#Borderline personality disorder

[autopsyfreak]

people when i warn them my mental illnesses cause me to have inappropriate emotional responses: 👍🏻

people when i show those inappropriate emotional responses:

#actually aspd #actually npd #aspd #npd #clusterb #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #actuallyaspd #actuallynpd #cluster b #actuallybpd #bpd #actually schizophrenic #actually delusional #actually obsessive #actually autistic #autism #autistic #actually cluster b #schizospec #schizophrenia #seriously schizophrenic #mental illness #antisocial personality disorder #actually antisocial #actually narcissistic #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #narcissistic personality disorder #ptsd

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is switching between “i hope they’re happy without me <333” and “burn in hell burn in hell burn in hell”

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#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture is #bpd #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually bpd #actually borderline

[borderlinebelle]

bestfriend banter to bolster buoyant brilliance 🫀

my brain buddy for life 🧠

a photo series in collage form featuring (2) totally original pieces,

“brilliant bestie boost” April 24th, 2024

Perspective Collextion 2024

#borderline belle #best friends #original content #photoset #photo collage #photo collection #photoblog #photorealism #personal #recovery #borderlinebelle #black coquette #borderline personality disorder #bpd and me #perspective #besties #that’s my best friend #she a real bad bitch

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd + system + bpd culture is not loving ur friends. yes i like them. but i don’t love them. i cant love them. i cant love anyone. love just isn’t in my body unless it’s in-system.

they’re cool but they aren’t forever. i cant love them. they are just there to keep me not bored and give me a laugh so i make them laugh in return because they make me laugh

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#npd culture is #npd system culture is #npd + bpd culture is #npd + bpd system culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #bpd #borderline personality disorder

[vilea777]

“i love you” until i’m sobbing because your tone slightly changed

#bpd blog #bpd fp #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd shit #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #borderline things #being borderline #borderline culture is #borderline problems #living with borderline #borderline blog #borderline pd #borderline thoughts #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd safe #bpd culture is #fp bpd #fp #favorite person

[bpdohwhatajoy]

#haaaaaaahhhhhhh ahhhhhh so fuuunnnyyyyy #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd memes #memes #fuck my life #trauma #ex fp

[defiantcripple]

Okay, breaking out of the crippleposting to do a Mental Illness Post rq:

On top of depression and anxiety, I have BPD, CPTSD, OSDD-1b, and Bipolar II. I experience delusions, psychosis, and severe dissociation. I am a *severely* mentally ill person. Because of all of this, I require several mood stabilizers and an antipsychotic to keep myself grounded to reality, let alone functional.

I swear to GOD, if one more person with depression looks at me and says some shit like "yeah, I'm sure medication would help me, I just don't want to be dependent on it." I'm going to fucking scream. The sheer ableism in y'all's attitudes towards people who can't just opt out of medication and who ARE dependent on it is fucking crazy. The way they hit the word "dependent" in that sentence always holds so much judgment and distain, like they don't even consider that some of us don't have the luxury of choice. Being dependent on medication has literally no moral weight, and for me it's that or dead. So.

***and before someone goes off on me, this is NOT about people who can't afford medication or who medication doesn't work for, and I am not saying that depression can't be debilitating. I am only referring to exactly the situation I described, so don't try and gotcha me***

#mentally ill #actually mentally ill #mental illness #mental health #bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #actually psychotic #bipolar #bipolar disorder #did osdd #osdd #osdd system #osdd 1b #ptsd #complex ptsd #cptsd #actually cptsd #living with cptsd #dc crippleposting

[arrgh-whatever]

#and to my bpd followers #believe me you're not a burden #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd awareness

[ohara-n-brown]

As a late diagnosed autist I will say one of the most damaging but transformative experiences I've ever had was being misdiagnosed with BPD.

Everyday my heart goes out to people with BPD.

The amount of stigma and silencing they face is astonishing and sickening.

I took DBT for years. Therapists use to turn me away because of my diagnosis.

I would be having full blown autistic meltdowns, crying for help literally - but because I was labeled as BPD ANY time I cried I was treated as manipulative and unstable.

As if the only reason I could be crying was if I was out to trick someone.

95% of the books out there with Borderline in the title are named shit like 'How to get away from a person with Borderline', 'How to stop walking on eggshells (with a person who has BPD)'

I was never allowed to feel true pain or panic or need.

That was 'attention seeking behavior', not me asking for help when a disability was literally inhibiting my ability to process emotions.

There were dozens of times where I had a full meltdown and was either threatened with institutionalization or told I was doing it for attention.

My failing relationships weren't due to a communication issue, or the inability to read social cues. No, because I was labeled borderline, my unstable relationships were my fault. Me beggong nuerotypicals to just be honest and blunt with what they meant was me pestering them for validation.

Borderline patients can't win.

And the funny thing is - I asked my therapist about autism. I told her I thought I was on the spectrum.

BPD is WILDLY misdiagnosed with those with autism and I had many clear signs.

Instead - she told me 'If you were autistic we wouldn't be able to have this conversation'. She made me go through a list of autistic traits made clearly for children, citing how I didn't fit each one.

And then she told me that me identifying with the autism community was the BPD making me search for identity to be accepted - and that I wasn't autistic, just desperate to fit in somewhere.

I didn't get diagnosed for another ten years. For ten years I avoided the autism community - feeling as if I were just a broken person who wanted to steal from people who 'really needed it'.

Because of my providers - I began to doubt my identity MORE, not less.

Ten years of thinking I was borderline and being emotionally neglected and demonized by a system meant to help me.

To this day, I still don't trust neurotypicals. Not fully.

I know I'm not borderline now - but my heart aches for them. Not for the usual stuff. But for the stigma. And the asshole doctors. And the dismissiveness and threatening and the idea of institutionalization hanging over their head.

I love Borderline people. I always will. I'm not Borderline but if you are I love you and I'm sorry.

You're not a bad person. You're not a therapists worst nightmare, you are a human with valid feelings and fears.

Borderline people I'm sorry.

#autism #bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually autistic #neurodivergent #neurodivergency #neurodiversity #cluster b

[borderline-culture-is]

borderline culture is having nightmares about your fp leaving you

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#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd safe #actually bpd #actually borderline #fp #bpd fp #fp bpd

[elainiisms]

#emotional regulation #bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #actually borderline #bpd meme #bpd problems #bpd stuff #bpd shit #borderline problems #actually mentally ill #elainposting

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + BPD (+ ASPD traits) culture is needing everyone to care about you and pay attention to you all the time but being incapable of doing that for anyone else, noticing the hypocrisy and getting incredibly stressed because people can use it as a reason to not help but not being able to do anything to change it.

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#npd culture is #npd + aspd culture is #npd + aspd traits culture is #npd + bpd culture is #npd + bpd + aspd culture is #npd + bpd + aspd traits culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #bpd #borderline personality disorder #aspd #antisocial personality disorder #aspd traits #antisocial traits

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

#bpd blog #bpd fp #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd shit #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #borderline pd #borderline things #borderline problems #living with borderline #borderline blog #borderline thoughts #being borderline #borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd safe #bpd culture is

[feralkitten420]

"You need to relax"

Best I can do is dissociate

#bpd problems #daddysbabybrat #bpd #bpdfeelings #bpd thoughts #dissociated #actually borderline #borderline splitting #borderline personality disorder #mentally fucked

[jobackmanhorsesworld]

#bpd #bpd things #borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #trauma #mentally fucked