#vent in tags

[teaforqne]

i hope you guys don't dislike me or find me annoying 🧍🏻

#vent?? i guess #vent in tags #hell yeah #I've been getting paranoid over being disliked all of the sudden #it feels like at least someone must secretly hate me but still follows me #am i annoying #i hope I'm not #i like you guys a lot #this is one of the worst parts of having bpd #the feeling of impending doom that's constantly with me #and high anxiety levels #at all times #but oh well

[mashedpotatosinacup]

Physically sick thinking about The Character

#vent in tags #I just want to create but everything I make I think is either bad or cringe #I’m so confused #I just want to be normal and not weird people out #i wish i was normal #I’m convinced they’ll hate me and Ithink I’m weird and not want to talk to me #i feel so lonely #save

[scraemoo]

My love goes out to the fandom and Forever enjoyers. I'm so fucking sorry.

#qsmp #forever player #vent in tags #why can't this be just a nightmare #i don't want to talk about this here. i need so much time to process all of this. #i will look into it to have a better image of tge whole situation #if we're no friends don't await any answers from me about this #im so sorry. #qforever

[phellycheesesteak]

The grip of life got me again. I just want a fucking break dude. Have Ishmael plushie on a plate

#ophelya speaks #project moon #limbus company #pjmoon #ophelya doodle #ishmael limbus company #ishmael lcb #vent in tags #but oh my god i hate my life sm dude #like soooo much #I’m so close to checking myself in a pysch Ward /srs #I’m so tired

[riddleboxez]

was having a rough day so i drew an orange pre-mh brian :)

#marble hornets #brian thomas #brian mh #bucks artz #orange #vent in tags #roe v wade being overturned is really fucking with me 👍 #so the past couple of days have been rough #i might not be as active in the next week or so #not sure yet #anyway #old art

[s0fti3w1tch]

The rejection sensitive dysphoria is rejection sensitive dysphoria-ing

#cw vent #vent in tags #: #i talk about something that bothers me but can't properly explain what bothers me about it until later #and so I retract it immediately but the convo already started #so I try to backtrack and get to what actually bothered me #but now I feel too bad to say anything because #maybe what bothered me in the first place was stupid #and now i feel like i'm oversensitive #but wanna consider that I was in the wrong #but now i also just want to disappear into the void #ignorelist

[angelboybreakdowns]

god i really wish i could just. control my voice. could control my volume and how much i speak.

#vent in tags #cant take the bus home anymore. last time the driver didnt hear me when i pointed out my stop #i was in the front seat. i was being as loud as i could. he couldnt even hear that i was talking. #i think one of my coworkers might think i dont like her. she says hi every time we pass each other #all i can do is a little nod. i can hardly ever say hi on command #cant always speak on command in general. #i need to be prepared. to be anticipating a conversation #and even then im too quiet #or if im w friends and family im too loud. i talk too much. too fast #i just. i wish it was in my control #it is for everyone else in the world. why not me. #actually autistic #ok to rb #rambling

[aspd-culture]

ASPD culture is not knowing what to do with the sinking realisation that someone might be your Exception and wondering how the hell did you end up in a friend with benefit situation with him. Thankfully it's with my Exception because I would gag if it's with anyone else

aspd-culture is

#situationships with Exceptions have never gone well for me #they usually take advantage and then ghost #actually my last one was another pwASPD and that still happened #her transactional view of relationships was fucked because I gave her everything and she not only gave me nothing but also ghosted #vent in tags #aspd-culture-is #aspd culture is #aspd culture #actually aspd #aspd #aspd awareness #actually antisocial #antisocial personality disorder #aspd traits #anons welcome

[ralvezfanatic]

getting reminded of my ex bsf is so nice like wow im gonna go kms now ! /nsrs

#vent in tags #and rant idk #I MISS HIM #HE WAS SO NICE #I LOVED HIM #WHY AM I SO STUPID #i dont think an apology is gonna fix me cursing him out #but in my defense #i had good reasons to drop him #like many good reasons #but also #he was like #the only one who got me #and actually seemed to care abt me

[strawberryrudy]

BABE WAKE UP NEW GHOST EYES PAGES DROPPED AND ITS HITTING THE ELDEST SIBLING TRAUMA

#why didnt you try your best with me?? your first child?? #ghost eyes #ghost eyes webtoon #vent in tags #being told they like basically made all of the mistakes with u and that theyre gonna try better with a new child is like #emilio :(

[ghcstcd]

Omega lounging like a big cat. stretched out. big yawns. purring like a motor. full ceecher...

#the ghost breakdancing beside you #vent in tags #look I may have been fucked up over everything #like legit triggered by the situation of being called what I was because I chose design one character (omega) as I did #but no. I love him. I'm not changing him. Especially because those people are hopefully not following now #if they are following still then. Well. Congrats? You triggered a traumatized mentally ill person who you know nothing about #and accused them of something that's related to their years of trauma #so cool...congrats #I bounce back a little stronger each time

[dartfuldodger]

idk who needs to hear this but don't look at the social media of someone you aren't in contact with anymore. you're gonna see something hypocritical or a post about morality that you wish they adhered for you. it's just gonna hurt

#ex friends #breakup #abuse cw #social media #advice #idk who needs to hear this #ugh looked at an ex friends tumblr #she posted about cheating revenge and convinced my fwb to get with her without telling me #but she also posted something I'd wished I could have sent to her like as a call out #and just. nobody will see this but it hurts so much #i wanna kms #vent in tags #I just. She stole all my friends and threw me away like trash. #it makes me sad #and angry

[rotting-brains]

Me after saying DID doesn't affect me too bad as if it doesn't make me completely unable to feel any excitement and joy for reaching the most important goals

#rea's rambling #rea's dumbfuck posts #started t and im feeling nothing. ive been waiting 6 years for this. i feel nothing #i see people crying in joy when they start t and i cant even remember if i put it on that morning or not #im js. numb #im tired #i got top surgery and i feel nothing #i havent felt gender euphoria in years. i dont think i ever felt it #i want to be like other trans guys but i dont have a personality and can only match other people's energies so of nobody is euphoric for me #then i cant be either. #i hate myself why cant i be normal for once #rant in tags #vent in tags #did #did system #dissociative identity disorder #cdd system #complex dissociative disorder #ftm system #trans system

[fandomsoda]

goddamnit I feel so lonely

#vent in tags #It feels like even my own goddamn friends can’t see me anymore. #I’ve not gotten a welcome back or anything in months #all the anons I’m familiar with have been silent.. #my own friends don’t say hi.. #been forever since I’ve had a proper normal-feeling ask in my inbox #the numbers are higher than ever so why do I feel more lonely than ever? #I don’t want to be whiny #I don’t want to beg for attention #but I also need attention to know that I’m still loved #I don’t know…

[beetrootsoupdragon]

hmmm.

#vent in tags #turns out my only friend is actually really ableist and queerphobic #like i guess i should have realised that when she called me a slur #but i just excused it #like i excused her being really mean to me #like theres a line between playful joking and trying to insult the other person #and she made a joke abt me being autistic (bad joke to make) so i told her i actually was autistic and she was weird around me the rest of #the day but then near the end she started beingreally rude to me #including saying something like “i have too small of a mental capasity to be a good friend” or something #and like #shes never said anything like this until i told her i was autistic #plus she has always been weird abt me not using excact labels and just referring to my gender and sexuality in general terms #and she was really really weird abt me being trans #and she was so weird when she found out abt my sh #and i actually hate being around her #she makes me feel so bad abt myself wtff #i put up with it bcs i have no other friends #we're not a good friendship bcs she wants so much more from me than i can give and she refuses to give anything back #idk what to do abt it bcs there is. no way ill be able to just stop talking to her #shes really good at forcing me to spend time with her #idk shes actually really manipulative

[the-trail-to-oregon]

so yall telling me that i am wanted and lovable...

#like. i got invited to someone's birthday and i thought it was at the wrong place #so i went there and they weren't there and in a previous friend group they used to tell me to wait for them in a certain place #and they'd never arrive. and it would turn out that everyone else had gone and were having fun without me knowing i would just be waiting #for them. and so i was like. huh. guess that happened again #but turns out i was just in the wrong place and now i feel like shit #because i feel like it's all gonna be one massive trick and i feel like a dick for not being able to trust anyone #i'm so used to not asserting myself and not saying what i want because i've been taught i won't be lovable otherwise and now i don't know #when i'm lovable and when i'm not. what do you mean i can be lovable without having to do anything first? lmao ok then #and my friends are all so nice to me and i feel bad for being so suspicious because of past experiences #vent in tags #dee rambles #to delete #tw vent