#SORRY I'M JUST REBLOGGING EVERYONE'S REBLOG TAGS

[vettelsvee]

... READY FOR IT? | Charles Leclerc

MY TORTURED DRIVERS DEPARTMENT REPUTATION ⋆ TRACK 1

charles leclerc x reader ⋆ smau

summary: y/n finally decides she’s ready to make her relationship with charles public even people just hate her so much for her past dating other f1 drivers. 

taglist: [@celemilii @theseerbetweenus @anniee-mr @stelena-klayley @lozzamez3 @0710khj @afterg1ows @vincentvanshoe @coco-loco-nut @minkyungseokie @lemon-lav @stinkyjax @seokjinkismet @c-losur3 @annewithaneofthegreengable @khaylin27] thanks to all of you who wanted to be tagged! don't forget you can join my taglist by commenting or telling me through dm <3

a/n: i was supposed to start posting this on june 1st, but since we reached 500 followers here i wanted to start posting as a "celebration". i really don't like thinking about thing kind of things BUT i thought this was a special occasion, especially since you've received me really well here. thank you so much to you all who take time to read my works! i've never thought someone would read what i write tbh this is my very first smau so sorry if it's a little bit crap, i promise to improve for the next ones 🙏

you can send your one shots requests here! feedback, as well as comments and reblogs, are truly appreciated!

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y/n we're sooooo back on track (for the third time, yes! idgaf what you all have to say 🥰)

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user1 wait wasn't she dating mick schumacher? what is she doing in the ferrari garage?

user2 that was during 2021 season. she broke up with him and then started dating lando back in july 2022 if i remember correctly

f1gossip yep! in 2021 she dated mick, in 2022, lando, and now seems like she put her eyes on one of the ferrari guys 👀

user3 what a bitch. she's fucking everyone to get fame or...?

yourbestfriend go on girlie! show your amour your support 😌

y/n yourbestfriend what a stupid action... fuck you

user4 y/n are you going home? because that's what you should be doing lol

user5 guys I know that y/n might not be a piece of cake for everyone, but PLEASE, respect her

user7 exactly this!

charles_leclerc ❤️

user10 charles explain?

user11 wdym A READ HEART

user12 she might be dating charles omg

carlossainz55 happy to have you finally here! ❤️🙌🏻

user13 NOW CARLOS? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY GUYS? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?

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y/n since you seem so interested, yep: i'm on the ferrari garage f1 are you spilling the tea? cos I'm not. xoxo, your friendly neighborhood wag

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y/n i was scared af to tell you that french dude and i've been dating for the past seven months. you can call me whore or whatever you want because at this point i don't really care about anything. it's been a wild ride with me feeling soooo uncomfortable with you commenting every now and then about my past relationships. i love mick and i love lando, but sometimes things don't work out, and you don't seem to understand that. anyways, all I have to say is that charles makes me the happiest woman on earth, and that we don't apologize for winning ❤️💋

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charles_leclerc life in these past seven months has been insane. y/n, bet your ready for more but... are you ready for it?

#charles leclerc #charles leclerc x reader #charles leclerc x yn #charles leclerc smau #smau #f1 smau #f1 fic #charles leclerc one shot #charles leclerc fic #cl16 #ferrari #my tortured drivers department #f1 #formula 1 #charles leclerc x you #taylor swift #reputation #ready for it

[cloudmancy]

which is worse: d20 tumblr or d20 twitter?

this is such a funny question. frankly I prefer talking with my existing friends over discord over either of them but here's a breakdown of my experience with them

d20 tumblr

feels like a more isolating experience because of the way tumblr is set up in general as a platform. I follow relatively few people here, so all my interactions are from people engaging with my art (love you mwah) or asking me questions. nearly every time I go into a d20 related tag I regret it

I think frankly I disagree with 90% of the opinions on d20 here but because I don't have to see it I can just post my art and go

feels relatively static like there's not a good way to get everyone talking about a specific transformative fandom thing instead of only what's happening in canon because it's a looser more disconnected community

allows for longer posts and the search system on my own blog is great though. I love directing people to go through my tags or archived art

d20 twitter

incredibly, astonishingly, bad at recognizing jokes for people who are fans of a comedy show

way easier to interact with people which means most of the friends I make are from d20twt...

very easy to get everyone talking about one specific thing (ie fhsonas) because of how interactive Twitter is as a platform and how quickly word spreads

downside of this^ is that every time I express an opinion someone disagrees with they tend to assume that this is a majority opinion rather than like, 3-4 popular gay asian artists speaking their mind? when I complained about fhjy 18 battle on here I got interesting and thoughtful reblogs and everyone kept it respectful meanwhile on twitter people started making vaguetweets about how people who hated the episode were morons. stuff like us joking that oisin's grandma's whole mahjong group got murked getting 200 likes VS people directly shitting on us getting 1.7k likes and people going "wait... people are mad about oisins grandma for REAL?! she was going to kill people !!" getting 2k likes. clearly there is some sort of strange authority people put on your words whether or not you're actually just trying to have fun with your friends

I did talk about this more on twitter but I am not a fan of the CRitterfication of d20twt either. feels like much of the fandom is now watching because they're megafans of the cast rather than for the story which leads to some really big toxic positivity bias and the implication that criticism of the show == direct attack on the crew and therefore on THEM because parasocial attachment. I don't think it helps that for a majority of them d20 is their first big fandom experience aside from like... kpop or tswift because they have not developed a lot of the detachment from canon + not being parasocial + ignoring opinions you don't like if they're not directly addressed at you mechanisms that people who've been around have. sorry I'm not trying to fandom elder or whatever here I'm 21 years old but I think it's incredibly hard for me to interact with people whose entire understanding of canon depend on siobhan thompson's opinions like this

tldr;

d20twt has way less reading comprehension and critical thinking skills. better for making friends. I interact almost entirely with 30-40 of my artist friends. (my) d20tumblr experience is more chill and feels like I'm doing a seminar and people come up to ask me questions afterward. more isolating but easier to do my own thing. I do recognize and am fond of a lot of you but I've made one (1) entire friend who I can talk to off platform and not just see on the dash/my notes and that's just the nature of how tumblr works as a platform (it's terrible for conversations)

#asks #anon #long post

[lebattewurr]

#mayoi ayase #again. sorry #ensemble stars #watercolor #tw fish gore??? #sushi ingredients for niki #fufu #please don't hate me i'm a very small creature with strange logical guro processes #and thank you so much to everyone who reacts to my art #or just stares without disgust #I just think about reblogging and start giggling and dangling my legs #i don't deserve this kindness but i love every faceless user on this site so much #and at the same time I'm afraid to subscribe #reblog or communicate... sorry #have a little silly tagged paper love correspondence because it's more intimate and less head-on #really don't know how to communicate properly #I'm sorry

[mel-loly]

-Regardless of what you chose in the poll I did yesterday, I would make my decision alone. And I decided to reveal my first name, which is:

-Melissa💛

You don't have to call me by my name, you can continue calling me by my nickname if you want, but if you also want to call me “Melissa” that's okay! Also- I apologize to those who didn't want to know my name and now they know it, it's just that I really wanted to reveal my name so... I made this Gif to show that I'm still Mel, but now, also Melissa to you guys💖

#sorry everyone but the same way I would do what I wantedqkshskdb #hope you guys like my name-? idk-- at least accept it..? #my name is name so- yeah- kabzksbkahks #mel designer #melissa designer #there are a lot of arts and from different fandoms as well as my ocs #so I'm just going to put some things in and anyway- the rest you guys #put in the tags by yourself on your reblogs! #cookie run kingdom #one piece #grian hermitcraft #hello kitty #c!mel loly #mel loly #primrose #primloly #diamond wings #sabryna #my ocs #my characters #my universe #celeste #my friend oc #sabryleste #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️ #my art blog #art #my art #art mel #my gif

[pocket-lin]

Hey!! 💕 for the fandom ask game, 5, 9 and 20? 🤩

hi!!! thank you for sending me this ask!! once again apologizing if the format for this is all janky, assume I have no clue what I'm doing 80-90% of the time!! also I found out so many of these writer's have tumblrs that I wasn't following so that was exciting!!

please note: this is all about the harry potter fandom so if you don't follow me for that, please look at my pinned post!! tldr is fuck jk and fuck terfs, I won't let her steal our joy!!

5. something I see a lot in fics and love

hmmmm... this is hard to narrow down!! so here's a few things I've been enjoying in hp fics I've read lately!

harry potter who is just so fucking earnestly in love. like, he's tripping over his feet so he can hold the door open for draco and looking at him with big heart eyes from across the pub. harry's got draco's order memorized from that takeout place he loves and he's been pining for draco for years in such an embarrassing way and all his friends are rolling their eyes and placing bets on when harry will finally make a fucking move.

adult ron weasley taking after his mother!! he makes delicious food and makes people scarves and shows his love through his actions!!

draco being absolutely rocked when he finds out that harry is queer! especially when harry is confident and completely unashamed of his sexuality. also throat goat harry

magic being tangible in some way!! like, a strong spell giving off the smell of ozone, being able to feel it in someone's hands, everyone's magic having a unique vibe.

harry as the ultimate dad. like, that dude 100% has so many complicated feelings about family and his kid(s) would be everything to him.

9. a ship that isn't your OTP but that you enjoy

I've been dipping into alllll kinds of ships lately. I love to just go look at individual ship tags on a03 and read the stuff with the highest kudos and then some of the most recent fics. I think you gotta do both to understand the ship!! here's some I've been vibing with lately (also realizing how many of these are drarry+someone else hahaha)

harry/draco is my otp BUT harry/ron and harry/ron/hermione are tied for second. that's harry's family!! they were his first friends and the first people to show him love and they literally went through war together. they know each other!! two favorite harry/ron fics of mine are Sun Kissed by @static-abyss and A tangled mess by @orange-peony! two harry/ron/hermione favorites are nineteen years later by wendydarlings and try to fix you by @maesterchill!

snarry - I was sooooo not into this in my early fandom days because so much of the ship stuff I saw was underage teacher/student stuff and that's very much not my thing. the first dip into this ship was actually through @writcraft's harry/draco/severus fic, A Life Worth Remembering, which is almost a complete subversion: Severus gets de-aged to 25 through a potions accident and has to stay with draco and harry, who are middle-aged and in an established relationship. its a gigantic change for everyone involved and the way their all find their way to each other is sooooooo good. from there I read all their snarry stuff. one of their other snarry fics I love is How We Were Warriors. I've actually been back into this ship the past few weeks and have loved On the Deficiencies of Translation Spells and old fires and phantom limbs by @liladiurne, as well as A Turn of the Page and Severus’s Story (or, A Hero’s Tale) by avioleta!

neville/harry and harry/draco/neville - I think about @kittycargo's Love to Give soooooo often. also absolutely love When it Returns by @academicdisasterfic and Touch Your Lips Just So I Know by @saxamophone!!

harry/draco/charlie - everyone go read Licurici by @lou-isfake and tell me you aren't a changed man!!!

ron/draco/harry. I can't even begin to talk about this one because we'd be here for a million years!!

20. your very first fandom!

I started doing irl fandom things for harry potter with my mom and sister when I was a little baby (I learned to read with the harry potter books!!) but my first solo (and almost exclusively online) fandom was the the teen titans!! I was obsessed with the marv wolfman and george perez comics from the 80s and completely lost my shit when they announced the teen titans animated series. that show cancellation still hurts 😭

#hi everyone sorry if tagging you all isn't the right etiquette or whatever!! #I'm new to actually posting things instead of just reblogging them!! #also is this readable at all? is there a better format for all these links and stuff? #fandom asks #ask games #fic recs #hp #drarry

[bakughostly]

wow it's been forever!! i had to take some time for life stuff but if anyone is here and reading this and you've sent me an ask or tagged me in a post (@willowser specifically you :') you have always been kind to keep me in mind), i am catching up and reading everything and i appreciate everyone!! i won't lie online interaction makes me like pretty anxious lmao but i am working on it... to hopefully be more active and engaged...

i am also going to post a chapter of something that I've been working on.... (like today i just have to format it) i usually dont like to post things unless i have them fully finished but i really need some kind of motivation i think. it's not a serious fic (though i am working on something serious) but i needed like a fun thing to write to keep my spirits up. i'm gonna post it on ao3 only until it's completely done i think and i have... no schedule for updates but it shouldn't take me like forever to update chapters. i hope anyone reading will like it it's literally a bachelor au lsdkjfdslfj and it starts off SO ridiculous but i promise there r real strong emotions later on... and drama. this week on the bachelorette...

#personal #heyyyyyyyyy sorry i've been away for a million years again #i really have 2 be in the right headspace to be active on this app #makes me happy to see a lot of people i love are still active and like posting consistently... honest inspirations #i adore everyone that has sent me anything or tagged me in anything i promise i'm not ignoring at all i am just bad at this website #thank u all for ur consideration and patience...... #willow if you see this sorry for dropping of the face of the planet i have just caught up on a big chunk of ur writing #but best believe i need to read and reblog and give u my comments u are so talented

[dragon-tamer-1]

I want to be able to reblog people's art without having to worry about people's negative reactions when it's someone that a majority of people don't like, is that so much to ask?

Why must it be a problem if I like someone's art even if the person believes in something others don't? Why must people treat people like they're bad for liking someone's art and writing when others don't like that person because of their beliefs?

I'm just hanging out and reblogging art and writing that I find enjoyable. In the end that's just what I'm doing when I reblog stuff. Enjoying it. If it's something I don't enjoy/like to see, I just block the tag or, if it's a specific blog that I decided that I didn't enjoy and don't want to see I block that blog as well. Otherwise just vibing. I don't hate anyone that doesn't like someone else of course, but the way people talk about that one person, it's like they think it's the worst possible thing for someone to enjoy that person's art and writing. I just can't hate someone based on that person's beliefs, it just goes against my own personal beliefs, and I can't help that I still enjoy those things.

I try to keep the drama and stuff off my blog cause I'm not about that. And it shouldn't be treated like some kind of crime to still enjoy someone's art/writing/etc just because other people don't like that person, in my opinion.

#vent post #i only feel this way cause someone on anon asked why i still follow a certain person cause i reblogged that person's post updating their fic #and i think it's weird that if people don't like that person. then just don't like that person #i just enjoy the art and writing #i only see hate going to that person yet that person has never spread hate for anyone to anyone #i just want to reblog stuff without it becoming this big thing of drama #discourse tw #stop spreading hate and just move on #at this point it just seems like toxic behavior (not attacking anyone. just how it feels to me) #like i said you can freely dislike someone #its just that it seems controlling when you want others to think like you do and dislike who you dislike and congorm to your own beliefs #I'm just here to enjoy art and writing #regardless of who it's from #unless that person has legitimately hurt people #just block certain tags and the person you dislike and move on #i don't think anyone is bad for liking or disliking people for their own reasons and personal beliefs #i also just cant hate someone for their own beliefs. especially since they're not hurting anyone with those beliefs #sorry for the down mood #this whole thing is just tiring for me and i just want to enjoy the things i like without being all “man people are going to dislike me - #just because i still like the art/writing of someone that everyone around me dislikes. i just want to enjoy stuff why must it be such #a controversial thing to just like something “ #can't we all just agree to disagree instead of being mean to someone who likes something /someone you don't? #liking and reblogging stuff that doesn't have any harmful stuff in it can't hurt anyone #i wish this stuff didn't make me feel as stressed as i did #I'll be fine #i just want to enjoy the art and stories that i came to love by the people who made them #regardless of their beliefs #cause i think that just because someone believes something doesn't make them a bad person for believing that

[dawntheduckrb]

I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)

I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏

#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that #wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it #so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always #i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone #tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying; #'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc' #and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know #and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone #let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to #i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao) #i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself #but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice #makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude #so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol) #((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did)) #i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry #i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody #i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them #everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share #this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this #tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :) #not rb #hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime) #i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one

[kissporsche]

so i've drafted something like 4 different goodbye posts in this last week, turns out I won't be using them

i'm going to come off hiatus and start reblogging things again, that includes kinnporsche and vegaspete, which will be tagged as kinnporsche and vegaspete like they always have been

I still love this show, these characters, these ships. i'll probably be posting less, and slightly different things, but i'm not willing to give up on something that can still bring me joy

#xoxo kissporsche #i also won't be deleting any old posts #there will be a few changes for my own mental well-being #it means i won't be reblogging everything in my tracked tag and i'm sorry for that #and i'll get round to answering the asks i still have too!! it might just take a while #to everyone that's talked to me over DMs/discord this past week i love you so much and i'm sorry for being such a mess

[itsanit]

I can feel myself becoming a worse person everytime an x reader fic doesn't specify that the reader is female

#Happy pride everyone I'm getting misgendered by fictional characters bc some fanfic authors are lazy self-absorbed assholes #If you don't specify gender in your fics I literally hate you #Also like it makes me dislike the characters too #like wow I didn't know link of legend of zelda fame was transphobic #Is it sad that I'm genuinely angry about this? Yeah #But I've been dealing with this shit for 2 years now and I'm tired of it #Like am I just not allowed in the x reader part of fandom now that I'm a boy?? Is that how this works? #Also thank you to everyone who tags their works as fem reader or has a read more section after they specify reader is female #You've saved me from a downward spiral into depression many times #You and the authors who write gn or male readers are heroes #I guess I'll tag this fir the fandoms who need to hear this #twisted wonderland #legend of zelda #resident evil #If for some reason you reblog this you can tag the fandoms you want to see this too ig #Sorry I'm emotional about this and it's worded bad it's late and I have not been sleeping well #x reader

[blueberrysan]

hello everyone 💙💙

just letting everyone know i am still here i promise!! and that i set up a queue to (hopefully) help me get more posts out

#feel free to tag me in things if you want me to see it #it's open to everyone and to most bands (though non ateez bands will be reblogged on my main) #i'm also forgoing tags atm so i can just reblog posts!! #i might try to go back and tag when i have time but we'll see #personal #delete later? #edit: off spring break now no gifs i sorry 😭😭

[thecowboykatsuki-anon]

Dead of Winter

Word Count: 1,070

Description: a vent piece, simple as that.

TW/CW: *please take the extra second to read this, I never want to trigger anyone* drug use (weed, cocaine); dub-con (it’s mentioned that Dabi and reader sleep together while under the influence, but there’s no details); mentions of physical abuse, emotional abandonment, parental struggles, self hate; mentioned that reader and Dabi have a toxic on/off relationship

A/N: If this helps you, feel free to reblog it. If you hate it, please don’t come at me over it in my ask box. I didn’t write this for entertainment purposes. I wrote it for me. That being said, if you have questions about what I've written, or just need someone to lean on, please reach out. I know the holidays can be rough.

As always, MDNI

“Don’t fucking touch me, I got it.”

Your words are sharp as they fall off your lips, normally so sweet, normally so careful with the way you speak, weighing each word carefully before you release them.

Dabi’s hand falls from the space between you, never quite reaching you but close enough that the air between you grows heavy with tension following your warning.

There’s no sounds in the cold winter air except for the frantic clicking of a lighter and your cursing under your breath as it consistently fails to light the blunt perched between your teeth.

The air is cold, even for him, and he knows you have to be freezing in your tshirt, snow coating the mountain landscape before you.

Any other time, he’d snap back at you over your tone, tell you to watch your fucking mouth and stop being a brat, but not this time.

He knows you’re hurting. He knows you’re not angry with him, but you are angry with the world itself and he knows that rage all too well. Knows how it burns down everything that stands in its path with its intensity.

Winter is always hard for you. It’s gotten harder every year, and he thought for sure that last year he was gonna lose you.

You’d cut him out, which wouldn’t have worried him so much if you hadn’t cut out everyone else too. He was used to the back and forth between you, had faith that you’d come back to him eventually.

But he hadn’t expected you to fade so fast. He hadn’t expected to see you so empty. Spending sleepless nights lost in alcohol, and when that stopped working, trying drugs you swore you’d never touch, never even consider.

He remembers those moments too well, remembers watching you become increasingly wired from across the room, at a party he never thought you’d enjoy. He remembers the way you’d tug frantically at his clothes when you’d notice him, begging sweetly against his mouth for him to lay you down, remembers the way you’d cut him out again the next day.

If he was honest, he’d admit both of you were too far gone to have stayed away from one another in the first place. Swapping bitter kisses in an empty hallway, the taste of white powder from your gums lingering on his tongue long after you were gone.

He knows you hate yourself for that. Knows that because of it, you look in the mirror and see the person you swore you would never become prominent in your features, a genetic curse in more ways than one.

He feels the same way whenever he sees Endeavor’s eyes glaring back at him in the mirror.

He knows you’re haunted by more than just what you see though, he’s watched you flinch when someone has moved a hand too quickly towards you, watched you take in everything in the room like your life depends on it, watched you catalogue every reaction, every tone thrown in your direction, ready to bare your teeth and fight at a moments notice. There are still some things you won’t speak to him about, things that have cut you deeper than he can imagine, things that have steadily hunted and consumed any peace you manage to find.

It had taken everything in you to pick yourself up after last year, and he’d stood by and waited patiently for that fire to spark in you again, there to prop you up when you needed him until you found your footing again.

But winters are hard. They’re filled with familial expectations, traditions you’ve never been allowed to partake in, absences you can ignore until you can’t, and you pretend like it’s fine, laugh it off like you’ve never been hurt. But he knows it weighs heavy on you. He sees it.

It’s why you’re desperately trying to get high in the middle of a December night in a tshirt of all things, hands trembling. You’re not sleeping nowadays, and while he’s not exactly the picture of stability and health himself, he knows its not good for you to spend so many days awake without sleep.

He’s broken out of his thought by your strangled shout, arm flying back to launch your lighter into the darkness, the snow cushioning its fall and maintaining the silence.

Your shoulders rise and fall heavily, fists clenched at your sides and he doesn’t need to see your face to know there’s a desperate look in your eyes as you fight back tears, fight back the urge to go find something stronger than weed to dull everything, the memory of being so numb heavier on your mind the longer that winter drags on.

He doesn’t say anything still. He knows it wouldn’t help. He knows you’d just feel pitied and ashamed, no matter how many times you’ve pulled him out of this same darkness, refusing to let anyone help you despite the fact that all you ever do is help everyone else.

He’d laugh if it wasn't so sad.

All you’ll allow him to do for now is share in the silence, allow him to lend you his company, and he’d like to think it helps. Keeps you from wandering too far from yourself.

This time, when he reaches for you again, you let him. Let him gently take the blunt and use his quirk to light it, inhaling deeply before he passes it back to you. He can’t help but notice the way your hands shake (more than usual) as you hold it, and he makes a mental note to pay attention to if you’re eating enough.

He still says nothing as he shrugs off his jacket, draping it over your shoulders and crowding your back for extra measure, arms warm as they wind tightly around your waist, his cheek resting on your head.

“Thanks.”

He’s never heard anyone sound so tired when you speak, like you’d shatter with just a single touch, but he holds you tight anyways, let’s his warmth seep through the clothing separating the two of you.

He hopes for just a moment, he’ll be able to make you feel his love. Make you feel that you’re not alone, no matter how badly you try to minimize damage by being so.

And silently, while the smoke from your mouth clouds his view of the stars above you both, he prays that winter ends soon.

#i'm not tagging this as a dabi piece because idk if it really counts as that but you're welcome to #i have a lot of resources im all good i promise #i just needed to get some feelings out #and this is my most productive way #even if it is a little cringe #vent piece #t's selfships #self ship #if this helps you #feel free to reblog it #if it doesn't and you hate it im sorry to hear that but please don't come complain in my inbox #this isn't FOR anyone but myself if that makes sense? #sending everyone a lot of love in the upcoming months #i know the holidays are hard #believe me i know #tw: drug use #tw: dubcon #tw: abuse

[jeongjinman]

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#sigh. #genuinely so sick of opening my notifications and seeing a bunch of likes instead of reblogs #i think I'm gonna stop making gifs now that tksm is over (and after I'm done with my moonjo sets) #because I'm so tired #like this shit is getting to my mental health which sounds dumb as fuck #but like... why am i even making gifs if people refuse to reblog #it's not worth all my time and effort at all even though i do enjoy making them and i love seeing nice tags from mutuals and nice strangers #but unfortunately the bad outweighs the good #ugh anyway im sorry for complaining i know it's the same for everyone :( it just really makes me feel like shit #annie rambles

[yangjeongin]

sometimes i really do just think about that interview skz did with tumblr and the fact that they know tumblr exists and the mass twitter exodus to tumblr and i look at my posts like

#carly.txt #skz if y'all are seeing this uhhhhhh i'm sorry #hope u laughed! #please browse the content creator tags to see something other than smut and y/n fanfic dm me @euijin dot tumblr i can help wink emoji #JUST THINK ABOUT IT THOUGH #the fact that chan watches everyone's reaction vids and talks about them on chan's room #there's no way that nosy mf hasn't looked them up on tumblr #nosy (affectionate) just so we're clear if you're reading this chan. #felix probably has a tumblr under an alias and reblogs a bunch of hyunjin content #i'm kidding but wouldn't that be funny af... #maybe i'm felix. have u ever seen me and felix in the same room that's what i thought #did u miss me tumblr. this is what you get when i actually log into this account #this is what u signed up for when u followed it was just in the fine print #also yes i did make this meme and yes if u want to save it and use it if u so desire #go for it

[aficionadonn]

im playing the rottmnt mobile game and. mikey just decided he’s done fighting. i did a horrible job. damn son you’ve been traumatized

oh lookie there, leo’s... he. ehe. ehehhh sorry guys

#not reblog #aficionadonn #rottmnt mobile game #no one uses that tag huh #game #? #wait #power up #that's what its called there akjdnfklasf #also one thing i absolutely LOVE is that! mikey!!! is always moving if he's not laying down in the home area dskajlkasd #he just. like. rocks back and forth #we're adhd i love that #HEY SENTIENT BEINGSSSSSS IT'S BEEN 30 MINUTES <3 #I forgot to post and have added trauma lmaoo #TW VENTING SORRY EVERYONE #i'm never trusting parental figures ever again lololol #(he says without any recollection of their history with oversharing at random strangers on the internet e.g. right now) #i'm leo in the picture above at the current moment #fuckin hell #im gonna get a job and get a car and get a lotta money and toss two thousand dollars at my parents' faces #and then im gonna say that that's the payment for my phone and computer and headphones so it's MY PROPERTY NOW BITCHES #GOD #I WISH #NOTHING IS FUCKING MINE #NOT EVEN THE CLOTHES OR THE SHAMPOO AND BY THEIR LOGIC I GUESS NOT EVEN MY OWN FUCKIN BODY BC THEY PAID FOR THE FOOD THAT GAVE ME MASS #thats ok im gonna get out of the house at tender age of [censored] because early college resources babyyyyyy #i hope i can get a job there can i get a job there? i hope so #hhhhhhhh #aficionadonn vent #goddamn it

[strangefable]

Today I accomplished some important life things. Feeling exhausted but proud of myself. Recovery is a long road, but for today, at least, I feel like I'm finally making real progress.

#life has been stressful and very up and down lately #i haven't been all here even when i'm posting recently #just a lot going on and in my head #so apologies if it's seemed like i was ignoring anyone #it wasn't intentional #i've been in a weird headspace #if i've reblogged too much stuff and been sort of a mess i'm sorry #i've just been feeling a lot of pressure #things have been hectic #i've been stumbling some #today i got my feet under me again #hopefully i can be more present and participatory #thank you to everyone still tagging me or sending messages #i'm sorry i've been slow to respond #ugh i'm rambling too much again #i just want y'all to know how much i appreciate all of you #even if it hasn't looked that way lately #i'm sorry #<3 <3 <3