#ohh I so freaking hate myself for this.

[flovoid]

What a good thing we lose? What a bad thing we knew ♬

#majima land #roo medici #mingyue majima #naomi butler #ohh I so freaking hate myself for this. #me: i hate love triangle!- #-also me: unintentionally doing a love triangle in sims #like guys. in my defense THEY did it themselves #mingyue started crushing hard on roo when he went with her on that mt.komorebi festival (literally her hometown) #naomi LITERALLY FLIRTED WITH ROO the first time they met- she already saw him very attractive oh lord #till then roo & naomi really had close bonding I won’t lie #mingyue is the shy type apparently she always runs away even tho shes crushin on roo n thinks hes very attractive #AND FREAKING ROO LIKS THEM BOTH EQUALLY OMG- #plz mr. equal man stop playing w my heart and choose for me. like- plz #and the worst part??? I CANT CHOOSE EITHER. #sims 4 #ts4 #simblr

[ravewing]

cambrian period dashboard simulator

redlichiida-realdeactivated0645589142

petition to ban anomalocarises from the local sandbar. theyre so fucking big and it's freaking everyone out and me personally ion want a trilobite muncher looming over me when im trying to have a drink.

🪲 trillybite17 Follow

they dont call them the ABNORMAL shrimp for nothing, they're fucking weird

🎸 punkrock-halluci Follow

No, you know what petition needs to be started? One to get rid of ignorant bigots like you. Have you ever SEEN an Anomalocaris ever eat, let alone ATTACK a trilobite? No, you haven't. Because they DON'T EAT TRILOBITES. Do some fucking research before you say shit like this.

⚜️ splendidmarrella Follow

fyi if you get rid of anomalocarises from public spaces then you will quite literally starve. you know those dead soft-bodied organisms yall scavenge and eat? yeah anomalocaris is the one providing those for you. as a scavenger myself i have been personally impacted by loss of food due to unfair treatment of anomalocarises that have forced them to leave the shallows that i live in and let me tell you eating detritus and nothing else is literally awful. please think twice before you post something prejudiced like this.

🩶 pleurae71 Follow

common hallucigenia + marrella W

ignore the OP, i promise most of us trilobites aren't like them- i don't even know why this is a debate. i guarantee they've never stepped outside of their little rock cave in their life

🌀 xXcorynexospikesXx Follow

LMFAOO they deactivated☠️

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🫧 cambripuns Follow

What do you call a Hurdiidae without any eyes? A Hurddae!

♟️vampeytoia Follow

actually you'd call it 'uncle maximilien' because my uncle maximilien was hatched with no eyes

💼 stanley-shrimp Follow

Valerie, you and I both know damn well that you do not have an "Uncle Maximilien," let alone one with no eyes. Stop lying on the internet and stop leaving your soft-bodied organism carcasses on my front sandbed. It smells putrid.

♟️ vampeytoia Follow

wow ok mr fun police. just go and piss on my parade like that

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👾 fiveeyedcoolguy Follow

giys i.m tripping bals rn lol. shuld not hv eaten tge 'detritus " browni e from the hallucigna.. i saw thr magic anomllcrais

🪱 pinkpikaiapage Follow

What?? Elaborate

👾 fiveeyedcoolguy Follow

He told me a prophecy

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🦐 apexshrimpy Follow

she cambrian on my period till i explosion

#anomalo talks #misc tag #is this hash tag funny or no?

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🎸 punkrock-halluci Follow

thinking about dying my spikes again. what color should i get?

🍢 leancho852 Follow

Do magenta to match your skateboard!!

🎸 punkrock-halluci Follow

ohh that's actually really smart thanks🙏

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🪨 shalesifters Follow

🧽 the-odontogriphus767 Follow

yo wtf. none of these fuck the landmasses. we're all in the ocean for a REASON

🦪 biofilmer08 Follow

Hey, actually, a few other molluscs and I browse on the microbial biofilm :)

♟️ vampeytoia Follow

🤓

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🕸️ arthropodstemz Follow

reblog if u get around by undulating ur lateral lobes

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📜 g-wiwaxia Follow

Did anyone else happen to see @shalesifters poll on the landmasses (followed by the reblog of the mollusc)? I think that I was simply born in the wrong generation, that I should have been able to experience the joys of being a land-dweller. I may just have grown tired of being in the ocean every day; quite frankly I just want some sort of change or reform (especially considering the incredulous prices of jellyfish nowadays...)

#Rant #I hope you guys get the idea. I expect some (likely a copious amount of, actually) hate for this one, but regardless I thought that I'd share my thoughts here #I'd like to move to Laurentia

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📸 daily-cambrian-pics Follow

⚜️ splendidmarrella Follow

omg thats me on the bottom in the middle! @romip51212 @kookykootenia look its us from earlier today

🫑 kookykootenia Follow

Woah whatt this is actually crazy

🍤 romip51212 Follow

yo i look rad in that.. changing my header immediately

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🦂 radiodont-radiostatic Follow

DNI if you support any of the anti-anomalocaris propaganda that's circling around. Sick and tired of the twisted lies that are being spread on here. I won't stand for the slandering of my brethren.

#static speaks #dni #will not hesitate to block and report any of you bigoted assholes

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🪼 jlyfsgh224256 Follow

q

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🍌 nectocarisking69420 Follow

I FUCKING LOVE DETRITUS

🍌 nectocarisking69420 Follow

Yo wtf was i on last night

🍢 leancho852 Follow

You were just speaking your truth king!!

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🪸 see-you-lagerstatte Follow

thought too long about the big white orb beyond the surface and broke down crying. What to do about this?

#why is it there?????? what is it???? #please im going insane over this

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🐾 catboycanadaspis Follow

born to say "nya!" and meow. forced to consume the coarse particles found on the sediment surface

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🌊 tidal-trilobite Follow

hey has anyone else noticed that it's been harder to breathe lately or is it just me? can't afford to go to the doctor for an exam rn

🦀 clackyappendages Follow

I thought that it was just me! I might sound crazy but have there been less archaeocyathids lately??

🐚 sand-muncher-757 Follow

i've had TWO neighbors pass away from hypoxia in the past month, definitely have noticed the breathing issues too. also i havent seen an archaeocyathid in so long either. so weird😬😬

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#cambrian period #cambrian explosion #cambrian #paleozoic #paleontology #paleoblr #dashboard simulator #anomalocaris #anomalopost #opabinia #trilobite #hallucigenia #wiwaxia #canadaspis #pikaia #possible amrev reference

[becauseheartsgetbroken-hs]

yes baby it's this time of the year (I need a good start that's why it's so early on the year lol) that I need your fic recommendations 😊 I'm here to take it babeee!

P.S Happy New Year my love ❤️

OHH LOVED THAT ENERGY 🥰 Happy New Year to you too hon! ❤️

Sooooo where to start from?? First of all I'm a little distracted the last few days because one of my favorite people on the planet visited me for the holidays and we're spending quality family time! So I may have miss some updates around here. Anyway let's start!

It's not a proper recommendation post if I'm not recommending @freedomfireflieseflies ' work! I feel like I'm repeating myself when I say that EVERYTHING she writes is PURE GOLD but that's the truth so I'm gonna say it again! Her new work "Infinite You" is amazing and believe me when you read it you will need more immedietely!😍 (her whole masterlist is a gift actually so you know what you have to do 😍)

Also please go check @adorebeaa 's Hawthorn Series! It's amazing! It plays like a movie in your head! The dynamic between the two characters is so fascinating! Oh and "Little Freak" is so good! I loved this story so much! And of course her one shots are crazy ("please you", "merry christmas, i couldn't care less" are 🥵)

@gurugirl 's "Just For Tonight", "A Good Boy" and "The Unicorn" are *chef's kiss*. Her writing is unmatched and she always comes up with creative concepts.

Also @cupid-styles is a gem! Her "grumpy!h" series is so freaking cute. The way she built their relationship was so beautiful. Oh also I had a great time reading "you're my last shot".

Of course I need to mention @lukesaprince because she is amazing! "The Rich" is so well written 😍

Also recently I discovered @justlemmeadoreyou and I'm so glad I did 😭 Her headcanons are so addictive 😱

Go check @harrys-titties ' "Harry's a dick, and Y/N hates him for it" as well because it was very beautiful and if you love a good enemies to lovers story, that's it! It has everything you wish for in a story like this.

"Love, heard, seen" from @fkinavocado is amazing too and I totally recommend it! I loved it!

Every time I get an ask like this, it's so hard for me to stop talking because I fucking love reading all these incredible stories but I need to stop myself now because if I don't, I won't ever lol I tried to recommend new stories and not the same ones I have recommend in the past (if you want you can check my other fic recs posts) and I hope you will find this helpful.

xoxo

Nancy

#fic recs

[catherinnn]

Princess

Enemies to lovers with Eddie Munson x fem!reader.

summary: you were a cheerleader and best friends with Jason and his goons, and after realizing that your old dealer quit, you only had one dealer left in Hawkins, and you happened to hate him, but you still had to get weed.

Or... two times you stopped Eddie's flirting and argued with him and the one time you flirted back.

warnings: explicit +18, insults, cursing, drug selling (it doesn't specify that y/n consumes it, so if you're not comfortable with smoking it, you can read it still), making out, suggestive content.

a/n: we need more enemies to lovers fics with eddie munson!!

"What else do we need for tonight, Jason?" Andy asked after the cheerleading practice was over, some basketball players were there waiting for their girlfriends. Among them were Jason waiting for Chrissy and Andy waiting for his girlfriend Jess.

You weren’t one of the cheerleaders with a boyfriend though.

"We still need the weed and maybe more bottles of vodka" Jason answered.

"We can just invite the dealer to the party and buy there" Jess suggested.

"The problem is that our usual dealer isn't working anymore, said something about wanting a proper job or something" one of the guys said.

"We don't have a dealer now?"

"Well, we have one choice left, but I don't think you're gonna like it"

Everyone stared at Andy waiting for him to finish his sentence.

"Eddie Munson sells"

"No way, we're not inviting that freak to our party" Jason quickly said.

"Then we won't have weed"

"But why can't we just buy it before hand?" Jess interfered.

"I'm not talking to that freak"

"Noup, me neither" They all started fighting over that until Jason stoped it.

"We're gonna make this fair, we all bought and contributed to what we need fo the party, except for Y/n and Jess, so one of them is going to buy more vodka and the other is going to Munson to buy the weed"

"I'll buy the vodka!" Jess responded quickly.

"Wait! no, why do I have to go with the freak?!" you complained.

"It's only fair, Y/n, you took too long"

You were about to complain again but they all started to disperse letting you know that it was decided, you were buying from the freak.

So that's how you ended up here in the woods, trying to find the metalhead you hated so much.

"There you are! I thought you were standing me up, princess" He talked and you turned around finally meeting him.

"Oh God, I got lost because of these stupid woods you wanted me to come" you responded annoyed.

"I always have the meetings here" he said calmed.

"Alright, can we just get this over with?"

"Are you in a rush, princess, or you just don't want to be with me?" he said teasingly.

"Both, and can you stop calling me that?"

"What" he played dumb.

"Princess"

"I thought it suited you, with you being the princess of Hawkins High and everything" he joked.

"Thinking like that, I should be calling you a freak" you teased back.

"Ohh no, it hurts so bad" he put his hands on his chest where his heart is, acting as if he's hurt.

"So funny, Munson, can you just give me the weed?"

"Yeah, here it is, it's gonna be 50"

"That much?"

"Well, it is a lot of weed and you kind of annoyed me a little, so yeah, that much"

"Eddie if I were you- well, I'd change a lot of things about myself if I were you, but I would think this through. Because I don't think you're realizing that I'm friends with all of the jocks that dislike you so much, and would be so happy to have a reason to kick your ass. So give me the real price or I'll go tell them about this" you threatened.

"Oh, is the princess gonna go tell on me? Is the princess gonna make all of her friends beat me up because I didn't treat her like one?" he came closer to you while he talked. "Oh, please, princess I'll be good, I'll treat you so right" he stood on his knees for that last part, acting as if he was asking for mercy right in front of you.

"You're unbearable"

"Alright, I'll tell you what, I'll give it to you for..."he stopped a second to think "30, just because it's fun to see you annoyed"

"So sweet of you"

For your luck, this wasn't the only time you had to meet to buy from him. Since the old dealer quit and your friends actually liked the weed Eddie sold. You were assigned to be the one who bought from him. You convinced yourself that it was better than to be the one who's house was used for the parties, which was John.

"We meet again, sweetheart" he greeted you when you got to your usual meeting spot in the woods.

"Yeah, hi Munson"

"You're incredible, you always find a way to be colder and colder each time we see each other"

"And somehow, you always find a way to be more and more annoying each time"

"I told you why, it's fun to see you annoyed, you get all red and you frown your eyebrows trying to look mean with that adorable face you've got" It just slipped from Eddie, he re-thought the entire sentence since it hadn't had sounded so much like a complement in his head. It definitely wasn't supposed to be.

"Now I'm adorable too? be careful, if you keep calling me all of these names, I'm gonna end up thinking you have a crush on me" you teased.

"I have standards and they're definitely not cheerleaders like you, sorry to disappoint you"

"Yeah right, as if you could even get a cheerleader, and what standards are you talking about? you'd be with anyone who'd give you the time of the day trying to loose you virginity"

"Oh I'm not a virgin anymore, sweetheart. I'd offer to show you but I don't think you could handle it, maybe calling me a freak was correct after all" he joked.

"That's- disgusting" you started "but there was the name calling again, watch it Munson"

"What names?"

"You've called me sweetheart and adorable, all in one day"

"Well, you said you didn't like being called princess"

"So thoughtful of you, but I'd prefer if you didn't call me anything and just gave me my stuff"

"Here you go, sweetie"

"Here’s your 30, goodbye Munson"

"Bye love!" you rolled your eyes, you shouldn't have said anything.

After your delightful encounter with Munson, you went to the lunchroom and to the table with all the cheerleaders, your friends, and started to eat and chat with them.

"Did you get the weed for this weekend, y/n?" Samantha asked you.

"I did, had to put up with Munson though, so you better appreciate my efforts"

"Oh, he's not that bad, the guys make him look worse than he is" Chrissy defended him.

"Are you friends with him?" you asked.

"I wouldn't say friends, acquaintance, maybe. But I chat with him every now and then. I've known him since middle school, oh and I had a crush on him when I was in freshman year" she laughed at the memory.

"Yeah, I kinda get it, I prefer him with longer hair though, he looks way hotter now" Jess added and Chrissy nodded.

"Hot? Eddie Munson? What are you talking about?" you asked, you couldn't believe them.

"Oh, come on Y/n, I'd get it if you were one of the guys, but please, the long hair, the tattoos and the rings? you can't tell me you've never noticed"

The conversation about Eddie eventually stopped, not before all of the other girls in your table agreed that they would like to know what's under the black ripped jeans and the hellfire shirt that Eddie wore almost everyday.

You were taken aback, you've never thought about him like that. Maybe you were paying too much attention to what the basketball players said about the dungeon master, instead of thinking for yourself.

And when you really thought about it, maybe your friends were right, maybe he really was hot. You could even find him cute if you focused on his face, his brown doe eyes and pink lips.

God, stop thinking about Eddie Munson and just go to sleep already!

For your next gathering with him, you were far more nervous than usually. Now that you have admitted that you could find him attractive, you couldn't stop thinking about him, spotting him in every crowd.

And you definitely couldn't stop thinking about the time he told you that he could prove to you that he wasn't a virgin, but that it would be too much for you.

Good God, just stop that brain.

Back to where you were now, in the woods waiting for this boy you couldn't get out of your head.

"Princess! You're early today, couldn't wait to see me?" He appeared with his usual smirk and teasing.

You didn't know how to treat him now. Should you be cold like always? Or maybe more flirty like he was? maybe he would find it weird if you acted nice all of the sudden.

"Sure, Eddie" ugh what even was that?

"I have your stuff right here, so I don't bother you with my presence anymore for this week" he joked and waited for your witty comeback.

"It's fine" you softly said and shook your head.

He frowned.

"Ok, love, you're actually scaring me today"

"Um- I- Uh fine, just give my stuff and I'll leave you alone" you said not looking at him anymore.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing's wrong Eddie! Can't I just be nice?" you started to get a little frustrated.

"You can, you don't usually decide to be with me though"

"I know, I don't even know what I'm trying to do right now, just give me the bag so I can leave, Eddie"

"You keep calling me Eddie"

"What?"

"You never call me Eddie, you always call me Munson or freak"

"Yeah, you already let me know I'm acting weird today"

"I like it, I like how it sounds when you say it"

You stared at him with a little shock, not knowing how to react at that.

"Well... maybe I like when you call me princess too" you whispered, fearing that if you said it too loud it would be too real.

He hear you though and there was that smirk again.

"I knew that" he whispered back "care to explain what made you flirt back with me? not that I'm complaining"

"Thought you had standards, and that they definitely didn't include cheerleaders" you teased.

"You're too hot for standards, I knew you were going to be the exception anyways"

"I'm flirting back because, I guess I just stopped caring about what the jocks say"

"Are you sure you're not just doing this so you can get a discount?" he joked and you both laughed.

"Tell you what, I'd love to prove to you that I'm not messing with you, but I don't think you could handle me" you teased him.

"Oh sweetheart, I'm begging you to prove me wrong"

"Yeah?" he nodded "come here"

He came closer to you, you wrapped your hands around his neck, and he grabbed you by your waist with care, not really believing this was actually happening.

You pulled him even closer to your face, put your lips over his, barely touching them, feeling his hot breath on your mouth and making him feel yours.

Until you finally kissed him.

It started slow and sweet, but when you started playing with his hair, slightly pulling from it, making him moan softly. He wrapped his hands around your waist pressing you against him and you started to kiss more passionately.

Eventually, you pulled away from each other's lips, but still close to him, playing with his hair.

"I realized that I really really like you, that's why I was trying to be nicer" you confessed.

"I really, really, really like you too, if you didn't notice before"

"Kinga figured" you joked.

"Oh yeah? Is that right?" he laughed and kissed your cheek "Want to go out with me this weekend, princess?"

"I'd love that, Eddie"

"And then maybe later we can go to my room and I can show how much of a virgin I am"

"How romantic" you laughed now, only if you knew he wasn't joking about being a real freak.

#eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x fem!reader #enemies to lovers #eddie munson x you #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson smut

[blackberrysummerblog]

I’m alive! And I’m so grateful to everyone who’s been tagging me—life has been crazy of late but it’s made me really happy seeing the notifications and keeping up with all of your work! Anyway, I have been writing, so I’m sharing a bit of that along with a ton of tags under the cut. And I’m even early this week (it’s still Tuesday where I live)

This first excerpt is from my demon!Baz/merman!Simon CORB:

What I didn't expect was to find him stretched out on his back, arching his spine as if attempting to offer himself up to the mid-afternoon sun.

He smirks when my shadow falls over his face. Simon wiggles his—hips?—in greeting. “You like me," he practically purrs.

"What." In spite of his playful tone, I still can't quite let myself give in.

"You're obsessed," he teases, rolling onto his stomach and rising up on his elbows. “You came back to stare at my scales again."

"Yes, well. They are rather...scaly," I finish lamely. "You're a true freak of nature, fish-boy."

"Simon," he corrects me, then looks back over his shoulder as he lifts his tail and fans out its spectacular fins. "And I'm not a freak. I'm a wonder."

And a bit from the other CORB that I get to do—hopefully this one is ok but I feel kind of vulnerable about it:

It’s warm in the bedroom; someone’s lit the fire already, and it casts a lovely golden glow around the room’s red furnishings. I shuck my jacket and kick my shoes off as I pull my shirt over my head, stumbling a bit, and then unfasten my trousers and kick them away as well. Socks follow. Should I take my pants off?

I hear footfalls on the stairs down the hall and rush to jump up on his—our—bed. We’ve been living together long enough that I think of the Hackney Wick flat as ours, so I guess this gargoyle-covered nightmare in Hampshire is as much mine as his. I’ve been tied to it enough. Baz, too, sometimes. When he’s in the mood.

“There you are.” Baz gives me a predatory grin as he shuts and spells the door behind him. His three-piece suit is understated, for him—a deep, inky blue tailored so close to his body that I’m not sure I won’t have to cut him out of it. Merlin, the sight of him. I lean back on my hands and let one leg hang over the edge of the bed, the other pulled up as though I’d meant to sit cross-legged. I hear him suck in a ragged breath and I half-close my eyes in an attempt to look come-hither.

“You told me to be here,” I rasp. Crap, my mouth is still dry as a bone.

Baz steps over to the pitcher at the side of his bed and pours a glass of water. Slowly, carefully, he holds it up to my lips and lets me drink my fill. “Ohh, that was good,” I sigh happily, licking the last drops from my lips.

“More?”

“Not of water, no.” I give him what I hope is a suggestive smile, although from what I’ve seen practicing in the mirror, I probably just look a right git.

Lastly, a bit of my crucible marriage fic, which I’m still working on:

“Twat.”

“Moronic numpty.” It takes effort not to flick his nose, but I manage. The way he’s glaring at me is too good to ruin with cuteness.

“Stuck-up tosser.”

“Idio—” And then Snow pounces, literally pounces, on me, and I let him knock me to the blanket. Of course I do; it’s like a dream come true. At first I’m not sure if he’s actually angry and planning to thump me, but in between little huffs of breath he’s laughing, so I concentrate on letting him think he can pin me without making it too obvious that I’m not using my full strength. Simon pushes my wrists beside my face and grins down with such self-satisfaction that I hate to spoil the illusion, but my pride won’t let him have this so easily. I push a knee up under his chest and twist, flipping us both so that he’s left spluttering beneath me.

“Let me go!”

“Let you—you’re the one who jumped on me!” I shove Snow’s hands above his head and hold them there with my forearm as I take his chin in hand and give his head a little shake. His eyes gleam with defiance and then grow soft, eyelids fluttering nearly shut. Letting my guard down, I drift closer, closing my eyes and parting my lips…

“Prat!” Snow surges up and takes hold of my shoulders, turning me before I can regain my balance. He laughs as we struggle and then begin rolling down the hill, because he’s an idiot who twisted us so that we would roll down the hill. He wraps one arm tightly around my waist, his other hand at the back of my head.

Have a great week everyone! It’s been so long that I’m going to go a bit bananas with the tagging: @prettygoododds, @palimpsessed, @wellbelesbian, @facewithoutheart, @raenestee, @thewholelemon, @nausikaaa, @bazzybelle, @ivelovedhimthroughworse, @you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @aristocratic-otter, @imagineacoolusername, @supercutedinosaurs, @iamamythologicalcreature, @rimeswithpurple, @ileadacharmedlife, @hushed-chorus, @aroace-genderfluid-sheep, @fucking-gay-frogs, @valeffelees, @theotherhufflepuff, @nightimedreamersworld, @artsyunderstudy, @cutestkilla, @stardustasincocaine, @ghostpepperworld, @c0nsumemy5oul, @shrekgogurt, @larkral, @letraspal, @fatalfangirl, @onepintobean, @ionlydrinkhotwater, @ebbpettier, @thehoneyedhufflepuff, @j-nipper-95, @fucking-gay-frogs, @alleycat0306, @aceumbrellaheroes, @forabeatofadrum, @youarenevertooold, @thewholelemon, @confused-bi-queer

#wip wednesday #snowbaz #simon snow #baz pitch #corb 2023 #crucible marriage au #married by the crucible au

[edosianorchids901]

I Don't Hate You

@flashfictionfridayofficial prompt - "Didn't mean it"

Oh, he’s not my friend. We’ve never met before. We don’t know each other.

The words raced in laps around Aziraphale’s mind, seeming to charge forward with increasing vigor each time they repeated. Like predators, perhaps, speeding up to overcome his every desperate attempt to flee from them.

“Crowley knows perfectly well that it’s nothing personal,” he said to the empty room as he packed his belongings for the long ride to Edinburgh. “He’s well aware of the need for secrecy in such a relationship. Or, no, not relationship. Acquaintance…ship?”

Oh Lord. He was being absurd by fretting so much about this, about the choice of words when he was all by himself. Alone, there was no need to be so very cautious.

And yet, best not to get in the habit of things that could easily get them both killed.

“It’s not as though he seemed distressed by my comment. He was grinning after,” Aziraphale said to the spare cloak, tucking it in his bag. “If he was upset with me, he certainly wouldn’t have given me such a wonderful present. Making Hamlet popular is hardly the act of one stricken by rejection.”

The thoughts seemed to circle even faster now. He sighed, trying to ignore the trembling in his hands.

“Besides. It’s all to keep him safe. He must be used to it by now,” Aziraphale said to the stack of three books as he stashed them with the cloak. “Why, I’ve said that we’re not friends so many times that he probably thinks I absolutely despise him!”

Aziraphale froze, another book in hand. He stared at the wall for a moment, at his tapestry of the Garden. At the angel high above, and the Serpent slithering through the grass.

Then he slammed down the book, twisted around, and rushed out of his room.

It wasn’t a long walk from his place to Crowley’s, and he covered it in quick pattering strides. But no matter how fast he walked, it wasn’t fast enough to outrun the memory of what he’d said to the only being who had ever truly cared about him.

He knocked once on Crowley’s door, then simply miracled it open and stepped inside. Crowley had been leaning back in a chair with a cup of wine in one hand, sunglasses off, but he straightened at once. “Angel? You all right?”

“I don’t hate you!” Aziraphale blurted.

Crowley stared at him, wide eyed. “Er. That’s good.”

“No, I mean…” Lost, Aziraphale flapped his hands in the air. “I didn’t mean it.”

“You didn’t mean you don’t hate me?” Crowley asked slowly.

“No! I don’t mean that I didn’t mean that I don’t hate … that is to say… I have met you!” Oh, he was making such a mess of this. “I’ve met you, we do know each other.”

“Yes, Aziraphale. We know each other.” Looking increasingly concerned, Crowley set his wine down and rose. He crossed the room and touched Aziraphale’s arm, giving a little sympathetic pout. “Did you hit your head?”

“No, I haven’t hit my head! I mean that I don’t hate you!” Aziraphale could hardly breathe now, increasingly agitated. Oh, oh, why couldn’t he figure out how to explain this in a way that made sense? “But the thing is… We’re supposed to be enemies and if I admit it I could get you killed and I’d never be able to forgive myself if—”

“Angel, angel, shhhh.” Suddenly, Crowley’s hand was cradling his cheek, and Aziraphale forgot everything else he meant to say. He sank into the touch, eyes closing. “Slow down. S’ okay. Don’t freak out, all right? Whatever’s wrong, we’ll figure it out. Lend a hand, remember?”

“Yes, that’s… that’s what I meant. We help each other.” Tears welled in Aziraphale’s eyes as Crowley’s thumb stroked across his cheek, a tender brush. “What I said at the Globe is what I didn’t mean.”

“Ohh,” Crowley said softly. “Okay. I get it. Aziraphale, seriously, you don’t need to tell me that we’re friends.”

Startled, Aziraphale opened his eyes. “I don’t?”

“No, ‘course not. We’ve been friends for what, five and a half thousand years, give or take a century?” A bright grin spread across Crowley’s face again, his eyes soft with affection. “What you said earlier was you trying to keep me safe. You’re always trying to keep me safe.”

“Oh…” Still tearing up, Aziraphale risked mirroring Crowley’s gesture. He cradled the sharp angles of Crowley’s jaw and cheek, gazing into the golden eyes that somehow went even softer. “You marvelous old serpent. Here I was, panicking that you’d think I despised you…”

“You don’t have to worry about that.” Crowley closed his eyes and leaned forward, gently touching his brow to Aziraphale’s. “You don’t have to worry about anything, angel. S’ all right.”

Aziraphale let his own eyes close now, tingling pleasure spreading through him at the sweet contact. His breaths slowed as they stood together, and the racing thoughts finally calmed. He did have many, many things to worry about. But at least now, he knew that the strength of his friendship with Crowley was not one of them.

#good omens #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley

[blackhakumen]

Mini Fanfic #1171: The Diary of Beartrap (Epithet Erased)

Dear Diary,

It's been a while, hasn't it?~ I'm sorry it took too long for me to write to you. Quite a lot has happened to me as of late: Some hectic, some exciting, a few rough patches and there, but I promise you there's a lot good after that. In fact, my life has gotten a lot better since it ever been, but I'm getting way ahead of myself already, so let's get started , shall we?

To get the bad and obvious out of the way, my relationship with my family hasn't improved at all unfortunately. Lorelai's still as lazy and self-centered ever while always constantly butting heads with me every chabce she gets, dad-no, Martin, is too investing in his own little world to even care about anything anymore, and I always had to spend the last few years of my life, watching over the toy store and keep it up float while cleaning up THEIR messes on a daily basis! And yeah, I HATE every second of it and EVERYDAY!!

.....But it couldn't be helped. The day mother left has been really rough for all of us since then, so it's not too hard to understand why our relationship became so....distant, hollow, dysfunctional and so.....messy. I should've realized sooner that things would turn out the way it did and be more prepared, but even then, I doubt it would've been any less stressful and draining than it was now and after everything Lorei put me and my friends through in her fantasy world of hers that night, I decided enough was enough and leave everything behind me: the toy store, the people I used to call my family, and.....my previous life up to this point..........

And I'm happy I made that choice, because like I said, my life really turned around for a whole lot better since then. I'm doing a lot better in school, I get to spend more time with my friends stressed-free, I even did a few other things I've never thought i would ever get to do in whole life: like being a part of school plays, attend football amd basketball games, and making these suuuuuper yummy cinnamon apple raisins waffle in cute cub head shapes~

To tell you truth, I don't think any of this would be even remotely be possible if it weren't for the two people who are working their butts off into looking after me as of late: Crusher, the biggest teddy bear of a sweetheart I have ever met (Which is pretty ironic considering he actually went as a teddy bear for Halloween last year. So freaking adorable!~ i should really remember to him again when he and the others come back), and my one and only boss: Giovanni Potage.

I honestly don't think I have the proper words to express how much he means to me or even how thankful I truly am for everything heaven done for me so far. He taught me how to be more confident in myself and become more assertive, he goes out of his way and beyond to try to help me with stuff in general, and he even went out of his way to take me our of my miserable home life and does his very best to look after me to this very. He sees a lot more value and importance in me than I even realized I have any myself. He did all of this is.....because he cares about me. Because he loves me. And......I love him too. So much that.....I wanna do whatever I can to help him out: with our new villain group, any of his newer evil schemes, and everything else in general. It's the least I can do for everything he have done for me thus far.

To this day, I still don't think I have a clue as to what the future will have in store for me or what to expect going forward, but I won't let it scare me off that easily. I won't let my past life take a hold of me any longer. I am going to live rest of my life to the fullest by my own accord and with the people I truly love and cherish. And if anyone has a problem with that, they can go screw themselves right off to the blazing sun, cause I'm not stopping one bit!

Giovanni: (In the Other Room) Ohh Beeartraaaaap!~ Dinner's finally ready!~

Crusher: And we finally return with SNACKS!

Spike: Annnnd a good amount of decent quality movies we can all watch!~ None of which were chosen by Ben thank God!

Ben: Dude, seriously!?

Car Crash: Hey, we're not the ones who brought tickets to that knock off Ice Age movie that one time, didn't we?

Ben: ('Let's Out a Frustrated Scream')

Molly: (Giggles Softly) Coming! (Finishes Up Writing on her Diary)

Okay, as much as I would love to stay and wrote, I gotta go now. We're having lasagna and a whole movie night tonight. They said they'll be a lot a movie to watch through this time around, so fingers crossed for at least a few of them to be decent. But until then, I'll try and write to you more often. It is one of my many New Years Resolutions after all, might as well make the most out of them.

Love,

Molly Blyndeff A.K.A. Beartrap

@aprilbrowines

#epithet erased #molly blyndeff #giovanni potage #crusher #spike #ben #car crash #martin blyndeff (mentioned) #lorelai (mentioned) #diary entry #sweet family moment #new year's resolutions

[millenialfanfictionaddiction]

🖤🐺 Being MSBY's Manager 🐺🖤

Relationship problems with Atsumu

MSBY featuring Time!Skip Miya Atsumu x Female Manager

Warnings: angst to fluff, Swearing, poor self-care, unwanted advances/touching , blood mentions, ITS SO LONG 😭

A/N: absolutely no one requested this 😃 wrong, I requested this 😃😃 because I like to feel pain 🥲 this is for Atsupremacy and all my angsty bbys 💖 also I kind of want make this a series 🙃 maybe Sakusa next??

I'm 110% sure I'm an emotional masochist when it comes to fanfictions

I freaking LOVE angst to fluff

I want someone to rip my heart out, pick it back up, dust it off

Because the ground is gross and I don't want a dusty heart 😬

And then put it back together again, piece by piece

And since I made myself cry for writing mean Bokuto (coming May 10th 👀)

I thought I'd do it again 🙃

This time, with Atsumu

Now 🤚🏻 I know what your thinking

#bullyatsumu2022

And you would be correct ✅️

But Atsumu is also one of my favorite characters in the series

Which is why I bully him so much

It makes no sense right 🥰

Anyways, since I've been obsessed with MSBY lately, I thought "why not?"

So let's break some hearts shall we 🤗

First off, when you found yourself at the doors to the MSBY gym, you were definitely nervous

You had been a volleyball manager in high school and had loved it

This couldn't be much different right?

You were super sweet, calm in chaos and absolutely stunning

"Ok I can do this. YN you can do this"- you, jumping up and down a little and hyping yourself up

"Are you talking to yourself?"- a voice sounds from behind you

You turn to see a giant man with yellow-blonde hair looking down at you

"Ummm-yes?"- you say nervously

"You know, fans aren't allowed in here but you are a cute one"- he said, smiling at you

"Ohh I'm not a fan- wait, I AM a fan but I'm here to interview for the managers job. By the way, my name is YN"- you, bowing

The man just stood there, with hair that desperately needed toning, smiling at you

"ATSUMU- leave that poor girl alone"- a giant dark haired man yelled

"I was literally doing nothing-" Atsumu 😐

"Yeah we know what your NoThInG includes"- another dark haired curly man says

You just stare 👁👄👁

Please they are all Titans

Someone call Levi 🗣⚔️

"You must be YN- I'm so sorry about him. I'm Meian Shugo and this is Sakusa Kiyoomi"- Meian said, bowing

"Oh no! Really it's ok! I was uhh- talking to myself? "- you shaking your hands, now feeling awkward you admitted that out loud

Atsumu is now smirking at you in that kind of cute way

This one 👇🏻

"Well ok then! Follow me YN and we'll get started"- Meian laughing as he escorts you to the office

As you walk, you turn around to see Atsumu is staring at you and STILL SMIRKING

Is he cute? Yes

Does him watching you make you blush? Absolutely ☺️

"Hey Atsumu- let's go before Bokuto and Hinata burn the gym down"- Sakusa, looking back at Atsumu

"Yeah- yeah I'm coming"- Atsumu still smirking as he sticks his hands in his pockets and turns to leave

The absolutely STUNNING YN weighing heavily on his mind

A week after your interview, you were offered the job 🤗

Please you were ecstatic

Side note: I hate you, just know that 🥰

Another side note: I mean that in a very loving way YN

You're first day and you are both excited and nervous 😓

Seriously, you're literally like a logger handling giant trees YN ✋🏻

You walk into the gym and find Meian whose talking to a very Owlish looking man and a red-headed man

"HOLY CRAP- IS THAT OUR NEW MANAGER?"- The owl man says, excitedly as he bounds towards you

You brace yourself for impact just as an arm snatches you're waist and pulls you behind him

Atsumu is standing in front of you- hand on the chest of the bouncy man

"Bokuto, please don't kill YN before she even starts"- Meian, as him and a red-headed man approach

"Hi I'm Hinata! It's so nice to meet you. You are so pretty! Atsumu said you were hot but I definitely didn't believe you were this hot"- Hinata

Please Atsumu is so freaking mad 😡

"Hinata shut your trap or I won't set to you"- Atsumu, glaring at Hinata 😑

"Hey YN you should watch me hit some wicked cut shots! They can get past all the blockers!!"- Bokuto grabbing your hand as you giggle and follow along the giant man

"Bokuto please don't break YN, she's literally half your size"- Sakusa, coming from the locker room

"Yeah Bokuto, we want our manager to last longer than 3 minutes"- another man says coming out with two tall players

"Nice to meet you YN, I'm Inukaki, the libero of the team"

"And I'm Thomas, a middle blocker and this is Barnes, he's a wing spiker"- Thomas says, smiling at you

"It's very nice to meet you YN"- Barnes says, towering over you

"Well I guess I know who to ask for help getting stuff off high shelves"- You, shocked by his height

Everyone laughs as Bokuto continues to pull you towards the courts

"Bokuto honey, how about I finish setting up and then I watch you? You are going to need a sports drink for all those line and cross court shots!"- you, hyping Bokuto up

"Wait 🤚🏻 you know about my line shots??:- Bokuto, shocked 😲

"Of course I do! Everyone knows about Kotaro Bokuto, the famous ace from Fukurodani!"- you, eyes shining

"HEY HEY HEY- THATS ME!!"- Bokuto, now squeezing the life from you

Atsumu watches in pure jealousy 😒

Everyone else just looks at you 👁👄👁

"Let me help you YN so you can watch me do liners!"- Bokuto grabbing the crate as you laugh following him

You walk past Atsumu and see your chance

You stop next to him, go up on your tip toes and whisper in his ears

"His information is on the website and I know all about you Mr. All Japan setter"- you, smiling as Atsumu looks down at you

You wink 😉 as you walk away, Bokuto leading the way with his bubbly personality

Atsumu just gapes at you as you walk away

Please, he totally does that fist biting thing 😫

Ugh it's so hot

From that day forward, it's safe to say Mr. All Japan had a big crush on you

You proved yourself a very capable manager from day one, your ability to handle Bokuto, Hinata and Atsumu was a feat all it's own 👏🏻

"Atsumu that was an amazing set! Nice kill Hinata!"- you screaming as your boys score another amazing point

"You know YN, I think the guys really work harder with you cheering them on"- Barnes, towering over you as you cheer the boys on

"I'm glad! They really are amazing! Even Bokuto when he gets in his crazy emo modes"- you smiling and laughing

"Emo-mode is down significantly with you around YN"- Thomas, standing on the other side of you

Atsumu watches you as you smile and talk with his teammates

He can't help but think about you constantly

It's been 2 months since you started and everyday seems better than the last

Having feelings is new for Atsumu

Sure he's had lots of hookups and a few short lived relationships, but never a person he felt so strongly for

In a way, it kind of freaked him out

"You know you stare at YN like she might turn into a pumpkin at any second"- Sakusa, walking past Atsumu to get a drink

"Ohhh does someone have a crush??- Inunaki, probing

"Heck I wouldn't blame him, YN's hot"- Hinata

Atsumu glares at him and it's not missed by Sakusa

The teams resident Nosey Nancy 💅🏼

"Yeah you've got it bad-" Sakusa walking away

That night, you are cleaning up the gym while the guys change

At night, a local team comes to practice in a secondary gym located in the same building

You are just putting away the mop, when you step into the gym and see two men looking around

"Hello, can I help you?"- you, being polite

"Well hello there doll"- one of the men says

They are both tall, but not Barnes or Thomas tall, but still they tower over you

"Can I help you find the other gym? This is MSBY's official gym and it's not for public use"- you, still being a professional queen

"Oh we know babe, we just wanted to come see the absolute stunner that is MSBY's manager"- the other one says as they both look down at you and smirk

"Well here I am. Now if you will please leave, I need to lock up"- you, now getting a little angry

As 👏🏻 you 👏🏻 should 👏🏻

"Oh come on doll. Hey what would you say to helping us out? We could definitely use a gorgeous girl like yourself to stare at and give us inspiration"- one of the guys says

First off, gag 🤢

Second off, Miss Manager doesn't work for free 💅🏼

Just as you are about to ask the men to leave again, one of then puts his hand up to push your hair behind your ears

You slap at his hand ✋🏻

"Hey don't touch me!"- you backing away

The men advance on you as you back up towards the locker room doors

If you can just get to the doors, you can get the teams help

"Hey hey pretty girl- shhh, we won't hurt you"- one of them says, grabbing your upper arm

"HEY FUCKERS"- Atsumu shouts as he barrels towards the men

The man holding you pushed you off, causing you to fall as Atsumu runs up and punches the man in the face

You scream as the team rushes from the locker room

"What the fuck happened?"- Meian shouts as he sees you on the floor, now crying and Atsumu standing over a now blooded man

"Fuck- YN!"- Barnes yells as him and Sakusa run to you

"He fucking attacked us-" the other man shouts as Barnes helps you to your feet

"No he didnt!! You guys came in the gym and I asked you to leave! Then you grabbed me! Atsumu saved me!"- you, now standing as Barnes holds you

"You two realize that everything that happens in this gym is recorded right?"- Meian now approaching the men as Thomas pulls Atsumu back

Meian looks to Inunaki who nodds and runs to check the tapes

The men's faces pale as Meian stands over them, arms crossed

Atsumu turns to see you staring at him, eyes wide and red from crying

He goes to you as you leave Barnes for refuge in Atsumu's arms

"Shh its ok baby- its ok"- Atsumu says consoling you, whispering into your hair as he hold you

"Hey captain, YN was right! These two idiots came at her"- Inunaki, standing next to Meian who is now pissed

Meian and Thomas grab the men, pulling them towards the doors to the other gym

You take off, shooting out of Atsumu's arms as you follow behind

Atsumu, Sakusa, Barnes and Inunaki follow as Meian and Thomas drag the men in front of their team

"These two fuckers are permanently banned for anything and all things related to MSBY"- Meian says, shoving the men to the floor

"I'd advise you all find a new place to practice from here on out"- Thomas adds as MSBY turns to leave

Back in the gym, Hinata and Bokuto appear from the locker room looking at the blood on the floor

"We saw the tapes- YN are you ok?"- Hinata, approaching you

"Yeah YN, we are so sorry that happened"- Bokuto

"Atsumu handled it"- you say, looking at the man whose now standing right next to you, a secured arm around your waist

"Damn straight he did! Dude I'm saving that tape forever! The look on their faces when you plowed out that door! Priceless 👌🏻"- Inunaki, hyped up

But Atsumu fails to notice because he's too busy staring at you 😍

"Are you two gonna kiss or something?"- Hinata, breaking the awkward silence

"Eww please not in front of the team"- Sakusa, walking to get a bucket and mop

"I'll help Sakusa"- you say as Meian stops you

"Let Atsumu take you home YN. We have it handled"- Meian looking at Atsumu and nodding

Atsumu grabs your bag as you both head towards the door and to his car

"Wow, I would have never pegged you for a Nissan man"- you, as Atsumu opens the door for you

"It's a fast car baby and I love going fast"- he says, smirking at you 😏

Pls say less sir 🥵

Atsumu pulls up to your apartment and walks you up

"Well this is me"- you say, super awkwardly

Hey I never said you won any social awards YN ok 😅

You turn to see Atsumu standing close you and studying your face

"God you are so gorgeous and I just want to kiss you right now"- Atsumu

PLEASE GOD YN PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST! IM BEGGING YOU 🙏🏻

"Then do it"- you say shyly but smug 😏

You know what your doing 💅🏼

Atsumu leans down, taking your mouth and OH SWEET MOTHER- 😫

The kiss to end all kisses 💋

Seriously MSBY Atsumu is an amazing kisser and you'll never be able to convince me otherwise

When he breaks the kiss, he rests his forehead against yours

"Perfect just like you"- Atsumu

God the man is good at laying it on THICCC- with 3cs

But he totally means it

"Dinner with me tomorrow night"- Atsumu, not even giving you an option

If I could have an ounce of this man's confidence ISTG-

You nodd as Atsumu kisses you lightly again, hand trailing down your arm as he whispers in your ear

"Go inside baby"- Atsumu

Freaking GOD when a man whispers in my eat I'm a literal puddle I CANT 😫

Atsumu watches you enter your apartment, as he waits for you

"Lock the door Yn and sleep well"- Atsumu, winking 😉 as he leaves your building

It's safe to say YN.exe has stopped functioning

After that night, Atsumu had you hook, line and sinker

You started spending more and more time together

Atsumu would pick you up every morning for practice

Unfortunately, that often meant getting yo at 5am

Because we ALL know this man would be at the gym bright and early

"YN- get your cute ass out of bed!"'- Atsumu, coming into your bedroom and pulling your covers off

You curl up and moan as you try and reach for the covers

"SUMU- IM TIRED"- you whine as Atsumu picks you up and takes you to the bathroom

"Here baby, I grabbed you a coffee"- Atsumu, handing a literal Gremlin her coffee

"It makes it really hard to hate you"- you

"🙃 you know you love me"- Atsumu says as he leaves to go into your kitchen

It wasn't the first time Atsumu had said this

The first time you thought nothing of it

Now the 10th time 👀

You began to wonder if perhaps he was feeling something more for you

Your routine continued over the next few months

When regular season games picked up, you noticed how the guys would become more tense

The match with the Scweiden Adlers was approaching and you could practically cut the tension with a knife 😬

You were tossing balls to Atsumu as Bokuto, Hinata and Sakusa went up to spike

You were tired, it had been a long day of meetings followed by training

You sent a ball that was a little too high, causing Atsumu to have to adjust and accidently hit the net

"Oh Im sor-" you started to speak, unfortunately for you, Atsumu beat you to it

"What the fuck was that YN? Can you try to get the ball closer to me please?"- Atsumu said, snipping at you

You were taken aback by his harsh tone

"I- I'm sorry Tsumu"- you, putting your head down

"Thank you. Now toss another one"- Atsumu said as you grabbed another ball and threw it up

Sakusa and Hinata watched your face fall when Atsumu scolded you

At the end of practice in the locker room, Sakusa spoke up

"You were kind of a dick to your girlfriend dude"- Sakusa to Atsumu who just looks at him

"Huh?"- Atsumu, clueless idiot 🙄

"It's not like she meant to toss the ball towards the net Tsumu. It happens, even in games. It's not like she did it on purpose"- Bokuto now interjecting

"I wasnt that harsh on her. Besides, it's good for her to learn. It is her job after all"- Atsumu, grabbing his bag and leaving the locker room

Sakusa, Hinata and Bokuto stare after him as he leaves

Atsumu catches up with you as you are walking to his car

"I'm just going to drop you off at your place tonight YN. I've got some footage of Tobio to review from last season and I'll probably be up late"- Atsumu

"Oh- umm I thought maybe I could cook for you tonight?"- you, hopefully

"Nah I'm good YN- Samu dropped some food off yesterday and I really want to get to those tapes"- Atsumu

You nod as you get in his car and head home

After that everything was fine and dandy 🥰

Just kidding 😂 we haven't had enough pain yet obviously

2 days before the match against the Adlers, a press conference was being held at the gym

Tons of reporters and cameras flocked the gym as the boys did interviews and photo shoots

You were talking with Meian and helping coordinate when you overheard Atsumu talking with a reporter

"So Atsumu, tell us about your personal life? What is the amazing MSBY setter up to off the court?"- the female reporter asks

You perk up, thinking about Atsumu telling the world about you makes your heart soar

Unfortunately your heart is then shot down and stomped all over

"Haha well- nothing too serious. Volleyball is my life and my passion. I live and breath this sport and my team"- Atsumu, smiling at the camera

Meian catches you watching Atsumu

Meaning he also catches you being utterly crushed by Atsumu's response

"Hey YN-" "I've got to go check on Bokuto. You know, make sure that big lug hasn't broken any cameras"- you smile, it's a completely fake smile and Meian knows it

He watches you walk, his mind working

2 days later, the match against the Adlers takes place

The crowd is excited and everyone is pumped

You and Atsumu had not seen much of each other the past few days, making your mood a little less enthusiastic

You tried hard to put a brave smiling face on for your team

As the match progressed, it was neck and neck the whole time

For every point MSBY scored, the Adler's added a point

Until Ushijima's final kill put the nail in the coffin ⚰️

MSBY had lost

The guys were down when they left the gym, Atsumu's face passive but his mood sour

After the match, you wait for Atsumu to appear

When he finally emerged, he walked past you

You ran to keep up with him, your legs working overtime

"It's was a good game Atsumu. You all played so well-" you, trying to help

"Yeah"- Atsumu

"Hey why don't you come over and I'll make your favorite?"- you, still running

"Nah I'm not in the mood YN. I'm just going to go home"- Atsumu, grumbling

"Atsumu, I don't think it's a good idea for you to be alone-" you, making complete sense

Atsumu stopped, looking over his shoulder at you

"And why would that be YN?"- Atsumu

"Well because I- I love you Atsumu and I care alot about you"- you, now with a soft smile on your face

Atsumu just blinks at you

Ok not the response we were going for-

"You are in love with me?"- Atsumu, half questioning and half repeating

"Yes- I really am"- you, still holding that smile

"And why did you think now of all times was a good time to bring your stupid infatuation with me up?"- Atsumu, his voice steady but still sharp

"Infatuation? What- Atsumu we are dating.."- You

"You know what YN, it's pretty sad and pathetic how much you lean on me for support. The fact that you need me to drag your ass out of bed every single day. The fact that you can't toss up a ball worth a shit. You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?"- Atsumu, now shouting

"Atsumu you don't mean that-" you, eyes now filling with tears as you try to remain calm

"I wish I wouldn't have saved you that day in the gym"- Atsumu muttered under his breath

"W-what?"- you, now completely shattered

Now Sakusa, Meian and Barnes have gathered behind you

"You fucking heard me YN- I wish I never would have helped you that day!"- Atsumu, now in your face as you cower back

Tears streaming down your face as your heart breaks into a million unmendable pieces

"I hate you Miya Atsumu"- you say below your breath as you ram into his shoulder, quickly running out of the building

Atsumu stands there, his anger radiating

Meian and Sakusa run past looking for you as Barnes stays behind

"Atsumu, man- what the hell?"- Barnes

"I'm going home" Atsumu says, turning and heading to his car

Meanwhile, the cold air bites at your skin as you walk home

Your tears stain your face as they continue in a non-stop stream down your face

You can't believe Atsumu would say those things to you

That he could even think anything like that

Your phone vibrates as you see messages and calls pop up from Meian and Sakusa

You put your phone on silent as you continue your walk home

"I couldn't find her"- Meian says running back into the gym

"She must have walked home"- Barnes

"She lives at least 5 miles from here! She'll freeze"- Sakusa

"Does anyone know the route she takes home?"- Barnes

"I think Atsumu takes her on the main road"- Hinata

"Ok let's go. Sakusa, you and Bokuto take the side streets"- Meian

"I'll wait here incase she comes back"- Barnes

"I'm going to her apartment"- Inunaki says as Thomas nodds

"What the fuck got into Atsumu?"- Meian

"Hes been pushing her away for a few weeks. He's been really hard on her. I just didn't expect it to end like this"- Sakusa

Meanwhile, Atsumu arrives at his apartment

He walks in, seeing the vase of flowers you had bought from the farmers market on his table

Filled with anger, he picked up the vase and threw it at the wall

"FUCK!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!"- atsumu screamed as he punched the wall, knocking a picture of you both down

The picture shattered as it hit the floor

Atsumu left, walking into his room and slamming the door

"Just one night miss?"- the lady at the front desk of the hotel asked

You nod as you take your key and head to your hotel room

You couldn't make it back to your apartment

The air was cold and your body was so tired from crying

You settle in, removing your clothes as you enter the shower

The water pelts your face and head as the memories of Tsumu come flooding back

The tears start as you sink to the floor of the shower, crying uncontrollably

Interjection time 🤗

This is super serious guys, I'm like super hella crying 😭

I wanted pain, gave myself pain and now I want it taken away 💔

Ok ok back at it 😅

You emerge from the bathroom to see over 50 missed calls from Sakusa, Meian and the guys

You decide its best to let them know your safe

You create a group chat and message

"I'm safe"

Turning your phone off, you roll over to try and sleep

The nights events replaying on your mind

"You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?" The words ring in your ears as your chest tightens

The tears you once had, no longer falling

The next day, Atsumu pulls up to the gym

He's exhausted and in a horrible mood

Good you asshole 🖕🏻

He thought about what he said to you all night long

The words replaying in his mind

He thought about you and how much he regretted every single thing he said

The truth was, he failed

He failed at being a setter, failed against the Adlers and in his mind, failed you

As he walked into the gym, his body tensed as he saw the team all huddled together

He looked around, noting you were absent

"Atsumu- I see you didn't get my text"- Meian, crossing his arms

"Text? No my phones been off all night. Why?"- Atsumu now looking confused

"No practice for you today"- Meian says, turning and walking away

The guys all follow suit, Bokuto shaking his head

"What? Wait- why? Where is YN?"- Atsumu, starting to get concerned

"She's not here. We don't know where she is only that she's safe"- Barnes says, jerking his head towards Atsumu

"What do you mean you don't know where she is? Didn't anyone take her home last night?"- Atsumu, being a dumbass

"You must be the stupidest fucking person on this earth Atsumu. Yn ran out when you absolutely shattered her heart and we couldn't find her"- Sakusa

Thank you Sakusa for your service 👏🏻

"She-she didn't come back?"- Atsumu, his bag now dropping to the floor

His head was pounding, thoughts of you alone in the city making his eyes burn

"Atsumu, we understand you were upset but man, what you said to YN. That was unforgivable"- Meian, looking at Atsumu who has tears filling his eyes

"Go home. Rest. Come back tomorrow"- Thomas says as the men turn

Atsumu doesn't even fight it

Honestly the first warning bell right there 👏🏻

In his car, he pulls out his phone and calls you

"Hi this is YN, Manager of the MSBY Black Jackels! I'm sorry I can't answer your call right now but leave your name and number and I'll get back to you! Have a lovely day! "- *beep*

The mere sound of your voice set Atsumu off, he slammed his hand on his steering wheel, screaming and cursing as tears flowed down his already damp cheeks

You woke up, your body cold and head pounding as you made your way out of your hotel room

You found a nearby taxi, making your way to your apartment as the numbness of your mind settled in

It's like when you finally come to terms with something and it just hits you again once 😭

You open your apartment door, entered and locked it

Not even bothering with your clothes, you fell into bed, covering your body up in an attempt to feel warm

Everything was so cold and dark

No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't get past the feeling

The next day you walked into the guy as the guys stared at you

Literally these goons are like 👁👄👁

Like how fantastic 😃

"YN, hey hey hey"- Bokuto says approaching you slowly

You smile a little at him, your mind and brain still numb

"Hey bo"- you say, walking past him to the office to grab your papers

Atsumu watched from afar, afraid to approach you

You didn't spare him a single glance as you made your way about your duties

Atsumu doesn't approach you just yet

He'll he's glad you showed up at all

He watches you from a distance as you interact with the team

At the end of practice, he quickly changes and waits to see you leave

You say goodnight as you walk out the gym doors, headed down the street towards your apartment

You're walking home? Shit!

Please Atsumu doesn't want anything to happen to you and the mans has had more than enough time to think

He watches you walk as he gets in his car and follows a ways behind

Creepy? Yes

Reassuring? Also yes

You know what he's doing and you can't help but feel a little bit of satisfaction knowing he's hurting

You wake up drained

You body hurts, your head is pounding and your exhausted

Admittedly, you haven't been taking care of yourself

You routine has consisted of work, home, shower, bed

It's been over a week and your manager uniform is loosening

"Shit-" you mutter as you opt for leggings and a MSBY t-shit

When you enter the gym, you greet everyone with a wave

Despite your exhausted state, you have a job to do

Again, Atsumu watches you from the sidelines as you head to the office

Meian comes in, closing the door behind him

"Hey, what's up?"- you

"YN you're miserable go home"- Meian

"And it's nice to see you as well"- you say, your hands now at your hips

"Hello YN, now go home"- Meian

"No, the Adlers are stopping by today and I need to be here"- you, sorting papers

"You need to rest"- Meian

"I'll rest when I'm dead"- you

Honestly mood 💅🏼

Just as Meian is about to say something, Thomas announces that the Alder's have arrived

You pick up your clipboard and make your way out to the floor

You stand next to Barnes as Meian and the Adlers captain, Hirugami speak

You notice Kageyama looking at you from the side of his eye

When you go to look back, he looks back at the captains... face awkward 😐

You can't help but smile at Kageyama's weird behavior

But you know who isn't smiling 🙃 yep

Atsumu is staring daggers at Kageyama

And of course, Sakusa notices and oh boy is he excited 🤪

"YN will help you guys get set up"- Meian says, gesturing to you as you nod and turn

"No!"- Atsumu shouts as he blocks the Adlers from your view

"Atsumu what-" you, turning to look at him

"Atsumu knock it off!"- Meian, growling

Freaking GROWLING 🤤

Please I'm such a Meian simp I can't ✋🏻

"Sorry-" Atsumu says, moving away as you look at him and turn to walk with the Adlers

"Well that was awkward"- Inunaki, breaking the silence

"Alright enough- let's get to it"- Meian, shouting

During the whole game, Atsumu struggled to focus

His eyes searched for yours as you wrote notes and talked with the teams

On your way back from the water fountain, you entered the gym to hear the sounds of volleyballs smacking the floor

"YN WATCH OUT"- Barnes shouted as a ball came at you

You quickly ducked as you braced of impact

Only it never came 🤨

You peer up to see Kageyama standing over you and offering you a hand

"Hey are you ok?"- he says, lifting you up

"Yeah thanks to you"- you smiling up at him

Atsumu watches as his body heats and his fists clench in rage

Without knowledge, he steps forward in your direction, only to be stopped by Bokuto

"Tsumu no"- Bokuto, the voice of reason

Never thought I'd say that 🤣

You turn to see Bokuto hold Atsumu back as you quickly smile at Kageyama and return to your duties

By the end of the day, you're exhausted

All you want to do is sleep

And to make matters worse, it's freaking raining 🌧

Like for real right now😐

You sigh as you pull your hood up and reach for the door

"Let me take you home Yn"- Atsumu says from besides you

"I'm good but thanks"- you staring out the glass door

"YN I know you know I follow you home every night. Just let me take you home"- Atsumu, practically holding his breath

You gulp and look out the windows, trying hard not to cry but a tear sneaks past

"Come on YN, please?"- Atsumu

You nod as Atsumu opens the door and you walk in silence to his car

Your body hurts as you move slowly, getting in the car and shivering

"Are you cold?"- Atsumu, concerned

"Yeah a little-" you say, quietly

Atsumu cranks the heat as he pulls off to your apartment

He can tell from your frame you've lost weight

The fact that you wore leggings and a t-shirt instead of your managers jogging suit concerned him

Your eyes were sunken in and your lips looked dry

Your normally perfect, beautiful hair was limp

Atsumu pulled up to you apartment

"Thanks"- you said, a small smile grazing your lips as you open the door

"YN wait- please can we talk?"- Atsumu

You gulp, trying hard to steady your breathing as the words come out

"I don't have anything to say Atsumu"- you, fiddling with your fingers

"Then will you listen while I talk?"- Atsumu

You sigh softly, nodding a small yes as Atsumu starts

"YN you can't imagine how sorry I am for what I said. I took out my anger the last few weeks on you and I'm so incredibly sorry. You've been nothing but supportive and I completely took you for granted. When you confessed to me, it just, it just didn't feel real. How could you love a loser like me? Someone who can't even win a game for their own team. I just- I just didn't think YN. But please believe me when I say I love you. And I think I've loved you from the first moment I saw you talking to yourself outside the gym doors. Please YN, please believe me"- Atsumu, tears now filling his eyes as he looks at you

Your vision blurs as your eyes lock on his

"Thank you Atsumu"- you say, opening the door as you exit his car and walk to your apartments entrance

Atsumu watches you go as the tears flow, his heart breaking like he broke yours

The next day, you awake with a headache again

Atsumu's words fill your brain as you make your way to work

The gym is busy as you enter, waving to your boys

Atsumu watches you as you go about your tasks

Only something feels off about today

He notices your rubbing your temples and decides to approach you

Unlucky for you, your headache has mounted as your vision starts to blur

"Hey YN- YN are you ok?"- Atsumu approaching you

Your eyes glaze over as you step forward, body failing as you fall

"Fuck!"- Atsumu shouts, catching you as your body completely fails

"Jesus christ YN!"- Meian says running to you

"I'm going to call an ambulance"- Sakusa shouts as Atsumu lays you down

"Fuck YN- baby can you hear me? Yn!"- Atsumu, shouting

Only, you are too far out of it to notice

Seriously why do I do this to myself 🥲

The ambulance arrives and secures you to the stretcher as Atsumu runs behind

"I'm riding with her!"- Atsumu

"We'll meet you there!"- Hinata yells as the men all rush to the locker rooms

In the ambulance, they hook up and IV to you as you begin to come around

Atsumu watches as your eyes open and look around

"Where- where am I? Tsumu?"- you, your eyes watering, panic setting in

"You collapsed at practice YN. An ambulance is taking you to the hospital baby. Just stay calm ok"- Atsumu says as he grabs your hand

You squeeze it back, making his heart flutter

At the hospital, the doctors wheel you into a room to begin an evaluation

"Sir will you please wait outside?"- a nurse

"What? No- I'm not leaving my girlfriend"- Atsumu

"Tsumu, I'm scared"- you whimpering as the doctors check you over

Atsumu runs to your side, kissing your forehead as he pushes your hair back

"Shhh baby it's ok alright? I'm not leaving you"- Atsumu

After a few hours, you manage to fall asleep with the help of meds as Atsumu walks out to find the entire MSBY team filling the waiting area

"Hey Tsumu- is YN ok?"- Barnes says as Meian heads towards him

"Severe dehydration and pneumonia"- Atsumu says, sitting down defeated

"Well shit-" Thomas says

"She's in the best place man. We should be lucky it happened at the gym when we were with her. She could of fell and hit her head"- Sakusa interjects

"It shouldn't have happened at all- and now I have to live with that"- Atsumu says, head down and arms rested on his thighs

"Tsumu"-

"I've fucked up so bad and I could have lost her! She could have died if that would have happened anywhere but the gym! And I'm the reason for it!"- Atsumu, his emotions now overwhelming him

"Atsumu stop"- Hinata

"The women I love, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and I causes this. I'm such a FUCKING PRICK!"- Atsumu, now shouting and standing up

Please Atsumu we are in a hospital 🤚🏻 chill my dude

"Well it's nice to hear you finally admit it"- Meian says, crossing his arms over his chest

Please Atsumu is just like 👁👄👁 huh-

"You were the BIGGEST prick to YN and you finally admitted it. Good for you. But now, what are you going to do about it?"- Meian, smirking

"That girl in there loves you"- Thomas

"-even thought you're a fucking dick"- Inunaki

"And a selfish asshole"- Bokuto

"And a royal doo doo head"- Hinata

Please everyone looks at Hinata and he just shrugs 🤷‍♂️ 😭

"Now what are you going to do about it?"- Sakusa says

👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻

Atsumu wandered back into your room to see you awake and sitting up

"If it isn't me being a burden again"- you chuckle lightly

Pls YN my heart is already broken 💔 😭

"YN you were never a burden to me. You are the only one who can stand me half the time!"- Atsumu

"I'd say it's more like 80% of the time but proceed"- you

Please not YN taking stabs at Atsumu in her hospital bed 🤣

Atsumu laughed and nodded

"You know YN, I don't think I've ever been more scared than I was just a few hours ago. The thought of losing the woman I loved and it being my fault.. it broke me more than anything I've ever done in my entire life"- Atsumu, now sitting on your bed, soap opera style 💅🏼

Your eyes widen 😳

"You really love me Atsumu?"- you, tears now welling up in your eyes

"Yeah, I've loved you for a long time. And I know I was a total ass and I don't deserve you but I'd give anything to have the chance to keep loving you"- Atsumu

"I don't know Atsumu. I'll have to think about it"- you, trying not to laugh

Please he deserves to be tortured

The truth is you started to forgive him the night he took you home

"W-what??"- Atsumu, kind of shocked

Please he did not expect it to go this way

"Can you give me some time?"- you still trying not to break face

We make men suffer YN 😏

"Oh ok- I'll just leave then"- Atsumu, so deflated he looks worse than Bokuto in one of this emo moods

Please YN end his misery 😫

"Atsumu wait"- you, still trying hard not to laugh at how dejected this man looks

"I just wanted to let you know that I love you"- you, now smiling

Atsumu, so confused 👉🏻😃 whet-

"Get over here you big dumb idiot"- you, opening your arms

Please Atsumu is not so relieved, mand will RUN 🏃‍♂️ to your arms

"God YN!! Thank you! Thank you so much!"- Atsumu now crying on your shoulder

He stands up a little, kissing you lightly as he rests his forehead against yours

"*ahem* a voice says from behind them

"Miss LN, you'll need to stay overnight tonight for observation. I'm sorry sir but visiting hours are over"- the nurse says

"-but I didn't even get to see the team"- you, your eyes not filling with teams

"Ma'am please- its been a long day. Can she please see our friends?"- Atsumu, willing to do anything to make you stop crying

"Oh alright. You have 30 minutes. I'll grab them"- the nurse

Soon the team floods your room

And you soon realize you need a bigger room 🤣

"You two ok?"- Meian says, giving you a hug as he looks between you and Atsumu

"We're getting there"- Atsumu says smiling at you

"Hey hey hey YN!!"- Bokuto squeezing you

"Bo please your breaking my back"- you, patting his shoulder

Please Sakusa is double masking in the corner

"Hello YN"- he says waving at you

"YN maybe don't this again YN. As fun as it was to have a day off, I'd rather NOT be stuck in a hospital"- Inunaki

"I'll try"- you say, giggling

Soon visiting hours are over and Atsumu is refusing to leave

Please he turns literal child

"I'm not going!"- Atsumu crossing his arms and huffing

"And what good will it do you to stay? Yn needs rest"- Barnes

"Sumu I'll be ok"- you, sad Atsumu has to leave

"Atsumu, you can come back at 7am tomorrow. You both need a good rest"- Thomas

"I'm sorry gentlemen but it's time to leave"- the nurse

Your eyes tear up a little as you wait patiently for your team to leave

Atsumu steps close to you

"I said I'm not leaving"- Atsumu, squeezing your hand

The nurse looks at you, smiling at Atsumu and sighs

"Fine but the rest of you need to please leave. Visiting resumes tomorrow at 7am"- the nurse, now walking out

"You guys need anything before we go"- Meian

"Nah we're good but I-" Atsumu

"We know dude. Don't worry about it. Just take care of YN"- Barnes, knowing Atsumu wouldn't be in for training the next day

As the boys leave, you scoot over allowing Atsumu to lay next to you

He lays down, putting his arm behind you and holding you close

"You know, this isn't how I imagined our reunion to be"- Atsumu

"Yeah, I didn't expect to forgive you"- You, snickering

"Ouch- ok I deserve that"- Atsumu

"You do but I really do love you Sumu"- You

"And I love you YN"- Atsumu

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#Atsupremacy #haikyu! #haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyu #haikyū!! #haikyu x female reader #haikyu x you #haikyu x y/n #haikyu x reader #miya atsumu #atsumu x y/n #atsumu x female reader #atsumu x reader #atsumu x you #atsumu x yn #atsumu x fem! reader #msby four #msby manager #msby headcanons #hq atsumu #hq msby #msby x female reader #msby x y/n #msby x reader #msby scenarios #angst to fluff headcannons #angst to fluff #msby black jackal #msby

[solomons-pact-tattoos]

Ohh depression is bad. I realize. I lost a lot of people I was rping w just cuz I took a break. This was a mistake wasn't it. Ugh. I need to sleep. I can't believe people hate me now over a break I took for my mental health. Ugh. Plus. I'm going through a lot of issues at home to the point I hate myself rn. And want to just run away. But ik I can't. Just. I thought we were still going to be friends was all. Damn. Did yall really only follow for rps not for the mun behind it all or anything? Ughhh.. couldn't be patient or anything? We didn't even need to end rps we coulda just idk set it aside til I returned. So freaking annoying cuz now I'll probably have trouble getting asks or rps or anything now... ugh..people are real jerks. I thought people were going to be on my side or idk be happy I'm back and happy I'm able to return at all. No they couldn't wait for me to get better cuz they got no patience and think im gone forever or some shit. Hi im still here guys... Hell.

That's so selfish to hate a person or assume the worst just cuz they needed a break. I even stated many times I would be back . Assholes. Just saying. Gn I'm gonna try my best to get sleep my minds racing

-mun jax

#jax speaks #vent tw

[edgelord-dl6]

MUN AND MUSE QUESTIONS ♡

List 5 of your muse’s favourite sensations.

The feel of hard polished wood beneath his palm

The taste of perfectly brewed sencha

The sight of that man, across the court room

The smell of autumn, clean and cold

The sound of the Steel Samurai opening jingle...

Do they have any pet peeves?

like...so many. everything seems to annoy him, but that’s mostly because of his facial expression. he hates when people ramble, chew too loud, touch him too much, invade his personal space, talk too loud, suck up to him, make snap assumptions, walk too loud, drive too fast, etc. etc. etc.

he’s sort of a control freak - and that should explain everything.

Their comfort read? (could be a book, magazine, comics, etc)

Jane Austen novels!

If  the book they are reading turns out to be shit, do they push through   just for the sake of finishing it, or do they move  on and find  something else?

he needs to formulate a fully informed opinion so - especially if he’s interested in the subject matter - he’ll push through, and get all pissy about it

Their comfort tv show / film

broh you KNOW it’s oldschool Steel Samurai flicks and the original series

A song that is currently stuck in their head? (or multiple)

ohh umm hmm...lol

The next three questions are for you. do you have anything special in common with your character.

we both love our papas. we are both tragic little fancy boys ( ha ha jk...or am i ) but honestly i relate with edgeworth’s negative traits that have to do with his aggressively lone wolf tendencies, wanting to handle everything myself, wanting really badly to be the best and prove myself, all by myself - things he struggled with as a younger guy.

but i also relate to his desire to help people. he’s pretty decent with boundaries i think - he gets involved when he really thinks he can accomplish something - but when he does get involved, he goes all out, and being a rich guy helps lol. i, too, want to spend my disposable income on my friends when they need help, and i really do feel a compulsion to help people like he does. it’s the push and pull of wanting to guard oneself, but wanting to become open to the human experience, love, cooperation, etc. that’s pretty relatable!

oh, also his love of trinkets and his obsessiveness...lmao

What brings you the most joy about writing this character, right now?

oh boy miles is so special to me, and has been for about half of my life. writing him gives me gender euphoria. it helps me explore a snarkier and more succinct side of me that i don’t always get to display. it lets me explore darker feelings and my own relationship with my dad. it lets me be a disgruntled old man but also a persnickety little fop and BOY is that fun. i really do love being a gay man ( who, also, sometimes, loves women?! ) vicariously through him lmao, and i love shipping with him cuz i think he has such a complicated relationship with romance, but he really just invites love.

he is so much fun and i really have you guys to thank for that - you all bring out such excellent sides of him that are surprising and funny and a joy to write.

Who would win in a fight, you or them?

hm i think miles could probably kick a hole through me. also have you seen him? he’s thick! he’s stacked! he could german suplex me into a mahogany desk.

Any advice from your muse?

“seek truth, always. when you think you have found it, dig even deeper - that is your way forward.”

tagged by: @kamipyre​ thank u sweetie!! and thanks for specifying miles!

tagging: i’m getting to this a little late so please steal it from me if you haven’t done it!

#|☛ out of office ♞ ooc | #|☛ autopsy report ♞ headcanon | #|☛ submit evidence ♞ prompts |

[sunny6677]

THE AUDIO LOGS OF ANDREW HUDSON.

SUMMARY: The following are real audio tapes of tapes left by an animator at the forgotten studio Joey Drew Studios. Please ensure that you are ready to listen with these with caution, dear listener. What you may hear may cause you to never want to hear again. What you may picture may make you never want to see again. Please be aware of the consequences you may have if you do not have permission to listen to these tapes. If not permitted, then [REDACTED]. You have been warned.

(This is fiction btw, so no worries-- I know some people with anxiety issues might think this is real so this is just a clarification.)

TW FOR CHAPTER/TAPE: NONE.

TW FOR SERIES: MANIPULATION, TRANSFORMATION, UNHEALTHY MINDSET, OBSESSIONS, CULTS, CULT MENTIONS, MURDER, IMPLIED SEXUAL TRAUMA, OUTBURSTS, DRUGS.

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TAPE #12

THE VOICE OF SAMMY LAWRENCE & ANDREW HUDSON.

A FEW HOURS AFTER THE 11TH TAPE, 1933.

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A: "Heyyy! Mr. Sammy!"

S: "Hm?... Oh, great.. what do you want?"

A: "Hey, man, relax! I just heard about ya from Walls— so I wanted to check ya out myself. No need to sweat it just cuz I walked up to ya."

S: "Well, anytime you walk near me, I either can't concentrate or something goes wrong. So do you really think I'm not going to freak out when.. you just come randomly waddling up to me like some kind of—"

A: "Hey, jeez, cool it! Ya say that like I killed your entire family or somethin'. What are ya workin' on anyway? Is it another tune?"

S: "Yes, that was exactly what I was working on before you came in and rudely interrupted me. Now if you don't mind, could you please leave before i—"

A: "Notorious Notes.. this another song for Susie? Huh. Guess I just didn't get to animate the musical number for today then. How long've you been workin' on this one for?"

S: [SIGHS] "About 30 minutes.. and I can't get the melody right if your just standing right next to me, creepily watching over my shoulder. So are you just gonna keep staring at me like an absolute baboon or will you leave?"

A: "Ehhh.. well, I kinda wanna see what ya have down so far. Ya mind if I take a look at it?"

S: [SIGHS AGAIN, BUT HARSHER THIS TIME.] "Well, if it gets you to leave, then fine. Just.. let me work when your done, please."

A: "Alrighty, pal, alrighty."

[WHAT SOUNDS LIKE PAPER SOUNDS AS IF IT IS BEING PICKED UP BY SOMEONE, PRESUMABLY ANDREW. FOR ABOUT A MINUTE, IT GOES COMPLETELY SILENCE, ONLY THE AMBIENCE OF MUFFLED CONVERSATIONS BEING HEARD.]

A: "Damn, nice! No wonder your the head composer here, this shits total fire! I'm sure it's gonna sound even greater with Susie singin' this shit. Ya could be the next beethoven with this shit, buddy."

S: "Oh, don't call me that.. will you leave now? I can't concentrate with you in the room."

A: "Hmm, okay— but one more thing before I leave ya here though."

S: "Ohh... what is it?"

A: "Ya seem real cool, man! We should hang out some time! Maybe ya could be less of a dick to Walls though? From what he said about ya, you kinda sounded mean almost—"

S: "And now that damn janitor is saying things about me. Great, just great.. just wait til Joey hears about this, maybe he'll add more corrections to my work even though it isn't his.. maybe he'll even start paying me less salary! Yeah, because my day always turns out less—"

A: "Err.. what?"

S: "N— Nothing, just.. go."

A: "Ya— ya sure? Ya kinda went on a tangent there, buddy—"

S: "I said it's nothing. Now go. Leave!"

A: "Jesus, fine! Didn't mean to piss ya off there— see ya then, i guess."

[THE DOOR SOUNDS AS IF IT CLOSES.]

S: "Good.. he's finally left. Now you can get back to your work. Maybe if you work hard enough this time, Joey won't call your work a failure, Sammy. You know what he could do if he ends up hating this song.."

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NOTES: NONE.

#batim #batdr #batim x oc #read the tws #sammy lawrence #sammy lawrence batim #sammy lawrence batdr #andrew hudson

[lightasthesun]

earl grey, white tea, chamomille, teapot, pu-erh 😄

aa thank you for the ask!

earl grey:how do you take your tea?

So the way I take my tea is a very me thing or at least I like to think so sjdjd. I don't ever really take the bag out... I just like it when it's strong and yes I'm also lazy and don't see the point lol. I don't take sugar either. Sometimes I take a bit of honey but that's on rare occasions like when I gotta drink some herbal tea coz I'm sick. (I'm a proud fruit tea drinker)

white tea:occupation/career aspirations

Ohh noo the damning question 😩 lol jk (not really tho). I'm one of the many people on this planet who has no freaking idea what's going on. Can't really decide between pursuing a creative career and working with animals (wildfire rescue etc.) I'm hoping it'll be both. Somehow.

chamomile:comfort movie?

How to train your dragon! Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron! Ocean's 8!

teapot: music preference?

Such a difficult question. Something to dance to! 80s/90s, Rockn Roll, Indie Pop!! But also classical music (violin and cello)

pu-erh: 3 random facts about myself

It's 2am and I'm gifmaking like any sane person would.

My hair is dyed ginger and desperately needs to be redone but I hate doing it because it's always so messy.

I do a little dancy-dance when I get smth to eat lol (when I'm happy.)

tea asks

#These were such good questions omg #asked and answered

[indigo474]

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I ran 5.2 miles today- in 12 minute increments.. because i can do anything for 12 minutes. i'm not sure but i think its harder to stop running, take a 3 minute break and start again. I STILL cant get my music to play.. its so freaking frustrating. me checking in with my body- everything feels alright, no reason to stop. .. no reason to stop no reason to stop no reason to stop... even if my brain is telling me otherwise.... i hit the steps a little funny and my ankle felt it.. still no reason to stop. and afterwards.. i just want to keep running. i shower and put on regular clothes even though i want to put on workout clothes and run. I have been struggling these past few weeks to get out and run. part of it as silly as it sounds is because i dont have my music. i cant figure it out. part of it is the weather and part of it is just me. one of my reps asked me what i was doing new years eve.. chilling at home. she tells me we are supposed to get drunk. oh thanks.. i didnt know. she looks at me like im crazy.. like the time i told her was just the clouds coming down to visit us. I made myself good foo, i'm 1 documentary in. Madison is on 2nd shit today. She texted me her schedule so i knew she had to be in at 3.. at 2 i started wondering if i should say something.. i mean, shes an adult and can get herself to work but i know she has to be exhausted.. at 215 i went into her room and asked if she had work today.. yeah bro.. this is why i hate 2nd shift.. she eventually got up.. she asked me to please make her bed.. i did.. she asked nicely and she's been making it everyday.. tylenol pm on her dresser.. not a big deal. it felt like a big deal, but its not. it wasnt open.

I thought of a new business.. rent a dog.. RAD.. i cant have a dog. i dont want a cat. if i could rent a dog on weekends it would be great. like tonight, i would love to have a dog here with me. we could snuggle, i'd take him for a walk, maybe a few times.. i'm surprised no one has thought of it. MAdison asked for a cat- where are we putting the cat litter? In the basement. How often are you going to clean it? everyday. NO.

Tomorrow i am making vegan soup. I haven't made soup in a while. I got a nice loaf of Italian bread. I'm not 100% sure what kind i am making but.. carrots, onion and celery..i have to figure out if i'm adding chick peas and orzo or lentils, tomatoes and special noodles that i dont have that. I also dont have the canned lentils sooo.. i have no idea what is open tomorrow. I do want to run. maybe not as far.. both my knees hurt after my run. i was thinking, i'm going to need a way to carry water with me if i am going to be running 5+miles in the heat. I am going to have to figure this shit out. I have to figure out what i am doing this summer for a vacation.. so far i have tried to get concert tickets to 2 different shows. I have time. I have time to figure it all out. a lady in the grocery store said ohh thats my girl -- to me.. it seemed like an odd thing to say. my life if is one odd moment after another and I absolutely love it..

I'll probably be in bed before midnight. 2024 wow

[moonlightretriever]

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4: Genie granted you three NSFW wishes. What are you wishing for? freak sex on the regular, an asshole that doesn't hate anal and stretches easier and i wanna have the most fuckable pussy on planet earth

5: Something you did in bed and would NEVER do again? wehh i used to force myself to dom for my ex and i was sssSSSO UNCOMFORTABLE.... it felt really forced and she ended up not wanting to touch me at all anyways so like 😬

6: Something you did in bed and would LOVE to do again? OHHH god oh my god theres a lot but i!! i love!! puking on cock!!! i love getting drunk and puking on cock or fingers or anything else that can go down my throat!!! ahhh!!!

7: Something you never did in bed and would rather never do? I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING BECAUSE IM WILLING TO TRY ANYTHING ONCE!!!!

8: Something you never did in bed and would love to do? hope this counts as being "in bed" but i want someone to hunt and chase me through the woods on a rainy morning ^w^ wanna be prey so so so bad

9: Look around yourself. You are EXTREMELY horny. What unusual object are you using to get off? pill bottle gonna go right up my pussy yep

10: What slasher killer would you love to get railed by and why? OKOK I HAVE TWO ANSWERS IM SORRY I CANT PICK ok. ghostface obviously ohh my god IM SORRY HES SO FUCKIINGGGG!!! aahhhh aaaaa... aa... hhhh.... i just think its hot. mask hot. want him to chase me and catch me and stab me and rape me.... MY SECOND PICK is norman bates. i wanna hear 'its hip to be square' while he's filleting me like a fish i'd sing along until i couldnt anymore also hes very handsome i like his ass

11: What kink/fantasy of yours are you the most embarrassed about? Why? UHHH probably my. scat kink LJDFGFDJSKGFKDS;LJGKSD for obvious reasons.

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