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jjkeremika · 5 months
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AoT men who are soft when intimate with you (Soft Paws)
Armin, Zeke, Erwin, Connie, Bertoldt
description: they can’t help it!! there’s just something about you that brings it out of them…
**nsfw**
Armin - duh
Baby boy will do whatever you ask him to. As soon as the opportunity presents itself (i.e., you start to take your clothes off), he’s desperate for you, mind reeling with millions of ways to touch and please you.
“Oh, ngh, love, you are—hnf, so, so beautiful,” he’ll murmur against your lips, his fingers lightly folding over your breast, “so lovely.” One hand will travel up your arm overhead to hold yours, aligning his words with each snug thrust, “You have to know that.”
Armin will tighten his grip and slam his hips against yours if you ask him to, but if it were solely up to him, he’ll use more lube, exercise more care, touch and kiss you more softly. It’s just—he didn’t like the idea of hurting you in any capacity, and it honestly turns him on to know you’re enjoying yourself, fully, completely, because of him.
If the sex didn’t feel like you were floating on the comfiest cloud, nudely basking in the warming rays of his brightest love, pleasurable winds traveling through your body, he was doing it wrong.
Zeke - if you ignore that he’s bruising your hips what he’s saying is soft and emotional
Zeke’s contradictory behavior is so blatantly obvious during these shared intimate moments, when his thoughtful, fragile emotionality equated his strong, dominant physicality; when his mind is so distracted with blinding care for you and his body is infected with a feverish desire only drilling into you can satisfy.
During these moments is when he’s at his most vulnerable, and this openness manifests in a running mouth, rambling on about how much you make him feel, how much he needs you in more ways than he could describe, how you consume his mind.
“Ze-aaAH!” you always interrupt his devoted monologue with a strained moan, when his thumb digs into your hip bone and his tip rubs against your spongy insides before pulling out and shoving back inside.
“Sorry, baby,” he’ll say with his lips pressed to your skin, looking at you with apologetic puppy eyes, a faint reflection of yourself with a sweaty halo visible in the blue, “I’ll slow down, promise, I-I just, fuck, you are so hot, you drive me wild, I, mmf, fuck—”
Erwin - more rough… but his hands are soft
Okay, it starts soft, and his hands are soft, but the longer he pounds into you and the longer he gropes at your mewling, begging body, the harder and tougher his movements became.
Erwin’s always careful not to leave visible bruises along your hips, but all that care comes at the cost of not paying attention to the speed of his thrusts. Your moans dampened by the sound of his cock sliding in and out of your wet pussy rapidly led to his devolution, and he loses himself in your warm muscles enveloping his most sensitive extremity every time, pushing further in and demanding more every time.
If it didn’t feel so good you’d tell him to slow down, to give you a break. But the burning ache in your gut vastly overpowered the budding soreness in your abdomen and you bit your lip and focused on just how smooth his palms are, how he definitely moisturizes after washing his hands.
“Oh, my sweet, sweet, angel,” Erwin whispers in your ear from behind, bringing one hand to lightly caress your cheek despite shoving himself in and out of you. He rubs his other hand down your spine, achingly gently caressing each nub as he arches his cock into that spot. “You’re doing so well, angel.”
Connie - you’re his baby bunny!! he can’t hurt his bunny :(
It’s not that he thinks you’re weak and you need him to hold back… it’s just, well, you are his precious bunny, and how could he hurt his bunny?
“Ooo, bunny, you know I love when you move like that,” Connie moans deeply, gutturally, as you wiggle your hips and grind onto his lap. His hands lightly hover over your thighs, hesitantly, like he needs your approval.
He presses his face into your chest as your hands hold onto his shoulders; you feel his chin press against your sternum as he looks up to you longingly, his hands sliding to above your ass.
You sigh dramatically, puff out your bottom lip into a pout as you drop roughly onto his lap. “Con, you can touch me you know,” you drag his hands in yours along your body, from your thighs to your breasts, “I want you to.”
You smile at the high-pitched whine he releases, preen as his fingers quickly wrap around the fleshy skin. “Mmm, bunny,” he whispers against your lips with a reciprocated smile, nosing into you, “all you need to do is ask.” Connie kisses down your neck, still smiling. “Tell me if it hurts.”
Bertoldt - speaks for itself
Ooph, baby… did you have to put in some work.
Even sitting in his lap, crossing your calves across each other behind the chair, anchoring him down, with one hand undoing the upper shirt buttons and the second holding his hair. Bertoldt’s hands hover just above your thighs with the brightest red blush intimately gracing his cheeks, his erection peeking out to press against your thigh.
His face inches closer to yours every time and you nod to convince him to hold you, to help edge him over the nerves. One rock with your hips and his hands glue to your bum, softly massaging the fatty skin through your short fabric.
“Hold me tighter,” you request, wrapping his head in your arms. He nods and lightly pushes his crotch into yours, but barely obliges in tightening his grip.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” he whimpers into your neck, pressing kiss after kiss like admitting it would hurt your feelings.
You coo, taking his face carefully into your hands and lifting his lips to yours. “Berty-baby, I’d like it even if you did.”
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cotzucen · 4 months
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Confessions at sunset
Bertholdt x fem!reader
a/n: Almost cried while making this, bertholdt has such a special place in my heart ilhsm
warnings: slight angst-fluff-heavier angst, (safe for angst dislikers like me), sfw, sort of ooc? Things go from 0 to 100 fast and like rereading this he's a bit ooc so sorry if it bothers you! 😭
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"And this one means longevity..." I traced the small line that crossed the top of his palm, ending as quick as it started. "Looks like you won't be living a long life." I playfully smiled, but when I turned around to look up at him, my smile faltered.
We were seated by the ledge of the cabin, my legs hanging off and his, firmly set on the ground. He was leaning back, hand supporting him. I say hand because his other was firmly grasped by mine, my fingers taking the chance to trace every plunge and curve of his palm.
"Bertholdt?" His face was stuck in place, brows un-furrowing at my call of his name. I blinked a few times, trying to erase the uneasiness by focusing my gaze on his palm, which started to curl inwards.
"Oh would you look at that..." He shuffled his head above my shoulder, as I showed him my right hand. "Mine is long." He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes, I coughed.
"And.. Uhm.." I took his left hand, placing my right on his pinky side, "The gaps.. we have the same gaps." his short line connected and continued onto mine, that stretched farther and darker than his.
"About the longevity thing.. I made it up.." I pursed my lips in an akward smile that he luckily, couldn't see. "My mom didn't teach me nearly as much as I told you she did." I noted how much warmer his palm was, and brought my other hand to hold his with.
"She didn't excatly.. live long enough for that. You know, with the whole collosal breaching the wall stuff.." I murmured out, looking at the spaces between our three defining lines. Furrowing my brows in thought.
What I didn't know, is that he did the same. What I didn't feel, was him tensing up, the way his teeth clenched. His right hand was placed by his knee, balled up, as his left one was held, trembling ever so slightly more than seconds ago.
"I'm sorry if I brought up any bad memories.. I tend to talk without thinking and–"
"It's okay."
Bertholdt wasn't the type to start things. He wasn't one to meddle in them, wasn't the type to end them either. He was an important piece that only had ears, it seemed like. Maybe that's what made him stand out to me.
I felt him nudge me softly as I sprung back to reality, a small smile and string of 'sorrys' leaving me with a turn to his attentive face.
"The space.. Between the lines." He muttered, eyes skimming over me. "You talked about them, what did you want to say?"
I looked at our hands. "Oh! It means heartbreak. The farther the lines are from eachother.. Signifies heartbreak." My tone died out as I finished the sentence, ending flatly, a silence ensuing.
Bertholdt's hand interlocked with mine, a small, breathy, shaky sigh leaving his lips. "Then I hope your mom's readings are wrong." My head turned to right, and I was met with his pink face averting mine. "Sorry."
Though.. I didn't get a good look. I turned away quickly too. "Don't be... I don't really believe in her readings. They've been proven false... Many times."
I kissed my teeth, remembering how she'd talk about what her life had in store for her. She was right. Life had one hell of a surprise for her. I wasn't sure she liked it though.
Bertholdt hummed, watching me as I let go of his hand, deciding bring myself in and hold on my legs.
"Only a fool would break your heart anyways." He murmured, but I heard him.
"I don't care about mine." I murmured back, but he heard me. He paused, and he stared at me. Well I didn't see him but god did I feel it.
"I.." I closed my eyes with a sigh, hoping he didn't notice the goosebumps on my arms. "How are you and Annie going? You manage to finally woo her?"
Silence ensued. I didn't want to turn around.. to look at him, though that pink face was nice to look at... It was a fluke. Only one person can make him blush like that.
It was still quiet. Did he not hear me? "H-"
My words got lodged in my throat as I felt his hand slither around my waist, pulling me back, next to him.. Also a bit closer. "I can't see your face if I'm behind you." My heart pumped, thundering against my ears.
"Did.. D-Did you hear my question?" I cringed at my stutter but he didn't make much of deal about it. I looked at him from the corners of my eye, but his face was pretty blurry. It faced down, away from me... It was hard to decipher his expression.
He was hard to decipher.
"I did."
I looked down. "Then why didn't you answer?"
"What were you going to say? Before you mentioned Annie." His tone was firm, unusual, but still overwhelmingly him.
"I'm not sure.. Forget about that just–"
"Please?"
His plea shut me up. And I only realised how frustrated I was when I felt a tear land on my thigh, another on my hand, that I fisted harder than what was considered to be normal.
His thumb wiped the tear off my knuckles, shuffled to face me.
He placed his hands on my cheeks and lifted my head, averting my eyes as he wiped the tears off my face, sliding his worn, thumbs under my eyes.
"I'm sorry." It was a tender, a barely heard apology. He didn't do anything wrong. Loving someone else wasn't a crime. I wanted to tell him. But the look on his face made me doubt that's what he was talking about.
It's not like I knew, anyway.
"You shouldn't be... I'm being dumb." I smiled and took his hands, placing them down infront of us. "I don't want your heart to get broken, because I know how it feels like, and it feels like shit." I paused. "That's what I was going to say."
"The present."
"Huh—"
"You spoke in the present."
He was an important piece that only had ears.
"Yeah. I guess I did." It was tiring, keeping secrets from him. I didn't want him to know the hold he had on me but what was I to do when he noticed how I bended at his every word.
I let go of his hand and looked back infront of us, to the field where we stood in line and first met eachother. Well, first met Shadis. I still remember the beat down he gave me. Verbal of course, but it still felt very physical.
"Who's the guy?"
"You don't want to know." It was a sign for him to drop the subject. But it seemed like he just didn't want to.
"Why is that?"
I froze and turned my head, he stared down at the ground, not even lifting his head up for a second. I needed to find an excuse.
"You won't like him."
"Who is he?"
I didn't want to lash out, or raise my voice, but it was getting hard to stay patient with his constant prodding. He knew he was prying, but maybe he just didn't care. Maybe the answer was just that important.
"I'm not telling you."
"Why?"
"For fucks sake Hoover—Why won't you just drop it?" I didn't yell, my voice stayed the same, but my tone was a bit harsher than I meant it to be. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-"
"Because I like you."
My words jumbled up together and flew out my mouth without being pronouced, giving place to my gaping jaw. I closed it quickly, and it opened it again, coughing up a small fit.
"What." It didn't sound like a question. It wasn't. Didn't stop him from responding.
"I like you."
"Say it again." I was the one to move from my spot, and turn to look at him this time. He was the one to avoid my gaze, clenching his fists while staring at the ground, face oddly blank.
"I like you." He was a bit louder with each reiteration of the short sentence, like he was confirming it for himself as much as me.
"Again."
"I like you."
"Just one m—"
"Are you toying with me, Y/n?"
His glare transfered over to me, and I flinched, but in seeing that, he didn't hold it long. "Please don't. Please don't do that." A crack in his voice struck something within me.
"I'm not!" I rushed out, choosing my next words carefully.
"I like you. I'm in love with you. I like you romantically and I thought you liked Annie so that's why I lashed out earlier–and by the way, sorry about tha—"
"What." I focused on his face, and for once I could discern something. Confusion, mixed with shock, and... Something else.
"I thought you like Annie, so I lashe–"
He shook his head. "No.. The liking me part. Can you say it again?" His face was yet again, neutral, but his eyes held hope.
"No." His lips twitched to say something, but I cut him off with mine. On his.
I felt a push and I backed away, eyes wide. "Shit I'm sorry. I'm sorry Bertholdt I thought–I should've—"
He placed his hand on my waist and the other on my cheek, leaning in again to kiss me. It was a juvenile, quick, short, and confused kiss. A test, an introduction, the first kiss.
But then we kissed again, and it was longer, softer, deeper. And then again; we got warmer, and we took our time, breaking apart every few seconds to breathe and reconnect. We stopped, eventually. My lips tingled, like the butterflies that inhabited my stomach flew and landed on my lips,
as weird as that sounds.
His lips were swollen. Red, warm to the touch–I assumed. His cheeks were in the same boat. The tips of his ears as well. A couple seconds passed and I realized that his eyes were aswell. Tears starting to spill out, they were becoming red and puffy.
My hands stuttered and I brought his head to my shoulder, propping myself on my knees so that his back wouldn't ache.
Soft, almost soundless sobs left him, my shoulder getting damp. His hands clutched my white button down as he continued to cry, and I started to smile.
"Are you that happy?" It was presumptious of me to assume that he was crying of joy, but I pressed my lips shut and cupped his cheeks, wiping his tears like he did me.
"I'm... sorry." His voice whispered, and it wavered, and it might've been the weakest I've ever heard him. I leaned in and left a kiss on his forehead, nervously smiling.
"It's okay."
This didn't seem to satisfy him, as he looked to the ground. His soulders slumping forward, and hands clenching and opening up repetedly.
"I'm... Really, sorry. I'm sorry—I'm so, sorry.." It was like a chant that he repeated, each one quieter than the last. His body leaned into me, facing the floor. He was tired. Like he was bearing the whole world on his shoulders.
Something felt off with his apologies. Like they weren't for me. But if they weren't, who would they be for?
No, that wasn't the right question. I rested my chin on his head, and thread my hands through his hair, gently patting the unruly parts down.
The question, was what were they for. He hadn't done anything wrong. Yet he continued apologizing, under his breath. He paused.
You were right earlier, that he didn't want to know. He shouldn't have pushed it.
"Please... Don't hate me."
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ofoceansandtombsanew · 6 months
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attack on titan's ended and i'm rewriting utsd's and while the story is a mikasa x black!fem!reader in its og incarnation, i was wondering if y'all wanted it to stay that way or do y'all want a completely interactive reader experience where you can pick and choose your actions as well as who you wanna pursue between eren, armin, mikasa, bertoldt, reiner and annie??? (you don't need to be black to enjoy the story/vote, vote away)
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kachll · 16 days
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Fanart by me! Please check out the fanfiction I’ve been working on. (:
Audio book (WIP)
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luvbugs-blog · 1 year
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one bed? - featuring the aot boys
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today, we have: jean, bertholdt, and reiner
in which: there's only one bed? lmao have fun! note that in reiner's part, you are a warrior that escaped back to marley with reiner after the shiganshina arc.
warnings: none. i have extreme paranoia when it comes to me writing smut, so you will not see some from me until i get better (i am literally touch-starved, so i feel like anything i write will be cringe)!
author's note: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know what to write next. i'm literally out of ideas. either in the comments, or in my messages. i will appreciate ANYTHING.
jean
"alright everyone," hange says, "go to your respective rooms. we'll meet back up in the morning and explore some more!" she turns to leave with onyankopon and levi who were staying in a nearby hotel as to not draw too much attention.
you look around for jean, sasha, and connie who were also staying in this hotel with you. as soon as you went to grab sasha to room with, connie swooped in, and the two were so excited that they were going to have a "sleepover". you heave a small sigh.
"don't sound too disappointed." jean says, giving you a small smile. "sad you're stuck with me tonight?"
"never." you say, bumping your shoulder with his. "it will just be much harder to keep an eye on those two." jean's smile slowly slides off his face.
"oh yeah." not much you can do about it now. you grab jean's hand and pull him to go find your room.
"this is actually so interesting, being in marley. i can't believe they have actual cars!" you say excitedly, smiling while looking out the window. you couldn't believe how advanced this place is.
"you sound like hange now! keep it down before your dumbass gets us caught." you give jean a little smack.
"oh shut up." the two of you finally reach the room, and as jean opens the door, he stops halfway into the room.
"hey! get out of my way, horse-face!" jean turns to look at you, his face a little red.
"i think they gave us the wrong room." confused, you look around jean to see there is only one bed in the entire room.
"oh." the thought of spending the night with your best friend in the same bed also made you a little pink. much to your relief, jean didn't see because he was too busy hurrying to use the bathroom. in reality, he was trying to calm himself down, but you didn't know that.
your stomach was swirling as jean finally came out of the bathroom, his face wet, like he had washed it. you had to look away. of course you were nervous. you've had a crush on the man for quite a while now. but you'd rather die than admit that.
an awkward, uncomfortable silence blanketed the room. until jean spoke up. "I honestly think we should just share it. it's pretty big. and we've grown up together. it won't be awkward."
that's a relief. "yeah. as long as your big horse feet won't kick me in the middle of the night."
"hey! my feet are normal shaped!" you giggle, the previous tension gone. "yeah yeah."
the two of you chat a little bit before calling it a night. you tuck yourself under the covers, turning your back to jean. "i hope you don't snore."
"guess you'll find out tonight." the two of you try sleeping, and for a few hours, it was successful. until the room got incredibly cold. you shuffle closer to jean, but it wasn't helping all that much. you turn around, facing jean, who looked fast asleep.
"hey." silence. "hey!" nothing. so you start poking his face, and he flinches. "what?" now you're embarrassed.
"nevermind."
"oh no. you didn’t wake me up for nothing." he pokes your face. "what do you want?"
"can you hold me?"
"what?!"
"i'm cold!"
"oh. alright then, come here."
"really?"
"yes, y/n. now hurry up." so you weasel your way into his arms, sinking into his chest. he is so warm.
and in the morning, when he wakes up before you, he'll let you sleep, with your leg around his waist and his arms around you. maybe he will finally work up the courage to ask you out.
bertholdt
you were shaken. of course you were, you were kidnapped. the last thing you remember is walking away with armin on the wall, and you could faintly hear hange talking to moblit about titans that could dig. but you wake up on a tree, in the forest which was surrounded by titans. you see ymir awake, scowling at two men up on higher trees. is that eren over there? you have to blink because it's so bright, but when it finally comes into focus, you realize it's reiner and bertholdt. oh yeah. the traitors. you start breathing heavily, thinking about how it's your lover up there. ymir tries to calm you down, her eyes wide, but it doesn't work. how could he do this to you. was everything fake? were your friends still alive. why were you here? you start feeling faint, and feel hot tears pooling at your eyes. you faintly hear the screeching of odm gear coming closer, and you hear bertholdt talking to ymir, but it's too late, and you pass out once again.
when you awaken a second time, it's night. you have to adjust your eyes to try to figure out where you are. but all you see are stars. you're on the wall. you feel a hand on your shoulder.
"y/n?" you turn your head without moving your body and see him. bertholdt, who's eyes are red and swollen. you reach your hand up to hold his face but then think better of it. you let your hand fall.
"i'm so sorry. y/n, i'm so sor-"
"bertholdt!" you recognize reiner's voice and lift your body up, with his hand on your back. you shove his hand away, ignoring the hurt look on his face. you see reiner and ymir coming your way. while bertholdt and reiner whisper to each other, ymir comes to check on you.
"are you alright?" you shrug. which earns a sad smirk from ymir. shortly after, bertholdt returns to kneeling next to you, but not saying anything. after a while, you find your voice.
you turn your head to bertholdt and ask, "how did i get here?" he flinches at your strained tone, but softly explains what happened while reiner and ymir set up sleeping bags they found in the district below. you also find out the truth about bertholdt's background. about him being from marley, his mission, why he decided to become a warrior. he explained about his sick father and the oppression he received just because he was eldian.
and suddenly, your heart was conflicted. there was life outside of the walls. but they weren't free. they had the same blood you did, and they were being tortured for it. but they killed so many innocent people from inside the walls. those people didn't know what they were dying for. they didn't deserve to die. you wanted to yell and scream at him, but you also wanted to comfort him. so you cried. you cried and cried and fell into him because you were weak, and despite hating him for all he had done, you loved him. and he held you as you cried, and eventually he started crying with you. so the two of you cried until there were no tears left. in the silence left behind, you whispered to him, "take me with you. take me home with you." too weak to argue, he agreed. he placed a soft kiss on your forehead and wiped away your tears.
"ok."
what felt like hours later, reiner came to drop off the sleeping bag.
"i'm sorry, but we could only find three." while bertholdt starting insisting you take it, you just stand up and take the sleeping back from reiner, giving the man a hug, which surprised him.
"thank you. one is enough. we can share." and so you did.
you held onto his long ass body and just held each other, oozing comfort the both of you needed.
reiner
while porco and pieck were mocking him from behind, you were at his side, giggling at his little pout. you intertwined your arm with his and put your head on his shoulder, causing the two goons to laugh and mock even more. but the two of you didn't care. you guys were considered pretty close before, but after returning from paradise, the two of you were inseparable. the two of you walked along the festival, reiner occasionally having to stop to pay for gabi and the others, but never separating from you.
"oh, reiner!" pieck says, "don't forget about the meeting we have tomorrow." the both of you sigh.
"we haven't forgotten pieck," he replies. you detach yourself from reiner when you see porco beckoning to you. while reiner and pieck chatted, you were able to talk a bit with porco. the two of you wandered for a bit before reiner came to pull you away, looking a bit jealous, which porco wouldn't let him live down.
the two of you follow the children around until they get too tired and full from all the festival food. while reiner is dragging gabi around, the two of you talk about the trek you will have to make for the meeting.
"we should rent a hotel room. that way we won't have to get up too early tomorrow to travel."
"good idea!" so after dropping off the children at their respective homes, the two of you hitch a ride to the hotel nearest to HQ where the meeting was taking place. when the two of you check in, you only ask for one room, but two separate beds.
however, when the two of you went to go to sleep, there was only one bed. although, it didn't bother you two that much, as the two of you often slept over together.
so when it was time for bed, the two of you crawled in together, immediately cuddling together. you lay your head on his chest and he holds you. this was how you often found comfort when the two of you first got back from the island, often crying about bertholdt, annie, and the comrades you considered friends. and the two of you haven't stopped this little routine, even years later.
but this time felt a little different. reiner was holding you more tightly than usual. but you couldn't bring yourself to ask why because you were too tired. as you were falling asleep, you hear him whisper, "I love you." not that you would know this, but he had been telling you this for a long time when you were sleeping. so it quite surprise to him when you opened your eyes and smiled.
"I love you too." you slowly press a kiss to his lips and he graciously returns it.
author's note (again): will there be a part two? idk yet. let me know if y'all want one in the comments section. (and i know you saw my author's note up top. *suspicious side eye* you better tell me what to write next)
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astraeusasta · 4 months
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Never Meant To Be
Reiner Braun x Reader
You are a member of the scout regiment along with the rest of the main cast. Both Ymir and Annie have been confirmed Titans. Now Reiner and Bertholdt have become suspects of Titans too. You were with them all around the table to discuss this. However, you weren't having any of it. You are in love with Reiner and believes he feels the same.
CW: Mentions of delusion, Mentions of violence, Rejection. Tags: Mega angst, Unrequited love. Word Count: 1.9k words
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Listening to the words of Armin Arlert made you quiver in a fear you’ve never known before. Denial filling your veins as you listened to his delusions. Reiner and Bertholdt could be the Colossal and Armored Titan? He was lying he had to be, based on such little evidence. Heck, we had more evidence for the female titan being Annie. You glared daggers into Armin, you’d always been skeptical of his remarkable deduction methods. Though, a certain captain seemed to pick up on the heat of your gaze and gave you a puzzled look.
“You seem to be unimpressed with Arlerts assumptions, do you have anything to say?” Though it came off as a question, you knew he wasn’t just asking you. He was demanding you to say what was on your mind. To be honest, there was a lot. You were rather close with Reiner, Bertholdt not so much. He was someone dear to you. You’d always be able to laugh with him, be yourself and he never judged. Though he looked tough, to you he was a large teddy bear who just put up a stoic front. You had grown to be extremely fond of the man who brought comfort and happiness to your days. You confided your life story to him, he knew everything about you. To the rest of the squad he played an older brother role, protective and kind while also being able to tease and joke. You couldn’t help but be skeptical of Armin’s skeptics of the two.
“I believe Arlerts assumptions are too far-fetched to do an investigation like we had done with Annie. We don’t have any definitive proof other than the titans look like them. Just because they came from the same place as Annie doesn’t mean they are associated with her, they barely even talked to her. By this logic, Armin and Mikasa could be titans too.” You spoke with confidence though after a moment, covering your mouth as you processed your final statement. Realizing how harsh you had come across, your emotions being thrown wild. Captain Levi took your statement wholeheartedly, awaiting for Armins response. All eyes fell on him, and yours were saying something different to the rest. Armin began to formulate his response, a little staggered at first. “I understand my logic here could be far-fetched and overall a little insane. But it had to be someone who saw Eren transform the first time. I just suggest we be cautious around them, and if it’s not too much to ask. ___, you’re close with Reiner. Right?” Hearing the final words of Armin’s response to you, your face softened before returning to its original angry state. You had an idea of what he was about to ask you, and honestly. You weren’t impressed. “I am yes.” You played along anyways, letting him say it out right. “He seems to trust you more than the rest of us and it’d be helpful if you could gather some extra information. Perhaps you don’t even have to ask questions, just be on the lookout for suspicious behaviors.” Your face angered more and everyone in the room seemed to be aware of the growing rage. You took a deep breath before responding to him, standing up from your seat.
“If anything suspicious happens, I’d be happy to inform you. But until you have solid evidence that it’s Reiner or Bertholdt. I want nothing to do with whatever you’re planning, if anything at all. I will not betray the trust of my friends over a hunch.” Then you proceeded to leave the room, you wanted no part in their dumb plans. If they had anything planned at all. You weren’t going to watch your friends be falsely accused and possibly imprisoned over Armin’s hunch. Even if his hunches were usually correct, there was no possibility that Reiner would lie to you like that. You had no doubt. You didn’t plan to tell Reiner or Bertholdt of the scouts suspicions of them - you understood that you would also be betraying Armin and the rest of the scouts trusts if you were to do that. So instead you went to let off some steam. Walking towards a tree around the scout headquarters. Reiner and the others were bound to be heading home soon from their adventures beyond Wall Rose. You planned to meet them.
Though that plan was cut short when you were sent on a rescue mission for them, worry filled your mind as you raced towards the area. Upon arrival, you noticed the saddened look on Reiners face - a face of loss and betrayal. One you recognized very well after being in the scouts for so long. You rushed towards the tall duo, noticing the look on Reiners face softened. “Are you both alright?” You scanned over their bodies before noticing Reiner’s arm, you looked straight up at him. Worry plastering your expression. His face turned to the side, shame and embarrassment clouding his eyes. “Your arm…” You reached out to touch it, gently laying your hand over the cloth that held it up and kept it secure. “I’m fine…____. I promise.” He spoke lightly, his face softened more as he looked at you. Before Bertholdt nudged him a little harshly, Reiner's soft expressions crackled into a bit of anger. He changed his line of sight to someone behind you, you followed his gaze as it landed on Ymir. Confusion clouded you, why were they angry at Ymir? Well it didn’t take you long to figure out after taking your horses back to the walls. The two boys explained everything to you. Ymir was a titan. Not the colossal or armored, but a titan. Another betrayal to add to the roster that seemed to be following the one hundred and fourth cadets.
You rubbed your temples after finally getting on top of the wall. Closing your eyes to process the recent times. The recent betrayals and discussions of it. Your eyes turned to look down from the wall, at the tall blonde who was being pulled up. Once he reached the top, you wanted to talk to him privately. So you tapped him and nodded your head in the direction of a space far enough away from everyone so that they couldn’t hear. After everything that had happened recently, you realized how much you liked Reiner, how much joy he truly brought you. The fear of losing him to someone else or to something else was weighing on your conscience. You had to tell him how you felt. “What’s wrong?” He asked you, looking directly at you with a light worry. You shook your head at him, looking directly into his eyes. “Nothing bad, don’t worry. It’s a bit difficult to say so give me a minute to wrap my head around it.” He nodded, giving you your time to gather your words and formulate what you wanted to say - He was always patient with you.
“Reiner, we’ve known each other for almost three years now. Even from the beginning you were always kind to me. You understood me and were patient. You still are and still do, or at least I believe so. I know right now emotions and adrenaline are high and you are probably still recovering mentally. But I couldn’t wait any longer and you don’t have to give me an answer now.” His face saddened at your proclamation, at your confession. However, you continued to speak. “Reiner Braun, what I am trying to say is that I like you. In a romantic sense. Again I don’t expect an answer now or ever if you don’t feel the same.” Then you looked up at him, fear struck his expression. Fear, shock and sadness. You were confused, utterly and dearly. You couldn’t say anything as you watched him. His eyes looked far away from you and towards his friend, Bertholdt. Then slowly, back towards you.
“I’m sorry..____. I can’t like you in that way. I appreciate you and you’re a dear friend. However, I do not wish to harm our friendship like that.” His words sounded insincere, his words sounded distant and cold. He averted his gaze once more before simply walking away. He didn’t look back at you. You stared blankly, feeling the trickle of something warm falling down your cheek. Heart sinking in your chest. You felt ill, sick to the stomach. You sat down on a nearby crate. Head in your hands trying desperately to hold back the tears that threatened to leak from your eyes. Suddenly, there was a call to head back to the headquarters. You headed and wiped your eyes. Pulling your hood over your head and beginning the walk back. You didn’t want to be near anyone so you walked alone. Lost in your own thoughts.
Until you heard commotion from behind you. Bertholdt shouted to Reiner about going home to their hometown. Finishing their mission and returning home. “I’ve been here too long, for my own good..” You could hear him say, scratching at his words as his voice became hoarse. Like he was in pain and longing for help. “It’s been three long years. We were just kids…we didn’t know anything. If only I never knew there were people like this.” His gaze fell upon you, before he looked away and began to remove the sling on his arm. “I…I wouldn’t have become such a half-arsed piece of shit! It’s too late now, I don’t know what’s right anymore. But the only choice for me now is to face the consequences of my actions.” His arm began to heal itself. At that moment, your entire body froze. Watching as the man you just poured your heart out revealed his true identity to you. The monster he truly was. “And as a warrior. Fulfill my duty to the very end!” He looked around at the audience that now watched his every move. Bertholdt looked at him with an almost fiery passion in his eyes. “We’re doing this? Right here, right now?!” He shouted. Reiner nodded and looked back at him. “Yeah. We’re ending this. NOW!” He screamed. As you all stared in utmost fear and betrayal as the scene poured out. Reiner begins to walk away. Mikasa sprung into action; cutting off Reiner’s hand and impaling his other with the blade. While also slicing Bertholdt’s neck, almost slitting his throat.
“EREN GET OUT OF THERE!!” You heard Armin shout as the yellow sparks and lightning came tumbling down onto the two of them, smoke filled the area. The colossal and armored Titan were now in view, Eren and Ymir within their grasp. You stood with your hands over your mouth, stomach churning and legs growing weak. Before long, you felt the cold wall hit your legs. Everyone else had begun to react yet you stayed put. Unable to process all that had just happened. That’s why he couldn’t love you right? All this time you’d fallen for a traitor. Someone who simply wanted to wipe you out. You felt your body jerk forward, sharply you swallowed to keep yourself from upchucking your breakfast. A sudden weight on your shoulder joined you back in with reality. Away from the venom your mind seemed to be implanting. As you looked over, you saw the kind face of Armin. You doubted him, why did you do that? Why did you doubt him? You looked up at him, tears clouding your eyes. What were you thinking?
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Just to be clear, this follows Jurassic World events and dinosaurs but does not adhere to canon…or accurate science…at all times.
Isla Sorna, Research Internship Work Partnerships:
Eren Yeager
Armin Arlert
Erwin Smith
Levi Ackerman
Rehabilitation Sanctuary for Saurian Care (RSSC), Caregiver Work Partnerships:
Reiner Braun
Jean Kirstein
Bertoldt Hoover
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couragemydearheart · 1 year
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˚。 𖠗 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐬.
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# 01 — reiner braun x fem! reader
# 02 — cw: fluff, slight angst, bittersweet ending (?), and reiner being a softie <3
# 03 — wc: 0.95k
# 04 — an: *clearing my throat* hello! this is pretty much me posting my first work here on tumblr and i’m nervous and excited as hell. so, um, i chose reiner to break me into this because i love him and who doesn’t? feedback and constructive criticism is greatly appreciated!
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an off day. that was one thing reiner could usually look forward to. and looking forward to stuff was something pretty rare in his world.
however, today was a different story. today could very well be their last day of peace before the big expedition beyond the walls the next day.
and naturally, like anyone craving to spend time with their lover, reiner decided to take you out of the barracks for some much-needed alone time for the both of you.
“this is the nicest way to spend my day off,” you sighed with a wide smile splitting your face, leaning back on your palms as the both of you sat on the raggedy blanket you had scrounged from the supply closet. he had somehow managed to find a small cliff in the forest that overlooked a lake, not too far from the barracks. it was beautiful and quiet, which was exactly what the two of you were looking for.
reiner looked at you, a small smile breaking out on his own face. how long had it been since he’d been able to sit like this with you, not caring about anything other than those few minutes? he couldn’t even remember.
he’d been so busy and anxious planning to retake the coordinate during the expedition. and now the big day was here and reiner suddenly didn’t want it to arrive at all. if their mission were to succeed, he would have to abandon everyone and everything and leave immediately. he didn’t think he was ready to leave just yet. he didn’t think he would ever be ready to leave you.
of course, it was never meant to be this way. the both of you were not meant to be. he was there to wreak maximum destruction, retrieve the coordinate and get the hell out of there. he was cursed with the burden of their mission among lots of other things and knowing that he could never be yours forever was one of them. all because he wanted to play hero.
he was the bane of his own existence in a way. but while reiner could be all kinds of despicable, he would be damned if he let his misfortune taint you.
he shuddered at the thought of you finding out the truth about him; for he was sure that you would loathe him with everything that you were and he wasn’t sure he could survive that.
so he pushed it deep, deep down into his dark heart and focused on now. deal with it later, he chided himself mentally.
“yeah.” he breathed, entwining his fingers with yours. “it really is.”
“oh? you sure you wouldn’t rather spend it with bertoldt?”
he fondly rolled his eyes at you. “that was one time, will you ever stop harassing me with that?”
you shook your head, a mischievous glint lighting up your pretty eyes and you smirked. “never. i’m going to pester you with this forever and ever and ever.”
your tone was light and airy but the words hit him right where it hurt. forever and ever. something he wouldn’t be around for.
and you must have seen the way all humour left his face and how dread replaced it, because you turned towards him, one of your hands coming up to cup his face, eyes shining with seriousness and determination.
“hey.” your voice was softer now but it didn’t lose its firmness, “i know we’re here to relax but it’s impossible to ignore that tomorrow is the expedition.”
he stiffened slightly.
“you come back to me, ‘kay?” and suddenly reiner could see the fear and uncertainty in your eyes that you hid so well from everyone else. “i’ve lost enough, and i refuse to add you to that list. reiner, i need you with me.”
his heart constricted painfully in his chest at how scared you sounded.
ignoring the lump in his throat, he pulled you closer, his forehead coming to rest on yours. “i need you too, y/n,” then he shut his eyes and lied through his teeth. “i’ll come back to you as long as you promise to do the same.”
he felt you nod against him and he opened his eyes again, wanting the sight of you smiling up at him burned into his mind.
but then your eyes flicked to his lips for a second before returning to his amber orbs and the corner of his lips twitch up into a soft smile.
“would it be okay if i kissed you right now?” he murmured softly.
“i’d like that very much.”
so he leaned down slightly, waiting for you to close the distance. and you did.
your soft pink lips pressed onto his, eyes closing on their own as your arms winded up around his neck, pulling him closer and closer and closer until there was no space left behind the both of you.
he felt a little dizzy—strange for someone who was also a titan—as one of your hands slid down to rest over his chest and the other tangled in his hair. and he tightened his grip on your waist, holding you close and he felt your fingers grow tighter in his hair in response.
he was sure you could feel his heart thundering under your palm but he didn’t care, all he could think of and feel was you, you, you.
reiner hoped then—when you parted from his lips, breathless and flushed, and your eyes shone up at him with a thousand galaxies in them—that even if the both of you fell apart, you would always come back together, no matter what, like two pieces of a magnet.
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Hii, you were one of the first blogs I followed when I was new in Tumblr and it's been years already. I've been in and out of the aot fandom, but I recall how obssesed I was with Porco and Reiner in your writtings. And when I read your chapter one of the new story, it got me into it again. Shipping warriors with paradisian characters is my pleasure, specially scouts, and I love the whole possibilities with the paths and inherited memories, so I fell in love with it.
I saw your requests for hcs are open so, if you can, could you do about warriors x scout reader hcs? How it would be and all? (yes, the Porco story inspired me)
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Thank you for being here!
And gladly - it's something I often think about / write about. It would be such a beautifully cruel love but then again, the world is cruel, right?
Including some lore planned for my fic. If the lore I have implemented in wasn't there and you were just a normal person then everything would still play out pretty much the way it does in the Manga. Everyone is far too well disciplined for anything else. It'll make sense when you read it lol
Warrior X You (A member of the Survey Corps)
Porco - Annie For Reiner & Bertoldt I've kinda already done you can read them here. It wouldn't really be much different than what I have already written.
Warnings: Angst. Fluff. Smut. GN Reader.
Everything going on with the curse of Ymir is literally due to the cycle of hatred and breaking that awful pattern. And so the love between a Warrior and someone from the Isle of the devils is something so pure and must be treasured.
Ymir herself probably set this up or helped via paths and memories. The memories aren't meant to teach further hate, but to understand and grow - something no one has achieved thus far.
Until you come along that is.
Porco
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As written in my fic, Porco would first see you through the eyes of Ymir and her memories, as he tries to comb through to see his brother's.
He only catches glimpses of you at first but you took his breath away. He'd never thought he'd ever lay eyes on someone so perfect.
Tries to differentiate between his own reactions and if this is how Ymir felt. But no, Ymir was with that Historia person.
100% convinced you're a witch / warlock.
Because of course, the only thing to make him tremble, blush and his heart race is witchcraft. Porco isn't one for menial things like romance. Sure, he loves the attention he gets for being a warrior but he doesn't really have time to hunt kitty. If he wasn't so dedicated it'd be a different story, Porco obviously is ego driven a lot of the time.
In my fics it's because you were placed there specifically from a different universe (ours) to have a fresh set of eyes, heart and the chance to break the cycle. You can't be turned into a titan because you're not Eldian, you're from here. (You're not aware of this though, at least not yet) yet you have access to paths but only when Ymir sees fit.
So when you're both asleep, sometimes you'll both have extremely vivid dreams about talking to each other. Full on conversations. And they go on for a while. Like 3 years on and off.
When you figure out you're both real and from different continets, well that's up to you whether or not to try and get information from him. He won't ever give away secrets and will probably begin to resent you for trying when he fell for you so hard. So I wouldn't recommend it. Push everything away. This time in paths is sacred. The war can wait.
It'll even go so far as to making love within paths, and waking up with the love mark on your neck and him with nail marks in his back just confirms further this is real.
Porco removes his shirt after a heavy training exercise;
Peick: 😳😳😳
"What? Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Do... do you have a girlfriend? /boyfriend?"
"W-what?! N-no, don't be dumb."
Zeke: "Then what are those love scratches doing down your back? Someone's been a bad boy to a good little pussy cat."
Porco will go beetroot red denying it and instantly healing them now he was aware they were there.
Adhere by the law of ymir and when you meet, well, its up to you what happens. But the path of true love and peace is right there to take.
Annie
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The paths route will be a little harder to take with other shifters at first, because they don't have any memories linking you together. And well, you're physically together so it's not really needed. (Except Pieck & Zeke)
In the Anime/Manga, Annie certainly has a soft spot for Armin, evidently. She's probably the closest one to undoing the cycle if you weren't there.
When you're there it's different. It's like you're magnetically drawn to titan shifters, and them to you, because of your gift from Ymir. Explains why you get along with them better than most during training.
Annie, like the others are pretty far down the conditioning hole and it'll take quote a bit for her to even consider a romance with the enemy.
But again, there's just something special about you. Your aura screams magnetism and there's just something so mystical about you.
You radiate kindness and understanding - it may be hard because well you don't know anything else. But your empathy and understanding is what helps your case with Ymir on judgment day.
But when they fall for you, they fall hard. It really is just up to you what decisions you'll make with their heart in your palm. But remember - Ymir is watching.
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Jean Kristen x Warrior!!reader x porco
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* yes I certainly know that it's doesn't make sense but I just love this idea 😂*
Thank you now enjoy ~~~~
'y/n was with them!!!.... She was with them' As jean broke down in his room... While he covers his ear's. 'was I not enough?I loved her so damn much.... But she still betrayed me!!!' he then heard Sasha and Connie banging his door.
Flash backs
Y/n and jean meet at survey corps.... They never talk... Because She was always with Reiner and bertoldt or with Annie and didn't talk to anyone else but then they become sparing partners with eachother.
And Y/n get a huge crush on him. Annie used to get annoyed on how much y/n talk about him. "His golden eyes is so beautiful Annie" "yeah y/n I GET IT!!! STOP"
After a year... When y/n was going to get eaten but thanks to Jean she was saved and the fact she has to sit with him on the same horse as her horse run away somewhere else... That day Jean see y/n in a different light...
Jean realize that for Mikasa it was admiration but for y/n it was something call.... Love.
That night they both confess. Jean being forced by Sasha and Connie... And Y/n being forced by Reiner and bertoldt to just confess already!
Their first time in the cabin... Sneaking out everyday to be with eachother... They don't even know how much they kiss eachother.... How many times they make love.... How many time they hug eachother.... How many times they say I love you....
But then everything went down hill... Reiner confess about him being armored and bertoldt being the colossal... Even y/n didn't wanted to leave she has to because of she didn't go with them....
She knew they would hate her forever... Even when she didn't do anything.... She wanted to be on their side but she was a warrior she has to be with the people she was long with .... Her father and her sister are waiting for her....
Flash back ends
Jean get tears while covering his ears.... 'I miss her' while on the other side "I miss you Jean" with tears falling from y/n eyes as she put a hand on her 6 months pregnant belly... Looking at the sea...
"y/n!!! we have to go home!! It's getting cold" y/n sigh and turn around as pieck smile at her and y/n smile back at her sister... They both then go back to their house... To their father...
Of course y/n father and pieck were furious when they found out about y/n being pregnant.... Oh how much scared she was when she was on the hospital bed because of her sickness .... And then doctor announced her pregnant.
But her father didn't make her abort the kid because y/n requested it... Y/n never requested anything in her life... It was her first request so he let her keep the baby...
But they engaged her to porco galliard... Whom she hated from childhood.... And the fact they didn't tell her when they say yes for hand in marriage. Pieck didn't hated y/n for being pregnant with the devil child.... She forgive her.
"Jean come out now man!! It's been 6 months you only come out for dinner and then don't show us your face for a whole day!!!" Connie voice linger in his ear.
"GO AWAY MAN!" Jean yelled from inside. "Come out Jean!!! You can stay inside just with the memories of *her*" Jean get tears in his eyes again.... "I will leave me ALONE!"
Jean cried whole night after that.... Sasha and Connie tried to make Jean talk to them but he push them away... Ignore everyone.... until Levi slapped him hard.... When he was not listening to Hange mission plan....
And he started to get better after that finally becoming himself again... Trying to forget y/n.... But he just couldn't forget her face and her laugh,smile he just couldn't... But thankfully he didn't push anyone away....
After one year
Then the Marley ship get and then the whole plan played out... Yelena and Onyankapon and other marley soldiers. "And who is Jean Kristen?" Onyankapon said.... As he was talking with Armin,Sasha,Connie and Jean...
Jean smile at him more like a smirk "oh that would be me" Onyankapon smiled at him and hand him a letter.... "I forget the girl name but she is a very good friend of Zeke but she was in a hurry with a child in her arms when we were leaving Marley and she give me the letter and said to give it to Jean Kristen.... I tried to stop her but she disappeared in the crowds... As I respect her privacy I didn't look in the letter for your concern" he smiled at Jean
Jean breath hitch when he see the writing of on the envelope... Tears started to build in his eyes... "It's from y/n..."
"go read in your tent if you want" Armin said as jean get out of the tent to just go back in his tent... "So you said she was carrying a child" Armin asked Onyankapon as he was looking at Jean with confuse look... He turn to Armin as Jean has already left..
"yeah....? I think that child was 7 months or maybe 1 year old...." Onyankapon replied to Armin. Sasha and Connie look at eachother... "That's pieck sister now I remember... She is married to umm the jaw titan I think?"
Jean open the letter tears already falling from his eyes as he started to read the letter....
(((Dear Jean,
So Onyankapon was successful in reaching the pardis and this letter has reach you successfully.... I hope he doesn't peck in it....
I am writing this letter.... Because I really miss you... I didn't wanted to betray you I swear... I never wanted to leave.... But you and I both knew... No one will trust me after what happened... You will hate me and pretty much everyone else....
I miss you.... But Jean please move on.... I will never be yours I know you are hurting.... Inside... You still have feelings for me I know.... And thank you for loving me so dearly.... I will never forget our first night together...
But Jean I am married now... I have a child... I am sorry but we just can't be with eachother.... I used to love you
Your dearly, or used to be
Y/n galliard)))
Oh how badly y/n cried while writing this letter but didn't let the tears fall on the paper... How many times she look at peacefully sleeping Marco and cried pools Infront of her son...
Porco always look at y/n with disgusted look... He hated y/n because how could he married a woman that used to have feelings for that person of that devil island....
Porco didn't treat y/n badly but also not like a wife... He just ignore her like she doesn't exist.... Talk to her only when necessary.... But porco no doubt love the child... He just couldn't hate Marco...
And Marco also love him... He is always calm when he is in arms of porco.... Y/n knew how much difficult it was to deliver this letter she purposely get lost in the crowd... And successful give the letter...
Time skip to three years
Jean couldn't move on knowing that y/n is with someone else now.... Jean didn't believe in love ever again... They were going to Marley first time outside the walls...
Hange,Levi, jean, Connie, Sasha, Mikasa,Armin everyone was happy to be outside of the walls for the first time.... They all look at amusement and they eat ice cream and everything.... But Sasha eyes widened when she see a woman come beside him... Connie also look at her
"one ice cream please!" As y/n hand the money to the ice cream maker.... "Oi y/n bring ice cream for me and Marco too"... Y/n then handed more money to the ice cream maker "make it two more" as sasha and Connie successful get away without making her notice them....
"Hange!!! y/n is here!!!" Sasha yelled when they were close enough for Hange to hear... Hange look at Sasha and Connie.
"yeah I promise I see them" but then a boy try to steal a bag from Sasha but Levi catch an they see the hatred and all and then they take boy and run away.
Time skip~~~
As the festival was going on... Jean accidentally bump into non other than porco galliard. "Oh I am sorry man!" Jean said as porco look at him "it's no problem" "porco!!! Look mar-" y/n breath stuck in her throat when she was meet with that so familiar golden eyes....
Jean look at y/n with wide eyes... 'so he left me- is that my child!! He looks just like me!' "y/n...." Jean said in whisper "Oh so you have meet my wife!? " Porco said as he smile at y/n. Jean felt daggers in his heart... How he dream of calling her his wife.... "N-N-Nice to meet you .... Alan!" Y/n said with a fake smile faking her emotions....
After that Porco take y/n out of the festival forcefully.... As Marco was asleep the whole trip back home... "So... How do you know him?" Porco voice get deeper. He will not admit but he felt jealous... "I just b-b-bump into him one time and I accidentally pour my c-c-coffee on h-h-him and j-j-just then... So we introduced ourselves.... A-and just that"
"liar you don't shutter!! You only shutter when you lie!" Porco exclaimed "I-i-i promise I-i-i-i-its nothing like that" with that everything turn silent between them. As soon as they get home..... Porco take Marco to put him on bed... Making y/n sit on the couch....
'what should.... I do? Why are they here?.... Should I tell him truth? No their plan will be rui-' y/n thoughts were cut of when she hear footsteps approaching as her heart started to beat faster... Deep down y/n also get feelings for him in past few years of being married to him
"now explain!" Porco said as anger visible in his eyes"I promise I never cheated on you I promise I never slept with anyone after we get married.... He was ju-"
Y/n felt him kiss her lips... As he put hand on her cheeks.... After few moments he break the kiss "damn you! I have feelings for you .... I just don't know how to tell.... I was so freaking jealous!..."
Y/n eyes widened as he kissed her back with so much emotion.... And y/n kiss him back... She accepted long time ago that jean is not going to be her's anymore.....
Now porco her husband.... She isn't y/n Kristen or never were... She is y/n galliard.... She let him do what he wanted....
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jjkeremika · 5 months
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AoT men confess their love for you
i.e., how i think they’d tell you they love you
reader x Eren, Jean, Armin, Reiner, Porco, Erwin, Levi, Zeke, Bertoldt
*unspecified gender reader*
Eren - blurts it out during sex and you can’t convince me otherwise
You and Eren weren’t really dating, per se… more like… hooking up behind your best friend’s back. The fact that Mikasa was his sister and your best friend was enough to keep both your urges at bay for a few months, but when she left for summer camp and he stayed behind, leaving just you two to keep each other company… well… things took on a life of their own.
So for the whole summer you and Eren gallivanted around the districts over, going on unlabelled dates and hiding from those (Armin, Jean) who just might tell Mikasa about the tryst, because maybe telling her was just too fast or too complicated for the easy and noncommittal situationship.
Which felt like exactly that… until you were bouncing on his cock in the back of his car, his mouth attached to your neck and your fingers curled in his hair. He thrusted upwards, evoking a loud moan from you, when Eren suddenly blurted out, “I think I love you,” with a hearty breath, his hips never stuttering as he kept the motion, his mouth compensating for the words by pressing to your neck.
Maybe it was time to call your best friend.
Jean - it slips out and he tries to deflect it but you already knew
You met Jean during volunteer community service, where you and the awkwardly-tall brunette would leisurely walk around the districts and collect litter. The first day everyone was set off in pairs, you two randomly assigned to wander the same district, and you both actively decided to group together every time after that.
Your conversations were rarely of any importance, mostly letting it serve as either a way to pass time or to express feelings and opinions about people the other doesn't know. At first, he talked an awfully lot about some woman who you weren't sure from his stories if she even knew he existed. Over the months of service together, he stopped bringing her up and started talking about this other person of interest instead.
His cheeks and ears turned bright pink whenever you'd ask about how he met this person, usually providing some vague and nondeterministic answer that honestly left you more confused than before. Some stuttered-out answers and a few too-similar-to-your-own interests later, you had a deep suspicion and debated how to delve it out of him.
It wasn't very hard. One week before the holiday break you two were wandering around, discussing future plans with friends and family for the upcoming holiday. "Are you excited for the break?" you asked, nudging his side with your elbow. "Huh?" he responded curiously, "Oh, I... Yeah, I guess." You snorted in response, "Sounds like it. C'mon, the holiday is a time for being with your love ones! Isn't that exciting?"
"But I only see them not on break, during volunteerin--" It was almost like he'd forgotten who he was speaking to, and his entire face erupted in various shades of pinks and reds, maybe even a light purple from the lack of breathing. He was internally kicking himself, berating himself for being so loose and stupid around you, for always struggling to think around you. He was oblivious to the smile on your face. "I, uh, because, I... love volunteering... so much."
Armin - tells you he's in love with you because you've changed his life (he’s poetic without meaning to be)
Armin was unusual from other men you’ve dated. Height aside, he was very in touch with his emotions, intelligent, and capable; but he tormented himself with baseless insecurities and unfounded truths until all of his perks were equally weighed down by his shortcomings. He’d bring himself down until he was impossibly low, until his opinion of himself couldn’t get lower.
He was depressed when you first met, his friends warning you that maybe it was beyond you, that it wasn’t your responsibility anyway. You knew that, of course, but it was Armin, and it’s difficult to watch sunshine be forced behind endless seas of clouds. So you’d remind him as much as possible to be kinder to himself, to speak to himself positively since he’s the only one who he will spend forever with.
It wasn’t a surprise when your relationship advanced; the effort and care you put in him nurtured feelings beyond friendship. The warmth spread inside him like a wildfire from a lit match in dry brush, and he found himself favoring you over any form of logic or reason.
It was a random weekday when he pulled you aside, trying to make time for a brief 5 minute date between lessons. He seemed nervous, which wasn’t necessarily odd, but he’d become significantly more comfortable around you over the years. “I, uh,” he started unsurely, hesitantly, “You mean so much to me. I can't imagine this life without you. I..." He crossed his forearm over his stomach as he anchored his shaky hand on the inside of his other arm's elbow, holding it tightly to stop his body from shaking as he angelically stared into your eyes. "I’m in love with you. And I don’t mean that poetically or sexually or theoretically or logically or figuratively or ideologically or any of that. I mean it literally. I am in love with you.”
Reiner - tried to act like he didn’t care but he was really invested in your response
You had been casually dating around when you first met Reiner, the tall bulky blond with the bordering-arrogant demeanor having approached you at the bar while your date was in the bathroom. He had a confident smirk plastered across his cheeks as he said, “You know, my wallet has been itching to buy the most stunning person in this room a drink, and, well, I think I’ve found them.”
It shouldn’t have worked but you’d had a few drinks already and a new heat burned in your abdomen and he was significantly more attractive than your current date, so you accepted his invitation to buy you a new drink and take the seat. A second first date of the night, completed with a quick fuck in the bathroom and at home.
Your relationship progressed smoothly from then on, with a heavy positive emphasis in the bedroom. And while neither of you ever clarified the relationship and asked if it was official, your eyes and lips and privates were so glued to each other there was no peripheral for any one else. Which was why, while Reiner never explicitly stated how he felt for you aside from daily comments--"My god, baby, you are so sexy,"; "Mmf, you make me feel too fucking good, darlin', fuck,"; "Sexiest person alive, yeah. you already know I'm speaking about you and your smart sexy ass,"--you were never really that worried anyway.
So when you two were laying on your backs in the bed, side-by-side, chest heaving to catch your breaths, and the words slipped from his mouth post-coitus, "Fuck, darlin', I love you," you were shocked, and a, "What did you say?" slipped from your mouth before you could process. He bit the inside of his lip and felt a nervous weightlessness erupt in his stomach. Reiner shrugged and sat upright, blocking his face from your view with his back. "Huh? Didn't hear me?" Reiner asked, forcing his voice to remain confident and steady, and turned to look at you briefly before stirring to stand up. He shrugged, the inside of his cheek rough and chewed up like a dog-toy. "I just said I love you. It's not a... big deal."
Porco - says it like a joke so you aren’t totally sure if he means it
Galliard was your best guy friend, joining you anywhere you didn’t want to go alone and cracking jokes to lighten the mood. He was really good at that, making you laugh, and he couldn’t deny that the sound was like music to his ears, magical notes strung together to create the most beautiful song he’d ever heard.
It was exactly because of how close you two were that both of you feared doing exactly what you wanted the other to do—make the first move. And because it was the other one, every flirty touch or suggestive comments were stripped of all intention, because there’s just no way the best friend would ever be into them too. Instead, it was personally replaced with sarcastic or playful undertones and purposeful reminders of feelings that didn’t exist.
You had convinced him to go to the lake with you, which your friends conveniently bailed on so that it really was just you two. Porco had hopped into your kayak from the dock, taking you by surprise and fearing a capsize. “Porco!” you screamed, giggling, holding onto the edge of the kayak, “What’s wrong with your own kayak? Desperately trying to get close to me?”
You watched the adam’s apple bob in his throat as he swallowed intently, like he was carefully choosing when to breathe and what to say. “Haha, yeah,” he settled on, forcing himself to chuckle lightly, his voice littered with nuanced feelings he couldn’t bring himself to say confidently, “because I’m definitely in love with you…” You noticed Porco’s lack of eye contact, that he was now looking far off into the distance. “Or something like that,” he joked nervously, wiping his sweaty palms against his thighs as he sat down behind you, hoping you couldn’t see through his charade.
Erwin (age gap) - planned it out but everything didn’t go to plan
After six months together, Erwin already knew how strongly he felt towards you. You were everything he could’ve hoped for and everything he’d waited for. He already knew he wanted you as his future spouse (eventually, he knew you weren’t ready to marry). And so he wanted the moment he told you how he felt to be special to you, to be as special as you were to him.
Erwin had your six-month anniversary date planned out to the T: first, a leisurely walk around the park; second, a quick stop at a couple of your favorite shops nearby to browse and buy you a gift (or gifts, really, he’d buy whatever you wanted); third, stop in at the new bistro you’ve been dying to try—“Ooh, Winnie, look, look! We have to go there!”; fourth, walk around and watch the stars until your feet were sore and he could carry you home.
A sudden rainstorm ruined the walk, forcing both of you to run for cover under some trees for quite some time until it passed. Once the rain finally stopped, it was too close to the dinner reservation time to stop in at the shops, and he shuttled you to the bistro. You were both sat next to a loud family with screaming children, barely able to hear the other speak the entire time, staring at each other with morose smiles while munching on mediocre food. The stars hid behind thick dark clouds as you both walked home, and Erwin felt too defeated to ask to carry you because you were finally enjoying that brisk walk.
At your doorstep, when he profusely apologized for ruining your anniversary date—“Ernie, seriously? Stop apologizing! You can’t control the weather! And the restaurant was my idea anyway.” The frown lines on his face deepened and twisted in morose. “No, that’s not…” he sighed, upset that nothing had gone to plan, “I wanted everything to be the perfect night for my perfect person, a wonderful night solely for the one I love…” he added in a whisper, “…and I messed it all up.”
Inviting him felt like the only way to reverse his thoughts, to make him realize that, despite everything he considered so wrong, it was all so correctly wrong to you it may as well have been perfect.
Levi - thinks it should be obvious since he’s still with you
It was about subtlety when dating Levi. At least, that’s what you’d figured out in the year you’ve been together. His face was relatively expressionless, so you’d learned to read his body language, but you honestly worried you’d never be fluent, because you still questioned the presence or validity of his feelings for you on some days.
He said it once, that he felt deeply for you on the day he asked you out. He repeated it on your six-month anniversary, when you asked if he still felt that way and he answered with a monotoned, “Well, yeah. Obviously. I thought it was implied since we’re together and all.”
Your favorite version of him was when he was sleepy, when he was too tired to keep his protective walls up, because he was cuddly and cozy and craved nothing but your presence and warmth and actively showered you with soft kisses.
It was when his guard was down like this that you asked him, on your one-year, if he still felt the same—shielding the fear of his answer by joking that you’ll ask him every six months—and he rolled his eyes playfully and chuckled, wrapping his arm tighter around you, kissing your cheek, and muttering, “Yes, love, and I’ll give you the same answer six months, six years, and six centuries from now.”
Zeke - writes you a love letter (unlike armin he tries to be poetic)
Zeke was into you well before you even started to reciprocate those feelings. There was something so enigmatic about you, a light airy aura that made him feel buoyant, that unchained him from the burden of his father’s wants and wishes. In his eyes, you saved him.
For a debt he felt he could never repay, he always brought you flowers and sweets and gifts; he wrote long poems detailing that your beauty was beyond all beholders, that you put the sun to shame, that you were the spark to start his supernova; he sent you good morning beautiful and sweet dreams baby texts, hoping you started and ended your day with a smile.
After a couple months of exclusive dating, he wrote you a love letter, expressing the extent of what you meant to him—the burning shape of you etched permanently in his heart—, handing it to you with a deep red stretched across his face and asking you to read it privately, to share it with no one.
My dearest beloved, I write as I know my tongue will fail me, reminiscent of all previous attempts where my lips part and only whimsy air escapes. Remember those moments, my dear? How you'd don a concerned expression and question me in my flustered state. Oh, how futile the intention feels when my spiritual body abandons me, rendering my physical body utterly useless in translation as my stoic invulnerability precedes me. Oh, how I yearn for you the way broken skin stitches itself back together, the way fibers of a wire stretch to hold on, to come together and remain as one. Oh, how you complete me the manner punctuation consummates these phrases, embedding the lines with a flourish no words could elicit. All your self-proclaimed flaws are null to the universe, your soul culminating as the true embodiment of pure perfection with flavorful cracks in the profile, cracks that you've offered to my pitiful soul, pristine ledges to hold on to as humanity crumbles from your grace. Oh, how if what you provide me with is god-like pity, how I want nothing more than for that bliss to fuel my burning heart, to further engulf my being with this feverish love, to only be quenched by your will.
Bertoldt - he’s shy, so his friends tell you for him
Look, really, no offense to Bertoldt, but, well, he never said a word. Which, like, what the hell? You could tell—or rather, you were pretty sure—he was into you by the way he tensed up when you were around, by the longing glances he’d cast your direction when you were nearby.
Holding conversations was difficult in an endearing way, because he was shy—painfully shy—around you, making small comments with a smile and pink cheeks, stuttering out small compliments and avoiding eye contact like he’d crossed a line (honestly you wished he’d crossed more).
You were starting to lose hope after months of talking led to little improvements, him still awkward around you, still not telling you how he really feels, if he likes you in that way. And like, how could you really be sure that he did if his hints were shit?
One day you receive a video message from Reiner, in it depicting Bertoldt and Porco sitting on a leather couch and talking—well, Porco wasn’t. Bertoldt was talking. A lot. About you. Talking about how you make him so nervous he freezes, how he finds you so attractive his body doesn’t know how to react, how he gets goosebumps on his neck at just the sound of your voice, how the secret love he had for you took up so much volume in his throat he couldn’t even speak or breathe near you.
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riniackerman · 3 years
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S/O SITTING ON THEIR LAPS
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pairing: aot men x gn!reader
with: eren yeager, armin arlert, jean kirstein, erwin smith, levi ackerman
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༉‧₊˚✧ eren yeager
Today was the day when the 104th crew went on a little day off. You guys had to take the carriage since Captain Levi refused to allow you guys to wear gears since he knew how silly Connie and Jean could get without his eyes on them.
Armin was sitting outside to restrain the horse, Inside the carriage, there was Mikasa, Jean, Sasha, Connie, Annie, Reiner, and Bert sitting by themselves. 
You and Eren arrived to the carriage a little late so there wasn’t enough space for you two to sit alone. “Bert move a little,” Eren asked Bert but he refused since there wasn’t any more space for him to move. “[name] can just sit on Eren’s lap. You guys are dating so there’s nothing wrong. Right [name]?” Sasha suggests an idea and you and Eren went along with it. 
You gently placed yourself on Eren’s lap. You were trying to adjust to get comfortable until Eren grabbed your waist out of nowhere and adjusted you on his lap. “Eren!” You gasped not knowing what to do. 
“Just stay still” Eren whispers to your ears and you comprehended.
It has been around 10 minutes and you could hear Eren’s little moans coming out from his mouth. But you were busy talking to Bert until you felt something touching your ass. “Hm?” You looked at Eren and saw him breathing loudly and his cheek reddening. It was the moment when you figured he got hard below you.
“Babe are you-?” You confusedly mutters to him but he just nods a few times as a response.
“What’s wrong?” You hear Mikasa worrying about Eren’s red face. “No-nothing” Eren sputters his word but everybody except Mikasa knew what was going on. They were trying their best to hide their laughter since Eren would kill them if they did. 
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༉‧₊˚✧ armin arlert
You were strolling the garden on a sunny afternoon until you saw your boyfriend sitting behind the tree enjoying the wind breeze.
“Babe? What are you doing here?” You approach him and he turns around smiling at you. “Come here” Armin pats on the grass but you refused since you just got out of a shower and didn’t want dirt on your new uniform.
“I, um just got out of the shower” You stroke your hair not knowing what to do. “Then I’ll just…-” Without hesitation, Armin grabbed your wrist and pulled you down. “Armin wait-!” 
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You opened your eyes and noticed you were sitting on his lap. 
“Armin! I’m heavy!” You refused and tried to get up but Armin once again grabbed your waist and pulled you down.
 “No, you’re not. I want you here” Armin whispers into your ears,  for whatever reason you were tensed out from his words. 
He breathes in to smell the lavender scent from your hair. “I love this” Armin coos and started to play with your hair. You left a chuckle and cupped his cheek with your hand and kissed him. 
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༉‧₊˚✧ jean kirstein
As you got out of the shower wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around your soft skin, you notice your boyfriend had come back from his training. 
“Hey babe, how was your training?” You approached him and rubbed his hair. Jean was closing his eyes on the couch desperate to go to sleep and rest. 
“Ugh, captain Levi made me run 10 laps. I swear that short dude needs a lesson” Jean whined as he rubbed his face with his hand. 
You noticed Jean’s legs were spread out and gave enough room for you to sit on his laps. You walked over to him and gently sat on him and wrapped your hand around his cheek and pinching it.
He opened his eyes and gasped at what you were wearing. Your collarbone, your lavender scent, and your soft skin made him flush so quick.
“Well, isn’t this a nice surprise?” He smirks and wrapped his muscly arm around your waist and pulled you closer to him.
“J-Jean!” You giggle as you two shared a deep kiss. 
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༉‧₊˚✧ erwin smith
Knock knock
“Come in” You hear your boyfriend answer in a frustrated tone. You carefully opened the door and got into the room.
“Hey babe” Erwin looks at you and gave a smile, though he didn’t seem to be happy at all. You glance through his table and saw stacks of papers piled up.
“Erwin you should take a rest” You walk towards behind and leaned your chin on top of his head. “It’s fine, I’ll finish up quickly, go sit and rest” Erwin tried his best to sound not tired but sure it wasn’t working. 
You wanted to do something that would make him happy. Then an idea came through in your thoughts. You moved next to him and raised your leg and sat on his lap, more like straddling to him.
“[name]?” Erwin tensed up as you touched his neck and kissed him. “Commander you need to rest” You finally saw your boyfriend putting on his real smile on his face. “There we go,” You coo at him and Erwin wrapped his large hand around your ass and pulled you in closer.
“Nothing can make me happier than this. I love you” Erwin cupped your chin and kissed you, and you returned with a deep kiss this time. 
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༉‧₊˚✧ levi ackerman
You and Levi went to the village market to buy new cleaning equipment, there you saw a cute cafe and asked Levi to stop by and he agreed.
“[name]? Is that you?” A familiar voice reached you. You turned back ad saw your friend back when you were in the training corps. “Kylian!” You walked towards him and hugged him tight, it was so nice to meet one of your old friends.
“It’s been so long, how’s the Survey Corps?” He asks you with a big smile on his face. “It’s good actually! I’ve made new friends and-” Levi cuts you two’s conversation by standing behind you.
“Who’s this?” Kylian asks. “Oh, this is my squad captain, Levi. You don’t know him?” You confusedly asked him. You were certain that everyone knew who Levi Ackerman was. “Oh shit, Captain Levi! So nice to meet you” Kylian gave his hand to shake Levi’s but Levi walked away and grabbed a sit. 
“He’s always like that, don’t take it personally.” You awkwardly chuckled at Kylian. “Want to take a sit together? I don’t mind sitting with Captain” He carefully asks you and you kindly agreed. You had so many things to tell him and so did he.
“Okay, but I have to go the restroom real quick” You rushed out to the bathroom. Kylian went over to the table and sat in front of Levi. 
“Hah?” Levi questioned as to why he was sitting in front of him. “Oh um [name] said I could sit with you guys.” He nervously laughs and Levi rolls his eyes.
“[name] became prettier. I used to like her a lot. Does she have a boyfriend? Is she popular among the guys in the Survey Corps?” Kylian started to talk about you which made Levi rage up inside, but he couldn’t do anything since he promised you to keep the relationship between you in secret. “Don’t know” Levi firmly spits his word.
“I wonder if she’s good at kissing” This was the moment when Levi wanted his blade so bad so he could slice the fuck out of this immature boy. How dare he to spit words of you like that?
“Hey sorry for taking so long, I was-” As you were about to take sit, Levi wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you down to his lap, finally answering Kylian’s question. “I can say that my girlfriend is good at kissing”
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lunaekalenda · 2 years
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can i get some relationship w college au bertholdt headcanons both sfw and nsfw 🥺🥺 i make these little scenarios in my head where i’m dating him and he calls me baby and everything it’s kinda crazy but he’s fine as hell so <33
sure! hope you like it! 💖 nsfw under the read more line hehe
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he doesn't care if you live on the other corner of the city, he'll be at your door to accompany you to college.
once he's in front of your door, he'll take air a couple times and check his hair on his phone screen while waiting.
he's used to do it but he still gets nervous cause it's you and he just loves you so much.
once you're in the street, expect the most sweet kiss ever, followed by his blush and his hand caging yours, walking towards the building.
he'll listen to you talk about everything: tje new anime you're watching, the professor that left you hundreds of exercises as homework and how your roommate didn't let you sleep.
shy as always, he won't talk a lot about him, prefers to listen.
once you arrive to your class, he'll promise to pick you up when both of you end your classes and take you to have lunch.
sealing that with a kiss that leaves you on the clouds, you face the morning classes.
he's in your class door at the accorded hour, holding your hand as soon as you're outside,
if it's sunny, he's probably getting food for a picnic. if not, he'll share his umbrella, walking to the little appartment he shares with his best friend, Reiner.
Reiner is rarely home due to the training schedule, so Bertholdt knows exactly when to bring you home.
he likes to spend the afternoons together, studying, talking, playing videogames or watching a film.
he doesn't mind as long as the plan is with you.
he even likes to just receive your little kisses on him until he's blushed to the max.
"baby, i-i think it is my turn."
takes you on tons of dates.
his favorite ones are to take the car and drive away, to a forest or a beach, and spend the day together and alone, in a peaceful place.
he likes to see you on his clothes, and get them again full of your perfume.
he's super considerate, and he always has a new toothbrush and shampoo for you on his bathroom.
you like his bed a lot because of how big and comfortable it is. it's easy for you to end sleeping with him.
he likes to analyze every single mark on your skin.
"baby, how did you get this scar?"
fantasize together about the future is his favorite activity.
even when he's usually shy and sweet, getting him in the mood is pretty easy.
specially if you play your little game of not showing more than the surface, a way he has to imagine and imagine and imagine.
specially if you play your little game of not showing more than the surface, a way he has to imagine and imagine and imagine.
specially if you play your little game of not showing more than the surface, a way he has to imagine and imagine and imagine.
he would be lying if he said he didn't touch himself to some of your pics when he was alone at home.
but, if he can touch you instead, what is he waiting for?
his room is always quieter than yours, and also a private room, not a shared one like yours.
he needs to kiss you while his fingers trace the outside of your panties.
and he needs to kiss you more when his long fingers take the fabric to a side.
his shy personality makes hard for him to tell you what he wants to do, what he wants ypu to do and what he feels. not as hard as you make him tho
he always prepares you first, long fingers sliding in and out as he catches every single moan in his mouth.
he knows he's big, and hurting you is never on his plans.
even when he doesn't notice, the lewdest sentences come out of his mouth.
"come on, baby, i need more.... i need you more wet, yeah?"
that's definitely a way to get you more wet.
he thinks you belong to his lap as his hands belong to your butt, guiding the rhythm and helping you to move.
there's no joke about the size.
king of safe sex, yes he is.
get on your knees for him and you'll be able to see the most blushed version of bertholdt.
and also the "roughest", sliding his cock into your mouth, throat more than ready to take him.
likes to buy flavored condoms. you don't know why but you find it pretty cute.
he thinks that sleeping naked next to you after having an intense session is the nearest feeling to total happiness.
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luvbugs-blog · 1 year
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getting saved by the aot boys
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including: eren, jean, marco, bertoldt, and reiner
warnings: none!!
author's note: struggling a little bit with school and figuring out when I will set aside writing time. but please please please send me your thoughts!
eren
is this how you were going to die? in the arms of a filthy titan? well in this world, how else were you supposed to die? of old age? you weren't that lucky…you were overwhelmed with the stench of impending death, the titan's giant hand squeezing you so hard you thought you were going to break in half.
how could you allow yourself to be grabbed? oh, yeah, you were trying to save another cadet. selfishly, you thought that if you knew this was the outcome to begin with, you would have never tried to save him. you didn't want to die. you were going to leave behind your friends, your family… eren.
the two of you had just started going out, despite liking each other since you were children. but eren was too stubborn to admit he fully liked you until the night he was admitted as a soldier. he was so happy he passed the balance test, he just blurted out his feelings, much to your delight.
how was eren going to respond to your death? not that it matters, as you won't be alive to see it. black started to crowd around the corner of your eyes, but you swear you saw lighting out in the distance.
then you heard an animalistic cry. eren. was he coming to save you? just as the titan was lowering you into his mouth, you were thrown into the sky, before being snatched up by armin. as you hold onto armin with desperation, you look behind you to see eren's titan stomping on the titan's neck. you weren't going to die. tears sprung to your eyes as you held tight onto your other childhood friend. you were alive. you are alive.
armin found a space on the ground far from any other titans, but you refused to let go.
"armin. i always knew i was going to die by a titan. but it was so scary." he sighed, a started petting your head.
"i know. you're ok."
armin loaded you onto the cart to be towed back inside the walls, as you can hardly stand by yourself. the day passes, but you can hardly remember it. nurses come and go, replacing bandages and ice packs on your stomach, feeding you, and tending to your bruises.
eventually, eren runs in, looking around for you. when he spots you, a relieved look passes over his face. he quickly makes his way over, ignoring the nurses' attempts to get him to stop. kneeling beside you, he fusses over all of the gauze, apologizing profusely for not intervening faster. you jut grabbed his hand.
"thank you." he smiled and placed a small kiss on your forehead.
"YEAGER!" he definitely was going to be lectured for turning into a titan without permission, but this time, he couldn't care less.
jean
this wasn't how the plan was supposed to go. they were supposed to take jean and armin. but somehow, you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time, and taken with armin. you were only in the cart for three seconds to help secure armin's wig, and jean was standing near while mikasa, levi, and connie were helping him look like eren, much to his dismay. But before jean and you could switch places, the cart lurched forward, almost sending you and armin tumbling out. panicked, you look at armin, who urged you to stay with him. maybe the plan could still be salvaged. unfortunately, you didn't have any ODM gear on, no guns, or knives. nothing you could use to defend yourself.
"armin. the plan is going to fail! i don't look anything like eren!"
"it's fine. i'll think of something. don't worry." how can I not worry? after a few minutes, the cart seemed to slow, and two men came around the back with rope. they take a while to tie the two of you up, but after a while, they leave the two of you tied to chairs.
you don’t know where the men went, so you look at armin and try to speak with your eyes. what's going to happen? armin just gives you a reassuring glance, knowing that the others should be coming soon. it wasn't long before the men returned, one caressing armin's (fake) hair, the other advancing toward you.
"you don't fit the description of eren yeager," he said gripping your shoulder. "but you're too pretty to let go. Maybe little eren will come for you, and we can get our reward." his nasty hand begun to make its way down your body, which you tried to ignore. thankfully, before anything could happen, the windows break open, and mikasa throws the first man down. armin and you burst out of the restraints, looking around on where to help. the second man draws a gun at you, but is also quickly stopped when your boyfriend lands on him, after jumping in from the window.
with all of the kidnappers down, jean quickly runs up to you, as mikasa goes to check on armin. he draws you into a hug, which you gratefully return.
"had to take all my fun, huh?" you giggle at his little comment.
"glad a big strong man came to rescue me. thank you eren." jean's mouth gapes open. "HUH? i don’t look anything like that ugly guy!"
you just laugh and press a kiss on his lips. "thanks jean."
marco
panting, you slid between houses, trying to lose this titan on your tail, but it was fruitless. it seemed to sense you, no matter how many times you ran away. this might be it for you. you lost your remaining gas trying to save your squad, but that was unsuccessful too, and now your ODM gear is useless. you tried looking around for any other squads that might be around. nothing.
this isn't how you wanted to go. you at least wanted to be seen, to be remembered in some way. but it looks like you were going to die alone, for a random cadet to find your body when they were doing cleanup. a small tear trickled down your cheek at the thought of leaving your family behind. your friends. marco.
the two of you had gotten together shortly after training. you wonder if he'll know you are dead, or if he'll hold onto hope that you are still alive, just lost. you lean up against the wall of one house you were hiding out in, and try to catch your breath. peering out the window, you see the titan chasing you get held up by another cadet. eyes roaming around for any way out of this predicament, you see a fallen soldier, with their ODM gear in tact. maybe you could make it. holding your breath, you sprint out and quickly try to remove the gas tanks. you start to sweat, knowing you shouldn't be out in the open for so long.
it wasn’t long before you heard stomping heading in your direction. how stuck were these damn tanks? you quickly decide to abandon the tanks, and just run, hoping you can figure out another plan in a quick amount of time. you sprint between houses before you start slowing. the adrenaline was gone, and you were winded. the titan rounds the corner, eyeing you. you start sprinting again, but not before tripping on rubble left by the surrounding buildings. this is it. your legs were so heavy, and your arms too weak. you were tired of running. you hoped marco would forgive you for giving up. just as the titan, starts reaching for you, you hear feet. human feet.
"y/n!" connie jumps from on roof and distracts the titan from the front, when marco jumps from behind, slicing the neck.
you scramble out of the way to avoid the already disintegrating corpse. marco comes and scoops you up, while connie follows behind. once the three of you are safely atop of the walls. marco sets you down, but you don't let go of him. you’re shaking badly, and marco just sits with you until you calm down.
"i thought i was going to lose you," marco whispers. you turn to look at him, and there are tears in his eyes. "but you didn't," you say as you pull him closer. "thank you." you press a sweet kiss on his lips, happy the two of you are together and safe. "you saved my life." marco smiles and you two sit close together before you refill your gas.
too bad you couldn't return the favor in the future.
bertoldt
you glance behind you on your way to breakfast before training. another trainee is following you. the same cadet that has been bothering you for the last few weeks. he's been trying to drag you away from friends to hang out with you, trying to sit down at the table next to you, trying to help you put on the straps for your ODM gear. it was nice at first, to feel like somebody liked you. but now it's just creepy, and you have no idea what to do about it. you're afraid that if you go to a commander, they will think you are wasting their time. it's not like they’ve tried to hurt you.
your friends have noticed it too, and are slightly worried. eren won't let you go to the stables by yourself. mikasa always walks with you. reiner and bertholdt always sit beside you during meals. jean is always by your side at training. you feel a bit like a burden, because your friends have better, more important things to worry about.
today, you are walking by yourself, as mikasa is busy helping eren after he hurt himself. and this stalker seems to have noticed that you don't have your normal bodyguard with you.
the thought makes you a bit angry. does he not think you can take care of yourself? you are one of the top trainees. you can definitely kick his scrawny ass. despite that, you still got a chill up your spine, feeling uncomfortable, so you pick up your pace a little bit. you make it into the dining hall, and see reiner and bertholdt already seated. you take a seat next to berty, and exhale a little bit, trying to maintain your breathing. bertholdt leans over and asks, "are you ok?"
you crane your head to look up at him. "i'm fine. just my little buddy over there decided to follow me here." the two of you quickly glance behind you, and see that your follower had begrudgingly had sat by his friends. reiner leans over, listening to your conversation, "why didn’t mikasa come here with you?"
you scoff. "i can take care of myself, reiner."
"oh no doubt. but, I just don't trust that guy."
"me neither," bertholdt frowns. you smile. you've had a crush on him for a while, and suspect that he likes you back.
"you jealous, berty?" you say, while smirking. he blushes and turns away. "don't be a brat." you just laugh and lean your head against him, which makes him turn an even darker shade. after a hot second, you jump out of your seat.
"where are you going?"
"don't you worry your head off, bertholdt. i'm just going to the bathroom." he pouts a little bit, which you think is cute.
"you shouldn't go by yourself."
"i'll be just fine." you were not just fine. apparently, the cadet was watching you leave, and grabs you, pinning you against the wall.
"is he your little boyfriend now?"
"why does it matter to you?" you say, shoving him away. "you don't mean anything to me, you fucking creep." you try to walk away, but he grabs onto your arm.
"i am her boyfriend," a voice says behind you. "so please, let go of her." the cadet turns, looking at bertholdt, who looked so intimidating, towering over him. "now."
he immediately let go of your arm, and sprinted away.
"oh! are you ok?" you smile at him. "my hero," you say, hugging the literal tree trunk of his body. he places a small kiss to your head. "oh yeah?"
you tilt your head to make eye contact and smile. "yeah. boyfriend."
reiner
this was the first expedition with the scouts, so it was understandable to say you were a bit nervous. of course, you have fought titans before, but you had never been so exposed in terms of no trees and no surrounding buildings. you were riding for a while with a senior member of the scouts, and the two of you rode alongside each other quietly, occasionally breaking the silence for small questions about the mission. the two of you were pretty uneasy, after seeing multiple red flares, but no evidence that there was going to be a retreat.
"squad Leader?" you waited until you heard a small grunt that she had heard you before you continued. "why are we continuing? do you think erwin somehow didn't see our flares?"
"no, I think he saw them. But erwin has a bigger plan in mind."
"oh." That wasn't the answer you were hoping for. but you couldn't express your worries as another member joined you explaining that a flank had been completely wiped out. your partner jumped into action.
"I'll spread the word! y/n! stay here!" she quickly rode off to inform the other parts of the formation. after 5 minutes, you felt a chill down your spine.
you turn towards the member who joined you when you started hearing loud footsteps headed your way. that's impossible! there would have been warning flares if a titan breached the formation. oh wait. the flank has been wiped out.
the footsteps got closer, and soon, your partner is kicked into the air, blood spraying everywhere. time seemed to slow, and you know you have to do something if you want to live. you veer your horse to the right, nearly missing the titan's foot, but in doing that, you fall off, causing your horse to scatter. this is it.
you lay on the ground, not sure what to do next. you can't outrun a titan. there are no trees around for you to use your ODM gear. the titan turns to you, and you lift your head to see where the next attack will come from.
blond hair moves in the wind, and you realize, the titan has a striking resemblance to -
"y/n!" reiner scoops you up, the ends of his ODM gear on the titan's back. While reiner is saving you, jean tries to target the female titan's nape.
"jean!" armin yells. you miss what happens next, because you are tossed to the ground, reiner flying to rescue jean.
your eyes widen when you realize the titan grabbed your boyfriend. you scream his name, but your ODM gear busted when you hit the ground. you don't have time to fix it. you're going to watch him die. seconds seemed like hours as you screamed his name, tears pouring from your eyes. You try to run towards him, but jean was holding you back.
you close your eyes, trying to block out what is happening, when you hear jean gasp. you immediately open your eyes to see that reiner had broken free.
he lands on the ground, grabbing you and armin. you exhale, letting him carry you from the titan.
he's alive. you're alive.
reiner is such a rock in your life. you are so glad you can count on him, knowing he will be there to save you, that he will never betray you.
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Sick AoT Boys headcanons
(Gender-neutral reader)
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How the AoT boys deal with being sick and needing you 🥺
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Eren: An absolute baby about it. He needs you to take his temperature, make him soup, warm his tea, stoke the fire, and cuddle him. Like an octopus, he’ll just crush you into his arms and sleep the day away. Gets pouty when you refuse to kiss him, whines that if he gets you sick, it’s just an even better excuse to cuddle all day.
Armin: Better at self-sustainment than Eren, although not much better. He’s not the type to sleep the sickness away; he’d rather stay awake reading, or talking, or playing games with you. Also wants to see his friends but makes you and them stay at a distance so he won’t get y’all sick.
Jean (Read full headcanon list here): Spends the entire time passed out on your chest. He doesn’t want to get you sick, but he also can’t stand being apart from you for more than a few minutes (even though he acts cool about it). The few hours he’s conscious is spent worrying over you, listening as you read or chat softly with him, but as soon as you run your fingers through his hair, he’s out like a light. Makes Connie and Sasha do all the chores for both of you.
Connie: Has the best attitude about it. As much as he’d love to hold you until he feels better, he would hate himself if he got you sick, so you just have to be content with air hugs and blowing kisses until he’s well. You bring him soup and tea and sit in a chair by his bed as you talk. Despie how worried you are for him, he always makes you laugh, even when his voice is gone.
Reiner: Would jump off a bridge before he ever hurt you, so at first he makes you stay away from him. However, the first few hours, knowing you’re just out of reach yet still so far, are killing him. The distance is affecting you, too, so when you so sweetly ask if you can stay with him until he feels better, he can’t resist your soft kitten voice and puppy eyes. He moves the blankets so you can lie down on his burning hot chest, stroking your forehead with his thumb. He doesn’t sleep much and applies most of the first aid himself, careful not to wake you nor get you infected.
Bertoldt: Spends the entire time in a fever coma. He comes to every few hours or so, just enough to drink some water or have a little bit of soup, shocked and surprised that you’re by his side each time he does. His vision is so blurry and mind so fuzzy that he always thinks you’re an angel sent to check on him. When you put a towel against his forehead or hand-feed him soup, he sleepily wonders aloud how he got so lucky to have you in his life.
Levi: This mofo knows nothing about self care and will fight you on whether or not he’s sick. Good luck wrestling him into a bed because he’s not known as the human beyblade for nothing. Even when he physically cannot walk, he will insist on doing paperwork in bed--it’s only when he passes out in the middle of dinner one night and Erwin gives him a direct order to go to bed does he comply. He’s mad that you’re taking over his duties for him--”I’ll just have to clean everything over again, dumb brat”--but his body cries out for rest and he falls asleep at the drop of a hat.
Erwin: Ever the workaholic, he thankfully does have a little more intuition than Levi; however, he can’t show weakness, so he acts strong about it until he’s in private. He nurses his own wounds but also won’t resist if you want to take care of him. There’s just something about the way you smell, how your hair hangs in the firelight, as you push him down to the bed and cover him up that makes him feel safe and secure. As you wet a towel and lay it across his forehead, he knows that for this moment, in your presence, he doesn’t have to worry about the fate of humanity. He can just worry about himself.
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Kofi
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