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england-would-fall · 5 months

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Red Room, baby! (Mind the book!verse references)

@luainthewild I got you, dear friend

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napping-sapphic · 7 months

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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #today was….not good #and at one point i had a moment #where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it #but im still really hopeful it will happen some day #because all i want in this world is to feel secure #and for others to feel secure around me #and for everyone to feel secure around people they love #because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t #but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all #im manifesting it #im completely okay btw things just got a little rough #and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay #im gay and i like sleeping #also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever #im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight

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starryocean · 7 months

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Why did I write this

#phoenix says boring stuff #jerma985 #jerma #I feel like it was something that I wrote down really quick while half-asleep because I didn’t want to forget it #but I don’t know why I thought it was so important #I think maybe it was in the context of wanting to run a Jerma shitpost blog even though I don’t watch Jerma?#and maybe that was the joke or something where I didn’t watch Jerma but came up with bizarre posts based on him from like.#vibes n stuff. internet osmosis.#idk but I guess it is pretty funny

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doweesig · 2 months

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Birdo’s Rizz 🫦

Based on this vid

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morganbritton132 · 1 year

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in the EMTTS, does Diane ever find out about the death threat letters to Steve? if her daughter watches Eddie’s tiktok she would’ve seen the videos about it so did she tell her mom? how would Diane react? would her reaction annoy Steve or would he actually find it sweet?

Oh man, her daughter would show her Eddie’s TikTok and Diane’s response would be the same one she has for a death in the family and divorces: desserts and being a pleasant presence in their lives.

Steve doesn’t immediately put two and two together because he kinda assumes that Eddie told their friends about it and that’s why people knew, not that he posted about it on the internet. He honestly just thinks that Diane is being her usual annoying self and thus, following the rules of upper-middle class etiquette, keeps having to bake for her.

She stops by one evening and brings them a plate of macaroons and spends an hour standing on their front porch talking about the neighborhood watch. They gained three new members. Steve interprets this as dig about his sleepwalking and then spends the rest of the evening hate-baking her a pie.

Steve is sitting outside waiting for his carpool one morning and she accosts him to have him try this new doughnut recipe she’s trying out. They’re begrudgingly delicious, but her interrupting the only peace and quiet he’ll get all day to talk about the neighborhood watch again is unforgivable. Steve makes her brownies.

Steve is laying with his back flat against the deck in the backyard, listening to Eddie chase Ozzy around the yard. His eyes are shut but he can feel the sun shining on him, and it’s the first time in a long time that he doesn’t feel like complete shit. So, of course.

“Yoohoo, boys,” Steve hears called over the fence and when he cracks his eyes open, he can see her waving at them. She has a tin of cookies with her and is already handing a homemade dog treat to Eddie, and Steve just sighs so deep within himself that he can feel it in his toes.

When he peels himself off the deck and drags himself over to have a pointless conversation by the fence, he can hear her talking about the neighborhood watch. Again. She is saying something about Suzanne down the street seeing a car circle the block a few time this week with their lights off, and Steve’s just had enough.

He doesn’t have it in him to bake another fucking pie.

He cuts off her rambling about being bad at guessing the make and model of cars with some barely concealed frustration, “That’s Ryan and Jackie’s kid. The one that just got a permit. He and his friends take their car out and joyride it around the neighborhood because Ryan refuses to teach him to drive.”

“We live in a cul-de-sac,” Steve adds because he thinks that she’s being a little ridiculous. He says it like he was no longer a person that had trouble leaving the house, that could open the mail without their hands shaking, that wasn’t in their backyard instead of on a run because they’re afraid – Wait.

Steve’s eyes flicker over to Eddie and then to Diane, and everything slots into place like the most obvious puzzle. Of course, she knows. Everybody probably knows. That’s why the neighborhood watch is suddenly so popular, and yeah.

Later when Steve can think about it all more rationally, it is sweet that their neighborhood is looking out for them and that they’re concerned. But in the moment, Steve feels like he’s been hit with a tidal wave of pity, and he gets frustrated. He gets angry.

He barely registers that he drops the cookie tin on the ground or hears Eddie’s blasé response about Steve’s clumsiness. He knows that he’s about to get mean and he doesn’t want to, so he just turns around and goes inside.

Eddie follows him a few minutes later, asking questions and says that it’s not a big deal that people know. He says that it’s actually better because it means there are more people looking out for him. Steve tells him that he’s not talking about it and goes to bed early.

He wakes up early too. He puts on his shoes and he goes across the street, and he tells Diane when she opens her door, “This needs to stop.”

“Oh good, you’re awake. When I saw you on the porch, I thought you might be…” She trails off, making a twirling gesture at her temple and then frowns. “Oh, that’s not correct, is it? April is always trying to teach me these new rules. I mean nothing by it, dear.”

“I’m not – I’m not broken,” Steve says. “I’m not sick, or weak, or – and I don’t need you to bake things for my husband or form a neighborhood watch for me. I need-“

“Dear, that’s simply not true,” She says, voice dropping into something serious. This might be the first time that Steve has ever seen her not smiling. “I heard about those awful letters you got sent to your door and you may not like it, but at times like these. You need people. You may not like that it’s me, sweetie, but that’s what you got.”

Steve hates how he feels like he’s ten years old and making up excuses for why his parents didn’t pick him up, “I can look after myself.”

“I’m sure you can, but do a girl a favor and let us look after you too,” She says. She must see that he’s not thrilled with that statement because she tells him about a sorority sister she had and the anonymous notes she used to find, and how they buried her two years after graduating.

So, she takes his hand and gives it a squeeze, “Let me do this. For me.”

Steve doesn’t pull his hand away and admits maybe for the first time, “I’m so scared all the time.”

#Have I posted something sad this week? if not here we go #I think it’d be so disheartening to make it through the upside down and to learn to live with the trauma of it so you can have a happy life #and then he thrust right back into that mindset of stress and anxiety because someone on the internet decided they didn’t like you #to me Steve in this situation is angry all the time about being made to feel afraid like this #also I wanted to build up a bit of a backstory for Diane because I love a ~layered- character #eddie munson tiktok saga #steve harrington #eddie munson

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airborneice · 5 months

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“What’s this one supposed to mean?”

“Hmm..beauty or strength, sometimes.”

“Perfect.”

@sketchbookweek Day 2 - Wilderness / Witchcraft

going back to my roots of drawing sketchbook being gay in a field

#update I’m doing the silly coloured speech bc I realised i didn’t make it super clear who’s saying what jjghgd #Hilda sketchbook #sketchbookweek #hilda the series #sketchbook ship #art tag #sooo this was the first drawing I did for skbk week and let me tell you guys #it fought me. every. step of the way #i spent like 3 evenings working on the sketch just to scrap it and redo it on the next one #I’m so rusty with art I haven’t been able to do anything remotely ambitious in so long sooo yeah :’)everyone lower your expectations please #however I do think this came out kinda nice #spiritually I guess it’s a redraw of that drawing from 2020 so seeing a bit of improvement is nice anyway #i love these prompts btw I wish I could’ve done both #the flower is a jasmine btw. every website on the internet had a different idea of its meaning so I picked the ones I liked 😌#is it worth mentioning that I had some doodles I wanted to post for day 1 but I literally could not get them done on time :’)#an attempt was made but ah well. onto the next

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boinky-spoinky · 1 month

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🍥 Took me a while but it was worth it 🍥

#edit: please don’t think I’m supporting proshippers I didn’t know this person was a proshipper until today #edit 2: also I did know but I didn’t think much of it and made fun of the person but don’t take it the wrong way of me saying that #that I didn’t know honestly I’m not going to harass them nor anything I’m going to let them be and let them draw whatever they want #I’m not going to to tell them what to do because I don’t want the artist to hate me or anything please understand that I don’t want them #being harassed or threatened please leave them be and don’t think I’m defending them #again I’m not defending proshippers leave them be and please understand that I can’t control people on what they can or can’t draw #I’m just a random person in the internet who can’t control nor can’t tell them what to do or don’t #again please understand I’m not defending them I don’t want them harassed or threatened please #thank you for reading the tag against I have no hate towards Mako I love their artwork but I’m not defending them being a proshipper #Dogday #dogday fanart #catnap #catnap fanart #dtiysart #dtyis #poppy playtime #poppy playtime chapter 3 #poppy playtime chapter three #smiling critters #smiling critters fanart #smiling critters au #smiling critters au fanart #fanart #✨art tag✨

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3amsnek · 10 months

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we will always be here.

happy pride <3

#trans pride #trans positivity #transgender #transgender pride #pride art #pride month #trans artist #lgbtqia #dragon #my art?#did some different/experimental stuff w this one largely bc I rly wanted to make it but Really didn’t want to do neat lines for the flag bc #pain #been trying to finish some form of it all month long :’/ finally got somewhere im ok with #meant to post it yesterday but then I decided it would actually be better if I just ignored the internet completely and made myself a #catboy wizard hat from an old flannel sheet instead #and I was right #gotta make ur own serotonin sometimes. a lot of the time #i rly don’t know what to caption this one. feels like I should Say something but words rly aren’t my strong suit especially ones that matter #but fellow trans ppl know that i am sending you so many virtual hugs even if I can only do it in tiny dragon form #we r going to be ok. somehow

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artbytesslyn · 7 months

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missed the weird and wild comics world by a few years. stuck in the endless ammonia walmart (webtoon)

#cannot express how much i wish i didn’t have to use it for FTS #i really #really dislike it #sigh #i have my doubts about a webcomic collective wanting my work #or a publisher #idk man i am #awash with nostalgia for a thing i saw but was not part of #all the people that inspired me as a kid with their webcomics #i missed their wonderful world #and i’m lost in the concrete maze of the current internet

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mis-placedeyes · 6 days

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needy giorno overload saga continues

#cw blood #based off art in the internet overdose ending!!!!!!!#sigh i got burnt out and didn’t want to draw haruno properly #giorno giovanna #haruno shiobana #jjba #jojo’s bizarre adventure #needy streamer overload #mis art tag

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mothmanavenue · 11 months

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you were the one that i loved you were the one that i loved! don’t need another metaphor it’s simple enough!

#voltron #keith and lance broke up in high school #keith didn’t wanna leave their hometown but lance had dreams of making it big in the city #he’s a really popular singer but something went wrong and he was sent to his hometown to avoid bad press/take a mental health break #lance DOES make it #keith still home pretending he isn’t obsessed with lance and works in a garage or as a tattoo artist and lance sees him as is like FUCK #and bada bing bada boom they fall back in love and lance angsts a lot about being famous and not wanting keith to suffer but. keith doesn’t #have twitter. so. he’s like whatever babe and the whole internet is like WHO IS THE MYSTERY MAN IN MCCLAINS NEW SONGS????#song: hits different by taylor swift #voltron legendary defender #voltron fanart #vld #vld fanart #klance #lance mcclain #keith kogane #vld lance #klance fanart #keith kogane voltron #keith kogane fanart #lance mcclain fanart #lance mcclain art #lance voltron #lance voltron fanart #keith voltron #keith voltron fanart #klance voltron #klance voltron fanart #romcom au #modern au

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donnabenevientosimpingzone · 4 months

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Hey! Now that you’re back I wanted to ask about Resident Lover? I remember you were on the team- but then the game came out and your name wasn’t on the dev list... what happened?

I can’t escape this question can I- and for those of you who messaged me, I did delete them in hopes of avoiding this- but I don’t want rumours to spread so lemme be transparent.

Also pls read this for how I’m handling coming back to this blog: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/741337986608873472/complex-feelings-and-absolute-pandemonium-about-my

No, I wasn’t kicked off the team, nor was I invited back when I left- and they made the right choice doing that. I was not mentally stable. I didn’t take the project seriously, I had jealousy issues, and didn’t take criticism well- I self destructed badly- blew up and burned that bridge to ashes, not to mention what sorta hurt I caused the team.

It did hurt a lot when I saw the game release. I was so upset, and spent so many weeks thinking about “what if I didn’t fuck up”. But there are no “what ifs” in history, we are meant to go through what we do in order to become the best versions of ourselves. The whole ordeal was part of the last push I needed to finally seek professional help. And the fact it still hurts whenever I see it around means I still care and carry guilt about everything that happened.

I’m practicing exposure therapy to try and heal that gaping wound. RE8 has turned my life completely on its head and I don’t want to abandon it- the best outcome will be the day I can download and play the game and find it within myself to genuinely love it with no more wounds to lick- but for now I’m content with seeing it float around every once in a while on my dash.

Out of respect- I hope none of you will pester the devs about this either. They did something amazing, and I’m so proud of what they’ve accomplished. Out of all of them I really miss MJ. They were the best, most hilarious friend- I always thought they were super attractive- and the whole reason the game was possible. Show them some love- idk message them “you’re cool!” for me or something. Anon ask if you have to. Don’t tell them I’m the one who sent you- I think it’ll be funny to just have a whole buncha people messaging them outta nowhere bahaha

And with that I hope this clears it up and stops people from messaging anymore about it. It’s still a sensitive wound I’m working to heal and I’d like to do it at my own pace<3 I don’t regret the experience, I’m in such a better place now because of it. I would love to make peace with my past self and accept the pain as a part of growing.

Until then enjoy me going back to my usual shenanigans before all the shit hit the fan. I’m very excited to draw more Spider Donna and Beneviento Sisters, I hope y’all enjoy it too<3

Update edit: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/737803172475781120/stupid-lil-update-i-wanna-do-as-per-my-pinned

Update! https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/737980137572892672/people-who-knowknew-me-personally-probably-arent

Update that shows old sprite: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/738487941680316416/want-me-as-a-professor-okay-damn-ignore-the

Update where I rant about Angie and Daniela with a cat: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/740499151828156416/can-we-see-the-png-of-the-angie-sprite-holding-a

Update about the dangie ask on the RL blog: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/742312364040454144/hey-just-a-heads-up-that-the-rl-team-recently

#ask #I’m not tagging this because the team moved on without me #and I’m happy they did #don’t want to open old wounds #so please #don’t bother them about this #I’m just tired of people messaging me and I knew I couldn’t stay quiet forever or else shit will hit the fan #been on the internet enough to know that wheeze #they’re all very good people and I miss them dearly #I’m so thankful for this experience even if I didn’t see it to the end #I THINK THE TEAM ACTUALLY HAS ME BLOCKED SO IM PINNING THIS TO GET PEOPLE TO STOP MESSAGING ME CUZ YES I STILL AM GETTING SOME

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monitorkernelaccess · 3 months

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does anyone remember when team salvato had that “for fans by fans” fanart merch contest, but like it had a backstory that monika “wasn’t allowed to participate” cause “she always wins and it would be unfair :(” but like all images of her and mentions of her name were glitched out, and in the background of the promo art there was a piece of paper with her poem “Hole in Wall” mostly erased (and not even in her font asset, just in the neutral/MC handwriting font) so all signs pointed to monika’s file being deleted

but then literally none of that was ever directly acknowledged in the posts or the merch for the contest, or in ddlc+ lore, or on other posts from team salvato’s twitter or monika’s twitter account? so, though it probably wasn’t intended to be lore to begin with, we never got any context for it, even within the constraints of the “backstory” for this specific contest?

…no? just me? ok.

#ddlc #original post #silly post but this is one of the ddlc things that lives in my head rent free #that and the anniversary stream from the same year with the fanmade mod #i forgot what it was called #brain blanking #i miss back in 2020 when team Salvato was trying to generate excitement for ddlc+ so ddl #*ddlc got a bunch of internet content and like a big celebration for the anniversary #but also cause. that’s around the time I got into the game and entered the fandom. so I was spoiled as a new fan #and now I am left to my own devices to generate content…and also fan content of course #anyway. i don’t actually know what to make of that whole contest thing #and any possible lore implications #so I’m just making this post where I go ‘damn that was crazy’#i still kinda like the idea that. the girls didn’t do anything to Monika. she just did that for attention #and they were like. ok. fake your death then whatever #we’re still not letting you win #or that’s what happens when Monika doesn’t get enough attention. like tinker bell #OR the more actual lore MatPat esque theory #that Monika’s file was ‘gone’ because she somehow escaped #and the other girls were covering for her with the contest and the explanation that ‘ohh well we didn’t want her to win so…yeah…’#TWITCH WRITES that’s the other thing I was thinking of #and btw. i wrote the end of this post like that on purpose. :3

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philsmeatylegss · 5 months

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Learning that Dan and Phil knew about all of the phandom lore and jokes is like learning Santa isn’t real. Looking back, it’s obvious and makes a lot more sense, but where’s the magic?

#it’s almost as if them entering fame in their 20s in an area that was completely unexplored with severe mental health issues #specially trauma surroundings sexuality only to have sexuality be a large part of their online persona #while also knowing there was no going back they had no backup plan or extra money #using their luck of being deeply entrenched in internet culture from when it first started to be able to be literate enough in internet #culture to be able to adapt to what an audience wanted without it specifically being stated #and trying desperately to balance trauma surrounding sexuality and sexuality being a large part of branding but it was part of the branding #in a way that it had to be aloof #causing probably an immense amount of mental strain with zero guidance relying purely on instinct from what they learned and kind of making #it up as they go #made them really purposeful with probably every single post especially the first five ish years when it wasn’t stable and acting like they #didn’t know was part of the personality they needed to craft to adapt to what the audience wanted despite that being integral to their job #I kind of forgot where I was going with this #basically who would’ve thought a job in completely uncharted territory with no backup plan and based purely on public perception would mean #them being constantly up to date with what their fans thought #rae’s rambles #dan and phil

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sweetest-honeybee · 2 months

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Hey! You know the crime au? Since you don't want yo be in the fandom anymore, why not make it into something that's not WH related? It was a neat concept on its own and really cool to see and had at least some thought into it!

Of course this is just an idea for if you wanted to salvage the idea and make it into something, I get making new character designs and stuff may be much so if not I understand, its just a thought :)

Ranty rant below 👇

As for why you left the fandom I mean its pretty self explanatory with all of the bad things going on and it getting disgusting aus ect, it got so bad that I left for a while but coming back its gotten a bit better and is more calm, of course I support your decision and I'm just upset that some people had to ruin a good character from a loved website, and so pushing nice creators away.

Anyways, ranty rant over! I like your art style :D

I’ve considered it but I think the Crime AU ended up being so specific to the WH characters (bc yk, it’s an AU) that I don’t think I wanna take that and run with it as it’s own thing. I love the designs and the development of the WH cast in the AU too much to make it its own thing but again, I can’t say I haven’t considered it!

#and I get the rant #that’s pretty much what I was getting at #I still like WH zi just didn’t wanna be so deeply engaged with the fandom again like I had been #people were making weird remarks and it was overrun by people too young that have no concept of internet etiquette #I didn’t want that kind of engagement on my own posts and AUs and things #it’s not for people like that and it was too many to block and ignore #so I just took it all down

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angel-derangement · 11 months

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full respect to insane people drama on the internet but it actually doesn’t hold a candle to the insane people drama I watched go down during the time I was in a christian group on a university campus. a guy (age 20) stormed out of my sister’s place during a big party bc she lit a spatula on fire on the barbecue and had the GALL to call the fire department in case it lit the roof on fire, so his wife (age 19) had to track him down on the streets bc he couldn’t drive. she had to walk him back and force him to apologise to my sister then he led a bible study in her front room during the party about anger. later that week he posted on the facebook page of a lady who had lost her 17yr old brother in a car crash that her brother deserved to die bc he had gone to schoolies. neither he nor his wife talk to me anymore bc he borrowed a pen and offered to drive it back over at 1am in the morning and I said no thanks keep it and he interpreted this as me leading him to stumble. none of these or any other events involved any drugs or alcohol.

#it’s so sad too bc she was so unimaginably hot and I desperately wanted to fuck her #but he was so ugly. like so ugly. like in a way that they’re ugly purely bc you can see in their expression how hateful they are #he told me that pride & prejudice is not ‘literature’ bc it didn’t change the world. then said that yeah that means Naruto is literature.#no internet drama can give me that rush ever again

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