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domsaysstuff · 1 year

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Steve's kindness is, like all self-taught one, a mirage of borrowed expressions, a collage of habits picked from people he loved, a bit stilled but eager and well-meaning, sometimes a bit chopped at the sides, a growing want to let the good feelings out in front of the right people.

Eddie liked to sometimes watch him and find all the signs of other people in him, try to match them up to right people.

He would watch and think - this is Nancy's stubbornness to never give up on people and Dustin's loyalty, he would see him trying to give advice to Dustin and see Johnathan's akward pep-talks to Will. The way he would always try to have snacks for the kids screamed both Joyce's and Mrs. Henderson motherly kindness. His willingness to sit in silence, a steady presence, when somebody needed it shined with Will's warmth. How he fights for the people he cares about, letting his meaness be a defense for them all, a barier and a shield similar to Max's snark.

And whenever he found himself to be the matching person? It made him feel loved, so fucking loved and seen that he would choke on it.

Eddie sometimes would make a game out of it, to found the matching puzzle whenever Steve's kindness shone (and it was a lot of the time). It was always someone from the party and he would always find himself with a strange fond warmth whenever he realized who it was. And usually he was good at it, it wasn't really hard when he loved and knew all those people too

There were exceptions though. The first one was Robin and it wasn't for the lack of Eddie's knowledge and love for her and moreso because of the whole RobinandSteve being always so SteveandRobin, never really separate. Whatever was Steve's was also Robin's, their clothes, habits or sometimes even their smiles shone in the same way. They were mismatched in a funny melted together sort of way, his kindness was her and hers was his and it was hard to difference between the two when even they didn't know where one ended and the other began, they traded traits like they traded clothes, wore them bright pink socks with yellow soft sweater, a joke to cheer you up with a soft you can tell me anything in the same breath.

He didn't really knew whose kindness it was the innate one that must have been deep within Steve before he let it shine or Robin's. He didn't think it would really matter anyway, they would trade it between themselves like shiny cards anyway.

The other one was a smile. An unique one, one that Eddie swore he saw somewhere before and that lacked the freckles and a missing teeth except noone in the party had these two traits, at least not as Eddie knew them and he could never find that one puzzle. It was boyish and full of mischief, usually with a starry reflection in Steve's eyes.

The last one was a lift in his tone, the way he would make his voice honey-like sweet when he tells Robin her new haircut suits her or El's new shirt brought out her eyes. The intonation always made Eddie think of bubble gum and sugared summers.

He couldn't place the last two to nobody. At least not until Steve told him about Tommy Hagan and Carol Perkins.

Obviously Eddie knew about them, but Stevie didn't talk about how they are. But how they used to be.

"Sweet." he said while passing the joint they shared laying on Eddie's bed, pressed from shoulders to their ankles. "Carol used to be sweet, warm with the naive love only kids hold" Steve's eyes were looking out the window of Eddie's room, as if he could see the young version of them just outside playing childlish games. "and Tommy used to be wild. But not like bad wild, more like he was always chasing trouble, adventure. Like kids do."

And Eddie couldn't see it, not with how the world twisted them into different people, cruel. More cold, all sharp teeth and autumn's rain.

Except he could, he could in Steve's special smile and the sound of his voice, he could see it and he could see the love that Steve Harrington had for them.

"They're douchebags now," he said when Eddie voiced it out loud "but I did loved them once, sometimes I feel like I've never stopped, they just... Grew out of my love, grew into something I couldn't."

It should be strange, to love something someone isn't anymore, but to Eddie it just spoke of the way Steve Harrington threw himself into love, how he never really stopped loving and caring. It was admirable, it was so lovable and it was so Steve-like. Earnest in the sweetest way.

It made sense that Steve Harrington would love people even through his expression of it.

#idk what this is #i just kept thinking about how at some point Steve must have loved Tommy and Carol #and yeah some relationships are bad and you need to drop the people because they are as*h*les but that doesnt mean the love was never there #or that you don't sometimes feel the ghost of it when you think of them #And I think Eddie - just would watch the people he loves - would observe them and analyze them #cathegorize them or their habbits and expression into something a little cabinets in his mind #this is kind of shitty but oh well i've written it so now i'm bestowing it onto others #i'm trying to get back into writting because my laptop will be hopefully fixed soon and i'll actually could write then #but i cant so for now this ficlet is here #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #platonic stobin #my writing #ficlet #dom's tumblr writing

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ratwavegamehouse · 2 months

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My interview podcast This is Your Lifepath returns for a Zine Month special! I interview Michael Duxbary about Me, the Singularity, a haunted-house-in-space game currently Kickstarting.

This is Your Lifepath is an interview podcast where I talk to TTRPG creators about all their influences and inspirations away from games. There's a seven episode first season from last year up already. I'm gearing up for work on a second season which this episode includes a little announcement about.

Basically I've opened up a Google form for expressing guest interest which can find below. It has more details on how the show works.

#game design #ttrpg #podcast #is it a bad habbit to sweeten promotional posts woth selfies?#i dont think ill stop im just curioua of its a bad habbit #Spotify

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beard-lovers-refuge · 9 months

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Assorted doods of Master ex and BW stuff

#pokemon bw #pokemon bw2 #pokemas #pokemon #doodles #I see Rosa and Nate being twins due to their side bangs begin the same to each other and their mum #also I am all for older sibling being more hyper active and chaotic type #i mean rosa is active too she literally throws her duffel bag like shes about to beat you senseless personally #but Nate is more extreme #I also loooove Elio and Selene #both their names and designs including usum #hilbert just kinda sits like that because in b4 his jacket's hood is comfy #but it soon proofed to be a bad long term habbit

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guttedz0mbie · 2 months

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Hey guys this is me btw......if u even care :3

random doodles on how i draw myslef :B

#art #doodle #digital art #thats meeee #born to haii :3 forced to Waddup fam #istg i wear that same outfit everyday like a cartoon character #also once i take my glasses off i have a whole new personality #its a bad habbit :B :P #blehh :3 #illustration

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auntiemurdoc · 4 days

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#tw sh #tw sh implied #traditional art #illustration #oc #ok its not actually sh its about breaking through bad habbits which HURTS A LOT but it looks like sh in the drawing so...

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moss-feratu · 8 months

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Ngl this spirit halloween mask is a tempting Halloween costume

#ultrakill #eon yells #yay or nay? for background context i have a bad habbit of not finishing my costumes on time

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kiwi2229 · 2 months

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Writing Patterns Tag

Rules: List the first line of your last 10 (or however many you have) posted fics and see if there's a pattern!

Thank you for the tag @just--vi this was actually quite interesting. So let's see:

Between us: Parties in the Gryffindor common room are James’ favourites. Not the loud ones when the room is crowded, with music blasting loud and an ongoing string of drinks. Don’t get him wrong, those are also good. But this is better. Just his friends in the circle by the fireplace.

First warm summer: “I think that’s all." James said contentedly with the soft slam as he closed the car trunk, surprised they managed to fit everything inside.

Because I'm yours: Regulus is lying in his bed listening to what seems to be the most boring lecture on earth on his notebook.

By the wave of my hand: Barty is standing in front of the mirror in their walk-in closet. He fastens the last piece of the corset on top of his black shirt and lets his gaze roam over his body.

Deals and promises: James is tying his shoelaces over and over again. He needs them to be precisely tight. It is 10 minutes till the quidditch match Gryffindor vs Slytherin.

The dog and the boy: Regulus doesn’t know when it happened. He doesn’t remember the precise moment he noticed him. He knew in the back of his mind, that he just started to show up. He was aware that he was always near, behind the wall, in the distance on the field, lying in the shadow of trees of the forbidden forest.

View from the window: Sirius was standing in front of an open window in his and Remus’ flat. He finished his cigarette a moment ago and now was just enjoying the view. He did this a lot. He loved watching strangers go on the street.

Who would you choose?: It started really innocent. Music and a few drinks with friends in the Gryffindor common room.

Can I ask you something?: Regulus was sitting outside on the stone fence, smoking.

You are always fine, that's the problem: James Potter is the perfect friend.

I'm also adding the first sentence from a WIP I'm writing.

Where the current takes us: When Sirius and Remus told James that they wanted their wedding to be on a tropical island he didn’t doubt that it was Sirius’ idea.

#tag game #ao3 #fanfiction #fanfic writers #marauders fandom #the pattern I see is that they all have bad habbits :D

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ssaalexblake · 10 days

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ages in bio's often lead to moments of despair, because generally when i see An Opinion which is objectively soooo 'i'm 15 years old and have no life experience' I am willing to Not flinch in horror at the terrible sentiment it was broadcasting out there for the world to see, so i hover over the url out of ccuriosity just to see if they have an age listed in their bio aaaaaaaaaaand actually they're 28.

#i make it a habbit to not get annoyed with anybody under 18 for a bad opinion.#i for the most part let it go for 21 and under also #it is. Almost. Never. That. Age group.#like everybody Says shit when they're young but the point is you grow out of it so it's fine for the most part #these people clearly never did

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andywinter16 · 1 year

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Glaive eating habits and food preferences? Who cooks and who eats what and when?

Ooo, sure sure anonie! (even though my eating habits aren´t great either) This will also serve as reminder to everyone to not ditch food and water!

Again, so sorry for the delay on your ask. But lots of you had such intricated and complex questions. Hope you will like it, I tried to answer it in some kind of order, but then my ADHD kicked in so it´s little chaotic!

(Libertus possessed me so he could nag on all his idiots for not eating on this ask)

Just for some clarification Galadh cuisine is in my humble opinion mashed asia/mediterranean dishes. Which means lot of meat (seafood and fish especially), heavy spices, vegetables, noodles, rice etc.

Luche has only two moods the normal and workaholic. In workaholic mood he neglects food and water (And gets scolded for that)

Purely fuctions on coffeine when in working mood

Sweet tooth, usually has in his pocket some chocolate or anything similiar (In Galadh is chocolate pricey stuff, and Luche was on cloud 9 when he bought some from his first paycheck)

Luche´s good cook when he´s got time for it (his chocolate mousse is a hit! anything he does with a chocolate is great actually)

when everything is hectic or Luche is just drained, some good galadhian take out or Yamachang saves the day

I am telling on Luche ... Again when in workaholic mood (after he gets scolded and Lib brings him some food) he tends to eat fast and on the move

You see, Luche´s got some refined taste buds. Which means caviar, red wine, oysters, and any other fancy food, you could think of (I once read a fic where Luche was being expert at red wine and mayyybeee little bit of snob, and it stuck with me)

Luche and his eating schedule ... it´s complicated. Like on day off he would have three full meals with a snacks. But with how he´s busy it´s hardly one meal a day

Tredd is in my personal headcanon a gym rat

so naturally he´s got some cooking skills (Tredd can be creative when he wants to be)

always has some protein bar as a snack or some protein shake

Tredd learned how to make a homemade jerky, it´s pretty tasty (even Libertus said so!)

He speaks with his mouth full of food (it irritates me, because I sometimes do that too, when I am telling some story)

Tredd loves meat! Protein for his muscles is important. So steaks, or ribs covered in barbeque sauce are quite guilty pleasure.

as almost every galadhian he loves flavourful food with tons of spices

strikes me as person who doesn´t like broccoli (probably ain´t that fond of most vegetable in general)

I didn´t forget of Tredd´s fondness of hot chocolate with chilli ( still denies he likes that stuff )

has planner on his phone when he should eat (it helps him a lot)

THE MAIN COOK OUT THERE! (No, seriously without him would half the glaives starved to death or eat only a junk food )

Libertus strikes me as a stress and emotional eater (me too Lib)

apart from being great cook, Lib mixes drink like no other (okay, Nyx is very close on that scale)

it´s probably not a eating habbit, but I can see Libertus having a nap after a good food

I support opinion that Lib is connossier (that man can say if it´s authentical galadhian dish from across the room)

"Everything can be good, as long as it´s properly cooked and salted." - Libertus Ostium

on completely different note: He threatens people to eat, because nourishment is important for your body to be strong and healthy. Once threatened Nyx that he would spoon feed him that food, if he doesn't comply. And Libertus really did spoon feed him.

obvi eats whenever he wants at least three meals a day

Libertus taste pallete is pretty colourful (Lib is like Gordon Ramsay of Eos XD)

I believe Pelna likes to eat his food with a company ( a nice habit from his home that prevailed)

He loves fruit and nuts! For example papaya, apples, bananas, melons and grapes are his favourites. As for nuts definitively macadamia nuts and coconut.

Pescetarian - so fish and seafood, and other animal products such as eggs and milk or honey

He often brings the dryed mix as a snacks that he shares with everyone ( Luche´s the one who eats all the chocolate if it´s in there)

dear Pelna skips breakfast, just hates eat in the morning (feels too heavy and full)

boy is ice-cream lover! Pistacio is his favourite!

Pelna´s having bigger lunch, dinner and probably some drink with friends, I may add that through whole day he snacks

Nyx drinks lots of beer or alcohol in general (I mean he was a bartender with Lib. Yet I can´t help but think that maybe drinking is his bad coping mechanism )

very proficient at mixing drinks

another troublemaker who Lib needs to yell at to get some food ( And Lib is 100% done with all of them. He started to cook more food and divides it into lunch boxes, which shares among them)

Like Nyx in kitchen is not bad at all, he owned bar with Lib for god sake! (isn´t probably one for the most complicated dishes, but whatever he cooks is good and edible)

was born and raised on galadhian dishes, so naturally those he cooks pretty well

but Nyx never says no to good pepperoni pizza that has some kick or burger with crispy fries and homemade sauce

Crowe can eat the most griesiest food ever and not gaining a gram of fat ( her metabolism is too fast + being a mage is tiring and requires a lot of energy to burn)

and because of it she eats all the time, be it snacks or full meal

she isn´t fond of any vegetable salat (it makes her more hungry)

Crowe bakes and she´s dam good at it! We don´t talk about her cooking ... safety reasons

most definitively obssessed with cheese of any kind

green tea with lemon is SACRED!

hates black coffee like plague (is fond of hazelnut cappuccino tho)

has secret stash of snacks (chips, chocolate, bonbons, ...) no one knows where she hides it

Axis as a right parent doesn´t waste food, so if his children leave any leftovers, he eats it after them

he´s trying to set good example for his children with right eating habits (but his night raids on the fridge are hard to miss )

every morning drinks black coffee with lots of sugar ( it could kill a man)

I do believe that Axis grew every vegetable and fruit on their farm (so he literally uses anything as cooking ingredient)

Axis actually does the cooking in their family. (he had to take care of himself) Those dishes may be simple, but delicious

Axis loves green pea! When he was younger Axis often sneaked out to the garden to pick some

was taught canning (pickles, blumes,..) and how to made marmelade (let´s just said that glaives are obssessed with that)

usually eats breakfast and dinner with his family, lunch spents at HQ with comrades

Soni over there is also gym rat like Tredd

he puts protein powder almost everywhere

Sonitus loves soups! Especially fish soup, his dad used to make

eats fish and seafood frequently (he lived near the sea coast so), mostly with vegetables and rice

enjoys pudding too much to be healthy (he´s not much into sweet things)

Soni sometimes takes too big bites of food and hardly chews them (then almost chokes)

strikes me as a person of few perfectly mastered dishes, then anything else is just average or disaster

enjoyes fresh juices (orange or ananas ones) or smoothies

he may be busy with glaive duties, but tries to maintain some order in eating habits like breakfast is at 8 am, lunch around 1-2 pm, dinner at 7 pm

Bonus:

if you though Luche and Nyx non-eating was bad, think again because Drautos takes the crown (hehe, quite literally)

Man survives on coffee and bourbon alone

his cooking ain´t the worst but not the best, he knows the basic at least (but mostly orders something cuz busy captain and all that jazz )

Titus + barbecue = The best experience in your existence!

Titus was almost whole life in military, so he isn´t picky eater either

his eating schedule is non - existent If Libertus woudn´t bring often some food to his office ( Lib puts harshly full plate of heavenly smelling food before him. " Sir, there´s a deal because I am this close to murder someone in this house for not taking care of themselves properly. So I will sit quietly in this chair and you will eat all this food on the plate. If not ..." *angry galadhian stare)

that man can eat whole chicken alone and still would want add a second

Titus loves homemade food + points if there is meat in it (those military food packs they get makes him sick, almost forgets how good food taste)

guilty pleasure is strawberry cake with whipped cream (his older sister made him always one on his birthday)

#ffxv kingsglaive #ffxv #final fantasy kingsglaive #luche lazarus #tredd furia #libertus ostium #pelna khara #nyx ulric #crowe altius #sonitus bellum #axis arra #you may ask why is Luche first one #because nagging him for his bad habbit is something I can´t pass opportunity on #it´s all in loving and caring way tho #let´s play a game #how many nyxes and pelnas you see #Libertus saves lifes and cures food disorders

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