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#I say reading as my main suggestion for hobbies
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Had to be around people with no hobbies or passions today. I feel sick
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#Hanging out with friends is not a hobby!!#Go read or draw or bicycle or bake or sew or literally anything#I used to be hesitant to call gaming a hobby#But I've made up my mind#Gaming is as much of a hobby as reading#And at least those obnoxious 11 year olds that obsess over fortnite do SOMETHING#Like I was hanging out with some people my age and they said they just go on social media in their free time#PLEASE PLEASE pick up a book or bake a cake#You'd be surprised by how much fun you have doing fulfilling hobbies instead of nothing at all#I have like 8 different hobbies so I feel weird asking people what they do in their free time and they just say they go on tiktok#Take my hand. I'm going to show you the beautiful world of a search engine. Let's find a book you'll like together#Do you like romance? Comedies? Horror? True crime? Fantasy? Heck wanna read a comic book??#Girl please I'll help you find something. Please just do something with your free time#I say reading as my main suggestion for hobbies#Because there's something for everyone#There's like 4 million books published EACH YEAR#You're bound to find something you'll love#There's even short stories if you don't quite have that long of an attention span. It's okay you can actively work to make it longer#Like of course no one is going to read war and peace or a long series like pjo immediately#But there's lots of shorter books that wrap up in just a hundred pages#This post is not about people who lack motivation due to mental illness. That's another problem entirely#pie won't shut up
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bluepallilworld · 4 months
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Any anime you watch .
I watched a lot of animes and I still watch a few once in a while ^^
Currently, I'm watching Dungeon Meshi with my lil' brother
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I've been watching Classroom Of The Elite on my own after someone recommended it to me
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We recently (my bro and I) finished watching what's out of Spy X Family
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Also I'm not currently watching it but my fav' anime is Charlotte. I'll never forget how much I loved that thing.
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And you? Do you watch some?
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multifariousqueer · 4 months
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Felix Catton Headcannons 💛🪩
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a/n: AHHHHH ITS SO GOOD TO BE BACK!! i revamped the blog so hopefully its more authentic and grown up. however, still respect my policy of black reader(no messy buns and crimson red cheeks sorry{not sorry}) being the main reader and smut still happening on this page. I’ll lyk when requests are open again(hopefully soon) and yeah! To all of my new friends, hi!!!! I’m multifarious and hopefully I can provide as much brainrot as possible. i have no intention changing my name rn but still be respectful and kind always 🫶🏽🫶🏽
warnings: tooth rotting fluff, cute scenarios, kissing, suggestive language, that’s all(for now 😏)
summary: just some good ol’ Felix brain rot and headcanons(ik yall missed them)
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Felix Catton headcanons
You two first met at Oxford and he was immediately intrigued. You shocked him when you asked what one of his wristbands meant and he answered with a pleasant smile and you retorted that you had been there before. He smiled and asked for your name which you happily obliged in giving him.
You went to a pub and saw him again and he asked where you were headed and when you answered, he huffed and insisted that you stay with him instead.
He spent the entire night holding you by the small of your back and being very touchy and you were giggly(whether from the alcohol or his intoxicating energy still leaves something to be desired).
Felix walked you back to your dorm where you couldn’t stop thinking about him.
He was spotted by you in the library and he struck up a conversation about where you are from and your hobbies:
“A pretty girl like you must be from somewhere special”-he said
“Oh! No, I’m just from(enter state or city here)”- your ears fell hot and you felt yourself melt into his gaze.
“Ahhhh I think I’ve heard of that place before” even when he hasn’t
“Oh haha yeah. So what about you?” You chuckled, picking up on his white lie.
“Oh my family just owns a house in Saltburn, have you heard of it? It’s kind of small” he said modestly
“No sorry. I don’t know much about the UK besides the Beetles” you laughed
Felix chuckled at this and he found your naivety cute and endearing
He introduced you to most of the things in the UK and over time, you started getting closer
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Actual headcanons:
-Spoils you relentlessly and doesn’t understand the concept of not doing so. To him, you’re a princess and you deserve to be treated so.
-His friends don’t like you because you aren’t wealthy(unless you are, slay queen or king) but Felix doesn’t care.
-Asks you if you want to smoke and accepts when you say no
-Has fluffy hair and mewls when you run your hands through it
-Kisses you when you wake up and when you try to push him off of you, he just grabs your hands and kisses them too.
-Makes you look like a ragdoll(and throws you around like one too ;)
-Loves picking you up and spinning you around while kissing you
-Doesn’t understand the concept of personal space when it comes to you but fully expects you to give him space when he needs it
-Loves to hold your hand and play with your fingers while making comments about how small you are compared to him
-Plays with your feet when you’re sleeping next to each other
-Helps you with your homework when needed
-He loves tanning and even though you’re already tan, he will ask you to come and read to you during it
-Reassures you whenever he gets hit on and playfully blows girls off
-If you’re getting flirted with, he will go out of his way to make the other guy feel like a third wheel by kissing you, spinning you, and calling you pet names while nuzzling your nose
-Begs you to go to Saltburn; when you do, his entire family loves you.
-His mom cups your face in her hands and remarks about how pretty you are.
-You two gossip while Felix rolls his eyes and makes comments
-Felix calls your parents and flys out to meet them
-They love him(he took his piercing out so they wouldn’t think he was a freak)
-He is horrible at Just Dance and when he messes up, he pushes you slightly so that you mess up too
-This leads to him flopping on the floor while holding you and laughing
-TOTAL GOLDEN RETRIEVER BOY
-Felix is super protective and he tracks your location 24/7 and asks you about it when you come home
-If he is lying anywhere, he will pull you into him and kiss you into a full makeout session
-Anyways FELIX SOLOS YOUR FAVS
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yayayxs · 7 months
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Only one.
Bada Lee x Fem!Reader
Summary: After winning Street Woman Fighter nobody expected this…
Warnings: suggestive if you squint, not proofread!!!!
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Bada met you in one of her classes.
At first it was a silly hobby you decided to start. You decided to finally get out of your apartment and one day you were scrolling through Twitter when you came across a dance company account. They weee hosting classes, so you mindlessly signed yourself up to it. Not thinking you were gonna like it.
The day of your class, you remembered walking in and a tall woman catching your attention. Immediately you catched her attention to. You hated anyone who told you that love at first sight was real, but for some reason this woman was making you reevaluate your whole perception of love.
So you started from going every Monday to going every Monday and Tuesday, to every Monday , Tuesday and Wednesday, to every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, and eventually you would be there the whole week. Even if Bada wasn’t teaching that day, you still hoped to at least see her in the building.
And so did she.
As she constantly called in to come in to do a demonstration hoping you would be there.
Eventually she noticed you two were both desperate to see eachother, which finally made her come up to you.
After a year of knowing eachother you two finally started dating, but kept it on the low knowing that you two both liked to have privacy.
Which brought you here.
“The winner of Street Woman Figheter is…”
As the speaker trailed off Bada along with the other members of Bebe grabbed their hands in union, closing their eyes shut. This is what they’ve been waiting for. This is what she’s been waiting for you to see, all her hard work actually pay off. Even though she already knew how proud you were of her everyday. How you had to tolerate her always trying her best to make time for you, and no matter what the circumstances were, there you were waiting.
It’s one of the main reasons she fell in love with you in the first place. Obviously besides the fact of how gorgeous you were when you first started dancing in her classes. She couldn’t keep her eyes off you.
She smiled at the cheesy thought and quickly hit reality once again.
Then silence for a few seconds. She opened her eyes quickly searching for you in the crowd, there you were with her jersey. Bada immediately felt comforted by the presence of you. Your eyes both met, yours were watery as you looked into hers from the stage as you put a thumbs up. She only chuckled lightly at your attempt at reassuring her all the time.
She was so distracted she didn’t even noticed that they had called Bebe as the winner, not until the others members started to gather around and hug each other, they were a crying mess.
Bada comforted her team as she looked for your eyes again, there you were cheering and crying as you gave a look at her in admiration. She looked at you forming a heart with her arms and crying again as she mouthed a “I love you”.
The group went to hug Jam Republic next, a lot of “Congratulations” said and tears.
After they finally went back to their places the MC handed the mic to Bada. “Congratulations on your win, do you have any words to say to the audience”
Bada nodded as she took the microphone and put it up to her lips. She looked at the other members before starting.
“I actually wrote my speech” she said her voice slightly cracking and tears falling from her eyes. You and everyone else watched carefully as she took out the note from her pocket.
Oh Bada, always prepared for everything, you thought.
“First, I just wanted to thank everyone who supported us, my parents who believed in all of us and the other 8 amazing teams” she said giving time for the others to clap. As the claps down she looked at what was next on her paper, she smiled reading what she had wrote down.
You looked to her with a confused expression wondering what she was smiling about.
“Most importantly though, someone who I haven’t spoken about at all for the sake of privacy, and I know that she’s gonna be really mad at me for saying this on TV”
You’re eyes furrowed at her words as the audience laughed, slowly putting the puzzle pieces together about what she was about to do.
“There’s no way she’s really-“
“I would like to thank the most important person in my life right now, my girlfriend Y/n.”
For the third time that night your eyes met once again, you were shocked to say the least.
You two had promised to keep your relationship private for so long and you did not expect that and neither the crowd as they all let out gasps.
“Girlfriend? She has a girlfriend? She likes girls?” The lady behind you said, you had to hold back a slap, because yes duh she said girlfriend and of course she liked girls, was the show not enough?.
Your gaze went back at Bada and to her surprise you looked anything but mad. You actually smiled at her and mouthed an “I love you babe” and then unexpectedly a light was shined on you from the ceiling. You jumped lightly covering your mouth with both your hands.
“I can’t believe this is happening right now” You muttered. Everyone’s attention was suddenly on you.
Meanwhile on stage the rest of Badas team were also new to the news as their eyes found you and suddenly it all made sense.
The reason why Bada would have to step out a few minutes and return with light lipstick stains on her neck or the reason she didn’t go out with the team as she often would, which didn’t bother them but confused them sometimes.
“Everything makes sense now” lusher whispered to the rest of the team.
“Right! No wonder she’s been all happy and bubbly these past few months I was starting to think she was going to quit” tatter answered, the rest of the team laughed, as Bada looked back to see what her team was laughing about but she quickly continued her speech.
“My girlfriend has been my main motivation throughout this amazing experience, she’s been there for me when I was struggling on this show and I don’t know what I would do without her, and I can’t believe I let her take this long for her to let me show her off, but tonight I just want everybody to know I wouldn’t even be here in the first place if it wasn’t for her. I love you Y/N”
The crowd was filled with ‘awws’ as you were left overwhelmed and crying, but yelling out a “I love you!” to Bada.
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After the show you met Bada and the team off stage. Immediately you ran to her arms.
You hugged her as she hugged you back lifting your shorter body off the ground.
“They look so cute together!”
“I can’t believe she never told us about her she’s beautiful!”
Whispered Bebe
Bada but you down, the both of you just admiring eachothers faces.
“You’re not mad that I finally publicized our relationship?” Bada asked, a worried cute expression on her face.
You giggled moving a strand of hair to the back of her ear.
“Why would I ever? I’m dating the best woman in the world. Besides I was getting tired of keeping it a secret”
You said annoyingly, she chucked kissing your cheek.
“I’m so mad we’ve gone this long without anyone knowing.”
“Maybe you can make it up to me tonight”
“You don’t have to tell me twice.”
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moonit3 · 2 months
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Seeing request are open, may I suggest you yan! Actor/celebrity with darling who's life centred ab them but then realised what they're doing and decided to loosen their ties and have their own life and stuff going on?
Some elobration:
Yan's personality:
-elegant like, probably give off rich people vibe
-really strict in everything; work, clothing, diet. Not a moment where they're lacking.
-brings darling on every shooting and set.
-knows how to contain image and how to avoid/get rid of rumours
-their popularity is important, but so. Is darling.
Some backstory ig? :
-Yan! Actor/Celebrity have known darling since they're kids and darling had always been their biggest supporter.
-Yan! Actor/Celebrity was Darling's fav child actor and the fact that both of their parents know each other makes them close.
-Yan! Actor/Celebrity let darling comes to the set or shoot and makes sure they didn't have eyes on anyone else but them.
-Darling would drop anything for them, . As an example; Darling's classmate have a birthday party but they couldn't come because Yan! have a shooting. (it's mostly like, not because Yan wanted them to. Darling is just worried about the Yan! and Yan! never complained)
-Darling's behaviour goes on until they're almost finished high-school and they realised how they don't even have friends and have been following Yan! for as long as they remember and decided to change when they entered college.
-Darling started to come to the Yan! set and shoots less. Started to indulge in other hobbies and fine new friends. Since they entered college, they've been contacting Yan! less and less.
-Yan! who didn't mind it at first, thinking that it will just be for a week or two, they'll come back to them later. But it didn't happened.
-What worse is they have a recording for a film where they are the main character, but darling didn't even come even after it finished.
-But Yan is still fine, still cool. Maybe, darling is at their house waiting for them to come and celebrate like always.
-and unsurprisingly there's a surprise party, but darling isn't even there. They ask everyone and yet they don't know where daring is.
-they tried to contact them but no one answered the calls,or even reply their messages.
-and then one for the guest called them and show them with their phone that darling is at another party with their friends
-at that moment something inside yan! snaps.
Please feel free to follow my suggestions and change or add whatever you want too! Hope you have a good day!
an yandere actor? hell yeah, this is pure gold for me and let me tell you, i love writing yandere like this. always wearing that facade of good person that charms everyone, only to be the worst person to ever exist. also, i changed a few things to make things more interesting and easy to write, okay?
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➽ context warnings: yandere male, gn! reader, manipulation, isolation, implied past abuse (not towards reader), implied depression from yandere part, yandere touching the reader while they are asleep, implied future kidnapping at the end.
➽ word count: 2k
➽ synopsis: he never noticed that your presence was so important to him before you left him.
➽ yandere! actor x gn! reader
➽ a/n: a post for today Thursday.╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ and I can’t wait to you guys read it. today, I don’t have much thing to say as my week was pretty normal compared to the previous ones. enjoy this one, my dear readers!
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➽ the newspaper can’t stop talking about the child actor that has stolen everyone’s heart, becoming the youngest winner in the award ceremony and turning into a famous star from day to night. his name going to the people’s mouth everyday and every night, gaining fans all over the globe with that gentle smile of his. everyone knows him, everyone adores him and everybody wants to be Irving Orson.
➽ his famous smile enchanted anyone who comes around and you were no exception, being his most trusted confident. you are his sidekick since the very first time he knows you, his best friend and his best supporter. the man knows that he has control over your life and he abused it.
➽ initially meeting you during a fancy gala as a little boy, irving as forced by his mothers to become acquainted with theirs coworker’ child who couldn’t stop giggling about him. a missing teeth in the front roll, hair messed like a hurricane has gone through the hall and wearing the most ridiculous shoes with lights, that was you. and since that day, irving and you become inseparable even though that was against his wishes.
➽ however, it didn’t took much time to the man tolerate your presence. often using as an improvised coat rack when needed, making you come along with him to the work set and always being the main center of your attention. almost like if you have become his personal assistant by the time the two of you become teenagers, adorable to say the least and quite a scene to other admire how the two of you are so close. specially in an dangerous environment like this one.
➽ with his popularity only growing and irving becoming of age, a new side of the industry was introduced to him. people of high power that he once thought to be the best turned out to be cruel creatures ready to attack at any moment, those who he believed to be gentle and kind reveal themselves as monster to him. it made him feel disgusted, it made him feel dirty by hearing words that wasn’t supposed to be louder than a whisper and he distanced himself from it.
➽ once known for his bubbly and funny demeanor during his time as a young boy, irving turned into a mature man who prefers to keep to himself. his stare is a keen as a sword, ready to cut anyone who comes closer to him with ill intentions and always wearing his gentleman persona when public. everyone fall for it, everyone become addictive to the most popular actor in the world and he couldn’t help himself, but thinking that no one really knows him.
➽ well almost everyone. there is you, a shadow that grown attached to him since that gala and it seems that you can’t leave nor have the intention to do so. it’s refreshing to have a familiar face at work that helps him (not that he would ever admit it), someone that he can be himself and not be judged. people would find themselves in denial if seeing him the so called gentleman acting like a fool when refusing to eat the vegetables from his meal.
➽ and he can’t help admire that you still with him, always so bright and sweet to him regardless of his coldness and tiredness after exhausted hours of work. irving loves that you take care of him, giving him the best hugs when congratulating him after another successful movie or just the free days the two of you spend in completely laziness at his mansion. those type of days are his favorite, because he finally got to be himself with only you around.
➽ a smile is on his face when you talk about your favorite part of today’s filming, redness growing at your cheeks when explaining how his character is probably going to give him another win at the awards session and that you can’t wait to tell your parents about it. the lines of his lips dropped, he forget that you working as an unofficial assistant for him means that you don’t interact much with your family nor other friends. he understands that he is time consuming and that you don’t really talk with your family because of him, yet he doesn’t feel guilty of it.
➽ irving knows that he is the only worth of your time, so he sees no problem in monopolizing it. giving your harsh tasks that will take hours to be done such doing his laundry, preparing him homemade meals with and even making you attend his most recent movie release as his partner. the last one if more appealing, seeing you wearing the expensive (and sometimes short) outfit that coincidentally match yours. “it was totally random, don’t think so much of it, [name].” he speaks, but mentally thanking his personal stylist for it.
➽ after the movie ended, irving opted to go home to rest and made you stay at his place as a small reward for being a good friend, a tiny smile appears when he said that. and you couldn’t refuse it, tiredness took over your body when stepping inside and he took the opportunity to place you at his bed, and he didn’t lose the chance to lay next to you.
➽ your chest going up and down and mouth makes him feel things, it’s weird that even recording so many intimate scenes with other actors, irving feels embarrassed by having you so closer to him. it’s almost like he is a child again, scared to speak out when his mothers called him out or to have kids another child actor back then. he removed a lock of hair away from your face, taking a better look at the soft expression and admiring how peaceful you look, if anyone else was here, they won’t hesitate to hurt you. but not him, irving is your protector and he will be there for you forever regardless of your opinion.
➽ or he thought so. the man failed to see the signs about your sadness growing, too busy deluding himself that everything was fine between the two of you to realize that you aren’t happy like this. the dark circles growing under your eyes went unnoticed by hiding it behind makeup and a fake smile to pretend that you were fine to his eyes, one that you wished that irving would see and give you a day off from work. however, that never happened and he only made you work more than before, making you not only exhausted, but also feeling that you don’t have any value to him.
➽ one day, you just left him without saying goodbye and peace has come to your life again. no need to wake up before the sun rising, no more dark circles and finally some time to see mother and father without worrying about work. it’s feel nice to finally be happy again, to have time for yourself to just relax and do nothing. this is so much better than overworking for irving and not be valued by him.
➽ and speaking of him, irving is panicking when he couldn’t find you anywhere. all of your stuff gone from the bedroom you used at his mansion and no one of his employees knows where you are, almost like you vanished in thin air. calls, messages and emails from him are ignored, leaving without options to contact you other than visiting your parents’ home and even that leave him without much. none of them know where you are despite the frequent visits and they didn’t bother asking, believing that you only took a few days off from working.
➽ his mind began playing tricks on him, making irving had your voice in very corner of the mansion and try to chase you down, only to be met with nothing. the actors and crew that he have been working with can tell there is something off about him, advising him to take a few weeks off from working to focus on his mental health. and of course, he accepts it, knowing that he can’t do much other than rest and try to keep himself calm after searching you for hours.
➽ i will find you, [name]. you can’t leave his mind despite trying to much to forget you and his mind doesn’t playing him like the fool he is. irving began dreaming about you every night, sometimes it’s silly as a picnic date that went wrong, others is about you cuddling him and he also dream about you having children with him. it sound like a perfect scenario, marrying you and then create a family to call his, irving desires that and he will make it become real.
➽ hiring someone to do the shady work wasn’t difficult, he just need the help of his friends to find someone willing to find your whereabouts without giving him away. he knew that you won’t forgive him, but does that really matter? as long he has you by his side, hating him won’t change his feelings nor plans for the future.
➽ it took only two days to irving learn your new address, a house in the edge of the city where the nature takes over the old buildings, remembering him of those apocalyptic movies he acted in. why would you give up of the richness and luxuries to live in a place like this? the only reason he can thinks of it is the rent being cheaper since you’ve stopped working for a quite while. yet, the walls with fresh colors and the smell of sweet inside your new home makes him wonder if you truly left him
➽ in his hands reached the doorknob before he could think and for his lucky, it was open. slowly and carefully, irving made his way towards the door that appears to be your bedroom, the guilty and shame of entering your house like this is eating him, but he can’t give up now. specially when he is so close to get you back.
➽ your sleeping body don’t move when he make his way inside, only continue to mutter in your sleep. irving took a deep breath when coming close to your bed, laying down close to your sleeping form and letting one of his hand closer to your thighs, caressing it without remorse.
➽ “my love, my muse…” his cheeks warmed with a red tinge as you move around the bed, maybe you are reacting to his touch or are you having a dream? irving got even closer to you, wrapping one of his arms around your body, putting you into his embrace as he kisses your neck. “no one will take you away from me, you are mine only.”
➽ irving spend more than time touching your body than he wants to admit, his piercing eyes roam over your body more than he wished and his heart beat faster when thinking of the possibility of you waking up to catch him at the act. he knows you wouldn’t react in a positive way, not when he broken into your house and is caressing your body without you permission.
➽ a part of himself tells him to stop, his mind telling how wrong he is for invading your privacy and overstepping your boundaries like this. and another part of himself, his heart, tells him that he deserves it after years of hard working at the entertainment industry. you are his reward after so many days and nights of wearing that mask to the public, none one aside from you knows his true colors and irving wants to keep it that way.
➽ irving notices that you began moving, probably going to wake soon as the sun shines outside and he couldn’t afford to lose his chance to make you his. his hands went straight to your neck, immediately pressing force into your throat and suddenly waking you up. his lips curves into a smile as he watches your ineffective attempt to remove his hands away, slowly you give up and fall into unconscious again.
➽ with you finally in his arms, ready to be taken away from the harsh reality, irving will show you a better and improved version of his mansion. there, no one will ever come closer to hurt you nor spread lies and manipulate you into leave him again, there no will ever come to take you away from him ever again.
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strawberrysodaslut · 2 years
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STEVE HARRINGTON IS THE PUSSY WORSHIPING KING! he will have you sit on his face for hours just to see how many times he can get you to cum. HE’LL CUM UNTOUCHED TOO, he could just from the taste of you🙏🏾🙏🏾
Take Your Seat - Steve Harrington x Reader
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summary: Steve’s favourite hobby is eating you out, so when the two of you try a new method, he enjoys it a little too much
warnings: SMUTTT, face sitting, oral (male and fem receiving) implied non protected sex, slight knife kink, cumming in pants, overstimulation, multiple orgasms
a/n: this is the truest statement ever sorry science this is the truth. this was meant to be a blurb but i got carried away 💀
edit: as someone has mentioned in my asks, this fic was HEAVILY inspired by ‘ruin the friendship’ by ethotlliot on wattpad, i didn’t even realise how similar they were until i reread both works, and it’s ridiculously similar. so i’ve edited it to fix those parts and also want to give HUGE credit to ethotlliot on wattpad, their work is no longer available on there but you can read their work on ao3
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Steve would take any opportunity to eat you out. At one point it seemed that any time you were alone would be spent with his head between your thighs, lapping you up like your his fucking life source.
The first time he suggested you sitting on his face, you were really apprehensive. Not because you didn’t want to- god you did, but you were scared of crushing him.
“Baby, you won’t crush me I promise.” He says, pressing a kiss to your lips. “If you don’t want to, we don’t have to. But if it’s because you’re scared of hurting me I promise you have nothing to worry about.”
You smile, looking down to hide the redness of your face. But his face follows you down, looking up at you, “How we feeling?”
Steve chuckles as you sit up, you move to straddle his hips. His hands immediately grip your waist, strolling circles with his thumb. The two of you meet for a kiss. The kiss is slow, tender. You brush your hands through his hair, just toying with the strands.
He pulls back from the kiss, “Yes or no, baby?” He says, bumping his nose into yours as the two of you catch your breath.
The two of you have always had a system when giving head, a way to tap out. If you were hurting him, surely he would let you know. There’s no harm in trying if you both want it, right?
A whimper escapes you, “Yes, please” you say, making it official.
He spurs into motion, unzipping your jeans as you help him shimmy you out of them, you’re about to pull down your panties when he stops you.
He reaches down his pocket, pulling out a plastic object, when he flips it up, you can see it’s a pocket knife. He moves the knife to the waistband of your panties before looking at you and raising his eyebrows, looking for permission.
You lightly nod, and he lifts your waistband at your right hip, cutting through it, quickly doing the same with the left side. He tosses the panties and the knife away, sending you a wink as he does so.
He moves to lie down on his back, “Come take your seat.” He says, the smirk still stretched across his face.
You giggle, moving up his body to hover above his face. The nerves come back as you realise the gravity of the situation- quite literally. What if you hurt him? What if you’re heavier than he expected and he judges you.
Before you can second guess yourself any further, Steve’s arms wrap around your thighs and he pulls you down onto his mouth.
You moan at the feeling of his mouth on your heat. It’s much harsher than when he would normally give head, but in the best way.
He grips your hips to roll you down onto his face, you let out a near phonographic moan, “Fuck, Steve.” You say, grinding down to ride his mouth.
You grip down on his hair, and he moans, sending vibrations up your body. His tongue moves to circle your clit, finding a steady rhythm and sticking to it.
His pace is demanding, rough, dragging you to your high at an alarming rate. “Steve,” you moan out, “you keep doing that and I’m gonna cum.”
You feel vibrations going up your body as he tries to reply, but his voice is muffled from your cunt. You sit up on your knees, “What?”
He huffs a laugh, “I said, that’s kind of the point.” He chuckles, “Now get back down here.” He says, pulling you back down.
You relax in his grip, your anxieties about hurting him washing away. You can quickly feel your high approaching more and more, your hips stuttering where they sit.
“So close…” You whimper, reaching for anything to grip on to stop yourself from tumbling forward. “Please don’t stop…” You beg.
The vibrations are getting more frequent, Steve’s muffled moans so strong you’d think that he was the one getting head.
Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you reach your high, your hips involuntarily grinding down onto his face. Just as you felt the pleasure move into overstimulation, you try to get off.
But Steve persists, gripping your hips to roll you further down. You whine, the sensitivity overtaking you. He always does this, loving the sight of you writhing and twitching and the sound of you whining.
The burn of of the overstimulation fades back into building pleasure. This was his favourite part about you, that once he made you cum he could get another million out of you before his lunch break ended.
“Fuck,” You moan as you stutter into your second orgasm. You feel Steve’s moans get more intense below you, growing and growing as he gets you through your orgasm.
This time, you don’t let him continue through the overstimulation, tapping out on his head, he relents his assault on your pussy, watching you move off of him with the biggest smirk on his face.
As you sit, you can feel the wet underneath you, but it’s not your own, it’s in his shorts… oh.
To prove your theory, you roll your hips down and he moans out, gripping your hips to still you. His face goes red, and you raise your eyebrows, “I’m- I’m so sorry, shit. I didn’t mean to, it’s just- you’re so fucking hot and-“
You cut him off, leaning down to meet his lips in a kiss, you lightly roll your hips against his. He moans into the kiss, bucking his hips up to match your grinds.
You pull back, moving down to sit on his thigh, “Its okay. It’s honestly really fucking hot.” You say, pushing your hand down his boxers and wrapping your hands around his cock, using his cum as a lube. It’s almost completely soft now, but it twitches in your hand.
He moans, bucking his hips into your hand, “It is?” He asks.
You nod, moving to pull his boxers down his legs, you lean down and kiss the tip. “Yeah, seeing how turned on you get,” press a kiss down his shaft, “just from pleasing me,” you kiss further down, “how could that be anything but hot?”
You guide his slowly hardening cock to your mouth, swallowing around it. He moans, “Fuck- baby” He says.
It doesn’t take long for his cock to harden in your mouth, but before you can continue, he pulls you off of his. You sit up, brows furrowed.
Before you can ask, he flips the two of you over, your back on the now messed up sheets of his bed.
“Gotta cum in you baby, yeah?” He asks, waiting for permission as he swipes his cock up and down your slit. You nod, and he smiles, “Good girl.”
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terrence-unsuaved · 5 months
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I really like interpretations of Magnificus' students before he did the shit he did so I whipped up my own! These are very head-canon heavy and probably go against some sorta lore so take alla this whith a pinch of salt.
I have in-dept explanations under the cut :>
The Belothed Dress-Code
I like to think Magnificus has a bit of a dress code for his students. He wouldn't be too strict but the main theme is typical hat robe boot combo and everything being oversized. Opinions on this code varies between students.
Sapphire Mage
Known as The Lonely Wizard in-game, I like to think that they are the most focused and grounded out of the students. I've writen the student's old personalities based off of their trial, so I decided Sapphire would be the busiest of the three- always up to something, whether training magic, finding a new hobby or finding someone to bother. Sapphire is the student who was trained by Magnificus the longest, so he is the closest to him as well as being the student who excels in card magic the most. The other two turn to them for advice. Think of them as the older sibling type.
For their design they change the least from their canon design. They're the only one to keep their robes long, only adding gloves and dangly moxes to their hat to fiddle with. I wanted them to look the 'neatest' out of the three.
Ruby Mage/ Amber
Known as The Piked Wizard in-game, I like to think she's the strongest physically as well as the most social with the other scrybes and their residents. Amber is the most exciteable and bold of the three pre-trial. She started her training just before Goobert, and because of that is a little closer to him then she is to Sapphire.
For Amber's design I wanted her to challenge the dress code the most out of the three, keeping her sleeves short and ripping off the trail of her robes (she tripped one too many times). I added the most accessories to her, including a chestplate, knee/elbow pads and laced boots. I gave her shorter hair as well. She is the tallest of the three. (I designed her before I learned Lonely is canonically 7'0+, and I'm not sure what to with that information.)
Emerald Mage
Known as Goobert or The Goo Mage in-game, I like to think he's the least experienced of the three in magic. There isn't a lot to say here, as he acts the most like his canon personality.
Emerald was a tough character to design. I latched onto how Goobert spesifies he was 'turned into goo' for his trial and I haven't seen any non-goo designs for him yet. @lego-block-man helped a LOT by suggesting a wyrven for his deisgn (though I settled on a dragon because i'm not creative enough BEFWBJEAVNF). I'm still a little uneasy about this design straying so far from canon but I still love it none the less. I wanted his interests in creative hobbies to show in his design, so I gave him a self-tailored hem for their robes as well as their sleves being pinned up and out of the way. He also wears velcro boots.
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Thank you for reading! Here's a Magnificus for your time <3
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beepboopappreciation · 2 months
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Hello, welcome to my robot blog!!
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I guess I should introduce myself, huh?
Clay (or Dalek!)
he/him/they/it
23 years old
I love fictional AI, robots, and computers a... completely normal amount!! (<- he's lying, officer! GET HIM!!11!)
My main blog is ClayDaDalek, which I use for random reblogs mostly.
This is a SFW blog, however I am an adult and might occasionally post or reblog suggestive content! Minors, beware and be aware.
Blinkies and additional information under the cut!
This blog is REBLOG HEAVY!!! You can expect to see reblogs of robots, computers, technology, etc, robot/ai character fanart, or just generally random robot related/adjacent content.
Expect a lot of Inscryption, Ultrakill, Transformers, Toontown, and Electric Dreams . . . or whatever the brainrot commands! I don't usually use a queue, we reblog on sight and flood the feed, we die like men!! /lh
I also post my own things occasionally, including art!! you can find these Clay Originals under #Clay Posts, and my drawings specifically under #Clay Art. I have my very own robotsona as well, which has his own special tag #CL8-0N. I use #Clay Answers for Askbox things!
Please feel free to send me asks! I love answering questions, and sometimes I'll even draw you a liddol doodle with my answer (no promises though)!! I love meeting new people, so please don't feel intimidated to send me a question or just say hello!
!!WARNING!!
This user is a certified Robot Enthusiast, Robot Kisser, and also Objectum for old computers! DNI if you're uncomfortable with that.
I AM GAY FOR ROBOTS AND COMPUTERS! BRING ME THE ROBOT YAOI!!! Fuck ai (affectionate)
Don't follow this blog if you're someone who uses or promotes using ""ai"" for images such as midjourney or are a fan of other forms of ""ai"" that have popped up over the past few years. Fuck ai (derogatory)
I'm also hella queer and trans and I don't want you here if you got issues with that. I will block racists and other -phobes on sight. Get out of here if you're a pedo/zoo. Begone transmeds. You Are Not Welcome Here!!
My policy is live and let live, so if your hobby is shitting on other people and their identities, stay away from this blog.
Let me be Crystal Clear: Neopronoun users I love you. Kinnies I love you. Objectum people I love you. People who mind their own business I LOVE YOU.
Anyway, blinkies!!! Yay!!! Thank you for reading, you made it to the end! here is your reward! :]
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nickeverdeen · 2 months
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hi👋🏻
Maybe (or not) you remember me but I asked once if you write neurodivergent readers. So... I'm finally here to make my first request (🙈). I wanted to have HCs with jesse from Tlou being reader's boyfriend (besides ellie being her bestfriend and joel having a really soft spot for reader in his old heart). And in this case, reader is a high-functioning autistic. (I don't know if you feel like you can write a reader like that, but I can write some of my own characteristics/habits to help you if you want).
So, the idea is Hc's with how jesse deals with an autistic reader, for example: reader having sensitivity to loud voices sometimes, having some problems with some food textures and repetitive hobbies, stimming with hands a lot (thinking about jesse letting reader fidgeting with the colar of his shirt is so comforting), how jesse tries to make things a little easier for her day by day, how is being attentive with her during sex moments, how does he feels about reader patrolling with him or someone else (even tho she's capable and smart), or how would he or some other main character feel if some random person is bothering reader somehow would be nice. This is more jesse centric, but you can say things about other characters too if u want. Anways, If you read until here thank you, I know I'm babbling by now lol
Oh and if you don't feel like writing this one it's fine by me too. Do what you feel comfortable!!
Hey, of course I remember you and I did the best I could and pls tell me if I messed something up and don’t worry as I’m completely fine with writing this as I myself have ADD and mild ASD so no worries and feel free to request anything anytime!
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Jesse x high-functioning autistic fem!reader
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Pairing: Jesse x reader (romantic), Ellie x reader (platonic), Joel x reader (platonic)
Warning: Mention of sex
Jesse is incredibly patient and understanding when it comes to your sensitivity to loud voices
He always makes sure to speak softly and calmly around you, especially in crowded or noisy environments
He’s attentive to your cues and knows when you’re starting to feel overwhelmed by loud noises
Whether it’s a crowded party or a busy street, he’ll gently guide you to a quieter area or suggest taking a break
Jesse is your rock during moments of sensory overload
He’ll hold your hand, provide comforting touches, or even use calming techniques like deep breathing exercises to help you feel grounded and calm
He’s proactive about creating a sensory-friendly environment for you
Whether it’s adjusting the volume on the TV or choosing quieter places to hang out, he’s always thinking ahead to make sure you’re comfortable
Jesse is your biggest advocate and isn’t afraid to speak up on your behalf
If someone is being too loud or insensitive to your needs, he’ll step in and politely address the situation
He’s constantly educating himself about autism and sensory processing issues to better understand your experiences and how to support you
Jesse loves finding new ways to connect with you that cater to your sensory preferences
Whether it’s going for quiet walks in nature or enjoying calming activities like painting or listening to music together, he’s always looking for ways to make you feel at ease
He’s great at finding creative solutions to help you navigate loud or overwhelming situations
Whether it’s using noise-canceling headphones or carrying earplugs, he’s always prepared to help you manage sensory overload
Jesse’s unwavering patience and understanding make you feel truly accepted and loved for who you are
You never have to worry about being judged or misunderstood when you’re with him
Above all, Jesse’s love for you is unwavering, and he’ll do whatever it takes to make sure you feel safe, comfortable, and understood
Jesse is incredibly understanding of your sensory issues with food textures and always takes them into consideration when planning meals or dining out together
He’s patient and supportive, never making you feel bad or self-conscious about your food preferences and always willing to accommodate them
Jesse enjoys exploring new recipes and cooking together with you, focusing on dishes with textures that you find comfortable and enjoyable
He’s always on the lookout for restaurants or eateries that offer a variety of textures to suit your preferences, making dining out a stress-free experience for you
Jesse encourages you to communicate openly about your food texture sensitivities, ensuring that he’s aware of any new triggers or preferences that arise
He’s willing to try new foods and textures with you at your own pace, providing encouragement and support every step of the way
Jesse understands the importance of routine and stability for you, so he’s always up for participating in your repetitive hobbies or activities, whether it’s watching the same movie or engaging in a favorite pastime together
He finds joy in sharing your hobbies and interests, embracing the comfort and familiarity they bring to your relationship
Jesse is patient and never rushes you when engaging in repetitive activities, allowing you to fully immerse yourself in the experience and find comfort in the familiar
Jesse’s unwavering support and understanding make you feel accepted and loved for who you are, quirks and all
Jesse is incredibly understanding when it comes you stimming with your hands
He knows that it’s a natural behavior for you and never makes you feel self-conscious about it
He notices how your hands move in certain patterns or motions when you’re feeling stressed or overwhelmed, and he gently encourages you to stim whenever you need to
Jesse actually finds it endearing and comforting when you fidget with the collar of his shirt
He sees it as a way for you to feel grounded and connected to him, and he always lets you do it without hesitation
Whenever you’re cuddling or sitting close together, Jesse intentionally wears shirts with soft collars, knowing that it brings you a sense of calm and security to fidget with them
He often holds your hand or intertwines your fingers when you’re feeling particularly anxious, providing you with a sense of physical reassurance and comfort
Jesse never rushes you or makes you feel pressured to stop stimming
He respects your boundaries and always creates a safe and accepting environment for you
He learns about different stimming techniques and tools that can help you manage your sensory needs better, and he’s always willing to try new things to support you
Jesse is observant and attentive to your nonverbal cues, knowing when you need a moment alone to stim or when you need his presence and support
He often incorporates activities that allow you to stim into your daily routine, whether it’s going for walks, playing with fidget toys, or engaging in sensory-friendly activities together
Jesse constantly reassures you that your stimming is completely normal and nothing to be ashamed of
He loves and accepts you exactly as you are
Jesse learns about autism and its various aspects to better understand his girlfriend’s needs and experiences
He creates a calming and predictable routine for you both, knowing that structure can provide stability and comfort
Jesse communicates openly with you, discussing any changes or plans in advance to minimize surprises
He sets up a quiet and sensory-friendly space in your home where his you can retreat when feeling overwhelmed
Jesse encourages you to engage in activities that you enjoy and finds ways to incorporate you into your daily routine
He offers gentle reminders and prompts to help you stay organized and on track with tasks and appointments
Jesse provides emotional support and reassurance during challenging situations, offering comfort and understanding
He actively listens to your concerns and respects your boundaries, always prioritizing your comfort and well-being
Jesse educates his friends about autism, helping them understand how to best support and help you when something’s up
He advocates for your needs in social settings, stepping in to explain or intervene if necessary to ensure your comfort
He participates in activities that you enjoy, showing genuine interest and enthusiasm for your hobbies
Jesse researches and introduces new coping strategies and sensory tools that may benefit you
He remains patient and understanding, recognizing that everyone experiences the world differently and embracing the differences between you two
Jesse continually learns and grows alongside his girlfriend, adapting his approach to best support you as you navigate life together
Jesse pays close attention to your verbal and non-verbal cues, ensuring clear communication and mutual understanding throughout
He creates a comfortable and sensory-friendly environment, minimizing distractions and providing a safe space for you to relax
Jesse prioritizes his girlfriend’s pleasure and enjoyment, focusing on your needs and desires during sex moments
He takes the time to discuss boundaries and preferences with you beforehand, respecting your limits and boundaries at all times
Jesse engages in gentle and reassuring touch, using soft caresses and strokes to help you feel relaxed and at ease
He remains attuned to your responses, adjusting his actions and pacing based on your comfort level and feedback
Jesse encourages open communication during sex, inviting you to express your feelings and desires without judgment
He incorporates sensory stimulation that you enjoy, such as specific textures or sensations, to enhance your pleasure
Jesse maintains eye contact and verbal reassurance, offering words of encouragement and affirmation to you throughout
He checks in with you regularly, asking if you are comfortable and if there’s anything you need or want to change
Jesse creates a sense of safety and trust, fostering an environment where you feel free to explore and express yourself sexually
He embraces your unique way of experiencing sex, adapting his approach to suit your preferences and comfort level
He avoids sudden or unexpected movements, providing gentle guidance and support to help you feel secure
Jesse focuses on emotional connection as well as physical pleasure, prioritizing sex and closeness in your sexual experiences
Jesse remains attentive and responsive to your needs and desires, ensuring that your sexual encounters are mutually satisfying and fulfilling
Jesse feels proud and honored that you choose to join him on patrols, recognizing your intelligence and capabilities
He admires your bravery and determination, knowing that you are more than capable of handling yourself in challenging situations
Jesse values your unique perspective and skills, seeing you as an asset during patrols and missions
He prioritizes your safety and well-being, ensuring that you have the necessary support and resources while patrolling together
Jesse trusts your judgment and decision-making abilities, knowing that you are capable of handling yourself in any situation that may arise
He enjoys spending time with his girlfriend on patrols, cherishing the opportunity to work together and strengthen their bond
Jesse remains attentive to your needs and comfort level while patrolling, offering reassurance and support as needed
He encourages you to communicate openly about your experiences and feelings while on patrol, fostering a sense of trust and teamwork
Jesse respects your autonomy and independence, allowing you to take the lead or contribute in your own way during patrols
He acknowledges any challenges or difficulties you may face while patrolling, offering encouragement and understanding throughout
Jesse values your contributions and insights during patrols, appreciating your unique perspective and problem-solving skills
He remains vigilant and protective of you while on patrol, ensuring that you are safe and supported at all times
Jesse communicates openly with his girlfriend about the risks and dangers of patrolling, seeking your input and collaboration in decision-making
He prioritizes clear communication and coordination with you while on patrol, working together seamlessly to achieve their objectives
Jesse acknowledges and respects your boundaries and comfort level during patrols, adjusting their approach as needed to ensure your well-being
Jesse cherishes the opportunity to patrol alongside his girlfriend, savoring the moments you share together while working towards a common goal
Ellie deeply values her best friend’s presence on patrols, recognizing your unique perspective and attention to detail, which often spot things others might miss
Despite your autism, Ellie views you as an essential and equal member of the patrol team, treating you with respect and admiration for your intelligence and capabilities
Ellie feels a sense of responsibility towards her best friend, ensuring you feel comfortable and safe while on patrol, and always ready to provide support or assistance whenever needed
She occasionally worries about her best friend’s well-being during patrols, especially in dangerous or high-stress situations, but trusts your abilities and instincts to handle yourself effectively
Joel respects your intelligence and capabilities, recognizing your unique strengths and skills that make you a valuable asset on patrols
He feels a sense of protectiveness towards you, understanding that you may face additional challenges due to your autism, but admiring your determination to overcome them and contribute effectively to your patrol missions
Joel appreciates your honesty and sincerity, finding your straightforwardness refreshing and valuable, especially during critical moments on patrol where clear communication is essential
Despite any initial reservations or concerns, Joel quickly realizes your capabilities and trusts you to handle yourself competently during patrols, treating you as an equal and valued member of their team
If there would be someone bothering you Jesse would feel protective of you, especially knowing that you may have difficulty handling certain situations
He would approach the situation calmly but assertively, intervening if the random person is bothering you
Jesse would prioritize your comfort and well-being above everything else, making sure you feel safe and supported
He might try to defuse the situation peacefully by calmly talking to the random person and asking them to leave you alone
If the random person doesn’t listen, Jesse would be prepared to take more decisive action to ensure your safety, but he would try to avoid escalating the situation unnecessarily
Jesse would make sure to reassure you afterward, letting you know that he’s there for you and that you don’t have to face such situations alone
He might also discuss strategies with you on how to handle similar situations in the future, empowering you to advocate for yourself
Jesse would be understanding of any anxiety or distress you may feel after the encounter and would be there to provide comfort and support
He would also make sure to check in on you regularly to see how you’re feeling and if there’s anything else he can do to help
Overall, Jesse’s priority would be to create a safe and supportive environment for his girlfriend, where she feels loved, respected, and protected
As your best friend Ellie would immediately step in to defend you, not hesitating to confront the random person
She would use her quick wit and sharp tongue to shut down the person bothering you, making it clear that they’re not welcome
Ellie’s protective instincts would kick in, and she would make it known that messing with her friend is not something she takes lightly
She might use humor or sarcasm to diffuse the tension and lighten the mood, but her underlying message would be clear: back off
Ellie would stay by your side throughout the encounter, offering you support and solidarity
She would make sure you feel safe and reassured, using her own confidence and strength to bolster her friend’s spirits
Ellie might also try to distract you afterward, engaging you in a fun activity or conversation to take your mind off the incident
She would be fiercely protective of your emotional well-being, offering a listening ear and a shoulder to lean on if needed
Ellie would make it clear to the random person that bothering you is not something she’ll tolerate, and she’ll be keeping an eye out to ensure it doesn’t happen again
Overall, Ellie’s loyalty and fierce protectiveness would shine through as she stands up for her best friend and ensures she feels supported and defended
Joel having a soft spot for you would feel a surge of protective instinct towards you, wanting to shield you from any harm or discomfort
He might initially feel a bit more reserved in his approach compared to Jesse and Ellie, but his protective instincts would still drive him to intervene
Joel would calmly assess the situation and step in to defuse any tension, using his calm demeanor and authoritative presence to assertively handle the situation
He would make it clear to the random person that bothering you is not acceptable, firmly but respectfully insisting that they leave you alone
Joel’s protective nature would extend to your emotional well-being, and he would make sure you feel supported and reassured throughout the encounter
He might offer you a comforting presence, standing by your side and subtly communicating his support and solidarity
Joel would be observant of your cues and emotions, tuning in to your needs and offering his assistance or guidance as necessary
After the encounter, Joel would check in on you to see how you’re feeling and offer you any additional support or reassurance you may need and he might offer you some good coffee too
He would also make it clear to the random person that bothering you is not something he’ll tolerate, and he’ll be keeping an eye out to ensure it doesn’t happen again
Overall, Joel’s protective instincts and caring nature would shine through as he ensures you feel safe, supported, and defended
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mixelation · 10 months
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i want to add more characters to con shenanigans but
in plasticity, jiraiya publishes anonymously. i can kind of see him at cons, hovering around icha icha panels like a fic writer googling themselves. i also think he and tori probably hate each other LMAO.* also i feel like kakashi's enjoyment of icha icha stuff would NOT be enhanced by jiraiya being present. jiraiya is maybe for a few funny cameos but not a main member of the crew. however i DO think true ninja history nerds would think the jiraiya-minato-kakashi cosplay group is so cool. hey random girl with them, can you take the photo--
*jiraiya hates tori in a normal way a grown adult might hate a teenager, in that he thinks she's really fucking annoying but there's nothing he cna really do about it except ignore/avoid her. tori hates jiraiya because in person he's a weird pervert and NOT in a fun way!!!
kushina presumably likes jiraiya's work but in an attempt to give her different interests from minato, we'll say she's into it in a very casual "i support jiraiya's hobbies" way. she IS proud there's a character based on her but also she wouldn't read the books if she didn't know jiraiya personally. kushina only shows up if she feels like she's being left out (so only if minato AND naruto go, or if all of team 4 goes. then it's a group activity and she wants in!!!). tori is both annoyed when kushina shows up BUT ALSO kushina is the only adult who dosn't get weird about going to an 18+ panel with her** kushina isn't like other moms. she's a cool mom
**tori and kushina accidentally go to a strip show together WHEN
i was thinking about other characters i think would like icha icha and/or historical ninja fiction/rpf....
ebisu - canon but also who likes ebisu? only if we need a cameo where they run into a rando ninja
itachi - i feel like he's a later edition. also i feel like he'd throw off the vibe and no one would know how to explain this to him
anko - i can see anko being a weird pervert but i'm pretty sure she and tori hate each other
shisui - i can see shisui being into stupid ninja rpf but ALSO i think it would be really funny if tori hated him. i can't find the post rn but i did suggest that shisui seems liek the type of person who would helpfully explain to tori why somethign she said was wrong and then it would be WAR FOR ONE THOUSAND YEARS
kakashi: how do you have so many enemies in the village
tori: it's not my fault so many people are wrong???
deidara - i can NOT see deidara participating in any of the above on purpose. however his presence DOES cancel out itachi for vibes. he gets Bamboozled into attending
tori: SANNIN COSPLAY. you're tsunade* <3
deidara: YOU TOLD ME THIS WAS AN ART SHOW
*tori made these decisions based on appearance. deidara is tsunade; itachi is orochimaru. tori launches into a speech on how jiraiya has weird little man energy
kakashi: is she--
deidara: going on and on about being a weird little man again? YES, why did you let her even THINK about dressing up--
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I have not been an active participant in the Harry Potter fandom in a very long time and it's just recently that a coworker of mine suggested that I give Dramione fics a try.
Her suggesting was both a blessing and a curse—ever since I started looking into Dramione, I've found more than a handful of fics that I absolutely loved, Remain Nameless being one of them. Of course, I've done nothing but devour fanfics in my free time ever since, placing other hobbies and social outings on hold. I can't say I regret it much, though my sleeping schedule took quite a hit as well :')
I'd like to start by telling you how much I enjoyed the plot for Remain Nameless. I never was a fan of slow burns before, but it might seem like aging has mellowed me out quite a bit. It's either that, or the fact that I've been feeling like time just flew by lately (to be completely honest ever since the pandemic it feels like every time I blinked, another year passed by), and I desperately want things to slow down a bit, just so I can enjoy them properly—both in my life and in my reading.
There are plenty of stories about Draco and Hermione and them falling in love, but this one is definitely a favourite. I loved how the accent was placed on them and their evolution as people and their journey as lovers.
It was heartwarming to see Draco's transformation throughout the story and each interaction between these two characters, especially the initial ones at the coffee shop, brought me such joy.
The pacing of their friendship and then romantic relationship felt so natural, and I couldn't help but sit at the edge of my seat, waiting with baited breath to see if things are going to turn out well for our main couple (even though I knew it would be a happy ending, according to the tags :') )
Also, the characters that made an appearance fleshed out the story wonderfully. I'd like to say that the moments including Ginny, Theo and Sasha were some of my favourites, but then again, can I really have favourites when I loved each chapter so much?
The familial relationships were also points of great interest for me. I enjoyed seeing how Hermione interacted with her parents after everything that happened and her relationship with the Weasley members really warmed up my heart. The acceptance of Draco into Hermione's friend and family circles was also quite emotional for me, since he went through such complex experiences with his own parents and friends.
The writing was also marvelous and it really captured me, though I feel like I couldn't fully appreciate it since my eyes were flying over the words to know what happens next. I would love to pick up this fanfiction again for another read, just so I can fully appreciate the craftsmanship that was put into it.
Honestly, being reintroduced into this fandom reminded me why I love fandom and fanfiction so much. Sure, there might be people who sully the experience with their greed and pettiness (I've read a bit about those people what bind your fics and sell them on etsy and I recall reading an AN of somebody reposting your work on Wattpad and I'm so sorry that these things happened/are happening to you and many other fantastic writers) but it can also bring people together and be such a great source of comfort.
I apologize for the long message, I feel like I rambled quite a bit. I know there's much more that I would have loved to say, but words seem to evade me today. But I would like to thank you again for putting in so much of your time, effort, love, and passion into writing this wonderful piece of fanfiction and for sharing it with us.
This story made me giggle, it made me cry, and it made me feel so many emotions, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for it.
hello hello!
wow, thank you so much to your co-worker, this was lovely to receive. sorry about the sleepless nights 😅 but i am happy you enjoyed your time with my story and other fics.
and yes, there's some bad actors out here making fandom a not-so-fun place at the moment, but as you rightly noted "it can also bring people together and be such a great source of comfort." It's certainly why i stick around and thank you for this beautiful message that reminded me why i've loved my time here. your kind comments about my writing brought me so much joy, thank you 🥰
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Hi! I was wondering if I could get a romantic matchup for Hazbin?
I'm bi but with a preference for men, so I would like a male character as a matchup :)
Anyway, I'm an ambiverted female. I may seem quiet and unapproachable at first, but once I get close with someone, I'm a completely different person; I'm a bit charismatic, I like to joke around and I love to engage in playful banter with my friends. I'm also very often sarcastic and sometimes I like to tease my friends (and I don't mind being teased back). I'm also the type of friend in a group who tries to stop the rest from doing dumb shit, especially if I consider it too dumb or dangerous. You could say I'm the rational friend or even mom friend of the group maybe. I may come off as mean sometimes, but it's either my attempt at joking or trying to show that I care. I'm also not afraid to call someone out on their bullshit if I think they are going overboard and I value loyalty a lot.
As for my style, lately I've been dressing mostly in all black, kinda goth style (but I always wear pants, never skirts, I despise them lol). I also love silver jewelry, I always wear some visible earrings (usually dragon or snake themed) and I have a silver ring on each finger on both my hands (I feel almost naked without them).
My main interest/hobby is listening to music I guess, I can't love without it. Lately I've been into any rock type of music, heavy metal, pop-rock, hard rock, etc. Besides that, I also love to draw, read and travel. I guess I should also mention that I've been an equestrian for many years.
And lastly, my main love languages that I use are physical affection (I'm touch starved as hell), quality time and gift giving (basically anything besides words of affirmation, I'm shitty at that).
Thank you in advance! :)
heyyy! i was gonna do charlie for you but then i remembered you said you wanted a male character, so if you ask, you shall receive!! anyway, here’s my pick for you…
Lucifer !!
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He was the closest to what I had in mind originally, so sh haha
Lucifer loves your goth style, he thinks it matches your sarcastic and rational attitude lol
Also on that note, he thinks your style is actually so sexy, in general your kinda just his mommy haha
Luci loves spending time with you, whether your cuddling, talking while he works on ducks, or spending time at the hotel, it’s the kinda thing he’ll think about and smile for hours at a time <3
He’s a bit awkward with you at first, and when you call him out on it, he kinda just panics internally and literally stops functioning as a human being XD
You most likely sketch his ideas for ducks (like blueprints kinda) and he puts them into motion, whether he suggested that to you or not is up to you for interpretation XD
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juliannepepper · 8 months
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What to do if you don't have ideas:
Do you not have any ideas for NaNoWriMo? Do you not know jackshit about what you want to write? Well, as a professional thinker (don't search that up), I got some tips that can help you kickstart an idea for a story:
1. Mix and Match:
This is one I read from "Save the Cat" by Blake Snyder (I know it talks about screenwriting, but, it's still very much applicable to all fiction writers. If you haven't read it, I would suggest you to give it a try). Try thinking of an elevator pitch, or a proposal that is one to two sentences long. If your proposal is good enough to hook yourself in, you got yourself a story worth writing. For Nanowrimo, you're pretty much writing for yourself. If you aren't hooked to the premise, don't even bother.
One of the best ways to do it is to mix and match. But, Julianne? What do you mix and match? You can mix genres, what if statements, pre-existing books, anything that can hook a reader (and yourself) in one to two sentences. For example, looking at popular stories:
Cinder by Marissa Meyer: Cinderella and cyborgs
City of Bones by Cassandra Claire: Harry Potter and angels
Lucifer (Netflix): Biblical figures in an LA cop story
Foul Lady Fortune: Shakespeare's "As you like it" set in 1931's Shanghai
West Side Story: Romeo and Juliet with New York City gangs
And the list goes on and on. You might be thinking that it's plagiarism to take two already existing ideas and mix it together. Well, let me tell you--as long as you aren't blatantly copying a pre-existing story and you're putting your own spin to it, you're fine. Of course, you can always put a disclaimer that says it's inspired by the pre-existing story.
2. Random Word Generators:
I did this for my personal NaNoWriMo in February of 2021, and it makes the planning stage a lot of fun. Go to a random word generator (there's a ton online), generate ten random words (I did 30, and it was too much for a single month to finish a book), and make an outline.
I took a typical plot outline mountain (I would suggest doing the same. It's the simplest outline), and assigned the words to the different beats. For example, if one of my words was "Dog" I can put dog in the exposition part of the plot outline mountain, at the very bottom. Maybe my character has a motivation for a dog. Maybe the character is a dog. Maybe there's a pre-established world-building element that has to do with a dog. The list can go on and on.
Once I put all my randomly generated words in their places, I expanded upon them. If my words in the exposition were "Dog, Feather, Jump," I would try to make a connection between the three words and think about how that would fit into the exposition of the story (maybe the character is the 'Guard Dog' to the queen and they're known for being as light as a feather and just as stealthy. They jumped at this opportunity the moment they saw it, to get out of their thieving ways). You can always change the words and exchange them for different words, as long as it sparks ideas.
3. Writing what you love:
Even if you don't have any ideas for a story, the best writers are also the best readers. Think about what you love in a story? What do you look for? What tropes stand out to you? What makes you care about a story? For me, I love fantasy books, a slow burn, a sarcastic main lead, action scenes. Write everything you love to put in a story in a list. Then, write down the things inspire you or are important to you. It can be a T.V show, a hobby, an already existing story, a person you look up to--anything that doesn't have to do with what you want to see in a book, but what inspires you to be creative.
After that, think of a theme. What is the main theme of what you want to write about? Maybe you love the theme of "love at first sight" or "being true to yourself." Maybe you're much more political and is interested in the theme "injustice in the current justice system" or "political parties driving people apart." But, think of a central theme.
Finally, outline the story. Use a pre-existing plot outline (though you are more than welcome to deviate. Remember, you have to finish a manuscript in a month). Write down where the story begins and how you want it to end based on your theme (ex: if the theme is about letting go, the beginning main character could be a hoarder and the story can end with the main character starting from scratch, maybe even giving their stuff to charity). Then, write how they get to that ending based on your inspirations. With the example of the hoarder, I love fantasy and slow burn romances. The setting would obviously be in a fantasy setting, and maybe their love interest helps them get over their hoarding ways. I'm inspired by Avatar: The Last Airbender, so I'm interested in incorporating martial arts in their magic system, or have the setting inspired by East-Asian cultures/Inuit cultures. Maybe the main character is the "Chosen one" in a sense and doesn't want to be. Maybe the main character is reincarnated. The list can go on and on, it's all up to how you want the story to go.
This option is the most vague, I think, but, it can really help you think of an idea of a story that you want to care about.
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imasloid · 3 months
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SHINY COLORS FASHION ANALYSIS - Kogane Tsukioka (月岡恋鐘)
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"Ya make me an idol and there'll be no one better! Jus' leave it to me!"
This is a project analyzing and taking a look at the fashion design and application in the multimedia series, The IDOLM@STER: Shiny Colors. This section is about the countryside positive girl of the series, Kogane Tsukioka! If you want to jump to a specific section, go here!
(This is a reprint of my thread on Twitter. I put it on Tumblr for easier reading and for archiving purposes. Enjoy!)
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INTRODUCTION
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“Kogane is a confident girl who always has a bright smile on her face, stylish with an eye-catching cuteness. Though known for being quite clumsy (falling down & making mistakes while dancing), Kogane’s natural positive attitude allows her to quickly recover from her failures.”
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Profile
Age: 19
Birthday: February 25th
Height: 165 cm
Weight: 58 kg
Blood Type: B
Hometown: Nagasaki
Hobbies: “My excellent home cookin'!”
Special Skills: “I can draw the spittin’ image of ya!”
CV: Carin Isobe
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Before starting the analysis, I would suggest if you haven’t already, read her W.I.N.G. (introductory) commu (through the broswer game's English patch or on YouTube). If you don’t play the game, I would listen to her image song and read the lyrics to get a better sense of her character.
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STYLE BREAKDOWN
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Out of all of the Shiny idols, Kogane’s style is the most consistent from her debut to current day. Her fashion is polished and elegant, cutie-sexy while also modest. Kogane’s style is a Japanese take on 1950s fashion, highlighting her figure, fashion sense, and love of pink.
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Most of Kogane’s earlier outfits were in the “girly” style, very cute and sometimes tacky with a bit of a playful edge with oversized floral and bow features and a predominantly pink color scheme. As seen in later outfits, her clothes compliment her figure very well.
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A substyle of her girly fashion, the “cutie sexy” style (as I dub it) keeps her hyperfeminine style, but adds a coy maturity to her outfits that add a bit of sexiness to her cute ensembles. Details include exposed shoulders/cleavage, sheer fabric, & darker/more neutral colors.
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Another notable girly substyle featured is “retro girly,” mostly taking influence from 50s American “housewife” style. A reference to her “countryside hospitality” and love to cook for others, it shows a bit more elegance and class compared to previous style inspirations.
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I want to go more in-depth into the 1950s retro influence in her style, so I made two more graphics detailing the “New Look” style by Dior (made in late 40s but popularized in 50s & beyond) and the “American housewife” influences in her fashion.
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Her final major style influence is “adult girly,” a substyle that still has cuteness that the “girly” style is known for, but leans in more to an elegant/classy vibe. A visual shift that shows her character growth as an idol as well as the leader/center of L’Antica.
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Kogane’s image color is a medium shade of magenta-red, referencing her status of being the center and leader of her unit L’Antica, a trait of pink image color idols. Compared to Mano’s pink, it’s much more vibrant, pointing to her outgoing and larger-than-life self.
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The main colors in Kogane’s wardrobe are pinks, browns, and yellows and are mostly a constant throughout her fashion through time. These colors are often paired together and with white/black as accent colors. Kogane also infrequently wears blue/purple, mostly in earlier outfits.
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FASHION ANALYSIS
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Kogane is known as the leader and center of L’Antica with a huge love for her hometown of Nagasaki. Because of the overwhelming support and love she’s received there, she possesses unbudging positivity. She can say “I am the best idol!” without any self-consciousness.
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Since leaving her hometown to chase her dream, she has went to and failed several auditions but never gave up, strongly persevering. Even after becoming an idol, she tends to mess up often, forgetting dance steps or lyrics, but doesn’t worry too hard and keeps moving forward.
In game, she’s known for having a very cute and “outrageously stylish” image, which fits her perfectly to be a center for an idol unit. Her fashion takes very accessible pre-existing styles like various “girly” substyles and makes a visually clean and unique style that is hers.
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Kogane’s clothes heavily flatter her figure, such as a cinched waist, above-te-knee dresses/skirts to show her long legs, and tops that accentuate her bust. Contrary to assumptions, she doesn’t wear clothes to impress others, but just because she likes the clothes she wears.
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She actually has a sizeable complex about her body type, not liking comments on it or being stared at/touched. Many agencies offered to produce her as a gravure idol, but she turned all of them down. Kogane has even wished to have a smaller frame/body type like Yuika’s.
Though some elements of her fashion are mature, there is a pureness in it seen in the styles it is based off of, especially the “girly” substyles. It balances many contrasting elements (e.g. cute and elegant, pure and mature, sexy and modest) which is quite commendable.
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Though Kogane has such a positive outlook on life, she is not without insecurities. Perhaps as a side-effect of failing auditions due to being a “normal cute girl one can find anywhere,” she sometimes desires traits of others, like Kiriko’s gentleness and Sakuya's dependability.
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Despite this, Kogane doesn’t change herself to appease anyone and wants to fulfill her dreams by being her authentic self. This can be seen visually in how her style evolves over time, keeping the same elements (e.g. silhouette, composition, color) constant with subtle changes.
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Kogane has one of the most consistent styles out of all the idols, a testament to being a steady pillar of support for L’Antica. If you look at all of her outfits, there is little variation in categories like color, composition, fabric, or design elements.
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One variation is how her silhouette changes subtly over time. Her first outfits were very girly and featured more tacky design elements but slowly started to become more clean, elegant, and mature. Her bottoms got less volume but longer, leading to a more linear silhouette.
Symbolically, this stands for her character growth through being an idol. While her positive & strong-minded personality doesn’t change much, her newfound relationships with her unit members & Producer have changed her worldview tremendously, hence a mature albeit subtle change.
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Additionally, due to her family owning a restaurant, she is very skilled in cooking and often cooks for others as a sign of affection. This is a probable reason why there’s 1950’s housewife influence in her fashion, symbolizing her hospitality and love for taking care of others.
Overall, Kogane's fashion style is simple but effective, transmitting her traits of unyielding positivity and cutesy perseverance well. Though it doesn't change much compared to other characters, it shows her commitment to stay true to herself and her subtle development & growth.
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This is it for Sakuya Shirase!
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Next section: Mamimi Tanaka
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houkagokappa · 11 months
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The Yuri Manga Post
From when I first came across yuri manga a decade ago, followed by a long break from it due to the excruciating longing I’d experience reading about girls loving girls while not experiencing it myself, I’d been wanting to get back to reading yuri manga again. The loneliness hasn’t gone anywhere, but my love towards girls and girls loving girls has remained, and I’ve wanted to take part in it once more.
What got me started was Hanamonogatari by schwinn. People were hyping it up on twitter as old woman yuri, and not just yuri involving a grown adult, but an actual grandmother. So far only 2 chapters have been translated, so I don’t have a whole lot to say about the series. It’s a nice change of pace to read about someone in their 60′s, and it’s wholesome to see how they discover make-up as a new hobby and the salesperson as a new romantic interest. Life doesn’t end after your 20′s, y’all!
This inspired me to check out what else is popular these days, and one of the first works I saw recommended was Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete by Akihiro Ononaka, which is the polar-opposite to Hanamonogatari. It’s about a young girl who adores magical girls, but ends up becoming a villain forced to fight them. Her new alter-ego is sadistic and enjoys teasing and torturing her opponents. The manga feels like a combination of Douman Seiman’s works and Kill la Kill, the way it’s stylized with high contrasts and contains plenty of wacky, sexy comedy that takes things just a little too far for comfort. Personally I love it. It’s not a manga for everyone, and I wish it would start wrapping up soon after 9 volumes, before it starts repeating itself too much. It’s been one of the most refreshing manga I’ve read in a while, a funny parody with an amazing artstyle, even if it also contains some... questionable scenes.
Looking at more conventional works, I picked up Ki ni Natteru Hito ga Otoko ja Nakatta by Agu. It’s about a high school girl who falls for a guy as they bond over similar tastes in music, but as the title suggests, it turns out the guy’s actually a girl and her classmate (disguised in her casual/alternative style). The manga releases on twitter, and it’s been a fun exercise for me to keep up with it in Japanese. The twitter releases have also allowed Agu to use some colour, adding lime green to the traditional black and white, which makes the manga stand out and look really cool. The art itself is great too, both girls are super cute with their own distinctive styles. I like seeing how their relationship develops and I’m glad that it doesn’t dwell on the initial misunderstanding for too long. I will say that it’s a shame to be caught up with the story, since each weekly update is only 4 pages long and I’d rather read this in one go.
Next, I picked up Kakeochi Girl by Battan, since it was recent and renowned, with gorgeous covers. It’s about a woman who runs into her old high school sweetheart again after 10 years. While she never got over her, her old lover is now about to get married to a man, and have his baby. I wasn’t a huge fan of this manga. I thought it was sad how the main girl hadn’t been able to move on and felt stuck with her life for so long, while her romantic interest was stuck making bad decisions. I also didn’t like how the husband was portrayed as a villain of comical proportions. I think there’s value to the story which explores what comphet does to a woman, but it’s not something I care to read about when men become too central to the story. I also have conflicting feelings about the art. The covers, illustrations and some pages were absolutely gorgeous, and I love how Battan portrays different feelings, especially whenever something’s a little scary, but exciting, with tingles and sparks, but I’m not a huge fan of her style when it comes to the eyes and other facial features, which is a stylistic choice for her and a personal preference of mine.
I gave Battan another chance with Ane no Yuujin, since I couldn’t resist the enthralling, sensual cover. I liked it better than Kakeochi Girl, and it helped me appreciate the art more, thanks to her excellent portrayal of longing and joy. I was about to say that I liked the characters better too, but now that I think about it, I’m not sure I did. I think the fact that this was much shorter and focused on more characters masked it for me. I don’t think Battan’s works are for me, but I’m sure there are plenty of people out there who do love them for good reason!
I continued my yuri journey with another work I’d seen and heard much about, Sayonara Rose Garden by Dr. Pepperco. It’s about a Japanese maid who works for an English noblewoman, set in England in the early 1900′s. My first impression was that Dr. Pepperco is a genius for this setting and combination of aesthetics, with the Japanese maid dressing in kimono off-duty (!!!). The manga is beautifully drawn, and I enjoyed both main characters, but unfortunately a man had to get between them as well. It makes sense considering the setting, but it’s still not something I enjoy reading about, so my initial excitement was dulled out after the first volume. Overall it was a good read with great art, but because of my high expectations and slight disappointment, it didn’t end up as a favourite of mine.
After getting worried about not finding any more good yuri to read, I was happy to discover Ikemen Girl to Hakoiri Musume by Mochi au Lait and majoccoid. It’s another manga where one girl mistakes her classmate for a man and falls for them. Here the girl confesses right at the start, the other one accepts as a joke, and they end up dating while the misunderstandings are still at play. The girl who was mistaken for a man is incredibly sympathetic and a whole mood (TM), while her girlfriend is super bubbly and sweet. The manga is light-hearted and funny, and I wish I could find something similar to this, since it’s been one of my favorites.
Next up I read Yuunagi Marbled and Kimi Koi Limit by Momono Moto. Yuunagi Marbled was a tad bit on the edgy side, but still an okay read. Kimi Koi Limit had a real mess of a main character, which I enjoyed immensely, since I’ve been looking for something like that in yuri works. After all these stories about women who suddenly end up in lesbian relationships, or who have to hide the fact they want to be in them, it was refreshing to read about women who were open and assertive about their interests. I can’t say either of these works left a strong impression on me beyond that, but I found the girls cute and they were easy enough to read.
Then I went on to read Papa no Sexy Doll by Kajikawa Gaku. Look. The title is questionable. And the manga is indeed about a girl and her dad both having some sort of relationship with an android to get over the loss of the girls’ mother. I checked it out because I read something else by the same author, which left me curious about what else they’d done. Then I wanted to check what Papa no Sexy Doll could possibly be about, since it wasn’t marked as r-18. It was a pleasant surprise to see that it was yuri, and I actually got attached to the main character, who’s a young girl going through a rough patch with her crush/girlfriend and seeking solace (not necessarily sexual, but also that kind of comfort) from the titular doll. There are only a few chapters out and it’s still ongoing, but so far it’s been a nice story about loss and the pains of growing up. I can’t recommend it for everyone, but it’s been a pleasant surprise for sure.      
To continue with more questionable works, I was excited to give Kyou wa Kanojo ga Inai kara by Iwami Kiyoko a try, based on the gorgeous art and a powerful line I randomly came across and had to fish out the source for. Like the title suggests, it’s about a girl in a lesbian relationship, but said girlfriend is still in the closet afraid to show any sort of affection towards her in public. Furthermore, she keeps ignoring her in favour of club activities, which leaves our main girl sad and lonely. A third girl shows up, and with a few pushes, the main girl starts two-timing her girlfriend. I love how horrible the girls are, and how easy it is to see what drove them to be the way they are. The art is to die for, and although I can’t recommend such a controversial topic to everyone, it’s been one of my favorites. The manga is still ongoing, with 4 volumes currently, and things are heating up!
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After reading all these popular and currently talked-about series, and not finding that much more looking though what’s popular, I discovered the greatness of Interest Stacks on MAL. There were a few collections with titles and covers that looked intriguing, and I started reading older works, with the oldest being Maya no Souretsu by Ichijo Yukari, published in 1972. I love the 70′s shoujo manga style, and the story was a tragic wild-ride about loss and revenge.
From there I kinda fell down the rabbit hole that was 90′s josei. Some of the yuri works I read were Love Vibes and Sheets no Sukima by Erica Sakurazawa. They are both about messy relationships that involve a lot of sex and cheating, and while love between women was central for both, there was more action between women and men. Because I read other josei works from the same era before these two, I came in thinking it was cool to see women be active and forward, so I didn’t mind it, but I do think Sheets no Sukima in particular suffered from not developing the relationship between the two women further. The ending was incredibly unsatisfying and abrupt, even if it could be seen as realistic and tragic in a way I usually love, because it reflects how uncertain and unsatisfying real life can be. I definitely preferred Love Vibes out of the two, where the feelings were more clear and reciprocated. Both works had a charming artstyle, and the girls were cute so it was nice reading them.
Back to the present day, although ready to take a journey into the past, I continued with Yume no Hashibashi by Sudou Yumi. It’s about two women in their mid-80′s who have been in love with each other since they were 14/15, but unable to be with each other due to various societal reasons. The manga starts with them in their old age and progresses backwards in time, with each chapter giving us a small glimpse of the choices they made and the feelings they had throughout different periods in their lives. It’s quite an interesting structure, and I loved seeing what drove the characters to make the decisions they did, when I already knew what they would lead to, and to see what prevented them from choosing to be with each other throughout the years. I wasn’t sure what to think of it based on the first two chapters, but I was crying as I reached the end. It was tragic, yet beautiful, and what hurts the most is how there are people out there who have gone through similar experiences. This was another favourite of mine and I highly recommend it, with the warning that it’s a heartbreaking read. I’d love to read more yuri by this mangaka, but unfortunately I couldn’t find much else.
Following these, I read Nettai Shoujo by Yoshitomi Akihito. I picked it up after reading Balance Policy, also by him, thanks to the nice cover art. Balance Policy contained some yuri as well, which would ordinarily be a nice bonus, except here it was paired with some of the most absurd ideas of how women work I’ve come across in a long time (weird stuff about periods etc.). Along with some other choices, it was quite obvious it was written by a man. I don’t think gender should prevent you from writing whatever, and I can even appreciate yuri that’s created for the male gaze, but oh man does it hurt when it’s combined with bad writing. Both Balance Policy and Nettai Shoujo got me though, since they depict summer in the countryside, which is one of my biggest weaknesses when it comes to manga settings, especially paired with queer themes. Nettai Shoujo is a collection of shorts around that theme, and it delivers, save for a couple instances where you can clearly tell it was written by a man, and a few “but I’m a girl” lines, which I didn’t know I’d come to dislike as much as I now do. In their defence, it was written in 2007, so I can’t be too mad about it.
It was only after reading Nettai Shoujo that I realised Yoshitomi Akihito is the man behind Blue Drop. I’ve read one or two installations from the series and I’ve always wanted to read through them all, so I’m now stuck in this weird love-hate relationship with Yoshitomi Akihito and his works. I’ve gotten quite busy, so I haven’t had the time to read more than the first (original) volume so far. I love the art and the sci-fi setting of lesbian aliens taking over Earth, but it feels aged and contains gratuitous fanservice, which I don’t enjoy. The girls are either undressing themselves at weird moments, too often, or it’s done to them in a way which feels exploitative. I’ll read and reread the rest of Blue Drop, and I’ll probably check out the anime too, but for now, I no longer have the time. Pride month is coming to an end too, so this shall be it for my big yuri manga review.
Thank you for taking the time to read any or all of this!
I hope you’ve been able to read some good yuri as well, and if you have any recommendations I’m happy to receive them!
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lizzie-dude · 3 months
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Kris has a cyan soul
Okay, hear me out hear me out hear me out.
This is very long and I spent way too much time thinking about this, but I promise it makes sense if you read the whole thing.
In Undertale, and presumably in Deltarune as well, human souls correspond to a trait or main aspect of that human's personality. For example, a very kind human would have a green soul. There may be soul colors other than the ones we encounter in Undertale, but for right now all we have to work with is red = determination, green = kindness, cyan = patience, blue = integrity, purple = perseverance, orange = bravery, and yellow = justice. The humans who have these souls may exhibit these traits very well or just value them a lot. My theory is about the connection between soul colors and personality. Everything about people, including their core values, can change overtime, so it stands to reason that a human's soul color could change over time as well in the Undertale/Deltarune universe. A human who was previously very brave might go through a traumatic event that makes them scared of everything, someone might be impatient as a child and grow to be more patient as they age, etc. It is also possible that a soul's color changes when it is taken over by another being. The player is basically a god in this videogame world and has infinitely more determination than any of the other characters because they know it's just a game, a game that they'll keep playing over and over again, and their will to do that keeps the character they're controlling alive. So it's entirely possible that Kris had a different soul color before we took over and made it red through our determination. Also notice the difference in game over screens between Undertale and Deltarune. In Undertale there is a flashback of Asgore talking to Chara, and the player respawns at their last save point. In Deltarune, however, there is a choice.
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I think Frisk originally had a red soul, and our determination just added to theirs, which is why there is no choice in Undertale. The combination of Frisk's natural determination and our control turns them into a literal immortal that cannot be killed. It would make sense if Kris originally didn't have determination as their key trait, because they can only survive through our choice. In Deltarune we are the ones with the determination, and only we can decide if Kris continues on. From what we know of Kris, they also don't act determined at all. They have almost no friends, don't do well in school, have very few hobbies, and have literally nothing on their side of the room. They seem to generally be very apathetic, and dialogue from those who have known Kris for a long time suggests that they've always been like this. Apathy isn't exactly the opposite of determination, but it's pretty close. Kris just doesn't strike me as a very determined person.
The main hole in this theory that I've been thinking about is Chara. I know there are like a bazillion theories on this, but I've always personally thought that Kris is just the Deltarune counterpart to Chara, not a combination of Chara and Frisk. Kris is more tan because they grew up aboveground and Chara grew up underground, Kris changed their hairstyle when they got older, and they became depressed and stopped smiling after their parents divorce/Asriel leaving for college/Dess's disappeareance/a combination of all three. If Kris is an alternate version of Chara, though, then why is Chara's soul red?
This is when we return to the idea that different events can change someone's personality, and consequently, their soul color. We know very little about Chara before they fell down into the Underground, but the little bit we do know makes me feel inclined to believe they weren't a very determined person.
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Asriel implies that Chara was attempting to commit suicide when they climbed Mt. Ebott. He also says that they "hated humanity." It seems as though Chara had very bad experiences with humans that led them to resent humanity and to experience suicidal thoughts, presumably at a young age, since Chara is stated several times to be a child. Deciding to just give up and end it all, though, isn't very determined. It's entirely possible that Chara had a different soul color before climbing the mountain, and that their experiences with monsters is what changed their soul to red. Chara cared deeply about the monsters that had adopted them to such an extent that they were willing to poison themselves just to free everyone underground. It was their love for the monsters that made them determined to free them and that changed their soul color. Kris, who had grown up with a loving family and never had a reason to save or fight for anyone, would not have experienced this soul change in Deltarune, and would have had Chara's original soul color until we took control.
So why cyan?
Well...it's complicated, and the evidence is tangential at best. The real core of this theory is that Kris had a soul color other than red; it doesn't really matter what that soul color is. However, there's more evidence pointing towards cyan than any other color we know of.
For one, there's their skin in the dark world.
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The cyan soul is exactly the same color as their skin. That's...kind of weird. Not really evidence, but it is interesting.
There's also the way Kris acts. We know cyan represents patience, and out of the seven soul colors, that seems to be the one that fits Kris best. There's the fact that they're waiting for Asriel to come home from college, for one. And, as previously mentioned, they act very apathetic. This could be less of an "I don't care what happens" and more of an "I'd rather wait for good things to come to me instead of seeking them out myself," which could be interpreted as either laziness or patience.
Finally, there's the Valentines day newsletter. Mettaton's card has cyan souls in the corner for literally no reason.
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Why are they there. Why are there cyan souls in the corner. Wtf.
Toby Fox could have chosen ANY SOUL COLOR to put in the corner of that valentine. He could've done pink if he didn't want it to be mistaken as a soul color from Undertale, but no. They're cyan.
WHY.
This is a whole 'nother can o' worms, but...there's also Gaster's letter.
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There are sooooo many theories about this that I do not want to get into, but it does contain something relevant.
"AS YOU ARE WAITING PATIENTLY, THE TIME IS GOING AROUND."
Waiting.
Patiently.
Is addressed to Kris? It uses second-person pronouns like in Deltarune whenever Kris does something. "If YOU squint your eyes, and, YOU squint your heart."
No idea. Honestly my hands hurt from too much typing, and there are people out there waaay smarter than me who can figure out what the hell this means, so...have fun. You can propose other theories or disagree with me, but please be respectful.
(I'm also going to post this on reddit, so if you see it there it's not stolen)
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