#stop youre gonna make me cry

[waywardsunlight]

There’s a certain level of like… “I can’t think about failing” that the rebels have to deal with because if they fail, thousands of their people will die, but sometimes they just get hit with it, like when Darius realizes that Hunter, a minor who’s guardian not only knew but planned this, has a real sigil and he’s going to die if they mess up.

#the owl house #toh spoilers #darius deamonne #hunter deamonne #they were close already at that point #evidenced by hollow mind and king’s tide #but even if they weren’t it would make me cry fr #like ur not even gonna stop at your minor child then

[birdsong-warriors]

SwiFT, WE CAN SEE YOU.

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#gosh the response to rhe last page set genuinely made me cry #im so blown away by your guys' support #like i try really hard not to directly reference too many specific cultures/histories because i dont feel it would be my place to do so?? #tiger's tyranny is inspired by a LOT both real and fictional and its a bit scary to write given his soft spot for his family #i dont want him to seem too relatable hes still awful #gonna stop talking i feel like im probably making no sense #or worse making sense but not saying things right #hhhh okay #swifthawk's chance #blood and bone #implied racism #ask to tag #comic pages #in case its not clear swift is only half joking but tiger assumes its all a joke lol #featherpaw #feathertail #leopardfur #leopardstar #swiftpaw #swifthawk #tigerclaw #tigerstar #tawnypaw #tawnypelt #brick #bloodclan #they just sittin there like 'man this is fun to watch lol'

[bloo-the-dragon]

Bloo! I did a thing at 4am

My takes on your bois in tsum tsum form! They are chumby i dont know why Sun is so thick im sorry-

Im starting to realise that Moon kinda looks like Killcode here but yea

If you would allow me to, I would like to put them next to tsum tsum Bloo

*YELLING* OH THESE ARE SO CUTE ;;O;; THE LIL PAWS....

#questions and answers #modellingispainge #fnaf #fnaf security breach #jester bots and dragons #art for me <3 #SOBING? #SOBBING #wdym Moon always looks like that JKDLFJGD #ALSO IM SHAKING YOUR HAND IN CHUBBY SUN my own plush dolls that i had made #Sun has more of a chonky tum than Moon does #he's just like that i guess #Moon's more the twink #PLEASE DO PUT THEM NEXT TO BLOODMOON TSUM #COMPLETE THE SET #my gosh i'm not gonna stop crying over these for a week at least #highly tempted to make these one day

[yanderespamton78]

the current state of the arg

sorry guys the art isnt arting D:

(btw if youre confused on why i drew turnip like that i was referencing the picrew he did ages ago bc idk it looked fun to draw anddd i dont like taking reference off real life images)

#i felt like just a lillll bit of a creep relistening to voice messages over and over to find a good quote but. yk what. it was worth it #i totally didnt take reference from the really cool face i used in that animation because im still really proud of it #idk if emi or TD have a sona but if they do im not aware of it and i didnt feel like asking so i just drew both of them as blank characters #im too stressed to scheme lol #maybe #just maybe #i need to stop drinking tea because the caffiene makes me anxious #... #naaaaahhhh #i dont really know what to do with myself atm because i dont want to work on the animation unless turnon is ok out of pure spite #this morning i was absolutely radiating stress #i have a friend who shows up so we can walk together to school and she could tell smth was off lol #i literally could not hide it at all even if i wanted too #i kept pulling my hat over my face thats the main way you can tell that im stressed #not that it really matters that you know that bc none of you are ever gonna witness that but. fun fact abt me ig #ugh #if turnon dies i am gonna cry so hard <333 #and i wont finish the animation <333333333 #(at this point just trying anything to get turnon back) #im gonna make a word doc #i make word docs when im stressed /hj #quick question turnip : is there a way to get turnon out of the situation he is in or is he just gonna die and theres nothing we can do #about it /gen #because i have a sneaky suspicion that we cant actually do anything about this #i swear to god #LETS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!! #A DEFRAG MIGHT COME OUT TMR!! #its been 21 days and a defrag takes on average 20-25 days #ough #turnip and addon im gonna find where you live and i will burn your respective houses down

[norrisgrl]

honestly i don't even care if i sound delusional anymore...

i really need to be cuddled up with him, his arms around me as he comforts me, i feel he would be so good at it:( and he'd be such a softie, just playing with your hair and pressing soft kisses on the top of your head, his free hand probably tracing patterns on your back and aaah:( it would be the cutest thing on earth.

#lando norris #ln4 #formula 1 #f1 #🌸 angie talks #he makes me so soft #also ive been having a really bad day so i cant stop thinking about him being super soft #he'd definitely put one of his hoodies so you feel more comfy #<- also bc you love his scent and makes you feel safe #istg im gonna cry if i keep thinking abt this😭 #he'd totally buy your favourite sweets too!! #and he'd give you all the affection on earth bc u deserve it #oh i need to stop #he's so cute though #i cant never get enough of his smile & eyes #also his curls:( so pretty #my pretty boy #i adore him #<- ill never get tired of saying that

[yellowhollyhock]

return to the underground is so funny because everything Donny says or does Raph and Leo are like 'that's him our baby brother, precious little genius, watch watch he's gonna do something cool, we are so proud. do you need anything Don Don'

And Mikey's like 'this is the worst plan you've ever had. I hate you.'

He really was not happy about going back underground XD

#his donnie imitation cracks me up every time #'come on guys. lets go down to the underground city. we'll have some laughs. WE'LL GET EATEN #also to be fair to mikey don had been cranky for an unspecified number of fays due to not sleeping #which could also explain why Leo and Raph are being SO gentle with him #more than usual which is saying something #Mikey: so Raph gets a stun gun. and I get. a limited number of nets. Donatello. i will eat you someday #raph litereally says to sydney: #'our little donny is full of all kinds of surprises' #oh my gosh we get it you love your brothers can you please stop making me cry #no but raph and leo are also very patient with mikey in this episode #they should both get a trophy #they'll look at each other too like 'which one of us..? yeah both' and then repeat several times how smart donny is #or reassure mikey that it's all gonna work out #you take Mikey to the underground city? the underground coty with monsters? oh! oh! jail for donny! jail for donny for one thousand years! #he was so happy to see Quarry though 🥹 #and then at the end when he is no longer living in fear of drowning in lava he makes sure to tell Don he's proud of him too #i can't with these turtles #that's enough tags yellow

[beeholyshit]

I'M GONNA START CRYING I'M SO ILL RN

#(🚂) *⁠.⁠✧ — Valentine Grantz #(♡⁠) ｡⁠.ﾟ—⁠ Eli Clark #THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE MY HUNNI FOR THIS OMFG I'M GOING CRAZY RN #I CAN'T STOP LOOKING AT THEM. LEMME. ORGANIZE MY IDEAS #It makes me so hapoy to look at Eli's face. he looks so cute #thanks for making him justice mu love. I'm so crazy rn aougg #I'm OBSESSED with how Eli looks in general #HIS CLOTHES. HIS FACE. HIS NOSE. ALL THE DETAILS YOU PUT IN HIM MAKES ME SO HAPOY #I'M LITERALLY KICKING MY FEET RN #ALSO VALENTINE. HE LOOKS ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE #THE FACE. HE IS SO HAPOY TO BE WITH HIS BOYFRIEND :3 #I WANNA GRAB HIS CHEEKS AND KISS THEM MWA MWA #now. let's talk. about #“I see a future for us Valentine”...... #no bc. I'm so ill I'm going crazy. #me thinking of how I planned their entire wedding. #man I don't wanna rish things with him but I'm already so in love #I just wanna see them hapoy #AND THEY ARE NOW #those comforting words... aoughhhgjj #I love them so bad I'm gonna cry #THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN MY LOVE YOU DID SO GOOD #I LOVE IT I LOVE IT #THE TEXTURE IT'S SO GOOD. IT FEELS SOS GOOD TO THE EYE #AND YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THE WAY YOU DO YOUR LINEART #KISSES YOUR HANDS AND MAKES OUT WITH U MWAMWMWMAM #⭐ —⁠ Nero!!!

[goatposter]

happy autumn 🍁 i am a powerful asset and i will treat myself as such, Knowing what i deserve, accepting what i can gather for myself using my own abilities and working cleverly around my disabilities. not a burden, not unskilled, not tolerating low pay over my own health, not accepting or bending to any threat of dismissal over the simple circumstances of my life. charm against being stepped on, charm against those who would walk all over me. fall 🍂

#text #art #pen doodle #sketch #disability posting #epilepsy #I'm okay I'm being shown really amazing opportunities that save me from a path of reliance on those who lack their own skills/self reliance #being punished for making you do your job ?? you would punish me for making you actually come in to work your salaried job??? #EVERYONE HERE IS LIKE THIS SAVE FOR 2-3 OF THEM #they get a safe guaranteed pay and then stop showing up and get MAD when they have to FULFILL A DUTY #gonna go back to streaming and I'm gonna cry from how much i missed doing it. #literally already excited

[eclown]

are these your ghouls ma'am.

ghouls implying its normal and fine to say "kill yourself" to people and implying youd send this shit to a minor? or that youd have to be a teenager to even get upset at someone telling other people to kill themselves? how do people on tumblr still think you were banned for nothing

#predstrogen #also saying 'go outside' when you know these people are making 100+ posts a day... many such cases #if youre gonna act stupid and say ugly things online dont shit your pants and when people dont like you #yesterday was the first (and hopefully last) time i even opened your cohost bc it was a 'litmus test' to see how fast youd take the bait #and you took it in literally less than an hour! less than HALF an hour! and tried to excuse suicide baiting with the shittiest excuses ive/ #ever seen. you even contradict yourself in it AND say the kys post was to a someone who agreed by mistake. because you were cranky #and then pointing people to me and saying “you know what to do” like are you srs... #take steps to better yourself and make your life nicer instead of searching your name on platforms you hate and crying victim (and bigotry) #when people hold a negative opinion on you and things you LOUDLY and PUBLICLY say #and stop talking shit about trans men. they arent your enemies you hypocritical loser

[tianhai03]

another C’s coloring post! my sparda twins body type headcanons but now in Color

#im running out of things to say for their submissions im so sorry <///3 #C is like single handedly keeping my blog alive rn while i struggle with getting work done everyone thank them #also the flags werent there originally but their additions mean a lot to me thank you C :') #fan's colorings #devil may cry #vergil(dmc) #dante(dmc) #beep beep from here on out it's gonna be my ramblings for C bc once again i have no other ways to talk to them so you guys can stop reading #C your speed in doing these is like. scaring me youre almost submitting one every other day ASJKDHASKJDHJASK #and as much as i want people to appreciate your stuff i think we should slow things down a bit #(and i think its about time i drew something new for you to color as well lmao i havent posted any new drawings in a while) #so maybe you should try spending more time on each piece! maybe try experimenting with new coloring style! smth like that idk #if you dont want to thats understandable too youve been improving already #but i think i'll wait till you submit a few more first before i post them together #yknow just so im not posting way too frequently; and you wont feel like you need to keep making more! #remember to take breaks! take care and have a nice day :) #allyart

[bunnyb34r]

Having a cranky crabby high frustration day and it made me think of something I hadnt in a long time

I was thinking ab how growing up I wasnt allowed to get mad or god forbid have an attitude (yeah having CPTSD and oh being a literal fucking child will do that to you) and how I would have to lie and say I was "just tired" bc that was more acceptable than "I'm fucking mad at you right now and I know that if I say anything about WHY I'm frustrated, you'll get mad back at ME"

And it's like we all knew it was a lie, like ffs let your kids be mad at you sometimes even when you think they have no reason to be! Especially if they have poor emotional regulation!! And for God sake look in the fucking mirror and see that they are reacting how YOU react to anger!

Idk it just made me mad to think ab how kids and teens aren't allowed to be angry or "have an attitude" and then parents wonder why kids act out. Like when you have no healthy outlet to deal with anger you're going to get it out however you can, and suprise grow up into an adult with anger issues! Who fucking knew!

#marquilla #what triggered this was i was frustrated w/ [rc] ab them correcting how i wrote the layout bc if they would just fucking read the plannogra #m on the app then we wouldnt even be having this happen! and i had said something that came off as attitude and she went #'why are you mad 😠' and i said im not im TIRED #my anger issues are so fucking bad lately it's not fucking funny and it's so hard to learn healthy ways to regulate it as an adult #and i was thinking ab how i dont have any coping skills on calming down in general bc i would ignore adults telling me to breathe deep #bc breathing isnt gonna make my problem go away and if i get quiet youre gonna go back to ignoring my problem bc well she stopped crying #so now i can't like take deep. breaths to calm down or count or shit bc my brain is like why so you can fucking pretend whats causing my #problem/emotion doesnt exist? #god i need more therapy

[fromtheseventhhell]

reading some of the comments from your "sansa and arya are their own characters" post that supposed sansa fans are going irate over, and omg!

first it's sansa is ned 2.0 and arya is cat 2.0, but now we've got "only jon has any meaningful connection to lyanna" they're are absolutely obsessed with making sure everyone perceive these characters as the one-dimensional tropes as they do🤣🤣🤣

finger-wagging arya fans about how they're soooooo above the stark sisters drama (yet suspiciously have to mention their (1) sansa/lyanna pleading connection lol) and then coming in cold with fourth grade reading level analysis and getting affronted when no one's mind is blown by it.

All I can do is laugh cause they literally couldn't make a single cohesive, consistent point if their lives depended on it. They just throw out whatever fanon is most popular that week in their echo chambers and pray they don't have any run-ins with canon lol. That person was such a clown for jumping into the comment with "Uhhhh Ned actually compares Lyanna and Sansa so" like it was a gotcha and then pretending they don't care about the "fanom drama" once they got corrected. Same thing with the rest of the circus in my replies; I ask them for books quotes to support their claims, it's crickets. I ask that person why they even commented on my post if they were so above fandom drama, it's crickets. They're so used to acting like they own the fandom that they can't handle the slightest pushback (or even seeing a post they disagree with 😂). That's why they block and repost screenshots instead of actually engaging or jumping on posts in pairs, they're scared of people calling out their nonsense.

#ask #anon #anti sansa stans #this is why I'm gonna keep making canon accurate posts and putting them in the character tags #they can cry and whine and stop their feet but at the end of the day they can't prove me wrong 🤷🏾‍♀️ #nothing but middle school bullies who never grew up or matured and still want to deal in playground tactics #/watch your tone/ oooooh I'm shaking in my boots 😭 #but proof number 23823832832 that mosts stansas only like her fanon version and hate how she's actually written #somehow me saying that she isn't a carbon copy of Ned + Arya has similarities with Ned is Sansa hate #because Sansa hate = anything they don't personally like being said about Sansa #you can tell their /love/ for her is based on her show counterpart but even that version isn't sanitized or special enough for them

[warlordfelwinter]

elidibus. get out of my friend's corpse.

#i'm gonna kick your ass so hard and then cry about it also really hard #you'll make me so angry using ardbert #and then you'll say some shit like 'the rain's have ceased' and i'll start sobbing #fel's ffxiv #shadowbringers lb #ascians must have some sort of magic that can reverse decomp #cause ardbert's been dead for like 100 years if elidibus is just using his body it should be a bones #unless he made a make pretend ardbert body #either way! stop it! #bad amnesiac! #nysos is shaking a no-no can at you and you don't care bc you can't remember who he is

[binders-and-beanies]

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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated #can’t read anything beyond short posts or texts. can’t eat or move at all #tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump #hence me being sent home from work early today like it’s not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much #and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I don’t work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context #it’s so Abrupt it feels like I’m being stabbed or repeatedly bitten #literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch #which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed #literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is #it doesn’t feel like it can wait. genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna get through the night #I haven’t slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if I’m tired #and I don’t have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled #in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout #and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldn’t do #it’s embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back #I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them #and my artist is like the best of the best too. it’s like it doesn’t matter what either of us does to keep me safe #and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos #but that’s literally like telling me not to get top surgery if I’m immunocompromised n might have recovery complications #both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me I’m not joking #and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me #I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it #this is truly unbearable if I hadn’t been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening #just needed to get it out ig. bc it’s all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours #PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends #this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I don’t have time or emotional capacity for this #personal #mine #vent post

[minglana]

oh so now im "hitlerian" for answering 'no' to a question that i knew the answer was no. sorry for knowing the rules i guess. it comes with the living here for 5 years

#jesus christ whyyyyyyyy are they like this #this was enough to send me over the edge and make me cry. seeing my friends this afternoon was a distraction but not enough #its that time of the yr where i get extremely lonely and i feel like i make no lasting connections in the dorms #and if there are rules in place why are people (THE DORM WORKERS) so eager to skip them or change them!!! the rules were there for a reason #youre gonna make me go crazy one of these days. its going to shit i swear. every yr i try to adapt and i fail completely #no but the worst part abt the situation is that basically she just approaches it w a 'thats a problem for tomorrow' attitude #and not in a good way. she said it was just two of them and i said that yes today its two but tomorrow it would be ten #and she just answered 'well thats not a problem now' BUT IT WILL BE IF YOU CONTINUE LIKE THIS MY GODDDDDD #god god god i hate it here right now i just need to get out of here i need like. an entire sabbatical yr #scratch that i need to not come here again. its crazy that when there were more rules was when i felt more calm abt being here #and now that this feels like campi qui pugui and youre basically allowed to do just abt anything at all. it feels worse #i like rules please keep them in place!!!!!! AND STOP CHANGING THEM #z xarre

[finely-tuned-line]

RP:

Log 218

FTL: FTLR-3 has taken the form of the cyan lizard that was its host. It remains immobile, but the form it has taken is clearly that of a cyan lizard. One especially similar to the one from which it originated from. I've described my hypothesis as to why it would do such a thing in Log 216, but to summarise, it's for the sake of efficiency. Efficiency of movement, efficiency of existence. It's taking the best of all three sub-types of Rot and combining it.

FTL: I fear that this new form may grant FTLR-3 a much extended range of movement that, especially when combined with its apparent ability to learn, could result in it breaking out of the containment chamber. If all goes well, this will not be the case. I will carry on in my attempts at creating a potent corrosive substance, just in case LIFEGIVER's treatment does not arrive on time.

FTL: As for updates on the progress of my attempts to create such a substance, there aren't many. The progress has been lacking and it all is strikingly reminiscent of my attempts to create organisms without a foundation. I do believe that I am on edge of something, though. I cannot tell you what, only that it will aid me in my quest.

FTL: The time after FTLR-3 is eradicated is eagerly awaited. I cannot allow myself to get distracted from this process at this time, but the thoughts of experiments I could be doing now are alluring to me. For example, Eternal Anomaly (as our conversation has unfortunately not yet ceased) mentioned a slugcat-poleplant hybrid.

FTL: Creating a hybrid with a poleplant is indeed a curious idea. One that I wish I could afford the time to explore at this moment. Perhaps not with a slugcat, that seems to defeat the purpose. Slugcats are insanely adaptable creatures, they can withstand just about any modifications. Though a slugcat-poleplant hybrid would have its benefits, my interest lies in the reactivity of the poleplants leaves. What if a poleplant's genetics that pertain to them were implanted into say, a lizard? Forgive me for the amount of experiments that lizards have been the main subject of.

FTL: The 'leaves' could function as a warning system, though perhaps it wouldn't be that much of an effective one. Append them onto the tail though, and they could perhaps warn the lizard of any vibrations in the ground. The red colouring the lizard would be sure to inherit from the poleplants would also serve as a deterrent to predators, invoking the image of a typical red lizard. It could also potentially employ the poleplant's typical hunting method of ambush. Though it would lack the ability to blend in.

FTL: Perhaps if the lizard that would be modified were a white lizard... its camouflage abilities, if combined with the reactiveness of the poleplant. Truly could make a capable predator, armed with many ways to protect itself from any that may threaten it. Its red leaves would make it stand out, even when camouflaged, but everything needs a weakness, no?

FTL: I'll have to put this idea on hold. After this whole fiasco is over, this will be the project I pick up. Just another incentive to get this over with as quickly as possible. I tire of researching FTLR-3, it has too much urgency to it. But I shall carry on doing so, as though my interest grows weaker as my attention attempts to drift elsewhere, I remain curious about its nature.

#no ftlr-3 isnt going to become a pet or smth #its just rot thats a lizard and its gonna get killed just like a lizard Ɛ> #ftl is gonna cry at all the research potential hell have lost tho lol #ALSO I LOVE MY AMATEUR SPECBIO THAT MAYBE DOESNT RLY MAKE SENSE FIGHT ME #eternal anomaly if you fuckin reply to this #that actually would be funny tho #ahem sidenote directed to ANYONE (passerbys. iterator (oc) blogs. random readers.): #YOU ARE FREE TO COMMENT ON THESE LOGS #not via the actual comment thing lol #but like #in-lore these are getting broadcasted out?? so #idk feel free to just say smth in asks (: #or reblog w a reply if youre an iterator oc blog #look i just want to talk to ppl LMAO #i am literally running out of ideas Ɛ\> #right im gonna stop this pathetic ramble #just pls talk to me i like talking as ftl its fun #OKAY BUT ALSO I LOVE SPECBIO #I DONT EVEN FUCKING TRULY KNOW WHAT SPECBIO IS I JUST KNOW THAT WHAT IM DOING TECHNICALLY COUNTS AS SPECBIO??? #its so fun #rp #ftl logs #rain world #rw lizards #<- im maintagging this fuck you #FUCK I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY ABT THIS LOG AAAAAAAA #tldr i likr specbio. ftl is just abt at his wits end with the whole rot thing; ves never had it for this long before #alright i should stop saying things #finely-tuned line