but daddy i love him [guilty as sin part two] | charles leclerc social media au
pairing: charles leclerc x fem sainz!reader
when an unstoppable force (the sainz men when they feel aggrieved) meets an immovable object (charles and y/n)
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carlossainz55
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carlossainz55: never forget where you came from
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user100: insert cricket noises here
user101: who on your PR team said this was a good idea?
user102: they need to be fired, sorry not sorry
landonorris: i love your dad (tell him to stop beating me at golf)
carlossainz55: if he never lets me win he's definitely never letting you win
landonorris: so unfair i thought i was the third sainz sibling :(
carlossainz55: i'm an only child
landonorris: oh-
user103: i need this man to choke i'm being so serious rn
user104: that's so unbelievably fucked
user105: the fact his dad is probably co-signing this shit is insane that's YOUR DAUGHTER
user106: also someone give lando a lil slap around he's on the wrong side of history on this one
yourusername: scandal does funny things to pride
carlossainz55: if the scandal is betraying your family that's all you
yourusername: if we're talking about betrayal then that's your specialist subject mr. i've cheated on every girl i've ever been with - and while we're on the topic of betrayal, yes i was the one who told them
carlossainz55: i've never cheated why are you stooping to lies?
yourusername: you did it right in front of my face when i was a part of this family
carlossainz55: so you've always been comfortable going behind my back
yourusername: that's the thing, when you're treated like you don't exist by your family you learn that blood is not thicker than water
carlossainz55: i can't wait for charles to cheat on you
yourusername: btw i already called marca, they know any of those allegations from you or dad are false - good luck!
user10: obvs i know they should be doing this in private but MORE DRAMA FOR ME BABY LETS KEEP THIS GOING
user107: thank you for the validation y/n i KNEW THE SHIT STIRRING COMING FROM THAT PAPER WAS THE SAINZ CAMP
user108: and they've got the nerve to be talking about stooping - the call is coming from inside the house
maxverstappen1: ugly twins
carlossainz55: really?
maxverstappen1: i said what i said and i mean what i said
carlossainz55: i would say she's not going to fuck you bro but you really never know with her
maxverstappen1: she would never, homewrecking is a trait only the male sainzs seem to have
user109: OOP
user110: max is a real lestappen queen fighting the battles he knows charles can't
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yourusername: if you know within one glimpse, its legendary
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user114: i love how she goes from fighting her brother in one comment section to just showing off her hot bf
user115: tbf charles does have a face you'd go to war for so i get her
user116: i'd abandon my family for that face
yourusername: finally someone who fucking gets it
charles_leclerc: you made me believe in love at first sight
yourusername: awwwwww you're such a sweet talker the REAL smooth operator
pierregasly: i can verify it was love at first sight cause the man did not SHUT THE FUCK UP about you well... ever
charles_leclerc: is it a crime to love my girlfriend?
pierregasly: apparently!
yourusername: he's too cute to go to jail :(
charles_leclerc: they'd ruin me
yourusername: that's my job π€¨
pierregasly: you keep that to yourselves
user117: does this girl need to shade carlos on every single fucking post... yeah we get it he's the only reason you're relevant but god you reek of desperation
oscarpiastri: is this carlos' burner account?
user118: are the grid just sat around waiting to be tagged in to the fight against carlos?
oscarpiastri: what's he going to do? crash into me? he does that every weekend anyway
user119: uh oh carlos oscar is finally fighting back off track what are you going to do
user120: don't worry i'm sure he'll post a selfie with lando and try the whole carlando shtick to get some more PR points
maxverstappen1: oh this was not the shit slinging post i was hoping for
yourusername: something tells me you're having way too much fun with this
maxverstappen1: yeah you might have been abandoned by your family but have YOU considered that this is letting me express all my mean girl energy off track so i am level-headed on track
maxverstappen1: actually i don't even think i'm being mean tbf
yourusername: i'm glad my suffering could be your therapy
carlossainz55: BOO HOO you're not suffering ... it's something called the consequences of your actions (read: actions being a snakey slut)
yourusername: bro over here acting like i committed fratricide
maxverstappen1: TAP ME IN
maxverstappen1: not this man talking about the consequences of actions. kids, here's a little life lesson: if you spend all your time at your current job talking about how you have a much better job waiting for you and how you're too big for this job and plant stories about your co-workers, you can't be surprised that that same job doesn't want to keep you
carlossainz55: i am better than charles
yourusername: lying is a sin
maxverstappen1: and you're going straight to hell
user121: you guys might be mourning the loss of charlos (whatever the fuck that is) but i'm celebrating the absolute shit ton of LESTAPPEN we're getting
user122: max was like oh my bff is dating charles here's my excuse to be nice about him again
user123: if we're being real here the biggest crime of this whole situation is the fact that charles can't really dig the knife in
user124: @ silvia i have maybe Β£4.50 and a greggs sausage roll to my name but PLEASE LET CHARLES TAP IN
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f1: f1... the sport that gives you just as much drama off track as we do on track!
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user125: at this point even before the whole carlos ousting his sister i think oscar was about ππ» this close to rocking carlos nascar style we should let him do it
user126: i will personally pay his legal fees tbh
oscarpiastri: i'm only 23 i don't need two F1-related legal cases to my name
yourusername: i've watched legally blonde about ten billion times let me represent you
oscarpiastri: yeah sounds legit
user127: THAT'S IT WE NEED PROXIMITY CHAT IN F1
user128: the way we know there was a shit talking session like no other after this race
maxverstappen1: i don't kiss and tell but well - yes!
user128: okay since this is clearly a safe space... who was there please spill mr. verstappen
maxverstappen1: ME! charles, pierre, oscar, checo, alex and george!
user128: why the fuck were the last two there?
georgerussell63: i was on official GDPA duty π€
alexalbon: that's a lie we're just very nosey
yourusername: they're the biggest PTA moms ever don't even lie
georgerussell63: yes i'll make allergy friendly cupcakes for the bake sale but i'll also spit in them and gossip about your cheating husband - sorry about it!
alexalbon: he's not
georgerussell63: i'm not
user129: carlos slagging off y/n but she's really brought the grid together
user130: george and alex being like we do not care about that but we do want the latest scoop
alexalbon: oh don't get it twisted we're firmly team y/n
user131: we even got the f1 admin in on the drama
carlossainz55: she's probably fucking them as well
yourusername: BORING get a new bit babe
carlossainz55: if i see whore i'm going to say whore
yourusername: aren't you still in that damn stewards office?
carlossainz55: tell your little lap dog to keep his front wing away from my car and maybe i wouldn't
oscarpiastri: suck my dick
yourusername: now that's true poetry
user132: oH!
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yourusername: florida !!!!!!!!!!! is one hell of a drug. no seriously what is in the water here i keep picking up these little guys everywhere i go
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user135: she's really like i AM spanish and i will colonise this grid
user136: stealing all the lil cuties for her cause
oscarpiastri: proud to be a part of this weird little circus thing we've got going on
yourusername: oh dibs on ring master
logansargent: i feel like my name is written all over tight rope walking
yourusername: okay yes skinny legend
maxverstappen1: obvs we're a cruelty free circus so no lions but if there were lions, that's me babe
maxverstappen1: SOME people could learn... cough, cough trophy hunters
charles_leclerc: idk i'll just take the one where i can sit there and be pretty
yourusername: and you would be the best at it
oscarpiastri: which one does the least? i'll take that one
user137: bro can we slow the fuck down i was just getting over osc telling carlos to suck his dick now we're talking CIRCUS?
user138: for real couldn't it have at least been cabaret i wanna see ALL of that
charles_leclerc: π€¨
carlossainz55: i think a circus is a perfect way to describe your desperate attempt to stay relevant
yourusername: don't you have a job to go to? oh wait...
carlossainz55: as if i'm threatened by a group with the likes of logan sargent in it
logansargent: bit harsh, i'm a nice guy (unlike some)
yourusername: carlos here's a little bit of a wild thing i'm about to introduce to you.... people have friends?
yourusername: also you WISH you had a face card like logie
carlossainz55: i have friends?
yourusername: no you have PR strategies, there's a difference
carlossainz55: bro learnt the word PR and ran with it
yourusername: tell me one person who would let you crash on their couch?
yourusername: QUICKLY.
fernandoalo_oficial: and don't even think about mentioning me
user139: she hit him with the bianca del rio
user140: OOP and also nando just popping up out of nowhere to diss carlos and never say anything again
charles_leclerc: the drug in question being puppy fever
maxverstappen1: tell me you didn't get a dog
yourusername: boy do i have news for you
carlossainz55: are you trying to baby trap him
yourusername: first woman in history to birth a dog you heard it here first
charles_leclerc: you simply can't be babytrapped when you would literally jump off a bridge if asked to
user141: @myboyfriend TAKE NOTES HONEY ^^^
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charles_leclerc: two kids in one month? someone stop us
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user142: y/n really lost an apartment and a brother and gained about 27 f1 drivers and a dog
user143: glow up of the century some might say
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yourusername: soz it's a coping mechanism
charles_leclerc: and that's okay <3
maxverstappen1: anything to help with that emotional CONSTIPATION
yourusername: have you tried to live with those narcissistic and emotionally unavailable men?
maxverstappen1: you're asking the wrong person that question honey
yourusername: girl are WE good?
maxverstappen1: no
yourusername: BUT THAT'S OKAY
charles_leclerc: not to rain on this parade but i think therapy would really be a positive move here
user144: i feel bad for charles cause i know these hoes are the type to just tell each other EXACTLYYYYY when they make poor decisions
maxverstappen1: true, no smart bitches would let their bff live with THAT man
yourusername: and let their bff constantly chat shit and ruin their image
maxverstappen1: can't ruin my image if i'm spitting FACTS
user145: max will nawt let this go
maxverstappen1: i'll forget you but i'll never forgive the smallest man who ever lived
yourusername: GIRL
maxverstappen1: whoops, one sec. spoiler alert: y/n unleased poetry. trigger warning: c*rlos s*inz
olliebearman: ollie bearman erasure
charles_leclerc: GASP OLLIE I AM SO SORRY
yourusername: no he actually is he's crying
charles_leclerc: it's the pregnancy hormones
olliebearman: it's okay i swear
charles_leclerc: I'M A TERRIBLE FATHER
carlossainz55: i could've told you that for free
olliebearman: why are you in our family buisness
user146: charles is channelling all of his carlos rage through ollie oh my
olliebearman: i am a happy conduit for my father who is in the ferrari PR jail
yourusername: can we send carlos here and throw away the key?
user147: charles is really out there like keep my girl's name out of your mouth cause even the bitch who stole your seat for a weekend is my SON
user148: y/n wasn't joking about with this grid domination
user149: but also i'm glad all of this fun stuff is happening amongst all of the shit that's been thrown at her from her family
oscarpiastri: a leclerc and proud (i race like my dad and throw shade like my mum)
yourusername: the best way to be
charles_leclerc: proud of you, you're such a good dog brother :)
oscarpiastri: i've just learnt to be patient after alpine and lando
yourusername: you still took your shoes being leo's personal bathroom really well
oscarpiastri: he's too cute to be mad at
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yourusername: first mother's day with my boys
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user150: gonna enjoy this super wholesome post before... he... ruins it
user151: manifesting a y/n post without that bitter old hag in the comment section
charles_leclerc: the best mother for our fur baby and our miscellaneous other children
yourusername: only the best with you :(
charles_leclerc: ugh i love you so much
yourusername: i love you even more
user152: they're so fucking cute
user153: damn carlos i too would be angry if my baby sister and my teammate outshined my third PR relationship in six months
user154: the sainz family have generational levels of hating, but one does it for good (poetry) and one does it for bad (anything carlos ever says)
oscarpiastri: happiest mother's day to my grid mum! here's to reading them to filth xx
yourusername: OSC!! i always knew you were my favourite aussie
danielricciardo: did my enchante PR mean nothing?
yourusername: i mean i wear it all of the time... but it's osc ...
danielricciardo: true, i broke my hand before i could even think of accidentally hurting him
user155: also babe is looking so unbothered, moisturised and free we need the skin care routine
oscarpiastri: the tears of carlos sainz
yourusername: and cleansing your life of toxic family members
user156: okay clearly oscar was done with the whole "i'm so chill" bit cause since his adoption by charles and y/n he's been non stop on carlos' neck
oscarpiastri: i'm a ride or die for my mum cry about it
maxverstappen1: as the kids would say ... mother is mothering? @olliebearman did i do it right?
charles_leclerc: stop trying to steal my kids
maxverstappen1: BRO I'M TRYING TO COMPLIMENT YOUR GIRLFRIEND
charles_leclerc: that's literally my job π€¨
yourusername: tbf i'll take as many compliments as i can
charles_leclerc: are mine not enough?
yourusername: when you've got a self esteem this low, you gotta take what you can get
charles_leclerc: oh :(
user157: max and y/n fighting over who trauma dumps more about their upbringing
carlossainz55: this bit is very tiring. you'll be a terrible mother and all these people you think are your friends will drop you as soon as they know who you really are.
yourusername: you done?
carlossainz55: as you loveeeee to point out, i don't have much to lose anymore so i really wouldn't test me
yourusername: trying to make me homeless and stealing all of my money wasn't enough?
carlossainz55: charles will know the truth soon enough and you won't have us to come crying to
yourusername: i'll take those chances thank you
user158: hold ON what do you mean stole all her money
yourusername: i was never allowed my own bank account so all my earnings have gone to them!
user159: okay that's it WE RIDE AT DAWN
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note: oh girl life has been BUSY!!! i just got a new job and have been looking desperately for a flat to move out to. also i've had family visiting and going here, there and everywhere. but i hope you enjoy! this was a lil more light-hearted lol (until the end) so enjoy the addition of the leclerc family lore xx
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Pairing: Logan Sargeant x reader, Max Verstappen x ex!reader
Warnings: cheating, lying, manipulation
Authors note: kinda hate this but whatever
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yourusername happy 5 years with this wonderful, talented, beautiful, amazing man. Iβm so proud of everything you do and you manage to amaze me every single day. Thank you so much for showing me what true love can be and for sticking beside me every day. From the boats of Monaco to the villas of Spain to the beaches of Brazil, I love you forever my darling xx
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user1 my parents <3
user2 I want what they have
user3 if sheβs not like this I donβt want her
user4 the roses π₯Ή
user5 the love and support they have for each other is so amazing
user6 the way sheβs almost never missed a race ππ«Ά
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user7 theyβre so in love I canβt
user8 sleeping on the highway tonight
charles_leclerc Happy Anniversary!! π₯³
yourusername thank you Charles! xx
user9 the real royal couple
user10 when is max going to propose lmao
user11 they seem so happy together aw
carlossainz fΓ©licitations! ππΎπ
yourusername thank you chili!
user12 π₯°π₯°π₯°
user13 that caption is so adorable
user14 we need new music about this man pls queen
user15 I feel a love album coming on
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yourusername Friendship that will last forever <33 xx It was great to see you love @/kellypiquet
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user14 love this friendship
user15 got here before max did⦠proud of myself
user16 two pretty best friends
user17 their friendship is so pure I love them π
user18 the way y/n is so intertwined into f1 despite being from a completely different profession is so special to me π«Ά
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user19 oh to be y/n l/n
user20 new music when????
user21 why is Logan lurking lmao
user22 that is an international pop-star from his stateβ¦ she has 122 million followersβ¦ sheβs often on the gridβ¦ I donβt think this rly needs an explanation.
user21 I just think itβs weird cuz heβs not rly friends with max but he still knows him. Kinda weird to be lurking on the page of an acquaintances girlfriend.
user22 Dude she has 15 Grammysβ¦ sheβs not a secret
user23 lowk the piquets are problematic but yall donβt wanna hear about that
user24 Iβm just glad y/n is happy tbh
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what a lie lmao π΅βπ«
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Justice for max
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yourusername every days a new day βοΈ
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user25 πππππππ
user26 πππππππππππππππππππππππππ
user27 ππππ
user28 we still love you y/n π«Ά
user29 ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
user30 we believe you β€οΈ
user31 ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
user32 πππππ
user33 πππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
user34 we know you're not lying β€οΈ it's gonna be okay π«Ά
user35 she's a lying snake πππ
user34 she said the call was doctored and I believe her
user36 it sounds pretty real to me πππ
user34 I know she wouldn't do that. She loved max too much. She's proven time and time again to be a genuine, kind person and until the full call has been released, I'm going to believe her.
user37 ππππππ
user38 ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
user39 max not defending her proves it's true πππ πππππ
user40 Logan likingβ¦ guess he's siding with the liar then πππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
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user47 I'm so glad max is able to heal after what y/n did
user48 thank god that snake is gone π
user49 kelly being there for max is so sweet
user50 I'm so happy they stayed friends π
charles_leclerc good times bro π«Ά
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user51 π΅π΅π΅
user52 y/n didn't do anything
user53 better off without y*n π΅βπ«
used54 I never liked y/n l/n lmao she's always been annoying
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user55 I'm just so happy kelly and max have each other and they weren't torn apart by y/n cheating
user56 you guys are so annoying that call is obviously fake
user57 she literally admits to in the recording what are you talking about
user56 the things she says in it are so vague she could literally be talking about anything. And we don't even hear the other persons responses. They could've 100% been prompting her to say this. Why would they cut them out if they wanted to prove they were telling the truth.
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maxverstappen1 Ready for Imola! π
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user58 πππππππππ
user59 we all heard the call
user60 lied for what
user61 ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
user62 y/n deserves an apology
user63 we π«Ά max and kelly
user64 nah, speak for yourself π
user65 ruined your girlfriends life for a full year just so you could date her best friend... And for what??? Why did you decide you needed to ruin her career and her life just for the sake of a relationship
user66 don't listen to these idiots, y/n deserves what you did
user67 I understand why they did it tbh, y/n is so annoying
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user69 COMMENTS ARE BACK ON
user70 MY QUEEN Y/N
user71 πππ
user72 now why did Charles like this postβ¦ my man literally defended max last year when this happened π
user73 the only drivers Iβd accept to be a part of this is Carlos, Lewis and Logan. The only ones who defended her the whole time.
user74 and Fernando!!!
carlossainz mi hermana! El mundo te extrano π
yourusername gracias carlito, Aunque no creo que me hayan extraΓ±ado π
carlossainz Te extraΓ±Γ©, entonces π€£
Translation: (my sister! The world missed you) (Thank you carlito, though I donβt think the world missed me) (I missed you, then)
user75 Carlos being on the right side of history⦠he ends your favs
user76 notice that all of the flops have shut right up now that itβs been proven that their favorite cheater was lying the whole time
user77 all the hottest drivers have been on y/nβs sideβ¦
fernandoalo_official ΒΏCΓ³mo estuvo el descanso? π
yourusername relajante π
fernandoalo_official ΒΏporquΓ© es eso? π€
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user78 the comments from the drivers are so cute
user79 I didnβt know she spoke Spanish
lewishamilton welcome back, y/n π₯³
yourusername thanks lew π«Ά
user80 bestie for the resties with lew π₯°
user81 my top 3 drivers all commenting on my number 1 artistsβ postβ¦ you love to see it
user82 I sense aoty
logansargeant isnβt it delicate?
yourusername isnβt it?
user83 wtf are these hoes talking about
user84 my glorious queen y/n l/n
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user86 WHAT THE HELL
user87 NAHHHHHHHH
user88 is max ready to die?
user89 π
user90 breakup album?!?!?!
user91 max never to be seen again
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user92 and Charles is here, why? That man was first in line for the y/n hate train I donβt want to hear it.
fernandoalo_official slay
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user93 y/n and Alonsoβs comments are killing me
user94 my favorite cheater and snake π
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reverse dating tropes w hsr men!
in which β what the title suggests / those classic fanfic tropes but with a twist
featuring β boothill, jing yuan, blade (separately) x gn!reader
β§.* β wc: total 1.5k, used up half my brain for this (the other half is for pt2 w aven sunday geppie!!), lovesick boothill + clingy jy + jealous blade fr, anyway pls enjoy! reblogs r appreciated <3
gepard aven sunday vers here!
boothill κ© .α
love at many sights with boothill whose memory card was tinkered with, and every time you meet, he thinks he's seeing you for the first time, so he falls for you over and over again.Β
when boothill returned from a dangerous mission, it was evident that he had endured significant damage. his once sleek and polished exterior was now marred by dents and scratches, and his mechanical limbs were either partially missing or severely damaged. the exposed wiring, usually neatly tucked away beneath scraps of metals, now hung in tangled strands, sparking occasionally with residual energy.
he looked barely salvageable. it's safe to say that the mechanics had a hell of a time fixing him.
though they were skilled enough to piece him back together, his memory card wasnβt as lucky. a tinkering in his system left him incapable of recalling or retaining information in his synthetic brain, temporarily βleaving the mechanics scrambling to find a solution.
weeks later, you find yourself walking down the familiar corridors of the laboratory where your favourite cyborg is being held for reparation.
boothillβs eyes immediately land on yours when you enter the lab. βwell ainβt this a surprise! havenβt seen ya in a good long while.β boothill drawls, tipping his hat your way, his voice carrying a metallic twang.Β
"i heard you took a bit of a tumble, figured someone should come make sure you didnβt lose all your screws." you shrug nonchalantly, a smirk playing on your lips.
boothill's eyes flicker for a moment, taking in the curve forming on your lips. he thinks youβre adorable with that infectious smile of yours.Β
βheh, nothinβ bad, just had a r-r-run in with some cuties" he says, failing to hide the glitch that caused his voice to stutter. (and that damn synesthesia beacon! he swears heβll get it fixed this time aroundβ¦)
βguess you took more than a tumble huh...β you lean casually against the workbench, the sterile scent of machinery and the hum of various devices filled the air; your gaze sweeps over the freshly repaired parts of boothill's metallic frame, βanyway, glad to see that youβre mostly fine now."Β
βaww! do ya care βbout me?β he teases, his grin widening, revealing his pointy teeth peeking out mischievously. you donβt reply, your eyes glinting with the faintest hint of amusement dancing in them.
"boothill, we go through this every time, your memory card's still damaged. you forget things sometimes, so for the 5th time this week, yes i do care about you.β
boothill's expression shifts, a mixture of realization and sheepishness crossing his features. "right, right," he murmurs, scratching the back of his head with his metallic hand. "sorry 'bout that, sugar. guess i just keep forgettin'."
you chuckle and shake your head, finding the situation amusing. he feels like he might overheat from the sheer warmth radiating from your smile.
βyouβre beautiful, date me.β (he didnβt mean to blurt that outloud)
you raise your eyebrows at the sudden compliment, βwhy thank you,β a surprised laugh escapes your lips.
ββand weβre already dating, silly.β
a shower of sparks erupts from his circuits, you can particularly hear the fans inside him sputter and whir. you rush to his side, concern etched on your face.
βwh- are you okay?! youβre short circuiting again!β
and this happens every time his memory lapses. you offer an apology to the mechanic on the next shift for the extra work required to fix yet another damaged wire after your visits. perhaps they should ban you from getting too close to boothill, lest he completely breaks down again like that one time where you told him, yes you actually kissed before.
jing yuanΒ ΰ Λ.
"secret relationship" with jing yuan but he is completely unaware of how his public displays of affection towards you keep revealing the supposed secrecy of your relationship.
on the rare case that the general is found in his office, you are there too, beside him.
βpleeeease? just one kiss, really really miss you, darlingβ
βno jing yuan, not nowβ¦β
he wraps his arms around you as he leans in, caging you from the back. he rests his chin on your shoulder, βthen how about a kiss on the cheeks?β he murmurs in your ear. you try to push him away, but he just chuckles softly against your neck, his arms still secure around you.
βno, and get off me before someone sees!β you protest, feeling your face flush from the close proximity, and the tightening of his arms suggests that he has no intention of releasing you just yet.
this stubborn manβ¦ you swear youβre gonna burst a blood vessel someday.
as if to echo your exasperation; he nuzzles his head into the crook of your neck, peppering it with nibbles and gentle kisses. jing yuan certainly knows how to test your limits, yet his affectionate gestures never fail to chip away at your resolve.
suddenly, a series of loud knocks come from the door, you freeze, and immediately attempt to wiggle your way out of his grasp. but he remains unfazed, his hold on you firm, and seemingly unbothered by the interruption.
the door bursts open, βgeneral! thereβs a situation at starskiff haβven...βΒ yanqing trails off as his eyes widen at your position. the room falls into a momentary silence as yanqing's gaze shifts between you and his general, his expression reflecting a blend of shock and embarrassment.
clearing his throat awkwardly, yanqing stammers, "i-im sorry for interrupting... iβll t-take my leave now!β with a hurried nod, he practically sprints out of the room.
oh bless that kidβs poor eyesβ¦Β
you shoot a glare at jing yuan from the corner of your eyes, you just know that he has a shit eating grin on his face right now. nowadays, itβs probably common knowledge that the generalβs most treasured person is you, evidently shown by how he latches himself onto you every time youβre within his vicinity. you wouldnβt be surprised if the entirety of xianzhou knows about your supposed βsecretβ relationship.
βsoβ¦ can i have my kiss now?βΒ
aeons, heβs insufferable. (you love him tho!!!!!)
bladeΒ Ψ ΰ¬
"fake dating" with blade but you are actually dating βsomehow everyone is convinced you aren't.
βblink twice if you need help.β march whispers-shout; dan heng leans against the doorway, blocking the way into your room, nods in agreement.
βthis is absurdβ¦ iβm alright guys, really!β you try to reassure your friends, frustration edging into your voice. though no matter how many times you insist that no blade isn't holding you hostage and that you are indeed in a relationship with him, they seem convinced otherwise, somehow deducing that you're not able to speak freely.
you sigh in resignation, knowing that they arenβt going to relent anytime soon, and with blade idling in your room, you can't afford to keep him waiting any longer. βdan heng please, let me through, heβs been waiting for me for the past 10 minutes nowβ¦β
βgood, let him wait.β dan heng responds curtly.Β (what a guy)
march takes hold of your hands, βdo you owe the stellaron hunters something, and him out of everyone?! he looks scaryβ¦and totally not your type!βΒ
βnot their type?β a low voice rings out from behind dan heng, the three of you turn immediately and see blade looming at your doorway, his arms crossed over his chest.Β
βstellaron hunter. stay back.β dan heng furrows his eyebrows, his stance defensive as he pulls out his weapon, positioning himself to block you and march. sensing the growing tension, you step forward, reaching out to gently grasp at dan hengβs shoulder.Β
(bladeβs expression darkens at your hand resting on him)
βitβs okay dan heng, he means no harm.β dan heng hesitates, his grip on his weapon remains tight, but he doesn't move to strike. so you slowly move between him and blade, βsee? iβm fineβ¦ heβs not gonna hurt me.β you smile reassuringly at your friends.Β
just then, as if to further aggravate dan heng, blade settles his hand on your waist. dan hengβs hand is visibly twitching now. βwhat? canβt i touch whatβs mine?β
dan hengβs eyes narrow, β...we still donβt believe you, leave now. before itβs too late.β
before you can interject, blade grabs your chin, silencing any words of protest with a sudden kiss. caught off guard, your eyes widen as the unexpected gesture leaves you momentarily stunned. but you soon reciprocate his kiss, his intensity drawing you in.
(march quickly covers her eyes with her hands)
βthere. now leave us alone.β and with that, he pulls you into your room, slamming the door shut behind, pinning you against it.Β
itβs just the both of you now, finally.
βdid you really have to touch him.β his voice tinged with possessiveness. βblade, he wouldβve hurt you, i didnβt meanββ he shuts you up with another kiss, more desperate this time, welp guess youβre stuck with him for the night.
though your friends might not believe that a person like you would βbe in cahootsβ with someone as dangerous as him; convincing them otherwise is a task for another time. tonight, he wants your attention focused solely on him, and him only.
α―β
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MDNI, f! reader, established relationship (youβre married), calls you βloveβ, βbabyβ + βmy beautiful wifeβ, reader wears a dress, fingering, brief masturbation (satoru, while fingering you), takes you against the wall, unprotected sex, clothed sex, creampie, not proofread, wc: 1.7k
satoruβs been having a hard time keeping his hands off you, looking for ways to get into your pants all day.
but alas, you both have been busy organizing the housewarming party β picking up decorations for your new house, putting them up to create a festive atmosphere, dealing with caterers all day and eventually the party itself and entertaining your guests.
towards the end of the night, he was running out of patience. you could tell by the way his hands were constantly clutched around your waist, pulling you closer against him and subtly rubbing himself on your ass, and also the few hints he gave you here and there (every 5 minutes) to go help him find something (release) in the storage room. to you, heβs always been an open book.
βfucking finallyβ, closing the door after seeing off the last few guests, satoru sighs with content.
βthatβs so rude, satoruβ, you nag at him.
stepping closer to you, he grabs your chin and makes you look at him. his other hand circling around your waist and stopping at the small of your back to press your body against him. βwhatβs rude is making me wait so long. iβve been hard all day, it hurtsβ
βmy badβ, you grin at him innocently, finally giving in after an entire day of resisting his desperate attempts. you hug your arms around him, βwhat can i do to atone for my bad behavior?β
βlet me thinkβ, he gives you a rascal smile before pulling you in for a kiss. his lips soft but dangerously desperate and yearning for yours, mashing against your mouth as he slowly walks you against the wall. ass and back pressed against it and with him in front of you, it feels like youβre now squished in between two walls with nowhere to run. not that you complain at all, and not that heβd hear you even if you did. all he can think about right now is how badly he wants to be inside your tight pussy, stretching you until he bottoms out.
βlift you dress up for me, baby. iβll handle the restβ, he whispers, the lust thick in his voice.
βhere? in the hallway?β, you blink at him.
βyeaβ, he swipes his tongue across his lips, βiβm afraid, i canβt wait till we reach the bedroom. we were bound to christen the hallway sooner or later anywayβ
scoffing at him, you push him back. slowly riding the dress thatβs tightly wrapped around your body up.
the sight of you giving access to your cunt for him to fuck drags a long groan out of him. he always loved watching you get undressed for him, it tranced him. but there was something very, very special about you pulling your little dress or skirt up for him to hit it while you kept the rest on. it was so dirty, but in the best possible way. turned him primal, made him lose his mind every single time.
βs-shitβ¦β, he groans once again, his hands working on unbuckling his own slacks all while watching you rid yourself of the underwear and toss it on the floor. βyouβre making me crazy, babyβ, he whispers audibly, to which you smile. it was cute to watch him crumble like that.
you lean against the wall, observing the way he slides down his pants to his hips and then, with a quick swift move, whips his swollen cock out and it slaps against his belly. what a beautiful sight, what an obscene sound, you think. it makes you shudder. being painfully familiar with how good and even more massive it feels inside your tight pussy, you find yourself clenching on emptiness, eagerly anticipating him.
he steps close, one hand slowly stroking his cock and the other reaching in between your legs, fingers in seek of your heat. βso pretty. so soft. so wet for me alreadyβ, he quietly speaks into your ear as a thick digit slides into your weeping cunt.
βnghh..β, you flinch and step on your toes from the sensation of his finger, squeezing him unintentionally.
βis that not enough for my baby?β, he coos. βthen how about another one?β, he pulls his finger out only to return with two of them. βbetter? mm?β
βstop teasing me, you idiotβ, you nuzzle your head against his chest to muffle your moans, hands grabbing at his shoulders.
βdoes this translate to βfuck me properlyβ, hm? my beautiful wife wants my cock so bad?β, he teases even further, plunging his fingers in and out of your slick pussy. the hallway filled with loud squishing noises from his fingers fucking you. if anyone were to walk by your front door, youβre pretty sure they would hear the inappropriate sounds your pussy made.
βdonβt act all high and mighty on me nowβ, you tap on his shoulder, then grab him harder to support yourself as you press and hump against his hand. βi know you want to fuck me properly too, youβve been yearning all day. no?β, you lift you head to look up at him. βjust look at yourself β so desperate for it that youβre wanking off both of us yourselfβ
he chuckles at your words. true. as his fingers fucked themselves deep inside you, his other hand moved in slow strokes around his cock. he had to go slow, because he was way too aroused. if he were to pick up the pace, heβd unload his balls and blow his cum right then and there.
βitβd be such a waste if you finished nowβ¦β, you stroke his cheek, βwhile you have the option to stuff me fullβ, knowing well he wouldnβt resist your words.
βyouβre so manipulative, loveβ, his fingers slam harder for one last time, making your whole body jerk forward, before he pulls them out, covered and glistening with your arousal that he cleans with his mouth. βalways getting under my skinβ¦β
you shoot him a victorious smile which he wipes off with his lips. part of him embarrassed that he caved in so quickly, falling weak to his desire of you. he wanted to tease you a little bit longer, but you always had your way with him. making his resolve crumble with a single word.
ββ¦but iβll get under yours nowβ, breaking the kiss, he whispers. then bends a little to catch your leg in the crook of his arm, stands straight and lifts it, opening your thighs wider while your leg dangles in the air. the head of his cock taps against your belly and you feel the pulse throbbing in it.
the only support you have right now is your other leg, the wall behind you and satoru who holds you in place. both of your hands wrap around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss, as he starts guiding his cock towards your entrance, his head slowly slipping inside.
βoh godβ β you both simultaneously moan out. a deep groan follows shortly after and vibrates through his throat and into your mouth from feeling you open inch by inch for him as he slides it almost entirely in. he needed to go deeper though, the root of his cock still out and uncovered by your walls.
he pulls out and grabs your other leg into his arms, hoisting you into the air and pressing you harder against the wall while you hold on tight to his shoulders. after looking down and catching a glimpse of your dewy pussy lips pouting open for his cock, he throws his head back and curses under his breath, desperately trying to hold in the load in his balls. he shuts his eyes close and counts to ten, then looks back at you. eyes lovesick, yearning and a little bit watery. βwhat you do to me is not humane at allβ
βhmm, donβt you love it?β, you crane your neck enough to press your forehead against his, looking deep into your favorite pair of eyes.
βoh, i do. i so do love itβ, he breathes out, staring back at yours. then takes a deep breath before he enters you again. spreading your lips and diving deep until he bottoms out in you in a single thrust. youβre so wet and welcoming, his cock goes all the way in effortlessly. the position being perfect, too, to fully hide himself in you.
your legs lock around his back as his pelvis starts rolling and jarring against you, panting breaths of pleasure and skin slapping against each other echoing throughout the hallway of your house. satoruβs hips were charging with such desperation, slamming against you so hard, that you were sure the places where his flesh met yours were already red.
βnghhβ¦β, you mewl through gritted teeth, feeling yourself starting to cum as you suck him as deeply as possible, your wetness increasing now and bathing his cock in it. ββ¦d-donβt stop, d-donβtβ¦aughβ
βf-fuckβ¦you say that as if itβs easy, baby. do you have any idea how good you feel?β, he barely drags out. your added slickness making it hard for him to control his thrusts now, too difficult to adapt and stop his cock from sliding in and out of you too quickly that his legs start shaking.
seeing him so desperate and sloppy with his movements was such a turn-on, it was really doing it for you. not that his cock wasnβt hitting the sweetest of your spots. but that was the last push you needed towards your climax.
βiβmβ ah, iβm cummingβ, you stutter, your orgasm coming onto you hard. head falling in the crook of his neck, nails digging into his clothed shoulders, eyes rolling back as he keeps hitting his cock into your sore cunt, chasing his own release.
βs-shitββ, he grunts throatily. his cock feeling bigger, more bloated and harder than ever as he pounds a few more times into you before burying himself still and emptying his balls into your sopping hole. hot spurts of cum gush inside you, his body jerking after each load.
both of you stand there for a few minutes, trying to catch your breaths β youβre still wrapped around him while his cockβs got you nailed against the wall.
βyou think i can carry you to the bedroom without pulling out? it should work, right? my cockβs big enough, wonβt slip outβ, satoru breaks the silence.
βyou flexing now?β, you chuckle. βwhy donβt you give it a try? i donβt feel my legs anywayβ
βoh my, did i make it hard for you to walk?β, he sneers at you proudly.
βoh shut up and carry meβ
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do you believe me now? | 6
in which spencer reid and inexperienced!fem reader are finally honest with each other. complete with tears and more than a few make-up kisses.
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warnings/tags: angst but mostly fluff, i think this qualifies as hurt/comfort, HHEHHEHHEH, lots of kissing, so cheesy, you jokingly imply he's a slut, i need him expeditiously
a/n: thank you guys for being patient with me!! ilysm!! i edited this until i hated it but i hope it's satisfactory for YOU guys..... as always please please let me know what you think!! and i already started the next part hehehe
The car ride is the worst of yourΒ life.Β
Neither of you speak.Β
And you find yourself wishing, pleading toΒ godΒ that one of you will say something to fix thisβbut each minute ticks by and the streets get familiar and a quiet song ends and you realize you were silly to ever think a twenty minute car ride would change anything.Β
Spencer was the luckiest youβd ever been and your relationship is floating away like a balloon you forgot to hold on toβnothing more than a red dot lost to the vast blue.Β
Maybe for him itβs easier. Youβre pretty sure it is, as you risk one or two glances at his unreadable profile that turn into lingering, obsessive looks because youβre panicking and realizing youβll maybe never see him this close again. Itβs funny and terrible how quickly youβre remembering what it was like to see him at the coffee shop for the first timeβhow he was nothing but a beautiful stranger, completely unknown to you and worlds away. Now youβve had him, sort of, and youβre turning into the girl who could never have him all over again.Β
When he turns onto your street reality begins to sink in. Your heart is a short fuse inside your chest as he pulls into a spot and parks the car. The rumble of the engine cuts. The headlights stay on.Β
For a moment, everything is quiet. You wish you could insert your own reality into the silenceβone where youβre simply enjoying each otherβs company and thereβs no sense of impending doom to take your breath away.Β
βDo you want to talk?β Spencer asks, looking pointedly ahead where the lights shine off the back of some other personβs car. A wayward moth dips and swirls into the high beams. You watch Spencer track it with his eyes.Β
βIβm not sure what to say,β you admit quietly. The weight of everything youβdΒ likeΒ to say sits in your stomach like lead, too heavy to divulge. Itβs only been a few weeks of having to carry the truth around with you and your muscles are already fatiguing. The idea of carrying it around indefinitely makes your eyes sting. Youβre alreadyΒ exhausted.Β
Maybe a stronger person would find that last bit of energy to make a final push, to save the relationship just before it falls apart.Β
But you never claimed to be strong.
Deep down, you mustβve known you werenβt ready for a real relationship. You canβt handle all of this pretending to be okay with things that hurt. Even if that's the grown-up thing to do.
βI tried. I really did, Iβm sorryβIβmββ
Before you can get the words out your throat tightens around them and you bury your face in your hands.Β
The sound of his seatbelt unlocking and whirring back surprises youβbut youβre even more surprised when he undoes yours. Still, you move your arm so it can snap back into place and then heβs pulling you into him.Β
βItβs okay,β he murmurs, one hand on the back of your head as you lean over the small gap between the seats, unable to stop yourself from shedding more tears. βItβs not your fault.Β IβmΒ sorry.β
Heβs sorry.Β
For not loving you?
If itβs not your fault he doesnβt love you backβthen whose fault is it? Whoβll take the fall?
But still, heβs holding you so carefully, like youβre made of porcelain. Something to be protected. Or at the very least, something to be mourned even after itβs in pieces.Β
As you lean against him, lulled by the slow in and out of his breath, the inverse of yours, and the way he slips his thumb over the back of your hair in silence for a few minutesβyou wonder whatβs missing. Why heβs not satisfied.Β
βI donβt understand you.β
The words come out flat, muffled by his coat, garbled with leftover tears.Β
βWhat was that?β Spencer asks gently, still playing with your hair. You sniffle, adjusting your head so your cheek is to his shoulder and your lips are no longer smushed.Β
βI justβ¦ I want you to explain it to me.β
βExplain what?β
You sit up just enough to meet his eyes. The movement seems to take him by surprise, but he keeps his hands on youβone slipping to your cheek and the other still loyal to your back. He brushes his fingers over the delicate skin beneath your eye and you cover them with your own in an effort to get him to stop treating you soΒ kindly. But even now, when youβre mad at him for being so gentle in the way that he hurts you, you canβt help but seek the familiar callus on the side of his trigger finger. Itβs an odd thing to anticipate missing, but youβll miss all of him. You canβt imagine holding a hand without that familiar anomalyβa cairn to show you where heβs been and who youβre holding.Β
He curls his warm hand around yours and you hold your joined fist out for him in emphasis, speaking louder than either of you were prepared for.Β
βThis! You! I understand that we donβt feel the same way about each other and maybe I canβt change that. But then you do this and I donβt understandΒ why. I donβt understand whyΒ thisΒ isnβt enough for you, because itβs enough for me, and I justβI donβt know what else I canΒ giveΒ you. I donβt know what else thereΒ is.Β I donβt understand why Iβm not... enough.β The tears are back and flowing freely, but you forge breathlessly ahead, because youβve finally found a way to be honest and youβre not going to stop now. Spencer is frowning, lips parted and clearly confused or shocked orΒ something, but you continue your confessional before he has the chance to interrupt. βI want to be enough, but you didnβt even give me theΒ chance, and I donβt think itβs fair that weβre breaking up when you didnβt let me try. Maybe if you just told me, if you explained whatβs missing I couldΒ fixΒ it and you could love me back, andβplease. I just want to try.Β Please, Spencer.β
A car engine revs somewhere far away, echoing down the street. It reverberates for several seconds, unimpeded by any other noise. Any word, any breath.Β
His voice is thin when he responds a moment later, still studying your face with a kind of scrutiny that is so indecipherable you donβt know how you expect him to respond.Β
βLove you back?β
You blink.Β
Your stomach drops.Β
For all that youβd revealed, for all that youβd willingly humiliated yourself with your pathetic supplicationβyouβd meant to keep that four letter word to yourself.Β
What a way to make an exit from your relationship.Β
Spencer is still looking at you, keeping you pinned to your seat, and as much as you wish it wasnβt the case heβs not going to let you off the hook this time. Heβs going to demand an answer, and you have a 0% chance of bursting into mist before you have to provide an explanation, so you have no choice but to say something.Β
What, exactly, youβre going to sayβyou donβt know.Β
βI didnβtβ¦β
βYou didnβt mean it.β
The response comes so quickly, sharp as a slap, that you jump back slightly, a deep frown twisting your brow. Spencer makes no effort to keep his hand in yours as you slip from his grasp.Β
βThatβs not what I wasββ
βJust say what you mean.β Silence. βTell me.β
Itβs like heβs got an ice pick to your chest. Itβs like heΒ wantsΒ you to humiliate yourself even further, to punish you for your messy indiscretions.Β
βSpencerβ¦β
Itβs a warning. Youβre giving him a chance to stop this before he hurts you sadistically. Before he becomes unrecognizable.Β
He swallows.Β
βPlease.β And then, a second later, when youβre still trying to process the quiet pain in his voice and suddenly faced with the unexpected question ofΒ who is hurting who, βplease, justβ¦ tell me if you meant it.β
For the first time tonight, you notice howΒ exhaustedΒ he looks. Slightly gaunt, even paler than usual. Shadows pool deeper in the hollows of his face. His eyes look glossy, dark crescents below awaiting to catch tears you realize youβve never seen fall. The tonal shift has you so disoriented, soΒ out of your bodyΒ like youβre seeing yourself in his own injuriesβthe truth becomes the only humane answer.Β Even if it hurts you.
βYes. I meant it. You know I mean it.β
βI donβt know that,β he says on a shaky exhale. βHow would I know that?β
And heβs got the ice pick back at your sternum. Itβs tipped in poison. The mallet trembles in the air. So does your voice.Β
βYouΒ toldΒ me you didnβt feel the same. You said it was new for me and different and I was going to make things complicated and you treated me like I was aΒ stupid kid, andβand it doesnβt even matter. This was dumb. Iβm sorry I said anything, I donβtβ¦ I donβt know what Iβm doing. I just.. I canβt doΒ this.β
Youβre about to open the door, every muscle tense as you wonder what the hell isΒ wrongΒ with you. What reduced you to the weepy, pathetic girl,Β beggingΒ a boy to love her despite knowing it doesnβt work like thatβthe same girl youβve looked down your nose at in every film and TV show and in every high school and college hallway since you learned whatΒ self-superiorityΒ meant. Before you knew exactly what it felt like toΒ beΒ her.Β
βWait.β
He says your name.Β Β
And of course you pause.Β
You want a reason to stay. If you had more self-respect, you wouldnβt. But you know youβll give him as many chances to give you an excuse as heβs willing to take. You knew that before your fingers met the metal of the door handle.Β
βJustβhold on a second. Can you look at me?βΒ
You sniffle and wipe your eyes with the heel of your palm before turning around to face him once more. You wonder if anyone will ever have the kind of power he has over you ever again.Β
The despair leaves only wisps of itself on his faceβmostly he looks like heβs thinking hard about something. Itβs jarring.Β
βYouβre talking about our phone call on Sunday, right?β
You nod petulantly with a quick teary eye-roll becauseΒ obviouslyΒ thatβs what youβre talking about.Β
Something lights in his own dark eyes as he inhales, parts his lips as if to speak, and stops himself again. Like heβs got news that heβs not sure how to break.Β
βThe things I said, on that callβ¦ I wasnβt talkingβ¦ aboutΒ you.β
Your insides feel like tangled yarn as you stare at him uncomprehendingly.Β
βI mean, IΒ was. I was talking about us. But not in the way you think, it wasββ he stops, rubbing his eyes and taking a frazzled breath. βI know what itβs like to be the one who cares more. I have to assume that Iβm the one who cares more because when I donβt, I ruin things. And with you, I felt likeβthe stakes were so high, and I thought itβd be safer for me to not say anything until I knew you felt the same. But I know thatβs not fair to you so I tried to tell you over the phone that if you didnβt feel the same way it was okay. And now IβmβIβm realizing the way I phrased it was incredibly unclear and misleading, and somehow I fucked it up in a completelyΒ newΒ way. But I wasnβt referring to you. I just didnβt want you to feel stuck with someone who canβt give youΒ casual when you have so much ahead of you. I had no idea you felt that way about me. And I am so,Β soΒ sorry that I hurt you. I never meant for that to happen.β
You blink.Β
And for some reason, begin sobbing.Β
Spencer freezes for a moment, then tells you to stay there and you barely have the capacity to wonder what he means as you hear his own door opening then slamming shut again. A moment later heβs on the passenger side, opening your door and leaning in.Β
βHey,β he whispers, gently pulling your hands from your face and making you turn your head to look at him. βIβm sorry, IβmΒ so sorry.Β But thatβs good news, right? Why all the tears, lovely? Whatβs wrong? Please talk to me.β
You take a shuddering breath.Β
βThis is all myΒ fault, I ruined everything because I was too scared to tell you before and nowβand nowββ
Stroking your cheeks to wipe away the tears is a futile effort because they just keep coming, but Spencer does it anyway, and he speaks so kindly, so evenly it somehow hurts deeper.Β
You were terrible to him. And he had been prepared to accept that. He thought you didnβt love him, and he wasΒ stillΒ willing to be the subject of all your cryptic frostiness and inexplicable cruelty.Β
βIt isΒ notΒ your fault. You didnβt ruin anything. Iβm still right here. Weβre okay.β
βBut weβre breaking up, andβand I was soΒ meanΒ to you. ThatβsΒ not okay, Spencer.β
You finally look at him. Heβs close, eyes warm and wide as he looks directly into your own teary gaze, shaking his head earnestly.Β
βYou were confused, honey. So was I. It was just a misunderstanding. Butβ¦ I know I was unkind to you. I cannot express howΒ sorryΒ I am for that, and the last thing I want is for us to break up, but if you think thatβs whatβs best, Iβllβ¦ Iβll understand.β
His voice is dangerously thin by the end, strained with impending tears of his own. But heβs eternally kindβbacklit by the streetlamps and beautiful like an angel.Β Β Whatever you want, heβll give you. Even if itβs this.Β
βI donβt want that. I donβt.β You sigh, closing your eyes briefly against the world as you realize the impending breakup had been a delusion all along. That you were going to let your insecurities and some sick pride end the relationship for you. All that despair had been for nothing. Orβmaybe not nothing. You realize he still hasnβtΒ said it back. But you wonβt be a coward. Itβs not worth losing him. You open your eyes.Β Β βI justβI want us to be on the same page. And if you donβt love me yet or if you donβt wanna say it, or if you canβt, I get itβitβs okay, but if you donβt could you maybe just tell me? So that Iβll knowββ
Before you can process it Spencer is leaning in, head angled to accommodate you, pressing his lips to yours so softly your breath catches and your stomach flips. Maybe softer than he ever has before, and itβs like taking a deep breath after holding it through a dark tunnel. You exhale a tentatively soft sigh against him, releasing air you don't have along with the fraught tension in most of your body. All too quickly heβs pulling away, hands still cupping your cheeks and thumbs stroking over your skin. When he speaks itβs not quite a whisper, but secret-soft.Β
βHow could I not be so in love with you?βΒ
Suddenly you can feel the world turning underneath you. Or maybe youβre just dizzy from lack of oxygen. Either way it feels good. A drop of warmth makes a splash in your stomach and slowly spreads through every vein and capillary until youβre sure youβre glowing gold.Β
βReally?β
βOf course really. Iβmββ he takes a breath of his own, and you realize how difficult this must be after what happened the last time he professed his love for a girl. Your chest aches for him. His voice is low and solicitous, but it wavers slightly. βI should have told you sooner. I wanted to, but I was worriedβI was worried the way I felt for you wasβ¦Β tooΒ much. I am so in love with you itΒ scaresΒ me. I still donβt know what to say or how to act around you. When Iβm gone, sometimes I imagine quitting my job, just so I can come home and see you sooner. When I have a gun in my hands, I start thinking about all the things I would do to keep you safe, orβor just because you asked me to. And if what you wanted was for me to leave you alone, I would have done that. If you wanted me to drop everything and everyone to be with you I would have done that. And I know youβd never ask those things of me. But any of them, Iβd do in aΒ heartbeat. Which isβ¦ itβs a little scary, huh?β
The final sentence is a nervous self-effacing chuckle, which you can match in sound onlyβone breathy attempt at a laugh from your slackened jaw.Β
When thatβs the only response you can manage, he clears his throat.Β
βToo honest?β
You shake your head as if in a fog.Β
βNo. Not too honest. But Iβm justβ¦ Iβm trying not to cry again.β
He smooths over your hair fondly. His own eyes are shiny and full of wonder as he studies you for a short while, like you're doing something much more awe-inspiring than sniffling in the passenger seat of his car. Then one hand is dropped to your shoulder and the other braced against your seat back. Finally, he pulls back to a more reasonable distance with a shaky sigh. Itβs a sound of relief. You want to hug him, and all the past hims who have ever been hurt by anyone.Β
βYou, umβyou need to rehydrate. Do you have anything that will rebalance your electrolytes? If you donβt I can go to the storeββ
βYou donβt need to do that,β you assure him with a small, watery laugh, loosely grabbing the wrist that brushes your shoulder.Β
βBut you need to take care of yourself. And IΒ knowΒ you havenβt been drinking enough water because you never do.β
Thereβs a lingering overwrought shakiness to his voice, but itβs still the most relaxed heβs sounded since he came home, and you realize that the worst is behind you. The storm that youβd been so sure you couldnβt weather is somehow clearing up.Β
βI canβt believe we almost just broke up.β
He hangs his head, dropping it to the curve of your neck and groaning.Β
βDonβt say that. Letβs not think about that right now. Justββ when he raises his head again, and shakes it slightly to get his hair out of his eyes, theyβve cleared, like heβs on a mission to change the subject. βLetβs go upstairs. Will you letΒ meΒ take care of you?β
You give him an exaggerated nod, still sniffing, and the smile that grows on his face is like seeing the sun rise above the ocean. You love his smile. You love him.Β
Spencer kisses you on the cheek.Β
βOkay. Let me lock the car and then we can go up.β
As soon as you get into your apartment and turn on the light Spencer goes to the kitchen. Itβs a small unit, but antique and nice enough, though you prefer Spencerβs. Thereβs still some tension as you observe him filling a glass with water, kicking your boots off by the doorβbut not necessarily the bad kind. Youβre not sure exactly what it is.Β
βWhere are you going?β He asks as you pass the kitchen area to turn on a standing lamp in the opposite corner of the room.Β
βI donβt like the big light.β A warm glow emanates through stained glass as you flick it on.Β
βI knowΒ that. I just didnβt realize it was a higher priority than your wellbeing.β His tone is sardonic but heβs already switching off the overhead lighting for you. You give him a wry smirk as you finally approach and take the proffered glass from his waiting hand.Β
βAmbience over everything, baby.β
His brows pinch at the cavalier sentimentβyou never call him baby, so you're sure he knows itβs a jokeβand he shakes his head with a humorous little huff of air through his nose, watching as you drink deeply. Your hand is shaking. Spencer notices and covers it with both of his, taking the half empty glass with one and grabbing your hand with the other.Β
βAdrenaline,β he murmurs, kissing your knuckles. βItβll go away soon. Did you get enough?β
You nod, smiling small but genuinely. Emotionally exhausted or not, youβre happy.Β
Spencer strays, not far, to set the glass on the counter. Then he turns to face you, bracing his palms on the ledge and just watching you for a moment with the kind of smile that makes you nervous in the best way.
He beckons you to him with nothing more than a quick tilt of his head, and you shuffle across the floor in your socks til youβre toe to toe. Without your shoes on, he feels much taller. Still he just watches you for a momentβnot that you mind. Your view isnβt half-bad. The faint warm glow from the lamp casts shadows over his face, highlighting all the perfect angles, deep brown eyes framed by dark lashes, and lips that still make you feel like a girl with a crush when you look at him. His hair is getting long. Youβre unreasonably glad you still get to look at him like this.Β
βHi,β you whisperβsomething about the intimate dark of the room feels like a place for secrets.Β
βHi, pretty.β Spencer tucks hair behind your ear, eyes soft wherever they focus on your face like if he even looks at you too sharply you might break. βHave I told you how much I missed you while I was gone?β
He knows he hasnβt.
βEven when I was being a heinous bitch?β
Spencer laughs and it makes you smile too. The way his smile changes the landscape of his whole face will never feel any less like observing a natural phenomenon. Itβs unfair how beautiful he is, and how youβre keeping him all to yourself in the dark on the fourth floor of an apartment building in DC.Β
βEven then. Not sure thatβs the wording I would have used.β
βI missed you too,β you admit softly.Β
He maps your face with wandering eyes like heβs done a hundred times. Vaguely you wonder if he sees the same kind of beauty in you that you see in him. If he sees landmarks in your flaws and stars beyond the observable universe in your eyes.Β
Spencer sweeps your hair over your shoulder, fingertips grazing your neck.Β
βCan I kiss you?β He murmurs.Β
Butterflies fill your stomach and you nod shyly, unsure of what would come out if you tried to speak.
His free hand settles on your lower back and brings you into him until youβre chest to chest. With his other on your jaw, he bows his head, and you angle yours up, allowing your eyes to flutter shut.Β
Spencer kisses you so gently it aches in your chest, still cupping your face and stroking your cheek. You canβt help wrapping your arms around his middleβbefore heβs pulling away far too soon.Β
And heβs laughing.Β
βWhat were you drinking?β
You frown, flustered and trying to remember a time before his lips were on yours.
βWater.β
βBefore that, baby. At the bar.β
You think back even further, head muddled even more by the endearment so that it takes you a moment to recall.Β
βA Shirley Temple. Derek brought it to me. Why? Is that bad?β
βNo,β he says, still smiling as his lips brush yours. βYouβre perfect. You taste like candy. Itβs cute.β
Oh. You feel warm as he presses another kiss to your lipsβand this time you insist on him staying awhile. Heβs happy to oblige.Β
Spencer kisses you soft and careful at first, and then deeper, but still so slow, until you canβt help the way youβre bunching the fabric of his shirt between your fingers and rising on your toes to try and get impossibly closer. He kisses you the way youβve been needing him to since he left, long and unhurried and sweetβand takes everything you give him, siphoning away all your leftover turmoil and angst until youβre weightless. Youβre deprived of oxygen, youβre dizzy, and you donβt care at all.Β
βI love you,β you breathe against him before he captures your lips again with a hum that flips your stomach, his hand rubbing over your hip.Β
βSay it again,β he mutters against your mouth a second later, brushing hair away from your face.Β
It comes out a little mumbled this time between kisses, but it comes out all the same.Β
βLove you.β
He sighs into youβrelief that mirrors your own.Β
βI love you.β
It seems like the kind of thing that will never stop sounding perfect from his lips.Β
A final deep kiss shortens into a series of smaller ones, and then heβs pulling away slowly, brushing the corner of your mouth affectionately.Β
Both of you require a few deep breathsβa moment to let your sparkling eyes wildly chart each familiar curve and convex and shade and shadow of the otherβs faceβbefore either of you can speak. Spencer breaks the silence first.Β
βIβm sorry.β
You frown, stirred from your brainless bliss by his unexpected apology.Β
βFor what?β
The fiery glow in his eyes dampens slightly.Β
βFor what I said at the bar.β
Oh.
That.
It feels like a lifetime awayβmemories seen through someone elseβs eyes. Words like blows from a less familiar mouth.Β
You look away. For a while, youβd forgotten about that. Ideally he wouldnβt have reminded you.Β
At least he doesnβt make you look at him. He just strokes your hair, watching you examine the tiled counter. His voice is soft and soothing, like heβs appealing to a scared rabbit. Or maybe something angrier and with more teeth.Β
βYouβreΒ notΒ immature, or badly behaved, or thoughtless. I was having an emotional reaction, I got defensive, and I lashed out. It was unfair and unkind of me to throw those things back in your face when I know how much trust it takes for you to be vulnerable with me. Thereβs nothing I can say or do that will adequately make up for that, but I want you to understand that I didnβt say any of it because it was the truth. I said it because I didnβt understand how you were feeling and I was hurt. I was insecure and I acted juvenile. I amΒ so, so sorry, honey. You donβt have to forgive me, but you do need to know that none of it is true.β
Once you bite your lip long enough to be sure you wonβt cry again, you speak.Β
βItβs okay,β you insist with a cheerfulness as natural as hard plastic, something in your chest twinging. βI was mean too. Like you said, we were both confused.β
βIt isΒ not. I made you cry.β
Sometimes you forget that heβs not like other people. Heβll never accept anything less than the barest truth. So you look back up at him and speak with a level of honesty that you hope satisfies him.Β
βI forgive you. You didnβt mean it. And I have insurance because Derek said he and Emily would kick your ass if youβre mean to me again.β
You hear the sad humor in his voice. His hand runs up and down your back.Β
βIf Iβm ever mean to you again, I personally invite you to kick my ass. AndΒ thenΒ let Derek and Emily have their turn.β He thumbs at your cheek, studying you in silence for a moment. βI canβt tell you how much I wish I could take it back.β
You stand up a little straighter. Spencer tracks you with his eyes, noting the way you smile slightly.Β
βYouβll find a way to make it up to me.β
βIβll do anything for you,β he admits, barely a whisper and the truth of it so heavy you can feel it too.Β
But for tonight you canβt contend with more weight.Β
βYou know what you could do right now?β
The mischief in your tone is obvious, and he hesitates, like heβs not sure he wants to let you move on from this so quickly. But eventually he plays along, pressing his thumb into the dip of your back and speaks lowly, just as youβd hoped he would.Β
βWhatβs that?β
You smile slyly.Β
βYou could kiss me again.β
βHmβ¦ I donβt know,Β three timesΒ inΒ one night?Β Sounds a little excessive.β
βDo you want to be forgiven or not?β You huff. He smiles lazily, already dipping his head to press his lips to yours.Β
βI thought I was already forgiven.β
βApologies can be retracted.β
βAh.β His next words are mumbled as his lips ghost yours. βWell we wouldnβt wantΒ that.β
Spencer puts you out of your misery, not bothering to warm you up to it before heβs kissing you with a deep need. Itβs still languid, and not hungry, exactlyβitβs more like an aching, mind-numbing thirst. Itβs all-consuming, overwhelming to have all of his burning focus pinpointed on you like this. Both hands come to cup your face and you wonder if he wants you in ways that he doesnβt entirely understand, just as you want him. You wonder if anything could possibly sate this desire to possess him completely and for him to possess you, to trade corporeal formsβor if itβs just something youβll have to live with like a metaphysical itch you canβt scratch. As he forces you to tip your head back for him, using his height to his advantage, breathing deeply against you and attempting to push himself impossibly closer, you begin to think he understands exactly how you feel.Β
As soon as youβd sensed he wanted it, your lips had parted for him. He knows he could have any part of you. He knows how eager you are to give yourself to him. Youβve done everything to prove it, and yet youβve never needed him quite like you do ask he pushes off the counter and slowly backs you against the wall, protecting your head with a hand as the paintings rattle ever so slightly. You gasp into his mouth and he kisses you greedier still, but his hands donβt stray from your cheeks.Β
Not until, that is, you hook your right leg around his left, and he catches it, fingers wrapping under the bend of your knee.Β
Never in your life have you regretted picking jeans rather than a skirt more than you do right now.Β
But to your disappointment, Spencer slows down to a haltβpulling his lips from yours like theyβd been stuck by molasses until heβs far enough away to study you wildly, panting just as you are. His hair hangs over his smoldering eyes. Heβs disheveled. Itβs sexy.Β
βWhat?β You whisper, voice surprisingly hoarse.
He looses a dry, abashed laugh. The flush heβs sporting is incredibly charming.Β
βIβm supposed to be playing nice with you.β
Spencer says it like itβs a mild hindrance. Something frissons in your core. You smile a little wider as you continue to catch your breath, which seems to please him.Β
βPlaying nice?β
βBeing gentle. Iβm not supposed to push my favorite things against walls when theyβre delicate.β
Your face heats at the way he speaks of youβif it werenβt Spencer, if you didnβt know he really doesnβt think of you as an object, youβd be pissed. But instead all you can think about is how good it feels when he calls youΒ his.Β
βAccording to who?β
His eyes dart between yours and then down to your lips several times before he averts them to the wall beside you with an intensity that could burn holes through the plaster.Β IsΒ thatΒ how he looks atΒ you?
βAccording to me. I thinkβ¦ god, you're going to hate me for this. But I think I need you to kick me out.β
You drop your leg at the same time as you do your heart.Β
βWhat?β
βI know,β he says, over-apologetically, βI know, Iβm sorry. I shouldnβt have let that escalate. But we canβtβ¦Β doΒ anything tonight.β Before you can protest, he rushes to explain himself. βItβs just that itβs been a long day. Itβs been a long week, actually, and I doubt either of us have slept very much, and I think youβre really drained, and probably not thinking super clearly. I donβt think youβre in the best place for decision making.β
You look pointedly down to where he still has you pressed to the wall.Β
βI think Iβm in aΒ greatΒ place.β
At that he steps back, but lets his hands find yours and pulls you away from the wallβjust not quite as close as before. His nose bumps against yours as he speaks low and sweet.Β
βI understand that you want me to stay right now. But itβs not a good idea to associate fighting with physical pleasure. That can set some really dangerous patterns.β
βWeβre not fighting,β you plead, matching his tone as you look up at him with big eyes. His fingers lace with yours.Β
βYouβre right. Maybe fighting was the wrong word. But we had some pretty intense conversations today, didnβt we?β
Reluctantly you nod.Β
βRight,β he agrees. βSame premise. We need to be able to have those conversations without getting distracted.β
In a last ditch attempt to get him to change his mind, you give him your best approximation of the imploring, wide-eyed gaze he sometimes uses on you. Something not entirely smile and not entirely smirk twists the corners of his mouth. When he ducks down to kiss you quickly, you reciprocate, but you lack the enthusiasm of earlier.Β
βHey.βΒ
βHm,β you respond, dejectedly.Β
βDonβt get all grumpy because I donβt put out.β
That puts a disgruntled little smile on your face as he probably knew it would.Β
βI guess you just gave it up easy to all thoseΒ otherΒ women.β
He grabs your chin and gives you a final peck.Β
βI donβt know what youβre talking about. Iβve never been with other women.β
βMhm,β you grumble good-naturedly, pushing away from him and going to the door to undo the deadbolt. βDonβt let the door hit you on the way out.β
βWow. I really must have overstayed my welcome if thatβs the goodbye I get.β
You turn back around, brows raised.Β
βOh, I was prepared to beΒ veryΒ welcoming. This is your doing.β
βUh-huh. Come here.β
Happily you skitter back across the few feet of wooden flooring and wrap your arms tightly around him one more time, pressing your cheek to his chest. Heβs ready, winding his arms over yours and rubbing your back. Itβs eerily similar, you realize as he presses his face into the concave of your shoulder, to when heβd left on that most recent case.Β
But at the same timeβeverythingβs different.Β
And you wonβt make the same mistake twice.Β
βHey,β you smile, resting your head on his shoulder. Spencer pulls back to look at you, a similar grin on his face.Β
βHey what?β
βI remembered what I was gonna say.β
The grin widens. He knows exactly what youβre talking about.Β
βTell me.β
βI was going to tell you that I love you. AndβI hope youβre not one of those people whoβs uncomfortable being told that often. Because if thatβs the case IβmΒ reallyΒ going to annoy you.β
βIβm not that kind of person,β he assures. βTell me as often as you can.β
βBut you should say it back. Itβs more polite that way.β
βI love you,β he murmurs, in a voice more serious than your teasing tones had been but still soft and sweet around the edges. βYou know, people talk about love as if itβs completely irrational and illogical. But with youβ¦ I think the world actually makes more sense than it used to. I understand things I never did before. Youβve taught me a lot.β
Itβs like a lightshow in your stomach.Β You wonder if he has any idea the effect his casual musings have on you.
βYou already knew everything.β
βNot everything,β Spencer whispers. βNot about the things that matter.β
And youβre fresh out of teases. All you can do is look up at him with big eyes again, in awe of the fact that you get to keep him after all.Β
βWill you text me when you get home?β You request, voice reverent in the wake of an admission you could never hope to top.Β
βI will. Iβll see you tomorrow?β
You nod, because it doesnβt even matter if you had other plans tomorrow. Theyβre as good as cancelled.Β
Spencer kisses your cheek, and you get the sense that things are still being left unfinished. Thereβs an unresolved tension that you canβt shake, even after all the apologies and kisses and sweet words. Still, he made a point with his talk about not mixing argument with pleasure, and youβd like to respect those wishes because you respect himβeven if every atom of your being shakes with desire to keep him locked in your bedroom, hidden away from the world together, for as long as you can possibly manage.Β
Eventually, you loosen your hold, and you let him go. He lingers at the door, hands in his pockets, just watching you and mirroring your small smile as you hold onto the counter with an iron grip to keep yourself in check. After he finally peels his gaze away from yours and silently closes the door behind him, you stand there, staring at the wood for at least a minute.
Once you manage to shake yourself from your revery with a deep breath, you grab your glass from earlier and stand in front of the sink, watching it fill with a white jet of water. Itβd be a shame to admit it to him, but maybe Spencer is right. Maybe you do need time to emotionally digest today. After allβthat was technically your first argument. It seems to have left you sort of wound up. Not in a bad way, per seβmaybe you just need to take a shower, let the hot water roll over your shoulders and wash away the frenetic energy that clings to you.Β
Still, something tells you that you wonβt be getting much sleep tonight, even if you do take the worldβs longest shower. Youβre simply too high-strung. You wonder if having Spencer here would fix that or make it worse. But ultimately, heβd made the call that it was a bad idea for him to stay, and youβre generally inclined to trust his judgement.Β
The thought makes you laugh into your cup as you drink. Even after the debacle that was the past week, you trust him to know what heβs doing. Maybe you need to rethink that, at least temporarily, until heβs had a chance to redeem himself.Β
Just then, your front door is opening with absolutely zero warning and slamming shut again before you can finish whipping around. Your heart threatens to choke you and you almost drop your glass, clutching your chest.Β
βJesus, youββ
But the words die in your throat as Spencer storms toward you, shrugging his coat off with a white-hot chill in his eyes. Itβs enough to freeze you in place, heart drumming against the confines of your ribs.Β
βYou really need to start locking that door,β he breathes, tossing his jacket on the counter before grabbing your face and crashing his lips into yours, palms pressed to your jaw and fingers pushing into your hair. You stand there, hands hovering in air before you gain the wherewithal to blindly set the glass down behind you. Your heart is pounding as you immediately submit to the kiss, whining softly against his lips and cautiously seeking stability in the fabric of his shirt. Spencer pulls away only briefly, allowing you to gasp for much-needed air. His brown eyes are like molten gold on you, pupils blown wide and wild as he scans your face, taking heavy breaths of his own. βAnyone could justΒ walk in.β
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voicelines about you | various ( i. )
the men's voiceline about you ! next will do a part of the women
they're short because i wanted them to sound legit, which is why i did so many !! hope you enjoy anyways <33
this is all purely self indulgent because ill be real with you im not feeling very daijoubou rn
β DR. RATIO
about you : an incomprehensible yet enticing mess in the body of a person. i don't understand their way of thinking at all, and yet, it almost feels as if they understand me in a way few do. peculiar.
chat: his relationship with you : ..relationship is hardly the word i would use to describe our acquaintance. however, i suppose they are not completely inept, unlike many i have had the misfortune of coming across in my time.
added to team with you : take care of yourself. should i have to step in, i will do so to prevent some unfortunate happenstances.
β WELT YANG
about you : potentially one of the kindest individuals i have had the pleasure to be introduced to in my time of travelling the cosmos. a gentle soul like none other. they light up the world around them.
chat: his relationship with you : spending time with them has become a daily necessity for me. i find myself beginning to nag at the others when i have not spent enough time with them. march often asks me about them before anything else.
added to team with you : i appreciate your vitality, but try to take breaks whenever necessary.
β AVENTURINE
about you : quite the enigma, that one. before i even realized it, they had snuck their way into my heart. perhaps they were betting that i wouldn't notice, and perhaps.. it paid off for them.
chat: his relationship with you : they're the chip i hold closest to my chest. no.. a chip is the wrong comparison. they're the one thing i will always hold no matter the stakes of the bet. having them by my side is more important to me than any risk.
added to team with you : i'm willing to bet that the two of us together will make quite the team.
β ARGENTI
about you : the moment our eyes met, i knew they were someone of refined elegance, but i was wholly unprepared for the true beauty of their very being.
chat: his relationship with you : i feel the closest to idrila and the eternal beauty that i seek when i am with them. they bring out a fire in me that simply cannot be quenched by any other soul, as if i were a moth to their brilliant flame.
added to team with you : as usual, i find myself captivated by your beauty and grace, my dear.
β BOOTHILL
about you : i don't know another capable of runnin' things how they run things. they got my respect. well, much more than just my respect, but that ain't proper to say.
chat: his relationship with you : ain't nothin' like the nice feelin' of knowin' you're loved by someone no matter whatcha look like or what you're capable of. they've been there through it all, the bad, the ugly, and the muddle-fudgin' terrible.
added to team with you : well i'll be the son of a nice lady, if it isn't you ! let me take care of ya, sweetheart.
β BLADE
about you : they are the one clear thing i can see when the mara strikes. no matter how far gone i am, i see them - clear as the many sunsets i have seen. they are where the light meets the dark.
chat: his relationship with you : this eternal purgatory that i have been cursed with feels... less hellish when they are by my side. it is as if, for a moment, my body and my soul forget what i am. i can only believe this is their doing.
added to team with you : death comes to all, but now is not your time.
β DAN HENG
about you : they were persistent in trying to know me for who i was, not who i could've been. they are kind, more so than any other person i have come to meet. they are strong and gentle at the same time.
chat: his relationship with you : march is always telling me that i should be more forthcoming with my emotions, but they seem to understand me quite well no matter how little i speak up. i.. really appreciate and value their presence in my life.
added to team with you : i will stand by you no matter what comes our way, do not be afraid.
β GALLAGHER
about you : what a riot, they are ! their personality reminds me of the strongest and sweetest drink mixed in one delightful package. it's easy to get addicted if i'm not careful.
chat: his relationship with you : i didn't understand at first why they wanted to hang out with this old dog as long as they did, not that you'll find me complainin' or nothin'. they always seemed entertained by my stories, and i like listenin' to them yap, too.
added to team with you : have a drink, i'll take care of whatever you need me to, just say the word.
β JING YUAN
about you : fascinating, with so many stories to tell, it could keep me even busier than i typically am for hours. although i must say that i enjoy being occupied by them than by work.
chat: his relationship with you : in the middle of the mundane trivialities of life that i have grown so accustomed to with my job title, they bring an air of uniqueness and excitement into every encounter. i find myself eagerly awaiting the times we meet.
added to team with you : i trust you are able to take this on yourself ? if not, well, that's why i am here, no ?
β GEPARD LANDAU
about you : they are more carefree than i am, and while it worries me at times, i find myself drawn to their spirit nonetheless. i think i'm just drawn to those kinds of people, or they are drawn to me.
chat: his relationship with you : sometimes, i feel like i'm nagging at them, even when i don't mean to, but it's because i'm always worried about them. i know they can protect themselves but i wish they would let me do it for them more often.
added to team with you : protecting you feels just as important as protecting belobog. i will do so with my life.
β LUKA
about you : they're probably the only person in belobog who really get my passion. they give their all for everything that they do, and i'm down for it !
chat: his relationship with you : they're really good at both getting me fired up and a little more mellow, depending on what i need for the moment. they're like my personal hype man / cheer leader, and i'm theirs when they need it ! that's why we work together so well.
added to team with you : this is going to be over like that with the two of us on the same team !
β LUOCHA
about you : they are wiser than they let on, it's hard to fool them or pull the wool over their eyes. even when i think i've kept a secret close, they've long since figured me out.
chat: his relationship with you : they help me see things that i would otherwise miss on my own, broadening my horizons when i need more depth brought to me. i'm grateful for their intuition and their knowledge on the world around us.
added to team with you : combat may not be my forte, but should you need assistance, i will be at your side.
β SUNDAY
about you : they are the embodiment of the feeling of the sun on your skin for the first time, warming your soul as well. they are gentle, and pick up where i lack.
chat: his relationship with you : i do not believe i am deserving of one quite like them, but i have a hard time letting them go nonetheless. they deserve more than i can give, but that doesn't stop me from trying regardless.
added to team with you : whoever dares to lay a finger on you will be met with swift and strict punishment.
β SAMPO KOSKI
about you : a person of many talents, much like myself, although they're charging significantly less for their expertise - free. i keep saying they should, but they're adamant about being kind.
chat: his relationship with you : my partnership with them could be best described as, er, jointly profitable. i provide my excellent services, and they grace me with their presence and their wits and.. maybe i am getting the better end of this deal.
added to team with you : it's your best pal, sampo koski, at your service ! aren't you glad i'm here ?
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How Will Your FS See You ?
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I'm seeing a vision. A girl is gathering flowers and playing in the sun between trees. At the same time, a man is looking at her like she is his whole world.
What this tells me is that there is a very clear distinction between you and your future spouse's energies. Your FS is definitely more masculine (no matter their gender) and you are more feminine.
This person sees you as a ray of light. You are dainty like a flower and sweet like honey. I'm hearing the word "yellow" π. Whenever they are looking at you, you are draped in golden light.
Now, what makes me sad is that you don't see yourself that way. Your person knows that you are picking yourself apart and they hate it.
You are a shiny little star to them. Some words they might call you are : my little star, pooh bear, sweetheart, honey, sweetie, cutie. They believe you are the sweetest, loveliest, most sincere person on planet earth. You believe that you do not deserve love or that you are not that important but they are seeing "You are important. You are as important as the air I breathe. You are necessary to my survival."
Like the sun is the centre of our universe, you are the centre of their universe. Your FS is very affectionate with you. I'm seeing someone kissing the fingers of someone else and breathing in their scent from their neck/hair. First and foremost they find you sweet and cute. Like, to them, intimacy doesn't mean mindless physical connection but love making. They love your hands and your nose.
They adore your expressions and they find certain quirks you have cute. As an example, when you feel tired and puff air out or if you tag on their hand and look up at them.
This person might be bigger than you and they just want to protect and serve you. I believe that they want to set boundaries between you and the world. They want to hold up a mirror for you and help you see your own light.
Whenever you are sad they want to make you smile.
I believe that you and your FS are going to be really close. This is not a normal bond. To others it might not seem healthy, they way that you are attached to eachother, but for you it's perfect...
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Your FS sees you as their dream person, not in a childish way but in a mature way. You are what they need not what they wanted.
This person has had lots of experiences when it comes to love. When they meet you they will be going through a "winter" moment, life will have lost its spark. You might be born in March, cause you are going to wash away the snow and help them see the bright side of life again.
This will not be easy. Your FS will see you as their wish fulfillment, but at moments they will be wondering whether God or the d*vil sent you. You will be triggering their old wounds and stagnant energy.
This person will be very caring towards you. They will constantly remind you to take your vitamins and drink enough water. They will tease you about your height or nose just to get to your nerves.
I'm hearing "They are so draining!". Now, this is really funny cause I heard it in a teasing way, like you are at the next room and they are telling your mom you are a pain in the butt when in reality they love your quirks.
They will be constantly worrying about your well-being lol. They will get mad when you are not taking care of yourself and they will be trying to guilt trip you into doing things that are good for yourself.
Let's say you are really shy and don't want to go to the beach but they want to go and you have a dog that loves the water. They will be telling you "See, the dog is broken hearted. You are not a really good dog mom/dad."
This person will think you are sneaky. They will love the sparkle your eyes have as you have a very "active" inner child.
I believe you don't show that side to others that often and no one will believe what they have witnessed. You could have made a crazy food combination or they found you teaching the dog muay thai, to them you can NEVER be boring. It's like, what is she up to, AGAIN?
I also get that you might give them the "puppy eyes" when you get caught doing something you're not supposed to be doing (ex. cheating on your diet) or playing all coy and sweet and they love that!
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β Λqβΰ¨β‘ΰ§ββ Baby Fever
Charles Leclerc x fem!reader x Alexandra Saint Mleux
Summary: The three of you raised a child together, and for two years you guys kept it a secret, but after thinking it through, you guys decided that it was finally time to show your daughter to the world.
Genre: Fluff, throuple, pregnancy, overall adorable
words: 890
TW: just some sweet rotting fluff, some grammatical error, not proofread, google translated french cause i can't speak french, sorry if i wrote it wrong.
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After finding out that the three of you were pregnant, both Charles and Alex were over the moonβexcited to meet their unborn baby. The baby hasn't even come out yet, but she/he has already been loved by all three of the parents.
Time had gone by easily; the once small bump in your tummy was now growing like crazy, it was like the size of a watermelon. Your back hurts like hell whenever you stand up but lucky for you, you had the most thoughtful girlfriend ever; always helping you up when you need to. Of course charles was also helpful but he was away most of the time leaving you and alex at home-- you didn't mind though, it was his passion and he loves it plus that's what keeps food at the table so yeah.
And just like that, nine months have passed; it felt like you were just pregnant yesterday and are now ready to give birth to the growing baby in your belly.
For nine whole months, both of them were supportive and caring throughout the whole pregnancy, always being there and staying by your side whenever you needed them.
...
"Are you sure you're ready, mon amour?" Charles asked, softly caressing the roof of your daughters hair.
"I am 100% sure, cha. I am ready to show BΓ©atrice to the world, I think we kept her a secret for a long time now."
"We agree with you, mon cΕur, but we just want you to be certain. We can still hide her from the rest and live this perfect little life of ours, just the four of us," Alex said with a worried tone.Β
She grabbed your hand and intertwined it with hers, slowly brining it up her lips and softly kissing the top of your hand. "Nous nous inquiΓ©tons juste (we just worry).Β
You softened at her touch and smiled. "I know you guys are worried, but I just want to show the world the love of my life and that I am living my best life with the two most important people in the world."
Charles and Alex looked at you with awe. They too want to show others the perfect life you guys have; they just worry that some people won't agree with what the three of you have. But they love that you're always optimistic about things, seeing the bright side of even the worst situations.
...
The very next day, you guys decided to watch one of Charles's races, of course, bringing BΓ©atrice along with you.
Charles was already in the paddock, doing practice laps, leaving you, Alex, and your daughter to get ready.
"Are you ready to go, ma belle?" Alex asked, peeking her head in the door frame.
"One sec, love, I am just tying her shoelaces," you replied, tying the knots of her shoes and styling them up like a little bow.
"And....done!" Alex smiled at your adorableness and walked towards to where you and bΓ©atrice sat.
Alex was now standing beside you, helping you to carefully stand up. "You look so gorgeous, mon amour," she said, resting her hands on both your waists and slowly leaning closer to give you a kiss.Β
You leaned in to the kiss, your hands travelling to rest on her shoulder.
"Maman, ouf (ew)," bΓ©atrice said, making you guys break the kiss and look at your daughter.
Her tiny nose scrunched up to a frown. She was trying to look disgusted, but with her chubby cheeks, it was hard to tell; she looked like a bunny trying to twitch her nose. Alex only giggled and playfully rolled her eyes. "Tu es juste jaloux (you're just jealous)."
"No!" your daughter argued, standing up and lightly smacking Alex's leg. Alex then picked her up and tickling her side making bΓ©atrice giggle out loud.
Y/n smiled contentedly, her heart feeling so full of love--there's nothing more heartwarming than the sight in front of her.Β
"Ok break it up you two, we have to go now"
Alex smiled and put their daughter down. "Yes, ma'am!."
...
The three of you walked hand in hand in the paddock, earning a few quite shocked faces and jaws dropping from the sudden pressence of your guys's daughter.Β
Charles spotted you guys and excused himself from the interviewer. He then quickly made his way to you guys.
"Ma vie, you made it" He said cheerfully; he smiled from ear to ear and just couldn't keep it on how happy he was that you guys were there.Β
"We didn't want to miss it, béatrice Je voulais soutenir son père (wanted to support her daddy)" you said, caressing his broad shoulder.
Charles couldn't contain his excitement and kissed the two of you on the cheek.Β
...
Throughout the day, you guys were bombarded with questions to which you politely replied.Β
All the cameras were pointed directly at your daughter; there were people who were supportive, and there were just some who weren't, and it was alright with you guys. The only thing that mattered was that your baby was the life of the paddock; everyone turned their heads whenever she passed by, earning a few aws and coos from around the pit.
"I am glad we did this," you said, intertwining Alex's hands with yours.Β
"Me too," she answered, resting her head on your shoulders.
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Secret Transfers | Lia WΓ€lti
Based on this request :)
Summary: you and Lia have been dating for five years and Arsenal put in an offer for you. You accept it but keep it all a secret from Lia.
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You were sitting on your balcony in Barcelona, a thin blanket was draped over your legs as you read your emails from your agent. Your contract with Barcelona was soon up and as much as you loved the club, you felt it was time for a new challenge.
Youβd been with Barca for two seasons now and youβd won the league with them twice as well as the champions league.
Being from England, you wanted to go back to the WSL for many reasons, one being so you could be closer to your family but also your Girlfriend, Lia. Another was that the WSL was where youβd started off and you wanted to return there.
Youβd been with Lia for five years and for all of them five years youβd been long distance. When you began dating you were with Lyon, living in France, and Lia had just moved to Arsenal.
For the first two years youβd take quick and cheap flights back and forth from France to England and Lia would do the same.
Then, Lyon let you go and Barcelona soon snapped you up. They offered you a two year deal and you were quick to accept it, Barca was a club youβd longed to play for and you finally were given your chance.
So in January 2022, you packed your bags and moved to Barcelona. Ever since then, youβd been living on cloud nine. Lia was at every game she could be at, even with the long distance and packed schedules, you and Lia always seemed to make things work.
Now, your contract with Barca was coming up for renewal and you didnβt want to stay. As you scrolled through your agent's long email, you read all of the different clubs that had put in an offer for you and what they were offering.
Man City had offered you a three year deal for Β£95k a year, Man United had offered you a year contract for Β£91k a year, Chelsea had offered you a two year contract for Β£94k a year. A few other WSL clubs, as well as some clubs in Europe, were listed but none stuck out except from the very last one.
Arsenal. Β£400k over three years, Β£133k a year. It was more than what you were earning at Barca.
The offer echoed in your mind. The club where Lia, your girlfriend of four years, played. The club that would bring you together, finally bridging the gap that had stretched across Europe for far too long.
You knew youβd be dumb to turn it down.
You instantly reached for your phone and dialled your agentβs number. It rang a few times before your agent, Sarah, picked up.
βY/N!β She said cheerfully, βhave you looked over my email yet? Some of the offers are good ones andββ
You cut her off. βIβll take it, the Arsenal contract, Iβll take it.β
βYou donβt want to think about it? Discuss it with anyone?β She questioned, βChelsea and Man City are good ones too.β
βNo,β you said firmly. βIβve thought about it enough. This is my chance to be with Lia, to play alongside her, and be with my family in London. I canβt let it slip away.β
βAlright, then. Iβll finalise the paperwork.β She agreed, βIβll get in contact with Arsenal and arrange flights for you to fly over and get a medical. Iβll start looking into houses for you too, any preferences?β
You shook your head, βitβs okay, Sarah. Iβll probably move in with Lia.β
You ended your call with Sarah before climbing into your bed. Excitement filled you like a child, you were finally going to be closer to Lia and your family. And maybe, just maybe, for the first time in five years you could finally live with Lia.
Whilst you were scrolling through TikTok, your phone rang and Liaβs contact filled your phone screen. You instantly picked up, last minute deciding to keep your transfer a secret from Lia.
βHi my love!β She greeted as she laid in her own bed, βI miss you so much, howβs your day been?β
βI miss you too, itβs been great,β you smiled, βI looked through a few offers from WSL clubs.β
Liaβs face lit up, βand? How did it go? Any youβre interested in?β
You shook your head and sighed, βnot really, love. Iβm sorry.β
βIβm sure youβll find something soon,β Lia reassured you, βif not weβll make things work with you staying in Barca, we always do.β
The next few weeks were a whirlwind. You had many video calls with Jonas and his team at Arsenal, all of them promising not to utter a word to Lia. You needed a medical done so one day you flew into London and headed to the Arsenal training ground, luckily it was the day before Lia was playing Liverpool so she was travelling to her hotel with the team.
You passed your medical and officially signed the paperwork, you also managed to fit in some photos that would be used when your transfer was officially announced. A start date that was set for in two weeks was agreed meaning you had two weeks to pack up your life in Barcelona without Lia finding out.
That evening you got home late, your phone call with Lia was quick and short and you hoped that she didnβt suspect anything. The next week, you said goodbye to your teammates and had your last training session. All though you were excited to join Arsenal, you were sad to leave Barca behind.
One evening, as you packed up your flat in Barca, you phoned one of your best friends from Arsenal. You and Leah had always been close from a young age, youβd both met at an England camp when you were eighteen and had been inseparable ever since.
The phone rang for a few seconds before Leahβs face fitted the scream, βPlease tell me youβve got some news about your contract?β
βWell hello to you too, miss impatient,β you laughed. As well as Lia, Leah had been pestering you as well about your contract. βMaybe I have, maybe I donβt.β
βYouβre such an annoying rat, you know that right?β Leah joked, pulling her hoodieβs hood up as she laid in her bed.
You sarcastically laughed, βHaha, do you want to know or not?β
βGo on then,β Leah sighed, βwait! Donβt tell me if youβre moving to Chelsea or even worse fucking Spurs because Iβve seen the rumours and if youββ
You cut her off, βWell good thing Arsenal put in an offer and I accepted it then.β
βFuck off!β Leah smiled, βNo fucking way! Are you serious?β
Flipping your camera round, you showed Leah your boxed up flat, βWell unless these boxes are for no reason then yeah, I am serious.β
βDoes Lia know?β
You shook your head, biting your lip as you turned the camera back round, βno actually. I wanted it to be a surprise for her and I need you to help me.β
Leah's eyes widened, her excitement palpable through the screen. "This is incredible!" she exclaimed. "Arsenal, huh? You've always been wanted to be a Gunner. Lia's going to lose her mind when she finds out!"
You leaned back against the half-empty bookshelf, a mix of nerves and anticipation bubbling inside you. "Yeah, I thought it was time for a new challenge."
Leah's grin widened. "Alright, spill the plan. How do we surprise her?"
You glanced around your sparsely furnished flat. "I was thinking of flying back to London. You know, just show up unannounced. Maybe at training and I can catch her off guard."
Leah nodded. "Solid plan. We need some confetti and banners, maybe even balloons.β
You chuckled. "Confetti, banners and balloons? Leah, Iβm not proposing!"
"Fine, fine," she relented. "But seriously, Lia's going to be over the moon."
You smiled, βThanks, Le."
You and Leah spent the next few hours on FaceTime, you searched for flights before booking on for a few days' time. She also kept you company as you packed up your house and shared your excitement about how you couldnβt wait to be with Lia again.
A few days later, you boarded the plane to England after letting Arsenal know youβd be arriving. The anticipation bubbled inside you as you boarded the plane bound for London. You couldnβt wait to see Liaβs face when she realised you were actually there but a part of you was scared that she was going to be mad about you not telling her.
The airport terminal buzzed with travellers, and you clutched your boarding pass tightly. Your phone vibrated in your pocket, and when you glanced at the screen, Liaβs name lit up. You answered, heart racing.
βHi my love,β Lia greeted, despite not being able to see her face you knew she was smiling, βWhatβre you up to?β
You quickly made up an excuse, βOh Iβm just doing a grocery shop!β You nervously laughed, praying the background noise wouldnβt give it away, βWhatβre you up to?β
βJust getting ready for training,β Lia said, βItβs a recovery training so it shouldn't be too tough.β
βThatβs nice, darling,β You smiled, βLook, Iβm going to have to go, I need to pay. Speak to you later, yeah?β
βOh, okay,β you could hear the sadness in Liaβs voice, βIβll talk to you later, love you.β
You smiled, βI love you too.β
The flight was uneventful, but your heart raced as the plane touched down at Heathrow. You collected your suitcases, weaving through the bustling airport. Leah had promised to meet you outside the arrivals gate, and you scanned the crowd eagerly.
You eyes soon found Leah, she was in a grey tracksuit with a baseball cap on. She jokingly held a sign that read βWelcome home rat!β
βLeah!β you exclaimed, hugging her tightly. βI missed you.β
βMissed you too, superstar,β she teased. βNow spill! Howβs it feel to be an official Gunner?β
You laughed. βSurreal but I canβt wait to surprise Lia. Is she training?β
Leah nodded. βYep, sheβs already there. Letβs go!β
You and Leah drove to the Arsenal training centre, it wasnβt a long drive but it gave you and Leah a chance to catch up before the chaos of moving in with Lia began.
As you pull up Leah turned to you, βSo the girls know, I told them this morning. Is that okay?β
You nodded, βYep, as long as no one told Lia that thatβs fine!β
As you and Leah made your way inside, you bumped into Beth and Viv in the hallway who were just making their way in.
βOh my gosh!β Beth squealed, pulling you into a hug, βI canβt believe youβre here! Lia is going to freak!β
You laughed, hugging Beth tightly, βI missed you so much!β You let go of Beth before hugging Viv, βYou both okay?β
Viv nodded, βWeβre doing good, itβll be nice to have you around. Howβre you feeling about being close to Lia?β
βItβs honestly amazing,β you sighed, βI canβt wait to be close again.β
You, Leah, Beth and Viv made your way down to the changing rooms. The team had just had their lunch so were getting ready to go back out on the pitch, Beth was in charge of capturing the moment.
βYou alright?β Leah said to Lia, distracting her as she walked into the room.
Before Lia had the chance to reply, you followed in behind Leah and stood beside her.
Lia quickly glanced at you before talking to Leah, βIβm good,β she looked back at you again, registering that you were there, βHoly fuck! What the fuck? Oh my god!β
βY/N?β she breathed, dropping her left boot. βWhat are you doing here?β
You grinned, pulling her into a hug. βSurprise!β
Liaβs arms wrapped around you, and you held her close. βYouβre really here,β she murmured. βI thought you were still in Barcelona.β
βI was,β you said, pulling back to look into her eyes. βBut Arsenal made an offer, and I accepted. Iβm officially a Gunner.β
βWait, seriously?β she stammered. βArsenal? Youβre joining the Gunners?β
You nodded, unable to contain your own excitement. βYeah, Lia. Itβs official.β
She squealed, then tackled you in a bear hug. βThis is insane! Youβve worked so hard, and now this!β Her laughter echoed across the training rooming, contagious and full of genuine happiness.
You leaned down and kissed her lips. Her lips were soft, familiar, and everything youβd been craving. It was a kiss that was filled with love and passion. Her hand cupped your cheek, anchoring you in the present. The kiss deepened, a silent confession of all the words you hadnβt yet said.
βAlright, lovebirds!β Leah said, fake gagging, βpack it in, save it for later!β
As the days went by, you settled into your new life as an Arsenal player. The training sessions were intense, but exhilarating. You pushed yourself harder than ever, determined to prove your worth on the pitch. Lia was your constant support, cheering you on all the time.
One evening, after a tough session, you collapsed onto the couch in your shared apartment. Lia joined you, her eyes filled with pride. "You're incredible," she said, brushing a strand of hair away from your forehead. "I've never seen anyone adapt so quickly."
You grinned, leaning into her touch. "It's all thanks to you," you replied. "Having you beside me makes everything better."
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Pocket Money | Lance Stroll x Reader
Summary: Since the start of the relationship, fans have been convinced you're only with Lance for his money. When he mentions your future in an interview, they accuse you of trying to baby trap him.
Warnings: Swearing. Angst but mostly just for sadness. Hateful fans.
Female reader with various facelaims. Pics found on Pinterest.
A bit different to the other three.
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chloestroll iβm still so jealous that you didnβt take me
β YourUserName yes but if i had, iβd have spent the entire time trying to stop you from running off with a brit. i doubt scotty would appreciate that
β scottyjames31 do NOT let her run off with a british man
β YourUserName make sure you behave yourself then
User1 oh, so sheβs on yet another holiday funded by her sweet, naive boyfriend who canβt tell heβs with a gold digger
User2 thatβs it sweetheart. post pics of your trip that your boyfriend undoubtedly paid for whilst heβs busy racing all weekend without your support
User3 sheβs quite possibly the worst wag. give the role to someone who would enjoy being there
β User4 itβs not a fucking role, sweetheart. being someoneβs fiancΓ©e is not a role you play, and i think y/n happens to do an amazing βpartβ
danielricciardo bring me back some crunchies
β YourUserName no, i got into trouble last time. your trainer told me that youβre not allowed them
β danielricciardo boo, you whore
User5 so sheβs on yet another weekend away in london the same weekend that lance is racing in jeddah? can she make it anymore obvious that she doesnβt support him?
β User6 her job means she has to travel a lot - just like lance - so unfortunately she cannot follow him around the world
β User7 you tell βem, honey. y/n is a successful businesswoman but everyone seems to forget that? she makes every race when she can but sometimes she canβt get out of work
β User8 at the end of the day, their relationship is none of our business
astonmartinf1 missing your face in the paddock this weekend
β YourUserName i miss you too! although i bet nando is enjoying the peace and quiet
β astonmartinf1 can neither confirm nor deny but he did mention something about yapping
User9 the sunset behind big ben is beautiful
User9 this is so cute. the way his whole face lights up when heβs asked about/talks about her
User10 not lance revealing that y/n would run away and marry him just to call him her husband
β User11 yes! but heβs so dedicated to giving her the wedding she wanted since she was a child. these two have my whole entire heart π₯°
User12 ugh, where can i get a lance stroll? the way he loves his fiancee π and not him being desperate to have babies with her
User13 so is this confirmation that y/n is pregnant? like, if he wants a baby in a year, then..?
β User14 wouldnβt surprise me. if they get married, he can still make her sign a prenup and divorce her without a worry, but a baby would tie him to her for life so she can continue to spend his money
β User15 okay but iβm with you on this. itβs the best way to ensure she can keep him around in some way because letβs be honest, their relationship doesnβt seem the best
β User9 what the fuck is wrong with you two. where in that entire interview were you getting the impression their relationship is on the rocks? heβs literally planning an entire life with her???
β User15 yeah and where is she? unbothered in london. sheβs only with him for the money and thatβs the only reason why theyβre engaged.
β User13 theyβre engaged because they love each other! heβs also the one who said he wants her to have his children so he can keep her home????
β User14 no theyβre engaged because for some reason, heβs infatuated with her and sheβs only using him, and sheβs clearly tricked him into wanting children without realising thatβs further entrapment
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YourBrother when sprout takes time out of her busy life to visit, Nonna cooks a whole feast (can you tell who the favourite is)
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YourCousin the only reason we look forward to y/n coming home is because nonna feeds us GOOD
β YourCousin2 agreed, nothing to do with us missing y/n at all
β YourUserName this is why i left ππ
User1 anyone else find it odd that sheβs in a different country again on race weekend? i mean, i know her and lance were still a couple last month but iβm starting to wonder if thatβs changed
β User2 sheβs also not been active on socials despite that being part of her job description?
β User3 can you blame her when everyone constantly hates on her
β User4 being on media isnβt part of her job, she just liked to share her adventures with us and some of you arseholes ruined that.
User5 oh my gosh, her parents are so cute together. i want to be like that when iβm older
β User6 and her brother and SIL curled up in the chair together. this family really do produce the cutest couples
β User7 looks like the only absent spouse is lance :(
β User8 um because heβs currently in china? he has more important things to be doing??
User9 i love that her brother's first idea to cheer her up is to give her beer
β User10 well, at least we know sheβs not pregnant currently
β User11 thank god. we know lance is free from her in that aspect
β User9 seriously? making these comments on twitter wasn't bad enough, you people are actually commenting on her BROTHERβs instagram
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astonmartinf1 our first race back in shanghai sees a p7 finish for fernando with the fastest lap. lance comes home in p15 after contact earlier in the race
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User12 woohoo, go nando
User13 nando could get the wdc if you got him a better car and a better teammate
User14 literally give the seat to anyone other than lance stroll please
User15 can we all stop hating on lance, please? it was an accident, they happen
User16 not him blaming danny ric. sweetie, the car has brakes for a reason
User17 danny ric was fuming but also seemed like he was trying not to be
β User18 no literally. it was like he was trying not to say something but in one interview slipped up and said that lance has been really distracted due to issues at home
β User19 i saw that! and the way he ran away after like βoo the team is calling meβ
β User20 are we smelling a breakup?
User1 i personally think lance stroll shouldnβt be in f1 but can we take a moment to think that whilst it was really bad driving, heβs not been himself lately? he looks really sad in all the media things
β User2 literally, like heβs constantly coming under hate for his fiancΓ©e, and then she hasnβt been to any races recently and heβs not talked about wedding planning once. this is the man who was telling everyone about his wedding even if they didnβt ask
β User3 maybe he realised that his girlfriend was a gold digging bitch
β User4 literally. he talked about having children with her and then realised that meant sheβd never leave
β User5 you people are actually crazy. how do you turn a man talking about wanting children into the woman he loves trying to baby trap him? y/n has never talked about wanting kids
β User6 this. like i definitely think theyβve broken up but for all we know, it could be that lance was talking about children and y/n realised she wasnβt ready/didnβt want them.
User7 canβt believe people are still running the baby narrative. we know nothing about their relationship because theyβre quite a private couple - and after this, we can see why - and yet people have somehow created a whole drama about babies from nothing
User8 i know lance is one of the more private f1 drivers but i really think he needs to comment on this? the amount of hate y/n is getting is insane and shouldnβt be ignored
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YourUserName the view from my office is better than yours. sorry, not sorry
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BestFriend iβm looking for a woman in finance, trust fund
β YourUserName you know youβre welcome to my trust fund anytime
β BestFriend the best sugar mommy iβve ever had
YourBrother congratulations on your promotion, shithead. one step away from ceo!
User1 wait why did no one tell me she was running a company?
β User2 babe, weβve been telling you bitches this from the start! but none of you listened
chloestroll congratulations, business barbie π
β YourUserName thank you, music barbie π€
β User3 so chloe is still here? does that mean weβre still getting a wedding
β User4 idk. lance isnβt in the likes..?
β User5 @ chloestroll please tell us what you know. Some of us are rooting for them to end up together
User6 so she goes radio silent for three months just to come back and pretend like she has a job? nothing about the man she supposedly loves?
β User7 seems shady to me. you got caught out for being a gold digger so now youβre going to act like you actually go to work?
β User8 i really hate people like you
β User9 you know nothing about her and lance so how about we stop making shit up? lance isnβt going to see your comments and think iβm gonna shag this random person
β User10 oh yeah like you know much more than we do. bitch
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A good excuse to kiss
The requested Theo and Mattheo version of βa good excuse to kissβ
In order to keep your best friendβs relationship a secret you have to distract a certain slytherin.
Aria (cameo by @justdizzie ) is your Gryffindor best friend and has a secret relationship with Draco.
Read the Enzo and Blaise version here.
Not really proofread, so let me know if there's any major errors that hurt your brain. I really wanted to write and post something for my 2000 reblogs milestone so this might be a bit rushed. Anyways, here's some Mattheo and Theo content, I feel like it's been a while since I wrote for them, so enjoy and lots of love to all of you.
Damn it, Aria, where are you? It was lunch time and you still hadnβt seen your friend. You were seriously getting worried, which brought you to the door of Dracoβs room. You were pleased to find the Slytherin common room empty, since Aria and Dracoβs relationship was top secret you really couldnβt bring her up around his friends.Β
βI think we should get up.β Draco whispers softly as his hand strokes Ariaβs soft hair. With still sleepy eyes she looks up at him. βBut Iβm so comfy.β Draco smiles and gives her a soft kiss on top of her head, before wrapping his arms around her.Β Β
Your fist hits the door hard. βMalfoy!β You yell and immediately you take a step back hearing a lot of noise and loud whispers. βWhat do we do? Quick hide.β βWhere?β You roll your eyes. βItβs me!β You yell and Aria on the other side of the door relaxes her shoulders. βItβs (y/n). Thank Godric." Draco relaxes as well and canβt help but smile. βWeβve got to stop doing this.β He sighs and Aria frowns at his words. βI mean the secrecy, not the dating!β Draco immediately explains. βIdiot. Like I would ever let you go.β He mutters, before kissing his girlfriend so she canβt complain about his little insult.Β
The door opens and you see Ariaβs messy black hair and apologetic brown eyes. βWe overslept. Keep guard for a moment, Iβll be there in sec.β You nod, but as soon as the door closes you shake your head. Being the only friend that knows of their secret relationship was an honor, but also a full time job. Luckily for you, everyone was at lunch so no one would come looking for them, exceptβ¦
Theo
You hear someone enter while cursing. βWhere is that little sneaky slippery guy now?β You quickly scan the room to see if you can hide somewhere, but you donβt really see a way out and also you suddenly remember that you have to stand guard. Theoβs agitated gaze lands on you, fidgeting and awkwardly staring around the room. Things just got weirder, but also more interesting for Theo. βWhy are you standing in front of Dracoβs door like youβre hiding a dead body behind it?β You immediately feel caught, but you frown at the mentions of a dead body. βThereβs no dead body.β You say, determined to prove to him you have no secrets, taking a few steps towards him in an attempt to keep him away from the door just in case he could hear Aria. βAnd how would you know?β Theo raises an eyebrow as his eyes meet yours. Gods, Theodore was the most smug and self confident guy you had ever met.Β
βI checked.β You state and Theodoreβs tongue wets his bottom lip while he raises his eyebrows. βAnd why exactly were you checking Dracoβs room?β Your eyes widen a little as you fall short on excuses. βI-I-Iβm Iβm-I had a projectβ¦ with Malfoy. I have a project with Malfoy and I came to check if he had done his work.β Despite your stammering you convince yourself you did well with your answer, but Theodore was far from buying it.Β
βYouβre a shit liar.β Theo snaps and shoves you aside, heading for Dracoβs room. βNow letβs see what that blondβs up to!β Your brain goes blank as you panic when he walks past you, but Aria was your best friend so in an instant your instincts take over. You grab Theoβs arm and pull him towards you. Not expecting you to so violently jerk his arm Theodore turns towards you, but you give him no time to question your actionsβ¦ or for you to question your own for that matter. Your hand reaches for the back of his head and you pull him in for a kiss. Theo lets you and even moves closer to you, his hands tracing from your hips to the small of your back. When you finally pull away your actions dawn on you and youβre met with a very amused and smirking Theodore. βWhat was that?β He demands in a soft whisper. Your mouth opens but your brain hasnβt come up with an excuse for your behavior yet, making Theo chuckle softly at your lost expression. βIf you canβt come up with any good excuses your only option is to kiss me again.β His voice is suggestive, but youβre still too worried about your friend to realize heβs flirting. βI could always go check that room.β Theo suggests when he gets impatient with you and within a heartbeat youβre kissing him again.
This time Theodore meets you with even more passion and you canβt deny that heβs doing everything right. βRemind me to thank Draco later for whatever heβs got you keeping secret.β Theodore breathes in between kisses as his mouth sloppily works down your neck.
βThank me for what exactly?β Dracoβs voice has you spin away from each other to meet his smirk. Theodore doesnβt look very fazed by being caught, rather annoyed that the little make out got interrupted. When Theo looks over at you he immediately falls in love with your flustered look. You were very embarrassed, but at least you were a good friend to Aria.
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βEy Malfoy!β Youβre startled when you recognise Mattheoβs loud and demanding voice. βGet your incredibly white ass to the great hall, youβre la-β Mattheo stops and his eyebrows knit together when he spots your sheepish figure standing in front of the door of Dracoβs room. βWhat are you up to?β He demands, suspicious as he was about everyone but his close circle of friends. You cross your arms. βNothing.β Your answer only makes Mattheo more curious and assures him that heβll get whatever secrets youβre keeping out of you easily since you obviously possessed no skills of lying.Β
βI recognise trouble when I see it.β Mattheo calmly walks over to you, his eyes falling down your figure, taking in every detail like he was going to find out all your secrets by watching you intently. You huff and try to wave away the fact Mattheo is successfully intimidating you. βYou, Riddle, are trouble, I, on the other hand, am the innocence itself.β You state, tilting your head as you make your argument. Mattheo snorts and walks around you, making you turn and narrow your eyes at him. You were not some prey he could circle like this. βYou werenβt just standing here, doing nothing. So explain yourself.β You lose all focus when he says those words as you see the doorknob of Dracoβs door turn behind Mattheo.Β
Smiling and unaware of Mattheo, Aria appears at the opening of the door and the panic that rushes over your face informs Mattheo that somethingβs going on. βWha-β He turns, but you grab his face, squishing his cheeks in your hands. βWhat are you doing?β He demands with his face still smushed together. Aria is still in view and you realize that sheβs going to hide somewhere to get out of the slytherin common room. Your attention is brought back to Mattheo when his hands pull on yours, but you canβt let him turn around so here goes nothing.Β
You hoped that Mattheoβs eyes would close, but they go wide as your lips slam against his. Knowing that Aria is going to need a few seconds to get out of this room you decide to go in for a deep kiss, all or nothing. It only takes Mattheo a moment to realize what your effort is all about and he wouldnβt be a true slytherin if he didnβt take an opportunity like this to make out with a pretty girl. No secret you were keeping was worth missing out on a little make out session with you, according to Mattheoβs book. His hands immediately slip under your skirt to rest on your thighs and you want to complain about this rather blunt move of his, but when he finally kisses you back you let him because no guy had ever kissed you like this. There was an immense fire of desire in the way he kissed that ignited a deep longing for more within you.Β
When he knows heβs doing it right he squeezes your ass urging you to move against him and allowing him to pick you up and push you against a nearby wall. Aria who has by now made it to the other side of the room is shocked by what sheβs seeing. Her best friend whoβs always so innocent full on making out with Mattheo Riddle of all guys and this before the day had even started properly. For a split second Aria considers coming to your rescue but as a soft moan leaves Mattheo when your fingers entangle with his hair and you throw back your head allowing him to nip at your sweet spot, your friend decides it best not to interrupt this and rather tease you about it later.
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OT 13 : edging vs overstimulation
Seungcheol : overstimulation. honestly, i feel as if heβs the type of person to use it as a punishment. yaβll would probably go through like a hundred different positions and heβll make you cum with every single one before he can switch to the next. would hit you with that faux sympathy and imitate a pouty face when he slows down to check on you. when you say youβre okay, heβll slam back into you again. wonβt stop until you use your safe word, but will take a break if you really need it. needs to see your mascara running, desperate doe eyes, and fucked out expression the entire time.
Jeonghan : edging. oh baby, good luck with this one. A MENACE. would probably do it for hours until youβre crying and a babbling mess. he lowkey gets off on how pathetic and dumb you get for him. likes being begged, so he might gaslight you into thinking you donβt want it as much as you say you do which will make you even more desperate. the type to use anything from his tongue, to his dick, to toys β youβve grown to hate vibrators overtime. also another one who would fake being sympathetic and imitate your sad face. he would probably play dumb like βwhat baby? why are you crying?β heβs a meanie overall, and will do it just for fun but heβll make you feel good so donβt you worry your pretty little head.
Joshua : edging. heβs honestly such a sweet and caring person, but heβs also friends with jeonghan and apart of the 95β line so what do you expect. some days he would choose to be nice, but other days he would decide to be a tease. honestly, not that bad though. he would only do it for a little while before deciding youβve had enough. lowkey likes it when you cry. he has the biggest hands in seventeen so he utilizes them a lot, especially when it comes to you. enjoys the way you clench around them whenever he stops. he definitely takes time to examine your face which a teasing smile and ask you βwhatβs wrong,β even though he knows heβs being an ass.
Jun : edging. tbh, does it just to laugh and be a little shit. will be fingering you, pull away really quickly and look back up at you with a smile on his face. will probably be like βha, you thought,β or βgotcha.β letβs out the cutest giggle whenever he does it that sometimes itβs difficult for you to be mad at him. does it a few times before you smack him on his shoulder and threaten him with no pussy for a week. will definitely let you cum after that.
Hoshi : overstimulation. HOSHI IS A MUNCH AND NO ONE CAN CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE. would probably choose to live between your thighs if you let him tbh. def eats pussy like heβs a starved man and itβs his last meal heβll ever have. probably enjoys it more than you do. you can push him away all you want, but heβll come right back (will literally beg you if thatβs what it takes, he loves pussy). main dancer and his stamina is insane, so he doesnβt mean to overstimulate you really, he can just go for hours. you would definitely have to take breaks in between rounds with this one.
Wonwoo : edging. finds it amusing. might tie you up, just to keep you still whenever he decides to go to town on your pussy. heβll shoot you a little smirk from time to time which will end up pissing you off because he def knows heβs being an asshole. prefers to edge you with his cock, he likes the way your pussy flutters around it whenever he stops. also, his favorite time to do it is whenever heβs gaming. heβll have you sit on his cock and have you do all the work while he plays a video game. itβs only when your whines start getting louder and movements start to get fast when heβll place a firm hand on your hip and hold you in place. loves when you look at him all teary eyed, but still promises heβll make you feel good after. no one said how long his game was gonna last though so good luck.
Woozi : wild card. depends on what HE feels like. you have no say. you just shut your mouth and look pretty for him. if heβs stressed heβll edge you, but if he needs a mental break or something, heβll overstimulate you. will definitely happen in his studio the most, just cause thatβs where most of his stress leads back to β writing and producing. enjoys cockwarming while he works, but if youβre being stubborn and moving too much, heβll decide to fuck and overstimulate you. will be like βi thought this is what you wanted baby? couldnβt stay still cause you wanted my cock so bad hm?β
Dokyeom : overstimulation. heβs just happy to please overall. also another one that doesnβt mean to overstimulate you. he just wants to make you feel good and when you try and push him away, he just might look at you with puppy dog eyes. also loves when you sit on his face, he feels like he can be as messy as he wants. asks why youβre crying, but not in a mocking type of way, he just genuinely doesnβt know that it feels too good that itβs getting hard to hold yourself up. itβs a good thing heβs strong.
Mingyu : overstimulation. i feel like he has an oral fixation and cures it by eating you out tbh. this big and beefy man specifically loves it when you sit on his face. if you hover over him for a second too long, heβs pulling you down and holding you in place. obviously heβs ridiculously strong so when you try and pull away, he doesnβt let you. will gaslight you into thinking you can take one more, even if itβs the hundredth time and youβll agree just because it feels too good to say no. will cage you in with his arms and fucks you so good you wouldnβt be able to utter an audible sentence. likes when yours eyes get all dazed and it looks as if thereβs not a thought in your head. heβll be on a mission to make you squirt.
Minghao : edging. says that you need to practice patience ???? might use it as a learning experience for you ???? might make you want to kill him after ???? lmao. i feel as if heβs more likely to deny your orgasm completely than to edge you. like he would edge for a bit, but overall wouldnβt let you cum. he says itβs to learn to be more patient, but really he just enjoys how desperate and whiny you get after. will definitely fuck you nice and good when yβall get in bed for the night. might tease you by edging you once, but when tears start to brim your eyes, heβll let up. just, be a good girl for him and donβt piss him off.
Seungkwan : edging. honestly, heβs sweet with it. will check in on you often and make sure youβre doing okay. seungkwanβs favorite way of edging you is by literally having you grind on his thigh. he enjoys how easy it is to get you off and likes to see his skin coated with your slick. also, he def knows his quads are strong af so why would you not wanna ride his thigh? will mutter words of encouragement and praise, even when he stops your movements. knows that him shaking his leg really helps so heβll stop moving altogether when he feels like youβre getting close. a sucker for your tears so he might give in if you play your cards right.
Vernon : honestly, whatever you want. goes with the flow and the mood. vernon is the type of guy who might let you take the lead. if you wanted to dom for the night then okay. if you wanted to fuck in a bathroom then okay. if you wanted to be edged or overstimulated then he will help you. wonβt do it as a punishment, but itβs also not something that he thinks of. you might have to bring it up or give him hints before he can act on it. you might also have to control it so like when you think youβre gonna cum you might have to push him away, or if you want to be overstimulated, just take the lead and hold him close.
Dino : overstimulation. another main dancer right here. he has a lot of energy in him. you would want it as much as heβs happy to give it though. yβall are definitely the type of couple to fuck like two bitches in heat. he would be on a mission to either see how many surfaces yβall could fuck on or how many rounds heβs capable of going which will therefore lead to you getting overstimulated. honestly, doesnβt mean to overstimulate you he just gets a little excited. will apologize after and be so soft with you though so itβs okay.
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Helping rafe to use a fleshlightπ«¦
Helping Hand
Pairing: Rafe Cameron x Reader
Warnings: SMUT and Sex Toys
Pronouns: She/Her
Word Count: 1.0K
A/N: I didn't research for this and an info video for a fleshlight had me giggling. Like, tell me why it has erectile dysfunction aid.
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Rafe wasnβt a prude. He liked to fuck just as much as the next guy; however, before Y/N, he had never used sex toys. His arrogance made him think that only guys who couldnβt get it up would use them.Β
She, on the other hand, loves the tools that can help heighten the pleasure for both of them. So she has been working toward getting him to bring the toys into their sex lives. It began with having him watch her use a vibrator. She used it to stimulate her clit, but when it came to penetration, Rafe stopped her and brought her to her release himself. The next step was being able to use a dildo to penetrate herself. It took everything in him not to take it out of her and throw it out the window. As she used the imitation dick, he got turned on by the sight. Maybe, letting her use the toys wasnβt so bad.Β
Rafeβs upcoming business trip has her scanning an adult toy website she can use while she is away. Her eyes land on a particular object and it catches her interest. This could be the perfect next step in her plan.Β
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The night before his trip, he is folding clothes to pack. She tip-toes into the room in her purple silk nightgown that he leaves and her hands are behind her back. DΓ©jΓ vu comes over him. He is familiar with this view. He rests the pants in the suitcase with a sigh, βWhat am I going to watch you fuck now? Is it one of those full dummy things? Please tell me itβs not that, they freak me out.β She giggles with a shake of her head. Her hair falls over her shoulders as she does. βNope. Actuallyβ¦ itβs something for you,β she confesses, raising her hands to reveal the toy. His eyes narrow at the object.Β
Itβs a black cone-shaped object. One end is rounded and the other is flatter with a bump as well as a red scoop-shaped thing attached to it. βWhat is that?β he questions. She steps forward with a bashful smile, spinning it around so he can clearly see the end with the scoop. βThis is a fleshlight. One of the best on the market, Baby.β She hands it over to him so he can inspect it. He identifies the bump as an imposter labia and clit. In between, folds is a hole and looking inside of it shows tiny bumps. He moves on to the red scoop, which also has the same bumpy surface as the inside. βItβs a fleshlight,β she says, wrapping her arms around his neck to place a kiss on his lips to butter him up. His eyes widen and he throws it onto the bed. βNo, no way. Iβm not using that.β She pouts and plays at the hair at the base of his neck. βAww, come on. I bought it just for you, with my own money. Are you telling me you arenβt going to use my gift to you, Baby?β she whines. She looks up at him through her eyelashes and bats them in the way she knows gets him to do anything for her.Β
His bottom lip nestles between his teeth and he surrenders. βFine. Iβll try it out.β She jumps up with small claps of her hand, βYay! I promise youβll love it. It will make phone sex so much better.β He doesnβt say anything and just strips down. He settles onto the bed with his back against the headboard. His head tilts to the corner of the bed across from him and she hops on. She rests her feet under her bum, spreading her legs so he can see her pantie-less pussy. βI wanna watch you use it.βΒ
He obeys. His hand grabs the toy and he spits into his hand to help with the friction. After he rubs the saliva over his shaft, he replaces his hand with the toy. The silicone feels strange against him, unlike the warmth and wetness he is used to. It doesnβt feel pleasant, yet it doesnβt feel amazing either. He pumps himself a few times while staring right at her. He quickly gives up and throws the toy to the side. βThere I tried it and I donβt like it. So, can you come here to take care of this,β he whines. She plays along, crawling over to him and throwing her legs over his hips. When he reaches down to line himself up, she leans over to his bedside table and pulls something out. She straightens up and shows him the bottle of lube and a remote control. βThatβs because I was hiding one final piece of the puzzle.β She pours the liquid on his length, cupping it to spread it all over. Then, she guides the fleshlight onto him. He moans at the re-entry. She reaches between them and places his balls onto the red silicone.
She shifts so she is straddling one of his thighs and presses a button on the remote. It begins to vibrate. The intensity near his balls and tip has him thrusting slowly upward. She smirks at the motion. This is working. His eyes flick to her vagina and she begins to ride his thigh. Her moans add to his enjoyment and he doesnβt bother to hide his anymore. His hips speed up, causing her to giggle. βIf you think this is good, wait until you feel what happens when I press this button,β she teases. Her finger hovers over it before applying pressure. The trinket works on its own to suck him into its grasp and the bristles brush against him. βOh,β he lets out, grabbing onto her waist to give him something to do. She lets him help her move, βSee, you like this.βΒ
The muscles in the Adonis belt spasm and she knows what that means. She presses the button three more times, speeding up the pace of the toy. His thumb falls to her bud and he circles it at the same speed. She collapses onto him with her forehead against his shoulder as they are both brought over the edge. They both pant in silence while they come down from their highs. She leans back to look at him with a grin, βSo, what do you think?βΒ
βI think that maybe it doesnβt hurt to have a helping hand.β
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Having thoughts about Husband!Art and his hands...
A/N: A little fic this weepy eyed blonde boy, I watched challengers yesterday and I'm obsessed.I need Art like carnally. People being hot in movies is so back dude. This was written with a fem!reader(afab, no other physical description will be written) in mind. This is my first attempt at smut so go easy on me I beg.ππ½
Word count: 1476
TW: Sexu*l content, f*ngering, reader just having a rough day in general.
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One of the things that attracted you to your husband was his hands. The way his muscles in his hands tighten when he grips his racket, how he holds his coffee mug when takes a sip of coffee in the morning and the way they glide against your skin when you make love.
After having a difficult day he'd like to put those hands to use for you as he so often loves to do....
You walk into your home and make a beeline toward your bathroom, you need to get the grime of the day off you. You don't even notice Art on his laptop on the couch, he was about to greet you before he saw the look on your face. He just watches you kick off your shoes and drop your bag on the floor. You always greet him when you get home but he can tell it's been one of those days. He shuts his laptop off and the tv then makes his way to your bedroom. He spots your scattered clothes all over the floor and hears the roar of the bathtub's spout coming to life.
Art leans up against the door to hear what you might be doing, he hesitates before knocking on the door. "Baby?" The sound of running water stops and he hears a small tired voice answer, "Come in.." He opens the door to the sight of you naked and bare, head down in front of the mirror. He looks at you for a moment and turns his eyes to the floor as he shuts the bathroom door behind him. You turn your head toward him but avoid his eyes, he doesn't force you to meet his gaze.
Β Β Art moves behind you in silence and touches your shoulders just to test the waters of how much you're willing to be touched at this moment. You accept it, not moving away but not leaning into it. He wraps his body around you and kisses your shoulders. He kisses up to theΒ back of your neck. "You wanna talk about it?", he asks as you take a moment to answer such a simple question. You just shake your head, still silent, you do turn around and look up at him. He looks into your eyes, a silent understanding takes over him. "Ok." He whispers, Art moves over to the bathtub and turns the knob back on. He goes to the sink cabinet and grabs some bubble bath. He pours some of the liquid in the water and glides in his hand in the water to make sure the temperature's perfect for you. Once the tub is full you step inside and breathe a sigh of relief. The sweet smell of the bubbles and the warm water expels the tension from your body. Art kneels next the tub, he crosses his arms over the rim and lays his head on his forearms. He gives you a small smile and you return it, you both gaze at each other in quiet admiration. Art takes a hand and caresses your knee with such tenderness, the feeling of his lithe fingers brings you such comfort.
Β He moves his body forward and moves his hand further down your thigh looking at you for permission to keep going. You nod your head looking at him expectantly wondering what he was planning to do. Very slowly he slides his hand into the water in between your thighs, eyes laser focused on his own actions. You can feel him gently part your folds, using his index and middle finger to stroke your clit. He moves them slowly up and down, ghosting your entrance. Art looks back up at you when he hears you gasp quietly, he smiles again at the sound. βYou want some more baby? Donβt worry Iβll give it to you, Iβm gonna take care of you.β he purrs at you, but you wonβt get what you want so quickly, he lives to tease you. He adds more pressure to your bud and rubs in more circular motions. Your breath quickens and you lull your head to the side pressing against the tub's rim. He stops for a moment just to move closer to your head so he can kiss your cheek and move onto your lips. You position your body closer to his head and crane your head to taste his lips more. Art continues stroking your clit, rubbing and pinching it between his fingers. He swallows every gasp, groan and whimper you make, stretching the muscles in his neck as far as he can to reach your mouth. The sensation of him touching you and the heat from the water has covered your body in a light sheen of moisture, everything about you is so wet and pliant. He finally feels that youβre ready to take his fingers, he stops kissing you. He wants to look in your eyes as he slides them, he wants to see your mouth part and hear a raspy moan slip from your lips.Β
Β Thereβs nothing Art loves more than the look of dazed bliss you get when heβs inside of your body. As he prods your entrance he watches you closely, βSweetheart look at meβ¦β ,he murmurs. You look up at him, hungry and waiting, the moment you do he slides his fingers eliciting a high pitched moan from you, mouthing widening in pleasure. He continues his slow pace, you can feel the metal of his wedding ring brush up against your lips as he pushes his fingers deeper. He leaves kisses all over your face before returning to your lips, smiling into the kiss. He opens his eyes for a moment to see your legs writhing and clenching around his hand when he curls his fingers every so slightly. The sight makes his arousal even stronger than before, a small wet spot makes its appearance in his sweatpants.Β He wouldnβt even need to touch himself, the sight alone of you slowly reaching your peak is enough to make him cum all on his own. The tension in your core continues to build, Art notices you shuddering and finally lets you have what you want. He puts his fingers in as far as he can and makes a scissoring gesture along with curling them pressing into your g-spot at random. As he does this it becomes harder to focus on his mouth devouring you and mind begins to go blank. You grip your hands onto his forearm and shoulder to anchor yourself. He angles his head to kiss the underside of your jaw while he increases his pace. The water in the tub starts to move violently as your body shakes and your legs thrash. You make the attempt to kiss Art again but are overwhelmed by the sounds that escape your mouth, he lets you moan into his mouth keeping his eyes closed and savoring the sounds. One final beckon of his fingers sends you over the edge, tilting your head back, orgasm rippling throughout your body. Art nuzzles his nose against yours and presses his forehead to yours.Β
Itβs a full minute before he pulls his fingers out of you, when he does he drags his hand up and over your stomach. Between your breasts and glides up the side of your neck, he takes his thumb and caresses your lips before sliding them into his mouth. He smiles down at you and giggles. You laugh with him, βWhat?β you ask curiously. βI was supposed to help you get clean, not sweaty,β he says with a grin. You laugh again at his statement, βWellβ¦it doesnβt matter, I do feel better now.β He smiles and kisses your forehead, he moves over to the towel holder on the wall and grabs one for you. You wipe some of the suds off you before you stand to be embraced by him with the towel. While he holds you, you notice heβs still hard. You look at him surprised, βYou want me to take care of that?β He looks down as if he forgot too. βOh! No baby itβs ok, I wanted this to be all about you, donβt worry about me.β he tells you softly. His statement makes you soften even more, you step out of the tub next to him. You take the towel from him and wrap it around yourself. βThank you Art, I mean it. I really needed that.β You take his face into your hand and kiss his lips. βOf course, these hands arenβt just good at tennis yβknow. You can use them anytime you want.β he replies smugly. You jokingly push his face away and make your way out of the bathroom looking back at him with a smile. He follows close behind and shuts the door behind him.
Thanks for reading! Lemme know what you think. Please like or reblog if you like my stuff. β‘
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Bigger Than The Whole Sky
pairing: gojo satoru x reader
content: "Mommy? How much did Daddy love us?"
warnings: NSFW, MDNI. established relationship, wife reader, pregnant reader, angst, comfort, canon-divergence.
wordcount: 5k
As the soft, caressing night breeze murmurs through the air, two figures lie entwined, seeking solace in each other's arms. They cherish the steady ebb and flow of one another's breath, relishing the warmth and intimacy it bestows.
The weight of the day's challenges had been almost too much for you to bear. The endless routine, the constant demands, the unrelenting pressure to succeedβit had all taken its toll on your mind and body.
But as you felt the familiar scent of your husband, Gojo Satoru, envelop you, it was as if all the weariness and tension melted away, leaving you nothing but comfort.
His touch was like a balm to your soul, easing the ache in your heart and filling you with a deep sense of love and belonging.
The world could spin on its axis, and the stars could twinkle in the sky, but as long as you were in his arms, you knew everything would be alright.
Safe.
He had always made you feel safe.
His phone's ringingΒ broke the peaceful silence,Β alerting him to a message. You watched as he reached for it on the nightstand, his fingers deftly navigating the screen.
When he leaned in closer, you felt the warmth of his breath and the soft touch of his lips as he placed a tender, affectionate kiss on the side of your head.
His hand then gently moved down, his fingertips tracing a delicate path to caress your small, yet prominent, stomach bump.
You lay perfectly still, willing your eyes to remain shut. Seeing a message flashing on his phone could only mean one thing.
Jujutsu Society.
"Sweetheart?" Satoru's gentle voice whispered to you, concern evident in his tone. "Are you feeling okay?"
"I am," you replied, slowly opening your eyes to the dimly lit room. You locked eyes with him, seeing the worry etched on his face, which elicited your chuckle. "You have worn that concerned expression ever since I became pregnant, Satoru."
He let out a soft chuckle as he gently brushed your hair away from your face, a boyish grin lighting up his features. His deep blue eyes seemed to be committing every detail of you to memory as he spoke, "Naturally, I don't want my precious wife to endure any discomfort, and the well-being of our little one is just as important to me."
He rested his head gently on your belly and showered your bare skin with tender kisses. His touch was so gentle, so loving, that it felt like he was worshipping you in that moment.Β
You could feel his lips continue to pepper your skin with delicate kisses, each one sending shivers down your spine. The sensation was so intimate, so raw, that it made your heart swell with joy.
The soft strands of his hair felt like silk against your fingertips, and you relished the feeling of being so close to him. It was as if the rest of the world had faded away, leaving just the two of you in your little bubble of happiness.
Loved.
He had always made you feel loved.
"What was that?" You asked, intrigued by the sudden message he had received in the dead of night.
"It's Shibuya," he finally said, his voice low and urgent. "I'm needed."
"What's happening in Shibuya?" you asked, your voice filled with worry.
"I don't know yet," he admitted. "But I have to go. I'll let you know as soon as I can."
You felt your heart rate quicken as you sat in silence with him, unsure of what to say or do. You unconsciously began picking at your nailbeds, a nervous habit you couldn't shake off in moments of discomfort.
"Hey, Y/N," he said softly, reaching for your hands and gently placing them on his cheeks. "I promise this won't take long. Let me quickly go and wake someone up so they can keep you company."
Worry.
His work always made you worried.
"It's okay. There's no need to wake anyone up. I'm just barely five months pregnant, so there's no need to worry about me giving birth or anything like that." You quickly interjected, "Just make sure to return quickly, okay?"
Although you were now the head wife of the Gojo clan, you couldn't help but feel sorry for the servants. They were always at your beck and call, attending to your every need. You knew they had other duties, but they never complained.
Gojo Satoru flashed you a warm smile and replied, "Of course!"
"Good morning, Y/N-sama," Hana, one of the personal maids appointed to attend to your needs, greeted you with a warm smile as she entered the room, carefully holding your freshly laundered robe. "Your bath is ready, with the water at the perfect temperature, and breakfast is being prepared."
The room was bathed in a gentle morning light that filtered through the curtains as you stirred.
With a tender understanding of your struggle with your growing bump, Hana gracefully approached and extended a helping hand to assist you in rising from the bed.
"Is everything okay?"
"Yes, everything's fine. I think they're kicking more these days, though." You said as you stood up. "Is Satoru home yet?"
"He's not, Y/N-sama; we'll let you know if he is."Β
As a frown etched itself onto your face in response to her words, you turned away and made your way towards the bathroom, dismissing her without a word.Β
The sound of the door shutting behind you filled the room as you slowly stripped off your clothes and stepped into the warm embrace of the bathtub.
As the water cascaded over you, your mind was filled with thoughts. Guilt gnawed at you for being able to sleep soundly while he was still not home. The weight of worry and concern settled heavily upon your shoulders.
However, as you gazed down at your hand, the sight of your wedding ring momentarily eased your troubled mind. The diamond sparkled and glistened as it caught the light, offering a glimmer of comfort in the midst of your turmoil.
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"Alright, but can you give me a second? I'll dress first. I need to go to the bathroom." he removes himself from the bed you two share.
"Okay," you replied, admiring the flexed back muscles in his bare back as he picked up his new clothes and approached the bathroom.
You slowly lifted yourself from the bed, and the cozy sheets clung to your skin. You grabbed your phone from the nightstand, hoping to pass some time. As you scrolled through your notifications, you heard the sound of the bathroom door opening.Β
You were surprised at how quickly Toru had finished in there. You turn your head in their direction, "That was fast, Toru-"
He approached you with a small box in his hand. Suddenly, he dropped down on one knee, and with trembling hands, he opened the box, revealing a magnificent diamond ring brighter than any jewelry he had ever given you as a present.Β
The sparkle of the diamond was so intense that it caught your eye and made you gasp in amazement.
You were so taken aback that you dropped your phone, and it clattered to the ground. Your eyes widened with shock, and your hands instinctively flew to your mouth as you gazed into his eyes, trying to make sense of what was happening.
"Some people might choose to do this with a fancy dinner, or on a yacht under the fireworks, or even on the highest building in the world with all the people they know," he began, his voice quivering with nervousness. "And I can do that too. I'll do that for you, too," he laughed softly,
"But, doll, (Y/N)," he paused, taking a deep breath. " I've chosen this place, right here, because waking up with you every morning is the best thing I have ever experienced in my entire life. The way you smile at me every morning and make me feel loved and wanted is a feeling unlike any other." His voice trailed off as he looked deeply into your eyes.
"And I want to do that every day with you," he continued, his voice gaining strength. "I want to be a constant in your life, partner, friend, and your lover. I want to wake up next to you every morning, until my last breath, as your husband." Tears welled up in his eyes as he uttered the following words.
"Will you marry me?" the words left his lips, and a grin appeared your face.
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You chuckled softly as you thought back to when Gojo Satoru proposed, feeling warmth wash over you and completely dispelling the earlier worries weighing on your mind.
You had just finished your bath and took the time to carefully select your outfit for the day, feeling refreshed and ready to start your morning. As you reached out to grab your phone and make your way out of your room, the sound of a gentle knock at the door caught your attention.
"Y/N-sama, there is a guest named Shoko waiting for you in the living room," Hana said, bowing respectfully. The unexpected news took you aback.Β
"Thank you, Hana." You left the room, accidentally leaving your phone behind.
As you strolled through the grand hallway of your sprawling estate, you marveled at the beauty of your surroundings. The walls were adorned with intricate paintings, and the floors were gleaming marble.
You had always known you were lucky to live in such a magnificent place, and it still took your breath away every time you walked through it.
You caught sight of the familiar figure of the brown-haired woman who works alongside your husband.Β
"Good morning," you greeted warmly as you reached her.
Your smile quickly faded as you saw Shoko's eyes filled with sadness and concern.
Unbeknownst to you, the words she spoke next would shatter your day into a million pieces.
Your husband, Gojo Satoru - was sealed.
In the wake of your husband's sealing and the news of his banishment, you were engulfed by a profound sense of sorrow, leading to an almost three-week seclusion within the confines of your room.
The community he had always protected concluded that he was an accomplice.
The disbelief is overwhelming. It's impossible to fathom. Witnessing firsthand the deep affection he held for those childrenβhis studentsβit was a sight to behold.
As you slowly unfurled from your curled-up position, every muscle protested against the movement, making it feel like a strenuous effort. Exhaustion bore heavily on your shoulders as you mustered the strength to sit upright.
Weary and bleary-eyed, you rubbed your eyes futilely to dispel the heavy shroud of drowsiness that had enveloped you.
You suddenly became aware of the passing of time. The days had melded into one another, and you were completely lost.
The servants still ensured your well-being, paying extra attention to your nutritional needs. They would bring you warm soups, fresh fruits, and vegetables and encourage you to eat even when you didn't feel like it. They were always there to offer a kind word or a gentle touch, reminding you that you were not alone.Β
In Satoru's absence, you were the head of the clan, the next one your unborn child. You had never felt more responsible or scared in your life.
Has he carried this responsibility since he was a child?
In his everyday life?
Rising from your seat, you made your way to the full-length mirror in your room, yearning for a glimpse of your own reflection. However, the sight that met your eyes only deepened your sorrow.
Your complexion appeared pallid, drained of its usual vitality, and dark circles underscored your eyes, accentuating the weariness you felt.
Your hair was in disarray, with strands sticking out in every direction and tangled messily. You seemed to have little concern for your appearance, and your heart feltΒ likeΒ it was about to shatter into a million pieces.
Everything had been unremarkably normal, and now there was a possibility of never seeing him again.
With a deep, shaky breath, you gently brushed your hair to get up today. The brush's soft bristles glided through your hair, untangling any knots with ease.Β
Just as you were about to finish, the creaking open door interrupted your peaceful moment. It seemed that the servants of your estate had developed the habit of entering your chambers more frequently as if to ensure your safety.
"Hana, I'm about to head out - "
The room was filled with palpable tension as the sound of the brush hitting the floor echoed through the air, causing an abrupt hush to descend. In that fleeting moment, your eyes widened and your breath caught in your throat as you found yourself locking eyes with Gojo Satoru.
"Toru?" Tears filled your eyes, shimmering with unshed emotion as you struggled to maintain your composure.
Your hands trembled as you instinctively sought to shield the swell of your stomach, your grip tightening around the precious source of strength that had sustained you through it all.
As he takes deliberate steps forward, his intense, piercing blue eyes sweep over you, lingering on every detail from the top of your head to the tips of your toes. It's as if he fears that any contact with him could cause you to fade away.
"I came home as soon as I could," he whispered, his voice barely audible. For the first time in your life, you witnessed tears streaming down his cheeks.
His eyes, usually so bright and full of life, were filled with sorrow and regret. "I'm sorry for leaving you two all alone," he said, his voice choked with emotion.
You melted into his embrace, feeling a rush of emotion flood you. Your body trembled with sobs as you buried your face against his chest, finding it difficult to articulate the depth of your feelings.
Holding him tightly, you couldn't help but observe his changes β the maturation of his physique and the palpable strength of his developed muscles as he enveloped you in his arms.
Home.Β
Being in his arms is home.Β
The obstetrician greeted you warmly and said, "I'm going to apply a little cold gel," as they carefully positioned the small transducer on your 6-month-pregnant belly. "Let's see if we can coax the baby outβit looks like they're being a bit shy and hiding."
The dimly lit room was filled with nervous excitement as the doctor continued maneuvering the wand over your belly. Then, suddenly, the ultrasound screen flickered to life, and the image of your little one came into view.Β
"They might be doing some jujutsu moves inside, honey," your husband, Gojo Satoru, whispered into your ear, a sly smirk on his lips. His eyes were fixed on the screen, hands warmly holding your right one, and when the baby moved, you noticed his mouth slightly open in awe.Β
You turned your head to the screen and marveled at the sight of your tiny, wiggling miracle.Β
The tiny arms, legs, fingers, and toes all move in unison. The doctor continued to point out different features, explaining each detail as you watched in amazement.
"Congratulations, you are having a boy."
It's been a few days since your husband finally returned home after what seemed like an eternity. Despite the chaos, your husband has created a peaceful haven for the two of you.
The nursery is a testament to his dedication and attention to detail. The walls are painted a soft, soothing shade of blue, and the shelves are filled with books and toys that he carefully selected for your little one.
The crib is draped in a delicate canopy, and the bedding is soft and cozy. Everything regarding your soon-to-be-bearing has already been taken care of.Β
It's as if he's on a mission to show his love and dedication to you and your soon-to-arrive child with meaningful actions every single day.
Every minute detail had been thought through and prepared with utmost care. Each day, he devoted himself to ensuring your well-being, starting with a gentle morning bath and ending with a soothing back massage that would lull you to sleep in the comfort of his loving embrace.
In the beginning, it caused a sense of unease. It felt like he was preparing to depart in the near future. However, your husband took the time to console you and assure you that his intention was merely to spare you any distress during the final months of your pregnancy in case he were to sustain an injury.
You were informed about his fight on December 24th. Despite your disagreement and your persistent refusal to support him, he assured you that he would win.
You believe.Β
You have always believed him.Β
The sun dipped below the horizon, the two of you settled in for the evening, seeking rest after a day filled with activity.
Satoru's lips met yours, and you felt a surge of pleasure coursing through your body. His kisses were always so gentle and tender, yet so passionate at the same time. You kissed him back, savoring his lips' taste and his breath's warmth.
His tongue pushed against your lips, asking for entrance, and you eagerly obliged.
Your heart raced as you felt his lips move down to your neck, planting kisses and leaving behind small, purple bruises. "I'm sorry," he slurred, muffled words against your skin. "I need you."
Now wide awake, you watched as he slowly tugged the duvet covers over your naked body, his lips trailing down to your chest.Β
He took one of your nipples in his mouth, his delicate licks making it harden. His other hand teased and tweaked the other nipple, sending waves of pleasure coursing through your body.
"Relax, my wife," he murmured, his breath hot against your skin. "I'm going to take care of you."
He continued to suck on your sensitive nipples, twirling his tongue around them and moaning softly. His cock grew hard as he switched to the other nipple, giving it the same treatment.
"I want to taste you," he mumbled, his lips touching your stomach. His long fingers caressed your womanhood, eliciting a soft gasp from you. He positioned himself between your thighs, using his thumb to part your cunt and expose your clit. "Can I taste you, Y/N?"
"Yy-yes." You moaned as he began to lick and suck on your clit, his tongue moving in circles and causing waves of pleasure to wash over you. Your hands gripped the sheets as he continued to pleasure you, his fingers slipping inside you and making you writhe with pleasure.Β
He leaves your clit alone, but his tongue finds its way to the rest of your pussy. His tongue traces your folds, your slit, and the inside of your walls. He was leaving no parts untouched by his warm mouth. He was licking every drop.
You could feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge, and then you were tumbling over it, your body convulsing with pleasure as Satoru continued to pleasure you with his mouth and hands.
"Mm, Satoru," as his skilled tongue continued to explore every inch of you, sending shivers down your spine.
Your eyes were wide open, taking in every sensation as he delved deeper. His tongue continued lapping at your most sensitive areas, sending electrifying pulses of pleasure throughout your body.
As if that wasn't enough, his fingers began to apply gentle pressure, adding to the intensity. You felt your legs start to tremble uncontrollably as the pleasure built inside you. "Tastes so sweet."
You could feel yourself getting close to the brink of orgasm. Your breath quickened, and your cries became louder with each passing second. You knew you were on the verge of release, and he seemed to sense it, too.
"I'm close," With one final push, he pressed harder, driving you over and into a world of pure pleasure. As you exploded in ecstasy, your body shook with the force of your orgasm, and you cried out in delight.
Satoru continued to lavish and clean you, his tongue working tirelessly to taste your release. "So fcking sweet,"
Panting and gasping for breath, you feel him move his body on top of yours, his lips pressing against yours as he positions himself at your entrance.Β
You can feel your heart racing as your body responds to his touch. You wrap your arms around him, pulling him closer to you, and feel his body shudder with pleasure.Β
He carefully lifts your legs, making sure not to put too much pressure on your bump, and places them around his waist, slowly sinking his length inside you.
"My sweet wife," he whispered into your ear, his voice low and husky. "So warm." He moved in and out of you, his grunts and moans filling the air as he lost himself in the pleasure of your body.Β
"You feel so good," he murmured, his hands gripping your hips tightly as he thrust harder and faster.
"Mm-more, Satoru," You arch your back and push your hips up to meet his, feeling his length still sliding in and out of you with increasing speed.
He responded by picking up the pace, repositioning himself deeper inside you, pressing you into the mattress, and giving kisses to your face and neck as he continued to rail you, his movements becoming more urgent but careful.
"I'm going to come, doll." he cursed, his hands gripping your body tightly as he felt his orgasm building.
You could feel his length pulsing inside you, his release painting your walls white as he continued to move, putting back his spilled seed with each thrust, making you gasp as you feel your second orgasm.
Basking in the afterglow of your lovemaking, your husband excused himself to the bathroom. You heard running water and assumed he was cleaning himself up. A few moments later, he returned with a warm, damp cloth.
You watched as he approached you, eyes full of love and tenderness. His touch was gentle as he used the cloth to remove any remnants.Β
He took his time, cleaning every inch of your body with utmost care.
He wiped away the last trace of sweat from your skin and looked up at you with a soft smile. "I love you so much," he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
"I love you too," you replied, your voice filled with emotion. You reached out to stroke his cheek, feeling the softness of his skin beneath your fingertips.
"Please remember what I'm about to tell you," Gojo Satoru's voice resonated with unwavering determination as he imparted his instructions. "Don't make yourself watch. It will only burden you needlessly. I'll be back home before you know it."
His slender, ethereal hands tenderly cradled your tear-streaked face, gently brushing away the traces of your distress. You found ease in his embrace, unable to contain your sobs, fully aware that nothing could deter him from his path.
"After this, I promise I will retire," he said with a shaky chuckle, his voice tinged with emotion. The sight of you shaking was overwhelming, and the thought of you crying scared him more than his upcoming battle with Sukuna.
"We can move anywhere you want, and we'll be together every day with our son," he reassured you as he enveloped you in a warm, comforting hug, soothing you with gentle strokes of your hair. He shifted closer, nuzzling into your hair and holding you tightly.
"I'll always be by your side," he whispered softly, his words etching on your mind.Β "Forever."
If you knew this would be your final conversation with him, you would have desperately grasped at any words or actions to keep him from leaving.
You stride in your well-worn white running shoes, andΒ the rhythmic thud of each footfall echoes through the empty corridors, creating a symphony of sound that fills the space around you.
He never liked your heels.Β
He never liked how discomforting it is for your feet.Β
Your tears are flowing down your cheeks, and there's a lump in your throat that hasn't left ever since you heard the news. Your breathing is rapid, shallow, and filled with fear.
Your breath.Β
You no longer want to take.
The world around you was shrouded in unfamiliarity; the edges of your vision blurred as you moved forward. Despite the disorientation, your body seemed to be operating on autopilot, effortlessly navigating through the haze as if driven by an unseen force.
Every step you took felt heavy, like some instinctual knowledge guided you through this place.
He clings to you.Β
As much as he can.Β
"Y/N," Shoko Ieiri's voice sounded from the background. Her face was solemn as she gazed back at you with a serious expression.
"I can go with her; please follow me, Y/N-san." Ijichi, the person who had come to fetch you from the confines of your home, whispered beside you. He walked past, and you felt your feet involuntarily follow him, afraid he would disappear.
The woman with brown hair gazed down at your swollen, pregnant belly, and the sight was so overwhelming that she nearly lost her balance.
You brushed past her, paying no mind to her or anyone else - the curious stares of the students as you made your way through the corridors of Jujutsu High.
Your fists were tightly clenched at your sides as you followed the man in the suit, your thoughts consumed by only one person.Β
Gojo Satoru.Β
Ijichi paused before a shining silver door, the light catching its reflective surface. He turned towards you, a grave expression on his face. "We've arrived," he said, his voice tinged with regret as he bowed deeply. "I apologize."
You could feel the tears prickling at the corners of your eyes as you whispered, "I want to be alone with him, please." You couldn't bear the thought of anyone else witnessing this moment of raw vulnerability.
With trembling hands, you pushed open the door and stepped inside. The room was quiet, except for the machines' soft hum and lightning.Β
You could see him lying there, his form still and peaceful beneath the pristine white sheet. The fabric was smooth and unblemished, without a wrinkle to mar its surface.
"My baby," you whispered, your voice breaking as you approached his body. You reached out tentatively, afraid that the slightest touch would disrupt the peaceful tableau before you. But you felt sadness and longing as your fingers brushed against his skin. "My sweet baby," you cried, pulling him close to your chest. "How can I go on without you?"
"Please don't leave me." Tears streamed down your face as you grieved for your husband, desperately yearning to hear his voice or feel his comforting, warm hug when he sensed your sadness once more.Β "Please come back."
But there was no response, no flicker of movement or sound. Your husband was gone, and all that remained was the shell of his body.
Amid your suffering, you felt a sudden kick from within your stomach.
It seems that your son may have felt your tears, weeping about his father, whom he will never have the chance to meet.
"Mommy?" Rapid footsteps echoed through the hallway as your 5-year-old son dashed across the wooden floor, his little voice filled with urgency.
"Tohru, no running!" You called out, pausing from chopping the carrots as you felt a tinge of concern at the tone of his voice. "Hana, could you please continue chopping these carrots for me?"Β
Hana smiled warmly and nodded in agreement, gracefully taking over the task. Her skilled hands moved with precision as she seamlessly continued the work you had started.
While going from the kitchen to the living room, your son's voice fills the air, creating a comforting and familiar ambiance. Your gaze was drawn to a large wedding photograph that halted your steps, capturing your attention with its timeless beauty and significance.
Β In the picture, a white-haired man beamed with joy as he gazed at his wife, their expressions capturing a depth of love that seemed to transcend everything else.
The way they looked at each other spoke volumes about their enduring bond and connection, leaving a lasting impression on anyone who beheld the photograph.
It was your favorite picture.Β
It still made your heart stop.Β
"Mommy," Your son ran up to you and wrapped his little arms around your legs, making you chuckle at his enthusiasm. You knelt down to his height, pinching his chubby cheeks and feeling the warmth of his embrace. His bright blue eyes shone with curiosity and innocence.
"Sakura told me her father loved her so much. Like as big as a tree!" he exclaimed, gesturing widely to emphasize the enormity of his friend's father's love. "How about us? How much did Daddy love us?"
You tenderly swept aside his silky, snow-white hair, cherishing this special moment with your son. A gentle smile lit up your face as you wholeheartedly responded to his question without any hesitation.
"His love for us was bigger than the whole sky."
author's note: I never knew a fictional character would have this impact on my life. gojo satoru, no matter what they say, was my favourite. whatever hopes I had for gege's redemption on his writing is now officially gone; I am dropping jjk. I don't even want to watch the anime anymore. I just got up today to write my own version of his passing, with canon-divergence.
he will forever have a place in my heart. my baby deserves so much better. :(
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Λββ§ secretly dating TXT β§βΛ β
3.2k words. headcannon. boyfriend!txt x fem!reader, nondescriptive smut scenes. light jealousy. friends to lovers. mentions of phone sex, mutual masturbation, oral sex, riding
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YEONJUN
Heβs real cheeky about it, always has a little smirk on his face when you step into the room and heβs so sure no one knows whatβs going on but heβs also so obvious about it. Even if they donβt think youβre dating, they definitely think thereβs feelings there.
Yeonjun is always the type to try and impress you too, has to show off how good he is at things and makes sure youβre watching when he does.
Anytime you go out with them, heβs going to make sure youβre by him or if you split off into groups heβs going to be with you. Every now and then he tries to hold your hand and has to remind himself to chill out until he sees Beomgyu or someone take your attention then suddenly heβs snatching you away with some excuse.
βWeβre gonna go get drinks,β Yeonjun says as he practically drags you away from Kai who had been trying to take a selfie with you, βWho wants something?β
βIβll come wiββ
βWe donβt need everyone, the lineβs already long,β he argues, making sure to pull you behind him, βWeβll be quick.β
βCould you make it any more obvious?β You ask him once the two of you are far enough from the others. He smirked, interlacing your fingers together, βI can if you want me too.β
If it isnβt obvious yet, Yeonjun is not good at keeping it a secret. He is confident in his ability to keep it on the low until he gets in too good of a mood, then all he wants to do is put his hands on you.
Especially when you go out for drinks and youβre wearing one of his favorite outfits dancing to some song you like and swaying your hips with just the right amount of rhythm that he feels hypnotized.
Usually, heβll have to distract himself talking with the others but after one too many drinks, heβll make his way toward you and push away whoever youβre dancing with so you can focus on him and him alone, hands playfully tracing the curve of your hips, sliding under the hem of your shirt and smirking when you push his hand away.
By the time you call it a night, itβs hard to keep your boyfriend off you and you end up barely making it past the door of your apartment when heβs already pushing you up against the wall with his mouth on yours.
He likes taking his time with you, he swears, but something he gets a little too eager. Itβs difficult βkeeping it a secretβ and sometimes all he wants to do is get down on his knees and show you how much he appreciates you.
He has one of your legs thrown over his shoulders, teasing your inner thighs with soft bites that make your breath hitch.
βDonβt be a tease,β you tried to sound playful but it was hard when you felt breathless from the way he pinched your thighs, getting closer and closer to where you needed him the most.
βOh, like how you werenβt being a tease in front of everyone?β He asked, kissing your clit softly, earning a light moan to fall from your lips.
βNot on purpose,β you sighed, head back against the wall as you closed your eyes to soak in the feeling of his tongue between your wet folds. Yeonjun knew exactly what to do with your body. Maybe itβs because you started off as friends, learned everything it was about each other that when it came to getting intimate, it didnβt take long for him to know what to do to make you moan his name.
And he loved the sound of your voice when you moaned for him so lovingly. His tongue does wonders between your legs and when paired with his long fingers, you canβt help but let yourself fall for him harder every time.
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SOOBIN
Nervous boyf to the core. We know he likes to joke around with TXT and technically speaking you are their friend but when you start dating Soobinβ¦
Oh itβs like a schoolboy crush heβs got to hide. He used to be just as playful with you as before but now heβs scared to get too close because what if he kisses you? Oh my goodness, how would he hold himself back if he gets too close?
Sometimes when youβre around everyone heβll sit down next to you and spread his legs a little further so that nobody else can squeeze in between you and heβll make sure that his leg touches yours. If heβs feeling extra bold he might put his hand on your thigh, squeeze it a little and try to cover up his teasing by doing the same to Taehyun or Kai under pretense of joking around.
But letβs not forget about jealous boyfriend Soobin.
βNo, Y/n, this is a serious question,β Yeonjun reached for your hand and gave it a tight squeeze, βWho do you think is hotter? Me or Soobin.β
You made the mistake of jokingly saying, βYouβ thinking Soobin would obviously know youβre only saying it to make Yeonjun feel better but boy were you wrong.
He was upset, visibly upset to the point that when you looked over at him, he would give you a side eye and look away. Everyone noticed it too and found it damn near comical that he was so bothered by it but of course they didnβt know why. He didnβt even talk to you about it till later that night.
βI was joking, Binnie,β you clung to him from behind, βOf course I think youβre so much better looking than anyone but if I said you, everyone would think somethings up. They already think I favorite yoββ
βAs you should! Iβm your boyfriend, you should favorite me,β He would argue with a cute pout.
He's never an angry type of jealous, usually he gets pouty and thinks about it for days which in turn leaves you wanting to prove to him how much you prefer him over anyone else.
βJagi,β Soobin had to bite down on his bottom lip to keep his voice down but it was getting hardβwell, he was, βEveryone is w-waiting for us.β
βSo?β You asked, kissing down his chest as you pushed his shirt up and without being told to, he held it up with the hem between his teeth. He even lifted his hips to help you pull his jeans down, βIβve missed you.β
Your hand teased his growing bulge, palming his erection over his briefs as you got more comfortable in the backseat of his car. The parking garage was dark and almost empty but he still looked out the windows nervously.
You were supposed to be meeting your friends for a game night and he had told them all he was going to pick you up since you were βon the wayβ to the dorms, but in reality he needed a little more time with you alone. He just didnβt think that meant youβd ask him to meet you in the backseat so you could show him how much you missed him with your lips around his cock.
And what was he supposed to do when they texted him asking where you were? Was he supposed to tell them that he was moaning your name while hiding down in the parking garage? His hands in your hair, head thrown back with pleasure and abs tightening every time he took a deep breath.
βSo good,β he sighed blissfully, eyes threatening to fall shut when your tongue traced the vein that traveled down his length, βDonβt wanna go see them anymore.β
βWe have to,β you released him from your mouth, stroking him teasingly, βOr else theyβll get suspicious.β
And by the time you made it upstairs, Soobin couldnβt bother to care about the complaints from everyone about your tardiness. Not when it was taking everything in him not to just pull you into his lap and kiss you for everyone to see.
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BEOMGYU
Heβs probably the only member whoβs actually good at hiding the fact that heβs dating you.
He jokes with you the same way he jokes with everyone else so no one would ever know that when he touches you under the table, he likes to tease too.
They donβt know that when he says heβs going to play an arcade and sneaks away from the dorm, heβs actually going over to your place when no oneβs around and hanging out with you.
In all honesty, heβs probably the best βfriends to loversβ of them all. Youβre his best friend and have been for a while so when the two of you started dating, it just became like an added perk.
Not only does he get to game with you and crack jokes but now he gets to kiss you and make you feel good too.
Itβs great, seriously, and the only downside to it is how serious he comes off to you. Sometimes you struggle to remember he's more than just a friend and sometimes he forgets to remember he doesnβt like it when the others get too close to you.
Itβs only okay when he gets close to you, not Soobin, Beomgyu, Taehyun or even Kai. Heβs made it clear heβs your βbest friendβ so yes, he does feel like he has a right to get jealous sometimes.
βWhat does it matter, Gyu? You got up so I took your seat,β Kai laughed, making himself comfortable next to you on the couch, βThe movies about to start just sit next to Jun.β
βBut I was sitting there first,β Beomgyu practically stomped his foot in a tantrum, βI went to make Y/n and I popcorn, how are we supposed to share if you took my seat?β
Meaning: how am I supposed to cuddle with Y/n under the blanket if youβre in the way?
βKai, donβt be mean, he was sitting there first,β you laughed, glancing over at Beomgyu who was pouting now, βMaybe you guys should βPaper, Rock, Scissorsβ this and the winner gets to sit next to me.β
You gave them both a cheeky smile which made Kai roll his eyes and cringe, βEw, I donβt want to sit next to you anymore.β
βThen move,β Beomgyu said, already forcing himself down next to you and pushing Kai out the way.
Even when the two of you are all alone and you get too touchy, itβs always playful. Thereβs always giggles here and there and jokes that make you both stop and laugh.
And after a while he gets lazy with his excuses. He stays out later and when he doesnβt make it home some nights, everyone knows by this time that heβs probably just hanging out with you.
βIβm going to the arcade.β
βWith Y/n?β
βNo, by myself.β
βRight, I thought youβd be with your best friend tonight.β
Itβs only when neither of you answer the phone that the rumors start circulating.
βOh my god, just ignore it,β Beomgyu groaned as your phone rang for the third time. Soobin and Kai were blowing up your phone after you promised to play them online tonight. Meanwhile youβre naked in bed with your boyfriend who just looks so pretty under you.
He even knew you were supposed to be gaming and thatβs why he came over to keep your attention from drifting to anyone but him.
βSo greedy, all the time,β you moaned softly, raising your hips against his member and sinking back down to feel the way he stretched your walls for you, βAlways want my attention. I thought you wanted to keep it a secret.β
βI do,β he nearly whimpered, fingers digging into your thighs with pleasure, βBut itβs hard.β
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TAEHYUN
Heβs even worse at hiding it than Yeonjun. Heβs just too clingy and he canβt really hide that even around the other members. Heβs already touchy with the others but when it comes to his girlfriend? Boy, oh boy.
He likes to touch your thigh under the table or trace your spine whenever you stand in front of him and no oneβs looking. When you run your fingers through his hair while watching a movie, he tends to get a little lost in the feeling and starts to doze off with his head practically on your lap.
The others ignore it for the most part but every now and then Kai will try to make a comment about his touchiness toward you and suddenly Taehyun has to act out.
One time the two of you almost got caught getting a little too close while at the bar and he literally pushed you off him before Yeonjun could see you try and kiss him. He ended up paying for that in the end.
βJagi, just one kiss,β Taehyun begged later that night when you rejected his second attempt since you got back to your place. You werenβt actually mad at him but he liked messing with you so what was wrong with itβs you doing it back?
βWell I tried to give you a kiss earlier and you pushed me away, remember?β You asked, hiding your smirk and turning your back to him. Taehyun didnβt like that at all, and practically pounced on your bed to hold you.
βBut I want it now.β
Hes a jealous guy too, a quiet, introverted jealous guy. He wonβt say anything but thereβll be signs. Heβll keep his eyes on you and whoever youβre with and have no shame about it.
One time you asked Soobin to help you reach something instead of Taehyun and he couldnβt hide how annoyed he was by it. He even went as far as mocking you for it later that night.
Whenever youβre more distracted by your phone than him, heβs always gotta try and get your attention back on him.
Usually, if youβre alone, itβs with little touches here and there.
He likes playfully pulling at your shirt to bring you closer to him, smile on his face when you whine at being exposed.
Youβll try and escape his affection but you always end up giving in and you end up making out on your couch when youβre finally alone.
Heβs handsy too, he loves the way you feel under his fingertips especially when your skirts rolled up and heβs gotten your panties off.
βSo soft,β he always reminds you when he traces a finger along your clit, massaging into it with some of your slick. Heβs always gentle when he touches you, always kisses down your sides and aims to please you first.
βMhm,β you moan lightly, hand brushing his soft hair back so you could see his big boba eyes look up at you while he kisses your navel. They distract you from his hand until you feel his middle finger tease your entrance.
βItβs so hard to keep my hands off you,β he always makes sure to remind you when heβs making you feel good with those hands. Heβs never shy when it comes to touching you either, always knows just when to curl his fingers or rub your clit while he does it. When he can tell youβre close, he likes to kiss you, swallow your moans and feel your tighten around his fingers.
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KAI
He thought it would be easy at first but he quickly realized how wrong he was.
In the beginning, he did his best to treat you like a friend and nothing else. He would talk to you like he talks to the other members and he wouldnβt make a scene whenever you talked too long to someone else.
He would only get nervous when you would look at him for too long, or wink at him, talk about how heβs your favorite or sit close to him.
And you loved to get him riled up when no oneβs looking.
Youβre the one to usually initiate something, like when you casually trace your fingers through his hair.
How is he supposed to act unbothered by it?
When youβre out with them all and someone tries hitting on you, and you have to quietly explain that youβre kind of seeing someone which leads the others to ask who, how is Kai not supposed to shout out that itβs him?
Howβs he supposed to just join in with the interrogation and act like he doesnβt know anything either?
βWait, have we met him?β Yeonjun asks you and none of them seem to notice how you look over at Kai and smile so innocently while heβs sweating billets.
βI donβt kiss and tell,β you always say, half laughing at how annoyed they all look and Kai has to pretend to be just as annoyed when in reality he wants to smile too.
βI donβt think weβll ever know,β heβll try and pipe in, trying not to smirk and when theyβre not looking at him, he winks at you and enjoys the little secret you share.
To be honest, youβre the one who fell for him first.
For some reason his cringey jokes and over the top laugh really pulled you in and when you made the move on him, he hadnβt known what to think.
For the longest he thought of you as a friend so the night you were on video call playing a game together and you were laying on your bed, barely covered by the blanket⦠he kept getting distracted.
Then you would say something flirty while shifting around and showing the little shorts you wore to sleep and how they barely covered anything, along with your tank top. He would remind himself that youβre just a friend and heβs probably reading too into it
So everything was on the low to begin with. None of the others knew how the two of you would spend almost every night on the phone together and Kai could tell them but why would he? So that they could think they could call you too and take your attention away?
Plus, did he really want them to know about how you looked fresh out the shower on the phone with him? Or how you sounded when you whispered softly with your hand down your panties asking if heβs touching himself too?
And it was known Kai had such a nice voice that you couldnβt help but encourage him to let you hear it when he stroked his stiff member in his bedroom late at night.
βI canβt hear you,β you would remind him, hand touching down your body and showing the camera what he canβt see in person.
βTheyβre going to hear me,β he whispers, letting out a small moan when you pull down your top and tease him with a view of your bare chest.
βEveryoneβs asleep,β you say, βPlease? Itβs not fair, I donβt ever get to see you alone.β
Your words always got to him, and he would stroke himself just a little faster and whisper, βI want to see you too.β
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Iβve been gone for months and I needed something kind of quick and easy to write so hope you guys liked it πshould I do more of these?
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