#again it’s apparently concerning

[dark-elf-writes]

I need to get you a bubble. A nice sturdy bubble with titanium plates and sharp spikes so u don’t look like a fucking nerd

If you think my medical history is wild I promise you my breakup stories are so much worse.

#the elf talks #I’m known for my batshit insane breakups which is pretty impressive considering I am literally that guy from SpongeBob with glass bones #I mean I think they’re all hilarious but no one else around me does. #except for the guy that asked me if I was turning more lesbian that I dumped right before his birthday #good times #or the stories about growing up with my dad but those are rife with child abuse and neglect and most people really don’t think they’re funny #I mean I do but like #again it’s apparently concerning #I’ve lived a weird life

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 74

When a new black-haired blue-eyed person appeared in the manor, one could easily be forgiven for thinking that Bruce’s adoption problem had struck again. So color many a batkid surprised that no, this kid isn’t a new sibling, no he didn’t get grabbed from the street, and actually he’s here for Alfred. Apparently Alfred never found it important to mentioned that he has a husband- that the kid kind of implies isn’t human what with the casual way he says he himself is half human- and that this kid is apparently their child. For once it’s Bruce’s turn to come home to a surprise sibling. 

Danny on the other hand just learned that his Clockpa has a semi-mortal partner who has offered to take him in, (in another dimension even! And there’s aliens!!) while the ancient takes care of some stuff at home. And yeah it’s in a rich-manor but Sam has proved that not all rich people are evil, and based off of Mr Pennyworth’s stories the Waynes weren’t bad either. Though based off of the others’ reactions perhaps he should wait to mention that there wasn’t one new family member but three…

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #clockworth #Clockwork is taking care of the GIW #they crossed the line when they took his kids #fuck the observants telling him not interfere- he's going to channel some Kronos and eat some people #hey if they want a mindless and dangerous ghost they can deal with the one behind tales of a world serpent #Alfred is honestly pleased to hear from his partner and to meet their children #Reminds him of when he first met Clockwork and they took down a government branch #lovely times #would do the date again #Danny is in awe about food that doesn't fight back and tastes good #Alfred is also great! He teaches him proper gun safety and makes sure he gets a proper amount of sleep and its great #honestly he can't wait for Ellie to get to this world but she really wanted to finish exploring the mariana trench first #And Jordan is apparently helping Clockpa with something for the last bit of his probation #Jazz is just happy for him but sad she couldn't come #but she has college that she worked really hard for so he gets it #the batfam are so confused and concerned

[the-eyes-of-andyserkis]

#andy serkis #i'm here to cause psychic damage to my friends #and myself apparently #he can't keep getting away with this #he CAN'T #😭 #i need him in a way that is concerning to feminism #thinking about that old man again

[reel-fear]

MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!

grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.

#ramblez #little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao #this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it #hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD #hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you #batim #batdr #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival #and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions #it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting #But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent #dw Im not going anywhere <3 #also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently #old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD #also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns #he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs #and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get #and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they #dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves #to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent #mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did #so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!

[smalltimidbean]

I had a dream that I was approached to make an Official Bean Plush ™, and everything was fine, until all the plushies were made, and they were all flawed but no one could figure out what the flaw was

And it was like

I woke up before any were fixed, but it was funny

#bean talks too much #oc: bean #sona tag #I doubt I'd ever make anything popular enough to warrant official merch but I'll dream about it apparently #I also don't know if I'd even be alright with merch of my stuff but that is not a concern right now #and again very unlikely to even happen so kjgfkj #but if it did ever happen I would love to keep some of the fucked up little guys

[rogersstevie]

this season of ted lasso saying sam should forgive racists who vandalized the restaurant and  then you know, dropping anything to do with that storyline immediately afterwards

and the saying jamie should forgive his abusive father bc hating him apparently isn’t good for him or whatever

doesn’t feel great tbh

#ted lasso #like yes absolutely tbf for some people spending that energy hating their abuser doesn't work #and they ultimately decide to forgive for themselves which i get is what they were advocating for #in his and ted's convo #but it's also like i don't even think jamie HAS had a lot of hatred bc so much of the time has been trying to prove himself to his father #and with sam they had that weird bit like 'oh we'll keep the broken mirrors bc it doesn't have to be perfect' #bc he was so concerned about everything being just right with the restaurant like...this was not that #could've kept the mirrors sure but not comparing it to the issue from earlier like....it was intended to be a violent attack #and then ya know. just never mentioned again all wrapped up apparently bc he chose to let it go #which hey they can absolutely go the route of sam choosing to let it go but that doesn't mean the problem is gonna go away #it's just like the whole thing i get forgiveness is a big part of the show but these are two things that i just don't love to see #though at least with jamie they've dedicated a good amount of the show to that particular issue and it's not so with sam #and they gave so much to colin's story line?? which has been pretty well done ofc but they were really like #sam gets a single episode and it's all wrapped up in the end bye like WHAT #ik with so many characters they can't devote the same amount of time to everyone but like....they should've done better for sam #and now there's only one ep left so ya know. i thought they might come back to it but they did not

[figofswords]

every time I sneeze my roommate’s dog comes running over to check that I’m okay. love is real in this universe and dogs are bursting with it

#for the record I sneeze A Lot I’m allergic to Air apparently and yet he’s always concerned without fail #duality of dog is he’s also a brat #a few minutes ago he came over and pawed me leg like he does when he’s being pushy about wanting attention #I looked at him and reached out to pet him and he immediately ran away to my roommate’s room where she’s in zoom class #then 30 seconds later he came out looking for me again. like he’s some kind of herding dog or something (he’s a sheltie)

[springfever]

stuff drawn babysitting

#i also made a watercolor rabbit but i kinda treated it like trash so idk where it is now #my mom apparently took it to put in her office (??!?) #i guess i still have concerns about my art being juvenile so it made me feel weird #whatever #drawing like this was nostalgic id do it again #crayon #traditional #<- realizing this should be a tag #mass retagger save me!!! #im not tagging digital though sounds like a pain in the ass

[jomnki]

"please tell my kids they're siblings one day"

"okay" *apollo goes to khura'in and becomes the minister of justice there* *phoenix's eyes snap open* "i forgo r"

#hahaokay now to my replay of dual destinies #did not remember apollo in his angst outfit so early on so i got surprised. he's... such a loser. affectionate but not without some scorn #actually maybe it's better they don't know about their siblingship because trucy would've watched another family member leave again :') #she's so emotionally constipated like yeah im okay! im barely a teenager and im being abandoned left and right but im okay #my dad didnt love me enough to take me with him but that's ok! #trucy is simultaneously the most put together and devastating teenager. she doesn't need to talk about it. she needs people to stay. #kel omori moment everything is fine #anyways do you think klavier saw apollos angst fit #herr forehead why are you dressed like those japanese cartoons #and then he gets genuinely concerned because he doesn't react to the teasing normally. he doesn't shout. his face doesn't scrunch up #and now he realises apollo has left wright and co and is on his own. he doesn't tell anyone anything because apparently #every defense lawyer in his vicinity is incapable of leaning on other people #athena: i recommend a therapy session stat #txt #ace attorney

[sage-nebula]

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#i've been having bad stomach issues again for the past month or so and Google says the symptoms match up to colon cancer #which it's probably not (altho apparently colorectal cancer is spiking among my age group?) but i realized i wouldn't be that upset #if it was. like if i only had a year or two left. i'm okay with that. that's the level my depression is at rn #the biggest concern i'd have is for my dog bc she has more than 2 years. but otherwise it's like #i'm stressed and sick and my back has been hurting a lot so also in pain so much of the time #so if it was only 2 more years of that. i just wouldn't be that upset abt it yfm #or one more year or w/e #that's where i'm at rn anyway

[askfairyromano]

i cant tell if you're joking or not about that curl, but, uh, yes, babe, it's pretty distinct. everything else can mostly be covered, but that curl is kind of a give away. not that you dont look nice of course! but we're trying to go for subtlety here, yeah? dont you have, i dont know, jeans or something? normal street wear? something less red and gold and more... beige? or whatever it is merchants and shoppers wear? if not, i suppoooooose this will have to do. we'll just have to make sure you stay out of too much trouble ;)

(you've posted so much art lately!!! your hungary is the prettiest thing! how long does it usually take you to draw full pieces like that? and the three itabros! you always have such cool concepts when it comes to character design! and your little baby roma!!!! i want to nibble his cheeks he's so tiny! your art has only improved and its so cool to see your older stuff!)

//link to the answer of how long stuff takes me

#hetalia fairy au #art #hetalia south italy #hws south italy #hetalia romano #hws romano #aph romano #aph south italy #ask answered #hetalia #hws #here's to hoping tumblr isn't fucking this up #thank you thank you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #I've taken up to posting whenever I actually finish stuff instead of queuing it #so much more freedom #and thank you #people seem to really like the designs #which is surprising but very much welcomed #though I don't know if I'll use them again lmao #this is like my 7th au concerning anything romano #I was this close to opening another askblog with him #but I wouldn't be able to do so because of timing issues #and I highly doubt people would care for it #though apparently people care for this blog #I recently found out I'm like a small celebrity #a fucking surprise that was #anyway #sorry for the rambling

[orcelito]

So I was chatting with my fellow very mentally ill queer coworker friend about mental illness (as we do) and I mentioned how I was realizing that my wildly manic depressive response to grief wasn't... normal...

& they were like 'oh my god Yeah I've been suspecting you're bipolar for a While now' bc apparently I get in... modes... where my pupils are Huge and I'm talking a mile a minute and doing 4 things at once and even my Posture is different

And then I'll come in the next day like all the life's been sucked out of me.

& she mentioned there's type 1 and type 2, 1 being the longterm episodes & 2 being them alternating on a day to day basis. And I'm just like... damng... I sure do seem to have that 2 thing...

Apparently it's not normal to alternate between manic and depressive states! Who knew!

#speculation nation #ive like... always had this sorta thing. fatally hyperactive is how ive thought of it #those moods where im bouncing off the wall and super cheerful but DEFINITELY in a concerning mental state #apparently it's not exactly normal to be having a breakdown but laughing as you do it #no wonder no depression meds have worked for me. bc im not Just Depressed. #ive known for a while now that i dont have normal depression. i just dont. but sometimes im depressed #and then sometimes i write 70k words in 3 weeks!!!!!!!! #it makes sense but i kinda wish it didnt lol. as if autism and adhd wasnt enough. bipolar too??? really???? #im gonna do some research & see if it's smth worth looking into treatment for #mayhaps i could mention it whenever i set up my psychiatry appointment :p #i dont wanna b bipolar 😭 but then again identifying it will probably help with managing it #damng all i needed to figure out my manic depression wasnt normal was losing my uncle & the symptoms getting Much Worse #me wildly oscillating between too depressed to write and too manic to write (bc even though i was motivated i didnt have clarity of mind) #longest... sigh... imaginable... i have so many mental and physical problems and i have No idea where to start with them #...adhd first probably. if i can tackle my abysmal executive dysfunction then maybe the rest will be easier to address lol #negative/ #I Guess.

[eltheabberation]

Short little thing I typed up

“What is this?”

Yan turned over the small, see-through bag in his hands, brow furrowed as he looked at the contents.

“It’s a gift,” Houji said. “For Valentine’s Day.”

Yan looked up at him. “Isn’t that a western thing?”

“We have in Japan too.”

“Hm.” He opened the bag and pulled out a piece of chocolate. He glanced back over at Houji, eyes narrowed. “I can’t eat this.”

“It’s traditional.” Houji smiled. Yan muttered something under his breath, then sighed and put the chocolate back.

“Thank you,” he said begrudgingly.

“You have to pay me back next month.”

“Or I could kill you right here and now,” he said. Houji chuckled.

“Oh, could you?”

In response, he brought a hand up to Houji’s head and ruffled his hair. Houji narrowed his eyes.

“You are terrible,” he said, running his fingers through his hair, trying to brush the loose strands back into place.

“I’d have to be” — Yan smiled — “to put up with you.”

Houji paused for a moment. Finally, he pressed a kiss to Yan’s cheek.

“Happy Valentine’s Day,” he said. Yan turned away and closed his eyes.

“Happy Valentine’s Day.”

#my writing #maybe ooc but then again the characters have basically no personality in canon so who knows #anyway apparently valentine’s day is a thing in china but mostly among younger generations #and I don’t think yan would be concerned with that kind of stuff #but eh what do I know #not entirely sure how I feel about this but it exists #issue with writing yanhouji stuff for me is unless it’s after yan’s death or going really deep into the character’s motives #try as I might it just kinda reads like budget houtata #which it isn’t I swear it’s not (<- in denial) #I tried to incorporate little things about the characters and their motivations and stuff but idk if that came across #these tags are getting longer than the actual thing itself #anyway happy valentine’s day to all those who celebrate

[idrawtoomuch-gw2]

...

#so I did have plans tto attempt learning Unity but apparently theyre planning on adding 'install fees' #and although that would likely not affect me if I ever do manage to make anything it makes me concerned about future changes #PLUS I came across articles discussing AI generation tools in Unity #looks like that option is most likely going out the window #so my options are try to learn Unreal (which apparently DOES have a free version I dont know why comparisons I saw before said it didn't) #or make an engine from scratch which... not feasible for me at all #again I know nothing about any of this hence 'Attempt to learn' #3rd option is rpgmaker #which I may dig into regardless

[erporo]

how ridiculous would it be to go to the pf tag someday & see ur own blog being complained about or something

#like. i MUST'VE made smb sick/concerned w/ my rb sprees by this point #or not #IDK my anxiety is going nuts for no apparent reason again :) #yappps

[asexualbert]

Props to my therapist for solving a longtime concern of mine purely by telling me it's actually not an issue at all.

This is not sarcasm. For years, I'd been concerned that I was bad at dealing with my emotions, didn't know how to feel my feelings, that I was bottling things up, blah blah blah, because I would just like, move onto the next thing really fast; I didn't feel like I felt sad long enough and stuff.

And I explained this to her in depth. We talked over some stuff, did some reflection, and she basically says, "Yeah, I don't think you're bottling anything up. I think you just have a really strong ability to compartmentalize that's really healthy and effective, actually."

And I'm like, "Oh. Rad."

So basically, I'm apparently actually so good at this "processing things" thing that I'd just confused myself into thinking I was bad at it for years.

#noticing this for the first time since that conversation recently #got some pretty shitty news from my doctor the other day #came home; wallowed for a bit #and then by dinner I was just chilling again #and this time I wasn't concerned that that was wrong! #which is fun #apparently I'm just good at this #and it's actually NOT a bad thing that I'm not sad #which you'd really think was a given when you phrase it like that