#serius x you

[mikka-minns]

Snowblind x Mk1 intros

(this is only part one, there Will probably be another)

The names in the parenthesis() are what the characters are refered to as in the intros themselves

Kinda messy

Also, there are some Ships implied, so beware. This is all just crack and headcanons, nothing serius

(this has been on my drafts for a month, so sorry i havent posted earlier)

@dinainwater @laismoura-art

Sb!Kuai Liang vs Sb!Hanzo

Kuai: Just like the old times, eh?

Hanzo: only this time,  you wont beat me

Hanzo: I hope i am worthy of this fight

Kuai: im still not used to these compliments

Kuai: i cannot understand how Someone can be so power-hungry

Hanzo: because you are the kindest of souls, Kuai Liang

Hanzo: You know, i actualy won our last fight

Kuai: no you didnt! I had you on chokehold with my legs-

Mk1!Bi han (sub zero) vs Sb!Kuai Liang (Kaui)

Sub zero: in your timeline, you are the lin kuei grandmaster?

Kuai: i was.

Sub zero: i can only hope my other self did better than i

Kuai: its not Just about our mistakes, but the ways we try and fix them

Sub zero: it is weird seeing my-

Kuai: younger brother be older than you? *chuckle* i understand

Sub zero: it is too late to make things right.

Kuai: only if you are truly heartless and i can see you arent

Kuai: even if they dont forgive you, you can all move forward

Sub zero: but is it together? Or did i doom our brotherhood?

Kuai: for the last time, Kenshi isnt a landowner!

Sub zero: all right! Cuz i am not paying double rent!

Sb!Kuai Liang (Kuai) vs mk1!Johnny Cage(Johnny)

Johnny: so who is this "Simone" chick Kenny keeps talking about?

Kuai: i dont think you understand. She is LITERALY a chicken

Johnny: so who is Kenny's other dad?

Kuai: i dont even know who is the first one?!

Johnny: alright, Rocky... or Batman?!

Kuai: You cant possibly make me choose!

Kuai: me? In a movie? You're as crazy as Johnny from my timeline

Johnny: If two of us cant convince you, then its you whose crazy

Johnny: dude, you are such a dil-

Kuai: do not finish that sentance, Johnathan

Johnny: holy shit, we are technicaly in-laws!

Kuai:*sigh* it could have been worse i guess

Johnny: never Thought a king of hell would be my sorta-father-in-law!

Mk1! Johnny Cage (Johnny) vs Sb!Hanzo

Hanzo: I just hope you're better than most of my in-laws

Johnny: so you and Kuai, huh?

Hanzo: what about us? We're on good terms

Hanzo: So you're the Johnny Cage Kuai told me about?

Johnny: first name basis? I think i see whats going on!

Kenshi: you seem like a good friend of my other self

Johnny: You are a king?! Awesome!

Hanzo: its not as fun as you may think.

Mk1!Johnny Cage(Johnny) vs Sb!Kenshi

Johnny: I dont know if you're old enough to know the truth

Johnny: so who is this "Simone"?

Kenshi: oooh! You gotta meet her, she's great!

Johnny: gee, Kenny, how come big Kano let you have two dads?

Kenshi: he... What?

Kenshi: how did you get ahold of Sento?

Johnny: it was easy. Keeping it was hard

Johnny: duuude, no way you never watched Rocky!

Kenshi: we dont have movies in the wastelands.

Mk1!Kenshi Kenshi vs Sb!Kenshi

Kenshi: You fight the black dragon on your own?

Sb!Kenshi: had Kuai not shown up, i wouldnt be here

Kenshi: your mentor sounds like a wise man

Sb!Kenshi : he threw a melon at me

Sb!Kenshi: You never chase chickens as training?

Kenshi: *chuckles* your mentor sounds like a fun guy

Sb!Kenshi: You dont know who Simone is?

Kenshi: i've never met anyone with that name in my life

Kenshi: hearing of the wastelands, i am gratefull for Liu Kang

Sb!Kenshi: realy? Well i think he could've done better

Scorpion: i can tell you and that scorpion arent brothers

Mk1!Kuai (scorpion) vs Sb!Kuai

Kuai: i think everyone can

Kuai: so in this timeline, you are scorpion?

Scorpion: i see even within my other selves i am different

Scorpion: what happend with your Bi han?

Kuai: retired. Kind of. He mostly just judges my tastes now

Scorpion: You area farmer? Just like Raiden!

Kuai: Raiden?

Kuai: You seem fond of your Raiden

Scorpion: he is a great ally and an even greater friend

Kenshi: Kuai still wont tell me what your promise was

Sb!Kenshi vs Sb!Hanzo

Hanzo: then i wont disrespect him by talking behind his back

Hanzo: I would never hurt Kuai Liang

Kenshi: i cant trust you on just your word

Kenshi: so what are you the king of?

Hanzo: hell, Neatherrealm, ga-

Kenshi: why does everyone think im Kuai's son?

Hanzo: You arent?!

Sb!Kenshi vs Sb!Kuai

Kenshi: i still havent thanked you for saving me

Kuai: there's nothing to thank me for

Kenshi: what is that promise about?

Kuai: nothing that concernes you, dont worry

Kuai: for the love of god, dont befriend anyone named Cage

Kenshi: why? He's such a cool guy!

Kuai: so, Johnny showed you some movies?

Kenshi: Yes aaand now i know where you got the ideas for our training

Kuai: you're lucky you cant see the terrible costumes in ninja mime

Kenshi: but it sounds so fun! What is mime?

Liu kang: im glad Hanzo and you are allies in your timeline

Kuai: You can call us cousins too, since you already started with that shit

Kuai: what the hell were you thinking?

Liu Kang: only of whats best for earthrealm

Shang: You aged so gracefully

MK1!Shang Tsung (Shang) vs Sb!Kuai

Kuai: say that again and you wont age at all

Shang: if that Hanzo ever brothers you, i can always help

Kuai: you are the only one bothering me. Back. Off!

Kuai: dont you dare come anywhere near Kenshi!

Shang: your mistrust wounds me, Kuai Liang

Kuai: If you dont shut up yourself, i'll make you!

Shang: coming from you, that doesnt sound bad at all

Smoke: what do you mean Hanzo isnt a kid?!

Mk1!Smoke and Sb!Kuai (these are some inside jokes i have with a couple of mutuals😉)

Kuai: have you never seen a child?!

Kuai: so do you only take old people as your students?

Smoke: HE TOLD ME HE WAS 15, OKAY?!

Smoke: How do we stop Bi han?

Kuai: my advice, pay his rent and spanish classes

Smoke: i bet i can guess your exact age!

Kuai: *sigh* of course you can

Smoke: ohhh, Who is Sareena? Your girlfriend?

Kuai: You trying to start a fight with both Bi hans?

Ashrah: You have no evil in your soul

Mk1!Ashrah and Sb!Kuai

Kuai: i am far from innocent

Ashrah: dont be so cruel on yourself

Ashrah: You are a great teacher

Kuai: i have a great student

(not himself as in other Kuai, but as himself himself)

Kuai: that is all i've ever known

Mk1!Shang tsung vs Sb!Hanzo

Hanzo: Im suprised Kuai hasnt broken all your bones

Shang: im suprised he didnt kill you already

#mortal kombat #Kenshi takahashi #kuai liang #sub zero #hanzo hasashi #scorpion #Mortal kombat snow blind #Im not tagging all the characters. im lazy #Mortal kombat 1 #Mortal kombat legends #Johnshi #Subscorp #Bireena #Crimson Shadow #Im tagging the Ships so you know if you want to read this or not

[strawberry-cowmilk]

My headcanon is that all characters, with the exeptions of angels, beel and Levi, were in atleast a few weeks serius relationships. They run into their ex after centuries or millenia of silence. The ex begs them to come back. After the brother or detable refuses since he is with MC now the ex screams "Good luck with that little whore you call MC."

Hi! Sorry I'm kinda late, but here it is, enjoy

the obey me cast reacts to their ex insulting mc

-> lucifer, mammon, satan, asmodeus, belphegor, diavolo, barbatos and solomon x mc

mc's gender is not mentioned, not proof read

content warnings: insulting, violence mentions

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Lucifer

he just waves his ex lover off and moves on with his life

they are his ex for a reason, no need to frustrate himself over them again, plus now lucifer has you

though it did anger him a bit by the way they called you

Mammon

ohh he did not like what his ex said about his human

mammon goes on a whole monologue, explaining why you are way better than his ex ever was, while trying to not get violent in public

the embarrassment of his speech hits him later though, good thing you didn't hear it

Satan

he is this close to fighting his ex (his fingers are very close together)

but he doesn't, instead he insults the ex back, and those are some nasty insults

when he's done, satan just casually walks away like nothing happened

Asmodeus

asmo's secret talent is being really nasty when he feels like somebody deserves it, this is such a case

'honey, you were the worst out of everybody I've been with, probably because your personality's rotten, and those shoes...'

his mission is complete when the ex walks away, annoyed

Belphegor

oh? this person? belphie forgot they even existed until just now

he just stares at them after they said what they said before walking away

if the ex follows him, he won't hestitate to push them away if needed

Diavolo

this is the same ex barbatos begged diavolo to get rid of, barbatos was very wise

diavolo is the whole prince of the devildom, he can do anything he wants, does his ex really want to anger him?

anyways, they are being sent to jail

Barbatos

barbatos is one of the most powerful demons in the devildom, this ex sure has some guts

he'd lock them up in his personal chambers but nevermind

he'd have to see their face more if he did that, and they're not worth his time

Solomon

solomon got over the breakup fast, this ex wasn't the most healthy relationship he's had

he and asmo even had a whole gossip night about them

after the ex insulted you, solomon felt like cursing them, but his ex would be capable of cursing themself without his help

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me scenarios #obey me imagines #obey me swd #gn!mc #omswd #obey me x mc #obey me x reader #obey me brothers #obey me side characters #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me asmodeus #obey me satan #belphegor obey me #obey me diavolo #obey me barbatos #obey me solomon

[thatsthewrongwallcraig]

babe, first of all, I hope you doing well 🥰 and second, but not least important, i'll do love if write some toxic fluffy whith jack, where, after a argument, she hurts or puts herself in dangerous just to get revenge, but nothing really serius happens to her, they reconizing they're not in a helth reletionship, but they gonna try to be better for eachother, you also can add some smut if you like, but this is not part of the request. hope you liked the idea, but if you don't, let me know

xoxo

My dearest anon...this is a lot of things but not exactly fluffy and I'm sorry if I went too hard on it but toxic Jack Thurlow had me short circuiting 😵‍💫😵‍💫

The Pain Remains

Summary: This time you really lost the plot for good and now all you can do is to clean up your act.

Pairing: Jack Thurlow x fem!Reader

Word Count: ~1.6k

Content Warnings: DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT! 18+!, Grim Dark Smut, Active Self Harm, Jealousy, Borderline Very Toxic Relationship, Two Idiots In Love Trying To Do Better, It's Very Mentally Ill In Here, Mutual Substance Abuse, Very Shitty Coping Mechanisms, Strong Hints Towards Sex Addiction, Mentions Of Public Sex, Angsty As Fuck, Positive Ending, Tho 🙆🏻‍♀️!

A/N: I know, this is a rather heavy one and if anyone of you feels the need to talk to someone: My DMs are always open. Don't hesitate to reach out!🖤

Tagging The Squad:

@crypticsewerslut @quicksilversg1rl @cc-luvr @icarus-star @milaeth @roryculkinsgf @roryculkinsbf @spookyorchid @arch1viste @whoareyoi @angelsanarchy @b4sementgrl @blueberrypancakesworld

If the past is just dust

Then the future could be our dream

If all we have is now, this eternity

Ignite my satisfaction, engulf me

- The Pain Remains I By Lorna Shore

Before you even really woke up, you were forced to acknowledge the raging hangover headache in your head. With eyes closed shut, you turned to the side, your hand haphazardly roaming over the silhouette of Jack's body, looking for a glimpse of comforting body heat or just anything to get your racing mind to shut up for a second.

How did you get into bed? At what time did you fall onto the mattress next to him?

You had no clue about any of that as you pressed your body against his back, the pungent aftertaste of cheap rum still lingering heavily on your tongue.

"Fucking hell…" You groaned into the nape of his neck, your nose buried deep in his curly, brown hair and yet you could still smell the remnants of last night's pot extravaganza all throughout the bedroom.

What in the everloving fuck had the two of you been up to last night? With relentlessly firing synapses and painfully overdriven neurons you searched your mind for answers, a flicker of a memory, at this point anything, really.

You couldn't help yourself but to let your face contort into various tortured grimaces as the rest of your body slowly came to. Your stomach felt horribly fucked and in dire need for something solid, although the mere thought of food alone had you nearly gagging. No, you needed something else to take the edge off before you even so much as got out of bed.

Whilst inhaling deep, unsteady breaths, you soaked in the calming smell of Jack's body; a mixture of pheromone-loaded sweat, musky deodorant and soft hints of vanilla coke.

Vanilla coke spiked with cheap rum. Your stomach dropped and turned in every possible direction at the reminder. Nearly every weekend played out in the same shit show again and again: Booze to kill the anxiety, weed to elevate your spirit and nearly deranged amounts of sex to eradicate and simply drown out every last painful sentiment that could possibly be felt.

On that notion your lips curled up into a crooked smile whilst your reader fingertips grazed down your boyfriends gently rising and falling again chest, gingerly drawing a circle or two around his navel before eventually tapping down to the waistband of his black and gray checkered shorts, a throbbing case of morning wood straining against the fabric already. Sucking your bottom lip between your teeth in a low gasp, you simply indulged yourself and allowed your hand to slip right past the waistband, fingers wrapping themselves around Jack's girth tenderly.

"Goddamn minx!" Jack hissed into the darkened bedroom and involuntarily jutted his hips against your hand.

"Want me to stop?" You whispered into the soft skin of his shoulder before biting down on it teasingly.

"No, please.", His voice was raspy enough to give you a broad idea about how much the two of you must've smoked last night, "I'm equal parts hungover and horny as fuck."

"Yeah, I thought so." You snickered while you started fisting his cock, generously smearing the pre-cum all over the sensitive tip to not stroke him sore with a dry palm.

"You're a fucking menace, you know that?" Jack stuttered, choking back a breathy moan while rocking is lap in quick rolls, practically fucking himself into your grip.

"Says the lunatic who'll take every and any given chance to fumble me in public? Finger fucking me in the cinema, really?" With a mischievous grin spreading all across your face, you fondly remembered that happening a few days ago.

"C'mon, you enjoyed that, cumming all over the seat like you did." Jack shot right back at you.

"Fair enough." You agreed, tightening the grip around his hard on slightly to drag a shaky sigh from his lips.

"Fuck, you know I can't last long that early into the day." Jack practically whined out, his hips thrusting harshly against your hand while you jerked him off.

"Oh, poor, little Jack." Your playfully mocking voice got lost in the glossy curls of his hair as you felt his entire body turning stiff against your torso.

"Say that again… please!" Jack was clearly about to come undone, needing that little push of humiliation to push past the threshold.

"Oh, you sick fuck.", You sneered into his ear, the tip of your nose hardly touching its shell, "Poor, little Jack Thurlow creaming his boxers just after a few minutes already, huh?"

"Good god, fuck, you're so mean!" It cascaded out of his mouth in a guttural moan as he rutted against your hand in a few last, shaky thrusts before white-hot ropes of cum ruined his boxers and your hand alike.

The milky fluid spouted all over your fingers and eventually down your wrist, causing a very sudden, sharp pinch of simmering pain.

"What the hell?!" You hissed and withdrew your hands from Jack's crotch, raising it up for the both of you to stare right at the scene of the crime.

"What…" Jack mumbled under his breath, his eyes going wide in shock.

Thin yet vigorous cuts thrown all over your wrist, bright red with inflammation and laced with a milky layer of Jack's cum, laughing right in your face about the current state of your mental health.

"What…no…NO!" Your voice flailed and trembled as you stared at your wrist with thrashing disbelief.

"I was clean for a year! This…this isn't happening, no!" A dull pang of pain shot right through your dehydrated head as you basically jumped off the mattress and stumbled towards the bathroom, nearly tripping over scattered clothing and a glass bong.

Unbridled waves of shame and disgusting rippled through your system as a supernova of blacked-out memories decided to implode inside your head. You'd been pissed last night, even furious with Jack about something…yeah..fuck..a call. Was it call? Yeah, of course, a call from is ex-fiancé Cleo, that fucking cunt. Dumped him because she couldn't handle Jack the way you could and now trying to patch things up again. Stupid twat.

"Hey, wait!" You heard Jack calling out to you from behind, coming right after you.

Your out of control body fell against the door frame of the bathroom as you hurried towards the sink, yanking at the faucet for icy cold water to cascade over your violated wrist. It stung and you winced at the sharp pain.

"Are you okay? What the hell happened!?" Jack huffed, only stopping in steps as he was right behind you, making his presence known by cupping your jittery frame with his body, his chin resting on your shoulder as his slender hands wrapped themselves around yours under the running faucet.

His thumb ghosted over the cuts, gently washing himself off of your sore skin.

"Obviously not, asshole!" It shot right out of you and you regretted it immediately.

"Hey, watch that mouth! Right now is not the time for that." He mumbled into the crook of your neck.

"Fuck, sorry… I really lost the plot this time, huh?" Your voice was but a meak whimper.

"Maybe, but I got you. This is a temporary setback, yes, but not the end of the world, you hear me?" His tone rendered soft as he tried to calm you down.

"The cuts are shallow and if we take good care of them they'll heal without leaving a single scar. It'll be okay, yeah?" By now the water numbed your wrist out to the point that you didn't feel his thumb wiping you clean anymore.

"Uh-huh…I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry for being such a fucking psycho, Jack." The shame and self-loathing doubled down on you, dragging you into an inevitable breakdown.

"Stop that right there! You're not a psycho and I don't love you any less, you understand?", He pressed himself to you as impossibly close as he could, "A little slip up like that won't scare me. I'll go through that hell right here with you, I promise. I'll never go anywhere and just leave you like that."

Everything inside of you came falling down, every painful emotion amped up by the raging hangover that ruled over your shaking muscles and you just let yourself fall against Jack in eventual defeat.

"I got you and we'll handle that together!"

#rory culkin #asks are appreciated #asks are always open #jack thurlow × you #jack thurlow x fem!reader #jack thurlow #jack goes home #jack thurlow x reader #jack thurlow smut

[hailkingphantom]

dp x dc

Dead serius time travel

The whole batfam fall into a random portal what leave them in the future, they are found by a young adult Damian of 23 years.

All are in shock (even the tiny-Damian) by how their murder emotinally constipate brat brother become a calm paceful adult. Bruce and Dick are proud, Tim stares the adult Damian in disbelief and hope, Jason is happy for Damian and Cass is enjoying with all the pets in Damian's house.

As much all have questions they know that play with the time is dangerous, so they use their time thinking how go back to their timeline. Adult-Damian was unusually calm.

The hours pass and the night fall, Adult-Damian looks at his clock and says, "It's time".

Then the door is opened, an unknown boy of Adult-Damian's age come and yell:

"I'm home!!" Adult-Damian expression lit up at the boy's presence

"Welcome, Danny" Adult- Damian says with a warm smile! Wtf!

Adult-Damian sees how shocked they are and can't help it. He kisses his husband

He would never forget their faces.

_________________________________________________

Danny is absolutely in love with the little Damian and just hug him

"Why didn't you tell me how cute you were!? Can we keep him??!, please~!" Danny says looking at his husband with puppy eyes

Adult-Damian is amused and tiny-Damian swear that he would never fall in love.

He'll regret that promise when he meets a fifteen year Danny with the most beautiful smile he ever see.

#danny phantom #dp x dc #damian wayne #bruce wayne #dead serious

[guiraguira]

Without hugs!✨

Samatoki X Gn Reader!

Warnings: None! You like to hug him in the back but today you avoid doing it to see his reaction

° He is talking to another yakuza member when he listens to your steps behind him. You have the habit of hugging him in the back while he is busy, just not to interrupt him and he of lifting both arms slightly unconsciously to facilitate the aim.

° So when he dodged him, he lost the thread of the conversation and turned to look for you, but you were doing something else. Believing that he was wrong, he tries to continue paying attention to the subject in front of him but it is already useless, his mind is thinking of you.

° Later that same day you spend about him again and this time he is sure of your intention, his elbows get up for you, but you just want him to move to be able to grab something, with his position of "Mommy hen " It is done on a confused side. He says nothing and thanking him to move you go to another room.

° You are laughing internally, you know that he is already trying to decipher what happens, but he will not say it out loud and much less will say that he wants him to hug him in public as you always do. Trying to stay as it would be as possible serius .

° dissimulately follows you and observes from the door frame, it is beginning to get impatient, but he can't think of any good reason for you hug him it without asking for it. So the only thing he does for the moment is to put in front of you, turning your back and interposing in your way on purpose, you had to understand that way?

° their attempts were very funny, touching the pathetic but acting natural, you almost let a couple of laughs when he stopped in front of you in the hall, doing absolutely nothing just being a human wall, but you managed to go through a tiny opening that he let. You wanted to verify how insistent it could be.

° I really can't stand much more, there was a time when I was sure that you would finally hug him, your hands touched his back and he was already ready to feel the heat of your body, but you just gave him a couple of affectionate pats and that did not It was what he was looking for. "You're doing it on purpose!" He says turning around and clicking his tongue.

° "Noo ~~" you loose bowing your head on your shoulder, but you had already wrong, he has that smile of "I knew!" Adorning his face. "Ehhh ?? How do you know what I'm talking about?" Take a step to you and you go back trying to earn more space keeping visual contact . "I don't know what are you talking about?" You twist your head on the side but you can't hold your smile anymore. Samatoki is happy to have discovered your game before thinking that something more serious was happening and he also spreads for your laugh.

° "Ah ~~ you don't know?" He imitate you tilting his head, he continues to advance you and your continuous going back until you collide with a wall, taking advantage of your carelessness catches you with both hands touching the wall, closing your escape. Far from feeling intimidated by him, you laughter breaking the visual contact they had maintained.

° "Let's go out of the middle, great fool" pinch one of his cheeks, moving his head side by with your grip. "Ouch! Do you think I'll be so easy?" Holding his wounded cheek, he puts his back squeezing against you. "Hey !!! You move your butt from here" it is really exerting pressure in you so that you hug it without asking for it, but it is very childish. He has you trapped between his back and the wall.

° "As you say!" He says moving his back side by side, highlighting what he wants. You are about to hit his stomach but he stops your hand and squeezes it in his abdomen, yielding you hug him with two hands very strongly. "Ehh? Haven't you asked me to go?" In response you squeeze it stronger, pressing your head on his back. You know he is happy to have won but he not will let you go so easy. You owe at least about four hugs and he hopes you compensate.

° This childhood behavior of Samatoki only comes to light when you provoke it, although it is someone difficult to treat, it rarely gets angry when you provoke it like this, he loves acting like a fool in front of you, because he knows that you will always be there to follow the game of the same form.

#hypnosis mic #hypnosis microphone #hypmic x reader #hypmic #hypmic imagines #hypmic headcanons #hypnosis mic x reader #hypmic samatoki #samatoki aohitsugi #samatoki x reader #hypnosis mic samatoki #mad trigger crew #hypmic fluff

[polebearfriend14]

The problems witch CH Fandom

Hello there im here to doing “rant or review” about CH Fandom so I Want talk the Problems in the CH So i want clear ones things:First im going to be Neutral, Second you can disagree witch me or debate but witch respect and no fight and Last this a one view all generally all problems of the mojority in the CH Fandon im concient what not all fans in CH Fandom are the same and had people good this is going to a the problems not the person well I can start. 

How evething know CH is a ver human of the Countrys but how everyone know the CH Fandom is one the problematic Fandom and catalogue one the Worst ones but why well im here witch one points why is CH Fandom Hated:

1.-The use and Personality of the Country.

Every CH Had different personality and differences of couse some ones try adapt or create one version of them country but others dont know to do a clear version of their Country or use bad tropes in to do one good ver of the CH how is in case witch USA, Japan, Russia, Korean, China, Colombia, etc. the problem is the Fandom dont know do witch the Country adapt or The Fandom Dont know abaut Geografy or History this is a problem because create missinformation of the Country yeah the Country had a lot History and ones want adapt one moment in time but instead create a a sterotipe Country or make a one edgy boy. Of course the clothes are the most good because represent good the clothes of the Country but in Character no.

2.-  Dont take seriusly the most serius moments or reprsent the Bad Form

Ones Big Problem is try to represent the good form a one Dark Moment in the History how is the WWII everything know about is event in the History know the Dark and Cruel well in CH Cant take this how are Serius moment epecially witch the CH Nazi and CH URSS 

this a good example how divide CH Fandom is it especially in Russia and Germany and then me a other BIG Problem.

3.- The Ships and Romantize in CH Fandom

And the Controversy this Fandom is the ships and their problem is the Relationship in each Country Example if one Country had problems witch the other  how USA witch other Country this looks bad especially try to Romantize them witch the differences in the Countrys or try to Romantize Dark moment how is Nazi x URSS is a bad example how this CH Fandom are.

4.- Conclusion

How a said in the Begging I know not all CH Fans are bad people but the majority of persons do this problems talks bad and I know are good people but sadly more persons or fans remember CH Fandom how Bad are and this because the same because no wants CH or join them or Remember how are Gringe are.

Of course I Dont Hate CH but im not really liked especially how CH Iniate witch Potencial a one Derivate of CountryBalls and inspired in Heatalia but a long CH is a distorsioned their Imagine. 

Thanks for reading this and of couse repect this and The Artists this a point of view some one like give and share Opinions.

#ch problems #ch review #ch opinion #cb because why not

[the-knight-of-the-stars]

Mark of Athena, first reading thoughts:

—Forgot to post this again, who knows how long this has been on my notes.

—First, I loved having Annabeth's pov, I missed her as a central character and I loved the development she had here.

—BRO, they are all TOGETHER NOW AND THEY ARE IN A FLYING SHIP HAVING ADVENTURES. This the perfect setup, I would have read a 10 books series of just this.

—I liked so many diferent povs, at first I thought it may become confusing, but far from it, it was fun and so dinamic. I already love all these characters and getting in their heads throught the book was great.

— PERCY AND ANNABETH FINALLY REUNITED. 😭 It was so cute, 10/10

—The Argo II WAS SO COOL. It kind of reminded me of Legends of Tomorrow and I fricking love that show, I wish this dynamic of the seven on the ship lasted forever, I adore that kind of premise. Even the moments when they just weren´t getting along were interesting.

—I felt a vein popping out of my eye with all the Camp Jupiter hunting them down thing, because it was just a misunderstanding, but I do understand why it happend (a little), and it was just so frustraiting.

—All the interactions with Nemesis, Echo and Narcissus were such a trip, jesus.

—God, I fucking love Leo, not only because he is so funny, but because he is so incredibly smart. Is a diffrent kind of smart then Annabeth, wich I really love, they both bring interesting things to the table and is a delight to read.

—Wich is why Leo feeling so left out and like the "seventh wheel" was much more heartbreaking. He makes concernig comments the whole book, but because is just in his head nobody notices. I dont like where this is going...

—As much as I loved all the adventures, I was so stressed out for Nico the whole time, it was driving me insane.

—GJFHUYREGFEU Every single pov is so interesting, this book was GOLD. This is a masterclass in how to make distinctive narrative voices, it was so good.

—The break between Percy and Jason was actually very interesting. I was afraid it would be reduced to petty jelousy (wich it is a little, but I mean, they are teenagers), but there was some nuace there. Like, I felt like it drew interesting parallels of what makes them so opossite despite being the " "liders" " of their camps. It even drives home what makes the roman demigods and the greek demigods diferent.

—Jason being so serius and even cold, and Percy being as hotheaded as he is. Jason not knowing any other life apart from being a soldier vs Percy rejecting that life every chance he gets. Even the diferent perception they both have of the gods because each know a side of them the other doesn´t.

—Their possesed fight was kind of funny tbh.

—I also love having the chance to explore each characters powers with every obstacle, I feel like it was very well used, I never thought, "well, why didnt they used x power."

—"Please, she thought, wondering if her mom, the goddess of love, could hear her. Don’t let it be Jason’s final breath. If love means anything, don’t take him away" Oh, Piper, honey. These kids are legit breaking my heart.

—I really liked the scene of Annabeth and Percy on the stables, it was so sweet.

—I dont know exactly what it is, but I can tell this is a much more curated, experienced writter. And is absolutely fantastic to get so far into the series because I can tell by now Riordan knows these characters so well. They have so many layers, is specially interesting with Percy and Annabeth because we see them grow so much.

—The scene at the aquarium was very creepy and fun.

—Percy developing a fear of drowning was like, so sad.

—Ok Leo, I love you, but dont need to be a bully, come on.

—Jesus, the whole conflict Annabeth had with her mom in this book made me so sad. The way all the gods just use their children (and have been for generations) gets more unberable with each book, I dont respect any of them, these kids just... still try to make them proud and not think ill of them and its so unfair.

—Even the interaction with Aphrodite, I just kept getting angry. I got bad flashbacks from her praising the other two girls in front of Piper and making those weird comments.

—On this one it hits harder and harder that all this kids want is a future, a good life, and they just never get a chance.

—“You dropped this,” he said, totally poker-faced.

Annabeth threw her arms around him. “I love you!” (I died, actually)

—Was not a fan of Hercules´s aproach. Moving on.

— "Percy blinked. “So your brother is a winged horse. But you’re also my half brother, which means all the flying horses in the world are my... You know what? Let’s forget it.”

He’d learned years ago it was better not to dwell too much on who was related to whom on the godly side of things. After Tyson the Cyclops adopted him as a brother, Percy decided that that was

about as far as he wanted to extend the family." - Percy, I love you.

—Wisdom’s daughter walks alone. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

—The minute Annabeth went on her own I was so nervous, my heart was racing the rest of the book.

—Geez, I wanted to hug her so bad, everything just kept getting worse and worse.

—Gaea is seriusly getting on my nerves.

—There’s too much going on,” he said. “And honestly…before last month, I didn’t even know

when my birthday was. Thalia told me the last time she was at camp.” - That is so fucking sad.

— “What is that?” Jason asked nervously.

Piper slipped her hand into his. “The ghosts are dancing."

Dude! That entire scene of Piper, Percy and Jason and how it ralted with the story of the flood was AMAZING. Easy one of my favorite scenes from the whole saga.

—Rescuing Nico had me so stressed

—"Entertain me, heroes of Olympus." I- Im gonna kill him. I´m gonna kill ALL THE GO-

—Ok, but I liked Percy and Jason coming together and fighting alongside each other.

—Oh my poor Nico, CAN HE GET A BREAKE FOR ONCE

—My girl Annabeth, she is so smart, ahhhhh!

—But Also, WHAT WAS THE NEED TO MAKE HER SUFFER SO MUCH

—Few scenes had me in such a hold and as emotionally invested as the scene when Percy and Annabeth fall to Tartarus. What the Actual Hell. I was speechless for like an hour. The emotion, the tension, the terrible, brilliant moment when everything suddenly conects.

PEAK LITERATURE

— Nemesis wanted him to wreak vengeance on Gaea? Leo would be happy to oblige. He was going to make Gaea sorry she had ever messed with Leo Valdez.

I am filled with dread, and fear, and hype.

#fist reading #percy jackson and the olympians #this is from so long ago #sorry #there is probably some writting errors but i want to post them as i wrote them in the moment #i already read house of hades will post i hope soon #pjo #percy jackson #heroes of olympus

[babiibubebo]

halooo isabel!! happy 18th birthday!! 😆😆😆 sebenarnya paragraph ini udah aku tulis dari sebelum kamu ultah cumaaa aku ragu buat sendnya... tapi lebih baik nyesel ngirim daripada nyesel gajadi ngirim right. well!! walaupun aku tau kamu gaakan pernah baca ini sih. anyway maaf aku gabisa nepatin janjiku buat kirim paket waktu km ultah, awalnya aku mauuuu tapi i don't think it's a good idea yknnn, i guess there are bonds that just break seiring berjalannya waktu.

dulu tiap kamu ultah aku selalu berdoa semoga a lot of good things would come to you, and now they do!! 🥹🥹 aku suka ingetin kamu buat banyak makaaan banyak minum banyak tidur banyaak minum, dan sekarang aku yakin pasti kamu udah ngelakuin semua hal itu tanpa disuruh karena kamulah wanita yang paling positive vibes itu bruv. serius aku seneeeng banget aku bangga akhirnya kamu dapet living your dream life, akhirnya jelek tahun tahun sebelumnya bisa 100% pincang dan gabisa ikut ke 2023. rasanya baru kemarin kamu gapercaya pas aku blg kalo kamu bakal nemu yang lebih baik... and then BOOM datanglah pria perfect bernama ko owen. dialah yang kau cari slama ini we... he really patched up your shredded tapestry (ahaaa bnr gk nih engny bos #taylorswiftreference) hihiiii... INTINYA i’m glad to see you happi :3

heol... sekarang aku harus doain km apayaaa kan udah bahagya neh -_ downfall x y? bcnd summpah. okay aku haraaap kamu jadi jauuuuh lebih lebih bahagia lagi, to the point you can't feel any sadness again. walaupun nantinya pasti bakal ada sedih, aku harap kamu bakal selalu bisa MENGBANGKIT LG hahay bangkitin listrik… candah… BANGKIT cemungut lagi because itulah isa yang aku kenal. semogaaa kuliah kamu lancar, inget jangan nyerah dan pesimis duluan. kalo kamu ga percaya sm diri km, ada aku dari lombok yang bakal terus jadi orang pertama percaya sama kamu. tp kayanya udah ngga prtama lagi sih mungkin kedua atau bahkan terakhir. but still, aku akan selalu percaya sama kamu sampai kapanpun itu. ^^ semoga bapak km ngga asem lagi, semoga ko owen akan selalu menyayangimu dik…., semoga mamah km bahagia, semoga adik km tumbuh dengan baik, semoga temen temen km tdk fek lagi, semoga hamster kamu yang suka berzina itu akan selalu bikin bahagia (mija miju and idk the rest maaf cm inget nama buatan gw 🤣), semoga kamu ketemu temen yang baiiik di UANG PAPAH HABIS, semoga one day kamu bisa study di aussie seperti apa yang kamu pernah mimpiin dulu, semoga kamu tibatiba bisa dapet loker di NASA dan wujudin impian kamu, tapi kalo km udah gaada impian ke NASA aku harap kamu jadi orang yang paling sukses. dan apaaapun keinginan kamu yang lain, aku harap semuanya bisa jadi kenyataan.

waktu kamu ultah aku juga pernah bilang, semoga semua hal yang bikin kamu sedih cepet musnah termasuk guweh. njir jokes jelek trnyt bnrn kejadian skrg 😭😤 sorriii alay guys biarkan aku menikmati my dilan moment. but jokes aside, mungkin this is what’s the best for us. maafin sikap aku yang jelek jelek itu pls serius miane dawg. maaf yaaa selama ini 80% nya aku bikin sedih terus. aku tau kita gabakal bisa balik akrab kaya dulu lagi dan kamu pasti tau itu. tapi kamu harus tau kalo km bakal selalu jadi temenku and you will always cross my mind, gaakan pernah berenti. aku bakal selalu keinget kamu tiap gasengaja denger lagu yang kamu suka aplg ICE ON MY BABY, aku bakal selalu keinget kamu tiap lagi ceritain hal yang pernah aku kasihtau ke km, aku bakal selalu keinget kamu kalo aku disuruh deskripsiin gimana sifat orang yang aku suka, aku bakal selalu inget kamu tiap liat logo uph, aku bakal selalu keinget kamu tiap liat hamster daaan semua hal hal kecil lainnya, well!! wlau kadang gkbakal inget sih tp pasti sesekali lah yaaa hihihiii.

mungkin perkataanku bisa aja salah. mungkin kita bisa aja tiba tiba butuh satu sama lain lagi, mungkin kita bakal ngomongin semua hal penting dan ga penting samaan lagi, mungkin kita bisa saling tuker jokes lagi, mungkin aku bisa kerjain soal math kamu lagi, mungkin kita bisa gambar bareng lagi karena ga sengaja ketemu di gartic, mungkin kamu bisa main undercover lagi sama temenku karena ga sengaja join room kita, mungkin aku bisa ketemu kamu di pengadilan karena aku mau perbaiki laptop hakimnya, mungkin aku bisa ketemu kamu di sunter karena aku gatau kalo tempat itu namanya sunter, DLL. salah satu dari semua kemungkinan itu bisa aja beneran terjadi. when that happens, i hope kita bisa jadi lebih akrab than we used to be. but for now, we’ll keep growing apart.

HMMM masih banyaaaak sebenarnya yang aku pengen sampein tapi kayanya segini aja cukup nanti gabakal kelar orgil. maaf kalaau alay ya beneran aku akuin ini semua lebay…. tapi aku ngetik ini seriuuus aku nangis dari jam 4 pagi hestek ijbol. maaf kalo tulisannya berantakan dan ada katakata yang salah. aku beneran gayakin kamu bakal baca karena pasti kamu gaakan mau buka akun tumblr kamu yang ini. tapi kalo dua atau tiga tahun lagi kamu tbtb gabut dan iseng login… pls purapura ga baca!! pokonya jangan sampe aku bisa tau kamu pernah liat ini. THANK YOU udah mau temenann sama aku selama tiga tahun ini, aku gabakal jadi aku yang sekarang tanpa km karena kamulah tempat aku omongin aiueo. thank you for!!! udahlah ntar kebanyakan kl makasih mulu kayak surat cinta. intinya thank you and sorry for EVERYTHING. byebyeeee isaaa, let’s be haapppy!!!!!!! ily SMtown. 

[spiderman-4]

Requests!!!

I typically write characters x male or non-binary reader but I’m open to writing x fr reader but they will usually be platonic. (Someone highlighted in green mean I will write them strictly platonic)

I do both nsfw and sfw stories and feel free to request either or both. 😁😁😁

I also usually write a top!reader or dom!reader so if you would like a sub or bottom reader please specify that in your request.

Rules for requesting:

Ships I write for

Theo x Liam (teen wolf)

Scott x Issac (teen wolf)

Nolan x Brett (teen wolf)

Mason x Corey (teen wolf)

Dean x Castiel (supernatural)

Tony x Steve (marvel)

Thor x Bruce (marvel)

Newt x Thomas (the maze runner)

Ian x Mickey (shameless)

Draco x Harry (Harry Potter)

Serius x Remus (Harry Potter)

Eddie x Steve (Stranger Things)

Will x Mike (Stranger Things)

Characters I will write x reader

Teen Wolf

Theo Reaken

Liam Dunbar

Scott McCall

Stiles Stilinski

Corey Bryant

Mason Hewitt

Jordan Parish

Aiden

Ethan

Derek Hale

Allison Argent

Lydia Martin

Malia Tate/Hale

Kira Yukimur

Marvel

Tony Stark

Steve Rogers

Peter Parker

Ned Leeds

MJ Jones

Bruce Banner

Theo Odinson

Loki Laufeyson

Pietro Maximoff

Wanda Maximoff

Clint Barton

Vision

T’Challa

Natasha Romenoff

Gamora

The Maze Runner

Thomas

Newt

Minho

Fypan

Winston

Galley

Shameless

Ian Gallagher

Mickey Milkivitch

Lip Gallagher

Carl Gallagher

Jimmy Steve

Kevin Ball

Liam Gallagher (PLATONIC ONLY)

Fiona Gallagher

Debbie Gallagher

Veronica

Supernatural

Dean Winchester

Sam Winchester

Castiel

Harry Potter

Harry Potter

Ron Weasley

Hermione Granger

Fred Weasley

George Weasley

Bill Weasley

Charlie Weasley

Ginny Weasley

Draco Malfoy

Neville Longbottom

Pansy Parkinson

Blaise Zabini

Stranger Things

Eddie Munson

Steve Harrington

Will Buyers

Mile Wheeler

Eleven “Jane” Hopper

Dustin Henderson

Lucas Sinclair

Max Mayfeild

Jonathan Buyers

Robin Buckley

#teen wolf #supernatural #shameless #the maze runner #thiam #theo raeken #liam dunbar #scott mccall #issac lahey #stiles stilinski #thomas #ian gallagher #mickey milkovich #carl gallagher #peter parker #marvel #tony stank #steve rogers #wanda mcu #ned leeds #t’challa #pietro marvel #bruce banner #thor odinson #loki laufeyson #kevin ball #lip gallagher #harry potter #stranger things #steddie

[harunokijournal]

Mlihat Kak Risol cerita jdi pngen cerita juga.

Actually gue juga berencana naroh ini di sini (soalnya sempet pengen gue pindahin dari acc rambling lama ke acc twt yg _noyuki tpi lupa mulu)

Saa, hajimeyou! Perjalanan Setsuna-Kana Raizael dari masa ke masa 🤸‍♂️ (warning banyak gambar bikin sakit mata, gue serius soalnya riil jelek banget ya Allah)

Jdi gue pertama kali bikin SetsuKana dari kelas 7. Iyh jdi sbenernya udah lama banget, malah mereka berdua hitungannya OC pertama gue.

Jadi desain awalnya gini.

Gue lupa2 inget konsep awalnya gimana but iirc mereka bukan sodara kembar. Mirip, tpi bukan. Rada influenced by vocaloid aka karena dulu gue demen banget sama vocaloid jadilah mereka berdua. Kalo gue ga salah yg rambut hijau itu Setsuna (kudunya toska tapi pensil warna gue terbatas jadilah gitu, tpi di pikiran gue warna rambut dia toska—probably ngikutin Hatsune Miku). Trus yg rambut biru gelap itu Kana (yg ini agaknya ngikutin Kaito, gatau knapa). Sekali lagi gainget knapa tapi mereka konsepnya kayak ... cermin? Mirip2 Rin-Len yg katanya emang cerminan masing2 gitu2 lah.

Di sini mereka berdua masih nameless (or probably I got them names in my head tapi memori gue jelek jadi gue gainget nama mereka di sini siapa)

Lalu pas kelas 8 gue mulai mngenal ibis paint x. Masih nameless, then warna rambutnya "Kana" waktu itu ganti. Kalo yg ini gue inget gue gambar buat merayakan ultah gue (kayaknya mereka punya tanggal lahir yg sama kayak gue asalnya dari sini alias Lya 14 taun why tf you give them the same bday date as us).

Warnanya nusuk banget demi ya Allah gimana bisa gue gambar kayak gini /merenung/.

But dari sini gue udah nentuin basic personality mereka. Dinamika sun (Setsuna) & moon (Kana) gitu2

LALU TIBALAH PADA MASA2 PALING CRINGE alias masa mereka berdua gue lempar ke fandom biesdi sebagai anak kembar.

Aga malu tapi biarlah—di sini mereka udah ada namanya. Sekali lagi ini cringe banget ya Allah tapi gue ngasih mereka nama SAMA KAYAK NICKNAME IRL GUE. Kek yaampun udah gitu sampe taun ini bulan kapan gitu mereka berdua namanya kayak gitu (Vira (Setsuna) & Avi (Kana)). Gue yakin sampe kapanpun gue akan tetap malu pada fakta ini.

Anyway cringenya blum berhenti di sana sih. Back to pmbicaraan abt them being in bsdoc fandom, mereka berdua ceritanya anak Port Mafia gitu (dandanannya hitam2 skarang gue bertanya2 knapa Lya 14-15 taun ga kepikiran buat ngasih baju yg lebih berwarna).

Both of them have abilities, abilitynya ga saling berkaitan tapi mereka bisa bikin itu jadi berkaitan (?) Idk something like that. Seinget gue Vira abilitynya mirip punya Acuy trus Avi abilitynya mirip punya Odsk (gue lupa detailnya gimana, nama abilitynya apalagi). Jadi kek Vira eksekutor yg turun ke lapangan, Avi kerja di balik layar.

Tpi cringe gini2 sbenernya aga bagus juga si. Gue terjun ke fandom ini gegara join gc pecinta bsd di wa (trnyata mereka sekalian nge-rp jadi oc masing2 di sana). Personality sama dinamika mereka berdua bisa dikembangin karena gue rajin terlibat sama anak2 gc ini (nge-rp, gambar, collab, gitu2). Konsep, sifat, dan dinamika SetsuKana yg awalnya basic banget gue kembangin lewat sini.

(Tmi banget tpi dulu gue ngepair Vira (Setsuna) sama G0gol. Iyh yume pertama gue (dulu gatau sebutannya yume), yg mana sbenernya hubungan mereka masih sama ga jelasnya kalo dibandingkan sama yg skarang (udh karam)).

(Tmi juga Akira-Osya-Saya lahir dari fandom ini. Akira punya hubungan darah sama si kembar, tpi mereka ga pernah ketemu. Osya-Saya malah gapunya hubungan samsek sama mereka berdua, tpi seinget gue Saya kenal sama Akira).

Lalu gue lupa tepatnya kapan, either akhir 2019 ato 2020 gitu (pokoknya gue udah SMA), gue mutusin keluar dari fandom bsdoc for some reasons. Tentunya anak2 ini gue tarik, lalu gue bikinin universe sendiri. Tiga oc yg gue sebutin sebelumnya gue bawa juga, dan entah apa yg merasuki Lya 15/16 tahun, dia (gue) mutusin bikin mereka jadi sodara (dipikir2 lagi masih aga kocak dan amat sangat maksa tapi syukurlah lorenya bisa gue sempurnain sekitar taun kemaren biar mulus).

Enih desain rombakannya mereka berdua pasca keluar dari fandom bsdoc (mata gue akhirnya terbuka dan menyadari toska-ungu gelap sebagai warna rambut sangat ngejreng dan tidak baik untuk kesehatan mata. Tbh udah bagus dikit meski mata dan anatominya masi abal2). Kayaknya ini mereka masih SMP, gue ingetnya gue pengen bikin mereka jadi anak SMP tpi habis itu berubah pikiran dan menetapkan mereka jadi anak SMA aja.

Tbh gue merasa kurang cocok sama seragam itu jadi akhirnya gue ganti (yang mana akhirnya gue jadiin permanen, oc lain yg sekolah di sekolah mereka seragamnya juga kayak gini).

Vira (Setsuna) tuh konsepnya delinquent, tipe2 anak bandel yg dasi sama blazer aja ga dipasang bener2. Sementara Avi (Kana) konsepnya diligent, tipe2 anak rajin di kelas. Vira pake plester di wajahnya karena luka (hobi brgelud, mmang ni anak gaada anggun2nya samsek jadi cewe), sementara Avi pake buat nemenin Vira aja, biar matching gitu www. Mereka akur (kadang berantem tpi ga lama akur lagi), ke mana2 bareng terus meski jadi bikin orang bingung karena wajah mereka mirip.

Betul puncaknya adalah yg sekarang, taun 2023. Gambar ini gue buat untuk mengumumkan mereka yang akhirnya ganti nama (dari Vira-Avi Raizael jadi Setsuna-Kana Raizael). Gegara ini gue kudu ngerevisi semua fic yg featuring mereka berdua di ao3 (dan fic2 yumean gue karena Setsuna gue pake ngeyume), tpi atleast gue jadi smakin nyaman ngocehin mereka berdua (awalnya pas nyadar aga ga begitu nyaman karena namanya sama, kalo diliat orang awam kesannya gue kayak ngomongin diri sendiri—padahal BUKAN).

Anyway gue juga mulai ngedevelop future!setting mereka berdua (pada dasarnya gue bikin universe bokumono (僕らの物語) cuman buat senang2, tipe2 SoL, yg mana alurnya bisa gue setir ke mana aja). Tapi karena mulai bosen (dikit) jadi dikit2 gue mulai nyoba ngembangin juga.

Rencana pertama gue tuh tentang Kana yang meninggal di umur 19 (gue cerita ini ke temen, kalo membaca reaksi dia waktu itu kalo kita bisa ketemu irl agaknya gue udah dipukul sama dia). Meninggalnya gegara kecelakaan, di depan Setsuna, yg bikin Setsuna akhirnya jadi rada pemurung. (Sebenernya rencana ini impulsif banget soalnya kek tetiba muncul pas gue lagi mandi dan immediately gue langsung setuju???)

(Tmi (lagi), lore bnal!Setsuna mau dan bisa kerja di perpus padahal dia ga demen baca tuh asalnya dari sini. Makanya kalo nulis yumefic di bunal gue kadang suka nyelipin hint tentang Kana; seseorang yang disayang banget sama Setsuna, seseorang yang entah di mana, seseorang yang ternyata udah pergi duluan.)

Lalu gue memutuskan bikin Kanachang pake kacamata! Wkwk yg ini juga impulsif, tapi lucu. Kek sejak kelas 2 SMA Kana nyadar penglihatan dia jadi aga kabur pas ngeliatin papan tulis, jadilah dia periksa (trnyata emang minus, jadi dia mulai pake kacamata).

Yeah 3 taun pake kacamata lalu mninggoy /digebuk massa/

Jadi bgitulah, perjalanan mereka berdua develop dari unnamed OCs sampe jadi kayak sekarang. Feels like gue tumbuh besar bersama mereka soalnya ... apa ya, itu udah dari gue kelas 7. Umur gue waktu itu 13 dan sekarang gue 19, udah 6 taun lebih wow ...

Karena mereka yg paling lama juga jadinya gue kek ... paling sayang sama mereka? Especially Setsuna soalnya hitungannya dia ocsona gue, but I love them equally!!! Gue sayang banget pls gue bakal melakukan apa aja untuk melindungi mereka berdua ;;;;;;;

#harunoki rambling #setsuna raizael #kana raizael

[starstruckwillows]

Hi I was wondering if you could do one where it’s Serius x genderfluid reader.

The reader goes by he/him mostly and they/them when they dress feminine. So one day reader is getting bullied and Sirius steps in and is like “that’s my partner” and gets all defensive and the friends stand up for you too and it’s just fluff. Maybe they all do your hair and take off your makeup

♡ that's my partner - s.b ♡

i hope you like this :) let me know if anything is inaccurate!

starstruckwillows 🂱

pairing; sirius black x reader

category; htc

summary; none of the people who care about would stand by when you got bullied

warnings/content; bullying based on being genderfluid, transphobia, some swearing

other; genderfluid!reader

happy pride month <3

hogwarts was lovely, and for the most part, so where the people in it.

but not all.

and not the group of gryffindors currently snickering at your skirt.

"thought you were a boy?" one cackled.

you rolled your eyes, "i'm not a boy, i'm-"

another cut you off, "fluid, we know, you wake up every morning and decide what to be."

"that's not how it works."

"yeah, yeah alright. just wear some normal clothes."

you shot back, fed up, "i don't think you can comment on clothes, you look like the elves never wash yours."

his face twitched in annoyance, "well, we can teach you a thing or two about that."

he raised his wand to perform a spell you have no doubt would've ruined what you were wearing, but someone else propelled his wand down the hallway before he could get the incantation out.

"oi! piss off." sirius scoffed, striding up to the scene and keeping his wand pointed at the group mocking you.

"great, the guard dog's here." one sighed, tucking his wand away.

sirius rolled his eyes, "they don't need a guard dog, my partner is perfectly capable of looking after themselves."

one of them stood forward, "control your bitch then, the constant switching makes no sense."

"no, what makes no sense is how many times you would've been hit on the head as a baby to be such an ignorant dick."

you weren't expecting sirius to punch him, but he did, and the guy's head whipped to the side before he stumbled back, imprints on your boyfriend's rings on his face.

"go."

they did.

the two of you walked back to his room at a speed he set, almost a jog. you had to laugh slightly, "what's the hurry?"

he shrugged, shouldering the door open to reveal his empty dorm, "wanna do something with you."

you figured you'd end up falling asleep, so started to take off your makeup, but sirius held your wrist and took the remover from you.

"i'll do it, c'mere."

he swiped it off your face carefully, before balling the wipe up and tossing it into the bin, shoving on his sweatshirts over your head and bringing you down to lay with him.

"you alright?" you chuckled.

he hummed, "yeah. you?"

you sighed, "i guess."

"wanna talk about it?" he propped his head up and tightended the arm he had around your waist.

with a shrug, you replied, "i don't know. i just thought it'd die down, i came out over a year ago. there'll always be someone, i guess."

"if i ruled the world, i would put those someones down." sirius commented, stretching.

you scoffed, with a smile, "sure, siri."

with mock offence, he sat up, "you doubt me?"

and that's how the two of you ended up screeching and wriggling away from the other, tickling between ribs and arms and legs.

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[pokequirks]

category: dumbair

katsuki bakugo x fem!reader

synopsis: katsuki getting serious, trip to korea and his concerns.

word count: 1.4k

warnings: +18.

note: second of category. third chapter of the series (should i make a masterlist?)

You two spent the rest of the morning together, at least what was left of it. Watching news, ordering food delivery and taking advantage of the free day that you both share. 

"I should turn on my phone" You said, heading to your belongins under Katsuki's gaze. Numerous buzzes and notifications. "Ah, shit..." You whisper.

"What's wrong?" Katsuki asks, clearly annoyed, being almost sure it was your shitty ex.

"Kijun, he's been calling like crazy" You sigh "I'll have to go to Korea."

Katsuki briefly felt like all that was built yesterday night was falling into pieces. What if you two made up? What if he finds a way to make you stay? What if he's again left there with a broken heart?

"I'm serius with you."

"Wanna go with me?"

You both speak at the same time. Katsuki's confussion and worriness disguised with his frown. Your gentle smile and eyes looking at him from above.

"I mean, if you want to go, we should sleep at my apartment. That motherfucker thinks he has some right over it".

"I'll talk to Deku,'' Katsuki said, standing and holding his phone. "I'm really serius with you. I don't want you to leave me here again for a shitty clown. Don't know how ya’ feel about marriage now, but in the future if you feel it's fine please let me know."

Katsuki finished and excused himself in order to call Deku and inform him about his trip with you and that he would be taking an extra day off, since he always took just one.

From the office Midoriya smiled happily for Katsuki and you. Finally taking place where you both belonged. With each other. Of course, he was alredy aware of the broken compromise between you and your Korean fianceé.

And you, you were left there thinking about marriage. Marriage with Katsuki. The sensation of hot cheeks as you thought about getting married to him. However, you know you have things to talk to a terapist and heal some others. So, yeah, you wouldn't probably think a lot about getting married in the near future.

For now you will only focus on being a good hero, reconnect with old friends and...

"It's done," Katsuki announced, getting out of his bedroom.

Him.

You and Katsuki had arrived at the café where you and Kijun had decided to speak. Quick kiss on his lips before separating, he going to a kinda far table, still in your vision range, and you sitting in front of the man that once was your fianceé.

"So in the end I was always right, huh?" He asks with a sarcastic tone in his voice.

"We remainded friends until the night I flew back after taking you out of my apartment" He clenched his jaw, "Katsuki fucked me really well that night and he'll do the same tonight."

"I think we should sell and split the money," he changes the subject "after all, it is under our names."

"You only paid the first two three months of maintenance fee, I gave the entrace and the rest of the apartment because you 'weren't a pro hero and didn't make as much money as me', am I wrong?"

"Ahg, then give me the car and the months I paid."

"You serious? I paid for the car, the only thing you paid was the insurance and this last month you asked me to pay it," Kijun throwed his head back and complained. On the other tables people started to whisper looking at your table. "Be an adult and keep it quiet."

"Then what do you want me to do? Wanna leave me here with nothing?"

"Even after what you did I do not wish you anything bad," you sighed "I suppose you're living with the journalist and I think I can sell you the car at market price minus the amount of insurance you have paid."

"I guess that's fine..."

You reunited with Katsuki after finishing the chat with your ex. He had finished his coffee and even took your recommendation on the strawberry cheesecake. He gave you the last bite as he saw that fucker heading out the café.

"Hey look at me," Bright green eyes looking at him, lashes bating and blushed cheeks "I love you, Tsukipie."

"Uhm? I love you too," he responds, caresing the palm of your hand "What deal did the shitman and you make?"

You playfully roll your eyes and look at him, "I'll sell him the car, I'm not gonna need it since I'll only come back in order to do community work in rural areas."

Katsuki hummed and nodded.

"You could come with me and take vacations at the farms."

"I would like that."

You took Katsuki to eat street food and convenience store noodles, things you usually eated while studying and working. Maybe that was the reason why you were able to save up a good amount of money. Been now aware of your bad habits during your living in Korea Katsuki wasn't really happy about it.

"Did you really eat this shit for years?"

"Yeah, and well, not like years, for field work we were sent to towns with farms and a metheorological agency," you explained "in my free time I went to these farms and help elders with rain and harvesting the crops."

"Sure they gave you marital proposses" Katsuki whispered as you two walked down the street to wait for the bus.

"Yeah," you giggle, holding his hand "I already had Kijun and before I had you..."

"You always had me, dumbair."

"You used to call me that before you fell with me!" You took a seat at the parade, Katsuki beside you.

"Yeah, ya fell with me too." 

"Yes, I did" You kiss one of his cheeks and giggle at the sight of rosy color in them.

You took out your phone, briefly going through news on the local main app and telling Katsuki about them, like the idol you like and showcases held. Until one catched Katsuki's attention.

"That one has your hero name."

"Uh?"

You click on it and it displays a whole article about your café visit. They called him your boyfriend and others actually revealed that he is Dynamight, the number 2 in Japan.

"What does it say about me?"

"That you're my boyfriend and hero number 2 in Japan, they put nice pics of you," you show him "my boyfriend is really handsome."

Bakugo proudly smiled at your commentary, of course he is. Katsuki saw the bus approaching and indicated to you to stand up.

Once at your apartment and before Katsuki entered the bathroom you took his wrist.

"Can we try something?"

Now you were both naked. Katsuki seated with oppened legs and hands on your ass as you devour his mouth and roll your hips over his tip. Tits at his neck level. Quiet moans on his lips as you work through your orgam.

"Wanna be inside...," He whispers, breaking the conection with your lips and taking care of your tits "so bad."

You hummed, feeling all over the place. Your hands running over his muscular shoulders and blonde hair, barely taking time to think before holding his dick and putting it inside you.

"Ah, fuck," you moan, hips rolling even harder until Bakugo cruelly holds your body still and pulls it againts him, "shit, Kats, let me..."

"Kats? Dunno him" he teases, sucking on your tits, "say my name, dumbair."

"Tsukipie, wanna come, please, Tsuki" You beg and he smiles at your desesperation.

He puts you down, legs on his shoulders as he violently penetrates your pussy, one hand messing with your clit and the other holding you still. You squirm under his touch, strong hold on the bed sheets, tears running down your cheeks and pleads comming out your lips.

"Oh my God, Katsuki!" You scream loudly and he pulls out finishing on your clit.

He touches you, your skin twitches at every little friction. Chest going up and down as you tried to recover. He comes to you after a while, starts cleaning his art on your pussy. Then he pulls you closer and you smell him.

"Tired," you whisper.

"Sleep baby, you were awesome," Katsuki whispers too and he leaves a kiss on your forehead.

Katsuki's eyes traveled to the window, he could see the moon shining. And you are lying by his side. He wondered how much that bliss was going to last, how much time you were going to be with him. Utterly concerned for the future, after all...

"Tsukipie..."

"Hum?"

"I love you."

"I love you too."

#bakugou katsuki #katsuki bakugo x reader #bnha bakugo katsuki #boku no hero academia #bnha #boku no hero academia fanfic #my hero academia #bnha smut #mha smut #bakugo smut #pokequirks

[whydronesub]

Perbedaan Drone Mainan dan Drone Profesional

Perbedaan Drone Mainan dengan Drone Profesional - Jasa Drone Aerial Surabaya

Jasa Drone Aerial Surabaya - Well! Perbedaan antara drone mainan dan drone profesional dapat dilihat dari spesifikasi yang mereka miliki. Berikut adalah contoh perbedaan spesifikasi antara drone mainan dan drone profesional, serta beberapa merek drone yang mewakili masing-masing kategori:

Drone Mainan

- Ukuran Kecil: Drone mainan cenderung memiliki ukuran yang lebih kecil dan ringan.

- Baterai Terbatas: Drone mainan sering kali memiliki baterai yang memiliki kapasitas yang lebih rendah dan waktu terbang yang lebih singkat.

- Kamera Terbatas: Drone mainan umumnya dilengkapi dengan kamera yang memiliki resolusi rendah khususnya di malam hari dan kualitas gambar yang sederhana.

- Kontrol Sederhana: Drone mainan biasanya dilengkapi dengan kontrol yang sederhana dan tidak memiliki fitur canggih seperti GPS atau sensor navigasi.

- Harga Terjangkau: Drone mainan umumnya memiliki harga yang lebih terjangkau daripada drone profesional.

Contoh 5 Merek Drone Mainan:

- SJRC F11/F22

- Hubsan X4 H107C

- Eachine E010

- Holy Stone HS170 Predator

- Cheerson CX-10

Drone Profesional

- Ukuran dan Bobot: Drone profesional sering kali memiliki ukuran dan bobot yang lebih besar untuk mengakomodasi fitur dan komponen yang lebih canggih.

- Waktu Terbang Panjang: Drone profesional biasanya dilengkapi dengan baterai yang memiliki kapasitas tinggi, memungkinkan waktu terbang yang lebih lama.

- Kamera Berkualitas Tinggi: Drone profesional dilengkapi dengan kamera yang memiliki resolusi tinggi dan kemampuan pengambilan gambar dan video yang profesional.

- Fitur Canggih: Drone profesional dilengkapi dengan fitur-fitur canggih seperti GPS, sistem navigasi otomatis, sensor penghindar rintangan, dan stabilisasi gambar yang tinggi.

- Harga Lebih Tinggi: Drone profesional biasanya memiliki harga yang lebih tinggi daripada drone mainan karena fitur dan kualitas yang lebih tinggi.

Contoh 5 Merek Drone Profesional:

- DJI Phantom 4 Pro

- DJI Inspire 2

- Yuneec Typhoon H Pro

- Autel Robotics Evo II Pro

- Freefly Alta X

Penutup

Perbedaan spesifikasi tersebut mencerminkan perbedaan penggunaan dan tujuan antara drone mainan dan drone profesional. Drone mainan biasanya digunakan untuk hiburan dan latihan dasar, sementara drone profesional digunakan untuk aplikasi yang lebih serius seperti fotografi dan videografi udara, survei udara, dan inspeksi industri. See you!

Source: https://www.jasadronesurabaya.com

[akudansephia]

Aku dan TXT

Lagu TXT ini yang pertama aku dengar (setidaknya yang pertama nyangkut di kupingku) dan sampe sekarang masih sering aku puter. Agak berisik, tapi lama-lama terbiasa. Part yang paling terngiang-ngiang adalah part “Say you love me, say you love me” meskipun aku gatau lirik keseluruhannya apa, artinya apa dan maksudnya apa, entah kenapa part ini ‘nyantol’ banget.

Pertama kali kenal txt tentu saja diracuni sobatku. Jadi sobatku ini, namanya Canda, MOA garis keras sedangkan aku multifandom sejati yang gampang terpengaruh. Tapi jujur untuk TXT aku punya kesan sendiri. About a year ago, aku sama Arin dan Hasya lagi liburan di Belitung. Selama di hotel kami selalu nyalain tv dengan channel yang selalu muterin MV-MV kpop dari yang jadul sampe yang terbaru. Nah muncullah si TXT ini. At that time i was stunned watching their MV. Belum sampe mencerna lagu sih tapi i was really captivated by their visuals. Serius deh. Sejak sempet hiatus di dunia kpop dan boygroup girlgroup banyakkkkk banget yang debut aku gak ngikutin siapapun. Efeknya aku gak gampang “terlena” sama grup baru manapun. Tapi si TXT ini entah kenapa kok beda yaaaa hahaha. They all have their own facial features yang bikin mereka tuh imagenya “Hah kok bisa sih ganteng semuanya?!”

Saat itu aku belum terlalu ngeh ini artis siapa. Tapi aku jelas inget ngomong sama Arin dan Hasya “Ini grup apa sih, gila ganteng-ganteng banget semuanya”

Barulah sepulang dari belitung dan aku ketemu sama Canda si racun, dia kasih tau kalo dia ngestan TXT dan INI LOH grupnya (ngasih tau MV, lagu, variety show, sampe unboxing album bareng wkwk gokil ga tuh). Nah pas liat salah satu MV aku kayak, “Lah ini mah yang aku liat di belitung” wkwkwkwk Canda sampe heran dikiranya aku ketemu mereka di Belitung (?)

Jadi begitulah. Pertanyaannya, apakah sekarang aku adalah MOA? Belum sampe situ, sih. Tapi emang lagu mereka bagus-bagus, performance oke, visual mantap. Gak ada alasan buat nolak ga sih? 🤣🤣✌🏼

#Spotify #txt #txt moa #MOA #hueningkai #soobin #yeonjun #beomgyu #taehyun

[celotehnyafia]

Gabut Story

Nulis lagi yang dalam keadaan gabut, hehe at least masih tetap produktif iya kan? Selagi gabut, nulis-nulis random aja namanya juga gabut sah" aja...Gabut ini fenomena apa ya? orang kalau gabut pada ngapain? Scroll tiktok? Bikin Story Quote? Scroll IG akun" kocak? I've never been feel so calm like this alone yang tidak benar" alone actually karena dalam rangka menunggu emak" adu argumen dengan penjual baju dan kerudung..... Skip skip, lanjut kita ke gabut story, entahlah kerandoman tulisan apa yang akan ku tulis ini, let it flow like a snowball... Jujurly vibesnya ini enak banget buat nulis, hot outside, see people, west music, coffee, bukan main damagenya kalau anak sekarang bilang wkwkkw.... Oke lanjut kita cerita setelah lumayan lama hibernasi karena banyak iklan. Cerita lucu aja penggunggah kebahagiaan... Cerita cinta lagi, aku udah banyak numpahin semua di twitter yang sekarang jadi x, hoho.. Bahas cinta paling enak karena ringan & kriuk" crispy, banyak micin penyedap yang bikin makin mantap rasanya, apalagi sih ini cba aku nulis gajelass haha... Cerita masalalu versi angle yang kocag ajalah ya jgn yang galau" ttg kisah" yg pernah gagal mari kita tertawalah bersama... Di usiaku yng masuk kategori anak millenial yang mutasi kepribadian karena corona sekarang mencoba untuk menyikapi hidup yang tidak terlalu serius dan spaneng, lebih santay tapi tetap ibadah.. Oke mukadimah dulu, ini bukan bermaksud untuk sombong atau cenderung kebodohan berulang yang pernah dilakukan di masalalu talks about relationship yang serba situationship... Bukan bermaksud membuka aib ya, hanya sabagai pelajaran semata agar lebih bijak ke depan dalam melangkah... Ngga mau nyebut merk, cuma kalau tak pikir" dulu aku pernah dating di suatu kafe ngobrol soal masa depan yang endingnya adalah kesimpulan pada ego masing-masing yng sangat prinsip dan tidak bisa mencapai titik temu. Endingnya, selang berapa bulan kebarakan dong tempat dimana pas TKP itu, dan selang berapa minggu hubungan yang tidak baik-baik sja itupun kandas tanpa drama lagi malah cenderung legawa, better putus aja daripada hubungan kaga jelas contoh HTS, TTM dsb malah hubungan yang sangat menyiksa ya ngga sih? Dibilang ada hubungan kaga officially dating, mau lepasin 1/2 hati ujungnya putus juga, kasihan anak orang yang hatinya selembut bakpao wkwkkwk... Semesta memang tak pernah bercanda kalau kasih kode mana yang baik dan tidak untuk masa depan kita... Mungkin dia baik tapi belum tentu untuk visi misi jangka panjang sampai akhirat... Ada juga yang manis di chatting dengan segala janji" Investasi bodong, pas kopi darat eh ternyata cekap semannten maturnuwun utk membuatku tidak bermain dating apps lagi.. Ada juga yang baik tapi dia terlalu lemah nyalinya karena menganggapku seperti menara gading, padahal juga aku ini juga manusia biasa kayak lagunya band Raja hihi, setidaknya pamit dengan baik... Ada yang romantis kali tiap hari kerjaannya kirim puisi dari internet dan lirik lagu dangdut klasik, ternyata bukan tipe aku yang demikian...Ada yang dewasa dan open minded tapi beda benua... Hikmahnya adalah, masalalu yaudah bagian dari cerita hidup kita suka tak suka, life musti go on, say thank you to them, ngga usah baper dan sok"an susah move on ala" gen z ya khan? karena mereka sudah bahagia dengan hidup mereka sekarang dan kita juga berhak dengan hal serupa dengan cara kita. Mungkin jika bukan karena itu, kita ngga akan pernah introspeksi dari setiap cerita "anda belum beruntung" sebelumnya, hehe.. Kalau belum jodoh, gagal maka taaruf lagi, sesederhana itu rumusnya... Btw cukup deh cerita gabut aku, sekarang sedang baik - baik saja menikmati kehidupan sebagai jombla sambil berbenah semoga menjadi wanita dewasa terkait cara pandang hidup dan bisa menata prioritas wajib dalam hidup...Entar juga ketemu yang se*frekuensi dari segala sisi, tetap yakin dong aku sama Tuhanku... Udah itu aja cerita kegabutanku hari ini, smoga masih dan makin produktif nulisnya smpe bisa terbit 1 jilid novel biar nnti bisa dibaca anakan cucuku, aamiin...

[chyntiaar]

#HimsePride: Slowly Stand Up and Walk Again through this coming-of-age era

Oh my god, udah berapa tahun ini gue ga ada post update kaya yang terakhir gue post pas 2019?!

But well, here I am again now!!

After so many struggles and stuff happened, I’m able to focus to do my thesis :’) Alhamdulillaaah, insyaallah semester 12 ini bisa lulus dan dapet gelar sarjana humaniora, aamiin.

Ok, jadi 2023 ini emang gue berniat untuk bisa kembali ke track gue “yang seharusnya” setelah pas tahun 2020 aka masa pandemi c-19 tuh bener-bener kaya menguji kehidupan gue (actually, almost literally EVERYONE in the world) bangetttt huhuhu. 

Tahun 2020 awal sampai Maret awal tahun itu tuh masih offline normal dan alhamdulillah gue bisa naik mengabdi buat Medfo BEM Unpad 2020 (aka jadi salah satu pasukan X-man aka Eksplorasi Makna aka kabinet yang dipimpin Kang Riezal FISIP 2016 dan Kang Urfan FMIPA 2016) ((thank you SM Uqi dan Pija!! Kadep + wakadepkuuuuh). I think the start was pretty normal WALAUPUN GUE BERASA JADI AGAK MEMPERTANYAKAN .... ini serius cycle gue di BEM bakal sepenat ini?? Kek... wah, baru aja berapa kali rapat atau ngikut kegiatan-kegiatan BEM tuh berasa capek soalnya BENER SERUTIN ITU!!!! Sering banget sampe malem-malem dan dilaksanainnya di luar kampus jadi rada ngeluarin duit (banget si sebenenrnya) :’”” mayan beraaaat jujurrr masalahnya kan gue ngongkos kalo di luar kampus terus jaraknya rada jauh dari kampus atau kosan ihik. Eh tapinya Allah seolah menjawab keresahan gue... iya tapi beneran menguji banget kaya ya itu, ada pandemi. Semua pun jadi serba online, ya gue baliklah ke rumah di Depok. Sekalipun online, agak chill gitu ye ga banyak ngeluarin duit kaya pas offline TAPI PRESSURE TETEP AJA ADAAAA HSHSHSHS gue sampe kewalahan, rada panic attack keknya, terusnya mah sempet curigong juga anak-anak divisi lain gibahin gue karna mungkin gue kerjanya ga sebanyak mereka??? IDK but all in all gue mampu lewatin itu sampe akhir......:”) gue sempet loh di tengah-tengah transisi ke termin kedua kek mau resign dari BEM heuheu alhamdulillah dikuatin jadi ya beres!! Terus juga gue jadi sayaaang banget sama temen-temen Resite gueee<3 Salmi, Dani, Shafly!!!!! (Duh udah lama ga ketemu Salmi Shafly huhu baru Dani aja nih pas November tahun lalu setelah pemakaman mami ((allahumaghfirlaha warhamha waafiha wa’fuanha, aamiin))) TAPIIII BUAT AKADEMIK..... BEUUUUH Nervous jujurrrrrrrr karna udah masuk buat bikin skripsi tuh semester 7 sskdskdsk selain itu matkul, gue juga ada ngulang kelas Antrop simply karna gue udah ga kuat 2019 akhir terlalu melelahkan mengabdi jadi kadep di Himse jadi gue kek merelakan buat ga ngumpulin UAS Antrop which got me automatically E-graded for that class:’) yaudah itu sih oklah gapapa toh online gini. Nah kalo buat skripsi tuh kek awalnya ngaret buat pembagian dosbing, terus akhirnya dapet juga cuma gue ga langsung berkomunikasi dengan baik gitu sama Pak Lucky dan Bu Tanti..... jadi imbasnya~~~ ahhhh gue jadi tertunda buat lulus karna gue ngilang KSKSKS ya Allah.

Iyesss, berikutnya tahun 2021-2022 gue tetep masih belum ada mulai skripsi walau udah banyak nanya-nanya ke temen-temen yang udah sidang pas tahun-tahun itu + ya sambil nyari-nyari sumber skripsi. 2021 biar gue produktif gue ngikut banyak webinar dan kelas-kelas gratis kepenulisan dan bahasa gituuu itung-itung ngumpulin sertif hehe. Gue juga ikut jadi volunteer di mana-mana walau banyaknya di media yang belum established bcs gue merasa kalo di sana peluang keterima lebih besar + persyaratannya ga sesusah kalo ke media yang emang udah established hehe. 2022 gue malah gaada sih ngikutin kegiatan-kegiatan yang berarti kek gitu, ada paling lanjutan akhir tahun 2021 tapi itu juga ga memuaskan amatlah karna si kakak PJ yang nugasin gue dan yang lain rada gajelas :( (sorry ya Kak ....) BUUUUT gue dapet sumber yang dari bulan-bulan lalu pengen gue cari di perpusda di Belitung pas bulan Mei 2022 alhamdulillaaah itu juga karna mami se-mindful itu buat planning itinerary acara nostalgia Djohansyah aka kakek tercinta di Belitung sana:’) yess gue ke sana sama mama, kakak, kakek-nenek, tante, om, dan sepupu-sepupuuuu ga semua anggota keluarga besar ikut sih tapi banyak. Sekitar lima hari kita liburan ke sana masyaallah dan itu tepat setelah hari kedua Idulfitri 2022. Terusnya pas lagi di Belitung juga tuh SG rilis lagu DNA sm flor rilis album Future Shine woooo makin remarkable sih liburan gue di Belitung hehe. 

Snapshot hari kedua di kosan baru (masih di Ciseke Besar kok heuheu) - foto atas difotoin mami<3 foto kedua selfie sama mami<3 (10 Okt 2022) :

Barulah bulan Oktober 2022 gue balik ke Nangor lagi setelah sekitar 2,5 tahun ga menetap di Nangor heuheu dan alhamdulillah-nya kosnya bareng Febri dan Puspa<3333 my besties aka PINQUABU SQUAD!!!! Kosannya cuma ada 4 kamar, 1 kamar diisi sama akang2 angkatan lebih muda tapi anak FIB juga, jurusan Sasrab. Maklum sedikit kamar karna konsepnya kosan yang langsung dipegang sama keluarga gitu, ini pun juga ibu-bapak kosnya udah jd nenek-kakek karna anaknya udah nikah dan punya anak dua. Mereka semua tinggal di situ jadi yeahhh tiap hari rame aktivitas mereka hehe tapi gapapaa I’m used to that kind of noise. Terusnya gue bisa bilang di sinilah gue berasa punya ibu kos terbaikkkk beliau bageur terusnya karna mereka suka bikin acara keluarga gitu, beliau suka ngasih makanan (kayanya juga sebagai ganti gue dan temen-temen harus sabar dengan keramaian pas acaranya sih) alhamdulillahhh. Pas pindahan ke sini, gue dr Depok cuma bareng sama mami, dan dibantu Sela dan Andro. Mami ada ngerasain satu malem tidur di sini:’) walau setelah itu mami ga ke sini lagi dan ga akan lagi karna mami udah dipanggil Allah swt, gue tetep bersyukur bersama mamilah gue ditemani lagi buat ngekos hari pertama. Sayang, dari Oktober sampe Desember 2022 itu gue belum beneran ngerjain skripsi hiks terusnya juga jadi tetep kek lebih banyak balik ke Depok lagi karna pertama, gue harus pulang karna mami sakit masuk RS (yang selanjutnya jadi masuk ICU dan besoknya menghembuskan napas terakhir) dan kedua, gue harus balik buat peringatan 40 harian mami. But it’s okay. Mungkin memang begitu yang Allah rencanakan buat gue.

Penampakan kamar gue hehe (12 Feb 2023) :

And yeah, baru pas menjelang KRS bulan lalu gue balik menangor. Dua hari setelah KRS gue akhirnya ketemu Bu Tanti .... hanya berbekal bab 1 yang justru mengecewakan beliau huhu karna itu beliau jadi warning gue dan bilang dua minggu lagi gue harus nyerahin draft skripsi gue, semuanya, yang gue artikan sebagai dari bab 1-5!!!! JUJUR PANIK TAKUTTT STRESSSSSSSSSSS gue sampe curhat ke Febri, Puspa trus ke Anah dan Hana juga. Gue juga ngabarin Kakak. Alhamdulillah mereka suportif, terus Puspa dan Febri juga sabar ngadepin gue yang di suatu malem nangis kejerrrr stress bener deh dan long story short after so many messed up sleeping pattern karna gue fokus skripsiannya kalo malem-malem sampe kaya jam 3-4 pagi, jerawat di dahi yang lebih banyak daripada biasanya, dan (Astagfirullah) bangun tidur yang kesiangan (yaAllah mudah-mudahan selanjutnya gue ga kelewat Subuh sesiang itu lagi:( ) gue bisa ngelakuin yang gue mampu dan nyerahin draft-nya ke Bu Tanti kemarin banget walau ga sampe bab 5 dan bab 4 gue juga masih belum komprehensif banget gitu:’) but at least I made it to do it and to prove her that I’m indeed serious on my thesis now. Bu Tanti bilang beliau bakal baca dulu draft-nya which I’m grateful for also nervous sama feedback selanjutnya. Let’s hope it’ll be better than the last time!

The inspiration behind the gang name “PINQUABU” *drumroll* THESE TWO KITTIES!!!!!! Yang putih-kuning si Pinqu (or Pingku), yang abu-putih si Abu heuheu moodbooster dan pengganggu kita tiap hari di kosan hihiw kawaii~

Well, that pretty much sumps up my recent years. Tbh it really wasn’t easy at all karna gue banyak lah merasakan hardship, feeling lows, unworthy etc and that the fact that my mother passed away when I was just turning 23 for like, three months five days? made it even rougher.... I’m thinking of her everyday since she took her last breath, I always and wil always send my prayers for her, and ngl every week I’ll cry thinking of her. The pain may not go away so instead I should learn to live with it as I’m trying to survive and thrive for my own life.

The road may not be easy each phase, but I’m sure I’ll grow stronger and be more patient, hopefully.

Bismillah, may Allah help and guide me, along with my family and closest ones and those I care about. 

Jatinangor, 17 Februari 2023