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drulalovescas · 1 year
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Head empty just Dean
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zepskies · 7 months
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Smoke Eater - Part 8
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Pairing: Firefighter!Dean Winchester x F. Reader 
Summary: Dean Winchester is the cocky, but well-respected Lieutenant at Firehouse 25. He leads by example, but he’s also known to break a few hearts. He’s starting to crave something he’s never had, though. Something stable. Something real. 
That’s when he meets you, on a truly terrible day, trapped in a rickety old elevator.   
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AN: Just wanted to say thank you so much for all the amazing feedback on the last chapter! I work hard on all of these, but I agonized over Part 7 in particular lol. Really wanted to get that balance right. 😉
Word Count: 6,400 Tags/Warnings: 18+ only! Angst, fluff, suggestiveness, implied sexual harassment, and a (sort of) cliffhanger.
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Part 8: “Likewise, Baby”
You woke feeling delightfully warm. Your eyes cracked open. Though the room was dim, the window behind you had horizontal blinds that were letting in a bit of light.
You cradled the pillow beneath your head, with your hand tucked under your cheek. And you weren’t alone.
Dean was sitting up against the headboard beside you.
He was already dressed in a faded gray Fire Department shirt and sweatpants, with his long legs crossed over the navy comforter. He sipped at a mug of robust-smelling coffee while holding an iPad in the other hand, occasionally scrolling with a finger.
A slow smile cleared some of the sleepiness from your mind. You should’ve known he’d be an early riser, considering his job, but you were pleasantly surprised that he was just sitting with you, waiting for you to wake up in your own time.
Breathing in deep, you stretched out your legs under the sheets. The sound earned Dean glancing away from the screen, and then his smile aimed at you.
“Hey, beautiful,” he greeted. You hummed sleepily in response.
“Sleep good?” he asked.
You nodded and braved swimming through the sheets to snuggle closer to his side. After setting aside his mug and iPad, Dean welcomed you over with a hand soothing down your back. You curled against him, resting your head against his chest.
He dropped a kiss onto your wild hair. You still wore his shirt from last night and nothing else, but you felt the warmth of his hand through the fabric, rubbing up and down your back. You slipped an arm comfortably around his middle and let out a soft sigh.
“I see you’re not too chatty in the morning,” he teased.
You made a sound of agreement. “You wore me out, Lieutenant.”
And you hadn’t felt this relaxed, this warm and comfortable and safe, in a very long time.
You also felt Dean’s chuckle reverberate through your chest. His hand came up to pet your hair, and he pressed another kiss on the top of your head.
“Likewise, baby,” he replied. Cheekiness colored his tone. “That record’s gonna be hard to beat.”
You smirked and huffed against his chest. After trying some of the cake last night, he’d given you another sample of his talented fingers, right there at the table. Then you’d tried to start cleaning up the kitchen, only for Dean to distract you once again.
That time, he’d settled behind you at the kitchen sink and goaded you with sinful lips along your neck and wandering hands, until you decided that your earlier promise of “next time” was right now.
You’d turned in his arms and finally found out what he tasted like, after you sunk to your knees and dragged down his sweatpants and took his waiting cock into your mouth…
Needless to say, it was a while before you both made it to a shower, and finally to bed for actual sleep.
Remembering it all made you blush, biting your lip. He let out a quiet laugh as you hid your face in his chest. His fingers slipped into your tangled hair and gently massaged the back of your head.
“Want some coffee?” he asked. You nodded.
“Need some,” you replied. “Let me freshen up first though.”
So you slowly got up, reluctance pulling at every muscle in your body. While you were in the bathroom brushing your teeth and fixing your ridiculous hair, Dean cleaned up the rest of the dishes from last night and poured you a steaming cup of coffee from the carafe. He didn’t remember how you liked it, but his intuition said you liked a bit of sugar and creamer.  
He found himself smiling like an idiot, until something Meg said rolled through his head again.
Goddamn. I am twitterpated.
With that thought, he immediately shook his head to rid himself of it.
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You padded back into the bedroom to find your dress…and your panties, for that matter. While you were getting dressed, a phone buzzed on one of the nightstands beside the bed. It was Dean’s phone.
You went over to it curiously as you fixed the straps on your dress. The screen showed a missed text message from last night, around 10:00 p.m., and another one this morning. You read the latest one with a sinking feeling in your chest.
From Marissa: Surprised I didn’t hear back from you last night. The offer still stands. 😘
You knew it was wrong, but your finger scrolled to see last night’s text preview.
From Marissa: Hey, been thinking of you… ❤️ I’m free tonight if you want to come over. You always look so good in my bed. 😉
You were beginning to feel sick to your stomach. You forced deep, even breaths through your nose as you sat down on his side of the bed, and you contemplated doing something you knew you’d probably regret.
You’d seen Dean unlock his phone enough times to remember his passcode. Your thumb hovered over the keypad…
Again, you knew it was wrong. You’d never, ever done this to someone in your life, and if he caught you at this, he’d probably be pissed.
But you couldn’t help yourself. You unlocked his phone, and you found the girl in his text messages. While you saw that he hadn’t even looked at the message, and hadn’t even spoken to her in a couple of months, the previous text messages were a sick siren song that you couldn’t help but fall into.
However, you could only read a few of the old ones before you became disgusted, and you quickly minimized his text messages. You reminded yourself that you didn’t have a right to be reading this, or to be jealous, for that matter.
Those messages were before he even met you. It just didn’t change the fact that reading them, and hearing his voice in your mind while talking explicitly dirty with another girl still stung. 
Another thought whispered in your mind. You’re already here. Might as well…
Biting your lip, your thumb shook as you went into his contacts. You saw familiar names: Benny, Cas, Dad, Eileen, Gordon, Jo…but those were followed by unfamiliar ones. Haley, Jackie, Kat, Lisa, Lauren, Marissa, Nadia, Olivia, Priya, Rachel, Serina…
What the fuck! He’s got the whole damn Kansas Directory of Sluts in here! you thought in both alarm and disgust.
So consumed were you that you didn’t hear Dean coming down the hall, nor did you see him appear in the doorway to his own room with a fresh mug of coffee. 
“Hey, so what do you want for breakfast…” His question died on his tongue the moment he saw you with his phone (and an angry, perturbed look on your face). His brows furrowed as he entered.
You were caught red-handed, and you knew it. Guilt and hurt and anger radiated under your skin in equal measure, though you set his phone down for him on the bed and met his eyes.
“You got a booty call from Marissa,” you said. “She misses you in her bed.”
“So you snooped through my phone?” Dean levied at you. The warmth in his tone was gone, though his still handed you the mug of coffee and grabbed the phone. His contacts were still open on the screen.
“I shouldn’t have,” you testily agreed. “Believe me, I regret it now.”
You stood, set down the mug on the nightstand, and began searching the room for your sandals. You didn’t think you could stick around for breakfast.
Dean’s jaw locked, and he let out a sharp breath as he watched you.
“So you’re leaving?” he asked incredulously.
“Why, don’t you need to check on your side piece?” you shot back.
Dean huffed in irritation. You bent over to put on a sandal and nearly toppled over as you lost your balance. He got up, but you managed to catch yourself and held up a hand against him helping you.
You straightened and looked up with him with steel in your eyes, where last night had been all softness and fire. It reminded him of when he saw you square up against your boss. No nonsense, no inches given. He remembered then that you were a real pistol when you needed to be.
“Okay, Nancy Drew. I’m sure you saw that I haven’t hit up that girl in months!” he said. He wanted to be patient with you, but his temper was already snapping at the invasion of his privacy.
Yours was snapping right back, as your hands went to your hips.
“Dean, you’ve got an entire catalogue of ‘Pussy On-Demand’ in your phone!”
Frowning, Dean held his hands out wide in a what do you want from me gesture.
“Look, I was honest with you about my past,” he tried, but you cut in quick.
“Is it your past?” you asked. Your heart pulsed with pain at the thought, but you had to ask. “Or were you still talking to these girls, even seeing these girls while you were ‘wooing’ me? I mean…I guess I don’t have a right to complain. We never explicitly said we were exclusive—”
“All right, stop. For the love of Christ,” Dean said in sheer frustration. He approached you with caution. You were still frowning and testy, but you allowed him to grasp your upper arms.
“First of all, I didn’t even see that text. Because I was preoccupied with you. Second, no I wasn’t seein’ anyone but you after our first date. And third…” His lips pressed together.
This last one was tough for him to admit, even embarrassing. You were waiting for him though, probably with the last shred of benefit of the doubt you had left for him.
He sighed, brushing your arms with his thumbs. “Before last night, I hadn’t had sex in a couple of months.”
Your brows went high at that one, only because the weight in his voice told you that two months was a big deal for him. (For you, it was child’s play.) Remembering that laundry list of names, though, you had to agree.
You eventually relented, your shoulders relaxing a little.
“I’m sorry I looked through your phone,” you said again, more sincerely this time. “I’ve never done that to anyone, ever, and it’s not who I am. It’s just…you’re making me a bit crazy.”
A smirk pulled at Dean’s lips. “Yeah, I know the feeling.”
You reluctantly smiled and pushed at his chest with a half-hearted hand. Sighing, he pulled you in close. You allowed yourself to rest against him, and even slip your arms around his middle and tangle your fingers into the back of his shirt. Dean pressed his lips to your hair.
“I might be playing a lot of this by ear, but I told you. I’m not playing around,” he said. “I want to try being with you. Just you.”
After a moment, you nodded. You looked up at him, resting your chin on his chest.
A smile tugged at your lips.
“So what you’re saying is, you’re my boyfriend.”
Dean’s smile grew as well. “I mean…yeah. If you’re on board.”
You nodded and leaned up for a kiss. “I could be persuaded.”
He met you there with both passion and sincerity as his lips glided over yours. Your fingers dug into the muscles in his back, spurring him to hold you tighter against him. The weight of his hands felt deliciously good against your lower back. 
“Stay for breakfast,” he said between heated kisses and panting breaths. “I’ll cook this time.”
You remembered that you had to check on your grandfather. You’d texted him before going to bed that you were staying over at Dean’s place. George had already been asleep, but he answered you this morning that everything was fine. Still, your instincts warred between wanting to make sure, and staying here a bit longer.
Your curiosity was piqued, however.
You paused against Dean’s lips. “You cook?”
He looked down at you with offense at your surprised tone.
“I’m a damn good cook,” he said, his brow waggling. “What do you want? Pancakes, eggs and bacon, or something more chill, like oatmeal or something?”
Your stomach began to percolate at the mere mention of food.
“Yes,” you replied with a grin.
Dean’s amusement crinkled the corners of his eyes. “Someone’s hungry. Worked up an appetite, huh?”
“Starving,” you admitted. Your hands moved down his back, feeling how some of the muscles there contracted. Looking up at him through your lashes, you added, “But I’ll take whatever you give me.”
Dean laughed and kissed you again. 
“Oh, I’ll give you plenty, naughty girl,” he promised against your lips.
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Thank God it’s Saturday, you thought. You inhaled the coffee Dean made for you before taking another sip. It was delicious, and you had to make a mental note to buy the same brand the next time you went to the grocery store.
You peered out the small kitchen window while the smell of food continued to stir your appetite. Really is a cute neighborhood. The building overlooked a nice little park. Already there were people jogging, walking their dogs, parents with their children heading to the playground.
You liked where you lived as well, but the two-story house was a bit much just for you and George. It also needed some work done, of which you hadn’t gotten around to taking care of with how busy you’d been lately. Not to mention your car, which was occasionally starting to shake when you accelerated past 50 miles per hour.
I really should ask Dean to look at it. Bet he’d relish the challenge of reviving an old car.
Then a small ding alerted you to the toast, now ready to be buttered. You were helping with the smaller things while Dean worked on the eggs and bacon.
You also heard the front door unlock. Soon enough a tall man with dark, long hair down to his shoulders entered the kitchen with a workbag on his shoulder and a small overnight bag. He wore a smart-looking, but simple suit, chestnut brown.
“Hey,” he greeted Dean, but his hazel eyes widened a fraction when he saw you. “Oh, hi there.”
Dean turned his head and smiled.
“Hey, Sammy,” he said. “Come meet my uh…my girlfriend.”
Your face heated up at the way he glanced at you with that smile.
Hear that? Official girlfriend status.
You also tried to hide your excitement as you introduced yourself to Sam Winchester. He shook your hand with an amiable look.
Dear God, you thought, noting his height, and his broad shoulders that rivaled Dean’s. Winchesters are massive.
“Finally. I’ve heard a lot about you,” he said.
“Same here,” you agreed, matching his smile. “Really good to meet you, Sam.”
“And how is it you always make it right on time for breakfast?” Dean teased. He was pouring the scrambled eggs out of the pan and into a large bowl.
“Just good timing,” Sam replied, smirking as his brother rolled his eyes.
“Yeah, how’s Eileen?” Dean asked.
“Good. She had her students help her decorate the classroom for the fall this week,” Sam said.
He fished out his phone and showed you and Dean the pictures. The two of you had your heads bowed close to the phone. Dean wore a smile at the sight, while you cooed at the adorableness of Eileen with her students.
They seemed to be elementary school age (between seven and ten years old, if you had to guess). They’d done the Thanksgiving turkey hand for arts and crafts, even though the holiday wasn’t for a couple of months. One of the boys had taped it to his forehead.
“They’re so cute!” you gushed. “I remember doing that in elementary school.”
Dean shot you a grin. “You like kids, huh?”
Sam’s brow quirked. Mr. Serial Bachelor was joking like that already? 
Meanwhile, you sent Dean a narrowed look, despite your blushing smile. Never mind that you two had just established the seriousness of your relationship about five minutes ago.
Honestly, you were surprised that having kids was even on his radar…but for the first time, maybe it was starting to be on yours too.
And that alone was a shocking revelation, considering how career-driven you’d been up until now. It was even somewhat scary, just how quickly this man had buried his way into your heart.
“Yeah, and what if I do?” You laughed and carded your fingers through his hair, but you made sure to tug on it a bit. “Clearly I need to be careful with you.”
“That’s probably best, as a general rule,” Sam interjected. He smirked at Dean’s flat look.
“All right, all right,” Dean waved at him. “Help me get the plates.”
The three of you talked and joked and laughed all throughout breakfast. You and Sam had a fair amount in common, speaking of your respective experiences in college, with him following into law school and you with culinary school. He told you more about his work at the District Attorney’s office, and about how he and Eileen had met.
Then you and Dean told the story of how you two met, from each of your perspectives. You recounted how it had been Nick’s fault that you’d been in that elevator to begin with, grabbing his latte, of all things. You remembered how goddamn hot it had been in that elevator, how no one could hear you, how you’d been doing your best not to freak the hell out.
And then you heard his voice. “Fire Department!”
The save was pretty standard, from Dean’s perspective. But he’d noticed you, even in your coffee-stained blouse and skirt. He remembered the way you lost one of your shoes.
“And I mean, ridiculous fucking high heel,” Dean said to Sam. He held his hands apart several inches, making you laugh at his gross exaggeration. “I got no clue how she walks in ‘em.”
Dean also relished retelling the moment you later stood up to Nick with gusto.
“I thought she was gonna chuck it at the guy’s head, Psycho style,” Dean said. He mimicked holding the shoe like a knife stabbing from above.
You laughed and covered your face with your hands. “I wasn’t that bad!”
Dean chuckled, but he rubbed your shoulder.
“Nah, it was awesome. I remember thinkin’, this girl’s a badass.”
You lowered your hands and glanced over at him, letting your smile peek through.
“Oh yeah?” you asked.
“Class and style, baby,” he said, giving you a wink. You shook your head, despite your amusement, and how his words touched you.
“Says the guy who literally rappelled from the roof like Batman,” you said with a smirk.
“Ooh, Batman. Here that? I’m taking it.” Dean’s brows rose, and he shot Sam a grin.
To which his younger brother rolled his eyes. “Yeah, you’re Batman.”
You giggled into your hands. His brother’s sarcasm was nothing new, but Dean enjoyed seeing you laugh after all the tension this morning. He took one of your hands away from your face so you couldn’t hide anymore.
You looked over at him. When your eyes met his, somehow you were captured again.
Sam watched carefully from his side of the table. He watched his brother, and was hardly able to believe what he saw. He continued to sip his coffee, all the while hiding a certain smile behind his mug.
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You left the apartment a short while later, despite offering to help clean up. Dean knew you wanted to get back to your grandfather and didn’t want to hold you up, but he still walked you to the door and made sure you had everything you needed before you left (including a leisurely goodbye in the doorway that had his old neighbor Gladys tsking as she walked by).
He eventually returned to the kitchen to help Sam finish cleaning up, thumping him on the back while Sam was trying to wash the pans in the sink. Sam uttered a grunt, but his lips edged at a smile at Dean’s obvious good mood.
“I take it last night went well?” Sam asked knowingly.
“Yeah, good thinkin’ on staying at Eileen’s,” Dean smirked back. His mind rewound the evening: having you cook for him, the shenanigans that interrupted your baking lesson, and also the baking, and the cleaning up.
His smile only dropped a bit when he remembered the arguing part.
“Well, there was a rough patch,” he admitted. At Sam’s questioning look, Dean explained how you’d looked through his phone…and what you’d seen on it.
“She apologized, but it was a tough go of it for a second,” he said.
Sam had finished the dishes by now. He stood leaning against the kitchen counter with his arms crossed. He sighed through his nose.
“You want my advice?” he asked.
Dean quirked a wry smile. “Something tells me I’m gonna get it anyway.”
Sam nodded. “You just need to take the ‘L’ on this one. Don’t hold it against her.”
Dean’s brows knitted together as he frowned.
“Oh yeah?” he said in full sarcasm. “Is that what I need to do?”
He loved when his brother when full Dr. Phil on him.
“Listen,” Sam said. “Yeah, what she did was wrong, but her concerns were understandable.”
Dean took that in, carding his fingers through his hair.
“You can’t assume that she can read your mind, Dean. On your intentions, on how you feel—any of it.” Sam leveled him with a more serious look. “She’s taking this as it comes, just like you are. And she’s taking a chance on getting hurt, just like you are.”
Damn it, Dean thought. He especially hated when his brother made sense.
He was quiet for a moment, until something occurred to him.
“You think Dad would like her?” he asked.
At that, Sam’s smile broke free. Dean’s gaze flattened in annoyance.
“What?” he asked.
“If you’re willing to subject her to Dad, I know you’re serious.”
Dean rolled his eyes. He stole the last leftover piece of bacon from Sam’s plate and headed for his room.
I think he’d like her.
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“So how’s it been going?” Andréa asked you.
The two of you were finally getting a chance to have lunch together in the staff breakroom, for the first time in about a month. You blamed it on your busy schedules, but you knew it also had to do with the fact that you both had new men in your lives.
You had been reaching out to your friend a couple of times a week to check in, sometimes even offering to grab dinner or catch a movie after work, but Andréa always seemed to have an excuse. You didn’t think she was pulling away from you intentionally… It did hurt though.
You just supposed you should be grateful that she showed up out of the blue in your office, asking if you had time for lunch.
“Work is…well, the usual,” you replied.
Nick was still an asshole who made your life harder and more stressful with every interaction. He changed his mind on deadlines, or better yet, forgot them entirely. He often got drunk while schmoozing with CEOs and representatives of potential accounts.
He also sucked at paperwork, which meant you often had to redo it, or get his assistant to do it. And he still pitted you and Josh and other teammates against one another (Paul had quit last week due to the pressure).
But all that, you could handle. What bothered you more were the “harmless” comments threaded with innuendo. The lingering looks he gave you, seizing you up from breast to toe.
You’d taken to wearing pants exclusively, instead of skirts, and flat shoes instead of heels, just to try and put him off. You maintained your professionalism and always kept several chairs between you and Nick in meetings. Though you dreaded moments where you had to be alone with him. Those were the times you were on your guard the most.
Thankfully, he hadn’t done anything outrageous since the last time he was drunk before a meeting. As in, you hadn’t had to threaten going to HR again…yet.
And these things you kept to yourself. You didn’t want Andréa to worry. Or worse, for her to try and get involved, and earn Nick’s eye on her next.
“What about with Dean?” Andréa asked, breaking you from your thoughts.
You brightened with a smile. That you would happily share.
“Good. Like really good,” you said. “I mean, we had our moments this weekend, but…I really think this could work.”
Andréa shot you a sly look, though her smile said she was happy for you.
“Oh wow. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you so smiley,” she teased. “What is it with these firefighters at Firehouse 25? God sprinkled them with something special, I swear.”
You eyed her with amusement. “Oh yeah? How are you and Benny doing then?”
And that seemed to be the exact question she was waiting for. She turned to you fully and grabbed your hand.
“Oh, girl. I have so much to catch you up on,” she said.
You smiled at her indulgently. You truly wanted to hear everything she had to say. You wanted to hear about her disastrous first meeting with Benny’s family, especially with his father. You wanted to hear about how she was able to turn it all around with a bit of charm and a few funny stories.
You wanted to hear about their impromptu sailing trip last weekend, and the plans they were already making to go to Greece next summer if all went well. Andréa and Benny were clearly a whirlwind romance in the making, the stuff of good old-fashioned rom-com legend, and you wanted to hear the story unfold.
You just couldn’t help a small thought in the back of your mind…that she wasn’t quite as invested in your life as you were in hers.
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A couple of weeks later, you parked your old Camry on the side of the road. You didn’t want to block any part of the driveway at Firehouse 25.
Oh good, they’re not on a call, you thought. The truck was there, along with the Squad truck and the ambulance. A full house.
You smiled and first smoothed down your sweater dress. It was mid-November with a chill on the air, and it also gave you an excuse to break out one of your favorite dresses, made of warm brown wool, but still cute with your knee-high boots. 
You pulled out the large plastic dessert carrier resting on the passenger seat. It held not one, but two large cakes. You wanted this treat to last a little bit longer than a few hours this time.
You walked up the driveway, smiling as you greeted the Squad men playing poker at a square table just outside the building. A couple of them eyed you in curiosity, and maybe even with recognition. Though you had to swallow a bit of nerves as you pushed past the familiar glass doors of the firehouse. 
The first person you saw (that you actually recognized) was Meg. She sat in the common room with her feet crossed and perched on the dining table. She was reading a book, but her head perked up when you came in. She stood and left her book on the table as she waved you inside.
“Hey there,” she said.
Remembering what happened the last time you met the paramedic at the Roadhouse, your smile was a bit thin.
“You must be real special,” she’d remarked, gesturing at Dean. “He usually doesn’t bring his girls around here, where he actually likes to hang out. Guess that’d mean he’d have to see ‘em again with the lights on.”
Despite the less than stellar memory, you tried to be polite.
“Hey, Meg. How are you?” you asked.
“Sober,” she answered frankly. Her head tilted as she let out a short, self-deprecating sigh. “Uh, sorry about last time. I have a bit of a mouth when I’ve had a few.”
Your smile became a bit more genuine. Before you could say, That's okay—
“Oh no, that’s her resting state,” a familiar voice wryly interjected.
You brightened when you saw Dean striding in from down the hall. He met you with a grin, as well as a kiss that lingered on your lips. Meg’s brow rose.
He eventually pulled away, but his hand stayed on the small of your back. He looked happy to see you, and it secretly warmed you down to your toes.
“To what do I owe this surprise?” he asked, his green eyes gleaming. He noted the dessert carrier hanging from your hand with interest.
“I come bearing gifts.” You raised your offering. Dean took it from you with both hands and boyish glee.
“Mmm, I do love me some cake,” he said, licking his lips.
You had to laugh. Firefighters do love food.
Or maybe it was just Dean.
“Remember, you’re meant to share,” you teased.
“No promises,” he muttered. But he still brought it over to the kitchen. Even Meg followed the two of you, peeking over his shoulder in curiosity.
“What kind is it?” she asked.
You gave her a smile. “Orange, cranberry, and poppyseed, with an orange glaze.”
Her eyes widened, but you could tell she wasn’t sure if she was intrigued or not.
“Trust me. It’s like lemon poppyseed, just more orangey,” you promised. “And even a bit sweeter.”
Dean grinned at his friend. “She went to culinary school.”
He said it proudly, which warmed you. Though you bit your lip in slight embarrassment.
“You don’t have to say that,” you said with a nervous giggle.
“Why not?” he protested. “It’s true.”
Meg surveyed you both with a knowing smirk while Dean set up your cakes with a cutting knife and some paper plates.
“It’s still early, but the droves will come soon enough,” Meg said wryly, and she nodded at Dean. “Have you shown her around yet?”
His brows rose. “Around the house? No, as a matter of fact…”
He turned to you with a smile and offered his hand. “Got time for a quick tour?”
You smiled. It was Saturday, and you had a rare morning where you had nowhere else to be.
“I do now,” you agreed. And you took his hand.
Dean led you past the humble kitchen to the barracks, where there were several rows of cots. They were empty and made up with white sheets and dark green comforters.
“We’re all busy by now, but we stay quiet around here,” he explained. “Especially during night shifts, of course.”
He showed you where the bathrooms and showers were, along with passing by a large, closed office. Through the frosted doors, you could see a man talking firmly into a desk phone.
“Is that the Chief?” you asked.
Dean nodded. “Yep, that’s his office. Good ole’ Bobby.”
A scoff made both of your heads turn. Benny gave his friend a wry brow raise.
“Only this one gets away with callin’ him that,” he said. Though he gave you a kind look and touched your shoulder. “How are ya?”
“I’m good, thanks,” you smiled at him. It was just a bit weird for you, knowing he was dating your best friend.
You felt like you knew him from everything she’d told you, but you hadn’t actually been around him that much in person. Everything you knew about him had been pieced from stories you’d heard from either Andréa or Dean.
“I hear ships are sailing with you and Dre,” you quipped.
Benny chuckled with an imaginary tip of his hat. “Well, you’ve heard right.”
At Dean’s slightly curious look, Benny filled him in about his and Andréa’s sailing trip last weekend.
“Who the hell goes sailing in Kansas?” Dean remarked.
You had to laugh a little. “Andréa’s family owns a yacht club. They go boating on the river, mostly. But she goes to Greece every year…and I hear you’re planning to join her.”
Again, you looked over at Benny with good-natured teasing. He took it with a smile and a nod, even taking Dean’s raised eyebrows. His growing smile told you that his friend would be taking some shit about this later. And Benny knew it too.
“All right, I see you guys were in the middle of somethin’. Let me not get in the way,” Benny graciously bowed out with another chuckle. 
“Yeah, yeah. Oh, Captain, my Captain over here’s gotta find a parrot,” Dean ribbed.
Benny just rolled his eyes and gave a lazy wave as he departed.
You gave your boyfriend a bemused look. “What is he, a pirate?”
Dean shrugged. His grin was contagious.
“I just can’t picture that dusty lumberjack on a yacht,” he said. “God, what’s the world coming to?”
You shook your head and bit your lip against a giggle.
“All right, what’s next on the tour?” you asked.
Dean hummed, but after a moment, he brightened with an idea…and a sly look. He took your hand and led you over to a small side room behind the barracks. He opened the door and led you into what was essentially a cubicle, complete with a desk, chair, desktop, and a document filing unit, except it also had a cot in the far corner.
“Step into my office,” he said, gesturing with a hand. You gave him an impressed brow raise as you ventured inside.
“My man’s got his own office? Complete with a bedroom, I see.”
“Yeah. Benny’s got one too, since he’s Captain of the Rescue Squad,” said Dean.
You made note of this with another impressed hum. You then sat down in his comfy office chair and twirled around, before you began perusing his desk area. It was a bit cluttered for your tastes, but you had a feeling Dean was an “organized chaos” kind of guy.
Dean remained standing with casually crossed arms. He watched you trace a finger around one of the picture frames he had on his desk, though he had a few.
There was one of him and Sam after he graduated from law school, cap and gown and all. Another was one of Sam, Dean, and John on one of the rare camping trips they did when they were kids, for Dean’s 13th birthday.
“That’s my dad,” Dean supplied. He pointed at the man, handsome, salt-and-pepper beard, dark eyes, and broad shoulders. Your brows raised of their own accord as your eyes blinked wider.
“Wow, look at that silver fox. I see where the handsome genes came from,” you teased.
Dean’s lips curved in amusement. “I’ll tell him you said that.”
You gave him a sidelong glance and playfully jabbed at his side. But you returned your attention to the last frame.
The picture inside was of a beautiful blonde woman, holding a newborn baby bundled up in her arms. You could see his small pink face peeking out, as well as a little boy cheese grinning over her shoulder. Your attention lingered on this one.
“Is that…”
“Yeah. That’s my mom,” Dean confirmed.
“She’s beautiful,” you said softly.
“Yeah, she was,” he said with a nod. And a thought filtered through his mind, one he spoke without really thinking about it. “Wish she could’ve met you.”
You turned to him more fully then, with a bit of wonder hidden behind your eyes.
“Yeah?” you asked.
Something in Dean’s chest clenched, but he grazed your cheek with his thumb and nodded, giving you a reserved smile. It hadn’t been that long at all since he met you. Just a couple of months. He couldn’t deny it though. It was true.
“I think she would’ve liked you,” he said with a shrug. Like it wasn’t such a big deal.
You both knew that wasn’t the case.
You stood out of his desk chair and went to him, gripping the front of his gray lieutenant’s shirt. You leaned up on your toes for a kiss that almost immediately deepened. Dean cradled your cheek with one hand and pulled you in close by your hip with the other, but you were the one who licked sensuously into his mouth.
He hummed deep in his throat, pleased and a little surprised when you pushed at his chest. He took your cue to step back, leading you along with him when he sat down on the edge of the neatly made cot. He guided you down by your hips, but you didn’t sink down into his lap the way he expected.
Instead, you slotted his right thigh between your legs and took a comfortable seat. You slid up his thigh with slow friction, giving him a small smile as you twined your arms around his neck. A smirk graced his lips as he held your hips.
“Don’t pretend like this wasn’t your plan all along,” you said.
You’d caught the look in his eye before he led you into his office. It made you wonder (with a tremor of unease) just how many women he’d given the “grand tour” of his office…
But you couldn’t let yourself fall down that train of thought. It was a futile thing that would ultimately just upset you, and no doubt would frustrate him. Whatever he did before he started dating you was his business. You just had to focus on the here and now…
And right now, you could already see the half-pitched tent in your boyfriend’s uniform pants as he began to touch you.
“You’re the one who came prepared, Little Miss Easy Access,” Dean remarked. His hands slid up your thighs, bunching up your dress the farther he went. Your lower belly clenched in anticipation when he brushed the edge of your panties. “Maybe I wasn’t the only one with a plan.”
A more amused smile grew across your face, despite the blush warming your cheeks. Something had just occurred to you.
“There’s no way we’re allowed to do this here,” you whispered, but Dean’s grip on your hips was already encouraging you to rock against his thigh.
“No one’s gotta know,” he replied. His voice was deeper, laced with grit. “Just try to stay quiet.”
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AN: ...🫣 Sorry for leaving it there lol. But hey! Official girlfriend status! 😂 And how'd you like how they dealt with the Marissa of it all, and the reader meeting Sam for the first time?
Of course, there will be more in Part 9.~
Next Time:
“Where’re you goin’?” he teased.
You let out a quiet laugh. “I think we’ve pressed our luck enough for today.”
Dean leaned in to kiss your cheek. His lips then veered off toward your ear.
“But see, I’m pretty damn sure that pussy’s still on fire,” he said.
The depths in his voice made you shiver. Your spine undoubtedly prickled with arousal again. He smiled.
“You understand, I can’t let you go just yet.”
Keep Reading: PART 9
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Forced To Believe Masterlist
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A Dean Ambrose x OC story! The Shield 4th member.
Summary: Taking place during the start of The Shield's debut in 2012, follow Morgan Lopez's career as she becomes a member of The Shield, revamps herself as The Outspoken Diva and makes a name for herself in WWE.
OC Profile of Morgan Lopez
Chapter 1- So, You Wanna Wrestle?
Chapter 2- My WWE Debut
Chapter 3- Fighting Back
Chapter 4- My First Wrestlemania
Chapter 5- Becoming Heel
Chapter 6- Total Divas Season 1 Episode 1
Chapter 7- The Shield's Girl
Chapter 8- Total Divas Season 1 Episode 2
Chapter 9- The Shield Isn't Unstoppable
Chapter 10- Total Divas Season 1 Episode 4
Chapter 11- Justice Continues Being Served
Chapter 12- The Underdog from Philly
Chapter 13- Catching Up Before MITB
Chapter 14- Money In The Bank 2013
Chapter 15- Total Slap!
Chapter 16- Frustration
Chapter 17- Total Divas Season 1 Episode 5
Chapter 18- I Know What I Have To Do
Chapter 19- Do You Know Who I Am!?
Chapter 20- Total Divas Season 1 Episode 6
Chapter 21- Army of One
Chapter 22- Wiping That Smirk Off Your Face
Chapter 23- You Look Like You've Seen A Ghost
Chapter 24- Total Divas Season 1 Episode 7
Chapter 25- Mommy Knows Best
Chapter 26- Revenge Is Sweet
Chapter 27- Total Divas Season 1 Episode 8
Chapter 28- Is That You Being Serious?
Chapter 29- In Due Time
Chapter 30- Trying To Gain Momentum
Chapter 31- The Slammy Awards
Chapter 32- That Was A Miracle
Chapter 33- The Answer Is No
Chapter 34- Tribute To The Troops
Chapter 35- Morgan's Answer
Chapter 36- Move Thief
Chapter 37- Meeting Hot Rod
Chapter 38- Respect
Chapter 39- I Hate Snakes
Chapter 40- If Only You Knew
Chapter 41- Making A Statement
Chapter 42- Yikes
Chapter 43- Sister Abigail
Chapter 44- I Lost Her
Chapter 45- She Belongs To Us Now
Chapter 46- I See What You Want
Chapter 47- Armageddon
Chapter 48- Armageddon Part 2
Chapter 49- That Supernatural Stuff Don't Work
Chapter 50- What Are You Doing!?
Chapter 51- Things Got Personal
Chapter 52- He Kept His Word
Chapter 53- Harley Mode Was Captivating
Chapter 54- Rosa's Mind Games
Chapter 55- Togetherness
Chapter 56- Public Displays of Affection
Chapter 57- The Shield Against The Authority
Chapter 58- Bad News Dinner
Chapter 59- Getting The Upper Hand
Chapter 60- Annihilated
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in 2020, shifttok exploded
here is a list of events and controversies that occurred…
1. the girl who dedicated an entire account to saying how much she hated angelina and said she killed her in her reality
2. draco pushing people down the stairs
3. snape and hermione doing the WAP in the middle of potions class
4. draco and harry secretly hooking up
5. fred being a cheater (mainly with angelina)
6. draco smelling and being obsessed with apples
7. when a girl said she taught tom riddle to shift and ppl were scared he was gonna shift here and kill people (funny asf looking back)
8. ppl blowing up hogwarts with tom riddle and some bragging about it ??
9. draco missing people when they were in their reality
10. cedric and harry dating (ew)
11. harry having feelings for cedric but ppl saying it’s problematic as if kids don’t have crushes tf
12. dean and seamus dating and blowing stuff up together
13. wolfstar being canon…there were issues with that apparently
14. dumbledore kicking people out of their realities (this was funny asf)
15. dumbledore calling a girl up from the great hall and asking her where she was from and when she played dumb he kicked her out LMAOOO
16. people scripting that dumbledore heard/saw WAP during his death
17. dumbledore saw/heard WAP when he tried reading their mind
18. ppl making fun of harry for being an orphan (while sometimes also being orphans)
19. draco dyeing/bleaching his hair and hiding it sometimes
20. and the carpet sometimes matching the drapes ☝️
21. draco and pansy being together/hooking up
22. when shifting to modern hogwarts, everyone hating fred bc he was a douchebag and a skater
23. people arguing whether fred would have piercings or not (he did)
24. luna being a lesbian was problematic bc a lot of people shiped her and neville
25. neville and the twins dealing
26. calling cedric deadric to his face and not explaining to him why
27. ppl killing everyone BUT fred (killed the whole weasley family)
28. harry living with wolfstar
29. sirius being a death eater???
30. sirius came up to a girl and randomly showed her his death eater tattoo and she was so bamboozled she immediately shifted back and changed that
31. sirius just randomly being a death eater as soon as another shifter got there?? and apparently without her scripting it too??
32. that girl who scripted in her s/o got sa/raped (it was either draco or harry) so after it happened she could shift and comfort them
33. twins and paris (oui oui 🗼)
34. ppl being more powerful than dumbledore to mess with him
35. bellatrix and voldemort hooking up
37. daphne.
36. the girl who said she was doing “it” with harry then remembered she scripted in they were secret half siblings in the middle of it
39. marvel shifters scripting they were tortured in the red rooms to share trauma with natasha and bucky
40. early shiftokers saying you have to script in extremely specific things because they would wake up with no hair at all or transparent
41. you can’t add any negative words like “no” or “don’t” in your script cause it brings bad energy and could prevent you from shifting
42. it’s catfishing to have a face claim
43. adults shifting for minors 😐 and vice versa 😐 (but staying minors)
45. race shifters changing races
46. permashifting 😐
47. people being immune to veritiserum and it frustrated dumbledore
48. people debating whether it was ok to keep house elves and scripting they liked their positions
49. shifting to be death eaters??? huh???
50. hermione hating ppl shifting for ron
51. kreacher was trying to kill ppl???
52. ppl debating whether it was ok to script in that regulus also moved in with james
53. scripting in relationships is forced and wrong, you have to script in they have a crush on you…no.
54. whenever someone would talk about their dr partner someone in the comments would go “ew that’s my dad in my reality”
55. ppl scripting peter out (why, just say he’s not evil)
56. ppl shifting for voldemort, not tom riddle, VOLDEMORT
57. people not separating tom riddle and voldemort while dating tom
58. debates over whether it’s ok to date tom riddle even before he’s voldemort or a completely different person
59. ppl saying if you got pregnant in your reality you would be pregnant in this reality even if you’re a virgin (mary??)
60. the girl who’s pregnant with fred’s baby in her reality and she needs to shift back as soon as possible because she cannot handle not feeling her baby bump
61. voldemort giving more attention to nagini so a girl had to script nagini out
62. draco being a raging trump supporter in modern realities even tho he’s british
63. filch fucking the cat
64. shifting as objects (girl who got eaten as a pie, draco’s apple ppl, and girl who was a dildo)
65. ppl claiming they smell their s/os in this reality and sold out the bath and body works candle (yknow the one)
66. draco shifter who made a vid of her looking around her room, claiming draco was crying to her about how much he missed her and she felt him hugging her
67. non brits forgetting to script in british accents and getting stares from everyone
68. ppl getting lost around hogwarts cause they didn’t know their way around
69. ppl forgetting to script out ppl’s deaths
70. girl who shifted to the marauders and forgot to script out lily and james’s deaths and went to save them and got murdered too
71. ppl saying you had to script in you can’t die because, plot twist, you’d die in this reality because the original consciousness to your body in this reality would die and your body would too by theory (bs theory btw)
72. several ppl saying (and filming) they shifted back to find their clones had ran away to the woods and/or bombed their grades in school
73. teens scripting they were irresistible and the hottest person at hogwarts and professors started coming onto them
74. that TEEN girl (and others) who scripted in that remus and snape had feelings for her and were both trying to “win her affection”
75. having to drink 1 billion gallons of water and needing to have ur homework done and room clean to shift
76. when doing the raven method you HAVE TO lay COMPLETELY still if you even twitch a finger, you had to start over and palms up babes, no limbs touching and lay on your back
77. when shifting back you have to do it in private cause several ppl shifted back in front of ppl and when they said their safe word and said that their body “disappeared” until they shifted back
78. if you didn’t script in you remembered your safeword then you’d get stuck
79. girls and boys shifting to date ppl of the same gender and ppl getting mad cause “that character isn’t gay!” like…what
82. ppl scripting they don’t get caught cheating (??)
83. jumanji being everyone’s safeword in 2020
84. SHIFTING POLICE LMFAO
86. someone making a shifting memes video about their HOLOCAUST REALITY
87. girl saying somebody shifted AS HER and knew personal things about her life that they shouldn’t
88. people without disabilities scripting them in
89. cis ppl shifting to be trans ig for fun??
91. ppl shifting to be groupies (DO NOT BE A GROUPIE FOR MOTLEY CRUE I REPEAT ‼️ DO NOT BE A GROUPIE FOR MOTLEY CRUE ‼️) ppl were groupies for motley crue
92. girl scripting in that only white ppl exist in her reality 🤨
95. 30 year old shifter got bullied for their script because it was “too detailed” and ppl said they couldn’t shift bc of it
96. “if you don’t have a script you can’t shift”
97. voldemort and nagini being in some type of romantic relationship (don’t ask)
98. people scripting flowers grew as they walked
99. ppl scripting their eyes change color when they’re angry
100. weather changed according to ppls mood 😭
101. their hair is on fire when they’re angry
102. celestial subliminals posting subliminal videos that gave people nightmares and sleep paralysis
103. if you did the mirror method, demons would come and kill you (cmon guys)
104. ppl beefing with celebs in their fame realities honestly funny asf
105. ppl getting canceled in their fame realities for doing almost nothing
106. girl who brought back the necklace from draco LMFAOO
107. CARSON MALFOY
108. carson’s mom liking cedric
109. LIFE SIZED CARDBOARD DRACO CUTOUTS
110. tom felton found out about shifting on a livestream
111. amino servers telling ppl they can permanently shift by killing themselves (they had a term for it i forgot what it was)
112. julia method creator gatekeeping the method on amino?? idk
113. you can’t shift your age up as a minor and date an adult (i don’t even wanna debate this bs)
114. ppl scripting out queer ppl in their realities
115. girl was shifting for fred and someone commented she was shifting for fred too and she got so mad talking about she can’t steal her bf and how fred is hers (i wanna be this delulu)
116. girl shifted to game of thrones and wanted to stay “accurate” and purposefully scripted her love interest WAS HER COUSIN
117. girl said she had trauma from the wizarding war
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Big City Greens Plants Season 4 Premiere For September 23 on Disney Channel + Guest Cast List
Bingo Bango! Disney Branded Television has set primetime premieres for Big City Greens Season 4 slated to debut Saturday September 23 at 8:00PM EST only on Disney Channel and streaming October 25 only on Disney+.
The episodes airing on September 23 – 'Truck Stopped / Jingled' – have "Tilly and Cricket wrestle with indecision at a truck stop between Big City and the country" in the former, while the latter sees Tilly becoming a Big City jingle writer and rising through the ranks. In addition to premiering on Disney Channel, episodes will also be added to Disney Plus on October 25, 2023.
Guest Stars on Season 4 include musican Michael Bolton as Rick Razzle on Jingled where Tilly wants to become a Big City jingle writer and rising through the ranks. Other guest stars for Season Four include June Diane Raphael (Marvel "Moon Girl and Devil Dinosaur"), Tom Green ("The Tom Green Show"),NHL player Brad Marchand,Margo Martindale (Sony Pictures "Cocaine Bear"),podcaster Justin McElroy, Tim Meadows (ABC Network "The Goldbergs"), Dean Norris (AMC "Breaking Bad", "Better Call Saul"), Comedian Ms. Pat, Amy Seradis (Netflix "Bojack Horseman", Lucasfilm "The Mandalorian") and comedian Trevor Wallace.
Since it's debut on 2018, Big City Greens has been one of Disney Television Animation recent hits with multiple shorts, a NHL game -themed broadcast special in collaboration with ESPN and a animated feature film based on the series is on production slated for a 2024 release, the series spawned a new legacy of Disney TVA creators like Natasha Kline with chicano lead-driven animated comedy series "Primos" slated for 2024 and more animated shows on development for Disney Channel by Big City Greens Alumnis. (Cheyenne Curtis,Monica Ray, Amy Hudkins,Raj Bruggemann and Houghton Brothers mentor C.H Greenblatt) who will be getting series orders in the coming months.
The new season will include the show's 100th episode, which is a major landmark for any animated series, but especially for a Disney Channel series with few ever making it quite that far. "Season four is pure insanity," says Chris Houghton, Big City Greens co-creator and executive producer. "Tilly becomes a commercial jingle-writer, Cricket tries stand-up comedy, Bill loses his mind like six times, and Gramma dabbles in minimalism. The fact that we have such a fun arena to play in when it comes to these characters is not lost on us or our crew. Even though we’ve told so many stories with these characters, this season feels fresher than ever." "There are some very funny and silly episodes in this season," adds Shane, "like 'Handshaken' where country folks act like western gunslingers, but assert their power through firm handshakes. There are also a few emotional episodes that reach out and give your heart a good squeeze – 'Family Tree' is one that makes me tear up every time I watch a cut of it. And biggest of all, Chip Whistler is back! This season may have more action, adventure, and thrills than any previous season! And here's a couple rapid-fire teases you’ll see in season four: Gloria hires a new café employee, Vasquez goes to therapy, and the kids meet a long lost family member."
Additionaly Big City Greens will continue with new shorts trought the Disney TVA multi-platform division trought Chibi Tiny Tales, Broken Karaoke,Theme Song Takeover, How NOT To Draw & Random Rings.
Big City Greens characters will continue to host on the Disney Television Animation's crossover compilation series "Chibiverse" as it's second season is slated to debut Saturday September 23.
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September Reading Recs
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To show some love and appreciation to all the amazing writers here on tumblr, here are all the fantastic fics I've read this month. 💖
Many of these fics and blogs are 18+ only, and NSFW please heed the author's individual fic warnings and requests regarding no minors. I am not responsible for your media consumption.
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2023 Reading Recs
Supernatural
Dean Winchester
Escape Chapter 61 | Chapter 62 | Chapter 63 | Chapter 64 | Chapter65 | @soaringeag1e
Authors Summary:  A serial killer is reeking havoc around Lawrence, Kansas, and Detective Dean Winchester is getting really sick of finding more and more bodies. But one day, he gets a call about another victim. But instead of the location of another body, he gets news that this one escaped the hell of this mans actions.
Worth It @rizlowwritessortof
Authors Summary: Of course Dean doesn't mind if you go hang out with some guy you knew in your civilian life. You know, the kind of life he never had. It's fine.
Smoke Eater Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | @zepskies
Authors Summary: Dean Winchester is the cocky, but well-respected Lieutenant at Firehouse 25. He leads by example, but he’s also known to break a few hearts. He’s starting to crave something he’s never had, though. Something stable. Something real. 
The One That Got Away Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | @pink-sparkly-witch
Authors Summary: Childhood sweethearts, Dean and Y/N, are very much in love with each other. When she accepts a full scholarship to an out-of-state college, she finally gets to leave behind her traumatic childhood and abusive father, but it means leaving Dean behind too.
Over a decade later, Y/N returns to Lawrence, Kansas, and finally tries to heal the only wounds she has left… the psychological and emotional scars her father gave her and the heartbreak she endured by Dean Winchester, the one that got away.
Sam Winchester
Decision Making @poyopng
Authors Summary | In the midst of his coma after the God Trials, Sam's brain becomes overwhelmed by the conflicting opinions of Dean and Bobby. Luckily, his brain knows the perfect person to conjure up and help him with that.
No Vacancy Day One @bunnysbrainrot
Authors Summary: Separated from Dean and Castiel, you and Sam are on your own. Now paired up, you spend a few days in a motel. The only problem? The last room available only has one bed.
No Vacancy Day Two @bunnysbrainrot
Authors Summary: In day two of your one-on-one case with Sam, you gather intel together. Once things settle down for the second night, Dean reveals some news. Sam realizes he’s made a huge mistake involving a lust spell.
No Vacancy Day Three @bunnysbrainrot
Authors Summary: After the discovery of the lust spell placed on Sam, you quickly learn that he can’t control himself. In fact, you don’t want him to.
Empty @waywardxwords
Authors Summary: Ten months ago, Sam threw himself and Lucifer into the cage. While Dean went off to live happily with Lisa and Ben, you couldn’t bring yourself to live a “normal” life. While on a hunt, your trail leads to Lansing, Michigan where you get your hopes up when you stumble upon the Sam Winchester in a dive bar. Instead, bumping into the man you had fallen for years before leaves you feeling empty.
Healing Wounds @waywardxwords
Authors Summary: Sequel to Empty - It had been close to a year since your run-in with Sam Winchester. You had spent the time hunting recklessly, which landed you in a predicament you didn’t think you could escape from. This tells the story of seeing Sam once more after his soul has been restored. 
Idiots At First Sight @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior
Authors Summary: Sam and Y/N are each sure their feelings are one-sided? Dean is sure they're both idiots? Who's right?
The Boys
Soldier Boy
Checkerboard @zepskies
Authors Summary: You’re not a supe. You’re breakable. Soldier Boy sometimes forgets that.
Imagine: How Ben reacts to his girlfriend having cramps during her period. @zepskies
Strong as Blood Part 1 | Part 2 @zepskies
Authors Summary: After you accidentally break through a solid wood table, you know there’s something wrong with you. You begin to have your suspicions, but can you keep it from Ben long enough to find out? 
Walker
Cordell Walker
Kinktober 2021 | Day 6 | Overstimulation @writethelifeyouwant
Big Sky
Beau Arlen
Under The Montana Skies @spnbaby-67
Imagine: Beau gives you the support you need. @zepskies
Authors Summary Beau gives you the support you need.** ❤️‍🩹
After getting home from a terrible day at work, he's able to lighten your mood.
Something Serious @jessjad
Authors Summary: Beau and Y/N spend a summer evening together. But do they both expect the same thing?
Smallville
Jason Teague
The Art Of Stealth @mind-empty-just-fictional-people
Authors Summary: Jason doesn’t seem to understand the art of sneaking into your dorm room quietly
Promposal Dilemma @mind-empty-just-fictional-people
10 Inch Hero
Boaz Priestly
Anyway That You Want Me @deanbrainrotwritings
Authors Summary : he’s clingy and doesn’t know how else to feel close to her. even though it gets them both riled up, it’s nice while it lasts.
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Most Beloved WWE Wrestlers Tournament: Round 4 Statistics Dump
Followers: 266
Total Votes: 22,087 + 13,398 + 8,109 + 4,768 = 48,362
Number of times I had to force my dad to accept the fact that it's no longer the 80s and just because he enjoyed a wrestler's work during his childhood, it doesn't mean they're still the most beloved: 3, and he's still bitter
Beloved By Gender:
Our ratio is keeping pretty steady. There was a change of 2% between rounds 3 and 4 in favor of the female wrestlers.
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Voting Trends:
Round 4 had a low vote count day of 534 and the highest count day of 747, making the average 636.9 votes per day (discounting final day), more than extra 80 votes per day beyond Round 3’s average of 550.8
(Keep in mind, number of brackets change on the final day)
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Public Opinion:
There's fewer than 20 wrestlers left in this tournament who had successful WWE careers before the 2000s. This tournament would make Cornette's face melt off
Sports Illustrated’s 101 Best Wrestlers Of All Time (2016)
Ric Flair (18, lose)
Shawn Michaels (53 + 57 + 71 + 61, win)
Steve Austin (29 + 18, lose)
The Rock (23, lose)
The Undertaker (53 + 55 + 45 + 43, win)
Dusty Rhodes (46 + 42 + 43 + 49, win)
John Cena (47 + 51 + 50 + 47, win)
Hulk Hogan (10, lose)
Sting (51 + 53 + 61 + 56, win)
Andre The Giant (56 + 38 + 38 + 37, win)
Randy Savage (37 + 32 + 42 + 21, lose)
Roddy Piper (54 + 33 + 53 + 30, win)
Chris Jericho (27 + 31 + 32 + 23, lose)
Harley Race (17 + 18 + 10, lose)
Mick Foley (58 + 47 + 57 + 54, win)
Bret Hart (52 + 59 + 61 + 63, win)
Randy Orton (58 + 48 + 49 + 46, win)
Kurt Angle (45 + 36 + 37 + 42, win)
Antonio Inoki (28 + 38 + 23, lose)
Ricky Steamboat (28 + 47 + 16, lose)
Daniel Bryan (61 + 51 + 48 + 29, lose)
Triple H (31 + 12, lose)
Buddy Rogers (21 + 17 + 8, lose)
Edge (41 + 49 + 44 + 52, win)
Bob Backlund (26 + 22 + 11, lose)
Brock Lesnar (23, lose)
Stan Hansen (22, lose)
Bruno Sammartino (30 + 6, lose)
CM Punk (57 + 40, lose)
Ted DiBiase (27 + 26 + 27 + 24, win)
Bruiser Brody (33 + 31 + 22 + 11, lose)
Hideo Itami (34 + 35 + 7, lose)
Rey Mysterio (48 + 40 + 42 + 56, win)
Vader (32 + 17, lose)
Dory Funk Jr (17 + 17, lose)
Mr Perfect (37 + 25 + 28 + 29, win)
Eddie Guerrero (53 + 43 + 47 + 48, win)
Jake Roberts (32 + 29 + 31 + 29, lose)
Arn Anderson (25 + 30 + 15, lose)
The Sheik (31 + 30 + 11, lose)
AJ Styles (40 + 46 + 46 + 46, win)
Goldust (70 + 34 + 49 + 37, win)
Samoa Joe (61 + 84 + 60 + 63, win)
Terry Funk (27 + 37 + 32 + 26, lose)
Verne Gagne (14, lose)
Mil Mascaras (10, lose)
Rob Van Dam (43 + 45 + 50 + 25, lose)
Tatsumi Fujinami (25, lose)
Rick Rude (35 + 29 + 10, lose)
Owen Hart (56 + 41 + 53 + 51, win)
Jeff Hardy (52 + 32, lose)
Goldberg (23 + 22, lose)
Ivan Koloff (15, lose)
Chris Benoit (17, lose)
Larry Zbyszko (4, lose)
Ultimo Dragon (9, lose)
Scott Hall (44 + 40 + 44 + 50, win)
Trish Stratus (38 + 42 + 22, lose)
Dean Malenko (37 + 29 + 19, lose)
Ultimate Warrior (28 + 20, lose)
Fabulous Moolah (18, lose)
William Regal (62 + 45 + 50 + 59, win)
Gene Kiniski (14, lose)
Scott Steiner (44, lose)
Rick Steiner (26 + 9, lose)
Chyna (68 + 49 + 52 + 43, win)
Seth Rollins (55 + 54 + 66 + 45, win)
Kane (40 + 29 + 33 + 23, lose)
Jimmy Snuka (9, lose)
Davey Boy Smith (22 + 24 + 33 + 12, lose)
The Iron Sheik (49 + 40 + 32 + 20, lose)
Pedro Morales (20 + 9, lose)
Michael Hayes (10, lose)
Johnny Valentine (14 + 4, lose)
Shinsuke Nakamura (58 + 60 + 58 + 43, win)
Diesel (39 + 35 + 34 + 35, win)
Batista (53 + 54 + 35 + 32, lose)
Lita (46 + 65 + 37 + 27, lose)
Christian (56 + 47 + 67 + 29, lose)
Ron Simmons (25 + 33 + 31 + 30, lose)
Big Show (41 + 60 + 38 + 33, win)
JBL (10, lose)
Christopher Daniels (26 + 10, lose)
The Miz (34 + 30 + 39 + 20, lose)
PWI Wrestler Of The Year
Pedro Morales (20 + 9, lose)
Jack Brisco (17 + 13, lose)
Bruno Sammartino (30 + 6, lose)
Terry Funk (27 + 37 + 32 + 26, lose)
Dusty Rhodes (46 + 42 + 43 + 49, win)
Harley Race (17 + 18 + 10, lose)
Bob Backlund (26 + 22 + 11, lose)
Ric Flair (18, lose)
Hulk Hogan (10, lose)
Randy Savage (37 + 32 + 42 + 21, lose)
Sting (51 + 53 + 61 + 56, win)
Vader (32 + 17, lose)
Diesel (39 + 35 + 34 + 35, win)
Big Show (41 + 39 + 38 + 33, win)
Lex Luger (25 + 4, lose)
Steve Austin (29 + 18, lose)
The Rock (23, lose)
Brock Lesnar (23, lose)
Kurt Angle (45 + 36 + 37 + 42, win)
Chris Benoit (17, lose)
Batista (52 + 54 + 35 + 32, lose)
John Cena (47 + 51 + 50 + 47, win)
Triple H (31 + 12, lose)
Randy Orton (58 + 48 + 49 + 46, win)
CM Punk (57 + 40, lose)
Daniel Bryan (61 + 51 + 48 + 29, lose)
Seth Rollins (55 + 54 + 66 + 45, win)
AJ Styles (40 + 46 + 46 + 46, win)
Adam Cole (47 + 40 + 53 + 32, lose)
Dean Ambrose (58 + 54 + 42 + 59, win)
Roman Reigns (51 + 64 + 59 + 32, lose)
PWI Woman Of The Year
Joyce Grable (30 + 24 + 0, lose)
Susan Green (21 + 27 + 11, lose)
Stephanie McMahon (26 + 4, lose)
Lita (46 + 65 + 37 + 27, lose)
Trish Stratus (38 + 42 + 22, lose)
Victoria (27 + 23 + 17, lose)
Candice Michelle (24 + 39 + 13, lose)
Mickie James (47 + 46 + 47 + 44, win)
Michelle McCool (29 + 10, lose)
AJ Lee (48 + 46 + 39 + 39, win)
Sasha Banks (44 + 47 + 42 + 36, win)
Charlotte Flair (45 + 42 + 27 + 40, win)
Asuka (58 + 60 + 65 + 66, win)
Becky Lynch (58 + 53 + 58 + 47, win)
Bianca Belair (34 + 66 + 54 + 41, win)
Top 10 Voted Wrestlers Who’ve Already Been Eliminated:
Jey Uso (248 - round 4)
Finn Balor (209 - round 4)
Bayley/Roman Reigns (206 - round 4)
Christian (199 - round 4)
Daniel Bryan (189 - round 4)
Tazz (183 - round 4)
Lita (175 - round 4)
Batista (174 - round 4)
Adam Cole (172 - round 4)
Alexa Bliss (170 - round 4)
Top 10 Voted In Round 4:
Drew McIntyre (76)
Cody Rhodes (74)
Asuka (66)
Rhea Ripley (65)
Bret Hart/Samoa Joe (63)
Shawn Michaels (61)
Damian Priest/Dean Ambrose/William Regal/Bray Wyatt (59)
Jey Uso/Liv Morgan (57)
Rey Mysterio/Sting/Kevin Owens (56)
Xavier Woods (55)
Top 10 Voted Overall:
Naomi (322)
Damian Priest (285)
Billy Gunn (272)
Samoa Joe (268)
Rhea Ripley (258)
Sami Zayn (254)
Asuka (249)
Jey Uso (248)
Shawn Michaels (242)
Cody Rhodes (241)
The AJ Styles Phenomenon:
I don't know if this is just an incredible coincidence, but for the final 3 rounds, AJ Styles has earned exactly 46 votes. In Round 2, it was 46/50 against Raymond Rougeau. In Round 3, 46/56 against D'Lo Brown. In Round 4, 46/69 against Kane. Based on the data I've seen, he is the only wrestler this has happened to. A few have had the same number of votes twice in a row, but never thrice.
Which begs the question: are there exactly 46 tumblr users who are fans of AJ Styles?
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miss-madness67 · 5 months
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Advent Calendar 2022: Day 8
A story of 25 christmases with the love of your life, Dean Winchester.
(These are not stand-alone drabbles, you must read them as a whole).
Day 7
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Ever since the beginning of the school year, Dean has been ignoring all of your text messages and calls. He gives you enough responses just to be sure that he's still alive, but not enough for you not to worry about him. Distance and sporadic contact has never hindered your friendship with him, so it is a complete surprise that he just stopped texting you altogether. You're not even sure what's happening until you reach out to Sam for answers. And even when you do, even when you try to contact little Sammy, he doesn't answer. It's your uncle Bobby that lets you know what's going on. As it turns out, despite his father's wishes, Sam has gone to study pre-law at Stanford. You could hear Bobby’s pride through the phone, but also the disappointment towards John’s reaction. You don't have the head, however, to care much about either of those things, because, in your mind, you can only worry about how is Dean coping without his little brother. You have half a mind to ditch school and go look for him, but you know he could be anywhere in the country, and if he doesn't want to be contacted, there is a high chance you won’t find him. So, you decide to wait for him to reach you. And, finally, by Christmas, he shows up on your doorstep. His broken heart tells you two things; the first one is that you wouldn't mind giving Sam an earful, and the second one is that you love Dean Winchester like more than a friend.
Day 9
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violetfaust · 6 months
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The Broken Destiel Seals: A Semicomprehensive Unillustrated List
(So far)
I didn't complete my (self-appointed) assignment for Destiel Day, which was to compile a complete list of every time Destiel went canon (thus breaking one of the Sixty-Six Seals: when they all fall, the pale coconuts will collide), with nice gifs. To me, Destiel is "canonized" by persons/entities who officially create and distribute the show: producers, writers, actors, directors, other crew, translators, and networks.
Have, instead, this work in progress.
November 5, 2020, 15x18, “Despair”: Cas declares his love.
Then:
Nov. 11, 2020: Misha Collins at DCLOnline: “It was a long time in the making. It was really important to [Robert Berens] and really important to me. When he pitched me the storyline it gave me chills. I thought - this is awesome. This vindication and this expression of love - at the end - it makes it all worth it. I was really happy about it. You know, it’s interesting, there are some fans who are asexual who have taken solace in the fact that Cas hasn’t made this kind of declaration [before] so I feel bad that those fans might get a little bit alienated. However, I’m sure that a lot of them are also okay with this. There’s a trope in Hollywood of “kill the gays” and so Cas meeting with his demise only seconds after making this homosexual declaration of love fits into that fairly insidious trope, however, for some reason, that is, in my mind, not really as important as the declaration itself.”
Nov. 12, 2020, 15x19, “Inherit the Earth”: Lucifer, whose signature move is pretending to be a dead lover to get someone to let him in (done to Sam, Nick, and Vince Vincente), pretends to be Cas when calling Dean.
November 19, 2020, 15x20, “Carry On”: Bobby’s knowing eyebrow waggle when telling Dean that Cass "helped"--was safe in heaven.
November 25, 2020, the Latin American dub: “Te amo.” “Y yo a ti, Cas.” https://teamironmanforever.tumblr.com/post/637355024027090944/highlight-translation-of-the-spanish-dub-actor
Those are the first five seals, taking us to the end of November 2020.
But they were just the beginning.
December 6, 2020, 5x4 “The End” script: “I think the only thing we have left, me and Dean, is each other.”
December 6, 2020: confirmation that Dean was scripted to say “I love you” in the crypt scene.
December 11, 2020, 15x18 script direction: “Still beautiful. Still Dean Winchester.”
December 28, 2020, 7x1 script direction: “Dean looks down, away, quietly emotional—believe it or not, the following is a loving, heart-wrenched eulogy.”
January 8, 2021: Sky Deutschland describes Cas’s closest relationship as “Dean <3”
March 3, 2021, 15x18 German dub
March 10, 2021, 15x18 French dub
March 25, 2021: Before airing the SPN finale, Sky Deutschland shares Destiel reunion fanart. https://www.instagram.com/p/CM2hL42CQbO/
April 4, 2021: cameo with Misha reciting deleted bit from 05x04 The End gets published
April 10, 2021, Misha at Paris DarkLight Conline: The mix tape contained rock love songs.
April 18, 2021, 13x6 second draft script: Dean spread Cas’s ashes in a beautiful meadow near a windmill.
Note: from November 2020 to the beginning of May 2021, Destiel was going canon an average of once a week.
6/18/21, 15x18 Russian dub: “From our very first meeting, ever since I pulled you out of hell, I’ve been changing beside you. I learned love from you.” “Don’t even think about it, Cas.”
6/30/21, original script for 8x17, “Good-bye Stranger”: “I forgive you, Cas…I love you.”
9/4/21, Misha Collins at Memento Con 21: “Cas saw love in Dean’s eyes.”
9/9/21: the Italian dub’s “I love you” is platonic (unlike all other translations); Misha retorts with a “Ti amo” tweet.
10/15/21, DenCon 21:
April 2022, SPN Indy: Misha confirms that Jensen/Radio Company song “Watching Over Me” is about Cas
9/5/22, 13x20 “Unfinished Business” production script: “I lost Cas and it damn near broke me.”
10/23/22, Jensen Ackles at VanCon 22: “I had an answer for that in the next set up--camera set up after Castiel is taken and Dean's on the floor and puts his--I put my--my head in my hands--um--in that moment I did that not because I just lost--well because I--I-- he--because I lost Cas, but also because I didn't-- I didn't say anything--I didn't give him anything. And--what I had in my head was, I should have said 'I love you too' and hugged him."
Note: Someone in the future will earn their doctorate in psychology studying Jensen Ackles's tangled pronouns when he talks about Dean.
 11/16/22, 14x10 “Prophet and Loss” blue pages: “The world loses you, and me—I—I lose you too. And that is unacceptable to me, Dean. Unacceptable. Totally.”
2/25/23, JA at JIB 2023: “Well, I mean hopefully we get to see that at some point but I'm sure it would go how we all think it would go, it would probably be a big embrace and then Dean would say ‘Can we talk about that goodbye a little bit?’"
February 2023, JIB: Jensen and Misha write a Destiel song onstage
8/23/23: News breaks that the Latin American translator “doesn’t add stuff” and while he doesn’t remember specifically, he thinks Dean’s reciprocation must have been in the script he worked from. https://www.tumblr.com/blanketforcas/726452424930410496/context-for-those-who-missed-it
Those are the roughly 28 Destiel Seals through 11/5/23.
And counting...
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she4everyone · 1 year
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I've been trying to find some toe-curling and sheet-gripping smut bc I think I read it all. So this is my attempt to please myself.
Fuck Andrew
Dean Winchester x Female OC
Warnings: Smut (porn w/o plot) unprotected sex (please don't be like them), OC cheats with Dean, overstimulation, cunnilingus, face sitting
Spelling and grammar are not my strong suits
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The attraction had always been there but was greatly ignored. Dean and Sonya had somewhat of an understanding. She helped out whenever needed and never pried on the boys' personal life. Dean felt as if he could trust her during hunts and Sonya felt the exact same. Although she would never admit it, Dean Winchester having some faith in her made all giddy inside. Sonya would be lying if she said she wasn't attracted to Dean. The older Winchester was a big-time hunter who demons feared, who knew how to please a woman, and who would move heaven and earth for the people he loved. I mean who wouldn't want that. After Dean had saved her from being the next ghost they hunted, she grew a little crush.
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"Sonya get your ass inside this bunker," Dean says, watching Sonya look for an abandoned vehicle.
"I have to get home. Andy'll be worried. I'll just find a car," She explains, crossing her arms in front of her chest and locking eyes with the green-eyed man.
"Andrew is a grown man. He can go a night without you, princess," Dean retorts placing a hand in his pants pocket.
"I have to agree with Dean on this one. Andy is not a child who needs his mommy 25/8," Sam interjects as he unlocks the bunker’s entrance.
"You're right. He can go one more night without me," she agrees, following behind the brothers as they enter the bunker.
Once inside, Dean shows Sonya to her room and bathroom, allowing her to finally get a good shower. Sonya takes her time in the shower thinking about how she would explain to Andy why she hadn't come home immediately. After getting out of the shower Sonya sees one of Dean's grey tee shirts folded neatly on the bed next to a pair of sweats.
"Oh, I'm going to enjoy this too much," Sonya thinks to herself as she puts the shirt on.
It smells of laundry detergent but still has a hint of Dean on it. She reaches for the sweats and puts them on but they start to slip off.
"I guess I'm not wearing any pants," she mumbles as she leaves the room.
Even though it was around 1 AM Sonya was craving something sweet. She walks into the kitchen and looks in all the cabinets. Surprisingly the boys didn't have the sweets she was craving, but they had the ingredients for blueberry muffins.
"Jackpot," she softly exclaims, hoping not to disturb the boys. She gathers the flour, melted butter, sugar, baking powder, salt, blueberries, and eggs. Sonya puts her earbuds in and combines the ingredients while dancing to her favorite songs.
"It just goes on and on in the back of my mind. Do you remember the time when we fell in love? Do you remember the time when we first met, girl?" She sings softly while combining the flour, baking soda, sugar, and salt for her flour mixture. Once combined she folds in the frozen blueberries.
Surprisingly, the boys also had muffin tins, which happened to be on a very high shelf. Sonya assumed Sam and Dean had been sleeping so she ignored the fact Dean's shirt rode up her waist as she reached for the pan. Of course, she knew her ass was on display, all she was wearing was a thong, but once again, she believed she was all alone.
"I didn't believe you when you said you had a tramp stamp," Dean remarks, arms crossed and smirking as he leans against the door. Sonya's butterfly tattoo centered in the middle of her waist slightly above her ass was on full display.
"Why are you up?" She asks placing the batter in the tins occasionally looking up at Dean.
"Couldn't sleep and then I thought I was going crazy because I heard the soft singing of Do You Remember the Time by Michael Jackson," he explains as he walks closer to Sonya.
Sonya giggles at Dean's comments as she places the muffins in the oven.
"Just had to come and see the source?" She asks turning around to face him and leaning over the counter.
"Something like that. What's keeping you up?" He questions looking deeply into her eyes.
"I was craving something sweet. Plus, I just don't think I'll be getting much sleep tonight," she explains, biting her lip and twiddling her thumbs.
"You're thinking about that jackass, aren't you? If the thought of explaining why you had to crash at your friend's place induces anxiety, I gotta say you're probably not with the right guy," he says taking a seat on the island.
"He's all I know. We've been together since high school. I don't know anyone but him. Plus, I wouldn't even know how to move on. It sucks but sticking with what you know is easy," Sonya explains resting her cheek in her palm. She looks up at Dean waiting for him to respond.
"That's the good thing about being young. You have time to move on and meet new people," he informs her with a smile.
"You really dislike Andy, don't you," she jokes putting the dirty dishes in the sink.
"Andrew doesn't deserve what he's got," Dean shoots back.
"He works hard at his job. He's an incredible teacher," she says.
"I'm not talking about his job. I'm talking about you. He doesn't deserve to get you and then treat you like shit," Dean reveals as he walks up behind Sonya.
He places his hands on the counter, locking her in the space. He leans forward a little letting his lips brush against her neck.
"Dean," she says weakly, dropping the bowl in the sink and shutting her eyes.
"There's a sea of great men out there who'd kill for you. Give them a chance. There's one right here," he pleads, letting his head drop onto her shoulder. His arms snake around her waist as he holds onto her.
"Dean, if we go down this path we'll never be the same," Sonya explains.
"I don't wanna watch you be miserable with him when I know I could make you happier," he informs, turning her around.
Dean softly kisses Sonya, one arm wrapping around her waist while the other holds onto her cheek. He breaks the kiss to kiss around her neck.
"Dean," she gasps as she wraps one leg around Dean's waist, her back arching against the counter.
He makes his way back to her lips and begins to kiss her with more force. Biting down on her bottom lip, signaling her to open her mouth. Dean's tongue enters Sonya's mouth and swirls with hers as his hand sneaks under her shirt and grabs a hold of one of her breasts. His fingers twist and pinch her nipple as he continues to kiss every part of her he has access to. The two break apart gasping for air.
"Are you sure about this?" Dean asks looking deeply into Sonya's eyes once again.
"More than anything," she responds, wrapping her arms around Dean's neck.
Dean begins to kiss and nibble on her neck praying that he was leaving marks. Letting everyone know she was his now. His fingers begin to trail down her body and stop at the fabric covering her clit. Sonya lets out a sharp inhale, the quick touch causing her to get wetter than she already was.
"I can feel how wet you are through your panties," he says as he rubs light circles over her covered clit.
"Dean," she says in a shaky tone.
"What do you want?" Dean asks as he continues to rub circles over her clit and gradually adds pressure. Her leg that wasn't wrapped around Dean felt like jello at this point. He was the only thing keeping her steady at this point.
"I want to sit on your face," she says not understanding where the confidence came from.
"Okay, angel," he says letting go of her.
Dean gets down on one and kisses the inside of Sonya's thighs. Pulling her panties off at an excruciatingly slow pace, hoping that it was painful for her. He places her panties in his pocket the gets back up. The immeasurable amount of excitement coursing through his veins was unbearable. In just a few seconds, the goddess that is Sonya would be sitting on his face as he pulled as many orgasms out of her as he could.
Sonya was now confused until she saw Dean taking everything off the counter.
"I'd push them off to make everything super sexy, but I don't need Sammy walking in on this," he explains while he removes the last bowl.
Dean walks back over to Sonya and grabs the backside of her legs. She wraps them around Dean, wraps her arms around his neck, and kisses him with everything she has. He sets her down next to the island and then lays down on the island. He sits up to help Sonya on top of him then lays back down.
She makes her way toward Dean's face and places a knee on each side of Dean's head. He grabs a hold of her hips on and swirls his tongue around her clit. It causes her back to arch and pushes her pussy further onto Dean's face. He starts sucking on her clit making Sonya moan then quickly covers her mouth.
At this stage, Sonya had more control than Dean and began grinding her pussy onto Dean’s face. He motions for Sonya to keep rocking back and forth so she does. She moves faster and faster with each passing second. Dean maneuvers his tongue to slip into her pussy and taste as much of her as he can. It didn't take long for the pressure to start building in her lower stomach. A feeling she hadn't felt in a very long time.
"Dean I'm-" she exclaims as she leans forward to grip onto the island.
She grinds with all the force she has as she starts to come undone. The knot in her stomach starts to unravel and her legs begin to shake. She places one of her fists in her mouth hoping it'll silence her. Dean raises his arms to secure the back of Sonya's head as he gets up. He lays her on her back and gets off the island.
"What's going on?" Sonya asks, as sits up and rests on her elbows. Dean stands at the end and wraps his arms around Sonya's thighs, pulling her closer to him. He sucks on her clit and runs his index and middle finger along her slit.
"Fuck," shoots past her lips as she falls back.
Dean slides his fingers into her pussy and curls them in search for her g-spot.
"Do you think you could give me another," he asks as he pulls his fingers halfway out then slides them back in.
"Yes, yes please!" She whispers as she arches her back and pushes her hips forward.
Dean goes back to sucking on her clit loving how it affects her. How sweet she tasted, and how it would never be enough, no matter how much of her he got. He needed Sonya liked he needed air at this point. There was absolutely no way she would ever go back to Andy. Not as long as Dean was around.
He curls his fingers again but this time Sonya clenches around them as the pressure becomes intense again. She knows she close but she's too high to even tell Dean. He swirls his tongue around her clit once again and that was all it took. Sonya's legs wrap around Dean's head as she starts to unravel. Her eyes roll into the back or her head and she covers her mouth because this feeling was much more intense.
"Holy shit," Sonya pants.
Dean pulls her legs to bring her closer to him. He helps her sit up and kisses her softly. The kiss is tender and loving, a complete contrast to the actions he committed just a few moments ago.
"You did amazing," he tells her while caressing her cheek.
"You weren't lying when you said you knew a thing or two," she remarks running her hand down Dean's chest.
"I wouldn't lie about something like that," he says while shooting Sonya a questioning look.
Her hand slips into Dean's boxers and she rubs the tip of Dean's cock. She spreads the precum all over the tip then begins to slowly jerk Dean's cock.
"Fuck, Sonya," he mumbles against her lips as he begins to kiss her.
Sonya wraps her legs around Dean's waist pulling him flush against her. Her hand starts jerking Dean off with quick motions causing Dean to start to lose it. All he could think about is if her hand has him feeling like this what would her pussy do.
"Fuck me," she says against his lips as she pulls his sweats and boxers down in a swift motion. She opens her legs and rubs the tip of Dean's cock along her slit, spreading her wetness all over it. Dean grabs the base of his cock and slaps his tap against Sonya's clit.
"Say it again," he demands as he just barley pushes the tip of his cock into Sonya's dripping wet pussy.
"I need you to fuck me, Dean," she repeats as she pushes her hips forward causing Dean to entire her more.
With that Dean became a madman. He slipped his cock inside giving slow and shallow teasing strokes before giving her what she wanted. He quickened his pace fucking her with force and angling his tip to hit her g-spot. Moans and ineligible words were spilling out of Sonya's mouth as the best sex she had ever had was taking place. Dean's cock fit perfectly inside Sonya, as if one was the missing piece to the other's puzzle. Dean throws Sonya's legs over his should giving himself better access. He also mutter incomparable words under his breath.
One of his hand starts to abuse Sonya's clit, rubbing it in fast circles, wanting to feel her clench around him, while the other grabs onto her neck. He pulls her up by the neck in order to kiss her.
"You're so fucking good Dean," she mumbles against his lips as she once again feels that intense pressure, but this time it was much stronger.
"You want me to cum inside your pretty little pussy," he asks as he feels himself getting closer by the second.
"Yes, yes please," she instantly replies. Within a matter of seconds Sonya does something she had never done before. She shuts her eyes, going limp as she begins to squirt all over Dean.
He continues to fuck her, loving how good he was able to make her feel.
"Just like that Sonya, you're doing so fucking well," he says as he fucks her through her orgasm. As her walls begin to tighten around Dean he knows he's done for. After a couple more strokes Dean cums inside Sonya, falls on top of her with his cock still inside.
"I don't have words to describe how amazing that was," she says as she tries to catch her breath.
"I don't have any either," he says as his hand slips under her shirt once again feeling for her nipples.
"Next time I want you completely naked and I want to hear every sound you make," Dean informs as he pulls out of her. Some of his cum begins to leak out of Sonya's pussy and he quickly kneels down to lick it up. As he does Sonya runs her fingers through his hair.
"Too busy fucking to smell something's burning. I was able to smell it in my sleep," Sam says in an annoyed tone as he pulls the muffins out of the oven. He turns back around and heads to his room.
Once Sam is gone Dean gets back up and the two laugh. After trying their very best to be quiet they still woke up the moose. Dean kisses Sonya again, allowing her to taste how good they are together.
"So you're dumping shitface right," Dean asks he carrys Sonya bridal style.
"I'd be a fool not to," she retorts as she wraps her arms around his neck. Dean walks to his bedroom and lays Sonya onto the bed. The two cuddle until the next morning when they go to her shared apartment with Andy to pick up her stuff.
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Sam Winchester x multiples of 5 for the ask game!
LIV!! hi!!!! yes thank you i will always take an opportunity to ramble about samuel william winchester my darling my beloved my everything
5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?
oh my god this is such a tough question because there are multiple ;-; one is definitely bubblegum bitch because of that legendary edit. another is "something super sweet" by rory webley which as YOU already know is my season 8-9 sam anthem of choice. there are also like a whole bunch of coldplay songs that i think of right away...trouble is probably the biggest one, but paradise and hurts like heaven are definitely up there. and those are not even the only coldplay songs on my sam playlist akjfhdjkfhdjk he's so coldplay-coded. to me. and just for you. just because it is you who asked this question. forget to remember, by mudvayne. from the saw II soundtrack.
(i did an AWFUL job answering the original question but idc!!! i love music, sue me :P)
10. Could you be best friends with this character?
yes. my toxic trait is that i honestly do believe i could be besties with sam winchester. when i'm watching the show i often find myself saying stuff that sam then says seconds after me. he and i could be true crime girlies together (leave me alone okay i promise i'm normal about it). we have drift compatible autism i just know it. we could therapize each other i think
15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)
ok now you're just indulging me :P the answer is and has always been and will always be WINCEST. SAMDEAN. THE BLOWJOB BROTHERS. how can you not love them. they're brothers they're mother and son they're best friends they're coworkers they're affair partners they're married they're divorced they've got puppy crushes on each other and they have the deepest and most profound love in the universe. they're everything and i love them and i'll never get them out of my brain as long as i live. when i get old and develop alzheimer's i will forget my own mother's name before i forget about them, i just know it. i have never been more autistic about anything than i am about them. to say they've altered my brain chemistry would be the understatement of the millennium. they are everything and i owe my gf my ENTIRE LIFE for showing me a post about sex and violence and opening my eyes to the truth of the wincest gospel
20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?
oh no this is a tough one too...especially because i haven't finished the show yet ;-; but just from what i know so far...i do think i have to pick rowena. i'm biased as fuck because i think they should have let sam learn to do witchcraft but also. they're just really funny together. and i think crowley and dean would both be really pissed.
honorable mention goes to pre-ahbl ava because i love ava and i've also seen hunted like six times for. um. reasons. and they're just so cute when she's helping him investigate ;-; meg 2.0 might also have been kinda funny.
conclusion: give! sam!! a girlbestie!!!! please!!!!!!
25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?
ok this one is slightly unfair because i went in knowing i was and would be a samgirl. i had technically seen some of the show before i started for real last october (though i only remembered pieces of the pilot and pieces of mystery spot) and because sam is ~the intellectual one~ (and the one with longer hair. lmao) i was almost certain he'd be more my type than dean.
BUT. INTERESTINGLY. i do think i was actually kind of a stealth deangirl at first. either that or i'm just Easily Manipulated cause i totally fell for dean's unreliable narration and let myself get mad at sam for things i don't hold against him at all anymore. that's not to say i've turned my back on dean, i adore him, but sam !!!! sam!!!!! he's my everything and he's never done anything wrong in his LIFE.
also. fun and terrible fact. back when i was still watching the first few seasons i used to cringe at any screenshots of him in seasons like. 11 or later. i hate change and convinced myself he looked terrible for the entire latter third of the series. can you believe that. it's so funny though because now i'm like. ok. best sam look, mid-late s8. but SECOND best? SEASON 12. HOLY SHIT SEASON 12 SAM. JESUS CHRIST. i finally saw american nightmare the other day and they hit me with the back-to-back priest outfit and red sweater and i was about to faint like some kind of victorian maiden. hoooooly shit. something something frog in boiling water or whatever but oh my god. late seasons sam. cannot believe i turned my back on him for so long. shameful!!!!
anyway !!! THANK YOU for sending in this ask aaa im sorry i went so crazy on it shfdkjhkdjfhdk i'll really be making the lightest commentary in my tags and almost zero personal posts and then someone sends me an ask and all of a sudden i become the world's chattiest cathy. yes this is an open invitation for anyone to send me asks at any time btw. give me more reasons to be chatty (if you dare)!!!
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Dean Timeline Repost for Future Reference
Since many of us do not (or soon will not) have access to the Dean Timeline by @/soft-pine as a resource, I've decided to repost it before I've actually had the time to read the whole thing myself. I tried adding the original to the Wayback Machine, but because the original post has a readmore on it, I don't know of a way to save the full post to the Wayback Machine. (If anyone knows a way, please let me know in the notes or something.)
For this reason, I'm posting this without a cut at first, so I can (hopefully) save a screenshot to the Wayback Machine. Once that's done, I will put a cut to save the dash. I will have reblogs turned off until I've added a readmore and a WBM link to this post.
Updated with WBM archive link. It still gives a tumblr login wall after a couple seconds, so if you need to use it you'll want to select all and copy pretty quickly.
Link address (add after h tt ps : // and delete spaces) web. archive. org / web/20240307174920/ ht tps : //www . tumblr . com / fandom-hoarder /744313831414792192 /dean-timeline-repost-for-future-reference ? source = share
When consulting this timeline as a canon resource, I would keep in mind that John's Journal is not technically canon, and that some factoids from the TV canon may be unreliable narration or retcons (such as the mention of the Grand Canyon in s8, when previous canon already states that Sam and Dean have never been there.)
Originally posted by @/soft-pine:
Timeline of Every Anecdote from Dean's Childhood in Supernatural
This is super open to feedback and suggestions if I missed something. This also includes a few quotes and things from a couple of the tie-in novels where they don't conflict with canon.
Content notes: death, child abuse, alcohol
1983
Dean is 4
John & Mary used to call Dean their “little piglet” because he liked to eat so much. [1]
Dean played T-ball. [2]
Mouse Trap is Dean's favorite game. [3]
Mary would feed Dean tomato-rice soup when he was sick. [4]
Mary would sing "Hey Jude" as a lullaby. [5]
Dean really likes Mary's meatloaf. He doesn't know she gets it from Piggly Wiggly. [6]
Between May and November John and Mary had a fight and John left home for a few days. [7]
November 2 - Mary Winchester dies, Sam is 6 months old.
November 6 - Mary Winchester's funeral. Her uncle arranges a headstone even though she doesn't have a body. [8] John Doesn't go. [9]
Before November 16 – They're staying with friends, Mike and Kate. [8] John Meets Missouri. [11]
November 16 – John walks out of Mike & Kate's. Takes boys to Julie's. Goes to see Missouri. Julie gets killed. They leave Lawrence. [12] “Got the hell out of Lawrence. If I never go back, it'll be too soon. Not for Dean, though. The first thing he wanted to know was when we would go remember a home [sic]. But we don't have a home anymore, Dean. The sooner you get used to that, the better.” [13]
John leaves a box of pictures in the basement of the house. [14]
November 20 – Dean sees John kill a shapeshifter. [15] “Dean walked out of the roadhouse right when I put the final bullet into the shape-shifter's head. And he said, 'Why'd you kill him, Dad?'” [16]
November 21 – Boys are with Pam & Bill in Elgin. John's first night away from them. [17] “Here's what I wish I could say to Dean – Your brother's too young to understand any of this, but you're beginning to. And that scares me. Since your mother died, I've seen unspeakable things, and now you've seen them and that's my fault.... Until then, I can only pray that you're strong enough to look after Sam. One of us has to be.” [18]
November 25 – John meets Pastor Jim. [19]
November 29 – John gets the boys from Elgin & leaves. [20]
December - Dean still hardly talks. He never budges from John's side – "or from his brother. Every morning, Dean is inside the crib, arms wrapped around baby Sam. Like he’s trying to protect him from whatever is out there in the night. [21]
December 11 - Sammy has finally started sleeping through the night, and now that Dean shares a bed with him, he’s out like a light as well. [22]
December 25 - "a crooked two foot tall plastic tree, a bunch of junk food stuffed in the stockings, and a pile of sports equipment for the boys… football, basketball, soccer." [23]
December 29 - “Dean hasn't been the same since he saw me kill that shape-shifter. I don't know how to talk to him about it. He's not even five years old. Most kids his age don't even have a clear idea what death is, and he's seen it up close and personal. What do I say to him? How old does he have to be before I tell him the truth?”[24]
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1984
Dean is 5
“I realized I can't leave [Dean] in school... I know he should be able to run around with other kids, who don't know how to field-strip the Browning. Well, Dean doesn't either, yet. But he's learning. He's got a talent for guns. I can see it already. And he'll need it.” [1]
May 2 – John meets Daniel Elkins. [2]
May 17 - “Sammy took his first steps yesterday. He walked toward Dean, then fell flat on his face and started crying. Life is tough, kid. Do I sound like a proud dad? I am.” [3]
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1985
Dean is 6
January 24 - “It's been more than a year since he saw me kill a shape-shifter. He doesn't talk about it anymore. And he's stopped asking when he's going to go to school. Maybe this year, now that he's a little older, now that he knows a little more about things. I've been teaching him. Not the worst stuff, but enough so he knows that there are things that go bump in the night.” [1]
September 7 – Dean's first day of school. [2] “He asked on the way in whether kids in school learned the same stuff he'd been learning. I had to tell him that maybe it wasn't a good idea for him to talk about Dad's job on the playground. He came home on the top of the world, and he brought me worksheets with the names of the different parts of a fish...” [3]
November 2 - “Dean saw something on my face, or maybe it was just that he knew what day it is. When I got here, he came up to me and asked if I'd had a tough hunt. I couldn't talk for a minute.” [4]
November 14 – John takes Dean shooting the first time. “Took Dean shooting. If he's big enough to try to comfort me, he's big enough to start learning the tools of the trade. I only let him fire the .22, but he is a deadeye marksman. My drill sergeant would have taken him over me in a second. Times like this, I sure am proud of my boy. I have a feeling it will be different with Sammy. Maybe he's just too young to show it, but I don't think he's got the same kind of killer instinct.” [5] John takes Dean out shooting for the first time, using bottles as target practice. According to Dean, he "bullseyed every one of them." Dean remembers this story as him being “6 or 7." Dean cites this story as one of the fonder memories of his father. [6]
Rufus spent the whole year being nice. It was the worst year of his life.
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1986
Dean is 7. “For his seventh birthday, I took Dean shooting again. He wanted to fire one of the big guns – that's what he called them. I let him shoot the Browning, but I steadied his hands. Sammy wanted me to help him make Dean a card.” [1]
Dean starts having a crush on Daisy Duke. [2]
April 16 – Bill Harvelle dies. [3]
May 2 - “Sammy is three years old today. We celebrated with ice-cream cake. He was still wearing most of it when he fell asleep. Dean's sleeping too, the two of them in the same bed. The room only has one bed. I'll sleep on the floor... Some nights it's enough to watch them sleep, and know that if they start having a nightmare, I'll be right there to stop it.” [4]
September 5 – Dean starts second grade. “I watch him like a hawk. He makes me swear that I'll take good care of Sammy before he'll go to school. God, I love that kid.... Sammy's a very different kid. He hasn't taken to the idea of hunting bad guys, and he's still too young to really understand what it means to avenge his mother.” [5]
November 2 – “Dean watches his little brother like a hawk every minute, with an expression on his face that says he's willing to die to keep Sammy safe. [Mary] doesn't know how it tears me up inside to see that expression, and to know that it's there because I have drilled it into Dean that Sammy is his responsibility. He's eight [sic] years old, and I've told him his brother's life is in his hands. Mary, I didn't have any right to do that. But what else could I do?” [6]
John began the masked vampire case - looking into killings and kidnappings along Route 77. [7]
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1987
Dean is 8
January 24 - Dean's school has a party for him then John takes them to Chuck E. Cheese's. [1]
John takes Dean and Sam on a donkey ride at the Grand Canyon. Dean’s donkey is very flatulent which Sam finds very funny. [2]
May 2 – John has to pull Dean out of school because a demon knows where they are. “Dean understands.” [3]
May 17 - “I'm starting to figure out you can move a kid from school to school every month, and the schools deal with it because they have to. A part of me wonders how the kids deal with it. But sons have to be soldiers. And soldiers adapt.” [4]
July 13 – A hunt goes bad for John in Portland, Maine. “We were almost to the New Hampshire state line and I'd told Dean a little about what had happened, because I was so frustrated and ashamed that I had to talk to someone. Sammy was asleep the whole time. Then Dean asked me one of those killer questions that little kids come up with. 'Dad,' he says, 'Won't the manitou go after other people now?' That's a hard thing to face. Not that he asked the question, or that he was right, but that he had a better sense of right and wrong than I did.” [5]
November 2 - “Dean asked me today what she looked like. He never talks about her on any other day but this one. I couldn't even show him a picture, so I told him what you tell a boy who asks about his dead mother. I told him that she was beautiful and kind and she loved him and Sammy more than anything in the world.” [6]
Dean has begun hunting. [7]
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1988
Dean is 9
January 24 - “We're on our third move, so he might not finish third grade. He calls himself the New Kid all the time. He's been to three schools already this year. Who knows how many more.” [1]
May 2 - John is hunting a Shtriga in Wisconsin when he leaves Sam and Dean alone in a hotel room. Dean gets bored and goes out and comes back to find the Shtriga attacking Sammy. John returns in time to scare the Shtriga off. [2] “I could blame Dean, but it's my fault. There's enough blame to go around. I missed the kill, and I left Dean watching Sam, and he couldn't pull the trigger when he needed to. I haven't taught him well enough. If he is weak like that again, my boys will die... but what kind of father am I to put my a nine-year-old boy in a situation where he might have to kill to protect his brother? I'm the kind of father I have to be. I'm the kind of father who teaches his boys that no man or monster can kill their mother and get away with it.” [3]
They know Pastor Jim by this point. [4]
Dean and Sam (5) were playing dress up as Batman and Superman and jump of the roof of a shed. Sam breaks his arm and Dean took him to the E.R. on the handlebars of his bike. [5]
May – John knows Bobby by now. [6]
December 5 - “Dean's teacher called to tell me that he got a subscription to Weekly World News, and had it delivered to school. How is he paying for it? I could ask him, but he's already too sharp to give me a straight answer. And I could force him to, but there's no point. If that makes him feel more at him in this world...” [7] (Dean later misremembers the name of the newspaper.[8])
At some point before now Dean is given his first beer by Fred Jones in Salt Lake City. [9]
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8.08. He also apparently gives Sam his first beer too but it's unlikely it was this same time?
1989
Dean is 10
January 24 - “Dean turns ten today. Regan out of office.” [1]
Dean knows how to drive. [2] “Not young like I was when he actually taught me how to drive.” [3] (If Sam learned to drive by 9 (see 1992), it stands to reason Dean would have learned at least that early if not sooner.)
“When I was 10, I got my first B&E from borrowing some family's pay-per-view so I could watch the cage match between you and the Tower of Power.” [4]
May 2 – Sam turns six. John sends him to kindergarten. “He's such a different kid than Dean. Quiet, watchful. He's learned that there are things to fear in the world, but where Dean wants to fight them, you get the sense that Sammy watches, learns.” [5]
July 4 – Dean & Sam are in a day camp. Staying nights with Pastor Jim – camping in his yard. “On the fifth day of the camp, Dean was canoeing through an easy rapids on the Blue Earth River. Things went bad. Dean swore to me when he came back that he'd seen something – only he said 'someone' – capsize the canoe. I didn't think about it too much... until the next week when another canoe went over and the counselor paddling it died.” John pulls them from camp. [6]
Dean: "You couldn't been more than 5— you just started asking questions. How come we didn't have a mom? Why do we always have to move around? Where'd Dad go when he'd take off for days at a time? I remember I begged you, "Quit asking, Sammy. Man, you don't want to know.... I just wanted you to be a kid... Just for a little while longer. I always tried to protect you... Keep you safe... Dad didn't even have to tell me. It was just always my responsibility, you know? It's like I had one job... I had one job..." [7]
November 2 - “Today I overheard the boys talking about her, about her death. Sammy's old enough to be asking hard questions, and I think that's making Dean think about some things that he'd put away until now. He's a tough little kid, Dean. Like me. But he's also like me in the way he holds things in. Now his little brother is asking him things and he's got to figure out a way to protect Sammy while Sammy's questions put him through the emotional wringer all over again.” [8]
Bobby takes Dean to play catch instead of “practice with the double-barrel” as John had instructed Dean. In the flash back Rufus guesses the year is around 1989. “No, we didn't shoot rifles, as a matter of fact. We threw a ball around. He's a kid, John. They both are. They're entitled.... Yeah, I know I ain't their dad.” Bobby hangs up and throws the phone down. [9]
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1980s General
(i.e. there isn't a specific date mentioned for this but I'm guessing from context that it happened in this decade)
Sam sticks army men into Baby's ashtray. [1]
Dean sticks Legos into the vents. [2]
Dean eating all of Sam's Halloween candy sometime. [3]
John taking them to see World of Wrestling. Sometime before Dean is ten. Dean calls it “one of the nicest things” John ever did. Sam remembers John getting drunk. [4]
John takes Dean fishing. When Dean tells Jack, Jack feels from his tone that it's his happiest memory of John. [5]
Dean telling Sam a stupid joke to distract him from ripping off bandaids when he was little. [6]
The first beer John shared with Dean tasted like "crap". [7]
Sam's memory of Thanksgivings: “We had a bucket of extra-crispy and Dad passed out on the couch. [8]
"I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." [9]
Dean says he believed the TV ads about Sea Monkeys having families [10]
Dean mentions a babysitter, Mrs Chancy, who was obsessed with the TV show Dynasty [11], which ran until 1989 when Dean was ten. This could be a lie he's just telling a kid to get him to open up about his babysitter though.
"Alright, here we go. John Winchester's famous cure-all kitchen sink stew. There you go. Enough cayenne pepper in there to burn your lips off, just like Dad used to make."
"You used to read to me, um, when I was little, I— I mean, really little, from that— from that old, uh... Classics Illustrated comic book. You remember that? ... Knights of the Round Table. Had all of King Arthur's knights, and they were all on the quest for the Holy Grail. And I remember looking at this picture of Sir Galahad, and, and, and he was kneeling, and— and light streaming over his face..."
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1990
Dean is 11
January 24 - “Dean turns eleven today. He asked for his own gun, and I got him one. A Seecamp LWS .32 automatic, the smallest gun I could find that offered any kind of stopping power. Dean and I poured silver slugs for it ourselves and we loaded it with alternating silver and Winchester hollow-points. He's got it in his pocket now.” [1]
January - John is injured on a hunt in Windom, Minnesota, and goes to the hospital, where he meets Kate Milligan. [2]
May 2 – They've moved around enough that Sam is behind in school. John thinks he should do more like home teaching. “I'd ask Dean to do it, but there's only so much you can pile on a kid. Having Sammy's life in his hands is enough for Dean; he can't be responsible for home-schooling Sammy too.” [3]
September 29 - Adam Milligan is born. [4]
At some point Dean makes a sawed off. He's in sixth grade. [5]
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1991
Dean is 12
February – Winchesters go to Albuquerque for a few months. Dean “even talked about wanting to play basketball this spring, but I'm not sure he's serious. I think he's taking cues from me, talking about everyday stuff when I try to keep us in one place. Then when we're on the road again, all he can talk about is hunting.” [1]
March – Sam played a sunbeam in the school play and talking about a science project to enter into the school fair. John working construction. [2]
March 17 – The kids play soccer. [3]
April 1 – John quits his job. Mrs Lyle kidnaps Sam – taking him to a regional science fair but not. “Dean came through. I don't have any words for how proud I am of him. His brother's under some kind of spell, there's a giant monster made out of train parts coming after me, and he has the presence of mind to find the journal and read the exorcism out of it. I almost lost both of my boys today.... How am I going to explain to Sammy that we're not going back to school?... To top it all off, I had to give Sammy a sharp lecture on not talking to strangers. While I was on the phone with Bobby, he just got out of the car and went up to a black Seville. I read him the riot act – Dean too, since he let it happen and it's his job to watch Sammy. All Sammy would say about it was that the guy wanted to know where we were going.” [4]
April 7 – At Bobby's. [5]
April 18 – Silas, friend of Bobby's tells John Sam is special. [6]
April 19 – John taking Dean deer hunting. “It's out of season but the Dakotas are lousy with Deer and Dean needs to pull a trigger to sharpen him up.... The hunting trip was nearly a disaster. Dean missed the shot. I sent him after the buck, a beautiful twelve-pointer, and he dropped the gun when he tripped on the trail. Then out of nowhere comes Sammy, who picks up the gun and lays that big boy out. A seven-year old... well, almost eight. Then he tells me that the deer had taken Dean's gun, and that Sammy had to protect him.” Sam got a ride from the Black Seville to the trail. They go back to see Silas. Dean & John leave for an hour but they see the Seville. Go back to Silas'. John leaves Dean outside with Sam on the porch but John finds Silas butchered inside. [7]
Dean to Bobby: “You used to take us hunting. Remember? Dad had a case, he'd just dump us on you. Shoot, you must have taught us most of the outdoor tracking we know.” Bobby: “Yeah, what I could get to stick. I never could get you little grubs to pull a trigger on a single deer.” Dean: “You’re talking about Bambi, man.” Bobby: “You don't shoot Bambi, jackass. You shoot Bambi's mother.” [8] (This interaction isn't directly referencing the story above but it adds context, I think.)
April 20 – John has kidnapped Anderson, from the Black Seville, stolen the car and Dean killed Anderson. “My oldest son is blooded.” [9]
December 25 - Sam (8) and Dean are at a motel in Broken Bow, Nebraska. John is hunting while Sam and Dean spend Christmas alone together. Sam reads John's Journal and finds out that Mary's death was supernatural, monsters are real, and that John hunts them. He confronts Dean, who confirms it. Sam gives Dean an amulet. [10] John suspects Sam has been reading the journal. Says he left them presents. Dean stole night vision goggles from the gun show in Amarillo to give to John from him & Sam. [11] “They're both starting to act out a little, because we're apart so much. Sam gets resentful and has trouble keeping his temper. Dean tries to fix everything and keep us together as a team.” [12]
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1992
Dean is 13
January 24 – they celebrate at Mama Janer's in Flint, Michigan. [1]
March 30 - “I thought the lesson was learned back in Wisconsin, but the same thing almost happened again. I left the boys next at the beach in Two Lakes State Park and went looking for a skinwalker, and then it was Ichi all over again. Only this time the skinwalker took on the appearance of a park ranger it had killed, and nearly got the boys to come with it because they trusted the uniform. I still can't completely trust them on a hunt. I took it down, and lit into the two of them. Especially Dean. I have to be hard on him because one of these days I'm not going to be around, and he's the one who's going to have to look out for his brother. He's a badass, though. I thought I was tough when I was thirteen, but Dean would have kicked my ass six ways to Sunday.” [2]
John buys a Playboy featuring Anna-Nicole Smith, both boys end up reading it. [3]
June - Sam tells John he is afraid of the monster in his closet and John gives him a .45. [4] Sam sleeps with it under his pillow and sleeps soundly for 5 nights in a row. [5]
Sam wants to go hunting with Dean. Dean says John said no. John calls to ask Sam to come. [6]
Sam learns to drive when he's nine. [7]
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1993
Dean is 14
January 24 – Dean goes to the movies with "girlfriend" (according to John) Katie. “Quite the ladykiller that kid. Like I was at his age.” John thinks Dean is like him and trouble. “He's like me. If i'm not careful with him, by the time he's twenty he'll have left a trail of kids and arrests warrants all over the country.” [1]
January – Motel Baba Yaga case. Dean says, “I was babysitting you when I was your age”. Sam says "I'm pretty sure that's illegal." Dean sees the nest, a pile of dead kids and has "nightmares about it for the longest time." [2]
May – Sam has been on a soccer team. He had a game and John took him bow hunting instead. They need to learn weapons because “there are demons after Sammy. He needs to know how to fight them, and Dean needs to know how to protect him.” [3]
Summer - John takes them hiking in the Rocky Mountains. One day he fills packs for Sam & Dean and takes them up a mountain and leaves them around dark, telling them to wait for an hour then try to find the way back and that he doesn't expect them for days. They find the packs are full of mostly useless supplies. John says it's a lesson not to trust anyone. [4] (DM me if you want the full quote. It's really sad.)
December 25 – Joplin, Missouri. Sam & Dean give John a book on theosophy which John guesses they stole. [5]
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1994
Dean is 15
January – Dean helps John “take out a spirit haunting a grocery owned by an Indian family in Erie, Pennsylvania.” It wasn't as simple as burning bones because of different traditions. [1]
May 2 – Sam asks for a computer for his birthday. John gets him a Macintosh Performa. “Looks like Team Winchester just took a big leap ahead when it comes to gathering information.” John mentions Bobby helped him get fake credit cards. [2]
Summer - Sam and Dean spend part of the summer being looked after by Donna, a babysitter (and maid at the Mayflower) in Housatonic, Massachusetts, while John hunts. One time John is gone for two weeks. It is the summer before Sam enters 6th grade, and he assigns himself a summer reading list. Dean possibly has a crush on Donna. [3]
October - They are living In Bismark (North Dakota?). Sam has a crush on Andrea Howell & has a really bad experience at her Halloween party, throwing up. Sam hides in the woods until Dean comes and gets him. [4]
Sam still believes in the Easter Bunny until close to here. [5]
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1995
Dean is 16
January 24 – Montana hunting a werewolf with bows. John says he'll let Dean take the lead on the hunt the next day. [1]
January 25 – Dean does very well. Good shot. [2] Dean's first Werewolf. Sam go to the body burning. "So. I pick up this crossbow. And I hit that ugly sucker with a silver-tipped arrow right in his heart. Sammy's waiting in the car, and uh, me and my dad take the thing into the woods, burn it to a crisp. I'm sitting there and looking into the fire, and I'm thinking to myself, I'm sixteen years old. Most kids my age are worried about pimples, prom dates. I'm seeing things that they'll never even know. Never even dream of." [3]
Dean spends two months at Sonny's Home for Boys after being caught shoplifting. [4]
April 20 - Dean's award for New York Wrestling Champion. [5] John is in Oklahoma City hunting. [6]
Sam spends all of his time on the computer or arguing with John. “He wants to be in one place, live a normal life. The older he gets, the more he wants it. But the older he gets, the more I'm going to need him to help on the hunt. He's got to understand that.” [7]
November 13 – Sam's soccer team won division championship. John writes that he's proud of him and that he'll keep the trophy. [8]
November 24 - Sam has his first traditional Thanksgiving dinner at his crush Stephanie’s house. He has been attending a school called McKinley for two weeks. [9]
John's Journal
John's Journal
2.03
9.07
9.07
John's Journal
John's Journal
3.03 & John's Journal Book
5.16
1996
Dean is 17
January 24 – John takes Dean shooting. Then sends him to hunt. “I've let him take the lead before but I've always been there to back him up. This time he's on his own. Partly it's a test, and partly I wanted some time with Sammy. Should be no problem for Dean. Ghosts of two nuns haunting St. Stephen's Indian Mission in Riverton, Wyoming. Simple salt-and-burn mission. Nuns in love with each other, then discovered. Killed themselves. We scoped the situation out, figured that something must be left behind that's now a focus for the haunting. Bible, rosary beads, some small article that's hidden somewhere in their room. I figured Dean would take care of it no problem, but I still stayed close by with Sammy.... Dean took care of the nuns just like I thought he would, but I don't think I'm going to be sending him on any more solos soon.” [1]
Sam finishes sixth grade a year late. He's mad about it. [2]
July 4 - Dean and Sam set off fireworks in a field and almost burn it down. [3]
At some point when Sam was 13 he ran away for two weeks while under Dean's watch in Flagstaff, Arizona, living off pizza in a cabin and befriending a dog he called Bones. Dean scoured the whole town looking for him and worried he might have died, and John was furious when he found out. [3]
John's Journal
John's Journal
5.16
5.16
1997
Dean is 18
January 24 – John gives Dean the Impala. “I've taught Dean a lot of what I know about working on cars, which was everything until 1983.... He knows I'll still be driving it, but he's a man now, and since he's already made his share of kills, this was the only right of passage I could think of. He goddamn well better take care of it.” [1]
When he's 13, Sam briefly wants to be a magician. [2]
May – Sam has been having strange dreams. “Plus now that he's hitting adolescence, he's a giant pain in the ass. Dean just chased girls and snuck around with beers in his coat pockets.” Sam just shuts down or wants to argue. [3]
June 16 – John claims Dean graduates high school & gets a diploma. John says Sam will be graduating when he's nineteen and will be mad about it. [4] But Dean didn't graduate high school. He got a GED. [5]
July 4 - Sam and Dean “burned down that field” when they set off their own fireworks display. [6]
Summer - The Winchesters hunt a werewolf. [7]
November - Sam and Dean attend Truman High in Fairfax, Indiana, for 3 or 4 weeks, while John is on a hunt that was originally supposed to be 2 weeks but ended up taking longer than expected. Dean is in 12th Grade. It is the third school they have attended since September. [8]
John's Journal
4.12
John's Journal
John's Journal
5.01
5.16
4.13
4.13
1998
Dean is 19
Sam is a mathlete. [1]
Summer - While John and Dean are off hunting a Kitsune, Sam stays in Lincoln, Nebraska, and does research for them. While there, he meets a girl and has his first kiss - only to discover that John and Dean's hunt has circled back on him. [2]
May – John feels Sam is shirking his duty. Dean and Sam don't get along as well. [3]
July - Dean goes on a solo "five states in five days" road trip, but ends up spending most of it in Cicero, Indiana, with Lisa Braeden. In the meantime, John & Sam "tie up a hunt" in Orlando, Florida. [4]
Dean meets Rhonda Hurley, she makes him try on her pink, satin panties and he likes it. [5]
At some point they spend time with Travis, the hunter. [6]
4.04
7.03
John's Journal
3.02
5.04
4.04
1999
Dean is 20
January 24 – Dean in Ohio. “Hasn't called in a couple of days. Tracking a possible poltergeist. He's supposed to call in every night. Mission discipline is critical.” [1]
John's Journal
1990s General
Dean trying to cook Winchester Surprise on a hotplate with food (baloney and sliced cheese) that it seems Sam shoplifted in the rain. John gets home and throws it out. [1] In Lebanon John tells Sam he remembers this and apologizes to Sam for it. [2]
Sam and Dean visited the Cleveland Botanical Gardens on a field trip. [3]
Dean going to CBGB "way underage" and John coming to get him. [4]
Hunting the chupacabra in Mexico. Sam is an olderish teenager when he says this happened the year before. [5]
John making Dean be bait, [6]
Dean used to live on “Nerve Damage” (“10 times the legal limit of caffeine”) as a kid. [7]
Escalating prank wars? [8]
Could be 80s too: Dean: “Remember that wreath Dad brought home that one year?” Sam: “You mean the one he stole from, like, a liquor store?” Dean: “Yeah, it was a bunch of empty beer cans. That thing was great.” [9]
14.11
14.13
5.16
10.09
11.10
14.14 production draft. Corroborated by 1.20. Putting this in 1990s and not 1980s is very generous imo.
13.08
1.17
3.08
2000
January 1 – Dean has a terrible hangover. Immobile. John is also hungover. [1]
January 24 - Dean is 21. “I'd buy him a beer if I thought it would be something new. He's also old enough to buy his own guns now. I tried to raise him right, and it looks like I did. He's a scam artist, a ladies' man, and an absolutely loyal son. He knows what's right and doesn't hesitate to do it. I'm proud of him. Now that he's hunting on his own I don't see as much of him, but I know he's out there. When I call him on a job, he's right there every time. I've spent the last sixteen years afraid that I was going to screw him up somehow. Maybe now I can forget about that.” [2]
May 2 – John buys Sam a Mac for his birthday. [3]
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2001
Dean is 22. He's away from John in Arkansas. [1]
May 2 – Sam & John aren't getting along. “He hunts when we need him to, but he's never committed himself the way Dean did. Dean's never known any other way to live, or if he has, he doesn't act like it. He's playing the role he was born to play.... I've given [Sam] more slack that I ever gave Dean.... Dean never even thought about college. We used to joke about it once in a while.” John wants to convince Sam not to go to college. Sam helps hide their trail of credit cards. [2]
Sam smokes weed maybe. [3]
John's Journal
John's Journal
11.19
Pre-2002, 2000s General
Sam & Dean driving 1,000 miles for an Ozzy show. [1]
Driving two days for a Jayhawks game. [2]
John catches Lee and Dean 'wasted' on a hunt. [3]
John plays Dean and Lee “Good Ol Boys” before hunts. “Listen up boys this is real music. [4]
Sam used to try to get him & Dean to do 'honest work' rather than hustling pool.[5]
The Las Vegs annual trip. [6]
Sam ran tech for a production of Oklahoma. [7]
5.22
5.22
15.17
15.17
5.22
7.08 (this seems like a stretch, imo)
10.05
Post-2002, 2000s General
Dean sleeps with Annie. [1]
Dean sees Lee while Sam's in college. [2] Possibly the 'cult thing in Arizona' 'what that thing did to that family, those kids.' Because Lee does one more job after that in Texas and retires.
At some point Dean hunts a Vetala and learns they usually hunt in pairs. [3]
7.19
15.17
7.11
2002
Dean is 23. John imagines he feels physically invincible. [1]
March 8 - Sam says he's leaving hunting to go to Stanford University. John says if he leaves to stay gone. [2] “And now he's going to college? He can go to hell, is where he can go.” (“Dean has always responded to discipline because he believes in the mission”) [3]
June 13 – Sam graduated high school (he's 19). John thinks he's mad it took him a year longer. [4]
August 31 – Sam leaves & John tells him to stay gone. [5]
September - Adam Milligan meets John Winchester. [6] (This could be any time from now til 2003 but I think it would be now because John will want to feel he can replace Sam or do something right.)
John's Journal
1.01, 1.20
John's Journal
John's Journal
John's Journal
4.19
2003
Dean is 24
January 24 - “I was twenty-four when I married his mother. Sorry, kid. Every boy has to cut the apron strings sometime, and for you it's not going to be until we kill off a supernatural entity that seriously needs killing.” [1]
Dean dates Cassie Robinson in Athens, Ohio, for a few weeks, while she finishes up her senior year of college (at Ohio University). Cassie breaks up with Dean after Dean tells her about hunting. [2] It lasts less than two months. [3]
May 2 – Dean & John are leaving Ohio. John overhears Dean on the phone talking about Sam. John notices Dean has been in a rough mood. [4]
June 13 – Dean hears about a succubus in Brooklyn from Richie and heads out quickly. [5]
June 21 - Dean is involved in a hunt for the father of Cole Trenton, in Nyack, NY. [6]
October 9 – Poltergeist case in Kittanning, PA. [7] John mentions that he's been visiting Palo Alto but not like seeing Sam. [8]
John gets taken from this year into the future in "Lebanon." He is sleeping in the Impala and Dean calls him and he tells him he'll be back soon. [9]
John's Journal
1.13
5.11
John's Journal
John's Journal 3.04
10.02
1.04 & John's Journal
John's Journal
14.13
2004
Dean is 25
End of June – John visits Palo Atlo & sees that Sam has a girlfriend. [1]
September 29 - John takes Adam to a ballgame for his 14th birthday. [2]
John's Journal Book
4.19
2005
Dean is 26, dude.
January 1 - “When I was twenty-six, I'd been married for two years and had a toddler. Dean's never been with a woman for more than a couple of weeks at a time. I've prevented him from being a father.” [1]
January 24 – John mentions he's been telling Dean more about the demon stuff he's learning from Bobby. [2]
Summer - John teaches Adam to drive using the Impala (this is after John gave Dean the car for his 18th). [3]
September 29 - John buys Adam a beer when he's 15. [4]
October 3 - John cuts off contact with Dean (John is in Jericho, Dean in New Orleans). [5]
October 28 – John leaves journal in Jericho & goes after demon. [6]
End of October – Dean comes to get Sam.
Dean: "I must have stood outside your dorm for hours... because I didn't... I didn't know what... What you would say. I thought you'd tell me to... to get lost or get dead. And I don't know what I would've done... if I didn't have you. 'Cause I was so scared." [7]
John's Journal
John's Journal
4.19
4.19
1.01 & John's Journal
John's Journal
15.20
General Comments
(i.e. just quotes and things that are either too general to place in time or give windows into Dean's feelings about John at various points)
Toni Bevell saying about John's drunken rages and weeks of abandonment. Also pointing out that Dean & Sam didn't tell Mary about it. [1]
Dean says he & Sam could have benefited from a mother's dating advice. [2]
Sam talks about worrying when John & Dean would be out on a hunt and he wouldn't hear from them for days. He thought about what he would do. [3]
Sam saying it seemed to him Dean & John bonded over hunting. [4]
Dean's allusions to liking dancing/wanting to be a dancer. [5]
John saying hunter gatherings were trouble and in general keeping Sam & Dean away from them. [6]
Dean: “I know things got dicey… you know, with dad… the way he was. And I just… I didn’t always look out for you the way that I should’ve. I mean, I had my own stuff, you know. In order to keep the peace, it probably looked like I took his side quite a bit. Sometimes when I was… when I was away, you know it wasn’t ‘cause I just ran out, right? Dad would… he would send me away when I really pissed him off. I think you knew that.” [7]
Dean: “Ah well, growing up it was a… it was always nice to check out once in a while. I like to watch movies where I know the bad guy is going to lose.” [8]
“you know kids, no matter what they still want the old man's approval” about an abusive dad. Dean agrees to it. [9]
Dean drinks to “crappy childhoods”. [10]
Dean: “Jo, you've got options. No one in their right mind chooses this life. My dad started me in this when I was so young... I wish I could do something else... Jo, you've got a mother that worries about you. Who wants something more for you. Those are good things. You don't throw things like that away. Might be hard to find later.” [11]
Sam: “his drill sergeant thing worked with you but it didn't work with me.” [12]
Sam: “Dad always said it was temporary, Dean. He said it for 22 years.” [13]
Dean: “And I get what I've been doing lately, you know, what with the yelling and the acting like a prison guard. It's just, that's not me. You tell yourself you're not gonna be something, you know? But my dad was exactly like this. All the time. It's scaring the hell out of me.” [14]
Sam: “I wish I could have that kinda innocence.” Dean: “If it means anything, sometimes I wish you could too.” [15]
“I'm starting to get why parents lie to their kids. You want them to believe that the worst thing out there is mixing Pop Rocks and Coke—protect them from the real evil. You want them going to bed feeling safe. If that means lying to them, so be it. The more I think about it...the more I wish Dad had lied to us.” [16]
Dean says he's been wanting John and Mary back together since he was four. [17]
Dean learned to use CB radios to look for leads from truckers. John used them all the time. [18]
“Growing up on the road, no matter where Dad dragged us, no matter what we did, there was always a TV. And you know what was on that TV? Scooby and the gang.” [19]
Sam: "And when we were kids how many times did we tell dad we were fine just to make him happy?!" [20]
Sam says explicitly that they had to hustle pool to eat. [21] Additionally, Sam says John made them do this. [22]
Travis: "you ever been really hungry? I mean, haven't-eaten-in-days hungry?" Dean: a 'yeah' so emphatic his voice cracks. Sam: silence. [23]
John: “You know, when you were a kid, I'd come home from a hunt, and after what I'd seen, I'd be, I'd be wrecked. And you, you'd come up to me and you, you'd put your hand on my shoulder and you'd look me in the eye and you'd... You'd say 'It's okay, Dad'... You shouldn't have had to say that to me, I should have been saying that to you. You know, I put, I put too much on your shoulders, I made you grow up too fast. You took care of Sammy, you took care of me. You did that, and you didn't complain, not once.” [24]
12.21
11.12
11.18
12.20
7.16 & 15.10
2.03 & 12.06
14.12
14.04
13.02
10.12
2.06
13.04
6.02
6.02
1.18
5.06
14.13
13.11
13.16
14.16
15.11
1.08
4.04
2.01
Shoutout to these great timelines as well! http://www.supernaturalwiki.com/Timeline_(Pre-series) & https://supernatural.fandom.com/wiki/Chronology_of_Supernatural
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BALLAD OF A SELFLESS BOY - dean playlist X
he ain't heavy he's my brother donny hathaway 2. carry that weight the beatles 3. behind blue eyes the who 4. back down the black boy & bear 5. changes black sabbath 6. simple man lynyrd skynyrd 7. knockin' on heavens door bob dylan 8. please call home allman brothers band 9. history book dry the river 10. blood brothers bruce springsteen 11. hurt nine inch nails 12. ten years gone led zeppelin 13. waiting around to die the be good tanyas 14. bad company bad company 15. soul to squeeze red hot chili peppers 16. rivers and roads the head and the heart 17. soldier of fortune deep purple 18. the boy who blocked his own shot brand new 19. mama said metallica 20. lost in my mind the head and the heart 21. big black car gregory alan isakov 22. two coffins against me! 23. road to nowhere ozzy osbourne 24. brothers in arms dire straits 25. francis haley heyndrerickx, max garcia conover 26. murder and crime sufjan stevens, angelo de augustine 27. losing my religion r.e.m 28. no quarter led zeppelin 29. oh daddy fleetwood mac 30. so he won't break the black keys 31. nobody loves you (when you're down and out) john lennon 32. happiness is a warm gun the beatles 33. when a blind man cries deep purple 34. army dreamers kate bush 35. welcome to the cruel world ben harper 36. brendan's death song red hot chili peppers 37. end of the night the doors 38. dark child - single edit marlon williams 39. solitude black sabbath 40. i gotta get outta here alice cooper 41. you keep moving on deep purple 42. black cat power 43. about today the national 44. i'd love to change the world ten years after 45. my friends red hot chili peppers 46. come pick me up ryan adams 47. these days jackson browne 48. happiness grant lee buffalo 49. i appear missing queens of the stone age 50. anne john frusciante 51. all my love led zeppelin 52. these days the black keys 53. nobody's fault but mine led zeppelin 54. i am the highway audioslave 55. cowboys counting crows 56. if i ever was a child wilco 57. lose your soul dead man's bones 58. lazarus david bowie 59. play with fire the rolling stones 60. my mind is ramblin' the black keys 61. you don't know how it feels tom petty 62. to be with you in heaven the scorpions 63. i never cry alice cooper 64. lonely people america 65. here, air john frusciante 66. rock 'n' roll suicide david bowie 67. it'll all work out blake mills 68. all shades of blue gregory alan isakov 69. silver stallion cat power 70. sad cowboys and rock and roll van andrew, victoria bigelow 71. i am all i got the dead brothers
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Queer Characters of Marvel Reading Guide #5: Akihiro | Dark Wolverine | Daken
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OK. For my more sensitive folks, let me start this one out with a CONTENT WARNING. Daken is not for the faint of heart. A lot of his relationships, including the queer ones, could be interpreted as toxic. So if you're not into heavy stories full of violence, child abuse, hurt/comfort, and maladaptive coping mechanisms, skip this one. There is also implied sexual abuse of a child. So, please take care of yourselves around your content no-nos.
THAT SAID. I absolutely LOVED every SECOND of Daken's guide. From start to finish it took me 2 weeks to read about 300 comics for him and holy shit he is worth it.
Daken or Akihiro, both names he's called interchangeably at this point, is the biological son of Logan (Wolverine) and Itsu. His mother was murdered by the Winter Soldier (while he was under mind control) and he was then taken out of his mother by Romulus, the "father figure" (gross gross gross) Daken would have for the next several decades of his life.
Of all the guides I've done. I think Daken is BY far my favourite. I immediately loved him. From the second he steps on the page until the very last comic I've read for him. He is everything to me. (With the exception of Leah Williams's run in X-Factor, but whatever, i still love him).
Okay, I'm gonna stop singing my meow meow's (who has committed multiple atrocities) praises and get into What Y'all Should Read (so you can love him as much as I do).
At A Glance:
Notable Series (For Queer Content):
Wolverine Origins (2006) #5-15
Dark Wolverine (2009) #75-77
Wolverine Origins (2006) #30-36, #47-48
Dark Wolverine (2009} #86-90
Daken: Dark Wolverine (2010) #1-7
X-23 (2010) #8
Daken: Dark Wolverine (2010) #8
X-23 (2010) #9
Daken: Dark Wolverine (2010) #9-20
Iceman (2017) #4, #8-10
Marvel's Voices: Pride (2021) #1: "Man Of His Dreams"
X-Factor (2020) #1-10*
Marauders Annual (2022) #1
Marauders (2022) #1-5
Notable Series (For Sibling Bonding):
Daken: Dark Wolverine (2010) #1-7
X-23 (2010) #8
Daken: Dark Wolverine (2010) #8
X-23 (2010) #9
All-New Wolverine (2015) 25-30
Hunt for Wolverine: Claws of a Killer (2018) #1-4
*X-Factor (2020) features a VERY OOC version of Daken written by Leah Williams. I only included it on this list because it has its moments and it contains context for the MUCH better Marauders (2022). Future talls: Marauders sucks now too, but they had a pretty decent first 5. I just wish people would stop making Daken a himbo when he's not a himbo.
The Full Guide:
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(Also if y'all want Daken fanfiction recs, hmu I've got some) Previous Queer Character Guides: Angela | Anole | America Chavez | Rikki Barnes
Other Guides: Eternals | Rogue & Gambit Shippers Guide
Next Up: Karolina Dean (Runaways)
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After years of searching I finally sniffed out a playlist created by the Eighth Doctor! It shows his eclectic taste, to be sure. Listening to this I can see him bopping around the TARDIS console and/or weeping in his armchair. What a find!
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Tracklist below the break!
1 Mr Blue Sky – Electric Light Orchestra
2 Lust for Life – Iggy Pop
3 Fly Me to the Moon – Astrud Gilberto
4 Across the Universe – The Beatles
5 Starman – David Bowie
6 I Wanna be Adored – The Stone Roses
7 Dinah – Lionel Hampton
8 Lips Like Sugar – Echo & the Bunnymen
9 Saint-Saëns’ Danse Macabre – Phiharmonia Orchestra
10 Sing for Absolution – Vitamin String Quartet
11 Waiting for the Night – Depeche Mode
12 Female of the Species – Space
13 Just a Gigolo – Django Reinhardt
14 Life’s a Gas – T. Rex
15 C’est si Bon – Eartha Kitt
16 50 Ways to Leave Your Lover – Paul Simon
17 Everybody Wants to Rule the World – Tears for Fears
18 Where is my Mind? – The Pixies
19 Girl Anachronism – Dresden Dolls
20 Smoke Gets in Your Eyes – Dinah Shore
21 The Chauffeur – Duran Duran
22 Kozmic Blues – Janice Joplin
23 Cabaret – Louis Armstrong
24 Moonlight Serenade – Glenn Miller
25 Miss Ohio – The April Maze
26 Drown in my Own Tears – Ray Charles
27 Parting Glass – The Wailin’ Jennys
28 Ac-Cent-Tchu-Ate the Positive – Aretha Franklin
29 One More Time – Daft Punk
30 Puccini’s Un bel di from Madame Butterfly – Leontyne Price
31 Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata – Bradley Joseph
32 Song 2 – Blur
33 Pictures of You – The Cure
34 I Left my Heart in San Francisco – Dean Martin
35 What a Wonderful World – Roger Williams
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I posted 12,002 times in 2022
That's 7,787 more posts than 2021!
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I tagged 1,077 of my posts in 2022
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Longest Tag: 94 characters
#i usually dont like at all it but if its incorporated into a dessert well then im okay with it
My Top Posts in 2022:
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With the stress brought on by the Noah's Ark Circus case, and the added stress of illness, Ciel's mental state begins to fall apart at the seams; revealing a side of himself that neither he nor Sebastian never knew existed.
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Reblogs are dearly appreciated 💛
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It's Ciel's seventh birthday.
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Reblogs are dearly appreciated 💚
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If anyone is looking for an editor for your fanfiction or original stories, I'm available for hire. I charge $20 dollars an hour, and all transactions will go through Cash App. Whether you have trouble with English, or just want someone to do the annoying part of writing for you (trust me, I know the feeling lol), I'm here to help.
I do have one condition: I won't edit anything that has non-con in it. I don't mind a bit of dub-con, but for personal reasons, I don't do the hardcore shit. Other than that, I'm game for anything.
I'm currently trying to create a steady income so I can afford to pay rent on an apartment for me and my best friend. We're both in our own shitty living situations at the moment, and we're desperately trying to find ways to earn enough cash to financially support ourselves in a place of our own.
So please, if anyone sees this and needs help, or knows someone who does, send me a massage. If neither of these apply to you, then please give this post an reblog. I'll take as many reblogs as I can get lol.
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Attention Prodigal Son fandom: I’m going to start writing an essay soon on what the show means to me and why I believe it deserves a second chance, and I would love to have some of y’all’s own thoughts and feelings to add to it.
If you’re interested, please email me by Friday at [email protected] . In one or two paragraphs, tell me why the show means so much to you. I probably won’t be able to put everyone’s in, but I promise I’ll put as many of you as I can. Also, at the end of the email, please add whichever social media @ that you’re comfortable with so I can credit you.
If y’all could also RT this post, that would be awesome. Thank you. <3
I don’t know if this essay will do anything at all, but I can still try. I haven’t given up hope that we’ll get this amazing show back. I refuse to give up.
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My #1 post of 2022
It fucking baffles me how there are antis in the Rick and Morty fandom. Why tf are you even here?? Have you even seen the show??? It's not exactly a wholesome fucking watch. Rick is the farthest thing from a good person, and Morty ain't exactly a sweet angel boy, either. Rick has quite literally destroyed civilizations (including his own), and both these mfs have killed a shit ton of people and aliens (some who did shit all to deserve it), but you're mad that people irl ship them?? Just shut the fuck up.
Nobody in this show is what's considered a good person. Nobody. They either have toxic traits, or are just straight up toxic af. But that's the fucking point. This show isn't meant to be Steven fucking Universe, ffs. It's an Adult Swim cartoon that's about an old alcoholic asshole of a scientist and his horny naive 14 year old grandson who go on or get sucked into dangerous adventures every episode. So if you're gonna be that pressed about people shipping them, or literally any other characters together, then maybe you should stop watching the show entirely, since everything that's said and done is SO far from being the "uwu I love my family and feel nothing but wholesome love for them" good morals that you fantasize every show and movie catering to.
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