#misha's original stuff

[crossroadsofchaos]

Okay so, since I didn't post any art on Aro Week (though I will be finishing the drawing I was doing), I'm gonna do some (very late) aro character text posting, talking about their identities.

Ft. a couple new characters and some new versions of old characters that I haven't reintroduced yet. Also including their ages to show the variety there.

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Lev (he/him; early to mid 40s): bi aroace; sex-averse, but fine with romance; has flirted with people, gone on dates, kissed, etc; not opposed to eventually having a life partner.

Miguel (he/him; early to mid 50s): aroace; indifferent to both romance and sex; got married in his early 20s and had a kid with his wife, but they later divorced on good terms and are still friends; has since remained single.

Rufus (he/him; mid to late 50s): gay demiromantic ace; if he didn't have a partner, he was open to going on dates with people he wasn't attracted to if they seemed like they could be compatible; in present day he's married and has kids.

Howie (he/him; 16 y/o): poly aroacespec; unsure what kind of partnership he wants, is open to experimenting.

Angelo (he/him; 16 y/o): gay demirose (demi aroace); unsure what kind of partnership he wants, is open to experimenting.

Willow (they/them, he/him; 15-16 y/o): aro(spec) lesbian; romance-favorable; open to dating.

Zain (he/him; mid 20s): aromantic and either allosexual or acespec (but not strictly ace); friends, roommates and possibly fwbs with Harley.

Harley (they/them, ze/zir; mid 20s): aromantic bisexual, possibly non-partnering; friends, roommates and possibly fwbs with Zain.

Bridget (she/her; 50s): aromantic, doesn't really use other labels; romance-indifferent; close friends, roommates and sometimes fwbs with Darya.

Darya (she/her; 50s): pan grayromantic allosexual; romance-indifferent; close friends, roommates and sometimes fwbs with Bridget.

Debora (she/her; early 20s): lesbian oriented aroace; romance-averse but sex-indifferent; in a QPR with Erica.

Erica (she/her; early 20s): aromantic omnisexual; romance-indifferent; in a QPR with Debi.

Tristen (she/her; 30s): caedaroace; averse to both romance and sex; the only one on this list who is aspec due to trauma.

#misha's original stuff #oc info posting #aromantic #aro #arospec #aro week #arospec week #aromantic week #arospec awareness week #original character #oc #original characters #ocs #aromantic character #aromantic characters #aro character #aro characters

[aroacemisha]

I thought I’d give a bit of into about some of my original characters so y’all have at least a vague idea of who they are.

Lev (he/him) is a middle aged Russian trans man, who is also asexual and achillean/mlm. He has natural magic and is quite powerful. He was born in the USSR and originally served in the Soviet military and was a valuable asset to them, but he defected and ran away. During his escape, he got caught in a storm and went missing. He was believed to be dead for a few decades, until the 2010s, when he was discovered in a sort of frozen state and then unfrozen by other magic users. He was found in the magical dimension/realm rather than the regular one.

In present day, he lives in the magical dimension. He strongly opposes the current Russian government, who are unhappy about it, especially considering that they want him back to serve in their military as a weapon.

Sasha (he/him; possibly other pronouns) is a Russian in his early 20s, who also has ADHD. His bigoted family kicked him out of home after finding out he was queer, but luckily, he received help and was given a place to stay in the magical dimension, where he still lives to this day. At one point he lost his entire left arm, with it now being replaced by an advanced prosthetic.

Marco Gromov (he/him) is a Russian Argentinian in his late 20s, who is both autistic and has ADHD. His name is technically Marcos, but he has largely dropped the S at the end. His main special interests are technology and clean/renewable energy, and he’s strongly committed to fighting climate change. He’s also bi and dating Luz.

Luz “Lulu” de Luna (they/she) is a transfem non-binary Afro-Dominican in their late 20s, who is also autistic. They have natural magic powers, and they are a sorcerer*, which are a powerful type of magic user. They’re also a pretty good artist, drawing both traditionally and digitally. They’re pan and, as mentioned earlier, dating Marco.

(*Sorcerer is the current name for this type of magic users, but I’m considering changing it)

Melissa “Missy” Ito (they/them) is a Japanese American in their late 20s. They are Afro-Asian/Blasian, and they are also intersex. They’re a journalist working for a reputable small to mid size left-leaning outlet, and they are also a good photographer. They have interviewed both Lev and Marco before.

Ariel Fisher (he/they; may change later) is a genderfluid Jewish Canadian in their early 20s. They’re also aromantic. They’re a small to mid size streamer, mainly streaming video games.

Andreas Marinos (he/him) is a gay Greek man in his early 30s. He can transform into a mermaid, and he has water powers (hydrokinesis), as well as magical singing. He has a passion for theater and is himself an actor/performer.

#misha's original stuff #i'll draw them after i'm done with the other stuff

[mishacakes]

hey did you know if you keep drawing for about a decade, you get better? wild stuff, I know

#sometimes i’ll break out my old stuff to a) cringe and b) be like woooowwww goddamn #anyways i love my girls #my original loves #my number 1s. both of them. #misha arts #alice and the nightmare

[herigo]

#funny content #funny stuff #lol #memes #jokes #humor #funny post #funny memes #funny #misha collins #mua #natural hair #original character #plants #margot robbie #pedro pascal #motd #accounting #neil gaiman

[dean-winchester-is-a-warrior]

Look what I got today!!!

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I'm so unbelievably stoked!!!

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#supernatural Blu Ray box set #327 beautiful episodes #all the original music!! #not the streaming substitutes in S1 #special features #so. many. special features! #deleted scenes! #commentaries #bts stuff #dean winchester #jensen ackles #sam winchester #jared padelecki #castiel #misha collins #im so excited!!!

[clefdesoll]

December’s desktop wallpaper for my 5$ patrons and supporters!

This one was a request, and was turned into a playmat! Which is awesome :3

#it was a commission submission at first but i did it as a patreon wallpaper instead :3 #yokoka's quest #misha #original character #cat #illustration #ill be queueing stuff #sorry im sooo late in posting i am sleepytiredchronicallyill

[uranium235s]

um! the rapture

#new ocs stuff #what if we were it guys who were being tortured by an angel whose heralding the oncoming rapture #and we were both boys #digital art #my art #rhys's pieces (oc) #matthew10:28 ocs #oc -> misha #oc -> joel #art #original characters #original character #oc art

[superbattrash]

YOU KNOW I HAVE TO ASK ABOUT THE MOUNTAIN MEN!!!!! TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT IT OR SHARE A SNIPPET WITH ME BISH (affectionate) <3

ily uwu

hi darling (ily!!), of course I'll share a snippet, but which part would you like to see? the torture of your hubby, the badassness of the newest MC? banter, bickering between husbands? or maybe, maybe you'd like a snippet of the first chapter. hmm.

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He didn’t look like a murderous traitor, she thought. He looked even more like the warriors back home than the boy she’d seen earlier, even though he looked if at all possible stronger than even her own father with his broad shoulders and muscular build. He was actually rather handsome, with his dark curls framing his face and his long eyelashes casting shadows on his tan skin. She looked for the horrendous scars that he supposedly had along the entirety of the right side of his face but found none. 

Her eyes ran over his wide shoulders, freezing as she finally took notice of the black lines running up and down his arms, across his chest. She remembered the tails of how he had acquired the lines and couldn’t keep a shudder from running through her body. The markings were magic, she knew. Magic that grew with every life that he took. 

She expertly flipped the knife in her hand, raising her arm to strike. She knew exactly where to plunge the blade to pierce through his heart and she kept her breathing steady as she located the soft spot on his chest. She took one last look at his face and nearly screamed. 

She stared into a pair of dark eyes, barely able to take a step back before a large hand grabbed her wrist. Cold metal pressed against her skin, the rings gleaming in the moonlight as he moved. His other hand wrapped around her throat as he rose from the bed, faster than she had seen anybody move before. Her back hit the floor before she knew it, never realizing how he’d kicked her legs away to make her fall. She let out a cry of pain as her other arm collided with the floor. 

#mica simps for misha #mishask #wip snippet #the mountain men #mish's original work #bmb: the mountain men #I really liked this part when I wrote it #i see a lot of stuff I wanna change but I kinda still like the tone here

[sweetalnazar]

Caved in and spent the rest of my day making a ship meme for these two! I lub them sooo much 🥰🥰🥰

#ndm #ndm fanart #ndm fan daonna #shae the bae #shippy stuff #Shine Mishae! #i love all the contrasts/parallels these two have #some of them rly show here #yknow i wanted to have Mine be more 'affection thru actions' #but their main love language is words of affirmation (giving/receiving) SO #the one braincell couple vibe also comes thru here imo #ajsdhaskj i love these dumb fucks so so much #mimi's originals #art by the mims #mine the changeling

[bemamar]

people missing the point of bisexual being a misused, considered bad, often completely erased, and made fun of word, and how that’s why we specifically did not deserve what happened is giving me a headache. it doesn’t matter at ALL what his sexuality is, he didn’t have to tell us, and still doesn’t. he can actually be bisexual and this would still be bad. the point is bisexuals are one of the most vulnerable people in our already vulnerable community (go look up studies if you want) and did not need more non bisexuals being encouraged to use us as a joke yet again. 

#bisexuality #misha collins #bisexual #just stop the dumb rhetoric #this has nothing to do #with who he is #what he is #what he's done before #this is about bisexuality making the news as a joke #again #just god #tag; an original thought #tumblr keeps throwing those posts on my dash #it's invalidating #and that's all #it's not about your fandom politics #this is the last i'll say on this #it's about the real people in the real world this stuff can harm

[crossroadsofchaos]

Thinking about possibly renaming some of the characters.

#misha's original stuff

[aroacemisha]

[Updated OCs & world/setting info post]

The universe these characters are in consists of our regular world and a magical realm, with travel between the two being possible, increasingly so in recent times. Some people and descendants of people originally from the regular world live in the magical realm, enough to populate at least one city.

(Here's some info about various characters)

Yevgeny "Zhenya" Tsaritsyn (he/him, she/her, it/its): early 20s, Russian, ambiamorous pan aegosexual, demiboy. ADHD.

He comes from a religious conservative family, and as a teen, he was kicked out of home when his parents found out he was queer and an atheist. Through pure luck, Lev happened to come across him and brought him to the magical realm and helped him get a place to stay, where he still lives to this day. Meanwhile, Lev has become a mentor and a father figure to him.

At one point later in life, Zhenya lost his entire left arm, which is now replaced by an advanced prosthetic. He has been working out and doing combat training for a while now, and after losing his arm he has been training both with and without the prosthetic, so if he ever has to work without it, he doesn't become lost, not knowing what to do without both arms.

He also plays bayan (a type of accordion).

Joseph "Joey" Lebedenko (he/him): early 20s, Ukrainian American, omni demisexual, cis. Autistic.

He's studying culinary arts, and he's also good at drawing. He speaks Ukrainian fairly well and loves to visit his Ukrainian grandparents. He's also Jewish, and he plays ukulele. He's friends with Zhenya.

Lev Sapozhnik (he/him): 40s (technically much older), Russian, achillean arospec asexual, trans. Autistic.

He's a powerful magic user, who was born in the mid 1920s and used to be a Soviet supersoldier known as the Red Hope (ru: Красная Надежда; translit: Krasnaya Nadezhda), mainly serving during WWII. He defected in the mid 1950s and later went missing during a storm at sea. He was presumed dead for decades, until he was found in the late 2000s in a sort of "frozen" state and then unfrozen. The reason he wasn't found sooner is because he was only searched for in the regular world, while he actually ended up in the magical realm.

In present day, he's not affiliated with any nation state in the regular world, and he lives in the magical realm. He explicitly opposes the current Russian government, which they are unhappy about, since they want him back in their military, and they don't want him to potentially inspire currently depoliticized Russians to actively oppose the government.

He's fluent in Russian, German and English, can speak some Georgian, and is learning Spanish. He also plays guitar and is skilled at drawing and sewing. He's a regular at the cafe Cyrus works at and is friends with him.

Desmond Yang (he/him): 40s, Chinese, bi, cis. ADHD.

He's a mage. He's multilingual. He's a historian and a linguist, and he's the owner of a library in the magical realm, which contains books in several languages. He has translated multiple books into other languages, and he has some original writing projects of his own. He's also friends with Lev.

Marco Gromov (he/him): 31 y/o, Russian Argentinian, bi aceflux, cis. Autistic, ADHD.

His name is technically Marcos, but he has largely dropped the 'S' at the end. He wears glasses with purple lenses. Technology and clean/renewable energy are big special interests of his, and he's currently trying to create more efficient solar panels, being quite skilled with tech. He's also dating Luna.

Luna Rosado (they/them, she/her): 30 y/o, Dominican, pan, transfem non-binary. Autistic.

They're a mage, and they're also a pretty good artist. Their special interest is astronomy, and they know how to find out what position stars and planets were in at different points in time. Another interest of theirs is plants, particularly flowers. They have a few fidget necklaces. They're also dating Marco.

Reynaldo Rosado (he/him): early to mid 50s, Dominican, aroace, cis. Autistic.

He's the father of Luna. He realized he was aroace after he and Melania already had Luna, and while they chose to get divorced, they remained friends. Luna largely stayed with him, and he's a kind and supportive father to them. He's also good at cooking.

Melania Espinosa (she/her): early to mid 50s, Dominican, straight, cis.

She's the mother of Luna. She remained in Luna's life after the divorce. She eventually got married again, and her new spouse turned out to be a trans woman. They chose to stay married, since both still found their relationship fulfilling, and she still loved her wife despite not normally being attracted to women. They have two daughters together.

Lilah Swift (she/her): late 40s/early 50s, Australian, sapphic cupiosexual, trans. Autistic, ADHD.

She's the wife of Melania, who she has two daughters with. She chose not to do voice training and has a higher masculine voice. History has always been an interest of hers, and she has a PhD in it, but in recent years she has also become interested in specifically Russian history, in part due to meeting Lev.

Samantha "Sam" Espinosa (she/her, they/them): 14-15 y/o, Dominican Australian, omni, demigirl. ADHD.

Daughter of Melania and Lilah, half-sister of Luna and older twin sister of Viv. She works out, and she likes to play fight and compete with her cousin Howie.

Viviana-Rocio "Viv" Espinosa (she/her): 14-15 y/o, Dominican Australian, sapphic, cis. Autistic.

Daughter of Melania and Lilah, half-sister of Luna and younger twin sister of Sam. Wears braces. She loves frogs and is generally interested in learning about nature.

Cyrus Swift (he/him): mid to late 50s, Australian, gay demiromantic asexual, genderqueer/genderless, intersex. Autistic, ADHD.

He's the older brother of Lilah. He can shapeshift into a cougar. He retains his sharp fangs and ability to purr even in human form. He has scars on the right side of his face and his right arm, which he got during a fight in his cougar form. He's partners with Steven and they have two children together. He works as a bartender at a café, and he sometimes performs as a drag queen.

Steven E. Burns (he/him): mid 50s, Jamaican, pan acespec, trans. Autistic.

He's Cyrus's partner. He has been living in the magical realm with Cyrus and the kids for many years. He enjoys working out and is still in good physical shape. He works as a P.E. teacher at a local school. He also plays guitar.

Kimberly Swift-Burns (she/her): 18-19 y/o, Jamaican Australian, lesbian, genderqueer. Autistic.

She's the daughter of Cyrus and Steven. Her main interests are history and literature, with her picking up the former from her aunt Lilah.

Howard "Howie" Swift-Burns (he/him): 16 y/o, Jamaican Australian, achillean aroacespec, cis. Autistic.

He's the son of Cyrus and Steven. He has an interest in mechanical engineering and tech. He works out and is practicing hand-to-hand combat. He also plays guitar, having learned it from Steven.

Melissa "Missy" Ito (they/them): 28 y/o, Japanese American, bi, genderqueer, intersex.

They're a journalist working for a reputable small to mid size left-leaning outlet, and they are also a good photographer. They have interviewed both Lev and Marco before.

Harley Fisher (they/them, ze/zir): early to mid 20s, Canadian, aromantic bisexual, transmasc genderfluid.

They're a small to mid size streamer, mainly streaming video games. They're also Jewish.

Andreas Marinos (he/him): 31 y/o, Greek, ambiamorous gay, cis.

He can transform into a mermaid, and he has water powers (hydrokinesis), as well as magical singing. He has a passion for theater and is himself an actor/performer. He's also dating Lorenzo and Ozan.

Lorenzo D'Amore (he/him): 30 y/o, Italian American, polyamorous omni, cis.

He's fluent in both English and Italian. He's a singer and theater actor/performer, working alongside his boyfriends Andreas and Ozan. He also plays the saxophone, and he's into 70s fashion.

Ozan Yilmaz (he/him): 31 y/o, Turkish, polyamorous gay, cis.

He's mainly a DJ and generally works with sound equipment, though he is also a singer and theater actor/performer. He works alongside his boyfriends Andreas and Lorenzo. He's a lover of light up shoes and tacky colorful clothes.

Brenda O'Connor (she/her): 50s, British, aromantic, cis.

She has healing powers. She's also a highly skilled surgeon, specializing in several kinds of surgery. She was the one who performed Lev's top surgery.

[This post may be updated later]

#misha's original stuff #info masterpost

[difeisheng]

misha collins was in girl interrupted and my dumb ass two years max out of my spn phase didn't notice at the time????

#tbf i did watch it for class so there was def some stuff i didn't catch #but i was going through reviews on letterboxd and one said misha was in it and i looked it up #wtffff #girl interrupted #misha collins #ashton originals

[herigo]

#pedro pascal #plants #original character #margot robbie #neil gaiman #natural hair #motd #misha collins #accounting #mua #funny stuff #funny memes #funny #funny content #funny post #humor #jokes #memes #lol

[thefirstcourtesan]

I am going to give you all the belated Christmas gift of the angsty musings of teenage Misha. I wrote this 22 years ago and I have zero idea what inspired it lol.

Who am I? Sometimes I don't know. I'm a face in the mirror, A name said by others. The face and the name are strangers, Unfamiliar and unknown to me.

I feel lost, All alone. It's like I'm in a stranger's body, Living someone else's life. I know that I know those around me, But it seems as if that was a long time ago and I've since forgotten.

Everything's hazy now, Nothing's for sure. Not even me, I'm the biggest mystery of all. Who I am, I really don't know.

I know the name that everyone says is mine, The face that greets me when I look into the mirror. But the rest is a mystery, It's like a puzzle that's missing a piece.

That piece is me, My soul. I have a face and a body, But inside it's empty. Everything is hollow, There's no depth to be found.

I know who I'm supposed to be, But who am I really? My question may never be answered, I may never know. The emptiness may never go away, I might be like this forever.

One question may always race through my head, Who am I?

- End

#misha writes #i thought my old fanfic was embarassing #the original stuff is way worse #the teenage angst is so awful

[thefabledpheasant]

I watched a video of Jensen ackles opinion on the scene in 7x17 where Dean returns Cas’ coat, and he said it was out of character for Dean to have it folded up like that. Which I thought was really interesting because I disagree completely. Dean, as a character, is extremely emotional. He feels a lot and he cares a lot and so much so, that he has to repress so much of it to get through his life.

Whether you ship Destiel or not, Dean obviously cared tremendously about Cas. During Cas’ very brief stint as Emmanuel, Dean tells him: “I used to be able to just shake this stuff off. You know, whatever it was. It might take some time, but... I always could. What Cas did... I just can't - I don't know why.”

While I do interpret this as an indication of his romantic feelings for Castiel, either way, this line is Dean stating very obviously that what happened with Castiel has been weighing very heavily on him and he thinks about it a lot. It also shows just how deeply he cared for Castiel.

The trench coat is the last thing left of this person he cares about. What’s he supposed to do with it? He wouldn’t throw it away. THAT’S out of character. I think it’d be in character for Dean to burn the coat as as a final goodbye, the traditional hunters funeral, but it’s canon that a part of Dean believed Cas would come back. The line is in the promo for the episode and Jensen & Misha even mention it being in the original script. Which means no burning the coat.

Then what is he going to do with it? He wouldn’t just throw it somewhere haphazardly. When you lose someone, you treat whatever is left of them with the love you have for the person that’s gone. That’s grief. So, OF COURSE he folded it nice and neatly. I don’t think it’s out of character at all.

When it comes to the fact that he had the coat with him in a stolen car, that’s when we definitively cross the threshold into romantic territory. I think the place the coat made the most sense, from a platonic perspective, is stored somewhere in either their cabin or Bobby’s house.

Dean had to constantly, purposefully transfer this coat from stolen car to stolen car. The coats only purpose is to remind him of Cas. It’s not like the coat actually does anything. Cas doesn’t NEED the coat, so it’s not like he kept it on him at all times because it’s important that Cas have the coat if he were to come back.

I don’t personally think it is out of character for Dean to do what he did. I think Jensen thinks it’s out of character because he viewed the whole thing as romantic and doesn’t believe Dean is in love with Cas. And while I agree the whole thing feels romantic, I don’t think the act of folding the coat neatly is inherently romantic or out of character. It’s just grief.

#supernatural #cw supernatural #dean x cas #dean winchester x castiel #deancas #castiel x dean #dean x castiel #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #spn 7x17 #born again identity #spn #spn meta #supernatural meta #The Born-Again Identity #mine