As James pointed out a car that was following them with some fans inside trying to take photos, Liam explained that the fan had been following him for weeks.
"Is it scary having people find out where you live?" James asked.
"It does get a bit..um..scary when they're kinda like close to your house" Louis began to explain, before turning to YN "Do you remember..that time I tweeted about there being nothing worse than not being able to have a cup of tea in the morning 'cause we didn't have any milk" YN swallowed at Louis mentioning the memory so casually despite them hardly saying two words to each other for what felt like years. "Within an hour...someone's ringing me doorbell..there's like this forty-five-year-old woman..she comes to the door she's like 'here's the milk'..and I'm like aw well thanks love"
Noticing YN dip her head to her eyes are focused on the floor, Harry playfully pinches her hip and she turns her head towards him and he puts up his thumb, a little gesture they do when they want to check that each other is okay.
The band had just done a band harmony with James and the intro of Best Song Ever began. YN, Liam and Harry moved their fists up and down into the air as they were dancing together. “..to the best song ever” James hit Zayn’s high note, and in sync, the whole band stopped and stared at him in shock with the biggest smiles on their faces.
“Go on James..hit that note” YN encouraged and start clapping for him, making James laugh.
“Bands when I was growing up would always do dance routines and wear the same clothes..and you’ve really kicked against that..why?” James asked.
“Because it’s weird” Harry said with a serious expression on his face.
“We just made a decision that we weren’t going to be that band” Niall explained.
Harry interrupted “I think it makes that when at the start people are dancers..and none of us danced”
"Don't put YN into the same category as us for dancing lad" Louis tried to compliment, making YN turn her head to look at him, to which he gave a friendly smile. She knew he was trying to win her back, he'd been trying for weeks but she wishes he would stop saying little things in interviews, on stage and when others were around. It was getting harder each day for her to get over him. Wishful thinking on her behalf.
With an idea already in his head, James suggested the band have a dance routine at some point.
“Why don’t you choreograph it for us and we’ll do it” YN suggested.
“Here’s the thing” James began “You never made a video of No Control..and I think we could make a video with choreography” At the mention of No Control, YN tensed up because it was no secret that Louis had written the song and it wasn't rocket science to know that he had written it about his sex life with YN.
“Alright” Louis agreed.
“Ok..come with me on this” James said before showing the band the actions to each line from the chorus of No Control.
“So you do this…waking up beside you” James instructed whilst leaning his head on his hand and then lifting his head up and pointing forward, each of you copying his actions.
The next action made everyone laugh, “I’m a loaded gun”, James points down to his crotch, all of them copying. YN and Harry glanced at each other with raised eyebrows, wondering what James was going to think of next. Not going unnoticed Louis whispers something into YN's ear, making her roll her eyes at him but fans were quick to point out that whatever Louis had said to her made her lips turn up into a little smile.
“I can’t contain this anymore” with everyone's hands out in front of them. For “there’s no control, no control” James instructed them all to wave their finger out in front of them.
Next, James and Niall gave the band in the back, matching denim jackets to create the video. Everyone performed with sass and really gave the fans what they wanted.
“Do you know the game sleep with, marry, cruise?” James asked and continued to explain the rules of the game.
Niall was first, “Niall I’ll give you three people, you're three are Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez and Tina Fay” James stated with a cheeky grin on his face.
Niall began to think, but it didn’t take him too long “Sleep with Tina Fay”
“Nice” James interrupted with an impressed smile.
“Marry Selena Gomez”
“Good choice, why not”
“And go on..go on a cruise with Demi Lovato” “Great fun, great voice” James stated and was proud of Niall’s choices.
But what fans were really interested in was Louis clearly looking at YN whilst Niall answered and mouthing the words "I'd marry you".
The intro to Perfect began to play and instantly the band all started to sing whilst clapping their hands to the beat.
But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms And if you like having secret little rendezvous If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn't do Then baby, I'm perfect Baby, I'm perfect for you And if you like midnight driving with the windows down And if you like going places we can't even pronounce If you like to do whatever you've been dreaming about Then baby, you're perfect Baby, you're perfect So let's start right now
One thing that didn’t go unnoticed was the way YN kept glancing in Louis's direction as she sang.
To end the band and James sang Drag Me Down, all clapping in sync.
All my life, you stood by me When no one else was ever behind me All these lights, they can't blind me With your love, nobody can drag me down
Nobody, nobody
Nobody can drag me down
During the bridge, YN began to rap,
Ain't nothing to break a chain or two Nothing to nothing to break chain W Hear the spit about a penthouse view Yo changing, looking out from my red house view yo That's all is done when the boys come through yo Changing, looking out from my red house view (what) Don't think about, be it What nobody can do D to the R to the A to the G me down, ain't nothing to be around Harry and, James, woah woah Niall, Liam, and Louis and YN too Woah, hey, woah, hey, woah, hey, woah, hey, woah, hey, woah, hey, woah, woah, woah, woah The boys looked at her in shock but couldn’t help but dance and encourage her. Louis started shouting, and Harry clapped along.
YN and Harry harmonise your first high-note riffs together.
“Nobody can drag me down!”
They both keep singing loudly in Liam and Louis's ears to annoy them but as they both get to the second note they can’t help it any longer and just both burst into laughter. James turns in his seat and bursts into a high-pitched laughter too!
“Thanks for helping me get to work guys”
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Will there be another part to date not date?
Ok! You kind of made me want to write part three! I hope it has the happy conclusion you were expecting. Enjoy!
Check out Part 1 and Part 2.
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A date not date. Part 3.
James Potter could easily become the center of the world when he was in a room. It was an ability that only few people had. James had no problem of talking gracely and making people laugh with what he was saying.
It wasn't fair that Lily tried so hard to make people like her. She complied to what other people wanted of her. She was constantly trying to be cool but failing miserably. Whereas James Potter just made people like him. He was like the sun. When he was in a room, the place lit up.
And that was what Lily liked the most about him.
James looked so handsome while being himself. Happy to be surrounded by people and excited about tomorrow's match.
"Do you want me to grab a cup for you?" Remus asked next to her with a cheeky smile.
They had been trying to finish some homework together but honestly, none of them couldn't concentrate.
"Ha?"
"Because you're drooling, Lils" Remus smiled as his eyes flickered towards the spot where James was.
Lily started laughing nervously even though she could feel her cheeks on fire.
"What are you talking about? I was thinking about the answer on number twelve"
"There are only ten questions" Remus sneered.
Shit. "I... I knew that... I was checking if you were focused"
Remus laughed as he shook his head.
"I'm sorry but you've been so obvious lately" he said "I am dying to tell James that you fancy him"
Lily gasped "I don't fancy him!!" but it came out as a high pitched squeal.
Remus smiled "And I thought I would end up marrying you eventually"
They had a pact back when they became best friends. If they didn't find someone until they were 40, they would get married. It was mainly a joke.
"Don't lose hope yet" Lily smiled.
"Hey, Lily!" They were interrupted by a girl Lily knew well. She was a fourth year Gryffindor who was constantly borrowing tampons from her and asking Lily if she knew which boys were single. As if being Head Girl instantly gave her access to all the gossip in school. Her name was Clary.
"Hey Clary" she answered with a smile "Did you need anything?"
"Yes, it was just a silly question" Clary giggled "I was wondering if you and James Potter were together? Is he your boyfriend?"
If Lily were drinking something, she would have choked. Although she almost did with her saliva. And she blushed. Of course she did. Was everyone against her today? Even Remus tried not to laugh next to her.
"What?"
Clary didn't seem embarrassed by her question "I was wondering because there are rumors and you spend a lot of time together"
Lily was going to die of embarrassment.
"We... No... We... We are Head Boy and Girl, you know?" Was Lily stuttering? "We have to spend time together by force" she cleared her throat "We are just friends. Friends! Nothing else is going on... No... Why?" she swallowed "Why are you asking?"
If Clary noticed Lily's nervousness, she didn't show. She simply shrugged.
"Oh! It's just that one of my friends fancies him and wanted to know if he was available"
"What? Who?" Lily was ashamed of the desperation in her voice.
"Nina Friedman"
Holy shit, that bitch!!
Calm down, Lily. She is just a girl.
"She is like obsessed with him since forever" Clary rolled her eyes "Nina thinks James and her are soulmates because they are both into Rugby"
Lily crumpled a piece of paper she was holding "Really?"
"Yeah, she is crazy like that" Clary nodded "Anyway, she will be happy to know James is available"
Lily faked a smile.
Clary was about to leave when she turned unsure "Also, Lily" she added as she twisted her hair "Do you know if Sirius Black is single? I find him absolutely hot!"
Jesus, what was wrong with these fourteen year old girls? Lily remembered that when she and her friends were that age, they weren't that boy crazy, were they?
Remus cleared his throat before Lily could answer "Enough with the questions. Don't you see we are busy here?" And he sounded as irritated as Lily.
Clary pouted and left giving Remus a hateful look.
"Jesus Christ!" Lily tutted when Clary was gone "How upfront and crazy are these girls, am I right?"
Remus was giving her a certain look "Why did you tell that girl James was available?"
"Because he is!" Lily spat "He is single, isn't he?"
"But dying to be with you" Remus replied "And you are dying to be with him, aren't you?"
Lily gasped "As if!"
Remus ducked his head to the side, pursing his lips.
"Fine! Maybe... " Lily blushed. "You tease me but I am not the only one who fancies a Marauder..."
"James is handsome but not my type, don't worry"
"I was talking about Sirius" Lily replied with a know it all look in her face. She hadn't told anyone she had accidentally observed how Remus kissed Sirius. And everything had been awkward after that. "You almost killed Clary when she asked about him"
It was Remus's turn to blush.
"Am I too obvious?"
"Yes, and I am very observant" Lily cleared her throat. "It's okay, Remus. I'm not going to tell"
"Whatever" Remus moved on his seat "It's different though. You know that James adores you. Sirius is too straight and he is my best friend, he is practically unreachable"
Lily twisted her mouth and placed a comforting hand on her friend's arm.
"We were not talking about me, Lily" Remus slightly "James feels the same way. He would die to be with you"
Lily blushed "What if he loses interest the moment I say yes?" she said looking down "What if he thinks he loves me but it is all an obsession. Like in his mind he thinks it is love but he just wanted me to say yes. And then he would realize that I am not what he thought I was and he would move on, you know? Find some other girl... And my heart would break... "
Remus let out a chuckle "Lily, trust me. As one of James's best friends and someone who lives with him, no, it's not an obsession... If it were, I am pretty sure he would have taken you out of his head a long time ago"
Lily didn't dare to look at Remus. She had dreamt about a boy falling over heels in love with her. But unconsciously knew no one could actually love her that much. Not there was James and everyone claimed he loved her. Lily actually didn't know what to do.
She had sworn that his constant attempts to flirt with her and ask her out were a joke or a game for him. But she never imagined James could actually feel that way for her.
"What am I supposed to do?"
"Well..." Remus sighed "It is pretty clear how he feels. He's proven it many many times already. I think it is your turn to tell him how you feel, Lily. Don't you think he deserves that?"
Lily felt a bit embarrassed to actually fancy the boy she had hated for years and sworn to never ever date. But Remus was right. It was Lily's turn. Even though she didn't want to...
"Ok, maybe you are right" Lily mumbled making Remus beam "But do not tell him anything until I do!" Remus nodded "I need to find the right time"
"Maybe after tomorrow's match" Remus suggested "If Gryffindor loses, you will cheer him up. If they win, he might have a heart attack and die of happiness"
Lily giggled.
"Okay..." Lily bit her lip feeling her face burn "I will talk to him tomorrow after the match"
Remus winked "That's my ex future wife"
So that was how Lily's plan began. She had everything planned in her head about how she was going to tell James how she felt. In her brain, it had a happy ending with a kiss taken straight away from a romantic movie, cheers from the whole school and even a montage of their happy relationship with a dreamed wedding and several kids on their own.
Lily dressed all Gryffindory the next day. She even painted her nails red to match up. She hadn't enjoyed a Rugby match this much. Lily wasn't a sports person. She never cared about what team won. But today, she yelled and cheered as the rest of her friends. She wanted for James to win so he would be happy.
When Gryffindor won at the end, Lily jumped up and down and hugged Remus, Mary and Peter in celebration. She smiled when she saw a red and gold wave of people lifting James up cheering: "Captain! Captain!"
Later on, at The Common Room, Lily was cold sweating. For starters, James was occupied receiving congratulations from many people or he was engaged in conversations with his team. Lily had to wait patiently for a moment in which James was alone. Or maybe that was the excuse she was giving herself, because she was very nervous to do so.
"And Lily? Talked to James yet?"
Bloody Remus was very insistant on the matter.
"Watch it or I will make you talk with Sirius"
"You know it is not the same!" Remus chanted "Plus, you promised"
"Actually..."
"For God's sake" Remus rolled his eyes "HEY PRONGS!!" he yelled next.
Lily's eyes widened immediately. James had been talking with the boys on his team, Sirius included.
"Remus!!" Lily warned.
But Remus had to yell louder to gain his attention
"PRONGS!!"
When James stopped talking and turned, Lily knew she was screwed. Maybe she wasn't even ready.
Remus called him as Lily began cold sweating.
"I really hate you, Remus" Lily mumbled as James walked towards them. With Sirius close behind him.
"I want to be properly thanked on your wedding day" Remus smiled "Remember that"
"What's up, Moony?" James asked. He was kind of energetic and happy. His hair was the wildest. Lily thought he was so handsome.
"Lily wants to speak with you"
When James's hazel eyes focused on her, Lily stopped breathing all together.
"Oh hey, beautiful"
Did he call her beautiful? What the fuck?
"Hey!" Lily exclaimed awkwardly.
"What do you want to talk about, Ginger?" It was Sirius who asked, because James kept smiling at her. His eyes were scanning her.
"None of your business, Pads" Remus intervened "Come on" he added pushing Sirius away "Let's grab a drink"
"Oh, alcohol free party" Sirius snapped with fury "Didn't you hear, Moons?"
Sirius hated Lily for telling the teachers about this party. But she had done the right thing.
"Let's just go!" Remus said, dragging Sirius away. But he had winked at Lily as he went.
Lily was begging him not to go with her eyes. But no, he left. Lily told herself Remus was a bad friend.
As soon as they were left alone, James and Lily looked at each other and giggled awkwardly.
"So?" James asked rubbing his neck "What is it, Lils?"
"Ha?"
"Remus said you wanted to speak with me?"
"Oh! Yeah, yeah" Lily nodded "I did" she nodded once more.
"OK" James looked at her with expectation. "I am listening..."
"I am speaking..." Lily joked then felt stupid.
James just smiled.
"Although it is kind of hard because there is too much noise..."
"Do you want to go somewhere else?"
Lily hit his arm playfully "Not with stupid propositions, Potter!"
James raised an eyebrow "I meant for talking..."
"Oh!" Lily blushed "It is nothing..." she giggled nervously "I just wanted to say you are brilliant... WERE brilliant, I mean! In the match. Handling with the ball and such..."
James laughed "Handling the ball?"
"I suck at sports, okay?" Lily touched her hot cheek.
"Are you okay, Lily?"
"Yeah! Perfect, why?"
James shrugged "Nothing forget it" he cleared his throat "Thank you! I am actually really happy we won"
Lily smiled because he looked genuinely happy.
"We worked so hard for this... Worth all the effort"
Lily nodded "You are actually a good Captain. That's what Marlene says"
"Marlene says that?"
"Don't tell her I told you" Lily laughed "She will deny it all"
James laughed as well "OK"
The James stared at her intensely for a few seconds. It gave Lily chills.
"Go Gryffindor!" she said to keep the conversation going "Am I right?"
"Yeah"
"I even painted my nails to support the team" Lily said showing James her hands.
"Oh! I can see that" James nodded "That's a very Gryffindor red"
"Yeah" Lily giggled.
"It suits you" James added "You actually look pretty today"
And Lily felt the prettiest girl under his gaze. She smiled.
"Thank you"
God, she had to tell him. Lily was a bloody Gryffindor, for God's sake. Wasn't she supposed to be brave? James had dared to ask her out even if it was humiliating for him. He had told her his feelings even if he knew she was going to reject him. Lily could do this as well.
"James..."
The boy was already getting closer. His eyes were focused on Lily's face. Her mouth to be precise. And Lily's body was unconsciously scooping closer as well.
"Yeah?"
"I..."
Lily saw James leaning closer. The fucking brave bastard. But Lily didn't mind. She actually had the want for a kiss. Lily closed her eyes, expecting it to happen. It didn't matter that they were in front of a lot of people even.
"Potter! Evans!"
It was McGonagall in the flesh. So Lily couldn't tell her to fuck off.
Though James cursed under his breath.
They both turned to look innocently.
"Yes, Professor?" Lily asked.
McGonagall looked at them both above her glasses.
"I thought the idea was about singing" she said as she crossed her arms "Why don't you go up there and make students more thrilled about Karaoke"
It was what Lily had suggested to do for the winning celebration. A Karaoke Night. It was fun! Better than what students actually wanted to do that was get drunk probably.
"They would be thrilled if you start performing yourself, Professor" James grinned.
McGonagall gave him a look "I am not saying that I have a bad voice, Potter. But this is for students. Why don't you give the example and start yourselves?"
"Oh, no how embarrassing..."
"I am not really a good singer..."
"There are responsabilities as Head Boy and Head Girl and this is one of them, I am afraid"
James and Lily wanted to protest but McGonagall raised her hand to stop them.
"If you don't bloody sing I will cancel the whole thing and send students to bed"
So James and Lily had no other remedy than to obey. James grabbed the microphone and tapped into it, making a horrid sound that got the attention of others.
"Ehm... Hey guys..." James spoke into the phone. Lily was awkwardly standing beside him "First of all I want to say there is a reason we are the best house.... GO GRYFFINDOR!!"
The crowd erupted into cheers. Making both Lily and James smile.
"Mr. Potter!" McGonagall spoke above the cheers "Karaoke..."
"Yes" James said into the phone "To celebrate our victory, we planned a really fun Karaoke Night! So if you want to shine today, pick up your song... Minnie will be giving prizes to the better voices!"
There was laughter and commotion as students turned to their teacher but she just shook her head.
"OK maybe not" James continued "But come on! This could be fun!!"
Nobody said anything until someone yelled: "Pretty stupid!"
"I know it was you, Mr. Black!" McGonagall exclaimed making people around her laugh. Sirius, who was in the back with Remus, shrugged innocently.
"Anyway, you are wrong, mate" James pointed to Sirius "Lily and I as Head Boy and Head Girl are going to show you how bloody fun karaoke could be... WHO IS READY FOR THE SHOW BABY?"
The crowd erupted into claps and cheering, people screaming their names. Mary, Marlene and Dorcas had made their way to the front row to watch their friend.
Lily faked a smile and waved awkwardly. But then whispered in James's ear.
"We don't even know what we are going to sing!"
"I think I have a good idea" James winked at her, and Lily blushed.
Lily had to laugh when Lay All Your Love on Me by ABBA started playing. It was no coincidence that over the summer they had talked for hours on the phone about how much they liked that group. Lily loved this song.
When James started singing first, confident as that wanker was, Lily realized he had actually a very good voice. He looked pretty well moving around stage. He was a total showman. Natural on the spotlight.
Lily was shy and nervous. She wasn't sure of what people were going to say about her voice. Mary had a beautiful voice, not her.
But when she spotted Clary on the crowd and her stupid friend Nina, thirsting for James without discretion, Lily began singing with confidence.
For her surprise, she was cheered on. And James was smiling at her.
It turned out to be really fun as the song went on. Lily got more comfortable with making a little show, with James it was easy. He made everything seem so easy and fun.
The song was about flirting, about starting someone new with someone. And asking that someone to lay all their love on you. Which was exactly what Lily and James were going through. The song told James exactly what she wanted to say. When James stared at Lily and sang to only her, Lily forgot about the crowd. She focused only him and how translucent he looked under those lights.
And just like that, the song flew by. When they were done, James and Lily were close again. Staring into each other's eyes. In that moment of brief silence as the melody died, Lily decided to do the impossible. She didn't know what force got into her. But she couldn’t take it anymore. She wanted to be a bold dumb girl for once in her life and have her romantic moment.
So she grabbed James's shirt and pulled him in for a kiss. James responded willingly and immediately.
There were two seconds of pure silence and shock amongst everyone that was watching.
But Lily didn't care. Her lips were still glued to James's as her heart was beating really fast.
Then someone yelled: YEAAH FINALLY. Someone Lily didn't recognize. But that iniciated another round of clapping and cheering. Even louder than the last one.
That was when Lily realized what she had done. She realized she had kissed James Potter in front of bloody everyone. Including Professor McGonagall who was staring at them with her eyebrow raised.
Lily did the only thing that could that was going absolutely red. She spotted Remus who was smiling widely. Sirius who looked irritated and her girls who were screaming and jumping in their place. Then Lily turned to James who was in shock but was smiling like he couldn't believe himself.
When Lily smiled at him, he reacted and started joking by bowing to the crowd. Lily hit his arm playfully though she was truly happy.
"So?" James laughed into the microphone "Let's see who can do better than that!"
More cheering and laughter. Lily didn't see Nina and her crowd anymore. Maybe she was furious somewhere. But she didn't have time to feel sorry for her. She was planning to keep enjoying the night with James who now was looking at her like he wanted to kiss her forever. And this time Lily wanted it as well.
*****
This is how I imagine James and Lily singing this song:
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And now, the special edition "Goop Lyn has horrible identity crisis nightmares" story
This one has got lots more dialogue, so if you like reading the Lyns talk to each other then boy is this the story for you!
To say ‘it was a memory, but not her own’ wasn’t exactly a unique thing for Goop Lyn. She has all of Lyn’s memories, underneath her own memories that only really started about a week ago. So for her to ‘remember’ something she wasn’t present for was if anything, painfully normal. But to have a memory that Lyn wasn’t present for either? That was, or at least should be, impossible. But as hard as she tried, she couldn’t recall any time Lyn had this conversation.
“Not in real life but I know what you’re talking about.”
She hadn’t said anything, but he was responding. As she stood there, frozen, trapped in this place and time she’d never been, she could only watch as he looked aside, smiling and bemused. As he looked back, visibly trying to not look condescending and failing, he said something that made her feel sick.
“Wendy buying 52 unique knives would be devastatingly expensive.”
That’s not me. I’m not her. Don’t call me that. I fought to be who I am. Look at me. I became this. I fought to be this. Acknowledge it. Acknowledge me. Look at me.
Every part of her was trying to scream out, demand he call her by her own damn name, but the sound wouldn’t come out. She felt like she was choking, then it got even worse as she felt her form giving out on her, melting away the person she was into the anonymous pile she refused to be ever again. She tried desperately to claw back herself but it just. Wouldn’t. Work. All because Hector had called her Wendy.
Then she woke up. Of course, phrasing it like that implies that ended the situation. She still felt awful, she woke up coughing and fell out of bed trying to get up. She was on her hands and knees, struggling to breathe, but at least she was in her room. Undeniably hers, specifically cleaned and prepared to be hers. It was proof that she was here and that she was herself. Because this was Her room. With her spit on the floor from struggling to breathe. Once she stabilized her breathing, she went to the bathroom to wash her face and calm down.
She walked out of her room, went down the hall and entered the bathroom. It was still late at night or early in the morning, so she had to turn on the light. She turned to the sink, looked in the mirror, and went to hell. It was wrong. It was lying, it had to be. She reached up and pulled at the lie, but it was still there, a bright pink stain on everything she was. She pulled harder, trying to yank it out, like pulling out the lying pink would show the green truth that had to be underneath. She was choking again, her throat not just feeling clogged but visibly in the mirror pulsing and changing.
Lyn’s hair was not pink. Goop Lyn’s hair is not pink. My hair isn’t this. Get rid of this fake hair. Why won’t it come out. Why is the mirror showing me Wendy’s hair. The mirror is wrong. I need to break it.
The next time Goop Lyn woke up, she was bleeding from the forehead and the mirror was broken. The streaks of red blood in her hair briefly made her feel like she was choking again, but they were just streaks against the green. Her green. Lyn was standing over her, looking in the part of the mirror that wasn’t broken while she brushed her teeth. She spat in the sink, briefly looked down at Goop Lyn, said “Hit your head like a dumbass, huh.” then left the room.
Goop Lyn jumped to her feet, rushed out and grabbed Lyn by the shoulder.
“No. We’re talking about this. Lyn meeting.”
“That Isn’t a thing.”
“Well as a 50% shareholder in Lyn inc, I’m making it a thing. And calling one. Bitch.”
“As the other 50% shareholder, I make a formal motion for you to blow yourself.”
“Motion denied, you freak.”
“You’re the bigger freak. Objectively.”
“Can you shut the fuck up so we can go start the Lyn meeting!?” “I thought this was it.”
“Sometimes I’m baffled by just how someone as great as me could have started out as a copy of you.”
“You’re really inspiring confidence in the company, miss 50% shareholder.”
“Shut up and go to the table!”
The Kitchen/Dining area, the most ‘open-plan’ area in Lyn’s (or as is more accurate Lyns) house was the standard place to discuss anything they didn’t want to end up resolving through fighting games or just regular fighting. Since Lyn was more argumentative than she let on and Goop Lyn was exactly as argumentative as she let on, it was a space they used a lot. Lyn slouched in her chair, one arm slung over the back to make it visually apparent she did not care and was not paying much attention. Goop Lyn sat with her elbows on the table, fingers steepled infront of her face.
“I hereby bring this Lyn Meeting to order. Pausing for applause.”
“Go fuck yourself. Meeting adjourned.”
“You should really make a better choice of words around your clone.”
“... Okay you got me.”
“Now then. First point of business. I… had a nightmare.”
“Damn, that sucks. Meeting adjourned.”
“Take this seriously you shitting piece of fuck!”
“Any more cusses you wanna string together or can I go.”
Goop Lyn slammed her fist on the table “It was a nightmare that was one of Wendy’s memories! I was her! Can you imagine why that would freak me out, Hm!?”
Lyn leaned back in her chair and looked up at the ceiling. “... I guess?”
“You fucking GUESS!? I woke up and I still had Wendy’s hair and you GUESS that’d bother me!?”
Lyn sighed, waved her hand to pre-emptively stop Goop Lyn from saying ‘don’t you fucking sigh at me’, then leaned forward and looked her alien clone in the eyes.
“Listen. I’m the foremost expert on whatever the fuck you are. That doesn’t mean I get it. You have my memories, so you know I don’t have any actual experience with your whole deal outside of this. So yeah, I guess dreaming you were someone else and then waking up with their hair would mess with you, I guess because I don’t fucking know. Don’t give me shit about it, alright?”
Goop Lyn paused then looked to the side.
“Maybe I was being unfair because I was stressed out of my fucking head. Maybe. It doesn’t sound like me to make a mistake, but there is a lot of you in here and you do make many, constant mistakes so…” she trailed off, then her eye widened. “There’s a lot of you, but plenty of other people. That’s how I got my strength back, by absorbing it from the mass produced clones. They must’ve put more in me than I thought.”
“Cool, we’ve cracked the code, good job team meeting adjourned.”
“Meeting not fucking adjourned, now we have a theory on why this happened, that doesn’t mean I’m over it.”
“Well get over it, there are other things I want to do today.”
Goop Lyn started moving to hold herself but stopped out of pride.
“You Listen to me this time. I don’t have a lot that’s ‘me’, okay? I’m still trying to figure out exactly where you end and I begin, but I know I like this form. It’s mine. It’s a lot like yours, because I am a kind of Lyn, my own kind. And that means a lot to me, it means pretty much everything. So can you understand why it not looking like it should, looking in a mirror and seeing someone else's hair when there’s already so little proving that I’m me would freak me out?”
Lyn paused for a moment to take it all in, this was a rare case where she couldn’t dismiss something.
“This is like, heavy shit for you huh?”
“The only thing heavier would be Lloyd coming back and yelling in my brain again.”
“Shit dude. I think this is something people would normally like, get therapy about.”
“But that’s not an option for an alien clone living in hiding.”
“And I don’t think they teach shit like that in psychology 101.”
“They’d have to reach at least 709 to start getting into my problems.”
“So what do we actually do about it?”
“... I don’t know if there is anything. I don’t think there’s ever been anyone like me, so there’s no info to go off of. For all I know this’ll never happen again, or maybe it’ll happen every night. I just don’t know.”
Lyn recognised the fear hidden in Goop Lyn’s voice. Only someone who knew her as thoroughly as Lyn did could. They were both intensely prideful and unwilling to show vulnerability, it was beneath them. Even to each other. So she knew that it was taking a lot for Goop Lyn to express this. And since they had no solutions to her problem, all Lyn could do is respond in kind. Even if she hated doing so and thought it sucked bad.
“Well if you figure out anything I should do about it, just tell me. Even if I have to sleep in your bed with you to hold you down if you wake up freaking out again. I’ll look out for ya. Not like anyone else does.”
“You better, I’m only alive and like this because of all your self confidence. You owe me.”
“Yeah yeah, I’ve got your back til death do us part.”
“Don’t fucking say it like that!”
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Born to Die
koh!harry styles x mob!reader
summery: after being double crossed, y/n is forced into making a deal with the devil.
warnings: death, murder, mentions of kidnapping and guns also anything related to hell and the mafia (surprise ik), angst and lil smut if you squint
w/c: 5.2k
a/n: HALLOWEEN FIC!!! also want to say that murder is not cool, and running a mafia is not cool. please like a reblog this since its something i normally don't do and i want to know all of your thoughts!!! also because i might've failed a test because i was writing this instead of studying!!! enjoy!
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Y/n by no means was a good person. Morally, sure, she did everything that allied with her beliefs, but ethically, she was a nightmare. From being known as a heartless woman to being one of the most feared people in history–maybe, other than Satan–she knew the power she possessed, her effect on people. 
She got her start in the casino world. She opened her first casino by age nineteen, using her charm and wit to impress men with big pockets to take her casino off the ground and launch it to success. Success, of course, leads to money, which leads to power and power leads to anything. Specifically for Y/n, that anything was weapons trading, money laundering, extortion, and the bright idea to dabble into politics. 
As time went on, so did the list of enemies. So, it was about time for them to band together to take down the empire that Y/n built.
The day started out normal. Y/n woke up in her private mansion, one in the rich and private suburbs of New York. No one knew where she lived, except her “friend”, Angelo. Although she would never call him when she was in trouble–which is never–he was competent enough to do her “dirty” work. Angelo came from a wealthy background, a rich school boy who had no idea how destroyed the world was. He was just desperate to be seen as “edgy”. He was a good boy who knew how to follow orders, that's all she needed. 
It was nearly two in the afternoon, Y/n’s sleep cycle was all out of whack. She tries her best to stay awake as much as she can. It’s hard when there's no one to lean on but would she even trust someone? Could she?
Y/n does her ‘morning’ routine: shower, teeth, cleanser, makeup, and then hair. She sighs as she admires herself in the mirror. She had a scar on her cheek bone. It was faint, yet noticeable if you looked hard enough. She remembers getting it too; the day when she walked away with a bleeding cheek and then the man who did that to her laid there a bullet hole in the head. It was probably the day her crime boss title was given, a well deserved name for the most feared person in the world. 
Her face, though, was perfect. She knows what her grunts say about her–mainly tame things, as the last time she heard something inappropriate got to see the barrel of her gun–but what truly fills her ego is the face of some man, begging for mercy, begging her to tell her boss that they’ll do anything, then revealing herself as the boss.
In her morning, she felt peaceful. She changed into some athletic clothes, heading to her gym to do some boxing, but her phone rang out. She sighed as she said Angelo’s name–this couldn’t be good.
“Boss.” His voice cracked, and it just pissed Y/n off more.
“Spit it out.”
“My house was ransacked.” She sighed as she heard this, running her fingers through her hair. “Including the safe that kept your location.”
She hung up the phone and raced back to her room. She grabbed her go bag in the back of her closet when she heard her front doors being knocked down. Y/n swore as she loaded her gun, knowing she would have to fight her way out of this, and she knew exactly who she would have to fight. 
A man with a fake deep voice, Alister, was telling the men to travel in a group. Zeke, another casino owner with a terrible cough from smoking, agrees saying to go down the hall to her bedroom. 
That caught Y/n’s attention, they seemed to know where her room was despite that information not being in Angelo’s safe; she knew what that meant, and groaned when she knew she’d have to do more work after this. 
Y/n took a deep breath when her bedroom door whipped open, a series of footsteps following along. “You go first.” “No you go!” “I went first in through the front door. Gerry go.” “Hell fuckin no.”
Bag over her shoulder, gun locked and ready, Y/n opened the closet door gun drawn in front. She fired a few bullets, knowing she landed from the grunts let out by a couple on the men, then lunged for the bedroom door. She sprinted out, hearing bullets fired at her and turned the corner, heading for the exit. As she ran down the stairs though, a bullet went through her ankle, tripping and falling right on her head. 
Harry was tired. 
He always seemed to be these days, or nights really. He was always in a sour mood, but what could you expect from the king of hell? It was his whole thing, being angry and mad all the time, but he was getting tired of it. The limited emotions would soon turn to nothingness, and he wasn’t sure what he preferred. 
The anger reminded him of his early king days. When he was first given the position, he gave into the anger and madness that came with Hell and turned it into energy. 
It was important to note that just because someone was sent to hell didn’t mean Harry liked them, in fact, he hated all of them.
Hell was ruled in weird ways. You had anyone who did anything majorly wrong, but you also had those who were truly evil, the ones that fueled Harry’s hatred for human kind and got the worst tourter out of anyone. 
Harry groaned as he sat on his desk. He knew this was truly Hell because he had a stack of paperwork to go over. Niall had dropped off a couple of stacks of people who would most likely be sent down today. They used statistical probability to see who on the “bound to hell list” would most likely get themselves killed that day and what to expect. 
Harry sipped his drink, a special Hell coffee brew that the devils made to perfection, as looked at the list. The normal people everyday, a couple people he knew, some workers downstairs had a bet on to see when they’d go, a rich guy, a gang leader, a politician, etc. 
Harry’s eyes wandered back to the gang leader, recognizing the name from multiple people's cause of death section. 
Y/n Y/l/n was a human he recognized, she was one of the few he could recognize and empathize with from his time as a human. He appreciated how she didn’t do anything rash. She had a plan for everything and knew what to expect, which caused his eyebrows to raise when he saw her name. According to his stats, she wasn’t due until old age, her COD being simply old age. 
It didn’t make sense. 
“Niall get in ‘ere.” He spoke into his phone, knowing a couple seconds later he would be knocking on the door. “Comin.”
“What’cha want boss?” Niall walked in with his hands in his pockets.
“Why is Y/l/n in this list?” He threw her file to Niall, who skimmed it. “She isn’t due for a few more decades.”
“Huh.”
“What does that mean?” Harry was getting impatient, not understanding why the man was taking his sweet time. 
“You remember that angel that kept fucking with the people we like?”
Harry gave him a blank look.
“Louis punched him and got in trouble with the people upstairs.”
“The guy with the fucked up jaw?” Harry remembered. “What about ‘em?”
“Angelo, yeah.” Niall clarified. “That’s her COD. He causes her death.”
He tosses the file back to Harry and he quickly rereads the file. “Leave me.”
“Alright.” Naill heads to the exit, but hesitates at the door. “I know she's one of the better worse ones, but don’t do anything that’ll get you in trouble with upstairs.”
Harry just glares at him in return.
Y/n woke up in a haze. 
At first, she didn’t want to wake up. The couch she was laying on was too comfy, and warmth radiating from a fire relaxed her deeply–but soon remembered the events that just transpired. 
She quickly gets on her feet, and is surprised when she doesn’t wince on her foot. She takes in her surroundings. She was in a room that seemed weirdly intimate; soft walls painted red illuminated with fire on candles and torches that emitted a soft smell of fresh rain. The noise though copied the smell. It sounded as though there was a thunderstorm outside, but it was off, it sounded artificial. 
She didn’t think about it too much though. Her main priority was leaving this hell hole. 
There was a single door and Y/n tried to unlock it but it wouldn’t budge. 
She had to calm herself down from what was going on. She tried to think of how long she had passed out and who kidnapped her. 
She tried to find a secret compartment, something to get her out of here, but when she heard the door handle jiggle, she grabbed a candle. 
She was met with a man, hair set back with a strand in front. “Woah there lady.” He held his hands up in defense. “I’m not gonna hurt you, just coming to get you out of this stuffy room.
She didn’t say anything or lower the candle. 
The man sighed. “Fine. Look, I'm Zayn and my boss wants to meet you. I don’t even know if what he did was allowed but I don’t really want to get yelled at right now do can you please just follow me.”
“Who is your boss?” She questioned. “What did you do to me while I was out?”
“Oh, for god's sake nothing! No one did. Man, just because I’m a devil doesn’t mean I act as disgustingly as some of those humans.” The man, Zayn, seemed deeply offended by her question, and her implying he was a “human”.
“Who is your boss?” She started again.
“Not one of your enemies, in fact, I’d say he's a huge fan. He is really impressed with your work.” Zayn revealed. “So if you would follow me.”
She didn’t have much of a choice and followed Zayn. “Leave the candle please.”
She sighed but complied, she hated being put into a corner like this.
Y/n followed behind him, keeping her wits about her and watching the man’s hands very carefully. They walked down the hall but stopped at the room with grand doors. “Alright so you go in there. “ He knocked on the door and they swung open quickly. Y/n felt a powerful presence from the desk and could barely make out a figure.
“In ya go.” Zayn pushed her in and closed the door. The room was illuminated, just like in the other room, with a series of candles, but there was a chandelier with candles above the desk, revealing the figure.
“Hello darling.” The man smiled, standing up and walking to the other side of his desk, sticking out his hand. “I’m Harry.”
Y/n shaked his hand, a firm yet not overpowering grip on both ends. “I don’t know you, why am I here?”
Harry smiled, she was just like in her file. “I’m here to make a deal.”
“A deal?” She questioned. “You kidnapped me, forced me here, and now want a deal.”
“Yup.” He smiled.
“What do I have that you need?” As much as Y/n hated to admit it, this Harry had the upper hand, so why did he need a deal? 
“You make my work here much better, and you need revenge.” He said simply, like she knew what here was.
“You talk like I know you. Like I know this place.” 
“Oh my bad darling, I’m sure you have some questions.” He smiled, walking over to the windows, covered by draps. “You’re in Hell.” He dramatically revealed the outside, showing what looked like a red storm with red lightning and rain. 
“Are you one of the LSD dealers?” She laughed. It made Harry’s dead heart pound and stomach drop. He looked back to her with a disappointed yet angry look. “I’m not buyin’ anything, alright?”
“I’m Harry, King of Hell. And I just saved your life from a bunch of shitty men who would like nothing more than killing you.” He seethed, not used to people not taking him seriously. “You send the most deserving people here, you’re my top supplier, and I saved your life so you could get revenge on the reason you would be dead.”
“Sure, you saved my life by taking me to Hell.”
“Do you want me to send you back?” Harry asked, walking over to the fireplace and flicking his wrist. “This is what you have waiting for you when you go back.
Y/n’s curiosity of the better of her and walked forward to the fire. She peered into it and saw herself laying on the ground of her home. The scene moved to her angry enemies close to her body, guns ready. 
Y/n didn’t feel right. She knew she was here, but by looking at the image of herself she could feel her process being elsewhere, presumably with guns aimed at her head. 
This man couldn’t be telling the truth, could he? Is he even a man?
“Why aren’t I dead?” Is all she asked, not looking at Harry, eyes staying on herself.
“Time works differently down here.” He shrugged, partly glad she was coming around. “I was able to pull you down here when you hit your head. But because coming to Hell takes up lots of energy, and you were already injured, you were out for what would’ve been the equivalent for a day.”
“A day?”
“25 hours if you want to be precise, but yeah.”
Y/n couldn’t help but believe him. And looking at herself, helpless, and closer to death than what she is now, she didn’t have any other move then to agree to his deal. She’d come up with some other plan to cross him. 
How hard could it be to double cross the devil?
“What are the terms of your deal?”
A sly smile swept across Harry’s face. “I’ll save your life if you help me kill an angel.”
“That’s all?”
“Don’t get ahead of yourself.” Harry chided, walking over to his desk and taking the file he needed. “Angels are hard to kill. And this one is someone close to you.”
He flung the file over and Y/n caught it, not interested in thinking about the physics or “magic” that made the manilla folder guilde over to her simply.
“Angelo?” She asked in a monotone voice. “Not that good of a cover name, huh?” She smiled as she read the information of the Angel. The pieces fit together with all of his little mannerisms, the sacredness with anything murdery and lying. Harry noted the sly smiled that mimicked his earlier. She knew this girl was insane, but was it bad that he liked it? Why does he care though, he’s the King of Hell, he’s supposed to do bad things.
“How do I kill it?” She asked, now meeting Harry’s eyes. 
“Oh, “I” now? You gonna kill him yourself?”
“I’m guessing so if that’s the reason you saved me.” She remarked. “How do we kill it then?”
“I know a place in the upper world that we can travel to that has information on all this stuff.” Harry huffs, slowly approaching Y/n. “Do we have a deal?”
Harry held out his hand, ready to shake. Y/n glance down to the hand then to his eyes; they were a red-yellow with a pupil like a cat but didn’t quite go with his face. His face had no marks though, his skin was a little rough but clear–maybe that's what being the King of Hell does to you. 
She shook his hand. Firm hands met each other, hers was deathly cold while his were burning. 
“I will need to send you up there and to be honest, I’ve never done this before so bear with me here, love.” Harry smiled as he leaned in and kissed the back of her hand, causing her to feel faint again. 
She felt herself laying on the ground, tired beyond belief. She heards guns loading and thought for a second she imagined everything, the fire room, the red lightning, the devil, the king. She breathed in and couldn’t believe this would be her final seconds, Y/n couldn’t let herself go out like this. 
Harry has never brought someone down to Hell before. He was glad it took too long for Y/n to awaken because he was in no shape to have a conversation while he was passed out too–coincidentally, for the same time Y/n was. But bringing someone back to the human world and himself was such a heavy task. He looked around and was outside, “breathing” in the fresh air. It was lightly raining, nothing like the fire rain back in Hell, but it had a calming presence like never before. 
It took him a second to realize what was going to happen inside of the home. He barraged in though the grand doors–mad at himself he couldn’t appear inside–and was met with quite the scene. 
Y/n is barely holding herself up, men were crowding around her and tasting victory. Her eyes were dropping, her skin tone cooled dramatically then even what it was before. Harry felt guilt creeping in, he needed to do something, but luckily, all eyes were on him when the door slammed shut behind him. 
“Who’s this fucker, huh?” The tall and lanky pointed his gun to Harry. “This the real Boss? Knew a weak fucker like you couldn’t be this big bad mob boss.”
Laughter rang out, the men now aiming their guns towards Harry. Before Harry could retaliate, Y/n landed a punch on the man who spoke who fell to the ground. Harry knew this was his chance to ask on his side of the deal, he practically teleported to the other men and all he had to do was press on their head, knocking them out, giving Niall some more paper down below. 
Y/n had collapsed and Harry was just able to save her from hitting her head again. 
Harry knew what he needed to do and didn't hesitate. 
He picked her up and ran outside until he found a car. It was presumably hers and he was lucky enough that he was able to start it. He has never driven a car before but it was pretty intuitive, she slammed on the gas pedal and headed to the city. 
Harry soon found out he hated cars. If he wasn't so tired he probably would have been able to teleport Y/n and himself directly to wherever they needed to go, but of course, he is stuck with this god forsaken mode of transportation. He got lost a couple times too, but eventually he made it into the city, all while Y/n was passed out in the passenger seat. 
A couple minutes after getting off of some exit, he heard Y/n groan and shuffle around.
Harry had to admit, it was impressive how quickly she came to her senses after being knocked out. He looked at her and was surprised to see a knife at his throat. “Where are you taking me?”
He scoffed. “Trust me now, will ya?” She had an unimpressed look on her face. “We are going to the New York Public Library, or  “possessor secretorum celi et inferni” as we call it.”
“Why would we go to the fucking library?”
“Because there's a section that's only accessible to demons and angels walking the earth. That way we can figure out how you’re going to kill that bitch of an angel.” Harry clairfied, gently guiding her hand down and out of view from onlookers while driving. He pulled around and eventually found a parking spot. 
“Why do I have to kill Angelo?” She asked, placing her knife back into its secret spot–Harry could imagine what other weapons, and maybe not weapons, were under her clothes too–then getting out of the car. “You’re the king of death, why don’t you just kill him?”
Harry sighed, brushing his long hair out of his face while grabbing a pair of sunglasses from the car, putting them over his devil eyes. “The only thing both devils and angels know is that they can’t ‘kill’ one another, a human has to do that.”
They walked into the library, Harry leading the way up the stairs and down a long and abandoned hallway. It was a clique. A complete and utter clique. Going down a dark hallway to find a secret room with the devil himself. 
Harry did some hand motion to the wall, a pentagram appeared and then Harry grabbed Y/n’s hand. “Walk with me.”
Y/n was about to ask “walk where?” but Harry had practically pulled her through the wall. She stumbled a bit, but regained herself when she let go of Harry’s hand. She looked around and was met with a small dusty room. Harry flicked his wrist and the littering of candles around the room lit up. Harry sighed and began taking books off of a bookshelf.
“Start looking for anything about Angels.” Harry asked. “This could take awhile.”
“This place doesn’t seem to get used too often.” Y/n remarked, starting at the opposite book shelf. “It’s very Narnia-like.”
“Narnia?”
“It’s this children's book where there's another world.” She summarized. “This place, and Hell I guess, are very other-wordly. Just not what one would normally imagine.”
“What? Don’t like the idea of there being Hell?” Harry chuckled, putting book after book back on the shelf. 
“I never really thought much about it. I knew if there was Hell, I’d go there, but that didn’t really stop me from everything.” She replied. “What about you? How does one become the King of Hell?”
“I was a human, before. I didn’t have the best life, I was crossed, lied to, and used.” Y/n noticed a bit of a horse sound coming from him, but it was quickly gone after he cleared his throat. “All that creates pain, then anger, and I guess it was enough anger to get Lucifer’s attention. He made me be the perfect devil to take over as King when I died so he could deal with some other plans.”
Y/n nodded and kept checking books. She soon realized that all the books in her row were about devils and demons. There was an interesting page though that she read, titled “The Devil's Tourture”. She kept reading, then she found the most interesting paragraph.
Any type of dark entity is subject to toutrue from this one thing. They are groomed to bring the most perfect pain, the best way to get humans to live their worst life, so the solution on how to kill a Devil? Make him repent. Make him sorry for his past actions, make him change his whole ideology, make him regret his dead life and wish to be better. It doesn’t matter the motivation, whether it be love, greed, lust; the important part is making sure to feel remorse. 
“Y/n?” Speak of the Devil, literally. Harry’s voice snapped her out of her thoughts while she closed the book shut. “I got something.”
Y/n placed the book back onto the shelf and walked over to Harry. “Seems like you just gotta make him sin.” Harry laughed. “Shouldn’t be too hard, fucker set up your death.”
Y/n scoffed at the irony, all she has to do tonight is make an Angel sin and a Devil repent, what could be hard about that?
“Do you know where Angelo could be?” Harry asked, heading out of the claustrophobic room, Y/n next to him. 
“I tagged him when I first met him. He normally hangs out in his home on the upper east side.” Harry nodded, taking off the sunglasses and making a quick haste to the exit. She took the keys out of Harry's hand and reached for the driver's seat. “No offense but you can’t drive.”
Harry’s eyes got darker when he started at Y/n, but she didn’t move. He gave way and walked shamly over to the passenger’s side. He could not imagine that happening down in Hell, but up here, it’s Y/n’s territory.
The drive would be short, that’s what Y/n assured Harry as he looked a little pale, his warm undertones turning cold. She decided to be nice to get him off the drive. “Why do you want to kill Angelo so bad?”
Harry smiled. “He is famous for going after Hell’s favorite people. You for example.” Harry looked over to Y/n. She notices his look on his face and swears that his red eyes go sea-green for a second. This could be easier than I thought. “Like I said, you’re my top supplier. You send the ones who really need to be punished. You’re already better than some of the Devils I sent up here to do that.”
“Oh stop, or I’ll think you’re flirting with me.” She laughed. She hated herself in the moment, it made her feel young when she was first starting out in the mob world and no one took her seriously. She hated flirting; the plan was to go the rest of her life without anyone else, they would just slow her down and deep down she knew nobody would understand her. But flirting with the devil was so much easier then she thought it would be. At least he sort of understood some of her mind.
Harry laughed. A sweetly weird sound coming from him. She never thought a devil could make that noise.
“So what if I am? Don’t get to see a lot of pretty girls down in Hell.” He replied. Harry didn’t like the feeling in his chest, it reminded him of when he was about to die. So he decided to change the subject. “How’d you get that scar?”
Y/n shrugged her shoulders. “I killed someone.”
She pulled up to a luxurious house, soon exiting the car with Harry on her heels. “So what do I do? Have sex with him?
“No, don’t be so vulgar.” Don’t be so jealous. “You can do what you want but it should just be easy to make him lust for you, or to get him greedy.”
She nodded, then unlocked the door with a copy she had made when she first met Angelo. She turned back around to look at Harry but he was gone yet his presence was felt. She went inside. 
“Angelo?” She screamed into the house. A lanky man came running though, shock written all over his face as he came face to face with his boss. 
“Boss? I-” His voice was scared until Y/n crashed into his arms, fake tears running down her cheeks. 
“Angelo, th-these men came into my house and they almost killed me. I-I was cornered I could barely get out. I know they’re following me and I have no one who I trust more than you.” She looked up at Angelo, he had a terrible poker face and she could seem the gleam in his eye. “Please, I need your help. I need you Angleo.”
“It’s okay, darling. I got you.” He got her into a hug lucky because Y/n couldn’t hold back on the disgust written on her face. When Angleo said the name, it was terrible, it just didn’t sound right. 
“You’ve always been there for me. Please, let me make it up to you.” She broke away from his hug but placed her hands on his cheek, leaning in slowly.
“Oh, you, you don’t have to…do that.” His breathing was more irregular. She paused less than an inch away from his lips.
“I want to.” She said, “Do you?”
“Yes.” He admitted but before their lips could touch he howled in great pain, falling to the floor. 
Harry appeared behind  Y/n, a sly smile on his face. His eyes were extra red, almost as if his iris was made of blood. “Finally.”
“Harry?” Angelo weezed.
Harry stepped forward from behind her shadow and knelt down to Angelo. “That’s right. Oh don’t get like that. You just lost that’s it.”
“How?”
“Because you made someone very important up here mad, and I took notice.” Harry shrugged. “Now go cry to god or whatever emptiness you’re going to face.”
Harry stood up and kicked him. He turned back to Y/n who also had a smile on his face. Harry felt that weird pang in his chest again. He locked eyes with her, both taking a step forward, embracing each other.
They kissed, hard. Harry never understood what it meant to kiss someone passionately like it was described in the books he read long ago, but now he did. His hand wandered, so did hers. She walked him backwards until he fell onto the couch, causing Y/n to straddle his lap.
“Fuck, Harry.” She tasted sweet oddly enough, and as Harry found himself getting more addicted the more the pain in his chest arrived. “Please don’t leave me. I don’t want to live without you.”
Harry broke from the kiss, looking her in the eye and nodded, kissing her deeply again. He needed to find a way to get Lucifer back, a way for him to not be King of Hell anymore, a way to stay with Y/n. He prayed for some way to make him alive, to make him be able to be with her. 
“I’ll stay. I’ll stay forever–”
His voice stopped working. His throat got immensely dry. He could feel the way that Y/n smiled against his mouth, breaking away to look at Harry. He looked up to her, confused and partly terrified. 
“That sounds like repenting to me.” She tsked. “That’s a big no no, Harry.”
Harry’s hands clawed at her for some comfort, he didn’t know what was happening to him. He felt scared for the first time after his death.
“Turns out killing Angels and Devils is easy.” She smiled. “Angels you have to make sin, and Devils you have to make repent. Who knew?”
Harry never felt betrayed like this before. He always knew in his living life he was a hopeless romantic, he just couldn’t believe the Devil version of him is one too. He should’ve known Y/n would do this to him, she's just as cruel as he is, or was. 
“I’m sorry. You probably are my soulmate.” Her words did sound sorrowful, more than her acting with Angelo. “But this is about survival, Harry. And I owed a great debt to you that couldn’t have been paid off with one Angel’s death.”
Harry’s vision started to close, he knew the last thing he would ever see would be the devil, shining up above him with a face he so badly wanted to kiss. His last thoughts were that he didn’t regret this, saving her. He would gladly die a thousand deaths if it meant she would live, if he could kiss her just once. 
“I’ll see you down there, Harry.”
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yjano · 1 year
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Who I am now?
Pairings: Jake x Mc.
Warnings: Mature themes, angst, 18+, inappropriate language.
Words: 842.
Author's Note: This story contains mature themes and different view of our hacker boy. No spoilers or anything. Just starting a short story and hope to get y'all little precious opinions.
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Prologue.
I adjusted my dress strips, using the help of the mirror infront of me.
"You look good, Mc." Dan commented as he wandered into the room, suited in black as usually. I thanked him with my eyes, still focusing on my reflection in the mirror.
I tried to smile in the mirror but failed. The empty feeling inside me was horrible to handle. Everyone was happy after Hannah got returned back home. Nobody knew what happened to Jake or even Richy. Jessy got over it after a while for her friends sake. But I know she's just as empty as I am.
"You look distracted, what's bothering you?" Dan grinned, laying on my bed unbothered about everything.
"No I'm fine." I swallowed and forced a smile to him. Smoothing my strand of hair behind my ear, I took a deep breath.
It's going to be okay, you're going to be okay, Mc.
Just smile at them...
After smiling so hard that my teeth and cheeks hurt. I decided to retire to my room for a quick break from too cheerful Jessy and others. As I walked across the hall. My eyes noticed a new person entering inside the house. A tall man figure in a fitting black clothes and a slight smirk prominently fixed on to his face as he looked around. No one really noticed him as they were drinking and dancing with Hannah. His eyes landed on me, and his eyebrows quirked up. I was way too tired to even recognize the man and walk inside my room. Closing the door behind me, my fake smile faded and I contemplated whether should I cry again in the bathroom for a few minutes and then go back to the party or lie to them that I feel ill and sleep throughout the rest of the night.
The door opened behind me before I could make up my mind. I looked over my shoulder to see the same man standing in the doorframe.
"You are?" I tried to sound polite enough but my face gave away my irritation.
"Someone." The guy brushed off my question and looked around the room casually, eyeing the window in particular.
"Sorry, this is my room. I don't know you, and I don't know how my friends allowed you to come here but get out." I spat out, looking away from his side.
Sound of something snapping made me look at him and notice the new intem in his hand. He was holding a gun, pointing it directly at me.
"What do you want?" I swallowed looking at him in fear. "Don't startle the intruder, any sudden momevents could get you killed." I remembered Dan's words. It was probably the first and last time I bothered to listen to him.
"Drop to the floor and keep your hands above your head - don't scream and don't move." The guy ordered coldly with blank stare.
I quickly did what I was told. The fear reverberated throughout my entire body. I pursed my lips into a straight line, my breath hitched in my throat as the guy stepped forward. I was staring at the floor as the man kneeled down in front of me.
"Okay, so we have to fucking talk, I'm not going to hurt you. I'll keep my gun on the floor so don't freak out on me-"
I screamed immediately when I saw the gun set on the floor infront of me knees.
"Oh my fucking-" He cursed under breath, pressing his hand agaisnt my mouth.
"My ears are ringing." He grunted to himself, picking up his gun and sending me a glare.
"I'm gonna stand up and find something to tie you up with, my gun's in my hand so don't scream or move - you got that?" He consolidated, getting up off his haunces and walking round my room. He held my room curtairs to see if they are strong enough to hold.
My eyes flickered around the room desperately, trying to find anything to fight him with. I needed Jake here to tell me everything is going to be okay and that he is here. That guy unlooped the rope-like item.
He's gonna kill me...by choking me!
Panic rised inside my system and I began to look around the room, noticing the vase which I found pretty ugly but Jessy didn't let me remove it. Whilst the man had his back turned to me, I stood up with wobbly legs and reached for the vase. I took a deep breath and swing the vase forward with my teeth digging into my lower lip.
The vase indeed hit something...
But as soon I felt it being pressed against something. I opened my eyes slowly, nearly wincing at the sight of him.
He had caught the full force of vase in his hand, gripping the vase so hardly that I feared it'd shatter into thousand pieces. He was glaring at me deadly.
Shit...
"Alright, Mc. I was gonna go easy on you, but we'll have to do this the hard way."
Soon I felt pain in the head and dark occupied me fully.
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kusuokisser · 9 months
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oomf reblogged a bunch of aro stuff and in honor of pride hour (i made it the fuck up Dont ask me any questions i dont talk to paparazzi) i want to talk about MYYY experience being arospec because it is Isolating and even if this reaches literally no one id rather at least have tried to share my feelings. Spreading love! 💝
growing up i very quickly realized that i wasnt getting crushes like the other kids were. as early as second grade i started trying to force myself to like the boys in my class. id, like, look around the classroom at the start of every new school year and look for the next boy to have a "crush" on. It sounds kind of funny looking back but like i remember how desperate i felt doing it. i remember one year i genuinely hated every boy in my class with a burning passion and, if nothing else, i remember the feeling of being wrong. i, a 4th (maybe 3rd?) grader, felt isolated and gross because i couldnt force a crush for a year.
i had known none of the other ones were really crushes, but it wasnt the romance i wanted it was the connections. i wanted to be able to join the girls talking about their crushes and i wanted to have a reason to try talking to boys; i wanted to be liked.
in 6th grade i think was the first time i didnt try to force a crush. i dont remember much from that year but i know that i didnt feel good. youd think that, as an arospec, i would have enjoyed the break from faking romance but at that point i didnt understand that my feelings werent quite real. i knew they werent like everyone elses, but i really wanted them to be even if it meant lying a bit to myself on the way. i felt wrong and weird.
in seventh grade that was when covid hit and everyone was quarentined, and also that is the year that holds my worlds most obvious example of my aromanticism ever. genuinely think back to this and go "how didnt i figure it out sooner"
i convinced myself i had a crush on my at-the-time best friend. there was no crush by the way, i judt knew i liked him more than all my other friends and to my socially deprived brain that meant it had to be romantic right? well he didnt like me back and literally i went, watched like two YouTube videos on something or other, and was over it. because the feelings were never genuine. it was never love it was a desire to be close with someone
8th grade was the first time i actually fell in love. by then i had figured out im a lesbian, and i met this girl named Jane. She was literally everything you could want in a girl and i fell HARRDDDDDDD i was so in love dont even. but I found that my capacity to love her fluxuated. the love was always there, but some days it was more platonic than anything. sometimes thr platonic periods would stretch for weeks. sometimes it would switch between platonic and romantic multiple times a day. it confused me and honestly? it scared me a lot. i distanced myself from her and eventually we broke up (for seperate reasons but this def contributed)
that really messed with me because now i was left with two understandings: i can definitely experience romantic attraction, and the romantic attraction can change at the drop of a hat.
after a lott of time and research i finally realized and accepted that im aromanticflux (will go into detail if necessary) and you know what? it didn't make me feel better. if anything it made me feel worse; i felt like such an asshole for getting in a relationship if it was always going to end.
now i am. Still coming to terms with my identity but i am learning to love and be kind to myself. the point of this whole thing is. youre never alone. there are eight billion people on earth, at least one of them is going through the exact same thing as you right now. you are not any less of a person because of your attraction or lack thereof
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redpasserines · 9 months
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Jason and Roy meeting again after Jason’s first death, by yours truly (this is an attempt please don’t yell at me.)
There’s a man, there, in the half light. He’s very tall, broad, dressed like one of those crazy ninjas Dick used to tell him about when he still talked to him. 
The dust falls, and Roy remembers, suddenly, a feeling of elation. Standing, part of a Team. Space, the stars. A phone, a single missed call, ringing. And ringing. And ringing. And Roy remembers it all falling down, too, the way that victory slipped from their fingers like sand, like the fine dirt in a dead boy’s hair a planet away. Them standing around Dick’s trembling body and the phone he’s holding onto like a lifeline, a text appearing, very briefly, on the screen. Black letters on white background. The green texting icon. Bruce. Your brother is dead. And Dick’s phone falling down, almost instantly, breaking on the floor, and he’s out of the room faster than Wally’s ever run, and those words will never stop spinning in Roy’s head. Your brother is dead. Your brother is dead. Your brother is dead. Everything fell down. Oliver, Bruce, Clark, Diana, and all of their promises and dreams and hopes that the Titans would be happier, and invincible, and just better than the League. He’d felt like he was at dozens of funerals at the same time. It felt like he was mourning every person he’d ever loved because it had been years until that ever felt possible. Because Robin was Dick, and Dick is ever infaillible; because Robin was magic, and Jason is Robin, and the magic had just evaporated in their hands like smoke.
Except now the magic’s back. It’s like it was all for nothing. Roy’s struck silent, until he gets in the car with him. He sits there in the passenger seat. 
“Aren’t.. aren’t you supposed to be dead?” He pauses. He waits, desperately, for an explanation. “I’d, uh, I’d be kind of upset if you faked it.” It’s an admission. Jason glances at him. He looks wrong. Roy can see beyond the magic, now, though. It is Jason. 
“Nah, there wasn’t any faking anything. I woke up in my coffin seven months after I died. Stuff happened. Now I’m here.” 
Roy just sits there. Blinks. Looks at the dirt road. Clenches and unclenches his fists. The windshield wipers clean the dust from the windows. Out of the corner of his eyes, he looks at Jason. It’s like he’s eighteen again. 
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They climb the stairs of an old building that looks like it would fall apart at any moment. Jason pushes open the door, and on the decrepit couch sits another ghost of his past. She looks at him like the last time they saw each other wasn’t years ago. Nothing feels real.
“Hey, Roy. Long time no see.” Kori smiles softly. 
Roy looks at Jason, then Kori. 
He must look as lost as he feels (nothing feels real) because Kori decides to take pity on him. “I don’t know how much Jason told you.”
Roy stares at her.
“Nothing, I suppose.” She sighs, and side eyes Jason. Jason raises an eyebrow, but doesn’t comment. “Jason found out something. When, well. In the… years between then and now. He trained with people,” and on his right Jason’s jaw tenses, “dangerous people. It doesn’t really matter. Roy, we think, we think- Roy, Lian’s alive.”
Roy breaks out of his shock instantly. Suddenly, blindingly, he’s angry, angry like he hasn’t been in months, lost in a haze like he’s been ever since. “Don’t- don’t.” He doesn’t yell, but it’s a very near thing. He turns around and walk towards the door, until a hand grabs his arm.
“Seriously? We tell you Lian might be alive and you just leave? Aren’t you supposed to be her father?” Jason sneers at him.
Roy almost sends Jason sprawling across the hardwood floor, except Jason got a lot faster in the years Roy hadn’t seen him. Kori stands up.
“ROY! Roy. Please.” She looks at him helplessly, and Roy doesn’t recognize it at first because it’s so unlike the Kori he knew. Helplessness. Maybe that’s what killed them, in the end, helplessness sharpened into the shape of a 4’6” teenager wearing traffic light colored clothes.
“If you’re lying about this, I swear I’ll kill you. If you’re playing a trick-“
“Oh, you think you could take me?”
For a moment, there’s nothing in the world Roy wants more than punch Jason’s smugness off of his face. He settles for a dirty look, however, because Kori is now standing between the both of them, and while he’d been fond of Jason back then, Kori had been a Titan. Whatever it means now, it had meant the whole world back then. 
“Roy, we wouldn’t lie to you about this-“ Kori starts.
“If you knew, why didn’t you tell me earlier? Since-“
“Cause of death: head trauma, remember? Leaves its marks, y’know.”
Can’t he ever shut up? “The smoke killed you. The head trauma-“
Kori cuts him off. “He wasn’t in a great, um, head space, I guess, back then. Come on, Roy, we both can understand that. But he’s sure. And even if he didn’t see what he thought he saw…”
“Look, Arsenal. I died.” Jason scoffs. “There were things I was certain about back then. I came back, and it turns out I was just very, very, wrong, about nearly everything. But here’s something that I have been and will always be sure about: you love Lian. That’s just true. Otherwise I wouldn’t be here.”
Roy can’t let himself hope. Not about this.
Jason must see that in his eyes, because,  “Come on, Roy. Unfortunately, out of the thousands of people who would’ve been preferable, it was me that came back. But maybe, just maybe, I’m not the only one who gets to live. Maybe your daughter gets that too.”
Roy can’t breathe. 
He can’t even say her name. But he’s also stuck on something else Jason said. Unfortunately. He can’t- he’s looking right in Jason’s eyes, the wrong color but it’s still him, like an awkward instagram filter that badly hides the reality of the original, “When you died, the Titans died too.” It’s the only thing he can say. He can’t talk about Lian. He can barely talk about the Titans. But it’s the best next thing he has to give.
Jason scoffs, and looks to the side. “Nah, man, you guys were already growing up.” 
Except it’s not true. Because Jason dying broke something irreparably in Dick, because Jason dying meant Roy knew Lian’s days were numbered as well, because Jason dying got Donna to leave for a while, which means years for Amazons, to “travel”, because Jason dying made Wally go back to Central, to spend nearly all his time there with his family, because Jason dying ripped something out of each of the Titans. Here’s the thing: Roy will always love them. Roy does believe that in every universe, they’ll meet each other, they’ll be a team, the team. Here’s the other thing: they couldn’t go on like before. The Titans were meant to be. But if Jason was meant to die, then the Titans weren’t meant to last. And Jason doesn’t believe him. Jason just stands there, in the fading light, like his death didn’t take basically every superhero Roy knew from before, full of hope and wonder and a symbol of everything good, and made them so, so brittle. It didn’t matter if they did or didn’t know Jason. Roy wants to yell at this man. You were Robin (everyone loved Robin), you were magic (everyone thought you were indestructible), you were (you died. You weren’t supposed to die. Now everyone can die, Superman can die, Wonder Woman can die, Batman can die, because Robin. Has. Died).
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Ok. U asked for it….
All the odd questions for Dogmark and all the even ones for Dillion.
(You don’t have to do all of them I prommy but if you WANT TO)
OH OKAY WE'RE DOIN' THIS HUH
i'm just gonna answer these rapid-fire style because i DO want to do all of them but if i don't reign myself into one or two sentences i will probably not finish answering this until 2024. i'm also going to omit the ones that i have absolutely no idea how to answer
Dogmark:
What’s the lie your character says most often?
Even split between "it's fine" and "i don't want to talk about it"
How often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing?
not very often-- not that he bottles them up intentionally, mostly that he doesn't know what to do with them. also he's been kinda sorta turning into a dog when he gets worked up, so, there's that
Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about to make it happen?
oh hell no. he cried a lot as a kid much to the disappointment of his "boys don't cry" man's man of a dad, so now he'd be mortified to be seen crying at all as an adult, much less crying on purpose
What would you (mun) yell in the middle of a crowd to find them? What would their best friend and/or romantic partner yell?
honestly "dogmark mandog" would get his attention. i call him that all the time despite nobody in canon ever calling him that, yet he'd know exactly who's being referred to
Do they give tough love or gentle love most often? Which do they prefer to receive?
he wants to be gentle. he wants to be treated gently. the most he can offer is loyalty. the best he can ask for is safety.
If someone was impersonating them, what would friends / family ask or do to tell the difference?
got this one previously here, but long story short, push his buttons and make him turn into a dog
When do they fake a smile? How often?
rarely, if ever. he wears his misery on his sleeve.
What’s the most obvious difference between their behavior at home, at work, at school, with friends, and when they’re alone?
at work and with friends, he has a task or social interaction to focus on more or less keeping him from falling into an anxiety hole. when he's alone, he stops bothering to hold himself together.
What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them?
TBH IT'S THE SAME FOR BOTH.... just sayin', most people don't walk around with a pair of pointy wolfman ears and pointy dog teeth. he keeps his mouth shut and a hat over his ears in public.
What would they do if stuck in a room with the person they’ve been avoiding?
WELL the person he's been avoiding wants to find an excuse to kill him for revenge so. Sit there as still as possible hoping she won't notice him, then full anxiety attack once she does
What common etiquette do they disagree with? Do they still follow it?
He used to be a big proponent of turning the other cheek to keep the peace. Recently though, he's fully embraced IF IT SUCKS HIT DA BRICKS
What do they feel guilty for that the other person(s) doesn’t / don’t even remember?
oh buddy this man has guilt spirals that operate on frequencies you couldn't even imagine. Dogmark sees shrimp guilt colors
What subject / topic do they know a lot about that’s completely useless to the direct plot?
Back before his life went to shit, he was really into repairing and restoring retro game consoles. He has long since had to abandon that hobby, but he still remembers all of the tiny ways the guts of a sega genesis can go awry
What’s the worst gift they ever received? How did they respond?
10th birthday, his uncle took him on a deer hunting trip. It was rainy, & cold, and that was the first time he ever killed anything. He didn't speak a single word for the entire rest of the trip.
How do they respond when someone doesn’t believe them?
Increasing desperation. He's not interested in misleading people, and it upsets him a lot when people take him for a liar.
When do they feel the most guilt? How do they respond to it?
see above ^ re: All Guilt All the Time. he responds by avoiding the things he feels guilty about and/or drinking about it
How do they greet someone they dislike / hate?
A deer-in-the-headlights stare and an awkwardly mumbled "uh, hi,"
What is the smallest, morally questionable choice they’ve made?
Waking up on the forest floor, covered in blood, no memory of how he got there: "It's probably fine. I have other things to worry about"
What’s a secret they haven’t told serious romantic partners and don’t plan to tell?
his very first crush was ewan mcgregor in the phantom menace
Would they rather be invited to an event to feel included or be excluded from an event if they were not genuinely wanted there?
Oh, if he isn't wanted somewhere, he would LOVE to not know about it. Ignorance is bliss, etc etc
What phrases, pronunciations, or mannerisms did they pick up from someone / somewhere else?
He learned how to talk back and stick up for himself from his friend Pip 🥲
What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding?
He grew up middle class in a predominantly white town in Wisconsin, raised by Christian parents who valued traditional gender rolls. I could write a whole essay on his internalized biases. He did an okay job unlearning a lot of that when he moved out on his own, but he also knows he's still got a ways to go
What’s something unimportant / frivolous that they hate passionately?
He can't articulate why, but he's always had a deep, visceral hatred for mall Santas
Who have they forgotten about that remembers them very well?
Up until extremely recently, he couldn't remember anything from his time in dogman form. There were a few survivors of those attacks who remember him very, very well.
Would they eat something they find gross to be polite?
Yeah.....
What’s a phrase they say a lot?
"fuck! i don't know!!!"
Who would / do they believe without question?
His (now ex) girlfriend, Emily. If she told him
What’s something they’re expected to enjoy based on their hobbies / profession that they actually dislike / hate?
He really, really hates camp food. Which is really unfortunate, because that's all he really had for several years working on the forest watchtower.
What’s a simple daily activity / motion that they mess up often?
He nicks himself shaving a lot. He usually goes a little scruffy because of this.
Dillion:
How loosely or strictly do they use the word ‘friend’?
He says "my friend" like every other word, I think if he used it any more loosely it would cease to be a word
What’s a hobby they used to have that they miss?
He misses having a sparring partner who he could pay to let him win
What’s their favorite [insert anything] that they’ve never recommended to anyone before?
Oh, you simply MUST try this krill pudding, it is deLECTABLE
How loose is their use of the phrase ‘I love you’?
I.... Don't know if he's ever. Said it to anyone
What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity?
How handsome and great at fighting he is :) it's true, irrefutable facts
How do they put out a candle?
Sticks it under water
Who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)?
His party members! He truly, honestly believes in them and wants them to get what they want.
What simple activity that most people do / can do scares your character?
Swimming without GILLS, WHAT ARE YOU DOING MY FRIEND, YOU MIGHT DROWN
Did they take a cookie from the cookie jar? What kind of cookie was it?
Yes. Kelp flake flavor...
How would they respond to being fired by a good boss?
Oh, I'm terribly sorry, I believe you have made a mistake! You must have meant to fire some OTHER Sir Dillion!
What do they tell people they want? What do they actually want?
He tells people he wants to serve as someone's loyal knight. He really just wants to return to his life of comfort. He's beginning to doubt that'll ever happen.
When they make a mistake and feel bad, does the guilt differ when it’s personal versus when it’s professional?
No, it's all the same. He failed someone, and being a failure is not something he can stand being.
If they committed one petty crime / misdemeanor, what would it be? Why?
Horse theft 🐎
How do they greet someone they like / love?
A boisterous and extremely loud HELLO!!! followed by a very very firm handshake
What hobby are they good at in private, but bad at in front of others? Why?
He would literally never pass up an opportunity to look good doing something in front of someone, are you kidding
If invited to a TED Talk, what topic would they present on? What would the title of their presentation be?
How I Became a Royal Knight (and you can too!)
Step 1: have rich parents
What language would be easiest for them to learn? Why?
Whalesong
Because. Uh
I said so
Are they a listener or a talker? If they’re a listener, what makes them talk? If they’re a talker, what makes them listen?
He's a talker and a blatherer and a bloviator. He will actually listen when someone knocks him down a peg though. Or when he recognizes that he doesn't actually have anything to say about the situation at hand (which is becoming increasingly common)
Who would they say ‘yes’ to if invited to do something they abhorred / strongly didn’t want to do?
Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting?
Honestly, the whole party, but especially Midas and Vecklan
He's not a thinker, but he's not necessarily a strike-first kinda guy. He's maybe more of a "threaten action before assessing the situation first" type
What’s their instinct in a fight / flight / freeze / fawn situation?
Draw sword -> if drawing his sword changed nothing about the situation, evacuate
If they’re scared, who do they want comfort from? Does this answer change depending on the type of fear?
It's the same all around. Knowing that someone, literally ANYONE wants to comfort him, that's all that matters
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jeonginshaelmoni · 1 year
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Love is a curse : Jihan/JiWoo
Joshua X Jeonghan, Joshua X Wonwoo
'I shouldn't be feeling like this.' Joshua thought. 'Hes my best friend.'
You see, Joshua has loved Jeonghan for the past three years.
"Shua, Shua Hyung! I'm talking to you!" Vernon yelled, waving his hand in front of Joshua and then sighing. "You're thinking about him again, aren't you?"
"No." Joshua said, in a monotone voice. Hoshi sighed. He and Vernon had been trying to get the elders attention for fifteen minutes.
"Are you okay, Hyung?"
"Yeah." Joshua got up and left, making Jeonghan look up from where he was with Scoups.
"Where's he going?"
"Not sure." Vernon replied.
"I'm going after him." Hoshi said. He got up, and so did Wonwoo.
"I'll come with." The taller offered, grabbing his bag. Hoshi nodded and they hurried off onto the distance, desperate to find the boy who needed them just as desperately.
"Joshua!" Hoshi stumbled into view, Wonwoo next to him, looking like they'd run a marathon. "Josh- hey, are you crying."
"No I'm not." Joshua felt his mouth speak to him. He wanted to scream to the world that yes, he was crying. But he knew deep down, he was too proud to admit it, even though tears were freely rolling down his face, his eyes puffy, and nose red.
"Shua..." Hoshi sat on the pavement beside him, Wonwoo on the other side. "It hurts to see your loved one love someone else doesn't it?"
"What would you know?" Joshua spat bitterly, eyes widening when he realized what he'd said. "I'm sorry-"
"No, don't be." Hoshi said soothingly. "I've been in your position before. Before I met Seungkwan, I was in love with a girl. A girl named Sara. But she didn't love me. She even apologized for not liking me. She was too nice. But then, Kwannie came along. He helped me get over Sara."
"Sniff* that was b-beautiful, Hyung." A voice fake cried. The ylooked up to see Dino.
"Yah, Dino! Come join us!" Wonwoo cheered.
"Why are you having a pity party on the streets?" Dino asked. Hoshi smiled a little.
"Well, our friend here." He patted Joshua on the back. "Is having a lovelife crisis and we thought maybe we could help."
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"Beomgyu, I'm worried about Shua Hyung." Taehyun said, cuddling up to his boyfriend on the sofa. "He's been silent, and I'm pretty sure it's cause' he's in love with someone. Who doesn't love him back."
"What are you, a mind reader?" Someone joked. Taehyub and Beomgyu turned to see Joshua and his friends.
"Hyung!" Taehyun sprang up. "You had us so worried!"
"Yeah, well." Joshua's smile disappeared, and for a moment, Taehyun could see that Joshua was just a shell of his old self. The jumpy, loud boy was no more.
"Are you sure you're okay? Did you eat yet." Taehyun asked. Joshua let out a small laugh.
"Don't worry about me. And yes, I've eaten."
"Good." Taehyun scowled. "Because if I remember correctly-"
"Stop right there." Joshua said. "If you say ANYTHING Ng you're dead."
"No, tell me." Wonwoo said interestedly.
"The last time I saw him, he hadn't eaten for 3 days."
"Shua!"
Joshua laughed awkwardly.
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"You have to tell him, Hyung." Minghao begged. "If you keep it inside you forever, it will slowly kill your soul."
"I'm moving on." Minghao looked up, shocked. Joshua smiled sadly. "I'm going to find the person who's been with me since day one. The one who loved me, and the one I should have loved since the beginning. Jeon Wonwoo."
"Oh shit." Minghao gasped. "Hyung, that's the right choice."
"I know." Joshua's smile turned bittersweet. "He's been there for me since I realized I liked Hannie. I always knew he loved me, even though he never confessed.
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Epilogue
"Hey, Wonwoo."
"Hyung?"
"You, me, couple?" Joshua asked. Wonwoo smiled.
"Hyung, we've been dating for three years."
"It must have slipped my mind." Joshua laughed.
From a distance, Jeonghan watched with a bright smile on his face, hand in hand with Seungcheol. After the couple confessed to dating, Joshua had pulled Jeonghan aside, and told him that he used to have a crush on him.
Jeonghan, knowing that the boys feelings were now all directed towards Wonwoo, smiled. He was happy his best friend was happy. He was happy with his own boyfriend.
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