livingdeadgirl-1784

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Are you out there ?

#living dead girl #life be like that sometimes #for love #someday #bored alone #ill wait

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Cant sleep. How do I turn this thing off🧠.....

#living dead girl #busy brain #night owl #life's choices #life struggles #dreaming #still hope #for love #newpath #new love #self healing #time heals #healthy mind #happy #self worth

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Reuniting with an old flame after many years🔥 Some connections just dont change, only get better with time. There will always be miles between but I pray he stays happy and safe❤️🙏🏻

#gotta love those moves #the talks #the laughs #comfortable #safe #almost two decades #friends #for life #wish him the best #stay safe #men in uniform #bit my lip #living dead girl

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

He told me he is dating again. It stung and feels wrong but going back to his love is too painful. I wish him the best.

#good luck #dating #feels weird #living dead girl #find your way #painful love

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Life doesn’t seem to work out as planned. Expected the unexpected even when you’ve mapped it out, did a test run, and have multiple backup plans. Just don’t count on it.... Be flexible in your idea of how things should be OR in how you get there . Oh, and be prepared for bumps and bruises maybe even a few breaks but don’t give up.

#living dead girl #my life #lifelessons #keeponkeepingon #planning #its funny because its true #i get it #trying #mean people suck #stay away #time heals #beflexible #trying to be positive #my thoughts #thoughts

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

removing yourself from toxic situations is lonely. removing toxic friends and family members from your life is lonely. learning to be without the people, or outside of the environment you were in for so long–somewhere that might’ve been unsafe or made you unhappy but was still familiar��is lonely. but it isn’t supposed to be easy. you have to choose yourself and you’ll regret it sometimes because you’ve never felt this alone, and yet it’s the right thing to do. learn to be happy with your own company, learn to support yourself the way you wish others would. there’s nothing others can give you that you cannot eventually give yourself.

#this #needed this #self affirmation #self acceptance #living dead girl #lonesome #lonely #being alone #love #love you always

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Having a child with a narcissist means they will always hold them over your head, never telling you what’s going on, never letting you know their whereabouts. They just use them as a pawn for their own selfish revenge. Nothing changes for a narcissist even when they’re a parent. shame shame shame.... I have no more words.

#living dead girl #grow up #narcissist #mean people suck #give it to god #letting go #trustingod #keep her safe #i hate him #empath #exhuasted #my thoughts #thoughts

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Does being lonely mean you’re weak?

#living dead girl #one day #lonesome #when will my life begin #island #be okay #being alone #goals #time heals #self healing #my thoughts #thoughts

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

It’s funny. I’ve always been the type to be in a relationship. Never went without a boyfriend long, always looking and searching for that great love(my worth) thinking each time “ he” is the one. Only to now be in my mid 30’s, alone and feeling more free and whole then I ever did in any of those relationships. Now I’m free to find me.

#findyourself #living dead girl #self healing #happy #knowyourworth #knowyourhistory #knowwhatyouwant #dontletotherswreckyou #dontletanyonebringyoudown #dontgiveup #my thoughts #thoughts

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

When you’re someone who doesn’t like to say no because you don’t want to disappoint or let anyone down, you will eventually start to crack. I need a mental break. I’ve got my craziness going on I’m trying to navigate through as well as being a support for some. I just need a little break, learn to say NO and not carry guilt for doing so.

#mental health #pause #life on pause #yes yes yes #craziness #need a break #living dead girl #my thoughts #thoughts #love you always #you are important

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Being an empath and facing a family tragedy is so overwhelming. I am feeling all the sadness I feel they are going through and it breaks my heart sooooooo much for them. I just want to be able to hold them all in some great hug that will help them have a soft place to land. A young life lost feels impossible to overcome💔💙

#love you always #see you in heaven #tooyoundtodie #heartbreak #my family #i love you #empath

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

I want the kind of hug that feels like Home.

#hugsneeded #self healing #time heals #living dead girl #soft place to land #my thoughts #thoughts #hugs #power of love

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

I had no clue this was going to be my life. I’ve heard others with similar stories and my heart always aches for them but I had no clue I’d be in the same boat as they. It’s crazy how one situation can change a persons life and their personality from what they would have originally been had they not had that trauma occur. 

Who am I? Who was I meant to be? Who could I have been?

#my thoughts #experiences make you #self healing #time heals #mean people suck #mylifewasstolen #i want happiness #i want peace #I want quiet #ineedarealhug #sad #iwantaredo #hugsneeded #broken soul #living dead girl #thoughts

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Being with someone who has narcissistic personality disorder suuuuuuuucks. Your mind gets totally scrambled on a daily basis. One disagreement and he’ll have you doubting everything about yourself.  And no matter how you try to navigate yourself in the relationship you always end up down the wrong road and it’s always your fault. To survive a relationship with someone like this to live a life that’s not your own just to keep from rocking the boat. I can’t not do that... I want to live my life and make waves.

#narcissist #mean people suck #mindfuck #selfish-centered #jerks #escape while you can #waves #liveyourlife #makewaves #living dead girl #my thoughts #thoughts #mental freedom

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

I hope some day I have a good man to share my days, my nights, my laughs, my tears, my fears, my quirks, my hopes, my dreams, my thoughts of life, God, the universe, this crazy world and all it has to give.

Someday, I hope to meet a guy that wants to share all his with me. I want a partner in crime a ride or die. I’m doing it alone for now because it’s what’s best for me and my mini, but dang if it doesn’t get lonely.

#single parent #lonesome #someday #be selfless #it’s not about me #bigger picture #self healing #better for you #harder for me #youreworthit #illdoanythingforyou #living dead girl #my thoughts #thoughts

[livingdeadgirl-1784]

Life got me like.

#my life #life be like that sometimes #star wars #how did i get here #wrong turn #should have seen this coming #give me a break #living dead girl #my thoughts