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moonastro · 4 months

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the relationship between you and your fs

left to right(top)-> 1,2

left to right(bottom)-> 3,4

°DO NOT take this as literal, take everything with a grain of salt as this is purely and intendedly for entertainment purposes.

°Don't be afraid to give feedback and opinions about this post (as i would entirely appreciate it).

° This is a GENERAL reading, take what resonates and leave and pass on what does not!

PILE 1-

so for you pile 1, the first card that came out was 'the star'. I feel like this relationship will allow both individuals to shine individually and together. There will be no 'oh you are in charge' or 'oh you are the breadwinner' -no, both of you will have your own important role in the relationship which will also bring both of you together.

I feel like when you two will be in public, you will not care of who or what sees you out together. It will feel like it is only you and them in the world. You will have so much confidence together that you cannot go a moment without showing that love and chemistry off, especially in public. Your relationship will definitely have a lot of hand holding, kissing, cuddles, playfulness that will be shown in public. You two will also be like one person. You may share in finances, bills, document, mail and so forth.

You may have troubles with each other family members or may have conflict with either of your parents. I feel like you will not share your relationship with either of your parents and that may cause conflicts. You may actually buy or own property together, shared name of property. However, you two may be sometimes too materialistic, perhaps all you two constantly communicate about is work or your financial matter and maybe that's all that is occupied in both your minds. This relationship could be all about money and financial gains, but it can bring out great success also.

There might be quite a lot of missed opportunities due to being so occupied in your work life. I feel like you will always be busy with your job and it may frequently rule over your life that you reject certain offers and opportunities such as parties, friend outings, friend birthdays, celebrations and so on. If the outing has nothing to do with your job, you will not think twice!! I feel like your emotions may be swooped under a carpet at times- or it will feel like it. You may be feeling like the relationship is missing some greater emotional connection.

Also i feel like you two will have a fixed schedule that you stick to on a day to day basis.

That is all!!!!

PILE 2-

Wow, this will be a very adoration, admiration type of relationship. There will be a lot of constant reminders of how beautiful the other one is or how talented they are and so forth. This relationship will thrive in motivation from the other person. I feel like you will be like excited to see, hear or even hang out with each other. Your relationship will be held together like a rock by constant support from the other partner. VERYYY supportive relationship.

This pile is very loving and is a very harmonious and mutually fulfilling partnership. AAAH, i cant stop mentioning on how much attraction there is, but there truly is soo much love and appreciation for one another. and the fact is that, your energies are going to match one another which i find very balancing. You may feel so much connection, this may be because you may be platonic spiritually connected souls. This may be in a karmic relationship and of course with that comes the healing and transformations, however this will only connect you two even more and bring you closer.

The relationship is going to be hella healthy for both of you. You will both get each other like no one has ever before. You will not depend on each other severely. I feel like uhh its just such a lovely connection. You both will respect each other boundaries and not push one another mentally if one is not comfortable with it. Even if there isn't a reason, both of you will understand how important it is to respect the decision of the other.

I feel like this partnership will allow total freedom for both party's, no one will feel tied down to the relationship. I feel like marriage may not be significant in this relationship either. Both of you may feel or have the same opinion about tying the knot, you both may not be into the idea.

Emotional support and connection will totally be present in the relationship. Both of you will not be afraid to express their feeling to each other. In fact i feel like, there will be urges to release any tension using emotions and sensuality.

That's it for you PILE 2!!!!!

PILE 3-

Aww, i feel like the relationship will be full of comfort sand happiness. Very youthful energy also, so may be quite careful with each other when it comes to words and actions. Also may be that the relationship can be more like a friendship rather than a romantic relationship.

you will never feel alone around them or without them in the room, same for them also. I feel like both of you will think of each other constantly when you are not together in public, which will bring a sense of warmth. Very sweet vibes here!!!! Yeah, your relationship will be full of thoughts of each other, I'm getting telepathic communication going on here!! like even without verbal communication, the other will understand what the partner wants.

I feel like money will be very blurry in your relationship, it will not be the theme for you both. I'm getting very grounded non materialistic couple.

Together you will feel like you have all you need in the world. When together, I'm telling you now, nothing will matter as much as caring about each other. It is very much nurturing and caring vibes ONLYY. Once again, quite spiritual too.

I feel like there will be quite a lot of fantasies and delusions about each other. You may dream about each other often also. But this also signifies nurturing nature, so the relationship will include a lot of motherly approaches. Preparing meals for one another, washing up for each other, giving each other emotional support and so on.

You may not talk about your relationship to others. You keep each other quite anonymous. Yes, you may mention that you are in a relationship but you both wont really give much detail to anyone. You will have your own individual lives and may be quite frankly too busy to talk about each other to other people.

Thank you for reading PILE 3!!

PILE 4-

Both may not be religious or may not practise their religion practises. May have a strong views about political statements that may be going on. May agree on a lot of things related to these topics or you two may like talking about them,

This relationship will be very grounding and protective. The relationship will bring a lot of financial gains and resources into your homes. You two may like to go shopping together or like to work together on projects. Very co-dependant.

This relationship will create new cycles and end old ones. This may bring a whole new perspective onto quite a lot of things. But i feel like this will bring positive opportunities for both of you. Yeah, i am feeling like you will both work together, either if its financially or mentally.

Both of you will see beauty in each other and let go of judging one another. I feel like this is because you will know so much of each other that you can almost fit yourself into their shoes and can understand what they went through. You will achieve a lot of partnership goals together. You may feel inspired by one another's work ethic and this may bring motivation to one another to develop more goals.

I feel like both of you will know where your role lies in the relationship, you don't follow stereotypical relationship standards- you both make up your own rules, and that's what works for you both.

You will learn a lot from one another, you share a lot of your life experiences together.

That's all PILE 4!!!!!

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moo-blogging · 2 months

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Hey, could you write a story between levi and reader , where levi has to get married to a girl (because she's a rich girl and he is a ceo of a huge company) but he's already dating reader. So.. in this story reader and levi are just passing their last night together before the wedding?

Btw: I really like your posts!!

You knew, very well, that money was powerful. Money run the world. Money was the new God.

That was why you were determined to make it in life, living with the financial freedom you didn't have growing up. And you made yourself proud. You managed to put a roof over your head, put decent food on the table, and afford little things that priced more than they were worth, but oh they made you so happy.

And you had Levi. Oh Levi Ackerman, the youngest CEO of the century who did not inherit the multi-million company from his family. It was a miracle how you met him. A wrong cup of tea. A misspelt word. A heartfelt laugh. The rest was history.

You thought nothing could come between you. You wouldn't doubt Levi's love for you and yours him. Levi was your one true love. He moved in with you. You went shopping for a big bed together, trying on every mattress in different stores, imagining the rest of your lives together. Things doubled up in your house: double plates, double mugs, double toothbrushes standing next to each other on the bathroom basin. You house felt smaller, cramped with more stuff but warmer with love and Levi in it.

You were the happiest person in the world.

And then, an emergency meeting was held in Levi's company. A man became the major shareholder of the company, owning more than 50% of the company's shares and he insisted on the meeting. He insisted that Levi should marry his daughter, who was head over heels Levi when she first saw him on the news. The man threatened to buy more shares and liquidate the company if Levi refused to marry his daughter. This would affect the employees as they lost their jobs, as well as the suppliers and distributers that signed contract with the company.

Although Levi was considered wealthy, he could not buy all the man's shares. When this news broke, people found out that Levi was dating you. Desperate people stopped you by the road and asked you to leave Levi as you weren't as compatible to Levi as the rich girl was. People called you names, begged and yelled at you to leave Levi because a lot of people's lives depended on this company.

This had caused a lot of pressure on you and your relationship. Levi promised to not leave you but you knew he wouldn't let the innocent people suffer as well. You saw the helplessness in his eyes. His peers suggested that he continued taking you as his mistress as "all rick people has mistresses anyway". But he didn't want you to be a mistress. You were the love of his life. You were the only one who was worthy to walk down the aisle and take the holy vow of eternal love with him.

After days of locking yourselves in the house, discussing and crying, you came to agree that Levi should marry the man's daughter.

It was hard seeing Levi became other person's husband to be. Levi never proposed to her, but the man and his family had made an a official notice to the press that Levi would marry his daughter soon.

Levi was photographed with the girl. The girl was awfully young and so beautiful as the exact opposite of you. They were photographed to be shopping together, branding them the "perfect couple". They were photographed ring shopping together, checking out the wedding venue together, meeting her parents and extended family. What would had been yours were robbed away and advertised everywhere.

Still, Levi came home to you every day. But you knew, after Levi got married, he would never step foot in this house again. Just the thought of this made you break down crying regardless where you were. Sometimes when you came home to a quite dark house, you would sit on the hard floor, sobbing. This was how it would be after Levi left. It felt like someone took the sun from your world and you would be frozen in the winter.

The night before Levi were to marry, the house was filtered with gloom and you sat with your puffy eyes staring at the ground. You couldn't look at Levi. You knew you should, but you couldn't bring your eyes to his as he spoke.

Gently, Levi led you to the balcony and pulled out three rings: an engagement ring, a promise ring and a wedding band. You started shaking as you laid eyes on the rings.

Levi got on one knee and asked for your hand in marriage. You were shaking so much, and he asked "please say yes, please." You nodded your head. With shaky hands, he slid the engagement ring over your finger.

Levi stood and wiped your tears off your face. He lovingly held your wet cheek.

"My darling, I don't need a pastor to marry you. Or people to witness our love. Tonight, the stars shall watch as we get married. They say that stars are million light years away from here, and our love shall travel for a million light years from now, forever alive even after Earth ceased to exist."

Levi then slid the wedding band over your finger. You eyes blurred with hot tears as you sucked in air from your runny nose. Levi's cheeks were wet with tears too. He pulled you, crashing your lips into his as you shared a deep, passionate kiss. Your eyes closed and eyebrows frown as you savoured this kiss. You pulled away, watching each other through red, blurred eyes.

Laying on the big bed, you were in each other arms. Levi asked if you would like to make love. "No," you shook your head, "I just want to hold you one last time."

Levi slipped his fingers into your scalp and pulled your head into his chest. He kissed your forehead before resting his tear stained cheek on your head, "we will hold each other again. I will come back to you. I promise you with my life." You felt the cold promise ring in your finger, but you wished for Levi instead.

All you could do was hold onto Levi while praying that the morning never comes.

PS: thank you beautiful stranger for sending me this ask and telling me you like my thoughts. you had made my week :) love you

#is it sad enough?#i think its sad enough #let's cry together #levi ackerman #levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader #levi heichou #levi x y/n #midnight thoughts #levi x you #aot x y/n #levi ackerman x you #levi drabbles #ceo levi

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martian-astro · 4 months

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Atmakaraka series- Part 2

Atmakaraka is the planet with the highest degree in the birth chart.

Short note: atmakaraka can give good or bad results depending on the strength of the atmakaraka planet.

Atmakaraka in 2nd house:-

A person needs to learn how to handle money and they will also have to provide financial support to their family members. (whether or not the person will actually like to help their family depends on the planet and its strength)

Sun Atmakaraka in 2nd house- These people can either be good or bad at managing finances, depending on their relationship with the father. I know a woman with this placement, she is the eldest child in the family and so her father would take her with him to business meetings and basically teach her how to manage the business, she inherited it and now handles everything, and her husband gives all of his earnings to her as well, because he knows that she is better than him at managing money. These people can also be "head of the household", I know another woman with this placement, whose husband died just after 3-4 years of their marriage and she had to take on all of the responsibilities of the house.

Moon Atmakaraka in 2nd house- I have noticed that this is one of the placements where the person WANTS to support their family, as they are very close to them. They want to earn money because they want their family to have a carefree life. Also, I know a girl with this placement whose mother is a great businesswoman and she respects her mother A LOT and always asks for her help regarding 2nd house matters. If afflicted, then the person may not like what their family does for a living, or may not want to pursue the same career as their parents. I know a guy who has an afflicted moon Atmakaraka in 2nd and his parents are doctors and they also wanted him to become a doctor, the weird thing is that he wanted to become a doctor and he was interested in it, but he did not have a good relationship with his parents so he did a bachelors in business administration, JUST TO ANNOY HIS PARENTS....like....

Mercury Atmakaraka in 2nd house- Whenever I look at a politician who is a great orator, I assume they would have mercury in 10th house, but it turns out that they have mercury in 2nd house, These people are really good at selling dreams....not products, they are great at selling things that do not exist. I have seen that a lot of people with this placement earn money by lying to people. I have never met a normal person who has this, it's always actors, singers, or politicians oh, and also people who run NGOs and all and they attend parties to get donations but the money doesn't get used for the kids, it goes inside the pockets of the people who are already rich. These people are also great storytellers and can love working with kids.

Venus Atmakaraka in 2nd house- these people love buying Venusian things, I know a guy with this placement and he's the ONLY guy I know who has scented candles in his home, and he smells so good. These people can also be obsessed with branded things, for ex- if they want to buy a plain white shirt, they will still buy it from Ralph Lauren even if they get THE SAME shirt for like 5 euros from a normal place, it doesn't matter, they will still spend 119 euros, they need to learn to control themselves. They spend money like water, and also I have noticed that some people with this can be classist, they can judge people who buy cheap clothes and eat street food (not all of them do this, only some). Also, your friends can use you for money, so be careful.

Mars Atmakaraka in 2nd house- These people, similar to Venus, can be impulsive with money, but rather than SPENDING money very fast, they want to EARN money very fast and they are prone to taking risks because of this. I know a person with this placement, he was a 38-year-old banker and then he suddenly developed an interest in Ayurveda (traditional Indian medicine), he left his job and started studying Ayurvedic medicine, then he opened his own Ayurveda hospital. Fortunately, for him, it became very successful and now he's earning a lot of money, but if Mars is weak in the chart, and you make an impulsive decision like this, then you could end up losing all your money, so be careful and be patient.

Jupiter Atmakaraka in 2nd house- These people give great financial advice. They can also earn money from the stock market if Jupiter is unafflicted. They can also be great financial consultants because they have this vibe that makes people want to trust them. If you are talking to a person who has this placement and they just randomly say stuff like "You know what, I think this will be the next big thing", INVEST IN THAT because from what I have noticed, these people just have an intuition about this kind of stuff.

Saturn Atmakaraka in 2nd house- It is difficult for these people to earn money, they have to work harder than others just to get the same amount of recognition and praise. In group projects, they are the people who do everything but still don't get appreciated. They can come across as people who are stingy with money, but that's not the case, they don't spend money because they don't HAVE money. If you are someone who has this placement but also has Jupiter in the 11th house, then the situation becomes a little better, also if the 11th lord is well placed then the negative effects of this placement get mellowed down. (Just because you have it in your chart doesn't mean that you will be unlucky regarding money, a lot of other things have to be taken under consideration as well)

(All the pictures are taken from Pinterest)

#vedic astrology #sidereal astrology #vedic observations #astrology observations #astroblr #atmakaraka #sun atmakaraka #moon atmakaraka #mercury atmakaraka #venus atmakaraka #mars atmakaraka #jupiter atmakaraka #saturn atmakaraka #astro observations

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pashminalamb · 1 year

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✨Numero dos✨

Note: spicy 🌶✨ warning this is literally just me ranting abt yanderes and my blorbos you’ve been warned 😌

*ahem* yanderes are just muah ✨🤌🏼. You’re so obsessed with me that you want me all to yourself all the time everywhere? My attachment issues and clingy nature say yes 😌. Asfhkjgfdhjhg anyways 💀. I honestly think that the Itoshi brothers, Isagi, and Reo would be the deadliest yanderes. Sae and Rin for obvious reasons.

Sae being oh so controlling and yet everyone loves the idea of him so much but behind closed doors he’s a whole other thing. You keep to yourself abt all the things that seem off abt him but he keeps giving you just enough love to have you wanting more and staying. The game is very fun for him, almost as fun as breaking you psychologically.

And Rin? He’s got attachment issues I just know it. Cant stand the thought of you being anywhere without him. Gets very angry when you don’t tell him abt your day first thing when you guys sleepover. At first it was very cute, awww he cares so much. And he does. But you start to backtrack when you discover the hidden cameras all over the house and the tracker on the inside of your phone case. When you confront him abt it, he freezes and then smiles. Finally an excuse for him to keep ask to move in with him, and he’s not taking no for an answer.

Now Isagi is a very peculiar yandere. He loves you so so so much that he can’t stand it. At first he’s so happy that he’s finally together with you, after careful planning on his part, but after a while it’s not enough. He starts doubting if he’s enough for you and whether or not you’ll ever get tired of him or God forbid start looking at other guys. This feeling festers and grows until one day he finds you waking out of your office laughing with your male coworker. That’s when he decides that maybe it’s time to start talking about how much of a bad influence you’re friends are and how your parents are too controlling and how he makes enough for the both of you anyway so why not just stay at home? He’ll bring up the idea of a baby soon enough.

Reo would be so diabolical from the beginning. Making sure you’re completely dependent on him for everything. Financially and emotionally. You get oh so inconveniently laid off and start living with him, but just until you can find another job you promise. He convinces you to pick a brand new penthouse for you guys when you move in and you shyly and miraculously say yes. He ofc doesn’t tell you where it’s located, the farthest place away from your friends and family, you don’t need to worry your pretty little head over that. He truly does love you and wants you to love him back. The icing on the cake is when one day you wake up after an argument with him abt wanting to visit your parents chained to the bed. You panic and call his name and he enters with breakfast on a tray and a beaming smile.

And Oliver is absolutely a baby girl you’re the yandere in this one every time. Imagine hating how flirty he is with others and thinking up ways to wrap him around your finger. And when he absolutely falls in love with you? He’d do anything you say. Move in with you, go with you everywhere, and even say yes when you quickly propose but it’s not too soon right? You just know you’re perfect for each other. And that there is no one else.

And Shidou? I absolutely agree that he has yandere potential but I truly believe he’s just a huge fluff ball deep deep deep down. Like don’t get me wrong, he’d absolutely leave you bedridden for days after he got jealous of that one guy staring at you. But he’d also stay home to make you a slightly burnt breakfast in bed every morning and take a break from reading his manga to massage your body anytime you asked.

Love how each one got consistently longer than the previous one 💀💀. You’re really out here turning me not only into a switch but also a yandere lover explain yourself 😭😭😭. Shidou and Barou and Raichi have seriously been growing on me lately and I’m over just like 😐😐😐. What??? Cause I’ve never liked the aggressive ones too much you know. And Shidou comes barging in with his stupid PINK highlights and occasional polite attitude. Followed by Barou with his stupid househusband skills and GORGOUS LONG HAIR. And last but not least Raichi just screaming some sense into the team when they need it most and annoying the hell out of Reo. Like excuse you? Who do you think you are to be settling into my heart like this??? No I never said you could???They’re there now and there’s nothing I can do abt it *sighs*. Anyways.

- ✨ anon

Don't blame me if I create a yandere series on ao3 because of this-

imo, Bachira would also be terrifying; cause look at Bachira. Like. Just look at everyone is blue lock. Only difference is that Ego made them yandere after the ball.

Sae is the kind of Yandere to break you slowly, making you know where your place is. he enjoys doing it, making you crumble under him little by little. Rin? He is the obsessed kind of yandere and not even in the good way. he's gonna check the cereal boxes you eat, make a note of all your allergies and fears and make it useful against you. Basically, he uses the push and pull technique and he is smart enough to make you not notice it. If there's anything common among the Itoshi Brothers, its the fact that they know how to play their cards well and are slick enough to not get caught. Isagi is very insecure as a yandere that's for sure. when it comes to playing on the field, he is good at what he does and makes him opponents afraid of him, but as a yandere? he is clingy to the extreme and loses his temper when he sees you with another man or rather anyone. He kind of like Nagi but emotionally manipulative with his tears and words, guilt tripping you into his trap.

Reo *hiss* he is gonna be a very smart yandere if we're going to be honest about this. He is the type to put a camera and tracker in every corner of where you turn and stay, while sweet little naive you is just going to smile naively at the message he sends you, asking you to turn up for work the next morning. His hobby is doing stocks? no his hobby is watching you through cameras setup, a smile playing on his lips regarding your obliviousness. Oliver. *ik i'm gonna annoy people with gushing over this man* But here's the thing. I can't see yandere potential in him cause he is... for the lack of better words, too nice. Like on the field he takes on a different persona, yeah but if we're trying to make him yandere, i can't see that happening cause he doesn't want to be chained down. until you step in. i can imagine Oliver to figure you out but he finds it very amusing. he can't take yandere you serious - its just personality Shidou is the kinda guy who would laugh as you cried. It can go both ways tbh, cause he just wants to be loved, but at the same time he wants to make sure you know that he is not someone to be messed around with. He is a fluffball yeah but he has violent mood swings which can get really scary - literally like 'let me scare you but comfort you' thing. Femdom supremacy (I said what I said, I got tired of submitting and never have i wanted to either) Honestly- I've been into yanderes for a long time but i wasn't sure if people were comfortable with the idea of it or not, cause some take it to the extreme but after i set my boundaries in writing them and the likes i got... you guys are insane (lovingly ofc and blame me too cause i'm one of you ♡)

Oml- everyone's on the Barou train tbh. As of now the only guy i like is oliver... god help me cause ik we're gonna have to WAIT until he comes and I haven't caught up to the anime yet- kinda curious to see what Rin's voice sounds like... is it the way i imagined...? i'm not sure. but ik that i'm looking forward to aiku's voice *crying sobbing and hiccuping cause U 20 is so far away*

#belle.☏#.moot🍦: ✨ anon #PROMISE I WASN'T IGNORING YOU #I was really tired this week #and my activity has been low too #bells.⪩⪨

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what-if-nct · 5 months

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hiiii today's reminder is I'm sad again who's surprised why can't I have one nice week and it's Monday how is it Monday and I'm already having a shit week and why is making a resume the most soul crushing thing there is like why are there so many hidden rules why can't I just say "hey this is what I've done let's talk more in person" why do i need all the secret codes for recruiters to even glance at my profile like i really need a new job and i haven't even really started the job hunting process until I've updated my resume but I'm already so close to giving up but then what? not work? be financially dependent on my retired/nearly retired parents?? or worse, stay at this job where they've definitively shown I'm completely replaceable and they don't care about my career progression at all?

I know I'm venting and i just need to get off my ass and do it but it just sucks so much and i hate it and i kinda wanna cry but I've cried so much this past week i think I'm all dried out but I'm still sad and can't do anything about it and ugh

Hii, Oh honey, I'm sorry you're having such a hard time now. Resumes are confusing and the gymnastics to even get yours noticed is ridiculous and unfair especially when you have everything else that matters. Try not to be too hard on yourself, sometimes getting the motivation to actually do something just requires more energy than you have to expel. Just breathe and tackle everything one step at a time. I know everything feels like it's crumbling all at once and it's like you can't breathe or make a single step. Just breathe take a step back just give yourself one day of trying your best to not think about it which I know is harder than it sounds. Then when you return to everything you have to do start with the small stuff first. It's just something I do when something overwhelms me. But for the most part go easy on yourself. You have enough time just breathe and remember you will be okay, it may not feel like it now but you will. You've got this. You're so much stronger than you even realize. I send you the biggest hug.

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quirkypossum · 10 months

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got tagged by @wardenkay for this:

15 questions, 15 mutuals

Were you named after anyone? Technically no I don’t think so apart from my birth middle name which is my mom’s mom’s name. The name I picked for myself is after a bunch of different things.

When was the last time you cried? I think last week or the week before in therapy. I was having a rough time with my job and being burnt out and generally not wanting to live.

Do you have kids? No, I’m constantly on the fence about having kids. On the one hand I love kids and would love to have them, but I dunno if I can have bio kids and I hesitate to risk being a worse parent than my own are. All of that excludes the fact that it is awful to bring a kid into the world in the state its in along with my own life and financial situations.

Do you use sarcasm a lot? Probably more than I realize. I tend to sound sarcastic when I’m trying to be genuine and sound genuine when I’m trying to be sarcastic.

What’s the first thing you notice about people? I tend to pick up on their general vibe. My first impression of a person is 95% accurate at all times. If you give me a bad vibe right away, it’s only a matter of time before I get proven right. This bites me in the ass a lot because despite my accuracy, I still don’t trust my gut instinct and get hurt because I ignored it.

What’s your eye color? Not to be that person but mine does change depending on the sky and the most prominent colors I wear. They fluctuate between blue, green, and grey.

Scary movies or happy ending? Happy endings, I need some hope in my life.

Any special talents? Not sure what counts tbh, but I have insane beginners luck with a lot of stuff and I can usually win up to the first five games of something new before failing miserably the rest of the time. Another thing might be I’m really good at writing academic essays at the last minute for full points.

Where were you born? United States

What are your hobbies? Currently active hobbies are few and far between. I like to write still and play video games and IF games. Smoking weed doesn’t count but I’m a daily user at this point so it might as well count. Old hobbies I want to get back into include: figure skating, archery, reading actual books, painting, ceramics, etc.

Have any pets? Yes! The loves of my life are Boo Boo, though her legal name is Doctor Mew (change is courtesy of an incident involving having her tail partially amputated), and her sister Schroedy. Both were named as such because my family is a bunch of nerds and I loved Doctor Who when we got them and my sibling and mom were into sciency shit so Schroedy was named after the Schroedinger’s Cat theory. I love them both and they are what keeps me on this earth 90% of the time.

What sports do you play/have you played? I did soccer and softball when I was a lot younger but didn’t do more than four years of either. I did competitive figure skating with a synchro team for three or four years but I’ve been skating for close to seven or eight now. I tried basketball and volleyball when I was younger but I never got into it. OH! I also did archery and I have my own bow and arrows now.

How tall are you? Average to shorter for a guy in the US I suppose. Both wish I were taller and shorter....

Favorite subject in school? Solidly English if it involved fiction and creative writing. I also liked biology and art.

Dream job? Not to have to work.... But if I had to pick something I’d go for either a marine biologist or a small little bookshop owner.

If you read through all of this I commend you. I definitely don’t have fifteen mutuals so after the initial tags feel free to do it if you want and obviously no pressure to do it at all.

Tagging: @vuhii @brat-the-wurst @mapplestrudel @gamer-shrimp-buoy @reindoodles @wallowing-wallflower @lordnochybaty @phantasmaghoria

#tag the possums it #the possum speaks #tag game

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luxurybrownbarbie · 2 years

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This is kinda awkward to ask, but I'll like an outside perspective. Is it a normal thing for a mother to want her child to grow up as quickly as possible so that the child can start working and she can retire and essentially live off the child's salary? My mother's main statement to me growing up was, "I can't wait for you to hurry up and finish school so you can start working and I can retire". At first, I thought it was a random offhanded statement, but I'm now realizing that she genuinely meant it.

I'm graduating this year and I received an offer for a Masters(which I've been wanting), but I also have the opportunity to work a pretty decent job as well and I don't know what to choose. I went to her seeking some sort of advice(as a child would) and she was angry about the Masters offer and claimed it was a waste of time and extra time in school that would ruin her retirement plans(she was planning to retire once I finished my degree)and that I should take the paid work because it would mean 'money to support her during retirement'.

Now I don't know what to do. On one hand, I wouldn't mind having a Masters before 25. But on the other hand, I don't want my mother having the satisfaction of blaming me for her being unable to fulfil her retirement plans when she wanted and not supporting her financially. I can't go to anyone else within my own circle for advice, so I'll like to hear your unbiased take.

Oh darling, I’m so sorry, but that’s not normal at all. Parents can, and do, joke about supporting them in their old age, but it’s not something they can demand, nor can they torpedo your life just because they expect you will support them for the rest of their lives.

How are you supposed to grow and build a life if you’re supposed to be supporting her? Is she expecting you to hand over 60% of your salary every month as recompense for your existence?

She should have been making retirement plans once she entered the workforce, and they should not have been centered around making her child give up her growth and opportunities so she can lie around and do nothing. Did she ever even say that she was going to retire after you graduated, or did she just assume you would be giving her your money once you did?

It’s cruel and unfair to you to have to have an adult dependent when you’re just starting out. You deserve to make decisions knowing you’re fully supported by your mother, and that she will be willing to step in to help you if you ever need it. Not that you have to build your life around her and her retirement.

Parenting has been so twisted and warped over the centuries, and we’ve forgotten it’s supposed to be a selfless act where you give all of yourself to your children, not the other way around. Children owe their parents absolutely nothing. They brought you into this world, and the minute they decided they would be responsible for an entirely new human being, they took on that responsibility. You didn’t have a choice in the matter, they did. You don’t owe her a retirement. Why would you?

I hope you accept your Masters offer, especially if it’s what you really want to do. It’s very exciting, and I’m really proud of you! 💛 I know how amazing it is to get a Masters offer right out of undergrad, and you deserved to have that celebrated, without the extra pressure. I hope you can find the space to navigate this incredibly unhealthy situation you have with your mother right now. I don’t want to make a judgement call on your entire relationship, but the picture you’ve given so far is very worrying. You’re not wrong for being upset and uncomfortable.

#answered #it’s amazing how many parents are so selfish #I would rather die than ever demand my child(ren) support me while I sit around and do nothing

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narconfessions · 2 years

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hiya thx making for your blog ~

if i could, i wanna confess this. my mother is generally terf-y and queerphobic, and lately i've been thinking to myself that i'd be better off if she was just dead sooner rather than "eventually, whenever she does naturally." she's got her fancy-job money and her fancy-job health care so she'll live to be fckin 90 ... this leads me to thinking "well, shit, that means i'm actually better off killing her myself, then i'd get her out of my life as soon as i want!!!1" it's just a thought, not a plan. and I for one think it's good that i thought it, cuz it conveys how terrible she makes me feel and how terrible she's treated me - forcing me in the closet and grooming me to be a people-pleaser and depend on her financially and so on... so, lol die ma! i guess this is all just to say sometimes ""terrible thoughts"" are a result of terrible treatment. not absolving my responsibility, but for me it's helped to see the cause-and-effect behind it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

oh yeah, i’ve felt like this about my abusive parents before too. thinking these kinds of things can be massively helpful in many cases, and i’m really sorry that your mom has been so horrible to you :/ i wish bad parents didn’t exist. childhood should never have to be something you recover from.

#npd #npd safe #actually npd #actuallynpd #aspd #aspd safe #actually aspd #actuallyaspd #tw terf mention #terf mention #tw queerphobia #tw abuse #abuse ment #abuse mention

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papirouge · 2 years

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I really dont get males that cry gold digger at women looking for rich men while they cry at women for being "immature" for liking other things besides wanting a family like needing financial security. I was young when I thought how nice it would be to have one of my own since I actually love being at home and cooking and cleaning up lmao but I had no money to maintain that life. So I needed an education to get a good job, and God forbid hobbies along the way? Because those are now immature to have? Our only hobby should be securing a man but that's gold digging so thats bad also. 😂 Do guys think all women have millions stashes away to stay at home lol? Or very rich parents with trust funds?

hmm I disagree with the idea that men disdain immature women because from my observation, a certain demography of men LOVE the idea of immature women clinging onto them and emotional dependence. Do you think old fart marrying barely legal girl think they're "mature" ? they'll say "oh but she's mature FOR HER AGE" but they do know such girl don't have the emotion or intellectual maturity of grown women and that's why they pick them up.

That also explain why a certain amount of tradfem love making these corny posts bragging about being unable to make the most basic tasks thinking it makes them cute. They're catering to this specific brand of men wanting child-bride in the body of a woman. That's creepy and sad all around.

Female immaturity is often coupled with sexualization. Men LOVE female immaturity when it comes to sex, and such immaturity is sought after. #teen is the most search item on p0rn websites. Hence the whole fetishization of female virginity (that is shunned and mocked when it comes to men) These men will clown women being into the Sims, but they will love some kawaii Belle Delphine LARPing as a horny childlike anime girl wearing Hello Kitty swimsuit playing with stuffed animals with a dildo shoved into her genitalia.....

But tbh anon, people will always have an opinion over ANYTHING so you might as well live your truth and not expect anyone respecting or understanding it. I myself stated I wouldn't put my health between that hands of a fandomer or a furry and people got outraged, acting like I was stopping them from having their fun, when it's not true.. I was just stating my opinion and wishing I had a restraining order against furries lol

I already said how ridiculous it was to look down of hypergamist/women wanting to marry rich, only to turn around and mock women in struggle relationships because "they should've chosen better". We can never win with these people, anon. So you might as well do what you wanna do and not seeking for anyone's approval or understanding of whatever you do :)

#answered

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sachinotes · 4 months

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12 Things I Learned This Year

I learned very surprisingly that my parents are supportive of me just finding any job that makes me happy. That they believe my happiness is more important than how much I get or which company I'd get into. It turned out that it was just me thinking that that's what they wanted from me. And that was very comforting to hear, especially from my mother.

I also learned that I've generated my own thoughts of my friends judging my past state of depression and anxiety. Even if they did, it seems that they said what they said out of worry, too. It was not to ostracize me or to make me feel bad. I just made myself feel bad for nothing. Pft.

I learned to be more patient with old folks. I was, but I didn't know I was capable of feeling angry when old folks act stubborn. So I learned how to talk kindly when trying to persuade them to eat, or to walk to another side, or to receive help in general. Cause some of them develop a weird pride that "I can still do it" when they clearly are struggling. It drove me crazy, hahahaha.

I learned to see failure as an advantage. I used to see it as a disadvantage thinking I'm left behind by my peers or that I couldn't do as much as them, and that led me to the depression state I was in. Having experienced failure earlier in life is an advantage, for me, because now I gained knowledge on how I can improve myself NOW, than only to learn it LATER in life. It's helping me to become stronger NOW, than be weak in the knees LATER. I failed so I can grow. It also humbled me in a way, which is good . . .

. . . because I also learned that when you're ahead, you might never look back. And that's how you later succumb to loneliness and feelings of having everything while also feeling you have nothing. Now, failure for me is just a friendly neighbor telling me: life is not about working to achieve ambition and glory. It's to have the luxury to be able to smell the flowers, to look up at the sky, to smile to strangers, and to be happy with yourself amidst all the trouble thrown at you.

Okay, so I wanted to list down things I learned in my twenties. This prompt is great for that. I just wanted to say that. So this year, one of the other things I learned, sort of intrinsically, is how easy it actually is to just mingle with people. I guess, my meds intervened with my social anxiety and helped me to be more socially open, but having realized it comes from me actively observing the changes within myself. I can do SHORT TALK? And it didn't annoy me? Excuse me? Of course there are days where I'm just "don't talk to me HISSSSSS", however I am able now to let myself get into that conversationalist in me, sometimes. And that felt fucking awesome. Best shit that happened to me this year, even. I should've added this to the Highlight of The Year prompt. Oh well.

I used to want to live alone. Well, I actually still like the idea. But I learned that to be able to live with your parents is not only a benefit financially speaking, but also they play a big part in making your house feel home-y. There's someone waiting for you. They know what you want to eat. They know how clumsy you can be that you forget your keys and shit. They help secure the place while you're away. There is so much comfort in knowing that you can rely on another person in your house. Family can be your friends too, or your partner of course. How fun and releasing it is to be able to live with your people. Living alone still has its own perks, but even if I get into that situation, I would most likely want to be close to my neighbors then. It's a healthy kind of dependency.

Speaking of neighbors, this year we have the KINDEST neighbors. THEY HAVE CATS. I've never formed a bond more deeply with neighbors before. Well, I kinda did back in my childhood but it was because she fed me great food. It was hilarious cause they compared me to a cat. "I never see you get out of the house even though you do. You move quietly like a cat." HAHAHAHA. Thank you. Anyway, I learned then that having neighbors like that is now something I can look forward to. I used to just don't bother to even greet them. But they're very kind people. I can smile and nod now these days without feeling obligated to. I want to.

I learned to accept that what I was able to do today is enough. I don't have to be super strict on the quality of my activities. I had a bad day? Okay. Whatever. That's just today. Tomorrow can be different. Not everything has to suck, I don't have to sulk at every bad thing or "wasted time" or missed opportunities. I can just accept that things happened, and that even then, I can still turn things around tomorrow.

I learned that sometimes I have to step away from actively giving out advice and just listen instead. I mean, I've known that for a while but I haven't really tried to apply it. It's still difficult to pull off. It's a bit easier when the other person is clearly needing comfort rather than a clear set of guide to help them reorganize their shit. But JUST NOW I HAD AN EPIPHANY. Just don't give advice if they don't ask. If they express a FEELING, then react to the feeling. If they ASK what can they do, THAT'S where I can happily share my thoughts, if I have any. I feel a bit stupid for not having thought that sooner, ngl.

#december challenge #day 12 #journaling #journal

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witch-of-the-sands · 5 months

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15 Questions for 15 People

Tagged by @radisyn

Are you named after anyone?

My parents lowkey flipped a coin on my name, so I don't think so.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Uhhhh....you know I actually don't know if I remember? It might have been listening to dndads on my drive to school?

3. Do you have any kids?

Ick, minor alert!! No kids, tho I think I might want one in the future.

4. What sports do you/have you play(ed)?

Not currently in any sports, though I've tried: basketball, soccer, gymnastics, dance, volleyball, tennis, and fencing.

5. Do you use sarcasm?

Too much, I have definitely never gotten in trouble for being too sarcastic hahahahaha....

6. What's the first thing you notice about people?

Hair color bc I'm kinda shallow like that tbh. If they have anything to do with any of my interests displayed I'll notice that too

7. What's your eye color?

My family can't decide, I personally say gray

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

I'm a slut for happy endings but only if they make me cry. If not it better be the most depressing shit.

9. Any talents?

Some random person on a bus said I had perfect pitch when I was a kid but that's low-key it. I have good pitch, I think the rest is hard work :)

10. Where were you born?

Sorry guys, most I'm giving is the US!

11. What are your hobbies?

Oh my god so many things. I write fanfiction for fun, I also write music both for fun and as a future job (and class projects fuckin music school) I've been learning bass and drums recently too. I occasionally pick up a pen and doodle. I play dnd (tho I mostly DM) and I spend too much time writing original works tbh :,( other than that I enjoy walking? Does that count?

12. Do you have any pets?

One! I have this orange menace named Willow who's very much got the female ginger cat syndrome.

13. How tall are you?

5'8 on a good day

14. Favorite school subject?

Depends, in my traditional schooling my favorites are english and history, but since I've started taking college classes english has somewhat fallen by the wayside bc it's nothing but essays essays essays. Waiting for when I get the chance to study creative writing in a few years </3 Think my fav in my current semester might be english still tho, my business class has exclusively taught me how to make a resume in the past 4 months or so.

15. Dream job?

Musician all the way, I would kill to do it full time. Meaning I'm financially stable enough to be an author on the side as well because I'm significantly less confident about those skills at the moment.

Tag 15 people (I don't know 15 people tbh): @lqvande @lurking-skeletons @emiilyfantasia

#kelpie rambles #is this too much info? maybe #don't stalk me pls

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broomswept-thoughts · 3 years

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staying at home when your parent is raging like: [lives in fear of heavy foot steps] [told degrading names] [triggered by loud crashing sounds you’ve heard since childhood] [reliving childhood nightmares] [having no escape] [rewinding any healing you’ve made since leaving the house] [wanting to die again] [no support or escape part 2.] [ingratiating yourself so you don’t get physically or emotionally abused again] [trying to make yourself as small as humanely possible] [becoming apathetic again] [living in constant fear] [expecting to forgive and forget once it’s all over and because “oh your parents are just stressed!” as though it’s acceptable or even palatable to take your stress out on your children] [planning escape] [using sleep as a coping mechanism so you don’t kill yourself and can still escape from reality] [being gaslit about if what you’re going through is just “how normal parents are supposed to act because ~ everyone ~ is stressed these days] [picks up self-sabotaging behaviors] [stops eating] [can no longer talk with anyone louder than at a whisper/ for a brief moment when said parent is home] [disconnect from friends] [wanting to dissociate so bad] [counting down the time between parent’s return home and when they go to sleep in order to finally relax] [being on high-alert for any unusually fast or loud sounds] [wanting to die but make it an absolute disappointment to your friends who’ve dragged you out of depression] [self-harm] [trigger an eating disorder so you can distract yourself] [no escape! no escape! no escape!]

#I swear to god.#reflections #I'm going to lose my shit.#this is such a ridiculous reason to be raging too. No I will NOT validate her response even if her emotion was valid.#I'm not going to excuse stress to doing this. That's your own problem and adults need to own up to mistakes they've done instead of #expecting society to give them emotional ~ handouts ~#like oh noooo is uwu sad about trump not winning and now want to take it out on me?#Fuck off lol #I already have been living this hell since I was born when trumpism didn't exist this isn't about you being stressed it's about you having #daddy issues and translating generational trauma onto me honey.#So sick of living in this house that's it #I stg I don't want to live in Baltimore next year if my parents are this close.#I want them full arms-length away. No easy travel to me.#get AWAY #I'm going to be the one who decides if and when you see me. You don't get to just drive in to say and do shit to me #I stg I'm so done. I'm so stupid I should've gotten a job I'm too financially dependent on my parents #I'm sick of living and even more sick of living here #hate it hate it hate it #I hate living like some dormouse for a good 40% of my day when the ~ mood strikes ~#God. I hate it.#We should live separately in the superficial family way that we are.#Also hate that my mom likes to play the oh we're family card #like wow who's been trying to wreck that since forever?!#I'm done. So done.#Sometimes I'm just like wow you really got a child to fulfill your family fantasies but then you didn't pull through with uh *checks list*#basic emotional affection #or unconditional love #huh #I'm so sad that I used to think that this was how normal functional families acted lol #Like wow. Maybe....... uh parents are supposed to not hit their children or scream at them out of love

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btsforlif · 3 years

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Honeymoon

Paring: Namjoon x chubby/Plus size reader

Rating: 18+

Genre: fluff, SMUT

Warnings‼️: sexual tension, breast play, fingering, unprotected sex (don't do this guys) ending sucks (if this is a warning but I think you might need this warning 💁‍♀️)

Synopsis: You had an arranged marriage with your now husband Kim Namjoon and you are on the way to your husband's farmhouse for honeymoon. Do your feelings will change for him or not?

Notes: hello there! I am back with this new fic hope you all like it. I enjoyed writing this but it didn't turned out the way I wanted it to be so if ending sucks please don't blame me✌️💜 and PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ANY GRAMMATICAL OR SPELLING MISTAKES.

You are on your way to your husband's farmhouse. Why? For your HONEYMOON yeah honeymoon. Your husband is a stranger to you and you are on the way to his farmhouse, you scoffed in your head. You had an arranged Marriage day before today for your parents sake, because of financial problems your parents company was facing. The company was on the edge of closing but they told you if you will marry one of the richest person's son they will be ok and you did, you married him.

Kim Namjoon the next CEO of the Kim company was your husband, he is handsome and all smart but he isn't your type but you have to bare with him for almost 2 years, you scoffed again thinking about it. You are a doctor and had a normal life but now it's all ruined and you don't even know if you will able to go back to your normal doctor life.

"We are almost there" his driver said but instead of replying to him Namjoon ignored it. You scoffed in your head for the thrid time today "how rude" you thought while seeing his side profile.

"Do you want to share room or want one of your own" he asked simply once you both were in the framhouse and the driver was standing with your luggage beside you for your answer "room of my own" you replied simply too. He only nodded at the driver and the driver was on his way to your room

You were in your room getting ready for your fake date because if you both won't be there, the person who was in-charge of informing your parents will inform them something that you both don't want to, so the only way is to go there and act like a couple and this again is for your parents sake.

"Sir we have reached our destination" Namjoon only nodded and driver goes out of his seat and open his door for him to come out, you were in shock "what the actual fuck" you thought. After closing the door he came to your side and did the same, you hesitated for a minute before getting out and thanking him. You were new to this pampering you always had an normal life where you weren't dependent on others to open gate for you.

You both were sitting on the chairs while food was waiting in between both of you, your mouth was watering seeing it "I am going first if you wanna eat you can eat" all you said before digging up your food. All he said yes the whole time but you didn't wanted the dinner to be awkward so you started the conservation "as we both are living our next two years with eachother we should know about eachother a little bit don't you think?" You asked hoping he would reply "yes we should" he said simply again "so tell me something about you" Namjoon was thinking what to say "I like nature and small things and yeah I like crabs but I don't like to eat sea food and I love to read new books, now it's your turn" you thought too what to say before replying "I love music, I love to cook, I hate spiders and I like to eat new dishes" "oh" Namjoon replied instantly.

You thought talking about food will be embarassing because you are a big girl but it gone right you thanked God for it "we should go back to farmhouse, it's already late and we have done our job here" Namjoon was so straightforward about all the things and it annoyed you a little bit but you can't do anything so you let it slide.

You both came back home after your Little fake date and said goodnight before going to eachother rooms. You were now laying on the bed after washing up and trying to fake sleep so you can sleep in real but your mind wasn't letting you "he is not that bad but I still don't like him that much" "how are we going to live with eachother for next two years" you thought, your overthinking was Killing you so you just screamed in the pillow after letting out some frustration on the pillow you felt better and you felt sleepy so at last you ended up sleeping thanks to the pillow.

There was one thing, Namjoon wasn't able to sleep because of YOU "I hope this marriage goes well because I want it to" he said it to himself, after overthinking about your and his marriage he slept too.

Next morning you were in kitchen making your cereals and milk but you were forgetting something that you don't live alone and you were in your super short shorts and and mid thigh t-shirt,you were taking out cereals from top shelf you weren't short you were a little bit taller then a average women but you were happy about it because you don't have to depend on others for anything.

While taking out cereals you hear someone coughing behind so you instantly turned around and see Namjoon looking anywhere but you with red cheeks and red ears "what happened everything alright?" You asked "yeah j-just look down" and you looked down and saw your bare legs are on full display and you realised that while you were taking cereals out it must have ridden up. "Sorry I will just go and change" you said shyly trying to stretch the fabric down more to cover your bare legs "don't be sorry it's ok, you can go and change I will not look at your direction but when you are in your room please do tell me that you are in" "o-ok" all you said before running all the way to your room "I am in" you screamed "ok" Namjoon screamed back.

After changing and washing up you came out of your room and see Namjoon is all washed up too, sitting doing some thing on his phone "I am back" you thought he would ignore you and do his work on his phone but he turned and looked at you and checked you out before blushing and turning back to his phone "your mom called she said that she was trying to reach you but your phone is switched off so she called me to ask how we were doing" "oh so what did she say" you asked "nothing just how our honeymoon is going and were are we going today so I asked were should we go so that you can enjoy the time while being here she told me that you like shopping new dresses and things so I thanked her for her reply and said bye's to eachother" "oh" you said once again but you were blushing now "so are you ready? We are going for shopping" "no it's ok Namjoon you don't have to do that we can do something else that you like too" "no it's my choice y/n I like shopping too let's go if you are ready" "ok just let me take my purse and phone" "ok" Namjoon replied.

You were now standing in front of an branded clothing shop "you really don't have to do this" you were not selfish so you asked once again if he wanted to change his decision "y/n it's ok really now come on we should go in" "ok Namjoon" you said. You saw many dresses lined up one by one, you really hoped that you can get your size.

"I will try this one" you said a perfect black colour long dress with deep v-cut which had a zipper on back and long sleeves and with your perfect size, Namjoon only nodded and waited for you to go in and come out with you wearing that dress, after 5 to 6 minutes you came out while wearing that dress and asked Namjoon "how do I look" Namjoon was watching you with widened eyes as if he saw an angel or devil "how do I look" you asked again hoping for an answer "pretty, beautiful" he replied back instantly you blushed and thanked him.

You peeked out your head for Namjoon's help "Namjoon please help me!" You were trying to be quite while being loud enough to Namjoon to hear it "with what" he asked "my zipper is not coming down please help me!" He hesitated for a minute before coming in the changing room, you were standing in front of the mirror and your back was facing him "please open the zipper for me I am not able to do it" you said while watching him from mirror he nodded and kept his fingers on the zipper to slide it off but on the mid way his hands mistakenly brushed against your bare back and it sent shivers down your spine "it's all done" you were so emerged in the feeling that you didn't even felt it coming to end "thank you" you were now directly looking into his eyes through mirror, the staring in eachother's eyes was so intense that you forget that the zipper was down and your dress can slide down your body any minute but when the dress was going to slide down Namjoon suddenly catched it and your right shoulder was only the thing that was showing off "I-i am so sorry" "no it's ok" he replied, you kept your hands in front of your dress wo that Namjoon can let it go but he didn't, you looked at him in mirror finding him already staring at you and once again you both were staring in eachother's eyes, Namjoon broke the staring contest and his eyes dropped to your shoulder gazing it for few seconds befor he let the dress go "I-i am sorry I should go" "ok" you can sae Panic in his eyes and he left hurriedly. You didn't know what to do so you let it slide not making the situation more awkward.

You were home now changed in your pajama but you were feeling hungry and you now realised that you and Namjoon both didn't have dinner yet and it was already pretty late so you thought you should cook something for you and him.

You were making ramen and it was already ready so you were on your way to Namjoon's room to call him for dinner. Once you reached his room you opened his door forgetting to knock and the seen you were seeing was so sinful to you, Namjoon looked at you from where he was standing because of the noise the door made "y/n do you want something" he asked now fully turning around "n-no I-i just wanted to call you down for dinner" "oh" he was half bare standing in front with only wearing sweat pants his chest and torso was on full display you gulped seeing his abs but you looked up immediately trying not to look down "hey you know you can come in and sit but if you want to because I have to sign some emails cause it's urgent then we can both go down and eat" "ok" you didn't wanted to say no so you go and sit on the bed while trying not to look at him but you failed, he was also sitting on the opposite side of the bed half bare to your eyes, you thought he wouldn't catch you staring at him but he did and raised his eyebrows as if asking something you nodded a no while trying not to blush "wtf y/n get yourself togather he just catched you checking him out" you screamed at yourself in your head "I am all done we can go" he said while standing up "o-ok" you get up suddenly and started to walk where the door was "wait" he suddenly said which made you stop instantly next to the wall where the door was.

He was walking towards you like you were his prey, you can't go back because there is already an wall so before you can open the door Namjoon took your hands in his and kept it down while caging you between him and the wall, you can feel his abs thorough your shirt "do you really think that you can get away after about staring at me for straight 10 minutes" you were now blushing so hard that it was getting hard to breathe "N-namjoon" you whispered "y/n I am saying truthfully that I like you alot, these days that I spent with you were my best days of my life and I really want to live a happy married life with you" "Namjoon I-i don't know what to say" you say while shivering a little bit "then take your time" he whispered in your ear and you closed your eyes because of the feeling, he looked at you seeing your eyes closed and chubby cheeks blushing he chuckled before letting you go "come on the food is going to cool off" he opened the door and goes out while you were still in shock because of what happened earlier "wtf!" You said while opening the door and going to kitchen seeing him already eating the food, you weren't able to match his eyes so you just took your food and ate it while putting the pieces in your mind of what happened earlier.

It was last thrid day of your honeymoon before it ends so you both decided that you both are going to rest for the next three days. It was already night nearly 1 Am and you suddenly felt hungry for desert despite having dinner few hours ago so you go out in kitchen to have some ice cream when you saw that the lights of Kitchen were on, you peeked in and saw Namjoon on his phone while eating the ice cream you were going to eat, so you wanted to slide in kitchen without him knowing you were in so you walked in your tippy toes till you were standing in front of the fridge and opened it quietly while getting the other tub of ice cream out when you heard someone whispering your name in your ear, you jumped and wanted to scream but somebody closed your mouth with his hand "y/n I am Namjoon don't be scared" he said while laughing "don't that ever again I might die from an heart attack" you say while keeping your hand on your heart to calm it down "sorry sorry" "it's ok" "btw what are you doing here" Namjoon asked "wanted to eat ice cream so I can in here to take it" "but why were you tip toeing I here" he asked while raising one of his eyebrows and you find it so hot that you forget to answer.

Namjoon came closer and closer while you did was only standing and staring back at him "what are you doing Namjoon" "nothing" he said coming more closer till you were again caged between him and the fridge "I am waiting for your answer y/n" "I-i" "why do I have to always shutter when he is this close" you mentally screamed at yourself, he was so close so close that you can feel his breath on your lips both of your lips were only inches away from eachother, you thought he was going to kiss you so you closed your eyes and waited few seconds before moving your head a little bit forward for him to attack your lips but he moved his head back, he wanted to kiss you too but he knew you weren't ready so instead you felt his lips on your neck you opened your eyes instantly and whimpered a little bit because of the feeling of his delicate lips on your neck. He was leaving open mouth kisses to your neck and shoulder before releasing you "when you are ready for me and Accept me as your husband that day I will kiss you but for now I know you are not ready y/n" his whispering was doing something to you but you were not able to form any words your mind was not cooperating with you so the only thing you did was nod "ok then y/n goodnight sweet dreams" he said before taking his half melted ice cream with him in his room.

The next day is your last second day and you weren't able to sleep whole night deciding on what should you do so you came on the conclusion that you have started to like him no but love him and feelings are mutual so you are ready for everything he was going to give to you.

Next evening you were in the living watching something that you weren't paying attention to. Yesterday's senerio was still going on your mind, you saw Namjoon coming out of his room and seeing you, you both stare at each other before Namjoon broke it and goes in the kitchen.

"Namjoon" you called out for him and he came to you and you patted the seat next you "so what's happening" "I just wanted to say that I-i am ready and that I accept you as my husband and I am actually starting to have feelings for you" after you blurted this out Namjoon smiled ear to ear " I am so happy y/n" you smiled back at him but the tension was back in seconds before Namjoon was coming closer and closer "are you really going to kiss me now right?" You said looking at lips and remembering how it felt on your neck "yeah" he said before attacking your lips and taking you on his lap, the kiss was passionate, slow and filled with love but after few seconds it turned into hot makeout session, you broke kiss for air and felt Namjoon kissing your neck and sucking harshly on it you moaned quietly because of the harsh pleasuring suck on your neck "N-namjoon"you called out again "yess baby do you need me to stop" worry on his face "no it's just that I-i am a v-virgin" "ohh baby" he cooed "let's take it slow yeah I will be gentle with you don't worry" he smiled at you lovingly "ok" you smiled back at him " let's take this to my room" you only nodded.

Once the door was locked he gently took you to the bed and layed you down. He hovered above you and kissed you again slowly and sexually, you both broke kiss for oxygen but he was fast and attacked your neck all over again leaving kitty licks and kissing every hickey he made softly.

"Can I remove your clothes please" he asked and you hesitated for minute before nodding he removed everything you were wearing and gazed at you with loving eyes, you felt shy and nervous as if he can see through you he told you not to worry and kissed you once again, he felt like he as in heaven seeing you all naked and blushed up for him "Namjoon please take your clothes off too" "ohh yeah yeah" he chuckled and started to remove his clothes once he was done you admired every inch of his "like what you are seeing" he teased and you blushed, the laughter died down when he once again hovered above you "let me prepare you first baby" he said while messaging your both breasts "yes please" you moaned feeling his hands on your boobs, he bent down his head and started to suck your already sensetive nipples "oh my god" you moaned feeling his mouth sucking on one of your nipples and twisting the other with fingers he gave the same treatment to other one before going down and kissing every stretch marks you have, the way his lips were kissing it gently it was melting you like butter.

"What a beautiful scene to see" you blushed hearing his voice and whined a little feeling too needy for his teasing "Namjoon please do something" you whined again "patience baby it's you first time I don't want it to be quick" he said, he attached his thumb to your clit and started to circle it while applying pressure and you moaned bucking your hips in his hand but his other hand stopped you for doing it "baby you are so wet" he said while inserting his middle finger in your pussy "Namjoon" you moaned his name "yes baby moan my name" he said adding his another finger and bottoming it out, you whimpered "baby you are so wet oh my god" he said taking out his fingers and licking it clean you moaned seeing him licking your arousal from his fingers, he once again entered it in but this time it wasn't slow, he started to thrust his fingers in and out of you, seeing you moaning his name again and again was making him painfully hard but today was all about you.

He started scissoring his fingers preparing for what is coming next "shit baby I am so hard because of you" you moaned hearing his dirty words, your eyes rolling back feeling the knot forming in your stomach "I-i am gonna cum please don't stop" "yeah gonna cum hmm" Your toes curling and your back arching, you practically screamed seeing white in your eyes.

Namjoon rode you out of your orgasam "it's too much" you said squirming. He took his fingers out of you before licking it clean, you were tired but you wanted more "Namjoon please I want more" "yeah baby I am gonna give you what you want" he took his boxers off and your eyes widened because of seeing his cock size "baby don't be sacred I am going to go slow" you only nodded "ready?" He asked looking in your eyes for any objection but he didn't find anything but lust for him . You nodded again "ok then" he lined up his cock on your entrance "this going to hurt a little bit and if you want me to stop anytime then please do tell me" you nodded again, Namjoon slowly started to enter you making sure to go slow you cried out because of the pain it was giving it to you.

Namjoon bottomed out, you were feeling immense pain "shh baby it's gonna be alright" he said kissing you on the lips trying to distract you, Namjoon didn't moved an inch giving you time to adjust before the pain you were feeling substituted and you told him to move "y/n I am going to start moving ok" he said before thrusting into you slowly, it was a new feeling, pain with pleasure and it was addictive "you are so thight" he groaned, you were a moaning mess feeling immense pleasure going throughout your whole body.

He was slow but his thrust were deep hitting every spot, he made sure that his lips were always in work from kissing your lips to sucking your nipples to leaving an hickey on your body, he changed the angle putting your one leg on his shoulder while thrusting into you with a little bit more speed than before, at one point he hitted an spot which made you scream "Namjoon fuck!" "Found it" he said increasing his speed and hitting that spot again and again which made you scream everytime he hitted that spot.

You eyes were paining because of how much you were rolling it back, you were near you can feel it again "b-baby I am near" after hearing you he took his fingers and started to draw circles to your clit "yeah gonna cum again hmm?" You nodded feeling tears falling out from your eyes, you clenched arround feeling very near to your orgasam "fuck do that again" he groaned feeling you clench around him again "shit I am gonna cum oh my god!" "Then cum baby" he said increasing his pace on your clit while thrusting deeply, you screamed while cuming on his cock seeing white before your eyes again "yes baby yes" his thrust were getting slow which you thought was him getting closer to his near, he was so near feeling him cuming when he took out his cock and cum onto your stomach.

You both were now laying, your head was on his chest while he was caressing your hair with his fingers "I am sleepy baby" you said feeling tired from all the sexual things you both did "me too baby then let's sleep"Namjoon replied feeling sleepy himself, that night was the first day when you both slept together.

The next day both of you were on the his private jet going back to Seoul but this time it wasn't awkward like before. This time you both were happy with having eachother by your side and now you both were really husband and wife.

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bokutoslittlebird · 3 years

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Request : Omegaverse headcanons for Ushijima, Daichi and Kuroo with there omega is in distress?

I chose different scenarios to cause distress (Ushijima - fear, Daichi - relationship problems, Kuroo - financial difficulty)

Ushijima

> I decided on fear for him because he doesn't understand it. He knows fear exists, but he doesn't fear anything, therefore it is a bit of an enigma for him. It doesn't matter the fear, whether it be ghosts, heights, or bugs. He doesn't get it.

> Let's say you're afraid of heights. He, as a very tall person, doesn't understand that the smaller people (aka smaller than him) tend to not like heights. So, it can be something as simple as walking in a store and being close to the railing on the second floor and suddenly he smells that you're stressing out? He's confused, why are you in distress? Is someone trying to harm you?

> He whisks you away to a different part of the store, away from crowds of people and the railing. With only his scent around you and him scenting you, holding you tight to his body, you find yourself calming down. Then, he asks if you're okay and what happened. "I was too close to the railing, I'm sorry," and he's confused cause what? Why?

> Then you have to explain that you're afraid of heights and seeing the floor below activated that fear. He is still confused, but he thinks he understands that you don't like heights. Of course, he makes sure you're not close to the railing or that he's right beside you so you don't panic and stress out again. He doesn't like it when you're distressed, especially when he can't immediately take the stressor away. So he'll stay beside you to prevent it (or try).

Daichi

> Relationship problems, not with Daichi, but family! Maybe your parents are being really hard on you about getting pregnant because you and Daichi have been together for two years. Maybe it's them having a problem with you doing stuff, like a job or going to school. Either way, there's a rift in the relationship between your and your parents.

> Daichi has a good relationship with his family, so he isn't able to be like "oh, yeah, I get that," but he does understand that families have problems. As a police offer, he has gone through training and is able to take care of any domestic issues (not really but shh). This also includes making sure he can calm down Omegas who are stressed or even Omegas that happen to need advice. Right now, you're both.

> He wraps his arms around you and lets you vent. If you wanna walk around and scream to vent, he'll let you, but he will still hug you when you're done. As his mate, he scents you to calm you down until your scent is less anxious and stressed. When it is, then he talks to you. "What do you wanna do?" "Where do you want to go from here?" "Should you talk it out with them?" etc.

> The main thing is that he's there for you, through it all. If it gets worse, if it gets better, if nothing changes, he's still there. But he will tell you to talk to your family about it, your feelings and your distress. Problems that are never solved don't go away.

Kuroo

> Financial difficulty. Everyone has it. Maybe not now, but maybe they had it in the past. You're working a minimum wage job and struggling to make ends meet and Kuroo offers to pay, but you don't want to depend on him. You can hide the looming problem and hope he doesn't ever learn of them.

> And he probably wouldn't have because you're good at putting on facade, but he decided to visit you in the middle of the day because he got off early/had the day off. So, he's there and you're excited to see him, but then he enters your apartment and you're like "ignore the mess". He's not focused on the mess, but rather the lack of things ? Like he goes to put some sushi he bought in your fridge and there's like four things. Why?

> Then your boss/landlord calls you and suddenly he smells you're in distress. He goes to your room and you're arguing over money. Not getting paid enough/not being able to pay rent and Kuroo is upset at you, but he's also worried because you've been keeping it from him for a reason, obviously. So, when you're done, he goes comforts you.

> "Why not just ask me for help? I have plenty of money to help you," but you don't want his help. You don't want to be dependent on him, but he just continues to scent you and tries to explain its not going to be hurting your independence if he gives you some money to catch up on bills. It's not healthy to deal with it alone and your comfort is much more important than pride and money, in his eyes.

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