#I feel so... numb?

[ryanthel0ser]

Moodboard for post Spider Verse

#i'm gonna be insane for the next year over that #it was so good but i feel numb now how do i go on #i broke for a solid hour and all i did was scream and go “what” “heh” “i dont” “what” #spiderman #spider man across the spider verse #spider verse #across the spiderverse #miles morales #spiderverse

[sandflakedraws]

the song came on my shuffle and would not leave me alone until i penned this i'm so sorry

#this is way too much effort but like. music makes me feel things y'know? #trolls #floyd #branch #john dory #clay #bruce #cannot recommend Comfortably Numb enough as like. THE listless + dizzy song #no other tune has quite nailed the feeling like you're about to pass out at any second #also the human scream of agony in the middle is great too #either way #don't look at me #is he dead? i couldn't decide so thats up to u #long post #undescribed

[smash-chu]

Long distance loneliness

#my art #doodles #smash-chu's art #not having the luxury of being able to just drive and see someone i know and love #having all my human connection come from digital screens when not visiting my family once or twice a year #it makes your heart sink down into a place that is hard to get out of #a place of acceptance that i will just have to live with being lonely #i love my friends #i just wish they weren't so spread out away from me #in a way i was left back here cause i was the only one that didn't move back to their parents #and now i struggle alone being comforted via keeping in touch online #but it can never replace seeing face to face #getting to be right there next to someone #touch starved is a understatement #but for now that is just how it has to be #anyways #my period is frying my brain making every feeling feel more intense so i feel super fucking alone right now #it's fine it'll go back to being numb soon enough #but sometimes you just need to let stuff out

[temeyes]

my wrist's been hurting all day but i saw a real cute [chibi tutorial,] i had to try it out LOL

#MY CARPAL TUNNEL RUINS MY PLANS ONCE AGAIN!!!!!! #i literally bought a new wrap the other day + a hand massage ball (?) cuz my left hand was starting to feel a bit numb ashashhs #and my right hand's been acting up since i woke up today. so it's kinda hard to draw ahsahsh #my art #2023 #call of duty #call of duty: modern warfare #call of duty: modern warfare ii #call of duty: modern warfare iii #cod #codmwii #codmwiii #modern warfare #mw #mw2 #mw3 #soap #soap cod #soap mactavish #johnny soap mactavish #art #fanart #digital art #digital drawing #sketch #doodle #video games #activision

[honeypleasejustkillme]

with how life has been going this year, i’m contemplating suicide more than ever before

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #my entire life is going to absolute shambles and i feel like a fish flopping out of water.. nothing has gone well this year for me #everything has gotten significantly worse.. to the point of feeling like there’s no uphill this time #i’ve become so numb to life at this point that if one more bad thing happens i’m calling it quits #i’m tired of living like this #i CANT live like this #i physically cannot take any more this year

[ghost-bxrd]

Just saw artwork of Jason doing the heads in a duffle bag thing and—-

I’m sorry but there’s just something so visceral and horrifying about a teenager sawing heads off people in a display for power.

Were they bad people? Yes. Did they deserve it? Probably. Did it send a message? Absolutely. Is it still horrifying? Heck yeah.

Just—- knowing Jason and his background, it’s just so heartrendingly tragic. I don’t even think he liked doing it, I’m just imagining him having to throw up afterwards before putting his helmet back on and playing tough crime lord again. The amount of self loathing he must feel whenever he thinks too hard about his actions. Falling asleep and seeing that—

Just— emotional repercussions, man. They’re real…

#sorry this one’s a little deep #see this is why I usually go with pit madness #one of the many reasons #like the put kind of numbs the part of you that feels guilt over something so atrocious #greys out your moral compass #if you can’t fall back on that— you’re doomed #in Jason’s case pls don’t quote me on that #anyway yeah #just #musings #ghost talks #jason todd #red #it was awesome art btw #just got me thinking tho

[hotmcrodz]

I dunno how I feel about this design but I decided to put out anyways

ofcourse a hotrodz art wouldn't be complete without having porter topless

#art #I feel so numb aaaa #idk if I like it or not its 1am and im sleep deprived lol #clothes were a pain in the ass never again jk #porter solaire #redacted porter #redacted audio #redactedverse #boyfriend asmr #vampire boyfriend #hotrodz #edit: omg im so sorry the red is so saturated 😭😭😭

[tamarrud]

You know what's funny about this? Not only is it in reference to a post I made about Zionists who try to get to me... anonymously but also the fact that literally two messages before this I was accused of being hateful.

So let me repeat, there's nothing that screams hate more than Zionists and their rhetoric.

They say shit like this while they literally have the means to act on it given their entire culture is built on this type of violence, yet when they get cornered have the nerve to turn around and say "but Palestinians are hateful and want us all dead!"

I know for a fact the iof that pointed their rifles at me wanted to finish the job every time. And while I somehow survived, countless other Palestinians didn't. I know for a fact that had the iof finished the job, they would have rejoiced over my dead body like they do to all the Palestinians who do end up getting murdered. Had the iof finished the job with me, my body would probably still be in detention and not released to my family, similar to what is done to the many Palestinians who the iof kills whose families don't get to give them proper burial.

Zionists are sadistic and vile, and this is a quick reminder in case anyone was still on the fence about it.

#I also want to note that while I am not affected by messages like this #doesn't mean you shouldn't #I might have grown... what's the word? numb? idk #but that's because of my own personal experiences and also my own personality and everything in between #it's more than fair to get sick to your stomach and feel enraged even #so yea just don't use me as an example lol

[vaxieth]

i don’t know who needs to hear this, but the only time imogen has ever questioned if the ruby vanguard had a “point” was in the thirty seconds after an extremely emotionally intense dream where she experienced what it was like to be without pain for the first time in a decade, and when she was corrected by orym, she immediately apologized because she knew she was wrong. this is not and never has been some character defining struggle.

even if we consider her pull to predathos as analogous to a pull towards supporting the vanguard (it isn’t at all, but let’s say it is), she hid how she was feeling in the immediate aftermath, again, of an extremely emotionally intense dream that clearly left her feeling overwhelmed and confused, but the next day, when she was back to herself, she told them she felt a pull and that she wanted them to help her resist it. she said herself, “i know what’s right, even if my heart would say otherwise at some point.”

the fandom’s cynical obsession with imogen “betraying” the group despite ample evidence that, in her right mind, she is committed to them fully and would never willingly chose otherwise is one of the most utterly baffling and frustrating takes i consistently see.

#imogen temult #critical role #cr discourse #i suppose #textpost #my posts #also the fact that the same people judging imogen based on what she says at her lowest moments #instead of how she chooses to deal with those feelings afterwards #call imogen herself ‘judgmental’ for ‘judging people based off their thoughts not their actions’ #would be funny if it weren’t so mind-numbing

[klownkoster]

He's practically melting but he doesn't have the heart to move them

#noise's arm is going to be completely numb when he wakes up i just know it #straight up not gonna feel it for hours #someone said peppinoisecoupletavo in a reblog so im using that from now on thank you #klowndraws #my art #doodle tag #pizza tower #pizza tower fanart #peppino #peppino spaghetti #the noise #noisette #gustavo #pizza tower gustavo #peppinoise #noisecouple #peppino x gustavo #peppinoisecoupletavo #also wanna call them pizza poly teehee #pizza poly

[louudthoughts]

at first, i would've killed myself for you.

now, i may kill myself because of you.

#i'm so tired #feelings #emotions #spilled ink #numb #lonely thoughts #personal #i hate it here #art #sorry for being depressing #spilled thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #poetry

[princesspillyyy]

#i’m so tired #anxitey #depressing quotes #life sucks #you broke me #i feel numb #dead inside

[kaddyssammlung]

#I'm going to write a few things here...yes in here actually #I feel so weird...I'm very dissociated at the moment...I can't feel my hands..they are damn numb but also in general just so far gone today #that is all I guess...now back to our strange dancing ballerina XD #sleep token #sleep token worship

[probablyhuntersmom]

"It's been a year, I feel so heavy... Mama, will this feeling ever stop?"

“Mijo. It hurts. But you have so many people who love you. We can help you carry that feeling and one day it might not feel as heavy.”

(Dialogue by @childlikegoblinqueen, with some smol additions by me)

#the owl house #toh hunter #hunter noceda #camila noceda #for Flapjack #toh edits #loz's edits #my notes: I may be having an unpopular opinion after Dana said Willow would cut his hair short again..but -- #I think he'd only make that step after he hits the 1-year mark. I've felt extremely similar numbness/depression that lasted almost a year #I'm not sure he'd have the focus to be proactive to change his hair so quickly. coz everything will be a reminder: he may not see the point #anyhow yea it's sweet to think of how respectful the others will be to him. asking him if he wants to take part during the first anniversar #the house wouldn't be decorated. he'd feel bad that they can't have as much fun as they apparently otherwise would #but obvs they insist they are very willingly dialing things down a lot and are also sad and grieving #but the key here is..aesthetically he's wearing a red sweater. that counts for something (thematically). for a reason

[isbergillustration]

Local Flora;

The Inherent Romance of Concrete;

Anxious Circuitry//Nervous Nerves

#sketchbook #illustration #artists on tumblr #acrylic painting #painting #my art #i feel the numbness so overwhelmingly right now. i don’t think that is how you are meant to perceive numbness. gonna rip them out

[tizniz]

Feel Like I Landed On The Moon (1.4K)

His phone has multiple messages from Buck that have gone unanswered, and Eddie knows Buck isn’t going to be mad if he decides to reply now, but it feels easier this way. Because Eddie’s thinking that he’s not coming back.

OR: Eddie is pining for Buck while in Texas.

READ ON A03

Surprise fic drop. But Ellie sent me the song Houston, We Got A Problem by Luke Combs and then it inspired me. Which has helped with my panicking over something that is currently ongoing. So thanks, love 🩵

Anyways, enjoy this cute little story!

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#eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #911 fic #911 fanfic #buddie fic #buddie fanfic #fic: feel like i landed on the moon #my works #tanis writes #i'm fine mostly #my face just decided to go numb again #which is not promising for my results tomorrow #so panicking about all that #and yeah it's all still numb.