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foresdxw · 1 year
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niki accidentally saying he loves you
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niki x reader | request | Work has me exhausted, and I don’t want to think anymore, and I just can’t hold back from mumbling I love you into your hair. Uh, sorry. | i'm alive, and unedited!
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when niki entered your living room, he didn't say a word.
"hey!" you greeted him, immediately noticing the tired look in his eyes. "are you okay?"
niki simply plopped face-down on your large couch and made a whining sound that somewhat resembled a yes, unmoving.
you reached your hand out to his head and brushed your fingers through his hair. "long day?"
niki sat up, stared at you for a few moments, and then threw his arms around your neck, knocking your from your sitting position and nuzzling his face in your hair as you fell back, partially throwing his legs over yours and trapping you to your couch as if he was a nice, weighted blanket. "Reaally long day," he confirmed.
"aww, i'm sorry." You pat his head and accepted the way he was sort of squishing you. "you didn't have to come over if you were so tired, i know your schedule is busy..."
"nooooo," niki squished you even harder. "i need to come here after... i'm so tired of being around everything all the time and... when i come here I don't have to think anymore."
you felt like niki was barely making sense, but you could tell he needed comforting. "okay, no more thinking. only movie night." you rubbed his back.
niki rubbed his face in your hair and whined again. "i love you," he mumbled. if he wasn't as close to you as he was, you probably wouldn't have heard it.
your hand that was rubbing his back froze. "what?"
you had liked niki for a long time, and couldn't believe your ears. all this time, you had just been friends, and you had forced your feelings for him down as hard as you could because you knew it would never happen.
"what?" niki replied immediately. he was trying to play it cool, but you could feel his body tense against yours.
"what did you just say?" you asked.
niki got off your and sat up-- all the way on the opposite side of the couch. "i didn't say anything. you're hearing things." he took the remote to the tv and glued his eyes to the screen. "we were planning on an anime movie, right?"
"yeah..." you whispered, sitting up and crossing your arms. you couldn't help but be mad-- niki's denial made you feel like he was messing with you, another cruel prank from the mind of a teenage boy-- mess with the girl you know has a crush on you. it was the oldest prank in the book, but you didn't think he would do this to you, his best friend.
"...okay, which one should we watch?"
you shrugged.
niki sighed and moved closer to you. he was mentally slapping himself for slipping up like that. he knew things would be awkward if he ever admitted that he was in love with you-- you brought him the peace and calmness he needed in his crazy life-- yet that was the reason why he was so relaxed around you that he felt like he could be himself and speak his mind around you-- and you and the fact that he loves you tended to be the main thing on his mind, a lot of the time.
the fact that you weren't saying anything was proof of how awkward it would be if he ever admitted he loved you, niki assumed. but still, he hated being apart from you. if he couldn't be your boyfriend, he was going to make sure he remained your best friend.
niki inched even closer to you, to where he was pressed against your side. "how about we watch your favorite?"
you shook your head. "we've seen it enough. it's fine."
oh, no. niki knew that when you said "it's fine", that clearly meant that absolutely nothing was fine. but to be honest, his head hurt to much and he was too tired to deal with this.
"ugh, alright. i love you, okay? but it's nothing. i just don't want it to get awkward." niki admitted. "uh, sorry."
you froze for a second-- before remembering this is niki you were talking about, and rolled your eyes. "seriously, niki, that's not funny. i thought you were tired."
"what? what's not funny?" niki turned to face you, and now you were the one with your eyes glued to the screen, refusing to look at him.
"you can't mess with my feelings like that. i know jake has probably told you how i feel by now." a tear rolled down your cheek as you regret confiding in jake about your feelings for niki. he told you it was okay, but you knew how close they were.
"what?!" niki somewhat squeaked. "you told *jake*? and he didn't tell me?!"
you rolled your eyes and moved to get up. "okay, this is just getting mean--"
niki grabbed you by your shoulders and sat you back down, turning you and forcing you to stay seated and face him. "no!" he moved his face unnecessarily close to yours and looked into your eyes. "i--" niki sighed and cupped your face when he noticed tears were falling, wiping them away with his thumb. "please don't cry," he took a deep breath. "i love you."
you sniffled, trying not to crack under the intensity of the moment. you wanted to believe him, but you couldn't. "in what way?"
"like-- uh..." niki racked his brain for an answer that would make you believe him, but he couldn't think of the words that could possibly describe how feels, so instead, he showed you.
he moved one of his hands to the back of your head, and kissed you, hard, before he could stop himself.
once his lips were on yours-- he realized that there was still a large chance you might not like him back at all and push him away, so he kissed you with all his might, wrapping his arms around you and cradling you gently as he kissed you passionately, hoping you would understand what he meant, and not hate him for it.
his mind went blank-- once again not thinking of anything but you, so it took him a moment to realize... you were actually kissing him back.
you pulled away first, just before the moment crossed the line from kiss to make-out. you panted slightly, trying to catch your breath. "oh."
you tried to fight the smile growing on your face, but niki noticed it, and couldn't help but grin back. "yeah." he shook his head. "wait, you told jake you have feelings for me? when?"
"i started telling him about... a year ago?" you estimated.
"oh my god, i'm gonna kill him." niki turned around to reach for his phone and scream at jake virtually.
now, it was your turn to grab him and pull him back. "please, don't commit murder. i made him promise."
niki totally forgot all about his anger when he looked into your eyes again. "okay..." he grabbed your hand. "but only because i love you."
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comicaurora · 2 months
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Non comic related ask,
A while ago you were asked about Jujutsu Kaisen and said something to the effect of you didn't like the direction it seemed to be headed in. At the time only the first season of the anime was around and I thought it was pretty nifty at the time.
Now that the second season is concluded and it's at least as far as I'm concerned it's suffering in tone plot and pacing your words have come back as best I can remember them anyway.
So the question as it were, what were the clues that tipped you off to this? I respect your well earned media literacy skills, but even with your statement I would not have thought it was going to turn out this way.
Huh, interesting!
Since I haven't been keeping up with it I don't know what the recent developments are, and it has been a hot minute since I watched the first season, but from what I recall I just realized pretty quickly that JJK was aiming to purposefully subvert a lot of shonen action anime tropes, starting with the Superpowered Evil Side and going from there. Vibes-wise, the power and combat system was pretty visceral - most of the characters had to do pretty gross or unpleasant things to get their powers working, which wasn't really my speed from the outset, so I was already wibbling a little on how invested I wanted to get.
And when the darkness ramped up with that one major character death - the one who was in the anime intro having lovely downtime with all the heroes in a peace he never actually got to experience because instead he died horribly - I got the impression that the underlying theme that was playing out was "our hero thought being a shonen action protagonist would mean the world around him played along to the classical narrative beats, and he has just learned that this is not true." It essentially ties in with my thoughts on Tone Armor: the story was playing with a familiar space of shonen anime tropes in such a way as to make the audience and characters expect one thing, suddenly experience something much worse than anticipated, and thus feel unsafe in the world it was establishing. Kind of similar energy to Madoka's sudden reveal of What The Story Actually Is the first time a magical girl gets her head bitten off.
I didn't think this was bad, it was pulling off everything it wanted to accomplish very effectively - it just didn't really play to my tastes at the time, so I fell off of it and haven't heard anything to get me reinvested.
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angelltheninth · 1 year
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What are your fav romance tropes and to which TWST men would you give them to? Since they're fairy tail inspired anyways there's probably some you could apply to them easily.
As much as I like writing romance I'm not much of a romance movie watcher so everything I do say here will be based on... well mostly anime and fanfic stuff.
Pairing: Riddle, Leona, Azul, Kalim, Vil, Idia, Malleus x Fem!Reader
Tags: fluff, kissing, teasing, childhood friends, enemies to lovers, rivals to lovers, sneaking around, secret relationships
A/N: All of these are also tropes I enjoy writing about a lot, which I'm sure you already know if you've been following me for a while.
Riddle is the shy, withdrawn love interest trope who wants to catch your eyes but doesn't know how to approach you. He spends a lot of his time watching you, blushing when you look at him but not approaching you. He honestly feels like he could wait forever for you, you're the apple of his eye, you're worth waiting for, and if needed worth fighting for but hopefully you can realize your feelings without it ever coming to that.
Leona is the cold shoulder trope. He wants to be left alone, he wants nothing to do with you at first and finds you annoying more then anything else. He can snap at other pretty easily which leads him to be branded a bad boy and delinquent, only adding to his isolation. He's not a brute, he just values his space, which you keep stepping in and making him lower his walls until eventually you're sitting shoulder to shoulder in the garden, him purring and his tail loosely wrapped around you.
Azul is the enemies to lovers trope. You heard many stories about him, you want nothing to do with him when you meet, hell you even see him doing shady things which only adds to your negative feelings. He seems to enjoy riling you up, thriving on it actually. He doesn't like you that much at first either, thinking you to be too much of a goody two shoes. It would be very fun if he could somehow get you on his side. If not he'll be happy with seeing you get flustered around him whenever he feels like he's won and kisses your cheek as a reward only for him.
Kalim is definitely the childhood friends to lovers trope, he has loved you since the day you met, but was never brave enough to say it. Even when you enrolled in the same school as him, the same class, he couldn't confess. It was only after he saw how popular you were that he started being more bold with his feelings towards you. He would talk about funny past memories, recalling the jokes and the sleepovers. In fact... you haven't had a sleepover in a while, what do you say? He'll leave the window open for you, just sneak in, just like old times. With... extra kisses maybe, if he confesses.
Vil is the popular guy in school trope. Everyone likes him, the students, the teachers, hell even the animals love him. Because of that he is a little hard to approach. Luckily you're the one that catches his eye, so he approaches you, much to the amazement of others. Compared to him you're boring, nothing special, but that is exactly why he wants you, someone who just transferred, someone new, someone exciting, fun. And you're a cute girl, how can he resist.
Idia is the guy next door trope. You see him every day but you don't know a lot about him when you first arrive. He's hard to get a hold of and not too sociable. At least you walk to school together so that's already more then most people get to see of him. Over time he begins to wait for you, bashfully offering you his jacket when its cold, or offering you his hand when it's windy. He definitely has a protective, soft side to him, and you are one of the few to see it.
Malleus is the quiet outcast, the one wolf, or dragon if you will. Besides his tight circle of friends he doesn't talk to many people so it's not easy to get ahold of him either. Well... he can talk to you quite easily, he wants to actually, he's very quick to develop feelings and worst yet he falls hard and fast. Once it starts it's not easy for him to shake and he's been hurt before, another reason why he tends to keep mostly to himself. If he opens up to you you might hurt him too. You won't will you? If were to kiss you, would you push him away?
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celaenaeiln · 6 months
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C: Hi there! Even if I've been reading dick Grayson(and in turn batfamily) fics for a few weeks now, I've never actually watched/read DC stuff because even if I liked superheroes, I'm not invested enough to read the actual comics. The most I watched was the Teen Titans 2003 cartoon(which I love). I was brought into interest cause I was brought in through crossovers of other fandoms (which may be hated by some/many😅)
To give myself context, I tried to read around for Robin, and imagine my surprise there's more than one? Which, okay mantle thing I guess. But in the end, Dick Grayson caught my attention(not rlly for his looks and design, but more of his heroism and entire personality and affect in the DC world). Which leads to looking at other tumblrs and I love reading yours and when you answer the asks cause it's so much easier for me to understand the kind of person Dick is and how he interacts with the world.
Sorry for this long context, but I just want maybe your opinion, what if your opinion in the combination of how Dick Grayson should be written for him to Thrive
- Should he stay in Gotham, being in with the batfamily more? Soloing in Bludhaven? Staying with the titans? Or others?
- what about his romantic relationships? Who should be is one true one(based on canon gfs), or maybe stay single? (Just gonna be biased, but I've only knew about dickbabs and dickkory (but I heard he has other girlfriends and I've remember reading he was almost married...a few times??) but dickkory had always been for me)
- What about mentally wise? (Of course, I do think Dick needs a long vacation because of all the trauma that he has to go through), but even if I like the idea of Dick being admired for his looks because he deserves it, but I do rmbr posts that he is uncomfy with this(sexualisation, Def only staying true to the person he loves (then there's the whole...Tarantula and more thing)
Tbf, I do think is a little bit of all is what makes Dick, Dick. Haha
Sorry for the long ask, feel free to not answer because i just needed to get this out😅. I know it's actually bad I'm reading fics without canon knowledge for personality, but your posts makes me understand him more that I understand what's real and what's fanon in fics (that makes me..ugh.. but I read anyway for plot cause i don't know better)
But thank you anyway for reading this and I love your content!
(last one for this ask I swear: I've been seeing stuff where Robin name is actually Dick's mom calling Dick that. Then it's passed down as a mantle starting from Jason without Dick consenting. I tried to read at wiki, maybe I missed out but I can't find anything. Is it true? Does the other bats (except Bruce and Alfred?) know the actual meaning? Because as much as I love Dami, the whole bloodson, birthright to take the mantle of Robin beside Batman give me ugh feelings if it's true) :C
First of all, thank you so much!! I'm so happy to hear you like my stuff <333!!
I think it's fine that you started in the fandom since I sort of started out that way too lol. I had only watched Teen Titans Animated show and Young Justice before I got into fanfics and my first comic I ever read was actually Teen Titans (2011) which was Tim's run. It's been a journey.
Dick's personality was also what captivated me so here I am!
"Should he stay in Gotham, being in with the batfamily more? Soloing in Bludhaven? Staying with the titans? Or others?"
That's a really good question and a complex one. Ironically, for being such a people person, Dick seems to be doing best when he's by himself. When he's soloing, he has a sense of freedom and independence that he's been craving for a long time. The whole reason he left Bruce was because he felt like Bruce was suddenly treating him like a kid, like someone to look after, when he had been treating Dick like a partner the whole time. When Dick feels like his independence is being stepped on, it unsettles him. This is another reason why the Tom Taylor run and Dick's relationship pisses me off but that's for another time. As much as he likes Gotham, he loves Bludhaven. He thinks it's a dirty, crime-filled city, sure, but he loves it there.
He's a little crazy like that.
He doesn't have the same attachment to Gotham that Bruce does. Instead he feels that for Bludhaven.
The only reason I'm saying Dick is better off staying alone than with the Titans is because of his leadership mentality. There's a comic that I forgot the name of but Dick teams up with members of the Justice League and they trapeze through a jungle under the orders of this corrupt military general. He teams up with Arthur and automatically starts commanding people to which Aquaman tells him off, saying this isn't the Titans. Dick is genuinely sorry and backs off. For a minute. But immediately goes right back into command mode but Arthur lets it go, realizing that Dick's not conscious of it and that his behaviour is automatic. "Too many leaders" he calls the situation in his head. For Dick, the Titans have become a responsibility now. He loves them like crazy but they look up at him automatically for directions and order and he's gotten so used to leading them that it's his go to mode.
He just likes doing stuff without someone hovering over his shoulder or having to take care of others.
"what about his romantic relationships? Who should be is one true one(based on canon gfs), or maybe stay single? (Just gonna be biased, but I've only knew about dickbabs and dickkory (but I heard he has other girlfriends and I've remember reading he was almost married…a few times??) but dickkory had always been for me)"
Yeah, I've actually loved almost all of his romantic relationships. I hate Dickbabs but every other one has been fantastic. Kori was great for him.
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Action Comics (1938) Issue #618
Dick says it again here. He used to envy Roy's freedom. He's also said in another comic that he fell in love with Kori for her freedom.
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Secret Origins (1986) Issue #13
You're right, he has gotten almost married a few times
The first time was with Kori
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The New Titans (1988) Issue #100
But then
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The New Titans (1988) Issue #100
their pastor gets vaporised and body-controlled Raven feeds the soul of one of Trigon's children into Kori and she goes crazy but she recovers but it's a whole ordeal. In the end they don't get a chance to complete their marriage. They were spectacular together though. The only reason their wedding didn't go through is because the Batfam writers wanted Dick back so they took him from the Titans' writers and they needed a big dramatic scene to cut him off from the Titans. Another reason why Barbara was deaged and created as a love interest- to gatekeep him in the family.
He's also gotten married to Barbara before the retcon though.
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Batman Family Issue #11
But here they were forced to by Maze and they went along with it and tricked him. At the end though, they just grab a bite to eat.
Ngl I actually would've supported this marriage. I really love this Barbara. Yes the age difference is a bit much but whatever, I still like them.
Dick and Barbara have gotten married in an alternate timeline.
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Convergence: Nightwing/Oracle Issue #2
yeah, definitely didn't like this one.
Dick's also gotten fake married to a woman because Batman and Dick thought she was killing her husbands after marrying them so Dick married her to see if it was true.
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Nightwing (1996) Annual #1
I liked her. She wasn't the killer and Dick did a fantastic job raising her son but even though she loved him, he didn't love her and they divorced amicably. I wish I could see more of her and her son though.
To be completely honest, my favorites for Dick are Kori and Bea.
Bea was a fantastic partner. She was understanding, loving, caring, and responsible. She was there when he was Ric Grayson and just loved him for who he was.
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Nightwing (2016) Issue #53
If Kori's truly out of the picture, then Dick really should've settled down with her.
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Nightwing (2016) Issue #57
She and Kori, they don't tell Dick what to do or who to be. They let him be free which is why I loved them an extraordinary amount. I'm a sucker for soft moments and Bea and Dick are couple goals.
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Nightwing (2016) Issue #62
They give him the freedom he craves.
"What about mentally wise? (Of course, I do think Dick needs a long vacation because of all the trauma that he has to go through), but even if I like the idea of Dick being admired for his looks because he deserves it, but I do rmbr posts that he is uncomfy with this(sexualisation, Def only staying true to the person he loves (then there's the whole...Tarantula and more thing)"
I think Dick does need a break. His life has been a series of unfortunate events but despite all that, I think he loves it that way. Dick loves the thrill of adventure. It's the heart of who he is and why he became robin. The excitement he gets when fighting or doing crazy stunts - he loves all of it and that is his coping mechanism. I guess in order for him to thrive, Bruce needs to stop dumping all his trauma and stop expecting him to be there for him at all times of the day. Dick keeps getting dragged back to Gotham to take care of Bruce and his problems and he would go in a heartbeat but he's much happier wacking his own goons in Bludhaven. But since Bruce is so codependent on Dick, this pattern's not gonna stop anytime soon.
Truth be told I also like Dick being admired for his looks. I don't like him being called out by it though. First of all why would you comment "hot booty" to someone? It's degrading and humiliating even if you think it's a compliment. Some things are better left untold. But regardless of what people think, Dick will always be pretty and everyone in the DC universe knows this. Heroes, civilians, villains - they're all attracted to him on some level because he's so beautiful. And honestly? I'm all for it! Because that boy is the prettiest human in existence and he deserves that recognition. Just not vocally or physically.
The best thing is that Dick's beauty has no bearing on his mentality toward people. This man will choose one person and stick with them forever. He values intimacy and trust and love in his relationships which is why he's so attached to each one. This plays a massive role in his relationship with Kori. He would never cheat. Actually in all the future comics, after his spouse passes away or leaves, he never remarries. The only one exception was Batman Beyond (2016). The only one and he remarries Barbara after his wife passes away. Aside from that he remains a single parent. That's how dedicated he is.
"I've been seeing stuff where Robin name is actually Dick's mom calling Dick that. Then it's passed down as a mantle starting from Jason without Dick consenting. I tried to read at wiki, maybe I missed out but I can't find anything. Is it true? Does the other bats (except Bruce and Alfred?) know the actual meaning? Because as much as I love Dami, the whole bloodson, birthright to take the mantle of Robin beside Batman give me ugh feelings if it's true)"
Yup Dick's mother called Dick Robin.
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Nightwing (2011) Issue #0
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Robin (1993) Annual #4
Here's a couple but there are more instances of his mom calling him Robin.
Dick had no idea Bruce passed on the Robin costume. He finds out through the newspaper because Bruce is pissed at Dick. Like he's so mad that when he told Dick to leave, Dick actually left.
You know how there's a saying about not being able to take back words of anger? Bruce is feeling that heavily. He already had suspicions that Dick wanted to leave but before Dick could tell him, he fired him so he wouldn't have to hear those words. But Bruce is super mad that Dick left anyway. So what does he do? He makes the first boy he sees Robin.
And Jason finds out Dick was Robin when he confronts Bruce why Nightwing knows Bruce's identity. And that gets Bruce more mad because he's now feeling guilty which is when Dick comes to confront Bruce.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
But instead of meeting anger for anger, Dick expresses his hurt. About how they were partners and then talks about his life after leaving Bruce.
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And Bruce loves Dick. His best friend, son, brother, and partner for nearly 11 years. They raised each other and despite his anger, he smiles in pride and love.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
Look at his smile!! He's so proud of his son.
And that's when Dick stops pulling his punches.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
Bruce looks so wrecked. The guilt and sorrow is tantamount to his pain.
Then Dick asks Bruce why he choose someone new.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
So Bruce tells him. But Dick and Bruce's relationship go way deeper than just friends or family. They know each other. They revolve around each other so Dick calls him out.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
And out comes the truth
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
But Dick has always been the bigger man and instead of letting Jason become some sort of spite move, he turns Robin into a legacy.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
He passes it down like it was meant to be passed down. Because let's be honest here. The Robin name and costume is Dick's. If he wanted to, he could've taken it back, Bruce be damned. And that was one of Jason's fears.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
But despite Bruce's words to Jason
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
He's not sure himself.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
But it's only with Dick's approval that he becomes Robin which is what Bruce is thanking at the end.
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Batman (1940) Issue #416
And this has been a sort of tradition.
Dick approved of Jason being Robin, he endorsed Tim, and he made Damian Robin. The only exception being Stephanie. This is why Dick feels a heavy sense of responsibility over the robin predicament. He created the tradition. He approved, supported, and mentored every robin that walked in his colors and name. That's why he feels the burden of it.
I don't think any of the other robins know the meaning behind the name. Maybe they do. But ironically, the one who wasn't robin is the one who knows the meaning of it.
Duke.
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e-vay · 4 months
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Evay QA Bulk Post 3
Here’s the latest assembly of asks, assorted by topics so you can browse only what interests you. Also, some questions refer to the Choose-Your-Own-Adventure game I made, so to avoid spoilers for those of you who haven't played it, I put those asks all the way at the bottom. If you haven't played my game yet, please go play it!
PERSONAL ASKS
Anon asked: E-vay may i ask which tablet mark do you use for your drawings?
And dreamylumi-art asked: Was wondering what is your favorite brushes In Procreate? Your drawings look so fun and bouncy that I’m interested in your process!
A: I use an iPad and I do all my drawings in Procreate now. I like to experiment with brushes, but the primary brushes I use come standard with Procreate. I use the "Procreate Pencil" for my sketches and the "Technical Pen" for linework :)
Anon asked: How are u and ur family doing? ❤️
A: You are so very sweet for asking ❤️ We're all doing really good right now. My dad's surgery went great and he's cancer free and fully healed. My mom is on medication that's helped her a lot. Things are also looking up for my younger sister (she even got engaged this Christmas!). I'm stressed but for good reasons hahaha I'm very thankful and counting my blessings right now.
twistedchaos101 asked: Hey, what’s your MBTI?
A: I just retook the test and I got "INFJ-T Advocate" for myself :)
karura-senpai asked: Have u ever heard of these new bollywood movies like Animal and Dunki which are popular rn around the world because of instagram reels and tiktok videos...
A: I can't say that I have, I'm sorry! My Tiktok FYP is very niche so I don't see many things about movies on there.
edwinflores428 asked: E-vay, since you're also a Beatles enjoyer, did you hear the new Beatles song 'Now and Then'?
A: I had not known about this before you told me! I just listened to it and I really loved it. It has that beautiful, 60's-Beatles feel to me. Thank you so much for point it out to me!
Anon asked: What's your creative process when going into writing / planning for a comic? Apologies if this has been asked before.
A: I normally start by just jotting down any super rough concepts/quotes in my notes app. If the piece I'm doing involves stuff I don't know by heart (renaissance clothing or certain landscapes or anything like that) I'll work on gathering a TON of resource images. That way I'm not interrupting my drawing process by repeatedly stopping to look up references. I try to do it all up front and have it saved somewhere I can easily access.
Once I have more time, I'll write out the script in a Google Doc. I break up the script by each panel. I won't always have all the elements ready in my head, and sometimes I'll combine panels or separate them more, but I can always adjust:
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Once I have a basic script, I can start to rough out the drawings/panels. These are just gestural drawings; I'm not looking to do anything too detailed here. I'm trying to figure out what best captures the emotions/energy of the scene and determine the natural flow of where your eyes will want to read the art and word bubbles:
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Then I move on to the "pencils." This is my opportunity to nail down the expressions and flow. Sometimes I'll realize the page is imbalanced so I will redesign the panels so it has more even weight distribution or make it more dynamic/emotional. I always draw the characters in different colors so it can help me make sure I know what lines belong to which character:
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Then it's on to all the fun stuff: Lines, coloring, shading and adding text!
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I hope this answered your question! It's pretty straight forward :)
Anon asked: have you ever watched the anime fairy tail? if no i think sonamy fits the main couple NaLu (natsu x lucy) really well, like as if they’re similar 🫶🏻
A: I'm sorry, I've never seen it! I don't watch much anime anymore.
Anon asked: Can you make different characters(aka people sonic characters/oc) in your own style
A: When I'm open for commissions, yes! I am not open for commissions at the moment but I plan on doing that this year.
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MISC SONIC ASKS
chrismantike asked: What’re your thoughts on longclaw (the owl from the sonic movie) does she exist in your AU as Sonic’s mom?
A: I liked the relationship we saw between Longclaw and baby Sonic in the movie, but I consider the movie as something entirely separate from the game/comic canon. I don't include any of the movie elements as part of my AU.
essycogany asked: What do you like most about Prime!Sonic?
A: Hmm, I think my favorite thing about him is how open he is with his emotions. In this show, he's very verbal about how much he cares about his friends and he doesn't hide it when he's sad or upset about something. In other media, Sonic has a habit of masking his emotions. I get that that's part of his personality, but it's nice to see this different side of him. (I also like how he showed more emotions in Frontiers, too!)
juli071023 asked: e-vay, what motivates you a lot about Sonic these years, why do you love it a lot, what motivates you about that character?
A: In the words of Young Neil, 'that's kind of a big question' haha. Simply put, the franchise just fuels me with excitement and joy and love! The character Sonic represents happiness and freedom and living in the moment and loving life to the fullest and I think that's such a great outlook to have. From a meta standpoint, I love how good the Sonic Team is to us fans. They engage with us regularly and put out SO MUCH CONTENT for us, more than any other franchise I'm aware of! I mean there are plenty of other great IPs out there, but you don't get the bombardment of games and shows and comics and social media engagement (etc) that you get with Sonic. I just think that's so cool! The fans love Sonic so much and the creators know that and reward us for our commitment. It's awesome.
Anon asked: So who do you think would win in a fight between Mario and Sonic
A: I gotta go with my boy Sonic! But of course it's better when they team up :D
Anon asked: How do you feel about the Dadow theory/au? As in Shadow being Silvers Dad. I honestly like it a lot.
A: If they're related, I think it makes more sense for Shadow to be Silver's grandpa or great grandparent. I think there are plot holes to say that he's directly his dad but I'm definitely open to them being related. Plus I think people can headcanon/au just about whatever they want, so I'm not against that theory :)
Anon asked: Hi e-vay, I hope you’re having a great day!! My question is: if there were to be a Sonic movie that’s only about Sonic and the guys but they were all being played by human actors, which actors do you think would suit them best?
A: Thank you so much, I hope you are too! Oh man this was so difficult but I put a ton of thought into it. And I'm sure there are still tons of actors I'm not thinking of who would be better, but here's what my gut tells me: Older Sonic: Max Greenfield [x] [x] or Jack Quaid [x] [x]. They're so witty and handsome and are built like runners! Younger Sonic: Jack Dylan Grazer Older Amy: Alison Brie. Even if it wasn't a live action movie, I so desperately wish that Alison Brie could be Amy's voice actor. I'm actually working on an animation where Amy is paired with some Alison Brie lines because I think it's such a perfect fit. She's sweet and funny and strong and sexy. She's on the petite side but she has that confidence that just commands a room. Ugh, Amy and Alison are my dream women 💖 Younger Amy: McKenna Grace Older Tails: Justice Smith or Cole Sprouse Younger Tails: Noah Jupe or Jacob Tremblay. Sorry, I don't know many young actors but I think they're both great! Older Knuckles: Terry Crews or Jason Momoa Younger Knuckles: Tyler James Williams [x] [x] Shadow: Jensen Ackles or Michael B Jordan 💖Swoon💖 Older Rouge: Ana de Armas or Charlize Theron Younger Rouge: Jenna Ortega or Sophie Turner
Anon asked: How old are the sonic boom characters in your opinion?
A: Firstly, I've said this before but I don't think Mobian age works the same as human age. I consider the Sonic Boom characters as all being what we'd consider as late teens or young adults. They all act like me and my friends did when were were college age haha
Anon asked: What do u think tails looked/acted during puberty🙂
A: That's what Tall!Tails is all about! I think he shot up in height and outgrew Sonic immediately. Maybe he got a bit more snarky and might mutter about how annoying it is that Sonic doesn't think things through before acting, but Tails is a sweetheart and I think he'd overall still be nice even while he's in that awkward stage of life.
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MY OCs/AU ASKS
@redbirduniverse13 asked: Hi i love your art 💖 My question is, are your characters aware that other versions of them exist?
A: Thank you so much! No, they aren't aware of any other versions of them out there. Ruff would probably be most hopeful to meet other versions of himself since he's into comic books and would love the concept of the multiverse.
twistedchaos101 asked: What's your ocs MBTI?
A: I have too many OCs to do all of them lol But I'll do it for Aurora and CC. As Aurora, the results from the test were: "ENFP-T Campaigner" As CC, the results from the test were: "INTJ-A Architect"
Anon asked: Question, how is Aurora able to glow ?
A: Aurora has photokinesis, which gives her the ability to manipulate light. This results in a lot of things she's able to do that involve light, but glowing is the easiest thing for her to do (and is the hardest for her to suppress lol). She was born with these abilities but they didn't manifest until she was about preteen age.
charlieangel345 asked: You know everytime I saw Aurora glow up, her photokinesis power changes color. It made me wonder if she feel happy, angry, or sad, her light power might change colors. I can imagine she can create rainbow light.
A: Absolutely! Her powers are severely influenced by her emotions, so the color of her glow would definitely change based on her feelings. I have her inhibitors glow green naturally, but she could do any color under the light spectrum.
freshcreationgarden asked: I like to think Aurora's favorite fairytale growing up was beauty and the beast. Something about a handsome prince who hides beneath a rough exterior who believes they are not worthy of love who is bound to a "Rose"
A: Oh that is just too sweet! That metaphor is very perfect for what I write for her romantic future ;) I have said in a previous ask that Thumbelina is her favorite fairytale, but I like your headcanon too!
Anon asked: Hi, something randomly popped in my head about like the comics of aurora and I wondered, has aurora ever gotten sick?
A: Of course! She's just a regularly lady so she gets sick like average people do. I see her as the type that doesn't get sick often, but when she does it LAAAASTS. (That's how I am and it sucks!)
Anon asked: I know this might be a weird question, but can it be possible if Aurora can do chaos control with a chaos emerald like Sonic and Shadow.
A: I'll be honest, because we don't know much about Chaos Emeralds, I don't know who is capable of using them or not. But because Sonic is capable of using Chaos Control, I'm going to say yes Aurora should be able to as well. I don't think it's a technique either of them can master like Shadow does. Chaos Control seems second nature to Shadow.
Anon asked: if we go by sonic underground lore imagine Aurora finding out that she's technically a princess/duchess. Like sonic always call her princess because that's what dad's typically call their daughters, but then she finds out and her mind just explodes.
A: Honestly, I'm not a Sonic Underground fan. I know a lot of people love it for the nostalgia, but I didn't watch it growing up so I don't have any ties to it and I am not a fan of the story. I'm okay if people want to headcanon tying it in, but it's not for me.
*The next question is a Shadora Ask. Skip if you don't like Shadora*
Anon said: Hi, so glad you’re back! Just reread Boom!Baby where Rouge mentions how hedgehogs have a lot of babies and I think it’s kinda funny in the future Shadow and Aurora have eight
A: Thank you so much, I'm so happy to be back! Yeah, Rouge really knew what she was talking about 😆 I bet she told Shadow the same thing when they were expecting!
Anon asked: Does aroura ever run into her ex again?
A: Aurora spends most of her life in a small bubble, rarely leaving her home town, so she would have run into him now and then. Again though, they were kids when they were "boyfriend/girlfriend" and you can hardly even call them that (Imagine like in the Barbie movie, how Ken and Barbie don't know what it means to be Girlfriend-Boyfriend) so it's not awkward running into each other. It's more of a "Hey there's that person I used to know"
prophecyhyper asked: When Aurora was born and Amy said "She's more perfect than I imagined" What did she imagine of Aurora looking like?
A: She didn't have an exact image in mind when she said that. It was more like an amorphous concept. You know somehow the baby will look like you and your partner, but there are so many different outcomes. So she would have daydreamed about all the possibilities: the baby looking more like Sonic, the baby looking more like her, maybe the baby having elements of their grandparents.
Anon asked: Will Sage exist in your AU?
A: Yes! I adore Sage!
*The next question is a Shadora Ask. Skip if you don't like Shadora*
Anon asked: Hey Evay, I’ve been thinking about this lately. It’s kind of silly question. If there is a naughty and nice list, which of Shadora Kids is naughty or nice.
A: This was a great question and I'm so sorry I missed it before the holidays! This is all in fun, none of them got punished: Piper: Nice but ONLY after Santa had to give her a lecture on how she needs to not be a smartass and boss around her siblings Zane: Naughty (He did too many stunts indoors!) Nova: Nice Aster: Naughty (He and Blitz plotted to kidnap Santa) Blitz: Naughty (She finds it a point of pride) Diamond: Nice Cinder: Nice (He's scared of Santa) Boon: NICE! (He doesn't know the meaning of the word naughty!)
Anon asked: haven’t seen CC in a while, could we have more CC please
A: There will be more CC, I promise! :)
kbluetoons asked: Say, after reading your spindash lesson comic (which was really cute by the way), what if Aurora showed her kids how to spindash like how Sonic showed her?
A: Aw I'm so happy you liked it! Yes, learning to spin dash is vital to a hedgehog's upbringing ;) She'd teach them very young but then immediately regret it because they'd be spindashing all over the house. Now she knows why Sonic was so hesitant to teach her when she was little!
mod-bubamon asked: I know spooky season is over but how do cc and tails handle horror movies? Does cc Criticize every litter thing the protagonist do? Does tails even get scared after all he's been through? IF CC GETS SCARED DOES SHE HUGS TAILS TAILS FOR COMFORT??? THIS IS IMPORTANT
A: Hahaha I loved this question! First of all, Spooky Season is never over for me! ↜(ˈ╰ •ω•)╯ψ So bring on all your Halloweeny ideas! CC would not be fun to watch horror movies with. She would be overly analytical, not only of the actions that the victims are doing but how unrealistic the injuries/gore/battles are haha. I see Tails as someone who originally was afraid of scary movies, but watching them with CC has actually helped him to be less afraid of them. Now he spots the same flaws she does and they like to roast them together! Just to clarify -- CC does get scared of things, just not horror movies.
Anon asked: Hey, I rediscovered your art recently and almost forgot how much I loved it! I love CC and was wondering if you had any small head cannon kinda things you have for her and Tails you would share that you haven't already?
A: Well welcome back and thank you so very much! This question was not related to the previous question, but the previous question sparked an idea for me so I'm going to expand on it here. When Tails and CC first started watching horror movies together, CC noticed that Tails was super on edge. To help relax him, she'd take his tails into her lap and pet them to calm him down. He's not as scared of movies anymore, but he always has her stroke his tails while they watch shows together now :) Also, CC is still getting used to Mobian mannerisms and nuances. They've made a nightly routine where during dinner, she debriefs Tails on all the new conversations and interactions she's had with people and Tails scores her on how well she's adjusting. She likes the challenge and strives for a better "score" every day!
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essycogany asked: How are you feeling about the new Sonamy material from this and last year? Things are really starting to become more obvious as the years go on.
A: It does my shriveled little heart so much good! I don't know that they'll ever cross that line in canon, but I love how much their relationship has evolved compared to years ago. It means the world to me that Sonic considers Amy as one of his best friends and as someone he can depend on (and is even willing to think about dating ((in reference to that cut dialog line from Frontiers)). And I love that Amy has proven that her feelings for Sonic are more than just a fan-crush; she genuinely loves him for who he is and will always be there for him. UGH IT MAKES ME FEEL SO ALIVE!
Anon asked: I just wanted to say that I love love love your sonamy works! :D Absolutely adorable (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ Also, only if you want to answer ofc, what are your thoughts on the ship Metamy (Metal Sonic and Amy)? Thank you for the lovely food you bring and have a wonderful day!
A: Oh gosh, thank you so much! You just made my day wonderful by this sweet message! I do ship Metamy! After all, I believe in my heart of hearts that Sonic has feelings for Amy and Metal Sonic is supposed to be the same as him... ^_~ I think despite his transgressions, Amy has a special place in her heart for Metal. He's one of the reasons she even met Sonic in the first place! But what I'd prefer most is for Metal Sonic to have a Metal Amy. That way everybody wins 💕
Anon asked: Hi e-vay I love ur dr who art!! Question, do tenrose remind you of sonamy? Or do any characters or couples from the whoverse remind you of any sonic character or couples?
A: Ahhh thank you so much! I always thought my Doctor Who art got lost in the void so I'm so glad you found it! TenRose is my favorite DoctorWho ship, so I think by law I have to relate them to sonamy haha. But honestly I think RoryXAmyPond suits sonamy more if you reverse the roles. Rory's absolute dedication to AmyPond--regardless of death--was the definition of love, and that's how I feel Amy Rose is for Sonic. I can't think of any other ships that are good parallels. River Song reminds me of Rouge just that she's savvy and flirty. Forgive me, I stopped watching after Eleven regenerated so I'm not up to date on anything. If you don't like the Shadora ship then don't click this link, but I have drawn Aurora and Shadow as Ten and Rose before :)
Anon asked: Werehog Sonic and Werehog Amy kiss meme or a mini comic about both kissing in their werehog forms?
A: I kind of already drew that :) It's the 10th drawing in this post.
*The next question is a Shadora Ask. Skip if you don't like Shadora*
penguin-evere asked: hello! this is my first time doing something like this. i've loved your art for a while now (probably since 2017-2018), and i love the new style you have! anyways, i wanted to ask if you've seen the frontiers twitter takeover, and the newfound information about shadow's secret like of some good ol' t. swizzle music, and was curious if aurora would be a fan too, and if they would go to a concert together! i think it'd be really cute.
A: Thank you so much! And I'm so relieved you still like my stuff even after all this time :) Aurora loves pop music and so yeah I could see her being a Taylor fan for sure. Although I don't take Swifty!Shadow as canon (lol) it is still fun to think they could bond over that music together!
*The next question is a Shadora Ask. Skip if you don't like Shadora*
Anon asked: what was the shadora confession like? Cause I like to imagine that it was shadow who confessed and that he did it in the most dramatic way possible, cause he's our drama king.
A: I don't want to reveal too much until I've properly drawn it, but yes for my stories Shadow would confess his love first. He's technically loved her longer since he met her when she traveled back in time to save him so once they've "re-met" I don't think he'd be willing to hide his feelings too long. It's Shadow so of course it has to be so romantic and dreamy~!
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Anon asked: How did you make the Trick Or Sweet Halloween Game, can you show me what you used or did to make it? If you can do a step by step that would be helpful or just tell me how you did it that would be helpful:))
A: Oh man... Honestly, it was way too complicated of a project to explain in just one answer. And I won't be able to explain any of the technical/coding side. I watched so many tutorials but I just couldn't grasp it, so my husband had to code it for me and I have no idea how he managed it. From a non-technical standpoint, I had to first write out the script for it. That means writing out all the dialog and also writing out every option possible. Even though my game was fairly linear, this was still complicated to write. What helped me was using icons and colors to help me know which actions would lead to which outcomes:
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Then came the longest part, the drawing! I had to draw a variety of sprites and backgrounds and objects. Also, some of the actions you take make certain items go away, so I had to remember to hide them depending on the path you took. Once I had all the elements, I assembled them in a Slides presentation to test it out. If you're not doing anything too complicated, you could probably get away with making your game entirely in Google Slides. Mine was too complicated and I wouldn't be able to publish it to my website but it was good for testing. When it was ready for build, I had to make a comprehensive guide for Ryan showing what clicks lead to where, what sound effects should be played when, when the music tracks should switch, etc:
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He programmed it in Adobe Animate. I don't know how he did it, other than he's just a brilliant babe and I thank god for him lol
Anon asked: Just at a curiosity though, whatever happened to everyone (especially Sonic & Amy) AFTER your truth serum wore off from your ‘Trick or Sweet Adventure’? Also how about Shadow & Rouge? Did they get affected as well?
A: They lived happily ever after, of course! If the two just told each other how they felt then they'd be happy (in my opinion) so they just needed a little magical kick in the butt haha. I didn't have any plans for Shadow or Rouge, but if I could cast a spell to make them happy then I would give Rouge a throne of diamonds and Shadow the chance to ease the pain in his heart (T▽T)
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Do you think that Scott Pilgrim Takes Off was a series that was written by people who either hate the source material so much that they want to change it or love the source material so much that they want to make improvements to it?
First, I want to make it clear that I'm only strictly answering your question, and I'm not addressing the unrelated question of "Is Scott Pilgrim Takes Off any good?"
Second, a confession upfront. I haven't read Scott Pilgrim or watched the movie. I was definitely interested in watching this animated adaptation as my first introduction to the story, but I currently don't even have my own Netflix account, let alone have watched Takes Off for myself.
But I've been paying attention.
In that linked article, Grabinski, the writer for the 'adaptation', admitted that "There's a lot of ideas I did end up having that Bryan felt were wrong for Scott. Most of them end up in there..." (emphasis mine)
Have you heard about the Criterion of Embarrassment? It's the realization that historians had, that no person or nation would have a reason to record a lie about a great defeat or embarrassment. That if they passed such a story down in monuments, writing, or legends, it must be because they suffered a very real tragedy that they were desperate for their descendants to not repeat.
You may be more familiar with a modern take on the idea, through social media. "Posting your 'L's online", "telling on yourself", or "you could not have paid me to confess that".
Netflix is a corporation, and there is very little difference between a corporation and a nation. They seek profit to survive and grow stronger in a world filled with vicious rivals and would-be allies. Maintaining a strong, confident image keeps rivals from becoming too aggressive, and convinces would-be allies to continue investing support into what seems like a profitable venture.
Grabinski is a servant of Netflix, and will do his master's bidding for money.
Remember all the bullshit that Kevin Smith told the world about Revelations? Market strategy. Profit at any cost. Never admit when someone catches you with your pants down.
I'm not saying you should assume Grabinski's positive claims are lies. If a corporation tells me that grass is green and the sky is blue, I don't immediately assume everything I knew was a lie. That would be paranoid and self-defeating.
But what I will do is step outside to double-check, and see what the corporation may be lying about. The grass may currently be dead-brown, and the sky may currently be storm-green.
Grabinski admits that he asserted his vision in direct, knowing opposition that of the original creator, many times.
The same original creator who would have to sign a Non-Disclosure Agreement with Netflix that would gag him from saying anything negative about a venture into which Netflix invests a lot of money. So we also have to remain skeptical of silence and a lack of counter-claims.
But although we have to take positive claims and silence with a grain of salt, we absolutely should believe someone when they confess something that they would have EVERY REASON to not make up or confess unless it was a genuine fear and embarrassment to them.
"There's a lot of ideas I did end up having that Bryan felt were wrong for Scott. Most of them end up in there…"
"At the end of the day, if I don't feel like I've gotten away with something or like I robbed a bank and I'm not getting arrested, then I kind of feel like I fucked up when I made something anyway."
"There was a very long time where I felt like someone was gonna knock on a door and say, ‘Actually, you guys shouldn't do this.'"
A guilty conscience, by itself, isn't absolute proof of guilt. A conscience can be burdened with unworthy premises.
But this man couldn't reorient his conscience despite working with Bryan on this project for THREE YEARS, while wanting us to believe that he has Bryan's full, uncoerced blessing. And Grabinski can't stop telling on himself.
So we must use those embarrassing confessions as a fork to winnow the chaff from the grain.
"Our rule was that nothing would go on the show that either of us didn't like..." which is a positive claim that directly contradicts the embarrassing confession that Grabinski directly defied the creator "many" times to include things that "felt wrong" for Scott Pilgrim.
"If there's something Bryan didn't think was funny, it didn't go in there." But he'd already confessed to including things Bryan didn't agree with, and everyone can find something funny on its own merits without agreeing that it should be funny or that it belongs in some particular piece of art.
The Test of Love
How do you know someone truly loves something? That they seek to serve it, and not merely to use it?
Jesus of Nazareth had some things to say about love.
When asked what God's most important command was, he didn't just answer that the most important command was to love God. Because anyone could claim they loved God and that everything they did was in service to God. Madmen and monsters have done terrible things 'in God's name'.
So Jesus also told the people what the second-most important command was, because obeying this second command is how you know whether someone truly loves God.
"Love your neighbor as yourself." Because when you hurt God's other children, you are hating God.
What Am I On About?
Netflix does not love Scott Pilgrim if it disrespects Scott Pilgrim fans.
Netflix does not respect Scott Pilgrim fans when it uses False Advertising to avoid the possibility that some of them wouldn't have watched Ramona Flowers Takes Over.
Netflix does not love the fans when it is counting on hurt feelings to drive internet backlash, and for backlash to give it free marketing through Tumblr controversy.
Netflix DOES NOT LOVE. It produces and consumes. It is a corporation, designed to profit and survive.
A corporation will only sell worthwhile products as long as it fears you won't otherwise buy its products. But if you buy its products after it has blatantly lied to you, the corporation loses some of its fear.
It will lie to you again. It will try bigger and nastier lies. Because it does not love you, and you stopped making it fear you.
Netflix already did this with Masters of the Universe: Revelations.
Square-Enix did this with the Final Fantasy 7: Remake.
The corporations are all watching eagerly to see how successful this strategy is. Because none of them love you, and they are always hungry.
A final word: "Even THOSE fans? But I hate those fans!"
I don't think someone who focuses on how Scott Pilgrim is a 'bad person' is superior in any way to someone who denies Scott Pilgrim is a 'bad person'.
I think both sorts of people are myopically using Scott Pilgrim as a way to deny that they are ALSO 'bad people'.
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And this meme also applies to what even the other characters of the story conclude about both Scott and Ramona!
"You two deserve each other -- not in the sense that no one else is good enough for either of you, but in that both of you should be quarantined together."
Ramona doesn't deserve a free pass denied to Scott.
If Ramona Flowers can be a good character because she's a 'bad person' who selfishly hurt a lot of people and who has to go through an entire story where she confronts her flaws, makes peace with her past, and tries to improve as a person...
Then Scott Pilgrim was not a crime against humanity for getting VS The World to tell the same sort of story.
Guess what! We're ALL 'bad people' who have selfish desires, who don't fully understand other people or what we're doing to them, and who have to learn how to be better people!
You don't get to point at a main character with real, ugly, human flaws and say "I'm better than him, so he shouldn't exist!"
You don't get to ignore a main character's flaws and say, "He's perfect the way he is and so I have every right to act exactly like him without any criticism!"
Because when you deny you're another 'bad person' like the rest of us, you not only refuse to improve, you become an even WORSE person.
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One Piece Live Action review
WARNING: SPOILERS DONT READ IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS!!!!!!
I went into watching this thinking it was going to tank. I honestly thought it was going to be a disaster like Dragon Ball evelution. I was worried about only 8 episodes with first season orgonally having 46. I was worried they were going to change a lot and take away a lot. Make it more dumb. I really had no idea what they were going to do.
I was wrong. The first episode had me shocked. Was there differences? Yes. But they werent bad. They made sense. I rated the first epide 4 of 5 stars. It wasnt perfect but it truly was a good opening episode.
The actrors were amazing. When I seen the postrs and trailors Inwas worried. Sanji missing his eyebroe, Usopp his long nose, and some of the CGI looked a little weird. That was one of the reasons had me worried. Yet the actors did such an amzing job!
Zoro is just fucking perfect. I love him. I love Love love love that they included Mr. 7 and Zoro's fight. That was shook and let me tell you I jumped and nearly squealed when I seen that. They don't show that fight in manga or anime. Its only mentioned.
Mackenyu Did a great job betraying Roronoa Zoro. 5 stars.
Though one of my dissapoitments when it comes to Zoro are three things: First his missing fight with Hatchi and how Luffy is introduced with Zoro. And His fight with mihawk. (Not that it was bad but that 3 people who witnese it I always thought was omportant were not there)
Not seeing Hatchi is a disapointment. However I can see why they may have cut him out. The live action is following the manga as close as it can while also being realistic. But we see Hatchi again in later arcs. Before timeskip and right after. It would be hard to justify soneone who worked for Arlong (who pretty much inslaved Nami) make him a good and likeable charector? I mean I dont hate Hatachi from the manga/Anime but I never understood why Nami would be okay with associating with him regardless if he wasnt one who did anything to her or not. So that could be why they left him out? Another reason could be time. They only had 8 episodes to work with. Could they fit a third fight sceen in the one episode? Hard to say. Or even his 6 arms could have been an issue. Not sure. But still I really like his fight with Zoro. Still the fight sceen with Zoro and Sanji working wonders together is amazing and makes up for it. It was still a good part and yeah its a sisspointment not seeing Hatachi but at the same time The fight and banter with Sanji makes up for it.
Now one dispoinment which is me more nit picking when it comes to Zoro is his introduction with Luffy. Luffy wanted Zoro on his crew by just hearing about him. He didnt see him or know him he was like "yeah? Hes a good fighter? Ima make him my crew. Then he heard what Zoro did for rhe little girl. I really really likes that from the manag. That being said! The way the live action did it was still really good too. Is it a slight bummer? Yeah but not enough for it to be bad. It still good and the point across of Zoro being a good guy stands.
As for his fight witb Mihawk. It was amazing ok? I loved it. Now what is a bit sad to see is no Johnny and Yadaku and Sanji didn't witness the fight. Again its more nit picking but hear me out! In the Manga and Anime Sanji watches the fight and hes angry. He is angry its not him going after his dream but also because its like Zoro is Waisting his dream. I always thought that was important. At least for Sanji's charector. HOWEVER because of the things they changed with Sanji and his story it probably makes sense. Ill get to that when I get to Sanji. Its also a bunner Johnny and Yadaku isnt in this but I get it. Time and money sometimes minor things need to be cut.
Overall though. Every thing with Zoro is jsut so good. Even the things I got a Tad bumbed at (more me nit picking) but even though I was the changes they made I liked.
Lets talk about Usopp. Usopp again I was a little bumbed with no long nose. I mean. Okay. It probably would have been a pain to either CGI it or wear a prostrdic. So I get it. That being said Jacob Romero did a great job! And the only Usopp to get the kiss haha. Now I was happy Usopp got the kiss. At the same time I am like "bah. No romance in OP lol" but damn the Usopp Kiya shipper in me was so happy! Honestly 5 stars for Usopp.
My disapointment with Usospp's arc was no Jango. Like this one I did not get? It was Jango that hipnotized the impoten Kuru to believe he was Kuru in the first place. So unless they are going to bring that into play later? Yeah I have to say thats one of the biggest disapointments. Again not enough for me to hate on or dislike the changes. I really enjoyed the arc. It was more darker and honestly sad to! Like they killed merry! He's supposed to survive! They also cut out Onion carrot and pepper but to be fair a gron man playing with 3 children? Weird lol. Actually I forgot about them until I realized that they were also missing. My more concern was Jango! Even so it was fun to watch. Different and more thrilling.
Nami my dear I enjoyed her. She isn't my favorate in any addaption but I still like the charecter. I thought Emily Rudd played her well. 4.5 stars. My only issue is I felt like she was a little stiff at times at first? But she really started to shine towards the end. Like she was amazing. If it wasnt for the first episode or two where I felt she was off I would give her 5 starts. Its again nit picking! Because she was amazing!
Lets talk about Luffy though. I thought Iñaki Godoy was amazing. Like he was amazing Luffy. 5 stars. I almost almost want to say 4.5 of 5 stars because there were times where I think Luffy would be smiling or doing something dumb he was more serious? But I didn't care so much because this isnt the Anime and its not the manga. Its live action and some things need ro be realistic. So I got it. And he the actor loved being Luffy and you can see he did his best at ir. Like he was made for this part!
Now I want to get into Sanji. I kept Sanji for last because he's not only my fave OP char he is my fave Anime/Manga char of all the anime/manga I read and love. Like he is #1 in my book. He is the Goat! So out of the first 5 straehats, if I was going to nit pick anyone it was going to be Taz Skylar's betryal of Sanji.
I was not dissapointed. He did a fantastic Job. I was impressed to know that he not only learned kick boxing and cooking he also did his own stunts. Fucking impressive for any actor. 5 stars. Dude. I loved it. We still got to see that anger and cussing he does but most of all we got to see his kidness.
Was there disapointments in his episodes? Yeah. It sucks that we didnt get to see his fight with Ging. That is one great fight. The whole Gin crying because he cant kill Sanji and taking the poison gas? Holy hell. I get it they didnt have time to do the whole don kerig saga. But daaamn that is the biggest disapointments.
Howeever! The changes they made was still good. Because if this serious continued and we learn of Sanji's past with Germma then I think I underdtand. Yes I like the Sanji disagreeing with Luffy to join banter and Sanji in general being more angry at the start. But his nonchalant more easy going side is.... refreshing and part of Sanji we dont see much until later. I like that they are focused on Sanji's kindness! Hes always introduced in the manga as 'A kind hearted chef who lives woman' in every issue of the manga.
The Live action is really focused on Sanji's kindness but also his silly side that he can be sometimes. Still top fighter next to Zoro. But more playful. In both Anime and Manga Sanji is seen eating and enjoying rhe party. But here in the live action he is the one cooking and serving. Like they are really highlighting the kindess in Sanji here. So yeah I was dissapointed that there was no Gin fight but. Again it was changed in a delightful way! Like I like the change. It was like the writers went to Oda. "Hey. We want to highlight Sanji's kindess how can we change this without xhanging his actual past story and what not?" And oda was like "well...do this" or something. Because it worked. They made Sanji's intro still sad as fuck wirh him and Zeff on the rock. The two still share the same relationship and they highlight Sanji's kindness. Also I kinda like the tone down womanizing.
Also the Zoro and Sanji bantering? My ZoSan shipping heart is like Yuuuusss!
So yeah I had some dissapointments. I was hoping for Sanji to witness the mihawk fight. Even if it was out the window ya know? I do feel like it was important. Alas. But all that asside I loved it.
One more char I want to talk about it Buggy. This mofo is brillant betryal. Still Buggy but darker. More intresting!
So over all I give it a 4 of 5 stars. Not perfect but still fucking fantastic.
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lina-lovebug · 1 year
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Bleeding Hearts
Part 10
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I had refused food.
Again.
What they called ‘food’ was nowhere near anything enough to nourish my body. It smelled awful and looked like it would make me sick.
I ignored the growling in my stomach as I heard the familiar click of the door and Miles Quaritch came in with cuffs at his side.
“Still ain’t eating?” He questioned, seeing the untouched food.
“Your food is not nourishing for the body,” I said, and approached him. His eyes watched me as I had my hands reached outwards, and looked up at him.
“May I?” 
“Go right ahead, sweetheart,” I glared at him but continued.
“Your body is Na’vi now. We are stronger, faster and much larger compared to humans,” I said, feeling his stomach and upper chest. 
“You need to nourish it like a Na’vi now, not this shit you call food. You may be strong, but this physique will wear off if you do not eat properly,” I explained, feeling his waistline and up to his back. He’s stronger than most Na’vi males I have met, but it will not last.
“Pretty sure your husband wouldn’t take a liking to his lady touching me,” He said, and I looked up at him.
“I am not mated.”
“But the little one on your back-”
“She is Tuktirey, Jake and Neytiris’ youngest,” I interrupted, “I have not found myself a male I have connected with. Any males I did know died during the battle.”
“How does that work?” His question seemed genuine, so I answered. I gently grabbed his queue and held it up to him.
“When you have found someone whom you cherish and love, you connect your queues together. Then, you are mated for life. That is a big difference I have found in our cultures.”
“How do you know that you will always love them?” He asked, staring at me.
“That is a concept you humans can never understand. You use eachother for pleasure. We bond through life experiences and conversation. We cherish life, and we cherish one another. It is a bond most treasured, and something I hope to have for myself. . .when the time is right,” I finished.
"Which is why your mission is futile. You will kill our home, just like you did yours," I moved away from him, my touch no longer on his warm body.
"You just don't want us here."
"I wonder why," I mused.
"Why are you here? You brought me nothing and you have no restraints," I asked, as if I was busy with anything else.
"It's your lucky day because you get to go outside," He said, pulling out a round device, "but you'll need to wear this."
No.
"I am not wearing such a thing," My ears folded back.
He sighed, "you gotta cooperate or the General will have me shackle you."
I stared at the device, knowing that if I put it on, I could be forever tracked and have no way of taking it off. They could use it to hurt me, and do unspeakable things.
"Only if I can hunt."
Wearing a collar was humiliating. I could feel the demons smiling at me as I passed, knowing that I was now under their grasp. They wish to bind me and chain me. They are disgusting and do horrible things, and yet call us savages? 
"Ninat'ia!"
My ears sprang up, finally bringing myself back to reality.
"What?" I said, having been on my own little island in my mind the entire way here.
"You gonna show us how to hunt or what?" 
"We can't give her a gun, Colonel," His Corporal said, and I scoffed.
"We do not use primitive weapons to kill. If you wish to think like Na'vi, the first lesson is that all energy is borrowed. Once you die, that energy returns back to Eywa," I explained, walking towards a fallen tree.
"The moss on it, the cracks, the holes - it is now a home and shelter to the animals. Even after death, you bring balance."
"After you have incapacitated the animal, you put it to rest with a dagger to the heart so it doesn't suffer," Spider finished, having learned this lesson when he was only seven. 
As my eyes traveled over them, their spirits were elsewhere. They were not even listening.
They were bored.
And they were pissing me off.
With a huff, I grabbed my dagger from Miles Quaritch vest and threw it into a tree. It was a bird, small enough for a teenager to fill up on, and it fell right in front of us.
"Less boring now?!" I snapped before marching off, ignoring the calls for me. 
Tears welled up in my eyes as I started to run. I didn't want this. I just wanted to be home. I wanted to be with mother and Spider and my sister. I want to be free.
"Ninat'ia!"
Miles Quaritch is quick on his feet. He manages to grab me but I quickly whip around with a slap to his face.
"Why?! Why are you even trying?!" I screamed, "you will destroy us! You will kill Eywa!"
"Hey, hey. I need you to-"
"It is not our fault you destroyed your home!" I didn't care if he could kill me. 
I was tired.
I wanted this to stop.
"And now you will destroy ours. You will kill Eywa!" I cried, hitting his chest and he did nothing. He let me hit him, let me scream and cry.
His hand reached out for my shoulder, but I pulled back, "you are all demons."
"I know. . ." 
"I do not care what happens to me, but I will kill you. I will not stop until your blood is on my hands," I swore before him, my eyes bleeding into his soul.
He said nothing but moved forward, bringing my head to his chest as I did nothing but cry.
Cry for my family, for my home.
For Eywa.
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Could I request something? If requests are still open that is.
It's about the dorm leaders/housewardens falling for a reader who cooks like they came out of food wars.
Ignore this if you wish.
I don't really know Food Wars that well, but I sure can write a story! Hope you enjoy! By the way, Requests are always open! Request whenever you'd like!
Housewardens X Cook!Reader
Riddle
♡ Absolutely in love with anything and everything you cook
♡ the speed at which you produce these meals is outstanding
♡ There's an unbirthday party and Trey is for some reason unavailable? You'll have the food ready and sent to Heartslabyul in seconds
♡ If NRC and RSA had a cooking competition, he'd be there cheering you on
"Reader-san! I need your assistance!"
"What happened? is everything alright, Strawberry?"
"Trey is currently unavailable, and the unbirthday party is tomorrow! I heard you can cook and bake... could you-"
Reader-san already started cooking.
"Yep! Already on it! We got an order of Strawberry tarts and... anything else?"
Riddle smiles at your fast reaction, the minute you heard the words "Trey is unavailable" you knew what was up, and got to work immediately.
"Can I get some of your specialties as well?"
"Sure can, Strawberry! Oh, but be sure to tip your waiter with a kiss when they deliver it!~"
"Oh? and who's the waiter this time?"
"Me, of course! hahaha!"
He always blushes when you make flirty remarks like that, you could never tell on the outside, but they make him so happy on the inside.
Leona
☆ Prepare for a lot of requests
☆ Just make sure it doesn't have vegetables
☆ He wants a steak? He better not see a single sprinkle of lettuce or carrots or anything on it
☆ He may make rude remarks, but really, he loves you so much for your passion.
☆ He ends up requesting your food more than Ruggie's (sorry Ruggie-)
"Hey Herbivore, make me somethin will ya?"
"I suppose I can... What do you want?"
"A rare steak."
"Okay, I can do that."
"There better not be a single vegetable on it!"
"Sure thing, your highness! I hear ya!"
He internally screams when you call him "your highness" and the fact that you serve him like he's king.
Azul
$ He's desperate to hire you as a cook for monstro lounge
$ He believes that your cooking skills will bring more customers and more money
$ but business aside, he loves your cooking, so take it as a compliment
"Reader, darling, why don't you work in monstro lounge? I'm sure the customers would love your food!"
"No thanks, Octolove, I perfer to cook as a hobby, not as a job, thanks though."
Azul sighs, he blushes.
"Will you at least still cook for me?"
"Of course, Octolove, I'll always cook for you."
Kalim
☆ He loves you
☆ He loves your talent
☆ He loves you for your everything.
☆ And he isn't afraid to yell it out loud for the world to hear
"Reader!"
"Oh, hello Sunnyside! How can I help you?"
"We're having a party next week! I was wondering if you could... make some of your specialties! I don't wanna overwork Jamil anymore..."
"Of course I can, Sunnyside! Anything for my little Sunnyside-up eggie!"
"Yay! Thank you!"
He loves the nickname you gave him, it makes him so happy whenever you call him by it.
Vil
◇ He's quite impressed
◇ not just by your cooking, but how beautiful you look while doing so.
◇ you have perfect posture, a cute outfit and pretty makeup, thats very neat
◇ you somehow make your dishes look fancy too, so bonus points
"This looks quite exquisite, Reader... how do you organize the plate so neatly?"
"uh... I actually kinda just throw the stuff on the plate..."
"But then how is it so... pretty looking?"
"Because I'm used to doing things fast, I used to compete in cooking competitions, so..."
"Goodness... You belong on a cooking magazine... and a beauty magazine..."
He loves complimenting you, and your cooking, and your makeup... and a lot of other things.
Idia
☆ Omg you're like the anime character
☆ he probably watches Food Wars so...
☆ other than that, he adores your food
☆ swallows it whole
☆ usually gets Ortho to ask you to make some because he's too shy
"Big Sibling Reader-san, Idia wants to know if you can make him some of your food!"
"Oh? Well of course I can make him some!"
"Okay! I'll go tell him, uhm... when will it be ready?"
"In a few minutes! I'll bring it to him."
Malleus
♡ He's always so happy when you make him something
♡ If you could, make him home-made Ice cream, he'll love you for eternity
♡ anything made by you is his favorite, he especially loves your home-made stuff
"Mal-Mal! I made you something!"
"You did? Whatever could it be?"
"Lilia-san told me that you really liked all the food I make, so I made you a whole bunch of stuff! Just... make sure you eat it before it goes bad, kay?"
"Alright, thank you, Child of man."
He eats it all like its his last day on earth, thats how much he loves it. He will probably also like it if you leave a little note in a bento that says like "I love you!" or something cute!
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shiroganeryo · 2 months
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Hi there. So don't mind me, I was going through your dazatsu art a while ago (both you and your husband I think?) and also saw some of the captions. You said you two met when you were cosplaying dazatsu? I don't mean to sound stalkerish so please feel free to ignore me, but that is about the sweetest thing I have ever heard😭❤️ I would like to draw one of your cosplays as our favorite couple. You could send me a picture you like- paint over your faces if you don't feel comfortable or-
And again and I emphasize, feel free to straight up reject this or ignore it, because I know it's odd. Just wanted you to know how you warm my heart, and I love your artwork as well<3
Have a nice day or night
Hello there! First of all, don't worry about "sounding stalkerish", it's very sweet of you to drop by just to let me (and by extension, us) know about your thoughts! 😊 The thing is, it's not that we met when we were cosplaying; perhaps me saying we weren't a couple yet gave that impression, but since you asked, I might as well tell you the full story?
You may want to sit, it's a little long (though I'll do my best to be brief) 😅
We already knew each other, we had been acquaintances for a long while, actually! We met when we were 14/13 or so (we're 31/29 now, I'm the older one). We weren't really that close, but we were on friendly terms and all that.
I'll skip the very personal bits which includes (but is not limited to) us getting closer to each other and stupidly pining mutually, but the sequence of events that led to it is one (!) of the reasons why I tend to say we're a "dazatsucore" couple. Because:
He was into me > I noticed on the spot, and did nothing > I was into him > he didn't know because I hid the fact > leads to him blurting out a confession thinking he'd be turned down > I do not turn him down but ask for some time to think things through because I want to be sure of my feelings first > not too long after I have an answer.
By the way, everything I'm saying gets even better (and funnier) when you consider I'm the "Dazai" one, while he's the "Atsushi" in this.
Anyways, about the cosplay shenanigans you inquired about; back when we were getting closer to each other (2016ish), I had become interested in BSD but knew nothing about it; I knew he had watched it, asked what were his thoughts on it, he said it was nice, recommended it, etc. He then commented that he planned to cosplay Atsushi, showed me the character and shared his cosplay plans.
I had only watched the opening so far (the thing that led me to ask him if the anime was good), and Dazai was the one who had caught my eye the most, so I said, very offhandedly, that 'hey, I'd be down to go with you to the con, I do entertain the idea of cosplaying Dazai'.
He was like 'woah, really?! That would be so fun!' but also got extremely nervous on the spot. I obviously noticed. You see, my spouse isn't really the type of person who can hide his feelings very well + I'm good at reading through people. We've always been a funny match in that regard, ngl.
From a quick Google search I did to gather references for the outfit, I could tell the two characters were a somewhat popular pairing, so I made 2+2, I also already knew he had a crush on me and just did nothing about it, like I explained above. So he had gotten nervous that people could mistake us for a couple because the two characters are (were? sadly) a popular pairing.
Which I did know... And again, did nothing about because while my suggestion to cosplay together was sincere, having no intentions of manipulating him or anything, that did work in my favor as well so two birds, one stone.
In the meantime, what I told you above happened and we started dating. And, for obvious reasons, we decided to go ahead with the cosplay plans 😌 I've never posted a clear picture showing our faces because we're not the best photographers out there, but here's one of the least terrible ones:
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The icing on the cake, that doesn't have much to do with us, but is still something we remember about fondly: we're Brazilian, and Brazil is a very big country. The anime con we were going to attend was the biggest in our country but also some good hours away (a 9 hour travel away to the capital, to be more precise), so we took a bus ride with some people headed there as well. It's common for people to make these "con attendees" group rides and they're always really fun experiences + very cost efficient.
One of the people we befriended on the ride was this girl who, coincidentally, was cosplaying as Chuuya. Since we're a queer couple (nb sapphics who go by he/him pronouns) we didn't know what amount of gay was okay in public, but this one girl knew we were a couple, 100% sure of it and it was genuinely beyond funny seeing her and her friends waiting on us to just do something, anything, that gave the answer away.
We kissed like... once, when they were nearby, and the reactions were priceless, ngl. The euphoric I KNEW IT faces.
Back then we weren't married yet, so no telling rings or anything, but this Chuuya had gotten the vibes somehow. When I asked her how she knew before we even did anything, she said, just like this: 'it's the way you look at each other 🥺'.
I need you to imagine Chuuya Nakahara saying this, with this expression. Makes it all 20x funnier. Also the reason why I usually write him as a wingman/enabler in my fics.
Oh, and about the "he had no idea I knew all along", I did tell him... last year 😂 We were reminiscing about things and he went on a tangent saying something along the lines of 'I feel kinda bad because it was selfish of me but I liked the idea of us being seen as a couple back then so I didn't tell you the characters were a popular ship'.
To which I replied: 'Oh, I knew, don't worry.'
Cue shocked Pikachu meme for my spouse's reaction. I then explained that I was fully aware of everything all along, and he was like 'thank GOD you decided to play along then because I had no idea how to charm anyone' 😂
It feels good to put our silly story out there, I had told this story only to one person in the fandom so far (I won't tag her, but Katsu can confirm we're two dumbasses in love) because I don't usually talk about personal stuff publicly like this unless on a whim but also because, like I said, it's a very long story even with skipped parts.
I hope this was fun to read, at least? 😅
As for what you asked about drawing us, I'll apologize, but neither of us understood exactly what you want to do. If you could elaborate more on it, we'd be grateful and could give a proper response! All in all, thank you for sending the ask, it was really lovely of you to stop by just to say that! 😊
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Hi! I recently found your blog and I adore your writing, love it. So recently I was rewatching TMNT 2012 and deadass wondering how anyone could see the boys as “ugly”. Soo maybe the 2012 Turtles try and scare off the reader by trying to use their “ugliness” but it backfires cuz the human is just absolutely smitten with how stunning they find the mutant? Thank you for your time, and have a great day! Love your work!
[A/n:bro same, I mean even if they were accurate looking turtles they'd still be cute. Thank you for requesting]
Summary:you met the turtles and they try and scare you off but you are smitten when seeing them
Type:scenario:Turtles & male reader
Version:2012
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When turned around and seen the turtles, they expected you to scream and run away. But nope you sat there eyes wide and mouth open a little. So Raph did the one thing he thought when work. He pulled out his sais and acted as though he was gonna attack you, walked around close to you like a predator, hes watched enough documentarys about animals to know how to do this. But you only seemed more interested, and Leo seen what Raph was trying so he did it to, just a little more predator like. Same reaction. Now Mikey did sneak up on you and grabbed you, gently, and pulled up and Leo and Raph acted like they were gonna attack you. And still same reaction, but this time Raphs Sai was right there in your face, and Leo's katana was poking your side gently. Nothing.
"Guys, your embarrassing yourselves"
Everyone Looked at Donnie as she walked up to you.
"Sorry for them, their not use to humans not being scared of us. So why aren't you scared?"
"Scared? How come I be scared you four are stunning, like I've never seen anything like it well besides regular turtles"
The four were quiet, before Leo pulled them all into a group hug to talk to them.
"Look he's not scared if us, what do we do?"
"Scare him off"
"We tried that"
"What if we just befriend him, honestly it doesn't look like we have that much of a choice"
"That's perfect"
Now before any of the turtles could say a word, Mikey walked right over to you and extended his hand which you quickly grabbed.
"Hi, I'm Michelangelo but if you want you can call me Mikey"
They smiled at you.
"Well Mikey, I'm y/n"
Mikey put his arm around your shoulders and lead you to his siblings.
"Okay let's make this easier for you, these are my siblings"
Mikey gestured to their siblings, then stared at Leo waiting for him to say something.
"Oh right,
Leo extended his hand towards you.
"Leonardo but most people call me Leo"
You nodded before looking next to him, at the turtles wearing red. He signed.
"Raphael-"
"We call him Raph"
Raph had hit Leo just of the way he said it, all sneaky like its something only his siblings do. And because Leo cut him off. You giggled at them before looking at the tallest and last turtle.
"I'm Donatello or Donnie if you prefer"
You smiled down at him.
"Well you guys heard my name from a moment ago right?"
"Yeah"
"No"
Everyone looked at Leo.
"What I didn't! Unlike you guys I didn't listen in on the conversation"
"They were, like 3 feet away from us"
"And?"
You laughed a bit which caused you to get the turtles attention.
"It doesn't really matter, I'm y/n"
The rest of the time they were there was just getting to know you and you getting to know them before they left. And you went home that night noting knowing what you just did to yourself.
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[A/n:I'm so sorry this took forever, I really wished I could have gotten this out sooner and if I'm being honest I don't really have an excuse. Sorry guys. I hope you enjoyed]
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blueberrypancakesworld · 10 months
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The lost boys ~ Yandere Headcanon ~
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warning : +18 minors don't interact, dark themes, blood, yandere behaviour, no use of Y/n
masterlist
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David: Ever since he saw you alone that night and only you at the fair, he wanted you. It didn't matter whether you wanted him or not in the end. There was only you and not like with Star, you belonged only to him. None of the other boys were allowed to drink from you or touch you. You hung out with them but Davis' hand was always on your body, whether it was your hip, hand or right around your neck. His greater pleasure would be to see how quickly you would give in under him. Because he kept his control over everything, even with you. If you were to put up a fight against him, he would even try to kill you. The longer it lasts the more he wants to break you and make you his own bride. But his fun would be to play with you physically and torture you, knowing that he can bind you to him with a relationship. He would simply force you to drink his blood, hypnotise you and from then on you had no choice. Even if he wasn't always there, you would have to be there for him all the time. ,,I have a little surprise for you, my love," he crooned and laughed as he led you into the room where your family was. Knowing that you suppressed your hunger, knowing that you didn't want to kill anyone. His hand slid to your jaw and gripped it tighter, forcing you to look at him. He saw the change in your eyes as you smelled the irresistible blood. ,,N-no" he heard your words that he didn't want to hear and yet he knew that he could continue to play with you. Pulling you closer to him, anger flashed briefly in his bright eyes before he regained his composure and took your face between his hands. ,,You disappoint me...you will do it anyway," he murmured before his eyes changed and he forced his will on you again. Before he released you and watched with a look of pleasure as you cut your family in two and fed the blood to you like a wild animal. ,,My beautiful bride" he crooned as he walked over to you and brushed a strand of bloody hair from your face. Before pulling you into a bloody kiss. He was sure you would learn your place one day.
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Dwayne : That night in Santa Carla when you were just driving along the streets you didn't notice the motorcyclist. But you caught his eye in that brief moment when he saw you. And he had never felt a greater desire and attraction for anything else than for you. He wanted you. But he would initially take much more pleasure in just watching you, being a second shadow to you. Slowly finding out all the things you like and don't like. What you spend your time on and what you don't. He would remember all that before he just brings you into the cave and puts you in his nest/room. Which he would decorate and furnish like you do your room. He would know everything about you and shower you with your favourite things. He would give you everything so that you would love him, even if you already did in his head, you would just have to accept all this. He wanted to create a second home for you, him and the children. The one thing that made him more than hungry was the image of you with a round belly in which his children were. What the others dismiss as a half joke becomes reality when he pierces each of the others with his gaze and gets angry when they come too close to you. His perfect wife chained to the bed, belonging to him alone, when you are about to ovulate. He would get you pregnant before turning you but that would be the last resort. He would rather have to hypnotise you than force his blood on you. ,,You're going to love your new life, my heart," he purred as he joined you on the large bed, the chain on your ankle rustling as he pulled you to him with a simple jerk. His fingers gently ran over your body and he could feel your heartbeat a delicious mixture of fear fascination and excitement. Before he calmed you down with a kiss as he forced his will on you and you finally gave yourself to him, suddenly more than willing to have his children.
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Paul: The blonde would meet you on a trip to the funfair, which was actually decided by David that you would be the new victim was more for Paul. Diverting the others to a group of poor surfers, he immediately threw himself at you. What was covered under a friendly funny facade hid his devotion and lust for you. What he would do slowly over a period of time he would sneak into your life. Your friends would suddenly disappear one after the other and little by little you would find yourself in his arms more and more. He would take care of you with his funny way of cheering you up and making you depend on him more and more. Any doubts will disappear when he puts on his doggy eyes and moves towards you almost submissively. When you take him into your arms and look after him with care. When there is only him for you and he brings you into the den, introduces you to the others and almost wants you all to get along. But Paul will always be with you and you won't even notice how dependent you are becoming on him. When he lies down with you at night and he has you so far, you won't be afraid when he comes closer to you. You take care of him and he is loved by you. Gives you the feeling that you could leave at any time. But you would not escape him. ,,Bunny, where are you going?" Paul mumbled as his hands wrapped around her body from behind and pulled her close. He knew you wanted to get out, the sun would be up soon and he wouldn't be able to catch you. Running his hands over you, he felt where the metal of the shackles had slightly bruised your skin the last time you tried to escape. Up your body to your hair which he pushed aside to kiss your neck as he slowly took you back to his room. You would never see the sun again, he would make sure of that.
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Marko : You are his obsession, his heart, his doll that belongs to him. Over which he can command. You just have to love him, fear him and melt into his world of madness. You were with a group of beach goers who just wanted to have a good time. When the lost boys came upon you and Marko's gaze was on you. You were covered in fear and panic, the blood of your friends triggered something in him. You looked beautiful and his hunger grew. When he came closer you jerked back and begged him to stop. He just pulled you to the ground and sank his teeth into your neck. Since then he had simply taken you and released you hundreds of times. He loved to chase you through the night, like David, to see how long you would last before you collapsed. Resigning yourself to your new fate and embracing his madness. That just like him only the smell of blood brought out the lust in you. But the others also had fun watching Marko torturing his heart and yet loving it at the same time when he had his soft moments. Whereby the gentle moments referred to the fact that he tortured you together with the others and wanted to see how far you could resist his restraints. But he wouldn't hypnotise you for that, he loved your pleading to finally kill or hyonotise you. No, he wanted you to remember everything, to know all the time what they all are and to live with it. In spite of everything you end up back in hell in the arms of Marko who drinks your blood and tortures you all the time so that he turns you. ,,My sweet blood bag" he purred as he flew after her through the night, her running away from him. Even though they both knew he would catch her soon, that spark of hope he loved to destroy every time. The night became even more horror for you, but Marko had his fun. Especially when he bit his hand and brought you down with a well-aimed push. Despite your rustiness and the lightness of his demeanour, Marko wasted no time in pouring his blood into your mouth. ,,You will finally understand, my sweet" you heard him chuckle and knew that the madness that had captured him would also get you.
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skzoologist · 5 months
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Hii! How are you? Congrats on 100 again! You deserve that and much more,
So for the event I would like to request the prompt "Awh, but come oooon, he's sooo cuute!" ☕🧋,
Human!SKZ and Faerie!Bae
(Focused on Bae, Jisung, Chan, Minho pls)
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word count: ~1.4k
warnings: none
genre: fluff, crack
a/n: When you dropped this off, I already knew how it would play out instantly, the scene vivid in my head. The concept itself is cute, and I like how it turned out! I can only hope you'll like it too, and thank you for taking part of the event, it means a lot 💜 I only just now noticed that somehow my banner completely, on accident, matches with your requested members. My preferences are showing I think- 💀
Please let me know if I left a warning or anything out, I will add it in! Reblogs, likes and feedback are greatly appreciated!
!I don't condone anyone stealing my work and posting it anywhere without my permission, or feeding it to AI!
!This is just fiction, my interpretation of Stray Kids. By no means is this how they are and how they behave in real life!
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It was a chilly autumn day, the sunshine  playfully bouncing off the vibrantly-coloured leaves and the morning dew that briefly stopped there for a quick break. And while the wind had a certain, cold bite to it, Bae was still drawn out of his little hut that was carefully nestled between branches, perfectly out of view, no matter from which angle you tried to look at it.
Of course it was well-hidden, faerie folk was only a thing of legends and myths amongst the circle of humans.
With a sleepy yawn and a little rub at his eyes, he grabbed his bag and tossed it across his shoulder, smoothing out his now slightly wrinkled clothes. His kind had always been careful about their looks, never wanting to look anything less than their best. That was why Bae’d put on his favourite pieces, the glittering fabric loosely hugging his form and granting an almost ethereal glow to it.
After one last look in the mirror and double-checking his bag’s contents, he unfurled his translucent wings and took off, into the vast city of humans.
It didn’t take long for Bae to arrive, despite his tiny stature and the distance he had to cross over. That might have been because he loved to sneak into the place regularly and just quietly observe these exceedingly unique and different creatures, especially if you compared them to the ones living in the forest.
The streets were always busy and lively, even at night, lit up by all kinds of lamps and lights. That was his favourite time to just sit down somewhere, concealed, and to simply soak in the different sounds and feelings. Hours would go by quickly, as he either just watched, or even drew into his little sketchbook, the sky desperately wishing to shine its stars through the smog-filled atmosphere.
Regularly was Bae joined by an animal or two, the creatures more easily sensing him, even through his concealing magic. He didn’t mind, of course not, the fluffy friends never harbouring ill intent. If anything, they wanted his body heat and gentle scratches, enjoying the sensation of his hands gliding through their fur or feathers, only happier by the glitter that’d usually gotten left behind.
And just as he was watching the sun fully rise, a cat purring and putty in his hands, he’d heard voices. Quite loud ones at that, sounding a bit distressed on the empty streets. 
Given how Bae’d decided to stop at a relatively empty place, surrounded by more nature than the others, it immediately drew his attention in. The shout he’d first heard sounded almost pained, sensitive ears able to pinpoint the emotions hidden inside even from far away.
Wanting to investigate, because it both intrigued him and somehow simultaneously pulled at his heartstrings, he petted the cat’s head a final time and bid it a silent farewell. An appreciative meow could be heard in response, pulling a small smile onto Bae’s lips as he was carefully flying down towards the distraught sounds.
The closer he got, the clearer it became that yes, something really must have happened, because someone sounded like they were on the verge of tears, only something fragile preventing their tears from falling.
The faerie’s eyes landed on a trio of boys; one cradling his leg, one assisting him, and the last one kneeling beside them in blind panic. Surprisingly, it wasn’t the seemingly injured one who was now openly crying, instead the kneeling boy’s face was glistening with rivers of tears, apologies endlessly flying out of his mouth, no matter how much he was gently hushed and comforted.
Taking a seat on a tree branch right above them, Bae folded his delicate wings and watched, trying to make sense of the situation.
The problem seemed to be an injured ankle, the one who sported the injury quiet, merely grimacing in pain. His hair shared the same shade as an oak tree’s bark, the strands hiding dark eyes beneath. The one who was trying his best to help had curly hair that shined in a similar colour, although this one was more akin to a pine tree’s skin, deeper and duller. His lips were pulled down, sadness residing in his own chocolate orbs, despite the serious aura that veiled him.
And the last one…
Well, he looked like he was about to have a panic attack, chestnut hair gripped between shaky fingers, pulled from their residence.
Normally, Bae would do nothing in a situation like this, after all, his kind was hunted and kept as pets, and that was only the best possible scenario. It wasn’t his problem, he had nothing to do with it, and yet…
And yet, he found himself flying down, concealing magic slowly unfurling and revealing his tiny, softly glowing form.
The faerie all but ignored everyone and their reactions, his goal to erase the root of the problem, nothing more. Bright light surrounded him, the intricate patterns in his wings shining with the same, deep blue shade as magic pulsed through his veins, concentrated into his hands. He carefully touched the injured limb, hovering above it for only a few seconds, the injury now gone in the blink of an eye.
Tired after the sudden use of healing magic, he let himself flutter down onto the silent male’s leg, letting out a muted sigh there.
“Did you really somehow luck out and get a faerie, a mythical creature, to help you out with your sprained ankle, Minho?” - the curly haired boy asked, disbelief clearly written on his face.
The previously injured boy, presumably Minho, just nodded, stunned into silence with his mouth left slightly agape. The third boy was in a similar state, doe eyes just widely staring at Bae, unmoving.
Right until he suddenly seemed to have come back to his senses, hugging Minho in relief and sobbing into his shoulder with another string of apologies. With the male being jostled, Bae was forced to fly up from his resting place, not happy about it at all. As if sensing this, the curly haired boy looked at him with an apologetic gaze, enough to ease Bae’s temper magically.
It was weird, how Bae felt drawn in by these people, humans at that. Almost like they were a safe place, something he’d been looking for all these countless years ago. As if they were a part of what he’d been searching for all this time, visiting cities throughout human history. He didn’t have an answer to this mystery, and probably wouldn’t have one for a good while. But what he did know was that he didn’t feel the urge to hide again, to conceal himself and erase their memories of their meeting.
While he’d been deep in thought, the boys started talking, quick glances thrown his way.
“So, Channie hyung, can we keep him?” - it was the doe eyed boy, excitement rolling off of him in waves, now that the problem seemed to have been solved. “Naur, absolutely not, Sungie! You’re talking about a faerie over here, we can’t just keep him!” - the curly haired boy, Channie, answered back, a deep sigh leaving him as he pinched the bridge of his nose between his fingers. "Awh, but come oooon, he's sooo cuute!" - those dark eyes widened impossibly more, a pout taking its place on the boy’s face. “Naur! Sungie, we really don’t w– Minho, take that faerie out of your shirt’s pocket. Right this instant.” “I dunno what you might be talking about.” “You damn well know what I’m talking about.” “But he looks so cosy in there, doesn’t he?” “He could fly out if he wanted to, Hyung, just sayin’.”
With the biggest sigh, Channie, seemingly their leader, threw his hands into the air and muttered something about kids and how he would go bald at this rate. The other two, Minho and Sungie, celebrated, the former giving me a candy he’d just unwrapped.
Content and happy with his place, Bae remained there, munching on the strawberry-flavoured candy as he let himself be taken away, knowing he wouldn’t come into harm’s way. It was a gut feeling, one that only strengthened with each smile sent his way, or with another snack gently held at the entrance of the pocket.
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I finished binging this series today and I loved it so much. Despite a lot of peer pressure for years, because I'm surrounded by anime lovers, I just never gave it a shot for some reason. Like, I had enough to watch and I just never thought I was missing anything. Sure I watched some Dragon Ball growing up because it was impossible to avoid, an episode or a film here and there that a friend wanted to watch but really never committed to watching an anime series. Well that all changed with Cherry Magic. And since the gates were open and I was watching more japanese stuff anyway I thought, why not now?
And I decided to start with Given because I'd watched the live action version and so I thought I knew what was coming. But I was so wrong. I liked the live action version enough I guess, but I never went back to rewatch it which tells me it didn't leave that much of an impression. I LOVED the anime version. It's deeper, I connected way more to the characters and so I felt so much more. And the music. Both the opening and closing song immediately hooked me. But the song sang my Sato in episode 9 destroyed me. I've been listening to it on a loop since I heard it.
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I adore Sato. This boy has my whole heart. And I think Uenoyama is much more interesting in this version. Granted I don't have a perfect memory of the live version, but I don't remember connecting this way to any of the characters, so this was an amazing surprise. I loved everything about it, and I kinda wanna see it again immediately.
Anyway, my thoughts are still messy because I was really moved by this series so I'll leave you with this amazing moment that I enjoyed so much. It's incredible.
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Also, I'm open to suggestions of what more I should watch.💜
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Hi....If you don't mind, can I ask, what are your top 10 (or top 7) favorite media (can be books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series)? Why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before......Thanks....
If I’m being honest, I have been more into just listening to music during my free time more than anything and while I read a lot of manga, my goldfish brain would blank out if someone were to ask me anything about it. However, I will tell you my list of definite rewatch/reread series though some of them are pretty old or obscure.
My Top 10 (in no particular order)
Welcome to Demon School, Iruma-Kun (manga/anime)
At first, I watched it mainly for the fun aesthetics (cute colourful characters with spooky backgrounds) but I fell in love with the characters and world-building of this series. The whole cast, be it main or supporting, are absolutely amazing and capable of running a story arc of their own even without the main cast which is seriously impressive. And while the anime only just scratched the surface, the author really built the setting of this series with great thought, with its own politics, history, systems, and culture that impacts the story well. No random fact is without purpose and I love it.
The Disastrous Life of Saiki K. (manga/anime)
I’ve been watching anime since I was 4 so I can confidently say that I’m familiar with many classic anime tropes and cliches. This series is like a kudos to longtime anime fans with its jokes and jabs as it follows a strong psychic boy being absolutely done with the insanity of his life as he tries to keep his powers a secret from his schoolmates like a sports anime jock, a shojou girl, delinquent gone good, etc. The comedy coming from this deadpan omnipotent high school student is just an absolute delight. I kin Saiki so much
Nope (movie)
I’m a real fan of horror movies, especially those with undertones that bring a critical element to humanity. While I love all of Jordan Peele’s current works, Nope has got to be one of my favourite movies overall. I’ve heard of some of the criticisms people had with the film (pretty ironic ones too) but I personally love the pacing and suspense of the film. While it’s fun to watch monsters and killers get crazy from the get-go (that’s why Saw movies and slasher films were popular) but Nope touched on that all-too-real fear of not knowing what’s going to happen. That fear where you’re afraid but you’re not sure of what yet.
Petshop of Horrors (manga/anime) and the sequel Neo Petshop of Horrors (manga)
Speaking of horror with critical undertones, I was obsessed with this manga series that came out in the late 90s. I would try so hard to find a way to read this series every chance I could growing up. It’s a sorta episodic style story that stars a mysterious petshop owner that often becomes a suspect in the deaths of people who have bought animals from his shop. I love the philosophy of each new story that touches on humanity and how different (or similar) we are to animals. It questions our societal norms, expectations, base desires, mythology, what it means to live, and what is “acceptable” in our world. Unfortunately, the series was never fully translated and only published fewer copies than typical manga series due to reasons I’m not too sure of (possibly conflicts with ownership and company copyrights at the time, think Baccano situation). The series had an anime but even that anime only had 4 episodes (I still highly recommend it however). I’ve managed to get a few volumes for myself and I know people are selling certain volumes online but I have to save for essentials so collecting them is unfortunately a lower priority now.
Pokémon (video game/manga/anime)
Is this a cop-out? Nah. To this day, I would still have to physically fight myself to not buy plushies and games when I’m already broke af. Pokémon might be one of the first animes I have ever seen (I have seen both sub and dub because my brother found a way) and I would still on occasion go back to rewatch literally any season and any movie of theirs, Nintendo really hit the marketing jackpot with this franchise. The creativity and design are so iconic and memorable that it’s so easy and fun to get into the fantasy of going on an adventure with your favourite Pokémon. There’s of course some nostalgia at play since I loved the moments where my older brother would watch the movies with me and my cousin and I would collect the figurines together.
One Piece (manga/anime)
Is this also a cop-out? Don’t care. I LOVE ONE PIECE! I will sacrifice my time and tears for this series. I have legitimately managed to rewatch this 4 times in my life (granted I started when it only had 400+ episodes so I had an easier time) and I would willingly cry over a flashback, a whale, even a boat over and over again. The action and story-telling of this series just keeps me running back for more even if I keep meeting dumb gatekeepers (yea, people don’t believe me when I tell them I’m a One Piece fan, what are ya gonna do?) I haven’t watch the Netflix live action yet but I probably will once I get my friends to watch with me (I like to fangirl with friends~)
Forget my Husband, I’ll Go Make Money (manhwa)
Despite my blog probably being best known for the villain/ess series, the banner of my blog is not an isekai villainess story but a fantasy series where a woman who can see the past, present, and future tries to make money while being married to a foreign prince before expecting a divorce (because she assumed he rather marry for love than for political reasons). Fun fact, this series was actually one of the foundations when I was writing the villain/ess story for Leona. The art and main couple are just absolutely delightful, I can’t help but reread it as it returns for a new season. Not only is the art just gorgeous, the main couple is just so gosh darn entertaining with their conversations, personal dynamics, and hilarious misunderstandings. Just beautiful.
Hotel Del Luna (K-drama)
Leave it to my interest in horror to love a romance drama with ghosts in it. It’s funny, it’s cute, and some of the ghost’s backstory is heartbreaking as well. This is a great story to just have a nice cry out. I love the story, I love the music, but most importantly, I love IU! She is my queen and every scene she is in, she kills me with her fashion, her haughty character, and her tragic backstory. She and the male lead was such a fun twist of the typical k-drama relationship where she was the powerful but broken character who ended up being healed by the kind, hardworking character. I've watched this 3 times at this point, but I still cry Every. Single. Time. No exceptions.
Hell Girl (anime/manga)
If I haven’t sold you on how I was probably that kid with creepy interests, maybe this will convince you. This was my go-to show back when I was in middle school. There is no excuse, I just really love the psychological horror of this series. In the show, there is a website you can access at midnight where you can ask Ai or Hell Girl to send your most hated person to hell, with the price that you will go there too when you die. While there was a linear storyline in the background, the episodes were always new people who requested Ai’s help with different cases of their own hell on earth. It touches on some really heavy real-life topics but what made it memorable to me was how sometimes I would feel saddened by the choices the people in the show made. Sometimes, they’re in the situation where all they can do is curse someone to hell but then was it really worth losing your chance at a happier afterlife? I watched this show with some of my friends who either saw Ai as a villain for sending people to hell, or a saviour who helped these people find an escape from their torturer, and that honestly made me think about what it means to have that much hate in you. I always wondered if I was ever in that situation, what would I do if given the chance?
Big Hero 6 (movie)
Arguably the first Marvel-Disney movie since Disney bought Marvel, I remembered people having weird thoughts on the usually cartoony company taking over the superhero franchise but I fell in love with everything that was this movie. It had Marvel-style action mixed with classic Disney wholesomeness and gut-wrenching emotional moments. I loved the message and warmth that was in this movie. Having an older brother myself, I couldn’t imagine how I could go on if I lose him but watching Hiro being so well supported by Baymax and his friends cemented within me the importance of helping others and that supporting those in pain can be as powerful as stopping bad guys (sappy, I know but hey I’m now learning to be a preschool teacher so this really stuck with me). Tadashi’s recorded message brings me so much comfort that I didn’t realize I needed. He may have been the closest thing to a Disney crush for me.
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Promises
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Summary: Growing up next to the Munsons, you knew Eddie from playing out on the streets, from neighbourhood gatherings, but your friendship really starts to bloom the day you get him out of the pouring rain into your house. That is the moment Eddie's life changes, when he moves in with his uncle. He might not be your neighbour anymore, but still your best friend. And even more than that when he finally manages to ask you for a real date.
Pairing: Eddie Munson x Reader (If I didn't overlook anything, it can be GN, but the later parts will be female reader)
Word count: 5k something
Warning/Tags: neglective (not really abusive) parents, kid/teenage Eddie Munson (10-15 yo), angst, lots of fluff, first kiss, first love, (let me know if I missed anything)
Author's note: This came to me while writing something else and it didn't leave me alone, so I had to write it down. This is pretty much kid/teen Eddie, because it ends when they are 15, but I'm already writing the second part, where they meet again.
On AO3
Part 1: Promises | Part 2: Should I Stay or Should I Go | Part 3: Rainbow in the Dark | Part 4: Holy Diver | Part 5: Bat out of Hell | Don't You (Forget About Me)
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Growing up, you were never alone. Sure, you had your brother and your sister, but more than that, you had Eddie. Eddie who grew up in the house next to you, but spent most of his time in the garden. Little ten year old Eddie, who sat in the garden beneath a tree even when it rained, because he didn’t want to go inside where his parents were. They always fought, when they had too much to drink, so he stayed out of their way. You’d talked and played on the street even before that day in October, but that was the start of a friendship that would accompany you for years.
You sat at the window looking out into his part of the garden - because your parents hadn’t put up any fences yet - and watched him for a moment. Eddie shivered in the wind, his clothes already soaked, because even though he was sitting beneath the tree, the rain had gotten to him. When lightning cracked down and thunder could be heard, Eddie jumped, pressed his back against the tree.
You couldn’t take it anymore, pushed yourself away from the windowsill and put on your rain boots. You left the front door ajar before you took one of the umbrellas next to the door and went outside. Rain was still falling heavily, but you knew where you were going.
“Come on,” you yelled over the sound of rain and thunder once you’d reached Eddie. Drops of rain were rolling down his face, when he looked up at you. Just for a second, he hesitated, but then he took your hand and followed you into your house. He’d never been inside before, but he’d talked to your parents, your siblings, so it wasn’t like it was a completely alien place to him, especially due to you.
“What on earth happened to you?” your mother appeared in the hallway, looking down at the two of you. Only your pants had gotten a little wet, but Eddie was freezing cold in his wet clothes.
“Come on, we’ll get you some dry clothes. Y/N, you go get changed as well.”
With a hand on his shoulder, your mother led him to the bathroom upstairs, gave him some towels and old clothes from your brother so that he could get changed and warm up a little bit. After that, she came to your room to get some answers.
“Mum, he sat outside in the rain and his parents didn’t care!” you said before she could say a word to you. You’d always been the kind of person to help others, bring injured animals home to try and help them as well. Your kindness was always on display.
“They didn’t?” Your mother wasn’t exactly one to say a bad word about people, but when it came to the Munsons… she usually just kept her mouth shut so that she didn’t accidentally say something.
“No.” After putting on a new pair of pants, you sat down on your bed, which was surrounded by fairy lights. When it got dark, you had trouble falling asleep, so the fairy lights helped. You’d tried a night light, or even leaving on the light on the bedside table, but that hadn’t worked. The fairy lights were just the right thing for you. “He was alone and scared.”
With a sigh, your mother rubbed her temples, then pinched the bridge of her nose, before she levelled a smile at you.
“I’ll let them know that he’s here and Eddie can stay the night.” It wasn’t a school night, so your mother thought that this was the best solution to this situation. But she wouldn’t talk to his parents in person, instead, she wrote what she had to say on a sticky note and walked over to stick it to their front door. They’d find it sooner or later, and if they wanted to talk, she’d be happy to do that. But for now, her focus was on you and Eddie.
He didn’t say much during dinner, but thanked your parents for letting him stay, was polite all the time, and ate more than your brother who was two years older than Eddie and you. It begged the question when he’d last had a proper meal, but you weren’t going to ask him that. It didn’t matter, right now, because he was being taken care of, but you’d keep it in mind for the future.
For the night, your mother brought in an extra mattress so that Eddie could sleep in your room, but still had his own makeshift bed. When she walked by your room an hour later, you were both giggling. She smiled to herself. Eddie was such a sweet boy, and he needed a stable environment. Not some parents that didn’t even go looking for him or realised that he was outside in the pouring rain, especially because it wasn’t the first time. She’d seen him around with dirty and ripped clothes, and she’d heard his parents argue so loud that other neighbours had called the cops in fear of something happening. And something did have to happen, because she cared about the boy who made you giggle like there was no tomorrow.
You did have your fun with him that night, telling stories, cracking jokes, but when the room was only illuminated by the fairy lights, Eddie confided in you. He told you just how bad it was with his parents. Before school he got up alone and made himself some cereal, usually didn’t take anything with him to school, because nothing was really there. His parents weren’t exactly poor, but they kind of lived in their own world, completely forgetting about Eddie once they’d had their first couple of beers. When his mother was sober, she hugged him so tight that he thought he wouldn’t be able to breathe again. These occasions became fewer and fewer, the drunken nights and days all the more. The last couple of days they’d either been drunk and fighting, or passed out on the couch.
“You can stay here,” you suggested, not knowing what your Mum would think, but seeing the way she reacted today, you were pretty sure she'd be okay with this. Or so you hoped, because today was the first time you’d seen Eddie smile in more than a week, and you wanted to see that more often.
It was the first time in weeks that Eddie slept through the night and didn’t wake up, because of some strange noise in the house, something that woke him up with a start. No, he slept safe in your room, knowing you were there to watch out for him. It was silly, but you’d told him that the fairy lights kept you safe, that you believed they did, and it had apparently worked on him as well.
The next day, you sat down with your Mum to talk - or rather she talked to Eddie, while you were holding his hand, grounding him. She asked about his family, about what was going on. At first, Eddie was hesitant, but you’d told him that he could stay here, and that made him open up. He’d felt more love in your house in that one night than he’d ever felt at home with his parents, who’d ignored him for the most part.
“You can stay with us, until we find a solution, alright?” Your mother’s warm smile made Eddie feel at ease, and he even smiled at her in return.
That conversation changed Eddie’s life. For a couple of days, he stayed with you while child protection services were talking to his parents, assessing the situation. They called Eddie’s uncle Wayne in, who was living in Hawkins as well and had a really good relationship with his nephew. As soon as Wayne appeared, you could see Eddie’s face light up. He’d told you about Wayne, about the trailer park where he lived, all the cool stuff he got to do with his uncle, the woods around the trailers where there was so much to be explored…
While a trailer wasn’t the ideal place to raise a child, it was pretty clear that Eddie couldn’t stay with your family forever, even though that would have been great for the two of you. But moving in with Wayne was the best for Eddie, especially after Wayne had immediately agreed to take care of him. It was clear from the start that it wouldn’t always be easy, but Wayne was a good person, someone who’d show Eddie the love he deserved. The only downside was, that you were not going to be neighbours anymore, but you would still be able to see each other. After all, you had your bikes and could visit the other one any time - and there was still school.
Eddie was happy with the outcome. Of course, he thought about what his life would be like living with his parents now and then, but whenever he saw them or heard from them, nothing had changed. At one point, the interaction stopped completely, and it was what was best for him. Wayne did his best to raise him and Eddie would forever be grateful for him, but he did have his struggles here and there. He’d always had a creative mind, could wrap you around his finger with his stories, and others as well, but his grades were never the best. He zoned out in school, got easily distracted, but at least you were there to help him, to study with him. He didn’t get the best grades, but he wasn’t that bad.
Over the years, your friendship grew. You spent most of your free time together, learning to play the guitar together, you taught him how to sew, because he was so interested in it, but you also spent your time learning together so that Eddie wouldn’t fail his classes. Until that fateful day when you were fifteen…
Your parents had broken the news to you, on a Saturday morning, knowing that it would be hardest on you. Your sister was already off to college and your brother was more than okay with moving to New York City, because his ambitions to become a hockey star had always made him want to live in a big city instead of Hawkins.
“You’ll have a better shot at Juilliard, honey,” your mother tried to convince you, but… you’d never really thought about going to Juilliard, at least not alone. You and Eddie had been jamming together, sometimes with his band, sometimes alone, you’d even written songs together, but you weren’t as good a guitar player as Eddie was. You weren’t bad, but you were always the one singing while Eddie was playing, and the things you were playing weren’t exactly that kind of music they would want to see at a prestigious school such as Juilliard. You didn’t even know if you wanted to pursue music or do something else, and you still had time to figure that out.
“It doesn’t matter, y/n, the school year is nearly over and then we’re moving. I already took the job and we have a new apartment to move into.” Your father’s voice was stern. You knew that they’d probably ground you if you said another word, so you just kept your mouth shut and walked up to your room.
Crying into your pillow, you tried to drown the world around you out, but it was no use. Your mother appeared by your side not five minutes later and sat down on your bed.
“Honey, I know this isn’t easy for you, but we don’t have another choice. I’m sure Eddie will understand.”
“Oh, you think?” you asked suddenly sitting up. Your mascara was smudged, dark splotches on your pillow as well, but you didn’t care. The thought of Eddie twisted your stomach into knots. Eddie who had been there for you the last five years. Eddie who’d finally asked you to go out with him, after you’d been feeling butterflies in his presence for some time now. That moment had been so sweet, the way he’d stood in front of you, hand rubbing over his neck to cover the nervousness, but he’d made that jump, had asked you, and you couldn’t have been happier, because you’d tried to hide your feelings for some time now. But now you knew that Eddie seemed to have feelings for you as well. Now… NOW you had to move? It wasn’t fair.
“Just… leave me alone, Mum.” You pressed the heels of your hands against your eyes, trying your hardest to make the tears stop, but right now, it didn’t work.
“Y/N… please just-”
“No! I can’t… I can’t talk to you right now.” A sob racked through your body, as you got up from the bed, walked over to the window to put some distance between you and your mother. “I’m meeting Eddie later and have to figure out how to tell him.”
Your date. Tonight. Your first and probably last date. The thought hurt so bad that you wrapped your arms around your own body and tried to focus on your breathing. How were you supposed to let him go? Yes, you could talk on the phone, but there had been so many moments, where you’d needed him in person, where you’d clung to each other that you couldn’t imagine suddenly being without him. But that was your future.
For hours, you’d wracked your brain about how to tell Eddie, had stared out the window brushing the occasional tear aside. Your brother came in twice to check on you, but you’d simply shook your head, not wanting to talk to him or take anything from the snacks he’d brought for you. Your brother might have had his head in the clouds now and then, but he was still fond and protective of you. While moving to NYC was good for him, he also knew that it wasn’t easy for you.
When it was time, you got ready for your date with Eddie, refreshed your MakeUp, pressed some cool towels to your eyes to help against the swelling from crying, and it helped. A little at least. They were still a little puffy but not as bad anymore. In addition, you were going to try and distract him with the new dress you’d gotten especially for your date tonight.
“I’m leaving,” you yelled through the house when you left, grabbing your keys on the way out. You heard your father shout something after you, but you were sure that your mother would tell him where you were going. She knew that you were meeting with Eddie, you just hadn’t told her that it was a real date.
He’d told you to meet him at the cemetery gates, which had sounded weird in the first place, but Eddie had always had a different kind of taste, and you knew that he wouldn’t surprise you with the cemetery as your date location. Indeed, he had something else planned for the two of you.
“Hello princess!” His face immediately lit up when he saw you. He’d just started calling you princess a couple of days ago, when he’d realised that this name always made you a little flustered. And even now, heat rushed to your cheeks as you got off your bike.
“Hey, Eds!” You put your smile in place, heart racing in your chest due to seeing him, to this situation, but also due to what you’d have to tell him.
“You okay?” His eyes raked over your body, stopping at your eyes again, a look of concern on his face, because he knew, he felt that something was off.
“Had a little argument with my parents.” It wasn’t a lie, but it wasn’t the whole truth either. “Let’s just not talk about it right now, okay?”
“Sure.” Still, he worried, because you usually didn’t argue with them. Not like this. A little disagreement here and there, that would make you roll your eyes at them, but nothing that made you cry and not want to talk to or see them.
Tentatively, Eddie reached for your hand, pushed his fingers between your own and squeezed your hand. His way of telling you that he was there, but there was something more in his touch as well, now. Something that made your stomach flip in anticipation of what was to come.
“Come on, I’ll show you what I planned.” Eddie smiled at you, before he tugged on your hand to make you follow him. Excitement took over and for a moment, you were able to forget about everything your parents had told you.
As you’d expected, he didn’t take you to the cemetery, but you were confused when he stopped in front of Mrs. Collins’ house.
“You’re not telling me, we’re gonna break into Mrs Collins’ house and raid her fridge, are you?”
Eddie laughed at your words. True, you could think that that was the case, because even now, Eddie had gotten a bit of a reputation, because people didn’t understand him, the music he listened to, his interests, but you knew better. You knew what a wonderful heart he had.
“No need to break in.” He produced a set of keys from his pocket and opened the door. For a moment, you stood rooted in place, not sure what exactly was happening here. “Relax, I’m watering her plants and taking care of her cat Rafael.”
He’d had it all planned out after he’d gotten here for the first time. She’d asked him if he could take care of everything while she was on vacation, she’d pay him for the time, and Eddie had agreed. After seeing her gorgeous garden with all different kinds of flowers, he’d asked her if he could spend an evening here. There was this girl that he really liked and he wanted the first date to be something special. Mrs Collins had agreed immediately, and Eddie had started to plan that evening.
“In that case,” you said with a laugh and entered the house.
You spent the first part of your date eating pizza and watching a movie, both of you laughing at the ridiculousness of the protagonists when they separated in that horror flick. You’d watched more than enough together to know that this was never a good idea.
When it had gotten dark outside, Eddie asked you to close your eyes and wait for a moment. Giddy with excitement, you did just that. Eddie needed a couple of minutes to get ready, but then he was back.
“Keep your eyes closed, okay?” As if he didn’t trust you, he stepped behind you and covered your eyes with his hands, before he started walking with you, leading you outside into the garden.
“Ready?” he asked, his breath tickling your ear because he was so close that it made your heart skip a couple of beats. A short nod from you made him peel his hands away.
You blinked a couple of times to let your eyes adjust to the darkness, but then you gasped. You didn’t know how many fairy lights he’d put up, but they were illuminating the garden, bringing out all the beautiful colours of the flowers.
“Eddie…” Tears were brimming in your eyes as you turned around. “It’s… beautiful!”
“Not as beautiful as you.” Eddie’s smile lit up his whole face.
Without thinking too much about it, you rose to the balls of your feet and pressed your lips to his. It was a chaste kiss, nothing more than a peck, really and you didn’t feel very refined in your movements, but there was only so much one could expect from a first kiss.
A surprised look crossed Eddie’s face, but it quickly turned into a smile. All this time, he’d been a little tense, nervous. Actually ever since he’d asked you out on a real date. It was something official, something that could lead somewhere and even though you’d agreed, he hadn’t been sure whether you felt the same way as him. Now, he had his answer.
While you’d lowered your head, he’d kept his eyes on you, heart beating rapidly in his chest. He raised his right hand to cup your cheek, tilt your head again so that you’d have to look at him. 
“I think we can do better than that,” he said with a grin, regaining his confidence now that you’d kissed him.
Eddie leaned down to capture your lips in another kiss. His lips lingered on yours until he felt you melt against him, into his touch, into this kiss. Only then did his tongue run along the seam of your lips, begging you to open up for him, and you did. His tongue touched yours, eliciting a fire deep inside you that made your skin burn under his touch. The kiss was sloppy due to your lack of experience, but still the best thing you’d ever done, ever experienced up until then.
When you broke away, Eddie leaned his forehead against yours. His thumb brushed over your cheek. You stayed in this position for a moment longer, until he slowly pulled back. His hand slowly ran down your arm until he could wrap his hand around yours.
“Come on.” With your hand in his, he led you right in the middle of the garden. It was warm enough so that you could stay out here, and he’d brought a couple of pillows and a blanket just in case.
Eddie lay down in the middle of the garden, got comfortable there, before he motioned for you to join him. Once you were on the ground, Eddie pulled you into his arms, laying your head on his chest, so that you could both look up at the stars and Eddie could play with your hair.
It was such a sweet, such a perfect moment that you wanted to cherish it forever. Still, you couldn’t hold back the tears when you thought about the fact that this would end even before it had really started. Your heart broke just thinking about it.
When Eddie heard you sniffle, saw that you wiped at your eyes, he carefully sat up, positioning your head in his lap in one swift motion.
“You gonna tell me what’s up now, princess?” he asked, replacing your hand with his so that he could wipe your tears away. “I hope it’s not something I did?”
“No!” you damn near yelled, because it was the last thing you wanted him to think. “It’s not because of you. This here is perfect, it’s just…” You bit down on your bottom lip so hard that you tasted blood the next moment. It was no use, because you eventually had to tell him, or he’d show up at your house one day and you’d be gone.
“Then tell me what it is, please… I can’t stand to see you so upset!” Knowing what was causing you to cry would maybe give him an idea what he could do or say to make you feel better.
“I’m sorry, Eddie.” About making him worry, but even more about what you were about to tell him. “My… my Dad’s got a new job.” Nothing to worry about here, because Eddie knew that your Dad wasn’t exactly happy in his current position. “In New York City.” Eddie blinked, his eyes fixed on your lips, because he wasn’t sure if he’d heard correctly, but your next words sealed the deal. “We’re moving when the school year is over.”
Eddie was silent for a moment, played the words over and over in his head, but they always conveyed the same message. You’d be gone in a few weeks and there was nothing anyone of you could do. Or was there?
“Maybe you can stay with Wayne and me,” he said, trying his best to find a solution.
“That’s sweet, Eddie, but it won’t work.” You both knew that. Wayne worked so hard to support him and Eddie, and the trailer was big enough for the two of them. While you didn’t need a lot of space, it wasn’t something you wanted to put on Wayne In fact, your parents would never allow you to stay behind. “There’s… nothing we can do.”
Slowly, you sat up, interlaced your fingers with his and simply sat there side by side for a moment in silence. Eddie’s mind was racing, but there really was no solution to be found. He couldn’t let you go, now that you’d finally taken that step, now that you were taking up even more space in his heart.
“Hey… look at me,” he pleaded with you, gently touching your cheek again to get you to look at him. “We’ll make this work, alright? I don’t know how, but we will.”
And you believed him. Because Eddie had always stayed true to his word, but also because you wanted to believe him, wanted to believe that you would find a way for this to work.
Slowly, you nodded your head in agreement. Eddie leaned over to kiss you again, slow and sweet, and you felt it in your whole body. A promise in a kiss.
You two spent the night in the garden, falling asleep in each other’s eyes. Your Dad wasn’t exactly happy that you hadn’t come home, but your mother had told him that you’d be fine. You always were, when you were spending time with Eddie.
Your last weeks in Hawkins were spent mostly with Eddie. He even helped you pack your stuff so that you wouldn’t have to do it alone. It was bittersweet, but you were thankful for his presence, because you wanted to spend as much time with him as possible.
The night before you were supposed to leave, Eddie whisked you away for one last date by the lake. It was a beautiful evening and you wanted to make the most of it.
“I’ve got something for you… for both of us to be honest,” he said with a sheepish smile, producing a box from his pocket. Eddie had saved a little money, had done chores around the neighbourhood to reach his goal so that he could buy this for you. When he opened the box, you held your breath. Nestled in white satin were two silver rings. They were plain, nothing too flashy, but still beautiful. One for you, one for him.
“How did you…?” You started, but broke off, not really knowing what exactly you wanted to ask first.
“I know we’re only fifteen, but see this as a promise.” He didn’t have to tell you what kind of promise, because the rings were a telltale sign to what he was talking about. “I can’t imagine my life without you.” Neither could you, but you were at a loss for words right now. “We’ve always belonged together, you know? So… that’s a promise to make a life together happen when you come back or I come to New York.” It sounded so mature for a fifteen-year-old, but then again, you’d known each other for five years before you’d started dating, and had been best friends. You knew Eddie, knew that he meant what he said, and it touched your heart.
You pulled him towards you to kiss him, and after some make-out-sessions with him, you weren’t so inexperienced anymore, and fell into perfect sync with him. Eddie smiled against your lips before he pulled your hand into his lap to push the ring onto your finger.
“It’s beautiful, Eds.” You did the same with his ring, let it join the other rings that were already adorning his fingers. You interlaced your fingers with his again, before you leaned your head against his shoulder.
“You know, I love you, right?” he asked after a moment of silence between you. He’d never said it outright, had never used the words, but you’d known it.
“And I love you, Edward Munson.” Slowly, you raised your head again to see him smiling at you.
“We’ll get through all this together, princess.” He cupped your face and kissed your lips - and you believed him.
It got late and Eddie took you home. You were leaving early the next morning, so you had to get at least a little bit of sleep. Saying goodbye to him that night was the hardest thing you had to do. Seeing Eddie cry as well broke your heart a little, but he’d made you a promise and you believed in his words, believed that you would make it through this.
You were awake even before your parents, so you got on your bike and drove to Eddie’s trailer to give him the letter you’d written the night before after he’d left. Your Mum had written the new address down for you so that you could give it to him, but he’d already been gone. You didn’t know the phone number yet, but you had Eddie’s, so you would figure something out.
With a heavy heart you stood there watching the sun slowly rise and paint the world in all kinds of colours. You didn’t want to wake him, didn’t want to cry all over because you’d already said goodbye the night before. Going through this again would break you completely, so you put the letter down in front of the door and cycled back home, though you couldn’t really call it that anymore.
Your Mum welcomed you at the door, knowing where you’d gone, and wrapped you in her arms. You couldn’t hide the tears that were falling again, and they continued to fall all the way out of Hawkins. You missed him already, but you were sure that he’d reach out when he got your letter, that you’d talk on the phone as often as possible, but none of that ever happened.
You tried to call Eddie once you’d gotten settled in your new home and the phone was up and running, but the call didn’t go through. You tried it again later, but you didn’t have any luck. Anger and frustration mixed together as you set up your room. You tried it every day for a week, but the calls didn’t go through.
There was still a way for Eddie to contact you, right? Every day you waited for the post to arrive. A week passed, a month, and no word from Eddie. At one point… you gave up waiting for his letter to arrive, waiting for him. Your eyes dropped to the ring on your finger. The ring that held so much meaning to you, a promise in itself, and you couldn’t bring yourself to take it off. With this ring, you still felt like Eddie was here, even if he didn’t want to talk to you anymore apparently. It broke your heart, but at the same time, you couldn’t really let go of him…
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