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#and my teacher just asked me to do extra work 'bc he wants his students to do it and not him' like bro
runningfrom2am · 7 months
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Okay! Ik ur not talking request rn but I’ve had this thought for a lil bit but rafe w hs Teacher!reader, who he likes to visit during her lunch time aka study hall time, and the students adore him and like since it’s hs the girls like find his so attractive( bc mf is) 🤭
okay this request is SO self-indulgent for me bc i'm like a year out from becoming a hs teacher myself like AH that's the dream so i love you so so much for this whoever you are i could give you the biggest hug rn thank you so so much for this idea!!
study hall - r.c.
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pairing: husband!rafe x teacher!reader
wc: 1.6k
tags/warnings: fluff and almost nothing else. rafe is a perfect boyfriend bc,, duh? also not very canon of him honestly.
requests currently closed but feel free to send stuff in! it just might take me a while to get around to it :)
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"Okay that's the lecture, we've got about a minute before the bell here... does anyone have any questions?" You finish up your slides, checking the time briefly as you close up the powerpoint from your laptop and turn off the projector.
A couple of hands shoot up and you gaze over the class waiting briefly for anymore. "Okay, we'll do Max, and then Lacy. Fire off." You point to the two of them in order.
"Can we get an extension on the essay?" Max asks quickly and you laugh. "It's not due for another week! How can you be behind already?" Judging by the reaction of the rest of the class chattering off their agreement, you nod. "Okay, okay. Fine. Yes, you can hand it in on the Monday instead of Friday, but that is giving you two extra days so I won't be giving any more extensions. Got it?"
Collectively the class sighs in relief, a chorus of thank you's and chatter following. "Okay, Lacy, you had a question?" You interrupt everyone to ask, thinking maybe someone else might have the same question and want to hear the answer.
"Is Mr. Cameron coming to study hall today?" She asks, round cheeks flushed as the other girls in the class whip their heads towards you to listen.
"Okay." You laugh, sitting down in your chair content that you won't need to pull up any slides to revisit anything. "Thank you for reminding me, I do have study hall today so if anybody does have any serious questions about the lecture or the essay please hang around after the bell." You say, avoiding most of the question.
You hear the voice of almost every girl in the class speak up at once, all resulting in more or less the same question about whether or not your boyfriend would be coming again to eat with you like he usually does on Fridays.
He was very popular among the girls you taught, which doesn't surprise you. You'd be lying if you said your boyfriend wasn't ridiculously handsome, but it was sometimes a point of contention with the other faculty you worked with. They thought it was extremely unprofessional that he would come in just for the girls to ogle at- but strangely it wasn't a problem when they had their partners come in for lunch at the same time. You knew it wasn't your fault and you weren't doing anything wrong, but just a result of upset from them designating study hall for students and many girls would spend time in your class instead during the lunch hour.
Just then the bell rang, and many students began packing up to leave either to go to other classes for study or to the cafeteria to grab something to eat.
"Alright! Don't forget the readings for next class, please, I may or may not be quizzing you on it just to make sure! Have a good day everyone!" You call out over the loud sounds of students filling the halls and talking.
You sigh with a smile and grab your water bottle, taking a sip to ease your dry throat after an hour of non-stop talking. You look up, humming in acknowledgement at the three girls leaning over your desk. "Question?" You ask, already knowing what they're after.
"Is Mr. Cameron coming?" Lacy's friend, Chloe asks and you smile, shrugging.
"Maybe, you'll have to stay for my study hall to find out."
"Come on just tell us!" Lacy groans, but before you can respond you're interrupted by a knock on your door frame.
"Ms. Y/L/N, I brought your lunch." You smile at your boyfriend standing at the door, lunch bag and coffee in hand.
"Hi." You chuckle, looking at the girls knowingly who already look like they're melting. You get up and greet him at the door, grabbing another chair to pull over to your desk for him to join you.
“Hi Mr. Cameron.” Lacy smiles, sitting down in the desk closest to yours and batting her lashes at him.
“Hi there.” Rafe says politely with an awkward smile, digging through the lunch bag he brought for you and handing you snacks out of it.
“Girls, go get your lunches, please.” You tell them, and they all somehow simultaneously roll their eyes.
“You just want us to leave so you can be alone with your boyfriend.” Chloe teases you and you laugh, shaking your head.
“No, I want you to go get your lunches so you can give your bodies the nutrients they need to learn. I’m not going to be held responsible for you girls missing meals.” You reply sincerely before taking a sip of your coffee. “And I promise, Mr. Cameron will still be here when you get back. Now, go.”
You gesture to the door and the girls sigh, getting up and filing out the door.
“You’re the only reason I ever have anyone in my study hall.” You giggle quietly once they’re gone. “There are no girls in study hall on Monday or Wednesday.”
“No way, Ms. Y/L/N is their favourite teacher, obviously.”
“Or my class is the hardest and my very hot boyfriend comes to eat with me during Friday study hall.”
“Your class is easy!” Rafe laughs, reaching up to brush away some hair that stuck to your cheek as you’re eating.
“You’ve never taken it, how would you know?”
“Well, if you were my teacher when I was in school… I’d be in here every day. “The boys don’t come on Fridays because they’re jealous of me…” He says smugly, leaning in to kiss your cheek.
You blush as you playfully push him away, glancing towards the open door to make sure no students saw. “Yeah, you’d be in here because you’d need help with Shakespeare, and they do too.”
Rafe gasped in mock offense, then shakes his head. “That’s messed up. I’m offended.”
You shrug. “It’s tough stuff if you’ve never read it before.”
“We’re back!” You both look up at the door as Lacy and her friends make their way back in, lunches in hand this time. “Did you miss us?”
“Welcome back, ladies. Did you bring some homework with you?” You ask, raising an eyebrow at them.
“Duh, Ms. Y/L/N. Who do you think we are?”
“I just wanted to make sure. Study hall is for studying, not chatting.”
They all get comfy in their seats around the desk across from yours, phones immediately out with no work to be seen.
“Hey, Mr. Cameron?” Chloe asks, leaning on her upturned palm as she grabs his attention and he hums in acknowledgement. “What’s your first name?”
“Rafe.” He answers, not thinking for a second that maybe it’s not allowed.
“That’s a great name. Like, really cool.” Lacy sighs, smiling at him.
“Why, thank you.” Rafe grins, nudging your shoulder. He eats this attention up every time, and it’s fun to joke about when you’re at home- but sometimes you think it’s bad for his ego.
“Can we call you Rafe?”
“If you want.” He shrugs.
“No, nope. He’s Mr. Cameron to you, sorry to disappoint.” You chuckle.
“But he said we can call him that!” Chloe whines, looking at you pleadingly.
“Sure, but the school board says otherwise. As long as we’re on school grounds you don’t even know his name, got it?”
“Yes ma’am.” They agree, giggling to themselves. “It’ll be our secret. Scouts honour.”
“None of you are scouts!” You laugh.
The girls just look at each other and shrug.
By now other students have filtered in, and luckily with tests coming up in all your blocks, a lot of studying is actually happening and less harassing of your boyfriend.
“Hey,” Rafe whispers, leaning closer to you which draws the attention of the girls in the front row who are straining to listen. “Can we take the yacht out this weekend? Maybe go for dinner or something on the mainland?” He whispers, smiling at you hopefully.
“Yeah, that would be nice. We could make a weekend out of it, I don’t have much grading to do.” You agree quietly and he seems excited, smiling and patting your leg before returning to his book that he had just picked up off your desk to skim through while you ate.
Come Monday morning, you’re getting ready for the bell to ring to signal the start of the first block. Once your whiteboard is ready with the notes for the day, you smile to yourself in anticipation as you sip your coffee. The bell rings, and students are quick to make their way in and to their desks.
“Oh. My. God.” Lacy stops in her tracks at the door, holding her arms out in front of her friends on either side of her as she stares at the whiteboard, and then looks over to you. “You’re joking!” She almost screams, clapping excitedly and running up to your desk to examine your hand while all the other students look up to the board in confusion, hoping for some answers as to what Lacy and Chloe are squealing about.
On your board, you had changed your name in the corner to a short statement:
‘You can call me Mrs. Cameron’
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en-gelic · 21 days
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—✮ kiss and make up - s.jaeyun
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🖇️contents. richkid!jake x richkid!f.reader, situationship, fluff
@ warnings. petnames, suggestive, kisses, cheating (?), injuries, mentions of death. lmk if i missed anything!
💭featuring. haechan (nct), karina (aespa) + the rest of the enha members.
# ; taglist. @i57berry @cholexc (open - send an ask or comment to be tagged on all my works !)
ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 extras. for my bby @i57berry bcs we both need this ><! wc.2.8k PROOFREAD 𓍯 library ๋࣭ ⭑
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I - HE CHEATED, BUT HE DIDNT ?!
The teacher’s voice died out as you zoned out, remembering her hand in his hair and his hand on her waist. You were pissed for no reason, because after all, it was just a fling. A fling you’d eventually forget about after you graduated in a month. The bell ringing brought you back to reality as students bustled with energy, each talking over one another. You sighed again, leaning your head against your arm, looking at the weather that was gradually getting warmer as spring blossomed at its own pace. The scraping of chairs beside you ended your daze as you turned to your friends, Haechan and Karina, who were now surrounded by your chair, forming a semicircle around you. Each with their own personality, you listened as they talked over each other, more or less asking the same question.
“Does he know you know?”
“Does he think you don’t have eyes?”
Clearly, the former was said by Karina and the latter was by Haechan. “I don’t know.” You replied dully, trying to reassure your friends before they started doing something out of hand. You barely got your second sentence out, before two veiny hands slammed themselves on your desk. Trailing up his arm, you met his serious look. Sim Jaeyun (or Jake as he liked to call himself), the topic of your conversation.
“Come with me.” He said gruffly. Before you could reply, Haechan had already spoke for you.
“Ask politely, Jakey boy or she’s not going.” Your head shot in his direction, trying to tell him to shut up before he ruins everything. At hearing the nickname he hated the most, he glared at Haechan, a sardonic smile playing on his lips.
“Come with me, please.” He teased, causing the other boy to move abruptly out of his chair. Both you and Karina, put your hands on his shoulders which he shrugged off, sitting back down in between the two of you girl. You exchanged a look with Karina as you both held back your laughter at his temper. Moving your head to look back at the boy he seemed pleased with himself for irritating Haechan, you imitated his sardonic smile before replying, “I’ll go with you.”
Standing up, you caught your friend’s looks from the corner of your eye. Haechan’s was a look of pure horror, as if he had just seen a ghost. He opened his mouth to protest but was quickly blocked by Karina’s hand, as she gave you a small smile that meant ‘good luck’. As you followed the boy out of the loud classroom, you wondered whether he knew what he saw him do. You kept reminding yourself that it was just a fling and that it meant nothing even if he was kissing another girl.
Leading you to an empty classroom, you walked in as he closed the door behind you. At least even if he was a cheater (not really), he still had basic chivalry. In a flash, you were pinned against the wall, his lips pressed against yours. You overcame the initial shock, quickly reciprocating his action, only stopping once his hand began exploring your torso. You took it, pulling him so your positions were swapped, and you were pinning him against the wall. He looked down at you and you cursed your height mentally for making this less intimidating than it was supposed to be.
“Do you have something you want to say to me?” You asked, using one useful rule your parents taught you. Well, they didn’t teach you directly, but you heard from their arguments that you should give the person time to think about what they’ve done before having a go at them. It was mainly used by your mother and had succeeded in saving your father when he had done something he was unaware of. You felt like melting under his stare, but having been taught to compose yourself always, you didn’t falter as he straightened up, causing your hand to lose its place on the wall.
“What have I done?” He hummed in teasing way, pretending to think. “Is it because I pissed your little friend off? Or because I slammed my hands on your desk? Or…” He teased you again, smiling with obvious arrogance. “Or are you jealous because she had her hands in my hair instead of yours?” You struggled to try and defend yourself against his tactics.
His smile deepened into a boyish grin, knowing he caught your weak point. He shook your hand off his wrist and brought it to squish your face. “I made my pretty baby jealous,” he fake-pouted. “Do you want a gift as a sorry?” Contemplating if it was a trick question, you didn’t answer, reading his next move. In an instant, you flipped back to your previous position, your back pushed against the wall as you felt your tie loosen and the buttons on your shirt open. Later, his actions caused a trail of hickeys down your neck that horrified your friends as they helped you apply concealer over it before going to academy. If you were going anywhere else, you wouldn’t have worried about whether your hickeys were peaking above your shirt or not, but due to your parent’s overprotectiveness, your mother’s best friend was teaching there to keep an eye on you.
“I don’t understand why you just keep going back to him when he clearly isn’t going to be committed.” Haechan complained as you three made your way to academy. Karina wasn’t the least bit worried about where you got your hickey’s from, all she worried about was them showing as she lathered more concealer on your neck.
“What would you know about commitment, Haechan, judging by the fact that you just broke up with your girlfriend because you found someone prettier.” You deadpanned, watching him go silent in realization.
“That’s because I was worried about emotionally cheating on her, so I saved her from the pain. Unlike you, who still goes back to him even after he ‘cheats’ on you and says sorry by leaving massive hickeys on your neck.” He defended, opening the door to the academy, waiting for the two of you to enter.
You sighed, walking in and organizing your tie. “I wish you were more like Karina.” Watching Haechan’s horror as he acted offended and scoffed at your sentence. You turned in Karina’s direction, flinging your arms around her. “I wish there were two of you.” You added dramatically. Karina laughed at the two of you, watching as Haechan flung his arm around your shoulders, dragging all three of you by his weight. You stumbled together in a mix of arms and legs as your laughter saturated the hallways.
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II - NEVER TRUST A BASKETBALL PLAYER !!
You sat watching the repetitive cycle of Haechan promising that he would get in the next shot. He wasn’t supposed to be doing that in the first place. Karina, who claimed she loved you, had told the school’s basketball coach that the three of you would clean up the basketball court before the last school basketball game for the 3rd years — Only 2 more weeks until graduation. The only issue with that is the fact that you and Jake were supposed to go on a date which he had directly asked you to, two nights before you were forced to clean a basketball court.
“This is for you.” Haechan said, flirtatiously winking at you before missing the hoop horribly again.
“Even I could do a better job.” You commented, taking the ball away from him. As usual, he threw a bit of a tantrum, which caused you to give it back to him, resulting in his mock sadness sprouting into glee again. This was really not the way you intended to spend your Friday evening. You sighed for the nth time and began cleaning the seats. In between the two places for seating, you tripped on the corner of the baluster, resulting in you getting a cut on your knee. You sighed again, the evening getting progressively worse. Luckily you could escape some cleaning torture for about an hour or two before they notice your disappearance. You quietly excused yourself, slipping out of the court and walking to the nurse’s office.
You took a seat on of the beds as a male nurse came to treat you. There were never any male nurses in your school though. It was too late in the evening for the head nurse to be there, so you had a reason not to question it. He was wearing a mask, but he looked and acted oddly familiar, the way he treated your knee with gentleness as he applied disinfectant on it. You could tell he was a novice by the way he was pulling a face as he wiped the blood away from your knee. You watched as he put on a very girly and unprofessional Hello Kitty band aid on your knee. He removed his mask, revealing his face as the one you were supposed to meet before you got involuntarily chained to the chore of cleaning. He leant down and pressed a kiss on your wound, now covered completely by the pink bandage.
“Jake?” You asked, in utter confusion as to why he was here instead of waiting at the spot you were supposed to meet up at.
“You stood me up, your highness.” He added emphasis to the nickname since he was kneeling down in front of you. You remembered now that you didn’t really give him a reason on why you can’t come.
“But what are you doing here then?” You felt his hand move slightly over your knee, as he moved to sit on the bed next to you.
“I heard my pretty girl was hurt and I came to fix her.” He teased, brushing your hair from your shoulders, making a small sound of disapproval.
“Thank you, Doc Mcstuffins for fixing my wound with your novice skills.” You teased back.
“Your hickeys are gone.” He stated abruptly. You pulled a face at his tone, wondering why he sounded so sad about.
“Those hickeys would have killed me if my parents found out.” “But they were to show everyone that you’re my girl.” Your heart skipped a beat at his sudden use of affection, until you noticed his hand that was sliding up your thigh.
You caught it before it could go under your skirt, cursing yourself for even wearing a skirt and forgetting that Jake could have very well seen everything. You could tell what he was about to do, even before he started moving and you blocked his lips before it resulted in a horrifying trail of large hickeys.
���Don’t ruin my neck. I’m going to an event tomorrow evening and I don’t need my makeup artist asking me questions and reporting it to my parents.” You told him as a warning. He didn’t nod like any normal person would. Instead, he licked your fingers as a sign of agreement. You pulled a face and instantly retracted your hand, about to throw a string of curse words in his direction until his lips collided with yours, a familiar feeling you had grown accustomed to for more than a month. He moved from your lips to your neck as he unbuttoned the top buttons of your shirt, getting ready to leave a hickey in the most ‘discreet’ place. He stopped abruptly at hearing a sting of “ew’s” and “ugh’s” as your friends, who just realized your disappearance and came to look for you. You could admit that you were pissed that they ruined the moment, but it was better than bribing your makeup artist with money. Jake looked more irritated than you.
“What are you guys doing here too?” He asked, his voice clearly masking disappointment. He buttoned up your shirt and moved a bit farther from you.
“We were supposed to be cleaning the basketball court together, until she went to go have a secret rendezvous with you.” Haechan added circling the three of you.
“You weren’t even cleaning.” Karina directed to Haechan, moving to leave the room as the said boy looked at her in disbelief.
You turned back to Jake. He was smiling, but less pissed than before. He placed a peck on your lips before saying, “Wish me good luck for my game tomorrow, pretty girl.” Before walking past Haechan and throwing the middle finger in his direction.
“I hate you guys.” Haechan said, before walking to examine your cut.
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III - BYE BYE LOSERS !!!
It was finally the day of graduation. You had spent the evening before at Haechan’s house, giggling with the two of them about how university was going to be and where they should go on their trip to celebrate finishing school. It was so weird how 12 years felt so long, but short at the same time. Long in the sense that it felt like it dragged on every year, especially since it gradually got harder like questions in a math test, but short now that you remembered everything that happened in those years and how you wanted to go back in time to start again. Clearly, you wouldn’t if you actually had the chance, but just for the sentiment. The night was longer than anything. The only thing that would get you to sleep was playing white noise in the background.
When the morning finally did come, the house was noisier than ever. Not only were the three of you crying every two seconds, but makeup artists and hair stylists streamed in and out of the rooms, looking for missing brushes, hair curlers and hair straighteners, thoroughly irritated with the way the tears endlessly spilled down the freshly put eye liner. It took all three of your parents to come in and distract you guys to stop you from crying. You each decided to wear your school uniforms for the last time before they began collecting dust.
The graduation ceremony was longer than expected, causing your mind to wander in thoughts of him. You saw him with his friends, much farther from where you were sitting causing you to struggle to look at his face. You had barely gotten to exchange words that morning since everyone was rushing to the ceremony, which dragged on as the principal gave a speech on how youth is just a moment in time and other things he thought would invoke tears to the students who just wanted to leave. You watched as they called out each and every one of your names.
You wouldn’t cry. You never cry in public. You reminded yourself over and over again as the ceremony came to an end.
You dawdled around taking photos with your friends, teachers and parents, not caring about how the photos turned out. You just wanted to see him. The day was ending rapidly, and every second seemed to speed up as it was almost time for you to leave the school for good. You excused yourself by saying you wanted to take one last look at the school before leaving and you hovered alone around the empty outdoors, looking for any sign of him. He wasn’t just a fling you had finally admitted to yourself after months of battling over it. You stalked around slowly, looking down at the ground, trying to bite back tears of the memories you spent making chaos in the school. A tear barely rolled down your cheeks before you felt light flower petals falling over you. You looked up and saw a glimpse of one of Jake’s friends sprinkling them on the school grounds, along with a letter you caught without difficulty. You knew it was from him by the handwriting on the front of the letter. To your surprise it was a love letter. As most of it was written in English except for a very messy looking ‘I like you’ in Korean, you finally put some of the knowledge from school to use as you read the letter, smiling at his bashfulness in his writing. You looked up, your smile obvious as you found him smiling back down at you.
“Your confession was lame, you loser.” You teased, watching as he jokingly acted offended.
“I take it back. I don’t like you anymore.” He puffed, pretending to be irritated at you.
“Fine. I like you too.” You watched his fake pout turn into an instant beam. “Although, I don’t want to catch you kissing other girls and apologizing with hickeys.” You warned, walking up to where he was standing. He instantly engulfed you in a hug, continuously repeating how much he liked you and promising that he’d never cheat on you. Later, the two of you walked through the school grounds hand-in-hand, slowly remembering your first time you saw him. As you exited the school grounds, you turned back, pulling a face at the school, even though no one could see you.
Bye-bye losers, you thought, letting go of Jake’s hand and running off ahead of him, the boy instantly reciprocating your action.
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cheesecakethots · 2 years
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I can't keep this idea in my head anymore I have to tell someone! Yandere brothers College!AU/High School!AU maybe those 7 Guy was a popular student in their school and gn! MC as a new students , I like to think MC is actually Levi Crush from Elementary School and try to ask his brother how to get MC attention ( end up all his brother have a crush to mc ) sorry! My English was bad!
Lucifer:"*Try to talk to MC for Levi*..... Who's Levi again? Sorry MC, pls continue *mf enjoy when MC talking*
Mammon:"*Open the Class Door* EXCUSE me! Is there anyone name MC here!? Levi want to know your phone-..... Oh- are you Mc? *MC say yes*...... Who's Levi? Anyway what's your phone number"
Satan:"*try to find Mc because their Teacher Want to talk to them but end up seeing MC in the tree try to help a kitten*...... Sorry not sorry Levi this one is mine now"
Asmo:"*try to ask MC fav thing for Levi ( bc levi promise him to do the dishes next week)* oh! You like that too?! *Le scream* Same here! Now how about we talk a little bit more Sweetie *wink*
Beel & Belphie:"*don't really care for Levi and MC at first*
Mc talk to beel:"Hey I hear you like Sandwich? Or maybe all food *Chuckles* I have some extra from canteen you can have it"
Beel:"*Happy beels noise* Thank you! Oh are you Mc? I heard a lot you, How about We go to restaurant this afternoon?"
Belphie:"*Sleep in MC's shoulder for 30 minutes*..... Hm? Ah sorry I was sleepy... And you was so comfy... "
MC:"It's fine! We're classmates after all besides you also so warm ^^"
Belphie:"..... Well Levi you have to give this one to your lil bro, and I don't care if you not let me have them"
Levi:".... THIS IS 10 TOP ANIME BETRAYAL!!!"
Levo:"HOW COULD YOU BASTARD DO THIS TO ME!?"
All bros:"You can't blame us!"
don’t apologise for ur english , it’s great :)
also yesss i think a college/uni/high school au, specifically without the demons and stuff, would work really well for the brothers.
or maybe, the brothers are still the same devils as they are in devildom, however nobody knows that.
satan and lucifier tutoring you, at first going from condescending and stiff to calming and reassuring as time goes on. don’t let either of them know that the other also tutors you for a different subject, you don’t want to face their jealousy in particular.
mammon trying to get you to flunk your classes with him, standing outside your lessons and pressing his face to the small window in the door in order to peek over at you. he doesn’t even seem to realise the puppy eyes he gives you, but you probably don’t want to mention it if you don’t want to see his face light up in a furious blush, as words of denial tumble from his lips.
asmo loves to show up at your house at ungodly hours in the morning, silently enjoying your rugged and sleepy look as he declares that he’s going to give you a makeover before school. how lucky for you, right? don’t be surprised at the strange and jealous looks you are given by your peers at being seen walking to school with the prettiest guy they’ve ever seen.
beel has a more hands on approach than mammon does; he’ll just burst through your classroom door and storm right up to you, giving you no time to even collect your things before his hands grasp at you and place you on his shoulder. he doesn’t seem to understand why you would want to go to classes rather than spend time with him and belphie.
speaking of which, you’ll be carried over to belphie’s favourite napping spot, the grassy patch under the tree in the school fields. you really won’t have much of a say in this as beel’s massive form keeps you pressed between them, practically forcing you to go to sleep. beel likes to watch his two favourite people relax while he munches on whatever food he has.
i can dig the idea of levi knowing reader before everyone else, if this is still a canon au but of them going to the human world, maybe in his earlier years levi was sent off to the human world as belphie supposedly was. it could be due to levi once having a dangerous hatred for human kind, or for other reasons, but whatever it may be he truly became addicted to you at such a young age. he certainly didn’t expect to come back with his brothers and meet you once more, and whilst he’s overjoyed at that… he can’t help but feel his envy rise to uncontrollable points at seeing you interact with his brothers.
no matter, he knew you first right, so surely he’s staked the first claim?
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skalecsz · 1 year
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If you could how would you fix ino's development
i love you and also im sorry.
ino is such an interesting character, kishimoto took your average pretty mean girl and made her actually super sweet and caring, adaptable, and intelligent
i actually like her personality a lot, she values her looks and can be a bit crabby but compared to sakura, ino is a lot more willing to work with her teammates. she actively takes charge to the point that shikamaru and choji look to her for what to do
id keep her "crush" on sasuke but id instead make it something that sakura misinterpreted and ino went along with bc she thought sakura just didnt want to be friends anymore. she still flirts with sasuke but in a joking way.
id keep her rivalry with sakura but makes it explicit that she wasnt the one that instigated it, id also make her less "mean" in a stereotypical bully way since she was the one that defended sakura from bullies in the first place. she should still be sassy and a bit of a hot head but not overtly rude to others.
also id have her win her fight with sakura, just bc i think it contributes better to sakura's development, but also opens up an extra fight in the chunin exams. not sure who id pit her against but im just saying it would give her more stuff to do (maybe shino? they were both top students at the academy)
she goes on the sasuke retrieval mission and stays behind to help choji fight. theres no reason that she shouldnt go, choji can still almost die and ino can use the time he bought her to finish off orochimaru's lackey but ino has PROVEN to be a good ninja, even if her fighting isnt that great shes fantastic crowd control…come the fuck on.
development wise…no healing abilities…it just felt so tacked on and she didn't nearly have as much passion for it as sakura did. id focus 100% on her clan's reconnaissance bc their abilities are super interesting. would def give her an upgrade regarding her body switching jutsu so shes not left unconcious on the ground with every technique. when shes a genin thats fine but ur telling me sasuke can summon God and ino still can't control people without falling asleep?
okay the puppet scene with the "Mind Puppet Switch Cursed Seal Technique" literally has not left my mind its SO cool and I wish ino learned to use it. is it "ethical"? no. might even be a war crime. but thats fine i think. let ino be a little scary.
AND!!! SUNA LITERALLY HAS A PUPPET MASTER!!! Ino can train with kankuro or at least ASK for assistance
ALSO. OH MY GOD. GIVE HER MORE TO DO IN THE HIDAN AND KAKUZU ARC HOLY SHIT. that arc literally just ended up being about shikamaru (based) and naruto (???) why weren't ino and choji more present!! naruto literally appeared to save the day with his new jutsu when this mission shouldve been team 10 and team 10 ONLY (kakashi is on thin ice)
i like the confrontation between shikamaru and hidan in the forest, thats fine, but ino and choji should be absolutely duking it out with kakazu and his family of puppets! you know who else uses puppets/external tools? INO. Have her try to control kakuzu's external guys while choji beats him up, naruto arriving on the scene feels cheap :/ have kakuzu remark that "oh the strategist is gone" and then ino just immediately takes over as the leader and thinks of a plan because shes teammates with shikamaru's lazy ass and also BEING SMART IS LITERALLY SO IMPORTANT TO HER CHARACTER
AND GIVE HER (AND CHOJI) A SCENE WHERE SHE MOURNS ASUMA. OH MY GOD. HER FUCKING TEACHER JUST DIED. Ino is sidelined sooo much in team 10 its insane. maybe she and her dad (while not super close) talk about what its like to lose people you love, her dad has been a ninja for decades, he would comfort her. have her arrange a bouquet and place it on asuma's grave, have her break down crying over her teacher! this would also be interesting since we dont spend as much time with team 10, but would be able to see that the side characters have their own lives and feelings outside of naruto.
regarding romance ive personally always seen her as a lesbian but her relationship with sai is fine i guess. if she and sai are endgame id like more of a buildup to it. but if i can get my way she and sakura end up together <3
i think shes fine in the war arc, but the war arc itself is something i just wouldnt include if i were to rewrite naruto
also her blank period outfit is UGLY throw that shit OUT girl
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divinesouldariax · 2 years
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"I'm tired of thinking, let's just make out or something" with Ashton/Milo bc I know we're both dying to get them to kiss
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Thank u my friend, u know EXACTLY what i want :D Even if this fic kinda drove me nuts bc i am simply not very practiced with writing kisses. Also the prompt list was hurt/comfort and this turned out to be literally Just Fluff lmao. I promise to make up for that by being extra angsty in the other prompt u sent me. I hope u enjoy it! <3
Word count: 1,111
Content warnings: brief mentions of injuries/brain trauma and memory issues and struggling with school, brief discussion about boundaries and touch-averseness, kissing
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It was a point of pride to Milo that when Ashton had decided to start taking classes again after the accident had forced them to stop a few years ago, they were the only person he would go to for help on their schoolwork. Ashton knew he would never have to explain or justify their memory problems or difficulty grasping new concepts to Milo, and Milo knew never to press Ashton when he said that he was done working. 
Milo wasn't the greatest teacher in the world, which they reminded Ashton of often, and Ashton always responded with something along the lines of "And I'm not the greatest fucking student, so it's a perfect arrangement." It seemed to work, anyway. Ashton was passing their classes, and Milo was honestly just happy to be spending time with him.
Today, they were sitting on the couch together talking about how to approach making a notes page for Ashton to use on tests reminding him which calculator functions to use for which stats problems. Ashton seemed distracted. They weren't closing their eyes or touching his temples like he did when a migraine was coming on, though, so Milo didn't ask if they wanted to stop.
After a little while, Ashton cleared his throat. "I'm tired of thinking," he announced abruptly. "Let's just make out or something."
Milo stared. Blinked a few times. Wondered if there was any possible way they had heard Ashton correctly. "...are you aware that you just said that out loud?" they asked genuinely.
Ashton was looking off into the distance over Milo's shoulder. "Mm-hmm. Fuck, I'm gonna fucking kill Anni if she was lying."
If she--ohhh, not if I kill her first. "Did Anni fucking tell you I was--" Milo could already feel their face heating up.
"Might have said something."
Milo groaned and dropped their calculator and notebook and pencil off the side of the couch to bury their face in their hands.
"We don't have to--I made this really weird, huh? Fuck. We can--rewind, say I had a little fuckin' brain moment and just move on with our lives," Ashton babbled. "I didn't really mean to say it like that, that was fucking out of nowhere. I hate--fucking talking. God damn it."
"No, it's fine!" Milo wasn't sure if it was actually fine, but they knew they didn't want Ashton to feel shitty about it. "I'm a little confused?! I think? Was that a...do you want to...or did Anni just tell you that I…"
"Actually what she told me was that if I didn't do something to show you how I feel sometime in the next week, she was gonna plug in her amp in the hallway by my door and play me an electric violin solo at five in the morning every day for a month because she's apparently tired of living in a house where everyone's pining," Ashton recounted. "Pretty much word for word. I actually remember the phrasing, it was that vivid."
Startled, Milo laughed. They would get back to the "show you how I feel" thing in a minute, but they needed to process how ridiculous this was first. "So you decided to suggest making out with absolutely no warning?!"
"I swear to fucking god, that was at least partially impulsive brain fuckery," Ashton said, half laughing and half defensively.
"I believe you. Holy shit," Milo exclaimed. "That's one way to do it. God. Okay. First of all, and we'll be circling back to feelings, don't worry, but Ashton, I have never heard you say that you want to make out with anyone. You hate being touched."
"That's not...necessarily true?"
Milo raised their eyebrows. "Ash, you once hissed at me when I tried to rub your back when you got sick after drinking too much on a new med."
"I don't remember that," Ashton admitted. "But--no, I mean, yeah, it tracks. I definitely hate being touched when I feel fucking awful. And by people I don't know. But not all the time by everybody."
"That's--how have I lived with you for three years without knowing that?" Milo said, bewildered. "I really thought you just hated being touched in general this whole time."
"To be fair, I never corrected you."
"Yeah! But I never asked. Anyway, I'm getting distracted." Milo knew that their cheeks were probably flushed quite a dark pink by now. "I gotta get something clear. You like me?" Fuckety fuck, they sounded like a fucking middle schooler. 
"Yeah, I didn't actually think I was being subtle about it? Anni sure seemed to think it was stupid that we hadn't figured it out yet."
"Am I just an entire dumbass then?" Milo couldn't help but laugh. Their heart was beating so quickly, but the absurdity of it all was keeping them from turning into a total flustered mess. It was a little bit perfect.
Ashton shrugged, a little too casually. “If you are, then I am. So, uh, Anni wasn’t lying, then? You’re into me, too?”
“Oh, I was, uh, not prepared for this conversation at three in the afternoon completely sober without a head’s up,” Milo stated. 
“You good? Like I said, we can forget this–”
“Absolutely fucking not.” Milo wanted to just surge forward and kiss him, but several years of friendship where their habit had been to avoid touching Ashton whenever possible so they didn’t make him uncomfortable was hard to overcome. “Yes. Yes, I’m…yes. This is ridiculous. Do you actually want to make out?”
“I mean, I definitely don’t want to be doing stats anymore,” Ashton said with a wry little grin.
“...was that a yes–”
“Yes, oh my god.”
“I feel like it’s something to be very, very sure of before starting!” Milo defended themself, feeling like Ashton was teasing them at least a little bit. “I don’t want to hurt you accidentally.”
“Which is why I’m very sure that it’s gonna be fine.” Ashton put out their hand. “C’mon, apparently we’ve been wasting time.”
God, it was that kind of confidence, even with the initial uncertainty, that made Milo find Ashton so incredibly attractive. They let Ashton take their hand and pull them close, almost into his lap. Before they could even really conceive of the fact that oh, fuck, Ashton really is letting me touch him, they were kissing. Ashton’s initial comment about not wanting to be thinking anymore was onto something, because every rational thought in Milo’s head began vanishing.
We’re definitely gonna have to have a conversation about this later, Milo thought faintly, but for now, they would just focus on Ashton’s hands against their waist and his lips on theirs.
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notcolleen · 1 year
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coming out of my self induced isolation to rant because as much as i would like to exist to no one……i unfortunately have to work to live……and work unfortunately involves other people….one of those people unfortunately being an incredibly narcissistic boss (and i try very hard not to throw the psych buzzwords around lightly/am ❌not❌ diagnosing anyone but ANYWAY keep reading if u want to know the mundane details of workplace drama somehow centered around a game of duck duck goose???
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so i work with kindergarteners and there is a group of ~10 boys rn who are straight up out of control wild rn….like wrestling, punching, shoving, headlocks, throwing toys, name calling, lying, blatantly saying no to teachers, generally causing mayhem for everyone
and nothing has worked to manage behaviors — we have to keep certain kids separate but at this point, with only 4 classrooms and ~60 kids, u just ….can’t do that with everyone lol so it’s just a matter of damage control/harm reduction rn
but the day after halloween is historically Extra Bad and i agreed to stay late bc we were down a teacher and we offer aftercare so it was basically those 10 boys plus a few other kids running around while i tried to make sure no one cracked their head open. but literally every two seconds i had to tell kids to separate/take a seat/take their hands off each other.
so when one kids dad comes to pick him up, he’s sobbing in a corner bc he says the other kids wouldn’t let him be the “Ducker” during duck duck goose, and ive been checking on him every few minutes and asking him if he wanted to talk or if he needed space, but he said he needed space. apparently he is usually a main issue during the aftercare hours
but the the dad gets super upset and says he’s been unhappy with the aggression seen the last couple days, he asks for my name (never a good sign) and says that someone is going to get hurt if we don’t do something. i can’t even disagree with him but i let him know im trying and i’ve been separating the group and having them sit and it’s an ongoing issue we are working on.
he leaves with “bye colleen, i will be calling the school tomorrow” (a terrifying sentence even tho technically i work in a church rn 👀)
SO im anxious abt that bc again, the safety is a valid concern even though he is not an objective person bc his son is involved — literally the worst thing in working with kids is having parents upset and escalating the issue
so after i clock out, i email my boss and first ask her if we can check in tomorrow morning abt my safety concerns/brainstorm abt possible solutions. i also said that this parent said he would be calling in the morning but that I would explain the situation in more detail further tomorrow when we talk.
SO she comes up to my classroom and says “tell me what happened with [student name]” and explained that he was upset about duck duck goose, but that when his dad was unhappy with what he’s been seeing recently at pick up. i tried to explain further what i’ve seen and she says “it was the day after halloween, stick to what happened with [student name]” so once i explained again she left
so then i go down to the office to make copies except on my way there i hear her very loudly reading the email i sent her word for word to someone (in a mocking tone lol) ….and at that point i freeze bc like….do i still go in? do i pretend i don’t hear this happening??? i stood there for a little and she went on to basically say “this email doesn’t tell me anything, i thought someone was hurt but it was all about a game of duck duck goose?? she’s overstepping her boundaries, etc etc)
and i was already almost at her door which was wide open for anyone to hear and ended up just going and saying “im going to stop you both right now because i could hear you talking really loudly about me from the hallway and id appreciate it if you could stop”
and she instantly starts ⚠️screaming⚠️ at me, like “yes i was talking about you because you didn’t say anything in this email, i don’t know what you think you were doing, you don’t work at aftercare it’s not your place!!”
and at that point im trying to do damage control and say repeatedly “im sorry if i didn’t articulate myself properly” “i apologize if i didn’t handle the situation correctly” “i apologize” “i apologize” — i tried to explain that i was only giving her a warning that she might get a call, i wanted to explain more in person, and it wasn’t just abt a game of duck duck goose lol it was a matter of safety
so we go back and forth for awhile, im flustered/angry to the point of tears while still trying to articulate my thoughts (i angry cry and it sucks) and everything i try to say she is shutting down
genuinely the conversation evolved into “it’s never been that much of an issue except yesterday when you were there” (yes it has!!!)
“then you are saying the issue is me, and i want to know that so i know what to work on” even though i know the problem is not me!!! i don’t know a lot and i don’t have faith in my abilities anywhere else but i know that i am good at this job!!!
the conversation ended more unresolved than it started and i had to go back to a room of kids with that on my mind all day and im just frustrated bc this is a woman that last friday told me i was doing an amazing job and that was so glad i was back and was so excited so what i was doing with the kids — but any perceived threat to her ego or criticism, justified or not, and it all comes crashing down
and i know this, i sometimes get too comfortable or forget and share personal things or get sucked into the office culture here but really, i need to maintain boundaries; i plan on clocking in at 8 (not coming in at 7:45 like i have been in case anyone needs help!!!) and clocking out at 4 (not staying late to help out at aftercare because while i thought that was helping, i guess it was ~not my role). i will not feel guilty for eating my lunch outside and staying tf out of the office. i will not provide any information abt my personal life to my boss bc that information is not safe with her. this is a job and that is it.
tldr: it just really fucking sucks to walk in on ppl talking about you and it’s also absolutely 100% a family trigger lol
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A/n: switched pronouns from 'i' to 'you' to make stuff easier
Also, I've sort of switched Kirishima's and Uraraka's seats with whoever was sitting next to Bakugo and Midoriya
Extra: (F/f) = favourite filling
Chapter 3
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After eating your (F/f) sandwich that your mum had packed to help clear the nerves of your first day, it was finally time for the few hours you actually were looking forward to. Hero Training.
You were practically balanced on the edge of your seat and tapping your fingers against each other as the class was waiting for the designated teacher to arrive.
You looked over at the red-head, as you learned was Kirishima and previously helped you with an impending meltdown during what you dubbed 'The Uraraka Crisis', that was trying to get your attention. When he finally did, he gave you a questioning thumbs up (you interpreted that as a 'you exited') and you nodded. You liked Kirishima already and felt like you could be friends.
You also noticed Bakugo looking at you so you happily waved as he looked away with a surprisingly gentle smile
Meanwhile, on the other side of the classroom:
"Woah, Bakubro, what's got you so calm?" The charming shark-man, questioned the usually loud blond beside him. Bakugo blushes and looks away, muttering something along the lines of 'it's nice to have an old friend back'.
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After Aizawa explained that you would be doing 1 on 1 battle training, the class grabbed their hero outfits and headed to the changing rooms.
Once you got to the girl's changing room, you made sure to stay as far away from Uraraka as possible, you didn't want to be in a similar situation to earlier. You started bouncing on the balls of your feet with excitement as you unpacked your hero costume from it's case. You unfolded your wings to be able to change out of your clothes, and as you reached for the zips underneath the slits to get your jacket off, you heard a bunch of 'awe's and 'oohh's from behind you. You looked over your shoulder to see the others staring at your wings like they wanted to touch them.
You cautiously continued to get changed into your costume, which consisted of a leotard of sorts with mesh draped over some cutouts in the back, with the fear of getting your wings touched.
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A/N: At this point I'm ignoring a very specific part of the cannon
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An updated ref sheet bc I'm too lazy to put it where it belongs:
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Just as you finished zipping up the back of your costume and started smoothing it out, one of the other girls that you could only describe as a pink puffball walked over to speak to you.
"Hi, I'm Mina, and I just love your wings."
You were a bit shocked that she introduced herself with a statement that bold, but you ran with it.
"Thanks? I'm (Y/n)." You were both in your hero costumes and you assumed she wanted to carry on a conversation, so you waited by the door for her.
As Mina caught up with you, she asked you what you're quirk was.
"I don't really know how to explain it, it's more of a ' you'll have to see it in action ' sort of thing." You quietly explain. She made a sound of understanding and explained to you in detail how her's works as you reached the class's rendezvous.
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After everyone else arrived, the class was sorted into random pairs with one student battling a teacher.
You were with Midoriya, and one of the last battles to take place.
You went and sat down in the corner whilst you waited for your battle.
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It's been a while, hasn't it.
I'm sorry for taking so long to update the story, I've somehow been extremely busy with holidays/residential, let alone receiving exam results last Thursday and starting college in the next few weeks.
Long story short, I failed English with a 3.
Also, feel free to leave questions somewhere so you can get to know me a bit better. My asks will be open for it.
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Yeah Covid really changed EVERYTHING! It was a wild time being a student during this but it was also really hard for teachers to adapt to a whole new dynamic so abruptly on top of the shit show that was the world ya know! And I’m so sorry that 21-22 was really hard for you :( but I’m glad that you’re at least okay now! No one can blame you!
And I am having a nice break/holiday, thank you so much bestie! ESPECIALLY AFTER YOU DROPPED THAT CHRISTMAS THEMED NEIGHBORS EXTRA!!!! Dilf Harry during Christmas is SUCH vibe😌
But seriously my heart was so happy to read about their little family again! I just love them so much!! Rory is SO CUTE😭 then he goes on saying how his mom asked Santa to not bring her gifts so he could have some more😭😭😭 DID YOU WANT TO KILL ME SAM!?! And like his innocence just makes it hurt so much! That was so sad omg :( but like I get it though bc she was raising a kid by herself and of course she would give up anything for Rory! I WOULD TOO!!! And then that part where he was waiting for Santa to come to ask him to bring presents for her😭 SAM THAT WAS SO CUTE😭 sometimes I feel like Rory tends to steal my attention away from Harry just because he’s so adorable lol
Ahhh I found this extra to be so sweet! I really do love that she has found someone like Harry who is slowly helping her become more open of the idea of letting someone take care of HER and enjoying doing stuff for herself! So so so sweet!! I enjoyed this so much and it was such a lovely surprise!!! Hope your holiday is just as special!-💜
That group was feral. I told everyone. I still think they are. I greatly worry about social skills. And life skills. I don't know if we as a society were prepared for such setbacks. We should have done something about it as a whole. But the world keeps turning kind of thing, I guess.
I didn't mean to kill you I swear! 😭 I've seen so many TikToks about how the mom doesn't get a stocking or how Santa doesn't get her presents. It was compounded by my bf telling me a story about when he worked in retail. There was a dad who went to the store to get his wife presents with his four kids on CHRISTMAS EVE and couldn't find what he wanted. I've never been so upset in my whole life. I found his story so traumatizing! Like Christmas is the SAME DAY every single year HOW COME YOU'RE NOT GOING EARLIER!? I got so mad at my bf like HE was the one that did it. Like what is the point of waiting?! I thought about it a lot and thought about how Rory and Harry would NEVER let that happen to our sweet MC.
I'm glad it was a nice surprise, though and you enjoyed it! They're so easy to write about...they're so so cute in my humble opinion 😊 I hope you have a nice, relaxing, special holiday as well! 💕
xoxo
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loucutie · 1 year
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super depressed and in pain bc it’s 38 degrees out and i physically can’t do anything when it’s cold like my body is Stiff and it fucking sucks and i took my adderall this morning bc it helps distract from pain but i’m also just so throughly depressed like i’m 24 and i can’t do anything without assistance in some capacity. i always feel like a burden and i drain everyone around me i feel like a bottomless pit of take take take and no matter how much my partner or my family or friends say i’m ok i feel useless. i can’t drive, i haven’t gone to college yet, i don’t have skills, i can only work a job for so long before i get fired or quit bc of my pain. i lost the house i grew up in after grandma died and my mom was getting paid to take care of her so she lost her mom and her job and i feel responsible. i got sick in middle school and she was in her last rotation for dental assisting but she left school to help me bc i couldn’t get out of bed without physical assistance. she could’ve had a career and financial freedom but she left school to take care of me full time and i carry that with me everyday. my dream is have a history doctorate i want to study archiving i want curate entire exhibits. i haven’t even gone to community college. i tried but had to fail out bc of attendance. professors were unwilling to prerecord lectures or even let me attend virtually. that’s why seeing how quickly schools made accommodations for virtual learning made me so angry. the exact protocols for online learning especially in the area i went to school are things my mom and i spent my whole high school career fighting for. when i requested to be able to zoom into class i was told it was ridiculous and it was just never going to happen but flash forward 2 years and it suddenly matters to accommodate able bodied students. location shouldn’t stop a child from learning! but it didn’t matter when it was me bc i’m already a lost cause. black, poor, physically disabled, why should we help her pass? it’s not like she’ll make anything of her self so let’s not waste the resources. i graduated by the skin of my teeth. i start working at a second hand teen clothing store (iykyk) it’s great and they’re willing to accommodate my needs. i work there for years but my body gave out and i couldn’t pretend to be “normal” so even with all the accommodations i still had to leave bc i couldn’t handle it. i apply for community college and it���s great for a while until my professors decide not to accommodate me anymore. one of my professors is also disabled. he had no interest in my 504 plan. i emailed him my dr note for missing class a couple days in a row and he emailed me back saying essentially he can’t worry about me and even if i have notes he refuses to record his lecture and so any info i miss is my problem. i asked what i could do to make my accommodations easier for him. keep in mind this is a cis white man who also uses mobility aids. he told me that i need to help myself more and stop relying on others. at the same time i’m also being medicated for my adhd for the first time and trying to adjust. i asked my english teacher for extra explanation on an assignment and she took every single opportunity to belittle me. i even explained my recent diagnosis and she said that if it’s not on my 504 she does t have to do anything about it and told me to ask classmates about it. she constantly critiqued without teaching us how to do better. a truly vile woman who is def racist (like when she failed my paper on the angry black woman stereotype bc “i don’t understand how being powerful and strong could be a negative thing. women have been seen a delicate and too weak to do anything so this must just be something you made up” and in the next essay prompt she put a little not that said not to talk about taxes or religion or social justice bc “my taxes are high enough.” like she writes grants for the hospital in the area which is terrifying. a racist writing grant for a hospital that has a history of profiling it’s patients.)
all of this to say i’m having the worst time with self worth and confidence in my abilities. i don’t have anything to show for living this long i can’t even drive a car or cook that well or move around when the weather is cold. laying in bed for rest is the most isolating experience. when i was a kid my days were just taking medication that would make me sleep for hours, wake up to eat something and watch animal cops, take more medicine, and fall back asleep. it was truly the worst experience of my life. i lost so many friends and even family bc i couldn’t physically get out of bed.
this pain has taken everything from me and so tired. i want to do something with my life but i’m terrified i’ll have to give it up bc i can’t stand for too long or be in cold temps too long or bend over or lift anything heavy. it’s so isolating. my partner is helpless when i’m having a bad pain day bc she’s a doctor but knows she can’t do anything for me in the moment. i know how much of a burden my disability is on my friends and family and i hate myself so much for it. i’m grateful they love me but i don’t want to trap them in this with me. they say they don’t mind but can see the toll it takes on them. i hate seeing my partner cry bc i’m in so much pain and she can’t do anything. i feel so guilty when she gets home from work and has to help me bc i couldn’t get out of bed all day. i feel like i’ve been afforded too much kind that i didn’t earn. all i do is ask for help or hurt myself trying to do it myself. both are humiliating in completely different ways.
i’m so exhausted like physically mentally emotionally exhausted.
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frawn12 · 2 years
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ok, so what if it's June and seungmin is having a relatively nice day when his friend Y/N asks him if he wanted to go to a pride parade with her? Seungmin didn't think anything of but little did he know that Y/N had a not-so-little crush on him.  
When Seungmin texts his parents asking if he can go to the pride parade both of his parents reply saying no but in like a REALLY homophobic way (Bestie boo add details l8r).
"hey, Y/N sorry my parents said I couldn't go. Sorry."
"That's OK. We could just sneak you out of your house when your parents are sleeping or something.'"
"I mean we could. But what if my parents check my room because they know I snuck," Seungmin replied.
"It'll be ok. I have the perfect plan so that you won't get caught." Y/N said
"Fine, I'll go but only if you tell me your plan first."
"Come on, I'll tell you on the way to class."
seungmin and Y/N got to class and went to go sit down but before they had the chance they heard the teacher call Seungmin into the hallway.
"Ooh, somebody's in trouble," Y/N teased.
"shut up Y/N," Seungmin said walking into the hallway. When he and his teacher finally reached the hallway she said that there was a new student and if Seungmin wanted to show them around the school. He POLITELY declined the offer. But that's when she mentioned that this would involve extra credit. (oh so she bribed this hoe)(s you know how lee know danced to red lights in that one v-live well I just imagined him dancing the same way for TASTE).
(Author POV)
Seungmin really did need that extra credit if he was going to pass this class. Plus, he REALLY wanted to see who the new student was.
(BRING BRING) "Alright class, settle down. First order of business, we have a new student. Hyunjin do you mind introducing yourself to the class? " Seungmin looked up from his phone to look at the student he would be showing around the school. That's when his eyes were met with the most beautiful man on the planet. No, wait for the entire solar system.
"Hi, my name is Hwang hyunjin, my birthday is march 20. Um, what else.. Oh yeah, my family owns 5 businesses.
After Hyunjin introduced himself he just stood there awkwardly not knowing what to do next.
"Hyunjin you're going to sit next to Seungmin for today," ms. Puff said.
"Um.. I don't know wh-" Hyunjin said looking around, but that's when he saw a boy in the back corner of the room waving at him. so hyunjin made the walk over towards the boy. Before hyunjin had the chance to get to set his stuff down Seungmin started talking really fast.
"Hi, my name is Kim seungmin. I think its really cool that your parents own a lot of businesses. Wait, is their business 'HWANG enterprises'.
"um.. yea." hyunjin replied.
"ok, class. Now that you have your partners you can start working on the assignment"
(BRING BRING)
" I guess you guys will have to work on it at home." MS. Puff said
"Hey, do you think I can get your number so we can work on this later?"
"oh, yea sure It's 605-475-6968" hyunjin replied
"Thanks, man."
*Seungmins POV*
(Later that night)
"Mom, I'm home," Seungmin said.
"Your mom is not here, she had a late shift at work,"  Seungmins dad slurred out.
Seungmin let out a groan running to his room. When seungmin got to his room he felt his phone vibrate.
?Uknown number?: hey, cutie 😏 Seungmin: umm, do I know you?
?Unknown Number?: Yes, you do. it's hyunjin.
Seungmin: '(dont forget to add TW for shit like homophobic words and abuse also add TW for the smut bc idk i feel like seungmin would trust hyunjin enought o try some really kinky shit)ok so like what if seungmin or hyunjin are going through sum shit in the beginning and the other person sees them crying and asks whats wrong. and then the dude tells them and then they become friends and shit rijwefijewfijowdf they have been friends for some time at this point one dude realises he might have a crush on him but his parents are like so homophobic that if they find out them bitches will kick him out or smth worse and then seungmin not wanting to get kicked out if his parents house but also not wanting to spend alot of time overthere goes to teh only olace he feels comfortable. hyunjins house. this only solified his feeling for hyunjin tho. so one day when seungmin didnt come over hyunjin got worried adn tried to call him only to realise he was blocked. worried taht seungmins parents did something to him he hurriedly grabbed his keys adn ran to his car. *at seungs hous* (hyunjins pov)i ran to seungmins house bc i knew where he kept the key only to see the front door open a crack so i ran upstairs to his room and saw seungmin in his room throwing his stuff in a small box while sobbing uncontrollably."whats wrong seungmin"?"I came out to my parents and they told me i had 30 minutes to pack my stuff up and leave" seungmin said inbetween sobsi dint know what to say so i just held seungmin while he sobbed. after some time the boy calmed down a little bit" can i sleep at your house tonight" seungmin asked "sure you can stay as long as you like." As he said that the boys heard the door unlocked but at this pint seugmin barely had his stuff packed."We're home faggot" seungmins dad yelled as they heard the door slam close "Now get the fuck out before i call the police faggot ass". Not wanting to face his parents they snuck out of his window, luckily he had a ladder on the outside of his window for when he wanted to sneak out his house to see hyunjin. what he didnt think abut though was the fact that his parents were standing in the front doorway so before hyunjin and sengmin made the walk over to hyunjins house they were met with the glaring eyes of seugmins dad and the sad dissoproving eyes of his mother.The thing is both of seungmin's aprents are christian and homophobic so when seungmin came out to them they had different looks that said the same thing. like seungmin's dad looked at him with the most absolute look of discust on his face. his mom, well she tried to accept him fro who he is becuase he's her son and she loves him. But she also doesn't think it's normal to like someone of the same gender so she just left the room to cry. (add more shit if you want to later but ehh idk. I addded more shit but im keeping this here incase i need to add more ) after a kinda long walk of almost silence (seungmin was still crying because of what jsut happened) they finally reached hyunjins house. seunmgin was the first one to break the unbearable silence."Hey, do you have anything to eat im kinda hungry". "yeah, i still have the pizza that we ordered last night". hyunjin said "thanks". seungmin relpied"no problem"(bestie write details of when they ate the pizza but i think im gonna take a break writing this part cus i dont wanna drag this out longer than it needs to be)(smut because i only had enough brain power for angst yesterday)oh shit i realised that i can't jsut decide to write something i have a buch of ideas about i have to write a bullet idea and watch it turn into a whole thing (see above, becuase that stemmed from a one sentence idea that i had). so yea i think i will talk about when they ate pizza tuen that into some either jsut straight (gay) smut or like fluffy shit that turns into really nice fluffy smut or like fluffy shit that turns into kinky love making so that seungmin will shut the fuck up about his homophobic nutsak of a dad. but like anyways yea so:while seungmin and hyunjin were erating pizza seungmin decided to break the silince with a question."hey, hyunjin do you think its weird that i like men"? "not at all. To be honest with you i like men too" Hyunjin answered"really?" "why didnt you tell me?" seungmin asked " I thought you would be homophobic like your dad." hyunjin replied"well im not so.." sengmin said (silence)*a few LONG moments later*this time it was hyunjin who broke the silence " hey, seungmin can i asked you a question?" hyunjin asked sengmin was kinda scared what hyunjin was going to asked but he also wanted to know what he was going to tel him so after a couple seconds of silence he said "sure, you can tell me anything.""um.. well.. here goings nothing." hyunjin said nervously at this point seungmin was really scared at what hyunjin was going to say"ILIKEYOU." hunjin blurted out a "little" louder than expected"really?" seungmin said excidetly "because ive liked you for a while now. I jsut didnt want to tell you because i didnt know you liked males."(add more details to this later cus your dumbass got out of the writing headspace and texte sage)*after the pizza eating/slash connfession*after eating pizza they wanted to watch a movie but since they were to full to go to a movie theater, plus it was getting kind of late they decided to watch a movie at home."hey, seungmin what do you want to to watch?"(details from wattpad)"~m-mngh h-harder jinnie~." "*SMACK* that's not my name slut. ""~p-please sir, I'm sorry I'll be s-so good f'you" seungmin hiccuped"~ let me cum please NGH~ the boy practically screamed as hyunjin sped up to an inhuman speed. When hyunjin felt seungmins hole clench around him he let a groan while reaching around the boy's waist to stroke his member to finish him off. Just as seungmin was about to cum he heard a loud *BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP* of his alarm. Letting out a groan he turned around to turn off the alarm. Getting up to go to the bathroom he realized the raging boner that is sitting (standing idk how tf to describe it but he's HARD, to say the least) in between his thighs. He knows it's wrong to masturbate to the thought of his friend, but he was running out of ideas on how to fix his 'little' problem. So with a sigh, he pulled down his pant inserting his hand into his boxer's stroking himself slowly because if he went any faster he wouldn't be able to control the moans and whines of hyunnjins name that left his mouth. (hyunjin Pov)when I woke up I heard some weird noises coming from the bathroom. wanting to make sure that seungmin was ok I slowly walked toward the bathroom. what I saw surprised me because it's not every day you see your best friend palming himself. the sight was breathtaking. I wanted to leave, but I couldn't take my eyes away from how pretty he looked with his dick in his hand. or the noises he made when he swiped his thumb over the tip. "hey, seungmin breakfast is ready," Hyunjin said."o-oh ok, I'll be right out" (add more to this mess of a story later cus i gotta add the ideas i had yesterday.)Ok so like what if like seungmin and hyunjin was like yk fucking and seungmin is like yk "s-sir can I come" and then the bitch hyunjin is all like sure but you won't be able to top cumming after (and oh boy how he was right) as a punishment for disobeying me (yk cus hyunjin told him he wasn't allowed to. but since didn't listen to him when he said that, he told seungmin that if he could go the rest of the night without touching hyunjin he would get a treat so like yea. seungmin was doing ok for the first couple of orgasms but it was like something in him snapped by the third one that made him want to be bad but he also wanted to be a good boy for hyunjin, cus good boys don't get punished. so when he was close to cumming for the third time he asked hyunjin if he could touch him. but hyunjin being the dramatic bitch he is decided to teach seungmin by going faster (if even possible) and grabbing both of the younger wrists with one of his hands and saying "idk can you". hyunjin's words were enough to make seungmin cum hard enough for him to see stars. but hyunjin wasn't done with the boy yet, because this bitch has the fucking stamina of a god damn jackrabbit apparently. (add more fucking details cus yea your dumbass didn't add enough for this shit done to be done )oh yea aftercare too.after the after shit, they just watched finding dory. cus why the fuck not.ehhwhwhrwhrwhwhhehewh so i wrote angst and smut and now time to elaborate on the after care and then write sum fluff that didnt start out as smut or but like yea ill probably write it during lunch or something and maybe ask sage to read this cus why tf not. bro that means she'll read my notes and she'll also be reading the angst.so.. sage if you got this far umm... hey (aftercare time besties)~ngh, Im gonna vum~ seungmin said inbetween moans"hold on baby, me too". the older saidwith one last sharp thrust into seungmin's asshole the boys came with loud grunts and moans.(girl, if you show this to sage and they ask why this is so sloppy adn rushed, its because literally 10:30 at night. Im tired adn I only wrote this for the aftercare) hyunjin collapsed onto the other, careful not to put his full weight on the boy. after a few minutes of cuddling (bestie write more for the cuddling) the semen (ewww) started getting cold and sticky. hyunjin tried to get up, but he underestimated seungmins strength, because just as he started to get up he felt a pair of strong but gentle grip his arms. "seung, i have to get a washcloth to clean us off". "no, don't leave". seungmin said in a whiny voice "I have to. Unless you wanna wake up and be all sticky because you refused to let me clean us up. After hyunjin put it that way seungmin let him go. when hyunjin came back with two warm washrags in his hand seungmin immediately spread his legs and let hyunjin clean all of the cum that escaped (girl wtf this isn't fucking Alcatraz) (a little while later) after hyunjin was done cleaning up seungmin he got all of the cum stained blankets and put them in the wash. what he forgot was that the other members had spare keys to his house. so ig you could say he shouldnt be surprised when he saw Felix and changbin in the kitchen eating his pizza. "wtf are you guys doing here?" hyunjin questioned the two " I dont know seungmin just told me that their was pizza so we came to get some." Felix said "but then we heard some weird noises  coming from your room. so we decided to just wait until you guy's were done to anounce our presence." changbin continued 'uhm.... well you guys can have the pizza. but can you come back tomorrow.. hyunjin didn't get to finish his sentence becuase thats when seungmin came out of hyunjin and his room COMPLETLY naked and asked hyunjin "hey, are you going to come back soon? cuz it's getting kinda cold". (Shit from tumblr)"W-well you see that's the thing," Seungmin stuttered out."It's u-um 50 shades of grey," seungmin mumbled. Hyunjin just stared at the boy in "pure" disbelief."I-I mean you don't have to. I-it's just my friends have all watched it and im the only one that hasn't watched it and nobody will watch it with me." seungmin stuttered. Hyunjin gave the boy a reassuring smile."Sure, I'll watch it with you," hyunjin said. Hyunjin let seungmin inside his house and they got the movie situated and were about to go sit down when seungmin said, "wait, what about the snacks.""Oh, yeah. Can't forget about the snacks now can we darling," Hyunjin said with a smirk on his face. Watching the movie was going relatively smoothly..... until the sex scene. That's when shit went ABSOLUTELY BATSHIT CRAZY. I'm talking seungmin in his seat (this seat being hyunjins lap) squirming like a worm on a hook during shark week. hyunjin is "slightly" annoyed that seungmin won't STOP FUCKING MOVING (and maybe even a little aroused but shh don't tell anyone). Did i mention hyunjin was also trying to hide his now fully hard boner while also trying to remain composure so that seungmin didn't think he was a weirdo?(Seungmin POV)i was just watching the movie when the sex scene started playing. Not having watched anything like this before, I tried hiding my eyes. After a little while, I noticed something poking my ass. Having an idea as to what it might be, I started wiggling my ass. (Hyunjin POV)Seungmin started grinding his ass onto hyunjins clothed member. but hyunjin wasn't having it. So he grabbed his hips making the boy stop his ministrations. 'Now princess if you don't stop your going to get punished." hyunjin growled into the shorters ear. Seungmin whimpered at hyunjins words. '(dont forget to add TW for shit like homophobic words and abuse also add TW for the smut bc idk i feel like seungmin would trust hyunjin enought o try some really kinky shit)ok so like what if seungmin or hyunjin are going through sum shit in the beginning and the other person sees them crying and asks whats wrong. and then the dude tells them and then they become friends and shit rijwefijewfijowdf they have been friends for some time at this point one dude realises he might have a crush on him but his parents are like so homophobic that if they find out them bitches will kick him out or smth worse and then seungmin not wanting to get kicked out if his parents house but also not wanting to spend alot of time overthere goes to teh only olace he feels comfortable. hyunjins house. this only solified his feeling for hyunjin tho. so one day when seungmin didnt come over hyunjin got worried adn tried to call him only to realise he was blocked. worried taht seungmins parents did something to him he hurriedly grabbed his keys adn ran to his car. *at seungs hous* (hyunjins pov)i ran to seungmins house bc i knew where he kept the key only to see the front door open a crack so i ran upstairs to his room and saw seungmin in his room throwing his stuff in a small box while sobbing uncontrollably."whats wrong seungmin"?"I came out to my parents and they told me i had 30 minutes to pack my stuff up and leave" seungmin said inbetween sobsi dint know what to say so i just held seungmin while he sobbed. after some time the boy calmed down a little bit" can i sleep at your house tonight" seungmin asked "sure you can stay as long as you like." As he said that the boys heard the door unlocked but at this pint seugmin barely had his stuff packed."We're home faggot" seungmins dad yelled as they heard the door slam close "Now get the fuck out before i call the police faggot ass". Not wanting to face his parents they snuck out of his window, luckily he had a ladder on the outside of his window for when he wanted to sneak out his house to see hyunjin. what he didnt think abut though was the fact that his parents were standing in the front doorway so before hyunjin and sengmin made the walk over to hyunjins house they were met with the glaring eyes of seugmins dad and the sad dissoproving eyes of his mother.The thing is both of seungmin's aprents are christian and homophobic so when seungmin came out to them they had different looks that said the same thing. like seungmin's dad looked at him with the most absolute look of discust on his face. his mom, well she tried to accept him fro who he is becuase he's her son and she loves him. But she also doesn't think it's normal to like someone of the same gender so she just left the room to cry. (add more shit if you want to later but ehh idk. I addded more shit but im keeping this here incase i need to add more ) after a kinda long walk of almost silence (seungmin was still crying because of what jsut happened) they finally reached hyunjins house. seunmgin was the first one to break the unbearable silence."Hey, do you have anything to eat im kinda hungry". "yeah, i still have the pizza that we ordered last night". hyunjin said "thanks". seungmin relpied"no problem"(bestie write details of when they ate the pizza but i think im gonna take a break writing this part cus i dont wanna drag this out longer than it needs to be)(smut because i only had enough brain power for angst yesterday)oh shit i realised that i can't jsut decide to write something i have a buch of ideas about i have to write a bullet idea and watch it turn into a whole thing (see above, becuase that stemmed from a one sentence idea that i had). so yea i think i will talk about when they ate pizza tuen that into some either jsut straight (gay) smut or like fluffy shit that turns into really nice fluffy smut or like fluffy shit that turns into kinky love making so that seungmin will shut the fuck up about his homophobic nutsak of a dad. but like anyways yea so:while seungmin and hyunjin were erating pizza seungmin decided to break the silince with a question."hey, hyunjin do you think its weird that i like men"? "not at all. To be honest with you i like men too" Hyunjin answered"really?" "why didnt you tell me?" seungmin asked " I thought you would be homophobic like your dad." hyunjin replied"well im not so.." sengmin said (silence)*a few LONG moments later*this time it was hyunjin who broke the silence " hey, seungmin can i asked you a question?" hyunjin asked sengmin was kinda scared what hyunjin was going to asked but he also wanted to know what he was going to tel him so after a couple seconds of silence he said "sure, you can tell me anything.""um.. well.. here goings nothing." hyunjin said nervously at this point seungmin was really scared at what hyunjin was going to say"ILIKEYOU." hunjin blurted out a "little" louder than expected"really?" seungmin said excidetly "because ive liked you for a while now. I jsut didnt want to tell you because i didnt know you liked males."(add more details to this later cus your dumbass got out of the writing headspace and texte sage)*after the pizza eating/slash connfession*after eating pizza they wanted to watch a movie but since they were to full to go to a movie theater, plus it was getting kind of late they decided to watch a movie at home."hey, seungmin what do you want to to watch?"(details from wattpad)"~m-mngh h-harder jinnie~." "*SMACK* that's not my name slut. ""~p-please sir, I'm sorry I'll be s-so good f'you" seungmin hiccuped"~ let me cum please NGH~ the boy practically screamed as hyunjin sped up to an inhuman speed. When hyunjin felt seungmins hole clench around him he let a groan while reaching around the boy's waist to stroke his member to finish him off. Just as seungmin was about to cum he heard a loud *BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP* of his alarm. Letting out a groan he turned around to turn off the alarm. Getting up to go to the bathroom he realized the raging boner that is sitting (standing idk how tf to describe it but he's HARD, to say the least) in between his thighs. He knows it's wrong to masturbate to the thought of his friend, but he was running out of ideas on how to fix his 'little' problem. So with a sigh, he pulled down his pant inserting his hand into his boxer's stroking himself slowly because if he went any faster he wouldn't be able to control the moans and whines of hyunnjins name that left his mouth. (hyunjin Pov)when I woke up I heard some weird noises coming from the bathroom. wanting to make sure that seungmin was ok I slowly walked toward the bathroom. what I saw surprised me because it's not every day you see your best friend palming himself. the sight was breathtaking. I wanted to leave, but I couldn't take my eyes away from how pretty he looked with his dick in his hand. or the noises he made when he swiped his thumb over the tip. "hey, seungmin breakfast is ready," Hyunjin said."o-oh ok, I'll be right out" (add more to this mess of a story later cus i gotta add the ideas i had yesterday.)Ok so like what if like seungmin and hyunjin was like yk fucking and seungmin is like yk "s-sir can I come" and then the bitch hyunjin is all like sure but you won't be able to top cumming after (and oh boy how he was right) as a punishment for disobeying me (yk cus hyunjin told him he wasn't allowed to. but since didn't listen to him when he said that, he told seungmin that if he could go the rest of the night without touching hyunjin he would get a treat so like yea. seungmin was doing ok for the first couple of orgasms but it was like something in him snapped by the third one that made him want to be bad but he also wanted to be a good boy for hyunjin, cus good boys don't get punished. so when he was close to cumming for the third time he asked hyunjin if he could touch him. but hyunjin being the dramatic bitch he is decided to teach seungmin by going faster (if even possible) and grabbing both of the younger wrists with one of his hands and saying "idk can you". hyunjin's words were enough to make seungmin cum hard enough for him to see stars. but hyunjin wasn't done with the boy yet, because this bitch has the fucking stamina of a god damn jackrabbit apparently. (add more fucking details cus yea your dumbass didn't add enough for this shit done to be done )oh yea aftercare too.after the after shit, they just watched finding dory. cus why the fuck not.ehhwhwhrwhrwhwhhehewh so i wrote angst and smut and now time to elaborate on the after care and then write sum fluff that didnt start out as smut or but like yea ill probably write it during lunch or something and maybe ask sage to read this cus why tf not. bro that means she'll read my notes and she'll also be reading the angst.so.. sage if you got this far umm... hey (aftercare time besties)~ngh, Im gonna vum~ seungmin said inbetween moans"hold on baby, me too". the older saidwith one last sharp thrust into seungmin's asshole the boys came with loud grunts and moans.(girl, if you show this to sage and they ask why this is so sloppy adn rushed, its because literally 10:30 at night. Im tired adn I only wrote this for the aftercare) hyunjin collapsed onto the other, careful not to put his full weight on the boy. after a few minutes of cuddling (bestie write more for the cuddling) the semen (ewww) started getting cold and sticky. hyunjin tried to get up, but he underestimated seungmins strength, because just as he started to get up he felt a pair of strong but gentle grip his arms. "seung, i have to get a washcloth to clean us off". "no, don't leave". seungmin said in a whiny voice "I have to. Unless you wanna wake up and be all sticky because you refused to let me clean us up. After hyunjin put it that way seungmin let him go. when hyunjin came back with two warm washrags in his hand seungmin immediately spread his legs and let hyunjin clean all of the cum that escaped (girl wtf this isn't fucking Alcatraz) (a little while later) after hyunjin was done cleaning up seungmin he got all of the cum stained blankets and put them in the wash. what he forgot was that the other members had spare keys to his house. so ig you could say he shouldnt be surprised when he saw Felix and changbin in the kitchen eating his pizza. "wtf are you guys doing here?" hyunjin questioned the two " I dont know seungmin just told me that their was pizza so we came to get some." Felix said "but then we heard some weird noises  coming from your room. so we decided to just wait until you guy's were done to anounce our presence." changbin continued 'uhm.... well you guys can have the pizza. but can you come back tomorrow.. hyunjin didn't get to finish his sentence becuase thats when seungmin came out of hyunjin and his room COMPLETLY naked and asked hyunjin "hey, are you going to come back soon? cuz it's getting kinda cold". (Shit from tumblr)"W-well you see that's the thing," Seungmin stuttered out."It's u-um 50 shades of grey," seungmin mumbled. Hyunjin just stared at the boy in "pure" disbelief."I-I mean you don't have to. I-it's just my friends have all watched it and im the only one that hasn't watched it and nobody will watch it with me." seungmin stuttered. Hyunjin gave the boy a reassuring smile."Sure, I'll watch it with you," hyunjin said. Hyunjin let seungmin inside his house and they got the movie situated and were about to go sit down when seungmin said, "wait, what about the snacks.""Oh, yeah. Can't forget about the snacks now can we darling," Hyunjin said with a smirk on his face. Watching the movie was going relatively smoothly..... until the sex scene. That's when shit went ABSOLUTELY BATSHIT CRAZY. I'm talking seungmin in his seat (this seat being hyunjins lap) squirming like a worm on a hook during shark week. hyunjin is "slightly" annoyed that seungmin won't STOP FUCKING MOVING (and maybe even a little aroused but shh don't tell anyone). Did i mention hyunjin was also trying to hide his now fully hard boner while also trying to remain composure so that seungmin didn't think he was a weirdo?(Seungmin POV)i was just watching the movie when the sex scene started playing. Not having watched anything like this before, I tried hiding my eyes. After a little while, I noticed something poking my ass. Having an idea as to what it might be, I started wiggling my ass. (Hyunjin POV)Seungmin started grinding his ass onto hyunjins clothed member. but hyunjin wasn't having it. So he grabbed his hips making the boy stop his ministrations. 'Now princess if you don't stop your going to get punished." hyunjin growled into the shorters ear. Seungmin whimpered at hyunjins words. 
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hey just wanted to tell u ur really awesome and talented and i hope ur having a good day :)))
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Request:I was wondering if you can do a Benny weir x reader where Benny shows her who she belongs too bc Jesse starts to flirt with her if that’s ok with you but if not then that’s alright!😊 love the writing by the way
Yes I've been inactive for a long time. No we aren't gonna talk about it.
Benny Weir x Reader
Warnings: some swearing here and there
Summer has finally come to an end. Time to go back to your favoirte yet least favorite place. White Chapel High. You loved your friends and kinda had fun fighting all the crazy supernatural shit that came around but at the same time it was school. How great could it be. Hopefully this year would be better since you and Benny started dating. Orientation started a few days ago but you weren't a freshman so you didn't have to go. Ugh. Just thinking about the annoying freshman crowding the halls made you already want death.
You arrived early to school sine you were so excited to see Benny but you were a little too early. There was actually nobody there yet.
7:25 and the doors finnally opened so you could hang out inside at least. It was a bit chilly this morning and you left your jacket at home. Other people finally showed up so you felt a little less awkward now.
You stopped by your locker to drop off your lunch when some guy started hitting on you.
"Hey good lookin" you could practically hear his smirk
"Uhm, can I help you?" You quickly responded already feeling uncomfortable
"Well if you truly want to help, youll give me your number" he closed your locker gently
You laughed and literally walked away.
You'd hoped he wouldn't follow, but he did.
"Um pardon me but I asked for your number" he sounded demanding.
You stopped in the middle of the hallway, turned around and said "fuck off would ya" and continued walking. This time he didn't follow.
1st period rolls around and of course you have a class with the jerk who bugged you all morning luckily Benny was also in that class
The teacher assigned partners for this project and you manifested Benny as your partner so hard yet the universe worked against you.
"Y/N and Jesse" she said, mispronouncing your name.
"fuck" you think to yourself
You stood up to go sit with your partner when he interrupted you
"ah allow me" he smirked
You rolled your eyes and sat back down, looking at Benny for reassurance, who frowned at you when he got partnered with some jock
Jesse sat himself next to you putting his arm on your chair, you sit forward and try to ignore him, basically doing the project alone, you frequently looked up at Benny hoping he'd notice your inconvenience.
When he did finally look up he almost jumped out of his seat, but decided against it to not cause a scene, and also not get his ass kicked by Jesse.
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Jesse once again started prying at you for your number, completely ignoring your disinterest
"so you must not have heard me earlier" he spoke "I don't enjoy being ignored" he sounded more threatening now.
Benny heard this and decided to intervene despite the teacher scolding him to sit down. He walked over to you and crouched down to grab something from your bag.
"Hey honeybun just need my chapstick, are we still going to burger bar for lunch?"
You immediately played into the sudden lunch plans
"yeah I just gotta be back by 1 for my extra credit in photography" you said making it as believable as possible.
Benny stood up slow, put a hand on your cheek and shared a short yet passionate kiss with you, making eye contact with Jesse after, his glare alone could kill a man.
The teacher scolded Benny once more to get back to work and stop distracting other students, Benny shot her a look as well.
Jesse scoffed and worked silently til the end of the class, the bell rang and the teacher asked Benny to stay late. Great just what you needed.
You took as long as possible to leave class, waiting for Jesse to be out of sight, however your teacher wasn't starting conversation with your boyfriend while you were there so you still had to leave.
You reluctantly step into the hallway expecting to see Jesse at the corner, but you were pleasantly surprised when he wasn't there. Your teachers voice faded as you walked down the hall towards your next class. You don't have your next class with Benny so you'll probably just text him about whatever Mrs. Fletcher said to him.
You get to your next class and we're relieved to see no Jesse and a familiar Rory in the corner. You quickly claimed your seat next to him as he excitedly started rambling about something you've already lost track of.
About 15 minutes into class another student walked in late.
"fucksake" you mumble
"what did I do now?" Rory panicked
"Not you Rory, for once"
Jesse walked in smirking at you. He dropped some paper by your desk, you didn't even bother to look twice at it
"Sorry Im late, last minute schedule change, realized I liked photography more than theater" you could feel his devilish smile with every word.
Photography is now a class you'll be ditching.
Lunch time rolled around and you were on your way to Benny's car when Jesse stopped you, only now he's not asking.
"listen princess I know you think you're too good for me or something by pretending to date that nerd, I'll admit even this kiss was a little convincing, I just don-"
You cut him off
"pretending???" You began laughing at him "you're just upset that I can see actual value in a person"
Oh he's pissed now. Jesse pushed you into Benny's car.
"the only value that boy has is as a meal" he flashed his teeth
Benny came out of nowhere and actually punched Jesse in the face.
"that's my fucking girlfriend you leech" he shouted
To say you were shocked is an understatement. Seeing Benny this angry was so new, and in all honesty quite attractive since he's fighting for you.
"get in the car" he says softly to you as he opens the door for you.
Jesse got up and was ready to attack but Sarah got there in time to have a dramatic standoff with him while Benny got on the driverside.
You watched Jesse storm off in the rear view mirror as Benny angrily drove off.
"love, are you okay?" Benny said with full concern, "are you hurt at all?"
You smiled softly at him "my head hurts a bit, I may have dented your car"
He opened his glove box that has random stuff like napkins, ketchup packets and ibuprofen in it, he handed you 2 for your headache.
"wanna go home and watch movies?" He asked
"but my extra credit" you said sadly
"come on we deserve this, And you're technically hurt so I should be taking care of you" he grabbed your hand and rubbed it softly.
"Benny Weir you are a bad influence" you said laughing "but I get to pick the movie"
"deal!" He shouted in excitment
Ok so I got a little off track I just kinda kept rolling because I didn't want it to be too short. I hope you enjoy and once again. Apologies for starving you all 😭
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bukojuiice · 3 years
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— genshin boys as your late night study buddy
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ೃ ft. childe, diluc, kaeya, zhongli, xiao and albedo x gn! reader
ೃ 200-299 words per character!  (they are your bfs in this! bc MAN do i desperately want one of the genshin boys to cram school works with and shower me with luv and affection.) ♡
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ZHONGLI:
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– Zhongli would be a very chill study partner. He will always keep his cool and focus, never letting his attention stray away from less trivial things. If he can focus, he’ll focus. There’s always this sense of comfort surrounding him that brightens up your mood and productivity. The both of you are sat in this long table, papers, books, and cute matching pencils are sprawled about. You lean your head on his shoulder, as he serenades you with his deep and butter voice, explaining all the formulas to you. Being able to study in peace and quiet with him is always a blissful experience. He never fails to brew you green tea (as it helps the brain function) even if that meant going down to the kitchen at 2 in the morning. He always brings a small humidifier and some essential oils with him that can help brighten up the study mood and that emits a wafting vanilla pinecone scent to keep you happy. (He’s just fancy like that.) When he doesn’t understand the concepts right away, he’d turn to you, his sharp amber eyes gazing at yours with nothing but innocent and love, and asks: “(Y/N)... what reference is this supposed to be? pepe the frog? kermit the frog? here come dat boi? aren’t they all just amphibians? what are the differences between them? I am very intrigued.”
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CHILDE:
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  – Childe loves a challenge. An academic challenge. He loves the thrill of finishing school works the night before the deadline, he loves studying for a pop quiz twenty minutes before the bell rings, and most importantly, he loves to pretend he doesn’t know how to solve point a to point b if that means getting to spend time with you as you tutor him on how to do so. He’s at the top of the class, He’s popular and friendly, He’s the captain of the Archery Team, and one of the vice council members of the Fatui Club. But, no other title will ever come close to being your study buddy. You and Childe always chill on the bed whenever you study. Especially when the both of you have the sudden urge to just laze around. Well, it is the wee hours of the night, so just lounging around and trying to resist the urge of sleep is pretty understandable. Sometimes, the two of you would take power naps in between study sessions. This meant cuddle times! Childe will always cuddle with you, (he’s the big spoon and you are the smol spoon) and often times you would be immersed into your textbook while he’s scrolling through his phone and looking for some of the current and popular memes. He’d poke you on the cheek and show you what he’s found. It was quite annoying sometimes and you would reprimand him for it, but it never fails to make you laugh. You jokingly suggested one time that the two of you sneak in the library after closing hours, and your chaotic boyfriend turns to you with the biggest smirk plastered on his face. “Let’s do it baby. I know the law.”
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DILUC:
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–You and Diluc are the cutest pair of night owls. So, studying late at night is never a problem with him because with the help of each other, the both of you are unstoppable. An actual power couple. Batman and his love interest who? I only know (Y/N) and Diluc. Mondstadt University should be giving you the title of #NoSleepGang for the “Campus Cuties” awards because the two of you are able to ace every test still despite lack of sleep.  You and Diluc are very very organized. The both of you own matching couple planners (that the both of you had gifted to each for Christmas) and have your entire study schedule planned out already. Since the two of you prefer to study at night, your dates are usually done during the day. Which meant never having to worry about the upcoming finals whilst you’re at a cute little café with him. The both of you have respective desks whenever you study together, but you never fail to gaze at your crimson-haired boyfriend with the cutest pout and biggest puppy eyes. He always gives in and next thing you know, your swivel chairs are practically glued next to each other and the both of you are cuddling in your seats. One thing that Diluc never fails to do is pamper you with comfort food or little gifts that you love after a long and tiring week of hell (aka exams) It’s such a sweet gesture and the blissful relationship that you have can’t get any better than this.
“I got you some boba and that necklace from Pandora that you’ve always wanted. I-I’m so proud of you (Y/N). You did great, my love.”
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KAEYA:
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- You are the Lawful Good to Kaeya’s Chaotic Evil. Kaeya is always tempted to ask for answers from your professors. He’s quite the teacher’s pet, but with good intentions. That’s just how he rolls. Every time he jokes about going to the faculty to help out and the answer sheets are just out in the open, waiting to be snatched, you always glare at at him and punch him softly on the arm, every time he tries to bring up the idea. To which he would always reply with, “I’m kidding. Just kidding my love.” You and Kaeya have amazing study hacks. He is always able to find a movie that is somewhat related to the topics that the both of you are currently studying about. For example, when the topic was an introduction to different branches of science, Kaeya chose Big Hero 6  as the “Educational Movie Of the Day.” He is always able to find something fun and informative for the both of you to watch. Well, Kaeya does find fun and interest in everything. Another effective strategy that both of you do is every time you or him get an answer right, you reward each other with either a kiss on the cheek or a bear hug. Both of these affectionate gestures give you butterflies in your stomach anyway, so it doesn’t matter which is which. With the ideas that Kaeya constantly makes up every single day of your study sessions, there’s a high chance that you’ll never fluke a test ever again.
“Oh. That’s pretty cool of you (Y/N). You got 30 correct answers! If we count everything, so I basically gave you 15 forehead kisses and 15 bear hugs. Congrats! I know we’re going to ace our finals!”
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XIAO:
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– Xiao is extremely intelligent and talented in a myriad of things. However, he lacks self-confidence. You’ve sworn to your boyfriend that you’d help him gain confidence in his academic abilities. Which is why you became study buddies in the first place. It served as dates with him too! Although he stubbornly refused at first, his reasons being that he can do things by himself and he doesn’t need any help. You continued to encourage him that this was going to help the both of you and it was a way for the two of you to bond, and Xiao hesistantly agreed right after. As the captain of the soccer team, “The Liyue Adepti”, The only free time that Xiao has was during the evening which is the reason for your scheduled late night studies with him. This brought so much more intimate and sweet moments with him though! It meant sleepovers with him, midnight snack runs, and casual early morning strolls in the park. It became sort of a routine. Your hand interlaced with his, the crisp morning air, the little chirpings birds, and the tranquil swaying of the trees brought so much comfort to the both of you. Xiao would be the type of student to not speak up unless he’s called. Even if he knows the answer. The both of you sit on some floor pillows whenever you would study. So, whilst you read aloud, Xiao always hugs you from behind, resting his head on your shoulder.
“I don’t deserve the patience and love you give me, (Y/N). I am eternally grateful for everything you’ve done for me. I hope you know, that I’ll always be here for you.”
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ALBEDO:
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- Being the university’s library assistant has it’s perks. Access to infinite knowledge, quiet solitude within the library walls, and being able to hang out with your boyfriend. It was truly a perfect deal. After classes, Albedo would be heading straight over to the library to do his work. You’d meet him there and wait until he gets his work done, and then the two of you head home together or have dinner. Albedo likes to plan things in advance. He’s quite busy, being a part of university’s alchemist group and as a library assistant, but, he will always study with you. He even brings Klee with him at times too! She’s always an energetic and cute addition, + she tattles on and on about how in love Albedo is with you and how he would never shut up about you at home. Albedo puts a lot of effort into creating review materials for the both of you. He makes very intricate drawings of modules, dioramas of certain science models, and has all the formulas memorized for him to list down. He’s a genius after all, and although you’ve constantly told him time and time again that he doesn’t have to make a review paper specifically catered to you, he still insists. He always gifts you one whenever it’s exam week (he adds extra detail to them during your finals) The cutest thing about these papers are scribbled about in all of the pages. The cutest doodles of the two of you with hearts and flowers drawn all over. Albedo + (Y/N) is even written in the last page, along with a heartfelt message: 
“I put all my faith and belief in you, (Y/N). I know you can do this. I’m proud of everything you’ve reached so far, my beloved. and I know you’ll reach greater heights. Let’s continue to excel and thrive together. I can’t wait to spend the rest of this journey with you.”
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honey-milk-depresso · 3 years
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Just had a crack idea for twisted wonderland- their s/o(mc/reader) using the knowledge from their world and T poses to assert dominance over the boys: ruggie,riddle, Epel, jade & floyd, separated & headcanon format bc it's easier I think (?) KDKDJDJDJDJ help idk why I thought of this-
I think I heard of this before, welp I still T pose to make my friends fear me when it comes to gimme 10 cents I gotta buy the tissues >:3 Jk jk but I still need those tissues- hope you enjoy! Sorry I couldn’t do Riddle tho-
TWST T-pose in front of them
Ruggie Bucchi
He’s constantly working.
Being Vice Dorm leader ain’t easy,
especially when the dorm leader is Leona.
He has to go the extra mile to do Leona’s work, his work and find some way to get his lunch money
sighs
And you’ve been noticing.
And while you appreciate he’s trying NOT to scheme and trick others to helping him, or stealing things,
you can’t help but feel sorry,
and that he’s overworking himself far too much,
he did not take breakfast either, ate some cookie for lunch? And is back to work again now in the middle of the night.
So, you did the one thing needed in this situation.
“S/o, wtf are you doing?”
“I am asserting my dominance with this T pose, and as the dominant one of this relationship between us, I demand you eat the dinner I made for you, drop Leona’s work, and sleep.”
Ruggie stared at you, before he chuckled softly, and ruffled your hair.
“Shishishi~ Alright, alright, dominant one.”
His eyes softened as he kissed your forehead.
Dominant one you are.
Epel Felmier
Big bruh-
He’s really tired of putting on so much make up and performing and rehearsing with VIL
And to top it off, Vil overblotted,
and then they’re back to performing again.
But Epel still had schoolwork,
but tomorrow’s a frickin’ Saturday???
What???
Epel baby, no-
so 
basically
this action you have learnt and acquired in your world that you’ll do it to him NOW-
“S/o, w-what are you doing..?”
“I am asserting my dominance with this T-pose. And since I am the dominant one, I demand you abandon your work and sleep. Do your schoolwork tomorrow.”
Epel’s eyes softened, before he chuckled lightly.
“Alright, alright, I’ll do it tomorrow.”
He went over to his bed and yawned.
“Today was a long day, wasn’t it?”
Jade Leech
Like Ruggie, being a vice dorm leader is difficult
and tiring
and it’s even more tiring when he’s working at Monstro Lounge 
Managing pesky trouble makers,
going after table to table,
serving after serving all the customers
it really is tiring.
He still needs to tackle schoolwork and after school activities.. sort of-
And not only that, many people ask him for help on a daily basis,
really is tiring.
So, like the rest of this headcanon,
you are the most smartest person,
you have acquired
the knowledge of getting Jade to listen to you
“Oya? S/o, what type of strange pose are you doing? Is this suppose to be a prank?”
“No, it is not, my eel lover. I am T-posing to assert my dominance. And because I have more dominance than you in this relationship we have build healthily, I demand you got to bed with me, and also drink the hot tea I made for you.”
Jade blinked, before he grinned, and snorted, patting your head.
“Usually, you’re the one I take care of, but.. I don’t mind if we switch roles today oh dominant s/o,” he smiled,
gently caressing your cheek before placing a gentle kiss on it.
Usually he’s the dominant one,
but he doesn’t mind you being the one today~
Floyd Leech
Floyd’s a special case
it’s more rather you assert your dominance not because he’s tired,
but more rather you don’t want him to skip classes.
You’re worried about him, because he’s getting on his teachers’ nerves,
and you don’t want him to show up so moody.
So after he finished his shift,
you appeared right in front of him with a determined face.
“Hm?”
And then you unleashed the knowledge you’ve acquired from your world.
“Eh~ Koebi chan, what are you doing?”
You looked up at Floyd.
“I am asserting dominance with a T-pose. And as the more dominant one, I demand you not to skip classes. I do not want you, my eel lover, to be moody and feel down. I must see you genuinely happy, otherwise I will not be happy to see you unhappy.”
He blinked once.
Twice.
Before he broke into a grin, laughing.
“Ehehehe!~ Koebi chan is being so cute and funny today!”
He hugged you on the spot, 
almost making you lose your balance.
“Okay!~ I won’t, but only if you hug me everyday!~”
He thinks you’re so adorable,
and now he’s T-posing to assert his dominance to other students, but I guess it’s more likely to scare them than care for them.
Azul is so done-
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meursaulty · 2 years
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studying under each of the arcanum scholars is like... [hcs]
sometimes i forget that the arcanum is wizard college lol
the game just gives you ione as an advisor/mentor figure by default, and don't get me wrong, i love her, but i feel bad about ignoring the others. SO... please accept my humble offering of hcs (longish post):
qyburn stellargaze
i'm sorry but he seems like the type of guy to give you stuff like this
you ask him what he wants from you by the end of the week and he gives you 4 different, contradictory answers
but honestly he doesn't care as long as you have something at the end of the week
is one of those professors that cancels class bc they don't want to teach that day
he's disorganized, but it's really because he just has so many projects going on at once, even with your help. he does still want you to actually learn though... he can go on for days answering almost any question you have about astral magic and celestian history/culture if you're just straightforward about it
baba yaga
also a little disorganized, but more on the side of chaotic than forgetful
often contacts you 5 mins before your arranged meeting time telling you to meet her in some other world so she can show you a spell
*gives 50 assignments* *complains about having to grade them all* *proceeds to drop half of them because she doesn't think they're useful anymore*
would give your grade a phat curve at the end just for funsies 🤪
if your wizard is from earth, she would love to hear what children's/folk tales you remember
has made mellori guest lecture at least once (even though it's all stuff you already know, having graduated from ravenwood)
her classes aren’t necessarily difficult, just verrryyy confusing at times. somehow, you still make it out just fine and manage to have a good time?? cyrus drake could NEVER
ignus ferric
lets you work the forge of legends for extra credit but still makes you buy the recipes full price (reagents are pricey and he's gotta fuel his own work somehow)
most of your work with him is helping him develop new spells
likes to go around the arcanum with you to check on the other scholars in the name of ~interdisciplinary study~ ... really more of a social call but whatever
sometimes gives you tasks that are very sketchy in terms of safety. no he hasn't tested them himself. but he'll do them with you!! pyromancers burn bright when they work together!
he's generally one of the more lighthearted scholars, but he'll take it down a notch and be real with you should the situation call for it. pep talks, the cold hard truth, whatever you want...
ione virga
she's intense as a mentor - she likes original work so a lot the time you spend under her is exploring uncharted territory in the field of divination
a harsh grader... you're gonna have to sell your soul for an a
but she isn't tough without reason! she just has high standards, a reputation to uphold, and she wants you to do your very best
growth mindset girlie -- really, she isn't out to get you. she wants you to learn from your mistakes. resilience and problem solving are as important as the magic when it comes to her teaching
she lets up a little by the end of your term, because she knows she isn't easy on you
says she doesn't take late work but she actually does as long as she hasn't gotten around to grading yet anyway (just don't tell anyone or she'll change the policy)
jaki whisperwind
as long as you leave her tutelage having learned something, she's happy
will draw you multicolored diagrams, give demonstration upon demonstration, and explain theories and concepts in 759487 different ways if it means getting you to understand
aesthetically, she's like one of those Pinterest Teachers, but in practice she's actually bearable -- positive, but not in a toxic way
she doesn't believe in grades lol. she will literally give you an a for effort
but she's big on mutual respect. you have to fulfill your duties as a student just as she fulfills hers as a teacher. you can't just do the bare minimum and expect to pass (because you won't)
gives bonus points if you bring her a souvenir from unicorn way
qismah shasa
qismah has the most traditional style of teaching
she of course still has the arcanum flair for making you go out on your own and get practical experience, but solo adventures would be bookended by preliminary research and formal written reports/presentations
^ which you already kinda do in canon at the end of worlds
she makes you edit and revise your reports a million times before your final submission, which is annoying but actually quite helpful for your future work
keeps copies of your best work on the shelves in her office
she comes off pretty serious and focused, but if you're both free, she'll gladly welcome you into her office and tell you stories about mirage or the history of her various decorations/trinkets
tarrak hadfield
proud supporter of hands on experience - whether that's sending you out to face some creature or just sparring with him in a practice room
likes exploring the extremes - how much damage can you do (offensive) and how little can you take (defensive)?
you don't have to do much written work for him. what he really wants to see is improvement in how you perform magic, so most of your grade comes from the aforementioned hands on experience
he doesn't feed you answers. he wants you to assess your own strengths/weaknesses before he tells you them to make sure you're thinking critically about what you're doing. basically, you dictate what would otherwise be your written work
sets aside days to spend outside doing a non-magic/non-combat activity like climbing to keep some variety
velma von venkman [credit to @wizzycore for this dynamic]
velma barely has any pull at the arcanum (src) so you can bet that if you were studying under her, you'd be doing the grunt work with her... she would probably still be trying for her tenure while having you as a student
this means following her around to some pretty nasty places and defeating various creatures/collecting shadow essence to study instead of just reading about said creatures
can't rely on existing research if you are the research
working with her would feel more like a group project at times - she gives you a lot of control over how to go about things
despite how she's mentoring you, she's still fairly new to the arcanum and would be very understanding if you needed an extension/day off ("sorry, velma. can't get my draft in today, new world-ending threat just came in" / "yeah that's cool just forward it to me when you can")
zander
he's one of those flipped classroom people, where you teach yourself most of the material and spend the time you have with him reinforcing it
because do you really want to sit through a telepathically delivered lecture...
a lot of the time he just tells you to go off and do something new/fun/comfortable before reporting back
but there is a point to it ^ he wants you to see firsthand how your own experiences play into the quality of your magic (e.g. what makes a spell really effective? what inner intention, linked to what feeling? then, how do you channel that intention in the future?)
he's more knowledgeable on the theories of theurgy than the combat skills that the savior of the spiral would need, so he teaches you attack spells, but sends you to practice them with another scholar or initiate
one of his class requirements is just sitting with him in his office and joining his meditation. it's actually very nice
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mostlymaudlin · 2 years
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I don't remember the numbers lmao. Teacher AU + Interrupted Declaration of Love. Maybe also Locked in a room 👀
YESSS THESE ARE SO GOOD. i accidentally went off so I’ll put a cut in lol.
okay so. they work at a middle school, so you already know it’s gonna be trouble. baz teaches the language arts intervention classes, meaning he works with kids who need extra reading & writing support. simon is the school social worker. they’ve been working together all year because let’s be honest a lot of their students overlap! and there’s like a weird undertone between them that they can never address because they’re always surrounded by kids and idk just take it from me it’s hard to flirt around middle schoolers they see everything and they’re merciless. and neither of them rly partake in staff bonding events bc that shits lame.
now theyre both working summer school — so take all the chaos already here and multiply it by 10. the thing about summer school is that it’s four weeks of hell and the trauma bonding amongst staff is intense. after the first week, the administrator takes everyone out for drinks after work. simon and baz stay out after everyone leaves because they’re having so much fun and it gets flirtier and flirtier until… simon invites baz to go home with him! and they fuck but they kind of decide it’s not a good time for them to start dating (even tho they’ve both got crushes). so now they’re doing this weird friends w benefits thing “to ease the stress” as summer school goes on.
cue the last day of summer school, after the kids go home. everyone is cleaning up camp and putting stuff away and simon and baz end up getting asked to go put something in the basement, which is really spooky and kind of gross. neither of them realized the door locks automatically so they get stuck in the basement (obviously). and now they’re alone and there’s like 45 minutes until they’re not in summer school anymore and what does that mean for them? and they’re being so awkward and self-sabotaging and baz just looks rly pretty and kind of sad in the shitty pale yellow basement light, and simons internally like, FUCK IT, we are basically dating right now and it would be worse to work with him this fall and wonder than it would be to work with an ex in the future (but honestly, he can’t imagine why he would ever break up with baz) and he crowds up into bazs space and he’s gonna TELL HIM HOW HE FEELS AND THEN… someone comes looking for them and opens the door.
and then they’re around people finishing up the work day. and then they’re in the parking lot and then they’re both saying their too tired to do a last round of drinks with the rest of the staff. and then simons watching baz drive out of the parking lot in his stupid pretty vintage mustang. simon just sits there in the parking lot ruminating. five minutes later, he still hasn’t left, and bazs car peels back into the parking lot. he parks so crooked and doesn’t turn the engine off and storms toward simons toyota corolla.
simon gets out of the car, confusesd. he’s like, “what’s wrong?” because baz looks fucking livid, but baz doesn’t answer — he pushes simon against the car and winds his fingers into his hair and kisses the shit out of him. simon pulls away after a few seconds, because he needs baz to know.
“it wasn’t just for fun,” he says, breath ragged. “it wasn’t just stress-relief. i don’t want us to be over.”
and baz leans his forehead against simons, eyes squeeze shut, and nods.
“it wasn’t that for me, either,” baz murmurs. “it was always more than that.”
the words send a shiver down simons spine. his hands are on bazs shoulders, but he moves them up to cup bazs cheeks, pulling his face forward to brush their mouths together.
“i want you to be my boyfriend,” simon breathes against bazs lips. he feels baz inhale sharply, feels his fingers tighten in simons hair.
baz kisses simon instead of answering, to which simon pushes him away and demands assurances. and ofc baz is like duh ive been yearning for so long please don’t make me talk abt it it’s embarrassing. and then they’re like omg this one kid who always tells them that she “ships” them is gonna be absolutely demonic if the kids figure out they’re dating in the fall. but like they’re in LOVE it’s worth it to be taunted by middle schoolers if they get to have each other 🥰
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