#(except this time they’re right)

[ladychandraofthemoone]

That one Twitter Meme from Mhyuo but with Stankyle/OrangeChai: What do you meant this isn’t what happened? Kyle was totally Stanley’s very first crush & bi awakening even though he was unaware but he shook enough to drop his cigarette Kyle’s driver gave him-btw.

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Wdym that you were only a year old after gaining your first crush after being immediately sent overseas and staying in the workshops in Europe for a month and then you met this cool engine while working on the front who’s a couple of months older than you yet already had crow’s feet’s and eyebags but the biggest smile and he had more experience who then takes you underneath his wing and taught you everything he knew and he didn’t get mad at you even you made mistakes that you couldn’t help yourself that you end up being labeled as a jinx and derailed every single day unlike the others including him who was considered to be “lucky” but he gives you advice, defends you and keeps you company and you didn’t even know what exactly love is until it was explained to you but you still had a vague perception on it until you come to this realization when you constantly think of him and his smile and his attempts to cheer you up and makes you laugh you love hearing him laugh and just around him ..

Yeah that couldn’t be me.

#ttte #ttte stanley #rws stanley #rws #the railway series #ttte proteus #proteus #kyle proteus #ttte shipping #my art #my art <3 #my art stuff #Kyle is like a few months older than stan but like he’s secretly tired and jaded but covers it up with bright optimism and cheerfulness cau #Realizes that a majority of the folks here were barely young adults they’re just children even him technically but he’s does his best #does he make mistakes yes but he tries so hard even though he’s genuinely a happy dude and maybe that why Stan fell for him Kyle stood up #cause benson is a jerk though I can see why and Stanley was general avoided like the plague and ignored by a majority (except for a certain #Hatt member but like Stanley overhears what’s it like to love from folks talking and is like “is this what this feels like do I like him or #Gosh I just got so many thoughts on them and how Stan never got to confess on Kyle what he felt about him cause the whole situations there #Was never gotta be a right time but he was gotta tell the moment Kyle came back to understand cause Kyle is smart and confident and brave #he knew everything about any topic but like he didn’t come back his luck just wasn’t enough to save/protect Kyle :( and gosh they make me #want to tear up like Stanley finally gets a safe space to figure his thoughts and emotions out but will never actually tell Kyle how he fel

[ethereance]

Au where post canon Allura gets sent back in time to s1. Or so she thinks at first. But because she has no body in her own reality, her quintessence latches onto the closest alternative the second she can return to the universe. The differences are subtle. But as time progresses they grow more apparent. Her ‘future’ knowledge isn’t quite so handy after all.

#Rambling into the Ether #Coran thinks Allura is taking everything well. Considering they just lost their home. It’s an older wound for her. Painful. #But one she has grown with #It’s nostalgic seeing everyone like this. She realises how much they’ve all grown over their journey. Even her. #She remembers being a little discouraged and not best impressed by them as paladins. How long ago now. #She doesn’t pilot blue anymore. Lance does. She misses Blue. And she misses him. #Mere quintants ago she’d kissed him goodbye. Told him she loves him. And now it’s like it never even happened. #does she tell everyone this? or keep it to herself? I imagine Coran will be the first to know #but like. how does one go about revealing they’re possessing an alternate version of themselves. what happened to this reality’s Allura #? #is she able to talk to her in dreams? talk in her mindscape? #I know I sorta started writing something like this. #Except she keeps on getting thrown through different realities every time she goes to sleep. #It’s about finding the right one. Finding home. #vld #voltron #Princess Allura #s8 #time travel #reality travel #allurance

[steelycunt]

sirius black would not wear a man bun. so stop it

#breaking my silence. like stop that #he wears it down all the time even when it’s impractical. and he looks so pretty #stop imposing your 2014 hipster dungarees moustache suspenders cafe fantasy on my little french aristocrat darling… #like when im reading fics and they’re talking about how sexy s is and then they mention he has his hair in a ponytail/bun i am immediately #like. :-| be real with me right now. he would look not good he would never do that out of principle #except for potions class when he has to tie it back for lab safety…and only then with an indignant air… #actually no changing my mind when he’s in school he might opt for a scruffy sort of ponytail at times that makes r forget how to speak but #otherwise. never! never! #s

[jadegreengemini]

I feel like I’m going crazy with everyone talking about how good the pjo show is 😭

#pjo tv crit #it’s like… bad tho #like don’t get me wrong I’m enjoying it #but as an adaptation it’s changing too many core elements of the books and making them worse #(im looking at you Gabe and Sally) #and as a show it’s so poorly paced with such weightless action that nothing feels truly dangerous #*except for the percy being poisoned thing… that was the first time they did something right #like again I’m enjoying it (Grover is my favorite character) but I’m enjoying it even though it’s bad not cause it’s good #could’ve been good in a different world but it just isn’t which is so dissapointing #some of the things they add could’ve added to the overall story #like this version of Medusa was slay and what they’re doing with Athena is cool #but so much of it is either just a bad show or a really bad version of pjo #the movies suck for the same reason the show doesn’t work for me-they’re misunderstanding why the books work #idk I feel like I’m going crazy cause I haven’t seen people mention the things that feel glaringly obvious

[white-weasel]

I am staring DIRECTLY at Film Reroll Luke Skywalker watching and anticipating his next move

#film reroll #the film reroll #Tim Nolan you played him so well!!!! #I don’t think this will happen but this version of Luke is one I can kinda see turning to the dark side?? #like think about it. your aunt and uncle are killed. Ben Kenobi tells you it’ll be alright though and that you have the force in you #you can come with him and train to be a Jedi just like your father was #you leave planet and on the way have to put up with this asshole smuggler and even free a serial killer just to get to the rebels #but it’s fine! because once you’re with the rebels you’ll then be able to train with Ben like he’s promised #except you get there and there are two other Jedi candidates. each seemingly better options than you #one is a child who already has pretty good control of the force without anyone telling her how to wield it. #she’s also young and thus full of so much more potential than you #and the other is a woman older than you. but she has so much more life experience. she’s proven herself worthy both to the rebels #and to the force itself. she is strong and basically everything you’re not #but that’s alright too because Ben knows you. of course he’s going to pick to train you!! but then they say your name Skywalker with horror #and you are told about who your father is and how if you are trained and given everything you want you will become just like him #you are evil and violent by nature even though you feel as if you are anything but… except maybe they’re right #because when confronted with this fact your first instinct was to attack an injured man on death’s door #and if Kenobi has his time taken up by training either kahki or Jyn/planning the destruction of the Death Star #Luke is potentially left in a very vulnerable state to stew #I just am foaming at the mouth thinking about it!!!! #(I do feel like Andy will ultimately take Luke in a more redemption/I am not my father by ‘righteous’ sacrifice’ route though #which also has a lot of potential to be delicious)

[drygrasses]

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#stealing this post format bc I need something like a priv account to vent and ramble on but Twitter is fuuuuucked #and that was one thing Twitter did well #idk man I get so anxious when I think I might not have 100% perfectly nailed a social interaction #which includes everything from someone just not responding immediately to me actually saying something wrong #and saying something wrong is usually not actually saying something wrong it’s saying something only like 80% of the way right #but to my perfectionism that is 100% a failure #I sent a friend a post I’d sent him before I even knew I might’ve sent it before and joked about that #and it turns out I did send it before #fuck I fucked up!! wow how awful I thought of him twice (sarcasm) #like I know it’s fine but my heart doesn’t feel that it’s fine #and it doesn’t matter how close a friend is #if I say something that is arguably just not 1000% pleasant and amiable and lovely #like having An opinion (just one) #and they don’t respond right away? or don’t immediately agree if it’s a real life conversation? #then my insides start chewing themselves up #I used to have so many opinions actually when did I get this hesitant and this afraid #who am I trying to please? #(except everyone I like) (all of them all of the time) #not feeling awesome rn I don’t even know what caused it this time #I have suspicions but they’re all dumb #well ofc they’re dumb anxiety is a manifestation of pure illogicality #and my perfectionism will make a mountain out of any molehill #for the priv #also I need that dash so the emoji isn’t just like. comically big lmao wtf

[ladycatofwinterfell]

I’m once again struggling with if I’m going to post the next Harrenhal au fic all in one go or do a chapter or two at a time. Because the first chapter is finished and I’m dying for someone to read it, but also I know that will make me put off writing more and posting everything at once is so satisfying

#i’m going back to long fic again the third part was definitely an exception #rn it looks like it will be longer than the second part as well but idk because i haven’t decided if all ideas i have will be kept in #it covers a longer period of time than the others but also i have fewer characters to write now #since they’re all dead or not in winterfell #i have no idea about what im doing rn i just needed to rant a bit #it’s a big project and i care about getting it right because it’s def among my favourite fics to write and it’s been going for 1.5 years #this au is my baby i need to care for it properly #the entire au will definitely be 100.000+ words once im done with it #im quite proud of myself even though its absolutely nothing compared to other fic writers

[velvetstreets]

personal under the cut; just ranting into the abyss as a black woman

Existing as a black person/black woman in your white family is so fuckin exhausting and isolating when your white family isn’t actively/consciously aware of how you have to move in the world as a black person/woman and how EVEN IN FAMILY, you are actively having to try and fit in to THEIR space.

I always have to switch language for them, I always have to conduct myself in a way that isn’t authentically me, I always have to make them be comfortable with ME by fitting into THEIR world.

Never once are they trying to understand me, never once are they trying to coordinate a space that is comfortable for ME in terms of whiteness & cultural differences. I am always forced to attempt to fit into their culture, their standards, their way of speaking, their WHITENESS.

And how I talk/dress/act/physically look like is always different and always going to BE different from how they talk/dress/act/physically look. I will always stand out like a sore thumb whether I try to or not (especially when im NOT trying to), and even though they won’t pointedly say anything, I can FEEL it. I can feel it in the way they observe me, in the way I struggle trying to adapt to their whiteness and the community of whiteness they bring/I have to exist in and interact with.

And it’s like… listen im not asking them to cook jollof rice or injera for Christmas or whatever. But they so clearly do not interact with non-white culture/people/worldly experiences unless it’s from a lens of white observance if that makes sense? Like the way they interact is very “man observing zoo animal” and not really having to acknowledge/understand that the world (western societies in particular) are extremely ostracizing and isolating because you don’t allow space for non-white experiences and realities to exist. And that YES, even if they are not ‘racist’, that they still ACTIVELY partake in this. We are always operating by your systems and your rules and your level and idea of comfort.

#Dior rants #I’ll probably delete this later when I’ve moved through my mentie b #but like FUCK man… I am constantly trying to shape shift and conform myself into this box that is considered acceptable #and I never do it right. it’ll never be the same as them. not that I want it to be bc I don’t! #its just…. they’re those kinds of white ppl. not actively or intentionally racist or anything. but like… they don’t have no friends of colo #no family friends of color. no ANYTHING of color #not my aunt/uncle #none of their kids #nothing! #me and my brother and my dad are the people of color they experience in proximity to #they also just have an easier time conforming/not conforming bc they’re not blk women obvi #im just like… bitch I have to do this every day when I go out in the world… AND I have to do it in my family too!!!! #I am not free to exist as myself except for when I am alone/with my FOC (friends of color)

[jellophoid]

I find it so weird that people actually hate/dislike for Mia Winters at all like if i saw anyone hating Mia Winters I’d distance myself away from them because something is not right

#/// #it’s giving… you hate women #it’s givinggggg hypocrisy bc everyone except Ethan is kinda fucked up ngl #and also CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE INTENSE TRAUMA SHE WENT THROUGH ?? #not only was she locked in that house for three years #she was locked in that bitches dungeon AND EXPERIMENTED ON #RIGHT AFTER THAT #she also died multiple times #people actually only hate her for being married to Ethan and THATS what they’re afraid to say #bc if you ship Ethan with any other character and say that person is better than Mia ?? do not talk to me at all… #this is why I hate fandom 💆 #I’m never interacting with any of the fans of this stupid game

[childeproof]

i can’t quite imagine getting married to any of my f/os yet,, but i know that there’s probably been a questionably large amount of marriage proposals tossed around from s/i to f/o.. I will make separate posts to talk about it so each selfship gets its own post :> but i think it’s funny.

#childeproof #off the top of my head.. jesselia. they deff toss around marriage proposals over the most stupid stuff.. #“you bought cookies :( bc I was complaining earlier about not having anything to snack on :( …. marry me?” ( jesse at numerous points ) #johnjules too but in a less srs way like they both know it’s jokes.. FOR NOW! #hazana I think bc havik is silly & whipped. asks at least once a week. izana says the time is wrong. he’s sure it’ll be right one day. #chisacha 4 sure bc childe is childe.. sacha is pretty blunt ( & on some level cruel? ) when it comes to rejecting these proposals #CARMISON 😭😭 EXCEPT CARMEN THINKS SHE’S JOKING AND JAMISON WAS 100% SRS.. ( she later decides against it after all ) ( they’re fine ) #self ship

[villainsidestep]

smth smth fawn’s self rivalry in the siblings!au

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #bc we keep randomly thinking abt how Absolutely Devastating the museum is in sibs!au it ofc led to #us thinking abt the heartache of having to see river take up the sidestep name #to have (who you think is) some stranger waltz in and just stake a claim on arguably the single most important thing in your life #(read: the sidestep name bc it’s all you have left of ur brothers) #BUT. then we started thinking abt how they Also take up the sidestep name again #and the agonizing self-loathing and Constant Mourning that they go through every time they commit a crime #bc it’s not just their own hero memory who they are corrupting and bastardizing but Their Brothers’…….. #fawn in the sibs!au is literally the equivalent of being so broken and bloodied and still dragging yourself onward #bc what other choice do you have? #ALSO !!!! bc we love to discuss fawn treating destroying the exhibition as a self-inflicted funeral. #knowing that in the sibs!au they probs only intended to remove their own self ?? but spare cyrus and river’s?? #except then cyrus goes and blows up the fucking museum !!!!!! #I know for a fact they’re too busy helping w evacuations to actually manage to detour and save any of it too #bc they def would’ve considered it. genuinely inconsolable later when ric talks to them abt it. #bc here’s the thing. it may not have happened in actual book canon but I know in my heart he would sit them down and explain that nothing #of the sidestep exhibit could be recovered. which is fine for Just fawn but when u include the brothers ??? absolutely not #angie also is the one who chases fawn off which makes it even more fun bc they Just run from her they don’t super fight #and genuinely…. idk if they could have right then !!!! I think they’d be way too distracted and shocked to manage it #keeping up with the beckers

[bigfishthemusical]

it’s the last show of my university career and everyone keeps crying and they are all so sad because so many people are leaving this year and I am really mad cause I’m literally too tired and stressed to even feel upset about it all and I just want to be a bit sad with my friends but instead I’m up here in the catwalks with these two guys I don’t really like and I’m quite mad about it.

#I want to be really sad but really I’m just so nothing about it. #there are a lot of people here I will never see again and all I wanna do is go home #can we reschedule this whole being sad thing. I’m not up for it right now #and I’m looking down on the stage where all my friends are talking together and they’re hugging and being sad before the last show and I can #just watch from above and cant participate. this is like how I feel all the time in every conversation except now it’s physically real. can #someone just come and put me down

[faggot-friday]

god it’s like primary school again (people are spreading rumours that i have a crush on someone)

#(except this time they’re right) #ugh okay it’s so annoying. it’s not actually rumours it’s just One Guy told two of my friends and they asked me #and they’re not disclosing who told them but i know EXACTLY who it is bc of. yknow. my incredibly deduction skills #and like. he talks a lot of shit but he wouldn’t be one to like. actually spill to the person. so i think i’m safe there. wait yes he would #my biggest issues are (a) word gets to people who WOULD tell the person or (b) this guy snitches to the person #bc i KNOW he’d do that. he’s done it before except i was The Person he was snitching to #and it wasn’t even out of malice he was mates with the guy. and we’re not Mates but we’re not Not Mates #but. ARGH. this is stressful #also to anyone who read this far and is somewhat up to date on my love life shit: this is a different person than the one i’ve posted about #before. like the person im talking about here who i like is Not the one i’ve posted about before #ANYWAYS. had to get that off my chest bc im actually scared the personll find out :D like im shaking rn #thankyou for reading i’m gonna show you a photo of my massive bruise now cause it looks cool #vent tw

[guccigarantine]

i hate the feeling that im gonna get a warning or even fired for not doing my work because im not doing my work

#I hate this stupid fucking job djjdjdjddmjddkdndkd #unfortunately this is the least annoying job that gives me the most money that i qualify for right now #they don’t even pay me that much but it’s more than anything else I can get #i miss when i had a Real Job that actually mattered (library clerk) #i checked job listings for the libraries near me and they’re all part time and only pay $14 AND except a lot from the applicant like wtf

[sophisticatedswifts]

Once you start picking up on the disparities between how women and men are represented within our society, you never stop noticing them and it’s exhausting

#I checked my local movie theater’s page #and only 1/10 movies that they’re showing right now has a female lead #and it’s the little mermaid #all of the others are about men #one time I looked at the movie’s page and every movie was about a man except one which was about a mother #the men got a wide range of movies like action movies and comedies #and the one movie about a woman was about her role as a mother #when I watched the Oscar’s this year the majority of the time women were only nominated in categories specifically meant for women #they would go several categories in a row with only male nominees #I notice stuff like this all the time now #and it drives me crazy #I can’t help it though #anyway sorry for the rant

[dark-elf-writes]

I need to get you a bubble. A nice sturdy bubble with titanium plates and sharp spikes so u don’t look like a fucking nerd

If you think my medical history is wild I promise you my breakup stories are so much worse.

#the elf talks #I’m known for my batshit insane breakups which is pretty impressive considering I am literally that guy from SpongeBob with glass bones #I mean I think they’re all hilarious but no one else around me does. #except for the guy that asked me if I was turning more lesbian that I dumped right before his birthday #good times #or the stories about growing up with my dad but those are rife with child abuse and neglect and most people really don’t think they’re funny #I mean I do but like #again it’s apparently concerning #I’ve lived a weird life