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I WANNA B WEIGHTLESS

#ftm ed #ftm thinspi #guy thinspi #male thinspi #trans ed #ana male #boy ana #male ed #male thinpo #thin$po #weight loss #eating disorder #ed #ed male #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #tw eating issues #tw ed #tw ed sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed #thinspii #thinspø #trans ana #not pro just using tags #not pro anything #not pro #ana #art #collage

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''The only time I feel my smile being sincere is when I see smaller number on the scale'' anotha one

#ftm ed #ftm thinspi #guy thinspi #male thinspi #trans ed #boy ana #ana male #male ed #male thinpo #thin$po #collage #ana #art #vent #vent art #weight loss #ed male #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #eating disorder #tw eating issues #tw ed #not pro just using tags #not pro anything #not pro #trans ana #thinspii #malespiration #malespii #mia

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Batman ed memes ★

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Im not @n0rexic! There's just a kitten in my stomach and when I eat I smother him! My stomach is not growling he's just purring! (I'm losing my grip with reality)

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Y'all do NOT talk enough about the danger of binging when you're an anorexic stoner..... i know at least someone understands what i mean...

#ftm ed #ftm thinspi #guy thinspi #male thinspi #trans ed #ana male #boy ana #male ed #male thinpo #thin$po #ed behaviour tw #ed male #disordered eating thoughts #tw restrictive ed #ana #tw eating issues #stoner #ed not ed sheeran #thinspii #not pro #not pro just using tags #mia

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I never post stats but I found my SW and measurements from when I started weighing myself regularly again and omg

it's hard for me to actually see the difference but it feels good to know that at least I'm on the right path to getting to my GW !!

#ftm ed #ftm thinspi #guy thinspi #male thinspi #trans ed #ana male #boy ana #male ed #male thinpo #thin$po #weight loss #eating disorder #ed #ed male #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #tw ed #thinspii #not pro just using tags #not pro anything #not pro #ana #trans ana #gw #ed behaviour tw #ed not ed sheeran #mia #malespiration #malespii #malespr0

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Don’t you want to look good next to him?

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ME CORE

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I hate how much I rely on food. I hate that I have to have food. I hate how much I need food to survive. I hate food.

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I just need to lose 10 kilos

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I'm not going to become skinny if I keep eating like I'm fat

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vent

I feel absolutely disgusted by myself. I've been eating so much lately and honestly, I feel like I can't stop and I feel awful all the fucking time. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel terrible, I feel disgusting, and I can't even bear to look at myself anymore. I feel like every bite I take I gain weight from, I feel guilty CONSTANTLY and still I CAN'T STOP and honestly I don't even know what to do anymore

#ftm ed #ftm thinspi #guy thinspi #male thinspi #trans ed #ana male #boy ana #male ed #male thinpo #thin$po #weight loss #tw restrictive ed #eating disorder #ed #ed male #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #tw ed #thinspii #im fucking ugly #ana #mia #malespiration #malespii #ed not ed sheeran #not pro just using tags #trans ana #vent

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being in an ed community and bullying someone for being overweight does not make your eating disorder better or more valid than theirs. no offense, but i’ve seen pro-anas of a weight of 70-100 kgs fat-shaming people who weigh a few kgs more than they do and they think they are superior for acting like that. i’m sorry to break it to you, but that does not make you look “cool”, it makes you look like a horrible person. also being an adult and doing this to minors is mean, embarrassing, unnecessary and ridiculous. you should not shame or make someone feel bad for their eating habits or weight because yes, maybe you have anorexia, but what if they have BED?? or EDNOS, OSFED, or ARFID???? this hell is DIFFERENT for everyone. all bodies and weights ARE VALID, and just because someone weighs more than you that doesn’t give you the permission to be a complete asshole.

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How I expect to look after fasting for 1 day

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''And every time I put something in my mouth I can feel my body changing as if it was getting bigger with every bite''

i made another collage !! hope you like this onec

#ftm ed #ftm thinspi #guy thinspi #male thinspi #trans ed #ana male #boy ana #male ed #thin$po #male thinpo #weight loss #eating disorder #ed #tw ed #ed male #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #thinspii #thinspø #not pro just using tags #im fucking ugly #not pro #not pro anything #ana #art #ed not ed sheeran #mia #malespiration #skinnyyy

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You are not hungry.

You’re just bored.

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Y'all do NOT talk enough about the danger of binging when you're an anorexic stoner..... i know at least someone understands what i mean...

#ftm ed #ftm thinspi #guy thinspi #male thinspi #trans ed #ana male #boy ana #male ed #male thinpo #thin$po #ed behaviour tw #ed male #tw restrictive ed #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #ana #ed not ed sheeran #stoner #not pro just using tags #not pro #mia #thinspii