#upsetting

[deboracabral]

what is he so hard to draw for??

#Upsetting #gabriel #the archangel fucking gabriel #gabriel good omens #good omens #So handsome and what for if I can’t draw him??

[dear-ao3]

on account of every f1 team decided t continue posting australia content after the australia race i think were going to have to do an australia part 2 update...

#not a tag #from saph #f1 #upsetting

[your-friendly-neighbourh00d-fag]

i just want to get a general consensus of tumblr's y/n thoughs. your current thoughts pls. idc if it was the only thing you read five years ago, what do you think about it now.

[p.s im tagging some fandoms bc y'all are generally who i'm asking when i do polls, and also bc i see a lot of these fandoms x reader]

#stranger things #six of crows #shadow and bone #<< y'all the amount of times i have had to block kaz brekker x r3ad3r #upsetting #kaz brekker #mike wheeler #finn wolfhard #mcr #gerard way #frank iero #ray toro #mikey way #tumblr #poll #polls #ao3 #fanfiction #the umbrella academy #tua #st

[tommysm0ondust]

guys anyone else get super pissed when you let ur friend look at ur minifigs bc he also likes Ninjago and he decides to star changing them without even asking and changing around parts on his own.

like no stop it I chose to make them look that specific way if you change it my day is gonna be ruined

like just now I was going thru my pencil case where I keep all my minifigs that's with me at all times

and I saw DR jay with his normal mask and everything but that's NOT how I had him I had him with one that shows his face and with his hair and he CHANGED IT and I was so upset and was so frustrated trying to find the parts

if someone else lets you look at their Legos don't change them pls bc me personally I will start panicking bc I want them to be exactly how I made them look or else it's wrong.

#pls tell me someone gets this #like i love holding my jay minifig #like literally just holding him #for most of the day #and when ppl mess with how i have him #and change him up #i will be so incredibly upset #i give them to u to look at them not change them randomly #like #pls #it makes me wanna cry #ninjago #lego ninjago #jay walker #ninjago jay #jay ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago minifigures #upsetting

[margareturtle]

Idk what I’ll actually do with a tlkof release date?!!

Like you mean to tell me it’s real?!!

#rip my 14 yr old self #who thought that it being released in 2022 was so far away #we’ll GET there when we GET there #i suppose #upsetting #kit herondale #ty blackthorn #the wicked powers #the shadowhunter chronicles

[ocd-bunny]

the first step to getting help is admitting you need help, but god it's hard to talk about POCD in general, even more so when it's face-to-face with another person instead of anonymous and online.

I'm terrified to talk about my symptoms because I'm scared it'll make her (my therapist) say that it's Not pocd it's just actually me being... Gross. and I don't know if I can recover from that.

but if I don't ask for help then it won't get better. so I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna be brave and schedule an appointment soon .

wish me luck everybunny.

#vent #upsetting #ocd #pocd #negative #diary entry #? maybe #hooh boy #tw pedophila mention

[marshmallow-biscuit-blog]

tw miscarriage (it's important to their backstory but still it's definitely a triggering thing and I wanted to put the tag)

Tea would never really fully process what happened. And she'd always blame herself for the miscarriage despite what her loved one's try to tell her. She'll bury it, but never forget it of course. Joe of course was heartbroken as well and doesn't ever fully recover or process it. But he definitely tried his best to be emotionally there for Tea, despite his own heartbreak.

#miscarriage #tw miscarriage #kitchen utensil family #the kitchen utensil family #tea kettler #joe java #not main tagging this #just because yk #upsetting

[mamzier]

cut my thumb in the worst place and now I can’t crochet

#upsetting #crochet #crochetblr #crochetaddict #yarnblr #yarn crafts #yarn #cottagecore #shut up mamz #shut up shut up shut up

[chimi-cat]

Limited color pallet, it was annoying and fun. It also got me to push through it, not having to think hard on how I'mma color the pic. Just to clear if there was confusing it's donnie cosplaying Miku hatsune

#rottmnt #save rise of the tmnt #save rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt donatello #rottmnt donnie #rise donnie #teenage mutant ninja turtles #limited palette #fun #it was fun #but sorta #upsetting #hatsune miku #vocaloid miku #rottmnt fandom #rottmnt fanart #yippee

[blackjackkent]

The dreams are stronger than usual tonight. Not merely flashes of corpses and blood, but more visceral scenes of carnage, battlefields strewn with bodies all dead by her hand. There is a strange heat in her gut, pulsing like the thud of her heartbeat. The beast screams, and the heat floods outward through her whole body as she sinks her hands, deep to the wrist, into bloodsoaked ragged-ripped flesh--

Narrator: You open your eyes with a lurch, and you are not in your bed. You stand above a body, which is in a state of gore nearly beyond recognition.

Her vision is white at the edges. The blood pulse sounds like a war drum in her temples, and the tadpole is squirming in rhythm. There is blood on her hands and her face and staining her shirt.

She feels alive. She feels powerful. She feels drunk with it, thick on her tongue.

Narrator: The body of that brave girl who earnestly swore to devote her life to your cause. Her blood covers you and its warmth feels like the embrace of an old friend.

Narrator: You recall nothing of how you ended up here, but your head pounds and aches.

There is very little of her left. Everything is the beast, roaring in satisfaction as the blood drips slowly down onto the sigil she drew in the dirt. Alfira stares up at her, blank-eyed, her stomach open just as Lae'zel described earlier in the evening in another context entirely - from navel to neck. Her guts decorate her body like gruesome tinsel.

She struggles for clarity, for anything resembling control.

[INTELLIGENCE] Try hard to remember something, anything.

Narrator: A single moment comes to you. The flash of abject terror in her eyes.

Narrator: Blood spilling from her lips. No time for last words.

The memory only makes the beast howl louder. She feels dizzy and sick and sated. The sigil on the ground seems to burn into her eyes.

[INVESTIGATION] Investigate your surroundings, looking for an explanation.

Narrator: There are dozens and dozens of wounds on the corpse. The killer did not stop savaging it, even when she was long gone.

Narrator: And your dominant arm aches. It aches from stabbing. Over and over.

Facts, implacable, inescapable, piling on each other as they always do. The picture coming into focus, moment by moment.

Narrator: No matter how it appears, the body is there, and the blood is on your hands. The question flows through your mind - who are you, really, that you could be guilty of such bitter business?

Wonder: what curse is in your heart, to kill in your sleep?

Narrator: Something wicked must have woken you. The contemptible pervert within must have lavished slash after slash upon the girl. But where, oh where, could that monster have come from? If only you knew yourself better...

Narrator: You don't have much time for reflection now. You need to act. You may only have a few moments before the others awaken and begin to cast blame for the hot sin before you.

The beast is slowly calming, enough for her to start to think. What good hiding what happened? She has been honest with them from the start, that this urge claws at the back of her brain. This should come as no surprise to anyone.

And yet...

There is a strange thought without cause or logic. She does not want them to see. They are not drawn to the blood as she is. They would see this as tragedy. And perhaps it is.

They will see her as a monster. And perhaps she is, too.

She wonders why that troubles her.

Prepare to face the others. You aren't going to hide.

She sits down next to the body, rests her elbows on her knees, and waits, staring into the dying fire.

Narrator: Your misdeed is bright and clear as the dawning day.

-----

Gale is the first one awake the next morning, and his shout rouses the whole camp as one. They gather around and stare at the horrific, gory tableau that greets them.

"By the gods themselves, what kind of nightmare is this?" Gale asks grimly.

Lae'zel's eyes have already moved past the body and are focused on Rakha, bloodstained and silent, sitting next to her. "And you're unclean," she says. "Why?"

Rakha says nothing, just stands slowly. The eyes are all on her, and she does not shy from them, but their judgment stabs as much as she expected it to, even if she does not understand why.

"I'm going to say something I'm confident we're all thinking," Gale says, after the silence has stretched for a while. "Was this your doing?"

"I don't know what happened," Rakha says flatly. "I woke up and she was dead."

Gale's eyes narrow. "I'm going to make the obvious point that you are covered in blood, friend. Point the finger where you will, but you're the one we've caught red-handed."

Another long silence. Rakha makes no objection. She has not 'pointed the finger' at anyone. That Gale can extrapolate facts is no surprise. She awaits the judgment.

Will they leave? Her eyes flick to Wyll and Karlach standing at a distance, their expressions troubled. What do they see in this, with all the baffling kindness under their strength?

To her surprise, though, no one moves, and eventually Gale huffs a breath out through his nose. "This is not beyond the remit of what the parasite might command," he says pensively.

Narrator: The worm in your head has never slept more peacefully. You know in your heart it was something deeper. Hungrier.

Remain silent.

If that is what they wish to believe, she will not dissuade them of it. She wants the assistance they can provide. She wants... their companionship, strange as it is to admit. But she will not waste her time arguing for something she knows to be false.

There is only one certainty. Something deep and fundamental is wrong with her. And the beast is far more in control than she believed.

Gale nods slowly, settling into his hypothesis. "If the parasite is truly to blame, we must be more vigilant than ever and hope this affliction spreads no further." He takes a step closer to Rakha, squints at her guardedly. "I'm keeping my eye on you," he says firmly.

Narrator: An uneasy feeling lingers in the air. As the inquisition departs, you are left alone with a familiar headache.

Perhaps it would have been easier if they had all left. She is left with lingering questions that have nothing to do with Alfira's death. This will cause them to take precautions, to form ulterior motives, to hide their opinions. She realizes abruptly that she had started to trust those who carry the worm with her, to expect them to answer her questions honestly. And, given the wary glare in Gale's eyes, that is no longer certain.

And the beast will still have free reign in her head.

Breathe deeply. You must uncover the cause of your mad spree, lest it happen again.

Narrator: Much is uncertain, but you know one thing for sure. The darkness will strike again, unless you find a light.

Perhaps. And yet there is so little light to be found. Wyll said that she carries her own, but there was no sign of it last night when she sank her fingers into Alfira's guts.

She wonders what he meant...

#bjk plays bg3 durge #rakha the dark urge #WELLP #WELLLLLP #i guess i should have seen this coming but ahhhhhhhhhhh #:'( #upsetting

[mtsheetmusic]

coming back on here to say how I will never get over how we got robbed of a Mandy Patinkin Dust and Ashes

#mandy patinkin #natasha pierre and the great comet of 1812 #great comet #broadway drama from 2017 #broadway #theater #sad #tragic #upsetting #cruel #musical theater

[ashamedofmybrain]

Just found out my favourite band, the band that basically saved me from myself through their music when I was 17 and then more times after that apparently did a show with a very right wing antivax homophobic band, and the lead singers brother has come out with snippets of his story of not being involved in his family anymore and the band has had absolute silence on the matter

I can’t believe this it’s like a bomb has gone off and I’m just standing here stunned

#the aquabats #Aquabats #the aquabats super show #ska #the aquabats band #upsetting

[onceandfuturelesbian]

“from the moment he first shat his royal diaper […]” WHY WOULD U WRITE THAT ???? U WROTE THAT AND WENT YEP THATS GOOD PUBLISH IT ??!!??

#upsetting

[fantasy-pegasus-blog]

“Fiction doesn’t affect reality” well it does bc first of all, representation matters, and ppl wouldn’t find importance of seeing someone who looks like them or stands for their community if fiction didn’t affect reality. And, second of all, once a notion is showed over and over again to you, you can become desensitized to it. And yes, that something can be very real, that a very not-real depiction desensitized you to

It begins to cloud your judgement if you’re overexposed to it.

And yes, it’s proven that the media has direct ties to desensitization

“It’s just a joke, I didn’t really mean it”, locker room talk, and writing that glorifies rape and abuse all sets a platform for actual rape and abuse to exist- making it seem easier to think about, and easier for that notion to exist

If you see something over and over and over again in a positive light whether it is real or not, the very real notion will become watered down and you’ll wind up with stuff like this:

#tw nsft #upsetting #nsft #content warning #anti proship #anti anti #proship dni #anti profic #straight up logging off after posting this I crave to go touch grass after seeing the ✨horrors✨ of it all

[drksnctury]

whoever decided to publish their little theory abt this

better count their days

dont read the tags unless you want your day ruined

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #anthony j crowley #aziraphale #avert your eyes while you can #devastation #upsetting #day: ruined #one of the reasons i left twt before the whole elon thing #they pointed out how weird crowleys sitting #and decided to publicly announce that they think its bc hes brainwashed #and that he wont remember aziraphale at some point