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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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#apologies for being whiny yet again but alas humans r social creatures and i have no desire to interact with physical ppl lmao#its just that im so so tired. ive been working on this manuscript for the last 2 weeks and i hate it so much. so i spend all week like i#cant wait for the weekend when i can avoid this. but my obsessive brain must have something to get obsessive abt and if its not work then#its something else and rn i can feel it creeping into my drawing. like i just want to draw all the time. more and more and more. i can feel#the goalpost shifting on what's qualities as acceptable and on one hand i feel like ive gotten a lot better in a short period of time but#but also it means i sit there for like 6hrs coloring until my legs hurt and ive wasted so much time and i spend hours filpping back and#forth. unable to commit to drawing any one thing. which is very annoying. idk its just exhausting bc all i can think abt is all the things#i should be doing instead but im stuck there until i can get x thing done#and i put so much pressure on the time i have to draw that most of the time im too paralyzed to do anything#bc executive dysfunction annoyingness. and my brain makes me stay up so late and wake up so early. im just tired#so im making myself miserable in all aspects of life. like no. stop that. pls#its just this like crazy frantic anxious energy constantly spinning in my chest#and its like oh u should make friends or something so u can get out of ur own head but like idk ppl are exhausting and i dont like#listening to myself talk. i find it personally annoying lol. i feel like some sort of alien when i go to lab meetings. like i see what's#happening and i understand the structure but like in a synical way. like im not reacting how im supposed to. the interactions dont make me#feel anything. i feel the same way when i go to the zoo or something. like im supposed to feel something but its not there. im forming#memories but then when i hear ppl reminisce abt it. its like oh yea i guess that did happen. i dont have the fond memories u seem to have.#i dont feel anything abt it. so then whats the point of doing things like that? its just a waste of time and money if im not gonna enjoy it#my emotions seem to shift between light misery and an obsessive almost manic focus. so ill smile abt thing but something deep in my chest#feels wrong. weird emotional disonace. agh. idk its just annoying and ive gotta sort myself out b4 i have to take a like 18hr car ride with#my boss in like 3 weeks or something. blah! i should just sleep more. that would prob help#unrelated#in a lab meeting once i got asked what i do to relax and im like. i dont. and my boss was like what abt drawing?#and i was like ahah i like to draw but im so obsessive abt it that its something i have to do#so its not so much fun as it is stressful so yeah i dont relax
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linnienin · 11 months
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⁓⁕🍷 🌸 V e n u s ⁕ a n d ⁕ h o w ⁕ y o u ⁕ c h i l l 🌸 🍷⁕⁓
Disclaimer: Take what resonates. I'm not a professional astrologer, i just am an avid researcher and i use my personal experience when writing my posts (Also, pls, don't copy my work, i spend lot of time on it, thanks)
Ahhh Venus, the planet of love. We use it to talk about our relationships and misadventures in our love life. But it also is the planet of feminine energy, enjoyment, relaxation and indulgence. How do you chill using your Venusian energy? Let's find out looking at your Venus's sign and degree
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⁕ Aries / 1-13-25 degrees : *aggresively flying on the couch* play TV, *loud setting on*, watch the tv for 1 minute, gets bored, *roll off the couch*, goes to the kitchen, sees people, start a little chase (Jason Momoa meme entered the caption) 👀👐. After annoying people for a bit, do a little workout, tries to lift a 700 kg cause they *confident*, fail, they still confident, opt for the 0.5 kg, now they happy 😊💪. Dance lover. Enjoy drinking energy drinks. Not really a sipp-er, more of a chugg-er lmao. Carbs are their heaven, they cannot have enough (cause they move a lot, they need the energyy). When laying on the sofa need to put their head on someone else's shoulder or legs or head to feel safe and receive the physical contact they really crave. Enjoy taking short cold showers. Like playing chess (they're good at strategizing and know when to attack and they're bold about it). Cut their hair as a relaxing activity (until they have no hair left to cut lol), likes dyeing them too, preferabily with bolder colours.
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⁕ Taurus / 2-14-26 degrees: The yawn-er. They're MASTER at chilling. They chill doing everything, i'm not kidding, are they at home, are they at work? They be chilling allll the time. Lovers of the sofa, bed, and others soft big surfaces. Chill by taking their time doing everything, they be starting cooking at 9 a.m. to serve a meal at 1 p.m. ✨Sloth with grace✨. Quality over quantity. Enjoy passing time doing nothing...literally. They be like fixating on a thing and looking at it for an hour straight. Mad control of their focus. Meditating without realizing It. Probably sip chamomile. They like to think time doesn't exist, they got all the time in the world (until they wake up one day, look into the mirror and realize they forgot to shave their mustache for all this time). Hella romantic, enjoy picking up flowers, endless walks in nature, veery slowly, they be stopping every 2x3 to admire a little bug passing by.
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⁕ Gemini / 3-15-27 degrees: Tea time with their personalities. Lmao, no but they literally chill by checking in with their thoughts and their ideas. Loves listening to podcasts and documentaries. Multitasking hobbies. Yup, i have no clue how they even relax by doing 1738283 things at a time but it's a way to shut down their thoughts for a while. Yeah, i know, i just told you they chill by thinking too, but sometimes it becomes too much and they have to switch the brain off. Relax by painting their nails. Get experimental with makeup. Write fanfics but leave them unfinished 👀. Admire their pretty handwriting. Enjoy reading and talking about gossip a looot, too much hehe. Like to play games that require a broad knowledge on everything (ex Trivia). Thinking about doing stuff but actually not doing it lmfao, they just love to think about soo many ideas, that is a way to relax, but then they don't even write them down and poof, they're gone and they can't remember them and they get mad about it :(
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⁕ Cancer / 4-16-28 degrees : Cuddling with their pillow 24/7 (cause deep down they feel alone... 🥺). Play animal crossing. Imagine their future family, even tho they're actually stuck in the past lol. Most likely to binge watch series for a whole day and get emotional about it because they get too attached to the characters. If they could they'd never leave the house...ever lmao, total homebodies. Relaxing by spending time alone or with very closed ones, friends/family. Probably likes to collect plushies, funko pops, or mini cute figures of their favourite fictional characters ✨. Cooking and baking can be a relaxing activity to them, especially if they do it for their family or their guests. Have 'grandma's hobbies'... knitting/crocheting for example lol. Enjoy so much making photo albums, and even more looking at them from time to time. Love going to the sea, early mornings walking barefoot on the sand and admiring the immense ocean and the sun rising, they're fans of little details and very romantic/sweet scenarios. They enjoy being helpful to others, so they'll probably ask people if they can do something for them (especially if they see people struggling doing something, they'll gladly volounteer to offer their help).
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⁕ Leo / 5-17-29 degrees: Stars wannabe. Intensely crying in front of the mirror portraying a desperate girl that has been cheated on, then recompose themselves and admire how good they just were pffft. Put on glasses even at home to feel extra, hit the door while walking cause they can't see a thing, get on the floor purposely, decides to play the blind character, gets up, * sudden dramatic enhancement of the other senses*. Dancing with the starssss. No seriosuly, they should apply, but as the professional dancer cause they so good! (and well they're not stars.... yet 👀). Like the other 2 fire venuses they enjoy moving their body so workouts are very appreciated, but leos especially loove hiit workouts, go build that cooore. Lovers of loong passionate and romantic dramas, they wanna feel all the emotions and they stay loyal to a specific series so they wish it could go on forevahh (hello..."Beautiful" lmao). ✨ Randomly transform their home in a runway show. Start walking like a model to feel themselves ✨ List all the things they can do and skills they acquired to feel good about themselves, then they list all the things they wanna work towards to use that self esteem boost to enhance their motivation and work towards their future goals.
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⁕ Virgo / 6-18 degrees : Killing the chilling. No seriosuly, these people seem like they can't 100% chill properly, and some of them may take 'something' to feel completely detached and lost from reality for a bit... 👀 They chill by making plans. Always trying to find things to do and learn to always get better. Working on themselves is their favourite project. Scanning the room in bed instead of chilling, seeing if there's something they need to adjust or clean. Overthinking the heck out of their lives...wait weren't you supposed to chill? Nevermind 🙈. Roasting others...in their minds hehe, they won't let others see how much they enjoy analizing their mistakes. 'Lemme give you advice on this thing' , others: uhm... ok but chilllll. And you ask Virgo venuses whyy they continue to give advices even when people don't listen to them. Well... saying 'I told you' is more satifying than hearing 'i don't care' 😘 (underlying validation issues). Well...i mean, they could chill while crafting, i give you this, it's probably the only time where they get near the definition of chilling...but hey hold on, cause soon enough they gonna find out details about how they're not perfect at what they do so kill the chill again and let the procrastination beginnn (wait... is procrastination's Virgo's way of chilling?)
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⁕ Libra / 7-19 degrees: They wanna experience the finest things in life. They go to that fancy restaurant, get that fancy dress, buy those fancy flowers... they wanna feel cuddled by life and specifically... lifestyle. They need to feel they value by surroundings themselves with valuable things. That's why they chill by going shopping or talking to new people, because where they see value in, they get value from. It's all about feeling good about themselves. Have a sweet tooth (but enjoy eating overall, it's like they enjoy the experience of taste, they're not really picky ultimately). Can splurge on personal care, lots of tools for facials or expensive skincare (cause after eating sugar they need to mantain the perfect skin lol). They work a lot on the mantainance of the self. That's why they have a good eye for fashion and aesthetics, because they have been researching and analizing everything that's out there to understand what's better for them, but they still haven't found out their true style due to their indecisive nature 😂. Plus let's admit it, they like to change often and renew themselves to maintain that 'interesting persona' 👀
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⁕ Scorpio / 8-20 degrees : Drowning their nose in personality tests. Seriously, when these people wanna chill, all they got on their mind is how to understand that mind even more. They're detectives of their own psyche. Lovers of shadow work. Let all those intense questions unfold! Obsessive researchers. They find a topic they like, they delve deep into it until they've found enough to feel satisfied and jump on another theme to obsess themselves over. Probably watching a lot of documentaries on criminals and unresolved cases trying to find the final answer themselves. Masters at playing Cluedo. Read everybodies's minds in every single setting, it makes them relaxed by feeling in control of the room's energies, and yeah... even during lunch between family members lmao. Need plenty of alone time. They're secretly training to become wizards/witches 👀. Probably like to sip pomegranate juice or any other juicy and thick flavoured drink. Sometimes they forget to even eat because of how invested theyre in their researches lol. I know you're already attractive as hell, but y'all take care of your bodyyy
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⁕ Sagittarius / 9-21 degrees : The boy/girl scout. Those people HAVE to move, they can't stay still or they'll start to stress out. They love a good trip somewhere new, visiting places abroad, taking that bus/train and not knowing where it'll take them (they get lost easily lmfao but they don't mind it, it's part of the thrilling experience). Documentaries lovers: can't go out? Let them wander with their minds. Like to change activities often as they get bored quickly. Enjoy trying to eat different types of food from different cultures. They like to go shopping a lot, to have little souvenirs of all the places they've been to (can tend to overspend depending on other placements in the chart). The one who find excitement in daring to do what everyone else don't want to do. Can love to pertake in volounteering activities, especially if they require them to sail to another country, they enjoy being helpful to other people in need (if underdeveloped can have hero complex). Probably enjoy playing on the Wii in competitive games, they're always up for a competition, even for the slightest thing, like "who can finish up this bottle of water first?? Ready? Start!" (they can announce little challenges like this veeery randomly and everyone will follow their lead, it's crazy haha)
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⁕ Capricorn / 10-22 degrees : Counting their money. Sorting their bills. Sooo relaxing right, especially when the money in your bank account keep groowingg 👀 (they probably watch cash envelope stuffing videos + budgeting on YT). Relax by doing the same routine every day, they can do it without even thinking, and that to them is relieving. They enjoy the adulting process, so actually...going to work can feel like chilling to them lol, they like to feel a sense of responsibility, it makes them feel motivated to always grow, and having a sense of order and stability, that's what makes them feel relaxed and safe. Constantly reading self-help books. Probably sipping their wine while chilling or an expensive drink or a concentrated drink (blueberry juice peraphs). They like high quality items, so they usually shop designer clothes/accessories, they love those labels lol. They love the sofa, don't ask me why lol, most people love the bed, capricorn venuses love the sofa, periodt (can it be because the space is restricted and Cap being ruled by Saturn, planet of restrictions... well, could be).
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⁕ Aquarius / 11-23 degrees : The videogamer. Have way too many hobbies that have nothing in common. Wanna splurge on those headphones too? You already have the bunny ears ones, the cat ears ones, the led ones, guyzzz you have a whole collection of them lmao. Are probably into reading about the unknown mysteries of the universe. Conspiracy theories lovers (they just love when they can confuse others people's minds with all their absurdities). The ones who find excitement in daring to do what everyone else don't want to do. Collectors of technology stuff, yup, they still have the gameboyy 🥺. Unpredictable af but they enjoy being this way so people can always question them and think of them as interesting. Introverted people that need to recharge by being alone. Probably Webtoons and manga lovers. Enjoy pertaking in protest marches, feeling part of the crowd (sense of belonging) and feeling they can contribute to a greater cause. They feel the need to do something crazy once in a while, so if you see them bunjee jumping randomly, or trying others 'dangerous' activities don't be surprised (pls, be careful, and don't try anything illegal....understood?👀...pfft, i already know you're gonna roll your eyes, and think, here we go, another sheep that is trying to tell me what to do lol)
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⁕ Pisces / 12-24 degrees : Do you think thinking about "what ifs" is relaxing?? Y'allll pleaseee, i know the feeling is good when you imagine your perfect reality...but...you literally take it as a hobby and do it way too much...to your own detriment 😭. They looove watching romance movies and dramas, it's their bread and butter (to give food to those daydreams right?🙃). Play music ALL day and get lost in their world, and then suddenly it's time to go to bed and they realize they lost another day to daydreaming, now they got to the nightdreaming phase of the day lol 😂😭. Loves taking baths, the contact with water feels truly healing to them, they could stay in the water 24/7. Can be extremely good at painting or drawing, or singing (and other artistic activities too), and relax by doing these activities. Just asking, but are y'all ok with the low blood pressure?😢(also curious, do you tend to have low blood pressure?). Can relax but lose themselves watching the phone,especially social medias. Until they realize they're literally watching and living an illusion, they think they live by watching everyone else's lives and connect with them through the screen, but they're not living their own life by going out there, and experiencing the world as main characters, not just extras of their own lives.
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Congrats! You've reached the end! ✨
Hope you enjoyed this post, always rememer that we are not just one placement, so if you didn't resonate, that's ok, i'd love to know your feedback in both cases (if you did or did not resonate), it is always very appreciated 🥰
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Wish you a wonderful day! 🍷 Yours, Linnie 🌸
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I like the way you kiss me pt.2
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sam carpenter x reader
i like the way you kiss me pt.1
A/N: Hey guys!! So this is the second part to my newest series! I’ve been trying to decide if this should be the last part or if I should do one more so let me know! Also you guys are able to ask for requests now and i’ll make a page with who I write for!! (Also this fic is not proofread pls excuse my typos lmao)
Summary: You go to a party Mindy and Chad host and “coincidentally” Sam is there…
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After that day you hadn’t really talked to Sam besides necessary conversations you guys would have to have when you went over to hang out with Tara. Which you seemed to be doing more
and more of recently noticing the two of you actually make a pretty good duo.
One day you were getting smoothies with Tara when you felt like you should tell her about what happened with Sam.
“Tara?” “Hm?” She replied, mouth full of the strawberry banana smoothie she was drinking. “Do you remember how Sam acted when she met me that first time?” You asked looking at her. “Yeah but I told you not to worry about it I swear she’ll get used to you at some point she just isn’t exactly a people person.” Tara shrugged. “No that’s not it,” you sighed. “The day before that, I met Sam at the grocery store and I slid her my number. And that night we talked for like 3 hours before I hung up.”
Tara looked at you confused. “You slipped my sister your number…” you looked down waiting for her to yell at you for talking to her sister. “AND SHE ACTUALLY CALLED YOU?” She smirked at you. “God, I knew you were fine but not fine enough to create a miracle!” You looked up at her almost choking on your smoothie at her words. “That was your takeaway from what I just told you? You’re not mad? Or even sad?” “God no.” She replied “I’m just shocked my sister actually made an attempt at being a normal person. No wonder she acts so weird whenever I mention you. She totally likes you y/n.”
That night you think about Tara’s words a lot. Did her sister actually like you? Whenever you were around her she seemed like she was seconds away from punching you in the face. But, maybe that’s just how she is. She’s not exactly bubbly. You think about the time Tara left the apartment for a bit while you were there to go do something, leaving you and Sam alone. Sam couldn’t keep her eyes off of you. But she also didn’t dare utter a word to you. She always left you confused and wondering what was going on inside her mind.
That week you and Tara went over to Mindy and Chads place. Tara decided to find something cute for you to wear and she did your makeup. You weren’t sure why she was dressing you up so much but you let her anyway as it was fun.
As you arrived at the door Tara fixed your hair up and you gave her a weird look as you were still confused why she was trying so hard to make sure you looked good even though you were just seeing friends. You handed her the wine glass you brought as a gift before knocking on the door. After knocking you hear familiar voice say “I’ll get it.”
To your surprise as the door opens you’re met with a wide eyed Sam looking you up and down. She mumbles a quick “Hi” to you before moving over to let you in. After giving Mindy and Chad hugs you look over at Tara and Sam talking.
“You didn’t tell me you were inviting her Tara.” Sam says. “I didn’t think I needed to Sam? We’re constantly together it should’ve been a given.” Tara says raising an eyebrow at Sam. “Plus why do you care? You’re very clearly enjoying the sight of her.” Tara gives a small smirk to a slightly open mouthed Sam who is clearly shocked her sister caught on to her not so secretly checking out her friend.
As the night goes on the drunker and drunker everyone gets. You guys talk for hours, play games and watch dumb reality tv shows. “Who wants to play a classic game of drink or spill!?” Says a very very drunk Mindy. “What a good idea lil’ sis” exclaims Chad. “You know you’re only a few minutes older right?”
“Can we please start playing before you two get into a fight and ruin all the fun?” Sam says rolling her eyes. You all sit in a circle in their living room waiting for Mindy to ask questions. “Tara,” Mindy says, “how many people in the room would you kiss?” “Oh come on, that one’s easy! Three.” Tara says. “Thank god.” Sam replies letting out a fake sigh while laughing.
“Y/N, sweet, gorgeous, lovely, y/n.” Mindy says in a jokingly sweet voice. “Who in this room would you say no to if they asked you out?” You let out a chuckle, “if it wasn’t obvious before, I’m sorry Chad I’m just not into your uhm…kind?” You give a fake apologetic smile. You make eye contact with Sam who looks at you shocked. Obviously thinking she was going to be the one you would say no to. You give her a small smile before she looks away.
The rest of the night is a drunken blur for you. You can’t help but notice Sam staring at you all night and wonder if you look insanely hot or like a drunk mess. Later on you decide to go find Tara who’s probably making out with Chad somewhere to tell her you guys should head home.
“Tara?” You ask while knocking on Chads room door. “If you and Chad are in there eating each other’s faces please take this as a warning to stop before I walk in.” Suddenly the door opens and you see Sam smiling at your remark.
“Hi, Sam.” You say awkwardly. To your surprise she opens the door more for you to come in. “So my sister and Chad huh?” You nod. Confused as to why she’s talking to you. But then you think about the fact that she drank 5 shots during the game you guys played. She sits down on the bed in the room looking at the floor avoiding your eyes. And you join her. “I’m sorry I’ve been kind of a bitch to you y/n.” “It’s fine I guess?” You say confused as to why she would apologize now. “I really liked you that night we talked Sam. I wish you gave me a chance.” She looked up at you finally making eye contact. She stared at you for a second as if she was thinking about something.
Before you could think more she leaned closer to you, grabbed around your waist and kissed you. Only for a moment but just enough to show you she meant it.
“Im sorry,” She said looking away from you when you didn’t say anything. “That was more than okay Sam.” You smile at her and she kisses you again. This time more passionate and confident.
“Y/n!” Tara’s voice calls out a little before the door to the room bursts open. Tara’s eyes go wide at the sight of you and her sister and she stares for a moment before laughing. You and Sam look at her in bewilderment. “Thank god!! I was so sick of you two undressing each other with your eyes all night.” Sam scoffs at her boldness. “As much as I hate to break this up we need to go y/n we have class tomorrow.” Tara says as if she’s not gonna be insanely hungover the next morning. You stand up and smile at Sam. “Call me?” She says before you walk out. And you nod with a goofy smile plastered on your face.
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First Impressions • Jongho Choi
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Jongho x fem!reader
summary• for your first date jongho takes you to a karaoke place a few minutes from your house. It starts normal as you both take turns singing to certain songs and laughing over small talk. But soon the pent-up sexual frustration starts to catch up to the both of you. 
warnings• Smut, exhibitionism, pet names (babydoll, doll, babygirl, sir), dom! Jongho, sub! reader, thigh riding, nipple play (f! receiving), oral (m! receiving), throat fucking, chocking, facial (and I'm not talking about a sheet mask), unprotected sex, overstimulation, rough sex (let me know if I missed something). 
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a/n• Guys big news!!! I'M GOING TO GO SEE ATEEZ!!!!! Never been so happy in my life 😭. But back to the smut lol. Let's say the direction of this one was going to be a bit different but I'm a slut so lmao. It was supposed to be cute but 💀. I have been wanting to do a Jongho smut for a while now and here we are. I tried to keep it short but you know me, everything has to be detailed :): anyway enjoy sweethearts 💜masterlist💜
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“Hello? Jongho? I’m at the entrance. I’m wearing a black skirt and a black and white T-shirt,” you said into the phone waiting for someone to answer. “I’m almost there! I promise, just give me a few seconds,” Jongho said in a breathy tone. Was he running? You thought to yourself before responding. “Okay! No rush! I will be here until you get here.” The air was foggy and slightly cold causing you to breathe in sharply. The wind blew across your bare legs sending goosebumps throughout your whole body. You looked up at the moon, seeing it shine against one of the wet puddles on the ground. All you heard was the wind whistling and the faint sound of music coming from the karaoke bar. 
“Jongho?” You said into the phone concerned that he hung up. “Yes y/n,” you heard a voice respond from behind, causing you to jump. You couldn’t help but smile from ear to ear knowing that it was Jongho. You turned around quickly and pulled him into a hug. You rose to your tippy toes to reach your arms around him and he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him. Your arms were around his neck and your head was nuzzled into his neck. You both have been talking online for a while but this was the first time you both met in person. Y’all’s relationship started mutual but it soon became something more when you both started to video call. The video calls would last for hours and there were times when you would fall asleep on the phone together. This moment was surreal for both of you. 
“You look gorgeous, this outfit looks so good on you.” You heard Jongho express, causing you to blush. You couldn’t help but look at his outfit as well. He had on a black turtleneck that was covered by a cream top coat. He wore black jeans that shaped his thighs perfectly and black shoes that were polished to a T. The glasses he wore complement his frame, making you ponder the shape of his face. The watch that he wore rested on his wrist insinuating his hands, making you think about places he could happily touch you at. “Y/n?” You were suddenly broken out of your trance and brought back into reality. “You look cold, let’s go inside hmm?” You nodded in agreement flashing him a gummy smile causing him to smile back. 
You walked into the building and saw that the place had a neon-forward theme. Everything in the building was black but the wall art was bright neon. Jongho grabbed your hand and guided you to the front desk. “2 hours please,” he said swiftly, taking out his wallet to pay. “It looks like you have a singing partner this time Mr. Choi,” the receptionist said, flashing you a cheeky smile. You remember Jonho telling you that he was a local at this karaoke bar and came twice a week. It was cute to see that people knew Jongho very well to the point where they could playfully tease him at times. Jongho rolled his eyes and shook his head, taking a door sign that indicated that someone was in the room. 
“Could we please get Soju, pretzels, and candy sent to the room please?” The receptionist just nodded and Jongho grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly. “I always get the same room. It’s in the back but I like it like that. I sing kinda loud,” you chuckled softly at his confession and squeezed his hand causing him to look down at you. “But who wouldn’t want to hear my Jongho-ah’s beautiful voice?” You said in an annoyingly cute voice causing Jongho to cringe. You loved annoying him. It was so cute when he was obviously irritated. “Already claiming me huh?” Jongho asked as he opened the door to the karaoke booth, guiding you inside. You looked at how dark but illuminated the room was. There were purple and blue neon lights hanging from the ceiling casting off a cool hue. To the left there was a huge TV mounted onto the wall and to the right there was a black leather couch and a marble table. “Only if you claim me Jongho,” you replied, bopping his nose with your finger. All Jongho could do at that moment was smile to himself and set up the room. 
After a while Soju and snacks came to the door and you both started to indulge yourselves. Throughout the first hour, you both laughed hysterically at funny stories and jokes that you told one another. Jongho and you sang duet songs together as you downed multiple bottles of soju. You could feel the alcohol but it felt like Jonho didn’t. The environment was very laid back and you got to see a different side of Jongho. He was serious most of the time but it was nice to see him goof around a bit. The idea of Jongho being a huge softie made you fall in love with him even more. You felt really comfortable in Jongho’s presence and it made your personality shine through to him. 
“One more shot to a successful first date?” You proposed pouring 2 shots of soju. Jongho looked up at you and flashed you a gummy smile, nodding his head in agreement. You poured the liquor to the brim of the shot glasses and got up from the couch. You walked over carefully to Jongho, making sure you didn’t spill any alcohol on the ground. He looked up at you and reached for the glass but you quickly moved your hand away. In response, he raised one eyebrow and cocked his head to the side in confusion. “I would like to take a seat first,” you expressed looking at the contours of his body. Jongho leaned back onto the couch, his hands resting on his thighs. His hand then slid to the spot next to him. “Then take a seat,” he said, patting the fabric of the couch next to him. You giggled at how oblivious he was to the situation but wanted to play along. “I’d rather sit here Jongho,” you said as you turned your back towards him and proceeded to sit on his lap. Jongho grabbed onto your waist making sure you didn’t fall as you came down to sit on top of his right thigh. 
He spread his legs wider so you could place your legs in the middle of his thighs. He wrapped his right arm around your waist, squeezing onto your right thigh. He grabbed one of the shots out of your left hand and lifted his glass to cheers. You clink your glass against his, causing some of the liquor to spill a bit. You both pressed the glass up to your lips and threw your heads back, letting the liquor run down your throats. You took Jongho’s glass and placed both shots on the table. You wrapped your left arm around his shoulder, placing your hand on the back of his head. You then laid your other hand on his chest, your fingertips lightly tapping against it. A lot of thoughts were going on in your head at the moment. Should I kiss him? Is he ready for that? Is this too soon? Will he think of me differently after this? 
“Y/n?” Jongho’s words broke you out of your trance. “You are overthinking again babydoll.” Your heart fluttered at the new name he gave you. “It’s just me and you here, if you want something just tell me,” he said, tucking your hair behind your ear with his left hand. You paused for a moment, looking down to figure out what to say. “What if that something is you?” you questioned, looking him in his eyes. Jongho smiled and broke eye contact with you, looking to the side. He was obviously flustered as you watched him take a deep breath. You saw him bite his bottom lip making you wonder what was going through his head. 
Jongho then turned to you and stared at you causing you to stare back. “You can have me,” he abruptly said before you could react his lips pressed against yours. An electric shock ran through your body and to your core as his lips suddenly attached to yours. You felt him squeeze his fingers tighter on your thigh, pulling you closer to his body. You moaned into the kiss as his other hand slowly moved up your skirt, caressing your inner thigh. Your hand entangled into his hair, pushing his lips closer to yours. Your other hand was gripping onto his biceps, squeezing softly every time he got close to your core. The kisses became intense causing you to move your hips back and forth involuntarily. You were so needy and Jongho could tell. 
You ran your tongue against the entrance of his lips, making him part them to let you in. Your tongues danced against each other causing you to whimper softly. In response, Jonho smirked into the kiss and squeezed your thigh. You tried your hardest not to moan too loud because of the thin walls but you couldn’t help it. The way that Jongho was kissing you made your heartbeat move rapidly and your core tingle. You could tell that he was enjoying it just as much as you were by the way he was holding onto you tight. You felt safe in his grasp, forgetting that you were in a karaoke booth. 
Jongho then lifted you by your waist and sat you down on his thigh. Each of your thighs was on either side of his right thigh, your core making direct contact with him. You hiked up your skirt making sure there was full contact with his thigh. You placed your hands on his shoulders as Jongho placed his hands under your skirt, firmly placing it against the skin on your waist. He started to play with the hem of your underwear as you pulled him closer for another kiss. You were both silent but you could tell that you were both on the same page. Jongho flashed a smile at you and reached for the remote that was by him. He clicked the play button and started to play a song to muffle the sounds that both of you would be making. He then placed the remote down as the song started to play, his hands moving back to your waist. 
Both of your lips collide again causing you to move your hips back and forth on his thigh. You could feel a wet spot form on Jongho’s pants as you started to please yourself on top of him. You moaned into the kiss as his hands pressed you harder onto him. You begin to bite onto his bottom lip, feeling overwhelmed by his touch and how he was handling you. You pulled away, lust filling your eyes and excitement filling Jongho’s. You both smiled and chuckled softly as you continued. Broken moans would escape your mouth as you felt your swollen core slide against his strong thigh. You couldn’t help but grip onto his shoulder tighter and throw your head back. “You're such a doll, does that feel good?” Jongho asked as he watched how pretty you looked straddling yourself on top of his thigh. You moaned in agreement looking back at him. “Yes Jongho, so good,” you breathed trying hard not to be too loud. He smirked at your response, watching you come undone on top of his thigh. 
You then felt his other hand slide underneath your shirt, his fingertips making contact with your stomach. His hand then rose to your lace bra, cupping your breast. Without hesitation, you reached for your bra, unhooking it. You removed your arms from the straps and let it fall on the floor. You grabbed onto Jongho’s face, kissing him passionately as you continued to rock your hips back and forth. His hands lingered throughout your body until he made direct contact with your breast again. You then felt the sensation of him rubbing his thumbs on each nipple. You pulled away from the kiss and threw your head back, moaning in ecstasy. Jongho then took this as an invitation to lift your shirt a bit, just to see how pretty you looked exposed to him. 
You suddenly felt his tongue lap across your left nipple, sending a shock throughout your body. You instantly looked down and watched as Jongho flicked his tongue repeatedly over your nipple. “Fuck,” you moaned, pulling his head closer to you. He then placed his thumb on your other nipple, watching how you reacted to his actions. You continued to ride his thigh as he sucked on your nipple, causing your core to tighten. You tugged onto his hair tightly as he swirled his tongue on your nipple. “Jongho,” you gasped as you felt him alternate from flicking and sucking on your sensitive bud. The feeling of him playing with your nipples and your clit rubbing against his thigh made you embarrassingly close. “Jongho, baby, I’m close,” you breathed, trying your best not to be loud. He then felt for the TV remote and turned up the volume. He then pressed you down firmly on his thigh, causing you to grind harder. 
You looked down at Jongho and he looked up at you. The sight of him under you and sucking your nipple sent you into overdrive. “Cum for me princess,” Jongho demanded, watching how helpless you looked as you were close to releasing. “Jong-!” you screamed, feeling the knot in your core pop, causing you to cum all over his thigh. Your body shook involuntarily and you couldn’t help but squeeze onto Jongho. Your head fell into the crock of his neck and you started to whimper slightly. Your heart was racing and so was your mind. You felt Jongho’s hand rub your back gently. You felt Jongho lift you back up again, making you straddle his waist. All you could feel was his dick pressed against your wet core. 
You lifted your head and looked at the cheeky smile that was on Jongho’s face. You couldn’t help but lightly chuckle at how he was looking at you. Jongho then pressed his lips against yours and moved your hair away from your face. “You’re okay baby,” he reassured you, kissing you on your cheek. You couldn’t help but smile at how sweet he was towards you. The way he was treating you made you feel special. But his hard cock pressed against your core made you want him to ruin you. 
You then slid down to your knees, looking up into his eyes. “Is this alright?” you asked, hovering your hands over the buckle of his belt. “Absolutely,” he said, nodding eagerly, his eyes darting from your hands to your face. You took his belt in your hands and unbuckled it, looking at the bulge that formed in his pants. Your hands got ahold of his pants button, undoing them swiftly. You then pulled down the zipper, your hand grazing against his print. Jongho then lifted himself and moved his pants down slightly. Once he sat down you reached for the hem of his underwear and pulled down. You were shocked as you saw Jongho’s dick pop out of his underwear. His dick was girthy and his head was huge, it was the biggest you have ever seen. 
You looked up and you could tell that Jongho was ready and you didn't want him to wait any longer. You held his hard dick in your hands, pondering the shape and size of it. You then looked into his eyes as you stroked him with one hand. Your hands barely fit around the circumference of his cock. He looked at you as he bit his bottom lip, staring at how beautiful you looked on your knees. You opened your lips and guided his dick to your mouth. Your tongue touched the tip of his dick first before you closed your mouth around it. You hummed softly at the taste of his precum on your tongue, followed by sucking around his swollen head. You went down slowly, letting his dick fill your mouth. You watched as Jongho’s facial expressions changed as you forced your head down his shaft. You watched his lips part and his eyebrows scrunch lightly together. You both were making direct eye contact as you bobbed your head up and down his dick. 
You rubbed his left thigh softly as you picked up the pace, your throat making a filthy squelching noise. You started to go faster, letting his tip hit the back of your throat. This caused Jongho to involuntarily rest his hand on the back of your head. You watched as he gripped onto the coach and tilted his head back. “Holy shit,” Jongho breathed, pushing your head down slightly. This made you moan against his dick in response. Jongho was strong and you could tell he didn’t want to hurt you. But at this moment you wanted him to use you like a slut. You started to suck slowly, catching the attention of Jongho. You then swiftly grabbed both of his hands, making his fingers run through your hair. You then forced both of his hands into a fist, causing your hair to be pulled into a ponytail. You slowly removed your mouth from Jonghos dick and whispered, “I want you to use me, force me down your dick baby.” His eyes grew wide at your request, his dick twitching in response. “Show me who I belong to,” you demanded before putting his dick back into your mouth. 
You forced him down your throat, letting your saliva run down the sides of your mouth. You brought your head back up and looked up at Jongho. He saw that as a signal to push your head back down onto his dick. You kept direct eye contact with him as he pushed you down, his dick touching the back of your throat. He then lifted your head back up by your hair and forced you down again. You moaned in response as he used your throat. He then started to slowly pick up the pace, carefully watching that he didn’t hurt you. He started to moan loudly, feeling your mouth close tightly around his cock. He then pressed your head down faster and harder, testing how much you could take of him. He watched as strings of saliva connected from your mouth to his dick. 
You squeezed onto Jongho’s thighs tighter, bracing yourself for what he might do next. He picked up the pace more to the point where your nose started to hit his pelvic bone. You watched as he threw his head back and started to thrust into your mouth. You couldn’t help but moan and reach for your soaked core. You started to lap circles around your clit as Jongho fucked your mouth. “Fuck, I can hear you playing with your pussy,” he groaned, gripping tighter onto your hair. “Babydoll, you’re going to make me cum,” he moaned, removing his hands from your hair. You kept up the pace he made, letting his dick slide repeatedly down your throat. “Good girl, just like that,” he grunted, watching how you sucked him. “Keep going baby,” he demanded, looking into your eyes. “I’m about to cum fuck,” he moaned, gripping onto the coach. You felt some of his cum leak from his tip and into your mouth. You then removed your mouth and continued to stroke him with your hands. You stuck out your tongue and let his cum drip onto your face. Jongho moaned loudly as he watched his cum cover your cheeks and mouth. You licked your lips and allowed some of his cum into your mouth, swallowing it. You then took his tip, licking it clean. 
Jongho was in complete shock at the sight of you like this. This caused you to smile at him and giggle, him smiling in return. He then grabbed a napkin from the table behind you and started to wipe your face. “I can’t believe we did that,” Jongho said, followed by a chuckle. “I can’t either, but it was good,” you responded, looking up at him with a smile. “Good is an understatement. If that was considered good I bet being inside of you is 10 times better.” The room fell silent at Jongho’s words. You looked up at him as he continued to wipe your face dry. “How about you fuck me right now and tell me if it feels better than good,” Jongho’s lips formed into a smirk at your words. You watched as he thought carefully about the next thing he was going to say. “Could you wait till we got back to your place babydoll?” He asked, rubbing his thumb on your cheek. In response, you pouted and shook your head in disagreement. “You want me to fill you up that bad baby?” He teased, leaning down, becoming face-to-face with you. “Such a naughty girl for wanting me to fuck you in here. Come show me what you want baby,” he whispered before laying back on the couch, watching your every move. 
You then got up from your knees and stood right in front of him. You kept direct eye contact with Jongho as your fingers wrapped around the hem of your panties. You slowly started to pull down your panties, watching Jongho’s eyes dart from your body to your eyes. Your panties then fell to the floor and your juices from your soaked core started to drip down your thigh. You walked towards Jongho and he grabbed you by the waist, guiding you on top of him. You placed your thighs on either side of his waist, straddling him once again. This time the shaft of his hard dick was making direct contact with your wet pussy. Jongho could feel how soaked you were which caused him to inhale sharply. “You’re soaked for me aren’t you baby?” He asked, his lips attaching to your neck. Your hands immediately went to the back of his head, pressing him closer. Your fingers entangled into his hair as he started to bite softly on your skin. “Yes sir,” you moaned, throwing your head back. “I love when you call me that babydoll,” he expressed against your skin, squeezing your ass with his hands. You started to involuntarily sway your hips back and forth, your folds rubbing against his shaft. “Are you ready baby?” He asks as he pulls away from your neck, looking at you directly into your eyes. “Yes baby, of course. I have been ready all night,” you reassure him, cupping his face and kissing him delicately. 
You then lined up Jongho’s dick with your entrance. You rubbed his tip against your entrance to prepare the both of you. You inserted Jongho’s tip into you, both of you gasping at the new feeling. You then lowered yourself down onto his dick, looking into his eyes as you did it. You could feel Jongho stretching you out, making you clench around him more. His girth was making it hard for you to stay balanced, you could feel your knees buckling. You anchored your hands onto Jongho’s shoulders and he held onto your waist. You slowly went up and down and felt his dick stretch you out again, causing a moan to escape your lips. Jongho’s hands moved to your ass and rubbed it softly, encouraging you to proceed when you were ready. You were overwhelmed with the feeling of his dick deep inside you but you wanted to please him. 
You started to bounce up and down slowly, making direct eye contact as you did so. “Fuck, your really tight babydoll,” his words made you spiral. You couldn’t help but claw at his shoulder and attack his lips with yours. You started to bounce faster, feeling his dick kiss your cervix. Your hands were entangled in his hair, tugging at it softly. Your pussy was soaked but he was still stretching you out drastically. Jongho then started to thrust against you as you rode him, giving you a new sensation that sent you into overdrive. You placed your hands on his knees and threw your head back, feeling how deep he was into you. Jongho’s hands gripped onto your waist, holding you steady as you bounced on top of him. He looked at how sexy you looked like this, you were sweet and innocent on the phone but now you looked completely different. Your top was raised showing your breast to him and your skirt was barely on because the button broke on the side. “Damn,” he grunted as you looked down at him, he looked so fascinated by you. 
You then suddenly got up off him, causing him to look confused. You then turned around and Jongho separated his legs so you could lower yourself onto him again. Jongho helped line himself up with your entrance as you sat on top of him. You held onto his thighs on both sides of your body and started to ride him again. He moaned and grabbed your ass, squeezing it tightly. He watched as his dick slid in and out of your soaking core. Watching your juices cover his dick completely. “Just like that baby,” he moaned, slapping your ass and leaving a mark. You were in ecstasy as you heard him moan your name. You felt his dick twitch inside of you, causing you to clench around him tighter. Jongho repeatedly slapped your ass as you continued to ride him like this, causing a red handprint to form on your skin. You suddenly felt Jongho’s fingers circle your sensitive clit, making you moan his name. Your pussy started to spaz around his dick at the stimulation that was running throughout your body. His fingers were running rapidly on your clit as you continued to ride him. Your moans and grunts filled the room as you both pleased each other. Your riding was getting sloppy as you started to get tired and Jongho could tell. 
With one swift movement, Jongho swung you around and pinned you against the couch. He intertwined his fingers with yours and looked at you with desperation. The blue and purple lights casted a shadow over your body and illuminated Jongho perfectly. He started to kiss your neck, thrusting softly into you. Jongho was deep inside you and hitting spots you never thought existed. You were so drunk off of him and so was he. This whole scenario almost felt unreal, almost like a dream. You started to whine involuntarily at the feeling of Jongho picking up the pace. “Jongho,” you moaned, gripping onto his hands tighter. “I love it when you moan my name,” he whispered in your ear, thrusting harder into you. Jongho then rose up from your neck and watched you as he fucked you into the couch. You could feel him start to thrust into you faster and harder causing broken moans to escape your lips. He was stretching you out repeatedly which caused you to clench around him tighter. He was hitting your g-spot repeatedly causing your eyes to roll back and your nails to dig into his hands. Jongho was moaning and grunting with every thrust into you. His hair was damp and was sticking against his face. He watched as you became undone under his grasp, making it hard for him not to cum. Your moans filled the air and pierced through the walls. 
The karaoke music suddenly stopped but Jongho did not. “Let them hear you, baby,” He grunted, thrusting into you faster. Without thought you did what you were told, continuing to moan. You were so overwhelmed with the idea of him wanting people to hear you, causing you to become even more soaked. Your walls started to quiver around him, you were so close but you didn’t want him to stop fucking you. “Holy fuck, Jongho baby. I’m going to cum!” You screamed, letting everyone know who was pleasing you. He watched as your eyebrows scrunched together and your lips parted. He then leaned down and started to kiss your neck again “Cum all over me babydoll,” he whispered in your ear, sending a shiver down your spine. He continued to thrust deep into your soaked pussy, causing the slapping noise to echo throughout the room. “I’m so happy you are mine,” he expressed, sending you over the edge. 
You felt your walls clench around him as you came. “Jongho!” you screamed, your pussy quivering around him. Your body started to shake but Jongho kept fucking you. “F-fuck!” you yelled, arching your back at the overstimulation. “That’s my girl,” he breathed, his dick twitching inside of you. “Where do you want me to cum baby?” he asked in desperation, trying to hold back until you answered. You were speechless but managed to breathe out an answer, “Cum in me, p-please.” Without hesitation, Jongho looked into your eyes as he filled you up. Jongho continued to thrust into you, moaning your name as you felt his warm liquid coat your walls. He was trying hard not to break you as he pounded into you roughly. He desperately wanted to keep fucking you until you both came again, but you both knew he had to stop. He was thrusting slowly until he came to a complete stop. You both kissed eachother passionately as Jongho held onto you tight. You both tried to catch your breath and process what just happened. 
Jongho pulled out of you slowly and got up to grab some napkins off the table. You saw his cum run down his shaft before he wiped himself off. He then spread your legs and attempted to clean you off completely. “Damn I’m sorry, there is a lot,” he chucked grabbing more napkins off the table. You couldn’t help but laugh at his shocked expression and apologetic tone. “I love you,” you expressed causing Jongho to stop in his tracks. Jongho smiled from ear to ear before speaking, “I love you too,” he replied, looking into your eyes. Your heart was fluttering and you couldn’t stop yourself from blushing. Jongho lifted you up and put you in a seated position before grabbing your bra and panties off the ground to hand them to you. “Round two at home?” Jongho asked, a smile forming on his face. “Absolutely,” you giggled. 
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sukunasweetheart · 1 year
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That classmate sukuna post was just 🤌 a part 2 with dating headcanons pls🫣 if you take requests. Thank you 💕
the referenced post is over here thank you for enjoying! hope you like these extras as well <3
what would dating classmate sukuna be like??
well, at the beginning, its mostly sukuna dragging you around to places after school... he knows all the obscure food places that nobody is aware of- you know those dingy looking places that serve top tier food? yea.
you wonder if this is his idea of what "dates" are, just sitting and eating together lmao, but your heart still flutters even if a lot of the time there is pretty little conversation other than the usual bickering the two of you do because he does little things like giving you the last dumpling or whatever else it is that he's ordered as a side or pouring you a glass of water before he pours himself one
its like this until you begin taking more initiative and suggest the two of you do other things as a couple, like watching movies and going to cute aesthetic cafes, whatever floats your boat! (he'll most likely have a bored look on his face, but look, he'll find some way of having fun, because he always has you to tease, after all)
he probably enjoys more active date stuff like going to the arcade! throwing basketballs into the hoops, shooting games, table hockey, you name it (good luck winning against him)
will probably make everything into a competition and challenge you... and the loser gets a flick to the forehead, or something like that
(you shut your eyes and brace yourself at the end of each game for the impact, but it doesnt come for a while... when you crack open one eye a little, you see that hes smirking in that endearing way at you, because you look so cute with your eyes closed like that, waiting for him)
definitely goes easy on you, and the gentle flick gets you all flustered and shy
(maybe he gets bored of flicking towards the end and gives you a kiss instead)
cough cough anyway
on your way out of the arcade, if you make puppy eyes at him while gesturing at the claw machine filled with cute plushies, maybe he'll cave in and get one for you
what gets shoved into your arms afterwards is a big ass kirby plush
he doesnt get whats so good about such a dull looking creature, but whatever makes you happy, i guess
at school, nothing much changes except that hes a bit more affectionate with his bullying-- arm around your shoulder, sneaky kisses in the hallways, cuddling behind the school building on some days, but its not like the two of you are joined hip to hip constantly, since he has his friends and you have yours
dont bother taking him on study dates - or, if you wanna see him doze off, you should because thats all he'd do, since sukuna does the bare minimum when it comes to studying and still gets good grades
dont ask him to tutor you, he'd be a really mean teacher
but, well, if theres something that you're really struggling with, i guess he wont be opposed to helping out a little, in exchange for something like a free meal later
(but he ends up paying anyway.. when you tell him about the agreement earlier, he'll go "did i say that? i forgot. whatever, just leave it be." its just his tsundere way of saying "dont worry about it" bc he actually has no intention of making you pay for him)
sukuna does his daily activities of beating up losers and getting regular detentions, but now he also finds pleasure in seeing you waiting for him during after school hours by the entrance to walk home with him
is smug 24/7 and its incredibly hard to fluster him
but maybeee it happens once when you give him a big fat kiss on the lips before running away, which stuns him a little
(is definitely gonna chase you up for a second one. better watch out, hes fast as fuck boi)
Masterlist <3
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jeonminhao · 6 months
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Home • Minghao
Pairing : Xu Minghao x Fem! Reader
Genre : angst, fluff
Word Count : 1.1K
TW : mention of depression(?)
A.N. I'm trying to go back to writing again, this time with Seventeen :) since I am back into the Kpop world lmao. Pls lmk what you think! <3
"I cry, even without tears now. I cry again, just like breathing. Though I try to take a step away from the sorrow that has become my home, I cry on the doorsill. I cry, even without knowing it myself."
Tablo - 집 (Home) (Feat. Lee Sora)
Minghao stood in front of the glass door, his eyes fixed on the CLOSED sign. The flower bouquet he had been holding was wet from the rain, the petals falling pitifully on the gray pavement from how tight he was clutching the bouquet. He was late. Again. And he wasn’t sure if he’ll be forgiven. He quickly took out his phone once he found a canopy that could shield him from the rain, reading the string of texts you had sent him hours prior.
I am here! It’s pretty crowded. I found a place at the very back of the restaurant so we can talk. Saw Jeonghan and Wonwoo at the restaurant and he said you’re still at the studio? Hao, Where are you?  Is everything ok? It’s been 2 hours so i guess this means you’re not coming or forgot we’re supposed to meet up :) I’m gonna head back home. I think it’s going to rain soon. Don’t forget your umbrella. Text me soon.
He sighed. He didn’t mean to ignore your texts. His phone was set on his usual silent mode whenever he was working on his paintings. He swore he had remembered that you were supposed to meet at 8 PM in this new place Mingyu recommended the other day. He didn’t know when you two started to make this a thing, trying new places once a week and just hangout and talk about your lives. No. He did know. It was your idea and your twinkling eyes that always looked at him as if he was loved and deserving of one. And who could say no to that? To your gentle smile and warm hand that always finds its way wrapped in his. And he did enjoy it. How couldn’t he? He fell in love with you the first time Jeonghan introduced you to the group three years ago and had been ever since. But life seemed to have a way to fuck up everything he desired. 
He knew a bad day was inevitable and the darkness that wrapped around him like a blanket was not an unfamiliar feeling. Every day seemed like a chore. It was just exhausting. Even breathing exhausts him. But he thought it would be different this time. He thought having you by his side would lessen the pain. And maybe it did, to an extent. But he was drowning and he was just exhausted to even want to try. 
As if it wasn’t enough, his art project wasn’t progressing as well as he’d like and he kept scraping layers of paints and changing his canvases when they finally gave up on him. He had destroyed a half finished painting due to frustration and would’ve destroyed the rest of his paintings if you didn’t knock on his studio door.
And in the midst of his worries and struggle, he started to push everyone away. It was better to be alone. The coldness in his heart was more familiar than the warmth of your embrace and he was terrified. It was too foreign for him, the happiness, the warmth, and the feeling of belonging, of being home. 
“Hao?” Minghao startled, eyes quickly focused on the familiar figure standing under a black umbrella. 
“Y/N? What are you doing here?” was all he could say, mouth forming an ‘o’ shape. You were supposed to be mad at him for forgetting your ‘adventures’ for the nth times. You were supposed to throw tantrums and threaten to block him and end this friendship. But there you were, standing in front of him with the black satin dress he bought for you last month and the leather jacket that he realized was also a gift from him. You took tentative steps towards him, a smile blooming in your face once you finally stepped under the canopy.
“You texted me?”
Minghao looked down at his cold hand, the phone on his hand was still on with your chat window opened.
‘Sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m late again. Iloveyou. I’m s osoorry.’
He didn’t even remember when he typed those texts nor did he remember pressing the send button despite the typos.
He reread his text again and froze. “Y/N–,” 
“Did you mean that?” You asked, taking another step closer and Minghao could smell the familiar perfume on you and the scent of your favorite shampoo. “Did you mean it when you said you love me?” You asked again, this time in a whisper. 
It had been 3 years, 970 days to be exact (not that Minghao is counting) since he first fell in love with you. And not once, even in his drunken state, did he let himself text you and confess. Especially not in such a dumb way. He prided himself as someone who was always in control of his emotions, keeping everything hidden to make sure you wouldn’t be uncomfortable. But there he was, sober and doing the stupidest thing a Minghao could do. Not even drunk Soonyoung would do this, he fleetingly thought before he turned his attention back to you. 
“I brought you flowers. They’re ruined. Sorry. I know i shouldn’t be late and forgot but everything has been shit and–”
“I love you, Minghao.” Your words stopped his trainwreck of a thought. His eyes widened as he looked at you. “I thought you hated going with me and doing this… But Jeonghan said you kept telling him about our time and he said you really love it. And I noticed you’ve been kinda withdrawn ever since I saw you at the studio. You do know you are not alone right, Minghao?” You took his hand in you. It was cold but it was okay. Minghao was Minghao and he was anything but cold to you. “ It’s okay to have a difficult time, but don’t forget you have a lot of people who would do anything for you.”
“This seems more like an intervention than a confession.” He blurted out before both of you burst into giggles, the cold rain suddenly didn’t feel so cold anymore now that he had wrapped his arms around you, the bouquet long forgotten on the wet pavement. 
“It’s both.” Was all you said before pressing your lips against him. A gentle and wary kiss, as if you were terrified he’d hate it. He let go of one hand and cupped your cheek, pulling you into a deeper kiss, sighing in relief, his body relaxing under your touch and heated kiss. Murmurs of apologies and I love you’s keep spilling out of his lips as your hand clutch the front of his sweater as if he was your lifeline. 
Maybe the unfamiliar was okay. Maybe he could get used to this.
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soaringmirror · 2 years
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I just read the pm boss! Dazai x reader and I absolutely loved it but can I get like a shy! reader kinda thing like a pm boss! dazai x shy! reader hc it can be nsfw or saw <3
PM boss Dazai with an s/o who is shy
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p: dazai osamu x fem! reader
a/n: ahh i'm so glad you enjoyed my fic, pls stay tuned for part 2!! I decided to do both sfw and nsfw bc it's been awhile since i've written sfw things!!
cw: NSFW content below the cut, mentions of killing, dacryphilia and corruption kinks mentioned, dazai lmao mentions of weapons
sfw
Dazai respects your boundaries and space, he'll never make you do something that's far out of your comfort zone
However he will encourage you to give things a go at least once
He's very observant and picks up the signs of your hesitance and will ask if you're feeling okay
He's a busy man no doubt, always occupied with work but Dazai ensures that he gives u attention.
I feel like he would be playful and tease his s/o but not as much as ADA Dazai would
Loves to call you pet names like princess and darling just to see you become flustered
He'd talk in a sweet n soft tone only to you <3
Keeps PDA to a minimum, unless you want a little
It secretly makes him happy to see those moments when you break out of your shyness, though he won't verbalise it often
Takes you out on dates at quieter places when he can
nsfw
when stepping into the sexual aspect of your relationship he takes it slow, there's no rushing when it comes to intimacy.
He won't use any knives, guns, blades etc unless you fuck w that
He'll smile and assure you it's fine if you shy away, he'll just masturbate instead
"Tell me if you want me to stop belladonna," he rasps against your ear
Corruption kink, plsss he would love to shatter that shy demeanour of yours making you squirm and beg for more
dacryphilia, nothing turns him on more than the sight of your tears running down your cheeks while choking on his cock
Will not hesitate to kill anyone even his subordinates if they attempt to harm you or give you trouble
Yk what gets him going? When you decide to speak up about your desires and initiate sex
Such a tease in bed, he won't give in so easily. Wants you to work for it n he could tease you for hours
Oh damn this man loves to mimic and mock your moans and cries, shows a lot of faux sympathy.
Loves to mix praise and degradation when he dirty talks
I just know this man loves to make you scream esp during work hours, wants everyone to know how shy you really are
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Heyoooo! I was wondering if the Iseo that you posted about Soap and reader drifting apart after they decided to have a 3some wit ghost was a 1 part thing? If not can their be another extremely angsty part 2?
Cheers, To Us | John "Soap" MacTavish | COD: Modern Warefare II
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[ Original ANGST Post, Part One ]
Warnings. mentions of cheating/growing distant, unfulfilled relationships, lowkey toxic relationships
Reader. Fem!reader, female reader, reader has braids, reader is American (American coded? Can't fuckin remember lmao)
AN. I wrote this within the span of one hour and nearly 25 hours with no sleep. Pls enjoy
Tags: @rey26 @trash-important @l1anaisasasama @thatanonymouschocolate (I saw you were looking for part one so here's part two lol) @bbaengtan @corvusmorte @uwu-i-purple-you (saw you guys asking fkr the first one in comments and decided yall might want one AND two lol)
Rain falls, heavy and unforgiving, and your mood seems to dampen along with the ground. Curled into the window seat, the lamp light leaves a warm, dim, tone to wash over you, and a book in hand as your head rests against the lush pillows and curtains. You tried your best to move on, to find peace, and maybe allow yourself to find it as well. God knows you tried.
“Beba, you really gonna sit there and mope, or actually read the book?” Your friend calls out, breaking you from the beginning of a spiral into another descent of depression and anxiety, and a sigh leaves you as the book is shut and tossed to the nearest coffee table.
“Neither.” You groan, meeting her in the kitchen as groceries and necessities are unpacked and put away in the correct areas, allowing you to move and sit at the bar and watch quietly. The silence is comfortable, and your mind settles, something that gratefulness cannot even begin to touch as a description.
“So, you going back? Saw some emails from old friends…” She starts, deep brown eyes staring deeply into yours, before yours find the back of your head, and she only laughs at your antics. She's finished placing things away, and opens the cabinet, the clanking of glass makes you wince just a bit.
“Maybe, not too sure yet.” You start, before a glass comes to your countertop, a vodka bottle soon filling it before filling the cup further from you.
“But?”
“But, Laswell has a place for me through some connections. Intell is always needed, and some guy… eh what's his name?” You wonder aloud, moving to take a sip of the hard liquor, pursing your lips together as you get more… acquired with the taste once again.
“D-Day! That's his name… Wayne “D-Day” Davis” You’re proud of remembering the name.
“That's… a name. A real American, huh?” Your friend snorts, turning away quickly before coming back, leaning against the countertop and nearly finishing her drink there.
“Take it easy, girlie. You’re not the uprooted one here.” You laugh, and she continues on, shaking her head.
“Uprooted. How is that, by the way? Enjoying being back home, rather than Scotland?” It’s genuine, and your eyes still water at the name of your old… home. An old life. One broken away from, because of a stupid decision, one you hate, but had to move on from.
It doesn’t hurt as much as it used to. 
“Come on, Hen. Talk to me, please.” His hands move to your hips, desperately trying to grab at you, gentle enough to let you leave, but firm enough to let you know he wants you in his hold. 
Stay. Please. He begs in his mind.
“Get away from me, John. I can’t do this right now.” You move from his hands, going to change out of your pajamas into clothing, ready to get things ready for the day. You’re exhausted. Mentally, physically, emotionally. You wanted to be free of this. Of him. Even if it’s killing you, and your soul would damn you for leaving a love like this behind, but the pain was too much- and you didn’t want this anymore.
It’s not like he’d care.
He has different… priorities.
“Well, when can ya? Ya never seem to have the time for me. Or us.” He’s choked up, and you can imagine the tears welling up in his eyes, but you didn’t find your heart weeping for him like it would have months ago.
You stop moving, tense, dead silent. John can only regret his words and actions so much, but when you’ve been acting like this, he feels more justified in his feelings for Ghost.
But he wanted you too, he wanted you back and normal again. Happy to see him, in love, always talking his ear off and eating the food he’d make for you. The happiness in the air whenever he came home from being gone for months on end at times.
Months… with Ghost. As much as he missed you, he was never as lonely as you were, huh? Never as loyal.
Maybe he should have expected this.
“Well you seem to have the time for Ghost. Why don’t you go to him? It’s what you’ve been doing anyways.” You grit through your teeth, moving across the room to finally change, deciding on what you needed to do first. From the embassy to the lawyer, your mind is running wild and John begging at your hip like a lost puppy isn't helping.
“That’s not fair, Hen…” He whispers, standing in the same place, watching you throw on your clothing and tuck your braids into your hood, desperate to keep warm from the chill. Lord knows “Johnny” wasn’t going to warm you anytime.
“It isn’t fair I lost my husband to a Ghost. Looks like nothings fair nowadays.” You go on, pushing past John to grab your phone and wallet from the nightstand, not responding to his small “goodbye” as you leave the room, and the house soon after.
Yeah, nothing seemed to be fair. Not for him. And especially not for you.
“I’ll be fine. Probably gonna focus on work… friends… family.” You mumble into your drink, deciding to mimic your friend's earlier actions and take a large swing of the liquor, needing to numb your mind for a quick second.
“But not yourself?” She mused, tilting her head, a sad smile gracing her face.
“You would know how to do that best, I’m guessing?”
“What do you mean?”
“Focusing on yourself, and only yourself, after a break up,” She rolled her eyes at you, finding irony in your words, before moving to grab the bottle of vodka and refill your cups of uncertainty and sorrow.
“Valeria.” You finished, and she perks up at her name, clicking her tongue against her teeth before continuing her questioning of you. There's a cheerful sway in her movements and it leaves worrying thoughts only to fester.
“Oh, I know very well. But, that's why you're here, no? To focus on you, and your own needs.” A sigh leaves you once again, and at least you know your lungs are working, while your brain short circuits in reasoning and logic.
“Yeah. My needs, a place to hide, a place that they’ll never find me. Until I go back, that is, a girl needs to work, needs her money.” You finish another glass, and your mind spins, Valeria finds glee in seeing your tongue loosen and speak your mind.
“Two birds with one stone. You get your privacy until you decide on what to do, and I have a piece to use against Los Vaqueros and their friends, a win-win.” Her smile is wide and your heart stutters.
“A piece against them? Or him?”
“Does it matter?”
“I guess not.”
Your glasses are filled once again, and clink to a toast, a promise is made and leaves you both satisfied after this night.
You both will get what you want and need, soon enough.
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inventedfangirling · 4 months
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BEST of BL's in 2023 [Thai edition]
(more accurately my favourites from 2023, so that i have something to show for the 100s of hours i spent watching them lmao)
I Feel You Linger In The Air - Head & Shoulders above (almost) every single piece of queer media i've ever watched. Khun Yai and Jom will be forever icons. That drunk poem confession will NEVER be topped. Also LESBIANS AHHHHHH also the way the show explored intimacy AHHH just end meeee
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2. Moonlight Chicken - Aof strikes again. Gave me Uncle Jim, Heart, Li Ming and my baby boy Gaipa- the music, the cinematography, the writing, the found fckin family - i will recommend it to EVERY one on the planet if i could.
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3. Be My Favourite- I did not expect to enjoy this show as much as i did. I loved what they were tryna say. I LOVED the queer undertones in EVERYTHING. if not for the asexual erasure and Not being an absolute asshole this would have been quite the perfect show. And man is Gawin so darn sculpted perfection, LOOK AT THAT FACE, how to not admire!? Also Pearmai my beloved. AND THAT POEM in episode 11 ARGHHH
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4. Bed Friend - I know this was a polarizing series in a lot of ways and I agree to some of the complaints raised BUTTTTTT NET MY FRENZ NET! How am i supposed to not melt into a complete puddle watching King pretend to not be absolutely in love with Uea, and treating him like the babygirl he is, when he looks like THAT. I'm but a mere mortal.
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5. La Pluie - I kinda liked the show and disliked it in equal amounts. Saengtai annoyed me quite a LOT towards the end BUT his brother Sangtien - Suar Kritsanaphong had me in the palm of his hand. Him and his kiss with Lomfon is etched firmly in my brain. It HAD to be on this list.
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6. Only Friends - Gawd. The Promise. The Promise of it all. Thats what maddens me THE MOST. There was just SO MUCH that they could have done. Even if they stuck with a lot of their similar choices i would have still put it higher up on the list if they hadn't undone all the good work they did in the final episode. I couldnt even bring myself to rewatch anything from this one cos of how disappointingly it ended. That being said - FirstKhao KILLED it as usual, i CANNOT wait for their next one, BOSTON deserved better and my MVP- Mark Pakin AHHH i NEED him on EVERY SHOW EVER but also in ways concerning to me GAWD WHAT A TALENT AND WHAT A FACE.
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7. Laws of Attraction - Charn you guys. Charn and his utterly deranged expressions and his even more deranged ex. And ofc everything else the show offered. The drama. The mystery. The family. The romance. THE LESBIANS!!!!? Few things not to love. Especially the finale with all the domestic husbanding going on. Precious af.
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8. Hidden Agenda - Far too much nonsensical plotlessness going on here for this to claim this position BUT i'm just a girl watching Joong swoon over his man and losing it in the corridor and proceeding to do that myself cos man he's so damn good in these kinda scenes. I think he'd be good in more serious ones too but I would much prefer it if it was with somebody who could offer more than Dunk (no shade he very cute himself)
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POTENTIAL FAVS
The following is a list of shows i loved/liked it a LOT but still watching/running so I can't fully judge
(in no particular order except the first one cos who am i to put an aof show not at the top of any list)
Last Twilight [BEST THING EVER I AM WHOLLY AND IRRETRIEVABLY IN LOVE IM GONNA REWATCH IT LIKE ITS MY JOB PLS I NEED IT TO STICK THE LANDING SO BAD]
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Love in Translation - episode 4 what a beauty, one of my fav episodes of any BL in 2023 ever- just LOVED the whole fake date thing - it was EVERYTHING
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Wedding Plan - Leads are cute. Lesbians are cuter. Made me laugh. Also CUTENESS hello
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Night Dream - Who doesn't love a long unrequited but actually totally requited love story?
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The Sign - nothing i can ever say is gonna be enough to encompass just how mind-blowing this series is from concept to execution to CGI to costumes to the gorgeous leads with fckin electric chemistry AND the PINING and the will they won't they arhhhh- TOP TIER STUFF
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Cooking Crush - i went into this with minimal expectations, the trailer didnt do much for me BUT oh my gawd i had SO MUCH FUN with each episode, i laughed SO much and i am very much looking forward to the rest of it
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Cherry Magic - TayNew back again together. Karan and his gorgeous existence. Loved the og. The trope where one believes they are hard to love & someone who loves them like it’s breathing- its literally made for this show and i am SUPER excited where it goes. PLS PLS PLS let them keep the aroace character aroace PLEASE!?!?!?
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shadowofchwe · 2 years
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adrenaline | vernon chwe
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When you're your boyfriend's favorite post concert ritual
🎤 Pairing: rockstarboyfriend!vernon x reader
🎤 Word Count: 1.5k
🎤 Rating: 18+
🎤 Genre: Smut, mainly pwp, some fluff, established relationship, rockstar au
🎤 Warnings: Vernon's a hot rockstar (wbk), explicit language, explicit sexual content (we love post concert dressing room sex 🤩), unprotected sex (be safe pls), rough sex, banter/teasing, choking, mention of oral (m receiving), Vern has some dom tendencies, dirty talk, mention of masturbation, marking/biting/scratching, groping, some degradation, praise, making out, hair pulling, there's some soft™️ moments
A/N: So I promise I am working on finishing up domino, but this idea took over my brain the last few days and I HAD to write it 🥹 2 Minus 1 Vernon at the concert this weekend absolutely ruined me and then my writer brain just went off the rails lmao but I hope you still enjoy if you decide to read it 🥰 Thank you to everyone who takes the time to read anything from me, your love and support means so much 🥺💕
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Your boyfriend was never more in his element than when he was on stage. Performing like his life depended on it to a crowd of screaming and adoring fans.
He was a true rockstar. Decked out in all black. Chains and buckles. Tight leather hugging his gorgeous body in all the right ways. Wild hair soaked. Skin glistening with sweat. He always looked like pure sex.
Sex. Vernon's dressing room absolutely reeked of it. Not to mention that the mirror he currently had you propped up against was sufficiently clouded over, the vanity rocking against the wall from your movements.
"You know, fuck. One day we might actually break one of these things." your boyfriend huffed out as his fingers dug even harder into your hips.
You giggled mischievously before nipping at his ear, "Is that a challenge I hear?"
After show fucks were truly a different breed, with Vernon always being fueled by untamed raging adrenaline. His final encore stage. Until you screamed for him just like the crowd had.
"Not unless you wanna explain to the venue how it broke."
He punctuated his response with a harsh snap of his hips, and you let out a choked gasp. How he always still had the energy to fuck you like this after performing for over two hours was really a mystery to you. He was just so rough. So wild. And you absolutely fucking loved it.
"Joke's on you babe. I would happily brag about getting my back blown out by the Vernon Chwe." you quipped, eyes dancing with amusement.
Vernon, however, was definitely not amused. Not if his dark piercing gaze was anything to go by.
"God, you've got a smart fucking mouth." he snarled, and you felt his hand curve around your neck a moment later.
"Yeah. A mouth that you fucking love."
His grip tightened slightly, reminding you of how he would hold his mic stand as he worked the stage and crowd.
"I should've had you choke on my cock instead. Avoided all this bratty back talk. I know that's what you were thinking about all night, wasn't it sweetheart?"
The cocky smirk he gave you paired with his words had you instantly clenching around him. Vernon chuckled as he slightly slowed his pace, "I do see you, you know. You always look so fucked out just from watching me perform."
His cock dragged inside of you, making you squirm on the vanity.
"Fuck, Vernon."
He repositioned his head so that his warm breath was hitting your ear with each exhale, and you whimpered as he kept up the longer, deeper strokes. You could literally feel every single inch of him, splitting you open and lifting you into the clouds. Especially with the way his hand around your throat was just slightly restricting your air flow.
"I always look for you. And it's always the same when I find you." Vernon started, and you nearly jumped when his free hand ghosted over your clit, "Dying for me to touch you."
You moaned shamelessly, and immediately felt the faintest of touches once more.
"To have my hands on you." he went on, hand trailing higher up your body to grope your breast.
Your clothes were in complete disarray with your chest fully exposed, but Vernon still had his entire ensemble on. Only stripping enough to free his cock from the confines of his tight leather pants. And something about the contrast always drove you absolutely mad.
Because the man couldn't even wait long enough to change before fucking you. He was on you the moment he stepped off the stage. And you let him have you any way he wanted.
On the vanity like tonight. The couch. Up against the door. The wall. Even the floor. Really any surface was fair game.
You were definitely enjoying the vanity tonight though. The coolness of the mirror against your bare back at least served as an anchor if nothing else.
"My mouth."
His head ducked down, and your nails scratched at his biceps through his shirt when you felt his lips wrap around your nipple.
"Shit." you hissed as his tongue flicked over your bud.
The same tongue that had been teasing and torturing you while he'd been on stage all night. Darting out to lick his lips in between songs. Swiping across the length of his mouth when he was singing.
And a personal kryptonite for you. When it would be poking through his cheek, and that signature cocky expression was plastered across his features. In those moments, it would take every bit of restraint you had not to rush the stage.
His hand had loosened around your neck, but the weight of it there was still enough to maintain the light headed, fuzzy feeling. His teeth tugged at your nipple, and your head fell back against the foggy glass as a breathy moan slipped out.
"I bet you're even tempted to touch yourself, aren't you? Even in a crowd full of people. Filthy girl." Vernon murmured against your skin, and you immediately felt goosebumps spring up.
Well he definitely didn't make it easy. Not with the sexy way he confidently owned the stage every single time. Or the fact that those damn leather pants gave you a very visible and very distracting outline of his cock.
The rasp and growl in his voice mirrored the way he growled into your ear when he was pounding into you. The veins in his neck prominent and bulging whenever he would be passionately belting out lyrics. A familiar sight when you would look up at him while his cock was down your throat. Everything was just such a fucking turn on and it made you hate him just the tiniest bit.
"So impatient for cock. Even though you know you'll get what you want as soon as the show is over. You always do, don't you sweetheart? My spoiled little brat."
He switched back to his prior brutal pace without a warning, and your hands frantically clawed at his arms as your body rocked back against the mirror. Sounds of pleasure flowed freely from your mouth. Let the whole damn venue hear, you really didn't give a fuck.
"Are you gonna scream for me, sweetheart?" Vernon inquired, and the husky edge to his voice had your walls tightening around him once again.
One of his fingers strummed across your clit, and you cried out.
"You know yours are my favorite."
"Vernon…please…so close." you managed to say in between heaving breaths.
His lips roughly crashed against yours, and it was like music, loud and bright and beautiful, bursting inside you. His hand on your neck reached up to twist into your hair at the same time that you felt more of his fingers attending to your clit.
The kiss devolved into a heated collision of tongue and teeth as you practically sobbed into Vernon's mouth. There was only one thing your boyfriend knew better than music, and that was your body. And right now he was playing you in all the right ways.
He stroked your bundle of nerves faster while his cock reached the deepest part of you. A scream was ripped from your throat as you came suddenly, your hands wrapping around his back and clumsily clutching at his shoulders. Vernon groaned as his thrusts grew more erratic.
"Fuck, sweetheart. You feel so fucking perfect. I'm right there with you." he rasped out, still lazily trying to chase your lips.
"I love you…so much. And I'm so…proud of…you."
You did your best to convey the heartfelt words in the midst of also coming down from your high. Vernon gave you the softest, sappiest smile, and the symphony inside you erupted.
He kissed you gently, both of you beaming against each other's mouths. You felt him twitch inside you, and then he was coming undone and joining you up in the clouds.
His forehead rested against your shoulder after several moments as he tried to catch his breath. You peppered loving kisses all over his neck and the side of his face, Vernon letting out a series of tired giggles.
"I love you, sweetheart."
You hummed against his skin, "I love you. My rockstar."
"God, you're an even bigger adrenaline rush than going on stage."
You laughed at that, the movement jostling both of your bodies slightly.
"You know I have to say, I think you just gave one of the best performances of your life." you added playfully.
"Yeah, well, I do live to serve and please my audience. Especially my favorite one." he said back, lightly pinching your hip.
A mischievous grin slowly spread across your face.
"I wouldn't say I'm completely satisfied though."
Your boyfriend's head shot up immediately, a mixture of panic and confusion adorning his features.
"Wait, you-"
"I haven't gotten my souvenir T-shirt yet." you cut him off, pouting for dramatic effect.
The worst happened. Vernon tongued the inside of his cheek, "Oh, I'll give you a souvenir."
By the time the two of you stumbled out of the dressing room at the end of the night, you were going home with the whole damn gift shop. That was okay though, cause Vernon had definitely done some "shopping" of his own. Yeah, good luck to his make-up artist for the next few shows. That woman was definitely going to have her work cut out for her.
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nsb-rkive · 2 years
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If it’s possible two nsb reactions? Nsb reaction to you being a baddie and nsb reaction to you being a gamer god/godess/royalty. love your writing btw 💕
(sorry if I took a lot, hope you like anyways<3)
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙨/𝙤 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙧🎮
PAIRING(S):: nsb x reader
GENRE(S):: soft/fluff, reaction, req
W.C:: 0.9k
WARNING(S):: none
NOT CHECKED TWICE
AU:: hi everyone im back!! Sorry for being dry, but i was on vacation and I’ve also done a few things so I didn't have so much time to post, sorry:// Anyways hope you enjoy! <3
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🎮 | Oliver
So, Oliver doesn't play video games that much as the other ones do, but I don't think that would be a big deal if his s/o was a gamer. Of course he’d rather spend time with you as much as possible, so he might interrupt and distract you from your games, but I don’t think he’d turn it into a big problem, yk. “Babe can we go out?” “Babe i want your attention, you’ve been playing for 2 hours straight now” and ofc, as a good simp, you would stop playing and start giving attention to your boyfriend. He’s a really sweet guy, he would do anything for you, so when you’d ask him to play valorant with him, he’d hesitate at first but accept it. He looks so cute while sitting between your legs, with you behind him explaining and helping him with the game I'M SOBBING.
🎮 | Kane
Kane doesn't really mind, tbh. I think he’d just lay on his bed and watch anime till you’re done playing. Otherwise, he’d watch you playing and try to learn more from you. “OMG HOW DID U DO THAT” “Damn my girl is a pro AHAHA” bet he would say things like this. I think he’d also try to challenge you “We all know i am going to win, come on” then lose IM LAUGHING SO HARD PLS- as we all know, he hates losing even tho he always do LMAO so i think he’d get “mad” at you for laughing and making fun of the words the said earlier. Just know that everything has a consequence, so be ready for a revenge cuz this boy ain't letting you rest
🎮 | Justin
Oh lord, Justin won't leave you alone, especially after you started playing valorant. He’d ask you to play with him whenever you both are free, it’s so cute of him😭 “Fuck y/n did you train or something? How come you are beating me at killing??” He’d start bragging about how good you are at playing and this shit. Probably you would go to one of those computer cafeterias for some gaming date or to relax after watching a movie or sum. Just go play with him when u can, he loves to see your concentrate face while u play HE IS SO CUTE PLEASE
🎮 | Regie
He wouldn't believe you at first, but after you showed him your skills at playing valo, he immediately changed his mind. I dont think he plays valo that much, but Dota, so he’d probably ask you to play with him. If you dont know how to play it, he’ll teach you how to do it. Same as Oliver, but this time you are sitting on his legs while he leads your hands on the mouse and keyboard. You’d get excited because you are slowly learning and he cant help but giggle and smile while thinking about how cute you are. The urge to punch him for being so pretty and adorable damn it
🎮 | Ryan
So, as we know way too damn well, Ryan is a gamer, so bet he’d be more than happy to have a partner who’s too. He would ask you to join him to play valorant together. Ofc you’d play other games too, like Fall Guys or League of Legends, but he just finds it so cute how competitive you become while playing. You two would yell so loud that even the neighbors would come to your place to complain abt it LMAOAOAOAO DEF ME. It seems all cute but man don't be fooled by his rbf, ryan could get pissed if u win the game PLS💀💀 “Babe what’s wrong?” “Nothing sigh” you can clearly tell he is pissed so let him win the game so mf doesn't complain that much😭😭😭 He’d probably download and buy more games just for you to play together AWWW MY BABY
🎮 | Darren
As much as he likes playing video games, I don't think Darren plays that much tbh, but still he thinks it’s really cool that his s/o is a gamer. Like Justin, he’d probably go around and brag abt u being a gamer. Sometimes he’d look at you while playing, but usually he prefers lying down and putting his head on your tights while looking at his phone. BIG ASS HEAD BEING SO CUTE HELP After you are done playing he’d probably take you out for an ice cream or something. Make sure to give him a lot of attention tho, or mf will interrupt you in the middle of the game to kiss your lips fight me darren🤺
🎮 | Sebastian
Like Oliver and Darren, Seb doesnt play that much, maybe less than Darren, but still it doesnt bother him if you were a gamer. He’d let you play as much as you want, and while you do so, he’d work or watch Netflix. “What game is this? Oh I've never played it before, can I try?” such a cUTIEEEEE CRYING He can be annoying as HELL sometimes, but he just loves you a lot, and he wants to keep you as close as possible because you are his first partner (cap), or at least he considers you as it. He be trying to interrupt your game but fails miserably, like many Kane’s pranks😭😭😭 Sometimes you are too focused on your game, that you dont even notice that he went for a motorcycle ride like 2 hours ago 😭 PLEASE THIS IS SO ME💀💀
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kidsinsaturn · 2 years
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amusement park
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characters: itachi uchiha; sasuke uchiha; shisui uchiha
genre: fluff; modern au
warnings: gn!reader; suggestive themes
Part 2
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-pretty boy itachi isn’t really fond of these places:((
-he loves being with you and appreciates your kindness for inviting him to such a nice place buttt he wouldn’t want to get on on any of the games that can potentially give him a heart attack
-he loves being with you and appreciates your kindness for inviting him to such a nice place buttt he wouldn’t want to get on on any of the games that can potentially give him a heart attack
-still, he will try to convince you not to try the most extremes ones because he doesn't want anything to happen to you ok please bare with him he just wants you to be with him so he is sure you are safe
-he will always take care of your purse/backpack; from the start–because he is such a gentleman– itachi would ask for whatever it is that you're carrying so you don't have to bother,,, omg this man seriously
-itachi pays for everything !! no objection, please don't even try to argue with him because he will NOT allow you to even spend one cent even if you were the one who invited him
-will take care of your belongings and your food if you have to go to the restroom
-not too much of pda because he is like that, will probably just hold your hand if you're not holding anything, but in the crowded areas, he is definitely touching you
-if you get very smoochy all of a sudden (?), unless it's only the two of you–like in the ferris wheel– he will give in, but if there's people around then no !! wait for his kisses
-(this happens a lot here where I live) it is impossible to scam this boy, ok he is too smart for the system, he knows all the tricks and is always except from any scamming; will be over you if you are talking to anyone in case they want to scam you
-at the end of the day, he is very exhausted omgg,, poor boy, so if you had fun then he is very grateful and happy, but an amusement park is not definitely his thing; wouldn't want it for a date
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-[I really don't know how to write him I'm so sorry in advance:(]
-i hc sasuke as someone quiet, calm, and definitely enjoys domestic quality time, so these types of places aren't really his thing
-you somehow succeeding in convincing him going with you to an amusement is beyond this world, so if it took a lot of begging, then maybe sasuke would be more sensible about your feelings and enjoyment
-he'll be particularly ok if you like riding those big extreme games, but will make a fuss if you are later on feeling bad for all the rides lol like you literally asked for it why are you complaining
-I feel like sasuke wouldn't object if you want to spend your own money as long as it is for something worthwhile
-like for example if you want to try some new exotic food, sasuke will tell you not to buy it because then what will you do if you don't like it? throw it away?? excuse him he doesn't like wasting food and money
-if you ask him though, he would play those games where you can win prizes and my looord he is so competitive lol
-he is most likely to want to be accompanied with another couple like kind of a double date,,, [idk why i just think so]
-my boy don't appreciate pda sorry:(( so if you even try to hold his hands he will be so shocked and even disgusted hahjd my god as if he wasn't a closet pervent pls sasuke go home or go big
-he wouldn't like to stay out all night, he'll probably grow tired from all the loud noise and the people,, he don't like people ok,, so after a few hours, say like three maximum, he would like to treat you with a nice dinner in his or your house uwu Im soft
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-my beautiful sunshine boy shisui !! he is the BEST person to go to an amusement park with
-will try all the games with you, even those that can give you a heart attack ok he loves that feeling lmao any kind of ride or roller coaster he is so up for the experience
-if you don't like those type of games, then he is okay with it, he puts your comfort and joy before his
-shisui will also be carrying your purse/backpack from the beginning !! he is such a young gentleman I love him so much and will carry any other thing you get through the day
-my god I feel like shisui is such a show off, he will try–and succeed–any of those stands where you can win prizes and get you a million prizes; he does it because he wants you to have something from him and also to show his incredible abilities ok
-he pays for everything as well !! he is a young gentleman don't go and try to take that title away from him; he pays for every insignificant thing you take a minimum interest in, for your food, and for anything else
-double checks your belt is well secured and takes a million photos of you and himself ok I picture him with almost half of his gallery full of embarrassing and cringy photos of both of you
-steals your food my god you insist to get two ice creams, but he claims he isn't hungry but then is all over your food
-he isn't against pda so he is all over you all the time, he has to be always touching you and sometimes he wants more than just holding your hand, he wants to be hugging you from the back or has you whole ass arm tucked in with his, he is clingy asf
-and if you get in the Ferris wheel !! he is devouring you no objections, you get off with your clothes messed up; he isn't probably doing anything more than just a steamy make up sesh,, unless,, of course you are up for something a little riskier
-shisui is always up for a date in an amusement park, he really enjoys the adrenaline from the games, and thinks it is the perfect environment to be with his favorite person, you
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xirex · 1 year
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JULIA ✮ FRIENDSHIPS ?!
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! YUNJIN . . . JENLIA
le sserafim's yunjin
julia's contact name : julie 💕
yunjin's contact name : jenjen 💞
they're basically sisters. julia met yunjin just before she went into produce 48 and their conversation just flowed so naturally—they just had to be friends. since then, they've been inseparable. if jake or one of the boys weren't there to give her advice, julia would head straight to yunjin. and when yunjin got eliminated from the show, julia was there to comfort her and make sure that she never gave up on her idol dreams. when she signed with somu, julia was her biggest supporter, and even showed up to every le sserafim comeback show to support her friend. yunjin offered julia the best of advice, even if she only understood the struggle her friend was going through to a certain extent. even the boys themselves know and are friends with yunjin.
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? WONYOUNG . . . LIWON
ive's wonyoung
julia's contact name : jieunnie
wony's contact name : my queen 👑
julia and wonyoung met during produce 48, when the former made a visit to the set to see yunjin preform. it took them a while to get close, but now, they're like best friends. they don't hang out alone often, most times being during 'dorkz' meetups because of wony's busy schedule, but when they do, it lasts hours because there's so much to catch up on. two fashion icons, the duo enjoy styling each other and occasionally post videos or pictures of the process on instagram. just a really wholesome relationship that's more private compared to julia's other friendships.
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! MINJI . . . 2JI
newjeans's minji
julia's contact name : jujuju
minji's contact name : CAUSE IIIIIII 😋
them meeting was extremely random. julia bumped into minji in a target shoe aisle while looking for a new pair of shoes for seungmin. somehow they became friends after that. these two are like two hype girls !! constantly cheering each other or their friends on for doing the smallest of things LMAO. they love messing with dispatch too!! once julia went out with minji dressed man-like and it had everybody confused pls. my little pranksters <3 out of every duo in the 'dorkz' friend group, these two are the best at tricking the others. after minji debuted, julia would NOT stop singing attention & hype boy and even does it with omg now.. bless her members' ears.
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! KEEHO . . . KEELIA
p1h's keeho
julia's contact name : front door frame 🖤
keeho's contact name : forward up 🖤
my silly gooses frl!!! they love to play around. they met just before p1h debuted, in a convenience store ?? julia saw him pick up a bag of chips and was like "i love those too!!!" :insert shock face: from there, they became bee eff effs! a mix of tom and jerry and "omg ilysm let's get married!" tbh. another more private relationship; these two prefer to hang out in the dorms rather than going out, just sitting doing something as simple as video games. trust me, they'll make it extra somehow. they're the type to send you 100+ tiktoks in a span of 2 hours and then continue to annoying quote said tiktoks the entire day until they find something else to mimic.
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! LILY . . . 2LI
nmixx's lily
julia's contact name : lelelelelelele 💔
lily's contact name : lililililillili 💔
never shuts up x never stops singing. all of the 'dorkz' hate [/joke] them. they've been friends since they were trainees !!! their conversations could last for hours, because somehow, there's always something new to talk about. they like to go out a lot; arcades, malls, rollerskating, bowling, etc. every day there's some new adventure they're going on and documenting in the group chat. they have a bunch of different v-lives together, dating all the way back to 2019, of them just talking about whatever's on their mind or playing some game.
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! SOOBIN & YEONJUN . . . JJUTTANGBIN
txt's soobin & yeonjun
their gc name : 도움이 필요 [ needs help ]
these three.. i don't know how to explain them. two overly confident idiots and one tired leader? its um. chaotic. they can't do anything together without causing chaos, but it's okay. 'sleepovers' that turn into either a. all three of them entangled together cuddling, or b. one of them accidentally breaking something and everything ending up in an absolute wreck. soobin and yeonjun love to scare julia, while julia loves to tease them for being "old hags" (they're only 2-3 years older...). overall, fans love them, while their group members do anything and everything in their power to keep jjuttangbin apart.
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! SUNGHOON . . . PPOKKU
enha's sunghoon
julia's contact name : ppororo
sunghoon's contact name : 🐧
they began being friends when they had to be mcs together, but met some time before that. you would think they wouldn't be a good match—however julia's extroverted nature brings out the more playful and energetic side of sunghoon, something fans enjoy seeing when the two do interviews together. their friendship is filled with teasing; it could be over anything, just give one a prompt and they'll find some way to connect that to the other. despite this, the two admire each other, even if they won't admit it out in the open; julia for his talent in ice skating and visuals, and sunghoon for her expertise in dance. they hang out more often nowadays, just simple coffee or shopping friend-dates.
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! JAY , JAKE , & RIKI . . . JAGIZ
enha's jay, jake, and ni-ki
their gc name : 사랑의 새와 세 번째 휠러 [ love birds and the third wheelers - made by riki ofc ]
julia met jay through jake in early jan '21. then, around a month later, she, jake, and jay were gonna go to an arcade to hang out; riki saw the three leaving and immediately started being a little shit asking them to take him with them. julia, wanting to be nice, agreed (although jake begged her not to) and that bloomed the jagiz friendship we have now. her best friends !!!! they always go out or have celebratory dinners whenever one group's promotions end. during the enskz drought, they got caught hanging out tgt by dispatch and fans so much that it started to make fans think julia was dating all three boys at one point...weird, right? anyways, their name "jagiz" came from a vlog julia posted in mid-2022. jake used 'jagi' to call julia over, and jay & riki immediately began to mock him, julia joining in at some point as well.
for some context ,, jake & julia went to the same school & have known eo for years; they began dating in january '21.
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! BSS . . . BSSJ
svt's dk, hoshi, and seungkwan \ such a long nickname. bssj stands for booseoksoonjul :sob:
their gc name : 싸움, 아니 [ fighting, no ]
julia met hoshi when she worked with seventeen for home;run! he found her talent in dance really cool and because they had similar personalities, wanted to be friends. initially, it was just hoshi & julia, but then he introduced her to dokyeom & seungkwan and everything just clicked for the four. bss were the only seventeen members she wasn't highly intimidated by, and they had already knew of julia because she blew up in 2019 for her dancing, so they managed to get along in a more natural setting. these three treat her more as a best friend rather than a daughter or younger sister (although sometimes, they do end up using their ages against her); regularly scheduled game nights, sleepovers, gossiping, etc. and julia's been mentioned / involved in a handful of going seventeen episodes because of her friendship with bss.
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xia's message . . . this took everything out of me to finish. lee jieun why are you a social butterfly. this is only her close friends too.. :sob: taglist [ @mynameisnotlaura ]. . . open!
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timingmatters · 1 year
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Man i like AND im rooting for buddie but (and ik im 100% getting attacked for this) they aren’t the main part of the show. They aren’t!!! Season finale is been out for like 2 hours and already I’ve seen people make 284848585 think pieces of why the show should be over bc buddie didn’t go canon. Like…. The white men maybe being queer are not the main representation of this show or the main importance pls. The main importance is def the family the ENTIRE 118 found in each other. And even if buddie goes canon the main queer rep is Hen. You know, the black lesbian with an family????????? (Which like…. You rarely EVER see on tv??????).
You can be mad at buddie not going canon but also to talk as if the entire writing should be jusged based on buddie like…. I need y’all to wake up a little idk.
Just feels like all characters and storylines are often forgotten or ignored to focus on buddie sometimes. Or maybe because i do like buddie and interact with the content is what i see majority of fans taking priority on.
To me the season finale was so good!!! Because it was everyone just freaking out and looking for each other and then bobby. And any ep where they all take a moment to remember bobby is their adoptive father is an A+ for me sjdjfjdj i adore ALL relationships with Bobby they are so precious. Buck taking charge was also amazing???? Hen wanting to take care of everyone???? Eddie trying to ignore his own pain to constantly worry about everyone else??? Saving Chim??????? Loved it!!!
I do agree the eddie and Buck girlfriends storylines were off. Eddie’s not THAT much. Buck’s was bc Natalia had just cared for him dying so idk why they are portraying it like they have such an emotional bond lmao??? Its mostly been how she was fascinated he died and then being uncomfortable he was a sperm donor (which i dont get why????? Ppl do it for money all the time lmao is not like hes a dad at all). But i do think the writers knew chances were very high for a s7 so im guessing they didn’t necessarily plan for a series finale. Like it was a risk but i think most of their cards were on a s7. Which we thankfully had!!!
I love buddie but i dont think it will ever be canon. Thankfully im not watching just for them so i still enjoy the show. I do hope they find better girls for them though or at the very least slow down with who they ended in s6 and develop it more next season. Still kinda hoping for buddie tho djfjffj
Hey!! Stydia took 6 seasons too lmao. Im not one to give up on ships!!!
Hoping ravi becomes a main in s7 too and we get eps with full storylines about him like everyone else!!! Maybe even a ravi begins ep like tradition demands!!!
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figsandphiltatos · 21 days
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tagged by @deadchannelradio! thanks!! i'll always take the opportunity to talk ad nauseam about music i'm listening to lol
shuffle your on repeat playlist (on spotify) and list the first 10 songs and then tag 10 people
1. Pigs is Pigs by Mannequin Pussy — what an incredible first pull. uhm. sorry for the screamo ass punk music but also consider that i literally JUST saw them in concert and this song goes so hard. it's not sung by their front woman (who totally deserves her flowers), but i LOVE colins' vocals. not a lyric in the song, but what he said at the concert was 'we don't need police, we need community' and fuck yes. this is such a good band if you have an opportunity to see them in concert do it holy fuck they're so good haha 😬👍
2. American Teenager by Ethel Cain — i know exactly two (2) ethel cain songs but this one goes hard what can i say. peak speeding down the highway singing at the top of your lungs music (don't speed, dive safe kids)
3. Control by Mannequin Pussy — it's gonna be a lot of mannequin pussy on here,,,,,,, lmao. this song is great tho!
4. Too Sweet by Hozier — there's probably gonna be a lot of hozier on here too lol. he released new music which always makes me ill, but also unreal unearth unheard has been sooo good for the oc's i've recently been throwing around like ragdolls in my head lol
5. I Got Heaven by Mannequin Pussy — 'and what if jesus himself ate my fucking snatch?' need i say more? this is maybe one of their best songs lol
6. Smog by Indigo De Souza — everyone go listen to all of indigo de souza's music RIGHT. NOW. thanks :)
7. Clean Slate by The Mountain Goats — this is another band that released a new album recently(ish) and i've just been a bit ill about some of the songs. the trumpets are especially fun in this one lol
8. Ptolemaea by Ethel Cain — okay so stick with me on this one. it's a great song first of all (insane that it's on the same album as american teenager lmao but go off ethel) but i've mostly been listening to it for oc purposes. this oc is kinda a vessel for working through feelings about gods and faith, and the way that both gods and the faithful need each other and shape each other. essentially,,, in a universe where gods are sustained by the faith of their followers, what happens when all but one of their followers is wiped out. in what ways do those two entities change and warp and love and destroy each other. ya know. just coping with senior year of college things tbh. anyway it's a great song :3
9. Apollo by Momma — this song has fun instrumentation, makes brain go brr. also!!! very on theme for the previously mentioned oc and thinking about gods and the weird relationships you can have with them.
10. Same as Cash by The Mountain Goats —IN YOUR CAR WITH YOUR HEAD IN YOUR HANDS AT THE FAR END OF THE WALMART PARKING LOT, TRYING NOT TO BUCKLE UNDER THE STRAIN, STRIKING A BARGAIN WITH THE IMP IN YOUR BRAIN, PREPAIRED TO TAKE ANOTHER KNOCK FOR THE SHORT GANG, BUT YOU CAN ASK ANY VETERAN RUNNING BACK, EVENTUALLY YOUR JOINTS COMPLAIN. this song is so special to me no one will ever understand it like i do (only bitches who have worked long hours at an understaffed walmart during the pandemic while couch surfing bc you just left your shitty home situation will ever understand what john is trying to say here like i do tbh. entirely possible john doesn't even understand it like i do [this is a joke. art is personal and always ripe for meaningful and individual interpretation. pls don't shoot me]). but everyone should listen to it anyway, the violins and piano are so so fun and good
hahaaaa i told you i could talk soo much about the music i like, unfortunately for y'all
@darkravenstag @thrustin-timberlake @mitebitmurderous @johaerys-writes @sabrirene @sarcasticbeanie @seethestarsalittlecloser @sleeperagentclone @notacluedo @alive-ontheinside
(no pressure ofc!!! and if you don't have spotify i say just go hog wild and talk about songs you've been enjoying no one can stop you)
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i am interested in your shinee concert experience pls show/tell me everything
sorry for responding late i had a Lot To Say and this took me a while! but yes !! i’ll do a read more because this will be long lol
so firstly i saw shinee in dallas for the fanmeet and for SWV! the fanmeet was july 31, 2016 (i have the official poster hanging up in my room lol) and the concert was march 24, 2017 (i get reminders that i took a lot of photos that day still).
so unfortunately i think my photos and vids from the fanmeet specifically might be lost to time? because i had a different phone and it wasnt an iphone however if i remember correctly it wasn’t very long only about an hour and a half and they only played about 5-6 songs since it was a fanmeet. they had a segment where they called fans onstage to guess what song was playing and they got to stand onstage with the members!! we also had banners we held up during the last song for taemin’s birthday ❤️ at the end end, the girl i sat next to had a poster saying she was minho’s biggest fan or something along those lines and i think shawols know he always stays onstage the longest after they finish to say goodbye to everyone lol so everyone around her was frantically waving their lightsticks to get him to see and he saw it and pointed at her and smiled it was sooooo cute!!
i dont have much merch from the fanmeet but i have the poster (its just their main photo from view with black text stating the fanmeet info on it)
i’ve had the same phone since december of 2016 so i def have the photos and vids from swv!!!! i went with some of my close friends at the time and my brother and i was SAWBING the whole time it was so embarrassing … anyway to warn anyone i was in an obstructed seat which at concerts means my view was a bit more limited (in my case i was at the very far left if the stage like last seats of the row situation). also this concert is very memorable to me because not only was it a full length concert (shineeworlds are notoriously like 3 entire hours) but i also surprised my brother with the tickets on his birthday the week before ❤️ he had literally no idea until then that we were going and we cried for like an hour when i told him LMAO
i have a BUNCH of shinee world 5 merch like i bought almost everything LOL and i’m soooooo glad i did in hindsight because i genuinely thought theyd tour more and obviously a lot has happened since march of 2017 so i’m really thankful to have had the opportunity and experience of seeing them ! if i ever want to move on from shinee merch i am 1000% raffling it off to tumblr friends !
in terms of the photos i’ll post i want to apologize because they are really bad quality 1. i had those obscured seats 2. i took most of my photos while recording too! 3. i can only post a few here but i took hundreds and a dozen videos!
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big takeaways from seeing them live were: onew sounds even better live than recorded! jonghyun is goofy and charismatic! key is so funny and spoke english the whole time and also his head was really big (i’m sorry diva but it’s true 😇 ily)! minho absolutely adores shawol and always has! taemin flows and dances like well oiled machine its beautiful! they are absolutely fucking amazing live, they put every ounce into every single song they perform and genuinely want to make the fans enjoy the experience its so fucking fun!!!
my last thing! here is the setlists from the fanmeet and from swv for archival purposes and in case anyone was curious!
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