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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated
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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated
#can’t read anything beyond short posts or texts. can’t eat or move at all
#tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump
#hence me being sent home from work early today like it’s not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much
#and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I don’t work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context
#it’s so Abrupt it feels like I’m being stabbed or repeatedly bitten
#literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch
#which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed
#literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is
#it doesn’t feel like it can wait. genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna get through the night
#I haven’t slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if I’m tired
#and I don’t have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled
#in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout
#and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldn’t do
#it’s embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back
#I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them
#and my artist is like the best of the best too. it’s like it doesn’t matter what either of us does to keep me safe
#and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos
#but that’s literally like telling me not to get top surgery if I’m immunocompromised n might have recovery complications
#both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me I’m not joking
#and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me
#I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it
#this is truly unbearable if I hadn’t been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening
#just needed to get it out ig. bc it’s all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours
#PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends
#this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I don’t have time or emotional capacity for this
#personal
#mine
#vent post
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