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I feel absolutely disgusted by myself. I've been eating so much lately and honestly, I feel like I can't stop and I feel awful all the fucking time. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel terrible, I feel disgusting, and I can't even bear to look at myself anymore. I feel like every bite I take I gain weight from, I feel guilty CONSTANTLY and still I CAN'T STOP and honestly I don't even know what to do anymore
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i lowkey wanna make my phone like thinspo or whatever but then ppl who look at it will be worried
not actually pro ed, just tags
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TW // ED
MOTHERFUCKER I EAT LESS THAN 900 CALORIES A DAY AND I STILL AIN'T GETTING THINNER WHAT THE FUCK I'LL DIE.
I just want to be skinny holy shit fuck I'm a fucking failure...
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Y'all do NOT talk enough about the danger of binging when you're an anorexic stoner..... i know at least someone understands what i mean...
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I just know I'm gonna be so fucking confident once I'm skinny I'll be unstoppable I just have to commit to this.
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thinking about how it’s very possible that i’ll wake up at my closest gw (150lbs) tomorrow. i was 1.2 lbs away this morning and i fasted all day today. it doesn’t feel as good as i wish it did but it’s progress and it’s a step in the right direction. every time i choose not to eat i’m one step closer to my ugw and every fraction of a pound down makes the difference between my cw and my ugw a little less. i’ll get there.
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Y’all I cannot stress this enough
I don’t know where all the male thinspo is?? Like I followed a shit ton of blogs with exclusively male thinspo and when I got termed and went to look for them I simply.. cannot find them??? and it fucking sucks because i don’t identify with the “pretty dainty girl” and that’s all I can find and i know a lot of my old followers liked my acc because I reblog and post almost exclusively malespo because trans™️ and im sorry if that’s what you came here for so like....help..blease i wanna find all those acc that i followed before also im sorry for this long ass post of me basically whining about this but I really would appreciate the help
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