witchy-fibro-hippie

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

When I was a child growing up, the house was always a cluttered mess. Life was turbulent and chaotic, much like the state of our home.

Now as an adult with my own apartment, I realize how much that affected my mental health in a negative way.

I need to have my place clean, organized, and smelling good at all times. It gives me such a big boost of serotonin. My home is my sanctuary from the chaos outside its walls.

#childhood #childhood trauma #mental health #positive mental attitude #cleanhouse #sanctuary #fibrofighter #peaceful #serotonin #clean

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Bout to hit the overly positive people in my life with this one…. Fuckin leave me alone, you have no idea what it takes for me to accomplish during a flare. It isn’t mind over matter when your body assaults you with pain✌🏼

#fibromyalgia #spoonies #chronic illness #chronic life #chronic pain #fibro #fibrofighter #fibro problems #fibrolife #chronic fatigue #baby steps

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

One reason humans need to be more kind and patient with one another 💜

#fibromyalgia #chronic pain #fibrofighter #fibro problems #fibrolife #chronic fatigue #in so much pain #fibrowarrior #chronic illness #disability #disabled #see me #be kind #share love

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Husband’s cold is cured

Mine turned to pneumonia

It’s the most wonderful time of the year 👎🏼

#sickness #sick #sick again #immune compromised #this is depressing #emo girl #asthma

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Being immune compromised during cold and flu season is the absolute worst 👎🏼

A simple cold has morphed into a full blown lung infection and I’m regretting going out in public 😭

#immune compromised #asthma #sickness #suffering

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Just when I start to get into an exercise routine, feeling motivated with low pain levels my fibromyalgia flares up in a big way and I can’t exist without extreme pain. It halts my fitness progress and makes me feel so fucking depressed. How the fuck is this life forever? I just want to be able to reach my goals without constant road blocks 😭

#fibromyalgia #chronic pain #fibrofighter #fibro problems #fibrolife #chronic fatigue #in so much pain #fibrowarrior #chronic illness #emo girl #im sad rn #depressing shit #i cant take it anymore

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

WHYYYY THEEEE FUCK did I insist on roasting a 20lb Turkey by myself today?! 🦃

My over sensitive hands fisting a turkey felt like absolute torture. So nasty and pointy inside 😳

Second off I have a bad back and this motherfucker is HEAVYYYY. I almost dropped the thing 3 times while prepping. Putting it in the oven without my back going out was tricky!

Third off, I had to sanitize my kitchen and all utensils after prep

There’s still 5 hours of roasting and basting to go and I’m already flaring and ready for a hardcore nap… but I’m too anxious do that bc I don’t want the bird to burn when I’m asleep 😴

My friends are expecting to have a nice dinner and party a little bit afterwards but I don’t think I’ll have the energy. This is too stressful and I really HATE that I sent myself into a flare doing something I love so much ☹️

#fibromyalgia #chronic pain #fibrofighter #fibro problems #fibrolife #chronic fatigue #in so much pain #fibrowarrior #chronic illness #turkey #painful #i fucked up #fibro flare #spoonies #spooniestrong #mistakes were made #oversensitivity #hypersensitivity #this is depressing #emo girl

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Found out that two of my photos are going to be displayed in a local gallery next month 📷

The theme is personal transformation due to opiate addiction

Here’s the bio I wrote:

Molly has been taking pictures of abandoned properties across New York State since 2008. In 2015, she lost her ”cousin-bestie” Sean to a heroin overdose. Losing him so suddenly and tragically was extremely traumatic. She misses his physical presence in her life and often finds herself looking back on their happy memories, wishing for just one more day together. Taking photographs helps Molly cope with the waves of grief that ebb and flow over her by giving her a creative outlet to express herself emotionally. Getting out and adventuring through these places feeds her soul with restorative energy.

I post my photos on social media but this is the first time my physical prints will be displayed somewhere within my community and I am beyond excited and proud of myself. If ya like my photos, check out my instagram, it’s provided in this post 😁

#photography #abandoned #urbex #urbexphotography #urban exploration #opiate addiction #fuck heroin #recovery #healing #creative inspiration #coping #grief #loss #addiction #new york #moody aesthetic #moodyphotography #abandoned school #abandoned church

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Crisp autumn mornings are unmatched 🥀

#season of the witch #photography #autumn #fall vibes #fall aesthetic #fall season #autumn aesthetic #sunrise #new york #into the woods #magical #witchy woman

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Having sleep apnea on top of fibromyalgia has me constantly feeling EXCACTLY like this 😴

#fibromyalgia #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #spoonie #fibro #invisible illness #fatigue #fibrofighter #fibrowarrior #always tired #sleep apnea #sleep deprived #it never ends #let me sleep #chronic illness #sleep disorder

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

There’s something magical about the cemetery in fall 🍁✨

#witchy woman #cemetery #clouds #sky #beautiful views #fall aesthetic #fall vibes #fall season #peaceful #magical #beautiful #grounding #good pain day #soloadventure

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

I coughed ONCE and my back went alll the wayyyy outttt 😣

Can’t move at all without intense stabbing pain pain assaulting my spine…

Lots of massaging and tens unit use for this girl

#fuckfibromyalgia #chronic pain #fibromyalgia #fibro problems #fibrolife #bullshit

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

This flare is kicking my mf assssss 😭

#chronic illness #chronic life #chronic pain #fibromyalgia #spoonies #in so much pain #fibrolife #fibro problems #fibro humor #fibrofighter #fibrowarrior #fibro things #fibro flare #send help

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

OH FUCK YEAHHHH 🍂

#witchy woman #witches vs patriarchy #wicca #pagan #witchblr #witchy aesthetic #coven #magic #fall #fall aesthetic #witch humor #girl power

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

It’s one of those nights…

Tossing and turning while my skin crawls

I cant get comfortable

Freezing cold outside of my covers, yet sweaty when they’re on

I want to rip my hair out bc it keeps making my face itch

These random sharp pains and muscle spasms making me twitch

There’s nothing I can do to stop these pain flares and it’s such a defeating feeling

Guess I’ll just smoke some weed about it 🤷‍♀️

#fibromyalgia #chronic pain #fibrofighter #fibro problems #fibrolife #in so much pain #fibrowarrior #stoner goddess #plant medicine #emo girl #goin thru it #this is depressing #painful #cant sleep

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

Fibro gangg 🤣

#fibromyalgia #chronic pain #fibro problems #fibrofighter #chronic fatigue #fibrolife #fibrowarrior #in so much pain #fibrogang #gotta laugh #fibro humor

[witchy-fibro-hippie]

No wonder I don’t go out like I used to…The amount of days it requires to recover from a hangover with fibromyalgia is insane. I’m on day three and finally feel back to my normal self!

Had a blast and it was totally worth seeing old friends 😬

#fibromyalgia #fibrofighter #fibro problems #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #hangover #canthang