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traumatizeddfox · 1 year
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im just saying if i killed myself it would solve all my problems
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everythingtoony · 1 year
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So remember when i said Leon would never hurt anyone?
Well
As Chucky once said, "Everyone's a killer if ya push 'em far enough."
They should not have called his boyfriends slurs.
⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ BLOOD WARNING⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️
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mentallydeadartist · 1 year
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(TW mention of "ownkilling"?) Playing "careless whispers" all over again bc I'm Aromantic and 5uicid9al and this is the only way of "Romanticising" my life.
(this is a shit post y'all please don't come after me,or do if it's unrespectful)
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jnwonwoos · 5 months
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s.coups marie claire shoot sketch
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disjointed-art · 9 months
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Catch my breath Part 2: sprout page 7
Tw: Steve low key talking about unaliving…it is not explicit suicidal ideation but Please skip this page if you’re no okay with this theme!!!
Basically Eddie assumes that’s what he means when he says “give up” which Ed’s isn’t wrong but Steve doesn’t admit that yet.
Me forever projecting onto Steve with my awful mental health from high school 😘
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Happy Monday! Only one page because the weather here is gross and rainy. I also impulsively cut my hair but it actually turned out great so slay!
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mistysblueboxstuff · 8 months
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a painting a day keeps the depression (sort of) away
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spidersins · 25 days
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@outofradios
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oh, it was a risk. he knew it, but at that point in the night he was too hopped up on pills to care, his world in soft, blurred edges the way he needed. and while his usual victim was husk, the cat demon had managed to give him the slip that evening. ❛ hey smilesss. ❜ the nickname slipped out in a sing-song whine, leaning over with his classic 'angel dust' smile. ❛ want a drink? i could use some....company.❜ the last word a dangerous purr, eyes gleaming playfully.
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Okay but all I can imagine is Eclipse seeing the Q&A video from today and getting to the ‘what if you could get rid of one problem what would it be’ ‘Eclipse’ part.
And it’s just his breaking point between the constant work by KC and now being completely alone in the evil base. And sure, he knows they hate him already regardless, but it hurts to be reduced to just ‘a problem’. So he gives up and factory resets himself to erase the ‘problem’ thinking it’ll be better for everyone.
Now KC has two sons who are presumed dead and one son who essentially killed himself under the stress of being a problem for everyone. Moon finds KC crying and breaking down when they’re meant to be switching out and asks if he’s okay and KC just lets out this awful soul-crushing scream because he lost his children, all of them, and he can’t get them back.
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respondedinkind · 4 months
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Headcanon: Khan's mind (Main Alien Verse & MCU-Alien Verse)
It is mentioned very briefly in Khan's bio, but only 'grazed upon' so to speak. It's also mentioned in a few other posts here and there, scattered along headcanons and muse-ish things, but:
Khan's mind is incredibly powerful.
Heads up: This information cannot be known by any muse, with a few exceptions being made (for example, by muses who possess a powerful mind of their own, they might sense that Khan is different / powerful, or by muses who can do magic and see his aura being of different kind etc - but they would only know that, nothing more, no details).
While Khan does not possess the ability of reading another one's mind, or do tricks such as telepathy, or to take over someone else's mind to control them, he can do other things.
Back on his home planet, he was bred to be superior; His abilities were honed from the very beginning and his mind sharpened for what leads his kind to success most of the time. Not only is Khan incredibly intelligent, he is also meant to use his mind to kill.
In fact, the division he was meant to become a part of are the specialists in that regard - elite soldiers who conquer for their rulers. Next to physical combat, being so much stronger, faster and more resilient than most of their opponents, they also use their minds to gain the upper hand in what is known as a 'dirty technique' by nations who are aware of his race and the great devastation they bring.
Here is one part of what Khan can do, and what highlights the strength of his abilities:
Khan can, in theory, basically 'drill himself' into another person's mind; He grants himself forceful entry by sheer willpower, no need for any physical connection. Holding intense eye-contact during the whole act intensifies the sensation and makes it easier for him to do it, but it's not needed. However, once that intense eye-contact is established, and once he's managed to first enter another person's mind, they won't be able to disconnect from his own gaze (unless they are extremely powerful and have abilities of their own that would be able to make it happen)
Once inside another person's mind, he can force his way to the very core. Not many know about it, but a body does not live without it being connected to the host (the mind, also called the soul) that drives it. Khan can find said core, the most vulnerable part, and he can break it, which results in instant death to whoever he is doing this to.
'Fun' fact: This is actually the last 'test' he needed to go through back on his home planet, the one he failed: Because of him not having successfully disconnected himself from his own emotions, killing another individual caused him great stress and took a toll on his own brain. Heavy nosebleeds are a indicator for such to happen, and one cannot control them - so, despite Khan managing to kill the person he was meant to kill, he was deemed a failure because of his nose bleeding, meant to be executed - that is when he managed to fight his way out and flee from his home.
Next to that, Khan's mind is powerful in other ways: It's extremely good at blocking off intruders, so in case someone wants to enter it, it will be incredibly hard for them to do such. It's fierce and trained to withstand a lot of torture, and it takes a great amount to break him and gain access (in his main Verse, Alexander Marcus managed to do that; One can assume how much force it took and what it did to Khan in return)
For MCU verses and muses: His mind seems to be able to do some 'tricks', in a way, which he is also quite unaware of; With how powerful and unique said mind is, it might be able to connect to certain kinds of magic in ways, leading to some... interesting things happening. Not always, not all the time, but under certain circumstances Khan himself is (mostly) not aware of.
Happened in another thread, but is very much canon: In case someone uses a spell or any other technique to look into Khan's memories, his own past self - which is a literal memory and therefore everything that can be seen has already happened in the past - can realize that someone does this to him and, in rare cases, interact with whoever watches. How this happens is unclear, as it should not be possible; Whether Khan's future-self remembers that interaction happening or not depends on a case-to-case basis. It shows, however, that Khan's mind is made in a way that's probably impossible to explain, able to break 'the fourth wall', so to speak.
All of that being said: As much devastation as Khan's mind can bring, as much as it can cause death, this is only the result of what it has been shaped into during his upbringing. His mind is trained to become that sharp, dangerous and powerful weapon; However, by nature, his mind is meant to be an incredibly sensitive instrument and all of its abilities stem from what, in the past, once meant to be of entirely positive nature.
This means he can also do another thing:
Khan's mind can connect to other people's minds in the most vulnerable way, create a bond that will last until he cuts the connection himself or either one of them dies (Khan or the person he bonds with). This bond is extremely powerful and strong; It allows communication on an emotional level, lets both Khan and the chosen other one experience feelings and sensations of one another. For example, if one were to feel frightened, the other could sense it. If one were to experience deep happiness, the other would feel - and experience - it too. Love is also thoroughly shared through that bond, so is affection and any other feeling that they might have for one another.
That bond also allows partners to be incredibly close at all times: Even if separated by a great physical distance, they would still be able to feel each other's presence and experience what the other might feel.
In some cases, if one is (or both of them are) experiencing great emotional stress, the bond might even go as far as allowing them to communicate with more than just emotions. It means they could, in theory, talk to each other through their connection (for example, if one is in great stress and thinks of Khan within their minds, calling his name, he might be able to hear his partner call his name through their shared minds).
Also, when Khan is connected to his loved one, they can share close and intimate moments through their minds. Their minds can basically touch each other in loving embraces, very much similar to their physical bodies, which gives both a very calm, soothing, warm and intense sensation, bringing them even closer together. Sometimes those mind-touches can even manifest in a way that they will see each other inside their heads as their actual self surrounded by a warm glow, and they can interact with each other in that way too.
This might be the true reason for Khan's powerful mind to exist: It's meant for lovers to connect and keep a bond up that will bind them in ways no other can ever be close to one another. It opens up Khan equally as much as it opens up his chosen partner, the most sensitive parts of him, and the intense connection is unlike anything that is usually experienced between two individuals who cannot share such a bond in any way. It's the most pure form of love that Khan's kind can give.
The downside is that, should that bond be forcefully interrupted by either of them dying, the other will experience a devastating sensation - the loss of a bonded partner oftentimes results in the leftover one to fall into insanity, which can manifest in a lot of different ways... even drive them into suicide. It can be overcome if the person who is still alive is strong enough to deal with the feeling of a ripped mind, of a hole that can never be fixed, but it's hard to do and not many, not even of Khan's own race, would manage to do it.
Since this bond is meant to connect lovers, Khan can only connect in such a way with one person at a time. There's one exception: If he ever were to have offspring, his children would also automatically connect to the bond, to both parents, and keep them all together as a close-knit family. The children could choose to separate themselves if they want to however, without any side-effects happening to any of them - this allows them to then, in the future, seek out a partner to connect with.
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kochich · 8 months
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I think it's about time I posted this one here.
This side quest, man... Easily my favourite moment of the whole game. Very few things make chills run down my spine, and this one really succeeded.
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windsource · 3 months
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due to declining attention spans leading to cuts in the tv series industry with shows going from 23 episodes per season to, not joking, SEVEN episodes per season, it should come as no surprise that this has morphed into not one death but two!: that's right, a joint suicide between attention spans and the "slow burn" couple. some people waited 15 years, now we're down to maybe 2. in this essay i will-
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3dying3boy3 · 11 months
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Tw body check ———
So I finally have the courage to post some body checks I still feel a bit eh about it but
I really need to change my workout because my arms have gotten HUGE for some reason sooo any tips?
I’m thinking I should just work out my core muscles? Idk
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I don’t want big muscles I just want to be a stick tbh
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Mind & Heart (1/1) (jegulus)
(TW: conversation and thoughts of unaliving | EDesque - please handle yourselves and the content with care my loves - but happy ending with coping and comfort)
"What's wrong? Where did you go?" James asked, coming into the living room. Regulus was sitting with his back straight, staring blankly at the wall.
"Oh nothing. I just need to eat I think..." Regulus waved him off. He knew this was true. His mood always dipped if he hasn't eaten, but mostly only truly notices he is past hunger when his thoughts turn dark.
"Regulus I can see you holding back tears. What is wrong?" James said softly but challenging. Regulus moved his hand to his face, his eyes were threatening to spill over. When did that happen, he thought to himself.
Regulus took a deep breath, and then met James' eyes: "Well, I had a thought about dying and that spiralled, hard, but it's only because I haven't eaten since this morning" Regulus began slow but the explanation at the end was hasty.
"Reg..." James whispered, his lips turning down.
"No for real James it's okay. When I think about my life this is truly the happiest I've ever been and I have so many things I'm looking forward too. Just it was my mothers birthday this weekend and while I know that really doesn't mean anything to anyone else and she was a terrible woman, she was still my mother you know? So the weekend was hard and then today I was just so busy that I didn't get a chance to have a lunch and here we are." As he was reflecting, trying to ensure James wouldn't misunderstand he spoke the situation mostly clearly for the first time that day.
James perceived him for a moment. "Do you want to talk about you mother because we can Reg," James offered. Regulus shook his head and replied with a soft "no." Titling his head James narrowed eyes, almost unconvinced, but there was no masking in Regulus' voice or face. "Are you sure?" He asked tentatively, covering his bases.
"Yes I promise." Regulus said. He went to get up but was too exhausted to move really. James took a few steps forward and kissed him on the head, settling him back down in the couch. "How about I go pick up some take away? And then we can just relax on the couch and there's no dishes, and then you can have a nice shower if you're up for it and we can go to bed early?" James suggested.
Regulus started to protest about not wanting James to spend money or that he was perfectly capable of making dinner for himself, but James wasn't having it. "Love, I'd really just like some burgers honestly and by the time I'm back you'll have only just been ready to get off the couch," he kissed Regulus on the cheek and pulled a knit blanket over his legs. "You stay and I'll be back so fast."
"Thank you," Regulus said softly.
"I love you," is what James said back as he took one last look at Regulus and then headed out the door.
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cyarskaren52 · 11 months
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That's a HELL to the NO, we didn't forget she blamed black man. Plus she’s having sex with prison guards so she’s not the model prisoner either
Nah.
Fuck that!
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papermccn · 11 months
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closed starter for stu ( pre u know )!! @wvsteria
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here stood jinx; soaked in someone else's blood.. her mind racing at a thousand thoughts per second; their screams still ringing in her ears.. if she had any moral compass- she'd know what she did was wrong- but that was left with powder.. everything that left her guilt ridden was dead and gone with who she was, now as jinx- she only cared for fun- for chaos.. being the jinx she was so destined to be, so at stu's offer.. she was quick to say yes, not thinking once on what they were doing- or how she do it.. now here was- standing over a corpse; purple eyes- exhilarated as they met stu.. she wanted his validation so bad- to feel worthy.. she dropped the knife; walking up to him- with a signature cheshire smile. "-are you proud of me- i did good back there didn't i?" she giggled to herself; ignoring the blood drying up in her long blue strands.
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starsphaeart · 10 months
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Part 3 of Phone Calls
dang, it’s been a while since I’ve touched this project lol
I think I might make a master post if I ever finish this mess so that it’s easier read.
also if u can’t read my crap handwriting let me know and I’ll translate👍
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