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#I’m just rlly burnt out
shimmeringclouds · 2 years
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Update — INDEFINITE HIATUS — May 2022
Heyy everyone! I feel like this is an overdue announcement, since I haven’t really been active on here for a few months now, but I felt the need to just update you all (or anyone who’s interested lol) on what’s going on with my writing.
I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ll be taking an indefinite hiatus from writing and publishing any new works as a whole. I know I’ve said this many times in the past, and my breaks never really lasted that long, but now I definitely feel as if I won’t be coming back to writing for a while.
I’ve just been feeling very burnt out from writing anything at all, whether it’s the Ososan fandom or anything else I’m interested in. I struggle a lot just writing a few sentences, and even then the writing is very mediocre. I just don’t feel the want to write anymore, despite how much I love to read and write. I haven’t touched any of my published works, nor have I drafted any new chapters for months, and I’m too scared to because I’m worried it won’t be good, and if I force myself to write, I’d just feel bad for putting in no effort into the works I love very much.
I want to thank you all for the support you have given me with all my works over the last couple years, and with just how patient you all have been with me. I would also like to apologise to anyone who was expecting updates or who was been waiting for a while only to see this. I’m so sorry.
I will still be around on the site to read other works and to chat if anyone would want to talk! And if you want to interact with my works and leave comments or votes, then I would be so thankful that there are still people out there who liked what I wrote :3
I hope to write again one day soon, and whenever that day comes, I’ll be sure to make sure that it was worth the wait <333
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jessamine-rose · 3 months
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So I finally found the time to read Chapter 5 + the Hades event of What in Hell is Bad? and AAHHH LEVIATHAN?!! God, his character is so interesting and I can’t wait to see more of him.
Idk I just find his personality and cold attitude towards MC quite refreshing. Not to mention that he has such a lovely voice and beautiful appearance…….aaahhh he’s so intriguing <3
AND LEVIATHAN’S H SCENE?? Let’s just say that my inner sadist was very happy with how it turned out. Honestly, we need more characters who are masochist + power bottom ψ(`∇´)ψ
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kkbardd · 6 months
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hi sorry I have never used tumblr in my life I made one just to say that your “just for tonight, please let me feel wanted” drawing has actually taken over my brain forever. “And like a fool I lay here drunk off the illusion of worth” wow I do not know how you came up with that. If it’s from a show or poetry or song that’s still crazy and if you wrote that it’s amazing. the art has so many emotions btw it drives me insane. i could write soo much more about how it makes me feel and whatever but this is long enough. i just wanted to say thank you and if even you stop drawing asurei I’m so excited to see what you have planned/how you’ll progress and what you’ll make. thank you for creating and showing us, you had no reason to but you did anyway. don’t feel forced 2 stick to one thing your art is gorgeous and I’m very glad to have found this blog. thank you so much. (if I am breaking the tumblr etiquette I am sorry. pinterest refugee and autistic as hell I am so sorry for rambling). thank you for creating. it is amazing.
OMG U ACTUALLY MADE AN ACCT FOR ME !?!!!! I literally screamed into my pillow n kicked my legs for a good few minutes before replying to this <33
This is one of the nicest things ppl have ever said abt my art omg thank u so much… man i was on something frfr when i made and titled that, same w/ my Obsession piece. It’s the tragic lesbian in me ig LOL i rlly love drawing darker pieces like that and i def wanna get back into doing those soon !!
Also thank u for saying ull sticking with me as I draw other series’ 🥺 although i haven’t done much lately (bc of exams), it’s kinda been a fear of mine that ppl who followed me for asurei might leave if I were to explore other stuff like I used to! Hearing that ur here for my art is honestly the best thing i could dream to hear 🥺💗
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squuote · 1 year
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as much as I know I should take a summer class I think imma just pick up a new hobby instead. genuinely and wholeheartedly I’d rather be doing something like gardening or woodwork than doing a quick class. kinda at my limit
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callilouv · 1 year
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drawing is kinda nice actually<3
#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat#still hav a lot to learn but tbh i’m content w my current skills hehe#IDK i’m at that point where i just genuinely enjoy the process#sobs my drawings used to take like . 10 hours minimum back then but now i can complete a drawing in 2-3 hours :(<3 if i hyper focus on it ww#i want 2 branch out more and draw something more than just characters looking pretty :3#since i’ve basically mastered how 2 draw the human body now i think it’s time 2 suck it up and explore more ideas#art is just so nice tbh . overtime i’ve learned to just enjoy the process and i think it really helped me a lot#but tbh i’ve gone like 4 months without drawing bc i was so burnt out after basically . forcing myself 2 improve faster and faster#abt something that will rlly only improve over the years#i don’t want to go back there again and relearn the stuff i learned LMAO🗿#ever since i just told myself to take it easy#being an artist is hard but sometimes . sometimes i enjoy it .a lot<3#IDK ever since i was a kid i’ve always just been an art kid#i’d draw in class and my teacher would pin my drawings on our board thing where u can pin pages wwww#and everybody would just go ‘oh name? yeah she’s the art kid’#apparently i inspired one of my classmates to start drawing and aaaa my heart feels so happy when they go to me to learn fhdjnfdi#yeah :3 art is good <3#SORRY ABT THIS RAMBLE HELP IDK WAHTS GOING OM WITHH ME IM USUALLY CRYING ABT ART BUT TODAY IS DIFFERENT❕❕
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cherrysnax · 1 year
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I don’t think my remake fatigue is only pointed at REvil honestly. it’s like everything is a remake or a reboot or whateva
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bravevolunteer · 1 year
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heads up that i'm probably gonna be even more low activity for like,,, the next week at least if not until NEXT friday i'm so sorry
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seokshinedk · 3 months
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Soo messed up that my final semester will be yet another frenzied balancing act of juggling several things that are due within the same time frame..
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pumpk-n · 5 months
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had to delete most of my social media apps because i was depression posting too much and scaring the hoes
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cozy-mp3 · 2 years
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ALSO i will be posting fics again soon i just needed a lil break, i’m gonna reread some old wips tonight n if nothing sparks inspiration i’ll just start something new 🫶🏼
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caelumlin · 2 years
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starluvsx · 4 months
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★𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭
𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐨 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 𖦹 𝐏!𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤
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proofread:YUPPP
word count:1.4K
WARNINGS:swearing?thats rlly it
A/N:i wanna do more headannons and stuff like this.this was rlly cute and fun to write.also I look wish the baby project was like a thing at my school but we don't even got working lights in some of the bathrooms soooo.
nick
you guys turned to each other as soon as the teacher said you could choose parameters
y'all were so convinced you would be great at taking care of the kid
you were wrong
You guys didn’t know you were supposed to change the baby until one of your friends told you
the first night nick took the baby too his house and left it on the kitchen table for six hours
he didn't realize he left it there till his mom came home from work and heard crying
you left it in your backpack twice
people said you were starting to look like an actual mom because of how stressed you were over this robot baby
almost set the bay on fire then you guys were trying to make pancakes
"so then I told her I was like why the fuck would you-"you began before you realized neither of you had the baby.you looked around before seeing the babies head dangerously close to the fire coming from under the pan in the stove. "Nick oh my gosh!"you said as you shot up from your seat at the table, grabbing the plastic baby from the counter. “you almost killed her!"you dramatically said as you cradled the baby, touching it's now warm head lightly.you didn't let him touch the baby for the next 2 days.
"y/n I have to hold the baby eventually,I don't wanna fail."He tried to negotiate a few days later.
"only if you promise not to put my baby's head near an open flame again."you asked him to do while rocking the baby.
"bitch im not gonna burn your baby."he joked, making the two of you laugh.you then handed him the baby, still smiling at your best friend's stupid joke. as soon as the baby was in his arms though it began to cry and wail. "Actually you can have your baby back"he said before handing it back to you jokingly.his gesture made the both of you laugh even more.
you guys got a C+, partly because some of the babies' hair was a little burnt.
Matt
treated that baby as if it was real.
literally named it Issac
set timers for every time he had to feed it and change it
The baby had a built-in voice box to make him laugh so he loved to make it laugh and giggle.
wouldn't let the kid go
had to stay on the phone with you on the nights you kept the baby
like the whole night
there was one time where you forgot to feed the baby and he literally freaked out
on the last week of the project he realized he didn't wanna give the baby back
you were already done with it though
everyone at school said you guys were like actual parents by the end of it
you didn't even realize how attached he was to the baby until you walked in on him sleeping cuddled ups that the baby
your phone rang from inside your pocket.the gas station you worked at was empty at the moment so you didn't hesitate to answer it. "Matt" read the caller id, confusing you because he knew you were at work but you still picked it up nonetheless. "Hey baby."he said into the phone.
"hi matt, what’s up,i’m at working right now so I can't talk for long" you explained as you saw a car pull into the parking lot.the headlights standing out in the darkness
"Well i was just wondering if you wanted to come over after your shift, i got some snacks but nobody to share em with." he asked cheekily though the phone.the people from outside stepped into the gas stations mom and her daughter.you laughed at his slyness until faint baby cries in the background.
"Is that isaac?did you forget to feed him?''you asked worriedly through the phone.the mom and her daughter looked at you confused as your young face was talking, presumably, about her baby.
"No I just have to change him" he explained through the phone.shuffling could be heard from the other line before you could say anymore.matt letting out a dad like groan while getting up made you smile to yourself.
"ok yea i'll come over in a little, probably like 9:30, is that okay?"you asked through the
phone.he mumbled a small 'yea thats fine' before we said 'I love you's and 'goodbye's and hung up.the lady and her kid coming up to the register once I put my phone in my pocket.
later
I let myself into the house and was greeted with Mary Lou and Nick watching a movie in the living room. "Hey guys,"I said sweetly, smiling and waving at the pair. They greeted me the same way before I asked "is Matt in his room?"
"Mhm" Mary Lou hummed. I walked down the hall till I made it into his room.i knocked on the door before opening in slowly.i was met with matt sleeping soundly,plastic baby cuddled up to his chest.i giggled a little before taking out my phone to take a picture.
Once I snapped the picture I tapped him on the shoulder lightly to not scare him.he fluttered his eyes open and looked at me tiredly. "oh hey babe" he mumbled out while sitting up and looking around wearily. "Was I cuddling with the baby?" he asked,confused at the doll that was in his now unraveled arm.
"yea you were"I laughed out before moving the 'baby' and climbing into bed with him.
"I was wishing it was you"he said as he pulled closer to him.the little comment making me laugh lightly.
I turned my body to face him before asking "so where are the snacks?" which made him
reach over to his bedside table and grab some chips, candy and 2 sodas.
"right here"he said while smiling and kissing me on the cheek.
you guys got an a+ on the project and your teacher even said you would be “perfect parents one day"
Chris
he actually asked you to be his partner instead of it being the other way around
It was way more stressful than you guys thought it would be
First you guys lost the bottle for a whole day
Literally looked up and down to find it but you just actually could not.
Turns out Chris left it in his locker
He def posts pictures of him and the baby with captions and stuff saying “ me and @youruser babyyyy” and “I think she looks more like me but idk” on instagram and snap
Was actually a very good parent despite thinking he wouldn't be
Dropped the baby like twice though
He also bought like little clothes for the baby so she wasn’t just walking around nakedly
you were so confused when he brought them home
when he would play video games you would tease him and ask him to "not swear in front of the child"
both of you ended up very emotionally attached to the kid
was very committed to being an actual dad after the fact
you guys were tired.watching a movie in chris' bed after a long day at school wasn't the best idea for staying awake.but while you were very tapped into the movie, you could also simultaneously feel his eyes boring into you.you didn't know why but also didn't think much of it.he's always been a bit of a starer.
you decided to continue focusing on the movie until it was abruptly paused. "hey why'd you do that?"you questioned.looking over at the boy who had been looking at you most of the night.
"Wanna have a kid?"he asked.the question leaving you stunned and confused at the sudden idea.kids had always been a possibility in both of your minds but it never something that could manifest into a real physical thing.
"Right now, like at this age?"you asked him to clarify.
"well now, in a years, five years, i don't really care"chris answered
"definitely not now, maybe when we're older with a house, a steady paycheck and you know, a high school diploma."you attempted to explain.
"I can't wait that longggg."he whined
"Well I definitely can,"you sassed. "Now turn the movie back on, I wanna see how this ends."
"probably with them having a baby."he joked under his breath as he reached for the remote to do what you asked
"chris you've seen this movie before you know how it ends"
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mrshesh · 9 months
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This might be rlly random but
Johnny cage making the reader Mac n cheese
Been feeling terrible and I just want johnny to make me Mac n cheese 🧀🧀🧀
"you hungry?" - johnny cage x reader
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overview: johnny cage cooking for you!
pairing: johnny cage x gender neutral reader, romantic & platonic
genre: fluff
a/n: hi anon! i hope you're feeling better babe - and i hope this cheers you up a bit! to cause more havoc, i decided to make this younger, more cocky johnny cage. thanks for the request. (writing this made me crave mac 'n' cheese...)
Johnny loves cooking for you! It’s a nice breath of fresh air to him - he loves caring and tending to you, so when he gets to do that for you, he’s over the moon! He doesn’t do it nearly as often as he’d like due to his job, so Johnny is always adamant that he doesn’t need help. 
So when you tell him you’ll make yourself food, he insists on cooking for you. 
“Relax, honey. I’ve got this.” He brings his palm up to your face, holding it there until you get the message and walk out of the kitchen. 
“Okay… now where do I start?” He says to himself while rubbing his hands together. And since he’s SO creative, he decides to make mac ‘n’ cheese for you. 
He soon realizes that he does, indeed, need help.
So he does what any sane person would and doesn’t use any help! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
Johnny isn’t that stupid. He knows he might need aid at some point, but he’ll be damned if you offer him any assistance. He’s cooking for you. You need to relax, to trust him for once! 
He’s a complete mess in the kitchen, though. But that doesn’t stop him from having a good time! 
He uses techniques he’s learned from Jax in the past. Johnny’s ego immediately boosts when he sees how effective it is - he thinks it’s him that’s so great, not the tricks he stole from Jax. 
This confidence boost makes his moves hurried, resulting in him accidentally hurting himself. “Ow, fuck!” “You okay in there, Johnny?” “Totally!”
He burns the macaroni. Read that again. He burns the macaroni. (Like… how…)
“Oopsies! Silly me…” He’s secretly fuming inside but can’t throw a fit over this mistake because that’ll alert you, and you’re supposed to recline!
He tries again, and this time, he doesn’t burn it! 
He gives himself a firm pat on the back before continuing. “I’m so great. I’m just so talented.” 
When it comes to the cheese sauce, he isn’t too sure what to do. He decides to watch a youtube tutorial, a fancy one. He stares at the screen in confusion when he’s told he has to make a roux. “Nobody has time for that shit…” “Do we even have flour?” “Nah, fuck it! Johnny way, or no way!” 
So he just decides to wing it. 
He burns the sauce twice. 💗
Plating is the most fun part for him. He puts chopped-up basil leaves on the mac ‘n’ cheese and sprinkles some salt and pepper on it, too! It makes him feel so fancy and accomplished.
He’s so proud of himself when he presents it to you. 
He doesn’t leave your side until you’ve tasted the mac ‘n’ cheese, clinging onto your arm and smiling brightly at you. “Well? Isn’t it just perfect?” “I like it.” You smile at him, taking another bite. 
Secretly, he’s relieved. He didn’t think he’d pull that off. But obviously, he acts as if he didn’t make any mistakes along the way. “Ah, I knew you would!” He clings to you even harder. “Why were you yelling in there, though?” “Relax, honey. I got the job done!” “Alright…” “What?” “You burnt it multiple times, didn’t you?” “Yeah…”
🏷️@bluntsandblondes
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futureplayboibunnie · 6 months
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hey everyone!!
i’m so super sorry but i’m gonna take a lil break from writing! i’ve just been super busy with work and uni that i’m rlly burnt out. my imagination and creativity is at an all time low.
i know i’m in the middle of a series right now, i’ll try to push that one out soon but for the minute i’m really blehhhh.
love u <333
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magicalretriever · 5 months
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can i be assigned a webkinz? i’m an emo boy who rlly enjoys nostalgia and just things from my childhood (webkinz, lps, mlp, strawberry shortcake, etc). i draw sometimes but it happens in spurts,,, im usually too burnt out to draw anything lol. my favorite color is purple. i love listening to music and watching random video essays in my spare time. hope this works, thnx :3
I think you're the lamb personally!
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phobiaoftickles · 10 months
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THIS IS SO SHAMELESS 😍😭 HIIII
ok so you PWOBABLY know who it is (starts with an L.... ends with an iya) but I spy a certain something on your fandoms list 😀😀 this is just a prompt (general, not rlly any specifics 😭) BUTT 🍑 if it is possible could you write some original series lee!Ben with ler!Gwen I'm like I FEEL LIKE A HOBO BEGGAR FOR ASKING BUT TYSM FOR PUTTING UP W ME (I'm @trrickytickle )
Gwen the tickler
Second day having this acc and there’s alr a request? You best beilieve I’m going to do this.
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Summary: Ben is being a nuisance scaring his cousin using multiple other morphs, little did he know Gwen will get her revenge!!
“Ben!! Get over here right NOW!!!!” Gwen ran after Ben after the last 5 morphs he did, popping out of no where infront of his cousin, acting like a villain, scaring the shit out of her, then morphing back to his regular self, laughing about it. And Gwen had enough.
“Uh, kids? Don’t be too reckless, don’t want you loosing an eye, and explain to your parents on how you managed to lose said eye.” Max just finished baking a batch of cookies, in which Gwen and Ben looked at the burnt cookies in disgust and continued their horse play.
Gwen went another way, in which her cousin didn’t know exsisted, and cut him off, tackling him and taking his braclet off so he won’t try to morph and get out of this very tickly situation.
“D’aw! Damn it, Gwen, can you please let your lil cousin up? For the sake of our friendship??” Ben mustered up the biggest puppy dog eyes, but it turned out to be ineffective, as Gwen didn’t give two shits.
“You’re gonna learn not to mess with me, Benjamin~” Gwen pinned his arms above his head. For someone to beable to morph into these strong monsters, he’s pretty weak. “I know something you’re terrified of the most…”
“And that is?”
“Gwen’s tickle attacks!” Gwen put Ben’s arms in one hand and teased him with the other, wriggling above his armpits.
“No!! GWEN PLEASE DON’T!! I promise I won’t scare you again, you have my woRD!! AHHAHHHHH STOP!! Don’t you dare Gwe-AHAHAHAHAH!! GWEN!!!” Ben screeched as the red head finally descended on his ticklish under arms.
“Sorry, friend, but you need to be taught a lesson on MANNERS!!” She scratched and scritched all on his armpits, going down to his sides, and wrecking them.
“Ahahahahah!! Please, stahahhap! Gwen! Please!” The transformer writhered from side to side, unable to get out of the red head’s grasp, so he decided to panick even more.
“Nope, don’t think I will.” She pushed his shirt up to his ribs, exposing his bare tummy. “Ooo~ this looks really ticklish, Benny, is it ticklish?” She tried it, tracing his stomach with her index finger, swriling around the navel, but not quite dipping in.
“*Snrk* no-NO!! It-It’s not… Gw-Gwen, st-stop, please!” Ben, out of his control, arched his back up towards Gwen’s finger.
“Wow~ look at this cute belly button, just iching for me to swirl my nail in the tiny hole, scratching the walls, and pinching the oustides of it.”
At this point, Ben was already red faced, crying, and panting. He was morbidly ticklish, and he hated it because of how vulnerable he is. Him and Gwen would always get into tickle fights, and he would always end up losing, so this? Not surprised Gwen could pin him down with a flick of her wrist.
“MAX!! UHUHUHUNCLE MAX!!! HEHEHEHELP ME OUT!!! PLEASE!!” To his horror, his uncle was passed out, watching tv, with milk in hand and cookie halfway in his mouth. He was not waking up to anything!
“Too bad Benny, he’s already passed out, good luck next time… or not~” She swriled her finger in, but instead of light tickles, they were rough ones.
“OHOHOW!! GWHEHEHEHN THOSE HUHUHUHUHRT!!!” Ben screeched out.
“Oops, sorry, got a lil carried away, now… where else should I target?” She examined his torso, looking for the next spot and poising her hands on his hips, tapping her fingers.
“No where!! Gwen, quit. It! Please!! Just stop.” The morpher tried to reason with her, doing puppy dog eyes, pleading, but once Gwen gets in a bad mood, there’s no getting out of it, unless SHE’S satisfied.
“Nope, this’ll teach you a lesson.” She scratched his hip indents with her thumbs, and scratched the sides of his hips with the rest of her fingers.
“DAHAHHAHAHAMN!! GWEN PLEASE, I HATE BEING TICKLED!! STOHOHOHOJOP!!!” He writhered side to side, but with his arms bound, and his cousin on his waist, he can’t really do much.
“Duh, that’s why I’m tickling you. This will teach you a lesson, there’s no point in liking being tickled, if you’re not gonna learn anything. Now suffer.” She moved down to his upper knees, squeezing her life out. Boy was she mad.
“GAH!! STOP GWEN!! AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! I’VE LEHEHEHEHARNED MY LEHEHEHESSON THE MOMENT YOU PIHIHIHINNED ME DOWN!” Ben was kicking his legs, so Gwen moved down to sit right above his knees.
“‘Stop Gwen, just stop, please’ No, I’m not going to, until I’M satisifed! You even lost me a date bc you want to be stupid and morph into one of your globby things, scaring him OFF!!” With the last word, Gwen used her sharp nails to squeeze above his knees instead, and that really got him on his feet.
“AHHHHHHHH…. ST-STAHAHAHAHHA!!—— NO!! GOHOHOD FUHUHUHUC-“ Ben didn’t know what to do, he was getting light headed, had to piss, was about to pass out, and he didn’t know how to make her stop.
“Wow~ this keeps you on your heels, huh? Sucks.” Gwen continued her torment on his knees.
“GEHEHEHEHEHWN PLEASE JUST STOP!! PLEASE!! IHIHUHI GOT TO PISS, MYHYGYHY HEAD HURTS AND I’M GOHOHOHONNA PASS OUT!! STOP!”
“Oop- sucks.” She continued, practically pericing his skin with her sharp nails.
“GWEN!!! FUCKING STOP! I’M SERIOUS!!!” Ben, being angry, mustered up enough strength to push her off.
This shocked her, bc no matter how mad he got he could never push her off like that. “You ok, Ben? I think I went a little overboard, huh?”
“YOU THINK?! A LITTLE?! Gwen, when somebody tells you to stop, no matter why they want you to, if they tell you to STOP, you fucking do it. You don’t continue. God, I’m going to bed.” Ben walked off, wiping his teary eyes from his face.
Gwen sat there in disgust in herself, she really went overbaord today, she’ll apologize when sbe sees her cousin tomorrow.
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