#okay im actually exhausted rn

[spoiledmilks]

He was so girlboss in the movie

#fnaf movie spoilers #fnaf movie #OHMYGOD GOING FERAL EVERY SCENE WITH HIM WAS SO GOOD IM SO HAPPY #okay im actually exhausted rn #the burnout from being on my feet the whole day is getting to me oh boy #i shall go nini yall enjoy him #my art #fnaf #william afton #five nights at freddy's #purple guy #digital art #spoiledmilks art #five nights at freddy’s movie #fivenightsatfreddysfanart

[ace-geographer]

Special delivery for you all!! Bet you can't guess what it is :)

Part 15/?

#not a day goes by where i don't think about willow #its just constantly rotating in my head #also im finally not exhausted?? #i feel like i usually complain about being tired in the tags lol #but im actually okay rn #but i did however bust my knee open while biking yesterday so thats fun #anyyyywayyyss #i hope all of your knees are fine lmao #willow 2022 #willow #willow series #willow disney+ #tanthamore #graylora #kit tanthalos #jade claymore #elora danan #graydon hastur #thraxus boorman #ruby cruz #erin kellyman #ellie bamber #tony revolori #amar chadha patel

[risingsunresistance]

i went to a con over the weekend and bought a bunch of stuff from a rock shop. love going to cons in this area bc it's like 25% fandom junk (and i dont rlly watch anime), 50% arts and crafts, and another 25% JUST for funko pops hdhfhd

already showed you Apple :]

also got this lil tree

some mushrooms to go with my bigger mushroom that i got at a different convention from different people jdgfkh

and... ROCK PIG !! he is wonderful and also very heavy

also bag update! got the heart pin at the con, everything else has just been added/moved/etc overtime lol. need to space it out better but im tired of stabbing myself so it's fine for now

also ark got me a beetle :D

#that is all i got at the con btw 😭 #was hoping i'd see some splatoon stuff but this was the smallest con they've had yet #next con should be a bit more interesting #but i greatly enjoyed the rocks #i know ppl are wary of rock decorations like this bc they might be fake but #tbh i just like the way the look so i dont rlly care lmao #if my rock pig is actually made of Unknown Material that's okay 👍 #the heart pin is the only one i didnt pick up at the rock booth #subtlest aro pin ever 👍👍👍 IM SO MAD THEY HAD A REALLY NICE RAINBOW PIN #BUT NO IM 23 AND STILL FORCED TO BE IN A GLASS CLOSET JHDKFJK #mom i know we both know can we just get it over with already 😭 #also got to meet some exiled queer family down there and catch up talking YAYYYY their youngest added us on discord jdhdhk #it was so fucking refreshing. i thought the only other one in my family died... had no idea that was why we didnt talk to them anymore #anyways that's how my life has been sorry for the continued absence tjere's a lot hapwning rn 👍 #and by a lot i mean nothing but i stay exhausted hdhfkj it's just been. [static] ya know #chat

[munamania]

i dont wanna be a dick and act like i have no responsibility in this but after a point dont u think if all you ever say to ur friend is Omg you never make it out why dont you ever come out with us you bail all the time youre such a flake etc. dont u think that person (me) is like. not gonna feel so inclined to. be there

#like. yeah i was bad last semester i get it. and probably i shouldve tried at least once or twice to push thru #but i was so exhausted. and every time they would bring up hanging out it was on my longest days #and when i casually brought this up they were just like Well we have long days too. Okay! #and i love and miss these friends and i know for the most part. or at least think. theyre just teasing #i hate being seen as the flake like any time i do have to be like Oh i cant make that or Shit im sorry i have to bail #i try to offer an alternative???? and they never compromise on that. how is that fair like im not just outright rejecting u all the time #not to mention most of the time last semester it was always gonna be somewhere super easy for them to get home and far from me #im not like constantly holding this against them btw but i feel like they're holding it against me and i dont have any more apologies in me #anyway. that said. if theyre somewhere really expensive and far from me tn and i get out of work early #i. probably will not make it. lol! if theyd be willing to come a little closer to my place to one of the dives or some shit thatd be great #and like im not doing much today until class and work so really like. i WILL try. but i think they could sometimes not go for the most #expensive and inconvenient option as well. and these r all things ill say if it becomes like a problem problem or smth #but rn im not gonna be a dickhead and shit on their plans #but also! ok whatever im not gonna keep going on i just feel shitty im not 100% better from being sick and im just frustrated #about having to fuckign grovel over and over and over. i meant it the first few times now im just like #u could try not to be an asshole to me for five seconds too. like. i am very clearly not someone trying to secretly stop being friends #w yall. things happen #abby talks #and maybe this is an esp sore spot bc like ive certainly had some of you bail on me or be flaky or whatever before. and i didnt throw #a fucking fit to your face about it. probably bc it actually did feel more mean spirited sometimes #OK im sorry im not trying to make my friends sound evil and its mostly just the one and like im working on forgiving her for it cause it #was years ago but also like christ!

[straykats]

.

#scary times my guys #cant tell if im overthinking or if im actually noticing things/right #kats personal #like at this very moment i feel like all my friends are lightyears away #but if i look at chat histories i know theyre right there #idk how to explain it #but then im like. okay so are we actually drifting apart or am i just being a lil bitch rn #maybe we ARE drifting apart and all our comms are just one sided and theres tjis wall between us and its filtering everything #and we dont reach eachother the same way as before #but also yeah maybe i just need to watch haikyuu tonight and i'll feel better tmrw #on that note. been feeling so exhausted the last 3-4hrs and mood was about as suck ass-y as it could get #but then i suddenly smiled while watching haikyuu #and proceeded to just tear up and almost cry #like ??? huh

[biolums]

does anyone know when life is supposed to calm down. does anyone know when it all ends

#im so exhausted. #ive got a fucking annoying headache and i had a nightmare earlier and im just having a bad day #and now im literally dealing with bpd^2 rn like. #my ex is having a really hard time because her moms health is declining and shes being put in a really hard position #and shes horribly stressed out but she feels guilty about feeling like her life is falling apart bc her mom obviously has it worse #and i know what thats like and i know its just going to be hell for her now and i cant fix that #and i just like. god if i could take all of her pain i would #she doesnt deserve the horrible fucking set of cards she was dealt #my nightmare was actually originally that i went to the hospital with her to see her mother #it did not end remotely related to that but it just. yeah not great #also struggling bc i dont know how to handle people i like (separately than her) being in relationships or liking other people #it is so. so fucking. i dont even know its like physically painful and when i see them talk about it it like ruins my whole day and #its so hard to handle these mood swings and like. Have A Life #its why i got off tumblr like i just cant. i cant have all these feelings and still be okay most of the time #it feels like im trying to stay afloat but every day the ball and chain on my ankle gets exponentially heavier #idk. i just like. cant regulate my emotions. whatsoever. clearly #jace.txt

[loverscrossmp3]

not that anyone CARES but next fic out..... soon. this weekend perhaps. n if not, next week maybe. depends on if i have time to edit the whole lot of it as it’s an absolute monster but. soon!

#soooo many things going on. classes started up again this week n then preparing to move across the country it's a whole Thing! #fingers crossed though i tighten up the iffy bits and then i give it to u all so it stops hoarding my thoughts n i can focus on OTHER things #like the first war fic that's rotting my brain <3 #not sure i’ll edit tonight bc i am EXHAUSTED but if i do maybe i’ll share a snippet today or tmr we will see!!! #actually read the whole thing in its entirety last week and prepared to have it out by maybe rn but then. school.. and actually had no time #to edit throughout this week like i thought i would. ANYWAY! it's coming soon. i'm not making promises but it WILL be before the end of #september so there's that! #also since i'm on a roll i'm reading the last percy jackson book literally right at this moment and what if. what if... i'm not saying the #if but maybe u get it. sorry percabeth is beyond. they are mental genuinely #OKAY GOD IM DONE im off a week n suddenly writing essays in the tags like that's anormal thing to do. it's the first war brain rot mixed #with percabeth sorry guys im so sorry #if u read this whole thing im kissing u on the forehead tenderly #someone shut her (liv) up! #but genuinely this time

[pepprs]

why is everyone involved with this myself included being so fucking annoying. like PLEASE just give me a straightforward answer. also why are you fucking going on vacation right now when i need you lol but anyways

#purrs #me: can i get a 2 day extension on my capstone. inds faculty: yes but you should actually ask for more than 2 days because you need to slow #down and pace yourself gently and also prevernt having to ask for another extension and also check with your faculty mentors if its ok. 2 o #of my faculty mentors: you can take extra time but we're on vacation so it will be inconvenient but it will be okay but it isnt okay but it #is okay but it isnt okay but it is okay and you can get it to me by saturday but you can get it to me by monday but you can get it to me by #friday ♥. my other faculty mentor (literally directly quoting an email she just sent me): 'YES FINE GO!' like..................... 😐 #do you people not undertand this is actual torture. that i am effectively gouging my eyes out writing this right now and youre all like cel #celebrating the end of all things and im fucking TRAPPED HERE STILL and i cant even get your help or whatever. idk. im angry and its unfair #but this is so annoying and i just want it to be over but im so far away from it being over and i cant get a straight answer out of anyone #like i asked for such a straightforward thing why are you making me have to parse this out when its taking time away from me actually getti #getting this done. also why do i hav eto have a deadline like why cant i just turn it in when i turn it in LOL but more importantly why #cant i just stop here because i am exhausted and scared. also i fucked up the thank you cards and im beating myself up over that and i wont #be able to sign them bc im still quarantining and i hve to go get my cords and stoles tomorrow and my cap and gown literally have not even #SHIPPED and commencement is like 8 days away or some shit. and i have to go to class and do my stupid prac shit too. and start packing AND #write to 2 ppl for references bc the fucking job application closes on the 26th lol. i just want to cry and cry and cry and cry and cry #delete later #<- bc im being unfair and unreasonable. but i want to explode so bad rn like FUCK this is hard enough already why does everyone and everyth #thing have to make it harder LOL and hwy cant i just fucking do things right and get this done. exdee

[agenttexsflippedshit]

Remember when you could do readmore on mobile? OTL

#I have tried and I will not risk this seeing the bright side of the blog #to the shadow realm it goes #but I am being so good not buying stupid things SO good #and I am being SO tempted #but I imagine the shame of you all finding out what I bought and how much I spent #and it stays my hand #I have to be better bc student loan repayment begins in 3 months and I need to be on top of my finances #me @ god if you could just gift me like $50k rn I would be so grateful #actually scratch that if I could get $500 I would be grateful #stop the credit card payments and I could thrive and survive #current mood: thinking far too hard about being worth more dead than alive #I’m deep enough in the tags that no one’s probably reading anymore #but I almost typed the ‘okay guys I’m killing myself’ post like 3 times today #bc I’m tired! #im looking for the small joys but they can only bouy so much when everything else is just exhausting! #this is not a cry for help I am not here to beg I seek no absolution from tumblr #this is no one’s problem but my own and none of you can carry it or myself #but goddamn is this weight exhausting #yknow one day I may look back at this and laugh #things could be worse! I have a roof and hot water and air conditioning #I have a job! granted it’s the cause of 90% of my freak outs today but I have money coming in! #I just have to be better #that’s all

[toastsnaffler]

nvm im too tired and overstimulated for this shit

#.vent #i only slept a couple hours last night man. i cant do short notice evening socials on an empty tank let alone resist unexpected rsd #if they had let me know earlier then i wouldve taken a nap and worked out beforehand to get my energy back up #idk just. if u rly want my company then maybe u should actually invite me next time. its not like they didnt plan it #even if they just forgot its not particularly pleasant to be the one person insignificant enough to forget abt. theres only 5 of us #they rly remembered to ask the one guy who isnt even here before me yknow. ugh u see the stupid thoughts i have to battle!! #like on a rational level ik it was probably genuinely accidental. but the way i instinctively react is not always rational #so regardless someone has to deal with the emotional fallout and thats me. regulating this shit is hard work even when im NOT tired asf #i really really dont want to be an asshole and spoil anyones fun bc its no-ones fault + as real as it feels to me rn ik im overreacting #but i cant voluntarily expose myself to personal triggers when im already exhausted + more vulnerable than usual #so just gotta shut myself in my room and deal with it in my own super healthy ways as per usual. may they never fucking find out #trying my best not to be an asshole i hope to fucking god they dont think im being an asshole i just told them i was tired + i meant it #this wouldnt be so much of a problem if it hadnt happened to me before. and also ik its bc one rsd trigger makes me more sensitive- #to picking up unrelated cues but there ARE other things they do that i find ostracising which rly dont fucking help. but- #theyre not things i can actually confront them abt so usually i just gotta deal w it which is fine but it lowers my general tolerance #its ok. its ok i like them all a lot theyre lovely ppl and it doesnt matter if there is a some grain of truth in the things im thinking #bc the risk of me believing + acting on a bad faith irrational thought leads to outcomes that are far worse than those from #misidentifying someones malicious behaviour towards me as neutral by accident/in good faith. okay im done now i think #just ignore me spewing out the old brain gunk on main again eurgh anyway im gonna go calm myself and read and SLEEP #ill be normal by tomorrow morning farewell comrades #honestly i dont mind dealing w shit this way bc its the best option for everyone but man. sometimes its so fucking lonely #like there are sides of me ppl will never engage with and for good reason but without them being acknowledged i find it rly hard to feel- #any real emotional intimacy or closeness with another person. but what other option is there #i sure as hell dont miss the fights i used to constantly get into when i wasnt able to regulate myself i lost so many friends that way #it is what it is. on we go for now

[pyrriax]

mayhaps coming up with a fic idea :3

#haunted ecosystem #anyways time to just rant in tags #vent in tags #vent #//////////////////// #actually just physically and emotionally exhausted after getting hit repeatedly with the rsd bat because like #okay the first time was relatively fine bc i expected it but the second one was fucking uncalled for #just randomly getting chewed out in a gc for not fucking knowing better than to do something and then the person getting applauded for #doing so. like come the fuck ON what the hell. #genuinely i am so upset rn i am like three seconds from just leaving the server entirely bc i am tired #but also i dont want to leave the event just because im currently really emotionally exhausted. #im so tired of thinking that a place is safe and then it being suddenly very Not Safe. #like i was already on edge bc i have an issue with the ticket bot (personal bs thats unrelated) but like. all that shit adds up #i dont even want to write anymore. literally i have no interest in writing for this event after that shit show. #like. the REASON author chose not to use archive warnings exists is so you can pseudo-tag events but not spoil them #'the author chose not to warn for content; or archive warnings could apply; but the author has chosen not to specify them' #^ the exact wording #the tag EXISTS for a REASON #i'm planning to overhaul the fic's tags to include all the content & warnings once it's complete but for the time being i dont want #everything i have planned to be right there while it's still a work in progress #plus the MCD tag literally doesnt apply for SO long it feels excessive at the current state of the story #im probably just not going to write anything else this week / next week until i get my brain sorted out bc i am actually just shaking rn #im so tired of this bs this is why i dont deal with public servers and i dont talk to strangers. but. #i mean my mutuals are nice. i like them. #we were having a good conversation before it went to shit bc i mentioned choosing to use creator chose not to use archive warnings #like. idk. im probably still gonna be upset about that bc its something i know how to use correctly and im using it *as intended* #sigh. its 8am and im neither tired enough to sleep nor awake enough to try doing anything. #okay thats good enough. apologies for the chatter in the tags tonight (heart hands) im just. being extra silly

[0rph1x]

random fuckin life update ig idk im upset fjkashdfkj

ive had an incredibly shitty last. five days. like ive lost so much progress and i got so much worse so quick. so what if i just dont talk to anyone and stay in my room and find something to binge watch while i just sit in bed like >=[ bc im incredibly angry HKSJGHKJSHGK

#is this a vent. sure yeah. #vent #vent in tags #i havent lost this much progress so fast in such a long time #i was doing so. good. #like i was actually starting to think i was getting better. everything was going well. i was getting better. #so much has happened and im angry and paranoid and exhausted and i dont know what to do #ive barely talked to anyone and i dont know if i will bc im just gonna pick fights #i hate fighting with people. i hate it so much. but if i need to fight or argue i will. #i get incredibly angry incredibly quickly tho so i might just take a breather KGHSKJHGKSHG i need to chill #i am just soooooo close to losing my temper bc ive had an awful few days and NO ONE seems to get that #no one seems to understand that ive been doing horribly and it actually makes me so angry #argharghjghsdgh me when i become violent #whatever i dont think i need to explain why im doing horrible to anyone who already knows #and its not something im going to divulge on tumblr dot com unfortunately JKGHSJKDGH #idk man im. im tired. im so incredibly tired. i need to take a nap for the rest of my life. #might talk to friends or something just to get out of my own head but who knows #its such a nice day i wish i could go for a walk but of course thats not an option. why would any aspect of my life go well for me rn #OKAY IM DONE IM NORMAL i have to get out of my head and find something else to focus on before i actually lose it #long post #long tags

[sunkissed-zegras]

𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄? ─ PB⁵

౨ৎ ─ summary | requested! -> "can u pleaseeee write a fic with paige & a cheerleader at uconn ?? something cute like post game ritual, like going out to each or something"

─ word count | 1.2k

─ warnings | slightly suggestive (no smut tho), very flirty paige cus she's the rizzler, sweet fluffy things, some teasing and established relationship! nothing else, enjoy!

─ taglist | taglist in my navigation!

─ ev's notes | im on such a paige kick rn so please send me some requests and you shall receive!

"─ I KNEW WERE GOING TO WIN AFTER THAT," PAIGE EXPLAINED enthusiastically as you listened intently, a small grin playing on your face as you did so.

Your girlfriend walked in front of you as she told you everything and anything that was going on in her mind, her adrenaline still pumping from the game that had ended almost an hour ago. She was just rambling excitedly and of course you didn't mind, you actually enjoyed it thoroughly.

You were cheering on the sidelines the entire night and your arms were so sore, they were after every game. Paige carried your pom-pom's for you as you finally walked out of the arena, you could barely even feel your feet at this point.

Despite feeling the exhaustion of the entire night on your shoulders, it dissipated as you watched Paige. You didn't even feel tired anymore as the cool air hit you. The night air felt crisp against your skin, a refreshing contrast to the heated atmosphere of the arena.

"But Coach was mad because I kept looking at you during the game. It's not my fault you showed up looking that good, I mean Jesus. I will never get used to how sexy you look in the uniform." Paige rambled as her eyes looked at you up and down, you felt your cheeks get warmer. Her admiration was always flattering, and you found yourself blushing slightly under her gaze.

No matter how many times Paige showered you with compliments, it'll never get old. "Well, I can't help it if I distract you," you teased, returning her gaze with a warm smile. "But you're the sexy one, trust me."

"Yeah, I guess so." Paige shrugged as she began walking backwards so she could face you. "I'm the sexy one and you're the pretty one, that's how this works, right?"

"What works? Liking girls?" You tried to clarify as you laughed, shaking your head.

Paige chuckled and shook her head. "I meant, you know, the whole dynamic. I'm the sexy athlete, and you're the pretty cheerleader,"

You let out a huff of laughter as you reached her car, Paige joining in a few seconds later. "Oh, I see what you're getting at," you said with a playful smirk as you leaned against her car. "Well, if that's the case, then I'm the lucky cheerleader who gets to support her amazing baller girlfriend."

Paige smirked, unlocking the car and holding the door open for you. "And I'm the lucky baller who gets to have the prettiest cheerleader by her side."

With a laugh, you climbed into the car, feeling a sense of contentment wash over you as Paige joined you in the driver's seat. As she started the engine, you leaned over to press a quick kiss to her cheek as her hands slid down to your thigh and squeezed it.

You leaned back into the passenger seat as Paige kept her hand on your thigh, driving with one hand. God, she really was sexy. She felt your gaze as her lips curved into cocky smirk but she kept her eyes on the road. You let yourself relax into the moment, enjoying the sensation of Paige's touch against your skin.

You reached your apartment building, the drive feeling all too short. As Paige parked the car, she finally turned to meet your gaze, the playful smirk still on her lips.

"You okay there, beautiful?" she teased, her voice low as you met her eyes.

You couldn't help but chuckle at her cocky demeanor, feeling a surge of affection for the confident woman beside you. "More than okay," you replied, your voice soft with affection.

Paige's smirk softened into a tender smile, and she leaned in to press a lingering kiss to your lips. The warmth of her touch sent a rush of electricity through you, igniting a fire that had been smoldering since the game ended.

You both pulled away and she let out a small laugh as you pressed another kiss on her cheek. You opened your eyes and let out a little laugh as you saw some of your lipstick had transferred to her lips and cheek.

Chuckling softly at the sight of your lipstick on Paige's lips and cheek, you reached up to gently wipe it away with your thumb, your touch lingering on her skin for a moment longer than necessary.

"There we go," you said with a smile, admiring the smudge-free result. "Can't have you walking around looking like you just won a makeout session instead of a game."

Paige laughed, leaning into your touch. "Wouldn't mind winning that too," she teased, her voice low and playful. She leaned away as she finally turned her ignition off with a yawn. She gestured for you to get out of the car and you both got out.

She grabbed your hand as you both walked up to your apartment. Once inside, Paige led you up the stairs, the familiarity of the surroundings comforting as you reached your door.

She opened the door and you threw her stuff on the ground with a tired huff. It was a routine you were both accustomed to, and one that always brought a sense of warmth to your heart.

Your lips curved into an amused smile, Paige always treated your apartment like it was her own but of course. But you didn't mind in the slightest; in fact, you found comfort in her presence and the easy way she fit into your life.

"You know, one of these days, you're going to move in officially," you teased, nudging her playfully as you stepped into the apartment behind her.

Paige grinned, turning to face you with a mischievous glint in her eyes. "And what makes you think I haven't already?"

She walked into the kitchen as you followed closely behind. She opened the fridge and grabbed a water before chugging it quickly as you rolled her eyes at her antics.

"Slow down, you'll choke." You joked, leaning against the kitchen counter with a smile. Paige shot you a playful glare before setting the empty water bottle on the counter with a satisfied sigh.

"I'll have you know, I'm a professional water chugger," she replied with a grin, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand.

You chuckled, shaking your head in amusement. "Is that a new sport you're adding to your repertoire? First basketball, now water chugging?"

"Hey, hydration is key," Paige said, adopting a mock-serious expression. "Gotta stay on top of my game, you know."

You laughed, reaching out to playfully ruffle her hair as she groaned. "Well, I can't argue with that. But next time, maybe try sipping instead of chugging. I'd hate to have to perform the Heimlich maneuver on you."

"If that makes you feel better, princess." Paige rolled her eyes, her voice dripping with sarcasm as she shot you a playful smirk. "Anyway, I'm gonna go shower cus I'm disgusting."

"Sounds like a plan," you replied, giving her a playful wink as she headed towards the bathroom. You looked down and realized that you were also sweaty and disgusting.

"Wait, wait. I need to shower too, so hurry!"

"Or..." Paige started as she smirked back at you. "You can join me?"

You couldn't help but raise an eyebrow at Paige's suggestion, a playful smirk on your lips. "Oh, is that so?"

Paige smirked, her gaze meeting yours with a hint of excitement. "Why waste water when we can save some by showering together?"

"God, you sound like such a boy right now." You joked as she grabbed your arm and pulled you into the bathroom. "Okay fine. For the environment."

"Yep, for the environment." Paige replied as she closed the door, a smirk playing on her lips.

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[hopelesslyromanticshark]

Hi lovely, how are you? Saw your requests were open and took advantage of it ‘cause your writing is too good??? 😤🙌

Anyway, I wanted to request a Leo Valdez x Athena!daughter!reader where the reader is like sick with fever but she is pretty stubborn on not wanting help (literally her fatal flaw) and so she insists that she’s fine and all good until she’s just chilling with Leo in bunker 9 and she collapses. Lot of fluff please! 🤭

Thank you, and take your time to write this! No pressure at all babe! 🧡🫶🏻 (i’ll go now, I still have to finish three lectures for tomorrow and it’s like midnight here)

⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ I Am Not Sick - Okay, Maybe A Little Sick

content: leo valdez x daughter of athena! reader fic warning: language, mentions of being sick and throwing up and all that icky stuff but i think that's it!! author's note: as someone who is deathly sick rn, i concur. where is my soft boy to take care of me bc i wont take care of myself, huh?? also, hope you finished your lectures, i understand the procrastination its a silent killer frfr

"oh...you don't look good. like, at all," annabeth winced that morning, watching as the other daughter of athena dragged herself out of bed. this comment earned annabeth a glare as the other girl made her way towards the bathroom.

"wow, you're so sweet, annie. good morning to you too! gods, i just woke up-" the girl bit out, sarcastically, before getting cut off by a large sneeze, which left the girl's arm coated in snot. annebeth winced and took a step back, watching as her sister stood there in shock for a moment.

"are you-"

"shut up."

"okay."

despite annabeth's best efforts to get you to rest, you still marched your way out of that cabin, a woman on a mission. her mission? survive the day. preferably without throwing up, but we'll see how the day goes. first order of business; track down leo valdez. you had a multitude of reasons to see the son of hephaestus; he of all people would not send you to the infirmary, he still had some of your scrolls that you'd lent him and...well, you found him attractive. there, you admit it! he's hot, go screw yourself! but as you made the trek towards bunker nine, you were growing exhausted. but gods forbid annabeth be right about another thing. you paused outside the door, coughing up a lung and struggling to get air back into your lungs before taking a huge deep breath. which you breathed out as coughs, once more. huffing, you quite literally shook yourself before walking in, looking around for the boy and nearly tripping over some hammer.

"leo?! you in here?!" you called, clearing your scratchy throat after, shaking your head at the feeling. leo popped out from behind his project, rolling from under neither it and frowning up at you.

"you don't sound like...you."

"thanks, valdez! turning up the charm at ten in the morning, huh?!" you bit back, rolling your eyes. you were growing sick of the comments. actually, you were just sick, but you'd only admit that mentally. leo was still frowning at you, now sitting on the concrete floor as he stared at you, his head tilted and brows furrowed in silent questions.

"y/n-"

"look, rough night, rough morning. im fine, okay? drop it. i'm just here to get my stupid scrolls back and- woah," you stopped your angry rant as you wobbled on your feet, the corner of your eyes growing fuzzy and your brain turning a little muddy and mushy.

"woah is right. you are clearly not fine-" leo insisted, jumping up to his feet and reaching a hand out to you but you stumbled back from him, holding a hand out to keep him back as your other hand went to your forehead.

"i am completely and utter fine-"

before you could finish your lies, your knees buckled and you surely would have smashed against the harsh concrete had it not been for leo shooting forwards to catch you. after that, it was moments of consciousness in between unconsciousness, small memories of leo pulling a blanket up on you, snuggling closer to a pillow. vague memories of throwing up, your hair held back by something that felt similar to a hand. then, you finally blinked your eyes open and they stayed open this time. your eyes were still adjusting, looking around to try and grasp where you were. you saw a random wrench on the floor and knew you had to still be in bunker nine. you looked down, noting you were no longer in the shirt you walked in with but rather one of leos, you could tell from the grease smeared all over it. as you sat up, inspecting the shirt and blushing at the connotation, leo walked in.

"thank the gods! was starting to worry about you," leo huffed, laughing in a way that told you 'starting' was a lie. you could visibly see the tension leaving his shoulders, relaxing at the thought that you were okay.

"sorry," you muttered, digging your hands into the hem of the shirt, twisting and playing with it. leo reached out and settled his hands on top of yours, causing your eyes to look over into his.

"you don't have to apologize. you should look after yourself more but...im, uh, im happy to do it," leo admitted, his confession getting caught in his throat and the tips of his ears turning scarlet. a small smile twitched onto your lips before you pulled one of your hands away and tugged pointedly at your new shirt, raising a brow at the boy.

"oh! yes, sorry, you, er, threw up all over the last one. very attractively, i promise," leo teased, you shaking your head in hopes the blurring motion would cause him to miss your blush, "that's one of mine- also, i didn't change you! it was annabeth, promise!!"

"ugh, you told her i was sick! snitch!" you hissed, slapping his arm before sucking in a labored breath as you were hit with a wave of nausea.

"that's karma right there. abusing me and shit," leo huffed with a joking roll of his eyes before leaning over and grabbing something that was just out of view, "lemme make it up to you."

he presented you with the most delicious looking chicken noodle soup. you were practically drooling as you gently took the soup from him, cradling it to your chest like it was a baby. you looked back up at him with wide eyes and he was already staring at you, a soft smile on his lips before he reached forwards and brushed a loose strand of hair back behind your ear.

"it's my mom's recipe, it always made me feel better as a kid when i was sick. asked the harpies to let me use the kitchen," whispered leo after you took a few bites. instantly, you were melting before the boy at the sweet gesture, sharing a part of his mom with you.

"thank you. for- for everything. honest," you murmured and leo just beamed another soft smile at you.

"of course. i like- i like taking care of you- well," leo kept cutting himself off before breathing out a long breath, "yeah, i like you. like, like-like you. as in-"

"i like-like you too, leo. and not just because you're a good cook," you cut in before he could spiral out of control. and leo looked at you like you were the only thing that ever mattered. he went to lean in but you set a gentle hand against his chest, ever the logical one.

"leo, i'm sick-"

"fuck it. if you think im gonna go another minute without kiss you, you're dumber than i thought," bit out leo, instantly, before cupping your face and pulling you into a smashing kiss. and you couldn't find in you to care that he was gonna get sick, the feeling of his lips against yours and his hands in your hair and your hands against his chest being too addictive.

this boy was turning your brain to mush, something that was surely breaking your mother's heart.

but, fuck it, right?

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[shaynawrites23]

🤭 of failing in the study aspect and so you won't be able to achieve your dream (this is so personal rn)

With Peter (parker of course) or Remus or Sirius. Whichever inspires you

You'll Succeed

Pairing: Peter Parker x reader

Word count: 745

A/N: it's been really long since you requested this, im sorry 😅 if you still see this, i hope you enjoy!

When Peter came back from class, he expected to find things different from how he'd left them. He's been gone a couple hours, after all, and you'd assured him before he left that you'd finish up your work while he was away and take the rest of the day off, to give yourself a bit of a break after all your hard work. You'd even discussed dinner plans, and while he'd said time and time again that he'd cook, and that you just had to sit back and relax, you'd said something about getting it started, and he had to choose between bickering with you about it or being on time for class.

What he found upon coming home, though, was not what he'd hoped for. Surrounded by textbooks, papers and a half-full cup of tea, you're still busily typing away on your laptop, as though you haven't moved since he left. He touches a hand to your cup, his backpack hitting the floor with a dull thud.

Cold.

And all this while, you don't stop your incessant typing, don't take your attention off of your work for longer than it takes you to say, "hi, Peter, how was class?"

Peter ignores your question.

"Babe," he sighs, saving your document with one hand and gently closing your laptop with the other, "I thought we agreed you'd take the rest of the day off?"

"Yeah," you sigh back, swiveling in your chair to face him, hands gesturing helplessly as you talk. "But then I looked at my planner, and I- there's so much more to do, Peter, and if I can't do it all I'm gonna fail this class and watch my dreams slip through my fingers. Like little dandelion seeds floating on the wind."

He's ready to make a joke, but you look so exhausted, so dejected and genuinely afraid of all your work being for naught, that he swallows those words and replaces them with something gentler.

"Hey, babe. Babe, look at me." His warm hand touches your chin, gently guiding you to meet his eyes as he kneels in front of you. "You're up in your head again. I promise you, one night off isn't gonna shatter your dreams. It'll be good for you, actually; if you keep pushing without a break, you'll only burn out and get sick, and then you'll lose more time. Take a break with me, yeah? Come relax, we'll make those little dessert things you like, we'll watch your favorite show and I'll give you lots of kisses."

Damn, that's tempting. Part of you wants nothing more than to say yes, but then the overwhelming guilt of not being productive takes over and you shake your head, blinking back tears.

"I can't, Peter. I can't lose this, this opportunity, this- I've dreamed about this for years and I can't lose my chance, not when I'm so close- Peter, I want this so bad, but what if I can't-"

You cut yourself off there. The thought of not achieving your dreams, not getting what you want so badly, what you've worked so hard for, is painful to think about, and a single tear rolls down your cheek as you take a deep breath and remind yourself to think about something else. Alarm flashes across Peter's face, but he tries his best to hide it and reaches up to gently brush your tears away with his thumb.

"Hey, angel, don't think like that. You really think you could lose it, when you've worked this hard? Babe, don't underestimate yourself. You've worked hard, you're still working hard, but you can't work yourself to death either. You need to find a balance, between work and rest. And get those thoughts of failure out of your head, okay angel? You're not gonna fail. Not your class, not your course, not at your goals. You'll succeed, I promise."

Peter sounds so earnest, so honest, so much like he truly believes you can do it, that you can't do much more than stifle a sob and nod, reaching for a hug he's all too happy to give you.

"That's my girl," he smiles, pressing a sweet kiss to your cheek. "Now, no more work tonight, okay? Come to the kitchen, and remind me how to make those dessert things you like before I mess it up and something completely different comes out of the oven."

Your answering giggle is all he needs to smile.

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