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Turning 30 meant that I was too old to care how my family/friends would feel seeing me with the woman of my dreams. Sure, they would think this is "just a phase" that I'm taking a break from men and finding myself. Some will think I was unlucky in love, I was unable to be chosen by a Man. However, I will know the truth, I will know that my heart has always longed for a strong, beautiful, sensual Woman. I will know that I always daydreamed about Women while in bed with my past lovers. I will never forget looking away from girl-on-girl scenes because I would get turned on and I didn't want anyone to know. I will always remember trying to come out in high school knowing my family would never know, and watching my friend's reaction to me dating a girl. Even being judged by the beautiful Lesbian couples who thought I was pretending or seeking male validation.
Not knowing that I wished I could be as open and honest as they were, to be unafraid of the pushback from my loved ones. Wishing I was stronger to live authentically. Women were never a "phase" I knew who I was at a very young age, and I also knew that I would have to hide. Now that I've grown and taken back my personal power, I feel stronger, free, and ready to fully step into my desired reality. I am still attracted to men on a superficial level so I chose to label myself as bi-sexual even though I could even be labeled as Pansexual. I just know that Women do it for me in a way that no Man ever could, my body, mind, and soul light up when I'm intimate with a Woman. I am so happy I have finally come out to my family/friends with "zero fucks" to give about their discomfort. They will get over it and eventually get used to it, or they will leave.
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[Image description: 11 beaded bracelets in various pride designs. There are three trans bracelets, two of which are ponybead bracelets and one of which is made with larger, detailed beads. One of the ponybead bracelets is subtle and is blue red and white instead of blue, pink and white. The other is blue, pink, and white, and has the word “trans” spelled out in black letter beads. There is one nonbinary ponybead bracelet, one homoflexible ponybead bracelet, one ace, one aro, one pan, one bi, and one rainbow ponybead bracelet. The homoflexible bracelets has the word “homoflexible” spelled out in letter beads and the asexual bracelet has the word “nope” spelled out in letter beads. There is also one trans wlw loom band bracelet with beads woven into it that says “wlw”. End description.]
All my pride kandi bracelets are still available! They are $1.20 CAD + shipping each, but if you get a bunch I can cut you a deal!
I have some new bracelets on the way, so stay tuned!
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Call for me
Are you out of town, my darling?
Or are you home by any chance?
I’m out of sorts, there’s no denying
I was hoping seeing you would change
My mood - put me at ease again
I love being in love and hate it too, you see
No new messages for a day
And I’m already in complete disarray-
Should i reach out or wait?
Do you even want to see me?
Maybe its not personal at all -
Maybe you’re just stressed out, so you stall
Maybe it’ll be good going alone to the mall -
maybe it was too much caffeine -
Black coffee mocchas and black tea
And now i cant bear being in my skin
And wishing i was feeling yours against my lips
Your hands on my hips
My sighs and your thighs
And the fantasy is complete -
Dont step back, my darling
Come closer - let us meet
I loved you once without warning
And never stopped since
So greet me again - no need for sorrys
Or excuses or fancy words to convince
Me - im thoroughly convinced
Im already at the edge of the cliff
Come, seek me out - come rhyme for me
‘Cause i feel love like i feel l’appel du vide
So come and kiss me like you dared me
Come and kiss me like you teased
you Galatea turned Pygmaleon
You woman with the angels on her neck!
You changeling, you Chameleon -
From the girl I loved, my first
Euphoria and upset -
To the woman I’m falling for -
Fast and surely, and wanting more.
So call for me.
I waited for you six years
Seen the longing and the tears
And I’m willing to suffer them again if only youll
Call for me.
-m.s 5/13/22
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Round 1 Poll 22: Raphaella La Cognizi from the Mechanisms vs Bonnibel Bubblegum from Adventure Time
Entry propaganda UNDER CUT IT GOT TOO LONG:
Raphaella La Cognizi
She literally threw herself into a black hole when she ran out of things to discover. AS AN EXPERIMENT.
“As cruel and evil as she is science”
Science officer in a band of immortal space pirates who maybe created her own mechanical wings? Loves unethical experiments and magnets. Described “as cruel and brutal as she is science”. Eventually threw herself into a black hole for science. Also has a very nice singing voice!
She is as cruel and beautiful as she is Science! Also she made herself immortal by giving herself a pie of wings. Probably. We’re not 100% sure
she’s an immortal space pirate. what else do you need to know??
She is a imortal space pirate. She has wings. The wings are the reason she is imortal. She died by launching herself into a black hole simply to see what would happen. (Also I feel like I should specific that the lesbianism here is a headcannon.)
After she becomes bored with mad lesbian science, she launches herself into a black hole for funzies. She loves magnets. She has wings. What else is there to say. also shes my wife
She is "as cruel and brutal as she is... science!" Her position on the crew of the Mechanisms is "science officer" and she cares a lot about Doing Science and not at all about ethics! She is confined by nothing in her endless pursuit of knowledge, whether that be time, money, laws of the universe, or moral codes. She's immortal, mostly, except at some point her death is finally permanent and that is when she threw herself into a black hole to see what would happen
Her first introduction ever was "as cruel and brutal as she is... Science!" Also she threw herself into a black hole just to learn something new one last time.
Princess Bonnibel Bubblegum
Oh she is so fucked up. She made a whole kingdom. I think she is jus <3
THE OG LESBIAN SCIENTIST OF KIDS CARTOONS!!! she created her own kingdom of living beings and considers them her subjects and she's been experimenting and creating and exploring ever since she was very small. she gay kisses her vampire gf in the finale! she probably has a lot of noms and im sure you know her but I love her and I want to see her here!
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