could you please write a plus size recovery from eating disorder with loki? if not i understand.
Hi lovely, I usually wouldn't write for this subject because I too am going through ED recovery at the moment and wouldn't want to dig anything up for myself. However, this might be cathartic, so please enjoy and I hope you're doing well.<3
Warnings: eating disorder mentioned throughout, low self-esteem. Please don't read if this is triggering for you.
So Loki is the sweetest man you've ever been with. It may be surprising to everyone around you, but he's incredibly gentle and loves you dearly.
So when you approach him to let him know you were undergoing ED treatment he was really confused.
Not just because he wasn't familiar with this type of ailment, but because he somehow hadn't noticed that you were struggling.
He knew that besides just the general issues being a problem, there were deeper issues under the surface
You'd voiced before that you were surprised that you didn't have an issue finding a doctor with you being plus sized
You had to explain to him that some doctors wouldn't believe you because of how you looked
Ofc he was fucking pissed
Now, once you have an established plan he's there for you every step of the way.
He'd accompany you to appointments and wait patiently in the waiting room for you to come out no matter how long it took (he definitely got strange looks at first, but now the nursing staff knows and loves him)
He'd hold your hand throughout the whole treatment process. He'd listen to everything your nutritionist said and make sure to make you foods that would be appetizing, but also keep you healthy
He'd hug you and reassure you on bad days, especially on days when surfing the urge just isn't enough any more
If calorie counting was something you struggled with he'd definitely cut off, rip off, and get rid of all of the little nutritional information on all of the food in the house
Most of he'd just love you endlessly. Shower you in praises -more so than normal -kiss you everywhere he could reach
He'd just want you to know that you're loved, and will forever be loved
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"If you didn't live up to the standard in Manchester City, didn't hit the scales, you were incorporated into what the players called a 'fat club'. A club for the so-called fat players, where the only way out was a lower fat percentage, she says.
- We had exercise bikes in a gym, where you sat like a monkey in a cage. We had to sit there every day before breakfast, half an hour to 45 minutes, to burn extra calories before breakfast."
This was 2017-2019, not in ancient times. Certainly deserves a lot of attention
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Please tell me why one of tumblrs suggested posts to me was about ED related stuff. I have never once posted or looked that up on here. I have one but never talk about it so why the actual fuck is it on my dash?
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never thought having my grandma stay with us would re trigger my ed 😍😍
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hahaha, i hate summer because all the super skinny girls are out and it makes me want to give up every thing i have, to be so skinny again🙃
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the most triggering show EVER
< super skinny me >
~ youtube description below ~
In this shocking documentary about the extreme lengths some women will go to lose weight, two average-sized journalists accept a challenge to whittle themselves down to a size zero within 5 weeks. With everything short of surgery and drugs at their disposal, the effects of the rapid weight loss and extreme dieting on these two women has to be seen to be believed.
ALSO THERE is another one called super slim me (which i also love)
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