#why does no one love me

[imsiriuslyreading]

it’s my birthday! yay!

im reading only the brave! IM NOT HAVING A GOOD TIME.

@solmussa ANSWER FOR YOUR CRIMES

#wolfstar #harry potter fanfiction #jegulus #only the brave #i hate solmussa #sol is mean #remus lupin #why does no one love me #happy birthday to me

[hailey-marks-writes]

Hoping for a day

That someone would come save me

A knight in shining armour

On a white horse he would be.

He would take away my sorrows and

Give my heart and soul a moment to breathe.

From all the dull greyness of the day

His love shimmering on my head like a laurel wreath.

#writers on tumblr #writing #writerslife #newbie writer #creative writing #poem #poetry #books & libraries #love poem #i love him #why does no one love me #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #writblr

[sp00kysk3lly]

What I thought would happen before my 26 birthday -

I would be driving.

I would be working.

I would have had my first kiss.

I would have had a real proper relationship.

I would have moved out of my mums house.

I would be enjoying life.

I wouldn’t be still wanting to end it all.

I would be happy.

Not really a lot, but they are important to me. But, it's never going to happen is it. If it isn't going to happen at 26 then it's over. I only have 4 more years until I am 30 years old. So I know it won't happen now.

No one wants to love me, No one wants to be with me and I just have to accept that fact. It has been proven to me plenty of times. I just need to learn to be ok with it. I need to stop being so jealous of people. And getting angry at people who are in relationships. I know I look like a freak to some people, especially people in my actual life. And that's what hurts the most.

They see me and know that I haven't even had my first proper kiss or been in a proper relationship, then they look at my brothers or any other person in my family and they know I am a disappointment. They know that I am a failure.

I know they say this behind my back, because I say it too. I Am A Failure. I Am A Disappointment.

I just wish this world would stop reminding me off the fact.

#mental health awareness #mental health #depression #anxiety #unwanted #unloveable #just wanted a chance #things i thought would happen before my 26th birthday #sad #lonely #all alone #me against the world #depressed #PTSD #purely obsessional ocd #why me #what is wrong with me #why does no one want me #why does no one love me #fat #ugly #pathetic #loser #I hate myself #i hate my birthday #no one loves me #no one wants me #too late now #it is all too late #nearly 30

[lucithecrow]

I just want a cute femboy to tease ehhhh *sobs in loser*

#femboys #i love femboys #i eat that shit up #i am a minor #btw #why does no one love me #oh right #i ignore ppl #lmao whoops #tho i will say #i never ignored my bf #my ex boyfriend #he was an asshole #but he has a cute face #im weak for cute men #ugly sobs

[oh-wait-art]

do you ever just want someone who looks at you and thinks “i should write a song about them”

because i do

#why does no one love me #yellow by coldplay #is it too much to ask to be appreciated #...yes because there's nobody who'd look at me and think that

[unabashedlygrumpy]

.

#forever alone #i grew up #as the ugly sister #people ignored me #in favour of my sister #who was always told how pretty she is #by those strangers #now in our 20s nothing has changed #i only got disdainful or passive aggressive comments about my weight #but when i look in the mirror #i KNOW that I'm cute #in an average way but definitely NOT ugly #body dismorphia #the only people who were romantically interested in me were #weak little men #or #men with serious mental issues #what is wrong with me? #why does no one love me #even my aunt bluntly told me im going to die alone #she seems to think i have too high standards???? #well I'm not going to tell her the truth #lol

[ratfest]

the world is full of beauty that can’t be captured in photos or picture books!

#i long to see your bright smiling face... #as you experience such wonders for yourself! #one piece #egghead #jewelry bonney #bartholomew kuma #op bonney #op kuma #BAWLING MY EYES OUT #SNOT GUSHING OUT OF MY NOSE #I LOVE DAD/PINK DAUGHTER DUOs #this goofy shonen manga keeps emotionally affecting me #why does this keep happening to me

[willowser]

i think katsuki just answers his phone by barking out, "bakugou." no hello, probably doesn't even look at the caller id LOL when he hears it's you, though, i think he breathes out the tension he didn't realize was coiled in his shoulders, and says a lil, "hey," 🥺🥺

and i think when he calls you, and you answer with your sweet, "helloooo ??" he is so soft 😌 just mumbles out a quiet, "what'chu doin'?" and listens as you tell him, before saying what he needed to 😌

#okay one bkg thought and then i am going to bed hehe #i need him terribly i fear 😔 #pls just the idea of him huddling in a corner so no one can hear him 🥺 as he speaks softly to you 🥺 #and even if he calls to tell you something—he always asks what you're doing 🥺 #and listens 🥺 and engages 🥺 #i also dont think he says goodbye LOL #he just says 'alright' and hangs up LOL #or he says 'alright love you' hang up #why does this make me so insane for him idk idk #✿ thoughts: bakugou #✿ theme: domestic bakugou

[irlkpop]

Whats wrong with me??? Why does this keep happening???!!!

#i just want to be loved back as much as i love someone #owww my heart #heartbroken #why does no one love me

[arundolyn]

"Oh, this? Don't be ridiculous! It's not a marriage certificate! Look closely, okay? Throw away all your hangups, and simply do what you feel. Aren't you just dying to sign it? Won't it feel good? 3... 2... 1... sign!"

#elphelt valentine #guilty gear #guilty gear strive #poses #respects #crow.gif #guilty gif #this is probably all for now im kinda going through it rn im tired #but i love her so very much #fun fact of the two(?) lines for her silly little scoot respect. the wedding one she scoots way longer. like half the screen #i put it here bc its funnier to me #normally its like... a third of the distance for the other ones #its a concert poster on the gif bc i think player 2 was i no i cant be fucked to change it #why does she say that line like shes a magician also girl you sound like youre about to start doing card tricks

[faggotstump]

bullets was honestly made to be on vinyl and cd. Babes that is NOT a digital album it isn’t her natural habitat.

#ibymbybmyl #i brought you my bullets you brought me your love #mcr #IDK it feel like that to me #feels more natural for bullets to be physical media #WHY DOES THIS HAVE SO MANY NOTES PLEASE IT WAS JUST A ONE OFF POST

[turbo-tsundere]

Kokichisake-onna

*Happy anime narrator voice*: “And thus, Kokichi has once again successfully evaded the dread of emotional openness!”

Also here’s a random selection of derpy concept doodles for this comic :)

Thank you byeeeeee

#gonta gokuhara #gokuhara gonta #kokichi ouma #ouma kokichi #kokichi oma #featuring shuichi xD #ougoku #awwgoku #my art #I wanted to post it on ougoku day but work and migraines piled up on me and I really wanted to give this one the time it needs! #If you know the legend you know why Shuichi is panicking XDD #Look into Kokichi's eyeballs in panel 3 and see the sad hope against hope and yet! he still actively sabotages any comfort coming his way! #Is Gonta just kind or is his compassion a warped mix of compulsive fawning and misplaced empathy that keeps inviting menace into his life? #there's a secret sadness to this silly comic lmao and it's those poor sods' autopilots #I say laughing but by god do they need help #anyway enjoy! I might try posting more of Gonta ships I like - like this one; or with Shuichi; and some others 8D #btw I LOVE Gonta's scariest sprite - fantastic detail bc it does look like a snarl and ofc a wild child would imitate animal expressions! #and 2 out of 3 times he uses it he's actually NOT angry but hyped or frustrated - both cases also smth I appreciate for certain reasons #his actual 'serious angry' sprite is far more toned down in comparison

[ohdarnimsadagain]

oh noooo I tried to hangout w my friend from home to get my mind off of my friends from school and she simply just! Stood me up! Which is truly heartbreaking! I am trying to still enjoy the day on my own but all I want to do is crawl into my bed and sleep

#why does no one love me #bpd vent #this is why I shouldn’t have friends

[lucithecrow]

Went to my friends Instagram and then went to her bfs Instagram and all of his posts are about her- I dream to have what they have y'all

(Most of my friends posts are abt her bf too but not all lmao)

#i want what they have #why does no one love me #sobs and dies

[intotheelliwoods]

WHO SENT ME NUKES IN MY DRAW BOX-

OH MY GOSH. I peek in there and get hit with all these goodies????

#2 arms left fanart #the third one feels like beebopurr???? #the last 2 that are all painted was therma #thank you therma!!!! #but augh I have no clue with the other ones- #DOES ANYONE WANT TO HELP ME OUT??? #or admit they drew it??? #is there more archie in here somewhere???? #why is my gut for the first one tapa #but its also not tapa #aughughaughug #love these AUGHHH

[beanghostprincess]

I will forever love seeing Luffy and Nami holding Zoro's swords. He's so protective of those three but it's not even because he fears something might happen to them, but because he's scared something might happen to the crew and himself if he doesn't have them with him. They're like extra limbs. The ones he uses to fight and protect and breathe. He feels uneasy whenever his swords aren't around him, and that is just a fact. You can't deny that he feels comfort in having them by his side at all times, knowing that he'll be able to protect the crew from any dangers. They're tied to his heart and soul in a way that if he loses sight of them he might actually lose himself too. So he does not enjoy seeing his swords in somebody else's hands. They can disappear, he will find them. They can run away, he will follow. They can break, he trusts them not to but if they do, he will keep going carrying their bond with him still. But he doesn't like seeing them in somebody else's hands because those are his swords. His limbs. His heart. His soul. It's just not right. It never feels right. But.

But.

But sometimes Luffy acts like he knows what he's doing and actually asks for permission instead of just taking what he wants. As if crossing Zoro's boundaries would be unforgivable, when he knows Zoro would give him anything he wanted to take from him. But he asks. He asks, with a careful, polite, deep voice Zoro isn't used to hearing. But it always ends with the softest of smiles and the petition reaches a place inside of Zoro's heart that he just knows has also touched his swords. So he lets him, because how could he not, and he runs his fingers through all of them. Amazed. Astonished. Respectfully talking to them as if they could hear him. And they can. Zoro knows they hear and feel and love and crave and long for his captain's touch. He knows, because he does too. Because who wouldn't? Luffy holds them in a way he never holds anything else- Carefully. Like they aren't his. Like befriending somebody he fears might reject him. Like taking hold of Zoro's heart and holding him so gently in case he might break him. He worships them as if he weren't the god in this relationship. He looks handsome, too. Not pretty. Not cute. Handsome. Mature. His hat covers his adventurous gaze but leaves his mischievous grin for the whole world to see. And yet, the swordsman trusts him enough. Without any look or any word. He knows Luffy's face by heart, he realizes, now that he can picture his eyes quite too perfectly under his hat. His skin glistens under the sun and his tender fingers hold the sword with so much clumsiness it looks dumb. He doesn't know how to hold them, yet they don't want to move away from him. It's clumsy but it takes over them. Maybe it's his haki. Maybe it's the effect the future king of the pirates has. Zoro thinks it's just him. Luffy. And his heart stops the second Luffy smiles, as if he had just heard the sword respond to him. He wants to kiss him. Bite him. Let him bite back and draw blood and eat him. Let him hold him the way he holds the swords but tighter. Closer. Maybe he's in love. Zoro. With Luffy. It's not a maybe. Who is he trying to trick? He knows he is in love. With the way he smiles and the way he holds and the way he wants but respects and loves. It's funny like that, the fact that Luffy keeps being so careful when Zoro would let him tear his heart apart and eat it if he so desired. It's funny that the swords love him with such gentleness when they often demand power. Perhaps kindness is the most powerful weapon of all or, at least, Luffy's most powerful skill. Zoro hates it when somebody else holds them because they don't own them. They don't own him. He doesn't even own his swords, anyway. Nobody can. They're his the same way he's theirs, just with a bit more dominance and respect. But Luffy isn't owning them. He's praying to them. Talking to them. Befriending them. Loving them. And they would bow to him if he so desired. Zoro knows they would, as fierce as they are and violent as they seem and as sharp as they cut. They'd bow to him because Zoro would too. The uneasiness does not exist when Luffy is the one to hold them because, if Zoro had to give out his soul for somebody to take care of, that would be Luffy. And if he has to be unprotected. Naked. Bare in front of a thousand soldiers. He will if it's Luffy the one fighting instead.

Sometimes Nami wants to hold them just to feel what it's like to be in Zoro's shoes. It's a stupid reason. He refuses to let her do it as an instinctive reaction at first. She doesn't seem as interested in following the protocol as Luffy is, but she knows where to stop and she knows what to say to get on Zoro's nerves, anyway. She's equally as fierce. Equally as sharp. He won't let her hold any cursed sword, but it's not like she wants to. She's smarter than that. Careful and respectful but not that interested in the swords and what they mean, more in how they feel. Zoro gets it. Kind of. Somehow. She says something about always letting them eat her precious tangerines, so he should humor her by letting her hold Wado at least. She isn't pushing him. He knows she wouldn't. She's just teasing because she knows. She always knows. She knows he will say yes. Because he always does what she says, although he keeps demanding a bit of respect to not be treated like a dog. But Nami never forces him to do anything. He could refuse. She would give up at some point. But there's just something about her- Stubbornness. Strength. Love. So much love and care and worry and anger. And Zoro likes her. She's selfish, too, like a pirate should be. Stronger than Zoro in the ways that matter. Smarter, too, even if he wouldn't admit it out loud. But she leads the way and he follows, not because that's a dog's job, but because he wants to. He trusts her. Something he never thought he would. But he does. She's smart. She leads the way. She knows where they're going. They somehow are the same and totally different at the same time. Zoro grounds Luffy when he gets lost. Nami leads them both so they won't. So there's something about her curiosity that makes him soften. He never knows exactly why he does what she says. Why he indulges her like that. But it's satisfying, for some reason he refuses to read within himself, the satisfactory and pleased grin on her face when he hands her Wado. She's careful with her. Awful at holding her. Bad posture. Great smile. Horrible movements. Beautiful eyes. It's okay, though, he thinks. Wado likes her because Zoro likes her. Nami loses interest within a minute, complaining about the weight and the sudden realization of "you always have this thing in your mouth" which makes her want to give her back. But she stares at her for a whole minute. It isn't her thing, but her eyes spark when the sword is returned to Zoro. Trust. A smile. Thankfulness. Her bangs are getting a bit longer and one strand of hair gets in the middle of her teasing smirk. She says she prefers her clima-tact, but swords are fine, "I guess". "She's pretty" she says. Zoro thinks she is pretty. Nami. In a way he can't quite describe because he has never really been good at that. But she is. Like a blade. Sharp. But in the right hands this time for her not to cut the ones she loves anymore. She hands him a tangerine next, every time he lets her hold his sword. An exchange. "I give you something that matters. You give me something that matters". Zoro wants to say it's not the same, but the tangerine is sweet. Juicy. His fingers then smell strongly of citrus. Almost as similar as steel. If he can feel Nami's heartbeat in every bite, he wonders if she has been able to hear his in the hilt of his sword. Calm. Peaceful. Safe.

Zoro doesn't like seeing his swords in somebody else's hands because those are his swords. His limbs. His heart. His soul. It's just not right. It never feels right. But.

But sometimes it does.

#romance dawn trio my beloved #btw it's not meant to be romantic between zoro and nami they're besties and love each other deeply #however it is meant to be extremely romantic between zoro and luffy zoro is very very gay #what is this? idk. why did i write this? idk. #this maybe does not make any sense and i do not care okay #i am just vibing here #as you can see this was supposed to be a short post. it wasn't #i just think there's something about zoro letting nami and luffy hold his swords it makes me soft #this was supposed to be about ALL the crew but the bond these three have is important to me so let's leave it like this #one piece #roronoa zoro #monkey d. luffy #cat burglar nami #nami #romance dawn trio #zolu