Her fingers buzz as she utters the words.
They’d begged her not to try it - Roxy and George, they’d begged her not to touch the spell. There’s something dark about it, Roxy had said, something twisted. And Nell isn’t a fool, she’s seen the affects that magic can have firsthand, in Broadwater, and it was hardly anything pretty; but they’re out of options now.
They need her, all of them; they need her to keep them safe and this is what it’s come to. And she refuses to let them down.
So she called for the boys to hold her sisters back, keep them calm, and she’d started to utter the words. And though Nell Jackson is hardly known for her literary abilities, the words flow off the page and past her lips so naturally it’s as if they’d been written in her mind, long ago.
Her fingers buzz. The spell swells up in an awful, roaring crescendo and she feels the very moment it takes ahold. It pricks at her skin. It wraps around her lungs and it squeezes.
She pushes out the final word, the final syllable, and her whole body is alight, then, suddenly.
Someone is yelling. Roxy, or maybe George, or both of them together. In the moment, in the chaos, they sound almost like her mother.
It’s terrifying.
The magic doesn’t cease, not all at once. It lingers there, a few agonising seconds and it lingers, crushing her infinitely. Against the force of it all, she wills the bastard spell to work.
And then her head jerks back, her finger tips go numb and in an instance she is on the ground, a crumpled mess of a woman. Voices at all sides of her, hands grabbing at her skin, at her clothes, shaking and pulling and holding on.
Pain and exhaustion wash over her in waves. But deep, in the pits of her soul, she feels something warm, something akin to hope. As her consciousness slips, Nell thinks;
At least I kept them safe.
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not to be annoying but i do think a lot of people mischaracterize falin. shes got the most drastic canon v fanon thing going on. which i guess makes sense bc 1. we dont see much of her and 2. lot of the fan stuff are anime-onlies that have seen even less
but i think like a good 90% of the time i see falin-centric art or posts im like hrm hrm hrm thats all wrong no nope no-siree
she's just a cool chick that takes life as it comes, doesn't hold grudges even against a mother that apparently was trying to beat the magic outta her, finds her older brother the coolest person in the world, and has autism about observing life (and death, she loves the ghosts she has a connection to) and nature and taking care of things (including taking care of her brother, which is why she's even in the dungeons; she saw her scrawny mess of a brother and decided she had to fix that).
and i think my favorite part that people don't talk about is... she would have done the same for marcille or laios if it were one of them that was eaten. you could see it in her eyes:
it's what shuro misunderstands about her. it's easy to see her feminine, cute, good girl pieces and forget the rest of her. but she loves things to an ends-of-the-earth extent; the kind of caring that makes you a little insane. and that's how I think she and laios end up on the same page with their weirdness. they have different interests, but they are the same level of committed to those interests.
it's easy to love her, because she probably loves you just as much, if not more.
EDIT: for the love of god stop reblogging this only to add some comment or tag or reply saying 'op you forgot [BLATANTLY FANON INTERPRETATION]'. falin as we know her is not a pushover/people pleaser/infantilized, see this version of my post. also stuff like 'female shuro was in love with laios in the genderbent comic' and 'falin was going to marry shuro because she felt bad' are just things you made up in your head
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
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