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thesecretinside96 · 6 months

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{October 16th 2023}

I think we will reconnect again in an airport, far far away, without planning, without time, without regret, it will be a rainy afternoon, and we’ll both be on our ways searching for our flight’s gate when in the middle of it all, our eyes will meet and then time will stop and we will speak the forbidden words we wanted to utter but were restricted by everything around us ...

You’ll greet me with a hey.. it’s so nice to see you

As if we’ve never been apart one from the other all this four years of distance between the minutes of our longing

And I’ll answer back with a nervous hey that was lost inside with my surprise because life finally decided to throw us a bone and just let us be

In that moment we might talk or not and we might or not fly away together far away to live our truth without those cold fingers of judgment pointing at us from far

But I know that in this universe we’ll just walk away from each other and reach our flights and live with the what would’ve happened if we ran together that rainy afternoon

And deep down we will both pray to the universe to give us another chance to meet again so we can go away together holding hands and feeling the heat of our love on another rainy day

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-clip 📽️: movie Mr nobody

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thesecretinside96 · 6 months

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{October 16th 2023}

I think we will reconnect again in an airport, far far away, without planning, without time, without regret, it will be a rainy afternoon, and we’ll both be on our ways searching for our flight’s gate when in the middle of it all, our eyes will meet and then time will stop and we will speak the forbidden words we wanted to utter but were restricted by everything around us ...

You’ll greet me with a hey.. it’s so nice to see you

As if we’ve never been apart one from the other all this four years of distance between the minutes of our longing

And I’ll answer back with a nervous hey that was lost inside with my surprise because life finally decided to throw us a bone and just let us be

In that moment we might talk or not and we might or not fly away together far away to live our truth without those cold fingers of judgment pointing at us from far

But I know that in this universe we’ll just walk away from each other and reach our flights and live with the what would’ve happened if we ran together that rainy afternoon

And deep down we will both pray to the universe to give us another chance to meet again so we can go away together holding hands and feeling the heat of our love on another rainy day

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-clip 📽️: movie Mr nobody

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thesecretinside96 · 7 months

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I wanted to be his, for the eternity that I held inside of me

The problem was; I couldn’t be his because he was too afraid to move and hold my hand

He decided instead whenever he closed his eyes, and in his dreams and thoughts he saw me and made me his

So he stood there looking at what could’ve been the greatest love stories, contemplating the what if scenarios that came to his mind, without moving and without acting on his souls urge to make me his and walk away to forever

He said goodbye without words, and stood there waiting to forget me and pass the page on to the next one, but he knew that one like me he would never meet again, so he kept me in his mind until he decides when it’s alright to make a move and maybe call me

The problem is that when the time comes I might not be there anymore , but one thing will be for sure , I will remember him like the day we met in those corridors of life

And I know will keep each other in our hearts and the what if we held hands and walked to our forever sharing all the love we have for one another not only in thought but with the affection of a kiss and the making of love … maybe in the next life you’ll make the move

Cause I’ll made all mine but you didn’t respond like you imagined but you restricted yourself and when you’re playing alone it’s better ti just move on, on to the next board

I will always love you, even if we only spoke in those dim corridors we once looked into each others eyes and knew it could be something

Always remember me cause you will always be in my hear and mind

-my life

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thesecretinside96 · 9 months

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I just realized something…

I don’t like when people die.

Because there’s a feeling of absence and I don’t like feeling like something is missing

I hate to miss things, people, moments, seconds…

I hate when I look at the stories of other people’s lives and I see that death came and paid them a little visit leaving them with absence and sorrow

I hate the feeling of absence mainly because I can’t control it ..

I can’t take back time and change things

I hate it because when it’s coming it doesn’t even warn you, it just does

I hate it .. I hate the empty spaces of those who left ..

I hate those letters of love I never sent ..

I hate all those speeches I had to tell him but will never do because in the contrary of death that comes without a warning, he decided to stay in silence and let me go..

I hate staring at the mirror and think that I’ll see him again… after all these years..

I hate him, for not saying everything he felt in those lonely moments in the corridors, where the hopes of being just us were a possibility.

I hate … I hate me for thinking we could’ve been something ..

I hate myself sometimes for being too optimistic and believing that everything will be Al right

I hate staring at the skies and sometimes not feeling anything because what is there to feel anymore

I hate .. the silence of absence …

-H.S

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thesecretinside96 · 9 months

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He’s like an intrusive though… the difference is that a thought disappears after a awhile but he stays …

-my life

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thesecretinside96 · 9 months

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I think we will reconnect again in an airport, far far away, without planning, without time, without regret , it will be a rainy afternoon, and we’ll both be on our ways searching for our flight’s gate when in the middle of it all, our eyes will meet and then time will stop and we will speak the forbidden words we wanted to utter but we’re restricted by everything around us …

You’ll greet me with a hey.. it’s so nice to see you

As if we’ve never been apart one from the other all this four years of distance between the minutes of our longing

And I’ll answer back with a nervous hey that was lost inside with my surprise because life finally decided to throw us a bone and just let us be

In that moment we might talk or not and we might or not fly away together far away to live our truth without those cold fingers of judgment pointing at us from far

But I know that in this universe we’ll just walk away from each other and reach our flights and live with the what would’ve happened if we ran together that rainy afternoon

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thesecretinside96 · 10 months

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“I do not abandon anyone, But I do not hold the hand of that who wishes to leave.”

-Mahmoud Darwish

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thesecretinside96 · 11 months

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It’s the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.

Paulo Coelho

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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I meet people

We never make out cause after all I’m not that kind of gal

What am I doing sometimes ?

Wasting my time thinking of love ?

What am I supposed to do now ?

I said goodbye without words

But all those letters I hoped they gave the hint of what I had

The soulless corps of my past are laying somewhere in that town we first met and held hands

Are you searching for it?

Or did you give up when you received the letters of my depart?

Are you searching for a goodbye ? Or did you leave without looking back ?

I’m here standing in this island of light

Searching for my way out

Searching for a door to open up my hope

The smile is still on

But is it empty or is it real ?

Do you still see my face when you look up at the sky?

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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When we were young we used to stare at the sky and wonder where do all the stars fade away once the sun is up?

where are all those breaths we took when we stared at the moon, admiring it’s beauty without knowing if we’ll see it again

where do all the dreams take shelter once we are awake ?

Where do you go when you feel like melting into the ground ?

Where does happiness leave when sadness arrives at the doorsteps of our hearts?

Where?… where does love fade away once you are gone?… where ?

-H

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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You love me or not ?

I can’t pretend anymore it doesn’t bother my heart when you leave me in limbo when I’m pouring my heart with small gestures of love, I told you I liked you with a million indirect words, but it is as if I’m screaming them to the wind in a silent mode, like a tear dropped in the rain you’ll never know what it was I was holding for you in my heart, on a side of my mind I’m tired of having you present all the time even when I’m going to sleep, I guess I can say you live rent free in my mind and in heart, and I think I’m kinda waiting for the Mormont of rejection so I can move on to explore other hearts or not … all I know is that I just want to let you go but I don’t know how …

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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There’s a difference between aging and getting old, when you age you do it graciously without fear and a little hope in your heart that today was good but tomorrow will be a better day, but getting old is when you lose yourself and all the hope and you just let yourself die with every second the air exits your lungs

-my life

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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We just got to accept that some people can only be in our hearts, not in our lives.

-Kathy B

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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Loving you is like loving the rain, but loving the rain meant I needed to let you go ..

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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"The smell of her hair, the taste of her mouth, the feeling of her skin seemed to have got inside him, or into the air all round him. She had become a physical necessity."

- George Orwell

Artwork by Sergey Galanter.

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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What you have to decide... is how you want your life to be. If your forever was ending tomorrow, would this be how you'd want to have spent it? Listen, the truth is, nothing is guaranteed. You know that more than anybody. So dont be afraid. Be alive.

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thesecretinside96 · 1 year

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Loving you was like loving the rain, but loving the rain meant I needed to let you go

-my life

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