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greensaplinggrace · 10 months
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literally no character is funnier than jaime lannister. jaime “I sat on the iron throne and it was too uncomfortable so I got off it again” lannister. in the everybody-wants-to-sit-on-the-iron-throne show. jaime “of course I pushed your son out the window and tried to kill him” lannister. jaime “cross-dressed as a child so my twin sister could be a boy” lannister. jaime “everyday is a day to spread the ned stark hate agenda” lannister. like he is THE single funniest character ever. his very existence in game of thrones serves as a juxtaposition to the absolute insanity of literally everybody else around him except maybe brienne. this man is fucking bonkers
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starhoppcr · 2 months
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Actually losing it at Percy crashing the car because he was too busy staring at Annabeth
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disastersteps · 3 months
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blind and held by love 2019 vs hands lay on their body 2023
there's something different between the old one and the new one. the old one was a argentchargestep piece at the time i thought anita worked well with argent, but now i came to realize anita is more fitting with mortum more. Julia's case never changed, no matter how many years, these two will always be my fav chargestep couple.
i... don't remember the idea behind the first one- but i think it's something to do with argent being Soft, and julia wanting to shield??? their eyes? i don't remember at that time wheezes
but! the second image is. so much more them, so fitting, so damn well. this is actually more on a happy ending au situation (the only time anita does get top scars is in happy ending au stuff! ...but also like in general, oc-verse and other verses, i literally see them with top scars anyway hadfgh) and as i said above, mortum really click with anita. theres something about mortum that made them wanting to be themself and just. talk with her.
as for the hands in the mortumchargestep- julia have her arm over anita's waist, holding them, being so protective and never wanting them to disappear on her. mortum, on the other hand, is laying her hand over their tattoos, and scars. just caressing with gentle care, it's a fact that she is interested in who they are but at the same time, she is acknowledging that anita is more than who they were. they're anita lee, after all. inhales, anyway, aaaaaaaaaaaa-
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classyyashit · 1 year
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I’m going to try and put my thoughts into words here but this movie had me feeling all of the things so it might come off a little rambly. Everything Everywhere All at Once was chock full of delicate and beautifully portrayed metaphors about child/parent relationships, but the what hit me the hardest was the connection between Joy/Jobu Tapaki’s story and the impact familial acceptance can have on young adults dealing with suicidal ideation.
Joy desperately wants to be accepted by her family, in particular Evelyn, something she has never felt in her life. Joy as Jobu Tupaki literally ransacks the multiverse searching for a version of her mother who can relate to her, who can see what she sees and feel what she feels. As she’s causing chaos, her reasoning is that nothing matters, that everyone is small and stupid and has no impact on anything. How many people with depression or who have been through trauma feel that same numbness or turn to apathy to cope? If nothing matters, if no one matters, nothing your family does or says can hurt you anymore. Joy created the bagel to escape her endless existence, to die and find peace, but told Evelyn that she was hoping her mother would see something she didn’t, that her mother could convince her there was another way. Even with the constant judgement and emotional abuse she experienced from her mother, she was hoping that version of Evelyn, the version who hopefully saw her for who she was, would give her a reason to live.
In their final confrontation outside of the laundromat, we see Joy break down. She’s tired, and doesn’t want to hurt anymore, and the person who hurts her the most is her mother. Only Evelyn FINALLY hearing her, finally accepting her as she is, makes her reach back from the edge of death by bagel and decide to give life another chance. How many teens and young adults desperately search for that same acceptance from the people who are supposed to love them unconditionally and never find it? Decide death is the only way to find peace?
The apathy Joy portrays is lived experience for so many people. ESPECIALLY lgbtq+ people, who are systemically vilified for being who they are, often by the people they love. It is fucking exhausting. I’m not saying that our existence should solely depend on external acceptance and validation, however, how many people would still be here today if someone in their lives had reached out and said hey, I was wrong, you are valid, I see you, and I love you. Anyways, maybe I’m reading into things that aren’t there but this really hit me hard. This movie was beautifully made and had so many incredibly important and impactful messages and I’m just so grateful for the writers, cast and crew who brought it into existence.
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wollybunny · 2 years
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Extraordinary attorney woo Ep 9 — my tiny thoughts
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Ok don’t mind this lq gif; it’s just my favourite part ever 😭
Some bits and pieces I thought were lovely for Youngwoo & Junho 🐳🐋
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In the eyelash scene, Youngwoo was clearly more open to physical touch and intimacy — she didn’t really flinch or shut her eyes this time, and it was obvious that she had butterflies in her tummy the ENTIRE TIME!! (From the way the hurried off after, it was evident!)
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In the same scene, Junho was obviously prolonging contact with her for obvious reasons 😩 and can we talk about the way he held her shoulders in the middle? Totally unnecessary but look at this Junho seizing the opportunity and going in for the kill
Youngwoo having lunch in the cafeteria instead of bringing her own lunchbox; though it was still kimbap but I think it really shows her embracing change in her life, slowly. And the fact that the scene was with Junho made it all the more significant
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Even when Junho was jealous, he STILL couldn't help but smile when he saw Youngwoo smile — if this doesn't scream pure love then I don't know what does
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The ways Youngwoo expresses her love to the person she likes — by taking care of them in the ways she receives love (though she followed the advice of kimbap ahjussi, but still). I’m pretty sure she considers these acts of love too, and her extending the same to Junho was just plain heartwarming 😩 especially the sidewalk scene, where Junho counters her by saying ‘shouldn’t I be the one to walk on the outside’ Ahh. He wants to protect her… we stan a neon green flag
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Junho protecting her in the convenience store when the kids swarmed in :")
Them around kids — please… I was swooning so hard because now I can’t stop thinking about their married / family life. But Youngwoo being comfortable around kids is really something I enjoyed watching; she even became so much less inhibited. Junho was obviously admiring her in that scene 🫠
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Youngwoo’s smiles. So many smiles in this episode. Was so happy watching her
How Youngwoo confessed not once but twice. It’s so refreshing that she didn’t back down; in fact, Junho keeping mum after he first confession only fuelled her desire to make her feelings more known. I think that’s beautiful, that she’s exploring this side of her emotions.
Junho’s confession — AHH. Screaming, crying, throwing up, punching the air. That OH moment from him was pure gold and the way he practically sprinted out of his house to see Youngwoo? It sent tingles down my spine. What’s even better is that his OH moment came after such a simple realisation (thanks Attorney Kwon lol) that he does not have the thought that it won’t work out between them. And that in itself, is enough for him to welcome his love for Youngwoo, despite his reservations whether he can be good enough for her, or their potential road bumps they might face down the line. It’s so simple, but a very crucial turning point for Junho, imho :”)
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And the fact that the confession happened at the revolving doors — the place where they first met — is really them coming full circle, almost. And Youngwoo going round in circles in those revolving doors (and no longer terrified of it) + Junho coming in to hold the door for her — it's as if he's saying 'let me take care of you from this point onwards, Youngwoo-ya,' TT_TT
At this point, I’m slightly worried about tmr’s episode and if they are going to throw more roadblocks for our whale couple, but I’m interested to know how they will work things through.
Me thinks that Junho will be ever patient with Youngwoo; I mean, the fact that he’s even placing such emphasis and thinking about more deep matters if they start a relationship already says that he’s not taking this — and her — lightly. Far from it, because she’s way too precious to him.
And for Youngwoo, Junho is probably the first person she’s felt such intense attraction to that she might not know what to do with all these novel feelings / emotions; I hope she will continue to explore such changes TOGETHER with Junho, hand in hand.
Yes, hand in hand — I’m claiming it :-) 🙌🏼
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toystorymaniac22 · 8 months
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Working in Batuu can truly make you feel like an other-worldly being. Anytime I say "bright suns" or "rising moons" (which is our phrases for good morning/afternoon or goodnight) I get stared at by the guests like I'm a crazy person
There are exceptions where guests will play along and say it back to me, or just acknowledge that it's a normal saying in the area. Just 8 times out of 10, it's the other way
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thepeopleweusedtobe · 2 months
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your smile is everything ✨
I hope whoever you’re loving knows exactly how to activate it
I truly appreciate you! I am grateful my joy is speaking for itself, reminds Me to continue showing up authentically. I am loving Me's, in new and necessary ways, so I think yes, they do!
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lifeofiction · 9 months
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Somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, off the deep end, I fall into a stride. Sometimes, I'm living low; feelin real high.
Lifeofiction
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Cleaning up my sewing space means accidentally stabbing myself a million times with needles that are lying absolutely everywhere
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luckyythirteen · 1 year
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"god i hate this fucking game" i say as i willingly boot up dbd
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kirathehyrulian · 1 year
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Congrats all round 9 spn masquerade creators! The fill period is over with. We made it!!! 🙌🙌🙌 Now everybody can sit back and enjoy all the fills.
I believe creators can now post their works elsewhere now if they choose to. I’ll be posting all my fills to ao3 sooner or later. (I got to make five this round. 💪)
But in the meantime, I definitely encourage everyone reading this to go to the masquerade’s pinboard and enjoy and make a comment about your enjoyment, anon or not, on the fills that speak to you. There’s a lot of great works this round.
There’s also previous round works to look at. Unfortunately you can’t comment on previous rounds because each round only allows a limited window to get feedback (and not all creators post their work elsewhere, so you might never get a chance to tell them how you feel about a piece if you miss that window)  There’s a variety of really great kinky creations that came out of the masquerade. It’s worth your time if you haven’t already checked it out (remember to kink and let kink and no judgement if you’re going in):
https://pinboard.in/u:spn_masquerade
•Personal masquerade ramblings below the cut•
I believe my best so far for the masquerade was seven fills for a round, but tbf that round was extended due to covid iirc. That spring, round 6, (my first round) was a record setter for art fills in the masquerade. It was somewhere in the twenties? Yeah, 21 fills that round. The previous record for art was seventeen fills in a round. I was super determine to contribute towards the masquerade passing over that number that spring. I’m very proud of that number all the artists were able to achieve that round. I could have helped towards round 7 possibly breaking the record again, but I didn’t join in that year for some reason? I think I was busy, iirc? And I didn’t even entertain joining in round 8.
Round 1- 13    Round 4- 17     Round 7- 14 Round 2- 17    Round 5- 17     Round 8- 5 Round 3- 5      Round 6- 21     Round 9- 9
I was debating on whether to join round 9. I wanted to, but I was hesitating. Luckily, Mystifiedgal sent me an ask about it. After that I decided to make a commitment and pour myself into it this time. I had to push myself, cut corners, swallow my pride, and let the awkward parts in the art go to finish anything. If I arted under the normal steps I undergo to complete works, I probably would have not have completed 1, let alone 5.
I decided I wasn’t going too be hard on myself. My main priority was to try and fill as many prompts that interested me that I could do easily in the time allotted and to make the prompt ideas into a reality through the skills and resources I had. I chose not to be too precious about my process to make that happen.
I wanted to try to fill more, but some of the ideas I had were too complicated to figure out in a short time frame. Or alternatively, I wasn’t knowledgeable/skilled enough to full realize them with the constraints I had. I’m in this odd space of wishing I could do more and the event was still going on, to feeling like “There’s no way I could draw another thing for a while. Thank god, it ended.”
Some of the works I did are probably a little too spicy for tumblr, so I might not share any here. Or if I do, only the Gen ones way later on when I feel like it. Tumblr is weird in how it sometimes hides posts from everybody, even followers and mutuals, regardless of it being sfw or not. Sometimes it’ll hide responses from people that I haven’t blocked or haven’t blocked me. And I’m not in the mood right now to entertain and second guess why a post isn’t getting or getting spotty interaction on this hellsite. At least if it doesn’t get much of a response on ao3 I’ll know it’s just because what I’ve made is more of a niche interest rather than the platform working against me.
Anyways, I haven’t made the post yet but it’ll be up sometime soon. I have the same name on ao3 as here but if you need a link here: https://archiveofourown.org/users/kirathehyrulian
Anyways I think that’s it for now. I’ll go more in the actual art notes on the individual pieces on the ao3 art notes.
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greensaplinggrace · 8 months
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yeah you know what? I'm going to get into this. "don't humanize villains"/"this abuser is a monster" is some of the worst character discourse in fandom. abusers are not other. abusers are not always easy to recognize. othering someone who's done terrible things from humanity is an arrogant, poisonous idea.
that is a person who is doing those things, and you want so badly to be unable to fall into such patterns of harm and abuse that you will force that person into another category of species altogether, and in so doing you spare yourself from introspection and you give yourself a pretty little pedestal to stand on and you shame everybody who fell for a red flag that is surely so easy to recognize. and you give into prejudice you assign moral values to attributes outside of yourself and you think you are so above doing harm that you could never act in such a way, even as it is a capability within all of us to do so.
get off your self righteous high horse for a moment and use your fucking brain. I'm sick of people in fandom claiming to be the most moral members that are the "only people willing to discuss this" and then every statement out of their mouth is harmful and pervasive word vomit.
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starhoppcr · 2 months
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Annabeth deciding to leave instead of talking about her problems, she's so me
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disastersteps · 5 months
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everyday i remembered my original reason for getting into the series only for it replaced by two other ROs i enjoy with instead-
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I don't know how big I am anymore. I look in the mirror in the morning, and I'm like yeah, cool, looks nice. 54 kg is not ideal, but at least my bum looks nice. I need to lose another 2-3 kgs and I'll look fabulous. And then someone makes a photo and I look like a hippo. My butt looks like she has her own personality... Which one is true? I need to know. Cause I'm scared that I behave like I'm thin when I'm actually still fat...
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wollybunny · 2 years
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Some thoughts on EAW Episodes 13 & 14
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Penning down some (incoherent) thoughts on Extraordinary Attorney Woo episodes 13 & 14 before I combust, focussing on Junho & Youngwoo's journey we've seen through these two episodes.
While everyone (including me, of course) is heartbroken at their separation (temporary, I believe), I think that it's a necessary step in their relationship. Rather than seeing it as taking a step back, I do think that it is vital in helping them to progress towards a more stable dynamic in the future.
There seems to be a substantial degree of miscommunication in the scenes we got to see this week. For Youngwoo, she is still plagued with self-doubt -- something that has and will be difficult for her to overcome given the mere fact that her self-doubt is a byproduct of how society/the people around her view her to be (and that those external factors are utterly difficult to change). And it's evident that she herself is starting to believe what people say of her too (that Junho's sister saying that she isn't good enough for him for various reasons, that Junho feels lonely when being with her because of her autism, and as a whole, that it's better for her not to be with him because she's nothing but a burden). It's evident that she believes all that, because she doesn't even bother bringing up her reason for the break up (that she overheard Junho's sister's words), because to her, his sister spoke the truth. And that, to me, was really difficult to stomach.
Another thing about Youngwoo: it's obvious that a great deal of her happiness is derived by proxy. She's happy when Junho is happy; she's happy when she sees Attorney Jung happily eating his noodles; she's happy when her friend Geurami is happy. And on the flipside, she's sad when the people around her are sad. Which is why I teared up at the scene of her phone call with her appa. Junho makes her happy, she KNOWS it, yet, she's doubting if the reverse is true. The one phrase that stood out to me goes something along the lines of 'the problem is me' -- honestly, Youngwoo-ya, I want to tell you that you AREN'T the problem. You have never been and will never be. Different isn't inferior; and who's to say what's normal anyway? The fact that you have ASD isn't a problem. The problem, sadly, is the prejudices people have formed against you. You are an innocent bystander in this case, you've been nothing but selfless and have been getting hurt as a result, and I'm so sorry for that.
As for Junho, perhaps he's viewing his relationship with Youngwoo with rose-tinted glasses (which isn't all that wrong or unexpected given that he's so in love with her). But at this point, he might still be thinking that they can overcome all odds no matter what people say or think of them. I guess, to a certain extent, that may be true. But the reality is that Youngwoo, though a strong independent woman in her own right, still gets affected by people's opinions especially in areas of her life which is unfamiliar territory for her (in this case, her romantic relationship with Junho). Mutual liking isn't quite enough in this relationship (though it is an important foundation); I believe that they have to work out all this nitty gritty details in order for their future to be more smooth sailing -- because, these situations will definitely crop up again, and they must know how to navigate around it. They probably can't change external factors (like people's opinions of them / her) easily, but hopefully they both grow to become stronger and more self assured that overcoming said circumstances will be more smooth sailing.
To add, I think the break up scene by the beach was so poignant. When Junho somewhat flared up when he said something like 'What about me? What about how I feel?' -- I think this was important to let Youngwoo become privy about the fact that Junho's opinion on all this is as important as hers. She may think that she's being a burden to him, but he obviously begs to differ. I wish they had communicated more openly here, but alas, no relationship is perfect with theirs being no exception, not to mention that their learning curve has been steeper than usual to begin with.
But having said all of that, their love for each other really runs deep. The way she looks at him like he's her source of sunshine, the way he looks at her like she's the most precious person, the way they make each other the happiest and luckiest people on the planet AND the way they BOTH lose that sparkle in their eyes when they aren't together anymore -- it takes a fool not to see how much they care for each other, genuinely, sincerely, pure and untainted. That it isn't just another fleeting romance or case of sympathy, it's a relationship for the long haul. It's about them building each other up, growing together, learning together, and being there for each other every step of the way no matter what life throws at them.
Which is why, I have confidence that Attorney Jung's words to Junho is a foreshadowing of what's to come; that he will hold onto Youngwoo tighter than before and not let her-- them-- slip through his fingers. Because I believe that when he does reflect on what happened, he'll have an inkling of what had crossed Youngwoo's mind that led her to the break up.
So yes. I adore them both. And I think that how their relationship has played out in eps 13 & 14 are not random or out of character. But having said that I'm still crying over their separation ARGH IT HURTS SO BAD REGARDLESS!!!
I love you both my sun and sunflower please only be happy 🌻🌞
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