#pain is all i know

[flowerpower110]

Finally finished with the coloring process :’)

#bdubs #bdoubleo100 #bdubs fanart #bdouble100 fanart #grianmc #grian fanart #goodtimeswithscar #gtws #gtws fanart #etho fanart #ethoslab #scarian #ethubs #drawing #markers #pain is all i know #drinking #art #fanart #hermitshipping #rendog #renthedog

[lupeloto]

#shameless #gallavich #mickey milkovich #ian gallagher #pain is all i know

[coeluvr]

I AGREED WITH YOU AUTHOR, TWO BRIDS IS A MASTERPIECE BUT IT'S SAD I CAN'T LISTEN TO IT COS IT MAKES ME BURST TEARS😭😭

ITS SO MUCH WORSE FOR ME BECAUSE I LISTENED TO IT WHILE WRITING THE PROLOGUE AND GOD.

Two birds on a wire One says c'mon and the other says "I'm tired" The sky is overcast and I'm sorry One more or one less Nobody's worried

I'll believe it all There's nothing I won't understand

I'll believe it all I won't let go of your hand

Clearly this is where I got my inspiration from but now I can never listen to it again.

#coe answers #pain is all I know

[emotionalaf45]

I hate living, but I’m scared to die.

#depressing shit #emotions #life is strange #depressing life #i hate myself #i hope this makes sense #i am sad #pain is love #depressing poem #pain quotes #life quotes #pain is all i know #cuttıng #shtumblr #why do i do this to myself #what’s the point #pain is pleasure

[07-induraj]

Only thing

I know I shouldn't

But I can't help myself

When I fly around the whole day

And then I ends up this way

Well, I know this ain't right

But the only thing which seems to feel good

I'm back to my rear view

And I need to get this through

When I torture me, all on my own

And at same moment, beg myself to stop

Nothing but this gives me my sense of relief

Where feeling alive is just being decieved

Written by 07_induraj

#my poem #original poem #poets on tumblr #original writing #new poets on tumblr #poemsbyme #poems #self h@rm #creative writing #pain is all i know #suicudal #pain is pleasure #want to scream #addicted to pain

[wally-darling-hyperfixation]

Today

Todays first post will be celebrating all of you and a big thanks from me too you. I’m writing a bit of it but I might doze off. I wasn’t feeling so good last night so I didn’t get much sleep. It doesn’t help my schedule for next week made me cry to and I was all by myself running things up front at the store I worked for last night causing me. Hugeeee stress

#haha pain #why am i tired #pain is all i know #never too early #retireearly #jk jk #i cant

[multi-royalty]

I am in some ridiculous pain right now.. I’ve never felt pain in my hips before this week, but it’s honestly just been getting worse as the days go by and I don’t really know wtf it could be

#;thinking out loud; ooc #pain is all i know

[hirakiyois]

gently handing a death flag to all the never let me go characters like im handing out badges to boy scouts

#never let me go #nlmg #every week palm and neung get one more #chopper and ben also have some #chanon? i don't even have a flag big enough for him #can't wait to see who redeems this opportunity first #pain is all i know

[we-were-meant-to-be-one]

Controversial opinion: being sick lowkey kinda sucks :/

#I am in agony #pain is all i know #help me oh god

[baeshijima]

diluc x harbinger reader where you’re stationed in mondstatd and you two form a love hate relationship, you’re a fatui and they’re scum but your smile is so delicate and your laugh lights up the room so brightly he wonders if you are a gift from the sun. and it takes him a little to long to come to terms with the fact he’s fallen for you, he can’t bring himself to admit it even though you both meet at the tavern daily or when you’re both together walking through mondstatd, and he only realizes it once he hears you’re being stationed back in snezhnaya and perhaps it wouldn’t be too big a problem if he wasn’t banned from going back there but it’s okay, he tells you, because now that he knows he loves you he’ll find a way to meet you once more. you’re too love struck and decide you can’t bring yourself to leave him forever so you decide to resign as a fatui agent, you weren’t even that important to begin with so nothing could really go wrong, however it doesn’t end smoothly because word gets out to one of the more fanatical of your peers who views you as a traitor and a threat due to your “knowledge” and they’ve decided to kill you as a sacrifice to the tsaritsa and a show of loyalty. and it’s as you lay in diluc’s arms bleeding out, his delusion shimmering in his hands after he’d taken care of the fatuus with it, that he shares his first and last kiss with you and is forced to, once again, put a loved one out of misery with his own hands.

nonnie idk where u are but its on sight for u /lh

#omg a convo !? #nonnies !! #HDJDBDJDHD THE ABGST HURT SO GOODBFBDK #BUT IT HURT SO MUCH #PAIN #PAIN IS ALL I KNOW #also lmao bubbles nonnie u got replaced as the angst supplier this time 😭

[flowerpower110]

All that’s left now is the coloring

#bdoubleo100 #ethoslab #goodtimeswithscar #grianmc #ethubs #scarian #bdouble100 fanart #grian fanart #etho fanart #drinking #drawing #pain is all i know

[epickiya722]

WAIT A MINUTE. WAIT

All Mights retirement is one thing. Yeah, that sucked. It's stinks to see your hero retire. BUT OH MY SKFKRKELDK

Katsuki has always been Izuku's image of victory. Izuku got there and the person who could never be beaten, who has been his hero since he could walk was dead

As far as Izuku was concerned when he got there, his ultimate hero was gone. I need a minute

I KNOW!!!

#PAIN IS ALL I KNOW #kiya answers #bnha #mha #bakugou katsuki #midoriya izuku #bnha spoilers #bnha manga spoilers #bnha 367

[skrated]

JJK Manga Spoilers

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Probably cold take incoming but I’m being so fr when I say that by the end of jjk sukuna and Kenny will be the most successful villains in manga and anime history. Like gege only knows how to make yuji lose and I don’t see that changing in the ending like no matter who is left I firmly believe yuji is dying. It can be by sukuna gojo or yuji himself but in the end he will die and I don’t think the world will be better for it. Like I would be amazing for there to be great meaning in yuji’s death, like it changing jujutsu society for the better or freeing those people/bodies that have been possessed by old ass curses, but ever since the cog idea become prevalent in yuji’s head he can’t hope to achieve those heights. Really the only way I can see him getting any kind of motivation back is from his horrible guilt over megumi or nobara coming back. But even if he does who is stopping kenjaku and sukuna? If they can’t get the box from Kenny then there’s no winning imo. So yeah all this to say what everyone already knows: jujutsu kaisen will end in horrible tragedy 😁

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk manga spoilers #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #nobara kugisaki #pain is all i know

[im-not-mean-just-right]

Don't eat shampoo. thats what I do and I am a very bad influence on anyone. I am too tired to care if you go to the hospital. suffer alone.

#chronic pain #shampoo #i am not okay #i am in shambles #im going to lose my mind #pain is all i know

[07-induraj]

Something like this.

Something doesn't feel right in this world right now

Its not that all the problems had walked another route

Its something I always knew

But it wasn't even a bit like this, this sorrow

Yet, I am still in that void

Which doesn't gives me any choice

But to be here

Which I wish I could avoid

Something doesn't feel right in this world right now

Its not that all the problems had walked another route

Its something I always knew

But it wasn't even a bit like this, this sorrow

I'm addicted to the pain

It all ends up being in vain

I did try my best

And all I can ever do is, complain

Something doesn't feel right in this world right now

Its not that all the problems had walked another route

Its something I always knew

But it wasn't even a bit like this, this sorrow

I want all this pain to go away

But its the longest of something which has stayed

I am afraid i'll be feeling numb & empty, if its gone

And I don't wanna give away what is mine anyway

Written by 07- induraj

#my poem #original poem #original writing #poets on tumblr #creative writing #pain & suffering #pain is all i know #new poets on tumblr #poemsbyme #poems #mindless and empty #lost somewhere idk #spilled poem #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #teenagers #pain is pleasure #can't let go

[chronicallyuniconic]

You know toothache, right?

It's late again.. Or early(?) & I'm stuck..

I'm stuck on the "toothache experience" and how it is pretty much, universally understood among humans.

What I mean to say is, a majority have experienced toothache, that sharp pain when you eat or cold water hits the hole that needs filling, that nagging sensation that pulses and extends into your jaw, the aching that one bad tooth can subject you to, even causing earache, the swelling makes your teeth feel like porcelain.

From birth to death, we experience a form of tooth pain, whether from growing teeth, an infection or abscess, wisdom teeth, overcrowding, going through braces, to name a few examples, we all 'get' it.

Some people can tolerate toothache for a while, some cannot stand it for one second & immediately call their dentist (as you should).

I've had toothache since last August, but only now has it become intolerable. I think that's because I deal with other chronic pain, my tooth is like just another symptom.

I'm stuck on the simple fact that the majority know tooth pain, but they cannot understand my chronic pain.

I'm stuck that so many people know toothache, but they can't comprehend my 24/7 pain in other areas of my body. Whilst I know toothache has an explanation and I don't, it's as if they can't put the 2 together.

I'm also stuck that so many quickly can empathise, sympathise, understand, acknowledge and simply accept toothache, but I can't get an ounce of that after years of a constant battle.

God forbid i dare to feel sorry for myself, grieve the life I lost and continue to lose, cry out because of the pain, lay awake because of pain, paralysed by pain, sleeping for 24hrs after I crash, God forbid i have any reaction at all really, to my illnesses, but they have already forgotten because they have now fixed their tooth.

I just feel stuck. In the unfairness. The double standards. They'll suggest it's "all about me" when it never is, I never allow it to be anything about me, because of that exact accusatory phrase.

I'm stuck on toothache, with toothache. How comforting.

#just rambling #chronic pain #chronic life #chronic illness #pain is all i feel #pain is all i know #Pain is the name #tw depressing stuff #pain rant