#sorry for the lil rant :3

[tootditoot]

You see the end goal was to draw my fav characters holding hands, but I am somehow better at illustrating cats lmao

#random toots #WE ARE CAT ILLUSTRATORS NOW JESSE #I am going through a silly art identity crisis #I just cant seem to draw humanoid faces the way I want them to y'know? #all is fine btw but I am not quite content when drawing humanoid characters since I cant really capture what they are supposed to look like #like sometimes I would debate myself whether or not to delete an art post because I didn't like how it looks or turned out #Its part of the art process I guess #just letting it out in the tags hehehe #definitely need to study the basics more #sorry for the lil rant :3 #traditional art #sketch #my art #illustration #artists on tumblr #cat #beginner artist

[themyscirah]

Complaining abt Suicide Squad yet again but the fact that they have Waller exposing the alien community to space racist attacks and talking abt how she got to her position through deceit and being a terrible person and stuff is just. Ahsfiwueh JUST SAY YOU DONT KNOW WALLER.

Anyways literally the 3rd mission of the Squad ever (and the first framed as smth Waller picked and not orders from above) was the Squad discrediting and stopping a rogue vigilante who was only arresting POC and funneling white people into white supremacy groups (of which he was the most prominent member) in SUICIDE SQUAD #4. and it's explicitly framed as this mission being personal for Waller that she's hiding from the government bc its illegal like. Guys. Please why are we having her incite (space bc comics) racist attacks now

Also the whole "Amanda got her position through deceit and being a terrible person" NO. she KEPT her position through being shitty and playing complicated political games!!! She wasn't always that way like there is a difference and it is IMPORTANT ppl PLEASEEEE. In Secret Origins #14 we learn Amanda's backstory and she used to be a normal, caring person! Like even after she entered into working in government and politics she wasn't automatically morally bankrupt like please people. She was originally given control of the Squad by Reagan (*sigh* 80s comics...) to distract and get rid of her because she was so successful at pushing progressive social policy in Congress. Acting like she's this static pillar of evil is such a waste of her character and so fucking uninteresting and disrespectful to her arc it drives me MAD.

Like I am NOT saying Waller is all sunshine and rainbows, she fucking SUCKS (said w love <3) but like there's a human being there. It's a progression, she has a character arc like please, DC, please!!! They've fucked up Waller so bad and made her so opaque and uninteresting she can't even be the protagonist of her own story for fucks sake!

Like I don't know how many times I have to scream it until DC hears me or remembers but WALLER IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF SUICIDE SQUAD. ITS HER BOOK. yet right now she's a cutout to be used as the villain wherever the writers please. Even in her book we get none of her perspective really displayed, no exploration of her thoughts with any kind of understanding of the role she traditionally has played and was made to play in the story.

#its like youre unable to root for her in any form. which is annoying bc shes actually awesome actually #also having her say “actually im the good guy fuck you'' w/o any actual deep analysis of her psyche or whatever while doing these things #doesnt count as development or showing shes 3 dimensional. its just having 2 dimensional waller say shes right when everyone is obviously #supposed to believe shes wrong #anyways i want real waller back please i miss herrrrrrrr #anyways hope mr john ridley has read secret origins no 14. i know its from 1987 but please guys please. my only hope #also it was a few months ago but i think they tried to push certain elements of a diff backstory in dream team and sorry but fuck that. and #any mention of another waller background like my eyes are closed sry. im a preboot truther #actually im just ignorant of most squad comics outside the original series. im gonna do a readthrough and become knowledgeable on other #stuff i just need to find time. so if im wrong then sorry if its smth factual and if you disagree with my opinion then uh sorry for ur loss #anyways shoutout to the time i had a nerd night w my one friend and she was asking me abt dc and said my favorite villains and i said waller #and silver swan. and she had a “yuck WHY” to waller and a ???? to silver swan. love shouting out my faves and explaining them to the less #informed. didnt say a number 3 but would probably be parallax ig. idk hes kind of slay. or maybe someone else honestly i like hal but waller #and nessie are blorbo level for me i could think abt them for hours #or maybe it wouldnt be parallax actually idk who my 3 would be. hes definitely up there but way below the other 2. maybe the cheetah #interpretation that i personally have. v different from the popular cheetah interpretation esp rucka vers actually. much closer to the pérez #and esp develops some subtext there surrounding barbara and the exploitation and theft of sacred cultural artifacts and pieces but also #like british colonization a lil bit #but i actually despise the cheetah that lives in my head but think shed be interesting to use narratively and see diana fight #vs the other guys who i find interesting and sympathetic and like for themselves #whereas my fave interpretation of cheetah can rot in hell #i got off topic here #blah #swishy rant #also disclaimer that w the main character ik dreamer is the main character of dream team. im talking more in general and that amanda should #always have a huge role as shes the main character of the squad and yet is treated like its villain and not its protag #sui sq

[verraising]

i am short of breath standing next to you. i am out of my depth at this altitude. -♡-

#ffxiv gpose #myrrbert #wolbert #a'myrrhis venko #ardbert hylfyst #hello. i've been having A Time lately so i decided to cheer myself up with some disgustingly sweet gpose shenanigans #and it worked ;w; look at them... babies..... #and MAN i am kinda proud of these esp how the lighting and the angles worked out!!! and the hands!!! i had to futz with the fingers so much #but they line up quite nicely which is very satisfying #i am commited to their matching bracelets too. it was a joke initially but they are canon now. lil keepsakes for when they are apart #also ignore me with the sleeping at last lyrics again lmao but they're just. so perfect. #also just as a side note these are NOT wedding pictures lmaooo my partner saw them and was like #'aww they're getting married!' but that was not the intention #they're just in all white because i thought it'd look really nice with the purple forest #(and i was right about that) #ANYWAYS #sorry for the ranting i am just. excited. to have produced something really nice imho #and to see those two together <3 #i should talk about them more but i always get shy and embarrassed lmao but maybe i will do that sometime #anyways!

[4acoffee]

Burning your old homework papers with Katsuki. 

After school ends, of course. He disapproves greatly, but after a particularly difficult day, you want nothing more than to finally release your frustrations on something. To watch it shrivel up and burn. 

He always makes sure you have supervision if you’re not feeling alright, because he knows how you’re prone to being reckless when you’re alone. He also knows the feeling all too well, the pressure of overwhelming anger and frustration that builds up and threatens to tear him apart at the seams from the inside out all the time. 

As a hero, he can usually rely on his quirk to get rid of some of the stress, but he knows you don't exactly have the same liberty as him. 

You send him an abrupt text one day about burning your homework, — perfect grammar, spelling, punctuation, and he immediately knows there's something wrong. Shoots you back a quick text to wait for him and shows up at your door 10 minutes later with a scowl on his face and hands shoved inside his pockets. 

Doesn't ask any questions, just makes sure you know what you're doing and leads you to a safe spot. 

When he's satisfied with all the safety precautions, he sparks you a carefully controlled little fire with his quirk and watches as you start dropping your papers in.

There's a certain vengeance to your movements, a distraught kind of glee in your eyes that toes on the edge of tears as you watch a part of your burdens rise up into the air as smoke. He sees your shoulders shake with some emotion a few times but just lets you get it all out of your system. 

Something that you're endlessly grateful for. 

Eventually you've burnt yourself out and exhausted your supply of trauma inducing paper fuel for the fire. As the fire slowly burns out and coughs up more smoke, Katsuki draws you into a tight hug by the side of your arm. 

Your face is squished against his chest and you try to control your breathing to stop the tremors racking through your body, but he just, holds you through it. Doesn’t let go when your knees threaten to give up from under you, or when your nails dig moons into his skin from under his shirt when you grasp at him desperately. 

There’s a hundred unanswered problems that make you want to rip your hair out and scream at the world. Have someone else acknowledge them for you so you don’t have to fix them by yourself.

But you don’t, you keep them to yourself, you hold them in like you always do, like it’s expected of you. The responsible one, the calm one, the reliable one. Anticipate, don’t complain, adjust yourself. You are so fucking sick of it. 

And Katsuki still holds you through it. You have a hundred unanswered problems and he doesn’t know what they are, but he doesn’t let you go. You have a hundred unanswered problems and you keep it in, but you don’t have to keep it together. Not with him. 

#this was supposed to be a funny lil drabble #i had a rlly bad day #he will absolutely give you his notes btw if you need them later #will make sure you know this too #im so sorry this turned into a rant #stressed out about everything feels like everyone is out to get me #if you look closely you can tell exactly at which point i started spiraling #anyways #i hope this can help someone else feel better too <3 #bakugou x reader #mha x reader #bnha x reader #katsuki x reader #bakugou katsuki x reader #bakugou x you #katsuki bakugou #coffee's fics

[quirkle2]

I was wondering if there are any rare happy ritsu moments in ur zombie au since hes always miserable I think,, like is he always miserable or is he happy/not miserable and feeling kinda good sometimes?

VWHDGDGD NO YEAH OFC HE'S HAPPY SOMETIMES im just horrible and enjoy putting him through misery

ive never been able to get a genuine smile to look right on his face in my art style either i think thats part of it. as ive said his face is just built to be mildly uncomfortable and bothered and i lean into it sm it's starting to get kinda funny

but yes ritsu is happy plenty! i think, canonically, he just seems like the type of person to me that tends to turn lemonade back into lemons. he's easy to scare and his first reaction to things is often Dread and Anxiety. he dwells on the negatives a lot and seems to be a "hope for the best, expect the worst," kinda guy, but there's a section in this post abt shigeo always loving the little things in life, and ritsu steadily learns throughout the journey on how to do that and how healing it can rly be. even if he had to grow up too fast during this whole thing and learn things a kid should never have to, the journey also gave him some good insight and lessons in other places! ritsu is smart, he figures it all out

in terms of little things here n there he's the happiest lil guy on the planet when he finds one of his favorite foods—swings his legs while he sits and munches on a kitkat bar like he's got absolutely nothin in the world to worry abt. sometimes mob does smth funny that he laughs at; for the longest time i've had this silly image in my head of mob accidentally knocking down a bucket from a store shelf and it lands on his head and he just kinda stands there and makes noises.when the noises continue out of pure curiosity about the weird echoey quality it's giving them ritsu cannot help but lose it

besides tiny things tho, when tome comes around ritsu in general is a lot happier, just cuz he has somebody to talk to that will actually respond in some way. they're sorta reluctant partners in crime at first (at least on ritsu's end) but over time and over bonding they grow to rly like each other's presence. they bicker constantly but it's almost always fond eventually, and they shove each other and playfight until mob gets antsy enough to get worked up about it. rly, tome is a godsend to ritsu's mental health—after months and months of being effectively alone with his thoughts, he finally has another person to converse with. a person His Age, too!

tome is rly good at knowing when ritsu is thinkin himself into oblivion and she's Also rly good at being the most annoying girl on the planet to yank him outta that and replace any misery with Oh My God Get Off Me You Freak. she doesn't even do this on purpose at first, but over time she learns how to tell when he's thinking too hard and, ofc, she's grown attached and she cares, so she's as obnoxious as possible to lighten the mood

when they find reigen n teru, ritsu gradually gets Much happier still. now that he knows they're safe and the gang is finally back together (and now that there's an Adult present and he can relax a lil and let himself be taken care of) his stress levels r exponentially lowered. having teru back is another instant lift to his mood—im always a big fan of teru and ritsu friendship, and i think adding tome to their dynamic simply makes it more chaotic. truly a trio of the 3 most normal teenagers in existence which will surely bring nothing but good (reigen sweats offscreen)

actually this makes me feel bad for forever torturing him im gonna go draw happy zau ritsus brb ,.,.ok imback <3

#qktalks #anon #zombie au #tw guns #<- for that glock in the corner . sorry #actually it looks like he's at gunpoint in that one and just going teehee about it #he looooooves tormenting tome .and tome loves tormenting him. it's their favorite pastimes #i don't rly like the second one too much tbh the sleeves are weird but i think that's just the Nature of how poofy they can get #oh this is a great time to talk abt their dynamic. sorry.this ask isn't abt that.but now it is #so i realize that tome and ritsu ??? don't rly interact in canon at all. and neither do tome and teru . as a matter of fact #but consider. uhm.what ifthey did <3 GVYIEAV #like i said they're all So incredibly normal it'll make for a great time #^ genuinely i do think so actually. most of the time anyway #i touched on it a lil bit in recondite but i rly like the idea of mob ritsu tome and teru all being a friend group #teru would undoubtedly piss tome off sometimes she'd call him out on his bullshit #but like.in terms of the canon timeline i think post-mob teru would Totally listen to her #and take what she says abt How he is into consideration. he's trying to rebuild himself into somebody better #teru and ritsu already have a dynamic in canon but it feels pretty loose and it isn't fully explored at all #i think they work together rly well tho. there's no real evidence to the contrary iirc i think they work together in canon quite well #they think alike in terms of fighting #and in a setting like this‚ once teru is on the same page as ritsu on zombies‚ they're prolly a pretty damn good team #there's a lot of room for things to go wrong tho #if i had to sum it up rly succinctly it'd be: ritsu's motive is fear‚ tome's motive is curiosity‚ and teru's motive is power #what i mean by teru's being power is Not the pre-mob teru ''wanting'' to be powerful and unstoppable #i mean teru wants to have power over everything that is trying to hurt them #he doesn't Want to cower he wants to Fight tooth and nail #and i think ritsu's fear versus tome's curiosity and teru's drive of power conflicts a lot #ritsu is passive in the sense that he'll do anything in his power to avoid altercations with anything to order to keep mob safe #he isn't Active until something goes Wrong. and usually things go Wrong when teru and tome rush ahead #WOW sorry i went on a rant that was Completely unrelated to the fucking question. im at the 30 tag limit bye

[tvrningout]

being a perfectionist is exhausting and i just wanna become an actual rock rn unu i had a bit of a mood drop, but we're gonna try to bounce back and chip away at what we owe! maybe ramble a lil!

#i wanna write and i'm tired of my mood dictating whether that happens or not #i dunno i'm just feeling so frustrated bc of stuff going on and the fact that i'm really finally feeling up to being here but #things keep happening that deter me -- nothing to do with anyone here ofc! it's all personal stuff going on #i feel like a lil ball of emotion that keeps getting thrown into walls and that means i bounce back!! but gee am i heckin tired #thank you if you read these silly rants of mine every time i write one and i'm sorry bc i feel like it's happening a lot lately #like i said there's just! a lot rn and i appreciate y'all sticking around and making this a place i feel comfortable <3 #get ready to ramble | ooc #tw rant #tw vent

[cherrydippedkisses]

things have suddenly changed for me and it’s in a very positive way and I’m scared and I’m unprepared but I’m just so relieved that I can just BREATHE. I can begin to start taking care of myself; I haven’t been able to do that yet. I’ve been taking care of and caring about everyone else. I haven’t given myself the care I need. I’m very hopeful and for the first time in a long while; I’m excited about life

#subjecting u guys to ranting about life again #this place has become my lil diary sorry <3

[tenpixelsusie]

i've probably talked about noelle at least a couple times on my blog before i effectively got dragged into ykw by the ankles but i really wanna talk ab her again because she is sincerely, honest to god, one of the characters in deltarune i saw myself in the most when i was playing chapter 2.

and one of the traits that hit me the hardest was her inability to stand up for herself emotionally for the majority of the chapter, before standing up to queen at the end, and queen apologizes.

in snowgrave, this never happens.

you, the player, the soul puppeting around kris' little pixelized body as if they were a mere plaything, are putting noelle in this position of "fight or nothing", asking her to do bigger and bigger things. it starts off with her ice powers, defeating enemies, disguising it as this "saving the world" bit, and she goes along with at first, because it's kris! she trusts them, right? they'd never intentionally hurt her, just poke fun a bit, right? haha.

...right?

it gets bigger. you get to the addison. she insists you don;t have enough money to get the ring! of course, we just don't have enough! besides, it's not that important, right?

you persist. and she gets it. just not in the conventional way.

and you keep going, keep going, keep going...

and you get to berdly.

and you still persist.

and she caves, once again.

in snowgrave, you make her a party member, but at what cost?

her freedom?

her voice?

all of the above?

perhaps so.

i find that chapter 2 really fleshes out noelle in a really bonkers way, and it intrigues me on how toby and his team handles her character in such a way that you get both a horrifying and interesting watch of seeing her cave in and give in like a good little party member, and you see how much she's capable of in both settings, in battle and out, and when you do the game as "normal" you see her wander cyber city in fascination and wonder, and you see her talk about her sister, and you see her have fun, and you see her talk to susie, and you see... so much of her. and she is SUCH a fun and wonderful character.

#this is probably inconsistent and incomprehensible but i wanted words in a post and i wanted those words to be ab noelle. okay? #deltarune #safeutdr #put a slash between i/j bc i didn't want my lil rant ab noelle to show up in the tag unwanted just bc i mentioned it briefly lol #noelle holiday #snowgrave #augh im so autistic ab her i love her so freaking muchhhhh #noelle im so sorry <3 #LOVE how this post shows up in the ij tag anyways. fuck me

[enluv]

hii i hope this isn’t invading but what is your job ?? i just see so many posts and just wonder what it is 😄

not invading at all nonnie! i work at a grocery store, but one of those fancy ones that let the people walk around with a glass of wine/it has multiple food places/a bar/a restaurant/cafe??? 😭 i do personal shopping for online orders and then the people come and pick them up! or they get their drivers to pick them up!

#it’s honestly super fun imo esp shopping but can be very annoying at times 😭 #but i do really like it #and I’ll be back in the summer for it #they’re really good at helping students in school and the benefits from them are so good 😭 #plus i met some of my best friends there! #like whenever i say I’m having dinner/hanging with people on here #it’s most likely my coworkers I met from my job !! #sorry i went on a lil rant hehe #but i hope that answers it!! #chit chat with coco <3

[miulore]

Besti I knew jinhwan was enlisting this year since Kai already did but I didn’t know it was soooo soon 😭😭 I just knew it was so sus that he was suddenly getting a solo lol I’m so sad he wont be here for the concert

GIRL! im so annoyed!! i spent so much time money and effort to get my damn visa and he wont even be thereee

#granted... he usually place 4th or 5th on my bias list BUT STILL like hes the main singer?!?! #and 143 didnt plan correctly... whos surprised #AH! #kaihwan ill miss uuuuu #++ #ask #coralita <3 #sorry for the lil rant :c

[beauleifu]

I think syntax puts milks before cereal Im sure about this

AND PLUS THAT MF PROBABLY SLEEPS WITH SOCKS

EYO HEADCANNON TIME

If he doesn't do it naturally he'll do it to piss you off. This idiot spider will literally set it up in front of you, if you're sitting at the counter or whatever, and will pour in the milk before cereal. Deadpan. Complete silence. Utter fury on your end.

But if he actually cares about you and what you think of him, he'll probably make his cereal in secret and then bring it out to eat with you. But eventually you'll catch him point blank.

He'll be like. in the pantry. Pouring milk before cereal because he's stubborn and wont break a bad habit.

he'll look up at you like a deer caught in headlights. Like a little boy caught stealing cookies. Guilt. Fear. You totally sit him down on the couch and he's all head bowed in shame as you tell him off like "babe im not gonna judge you but it's weird that you deem it necessary to make your cereal in the pantry."

and SOCKS

He's very partial to socks that have designs printed on them.

Why not?? He gets bored easily and seeks distractions from his day to day endless rampage of techwork. He'll be out shopping and find a cool pair that he knows no one would ever see.

until you came along

you guys live in a freaking apartment together, there's no way he wont accidentally slip up and wear those adorable fluffy socks around the place. You may or may not point them out when you first see them tho, because one; you dont want to scare him off. and 2; you're shell shocked with surprise.

like these are those fluffy ass PANDA SOCKS you saw in the store that one day and hes WEARING THEM.

You did NOT buy those fuckers

HE TOTALLY DID

#who dis anon ily #<3 #you love him and his lil quirks #lil rant sorry #heartstrings #syntax do be adorable #lmk #lmk syntax #headcanons

[tvrningout-archived]

me, banging pots and pans together: oc’s are amazing and y’all are amazing for creating a whole person with a whole backstory and motivations and feelings and likes and dislikes and anyone who says differently or tries to judge you for it can fight me <3

#this is also your invitation to give me your oc's right here right now bc i love them!!!! and they deserve love and attention!!!!! #as someone who has made....... let's say??? roughly 50 oc's over the course of my time as an rper #i know that seems like a lot asdfg but i've been doing this since?? 2013 or 2014 maybe? #but anyway y'all #it isn't easy making those lil guys #developing them isn't easy either #it takes a lot of work and time and love and dedication and i really admire anyone who sticks with them for that reason #asdfgh sorry for this lil mini rant but i have a lot of love for my mutuals' oc's and i hope it can always be felt <3 #if you're ever wondering how your oc is doing pls come to me so i can hype them and you up u3u #okay now i really will go try and write some stuff that i owe!! #get ready to ramble | ooc #btw thinking about old oc's is making me have war flashbacks to my first multimuse..... oh the cringe asdfg

[goldenhypen]

hii how are y’all doing? :))

#me? oh :D i’m just a bit overly stressed from putting an unreasonable amount of pressure on myself for my drivers test tomorrow :D #and i may have had a mini mental breakdown in the car while practicing today :D #and it doesn’t help that i’m on my period and didn’t get a good sleep last night and i skipped a meal 😭 #anyways #sorry for that rant #i’m just being a lil dramatic so dw about me y’all i’ll be fine <3 #i hope #but yeah also yesterday was quite the day #let’s just say i saw ppl from my past that i never thought i’d see again #and as a major introvert… #that’s not the most ideal situation :D #but anyways yeah i’ll catch up on the taglists now cuz i was so tired yesterday that i just couldn’t bring myself to do it #but i’m back now #also don’t mind me if i’m a bit mia over the next 48 hours #depending on how i do on my drivers test tomorrow i may or may not be active tomorrow sjsjsjjs #thanks for understanding <3 #em speaks

[uppastthejelliclemoon]

aaaaaand that's a wrap on anons for this blog for a little while

#wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf #that's enough tumblr for tonight #'beware of stalkers lurking around the internet they might harm you' the fuck????? #who the fuck sends an anon like that?????? #that friends is how you get blocked <3 #yeah y'all have lost anon priveleges #sorry to the people who actually USE the anon option and send nice asks abt my stories and such #i'll turn them back on in a bit but holy shit there's one who just would not stop popping in #so i've blocked them #and y'all know i don't take blocking someone lightly #but yea #who the FUCK sends an anon that sounds like that #sorry i'm pissed and a lil freaked out #rant

[here-there-everyfuckenwhere]

I’m not sure why but I really really wanna write Spanish Jackie and Ed as exes who are still married. Like they got married super young, neither of them really wanted to do it (maybe they did it as part of a scheme or trick or something? Nobody really knows) and they’re still technically married, so they have this fun married-divorcees-who-lowkey-hate-each-other energy

#ray rants and junk #thoughts of endless night #how do y’all feel about that for chapter 3? #cause honestly I’d LOVE to write it #it’s not even a headcanon or something that I think will ever be in the show I just think it would be fun for my story lol #ofmd #our flag means death #fanfiction #Spanish Jackie #Edward teach #blackbeard #obviously he’s gonna end up with stede like ofc but as just a lil side tangent I think this would be fun #I know a lot of people headcanon her as Izzy’s ex wife and tbh I LOVE that hc but for the sake of my story Izzy is Not Relevant #(I’m sorry Izzy stans)

[woozi]

I love when you include a gif showing your colour correction it’s my fav thing ever. Like sometimes the originals are a HATE CRIME

they really turn em either into lil ghosts or semi-shreks what is going oNNNNN 😭

#i get that it takes time to color correct things (speaking as a prev film major) esp if theyre shot on diff cameras #and considering how theyre putting out sm content weekly it def is more challenging to work around schedules #but idk it's very strange to me 😭 they dont even need to be fantastically color graded i just wish they were.... idk?? better?? lmao #maybe thats just me fdkjfdjkdf #but i think of it this way... if i'm already editing it... why should i not do it really well now that i'm at it #not to be rant-y it really is not that serious lmfao the videos are generally well edited #and i'm grateful they even put these out!! #i just know it could be better is all ig <3 #ANYWAY FDKJFJKFD SORRY FOR THE VERBAL DIARRHEA #and thank u for appreciating my lil shit posts mWAH #hope ure having a great one!! <33 #greatnorthernsea #y.ask