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foggysirens · 9 months
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ehehehehe ive finally started writing a dinluke apocalypse au cause apocalypse aus are some of my favourites and im already pretty excited and happy with it >:)
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yannisrandomstuff · 1 year
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Submissive gabriel (both) 😩?
🤘😭
(I'll try and finish this, I legit just copy and paste this from my notes to tumblr it took a lot of time jesus)
Bros The type..
TW: NSFW, submissive Angel Gabriel and dom-sub Alternate Gabriel , MDNI please keep scrolling if you aren't comfortable with this
Angel Gabriel
Loves to flirt but manages to be the one that was frustrated in the end
Too shy
Bros the type who doesn't have any experience at all (haha virgin)
He knows and is aware on what sex is but doesn't really have an experience with it
Tells you to stop but wants you to continue
Tells you how much he loves you nom stop while you grind your hips on top of him
"ooOoh that's r-right please k-ugh-keep mooving~"
Hands grips on your waist really hard
Loud asf
Needy
Begs too much
He's the type when he's close to releasing he cries begging you to go on faster
He really likes it when the both of cum together
Cockwarming him
Dom-bottom
Even tho he's a bottom he likes things in his own way he wants to be in control while him being under you or you on top of him (*eye brow go up and down* hindi kona kaya)
Bottom asf but can be a top too (secretly likes to get dominated)
Likes it when you give him head
Loves squeezing you (your chest, waist, thighs, etc.)
In bed he's your servant, he'll do anything
Even tho he's a bottom he likes to be the one doing the after care for you
Really good at doing aftercare
Praise this man
6.7 inch (gahagahahaaNsksksks tangina)
Giving > receiving
"..*huff* please let me...let me have moree.."
B0ndage
Breeding while hes in the bottom
Mark him and he will go crazy
High ass pitched voice
Is a switch but prefers to be a bottom
Uses his wings to warm you up
Alternate Gabriel
He's the type that he will pleasure you using his long ass tounge until you squirm and squeeze his face between your thighs
Knows and very aware what sex is and really likes to do it
He had some experience in the past with his past lovers
Degrades you but praise you afterwards or the other way around (depends on his mood)
"You're doing good my lamb.. You're taking me in so well. Look at that tiny hole. Such a slut"
Deep DEEP thrust either he's the bottom (you riding him) or he's the top
Matingpress is his best and favorite position
Knows how to use his fingers too well
Toys and vibrator? Nah his tounge can do the job
Man can go for hours
"Oh! Haha! You think we're done yet?" Said while he got up, we are just getting started that was just a warm up, be good for me now will you, you can take this just a little more while"
This man has a breeding kink
Loves really loves eating you out
Cock warming
Will warm you up with his wings while you are on top of him
8.7 inch
Strict top when frustrated
Really flustered when pleasured
Loves massaging your chest while you get to ride him
Whenever you tease him he just whines and whines
Grunts so many grunts when he's close
A total brat
He loves it when you beg for him to move his hips upward while you ride him
Sometimes will give you a food with aphrodisiac in it
Any time, any where. (Whenever he feels like it)
Marks all over your thighs and abdomen
Biting kink
Also very good at after care will just tease you tho
My cat force me to do this
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ma3mae · 11 months
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MAEEE AAAA I NEED PART TWO OD YOUR "NO BRAIN, JUST HORNY" HC AKSJDJDDJ
Make a part two??🥺🫶Maybe Chuuya and Nikolai?
No brain, just horny! 2
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Summary: Oh no! Your bf's acting all hot! What to do??? (Chuuya, Akutagawa, Nikolai, Fyodor)
Genre: fluff, crack, bit suggestive 🤓
Warnings: TO HORNY JAIL WITH YALL 💀✋
A/N: ANOONNN WKDJEKHFKS HERE U GO, SWEETIE 🤩🤩🤩 how can yall find rat man hot, idk man 💀 his parts rly short bc I CANT WRITE HIM so see it as a small extra 💀💀 not proofread btw 💀
Part 1
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Nakahara Chuuya
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😳 yall wanna get railed by this man, huh??
Cant blame u tho 💀😭 😭
honestly i think his reaction would prob depend on his mood, lowkey like rampo
Just that his reaction would be a bit more intense EHEH
idk if hes kinda busy at the moment and annoyed bc work is being a hoe, hed prob be all impatient like "Damn, doll. Im barely holding myself back as well so just wait a bit, will ya?"
As much as hed love to indulge u immediately, he still values his work yk 😔😔😔
ok yk what would be funny tho? Like he told u he'd be having a meeting at his work place and honestly, its not hard enough to know where it is bc its like legit one of the highest buildings (idk maybe even the highest???) in yokohama lmaoo
And you've been waiting for him to come back home after two weeks but noooo, he has to report everything to his boss 🤓🤓🤓🤓
so you're like "alright, im horny and been waiting for too long."Guess where we're going yall 😋😋😋😋???
TO HELL
Jk nah but we makin our way over there and lets just say they only know u as "the love of his life who def shouldnt be messed with if they wanna live" bc he'd go haywire AS HE SHOULD if anything happened to u 💀
Anyway we know when the meeting's being held so oopsie, we "accidentally" manage to find him in the hallway with some of his colleagues
"Oi, isn't that your girlfriend over there, Boss??" not only tachihara but everyone's confused on why u r even there??
Chuuya just whips his head around and doesnt know if he should just yeet himself outta the building or be happy to see you bc
YES
YES HE DID MISS YOU BUT WHY ARE YOU THEREEEE??💀💀💀💀💀💀😭😨
its especially bad if our boy still hasn't told you what hes actually doing bc no way in hell wants he to drag u into that shi 💀
Anyway you're just too excited so u ignore his to tomato face with a twitching eyebrow and you start to jog towards him but damn tf is that???
OF COURSE theres a bump sticking outta the carpet SMH SUE THE CLEANING STAFF😋
And obviously we all know whos gonna trip on that
But as embarassed as he is, your future hubby will make sure that you won't end up on the floor 💕💕
all you feel is a slight gust of wind and you can only open your eyes to see his gorgeous ones
"Don't just fall for me every time you see me, doll." LMAO thats so corny and he actually gets even more red when he realises wtf he just spouted out of his mouth but he couldnt help it 😭
Especially when hes holding you bridal style in his arms and you can feel him subconciously squeeze you tighter against him bc he missed his wifey
and we are just too whipped to stop ourselves from saying "Chuu chuu, i just couldnt wait anymore. Can we move this to our place? I'll be anything you want, even just a hole for you, mkay?"
HAHAHAHA WHY ARE WE LIKE THIS 💀
thats the EXACT question that goes through his mind as he just stares at you like 😳
But he cant deny that it made him feel hot, even down there a bit...
"Come in when you're done, Chuuya." is all you hear from HIS fking boss as he just sends the both of you a smile as he enters the room before closing the door
Help our man, hes so TORN
All he can do is take a deep breath, trying to stop his face from heating up bc its already hot enough as it is
He'll gently set you down but still keeps a secure grip around your waist with one arm
His gloved hand tilts your face slightly up and all you see is a sea of blue
Letting his gloved thumb slowly glide on your bottom lip
"You really like teasing me. Dont'cha sweetheart? Just give me 15 minutes and then we'll be at home. Honestly might scold you for your little stunt but it's not like you don't like that, right? But I gotta say...."
cherry sweet lips lock onto yours for what seems like only a second before feeling them on your forehead
"I did miss you pretty much...and I'll make it up to you. Thanks for your patience, love."
now YOU'RE the one who's face is about to explode and that annoying ass smirk of his isnt even helping u but oh well
He should be lucky that you're so in love with him and that his handsome looks always manage to hold you back from yelling at him out of embarassement 💀😳
He gives you a peck on the lips before giving you on last squeeze
"Only a little bit longer, okay? Will give you a proper kiss when we're at home."
He makes his way back but stops "Also I love you but please... wait at home next time. No need for anyone to see your cute ass here. Only mine to look at, yk.." the last part kinda gets muffled under his breath as he tilts his fedora down to hide his heated face but welp, ofc u heard everything 😋
Anyway, you let him go to his meeting with a wave with ur hand bc he did promise to make it up to you and your body would be tingling with excitement until yall get back home for yk what 😋😋😋💅
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Akutagawa Ryunnosuke
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ngl he'd make a similar expression to this pic here 💀 like hes fking constipated or smth
Give my man some time pls bc its his first relationship and he needs some minute to get it through his head that you feel sexually attracted enough to him to yearn for him, broo
"Can't you just... wait until we get home? Why now?" SKKSKS you think he sounds so pissed but hes just so confused 💀😭😭
lmao just came up with a ridiculous scenario
idk some random wannabe gang is stirring up some trouble in yokohama
And how do u resolve this problem as fast as u can?
By sending one of ur best men there who legit just slices them all in mere secs 😋
but wait whats that?
"Are you fucking kidding me?"
You just stare wide eyed at your boyfriend as he stands there infront of the mall, choking the living shit out of what seems to be some weird thug
"Ryu, what are you doing here?"
He just clicks his tounge out of annoyance and casually tosses the man to the side as he makes his way towards you
Stopping infront of you, you only see his furrowed eyebrows and the annoyed look on his face
But if you look closely, you'll see a glimpse of worry in them💕
"I could ask you the same thing. Didn't I telll you to stay at home? And specifically to not enter this area?"
You can only sheepishly laugh at his words and the huff at your answer wasnt that helpful
"Well, the mall here had your favorite tea on sale and I really wanted to surprise you with it!"
He just puts a hand on his face as you peek over his shoulder, only seeing whips and bits of rashomon dealing with the thugs while you boyfriend seems somehow unbothered by their presence, hell he was legit not even aknowledging them at this point 💀
"Let me just finish this real quick and then I'll take you home."
"But I still have t-"
A glare from him immediately zipped your mouth shut, deeming it unnecessary to argue with him any further since he could be very very stubborn
"Just stay behind me and wait."
If you had to be honest, watching your bf just casually beat the shit out of 20 or more men without even breaking a sweat made you feel really hot
He might be stoic, blunt or whatever everyone would call him but at the end of the day, he'd make sure you're well protected and cared for, even if it would take some nudges from you to guide him
He was a fast learner after all in every aspect of your relationship
And it wasn't until he poked your forehead that you snapped out of your trance, your face beet red and only for him to raise an eyebrow at you
"Don't tell me you got sick from just being outside for a bit? I really don't know how someone frail like you had managed to live for so long."
Harsh words yet the gentle press of his hand against your forehead was telling a different story
"Hm, you aren't heating up that much. But I'll still be taking you home."
"Can you stay with me then? Because honestly, watching that fight somehow made me really horny."
🤨 > 😳
"Are you kidding me? How does watching me beat the shit out of some random wannabe thugs make you horny?"
You can only groan at his answer but couldn't keep the smirk on your lips from growing as you noticed the red hue on his cheeks
"It's just hot to see how easy it was for you to just casually fend of all of them. Not to mention, that it's always nice to have a reminder what a strong and reliable lover I have. I'm just really lucky, I guess"
Ah, you smart vixen.
Always using his praise kink for your advantage and oh boy, he knows
But he just can't help his rising pulse at what your words just do to him
"W-Why-? Y-You-???"
Suddenly he grabbing your hand, he turns his body away from you, only his back in your sight as he continues to walk
"Ryu, are we walking ba-"
"Told you I'm taking you home. Someone has to make sure nothing happens to you since you probably wouldn't even know how to defend yourself."
"Aah, I see. Well I'll be sure to thank you properly when we're at home." 😋🤩
A hitched breath and his grip tightening around your hand really made it difficult not to laugh at him
Well, atleast it was nice knowing that you weren't the only one eager to get home asap 💀💀
At the end, you thanked him as promised and he made sure to make you feel safe as always
"Oh, thank you for the tea... I guess.." he'd mumble in your ear as he pressed your back against his chest, his arms tucked comfortably around you. 🤭
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Nikolai Gogol
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erm 😨 how about no?
Do u not value life?
Jk but his goofy ass would NEVER let u rest if u even show him a tiny bit on how horny you are 💀💀💀💀
bro's like "ew human desires, they only bind u" lowkey (not as hard as fyodor but yk what i mean)
but hes sadly down bad for his future or maybe already wifey so 😉 how could he 😉 say no 😉
like idk lets say for whatever reason u r also part of their rat gang 💀 and its honestly a big headache to endure his weird and annoying antics every day
But thats what made u fall in love bc u have bad taste 😋😋😋 same tho
is prob gonna tease u about that too like "Oh, Y/N~ So many men out there and yet you still chose me?? Either you're just very desperate or you just don't care at all! But don't worry, I'm more than happy to be the one who's on your mind all day 🤩🤩🤩" he says as he's casually bombing a whole building and kills hundreds of people 🤩
Thats for sure gonna be blowing ur mind for weeks 💀 IM SORRY
throw him into a trash can or smth 💀 jkjk maybe im not 💀💀
anyway back to the scenario 💀
lets say hes as always acting like the 🤡 he is and disrupting everyone's life by being plain annoying
Ok so fyodor threatened to kill him for the 100th time? Check.
Sigma's crying in his office bc he just escaped random pairs of scissors flying at him for the whole day? Check. someone has to cut that atrocious hair away, okur💀💀💀
Getting hit by gf after randomingly stealing kisses from her?
Che-
"But why won't you let me kiss you, Y/N????"
Dodging his attempts for what would seem the 30th time for the day, you hastily continued to make your way to Sigma, a box of self made cookies in your hand.
"You've been harassing everyone for the entire day as always! And don't get me started on what you tried to do to Sigma!"
You could only hear a whine as fast footsteps tried to outrun yours, you wanting nothing but wanting to somehow lift Sigma's spirits up since no one else would make their time to comfort him after the inhuman pranks your boyfriend couldn't refrain from doing
"But he's just so funny, you know! How could anyone resist not teasing him all day?!"
"Teasing doesn't mean endangering his life! Only because YOU don't like his hair!"
"Hmm, but won't you atleast give me one kiss before you go?"
"nope, never. Bye!"
Aah, you really shouldn't have challenged him 😨
"Well, then I guess you won't be needing that then!"
"Huh?"
A
"NIKOLAI GOGOL?! GIVE ME THE FUCKING BOX BACK!!" only hearing maniacal cackling quickly distancing itself from you, as he ran away with the box in his hand
Ah, he really was blessed with the perfect ability for him
Too stubborn and annoyed to realise his intentions, you quickly followed him, the urge of wanting to punch him pulling you towards him like a magnet
"A chase is what he wants? Okay, he'll get it." 😋😋
Knowing immediately that he made it too easy for the both of you as he nonchalantly laid on your shared bed, crumbs on his cheeks as he enjoyed your cookies, his mask casually laying next to him.
"You are more than an annoying child, you know that?"
"Yep but I don't care! Also how dare you only make cookies for your friend when you've got such a loving partner like me!"
A groan slipped out of you as you walkes over to him, earning yourself a "HEY?!" as you snatched the box away from him
"If you wanted some, you could have just asked like a normal person. I wouldn't have minded sharing some and Sigma probably not."
"Ugh, like a normal person? You know that's just boring~ buuuut if you really want me to then-"
You felt a pull at your wrist, making your chest hitting his as you landed on top of him, affectively stradling him
Both of your hands at the side of his head as you tried to lift yourself up, yet the arm around your waist stopping you, your faces only mere inches away from each other
A smirk splayed on his face as he wiped the crumbs away from his lips with his gloved thumb
Pressing it softly against your lips, the movement ingrained in your body as you opened them without any protest
a low chuckle at your cute actions as you licked the crumbs of his thumb before releasing it with a soft 'pop'
"Is that normal enough for you, my dove?"
Not letting the heat on your face and body stop you from throwing remarks at him, you merely stated "That wasn't asking, just plain seduction at this point."
Letting his eyes trail over your body and the hands next to him, tightly clutching the sheets only spurred him further on.
"Well, I've got your attention now, right?"
"You're lucky that I love you."
"Isn't it good to know we're both obesessed, dearie?"
A whine left his lips as you tucked at his hair at that statement, grazing your teeth across his neck before harshly biting on it.
"Well, then end what you've started then."
"Gladly."
Getting hit by Y/N after randomingly stealing kisses from them? Hair pulled, make out sessions and more after annoying them? Double Check.
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Fyodor Dostojevski
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💀 im dead, you're dead, we're all DEAD
ok jk he wouldnt kill u bc even if he wont admit it immediately, he loves u 😋
but why would u feed his annoying god complex like that 😨😨
but guess what 😋 youve always had bad taste so why not be together with a terrorist 🤩
Ur only dates would be either sitting in his stinky room full of computers as hes been sitting there for days and you're chilling on his lap
or yall actually go outside to ruin someone's life 💅
and honestly, what better way to confirm that humans r horrible af when he sees you get turned on by his horrid acts 💀💀💀
"I just took a life infront of your very eyes and all you say is how hot that is? Well, aren't you ruined to the point of return? But that's what makes you so interesting, I guess."
UGHH IDK HOW YALL CAN LOVE HIM 💀💀💀
i think it would be rly difficult to actually turn him on as well at first
Or catch him off guard tbh bc all you'd get is a condescending smirk of him just teasing you
He'll prob also just call u out about how horny you are but its ok bc he loves having that effect on you 🤩
"Is it seeing someone's eyes lose their light? Killing the gifted because the world would be purer without them? Tying them up and choking the life out of them? Or is it because I am the one doing these acts? Planning it all out, only for you to witness it? How about I'd do it to you, hmm?"I FEEL ITCHY AFTER WRITING THAT 💀
tbh it depends how "horny" u r tbh bc he'd prob make you beg for it first by just telling u off n stuff until you cant take ir anymore
Like if you want him then SHOW him how much you want him 🤩
he prob has not that much of a stamina but he'd make up for it with technique what am i writing rn😭😭😭😭
anyway you'd def be satisfied but he'd prob make you work for it first before tending to ur "needs"
im crying i hate this
😭
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A/N: DAMN already hit 400 followers?? thinking of maybe doing smth for that, idk what tho. Got too many ideas 💀 and lmao sorry for the radio silence 💀 writers block and life, we love it.
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ashghetti · 5 months
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hayden christensen fic below (part 1)
wrap party part 1
warnings: sexual tension, kissing, 18+ pls, age gap (not specific, use your imagination.. legally), shit plot but fkn hot, for real tho this man be driving me up a wall, legit bananas for this daddy— y’all know I’m doing a smutty part 2
You’d been working on a project together, that’s how your crush started. Honestly it was his fault for being so god damn attractive and one of the sweetest humans you’d ever come into contact with. 
Deep down you felt foolish for having feelings, I mean after all he was older than you and not just by a couple of years. Chances he saw you the same were extremely unlikely— at least that’s what you thought but your luck was about to change.
You stood in the corner at a wrap party for the project you’d been working on— you’d helped yourself to more than a few glasses of champagne to keep your nerves at bay. Regardless of how many times you’d been to these types of things it never got any easier to mingle and put yourself out there. 
Thankfully one of your fellow colleagues who you now considered a friend stood with you, laughing and joking about the various things that had gone on during shooting.
“I can’t believe it’s all over.. But I have no regrets.” She chimed in, giving you a slight nudge. “What about you?” 
The champagne was definitely getting to your head and without even thinking you blurted out. “I wish I’d made a move on Hayden— what an absolute daddy.”
You waited for a laugh but it never came, in fact your friends face looked shocked, the colour draining from her face as she gazed over your shoulder— you didn’t get the big deal, you’d both joked about this on multiple occasions and she’d been well aware of your crush.
“What’s wrong I—“ your gaze followed hers and before you could finish your sentence your heart dropped. Standing right behind you, eyes fixed directly on you was none other than your co-star Hayden Christensen. 
From the weird look on Hayden’s face there was no mistaking that he had heard what you’d just said. You felt as if you were going to be sick. “I’m so sorry, excuse me.” Without even waiting for a response you hightailed it out of there, sitting your champagne down on a random table you glided past.
Your only saving grace was that the party just happened to be at a hotel which everyone was staying— you found the nearest elevator and stepped inside. You leant back against the wall, closing your eyes to feel everything spin. You were slightly drunk and embarrassed beyond words. 
You began spiralling into your own thoughts, completely unaware that someone else had entered the elevator until the sound of someone clearing their throat snapped you back into reality— eyes opening to find the last person you wanted to see standing right in front of you and before you could do anything the doors shut. Fuck. 
Hayden stood before you, only a couple of steps away. Staring at you with an unreadable expression. “I just wanted to check you were okay.” His deep, raspy voice filled the elevator, sending chills down your spine. God he was so perfect in the suit he was wearing, with his gorgeous brown locks and blue eyes— you shook your head. 
“I am so sorry—“ You practically squeaked the words out, not even knowing where to begin to try and fix the damage you thought you had done but before you continued you noticed an amused smile forming on Hayden’s lips, a small chuckle leaving him. 
“It’s fine, if anything I’m flattered.” He took a step toward you, you could smell his cologne now, the scent made you want him even closer. “What I want to know is what kind of move you’d make.” 
Was he making fun of you? The smile on his face had turned into more of a smirk— This was different to the kind man you were so used to dealing with on set, this man was making you tremble, in the best way. 
You were unable to respond. Tension was thick in the air, it was beginning to feel like the longest elevator ride of your life until the loudest ‘ding’ had you almost jumping out of your skin. 
Glancing back toward the open elevator doors a sudden look of disappointment took over Hayden’s features. “Some other time.” He turned, stepping out of the elevator and beginning to walk away from you. 
Regret rushed through you, were you really just going to let the opportunity slip through your fingers after you’d been fantasising for a moment like that for months. 
It took all almost everything you had but you followed him out the doors. “Wait— I’ll show you.” Hayden turned toward you and without waiting for him to respond you closed the distance between you, lacing your hands up through his hair, pulling him in for a kiss. 
Maybe it was the champagne but you swear you felt a spark of electricity as your lips connected. It started off so soft and gentle as if he was hesitating to reciprocate but before too long his tongue was gliding against your lower lip, begging for entrance.
Your tongues danced together, his hands quickly finding their way to your lower back, fingertips lightly dancing along the fabric of your dress, the sensation causing a yearning to start between your legs. 
All too soon he pulled away, a look of panic crossing your face before he quickly put your mind at ease. “Not here.” His hand found yours, leading you down the hall toward one of the hotel rooms. 
You took one last look over your shoulder as he swiped his key before walking forward into Hayden’s dimly lit hotel room.
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starz4valen · 5 months
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queers im fucking lost come save me
ok but in all seriousness,
despite labeling myself as aroace for a hot minute and finding comfort in that label and the community for a time—shit doesnt feel quite right anymore.
i have had ONE EX. one.
i genuinely think i was in love with him. i only felt what i felt with him,,,WITH HIM. nobody else. I felt the butterflies/giddiness, i loved his laugh, his smile, hearing him, his jokes, all the names he would call me, how much he said he loved me, our late night discord calls, having him around, just. him. when he rarely spoke abt shit that was bothering him it hurt me so bad, like i would hurt with him. and the mere THOUGHT of ME hurting him made me wanna sob.
as you can probably guess by the fact we’re exes, we’re not together anymore. it hurts. hell, my stomach tangled a bit as i typed that out. (could be cause recently someone who used to be a friend went and dated him and then got upset at me for getting upset at them but this ain't abt them.)
we broke up in like june last year, and i felt so fucking horrible about it bc it basically ended w him yelling at me over text at how horrible i am at listening and how i treated him more like a therapist—which i will admit i did. i sucked for that. it makes sense why tho, i was working through a lot of shit at the time, doesn’t justify it at all though. i should’ve treated him better. im desperately trying to fix it in my current relationships so that never happens again.
then again, he also treated me badly. he said things that really fucked with my sense of trust in people and just made me scared to get close with anyone like that ever again, or in general bc i was convinced everyone had some ulterior motive w me or secretly didnt give a shit abt me—but also i felt *I* was the problem. like every relationship im in is gonna end horribly bc im just that bad. its taken a lot to say that i feel loved by and trust my current friends, as well as trying to recognize that I deserve love, and im glad i can say that im getting better ^^
but,,,idk anymore
i concluded i was aroace almost a year after we broke up. there were a couple reasons. for one, i only really got that close w him. i dont really know if ive had a crush or what that feels like—in fact i think i faked one in elementary, the whole reason i got w my ex was bc he was flirting w me and it made me feel nice. (also bc i was worried he would be my only shot at love but i digress) i feel off when people talk about heading to poundtown or anything like that, the same with crushes—just crushes tho relationships i totally get—and i still struggle to wrap my head around attraction and how people just can look at someone without even knowing them at ALL and go “you. i want you.”
i wrote off how i felt when i was with him as simply some non-romantic form of attraction and called it a day.
but recently ive been reflecting on that, and i think i was wrong. the way that even now i get all these emotions by merely talking abt my ex says something. how upset seeing that "friend" going ahead and dating him after barely knowing him and just how angry i was says something. the way i cried seeing my best friend get a whole small crate of presents from their partner for their bday bc i was THAT JEALOUS says something. the way i yearn for affection and to be loved again says something. the way im starting to miss being in love again says something. the way i would always want some sort of relationship—even when i identified as aroace—but just never thought it would happen bc i didn't feel pretty enough, or mentally well enough, deserving of one, or like id ever be lucky enough to find someone who makes me feel that way again and how scared and sad that makes me,,,says something.
now in terms of poundtown—legit dunno. closest to that I've done w anyone was neck kisses from my ex, which i did really enjoy—but also i legit identified as ace like the whole time we were together and the few times he made jokes like that i felt uncomfy. plus the only way i feel i could be ok w going further w something like that is if its either excessively gentle or the most unserious thing ever. so tbh if i had to take a guess on how i feel abt that—not too keen on it.
I'm debating a couple labels, bi, aroace, bi and ace, demirose, and demirose and bi, but tbh i feel bi kinda fits the most? (maybe???) but also it doesn't. idk if its the fear of opening my mind to me being in a relationship despite my fear of intimacy and commitment or just that I'm aroace and this is my brain telling me to stop overthinking shit—but i know i wanna figure this shit out
if anyone has like legit any words of advice PLEASE send it my way. i will take even the tiniest crumb of guidance cause i am more lost than a child in ikea.
thanks to anyone who read all this <3
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I have a strange feeling that the some of the "support" Aisha and Galvana were getting is to make them a good person to your eyes.
From what I have heared from Aisha, some of the support seemed, fake? Like, that person would interact with Aisha once and tell them they feel bad and then just disapper, never to communicate with Aisha again. But luckly, I see some the support Being legit, since those People ended up following her and liking her posts and stuff.
And for some odd reason, both of them still Got anon hate dispite your posts, luckly, I believe it cooled down, since Aisha is way better now, not sure about Galvana tho.
I think those People just sent Nice Asks to them so they can get more Fallen Stars.
I am sorry for Bringing this up, I felt like it need to be said.
And also sorry if this doesn't make any sense, I am not good at english (as my english teacher.)
It's alright to bring it up. As much as the situation terrified me, it's still something extremely important to have been brought to light. I'm still incredibly embarrassed to know that this all started over petty shit as little as disliking a fucking FANFIC of all things, more or less my own. Hell, neither of them even disliked it - they just commented on the weird fanbase it gathered.
Something I've noticed is that Galvana had been reminded of past trauma that bot had only ever given to close friends. This could mean that the anon who supposedly "came from Fallen Stars" was a close friend of bots or, in some way, connected to bot personally. It's fucking vile.
Whatever love or support the two get, they strongly deserve it, and it fucking sucks that people might just be trying to please me through it. They're both incredibly talented and have done nothing wrong. If the anon who is continuously harassing them us reading this, I'm more than upset with you.
I'm still not sure when I'll continue Fallen Stars. I've been working on it for years, and I don't want to have to stop something I'm so passionate about, but I'm still in shock of the people that are drawn in by it. I have a lot planned for it at the moment, but my motivation is low, and worries are high.
All I can really do is hope. People don't change. People don't want to acknowledge when they do wrong. Everyone believes themselves to be the hero in their own stories.
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What if I rewrite the winx club out of spite from the later seasons and heteronormativity?
legit tho let me rant about how much i hate the timmy and tecna ship 
Firstly, pairing up every single girl with another guy is very ew.
Second, pairing the nerd with another nerd basic it feels super lazy and really forced like even in season one its so weird I just never shipped them because there is no chemistry their conversations is literally oh i dont like dancing much oh yeah me too not into it cool cool. Like they sound like ok acquaintances at best in actuality they’re just awkward introverts stuck in the same couch and felt like they should talk to each other. 
third, tecna has not shown any interest in s1 like the most they’ve done is her saying hi to Timmy, and the girls going OOOOoooooOOOOOOo look techna its Timmy. Now, I’m aroace and let me tell you how fucking annoying it was to grow up and girls would INSIST you have a crush and they will NOT leave you alone. THIS feels like that, nothing in Tecna’s actions show that she’s romantically interested and since this is a cartoon where any kind of special interaction is enhanced by close ups and long staring she didn’t have any of that in s1 it came out of fucking nowhere in s2 and hit me in the fucking face.
fourth, I hate the way tecna is in s2 the way she acts towards Timmy in the early episodes is so fucking weird. She’s projecting this romanticized version of Timmy in this weird VR headset and Timmy is just like oh hey tehna wanna hear about literally the only thing we talk about it because neither of us seem to have any kind of other interest? Then later in the episode where the Trix break into the school she gets mad at Timmy for not standing up to the Trix and its like BITCH??? YOU couldn’t defeat them what makes you think HE CAN???? Like do you want him to DIE. YA KNOW LIKE SKYE??? HE LEGIT JUST SAW SKYE DIE HE’S NOT GONNA STAND UP TO THEM WITH HIS TINY ASS LASER GUN.
She just suddenly loses her critical thinking skills and starts projecting this romance on Timmy.
Fifth, Timmy also seems very chill about Tecna they really felt like friends in s1 just vibing talking about interests that no one else in their friend group shared
lastly, there’s that stupid episode where Tecna goes why do u only talk to me about technology. BITCH WHATE ELSE DO U LIKE HMM???? The show never bothered to establish anything outside of tech and logic for you at that point. 
My solution:
we’re going to recycle that tecna projecting weird shit into Timmy because I think that this can become an important lesson to other people to not romanticize your crush. Don’t attach random traits to real people and get mad that they don’t act like the way you’ve envisioned them. 
I’ll make them date for like three weeks before they realize that they were more comfortable as friends break up and become really close sharing interests and being supportive without the pretense of forced romance. You get the message of not every person of the opposite sex is a potential partner and the second message that you can break up with someone cordially and still be friends it’s not impossible.
Also maybe give tecna an interest outside of technology for example if she’s into logic maybe she likes mysteries and thrillers because using logic to find out the killer and solve problems sounds like something she could do and it would be useful for plot related stuff.
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ⓘ Intro ; Beckett being chaotic so you don’t have too! 🥲 And here we thought he was normal!! 😭
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##2021 FANSIGN!!
*beckett casually talking to a fan.* *fans leaves and the others start chanting out they love him.* “Beckett-ah We love you!” *grimaces playfully.*
*Wish I could say the same!” He playfully joked as both he and them continued doing it through the entire fansign.”
“Beckett-ah marry me please.’ Someone in the crowd had yelled getting his attention. *raises eyebrow* ‘Ummm..No thanks.’ He chuckled.
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##I’M BORED V-LIVE !!
*was fiddling with his phone until he decided to change his voicemail for no reason.* ‘Beckett-ah what are you doing?’
*he didn't say anything and continued to fiddle with his phone.* ‘I think I got it set. Want to hear it?’ He asked the viewers who agreed to hear the nonsense they knew he came with.
‘Hello.........*screams*.’ *He looked at the phone to see everyone’s reactions.* ‘Umm...you're weird. You know that right?’
‘One day you’re going to give somebody a heart attack.’ *he couldn't help but chuckle.* ‘And when that days come I'll be right there to save them. Just so I can do it again.‘ 
*fans thought he was legit going crazy but nope he was just being his usual chaotic neutral self. someone get him help pls- 😭*
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##WEVERSE VOICE MESSAGE!!
‘Yah pabo are you guys sleeping?’
*crickets*
‘Aish-here I thought we could have a lovely conversation but nope, you guys are sleepy.’
‘I feel as though our relationship is deteriorating. But you guys don’t seem to care. You know, I think this might be the end of our relationship.’ 
*crickets*
‘I hope all your orders for my new album gets lost in the mail. But that’s all from me. Good night.’
*then mans has the audacity to comment on somebody’s weverse post when they had asked what was wrong with him last night, and which he replied. Mans chose violence.....😭
‘You. Why don't you get pabo? Don't ask pabo questions?! Do you want to fight? You'll lose and that's a promise.’
*why does he want fight everyone? why is he like this?!*
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##ISAC!!
Euphony; Beckett-ah?!
Beckett; 🤨
Euphony; Beckett-ah?! 🤭
Beckett; 👀🤨
Euphony; Beckett-ah?! 🤨
Beckett; 🏃🏻
*Context; Euphony were basically trying to get Beckett’s attention, but he was basically ignoring them. Each time he would look towards them he would wear a look of confusion. Again, they called his name and he would look at them the same way again before looking away. The third time they had called him he had a ran away as they were the ones confused*
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##MY FRIENDS NOÉ-LOG!!
*he decided to hang out with his two close friends blair and romeo. he treated them both to lunch at this local korean barbecue place he knew.* *let’s just say he had some interesting conversation starters.*
‘So what are your views on politics?’ *pls- the way they looked at him like he was crazy. 😭. But that was just the start of it.*
‘So I guess you guys don't have any? Well....this awkward but awkward is the funniest so let's keep it this way.’ *there's no one quite like him.* ‘I really do love our friendship even if we don't hang out that much. But let's not make it an everyday thing, ok?’
*the moment the bill came he pretended not see it.*
Beckett; 👀
Romeson; 🤨
*in the end he did pay for it tho like the good friend he is. or did he? jk he did.*
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##ALBUM UNPACKAGING!!
*this was during his cassette single promotions. and it was so chaotic!!*
‘Let’s open the album, shall we?’
*he basically shook all the contents out of the album leaving it a heap on the table.*
‘I don’t think that’s how you’re supposed to open an album but it’s my album so I don’t care.’ *each time he would show the viewers a photo or poster he would show them it for like 3 seconds before moving on to the next one.*
*after he was done showing off the album. he sat there staring into space before sighing.* ‘that was stressful. You know if you guys are going to buy the album just to go through all that then don’t buy it.’ *legit told us fans to not buy the album. what?! 😭*
*yes that's how he ended the vlive. like what?! mans took a great nap after that I bet. He needed it with his weird self.*
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ⓘ outro; overall beckett is a weird and chaotic neutral npc who just wants to live as a rock. but we still love him anyway no matter how weird he is. appreciate him!! 🤭😭
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archvampyr · 11 months
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I started watching The Glory and it made me think back to my own, not really that savere case of bullying. Don't worry lol, my bully wasn't and still isn't smart enough to do anything really meaningful. Bitch was really bad at legitimately everything, even being a bully. Let's use alex as her nickname here, never with a capital a. She used it on social media herself. Girlie was real unintelligent so she'd bully me so I don't note in class - too bad I wasn't stupid and didn't need that. It did stress me out tho, I had a small family drama because of it. I don't think my mom ever noticed, not that she needed to. alex went to the same middle school as me, but obviously wasn't smart enough for it. It was her regional school, a thing that functioned here in Poland at that time - if you were too dumb, they'll just put you in a school close enough to your home address. She had to change school because of her insanely low intelligence, went to the second worst middle school in the city focused on sports (she wasn't good at sports, just too stupid to go anywhere else). I found actual besties in middle school and since her bullying was so poorly done, I just ignored her and she had no friends whatsoever. After she dissapeared I was already a goth, I still am today at 23. And I became the bully police.
My bestie at that time, a very colorful, somewhat pretentious but still awesome lesbian girl, was bullied herself by two girls from class A. We were in class C. And boy oh boy was I good at being a bully cop. When you TRULY stop caring about what people think you become indestructible. I never talked to these girls without them starting a spat, if they minded their own business, so did I. But if they didin't, I was not afraid to make them cry. They phisically and mentally assaulted my bestie, it was sometimes kinda severe (there was blood once), so they did in fact deserve it. I never did anything violent, words do more than physical acts. And they were too scared to do anything to me. At the end of the year, they left her alone. We also had two people, a guy and a girl, in our class, who were not really bullies, just fucking mean. They used to take pics of people without their consent and post them on facebook, and nobody ever spoke up, to not make things worse. Well I didn't care about NoRmiEs, so I spoke to the teacher during English class. "Excuse me, D is taking pics". D got six 1 grades (Polish version of F), because the teacher also checked her notebook and workbooks, and she had no notes and no homework. She was later crying, her grades were already low and she almost failed the semester.
In high school I legit just was reading books on breaks, but all of my classmates including a 6" boudybulder were scared shitless when I even looked at them (I LEGIT HAVE NO IDEA WHY i dint't do anything) so it was all cool. I later learned that the bodybiulder was bullying gay students and went into action. I was good at Polish, so after our finals he asked me if he did a cardinal mistake on his sheet, it makes you fail the exam. I said yes even though he dind't. That was for all the gays of this high school. Obviously the dude passed but was scared shitless for a month, when waiting for the results.
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Kurt Glee Rewatch: Vitamin D
Not a lot of Kurt this ep, but damn, guess it’s canon he’s done drugs now lol
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Lol at least Kurt is practicing his spins. You gotta spot yourself, babe.
Also, Kurt giving 0 fs about Will teaching, just scrolling through his phone. 
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I feel like Will can sense that Kurt is so done with him, so he makes zero effort. I legit can’t think of a single moment where the two connect? In s2 they talk? But it’s not that heartfelt and mainly Kurt calling him out on being complacent.
And I totally get Kurt wanting to be on the girls team. Puck (and prob the other footballers tho I’d like to think Mike and Matt weren’t involved) regularly bully him, why the hell would Kurt want to spend more time with them?
I do get the sense that Kurt loves Glee club, loves his new friend group, but would have no issue with Will being replaced bc oof
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Lowkey a fan of this look. And I love the eyeroll at Puck. Even as they all change, Kurt is never really close to Puck, don’t even have a legit conversation, and that’s fair bc Puck was one of the main bullies at the start.
Although, I do wish there was growth in Kurt getting to hang with the glee guys? We got the Kurt and Finn brother arc? But (esp with that stupid s3 moment Kurt dedicates his song to the guys) It would be interesting to see the guys learning to not just accept him, but actually spend time with him etc. I’ll def go into this more in later seasons...
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Can we just appreciate his expression here omg. Also love how he’s the only one who wears a scarf bc ofc
And then after the song all the guys celebrate and Kurt is off to the side but then Mike Chang goes over to include him which is so sweet. Wish we saw them have a conversation.... ever.
No but really, besides Finn, Kurt doesn’t talk to the guys. There’s Duets with Sam? But guess Kurt was scared off bc they never talk again til s5. Ugh.
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Love that he helps the girls out bc valid, there the only ones who are his actual friends.
Also, that comment about wanting exotic bird feathers.... I’ve done a heavy breakdown of all his fashion and he has never worn feathers?? I feel like a lot of his more flamboyant looks (heels, tiaras, corset...) are all off screen?
Maybe part is Chris Colfer declining (which, fair, he was getting enough hate for playing Kurt), but also they’ll add in these stereotypes as a joke when Kurt... really isn’t that girly? 
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Kurt’s look when Rachel says ‘sexual hunger of modern teens’ lol. And then he puts on sunglasses bc... sunshine? Was that scripted bc lowkey seems like a Chris move.
Will say, I kinda liked the girls better? But just bc the song choices were v fun. Poor Jenna tho, has permanent neck pain bc of this performance.
I know this is them on drugs, but in general there are soo many group performances done ‘for fun’ that are better than majority of their competition songs like gosh.
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And now Sue joins, sadly don’t have their unlikely (sorta) friendship yet.
Also, totally agree with Figgins about Will’s obsession with victory no matter the cost influencing the kids, but then his solution is Sue? Who’s... just as obsessed?
And Will is disappointed in the kids? Last ep he brought in an alcoholic who was way older then him and who flirted with teenage boys. And they didn’t think they were really doing something wrong, they were trusting their nurse? Like, they’re kids and most of this is them being failed by the adults around them.
I do wonder if parents were informed bc omg imagine Burt finding out. Prob not, bc school doesn’t want to get in trouble.
Anyway, next ep, also Kurt-light
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berrymeter · 3 years
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me: im gonna try not to cry when i leave
me not even a minute later after leaving:
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#perth.txt#I HATE LEAVING THE HORSIES FUCKED UP TO BE POOR & RELY ON GRANDMA MONEY#swear to fuck i get home i get my id done i get my vax n then i WORK#if i work even part time i should be able to at least pay some stuff if i were to be able to come back for some vacation...#tbh uni is kind of holding me back since inperson classes are starting again ://#working would be easier if it was online classes... man idec about moving out as much this is what i wanna do in life!!!#i enjoy being around horses!! i enjoy taking care of them!! yes even the gross parts of taking care of horses!!#i also love kids and teaching them honse is the exact balance between my love for kids and not being TOO responsible#like i couldnt be a school teacher yk it's Too Much but teaching kids honse could be so nice...#the centre owner suggested i ask the main instructor for my friend's number bc she also wants to ride more often#but it's hard w studies so we could try to come together so it costs less#especially since she comes at her grandparents' house it would be so much easier if i was allowed to come with.....#we're not... that close admittedly but im also a legit delight irl (on here too but yk) so if her grandparents agreed.....#ugh i just. the owner told us last week that theres a huge shortage on instructors so it makes everything seem so much more possible :(#if only i could afford it yk? bc i need a better level to do it but if i ride regularly on my own for a year or two i should be ok...#again... i gotta afford it tho. BUT it's also way less expensive in the countryside omgg#a one person (so much more thorough) course is 40 bucks here. in the city for a year u gotta pay 800 bucks and like um hello lmao#and it's for group classes where u ride once a week...... like even if the other one is 'more expensive' it's also MUCH better#the horses are also in much better condition like in the city they all hate each other and hate doing ANYTHING#which is understandable bc theyre also like. CONSTANTLY being ridden. bro i would be mad too???#anyway sorry for rambling i just need a jobbb ughh
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xpeachesncream · 3 years
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lowkey (jjk) | 02.
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⦿ boo’d up in the daytime
⦿ mackin’ & hangin’ in the nighttime
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summary: in order to pass organic chemistry and pay off your car damages from an accident, all you have to do is help the nerd, jeon jungkook, with a few things: pretend to be his girlfriend and teach him the ways of dating.
pairing: popular!reader x nerd!jjk
genre: college au, fake dating au, friends (with benefits?) to lovers au | fluff, angst, smut
words: 3.2k
warnings: cussing, implied sexual content/mature language, kissy-kissy koo, mentions of a boner, mention of sex and cum, seokjin’s still toxic
note: posting this chapter a little early since it’s butter weekend, plus the last part of liquid courage should be up sat/sun. still sticking to my schedule in my faq though, srry loves! i’ll do my best to update as soon as i can. 💗
tags: @taegularities​ @jimidol​ @miinoongi​ @bluesharksandfish​ @ggukkieland​ @unicornbabylover​ @thebeebi​ @preciouschimine​ @ladyartemesia​ @moonchild1​ @jikookiekosmos​ @marcoazz2​ @kootaes​ @wearenot7withu​ @codeinebelle​ @bigbootyjoonie​ @thisartemisnevermisses​ @maichiverse​ @ppeachyttae​ @fairysunooo​ @secretlycrazyhummingbird​ @yukiehyukie​
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"I heard you were in an accident last night, babe. Are you okay? I'm so sorry I got mad at you yesterday." Seokjin comes towards you, cupping your face to look at every inch, every detail. You move away from his hold, backing up to give yourself some space.
"Seokjin, I told you to stop calling me that. Jesus. I'm fine. Don't need you to check up on me."
"Are you really gonna keep that up? I said I was sorry."
"Okay, and? I heard you."
"Really, that's it? Y/N, why are you being like this? What's the real reason?" He follows after you as you make your way to the library. To say Seokjin was persistent is an understatement— he was persistent for the wrong reasons. Like, keeping you close so he had you to fall on when things went wrong with another chick, his safety net.
"Because this is done, I don't know how many times I have to tell you. I'm tired of you doing this so, please. Just go." You slightly turn towards him as you climb up the stairs.
"I wanna work this out with you. Don't push me away. Let me help." You don't respond. He watches as you adjust your bag strap and wave at Jungkook. Seokjin chuckles and grabs your wrist gently, making Jungkook suddenly hop on defense as he balls his fists. Like he could do shit. Seokjin would probably wreck his ass with those broad shoulders.
Still. He hated how much of an asshole he was to you.
"Wait, what the fuck?" Seokjin laughs his rare, deep laugh that he uses when he's caught off guard. "You're hanging out with nerds, now?"
"And if I was, that would be none of your business." You snatch your arm away while glaring at him. You shake your head and continue walking towards Jungkook, relieved Seokjin finally left you alone today. Probably off to tell Namjoon, Yoongi and his friends how much of a bitch you've been and that you actually left him to hang out with a nerd.
Sunmi knows you're being tutored. However if that wasn't the case, she would question you, but she never take their side on shit. She remained loyal to you, and always supported you through whatever. That's why she's remained your bestfriend until this day. The senior chicks Seokjin and them hung around with though? Questionable. As long as Sunmi was by your side and you by hers, you both didn't care much for getting close to them.
"Hey, sorry you had to see that." You say as you sigh and set your bag down alongside of you on the long table.
"It's alright." Jungkook replies softly. "Are you okay?"
"Yes. Thanks." You give him a tiny, tightlipped smile. "So, should we get right into tutoring, or should we talk about the details of our deal? I have all afternoon." Luckily, it was quite loud in the loud section of the library. No one cared much to listen in to your secret deal with Jungkook, nor did anyone care because it was Jungkook.
"I do too. I guess, whatever works for you?"
"Let's get this tutoring over with first then iron out the rest." He nods.
"Sure." He pulls out his notebook. "Tell me, what are you struggling with?"
"Everything." He does a small head tilt.
"I doubt that. I'm sure you understand some things."
"No, you don't understand Jungkook. I'm legit drowning. I don't know what I'm doing wrong or where I'm lacking." Jungkook simply looks at you, lips pressed together before he nods. You're not lacking anywhere, he thinks. You're really not. The subject is just shitty and the spawn of the devil.
"That's okay. Well, can I go over some basics? Throw in some tips?"
"Yes, please. Lead the way. I need you." You chuckled, but it makes the heat rush to his cheeks. He hopes you don't catch the rosy tint creeping up on them, so he instantly grabs at the whiteboard near your table and starts to go over the very beginning, the very basics of this semester's OChem class. Maybe a bit from last semester, but last semester wasn't entirely that bad compared to this one.
He didn't expect you to be all that engaged for some reason, but he should have known you'd ask questions left and right, taking the black whiteboard marker from his hand to practice what you've learned with him watching and guiding you from your side. You were always focused, always so determined. You were incredibly smart. Incredibly beautiful.
Honestly, Jungkook go on for days.
The both of you hadn't realized it was nearing close to 5PM and neither of you had really eaten much since lunch. You sit, feeling pretty good about your first session with Jungkook. You feel a little bad having kept him for so long over OChem, realizing you still had things to iron out with him.
[sunmi] 4:34pm: hey babe, not gonna be leaving for a bit. i forgot i had to work on this psych project with jennie. you okay with leaving around 6/7?
"Crap."
"What's the matter?" Jungkook glances at you as you continue to stare at your phone and scroll away.
"Sunmi isn't leaving until later. I'll probably be stuck here for a little longer after you leave." You put your phone down, now resting your chin against your palm, nails slightly digging into your cheek.
"I-I can give you a ride, if you'd like? Plus, we still need to talk.. about stuff." He shyly says.
"Jungkook, that's too much to ask for."
"It's really not a big deal. How far do you live from campus?"
"Maybe a 10 minute drive, the next exit off the freeway." He shrugs.
"I'm going in that direction too."
"Are you sure?"
"Positive. We can just talk on the way home."
"Would you be willing to stop by for dinner? We can talk then. Maybe it can be considered our 'first date.'" You joke with a small giggle.
"Oh, sure. Yeah." He gives off a tiny, nervous laugh. "Where did you have in mind?"
"Can we get.. hm—" You hum. "Fire Wings? Down the street?" He almost feels intoxicated watching how your eyes gleam under the light, how they brighten and widen when you mention food. You were cute, and you didn't even know it.
"Only if you tell me what flavors you get." He tries to get smart, which makes you laugh. He made you laugh.
"Is this judgment day? Gonna see if you should call quits on our deal before it even starts?"
"Maybe." He goes along with it.
"Okay. Garlic Parmesan and Dragon." You pack up your things before shooting him a look.
"Okay, solid flavors." He nods. "I guess we can continue on."
"You're funny." You giggle as you both throw your bags onto your backs. You stay in your position until Jungkook comes to your side so you can walk by him. You don't know much about him, but he has a soft demeanor and he makes you feel comfortable. You had only seen him a couple of times across campus, not really noticing him much in class either. You feel a little bad knowing you didn't even try being that he sat behind you, but better late than never I guess? Maybe there was a reason for all of this happening. The way he tutored you today was insane, too— he was super smart, but broke it down perfectly, was patient. He was patient.
No wonder Dr. K loved his ass.
"What about you?" You picked up the conversation.
"I usually go for a dry rub and Garlic Parmesan."
"I haven't tried any dry rubs."
"You can try one of mine later."
"Okay." You suddenly remember to shoot Sunmi a text before she comes looking for you everywhere on campus. Jungkook stays silent beside you, allowing you to do your thing without being too overbearing or nosy.
But, he honestly can't help but glance a few times.
[y/n] 5:11pm: sorry just saw this, hitching a ride with my tutor. don't worry about me! ty ily, have fun working on your project.
[sunmi] 5:13pm: tutor, as in jeon jungkook?
[y/n] 5:15pm: yeah, he offered.
[sunmi] 5:16pm: okay, that was nice of him. if he tries anything tho i'll beat his ass. text me when u get home?
[y/n] 5:17pm: don't worry about him, he won't lol i will.
[sunmi] 5:18pm: kk love u b
"Sorry." You say, tucking your phone into your pocket. "Had to text Sunmi."
"That's okay. You two are really close, right?"
"Yeah, since high school."
"Cool." At this point, Jimin, Taehyung and Hoseok are coming out of the café at the same you two are passing.
"What about you, where are your friends?"
"Um." He sighs, trying to avoid his friends obnoxiously waving and calling him from the distance. You glance over from behind his figure, chuckling a little bit. "That's them."
"Cute. You all are really close, too?"
"Ya, I've known Jimin the longest though." You smile and wave at them, causing them to gasp and whisper amongst each other with huge smiles on their faces.
"I'll need to meet them if we're gonna do this thing for real. Do they know?"
"Yeah kinda."
"That's okay. We should probably work on keeping it between us though." He nods.
"Okay, but. Can we save meeting them for later? They're a bit.. much." You smile.
"Sure."
"D-do I have to meet Sunmi?" You nod.
"If you wanna make this believable, yeah."
"She's kinda scary."
"Jungkook, she's not gonna bite your head off. She just has that look, but I promise she's sweet." That look, that resting bitch face. Really, you could be biased because it's Sunmi. She really only had issues if she felt disrespected. Other than that, she meant well. Same with you— you've been accused of being intimidating and having the same look but you don't mean any harm by it.
"Okay." Jungkook unlocks his black 2016 Honda Civic and pops his bag in the trunk. You do the same, while Jungkook goes to open the passenger door for you.
"Thanks." You smile sweetly at him. He climbs into his seat, hitting the button to start the car and sighs. The music in the background starts to play, and it sounds mellow, soothing— like it came straight out of a fairytale. His eyes widen as he rushes to lower the volume before shyly looking at you.
"Sorry."
"What, no. Don't be. What is this?"
"A Final Fantasy lofi mix." He begins to drive off as you turn the volume back up.
"It's nice. Pretty relaxing."
"Ya, it's nice to listen to after a long day." He pushes his glasses up at the light.
"Do you have family here?" He nods.
"I do. My mom and dad live about an hour away. I'm the only child. What about you?"
"Same. They're probably 30 minutes up north."
"Do you live alone?"
"Yeah, I live in a studio. It's actually my coworker's. She bought the space to rent it out. She lets me rent it for pretty cheap though."
"That's nice."
"You?"
"I live with Jimin. Our parents are close."
"What about your other friends?"
"Hoseok is dorming, and Taehyung would rather live back home with his family and commute. He's close to them. He'll crash at ours or Hoseok's from time to time."
"Are you close to your family?" He nods as he turns into the plaza lot.
"I suppose, yes. I'm just really quiet overall, so they think it's hard to read me sometimes." He parks and you watch as he shuts the car off with the same button. "You?"
"Yeah, I'm really close to my mom. Dad, a little questionable."
"Why, if I may ask?" He comes to open your door again, causing you to give him a small smile.
"He, um. Just got into some stuff." He watches as your body tenses while you fiddle with your fingers waiting in line.
"It's okay, don't think about it. I won't ask again."
"It's okay, Jungkook. Really. Maybe another time?" You look up at him and he nods. He stands way taller than you, almost at Seokjin's height, if not the same. He likes to wear baggy, dark clothing and doesn't do much to fix or style his hair.
He's simple, but in a good way.
You both order your food with Jungkook going first so he can grab a table afterwards. Before he could pay though, you offer to cover him for dinner as your way of thanking him for driving you home. You make your way over to the table he snags, Jungkook silently sitting at the high table with his legs pressed together and his hands clasped tightly on his lap.
"You okay?"
"Ya, why?"
"You look tense."
"Sorry. It's not everyday I have dinner with Y/N." You smile.
"Stop, relax." You watch as he slightly eases up. "So, this deal." He nods. "A month?"
"Yeah, I suppose."
"We have to convince people it's real or else people will know something weird is going on." You look at his hand, now resting on the table. "You're gonna have to hold my hand and kiss me, you know?" He swallows the lump in his throat. Shit, he thinks. Don't know if I can actually pull this off?
A kiss?! Fuck.
"Y-yeah."
"When was your last relationship, Jungkook?"
"8th grade." Your eyes widen.
"O-oh, now I see."
"What's that supposed to mean? It's terrible, I know but I—"
"No, no, no. You're good. It's totally okay, it doesn't matter. I'll just have to teach you to make it look realistic and not.. awkward." You perk up again. "Not saying that you are though, okay."
"I know."
"So, are you.."
"Am I..?" He cocks hid head to the side in confusion.
"Like.."
"Just ask Y/N."
"Are you a virgin?"
"I don't know." You furrow your brows.
"Huh?"
"Look, this is gonna sound really embarrassing and I don't know if I'm even ready to tell my fake girlfriend about it."
"Just say it. We have to know things about each other." He sighs.
"I— ugh." He groans. "I did it with my girlfriend at the time. Or I guess my ex because we had broken up and this was sometime during freshmen year in high school and she came onto me out of nowhere at a mutual friend's pool party. But it was weird because we were just hormonal kids and I was just curious so I slipped myself into her only to slip back out right after because—" He's rambling, but you're doing your best to keep up.
"Because?"
"I-I, ugh. Y/N." He shuts his eyes and pinches the bridge of his nose. "Are you really gonna make me say it?"
"Jungkook." You lean a bit to try and catch eye contact.
"I came right away." He says just as the worker puts down your food and takes the number from your table.
"Ohhhhhhh." You say as you nod slowly. "Okay."
"You can just run now." His head hangs low as he slowly slides his chicken over in front of him, causing you to chuckle.
"I'm not going anywhere. It's okay. Stop that."
"It's pathetic."
"No. Besides, I know you'll get better overall, and you'll find someone who will rock with you till the end. We'll work on this."
"Thanks." He says, feeling comfortable around you. You were quick to reassure him and smile at him, he felt himself melting in his seat. Yeah, you were too good for Seokjin.
"You'll have to come to parties with me. Club events. Events in general. It won't look right if I'm always going without you."
"Okay. Can I bring my friends?"
"Sure." He nods. "What do you do in your free time?"
"Play video games and listen to music. Read comics, manga. Build lego sets with the guys."
"Cute." You smile.
"You?"
"Hang out with Sunmi, or just watch movies on my own at my place. Read. Eat by myself. Explore by myself. I value my alone time."
"It's nice." Jungkook's familiar with it. Even if he had his friends around, he truly liked being in his own peace when allowed. "What about outside of the public eye?"
"Hm?" You hum.
"Do we hang out?"
"Yeah we can." You nod.
"Cool." He smiles.
"Is my car gonna be a lot of work for you?"
"Don't worry about it, it'll be good soon. Just might take a bit cause I need some parts to make it look brand new again."
"I really can't thank you enough." He shrugs.
"Only trying to help my girlfriend out." He boldly says, causing you to laugh.
"Confidence is peeking through already, are you sure you need me?" You joke. The rest of the evening, you continue to talk to Jungkook about pretty surface level shit— what you like, dislike, overall experience in high school and college so far. It was a nice, harmless conversation, one where you were starting to see how warmhearted Jungkook really was. How real and laid back.
None of the shit in Seokjin's group. It was refreshing, a breath of fresh air.
Once dinner had finally finished, Jungkook was on his way to drop you off. He had parked in an empty guest spot, offering to walk you up just to be sure. At the door, he took a peek at how clean your studio was, mainly soft colors of white and cream taking over, with plants scattered around your living room area. The hallway in was sandwiched between your kitchen area and another wall, Jungkook assuming your bed was on the opposite side of it. He awkwardly stands at the door, afraid of overstepping.
"Well, goodnight Y/N. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Hey, wait." You smile and come close to him. He swallows, his mouth suddenly feeling dry when he feels your breasts press against his chest. "First lesson— give me a kiss."
"Right now?"
"Jeon Jungkook, we're doing this tomorrow. People are gonna have to see this at least once while we're together." He nods and presses a quick kiss against your cheek. "Not bad, but a little longer?" He complies and presses another kiss, leaving his pillowy lips against your cheek for a little longer before pulling away. "Perfect. Now here." You point at your lips before crossing your arms.
"Y/N, I—"
"Don't be afraid, just do it. I won't kick you in the balls or anything."
"It's not that. I just don't think I'm a great at this stuff."
"Okay." You tippytoe and gently grab his jaw while you lean towards his face. "Just relax, okay? Don't think too much of it." He stays silent, doe eyes constantly on you as you continue to inch forward.
Sparks. Just sparks everywhere for Jungkook.
He feels your soft lips against his and he relaxes, moreso because he feels like he's lost all senses being this close to you. Taking in your scent. Kissing you.
"There." He stands still, still trying to process the kiss. "Not bad. We'll get better over time, but at least that looks believable. Just—" You put his hands down as they were about to fall onto your hips during the kiss, but they fell short. "Let it happen and hold me, okay?" You smile. "Night Jungkook."
"N-night." He stutters as he watches you close the door. "Fuck." He whispers to himself when he realizes he's now sporting a boner. "Jungkook, what the fuck is this?!" He continues to whisper to himself as he waddles down your hallway.
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greensaplinggrace · 2 years
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favorite thing about North
I have to choose??! No.
Okay so first of all, she's a badass. Like straight up a fantastic fighter, a quick thinker, and the type of person who can take the lead and cover someone's weaknesses with supreme hyper-competence. Any time Markus fails at something she is always right there to cover for him. Failed drone? Boom. North smashes it to pieces. Forget to lock the door? Don't worry. North has got it covered. Knocks the guy out in seconds. Don't make it to the edge of the roof? Wham bam thank you mam, North is literally right there to help you back up again and save Markus's ass. Not to mention that if Markus dies she takes the lead without hesitation and fights for her people's rights.
I've talked about it here but she's kind as well! She has an amazingly rounded personality. She's conscious of other people's beliefs and feelings, and even though she argues with Josh a lot you can tell she trusts him and would go to bat for him in a second. Their closeness is pretty evident in scenes where he has to pull her away from Markus and Connor when they die, and also the way they speak to each other in the council room if Markus isn't there to lead them. Also also the way she fully supports Markus no matter which direction he goes, even if it's fully peaceful and she disagrees with it, is amazing. She's empathetic and always allows Markus to go to her with his worries and always offers him comfort and always helps him no matter her own feelings on the route they're taking. She's respectful of his wishes for the dirty bomb and would literally give him her heart if he allowed it.
Yet she's loyal and kind and compassionate but she isn't a pushover. She speaks her mind. She disagrees readily and argues when she feels the need to. She's so full of fire and a fierceness that I adore, and the way she channels that is just so raw and unbridled and right. She has the right to feel the way she does and speak the way she does.
My favorite thing about her is that she's willing to fight for and die for this cause of freeing her people. That she's vicious and angry and jaded and hurt and it's all for what was done to her and those around her. That she cares so much and just wants to finally be free of the tortures she was put through. And still even when she doesn't know if it will work she goes the peaceful route. She's never cruel. She never detonates the bomb against Markus's wishes. She never hurts someone just for the sake of hurting them.
She has so much agency in the way she speaks up and disagrees even when she still has the strength to follow a plan she's wary of. She's such a strong character in every way. Emotionally and physically and mentally. She's capable and vicious but not closed off. She loves with everything she has and cares for those around her. She mourns but doesn't let that loss break her. She's respectful of others and their beliefs but not afraid to speak her mind.
She's a good person. An amazing friend. A spectacular woman. A brilliant fighter. Anybody would be lucky to have her in their life. She's not emotionless or crazy or violent or 'uncontrollable' as the fandom likes to paint her. She's a complex character with a variety of faults and strengths and weaknesses and interests and passions. And by god is she passionate.
I love that about her so much.
Hell, she meets Connor for like two seconds, knows he's the deviant hunter, and immediately starts to care for him, shows concern for him, and accepts him into the fold. I don't understand why the fandom always makes her so distrustful of him in fics when she legit spends two seconds being wary before she's like, 'this is another person who deserves freedom and I will care about them with my whole heart'.
Honestly North is just the best. And playing a path where Markus fails (even though it pains me so much). Just makes me love and appreciate her all the more. This is a woman who knows what she wants, and despite being respectful of those around her and those she's trying to help, is not afraid to speak up about it and let the world know she deserves to be treated right. Good for her.
So anyways, tl;dr she's a strong, passionate, kind, vicious, angry, sincere, honest, competent, and simply amazing character who is absolutely vital to the plot and crucial to the progress of the entire game. dbh wouldn't even be the same without her. dbh wouldn't even be alive without her tbh, and neither would Markus 💖
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kilannad · 3 years
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First thoughts on Campaign three
I LOVE them, your honor. That's all you need to know.
Okay but seriously;
Let's start with Ashton and FCG (and no, I cannot believe we have a he/they robit that goes by Fresh Cut Grass. Sam and Liam--what the actual fuck?)
I really enjoy the thought that FCG met Ashton and was like "yes, I like your gender, I'll do the same." These people also have such a cool dynamic. Ashton will be the Beau of this campaign--constantly saying fuck, absolutely zero shits, vague morality that will one day show a marshmallow center. Pairing this with a legit therapy robot that seems to have been created for the purpose of helping people is fantastic. Big asshole enjoys tiny friendly BFF. I love them.
The fact that FCG seems to have given us his sad backstory in the first episode just convinces me that Sam has something incredible in the works. Also, whatever subclass--clearly homebrewed from what i can tell--apparently has the ability to take half pain from others which is wild and has such angst potential, I'm ready to cry already. (Also, from a mechanical standpoint its WILD. The half damage is first moved to temp hit points and then, from what I can guess, whatever of those t.h.p don't get used after a certain length of time--maybe a minute?--give FCG damage from their actual hp. So weird, I love it)
Ashton...I'm not sure where they're going. Something wild, considering Tal. Tho, honestly, how has this eldritch horror given us a literal Punk Rock that is a Gender??? Apparently they have a dunamantic subclass, also clearly homebrewed. Or maybe just wild magic barbarian. Something like that, which is also WILD. Makes me wonder where they learned their abilities.
Alright, let's hit the next two: lesbian queens Imogen and Laudna. First, I feel like I should say I would absolutely offer my heart to either of them and have never been so horny at a creepy undead in my entire life.
Let's hit southern bell, Imogen, first since we know the least here: young, polite, southern girl just wants to figure out where her powers came from. Honestly, loving the callbacks to Fjord and it's a really sweet first layer of what I'm sure will turn out to be a more complicated backstory. And, oh yeah, she can READ MINDS. I don't know anything about the psionic subclass, but I'm excited to see where Laura goes with it. Seems like a lot of opportunity for shenanigans, though this might turn out to be a 'discover your roots' kind of story, which I support.
Now: Laudna.
I've gotta say, my first instinct was De Rollo, and I'm sticking to it. That, or a Briarwood. Maybe one of Percy's sisters got killed/turned. I've seen a lot of dhampir/undead floating around. I saw one post that said one of the Briarwoods is her warlock patron which would be SO COOL. Maybe Marisha is just fucking with us, which is a possibility. Thus far, we haven't really seen any of the PCs with close ties to PCs from another campaign except Orym, and even that seems to just be a simple working relationship. It would be really cool to see what can be done with this connection if it does exist.
As for Laudna herself--she's so freaking cool. I love how she's naturally so creepy and off-putting but just doesn't seem to notice. Carries a dead rat on her belt, asks FCG if they kept the bodies of their fallen comrades, and is surprised when children run. It's amazing and I have no idea where she's going or how she possibly met Imogen. I expect fantastic dynamics from these two.
Next, let's talk about everyone's favorite silver fox; Bertrand Bell
I should prefix by saying I haven't seen either of the one-shots he appears in. He is also an easy way to address all of the negative comments which seem to derive from the cast reusing old characters--I have no idea who this fucker is. Didn't even know he'd shown up before until I saw a post about it. That being said; within that first episode I got a really good look into his character and I was instantly caught by his personality and how well Travis plays him. I don't know shit about the one-shots but I know Bertrand Bell and I think if Travis wants to explore him more then he should be able to.
That being said:
I agree with a lot of people that he doesn't seem like a permanent character. The fact that he's two levels above the rest of the group, plus that he's apparently gone back in levels in the last thirty years doesn't show great things. The fact that he's also apparently the first quest giver instead of an NPC is also really strange and doesn't seem to indicate he'll be a recurring character for long. Maybe Travis is just going to appear as a series of new characters instead of sticking with just one. Maybe his real character will show up later. Either way, I'm all for it. I think this is a really cool new way to start a campaign.
Now, probably the most controversial part of the party: Dorian, Orym, and Fern.
Now, I LOVE the Crownkeepers. Adore them. And I'm also super excited for them to show up here for a few reasons. Liam and Ashley both expressed desires to further explore these characters and I'm vibrating to do the same. We got such hints of little pieces of them in EXU and I want more. Of the Crownkeepers, they are also the most likely to split off from the group--Orym because he only went to Emon for Keyleth in the first place, and Fern because she always said she "had things to do". So, no, I don't think Fern and Orym are temp characters like some people are suggesting. Especially not since, as Matt said on twitter, they had the opportunity to re-roll their stats, tho Orym didn't take the option.
The fact that, if Bertrand indeed is only temporary, it means Orym at 13 has the highest INT is hilarious. He thought the Crownkeepers were the exception, but Nah, they were the rule.
Dorian...is different. We just learned that he's apparently from Marquet in the first place, which is really interesting and explains why he didn't seem to know anything about Tal'Dorei. It does make me wonder how long he'll stick around for--will he just go back to Tal'Dorei? Will some crazy part of his backstory show up and take him away and thus be the next EXU plotline? I'm not sure, but it'll be interesting.
What's even more interesting is how, exactly, this new campaign fits with the EXU storyline. It's been a year since the events of EXU and Matt said Orym was contacted while the Crownkeepers were in Byroaden. Now, last we saw them they were about to go south into Betrayer cult territory, tho they discussed going to Byroaden after for Opal to look into her family some more. My guess is that we WILL get a season two of EXU to finish the Tetrarchs stuff and that campaign three takes place after that season two. Maybe. It does beg the question of if the Crownkeepers ever went back to Emon to speak with Gilmore which was the original goal that they never finished.
The reason I see so many people complaining, I think, is partly because one: EXU was pretty controversial on it's own because of it's guided style which is different then the freeform of the main campaigns. I disagree, but that's a different post. The second reason is that people wanted to be able to start this with no needed knowledge about past campaigns. I still think this holds true. I mean, heck, not watching EXU might make it more interesting to see these three interact. I mean, we don't know how Imogen or Laudna met, or Ashton and FCG. We aren't complaining about that, so simply watch Orym, Fearn, and Dorian and enjoy the mysteries of their pasts.
The fact that this group started at level three and the WILD twists we've already seen within the first episode alone really tells me that CR is going all in here. The set, the characters, whatever wild story they're about to tell--it's going to be amazing. I trust in the CR team and cannot wait to watch them go on this adventure together, wherever it may lead.
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spideymarvelws · 3 years
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From your new doc Peter says “I think I’ll start off with my little slut,” I- that’s some content I didn’t know I would need 😂 if you could elaborate that would be amazing
That I shall
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Frat!Peter finding out the reader is a virgin
Warnings : SMUT! (dirty talk, choking, mentions of bondage, degrading, dom!peter) and a lil bit of floof, not much tho just a sprinkle
Word Count : 0.9k
Teasing Frat!Peter
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In all honesty, Peter said that as a joke
The heat of the moment type thing
Not really knowing the extent of his words
He knew it would make you embarrassed, causing you to tuck your head in his neck with your arms tightening around him, wanting to keep close
It was cute, to see your nose scrunch up, your head tilt down or look away, mumbling something along the lines of “fuck off”
Even if you would always find some way to hide your face, you always moved closer to him in the process
That and he could always guide your lips back on to his if he wanted
It was safe to say he loved to tease you for this reason
But he was planning on taking things slow with you after that night 
He didn’t think that you would want to jump into such intense things with him just yet
But boy he couldn't be more wrong
The morning after he was woken up to a big kiss and your wide doe eyes staring down at him
Without thinking he tackled you to the bed, littering your face with his own kisses, your sweet giggles filling the room
At first he was worried that things would be awkward between the both of you for a while
But it was the exact opposite of what he though
In fact you were much more bubbly and lively than before
And much, much more confident in pda with him
You never hesitated to grab his hand after he let it go to do something or place a kiss on his cheek as a goodbye or hello
You were much more cuddly with him, hanging off his limb any chance you got
At first he loved it, he loved that you were being touchy with him
He was so hesitant to do these things with you, afraid that you would turn away but now he he was free to pull you closer, to kiss you back with the same love and affection
That was until you started getting cocky with it
Cheekily kissing his neck in front of his friends, hugging him tighter when you said goodbye, pressing your breasts against his chest (sometimes when you weren't wearing a bra)
The final straw for him was when you lazily made out with him at a party, your hands wandering under his shirt, scratching his abs only for you to pull back and regroup with MJ, acting like the hard on in his pants wasn't your fault
He wanted nothing more but to bend you across the same table you pushed him against, to watch your ass turn red under his hand and to fuck you into place
But you both haven’t done it since that night 
Maybe he’d fingered you once or twice and taught you how to give him a proper blowjob he’s never had a better mouth around him
But never further than that
However, your misbehaving frustrated him to the core to the point were he decided to take things into his own hands
Because teasing was his thing
Later that night he cornered you in his room, wanting nothing more than to wipe that smirk off your mouth and make it scream his name instead
He opted to just hold you against the wall, keeping his hands clenched in a tight fist on either side of your head
“What are you doing?”
“I have no idea wha-”
“Don’t play coy with me,” he growled, “You’re teasing me, why?”
You bit your lip, looking him up and down with hungry eyes that he’s never seen before
“I’m just kissing my boyfriend, is that a crime spider-man?”
Now you were really getting on his nerves
“What do you think you’re doing,”
“I already said-”
his hand instinctively went to wrap around your throat but he stopped himself halfway only to have you grab his wrist and place it around your neck for him
“I know your holding back Peter,” you whispered, “I-I’ve been thinking about that night, a lot. The things you did, the things you’re capable of that you didn’t do, that I want you to do,”
“What are you saying,” he snarled
“I’m saying, I don’t want to go slow,” you purred, “I want you to fuck me Peter, like you want to,” you stepped up to him, brushing your lips against his, “I want you to own me,”
Your words made him scoff, taking his hand off your throat and passing it over his face, walking away from you with his other hand on his hip
“Are you sure you know what you’re asking for princess,” he rolled the sleeves of his hoodie up, letting you drool over the veins running up his forearm
You nodded quickly making him chuckle, “Words.”
“Yes,” you said immediately, your body stuck against the wall, unable to move
“Good, good,” he whispered, walking over to his closet and pulling out his web shooters, flicking it on his wrists, “Because this is going to be a long night princess,” he looked back up at you with dark eyes, “Or should I say, my little slut.”
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divinefireangel · 3 years
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Hello writer bestie ˚✧₊⁎❝᷀ົ≀ˍ̮ ❝᷀ົ⁎⁺˳✧ really love your writings so I wanna request a reaction for sf9 where they're collabing with their idol crushes group and while they met up to discuss the collab they just walk in on the group Chaoticlly dancing to one of their songs? (Their crush is dancing their part) thank youuu❣ (っ'-')╮=͟͟͞͞💌♡(*>ω<)ω<*)♡
Omg omg I LOVE Idol! SF9 x Idol! Reader ideas!!!! 🥺
Warnings: FLUFF. Flustered SF9 😂.
YB:
He'd get so shy omg
Smiles so much his eyes look closed cause his cheeks are all swelled up
That is until he loses it
Covers his mouth and starts laughing his cute laugh 🥺
He'll laugh loudly and till he's on the ground lol
Cause he's never seen you do anything like that before and he just finds it so cute
His will be pinky pink even when he calms down and heart will be beating so fast from seeing you so happy rapping his part
IS:
He's kinda shocked
Cause he's the main vocal and has difficult vocal parts and stuff
Yet here you are
Being all goofy and still hitting his high notes????
Smirk-smiles and his eyes NEVER leave you
When you stop cause you saw him, he'll just shoot you a smile which proceeds onto a grin
Everyone else in the room is still laughing but he's just proud *winks at you*
He's hallucinating pretty flowers and spotlights on you
Cause you're all that matters to him right now
JY:
Creature of chaos 1
I can see him joining you amidst the chaos 😂😂
He's gonna hype you up
He'll hype you till the both of you are dancing crazily making everyone laugh till their stomachs hurt
This is on the outside
On the inside, he feels like his heart is gonna burst
He won't be able to stop smiling
Seriously, his cheeks may fall off but he'll continue to smile 😂
He's definitely dumbfounded after your "performance"
Because he doesn't know what to say or if he should or if he shouldn't cause what if he embarrasses you or smthn
My god just talk to him lmao
DW:
Creature of chaos 2
You think you were doing a chaotic dance???
Nope 😂
Wait till he joins you lol
Legit having the time of his life next to you
You don't know when he starts to laugh
But it makes you laugh too aww
He's such an excited baby cause he adores you so much
Yeah he's still jumping from happiness 😭
Bravely asks you out on a date later 😉
RW:
Creature if chaos 3 😂
He's shy and blushy
BUT SO LOUD
He swears his stopped beating door a second when he saw you
Cause you looked perfect.
The brightest most genuine smile adorning your face
Cute laughter echoing to his ears
Yeah he's probably fallen for you 🥺
There's no way he won't ask you out now and there's no way you'll be able to say no
ZH:
A delayed Creature of Chaos (4) 💀
When he enters the practice room and sees you
He'll just freeze 😂
But it's only for a moment tho
Cause he's gonna stART DOING HIS HAPPY DANCE WHILE CHEERING FOR YOU
It's just him and you in the world for him at this point in time 🥺
Makes weird JuJu noises for sure lol
After you're done, he'll just stare at you with the biggest smile and most love filled eyes
YT:
Okay he's a bit complicated 😂
On one hand, he's so sunshine-y overjoyed
But then again he's protesting a bit 😂😂😂
You know how he reacts when Sanghyuk does the hair drying pose of his?
Like that
He wants to stop you but God forbid he take that blinding smile off your face
When his protests won't work, he'll just be staring at you and your bandmates + his bandmates who have joined you all in the fun from his side of the room
Which is near the door
Cause he's frozen adoring your beautiful happy expressing
HY:
He's shocked lol
He wants to seem all confident and stuff
To try and stop you from embarrassing him further 💀
But you look so adorable and small doing his part but just so 🥺-ly
He just starts melting
Excited little jumps with the gummiest of smiles
Face resembles a tomato hehe
At some point he started to bit his lip ☠️🤭
CH:
Wide eyed baby 😂
Doesn't know what is happening
Looking everywhere
Feels like his reality is shifting 😂😂
He's fascinated?
But he doesn't know why exactly
Was it cause you look amazing doing what he does, only like 15 times better
Or is it cause you have the prettiest smile in the room doing it, oozing confidence in your wake
Capturing his heart more than he ever thought anyone could
Oof what a puppy 🥺
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