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#I promise I don’t think I’m better than anyone 🥲
batwynn · 3 months
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Ok maybe a weird question but maybe not because I’m stressing about it now but
Do I come off as aloof? Or something like that?
Feel free to answer on anon if you feel more comfortable. I’m just out here stressing over my general affect again. 🥲
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imasimpforshanks · 10 months
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five things he says when he thinks you’re asleep
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ft. law, ace, shanks
part 1 | part 2
a/n: these have made me emotional and soft 🥲🥲🥲🥲
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law
one. sleep comes easier to me now. i think that’s because i have you next to me.
two. you have my heart. ironic isn’t it?
three. im sorry for raising my voice at you and calling you stupid, the last thing i’d ever want to do is hurt you. it’s just… when you said that you got into a bar fight with a couple of marines, my heart nearly stopped. if anything were to happen to you… i don’t know what i would do.
four. ever since cora left me i never really felt like there was any point in living… you are the one who has given me a new reason to live.
five. let’s grow old together.
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ace
one. im sorry for shutting you out again. im sorry. please don’t leave me. im sorry, im sorry, im sorry. i’ll do better, i promise. please just stay.
two. everything good in my life is all thanks to you.
three. to think you chose me. out of everyone in the world you could have been with, you wanted me? even after all this time i still can’t believe it.
four. im learning to love myself more because of you. thank you for loving the real me.
five. i’m going to marry you someday.
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shanks
one. you know, i’ve been thinking a lot lately and i’ve realized that i’d rather argue with you than laugh with anyone else.
two. im crazy about you, baby.
three. there’s no doubt in my mind that we are meant to be together. you’re it for me.
four. i know i joke around a lot and don’t take things seriously, but the one thing i will never ever joke about is how much i love you.
five. even if i have to travel from the other side of the world… if you need me, i’ll be there. nothing can stop me from getting to you.
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luveline · 14 days
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missing eddie and roan rn🥲
can we get something were roan brings home flowers she picked during recess for reader🫶
Eddie and Roan —Eddie’s daughter brings you a bouquet when you’re sick. (step)mom!reader
Roan skips up the path to the house with a big smile. “Dad, come on!” she demands.
Eddie’s trying to carry three paper bags of groceries and close the trunk at the same time. He is not receptive to criticism at this present moment. “Shut up, babe.” 
“You shut up!” 
“You first.” He drops the keys by accident. “Ro, can you come and grab these for me? Thank you.”
She races to grab the keys and then back to the door. “Dad, COME ON!” 
“You’re being super rude and irate right now but I forgive you,” Eddie says, yanking the door open to let her inside, “because I know you’re hangry.” 
“Not hangry!” she denies, bursting into the hallway and kicking her shoes so hard against the shoe rack that the top layer of your work shoes topple onto the floor. “Mom!” she shouts, one word lined heavily with joy even now. She’s been calling you mom for months and it doesn’t get any less exciting for her, clearly. “Y/N! Y/N, I got you something! Where are you?” 
“I’m in bed!” you call, sounding excited yourself, if a little confused. “What did you get me?” 
Eddie wasn’t aware of any gifts. He puts the groceries on the counter in the kitchen and follows his charge up the stairs, curious and not wanting to put stuff away anyhow. Roan tumbles into the master bedroom still wearing her red vinyl coat, door slamming into the wall, you wincing in bed. 
Eddie winces too. “Ro,” he says desperately, “come on, bub, she’s in bed rest, remember? So we’re being careful about loud noises. I told you twice today already.” 
“Sorry! I just want to see you,” she says, straight to your side and arms up expecting to be helped. 
You pull her into your lap. “I’m sick of resting anyways.” 
Eddie intercepts Roan’s hug to lean down over you and give you a gentle kiss, of which you are extremely receptive. He gets butterflies thinking about you to this day, and having you raise your chin to receive him intensifies them by half, then whole as your lips do finally touch. 
“Okay day?” he asks. 
“Really quiet,” you say, tugging Roan up into your chest before she can get jealous. 
“Head?” he asks. 
“Fine. Barely a headache anymore.” 
Eddie bites his lip. Not too long ago you were in a hospital bed practically catatonic. He cannot afford to be uncareful with you. You’re too much to him. 
“Promise?” he asks. 
You’re distracted from answering by small hands on your face. “Mommy, I was talking to you first.” 
“Sorry, baby, yes you were.” You sink further down. “Can you ever forgive me?” 
Roan could forgive you for almost anything. She wiggles where she’s sitting on your stomach, hands clumsy at the bottom of her coats zipper, her chest rising and falling after her sprint up the stairs. Eddie and Roan are still both cold enough to have it emanating from their coats, but you don’t care, you just want your after school cuddle.
Eddie peels out of his coat at the same time, takes his shoes off with some self-chastisement (mud upstairs is awful and rude of him and he’ll spend the evening trying to rub it out of the rug because you really like the rug and he likes you), and sits on the bed by your feet. 
“Oh, what have you got?” you ask warmly. 
Eddie bends his head to watch her pull flowers from her overall pocket, one small stem at a time. Daisies and buttercups with petals smaller than her fingernails. They keep coming, ten then twenty, maybe thirty flowers on your chest. The stems are broken, but they’re all more alive than anyone could have hoped for considering they’d been sandwiched in her pocket for hours. 
“These are for me?” you ask. 
“All for you. Except this one for dad,” she says, picking up one of the bigger daisies. “And maybe this one for me.” She grabs a buttercup for herself. 
“Aw, thanks baby. These are gonna make me better, huh?” 
She looks like him when she smiles. Cheesy, cute, she arranges the flowers in a bouquet in her hand and presents it to you grandly. “I picked them at school behind the wooden house. Do you like ‘em?” 
“I love them,” you pronounce, just as grand but not half as loud. 
“I love you.” 
“You cheesball,” Eddie says, rolling his eyes. 
“Ignore him.” You touch her cheek with a fondness that makes his jaw ache thinking about the love behind it. “I love you too.” 
“And you’ll be better soon,” Roan says. 
Eddie can answer that one. He holds your ankle through the sheets, and gives your calf a quick stroke. “She’s gonna be a hundred percent any day now, bug. Better be extra gentle with her to help her along.” 
Roan rubs her bouquet of flowers softly under your chin. “I’m gentle,” she whispers. 
You rake your fingers through her hair, a half centimetre a second, fingertips drawing down between her shoulders. Such a mom thing to do, Roan dissolves like sugar paper in the rain. 
Eddie smiles. “Alright, I’m jealous.”
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diorsluv · 4 months
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feather , part 16
“ floating through the memories ”
series m. list previous chapter next chapter
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yourusername a lil photo dump from this month :)
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jamie.drysdale that pic of me on fort makes me look homeless
→ yourusername i mean u were the one that stole my guest room
_alexturcotte yoooo it’s a cat
→ yourusername yes booker has 2 🥰🥰
→ _alexturcotte yoooo it’s two cats
username36 the guys r trying so hard to be nice LMFAO
username23 okay but tbh the way he looks at her… 🥹🥹🥹
lhughes_06 damn i didn’t make it in the dump
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→ lhughes_06 you promise?
→ yourusername i’ve never broken a promise before 🙄
trevorzegras i thought we all collectively decided to forget about that pic of me and turcs
→ yourusername well i did not collectively decide that!
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→ _quinnhughes so did we all forget what the definition of “collectively” is or???
→ jackhughes yes quinn we’ve all collectively forgotten
username1 our mini drysdale seems a lot happier and i’m here for it!!!
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rutgermcgroarty i don’t think it’s safe to be taking pictures of yourself in the side mirrors while driving
→ yourusername i was parked. at the beach. you were there.
→ rutgermcgroarty see i’ve collectively decided to omit that from my memory so no i wasn’t there actually 😒
→ _quinnhughes that’s.. still not what collectively means rutger
edwards.73 will i ever make the photo dump 😕
→ yourusername ethan sweetie you were just in my last one
→ yourusername and i’m posting all our vacation pics on my story 😭😭
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luca.fantilli i bet u suck at bowling
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yourusername when he takes you to paint in a field of flowers 🥹🥹
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bookerburke_ hope i’m living up to the expectations 😅
→ yourusername wdym?? ofc u are ☹️
→ bookerburke_ no i’m just saying tho, like you must have high expectations from all the guys you must’ve dated before yk
→ yourusername what i barely dated anyone, i told u this before already 😭
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username57 um… we all saw that thread right
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username44 wtf? the switch-up is crazy and bro CANNOT be talkin to lil drizz like that
username18 don’t tell me he started acting like a dick just cuz she started giving more attention to luke again
adamfantilli the stuffed animals yay
edwards.73 ooh painting 👀
trevorzegras the cowboy hats… are you turning texan
lhughes_06 nice hat
rutgermcgroarty show the finished painting don’t be scared!
colecaufield man where’s all the replies from our lil drizzy 🥲
_quinnhughes kid if this is your attempt at being aesthetic then you’re failing pretty bad
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next chapter notes ) first off i wanted to say THANK YOU FOR 200 FOLLOWERSSS!! i’m glad at least some of yall enjoy this series lmfaooo and I KNOW I KNOW it was kind of a really quick and sudden shift but there’ll be more development (at least i see it as more development) later on i also know you’re all thinking this is messy as shit but um.. it gets messier! (edit: i changed the layout to make it easier to read LMAO)
tags: @aliaology @hockeyboysarehot @absolutelyhugh3s
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littlelordfuckler0y · 2 years
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Klaus mikealson x reader Instagram au 5 [masterlist]
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dam0nsalvat0re Y/n the entire time we (me mostly) tried telling her about the original nut job:
@unofficialenzo HAHAHAHAHHAHA GOOD ONE
@stefaNN18 Not funny Damon…
@dam0nsalvat0re It’s a joke come on
@bonboniee too soon!
@yourusrname It’s alright—he was right so I guess…
@gilbertelenaaaaa It gets better alr? :/
@yourusrname I know!!! it’s fine really
@carebarre can you even try to be A LITTLE sensitive???
@dam0nsalvat0re That’s exactly what I’m doing! I’m joking about it so she doesn’t cry about their breakup all the time! That’s me being sensitive!!!
@carebarre I have no words
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yourusrname Well just me again
@stefaNN18 Why don’t you stay over at ours for a few days?
@yourusrename I seriously don’t mind being alone but thank you mom
@unofficialenzo Ah the Great Depression…
@gilbertelenaaaa I’m coming over
@carebarre Twilight marathon?
@bonboniee GIRLS NIGHT IT IS
@dam0nsalvat0re Are you for real??? You could be out drinking your liver off meeting new people and you’re still dreading?
@yourusrname you’re right….
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dam0nsalvat0re no one knows how to deal with a break up better than a Salvatore best friend (steffan excluded)
@bonbonnnie Y/n??????? She didn’t pick up any calls she wasn’t responding to any texts and you didn’t answer either?
@dam0nsalvat0re Oh yeah I took her phone away so she doesn’t drunk call anyone in particular 👍🏼
@unofficialenzo I was the sober company…for 20 minutes
@gilbertelenaaaa THANK GOD she’s alive
@carebear_ WHERE THE HELL DID YOU TAKE HER?
@yourusrame you stupid fucking moron I woke up on a footpath this morning
@dam0nsalvat0re I dropped you home?
@yourusrname you dropped me two blocks down my home ON THE FOOTPATH
@dam0nsalvat0re At least you’re not sad anymore look how happy you look in the photo
@yourusrname I was high. On some really really really really really low quality coke.
@stefaNN18 I am cool with break ups stop lying
@dam0nsalvat0re oh yeah playing monopoly and going to bed at 11 instead of 10 is a great time
@unofficialenzo Don’t forget the self help book suggestions
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yourusername Under the same moon I guess
@gilbertelenaaaa you’re going to be okay❤️
@carebear_ We’re going to find you someone MUCH better alright?
@dam0nsalvat0re Dear god you’re STILL not over it ???? Do you want to go for a party somewhere again??
@carebear_ It doesn’t work like that and ABSOLUTELY NOT
@yourusrname Yeah I think I’m gonna pass this time
@bonbonnnie Girls night?
@yourusrname Please yes🥲
@gilbertelenaaa omw
@stefaNN18 Can I tag along? I’m actually cool don’t listen to Damon please I need to make sure you guys are alive by the end of the night
@yourusrname I don’t mind it sure :)
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klaus.mikealson. Perhaps it was too good to last. Goodbye, Mystic Falls.
HI HI sorry yes it’s been a long time since I’ve posted and there’s so many people in my inbox telling me to continue so here it is I promise I’ll post more frequently 😭
Sorry if this ep’s sad or whatever it’ll turn around dw
Drink water and stay hydrated mwah <33
Tags🏷 @lavendercloxds
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dfortrafalgar · 16 days
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https://youtube.com/shorts/sdhneLjlTTE?si=uyIWMeysHWr3Q8QD
Seeing this and thinking about your fic just has me going like: 🥲🙃
I cannot imagine her doing anything like that in panic of something happening…
Yes I did in fact just think about your very well done angst fic while scrolling
Oh and I saw you said your writing was bringing you turmoil. Please be sure to rest if it gets really bad. You know what’s going on better than any of us do. So while I’m here like: maybe it would be best to get it all out and then rest so that way it’s just done and over with, don’t hurt yourself in the process for our sakes.
Take care darling. You’re doing fabulous ✨
god damn that woman is POWERFUL im fatigued just on my period let alone PREGNANT LOL
(for anyone who might not want to go to the link, its a video of a woman who dances for a living seeing how long she can go hiding her pregnancy!)
i am honored that you were thinking about my fic while scrolling tho honestly 😭😭😭 that is always the highest honor!!!!
haha and thank you for your concern! i promise im doing fine, i think a part of me has just been kinda shocked at the reception this fic has had and how much i've actually enjoyed writing it and researching for it and really digging through my own experiences for it, despite, admittedly, not being a writer lol. i know my constant updates might make it seem like i'm a writer, but i'm typically not, i'm used to other forms of art! so again, that plus all the deep emotions this fic has invoked and the immense positive reception it has gotten has just made me so emotional!!!! and i really really thank yall for that <333
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yannfredericks · 10 months
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hey!!!!! is life after going to be updated anytime soon???? obviously no pressure or anything if u are going thru shit or decided to DNF it i so understand i just really love that fic and want to see it thru if there is a thru to see 🥲🥲
hiiiii!!! I am so so sorry, I would have posted an update on here but I honestly didn't think anyone who cared would see it! I genuinely didn't mean or expect to leave it this long, when I last updated it was a week before I week to europe for a month and then when I got home I unexpectedly and quite suddenly had to pack up and move across the country so I have been very burnt out dealing with all of that and adjusting to my new life :0 I love that you care so much and it has made my day that you messaged to follow up! I can't promise an update time or schedule, but I have no intentions of leaving it unfinished, it's just going to be much slower than I was initially anticipating :( I have been writing and have about 10k of the next chapter roughly written, plus I've had a lot more time recently to work on it so fingers crossed that it isn't too far away! There is definitely a thru to see <3 I don't think the gang would let me get away with not finishing their story
Here is a little snippet for you <3
Slowly, Albus brings his hands up to pat him on the back. He wants it to be nice so, so badly, but the dark, crawling ball of anger inside him drowns out any nice feelings with its garbled, paradoxical screams of ‘this is not enough’ and ‘this is more than you could ever hope to deserve.’ So. “I know this isn’t easy for you,” James tries again, “and I’m sorry that I somehow keep making it worse. The truth is I’m not very good at this stuff.” Albus bites back a sarcastic, ‘do you think?’ “You’ve always handled conflict much better than me.” That actually makes Albus laugh out loud. “I don’t think I’ve handled anything well since the day I was born, you can ask literally anyone.” James is smiling when he finally pulls back, but it’s too close to pity for Albus’s liking. The phantom pressure of his touch lingers exclusively to remind him of just how pathetically desperate he is for any form of physical affection and equally how repulsed that desire makes him feel. “Well, yes, okay,” James relents, “but you don’t shy away from it. You speak your mind even when—especially when—it’s hard, and maybe that isn’t always a good thing, but it’s brave as hell. You scare the fuck out of me sometimes, actually, because I know you’ll hold me accountable when I mess up. It’s intimidating. I don’t know how you do it.” “I don’t know about brave.” Albus admits. “Mostly it just bursts out of me.” He turns James’s words over in his mind, inspecting every angle and hidden meaning there. He’s never considered his hot-headed tendencies to have any upsides to them, but James talks about them with an unexpected reverence. “Still, I couldn’t do it.”
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shallyne · 1 year
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Anti’s hate the High Queen Feyre theory so much and I love it. I’m so attached to your theory now that if it doesn’t happen for Feysand I’ll be disappointed 🥲 Its an unpopular theory because Anti’s would hate on them even more and be salty that their faves didn’t become the leaders. DON’T BE A COWARD SJM AND DO IT TO MAKE THEM MORE SALTY and to remind them who’s boss in Prythian since new stan’s try to erase our og’s
YES YES YES ANON YES
Like, if there's will be a High Queen/King why would SJM make it anyone else than Feysand? It does make zero sense. Even SJMs acosf brain probably knows that.
Acosf chapter 42 is what I will lead people forward to if they need hints. Cassian thinking how blessed they would be to have Feysand as leaders, Rhys saying "I didn't do anything to earn my powers" while Feyre is as powerful as him AND SHE EARNED HER POWERS. She literally died for them. Amren saying Feyre would do the necessary thing to protect her child and Amren saying Feyre doubles Rhys's strength. ALL IN THE SAME CHAPTER
Chapter 42 of acosf is the biggest foreshadowing to Feyre becoming High Queen.
Why would it be Lucien? Why would it be Nesta? Why would it be Elain? That's all bullshit. And none of them even showed an ounce of interest in leading.
Feyre loves her territory, she loves being High Lady. She wants to help building a better world. She even promised the Suriel to build a better world. Feyre loves learning things. Leading and history and she's quick in doing so.
Feyre is the best candidate, if you like her or not.
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montanababe7 · 8 months
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Someone shared this💗🥹🥲: "Mama, I can’t see past you right now, I’m so small and everything’s a little blurry.
All I see is you.
When you feel alone, like the walls are closing in, remember I’m here too. I know your world has changed and the days feel a little lonely. But they aren’t lonely for me.
You are my everything.
When you feel like you don’t know what you’re doing, you’re making it look easy to me. Even though we’re still getting to know each other, you know me better than anyone.
I trust you.
When you think some nights you’ll never sleep again, you will. We both will. But I’m scared right now. I promise I’m not manipulating you. I just need your smell and comfort. Do you feel that tug in your heart when we’re apart? I do too.
I miss you.
When you feel as if you’ve achieved nothing, please know, my cup has never been so full.
The days that get away on you will be some of my best memories of us playing together on the ground.
I love you.
When you feel like you don’t know who you are anymore, when you turn away from the mirror. That face will be the one I look to when I achieve something, the one I search for in a crowd. The reason for my first smile.
You’re perfect to me.
When you feel like the weight of it all is heavy in your heart, please know I’ve never felt lighter. Can I lay here with you a little longer?
I won’t always need you like this.
But I need you right now.
When you feel as if you have nothing left to give, when I see your hands outstretched at me, pleading. When we’re both crying. I wish I could talk, but I can’t.
If I could I would tell you,
There’s a reason I chose you.
I can’t see past you right now mama, because you are my world.
It will get bigger, soon enough.
But for now,
All I see is you."
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mlmxreader · 9 months
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Hello! I hope you are well, my friend 🖤!
This shall be the dual review/raving/scream-crying of Wayne-Pennyworth and Better Together.
Wayne-Pennyworth: simply put, I Love. That's it, that's my TEDTalk.
Alfred had been the closest thing you could have called a father for years; you were only a few years younger than Bruce, but just like him, Alfred had taken you under his wing when you were only a little scrapper.
My darling Alfred!! What an amazing man indeed!!!
Sneaky date night with Bane! But I don't know.... I think your father knows, sir, that little pause before asking of he needed anything has me sus!!
“I’m quite happy with it - it lets me catch up on Downton… will you be needing anything?”
Him catching reader in his arms A+. Cheeky comments by reader, oh I dunno, thought you were busy... 🤣
Bane: don't be a tease
Us: WE WILL DO NO SUCH THING!! WE ARE LITTLE SHIT AND YOU LOVE US FOR IT!!
Ahh the little moment near the stream, back pressed into his chest 😍.
It wouldn’t take long, but your arms were around his stomach and your head was on his shoulder. Bane wanted to stay like that forever, if he could have
🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 my sweets, my darling, same.
“We are,” Bane insisted. “My dear, if anyone ever tried to hurt you - you know I would break them. I would be their reckoning.”
JSKSJSKKSLSKJ
Bane took your hand in his as he clenched his jaw a little. “I promise. I won’t even hurt Bruce, when I bring down Gotham and I kill the corruption and greed - I will not lay a hand on him. For you.”
The love. The restraint. The promise. 😘😘😘 I was getting a little worried reading up to that point that they wouldn't be able to work it out but boy am I glad they did!! But Bane understands, he loves his family, he would never abandon them and on some level, that fierce loyalty is something that probably had a hand in drawing Bane towards reader as well. 🖤🖤🖤🖤
Better Together: same as above. I LOVE them, your honour. In addition to that: you almost broke my heart with that first paragraph 😫!!
Reader screaming for everyone to fuck off because he wasn't going to leave Banes side. Yeah, exactly! FUCK OFF, CAUSE WE ARE NOT LEAVING OUR BLOODY MAN TO DIE ON THE FUCKING FLOOR!
“Absolutely not,” you hissed, pushing him up and pinning him by his shoulders so he couldn’t do anything but look at you. “You don’t have my permission to die.”
🥹🥹🥹 don't you dare fucking die. I will fucking cry. I do not cry but I will fraking cry a stream of tears such that it would put floods to shame, like real full on tears of flipping sadness.
“You are my husband, just as I’m yours” you scoffed. “If I’m dying, you’re dying with me - not without me.”
You better fucking listen to that Bane, otherwise hubby is going to raise you from the dead to kill you himself! After he kills the fucker that hurt you!!
Bane would be lost without you, his favourite person in the world; his husband
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But with each second and each new breath, he was steadily gaining his strength back; he didn’t need your support to sit up. [...] You wouldn’t have to know what life apart would feel like. 
Fucking good. That is what I needed because you made me FEEL with this one. Injured Bane is going to make me cry 😫😭
I did not know if you were going to go the evil route and just kill him off, the way that my breath freaking caught, I can NOT!
Thank you oh so very much for writing these🖤🖤🖤!!
🐍anon
hi!!! I'm about to leave for the cinema so I'm excited!!!
Wayne-Pennyworth;
Alfred's a fucking badass. he absolutely knows what's going on. but, that's his son - regardless of the fact that they don't share blood, THAT IS HIS SON, HE RAISED HIM. he KNOWS him well enough to know that he's running off to see Bane; he just also knows that Bane's not gonna hurt him, so he'll keep his mouth shut and won't tell Bruce.
Alfred wants to watch Downton Abbey, that's all he wants in life rn. just to sit back and watch his silly little TV show about rich blorbos. BUT he will also drop EVERYTHING for his son, even if he does know that his son's gonna be fine bc he raised him.
Bane loves the reader and knows him well enough that he can TELL he's gotta catch him before he does something stupid lmfao dude might've been raised by THE Alfred Pennyworth but Alfred's kids don't exactly turn out to be geniuses (*cough* Bruce *cough*).
Bane means BUSINESS when it comes to his husband; anyone fucks w him, it's a bloodbath. except Bruce, bc Bane's aware that that's his brother-in-law.
Bane understands loyalty better than probably anyone else, he wouldn't hold it against his husband, even if he DOES hate corruption and capitalism, he can't fault his husband for being Bruce Wayne's brother, and he won't either.
Better Together;
they got that "we're in the trenches" vibe 😫
Bane telling other people they need HIS permission to die, but he needs his bf's.... poetry.
he WOULD kill him himself if he died 💀💀💀 they got the "if you dying, you dying with me" thing going on dhfkskfkskfks
hurt!Bane ft a VERY protective bf 👀
anyways you're SO welcome!!! and thank you 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
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wormeatworm · 1 year
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3-8-23
Work is so awkward and tense and painful atm, two of our coworkers are fighting and one is this beautiful amazing woman whomst I love, and the other is just being so unbelievably abusive to her and I feel so horrible :(( I hate that I’m not allowed to talk to anyone about it and they’re not allowed to either :(
I had to take my septum piercing out because I had to get an MRI for my silly dizzy brain, so now I’m wearing a clear acrylic ring and it’s so dumb🤬 how can anyone know I’m super queer if they can’t see my septum??? It’s barely there like I’m trying to hide it😭 and I can’t put my OG ring in because we uhhhh, destroyed it,,, trying to get it out😅 I have -$22 in my bank account because I had to pay $460 to find out that my cat has no liver or kidney problems (which is amazing, but like,,,, $500 to find that out is very painful😅). I was finally ahead on finances and now I’m back behind🥲 I’m so tired I feel like there’s nothing left. I don’t know how I’m meant to get ahead when there’s ALWAYS something. And I have to buy special food for her now that’s like $80, which I’m so happy she’s getting that fiber and will hopefully feel better, but jfc I don’t have another $80 a month to spend on her, we already pay like $45 a month for her meds, which means my baby costs at LEAST $120 a month before any litter or anything🥲 I love her so endlessly and I’d do anything for her, it’s just,,, overwhelming because money is a huge trigger for my depression and anxiety.
I finally confronted Kell about being assaulted and no one believing me or caring, and I haven’t read her message yet, I think she was nice about stuff, I’m just so anxious about it. I hate hurting people and I hate being mean and I don’t think it was mean or uncalled for, I just wish things had gone differently in the first place so I wouldn’t have to create conflict :/ (I know it’s not creating conflict, HE created the conflict by assaulting me and that’s not my fault)
My therapist pushed me to do it and I scheduled my text for today, and sent it at like 9:30am because I got so anxious that I just had to do it. I’m really glad I did, I’m just still very anxious about it. Once again very grateful I carry my Ativan around with me just in case.
I have been meditating today at work to raise my vibes as high as I possibly can to combat the shit vibes at work today. After work will be so good though and we will make it a good day,
Anyways I haven’t been around for far too long and I need to start keeping better record of my life. It’s so much better than it ever has been but I feel that I’m always complaining. Problems continue but they seem to get smaller as I grow as a person. A year ago even a small problem would be taller than a tree but now I feel like they’d be a stick to me. I know now how to gingerly hold a conflict and breathe life back into the tension so it can be resolved. I prefer talking to avoiding now, and feel a lot of cognitive dissonance from not addressing conflict quickly. I feel like that’s really really good and I’m so grateful to have made so much progress. Even being tense all the time, I check in with my body constantly (like once every five minutes on average, yes I did the math) so I will un-tense pretty frequently and I feel that it’s been really helpful to managing my emotions, because my body isn’t feeling like it’s going to explode constantly. The other day in therapy, I did a 7-month progress report and I am??? So proud of my results? They are almost ALL significantly better and I’m deadass gonna post it in this thread. (Self esteem, 10 is terrible and 0 is great)
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We also know where we’re probably going to get married, I have a good idea of what I want to look like, and I’m just, life is good and things work out, especially when you’re trying so, so hard.
Anyways I love you, future Worm, I see you trying and it’s paying off I promise
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dollwritesarchive · 2 years
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black out with Sirius (and/? 👀) or James
YOU MIGHT HATE ME FOR THIS MY LOVE but I misread this request and did a whole drabble convinced you said sirius and remus and not sirius and james 😭 please don’t be mad but it fits so well with those two! i promise to make it up to you with a james fic soon 🥲
𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝒹𝓊𝑒 ⎹ 𝓡.𝓛. ���� 𝓢.𝓑.
fandom harry potter / the marauders masterlist
featuring corrupted!remus lupin x reader ( f ) x dark!sirius black
rating none of my work is meant to be viewed by minors ( anyone under the age of eighteen ), and i will happily block any that interact with my posts or my blog. all characters are 18+, for obvious reasons hogwarts is closer to a university.
content warning all smut, non/dub con ( teeters on the line a bit ), suggested stalking and kidnapping, teensy bit of blood kink, pain kink, choking ( until the black out point ), unprotected sex, belly bulging, dash of breeding kink ( blink and you’ll miss it ), fear kink
summary convincing Remus to steal you away is just as much fun for Sirius as it is for Remus.
word count 990 / drabble
attention do not repost or translate, even with ‘credit’. just don’t do it. reblog instead of like. leave feedback if you enjoyed.
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“What did I tell you, Moony? Just a little bit of restraint, and my guidance, you can have anything you want.” Sirius is giddy with excitement, holding your head in his lap, keeping it poised so that you’ve no choice but to watch Remus rut into you. his face is twisted in pleasure, both hands wrapped in fists around your elbows, pinning your arms against the floor. his entire weight is pressed into them, keeping himself leveled above you. your own hands clench into fists, helplessly. “Do you know just how long he’s wanted to have you like this? How long he’s settled for thinking of you while fucking his own fist? Too long. Poor thing, should’ve snatched you up the second you rejected him.” he hisses, and you sense an air of distaste about him. was he angry that you told Remus months ago that you weren’t interested? “Oh, well. Better late than never, I suppose. Besides, after tonight, you’ll never fix that pretty mouth to utter the word no again. Tell him, my dear,” Sirius croons against the shell of your ear. his hands cradle your cheeks, “tell him you’re his now.”
you wince; the way Sirius coos to you seems to have an affect on Remus, too, because he grunts under his breath and drives himself into you even harder. vision blurring, you glance down to your poor belly, which seemed too full to keep from bursting. violent waves ripple through your body with each intense thrust, pushing a bulge up from your lower belly in the shape of him. you stare at the sordid display, almost amazed that your body could take this much abuse, and you whimper. there’s a hideous set of bloody gashes along your abdomen, and a matching set on one thigh, but neither were deep enough to require any serious medical attention, just sting and bleed. “I—I’m yours!”
Sirius lets out a breathy chuckle, grinning in content up at his fellow Gryffindor, who moans at the admission, dipping his head down to seal his mouth over one of your breasts, suckling furiously until your back arches off the floor. he teases your nipple, pulling with his teeth, and you cry out, weak. “Remus! Please, you’re— you’re hurting… me…”
Remus groans against your skin, leaving a wildfire of sloppy kisses over your sore breast, snorting hot air against the marks where his teeth have sunk in deep enough to break the flesh. he’s a starved beast, one who can’t stop. “I know,” he breathes out, ragged, “I have… I have to…”
“Shh, Shh..” Sirius shushes you, one fist coiling around your neck like a wicked serpent. he holds it tight, and your shoulders work, squirming in hopes to free your dead arms and fight to pry him from your throat, but both boys were so much stronger than you. “You should be grateful, anyways, thank him for using your body like this, look at him,” he presses kisses to your temple as his grip seals your windpipe closed. croaking, trying to bring air into your lungs, you peek up at Remus, who is grinding his teeth as he decimates you from above, brows knit together. “Look at how good you’re making him feel, listen to him moan for you. That’s plenty, isn’t it? Plenty to be grateful for?”
“I—“ you wheeze, eyelids fluttering, “I can’t take it… hurts too— much…”
“Aw, such a fragile little thing you are.” but Sirius only squeezes harder, until you’re jerking underneath Remus, gasping for air that couldn’t be drawn in. “Remus is being gentle with you, just wait until it’s my turn. I’ll make you beg for him to fuck you like this again.” you were starting to feel warm, and you could no longer see straight; instead, you see three clones of Remus fucking you, your head swimming.
“Fuck,” Remus howls, eyes rolling behind his lids as his head hangs forward, tawny tendrils an unruly mess draped in your face, “Padfoot, keep— keep doing tha—that, keep choking her… she’s so tight right now!” maybe you’re on the cusp of losing consciousness, and that’s what intensifies every violent thrust, or maybe Remus truly is possessed by lust, because you could swear he’s fucking a hole through you. you want to scream, you want to beg him to go easier on you, but both options are long lost with your breathing privileges, so you gag and choke and convulse against him. “Please, oh fuck, please…”
“Keep milking him until your body gives out. Just like that. Show him how bad you want to be full of his cum, and maybe he’ll be kind enough to swell your little belly.” all too happy to oblige, Sirius clamps down on your throat until your neck starts to feel bruised, and your vision darkens. it was as if someone was dimming the lights, each time you blinked, the room got darker. “I think she needs a little nap,” Sirius chuckles wickedly, kissing the crown of your head even as you try to shake your head in protest. “Look at how sleepy you’re getting, love. You can hardly keep those glazed eyes open anymore.”
and Remus was howling, kissing at your open lips, the side of your mouth, and moaning your name like a needy prayer. “I’ll give it all to you, my love, all of it— I’ll make you take everything—“
“I—‘m— a—fraid—“ would Sirius strangle you to death? it certainly seemed as though he wasn’t willing to let up until you had slipped away.
“Good, fear makes your cunt sweeter.” you could hardly fight any longer, your muscles all feeling much too heavy to control, your eyes rolling back. the immense cocktail of pleasure and pain fading. but you can hear Sirius, in his velvety baritone. “Go ahead and give in to sleep, sweetheart, we’ll wake you up in a few minutes. When it’s my turn.”
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thisdreamplace · 2 years
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I know the principles of the law and I’ve been manifesting my sp who I was with for 4 years but at this point in my journey I feel grossed out by him and his behavior in the 3d. It’s difficult to generate any good feelings about him with the way he’s behaving. I know in times like this it’s when you have to really persist. But right now I’m like do i even want him anymore, how could i continue liking him when he’s like this. But i also cannot/will not let go because I’ve gotten so far in my journey and i know who he is right now is my creation. I guess I could use some kind words because i can’t really talk to anyone about this. I keep reminding myself that God is real and is working miracles for me behind the scenes but I’m also just disgusted with what I saw. I know very well that this incident is probably part of the bridge since I’ve already been affirming heavily for a specific aspect of my sp and then I immediately see the opposite. Probably just the old story clearing out. Still hurts tho.
On the bright side i know my self concept has improved because in the past, i would’ve probably been spiraling right now but I’m actually weirdly calm. I’m also more accepting of the idea of life without him.
I’m simultaneously amazed and horrified that i created this version of him over the course of four years. I just cant let things stay the way they are because i know he’s so much better than this. It just hurts. 🥲😔🥴😓
okay i want to begin with words of love and encouragement bc you mentioned it <3
feel it. feel the pain. it’s okay, it’s always the right thing to do even when it feels so scary. confront it and release it, free yourself. i don’t know what your sp is out there doing. but i wanna say that there’s nothing wrong with wanting him anyway. idc what the world or your ego may make you feel like at times, your feelings are valid and so are your desires. they’re absolutely beautiful ane full of true love. like you said, thinking of your godself working miracles is the attitude to have. plus, if our desires are a promise and our godself sees the way even when we don’t, then know that even this craziness is perfect. it is. you deserve exactly what you want to experience. do not be afraid.
now for some advice <3
something i feel inclined to mention is in regards to this issue with your sp specifically. when i get asks, i usually don’t really dive into the circumstances because what’s happening outside of us is irrelevant. but i want to offer you another perspective. if it doesn’t resonate — you don’t have to take it ofc. but i want to mention this bc you’re feeling very off put by him. but what if you truly accepted him as your mirror ? not as “someone you created” bc actually… you’re not “creating” anything. you’re just experiencing yourself. this is what makes manifestation effortless. truth is, this isn’t the true him. at all. it’s a part of you that he’s mirroring. i say this to encourage you to let go of your judgement. you’re only judging yourself. and what we judge in this way, we often prolong the experience of. i think with sp manifestations they often hit deeper than mainstream info leads us to believe. and so i think it’s important to just breathe. and allow. and make peace with the entire situation. realizing how it’s only you being shown to yourself.
so yeah, there’s no point competing with resistance. the more you resist the more you breathe life into it. plus, you’re questioning him but really, it’s showing the wavering in yourself. do you want him ? yes or no ? i think your following sentence does yourself justice, because you’re right. all that matters is you and what you want, not these circumstances. because you’re only ever experiencing yourself. this of course isn’t done by outer force, but by changing your inner self. you’re obviously a bit too concerned with him ‘out there’ — when really the only thing that matters is what is happening within you.
i think that realizing the god within is unconditional love could help so much with your situation right now. you’ll extend that love to him and more importantly to yourself, and all the judgments will begin to fade. and love will shine through. and it’s such a beautiful feeling to choose love even when the world shows you otherwise. you deserve that lovely experience. <3
anyways, i hope this helps. let him be for now, and focus fully on changing self. even though it’s dark right now, remember that YOU are the light. YOU are the way. 🌤💙
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ao719 · 2 years
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WIP Word Search
Thank you for the tags @queenrileyrose and @nestledonthaveone 💕
My words are anticipation, door, and sun (from queenrileyrose) and kiss/kissed, huge, and lick (from nestledonthaveone)
Door:
From the Prologue of Best Kept Secrets (no clue when this will be out - it’s been sitting completed in my docs for almost two years):
“That’s all I ask … for now anyway,” Bradshaw smirked before looking over at the woman next to him. “You can wait outside now. Thank you.” She nodded and turned towards the door and opened it; she gave Liam an all too brief of a glance over her shoulder before walking out. “Are you alright, Liam? You seem a bit spooked,” he taunted.
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From the final chapter of The Duchess (I know this is taking me forever, and I’m so sorry. Losing the doc and everything I had written for it and having to start completely over kind of snuffed out my motivation for a bit, but I finally got some of it back, and I promised myself I wouldn’t post BKS until this was done):
Liam and Drake finally came into view as they staggered through the door, each with an arm of an older man slung over their shoulders as they dragged him away from the fire. The stable hand turned to help as they approached, taking the older man from them before they both collapsed into the grass, covered in smoke and ash as they coughed and gasped for air.
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Untitled Luck of the Draw fic for MMM that I don’t even know if I’m going to post and if I do, I’m seriously considering not tagging anyone:
After getting her settled in the bed, the door closes behind REDACTED as he steps out of the room, leaving REDACTED completely alone for the first time that day. She stares out the window and takes a deep breath; the minute she does so, she closes her eyes, able to smell REDACTED’s lingering cologne on the bedsheets.
Her chest tightens in despair, and she breaks down again, curling into a ball as she sobs against his pillow.
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From part 8 of Breaking Point:
When the door opens, Liam looks up before he stands to greet the woman. “Hello,” he nods.
“Hello, Liam,” she smiles before gesturing for him to sit. “How are you?”
“I’m … I’m ok. Better than I was the last time I was here,” he offers a small, sheepish smile. “I’m sorry … about all of that … and for missing last week’s session.”
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Sun:
From the final (🥲) chapter of Hopeless Hearts (with a little nod to the prologue):
Rays of sun filtered in through the windows of the King’s room at Ramsford. Liam yawned as he raised his arms and arched his back to stretch the sleep from his body. His eyes fluttered open, and he glanced at the clock on his nightstand; he had slept late and needed to get up.
It was his wedding day, after all.
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Kiss:
From Chapter 1 of Vancross:
Blaine felt an arm wrap around his waist, and he glanced down with a grin. “Hey, babe,” he said, slinging his arm over her shoulder before leaning down to kiss her temple.
“Hi,” she grinned back.
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From Chapter 5 of Past Meet Present (😳 it’s been over a year and a half … it’s fine):
“Andrea …” She finally looked at him, her face etched with remorse and confusion. “Do you still have feelings for him?”
“I … I don’t know, Liam.” Andrea looked away from him, shaking her head as her breath hitched in her throat. “I don’t know … if it’s because I never had that closure. I don’t know if it’s because of what was going on with us. I … I don’t know. But I’d be lying if I told you that I didn’t … that I didn’t feel something from that kiss. And I … I’m just confused … because I don’t know what any of it means.”
I think that’s all I have for now. Tagging (no pressure): @zaffrenotes @dcbbw @charlotteg234 @sfb123 @kat-tia801
Your words: whisper(ed), heart, laugh(ed)
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daystiny · 2 years
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-- End Of Year Post!!
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I still can’t believe another year is over. It baffles me how quickly the time has passed over just 2021.
And now, 2022 has prompted us all to turn a new leaf onto a new year, at least most of us.
And it’s just a prompt. It would take a lot of willpower to pull through and follow that prompt and make the new year better than the last.
In 2021, Tumblr was that prompt. You, my lovely mutuals and followers, were my first prompt:
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First, I’ll give it up to a few of my amazing mutuals: @imdamnconfused @christmaslovejimin @taemin-jaemin @junjungsunwoo @letsstaywithstraykids @liza-empress-of-emojis @ahsshilee-me @vishion @decemberduckie @gay-for-gaon @vishion
I'd like to shout out my first mutuals: who I met in the first week: @jensrose @bluejaem @whiteprincessofnohr @oifelixcmerebrou @koishua @tyongishs @planet-neo @nuoyi-city
I’d also like to shout out the mutuals I met in the first month: @jenossslut @jaehyungbarsix @enigmaticsal @0429a @moonbeamsung @radiorenjun
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Next, here are a couple of blog stats:
- I made my first Tumblr post on January 1, 2021
- I made my first KPOP related imagine on March 8, 2021
- I met my first mutual, @jensrose on March 9, 2021
- I posted my debut fanfic "She's In The Rain" on April 15, 2021
- I reached 100 followers on my first blog on April 28, 2021
- I posted my first 10k+ fic "Un-Meeting You" on May 25, 2021
- After deactivating, I made this account on October 4, 2021
- I reached 100 followers on this blog on December 19, 2021
- I was part of 2 groups, The Fried Triangles (the desi moots) and The Bread Basket (the kpop stan canadian line), both of which unfortunately disbanded (unless we could bring them back lmao)
- I’ve been on three hiatuses in 2021
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Now, as some people might know, I've removed all of my 2021 works from my masterlist so that I could have a fresh start in 2022. I’ll be putting it up on this link!!
I also had several username changes over 2021. Here are all of them:
@daysgone_fly : January - February
@stayctday : February - April
@daystiny : April - July
@haruphoria : July - December
@hello-yav : December - Present
(I promise I’ll never change my username again 🥲)
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And now, here’s to the groups I stanned in 2021
March: The Boyz
April: Ateez (a.k.a. the Eureka moment lmao)
June: Enhypen
December: XDinary Heroes and Itzy (almost)
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Here is my change in favs over 2021:
Ultimate Group:
Day6
Or Ateez
You know what???
Why not both?
Ultimate Bias:
- Youngjae from GOT7: January - May
- Wooyoung from Ateez: May - Present
Biases:
- In DAY6, Sungjin has always been my bias. I don’t think I’ll ever have to change that. My bw is Wonpil, my birthday twin
- In Stray Kids, Han became my bias in April, and Chan and Changbin became my bws. Stan 3racha!
- In GOT7, Youngjae has always been my bias. Once again, I doubt it will change easily. I don’t have a bw at the moment.
- In NCT 127, and in all of NCT, my bias is to Taeil. My 127 bw is Yuta. And they’re polar opposites too lmao
- In NCT Dream, I can’t bias or bw anyone, they’re all amazing!!
- In WayV, my bias switched to Kun. My bw has become all of them because I stan crackheads.
- In The Boyz, my bias has always been Younghoon. My bw is probably New, but I feel like it could change at any given moment.
- As anyone who knows me well can tell, my bias from Ateez and loml has always been Wooyoung, but Yeosang has been threatening that position lately and I’m scared.
- My bias in Enhypen is Jungwon. Sunghoon is a close bw, idk I guess I like people who could emotionally tarnish me.
- I haven’t finished stanning XDinary Hereoes yet, but my bias is currently Jooyeon. My bw is Gaon.
I also haven’t finished stanning Itzy yet, but my bias is undoubtedly Ryujin. My bw would have to be Yuna
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And lastly, if you’ve come this far in reading, I have a little surprise for you. Also thanks for putting up with this extralong post!
Here are the plans for this blog in 2022:
Writing my first major fic under @hello-yav, Minus Twenty-Four.
Opening a network with a few friends on a surprise day
Opening my requests soon
Writing gift fanfics to my moots who tell me their birthdays and their biases
Potentially starting a YouTube channel
Thank You everyone for making 2021 a fabulous year. Through numerous struggles in academics and mental health, this site and everyone I met and all the experiences I had helped me bounce back. I’d like to give a final honourable mention to…
💛 anon
Who suddenly came in my life when I was at my lowest. At 💛‘s discretion, she wanted me to delete all of her asks and forget about her. Since then, she hasn’t come back. I’ll follow her wishes and do my best. This post will, therefore, be my last recollection of one of my online best friends.
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That’s a wrap of 2021, thanks once again. And have a wonderful year, loves!!
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Hello!! I was wondering if I could have one of those hp matchups, please :)
My name’s Lucy, I identify as female, I use she/her as my pronouns and I’m a ravenclaw
I’m a taurus sun (scorpio moon and virgo rising), and my personality type is infj
My ideal date I think would be a trip to a nice museum, especially if it’s art, history or natural science related, but expect for me to stare at whatever’s in front of me for a LONG time (I just like taking things in ok!!), oh and I’ll definitely buy at least something at the gift shop (ahh plushies, journals and posters, my beloveds). Other than that, I’m pretty cheap, I’d be more than happy to just have a walk around, exploring and chatting the day away
Three things I look for in a partner would probably be passion, wit (very important), and maybe upfront or sort of a leader? I’m kinda non confrontational so someone who will confront me (or others) when necessary and help me get used to it would be appreciated 🥲though it’s not necessarily a must
My biggest flaws are, as mentioned, my non confrontational nature and people pleasing tendencies (I’m getting better at handling them tho!), I’m also kinda stubborn and sometimes I tend to get closed off when I don’t feel my best or when someone hurts me, instead of talking about it, I need time to really think things through before I speak up about those kinds of things (unless I’m especially close with you, then I’m usually more upfront). Also, I’m very introverted, I don’t consider it a flaw but when my social battery runs out I can get a bit snappy and irritated
My biggest qualities are my compassion and empathy, which allows me to know others’ perspectives and know what to say to ease or even persuade others. I’m very perceptive, non judgmental, honest and introspective. I’m also pretty optimistic most of the time, I believe most people are inherently good and that things usually work out in the end. I’m also very artistic and creative, I’ve always been and will always be eternally curious. The world is just so full of wonders! Besides that I’m pretty practical and responsible as well :)
This was so much fun!! Please take your time, no need to rush, after all; your health comes first! Have fun with it, thank you for this! Have a wonderful day <33
I would match you with...
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DRACO MALFOY
At first, you didn't care for him or his attitude, and shared the opinion most had of him - just a spoiled brat trying to make Hogwarts his playground -, but, you know things change. And the time you walked in on him having a panic attack tucked inside a broom closet changed everything.
You knew you shouldn't, you knew what your friends would think... Time and time again they'd tell you you were too good for your own good. You knew you shouldn't, and yet, there you were, exchanging glances with the school bully, Draco Malfoy himself. His gaze was almost murderous, trying to intimidate you into staying quiet about your encounter, but yours had something soft in it. He wanted to kill it and let it rot.
The stare down continued for a week or so, until the boy finally got tired of it and confronted you. "What is it that you want? Money? I'll pay you if you promise to keep your mouth shut" he said, arms locking you in place against a wall. "I don't want anything. I just want to know if you're alright. Do you need somebody to talk to?" you replied, and he couldn't believe his own ears. What the fuck did that mean. He'd never had someone say those words to him before.
He didn't take you on that offer that day. Or that week. But he did come to you, eventually, and opened up to you the best he could, having no practice in talking about his feelings and fearing sharing too many secrets of the family.
It took a lot of work, but he came to trust you, more than he'd ever trusted anyone.
Romantic feelings began to bloom in his chest, and it scared the fuck out of him. He didn't want to mess up what you had. He didn't want to make his mess your mess. But Merlin, did he want to your mess.
The way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you always know what to say. He is in awe with your mind, your ability to find beauty in things. He was raised with only the best of everything, and you found more joy in trivial stuff than he could ever dream to feel in his lifetime. Draco wanted nothing more than to see the world from behind your eyes.
For weeks, he'd vent to you about this mysterious girl, so much you found yourself getting a bit jealous. Who was she? She seemed to have him mesmerized.
"It's you. It's always been you." said the blond, holding your hand one night when it was just the two of you on your way back from a butterbeer.
You didn't know what to say. The boy always had everything he could ever want and he was telling you he wants you. But there's a storm coming, you can feel it. You know he's part of it. Do you want to meddle with the things he's bound to bring? No. But you can't walk away from him... You wish you could, but the soft thing insists on your ability to save him from himself.
Your relationship is rocky. He wants to be a better person for you, but being good goes against everything he was told to believe in. It doesn't come easy. With the war, it is even more difficult, having to pick a side.
He picks, if only because he has to. He doesn't choose you, even if he chooses to be with you. In the end, Draco chooses the man he wants to become. You couldn't be prouder, holding his hand as you fight.
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