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I think I need someone who loves me like my aunt loved me. And that's just so unfathomable. But she just had the knack down. I wish I loved someone so dearly as well.

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9/17/23

I can't imagine being loved the way I need or want to be. Someone who wants to spend Christmas and birthdays together, who's ideal vacation includes me, who wants to write me letters when apart.

But lately I also can't imagine liking someone enough to actually love them. Or, loving spending time with them. For instance, I want to plan a trip with someone, or a few people, but I can't think of anyone's company I want.

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2/17/22

I'm so fucking horny and sad all the goddamn time

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Guys I'm seriously so lost and confused. I feel so displaced.

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Do people of different orientations care if other people wear things that say things pertaining to a certain orientation?

Do people of different orientations care if other people wear things that say things pertaining to a certain orientation? For example I saw a shirt that said ‘I have an A C E up my sleeve (its me I’m the ace), and I would love to wear something like that but I don’t know how confident I am with labeling myself as asexual, like I don’t know if I fit into the criteria. Same with gay shirts (like the straight outta the closet’ ones), like idk if I’m straight, gay. bi, pan, ace, or what, but I like a lot of these shirts but I don’t want to upset someone by wearing it

#lgbt #lgbtqsa+ #lesbian #gay #bisexual #transgender #queer #questioning #asexual #plus all of the others #pride #lgbt pride #idk #shirts #clothing #offending? #is it rude? #ace #straight ally #please help #fanfiction #in a heartbeat

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I want a partner who’s proud to be mine and to have me 

#love #romance #proud #relationship #friends #dating #partner #mine #his #or #hers #or theirs #idc really

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I'm so tired of feeling so LESS then other people. I'm tired of seeing a boy or girl and thinking 'they'd probs never even want to be my friend. Dating would also never happen. I'm just not worthy of them'. When did I start feeling this way? I know others do too and thats not fair. I know everyone has insecurities but why do I need to think that I'm not worth someone's time not to mention love? When did I go from invisioning a future of love and companionship to not even imagining staying in touch with the friends I've managed to make?

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Sometimes Having depression is KNOWING that you could change what's wrong and you could easily make things around you (grades, lifestyle, relationships ect.) better. You could do that BUT YOU FUCKING CANT BECAUSE YOURE MISERABLE AND HAVE NO MOTIVATION OR CARES OR ENTHUSIASM TO DO ANYTHING but you want to. You want to make your friends and family happy by being actually truly happy yourself. YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY. and sometimes when you finally decide to talk to someone or do something or admit that there is actually something wrong THE PEOPLE HAND YOU ANOTHER POTATO AND EXPEXT YOU TO BE BETTER. Well hun, that ain't gonna work.

#depression #helpless #I could go on #some casses are different #its a serious problem #not a joke #its okay to get help #it doesn't mean you're weak #stay strong

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Do I think you're cute or have I finally caved under the expectations of my peers, family and society to find other humans appealing ?

#cute #social media #society #caving #do I actually #peer pressure #family pressure #other people #attractive #sexuality? #maybe maybe not #didn't use to care #do I really think so now? #fake feelings #confusion

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I wonder if trees with private property signs feel like they have been chosen as a forest guard.

#trees #forest #guard #duty #important jobs #special #question #just wondering #curious #a little random #odd thought

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Do schools ever even consider that some people have mental disorders? That some people have crippling anxiety? Or that not everyone is extroverted? I don't think they do.

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Just found a plus side to being a potato: I can glance and un-creepily stare at the gorgeous people of the world without them lookong at me. I am as inconspicuous as a shadow in the wind.

#potato #meisapotato

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SPN ship

Not a hard core Destiel shipper but I admit that it should happen (even tho its already cannon). Anyway I think a good way for it to finally happen on the show is for Dean and Sam to be in a rough spot like srsly beat up and cas runs up and freaks out and realises that he is the only one who can help but it will most likely bring death upon him but he begins to leave with Dean trying to chase him and cas turns around walks back to Dean and kisses him on the lips, they stare into eachothers eyes finnaly admiting their feelings, turns back around and disapears from sight. Then the camera who turns to Dean and you see the tears in his eyes. You see how it tears him up that the Angle he loves, and the angle that loves him back, is gone and might never return.

#supernatural #destiel #spnfamily #spnfandom #angelanddean #cannon? #make it real please

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Same

I still struggle with the fact that everyone has their own conscience and their own life.

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Why?

Why is it that so many people are so caught up about sexuality? Why does it matter what kind of a person a person would have sex with? Honestly I kind of think that gender identity is a bit more important. Like it shouldn't matter who a person would do, but it should matter who the person IS.

#sexuality #gender #important #whoapersonis #doingthedowiththeoneyoulove

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Yeah

This is my first post