#I’m insane

[autopsyfreak]

i hate the way my bpd will have an episode for no apparent reason and make me feel like i’m fucking dying

#clusterb #actually npd #npd #actually aspd #aspd #actually mentally ill #cluster b #actually bpd #actuallynpd #actuallyaspd #bpd #actuallybpd #borderline culture is #borderline things #being borderline #actually borderline #borderline problems #living with borderline #borderline blog #borderline pd #borderline thoughts #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture is #bpd safe #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #i’m insane #mental illness #actually insane

[exposedbrain]

#literally me #i’m insane #moodboard #i’m crazy #me and her #dark moodboard #i’m just a girl #me and him #i’m just a teenage girl #femcel #female rage #female hysteria #american physco #i’m patrick bateman #girlblogging #girl blogging #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #bl00d kink

[anteomnia]

just endlessly thinking about blue eye samurai.

thinking about how akemi, taigen, and mizu are if a coin had three sides or maybe just the two and mizu is the bridge of metal between them.

akemi being the ideal image for women, for the life they endure. she was simultaneously a princess, a prostitute, and a prisoner. her entire life was men making decisions for her, even the ones that had good intentions, and she believed her deepest desire was freedom. it still is, but she has been revealed to this heinous predicament of her gender, and she’s realized that to reach true freedom as a woman is to be the bird in the cage, to play nice and to earn the love of a man until he buys her a bigger cage and a bigger cage until he trusts her not to fly away. and it'll never be true freedom, but it will come with power. it'll come with the freedom of only one master rather than many.

taigen being the ideal image of a man. not all powerful, but not weak. he had a taste of what it'd be to succeed, and when it was taken from him, that easy success, he mistook it for his honor. he hunted mizu down to kill him, and instead he saved him. he saved him and saved him and he came closer to killing mizu when they were on the cliff's edge, and just when he gets to the point where he may actually fight mizu, he's tortured for information on him. he is tortured. Literally tortured within an inch of his life, enduring such a heinous violence, and he refuses to break. this man was a fight, was the torturer, and the victim of his torturing could've been his salvation from pain but he refused. mizu gave back taigen's honor but not by fighting him.

akemi wanted freedom and learned she would need power to have it.

taigen wanted power and learned that the violence that came with it was infinite and dishonorable.

and then there's mizu. mizu who wants revenge, wants acceptance. arguably the same things as them both. mizu wants acceptance, the freedom of living and the freedom to love and be loved. mizu wants revenge, which follows after violence and power, to get said acceptance. she thinks she must do both, have both, to live peacefully, and she's blatant about how she will not live without either.

she's given acceptance with the blacksmith, her "mother," her husband, but she sees the flecks of avoidance in it.

the blacksmith will not hear of her true gender. her "mother" will not acknowledge the crime of her birth. her husband can't find tolerance for the violence within her, the man of her.

and so she has to balance the woman and man of her, the ronin and the bride. taigen and akemi. and it's meeting mizu that they start to unravel their own identities.

mizu, who is both, and akemi and taigen who thought themselves one but turned out to be neither.

god.

#complexities #and comparisons #i think they are so much more than what i’ve said but just #the cinematography #and the metaphors #the underlying theme of birds #blue eye samurai #the poetry that you are #it feels like every scene was specifically crafted #like they did not make one undeliberate mark #like it all has meaning #i’m insane #mizu #taigen #akemi #mizu x akemi x taigen #the ronin and the bride

[reddcato-66]

I can’t keep count on how many times I’ve drawn her

#fanart #my art #art style #genshin art #genshinimpact #genshin fanart #genshin impact #artists on tumblr #digital art #genshin arlecchino #arlecchino #digital fanart #i’m insane

[crimsonnskiess]

What would YOU 🫵 DO ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ if YOU were stuck in a TIME LOOP with a HOT SINGLE MYSERIOUS COSMIC ENTITY who doesn’t even have a MOUTH 😱😱😱😱

#isat #in stars and time #isat loop #I’m insane #I put this on the door of my college dorm btw #my art #finished pieces

[aastrifer]

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅

#and linkedin #teacher crush #teacher attachment #tc crush #male tc #male teacher #teacher crush community #teachers pet #girlblogging #i’m insane

[wolvmir]

#Betty grof #petrigrof #Simon petrikov #adventure time #Fionna and cake #fanart #fandom #ice king #Yeah #I’m insane

[kutakunagasblog]

“ if next time I see you you are not you, I love you man “

Guess who finished bitb ( coping )

Spoilers :

Rand holding kian’s dying cigarette he gave him before splitting up and kian’s guitar

#bitb spoilers #jrwi spoilers #bitb #blood in the bayou #jrwi fanart #jrwi #timothy rand #bitb fanart #omg you should watch bitb it’s so good #fuck you #I’m insane

[dykeganseythethird]

florence welch as clytemnestra

#florence welch #clytemnestra #florence and the machine #the oresteia #greek mythology #aeschylus #i’m insane #writing an essay and this came to me #art

[teehee-vibes]

Thinking of Gillion and Finn today…

#jrwi riptide #just roll with it riptide #gillion tidestrider #finn tidestrider #gillion jrwi #Finn jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi spoilers #just roll with it spoilers #riptide spoilers #jrwi riptide spoilers #the care they have for one another is so fucking palpable I’m insane I’m insane #and gill not being open about the fact that he wasn’t good in school #but seeming to have interest in academics in the past… but Finn leaving #Finn was probably the only adult who had the patience to help him UNDERSTAND and learn #no one else bothered to waste the champion’s time outside of the gods and combat #I’m insane #I have a lot of thoughts and no articulation #TV’s art

[butterflyscribbles]

Guess I should post these here too huh?🫣💜

#rise donnie #rise jeremy #rottmnt purple dragons #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #dragonshell #Jeretello #what started as a lil ‘oh they’d be cute together actually’ has now completely taken over my life #I’m insane #buncha nerds

[bibibusinessman]

Quotes from my life as things the Batfam would say.

Dick: Can you crop me stripping out of the photo?

Tim: Usually when I leave people have a happy smile on their faces.

Steph: It wasn’t assault it was an oopsie daisy.

Duke: Drunk driving is fine, as long as it’s not drunk crashing.

Barbara: I’m gonna eat that shit up.

Damian: I can’t tell if that’s my dad or a lesbian.

Jason: it’s not assault if you enjoy it

#yes i know #I’m insane #my friends are insane #batman #batfamily #jason todd #dick grayson #tim drake #damian wayne #cassandra cain #duke thomas #batdad #kate kane #stephanie brown #barbara gordon #batfam #batkids #dc comics

[mayasgolem]

oh wow that’s

#frye #i’m insane #frye splatoon #i’m her number one fan ever #acht splatoon #marina splatoon #pearl splatoon #splatoon #splatoon 3 #frye ogana #solo frye #shiver splatoon #big man splatoon #marie splatoon #callie splatoon #pearlina #agent 24 #springfest

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

In case anyone was wondering how clinically insane about South Park I am, when I worked as a janitor there was a lot of downtime where I was writing and reading fanfiction, and my coworkers and I would REGULARLY doodle Kenny deaths for fun.

Hence, the Kenny Wall.

#south park #i’m insane #kenny mccormick #KENNETH

[faerbloom]

boyfriend sett who’s with me

#i think he’d have a stubble #i’m insane #settrigh #settphel #sett #league fan art #league of legends #lol #art of legends #spirit blossom #bonkers #i like a man #sett x reader #sett league of legends

[sluttykeoghan]

barry keoghan my babygirl princess wife…come home babe the kids miss you 💔

#saltburn #barry keoghan #oliver quick #jacob elordi #i’m insane