#✨vent time✨

[lives4lovesworld]

there is something to be said about the pathetic and ridiculous stansas' strawman argument that Sansa is being hated for enjoying romance and fantasy stories and songs 😂;

When i) I have never witness this, its only ever said by her stans that she gets hated for that. So much so it's her most prominent hate that has to be called out.

iii) What takes the cake however is the hypocrisy (as always); childlike naivety is something to applaud when Sansa displays it, it makes her promising for any power role ("emBodImEnt Of hOpe foR fuTUre") a romantic idealist, but with Daenerys? Oh honey no, in that case its pathologize as megalomaniac delusion, first displayed trait of the genetic madness that slumbers within her. Sansa's qoute "If I am ever a queen, I'll make them love me" gets her rewarded with the fandom's marxist nobleprize, meanwhile Daenerys gets thousand edits from them with the qoute "the way to hell is paved with good intentions" and is a cult leader and tyran unseen before for wishing to beloved by her subjects for her ACTUAL work and sacrifices.

ii) The idea alone that she; one of the most safe character in the series: a passive status qou conforming highborn girl with the most disproportionated popularity amongst the fandom, is single out in the series and hated for THAT is so ludicrous her stans should come up with a better strawman argument. She is not in the least unique (which is were her actual problems lies) for that; a lot of female AND male character in the series do so.

#asoiaf #✨vent time✨ #fandom wank #fandom double standards #fandom hypocrisy #anti sansa stans #anti stansas #daenerys targaryen #targnation

[stardestroyer81]

Can I offer you a nice transfem sheep in this tryin' time? 💙🏳️‍⚧️✨

#⭐ Star's Art ⭐ #Micah Vandenburg #Sheep Fursona #Fursona #Furry #Chibi #Cutecore #Kawaiicore #Trans Women #Transgender #Coolness #I had to write the image description for this drawing FROM SCRATCH three times thanks to tumblr's incompetence. #With that brief vent out of the way... behold! W O M E N ! ! ! ! ! #It's been some time since I've drawn the 'chibi version' of my main fursona so I thought I'd indulge... #... in a style similar to Namco's trademark 'broken line' artstyle no less! #It's not 100% accurate (More so inspired) as I don't have a rectangle brush but I still quite love it for what it is #Plus I'm fairly certain this is the first time tumblr gets to see my fursona's usual outfit... #... which is interestingly based off of a very real outfit I've worn out and about before! Bi heart necklace and all! #I A C T U A L L Y drew this for a super secret surprise coming up very soon... #... so if you'd like to know what I drew this for specifically... stay tuned 👀 #Anyways like this post to boop my snoot and reblog to give me a nice big hug 💖✨

[angstyaches]

100 x 10

To commemorate this blog passing 1,000 followers, I wanted to write 10 new 100-word drabbles. (Because 100 x 10 = 1,000!)

Please don't send anything too elaborate; a sentence/dialogue starter/some keywords etc. + OC name(s) please! 🖤

#ask game #ask meme #drabbles #mini mental health vent incoming #I attempted starting this up last week but when the post got no interaction my brain attempted self destruction #and I deleted it because it was easier than dealing with the perceived ✨rejection✨ and 💅failure💅 #so if this disappears again after you've seen it - that's probably why! #I'm gonna try not to though and to be more patient #anyways today sucked and I need a distraction so now seems as good a time as any #Flickposting #blog stuff

[unfunnyaceartist]

Vent post ahead that may change your view on me and that may sound dramatic (NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE, THIS IS JUST IN GENERAL) Mostly just to get out my feelings. I only ask that if you look, to be kind and understanding and patient. Also the tags are silly and id appreciate if you read em. id appreciate if you didnt ask me anything on it

I feel toxic sometimes because i can get so jealous i borderline gatekeep things and I always feel so bad because its never intentional but then I end up hating myself because I know its unhealthy and irrational but I cant help it, and I know im so lucky and have a lot in many senses of the word, but at times it feels like they can be taking everything, because when I like someone or something, they tend to matter a fuck-ton to me. Im sorry to anyone ive lashed out at a bit for them wanting what I have, I really am. Its not coming from a place of hostility, rather a place of trauma responses and hyperfixation that stem from my adhd and autism but like when I try something and it goes great, and then someone else is like "OOH thats awesome I wanna do that too" It feels almost like when Im finally happy or excited or proud to have something, someone comes and takes it. Usually Ill play it off as a joke, but in reality, its complete honesty that im trying to soften so I dont upset anyone, especially when its over fiction or a person, because I do NOT own them and I know that, but it bothers me when someone swoops in to do the exact same things or even one-up especially when its really soon after me, and since my self worth is already abysmal, it just makes me feel worse, like I should be lucky to have what I do to begin with, but I feel the need to hold it close to me and protect it so I dont lose things that make me really happy.

Recently Ive even started reverse gatekeeping in response to others, where ill just tell myself I cant or dont deserve to have anything special because I'm not, and only others can enjoy this. But thats why people making me ship content makes me so happy. Its dumb to get jealous over others selfshipping with a character I like. Its dumb to get upset over someone I know copying or taking heavy inspiration from one of my ideas. Its dumb to get possessive over someone else trying to befriend my new awesome friends or wife/wives. I rarely selfship anymore due to my reverse gatekeeping and instead serve the others who simp or enjoy content. I provide since I feel I cant take. It makes me happy and distracts me. But the moment someone else does something similar to what is my toxic coping mechanism for my toxic coping mechanism, it only hurts worse. Thats why sometimes, for example, I get a bit snappy when someone else provides gummybunny (that and also shipping jealousy sometimes). Thats why I get snappy when I make a friend someone else super cool and then another person comes in and wants to befriend them (No darken, this wasnt directed at you, its happened more than once with more than one person but I know how you tend to assume). I LOVE giving but I hate sharing, because all my life whenever I shared, I lost something.

Introduce a friend to a friend? They leave me behind for eachother. Let someone wear my fitbit because they wanted to feel "rich"? It got stolen. Give money to someone in a "rough spot" who promised to repay me somehow? Never saw them again. I was always so trusting and understanding, and I always made excuses for others. Always so naive and gullible. So much so, in fact, that in elementary I kept letting my bullies pretend to be my friends when they claimed they changed, and let them destroy any ounce of worth I had whatsoever. Things that make me happy I CHERISH because of all the things ive lost and all my experiences. Ive never been hit, not once, but the abuse all my life came emotionally and mentally, and I only recently realized through therapy. Now its hard to trust people in certain situations. Sorry for my probably hard to follow and melodramatic rant.

sorry im dumb haha

#tw vent #By the time I finished writing the post I was no longer a mess about it but im still gonna post it #I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IF I SEE ANYONE APOLOGIZING FOR MY OWN ISSUES IM GONNA BE PISSED #yall read all the tags its beneficial lol #Ngl SOME of this jealousy hits hardest with Gummy #because Ill FINALLY get fed some simp food for myself #and then yk #theyll kinda show up and ask to receive the same stuff #or act jealous #gummy #babe I love you #BUT DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU HAVE FEEDING YOU GUMMYBUNNY CONSTANTLY???? #Like mine is rare and far between #and I dont draw much selfship unlike you #LET ME HAVE SOME THINGS DAMMIT #And then Darken over here when I get a cool new friend just like: #... is for me? 🥺👉👈 #/nm for both things #im the embodiment of envy and greed arent I... #I hate upsetting people #I just keep it to myself and internalize my emotions mostly #haha now you guys know how possessive and jealous I am #its giving yandere 🥰💅✨🗣💃🕺😍😘😼🤠🤭😇🙄🤩😜😝🤑🧐😈 #i regret my life choices right about now

[shirogane-oushirou]

i think this is my first pic of them together??????? somehow?????? god. anyway. gay furry cuddles babey.

#me: i should work on my selfshipvember wip for today! #brain: no. Furry Time. #idk i just wanted to draw something cute for no other reason than it makes me feel warm and fuzzy. yknow? #especially on a day like today. i just. ough. not gonna vent on here. it's just... my family is so :) they're just so :) ARGH. #the idea of ren wrapping his tail around me has rotted my brain since i saw that imagine an eternity ago ;__; #📌 [ my posts. ] #selfship #self ship #selfshipping #self shipping #🦦 [ can't escape it. ] #🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ] #🐐 [ been up all night. ] #✨ [ oc lore. ] #🧃 [ who is in control. ] #🐸 [ look ahead. ] #🦔 [ used to be easy. ] #🎨 [ 046 art. ]

[enevera]

talking to my dad is very often like talking to a therapist if the therapist was trying to make you feel worse instead of better

#it’s all ‘here’s xyz reason why you’re wrong articulated in the rudest way you can say without yelling #this isnt even abt anything im just talking rn #vent #sometimes he’s nice and fun to be around but he only manages that for abt an hour a day #most of the time it’s just insufferable being around him #anyway today the thing i was wrong abt was feeling drained after work ✨

[canaryarrow]

How it feels being a Kuai Liang Girlie™️ in these trying times

#mortal kombat #honestly mk1 is looking to be a fantastic game #BUT WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY DOING WITH KUAI #this is genuinely the only thing bothering me about the game so far #I’m trying not to be too negative about it all #but he’s one of my fave characters of all time and honestly a fucking staple in this franchise #so it kinda sucks they’re going this route with him #and don’t even get me started on how this is all so shitty to hanzo too #idk I’m hoping it won’t be as bad as I’m making it out to be in my head #sorry for being ✨negative✨ I just needed to vent lol #Morgan for ts

[cyberr-v0id]

For the love of all things beyond human comprehension can someone please please just tell me what is wrong with my brain and why I act and think like this and why nobody has ever thought I’m normal except when they’re trying to deny that there’s something wrong

#cyberr speaks #vent #rant #brain #there is something wrong with me #✨psychologically✨ #and I need help that I will never get #gods I just want to know what it is #I’m so tired of always playing this guessing game #of #‘is my inability to keep my room tidy just laziness or a mental block of some kind’ #of ‘why can’t I just stay focused for one second’ #of ‘oh hell I just zoned out’ #of ‘I’ve been surpressing this thing for so long that I no longer know if it’s a real thing i experience #or if I’m just making it up’ #of ‘is this a melt down or I’m really just that weak as to cry all the time’ #of ‘why am #getting these thoughts. they’re not me’ #of ‘why aren’t I like them. why don’t people like me. why can’t I just act like them. why do they think I’m weird. what’s wrong with me’ #what’s wrong with me #always the same question #over and over and over and over #and over #again

[monmuses]

TW for negativity - a status update on me

things in my house are very, very tense right now. ive had a shitty Thanksgiving week and things are more stressful than ever. Sunday night was awful due to a major fight that broke out in my house via my brother calling out my mom and its made her essentially run a victim card and separate her from us.

my activity, from here on out to who knows how long, will be either in big spurts or very, very minimal. i'm... really trying to handle this the best i can, but my trust with my family has been thinned out to where im hesitant to even speak. im toughening it out until i leave.

and i apologize for not getting to people as much as i can. im very casual on my writing due to stuff going on in my life (via family drama from my mother) and returning to school. this is mostly why i never talk to people as much as i want to. but please understand if i disappear or i never reply to stuff for a couple of days.

im very tired and my emotions have been stretched far and wide over my mother's explosive meltdowns. im hoping this eases up, but right now, i dont know what the outcome will be. all im hoping is things get better before i leave.

#✨{𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔞; (𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯) #vent tw #negative tw #// *its really bad. the topic of my parents separating or divorcing has been a recurring suggestion from my mom #// *and my trust has been broken #// *ngl im very scared and worried for my family but im hoping things mend before christmas #// *right now the best i can do is push forward and find something to keep me happy #// *i wont let negativity bring me down this time

[lives4lovesworld]

Dragons, their unique and extraordinary bond and why the binder is a red herald.

“If you read Fire and Blood, you’ll know there’s definitely a bond between the dragons and their riders and the dragons will not accept just any rider,” says Martin. “Some people try to take a dragon wind up being eaten or burned to death instead, so the dragons are terribly fussy about who rides them.” - Grrm November 2018

We shall not pretend to any understanding of the bond between dragon and dragonrider; wiser heads have pondered that mystery for centuries. We do know however, that dragons are not horses, to be ridden by any man who throws a saddle on their back. - writings of Gyldayn

Most speculations around dragons, the dragonbinder and any potential riders are blatantly rooted in nonsensical delusion and pure envy of House Targaryen and the power it derived of their dragons, and the deranged need to see the dragons fight and wreak havoc to finally villainize them all once and for all the eyes of the realm as the clowns of this fandom all do in their posts, so their excessive hatred is finally validated by canon. Nowhere is all this more apparent than in the ridiculous popularity of the theories that have Stannis Baratheon, Young Griff, Victarion and Euron Greyjoy become dragon riders, and more specifically all in context as enemies to Daenaerys.

It's truly astonishing what loops people jump through to make these theories appear even the slightest bit feasible;

Even if Stannis Baratheon would survive long enough to set eyes on Dany's dragons and even if the theory in and of itself wouldn't be a pathetic attempt by his delusional stans to still present him as a viable candidate for Azor Ahai Reborn. There was not one recorded incident of a Baratheon riding a dragon, and mind you Orys Baratheon was likely Aegon’s bastard brother yet neither he nor any of his closest descendants have been dragon riders, and each of them had more blood of the dragon than Stannis. The prerequisite of even being one.

Young Griff [or FAegon or Aegon VI] tho the most feasible of all the "candidates" it is ridiculous which lengths the proponents go to, to craft scenarios, where he, always a political enemy of Dany, somehow obtains one of her sons. It's often argue that, regardless of who Young Griff truly is, Targaryen or Blackfyre, due to his blood he must be a dragon rider! An equally bold as unfounded hypothesis: i) the concept that House Blackfyre would have been dragonlords as well had the dragons not be extinct by the time the cadet branch of House Targaryen was founded is purely speculative! Neither House Celtigar nor House Velaryon, two ancient Valyrian House, had been dragonslords. Hell, not even all members of House Targaryen had been. ii) Young Griff surviving long enough to set eyes onto Daenerys's dragons is as hypothetical as Stannis's prior, and given how he is currently risking an all-open war with only 5000 sellswords at his disposal with no prior war experience against the current reign is just as unlikely. iii) However, let's assume Young Griff indeed survives long enough to do so and ends up fighting Daenerys; as already stated dragons aren't mere mounts, they choose their riders and need to bond and for that, they need a considerable amount of time, training is time-consuming as well. So how exactly would Young Griff even get the chance to bond with either Rhaegal or Viserion? In addition, Daenerys's dragons are unique to their ancestors all of them having bonds to her as their cherished mother. Despite what the fandom argues, dragons are not nuclear bombs, they would never bond with someone who would want to severely harm or even kill their mother. Lastly iv) which is purely theoretical but IMO a very solid theory: @luchibelle theorized that Magister Illyiro Mopatis put the eggs into his son's cradle after the Targaryen fashion and hoped they would hatch. The man likely attempted several times to hatch them. In vain, he gifted them to Daenerys as bride's gifts. In all likelihood to make the marriage with Daenerys for Khal Drogo more desirable, for Dany's bride's gifts are his property, which the Magister needed for his scheme of Viserys as the evil invader with his foreign army of savages for his son to defeat as the gallant Aegon VI Targaryen. However, it does further contradict the speculation of Young Griff's potential being able to bond & ride a dragon.

So far Euron and Victarion Greyjoy are the only ones actively perusing Daenerys for her dragons, name and beauty, something none of the other "candidates" do which should at least be the bare basis on these speculations if you want to call them that way. However, the unquestionable fact that the iron borns do not possess a drop of the blood of the dragon should end all speculations then and there. The unfounded idea that Euron possesses unnatural power and/or uses the horn he proclaims is a tool that can subjugate dragons should serve as a substitute for the lack of valyrian is a jump through a loop unparalleled: i) While GRRM can stress as much as he wants that Euron is much more than what he appears to be; a megalomaniac sadistic busy-body. The Forsaken shows that Euron sacrifices humans and uses tortured captive priests to perform their magic FOR him. The power does not come from him, unlike Daenerys and some of the Starks. ii) the unwillingness of this fandom to see Euron's tale of him traveling to Valyria as a lie is on the same level as its unwillingness to see Petyr Baelish's one. Valyria after the doom is hell on earth. GRRM emphasized this more than once in his lore; Princess Aerea Targaryen, Garin the Great. Hell, he even wrote this scene. Yet because some really want to see their super specific unfeasible(!) fever dreams to validate their need to punish Daenerys and House Targaryen and their dragon for being perceived as obstacles to their favorite character's rise to power, Euron Greyjoy, a minor character introduced to us in ADwD, is the first to set foot onto Valyria after more than 400 years. iii) Since we have established the truthfulness of Euron's tale, let's extend the same skepticism to the "Dragonbinder" as well; true dragonbinders were used by pure-blooded Valyrians to tamp even the ill-willed and oldest dragons. In the millennia of wars between the dragonlords of the Freehold and the rest of Essos dozen of such horns must have been lost by riders and found by other folk. If the possession of one paired with enough magical expertise and lust for dragons would been sufficient to make anyone a dragon rider, the Freehold of Valyria would not have been the only civilization to tamp dragons. So why would two Greyjoys make the exception? On top of that, why would Euron let the horn out of his sight and more importantly give it into the custody of his brother he knows has wronged and slighted more than once? And if Euron is indeed an agent of the Others, of Ice GRRM won't have him subjugate one of the embodiments of Fire, which shall be triumphant at the end of the series. Lastly, the speculation of Victarion Greyjoy as a dragon rider is a misunderstanding, likely deliberate, of Moqorro and the dialog between him and Victarion; Moqorro is a red priest sent to Daenerys so she might know she has been identified as Azor Ahai Reborn by his temple. If he is even half as frantically loyal as Melisandre is to Stannis, Moqorro would never actively try to sabotage his Chosen One by helping someone, a non-believer at that, to rob her of her dragons. Creatures that are sacred to the religion of R'hllor. Not to mention who is Victarion to Moqorro? A pillaring slave catcher who worships an agent of the Others for everything that isn't R'hllor.

If speculations around potential dragon riders do not serve to despite Dany, then they are handed out as rewards to favorites. Nevertheless, GRRM has written to many hints for the other characters to become riders, likely Tyrion and Jon Snow, despite it being incredibly repugnant to me for numerous reasons; it has been Daenerys who has to do all the hard work, who figured out how to birth them, how to raise and feed them, how to train them and deal with all the moral dilemmas. No matter what it will always be cheap, offensive and lazy to me that two characters will swoop in, become legendary as as the first dragon riders woth Danya and reap all the glory, and given of which descent they will be, a violation of GRRM own lore and rules of physic. The excuse of 'its the ending of the world' is beneath his talent.

To conclude its despicable how something as unique as the bond between dragons and their riders and the otherworldliness being of the blood grants is cheapened by all these speculations, which are almost exclusively petty fantasies that should be impossible to happen.

#asoiaf #asoiaf meta #dragons #Old Valyria #dragonbinder #FAegon #Young Griff #Aegon VI Targaryen #Euron Greyjoy #debunking popular speculations #✨vent time✨ #stannis baratheon #victarion greyjoy

[ranminfan]

This is my first Christmas where I'm genuinely unhappy.

I've never been so mentally and emotionally tired in my life, and I'm sure, and afraid, its going to get worst. Somethings been going on between my parents which I'm sure will affect me eventually. Things at school are stressing and draining me. My thoughts are everywhere and are all thinking of the worst for what's to come in my life in the future. I feel so unaccomplished now that the year's coming to an end, and I really... really don't know what to think at this point.

The only thing I can do is just try. I'm doing my best and sometimes I forget worrying. I'm keeping my heads up but there are days where I'm just down, so down, and I let all the emotions out. I keep doing what I love, which is art, and hope for the best.

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I've never vented here, but I guess I now know why some people do. Its relieving, getting all the emotions out especially when I have no one to talk to.

I wish everyone a Happy Holiday, and the best for the coming year.

#I want every friends I made to know I appreciate and love the bonding times we shared #it helped me a lot #text #rmf speaks #vent #I guess this is what people mean when they said they're fine #bad things are happening but they're still moving forward #I'm fine too #Christmas is my favorite holiday #the songs the lights during the night ✨ #lways makes me feel good

[devildom-drabbles]

MC enters Lucifer’s study to spend time with him after a stressful chaotic day.  They find him working at his desk, looking as equally drained as they are.

Lucifer: *looks up when they enter* Long day?

MC: Yeah.  You?

Lucifer: Nothing new.

MC: ...

MC: Want to complain about it together while drinking Demonus?

Lucifer: *immediately puts down his pen* I thought you'd never ask.

#it's their special ✨venting time✨ #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me mc #obey me lucifer #snippet #dialogue

[lichtecht]

uggggghhhhhh i am simply ✨💫NOT DOING GOOD FELLAS✨💫

#what if i just reblog this post every time i am ✨not doing good fellas✨ #ahahahahaha #vent #ig #mine #UGH!!!!!!

[wearily-confused]

fuck FUCK fuCkkKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

#vent ahead #spent so much time picking specific pics from near about 600 photos (all of which i clicked) and was down to the last 50 #guess fuckin what #after all that time #i went to delete them from the backup version #and voi-fuckin-la! #the originals disappeared too #AAAHHHGHGGHFF #thankfully i had already forwarded them to my cousin (the whole stack #not the selected ones unthankfully) #so i went and screenshotted a few #then #fuxkin THEN #i realised that its letting me forward/download tge pics i don't have (which whatsapp doesn't normally do smth not on internal storage smth) #(and yes it was whatsapp and yes u had to painfully select and send 600 pics in itty bitty batches) #(atleast they went from 30 to 100) #(cuz otherwise my fingers. and patience. would nOT) #(some pics did repeat bcz whatsapp sucks and messed the order) #bUT #now i forwarded all 600ish pics to another phn #and am debating btw letting my sister pick the pics (lol sry not sry) or doing it myself #again #which pain #P A I N #but also specifics #argh #its now officially a ✨later✨ prblm #as if i wasn't tired enough honestly #tag limit reached </3 #eph

[frecklystars]

thinking about sebastian squeezing me really tight and telling me things are gonna be ok. even if i'm really scared. he cradles my face and wipes my tears away with his thumbs and lets me lay on his chest. he's softly humming so i can focus on the sound of his voice as he strokes my hair and plays with the little pieces of glitter stuck between the strands. or he'll infodump about jazz just so my brain can try to focus on that instead of the things that are scaring me.

since i still cant sleep he plays something relaxing on my piano by my bed. but i still cant sleep bc i just wanna keep staring at him. and he's just shaking his head and smiling at me while playing the same lullaby over and over. "you're supposed to go to sleep." well maybe i dont wanna. maybe i wanna stare at my boyfriend's pretty face all night. hm?? what then, pretty boy??? you ever think of that?? you ever consider the fact that you're too beautiful for me to look away from??? you fool. put those baby blues away, they are dangerous.

but then he gets serious, holds my hand and kisses it, and repeats that everything is gonna turn out ok. he says it with such certainty. things will work out. and he stays with me just like that, holding my hand and whispering soothing words until i finally fall asleep.

#vent #💕♬♪☆ Are you shining just for me? ♡🌃✨ #throwing this into the void i just rewatched la la land for the thousandth time #longing and yearning. aching terribly. missing him dreadfully if you will. #im sorry i havent opened my inbox/dms yet i am Exhausted beyond belief 😭 #and have never been more stressed in my life #but i know by the end of the week ill be able to unpack my tablet and get back to drawing!!! #i just have a lot of family emergency situations suddenly popping up #on top of [vaguely gesturing to the horrors of the last few nights] whatever this has been #and my beloved dog might have heart problems but i wont know for sure until thursday... #i need to be struck by lightning or something i think that would fix me #or kill me. but that would also fix me #i also put more stuff into my queue so it'll post more #i think its already set at 20 posts per day #my brain is on fire. ok im gonna try to pass out. gnight

[whoreslut-supreme]

I feel like i should be sad about the fact that the queer community around me irl is not for me (filled with people younger than me with whom any relationships turn toxic in a matter of months and people older than me who already have their own close-knit groups) SO MUCH SO my schools smoking place is more welcoming

#'hey excuse me but can i but one i ran out' 'oh you've been giving me a couple times so just have one :)' *only has two left but gives it* #and it's more kindness than i've experienced in the queer friendships #i know that most of the people i see at ✨the smokery✨ are actually unpleasant and i wouldn't enjoy hanging out with them #but these short interactions really do feel more like a community than my actual community #vent post #kinda #cw smoking #also