#mental health sucks

[grumpypixistix]

Can you do one where Y/N is a spider woman and her and Miguel are in a relationship. Even though he claims to like to work alone, most of his missions involved her. After a verve racking mission, Miguel and Y/N play a game of cat and mouse throughout the city, just let off steam. Miguel eventually catches Y/N (she lets him), and they have a little make out scene (no smut, just a good make out scene)

Of course I can, lovely! :) ❤️

(Also i sincerely apologize for the wait! I hope you enjoy)

Run and hide

Miguel O’Hara x Spider!reader

Warnings- No smut just a make out session, being hunted down(?)

A/N- Was this only supposed to take a few days to make? Yes. Did it take me over 2 weeks to finish? ….maybe- (but jokes aside, I’m so sorry for the delay. My mental health isn’t the best at the moment and I was very drained for a while. But I’m a little better now! Please feel free to request more stuff and I’ll get to it when I have the chance!)

Miguel always claimed that he liked to work alone, even though everyone seemed to notice otherwise. Most of the missions he went on, he always brought you with. Whenever anyone would ask about this, he was quick to shut it down, claiming it was purely coincidental.

But you knew that was a lie. And so did he.

The two of you had been in a secret relationship for quite some time, and the two of you agreed to keep it that way for the sake of keeping the Spider-verse together. The last thing Miguel needed was his workers nagging him about you 24/7, especially Peter. You were fine with this, knowing how stressed Miguel could get easily, especially with his job as the leader of the Spider Society.

But it wasn’t until you two went on another mission together when things started going downhill. Plan after plan got ruined, which ended up in nearly getting the both of you killed. It caused a lot of pent up emotions inside of Miguel, the idea of you getting hurt or even killed making his stomach churn and tighten.

So after barely escaping the mission, Miguel came up with an idea to let off some steam. He needed it, and you knew it. With that knowledge in mind, you agreed to the idea, even though he didn’t give a lot of details as to what the idea was. But since you had just escaped a hellish mission with him, you were open to anything.

Miguel opened up a portal in front of you, noticing your confused expression. He then set a timer on his watch, looking up at you.

“I’ll give you a 30 second head start. That should give you enough time to get ahead of me…” Miguel spoke lowly, tilting his head towards the direction of the portal.

You stood there for a few seconds, still a little confused.

“You want me to… run away from you?” You questioned.

Miguel just stared at you in silence, slightly nodding his head.

“I suggest you start now. You’re down to 24 seconds.”

Your eyes widened as you quickly bolted towards the portal, entering into the heart of the city. You began to swing with your webs through the gaps of the large buildings, quickly finding an abandoned building and hanging from the ceiling. You tried to blend in with the darkness of the shadows, making sure to not make a single noise. After some fidgeting around and making sure you were secured, the faint woosh of the portal was heard from afar.

You couldn’t trace where the exact location of the sound was.

Adrenaline rushed through your veins as you tried desperately to look around for Miguel, making sure you were still hidden in the process. Once he finally came into your view, your breath was caught in your throat. You quietly crawled across the ceiling and out of the window, just in time for him to turn his head up to catch a glimpse of your suit colors. Miguel muttered to himself and clicked his tongue, shooting his web and exiting from the same window you had crawled out of.

He didn’t know why, but the hunt made him feel… better. It made him feel like he was finally in control of a situation for once. And hunting you down made it even more thrilling for him, since he knew you wouldn’t get hurt.

And honestly, you could say the same. Trying to run and hide from Miguel made you forget all about the dangerous mission, since you weren’t in any real harm this time. It was just to blow off steam, and it worked.

During the time Miguel had noticed you exit, you had made it far enough away from the building you were in.

At least you thought it was far enough.

You had swung at least 6 buildings south of where you initially were, so there was no way he’d be able to find you… right?

Entering through the fire escape on the roof, you managed to stay hidden once more. The whole building was dark and cold, but you were able to see from the glow-up suit Miguel had made for you. You guided yourself through the building from the light source and found the stairwell, jumping through the gap and landing on the ground floor. And as you continued to look for the exit on the floor, you could hear a faint thud from a few floors up.

Again, not knowing where the source came from, adrenaline rushed through your body once more.

You ran through the dimly lit floor, trying desperately to look for the exit. As you did so, the sound became louder… and closer. The more you ran and searched for the exit, the closer the sound got and you couldn’t find the exit. The more doors you ran through, the more lost you became. You panted and tried to catch your breath, hiding from whatever the noise was caused by.

But then the noise stopped. It was completely silent.

You could hear your thumping heartbeat in your ears, your breath still heavy from running around. You waited for what felt like hours before growing the courage to move around again. After finally being able to calm down and think straight, you looked for the exit as quietly as possible.

But as you tried to move again, you felt a pair of large hands grab you and lift you from behind.

You gasped loudly and felt your back slam up against the wall, making eye contact with whoever it was that grabbed you.

It was Miguel.

He had a relieved expression on his face, forming into a small grin.

“Finally caught you” Miguel panted out softly, cupping your face as he pinned you against the wall.

You didn’t even fight back and keep the game up. You let him take you.

A quiet chuckle left your lips as you returned the grin.

“You’re lucky I let you” You teased, eyes flicking to Miguel’s lips and back up to his dark eyes.

A mutter left Miguel’s mouth as he chuckled and kissed you, taking his time as he held you close. His kisses were soft and passionate, his hands moving from cupping your face to gripping your waist. Your hands ran through his hair as you kissed him with just as much passion, trying to catch your breath with each pause.

But Miguel always pulled you right back into another kiss, not wanting to let go of you whatsoever. After the mission, that was the last thing he wanted to do. But being able to catch you was like a reward to him. His hands trailed everywhere on your body, his tongue slipping into your mouth with a soft moan.

After moments of the heated kiss, the two of you finally pulled away for some air. You looked up at Miguel’s eyes as you panted softly, hands resting on his chest. Miguel stared back at you for a few quiet seconds before letting out a sigh and shaking his head.

“I’m definitely not letting you split up with me on missions now… you’re gonna stick to my side no matter what, got that?” Miguel said lowly, his hands moving up to cup your face once more.

You look and him and slowly nod your head, one of your hands moving to cup over his.

“Okay… I’m sorry I did that, it was a stupid idea anyways-“

Miguel cut you off with a firm kiss to your lips, gently tugging on your bottom lip.

“Don’t say that, cariño. It wasn’t stupid, you were just doing your job. You gave suggestions when the situation needed it… that’s not stupid.”

A sigh left your lips as you looked up at him, a small smile on your face. You moved a little to kiss his cheek, a soft blush on both of your faces.

“Thank you… really.”

Miguel smiled at you and chuckled before kissing your forehead and lips.

“Of course” He whispered back before taking a step away to open a portal back home.

You looked over at the portal and back at Miguel, taking his hand into yours and giving it a small squeeze. Miguel looks back at you and holds your hand as well.

“Ready to go back?” Miguel asks you.

You nod and pull him in for one last kiss, “Never wanted to go back more than now.”

A small laugh left Miguel as you said that, kissing you back and pulling you into the portal.

After that day, Miguel made it into a routine to hunt you around the city after missions, always catching you and bringing you back home safely.

#sorry this took so long #mental health sucks #miguel 2099 #atsv miguel #miguel x reader #atsv #miguel o'hara #across the spiderverse #miguel atsv

[nooooough]

Is it even normal to consider suicide at 18 years old?

#just wondering #does anyone else feel like this? #cause I think about it everyday #mental health sucks #But lately I feel less scared and more at peace with the thought #i don’t know what to make of that #tw suicide mention #tw suicidal thoughts #frankly I don’t really want to die. but life is just #not a joke I am literally considering it

[thoughtlessly-me]

Friendly reminder not everyone is your friend and you got to deal with that shit. It’s a hard pill to swallow but I guess it’s reality of it all now. 🖤

#me #Melbourne #Australian #my thoughts #depressed #anxiety #mental health sucks #quotes #my quotes

[telekinesis-mind-control-comics]

@missmandapandastrees

#amanda #my comic vixen #her comic guy #beautiful soul #beautiful girl #pretty face #love & hate #mental health #mental health sucks #mental health matters #marvel comics #dc comics #love her so much

[raylin-creates]

Just had a very inconveniently timed emotional Sad Moment so unfortunately no liveblog again today :(

#mental health Sucks #fuck my feelings #hate this #gonna watch a ghibli movie to cheer up

[yautjalover]

Apologies for the lack of interactions and new drabbles. My mental health has been complete shit and I’ve been fully invested in my fics, also. I’ve been working extra hours to save up to fix my car during the middle of all of this. I love writing for you guys and writing your requests. It’s fun and I can’t wait to have the mental energy to do it again. In the meantime, there’s soooo many talented writers on here. Keep up with the Yautja tags and you’ll find them. ❤️

#yautjalover #yautja #mental health sucks #life sucks in general

[i97rose]

wtf. nah cuz i bet u look like ur user-

ALSO GUYS PLS REQUEST I WANNA UPLOAD STH :/

#SORRY GUYS IM IA IM SO SICK #i hate being sick #mental health sucks #discord sucks too #i cant breathe #someone bmf btw #moodboards #i97rose #ew wtftftftf #ew #i hate everything

[supercriminalbean]

Hey guys I really really badly need soft aaron fics it's bad mental health week please any soft aaron hotchner fics send my way, also any Penelope Garcia too. I need both babies tonight.

#criminal minds #aaron hotchner #penelope garcia #mental health sucks #even throw some thomas gibson shit at me #i need some found family love that criminal minds creates so welll

[crazyanimalladysblog]

Every day is like a roller coaster. Some days it’s good. I can feel the wing on my face as I drive in my car and a smoke in my hand. But others…

All I can see is darkness and some days are a draining. I do love a nap. When I’m off my medications I’m high strung. Like a screeching on a blackboard.



#mental health #mentalheathawareness #mental health sucks #cptsd #ptsdsurvivor #living with ptsd #ptsd recovery

[slifers-executive-writer]

TFW you finish something you feel to be a big step in your creative process (finished the first draft/beta of a prequel to a novel I'm working on). And yet you find yourself either having writers block or just no motivation to continue the main work or other parts of the project because...

A: Depression is a helluva bitch.

B: No one is available or cares to read what you wrote so we can't go anywhere with it because every author is partial to their own writing.

Yeah... Fun times.

At least I still get some kudos every now and then right?🙃👍

#happy writing even though im not #writing #writer #my writing #i guess this my weird form of journaling now #me rambling #mental health sucks

[ourtintedworld]

do people talk about aftercare for therapy? i don't hear many friends bring up how raw you can possibly be after an appointment. anyways, today my aftercare is a snug blanket, my favorite tea, and watching plumbella go on about her special interest aka the sims ( and with a bonus: opening the window so i can hear the birds chirping outside )

#i feel very sad but also very numb #mental health sucks #but is also very important #so we march on #luzs tinted glasses

[sb25p]

I can’t believe I’ve realised that at almost 28 years old, the prospect of buying or renting a house again but this time as a single homeowner terrifies me and makes me physically ill to think about. Fuck.

#how the fuck am I going to do this #like I know I can do it #but I think it’s commitment issues #I’m terrified of commitment now and I fucking know why #previous trauma fucked me up #thought I was recovered but apparently not #yay #I hate being human sometimes #take my feelings away pls #mental health sucks

[grumpypixistix]

Holy fuck I’m dead- anyways, I’m really sorry about being so inactive, life caught up with me and I’ve been so tired 😭 but i am learning guitar and know how to play “come as you are” by Nirvana! So at least I’m doing something productive? I’ll try to finish up some prompts (or even my rockstar!eddie x rockstar!reader fic) whenever I have the chance :))

#again I’m really sorry for the inconvenience- #mental health sucks #I hate being an adult

[yautjalover]

Sorry for my long absence. I’ve been having the worst week in a long time. It’s been shit both mentally and physically. I’ll be back to normal pretty soon with a finished request and more readers. 🥲

#yautjalover #mental health sucks #fuck depression #fuck fake friends #aliens and cats are better than humans

[jj30ngk]

first mental health evaluation nerves

why does the medical center have to be almost 17 miles away? im going crazy. im having a breakdown these past two days and even now just thinking about the ride over there. i am terrified. i dont want to go with my dad. he is always so impatient and will yell at me for anything. i want to tell my mom to go with me. but she has work and shes already made changes before for me. i feel so guilty. i just want this to end. 

#mental health sucks

[kxylx222]

I wish I had an interesting life….

I feel like I’m so far behind in life everything is “impossible”.

I just want to live and be happy and to not feel like shit about certain things I want.

#who am i #wtf is wrong w me #ineedhelpsometimes #i feel alone #bpd sucks #mental health sucks #traumasucks #wtfisthislife #imnotwhereiwanttobe #illgetthereoneday #not soon enough