#jae rambles

[praeteritusprinz]

i think it’s crazy that the free ratio isn’t available once aven’s banner ends

#jae rambles #hsr #honkai star rail #dr ratio #hsr ratio #veritas ratio #hsr aventurine #aventurine #aventio

[raineadey]

theyre not even on last name basis theyre both on first name basis but in a way thats like keeping each other at arms length

#gus porter #mattholomule #gustholomule #toh #the owl house #jae rambles #my post

[violent-violetsringdingdong]

Dude I’m so fucking sick of fish man island sanji. Like I get he hasn’t seen cis women in a hot minute but omg STOP SNIFFING WOMEN WITHOUT PERMISSION!?

Oda why??

#one piece #black leg sanji #sanji #fishman island #god I love that one time sanji is hooked up to like 6 blood bags and zoro is just sitting there like wtf is wrong with this man #i can already tell #he is gonna be my saving grace for this ark #jae rambles

[jaetyun]

day 2973727 of no seunghan i can't breathe and i think my days are nearing...

#jae rambles #riize #i can't do this #i miss seunghan #i need my man back

[jaesawalth]

ik it’s fp1 but lance p1?? manifesting a win or podium on sunday

also, fire on the trackside grass? crazy

#lance stroll #jae rambles #2024 chinese gp

[findingmyself08]

"Would you like your sprite in a sippy cup? So you can stop choking?" - Nate (My Best Friend)

#shitpost #jae rambles #random post #random stuff #quotes #funny stuff

[papercuts33]

(.i love you.)

it all began because i loved you-- because i thought, i'm sorry, i knew you were a precious soul with this heart of gold. you were different from all the other people i knew, not that i'm insulting all the others i love because i adore all of them and will continue to until heaven. however, nathan, when i looked into your ocean eyes, i just knew there was something completely different about you. your personality, it took me by a sudden wave of surprise. your laughter made me feel truly alive as if i was dancing in the rain.

i guess the way i talk about you, makes people think i'm 'head over heels' in love with you, i daresay i think they'd faint of surprise if they knew what i've always felt for you was anything but romantic love. you make me feel like a dove escaping from a cage to fly free and sometimes, i'll admit, it's scary how well you know the best + worst of me. funny enough, i wouldn't trade our friendship for anything.

i've never been in love with you nor is that anything i ever think i'd be able to. not in a romantic way, at least. i still love you though, so much. you're basically the older brother that i never had the pleasure of knowing for the first thirteen years of my life.

i love you because two nights ago, we were working at a church event together to spread the love of jesus christ on halloween night. it was cold, and i mean, snowy cold, completely freezing. my hands, i couldn't feel them after an hour and a half, and... then you came over to me, i told you i was cold, i couldn't feel my hands at all. the pity in those ocean eyes, it made me give a smile that warmed you and i from the inside out. your hands soon grabbed for mine, the insides of your palms were so warm to my icy touch that a shiver ran up my spine. you pressed my wet hands against your sytrofoam cup filled with hot cider, rubbing your palm over the top of my freezing hand. "y-your hands are so warm." your lips curled into a smile, and you continued rubbing my ice cold hands and nearly frozen fingers. "they're really not warm, you're just cold... freezing cold." you whispered back, grabbing my other hand and holding it tightly. i stood there, in the snow, admiring your ocean eyes as they filled with a smile that night.

i love you because that morning at arrowhead, i was so tired, you lent me your shoulder to lean on but i was so exhausted i fell asleep-- i'm not sure how long it was, but i remember drifting into a peaceful sleep against you. it was cozy and warm, i felt content just sleeping on your shoulder after a weekend of long and hard work. when i woke up, my face warmed in a pink flush and i felt so embarrassed. i vividly remember apologizing but you just smiled, wrapping your arm around me to bring me closer. after that you still loved me. you weren't even embarrassed by me, you might've loved me even more. in fact, funny enough so, you said it was cute i could fall asleep so easily.

i love you because it's not really all that cute but i just won't understand what my semi-obsession is, the time you lent me your water bottle because mine got locked inside a car. i swear, you lending me your water bottle was never that cute of a thing-- but something of thankfulness to your caring shot through me. you retrieved the metal water bottle from the car and quickly hurried to the water fountain; filling the bottle with cool and fresh water. "i want to make sure my little sister stays hydrated." you'd said gently, pressing the water bottle to my lips until i'd willingly take a sip. you were so carefree and sweet about offering your water bottle to me. even when other people made fun of us, you never got upset... instead you said you were glad there was something to laugh about.

i love you because there was a time where practically every twenty minutes where you reminded me to hydrate... i guess at the time, i found it annoying because i'm a big girl and i can take care of myself. i'm still all too thankful for those moments you said, 'take a drink, so you don't throw up, love.' you were closely studying when i seemed faint and away from the world, so you reminded me constantly that i needed to drink water in order to be able to function.

i love you because there was the time directly after i passed out at arrowhead-- but i denied my sickness and went back to work. i was stupid then, i'm probably just as stupid now, if i'm being honest and you know it. anyways, i guess you saw me shaking and... came up to me, all concerned-- "how many fingers am i holding up?" i didn't tell you at the time because i was so close to blacking out, i basically couldn't see -- i guessed two, you later told me it was five. a hand on my shoulder the moment i was shaking so hard i thought i might collapse, you were so gentle with me, so careful and caring. you encouraged me to drink in the moment, so i didn't faint but believe it or not, i was too shaky to even unscrew the top of your water bottle-- do you remember what happened ? you did it for me, gently holding the bottle to my lips, so i could drink and i remember looking at you with teary eyes.

i love you because there was the time i almost threw up on your favorite shoes, and believe me-- that was not the most pleasant moment but you being there made it less humiliating. i warned you that i wasn't feeling well and it only took one look into my teary eyes before you reached to grasp my sweaty hand-- and hurriedly ran me up to the gravel sidewalk. "even breaths, in and out." you had whispered as i started crying-- you rubbed my back; swiftly leading me through the halls and to the bathroom. i felt something coming up my throat and my eyes widened-- i'm fairly certain you realized i was about to vomit on your shoes but when i left the bathroom, relieved of my burden... there you were, waiting for me.

sure, you have flaws, sometimes i'm pretty certain that your flaws outweigh the good in you but then i'm instantly proven wrong. you can be loud, overly passionate, zealous, annoying, clingy and so much more but those aren't always bad things, which i've taken my time to slowly learn and become sure of. still, at heart, you're a perfect match and 'older brother' for me, and i hope that's what you see. our friendship was surely meant to be.

i've always hated men, i have-- they tend to be scary, abusive and toxic but you. my god, there's something different about you. i love you.

#deep thoughts #poemblr #poems #poems and poetry #poetry #sad poem #poems on tumblr #long poem #talking #i miss him #i miss you #i love you #memories #jae rambles #old account #old poem #old posts #edited #reposted #@findingmyself08 #best friend

[yongjae37]

ALLO! i’m almost caught up with all the cross posting. I just have the tannie art left to post <3 ty for enjoying my doodles >///< 

#jae rambles #jae rambles in poems #oh a tae in a tata cosplay #the moment i knew he was cursed was the moment i knew he was for me #i adopted tae immediately okay

[angrymachi]

I don’t write fanfic aside from like, once a year but i stg I need more sengen content and I will if nobody else will

#sengen #drst #Jae rambles

[thisonelikesaliens]

omg the scream i scrumpt

watch this MV!

(i may follow up with translations later today)

edit: rough translations under the cut:

對你的好 給你擁抱 Being good to you, holding you in my arms 被我圍繞 是否煩惱 Revolving around you, I know when you're troubled 無理取鬧 我也知道 And I know when you're trying to pick a fight 唯一祈禱 陪你到老 My only prayer is to grow old with you

不明白 不意外 這一切不能重來 I don't understand but I'm not surprised, that we don't get a do-over 不擁抱 不應該 別用說都能明白 I understand even without words, that we shouldn't hold each other 懷抱希望 只剩下無奈 Embracing hope, but only left with a sense of helplessness

要明白 這依賴 卻不是一種關懷 I understand this dependence is not a show of care 別期待 沒期待 期待剩一片空白 No more expectations, only emptiness remains 懷抱期望只剩下傷害 Embracing expectations, but only left with pain

未知的我們 未來的我們 We don't know what the future of "us" looks like 別再掙扎就會很愉快 Stop resisting and we will be happy 拋開了是非對錯 只想與你相愛 Throwing away the notions of right and wrong, I just want to be in love with you 我不會感到後悔 也不再徘徊 I won't regret and will stop wandering 擁有你的 未來 This future with you in it

要明白 這依賴 卻不是一種關懷 I understand this dependence is not a show of care 別期待 沒期待 期待剩一片空白 No more expectations, only emptiness remains 懷抱期望只剩下傷害 Embracing expectations, but only left with pain

未知的我們 未來的我們 We don't know what the future of "us" looks like 別再掙扎就會很愉快 Stop resisting and we will be happy 拋開了是非對錯 只想與你相愛 Throwing away the notions of right and wrong, I just want to be in love with you 我不會感到後悔 也不再徘徊 I won't regret and will stop wandering 擁有你的 未來 This future with you in it

是我偽裝自己獨自心澎湃 I'm putting on a mask, hiding the cresting waves in my heart 忍不住眼淚 轉過身不想讓你看清楚 Unable to hold back my tears, I turn around so you can't see 如果可以重來 想要對你說 If we can start over, I want to tell you 我 和你 永遠不分開 You and I will never be apart

現在你和我 未來你和我 You and I in the present and future 不用掙扎 已經很快樂 We don't need to struggle anymore, we're already happy

未知的我們 未來的我們 We don't know what the future of "us" looks like 別再掙扎就會很愉快 Stop resisting and we will be happy 拋開了是非對錯 只想與你相愛 Throwing away the notions of right and wrong, I just want to be in love with you 感到後悔 也不再徘徊 I won't regret and will stop wandering 擁有你的 未來 This future with you in it

#unknown the series #關於未知的我們 #未知的我們 #kim jae hoon #a korean guy writing lyrics in chinese #and me translating from my 1st/2nd language to my 3rd #lots of layers of translations here #maybe i should've just let google handle it #i did take a bit more liberty with some parts and didn't go for the direct translation #unknown ost #this one translates #this one rambles

[jaewul]

I decided I want to start posting some of my mending here, because I don't sew full garments all that often but I mend stuff every week or so. And honestly, I'm quite good at that.

So here is an invisible mend on my grandma's sweater (well, as invisible as I can make it at least) :

I didn't have a perfect match, yarn wise, so the mended part is a little too thick ; it should be less visible once washed.

#sewing #mending #jae's ramblings

[raineadey]

“witch puberty” hes transgener

#gus porter #toh #the owl house #jae rambles #my post #transgender

[violent-violetsringdingdong]

I know I’m rebloging a lot of f1 shit right now and not much else but shit is hitting the fan and I’m low key pissed at some of these men. Especially Danny. That one really hurt.

On another note women in Motorsport but formula in particular will always have my support. I love you guys you are so amazingly strong and just a real inspiration to someone whose dream field of study is male dominated.

#jae rambles

[jaetyun]

hey guys sorry infrunami is taking longer than usual this chapter is a p big one and i've been procrastinating but it should come out later today and if not you'll just get 2 chapters next friday!!

#jae rambles #infrunami: smau

[jaesawalth]

does anyone have the nico rosberg sky sports roasts cuz i saw a tiktok and now i’m curious about the actual clips lmao

#nico rosberg #jae rambles

[findingmyself08]

One of the reasons I love my best friend is because he always asks. "Have you eaten today? Have you drank water?" I have a difficulty eating, not a disorder per say, I just find it hard to desire to eat and / or drink which he knows.

He's really the only one who picks up enough, when I say "I'm not hungry." He understands it is more than that. I think there have been a few times where he's sat at the table with more for more than an hour; just sitting. Patiently waiting for me to eat.

He's always been one of those people who tries to encourage. I know people who are like, "Eat right now, or I'm going to shove this food down your throat." Do they not realize how traumatizing that is to the person hearing it? It doesn't feel good. This is coming from a person whose heard it hundreds of times over.

It messes you up, and it makes you think. "Oh my god, if I don't eat this one meal, people are going to think something is wrong with me." It is just all out disturbing to me that people have gotten me to a point where I feel like that.

Nate through all of that, has remained patient... Understanding. Sometimes I find myself looking towards the heavens and whispering the prayer of. "Why can't everyone be like him?" I just wish everyone had the time of day he does. To sit with a teenage girl, waiting for her to eat and giving her gentle reminders that her body needs nutrience.

Why isn't everyone like him? I guess I'll just keep wondering.

#deep thoughts #shitpost #jae rambles #my best friend #inside my mind #practice post #rambles #i miss him #tw eating issues