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#just a scare that kinda gets them like..maybe we should actually talk about It. or should we
desktopmermaid · 20 days
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The talk or lack of therefore
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chiisana-lion · 1 year
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hm
#dunno what caused this but ive just been getting really scared and stupidly worried lately#sometimes i think about how i could lose someone at any moment and i might not even know#just stuck there waiting for some kind of answer for someone who wont and cant come back#and it really. terrifies me#my friends are everyhing to me and i just want them all to be okay always#and especially my best friend. if anything were to happen to him i really dont know what i'd do#i tell him and everyone else how much i love them all the time every time i can because what if they were to disappear and leave one day#and we didnt really leave off on a good note#not like i think that might happen anytime soon but just. what if#i love my friends. so much. i cant even put into words how much they mean to me and how theyve helped me get through this hell ive been#going through these past couple of years or so#maybe im annoying and talkative and sensitive and stuff. but the fact thwy still somehow like me the same is really#dunno man in elementary & middle school i lived shamelessly and yet im sure that for every friend i had there was like 5 kids who hated me#and towards high school i essentially was constantly on edge making sure i dont cause trouble for anyone because hey why should i bother#when none of them would really see me for me. just that quiet kid who draws in the corner and doesnt particularly fit in#the novelty of having a new kid transfer in lasted for like a month tops that time when everyone realized i was actually boring as hell#not into celebrities dont listen to mainstream music not interested in guy talk etc etc#i did meet a couple kids with similar interests at some point but im sure they were more casual fans and not absolutely obsessed as i am#and i feel like my sudden energy when talking about it and running my mouth w that topic kinda put them off#so i just. keep everything to myself#so really finding people who actually do like me and enjoy my rambles and i can hwar then ramble in return#and play games or talk abt our silly blorbos with is just. damn this is way more than i deserve isnt it#and i really feel like that could all just. fall apart at some point#and thats the last thing i want#but honestly#i dont mind if they grew to hate me. ill still love them nonetheless. just please dont leave me behind i cant go through that again#might delete this later im just kind of. yeah#sorry to anyone who reads this im kind of going through it
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mrfoox · 1 year
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Bruh, I'm so... Well obviously anxious about everything, duh
But then something I was anxious about turned out okay... Boy the level of relief I feel...
#miranda talking shit#I texted oliver to send me pics of his baking yesterday bc he said he was going to bake#But he didn't respond so i thought ... Ok i crossed a line. I was weird. He thinks im weird. Hes going to tell me in person tomorrow that#Im a creep and should stop. Nope he just said... I didnt end up baking yesterday but today I'll try again and send you the pics#The level of relief i felt was unmatched like oh... Oh gosh thank you#I know that i guess technically i shouldn't text him if its not work related. To my defense i havent either until now#So i crossed that line and thought for sure he'd be annoyed at least but seems im good#I kinda love and hate how our situation is set up ... Aka id say hes my friend but technically#I cant say that. Bc hes employed and works when we meet up... We've both made comments like being friends etc#Not straight out. But he have said like 'when i get an decent pc set up and running#We need to play some games togheter' and i mean... We have definitely shared more stuff with each other than#Patient/worker should have... I just know i cant actually say out loud that we are friends bc thats rule breaking /:#Feel the same way about magnus and it sucks. Id love to be able to talk with them as friends and meet up and do stuff#I mean i guess i could technically just... Quit hiring services from the company they work at and then it would be fine#But im kinda scared they'd not be comfortable talking with me outside of work like... I could just be imagining things#Maybe they are just being polite and thats it... Like yeah#So yeah its me being a coward and saying 'this is enough' bc i do get to meet them at least once per week for an hour this way#I know mom had this issue when working in this field. She have had more than one customer she formed close bonds with#But she still kept in contact with them after quitting. But thats her mom is like me we get attached#I can't assume others do bc then it'll hurt so much more if im wrong :')
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dnalt-d2 · 1 month
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I wasn't able to watch Quackity's stream just now but from what I'm getting, it's a really unfortunate development
Basically that Quackity is stepping away from the QSMP for a bit and leaving the Administration of it to other people due to fear for his personal safety, and this next part might be slightly unrelated, but it's something I've been kinda wanting to say for a bit, and this gives me a good chance to do it
I remember a lot of people wondering why Admins had to stay anonymous to the public and this sort of thing is why. If experienced streamers, who are used to dealing with this sort of thing, are going through this, imagine what could have happened to the Admins if people found out who they were
Like imagine we knew exactly who was behind the Code attacks that killed Bobby, Tallulah, or Dapper. You really think people wouldn't have dog-piled on them because they killed their favorite Egg?? Imagine people knew who Leo or Sunny's admins were during all their "drama." People were already crossing boundaries before they knew who the admins were, and I don't think it would have gone well if that information were out in the open at the time
To me, it didn't seem like a good idea to throw people who were inexperienced with this into the spotlight like that. And THIS is why. People are still dog-piling on anyone they think is the problem, and that isn't okay. Quackity just talked about how scared he was for his actual personal safety, and that's not okay. People get the smallest scrap of information and latch onto it like it's gospel, and things like this happen. It's why I haven't even made a post about some recent developments, because I know a lot of what's being spread is speculation, and I don't like to spread around things I don't have concrete information on. Maybe if CERTAIN things were more open, this all wouldn't have been as big a problem, but the fact that this is the end result kinda makes their privacy more understandable
Because this is the kind of thing it leads to. Everyone demands every bit of information, pressuring people to the point that they just want to do SOMETHING to get people off their backs even a little bit. As far as I know, Lea DID NOT mean to leak that kind of information, but she was being bombarded for information, and just tried to provide some evidence for what she was saying, and probably didn't realize that it could lead to this (That's if the information I have on that is correct, that she basically leaked a payment document that had Quackity's full legal name, and that's how people managed to track down his information. If this isn't correct, please let me know, I haven't seen enough information on it to verify 100%)
(And I wanna say that this isn't me excusing the fact that the Admins couldn't talk to each other or the CCs when it was relevant to the server. That sort of thing is a textbook manipulation tactic from bosses who want to take advantage of their workers and using the lack of information as a weapon to that end)
I said before that I NEVER expected concrete updates about everything, just hoped for acknowledgements that things were still happening at all. Because the fact that streamers are in the public eye doesn't mean everything they do needs to be public knowledge. People online love to criticize paparazzi for constantly bombarding celebrities and invading their personal lives, but this is starting to feel startlingly similar, and I don't like that. Yes, the people involved should have that information, but we should not
I really hope people manage to stay safe through all this, including Quackity and each and every Admin/Ex-Admin that's been at the center of this. There are some things going around them that I don't agree with, but that doesn't mean I wish harm on them for it. That's the magical thing about the internet. You can just not interact with people you don't agree with, and I really wish some people would remember that. Especially over on Twitter. Because Holy Shit
Anyways, that's about all I have for now, probably won't be too active for a bit still because of IRL stuff, but I'm still here. Watching
WATCHING YOU ALL
**Okay Edit I didn't know this but
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I actually didn't know Leo's admin was public at the time, but considering that, I guess it's not too widespread. So while it seemed to be alright, it could've gone a lot worse if that Admin was more well-known. Or if Sunny's was known at all. Either way, thanks for the clarification!!
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imraespace · 5 months
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5: WHAT IS HAPPENING!!?
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No matter how many times you pass by that poster, it always caught your attention. Maybe the fact that there's others who share the same interests as you gets your attention but the work you have to do to befriend them, the thought alone scares you.
You sighed at the poster, looking around to see students walking by, glancing at the poster then carrying on to their daily activities. 'Maybe I should just go to class..' You thought to yourself.
But sadly, you were stopped.
"Y/N, right?"
The voice scared you obviously. You forcefully turned your head around to the sound and let out a small gasp when you saw none other than Yuuta Okkotsu in front of you.
"Yuuta.. I mean Hi! Oh I mean yes..? Yes I am Y/N.."
You weakly smiled, and started yelling at yourself in your head for sounding so dumb.
Yet he smiled nevertheless, not commenting or cringing at your words.
"Yes, it's me. I have something that I wanted to ask you actually." He replied, looking around you both.
You perked up at his request.
"Uhm.. sure what do you want to ask me..?" You quietly asked.
He took a deep breath then asked:
"Do you like anyone..?"
Huh.
You blinked at his words.
"Huh..?" You accidentally let out.
Before he could respond the person he was gonna ask about was actually here.
"Yuuta! I was looking for you!" His voiced boomed in your ears causing you to now look at him.
"Oh hi Y/N!" Yuji loudly said, causing you to look down at your feet.
'Why. Why are they two boys here speaking to me.' You thought to yourself.
"Hi.." You mumbled. Flustered at the fact that there's literally two boys talking to you for the first time in your life.
Yet Yuuta notices.
And he smiles.
Yuji notices that you both are infront of the poster for his club.
"Are you both planning on joining? Inumaki's the other leader, plus we only got like two persons in so far. More the merrier you know?" He spoke up.
The mention of the club caught your attention and both Yuuta and Yuji noticed.
"Oh? You really do want to join?" Yuji's face lit up.
It caused your cheeks to burn a bit as you covered your mouth to hide your big ass smile.
But it also caused you to stutter like crazy.
"I-" You stopped, trying to fix your words.
"Yeah I do want to join but it's just.." You slowly got softer.
"Just? It's okay I won't let anyone make you feel uncomfortable. You can make your own friends on your own time okay?" Yuji told you, easing your fears.
Now a genuine smile, not from embarrassment or flustered.
"Okay I can agree on that, thank you Itadori.." You mumbled.
He laughed a bit, rubbing behind his head.
"You can call Yuuta by his first name but not me? You can call me Yuji." He told you.
You forgot you said Yuuta's first name.
You blushed from embarrassment.
"I actually didn't mean to say that.." You mumbled.
It was too much for you.
Yuuta noticed.
"I didn't mind Y/N, you can go to class now I don't want you passing out here." Yuuta softly said.
You nodded at his words and quickly left the seen, leaving the boys there. "What is even happening right now.." You mumbled to yourself.
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note: did I make y/n sound shy enough I based it off myself kinda(i talk to no one actually but i will probably stutter and smile alot)
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suzukiblu · 2 months
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Ko-fi thank-you sentences for Ghost Squid behind the cut; Billy adopts Conner and it actually goes pretty good!
Lynn stares down at Tawky blankly for a moment, which is an expression Billy is getting used to seeing on him, and then looks back up at Billy. He frowns a little. Billy smiles back encouragingly, trying not to do it too wide or anything. He’s still trying not to be overbearing here. 
Lynn still doesn’t seem very talkative, and Billy’s still not sure if it’s that he’s shy, or just needs to warm up to them a little, or maybe just doesn’t like to talk much. It’s fine either way, obviously, just all those things mean different approaches, so . . . 
Well, he’ll figure it out, Billy figures. He’s got time, as long as he’s patient and doesn’t rush and make Lynn feel uncomfortable or pressured. He just needs to respect Lynn’s feelings about all this and do what works for him. That’s the best way to handle it. 
When his own dad was still–his dad always met him where he was at. Always came to him, and left space for him to go to him himself. Whenever Billy was sad or upset or scared, he always knew . . . he always knew his dad was a safe place to go. Always. Just–both his parents were, because he was really lucky that way, but . . . 
But especially his dad, yeah. 
So that’s the kind of dad he wants to be too. 
He hopes he can. 
“I think we can probably head out now,” he says once he’s sure Lynn isn’t going to say anything himself, still smiling encouragingly at him. Lynn’s frown deepens a little, but he doesn’t seem upset; just confused. Well–he grew up in a pod, so why wouldn’t he be? “To go get the food, I mean. I figure we should walk. I mean, we could fly, but that’s not very good for the secret identities and I don’t want Batman to have to make us new ones if it’s avoidable, you know?” 
“I can’t fly,” Lynn says stiffly. 
“I remember,” Billy promises. He’d be a pretty bad dad if he couldn’t even remember that. “I meant I’d carry you, sorry. We should probably save that kind of thing for patrols and stuff, though.” 
“. . . patrols?” Lynn asks, and Billy turns red as he realizes–
“Oh, sorry, I didn’t even ask if you wanted to do patrols with me or not,” he says with a wince. “You don’t have to or anything, I just figured since your friends all do them with their mentors we could too, so we could work on your powers together and I could teach you how to–”
“Okay,” Lynn interrupts abruptly, tightening his grip on Tawky a little. His expression is . . . weird, sort of. Billy isn’t sure if that means that “okay” isn’t a real “okay”, or . . . what, exactly. 
Well, they can confirm later, he thinks. Like, just to be sure and all. 
“Cool!” he says, beaming at him. “That’ll be a good way to spend time together too."
“You’re really going to help me with my powers?” Lynn asks. 
“Yeah,” Billy says. “I mean–mine don’t work for the same reason as yours do, obviously, but the results are still pretty similar, so I think I should be able to help you with yours.” 
Well . . . he guesses actually there is an option for if he has trouble helping Lynn with Kryptonian powers. Like–that’s a thing he could do.
Actually, that’s a thing he should definitely do, in retrospect. Just in case of emergencies, if nothing else. 
“I can give you some of mine, too,” he offers a little shyly. “Like, in case you ever need to fly or use super-speed or anything like that.” 
“. . . what?” Lynn blinks at him, looking weird again. 
“My powers,” Billy clarifies, pointing at himself. “I can share them if I want. I, uh, kinda didn’t tell the League about it because it’s sort of . . . personal, I guess? But it’s kinda a whole thing. I just, um, haven’t really had anyone to share them with, so . . . it’s just me and Tawky, you know?”
Lynn stares blankly at him. He’s holding Tawky really tight now, but he hasn’t ripped him or anything so Billy figures it’s just a little-kid thing; just Lynn not knowing his strength yet and all. But Tawky can take a lot more pressure than a normal stuffed animal and can just tell him to stop if he’s doing anything too hard anyway, so Billy figures it’s okay for now. 
“So I could . . . fly,” Lynn says very, very slowly. 
“If you want!” Billy says, giving him an encouraging smile again. He’d feel better if Lynn at least had the option to use his powers too, he thinks. “I can teach you how."
“That’s . . . uh,” Lynn blinks again, a little quicker, and then glances away and swallows uncomfortably. Billy hopes he’s not being too much or anything. “That’s–fine. If you . . . want to.” 
“I think it’d be safer if you could, anyway,” Billy replies reasonably. “Even if you decide you like using Kryptonian powers better than magic ones, it could be like a just in case thing? So I can at least teach you how my powers work, and you can decide if you want to use them or not. The lightning’s pretty helpful, definitely.” 
“. . . you have lightning?” Lynn looks bemused. 
“Kind of?” Billy shrugs sheepishly. “It’s, um, not really something I can control like heat vision or ice breath or anything like that, but it’s a thing, yeah.” 
“. . . huh.” Lynn blinks again, then looks back down at Tawky, who he’s still holding. Billy waits to see if he’s gonna say anything else, but he doesn’t seem to be planning to, so . . . 
“You can think about it for as long as you wanna,” he promises. “And if you don’t want them yet for whatever reason, you can always ask for them later. Okay?”
“. . . okay,” Lynn says slowly, still staring down at Tawky.
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mustainegf · 25 days
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Can you write a fluff/smut for Kill ‘Em All era James? Maybe like they’re dating and it’s their first time doing it together kinda thing idk just a thought, no pressure! :) (Jamesxfem reader)
My favourite James era 😋😋
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I could sense where this was leading, James held me close as he hovered over me, his lips fighting mine.
Iloved it when we kissed like that, passionate and intense. It made me forget that we had to be quiet, his band members might hear if we were too loud.
The walls here were almost paper thin.
Both of us were nervous out of our minds to have sex for the first time, but we had talked about it, and we understood how much we both wanted.
We'd been together for months now and we were both still virgins, but we were ready.
We'd seen eachother completely naked many times in the past, it's just that somehow we had never actually fucked.
That changed tonight. We both knew what would happen once we started, neither one of us would last long.
"Jamie..." I whined softly, his labored breathing humming in my ears.
He didn't say anything, just kept kissing me, his hand on my breast, squeezing it gently while teasing my nipple with his thumb. "Ohh," I gasped, arching my back, pushing against him.
I wanted more. I needed more. I always did with him. He was everything. He was the most beautiful thing I had ever laid eyes on. "Are you ready?" James asked, sitting up. Both of us were only in our underwear at this point.
I smiled slowly at him and bit my lip. "Yes."
My voice came out breathy and full of need. I stared at him, watching him push down his boxer briefs and kick them off. I swallowed, my body shivering from nerves. Sure I was scared, but James was the only man I'd ever want to take my virginity.
His dick stood proud in attention, I had to admit, it was perfect.
Big enough to stretch, darkish pink tip, and a thick vein that ran on the underside. I could hardly wait to have it inside of me.
The only reason why I took so long was because I couldn't stop looking at him. When I realized that he was waiting for something from me, I hurriedly removed my own panties and kicked them off.
He reached for me then, his hands landing on my hips. "You are absolutely gorgeous," he whispered, kissing my neck. "And the prettiest girl I've ever met." "You don't have to say that," I said nervously.
"I mean it," James muttered, reaching down to set a kiss on my clit.
I shuddered, my eyes closing as he sucked it into his mouth, but only for a second. "Fuck," he growled, standing back up and reaching behind himself for a condom. He ripped the foil package open and rolled it on awkwardly. I giggled at him as he finally got the condom on.
He narrowed his eyes at me. "Don't laugh," he warned with a chuckle. I nodded, trying not to make fun of him.
I wanted this to be perfect. Well, as perfect as it could get, considering we had to be quiet. After all, he wasn't exactly experienced either. "I love you," he murmured, placing a kiss on my forehead.
I looked up at him with a big smile. "I love you too." James watched me. "Do you trust me?" he asked, a nervous look in his eyes. I nodded, my heart racing. I trusted him with everything. "Honey," he groaned, reaching for my leg.
"Bring your leg up." I lifted it, resting my ankle on his shoulder. He grinned. "Just like that." We made awkward eye contact for a moment before James exhaled, "Okay, you ready?" He asked gently. I nodded hastily, begging to feel him in me. He slowly pushed himself inside me, pushing through the initial stinging discomfort, making me wince.
He stopped immediately, resting his forehead on mine. "Shit, I'm sorry. You okay?" I nodded quickly.
"It hurts a bit," I whispered, unsure whether I should tell him or not because I really did want this. "Yeah, I know, should I pull out?"
I shook my head. "No, please don't." I whispered.
"If you change your mind, let me know, but I'll go slow. Okay?"
"Okay," I breathed, needing him more than anything else in the world.
James very slowly rocked his hips back, every single sensation running through the both of us.
I bit my lip to keep from moaning. He felt so good inside me. It was painful, but it was the best pain I'd ever experienced. I felt him pause again, waiting for me to tell him if it hurt.
I shook my head. "It's fine," I whispered. He gave me a tight smile. "I'm glad. I just didn't want to hurt you." I nodded, throwing my arms around his neck and holding on. "It's okay, Jamie, it's getting better," I forced out, trying not to whine too loud.
"You feel really good by the way." James chuckled awkwardly, his eyes almost puppy-like.
His transparency made me laugh, giggling softly.
"You can move now, Jamie," I begged him breathlessly.
He nodded, bringing the pace back.
I couldn't really believe it, I was actually having sex, and with James. It was perfectThe idea was still so new and fresh. It felt amazing though. I was having the time of my life. After all, it was my first time.
The pain was subsiding, which was now taken over by complete lust and pleasure. He felt perfect inside of me, I could hardly describe the sensation.
"Fuck, that's good..." I groaned, throwing my head back on James' pillow.
"You're so tight.." James' voice was exhausted, but his thrusts were full of life.
I bit my lip, trying to stay quiet, but failing miserably. I was making little whimpers and whines, unable to contain myself. My body started heating up, wanting to explode.
I clutched onto his shoulders, watching his face contort with indescribable pleasure. "You can go faster James." I whispered.
James grinning maliciously, quickening his hips which made me flinch and twitch underneath him.
"Jamie-oh James, come here..." I mumbled, reaching my arms around his neck to pull him down to me. I just wanted to be close, especially in such an intimate moment.
I never thought I would experience such intense intimacy with someone. But here I was, with James. And it was wonderful.
I could easily get used to this. In fact, I already had.
With every passing second, I wanted nothing more than to have every night be like this.
"I love you, baby," James whimpered into my ear, his body shaking with every thrust.
I felt it too. I loved him. I did. And the way he was looking at me, it was clear he was feeling it too.
This was what love felt like. I knew in that moment that I was going to love him forever, no matter what he did. "I- I love you too." I moaned softly into the dark bedroom.
It only took another thrust or two before James was panicking. "Fuck, fuck, I'm gonna cum"" he uttered.
His eyes opened wide, staring down at me with an expression of desire. I smiled, gripping his hair tighter. "That's good. Come inside me, Jamie..." I breathed, thankful he had a condom on.
I reached down to rub my clit, my orgasm following behind his.
James' Body convulsed, trembling violently as he toppled onto me, filling the condom. It wasn't long after that I was spasming around his dick.
We held each other for a few moments, our hearts racing wildly. We were both moaning messes, falling down from our highs. "That was perfect..." James chuckled under his breath, kissing my cheek.
I ran my fingers through his long wispy hair, still catching my breath. "Perfect," I smiled.
James nudged himself up, gazing over at me. My cheeks went pink, running my fingertips over his light acne scars, one of my favorite parts about him. He was just so cute.
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multifandomlover01 · 7 months
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Lovesick Idiots
Spencer Reid x Female!Reader (girl is used but reader is not ot explicitly AFAB)
Key: Y/F/N = Your First Name, Y/L/N = Your Last Name
WC: ~1.7k
Warnings: only Penelope and Derek being shady
Summary: Spencer and reader both like each other and Penelope and Derek try to get them together
I didn’t imagine any specific season but it is confined by the characters mentioned: Hotch, Emily, JJ, Derek, and Penelope
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“Why aren’t you and Spencer together?” Penelope asked you out of the blue one day when you walked into her lair to check on info updates.
“E-excuse me?”
“You two are perfect for each other! Why aren’t you together?”
“Maybe because neither of us wants to make the first move…so neither of us has…we’re each waiting for the other to.”
“Well one of you better grow some cajones bc you’re meant to be.”
“I don’t even know if he likes me.”
“Oh, he does, trust me.”
“How do you know?”
“Because Derek told me.”
“And how does Derek know?”
“Because Spencer told him.”
“I don’t suppose you’ve told Derek that I like Spencer and that he’s told him that…”
“He should be doing so right about now.”
“I smell a conspiracy.”
“We don’t mean you two harm.”
“I don’t think one has to mean harm to conspire with someone against someone else. It’s typical, but not necessary.”
“Well it’s gonna be fine.”
“You should’ve let us handle it.”
“But you said it yourself: if it were up to the two of you, nobody would say anything to anyone.”
“So you mercifully decided to intervene?”
“Exactly.”
“What the hell am I supposed to do now that Spencer knows that I like him? How am I gonna be able to work with him…even look at him!”
“You know he likes you too, so you tell him you like him back.”
“I can’t do that.”
“Why not? He’s not gonna reject you. He likes you too.”
“Us liking or not liking each other isn’t the issue. The issue is we’re both kinda scared of entering into a relationship.”
“And how do you know that?”
“Because I’m me and I know how I feel. And Spencer told me he felt that way.”
“Why would he tell you that.”
“I asked him why he’d never been in a relationship.”
“And he didn’t catch that you were asking because you liked him slash were interested in him?”
“Have you met him?”
“I see your point. You can both be scared together, then! You’ll get through it together. At least have a conversation with him about it. That should at least be a little easier now that you both know, right?”
“One can only hope.”
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“Hey kid, can I ask you something?
Spencer contemplated his answer for a few seconds before giving it.
“Sure.”
“Why aren’t you and Y/F/N together?”
“Excuse me?”
“Come on, I know you like her. You’re always looking at her when she’s not looking. Why don’t you just tell her you like her? Don’t tell me you think you two wouldn’t be great together.”
“I never should’ve told you that I liked her. I never should’ve let you talk me into having drinks with you that night.”
Spencer didn’t answer Derek’s question and he was still waiting on an answer. Spencer sighed.
“I’m not even sure she likes me back, alright?She probably doesn’t. I mean, why would she?”
“Are you kidding me right now, of course she likes you.”
“Really? H-How do you know that?”
“She actually takes the time of day to talk to you and get to know you. She doesn’t interrupt you when you ramble. You should see the way she looks at you when you do.”
“That’s not any indication she likes me in a romantic sense. She’s just being friendly…does she really look at me when I’m talking…like looking at me the way I look at her?”
“Yeah, kid, she does. And…I happen to know with absolute certainty and on good authority that she does indeed like you.”
“Is that authority Garcia?”
“The one and only.”
“You…uh…you didn’t tell her that I liked Y/F/N did you?”
“I might’ve.”
“Why would you do that?! What if she tells her?”
“I’m sure she’s doing that right about now.”
“Wh-? Did you two conspire against us?!”
“Don’t worry, it’s not anything bad.”
“You don’t call the girl you’ve had a crush on since you met her now knowing you have a crush on her bad?”
“What’s so bad? She likes you too. Now all you gotta do is confess it to each other and boom, happily ever after.”
“It’s not that easy, Derek.”
“Of course it is.”
“Maybe it would be for you, but not for us. We’re both kinda terrified of entering into a relationship. Neither of us has really ever been in one before.”
“How do you know she’s terrified of entering into a relationship?”
“Because she told me. She asked me why I had never dated anyone before and I told her I was scared that I’d screw something up and she said she felt the same.”
“Whoa, wait, she asked you why you’d never been in a relationship before and you didn’t take that as a hint that she liked you?”
“N-no. I didn’t. Should I have? Was it?”
“Probably, yeah.”
“Damn it.”
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You got the information from Penelope that you wanted and walked back to the bullpen where you spotted Derek talking with Spencer. Your eyes met for a brief second before you both diverted your gazes.
“So what did Garcia say?” Hotch asked.
You soon took off for your destination. You knew by Spencer’s body language that Derek had indeed told Spencer how you felt about him. Neither of you would look at each other. You didn’t even sit next to or across from each other on the plane like you usually did. You noticed Derek would be looking at Spencer and you periodically. You were pretty sure he was texting Penelope updates as he was on his phone more than usual (you can do that in flight right? Lol)
Hotch paired Spencer and you up on victimology like he often did. You both tried to focus on the work and not on each other. But you kept stealing glances at each other. Neither of you was able to maintain eye contact for very long (which you hadn’t done in the presence of each other for at least two years).
“Do you uh…would you like some water?”
You’d been working for a couple of hours and oftentimes forgot to take care of your bodies in the midst of working.
“Uh, yeah. Thanks.”
He did not say “you’re welcome”. He simply left to go to the vending machine to get two bottles of water. He came back and handed you one without a word. You continued to work.
After the case wrapped up, which took several days, you were grateful to be headed home. Spencer and you again did not sit together on the plane. You sat with JJ and Emily while Spencer sat with Hotch and Derek.
“Is everything ok with you two?” JJ asked you. You looked up from your book.
“What?”
“You and Spencer usually sit together, don’t you? Something happen between you two?”
“N-no. It’s fine. We’re fine.”
“You got the victimology nailed down quicker than usual.” Emily observed.
“I’m sorry?”
“When you two are paired together to do victimology, you usually get sidetracked slightly by discussion. It usually takes longer. You two not talking?”
“It was a difficult case, we were focused more than usual, that’s all.”
“Then why aren’t you sitting together?”
“We don’t always sit together.”
“Yes you do.”
You sighed.
“Penelope told me that Spencer likes me. And Derek told Spencer that I like him.”
“How does that explain why you aren’t sitting together?”
“It’s…awkward now, I guess.”
“Well if you both like each other and you both know you like each other…why wouldn’t you be talking. Why aren’t you making date plans?”
“We’ve both never been in any kind of a relationship before…I think we’re both kinda scared of it.”
“Why? I think you two would make a great couple.”
“Regardless of that, it’s easier for you to say that than it is for us to live it.”
“I guess you’re right but even if you’re scared that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t do it. Life’s full of risks. Things worth doing often involve risk and you have to take that chance sometimes.”
You sighed again.
“Maybe you’re right. I really like him.”
“Then tell him, girl.”
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“Victimology go ok?” Hotch asked Spencer, who was pulled out of his head by his boss’s voice.
“I’m sorry, what?”
“You and Y/L/N work together ok on this case?”
“Oh, yeah, fine.”
“You’re sure you two are ok?” Derek asked.
“Yes, we’re fine. Why would you think we weren’t?”
“You two aren’t sitting together.”
“I wonder why that is, Morgan.” Spencer gave him a look.
“Whoa, hey, don’t blame me for this.”
“I’m not. I’m blaming you and Garcia.”
“Is there something I should know?” Hotch asked.
“No. Everything’s fine. Not work related so you don’t have to worry.”
“Why don’t you let me decide whether or not I should be worried. If it’s a personal issue, it could very well influence your professional conduct.”
“There isn’t a personal issue.”
“There isn’t?” Derek asked.
“Why don’t you just mind your own business.”
“Ok. Reid. You tell me right now what’s going on. I don’t care what it is.”
“Derek and Penelope conspired together to get Y/F/N and I together.”
“By doing what?”
“By telling each of us that the other liked us.”
“So Morgan told you that Y/L/N liked you and Garcia told Y/L/N that you liked her?”
“Yes.”
“And…what…it didn’t go well?”
“Did what not go well?”
“Did you tell each other how you felt?”
“No.”
“So you’re just avoiding each other then.”
“Yes.”
“You gotta tell each other. I don’t understand why you won’t.”
“Maybe because we’re scared, Derek.”
“Of what?”
“Neither of us has ever been in a relationship with anyone before.”
“You’re perfect for each other, you’ll be fine.”
“You don’t know that.”
“Look, kid. I’m sorry. It’s ok to be scared. But you can be scared together, alright? Nothing in life that doesn’t involve a little risk is worth doing. Love is risky, but it’s worth it if you’re willing to take that risk.”
“Maybe you’re right. I really like her.”
“Then tell her that, man.”
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Spencer and you stood up at the same time. You turned around to face each other.
“Hey, I like you.” You both said at the same time.
“What?” You hadn’t heard each other.
Everyone else was laughing.
“I uh…I like you…a lot…but you already know that, don’t you?”
You nodded and chuckled.
“Yeah. Guess you know I like you too, huh?”
Spencer nodded.
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Saw that you were writing for re!! Can i request re4 leon with shy reader? Reader usually gets flustered over little things like remembering what they like and small compliments! Reader also likes to cling onto his arm even while cuddling!! (yk how buffed his arm is who wouldnt want to)
YES YES YES. oh my god ive never written for leon before but how about start with my good old fashioned favorite (and hopefully you guys like it too) random hcs & scenarios :)
yes, i know how buffed his arm is. i would gladly hold it, too.
please dont hate on me if hes not very canon LMFAOOO, like i said ive never written for him before so hopefully these are alright ahh!
once again, another request i could not WAIT to write😭
enjoy!! :))) make sure to take time for yourself today, you deserve it!
Leon Kennedy RE4 hcs & scenarios with a shy!reader!
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warning(s): the usual nsfw that i put in these, yall know the drill
before you two even got together it took a LONG time for him to confess (lord almighty knows the reader wouldnt do it for this hot fucking man with the absolute godly DUMPTRUCK he was blessed with)
^^ because leon may be tough & a fighter, hes also cheesey as fucking hell. making the worst jokes, a tease, etc.
your shy reactions from his jokes made him think you didnt appreciate them, even though you just didnt know how to respond😭, that meant it took a while before he was actually like-
"... Uhm, we should go... get a steak together, yeah? Just you and me?"
^^while nervously sweating n shit cuz hes scared he'll freak you out because of how shy you are
surprisingly to him, though, of course you said yes! just... maybe not as smoothly as he hoped. his awkward ass just kinda saying "cool," while youre twiddling with your fingers and its just a little awkward silence that he tries to relieve with a little chuckle 😭😭😭
honestly, though, you two hit it off just fine when you finally got together!
Leon is a very busy man, though, so being with you 24/7 was out of the question- it was simply impossible :(
Especially if you two were living together, and he had to go on missions, you often felt very alone & sad. Days (most of the time, weeks) of distress, worry, & crying, wondering if Leon was okay and assuming the worst happened to him.
By the time he returns, though, you are wrapped around him like a magnet. You would give him such gentle care, often wrapping your arms around his arm, your fingers clinging onto his upper arm just like glue
^^especiallyyy when you two are in public. when you meet some of leon's friends, you often cowered shyly just behind him with your hands on his arm. He wasnt bothered by it, in fact, he LOVES it because it shows your trust & how comfortable you are around him, which took a very long time for him to gain :)
leon often compliments your eyes. omg.
^^ he would hold you cheek & tilt your face, examining your eyes with a gentle smile.
^^ "Pretty thing, you are. But you already know that, now, don't you, (Y/N)?"
guys guys i personally hc this but when you guys are in public and its super crowded areas he would lead and put his hand behind him, moving his fingers to catch your attention so you can hold his hand & he can lead you through the crowd sjhdjasdjk
^^I personally hate how overwhelming crowds can be, & Leon knows how shy and timid you can be. We love our sweet boy🫶
his favorite place to hold you while you two are kissing is the side of you neck baebhjafsbjsbjkj OR LIKE JUST UNDER YOUR JAWLINE YESSS YOU ALL KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!!!!!
also, when leon returns home after an incredibly exhausting mission, you are the first person he wants to see, no question about it. despite all the dangers and traumatic things he's seen on his missions, he trusts & loves you enough to feel safe in your arms.
he is a fucking DORK, makes the shittiest jokes and youve just learned to love them <3
his favorite cereal strikes me as either being frosted mini wheats or rice krispies? i could be wrong though tbh
THATS SO FUCKING RANDOM IM SORRY YOU GUYS LMFAO
speaking of food, he would spoil you ROTTEN with your favorites snacks, meals, drinks, anything you desire. and he'd remember every little detail about your favorite foods, least favorites, etc.
^^ OMG FLOWERS TO! he’s definitely a gift giver no doubt
i think he'd like your arms & tummy a lot though :) i can see him give so so so many little tummy kisses and shoulder kisses and wrist kisses and ahhHAHDHAH
you still get a little shy around him from his compliments & how much physical attention you get & he finds it adorable🥲
nsfw:
speaking of physical attention🌝
favorite sex position? fucking missionary. one hundred fucking percent.
god damn.
GOD DAMN.
especially with you two, its such a loving & trusting & pure relationship, it would be so intimate and ahahdjksahj
kissing through the. whole. thing.
also he'd be so sore & tired all the time from missions, he would get so flushed & feel so loved because you'd kiss the parts that hurt him & his scars & you would rub his muscles and djkasjbdasjdnkj
^^ as would he kiss your scars & any place you are insecure about <3
nah yall.... sex with him for the first time- HELP ME HE WOULD;
"Can I--, put... here... inside you, (Y/N), can I..."
STOP IT WOULD BE SO CUTE BUT SO FUNNY 😭😭
^^ in all seriousness though, it did take a few times for you two to be truly comfortable. At first it was very shy, but shit as time moved on? it was still intimate but FUCKING DAMN IT GOT HOTTER
when he has news he has to leave for a mission? he'd fuck you into oblivion until youre just sick & tired of sex (should i write a fanfic of that, somebody pls request it if so-)
hes such a dork, sometimes he makes sex so funny that it wouldnt even be uncomfortable or awkward, just straight up funny
sex would be pretty vanilla unless you asked otherwise. i think he'd take both of your hands and hold them above your head tho🌝🌝
^^you would get super nervous & embarrassed and your hands would try to cover yourself up, or cover your mouth or face from how hot you felt-- he fixed that RIGHT away and from then on he made sure he could hear all your pretty sounds
"Babe, you feel so, so fucking good... you keep your hands right up there, you hear me?"
^^ WHILE HES JUST DESTROYING YOU AND FUCK
yes, i did say it would be intimate. but did i ever say it wouldnt be rough? absolutely not.
^^bed shaking, the LOUDEST fucking noises coming from both of you guys because i just KNOW this man hits all the good fucking spots.
i say fuck a lot but thats just cuz i want leon to fu-
anyways.
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Hi guys! So it's been quuuiiiitee awhile since I've posted about one of my absolute favorite hyperfixition....
Misunderstandings and Eldritch Yuu! (Love me this combo _(┐「ε:)_)
Anyways... Lets get to it!
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So! Lets say the first years are hanging out with their favorite Eldritch prefect(not that yuu knows that...) and Ace remebering how intimately Yuu had talked about the Great Seven wanted to know more(the others had seen the video one of the students that overheard took...(AN: if your confused about I'm refering to please refer to one of my previous post sorry ( p_q)))
"Hey Yuu can you tell is more about what you lnow about the great seven?" Ace asked causing the others to choke at his forwardness
"Ace! You can't just ask that!" exclaimed Deuce
"Oh shut up you guys are just mad I had the balls to actually ask!" said Ace accusingly
"...still you can't go digging into people's past just like that" retorted Jack the other agreeing
"...Whatever" conceded Ace reluctantly
"...I don't mind answering actually" piped up Yuu
"Really?!" asked Grim excitedly as he clung to them
"yeah to be honest with you...it's nice to be able to talk about them like this...it's been so long since anyone's wanted to know but I had still hoped..." trailed of Yuu melancholy
(unaware that they look sadly nostalgic but hopeful with a far away gaze as if they were remebering something long ago that almost caused the first year group to quickly backtrack on their want to know more as guilt slowly boild up from making their dear friend *cough*obsession*cough* remember something that clearly mad them upset)
(...Yuu actually ment that they usually didn't have anyone to talk about disney with...)
"...henchman..." Grim said concerned for his partner(let's face it every single one of you reading this sees that little guy as your child...don't deny it (* - -))
"I'm fine...well who would you like to know about first? And i don't just mean the Great Seven I do know quite a...bit about those I remember fondly" you said not knowing the amount of misunderstandings they just produced...
The first years while shocked(and maybe jealous ) still wanted to know more
...surprisingly Sebek was the one to talk first
"Well while that is a tempting offer human we would like to first know more about those that which our school follow" he said
"hmm...that's fine another time them" Yuu said conceding
(unknown to you they it looked as you had a slight look of disappointment as if they had presented them with a test...and they had failed...they looked at them as if they had offered the secrets of the universe on a silver platter (which technically with the amount of lore and background info Yuu knows they...kinda did?) and these puny little insects had the audacity to refuse them-)
"...well then who first?" you asked snapping them out of there panic looking as calm and reassuring as you can (though it wasn't quite...right...but they appriciated the effort their otherworldly friend put in for them nonetheless)
"Ooh can you tell us more about the one from Savanaclaw?" asked Epel surprisingly
"Ah yes Askari...or well Scar as he's most known as" you say fondly snearing at the name Scar
"let's see...well Askari contrary to popular actually adored his nephew quite a bit infact his nephew had been one of the few to call him by his true name rather than the one his brother had mockingly bestowed upon him...that is Mufasa had forbade his son from doing so"
"What?! Why would he do that?!" shouted Ace in indignation
"Well...let me bestow a word of advice to you my most cherished friends," started Yuu (the first years had noticed how the air seemed to get just a bit heavier when Yuu had stated their claim before lightening once more...oddly enough they weren't scared afterall...why should they be scared when someone-no SOMETHING as powerful as their friend openly claimed and protected them?) "everything has a balance and never is something seldom only black or white...for you see many people claimed as heroes could be those the darkest souls and those as the villains the purest of heart..." you said mysteriously...almost pleadingly (you were honestly just reminiscing about something you had learned in your English class and decided to share it with the others since it was a good bit of info to keep in mind...not that the first knew that...)
The first years took Yuu's words to heart since it seemed important to them
This time Jack was the first to speak
"...was Mufasa a good king?"
The others were taken aback by this question but Yuu seemed to almost...expect it
"...a good king? Yes...to those he deemed fit to be, he had a tendency for...bias you see" you said with a playful lilt to your voice
"...a good father? Yes too though...not always for he often tended to treat his son like a subject rather than a son...often being more of king than father really..."
"Now a good brother?" you let out a laugh (to anyone listening it sounded...sinister it was as if Yuu was holding back from taring the very fabric of reality apart from their anger...for this was surely anger with the way their sharpened nails dug into the table leaving marks...to the subtle glow of their eyes) "...not in the slightest for you see...dear Mufasa saw it as a personal insult if someone claimed to be better than him...say...like a second born brother being much stronger and more respected than him...he did not like that Askari was the one to inherit 'The Roar of the Elders' for wasn't that a sign that the ancestors found his lowly second born brother more fit to be king than he? So he devised a plan to make his respected brother into the lowly second born he saw him as"
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that's all i got at the moment guys sorry!
But! I do plan on making other post in were i show the darker side to the various disney 'heroes' since you know twisted wonderland is of course of a darker nature than everyone's favorite disney movies, plus i know none of the information I'm writing about is actually true but...i don't regret it
It was one of things i never liked about disney even though i love it to bits i didn't like how they never eleborated on anyone else's backstory other than the protagonist
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simpinberry · 1 year
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Hii xx
could you do bella ramsey hcs where reader is jealous of bella because shes with other girls but then they end up together in the end 🫶
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heyyyy, i’m backk. i tried to make this as healthy as possible while also adding a bit of spice to it. i hope i interpreted this correctly <3 should i also write jealous!bella hcs? hehe lmkk
established relationship, jealous!reader, kisses and cuddling
bella is fine as hell (we all agree, can i get an amen) so naturally lots of people want them. bella is very much in the public eye and has got promotional duties as an actor. she has to go to lots of events like fashion shows, premiers, award shows and interviews. they’re gonna meet lots of ppl and you’re usually extremely proud and happy for them! u pride yourself on not being the jealous type.
usually bella doesn’t text when she’s working/at events, mostly because she gets too overwhelmed and would rather be focused and present where they are. so you decided to go on twitter and check up on how it was going. unfortunately smth about a video of bella with a bunch of girls at a fashion show didn’t sit right with you. they were surrounding her and getting too close. bella didn’t do anything wrong and was being super polite as usual but the girls were all extremely pretty. they were all so elegant and looked so incredibly cool. it was both dumb and understandable at the same time. you trusted bella for gods sake. you shrugged the thought away and tried to go on about your day.
you ended up calling your best friend to rant about the whole situation because you couldn’t get it out of your head, “listen it’s not like i wanna go to these events and it’s fine that she talks to other girls i just ugh, i’m so jealous and i hate it”. your best friend told you exactly what you expected her to, “bitch just talk to them istg, you’re overthinking it too much”. ofc you spent another 30 mins ranting about it but you knew you were gonna do the healthy thing at the end of the day.
“honeeeyy i’m homeee” you hear bellas mocking american accent before you even see her. she finds you curled up on the couch binge watching willow. with a quick kiss to your forehead she heads upstairs to take a shower after such a long day. god, u have to talk to them about this.
by the time bella gets out of the shower you’re already settled into bed, comfy as hell tbh. crawling her way into bed, they lay next to you, facing you. “babe, you awake?” “MHMMM” you had to make your move now. “how was the fashion show today?” bella being the cutie she is, tells you everything. talks about her favorite looks, a fit she took a picture of because they thought it would look good on you and how she ran into her past costars. as much as you love hearing about her day you’re overthinking and trying to find the perfect moment to talk to her abt ur jealously and all the girls and how pretty they are and how you’re scared and worried and god so so jealous and how you feel- “can i confess smth?” bellas face drops and she’s full of concern. “DID U EAT MY LAST MUFFIN CUZ ISTG” oh, that’s what they’re worried about. “no, not this time….. i’m, i mean i was, kinda super jealous today. cuz like you were with all these pretty girls at the show and they were surrounding you and god- ik how fine you are and how lucky i am but i just felt,,,, like rlly jealous”
iwl bella was a bit shocked by your sudden outburst. you’re rarely ever jealous so this was a first, maybe a second. “mhmm i understand, i didn’t think you were the jealous type but i get it” she takes your face into her hands, you snuggle into her touch. “i know it’s hard dating someone in the public eye, i’ve actually embarrassingly asked pedro for advice on this before. thank you for telling me though, my love. a little bit of jealousy is normal. in myyyy expert opinion it means you need some reassurance and lottts, lottts and lottssss of kisses”
this idiot. they always know how to turn smth like this into a good thing. “yeah sure i mean those girls were nice and everything but at the end of the day i only want you and i’m just as lucky to have you darling” they bring you into a sudden kiss. melting into the kiss, you tangle your legs together to be as close as possible. It was a tense, reassuring and urgent. she poured a lot into that kiss and you gladly accepted it all.
i’d like to think she’d make an extra little effort in the future to make you feel more secure. whether that’s with physical affection, words, time or gifts. bella is yours and they wanna make sure you always remember that.
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idol!mark x idol!reader 18+
you just debuted in a girl group under sm entertainment you were a trainee for 2 years but during those 2 years you only saw mark your biggest role model 3 times from a distance but now that you’ve debuted you hope to meet him face to face once you do you become a lot more closer than you thought you would have and find some things out about him
you were getting your makeup done before your shoot this was your first interview with your group were all pretty nervous but also excited at the same time
“who is your biggest inspiration” the interviewer asked the group and you grabbed your mic and answered first “my biggest inspiration is mark lee from nct”
after the interview was uploaded your fans went crazy
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you were kind of scared mark would see it and find you annoying or maybe this would make him avoid you… your mind was just filled with negative thoughts that were most likely not true
you were in the practice room alone because you thought you should have extra practice to improve your skills. you then heard the door open you turned back and see taeyong coming in
“hello!” you said bowing “do you need the room? i can go it’s fine!” you quickly said before he could even say anything
“no no! it’s fine don’t worry i actually came in here to talk to you” he said making you kinda worried what he would say
“what did you wanna talk about” “well i wanted to talk to your entire group and kind of give advice to make things a little easier for you all so how about tomorrow when you’re all together just come in the practice room we are in”
you were relieved it wasn’t anything bad and started to smile knowing he wanted to help you all “ok thank you so much” you say bowing again “ok well you can keep on practicing i’ll leave you to it” he left the room and you sat down for a bit to think
“wait… he said we… as in his whole group?.. am i finally going to see mark.. i better make sure to look extra good tomorrow..”
you woke up extra early you did your normal morning routine but made sure your took extra time for each thing you did even wore a little more makeup than usual
you made sure to tell the rest do the girls what taeyong told you the night before so you were all kind of nervous
you held the door for everyone to walk in so you were the last one in and once you came in you saw all the nct 127 members but you couldn’t look at their faces and looked at the floor
“hello!” you all said bowing to them all as they bowed back saying hello “let’s sit in the middle of the floor” taeyong said to everyone
you went and sat down next to one of your members and felt someone else sit next to you you were thinking if you should look to see who it was or not “hi” he said you immediately knew it was mark by his voice you looked up at him bowed while sitting “hello!” he smiled at you and you smiled back while you were dying on the inside
“anyways i hope this was helpful to you all” taeyong said while getting up and all the members started getting up getting ready to keep practicing “let me give you all my number if you ever need help with anything or have any questions you can text me them” taeyong said giving all the members his numbers “same here if taeyongs ever unable to answer or help you can contact me” mark said
you couldn’t believe mark was giving you his number.. well not just you but whatever you still had his number
you were in ur room getting ready to sleep soon in your pjs with a face mask on thinking if you should text mark or not.. i mean it’s important he knows who he’s texting if you ever have something important to tell him in the future..
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“ok he probably won’t respond well at least not right now let me just go to bed” you heard your phone ding you immediately reached for your phone
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your jaw dropped you couldn’t believe it he saw that you mentioned him and he was thankful.. you started jumping all happy smiling wide then remembering you have to text him back
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you put your phone to charge and went to sleep very happy that night
it’s been a few weeks that mark has given you his number and you’ve been texting him everyday he’s been super sweet to you and you’ve been extremely happy about it
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you were wondering what it could be.. you rushed into the recording him
“hey” he said as you were closing the door into the recording room “hi! what’s did you need to give me?” “here” he said giving you a stuffed animal “what’s this for?” you said with a confused expression on your face “it’s a late congratulations gift for debuting as your new friend i thought i should get you something” he said smiling “really? thank you so much mark i’ll cherish this forever thank you” mark smiled more and opened his arms suggesting a hug and so you did
mark didn’t let go for a bit but you weren’t complaining but after the hug he asked “what are you doing after leaving here” “nothing honestly just gonna stay at the dorms how come?” you asked him “no reason just wanted to know anyways get home safe see you tomorrow” “bye mark!” you smiled and waved bye to him
you put the stuffed animal next to your tv for now and went to take a shower
you got out the bathroom and put some lotion on then changed into your pjs and heard a ding come from your phone
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you did exactly what mark asked of you to do and came early “hey y/n take a seat” he patted the spot next to him on a couch in the recording room
you went and sat next to him “what’s up?” “well i just wanted to catch up with your life and see how everything is”
the entire time of you updating him he was kinda listening and just starring at you then he slowly moved his arm to wrap around you and he moved closer to you
“mark?” you say noticing how he isn’t listening “y/n i like you” mark said leaving you shocked not knowing what to say or do “wait what?” you finally responded back after some silence “y/n i really really like you seriously like the first time i saw you while you were a trainee i’ve liked you and so when i saw you mentioned me i just thought maybe you would feel the same and after talking to you for awhile my feelings for you have just gotten stronger”
you smiled really happy obviously you liked him and he even noticed you when you thought he didn’t “let’s date?” you asked sacred of what he would say “ok girlfriend” he said while he went in to hug you
it’s been 2 weeks of you dating everything has gone well it seems like he knows exactly when you’re upset, angry, sad and even hungry this has to be a sign that he’s meant for you because he understands you so well
mark started to call you “hey what’s up?” “johnnys throwing a party wanna be my date” mark asked you making you smile cuz he asked you to be his date “yes obviously when is it?” “it’s in 3 hours i’ll pick you up ok” “ok see you later”
3 hours later you were ready you didn’t wanna dress up too crazy just something simple and cute but whatever you wore mark loved it “so pretty let’s take pics before we go”
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obviously you guys posted on your secret accounts or else the fans would go crazy the thing about your account is he made you match usernames with him you found that so cute
at the party you saw many idols you were way to scared to talk to any of them you were new to the industry so you haven’t had time to make any idol friends because of this you just plan on staying by marks side the whole time but unlike you he knows a lot of people while you were not talking holding onto his harm he was talking to so many people and at some point you lost him you tried looking for him but you couldn’t seem to find him you decided to just take a seat and wait it out
after like 5 minutes of sitting and waiting you see mark as soon as you’re about to head to him you see some girl go up to him with a very happy face and then she hugs him but it’s not a normal hug she hugged him for awhile after she stopped she was holding onto his arms while getting closer to his ear to talk this really got you upset so you just went outside to get some fresh air thinking about what just happened and what you should do
as soon as you sat down you felt like crying and you weren’t in the mood to party no more plus you did have to be at the company early tomorrow to practice so you had an excuse to leave you tried to call mark but he didn’t answer so you just left him a voicemail “hey mark i have practice super early tomorrow so i’ve decided to go home early enjoy the party”
after getting home and getting ready for bed you finally just sat and started crying what you saw earlier just couldn’t leave your mind you decided to call your best friend ashley maybe she will know how to deal with this
“y/n hi baby what’s up?” “um ashley i know it’s late but can you talk to me right now?” “have you been crying? yea of course talk to me what happened?”
after explaining everything ashley told you to meet her up at a cafe to talk about it in person and honestly you were kinda glad she wanted to meet up you really needed someone right now and she was the perfect person
once you got to the coffee shop you immediately found ashley shitting at a table in the corner with two coffees she didn’t waste any time as soon as you sat down she began talking about the situation
“y/n listen i’m going to just say exactly how i feel about this and after that you can decide what you wanna do and whatever you do you know i’ll support you because at the end of the day you know what’s best for you got it” you nodded “i just wanted to start off by saying everything that you’re feeling right now is valid and you shouldn’t feel bad for feeling what you’re feeling and honestly if i were in your situation i’m pretty sure i’d be feeling the same way i think the best thing to do is talk to him about it and see what he says maybe take a day to relax and reflect and then talk to him try to handle everything maturely”
“thank you” you told your friend and hugged her and you were going to listen to her advice and take tomorrow to try and relax and reflect then text him to talk about it
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you got home and as you were approaching your door and you saw mark waiting for you “what are you doing here mark?” you asked with a confused expression on your face “did you seriously have to tell your friend so much nonsense without even talking to me first i would’ve explained everything to you why did you leave me and go to your friend what did she even tell you? i bet she told you to break up with me didn’t she” you were so confused then you realized “how do you even know i told her anything…” after saying that you see him clearly trying to think of something “because your story you clearly went to hang out with her to vent” “i never told you about me being upset though so how did you know mark..” you were so confused and a bit scared “let’s just talk tomorrow” he left before you could say anything
you decided to take a shower to try to clear your mind a bit and think how would he know this stuff… maybe you’re not ready for a relationship if this is how it’s gonna be or maybe you just need a small break from the relationship
the next morning you woke having a feeling today wasn’t gonna be such a good day you got up to go brush your teeth and as soon as you were done there was a knock on the door you went to go answer it and it was mark “have you took a shower yet?” “i was about to why?” “take the shower get dressed and let’s go out so we can talk” you went in the bathroom and turned the shower on before you took your clothes off you realized you left the towel in your room you went to go get it and you see mark messing with the teddy bear he gave you “what are you doing?” you ask making him jump “nothing i’m just looking at it making sure you take good care of it” mark said looking nervous “um ok” is all you said before grabbing your towel and going back in the bathroom
he took you to a cafe for coffee and breakfast “ok so let me explain everything i honestly just jumped to conclusions i’m not sure what you guys talked about my mind just thinks of the worst things and i’m sorry for that i just assumed all of it because i expected you to be home but i saw your story and freaked out” he said honestly not making complete sense to you but you weren’t in the mood to argue “mark i don’t think this is gonna work out if that’s a regular thing for you to do because this had only happened once i’ll forgive you but just please don’t let it happen again” “i promise” he said sticking his pinky out to pinky promise with you
after that you guys just kinda went back to normal y/n and mark having silly convos but as you were both about to finish your coffee and breakfast you noticed someone secretly recording you both you completely forgot mark is a celebrity and you’re both secretly dating the person recording you two saw that you noticed and ran away you started freaking out and mark tried to calm you down “it’s ok relax let’s just go tell out managers and i’m sure they’ll think of a way to solve this all ok” he said making you feel better
mark called a taxi to take you both at the sm building so you guys could figure out what to do asap
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justenjoythegossip · 4 months
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Will Chris’ “psychotic” fans be held responsible for the end of the shitshow?
Recently an article regarding Abba’s near ”abduction” story resurfaced, or I should say was reposted. It seemed pretty random of course. But was it? Because you see, this story hints at an original trauma that she might have suffered as a kid. If you combine this (real or fictitious) traumatic experience with the narrative that Chris’ fans are psychos who really can’t stand to see him in a relationship, well then you have created the perfect storm for their separation. Will that excuse be used to explain their divorce which couldn’t come soon enough by the way? 
So many breadcrumbs pointing to Abba being scared… 
The narrative that Chris’ fans are crazy and don’t want to see him with anyone has been going on for years. His brother Scott alluded to it not so long ago during an interview. Yvette Nicole Brown tweeted about it as well, in a very over-the-top and unhinged way just after Chris and Abba made it official with their first papwalk. So there have been many crumbs pointing to his fans’ problematic behavior being the cause for concerns. And indeed, there have already been several articles pointing to Abba being scared for her safety. Here are a couple of examples.
https://www.thenews.com.pk/amp/1119789-chris-evans-jealous-fans-pose-safety-concerns-for-his-wife-alba-baptista
Recently, that excuse has been used to explain why Abba couldn’t attend an event for Warrior Nun.
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We all know of her extraordinary professionalism. She has promoted the show so much so that we can only imagine how terrified and heartbroken she must have felt to turn down this event. (read sarcasm) And it probably explains why she refused to talk to the media at the GQ event. You see she was not being rude and a diva, she was just being shy and afraid…
Also remember during Chris and Abba’s last papwalk when they allegedly had dinner with Rob Pattinson, Suki, Adrien Brody and Harvey Weinstein’s former wife, they were escorted by Guillermo who is Chris’ bodyguard. Sure it was meant to sell that they are a very famous and popular couple but maybe it served another purpose. Maybe it was meant to sell the narrative that she is terrified of Chris’ fans and needs the protection of a bodyguard. So the question remains: will they be blamed for their divorce?
The ending of this shitshow isn’t likely to happen soon…
Crumbs and hints are in place but that doesn’t mean the end of the shitshow is near. In fact, I would be very surprised if he doesn’t mention his “wife” during his next con at Seattle on March 2nd. Indeed this con is overseen by the same company that did C2E2 and NYCC last year, and let’s remember the NY con was used to confirm the 2 kinda of ceremonies and to show off his ill-fitting ring. We can suspect this company is one of their sponsors, just like the jewelry brand or airline company. But I am just speculating. 
It’s safe to assume there will be similar shenanigans in Seattle anyway. Will she actually be there? It’s a real possibility. Especially, since the Oscars’ ceremony is on March 10th. Like for the Golden Globes, it’s a time when celebrities try to be seen. And it will be one of their last occasions to make a splash for a while and have their names in every publication since Chris is supposed to start shooting a new movie in March as well. Unless we get pap pics of them on his movie set. They haven’t done it yet and it would be another box to check off in their PR games.  
The manufactured psychotic fans…
For sure there are some crazy fans out there. But I have little doubt as well that most of his crazy fans act this way on purpose because there are plants on the payroll. Even recently, we have seen a ridiculous fake drama around Dodger. An account even published an old picture of Dodger at Daycare. So this mod either hacked into the security cameras of the dog daycare center 6 years ago. Or by some off chance, a crazy stalker fan who worked at that center leaked that pic and sent it to that mod? I should probably specify that this account also got the exclusive (and very believable) story that Renner and Hemsworth told two strangers that they were in Boston for Chris’ wedding. Obviously the most logical explanation is that this blog was fed real info (and that pic) by his team or is working directly for his team. But officially they will pass as crazy fans who crossed the line… And this narrative has proved quite useful in the past.
Playing the victim card is unlikely to get them any sympathy… 
I personally think that this strategy won’t benefit either of them. 
Particularly Abba. First of all, people are unlikely to believe she needs protection because nobody knows her in the first place. We all remember that ridiculous cringe moment at the Ghosted premiere where a paid actor pretended to be her fan and screamed her name. Also and I don’t mean any disrespect but she is not only unknown to the public but she is also totally unremarkable. She is so unremarkable in fact that when that influencer got the video of them at Walt Disney (the video where you can hear the influencer say at the end: “got it”) she had a pic of Abba’s back tattoo on her screen to make sure she recognized her. 
As for Chris, blaming his fans for the end of this shitshow is unlikely to gain him any sympathy either. We have seen so many fan pages disappear, so many fans leave. He has alienated so many loyal fans and a part of the general public with this relationship that isn’t on brand for him. It wouldn’t be wise to alienate the fans that have stuck around. 
Also playing the victim card is just not as popular as it once was. First of all, most normal people have troubles feeling sorry for out of touch celebrities. And why should they? They live in the real world and have real problems. Like having to hold on to their low-paying job, to take care of their kids or to put food on the table. Look at Harry and Meghan. Most people can’t stand them anymore. So Chris’ team would be wise to look for another exit strategy. They have time…
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This question for the Wachowski family: Do you all enjoys Halloween such as making jack-o-lanterns, decorating and goes trick or treating?
Knuckles: I do not understand the point of this holiday.
Sonic: It's fun! You get to scare people, and watch scary stuff, and dress up as whatever you want and go door to door and people give you candy just because!
Tails: Where do the tricks come into play?
Sonic: The what?
Tails: The tricks. You say "trick or treat". What happens if you don't get a treat? Do you retaliate? Is there a punishment? I need to know the parameters so I can plan accordingly.
Sonic . . . dude, it's just a saying. There aren't any tricks.
Knuckles: Why say it if there is no threat attached to it?
Sonic: Man, I dunno, it's one of those things that probably got all twisted around over the years.
Knuckles: Perhaps it was a way to frighten those who would not hand out treats. The threat was too great.
Sonic: You're really overthinking this.
Tails: Is there a trick meant for people who give out raisins?
Sonic: Oh, there should be.
Knuckles: And toothbrushes.
Sonic: Thought you didn't understand this holiday?
Knuckles: I understand the idea of gaining sweet treats. Those who use that to push the importance of dental hygiene are missing the point.
Sonic: YES! Thank you.
Knuckles: I do find carving pumpkins fun, though.
Tails: You kinda had a hard time with yours.
Knuckles: The rind was harder and thicker than I anticipated.
Sonic: Yeah, the first one you tried kinda ended up as more Jack o'lump-of-mush and less Jack o'lantern.
Knuckles: I was frustrated. The second attempt was better.
Tails: . . . .
Sonic: . . . .
Knuckles: My art skills notwithstanding.
Sonic: OH, looking at all the decorations are fun!
Tails: Some of them are really neat. And the scary movies are nice for a good scare!
Sonic: We should go to that haunted house they set up in town!
Knuckles: . . . .
Knuckles: Pass.
Sonic: Whatsamatter? Is the big brave echidna scared of ghosts?
Knuckles: They can be . . . annoying.
Tails: Annoying? That's an interesting way of saying you're scared.
Knuckles: Fear has nothing to do with it. You would find it annoying as well if they never left you alone.
Sonic: . . . .
Tails: . . . .
Sonic: What are you talking about?
Tails: Knuckles, are you trying to convince us you can see ghosts?
Knuckles: Is that not common?
Sonic: NO.
Tails: Wait, really??
Sonic: Is there a ghost here?? Have you seen any since you came to Earth??
Knuckles: Not many. But there is one that likes to hover over Tails while he sleeps. It has empty eyes and wails softly as it leans ever closer in the night.
Sonic: . . . .
Tails: . . . .
Tails: Heh, good one. That's not true, though. Right?
Knuckles: . . . .
Knuckles: *flicks his eyes up to the 'empty' space above Tails' head*
Knuckles: No. Of course not. That would be . . . silly.
Tails and Sonic's eyes widen, their ears pinned back.
Tails: *takes off running* MOOOOOOOOOM!!
Sonic: Real talk, you made all that up, right?
Knuckles: I did.
Sonic: *breathes a sigh of relief, even though he totally didn't believe it for a second, nope, not him*
Knuckles: It actually hovers over your bed.
Sonic: *zips off* MOOOOOOOOOOOM!!
A little smile curls Knuckles' lips. Maybe he understood this holiday more than he let on.
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pandenewie · 5 months
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RULE FIVE: Break A Rule, Break The Contract
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Y/n feels ridiculous.
Niki had given them a strange look when they asked for Gaeul’s number. He gave in rather quickly though, after Y/n pulled out some killer puppy eyes and a promise to buy him ice cream on their next study date.
So now, Y/n finds themself sitting in an unfamiliar coffee shop as they wait for Gaeul to show up. They had asked her to meet up under the guise of getting to know each other a little better but, due to their anxiety, found themself arriving at the cafe almost 30 minutes early. Finally, Gaeul walks into the cafe; a wide smile adorning her face as soon as she spots Y/n.
“I’m so sorry I'm late!” Gaeul exclaims, sitting opposite Y/n. “You're okay. I was actually super early so you're right on time.” Y/n laughs. “Oh thank god. Sunghoon insisted I let him drive so he can practice and I swear, I thought he was going to kill me.” Gaeul says, causing Y/n's eyebrows to furrow. “Sunghoon's here?” They ask. “Yeah, I made him wait in the car, though. He said something about wanting to hang out because Riki is gatekeeping you from the guys but I told him he wasn't invited.” She laughs. “Aww, now I feel bad.” Y/n pouts. “He can come in, I don’t mind.”
Sunghoon practically runs into the cafe when Gaeul sends the text telling him can come. “I told you Y/n wants to hang out with me!” He exclaims, pulling up a chair. “They just felt bad for you.” Gaeul rolls her eyes, smiling affectionately at her boyfriend's teasing. “I just realised I made myself a third wheel.” Y/n laughs, scratching the back of their neck. “You could always invite Riki. We could have a double date.” Sunghoon suggests, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. 
“Well that's actually why I wanted to talk to you Gaeul… and I guess now Sunghoon. It's about Riki.” Y/n says, causing both their faces to fall. “Did something happen?” Gaeul asks. “Not exactly… I just thought since you guys are in a relationship maybe you’d be able to give me some advice on something.” Gaeul looks at Sunghoon, giving him a subtle hint to take things seriously. “I mean… we're basically couple goals so I'm sure we can help.” Sunghoon smiles, his response earning him a jab in the side from Gaeul. The whole interaction causes Y/n to laugh slightly.
“Well, my friends pointed out recently that I might like Niki more than I thought I did. I don’t know if he feels the same way… and I don't know if I really want him too.” Y/n mumbles. Sunghoon goes to respond but gets cut off by Gaeul's hand being placed on his thigh. “Go on.” Gaeul insists. “I’m kinda scared for things to change. And I know that if I tell him how I feel, they will. Even if it's a good change, I don't know if I'm ready.” Y/n sighs before suddenly looking up. 
“How did you guys know you liked each other?” The question causes Gaeul to turn to Sunghoon with a smile. “Even when he was being a total idiot, I thought he was endearing. We could hang out for hours and never get bored and I quickly realised that I didn't want him to leave my side.” She says, her words causing Sunghoon to break out into a wide smile - dimples on show as he looks down at her hand on his thigh.
Y/n can’t help an overwhelming feeling of jealousy consume their body as they take in the way Sunghoon and Gaeul look at each other. They’re cute, Y/n thinks. They want that.
“Do you feel that way about Riki, Y/n?”
The answer gets caught in Y/n’s throat. They do feel that way about him; that’s the problem. Gaeul said those words so casually - as if she weren’t at all scared to share with the world how much she cared about Sunghoon. 
Taking note of Y/n’s silence, Gaeul nudges Sunghoon. “Don’t fuck this up.” She whispers, making him gulp nervously - searching his brain for the best advice to give. “Even if you really like someone, it can be hard to tell if you’re ready for something serious, like a relationship. You’re both young and being scared is normal… but I think you should tell Riki if you’re unsure about something. Talking to him might help you figure out what exactly you’re looking for.” Sunghoon says, smiling proudly when Gaeul gives him a subtle nod.
Y/n takes a moment to process Sunghoon’s mini-speech. From the small amount of time they’ve spent with him in the past, they’d never seen him so serious before. The clear contrast in character helps to ease Y/n’s nerves a little. Surely, if someone like Sunghoon is able to listen to Y/n’s concerns seriously, they must be valid. Right?
“Thanks… sorry for involving you guys in my relationship problems.” Y/n says sheepishly, causing the other two to laugh. “I’d rather you ask us than someone like Heeseung. He broke up with his last girlfriend over Facebook Messenger.” Sunghoon says, attempting to lighten the mood. He can only be serious for so long. “Okay, let’s go order before we start talking about the entire group’s love lives.” Gaeul jokes, pulling Sunghoon by the hand and gesturing Y/n to follow.
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Sunghoon's words seem to play on repeat in the back of Y/n's mind. Talking to him might help you figure out what exactly you’re looking for. It's good advice, in theory. If Y/n were a logical person, they might just listen to it… but Y/n is not logical.
Talking to Niki would mean being open and honest with their feelings - something they absolutely do not want to do because, hello, commitment issues. Sorry, Sunghoon. Your good advice is gonna have to go to waste.
“Something's wrong.” Niki comments, snapping Y/n out of their thoughts. They had been so wrapped up in their brain that they forgot Niki was sitting right in front of them. Putting on their best fake smile, Y/n looks up at him. “I'm fine. Just daydreaming… you know me.” Y/n laughs, hoping they are able to convince Niki that everything is completely fine.
Their efforts fall flat as Niki looks at them - his eyes filled with worry. “Y/n, you know you can talk to me, right?” The sincerity in his voice causes Y/n's heartbeat to quicken. God, he’s cute when he’s worried. Shaking away the thought, Y/n abruptly picks up their untouched sandwich. “We don’t have to talk. Like I said, I’m just spacing out. Let’s eat.” Y/n says, going to shove their sandwich into their mouth. Before they can, however, Niki’s hand wraps gently around their wrist - halting all movements.
“Y/n.” He says, voice stern. Sighing, Y/n realises that Niki clearly knows something is up and he's not going to drop this anytime soon. Curse him and his observational self. Mustering up all their courage, Y/n turns to look at Niki - his grip on their wrist loosening when they do so.
“I don’t think we should fake date anymore.”
The words come out of Y/n’s mouth before they can even fully process them. Y/n’s eyes desperately search Niki’s for any sign of emotion - disappointment, relief, anything. Instead, he looks at them blankly before replying: “Okay.”
That’s it? No further questions? No demand for an explanation? Is he just going to let everything end like that?
“You’re not mad?” Y/n asks, nervously. The question causes Niki’s lips to upturn slightly, the subtle smile calming Y/n’s heart just a little. “Of course I’m not mad, Y/n. I can’t force you to be in a fake relationship with me. Besides, this was always going to end eventually, right? I just hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable at all.”
That’s what he’s worried about? Y/n’s freaking out about the constant blurring lines between real and fake, how to live with their growing feelings for him and how to process all of this whilst still convincing the outside world that they’re actually together. Niki was just worried about making Y/n uncomfortable?
“You could never make me uncomfortable.” Y/n states simply, their words causing Niki to sigh with relief. “That’s good.” It falls silent between the two as they both take in the situation. “Well… I guess I’ll see you around?” Niki asks, unsure of what to do next. The two barely saw each other before this whole fake dating thing happened - Y/n was a friend of a friend. Are they supposed to go back to being practically strangers after spending nearly every day together?
Y/n mumbles a quiet yeah, getting up to collect their things without even glancing at Niki. They don’t say anything more as they sling their bag onto their back and they certainly don’t say anything as they turn around and start walking away.
Niki wants to scream. He wants to yell for Y/n not to go; to call them an idiot for even suggesting such a thing. But he would never do that. It’s like he said, he can’t force them into this. Even as his heart feels emptier with each step they take away from him, he can’t protest. This is what Y/n wants.
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“What’s up? Aren’t you having lunch with Riki?” Eunchae asks, confused when she spots Y/n approaching the two of them. Y/n goes to respond but the words get caught in their throat, eyes filling with tears. “Oh, babe.” Danielle sighs, immediately pulling Y/n into a hug.
It’s silly; crying over a fake relationship ending. Yet Y/n can’t help the tears from slipping down their cheeks. Was it all just fake to Niki? He agreed to break up like it meant nothing - like Y/n meant nothing.
Meanwhile, Niki also shares what happened with his friends. Although, the reaction is a lot less comforting.
“You’re a fucking idiot.” Sunoo says. “Y/n was probably the best thing to ever happen to you and you’re not even gonna try and fight for them?” Niki is stunned at Sunoo’s words. The two of them weren’t even “dating” for that long - why is everyone looking at him like he’s made the biggest mistake of his life?
“The best thing that ever happened to me? We were together for like 2 months, tops.” Niki laughs, trying to ease the tension in the group. “And even in those two months, we could see how much Y/n changed you.” Sughoon pointed out. “For the better, might I add.” Jungwon chimes in.
Niki looks around at the group, confused. They had never acted this way about any of the other guys' relationships - and those were actually real. Did they like Y/n that much?
“I’m just glad they dumped you and not the other way around.” Jake shrugs. “What? Aren’t you guys supposed to be my friends?” Niki asks, offended. “We are your friends. And as your friends, we are obligated to tell you when you fuck up - like losing Y/n.” Heeseung says. 
Niki feels his blood start to boil. It’s a similar feeling he used to get when they would tease him about being single - the situation eerily similar to the day he made up the whole fake relationship.
“Okay… I was never going to tell you this since it's super embarrassing but you guys are ripping into me anyway… the relationship was fake. Y/n and I never actually dated.”
The group look at their youngest friend sunned - taking in his words. “You really are an idiot.” Jake laughs. “Why the hell would you do that? What is this, a Netflix show?” Niki looks down, embarrassment creeping across his face. “You guys were always teasing me for not being in a relationship and… I don’t know, it made me feel like I was lame compared to you all. So I made the whole thing up to get you guys off my back.” Niki admits, his face burning bright red.
“You’re such a baby.” Heeseung teases, reaching forward to ruffle Niki’s hair. The action brings back memories of all the times he did that to Y/n - it’s strange to be on the receiving end for once. “You know, we would’ve cut back on the teasing if you told us it bothered you.” Jay says, honestly. “I thought you guys would tease me for being a wimp…” Niki mumbles, a small pout on his lips. “We probably would’ve… but it’s better than making up a whole fake relationship!” Jake says. “I can’t believe you convinced Y/n to do all that. It seemed so real.” Sunoo says in awe.
“Wait, does that mean the conversation Y/n had with Gaeul and I was fake too?” Sunghoon asks, suddenly - his question causing the rest of the group to look at him, puzzled. “What conversation?” Niki asks. “The other day, we went to a cafe and Y/n told us how they were scared because they thought they liked you more than you liked them.”
The group falls silent as Sunghoon’s words hang heavy in the air. He looks around the group with confusion, wide eyes and open mouths looking back at him. “Y/n said that?” Niki asks, causing Sunghoon to slowly nod in response. “They were asking Gaeul how she knew she liked me and were talking about how they’re scared for things to change between you two… did they not talk to you about it?” Sunghoon asks, Niki’s eyes widening even further with each word. It looks like they’re about to pop out of his head.
“Obviously they didn’t tell him, you idiot!” Jay says, slapping Sunghoon’s shoulder. “Does that mean Y/n actually likes you?” Sunoo asks, excited. Niki can’t help but shake his head in response. There’s no way Y/n actually likes him… right? They were the one who initiated the “break up” to begin with!
“What else did Y/n talk to you about?” Niki asks, turning to Sunghoon almost desperately. “It was mainly just that… they were wanting advice on how to talk to you about their feelings.” Sunghoon shrugs simply. “And you didn’t find it suspicious?” Niki asks. “Well, at the time, I thought you guys were actually together, so no.” Sunghoon replies, defensively.
“Why wouldn’t you come tell me if you thought my partner was having second thoughts about me?”
“I told Y/n to talk to you themself. I don’t want to involve myself in your relationship dramas!”
“But you’re perfectly happy poking your nose in every other aspect of my relationship.”
“A relationship that was fake, Niki. You’re getting all worked up over something that was never actually real.”
“It was real to me!”
Niki’s words seem to even shock himself, with the ways his eyes widen and dart nervously between each of the other guys. “Okay, I think we all need to just calm down.” Jungwon tries to de-escalate the situation. Niki cuts him off by abruptly standing up. “Where are you going?” Sunoo asks. “I’m going to talk to Y/n.”
The friend group falls silent once again as they watch Niki storm off. Sighing, Jungwon turns to look at Sunghoon - noticing a sly smirk adorning his lips. “You purposely pushed his buttons to get him to admit his feelings, didn’t you?” Jungwon asks, earning a chuckle in response. “Someone had to get those two idiots together.”
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This feels like deja vu - the way Niki is currently searching the school grounds for Y/n. A few short months ago, he had done the exact same thing. Only this time, he was looking for Y/n in hopes of asking them to be in a real relationship rather than a fake one.
After checking all their usual classes with no luck, Niki finds himself turning back to the one person he knows he probably shouldn’t… Hong Eunchae.
It’s not the most ideal situation, turning to your ex-girlfriend to help you confess your feelings for one of their best friends. To be fair - the two only dated for 6 days so they’re barely considered exes, but still.
“I don’t want to talk to you, Riki.” Eunchae scowls, her attempt at scarring the male going unsuccessful. “This is important, Chae.” Niki frowns. “You think everything’s important.” Eunchae rolls her eyes. “Yeah, well, I’m telling the truth this time.” Niki says, only earning an eye roll in response as Eunchae attempts to walk away from the situation.
Niki, however, quickly catches up - grabbing her arm and pulling her to an unaccompanied spot in the hallway. “Look, I need you to help me find Y/n.” The question leaves Eunchae puzzled. “Just text them.” She deadpans, earning a sigh from Niki. “You think I haven’t tried that? They’re not responding to me.” He says. “Yeah, I wonder why.” She laughs dryly. “You made Y/n cry, Niki. Have you ever had to deal with a sad Y/n? It’s heartbreaking. And none of this would’ve happened if you hadn’t dragged them into your stupid games and played with their feelings.” Eunchae scolds, her brows furrowed with anger as she rips into Niki.
The thought of Y/n crying causes Niki’s heart to ache - especially with him being the reason why. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to play with Y/n’s feelings, I promise… Look, I really like Y/n. I’m dumb for not realising it sooner but I know now. I want to make things right with them but I need our help… please, Eunchae.” Niki practically begs. Eunchae’s face stays cold as she looks into Niki’s eyes, scanning for any signs of deceit. Sighing, Eunchae grabs her phone to send Y/n a text. “Fine… but only because you guys are really fucking cute.”
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“And with that, I’ll leave today’s lesson here. Remember, if you don’t get that research paper done by Monday I will personally track you down.” Mr Yoon jokes, earning a couple of scared laughs from the students. “I’m kidding, I’d lose my teaching licence. Now get out of my classroom.”
As Y/n begins to pack up their books, they are interrupted by the sound of Mr Yoon’s voice. “Y/n, are you able to stay back for a second?” A few students let out playful “oohs” at the thought of Y/n getting in trouble before finally filing out of the classroom.
“Did I do something wrong, Mr Yoon?” Y/n asks, nervously approaching his desk. “On the contrary, Y/n. I actually have something for you.” Mr Yoon says, suspiciously pulling out a piece of paper from the left drawer of his desk and handing it to Y/n. “Your boyfriend found me in the teachers’ lounge and wouldn’t let me finish my coffee in peace until I promised to give this to you. He’s very determined, that boy. Anyway, I won’t keep you any longer.” Mr Yoon finishes before gesturing for Y/n to leave the room.
Once safely outside Mr Yoon’s classroom, Y/n carefully opens the note. There, printed in neat handwriting, is a little note from Niki:
“To Y/n,
I hope this letter gets to you safely through Mr Yoon (and that he doesn’t read it. Mr Yoon, if this is you, please stop now). I know writing letters is kinda lame but in a way, it’s also kinda cute, no? Anyway, I want to talk to you in person about something… please meet me at our spot (the bleachers on the field, if you’ve forgotten).
From Riki <3”
Y/n considers for a moment to just ignore the message. Although, knowing them, they’d probably go home and reread it over and over again like the love-drunk loser they are. Sighing, Y/n starts making their way to the field. Niki did nothing wrong - it was their own fault for reading too into things and getting feelings involved. There’s no need to go around acting like Niki broke their heart when he did so unwillingly. That wouldn’t be fair on him.
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“You wanted to talk to me?”
The sudden voice causes Niki to jump slightly, looking to the side to see Y/n standing at the bottom of the bleachers. “You came.” He states the obvious, standing from where he’s sat and making his way towards them. “You went through the effort of stalking my history teacher… I couldn’t just ignore you after that.” Y/n jokes.
“So, what did you want to talk about?” Y/n asks, looking up at Niki. Now, with them standing right in front of him, all of Niki’s practicing goes out the window. He had everything planned - what to say, how to say it. But one look into Y/n’s eyes, shining up at him expectantly and they’re suddenly the only thing occupying his mind.
“Why did you break up with me?” Niki asks, his question causing Y/n’s brows to furrow. “I… what?” Y/n stutters, confused. “You asked Sunghoon and Gaeul for relationship advice because you thought you liked me more than I liked you… so why did you break up with me?” Niki’s voice is quiet, a small frown on his lips as he asks Y/n.
They’re suddenly avoiding eye contact, Y/n’s face flushing a bright red at the sudden question - as well as the exposure of their feelings. “I was scared that you were going to reject me.” Y/n mumbles. “This was all fake for you. If I was honest with my feelings, there was a chance you wouldn’t reciprocate. I would rather deal with the pain of never telling you than the possibility of rejection.” Y/n states simply.
“That’s… really fucking stupid.” Niki’s words cause Y/n’s eyes to shoot up. “Sorry I just… god, Y/n, do you not see the way I look at you? Why do you think everyone believed we were together so easily?” Niki asks. Y/n’s brain is starting to short-circuit, the situation and sudden change in atmosphere giving them whiplash. “Because we’re good actors?” They ask, their answer causing Niki to chuckle. “I wasn’t acting, Y/n. Maybe the label of dating was fake but everything I said and did with you was all real.” Niki says honestly.
Y/n pauses to think for a moment, their lips curved into a slight pout as they take in Niki’s words. “Are you saying… that you like me?” They ask, finally, looking up at Niki with hopeful eyes. The view causes him to smile widely, not resisting the urge to reach down and ruffle Y/n’s hair affectionately for the first time this week (he sets a mental reminder that he’ll have to make up for lost time later on). “Yes, Y/n. I like you… a lot.” The words cause Y/n to break out into an unknowing smile.
It feels like time has stopped as Niki waits for a reply. He doesn’t want to push Y/n - knowing how scared they are, it’s the last thing he’d want to do. But waiting for an answer is slowly killing him, even though only mere seconds have passed.
“I like you too, Riki.” Y/n states, finally. Their words cause an immediate wave of relief to rush over Niki’s body. He wastes no time stepping forward and pulling Y/n into his arms, squeezing them tightly as they giggle against his chest. “Oh my god, I thought you were going to reject me for a second.” He groans, nuzzling his nose into the crown of Y/n’s head. “That would be very stupid of me.” Y/n laughs. “Well, you dumped me instead of talking about your feelings so… wouldn’t be the first stupid thing you’ve done this week.” Niki jokes, yelping in pain when Y/n playfully hits his chest.
The two stand in each other’s arms for much longer than anticipated, relishing in the warmth that radiates off the other’s body. They’re grateful that most other students have gone by now, leaving the field a peaceful haven for just the two of them.
“Does this mean we’re dating for real now?” Y/n asks, peeking their head up to look at Niki. He looks down, eyes temporarily landing on Y/n’s lips before eventually deciding against it. It’s too soon. “Well, I’d be pretty embarrassed if we didn’t. I got your teacher involved and everything.” Niki says. “Boyfriend of the Year.” Y/n laughs, their words causing his heart to flutter. Boyfriend of the Year - take that, Sunghoon.
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Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 22
chapter 38:
1. “"Right, so, your stylist?" Marlene asks, settling in as they continue to sway. "The one who looks like a fucking goddess? Yeah, so get this, she says we're friends…"”
james and marlene gossip sesh <3333333
2. 😧 MCGONNAGAL??????????
3. wait i think mcgonnagal is good. i’m pretty sure she’s from the phoenix. i’m not sure. i’m hopeful. i’m so hopeful
4. aww huey is kinda sweet. i like that’s he’s reg’s breath of fresh air when it comes to talking to the hallows
5. reg, i understand your anger, but please don’t make one of the only good sponsors feel bad
6. jealous james >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
7. “"I like your tea," James offers. "Maybe I'm biased, but it tastes better than anyone else's. What do you do to it?"
Regulus hums and lightly says, "I spit in it."
Without missing a beat, James replies, "Ah, that explains it."”
😭😭😭😭😭
8. “"Would you—" Regulus chokes on another relentless giggle, gasping a little. "Wait, would you actually drink my tea if I spit in it, James?"
"Love, I would let you spit directly into my mouth," James announces with absolutely no shame in his tone whatsoever.”
😭😭😭😭 james i love you
9. awww i love that barty is the most consistent part of reg’s life. i love barty
10. 😬 riddle is unconvinced in their love story. i- yikes
11. okay, right, mcgonnagal is good. thank god
12. dorcas wants to keep marlene out of the war, but only one of them has had a pov so far, so i’m not hopeful
13. oh shit marlene sounds hot
14. also, to add in, i’m so fucking glad there’s like no homophobia (that we know of) in this world
15. i do NOT want dorlene to be a tragedy in this universe
16. 😟 she gave back the ring. AHHHH
17. oh no. shit shit shit shit shit what did riddle do
18. “Riddle didn't even grant the liberty of leaving bodies behind for them to bury.” 😟😧
(but also, orion and walburga were dicks, so like, i’m not sad, just scared)
chapter 39:
1. aww regulus finally invites james in for tea
2. “On the day he accidentally kills a bee while tending to his flowers, he goes through the five stages of grief in less than an hour, which has nothing to do with the bee and everything to do with Vanity.” STOP! THE VANITY MENTION HURTS TOO MUCH
3. “When Regulus wants more time with him, he adds bagels, which James has now unconsciously been Pavloved into thinking of as his favorite food for that very reason.” STOP THATS SO GAY
4. sirius being dramatic about james and reg liking each other is TOP TIER in this fic, in the most realistic, aggravated, obnoxious, and completely loving way
5. BWAHAHAHHAHA JAMES GETTING A PIGGY BACK RIDE FROM SIRIUS IS GOLD
6. oh shit, (i’m not the best comprehensive reader, but i should have figured this out sooner), but from sirius’ perspective, he has to do the back and forth with remus his whole life. he doesn’t have the knowledge that i do, that a war is coming and they’ll finally get a chance to live together. he thinks he only gets to see remus once a year for two weeks at a time. this- this shit is heartbreaking yall
7. “”I watched him stand to his feet and tip himself into a river of blood in an act so tender that I'll never again be able to look at him with anything less than pure love. Every other member of the Black family, including you, fought and clawed their way home to their family, oftentimes to a family that never truly made them feel loved at all. Regulus? He fought and clawed through that arena, the entire time, for James. He's far more gentle than anyone gives him credit for."”
y’all, i’m crying over this. this is so lovely. effie is right, and i’m crying over how right she is
8. 😒 i know what’s coming. riddles a bitch. a right bitch. he’s gonna announce that previous victors are competing and i’m PISSED
9. so far, all three potters offered reggie food. they’re so hospitable, i love them
10. “He hasn't forgotten what it is to long for James. He still knows what it is to want him so badly that he'd be willing to kneel at the altar of James Potter and beg; he'd drop down on his hands and knees and crawl if that's what it took, if that would prove his devotion. He is the manifestation of longing built up with nowhere to go, and he craves, he yearns, he covets.”
both of them are so down bad
11. omg reg is so horny. his inner monologue is literally only like “”””“rip my clothes off please, read my mind and rip my clothes off”””””
12.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I KNEW IT WAS COMING! BUT IM SO MAD!!! FUCK RIDDLE
13. effie is a queen. she is a godsend. and i’m so upset right now
14. not effie making them promise not to volunteer, and immediately james and sirius arguing over who’s gonna volunteer for her
15. i’m seething. i’m pissed beyond belief. i’m so angry it’s indescribable. my babies are going back into that arena. honestly, fuck riddle
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